I have been informed that there is a rumour that I have had cheek implants. Nothing could be further from the truth. My makeup artist got carried away the night of the Rock N Roll Hall of Fame induction ceremony and now everyone thinks my cheeks are different. They are not! If you see me without my makeup, I look just like I did 20 years ago. I chalk it up to my fitness regime and healthy lifestyle. If you want to look good, get up out of your seat. Come on up to the dance floor! No seriously…Step away from your computer and head to the gym. Kick some arse for mama!
Update: Express yourself don’t repress yourself! I have told my assistant to allow all comments to be published. Nothing is off limits. I want free discussion on my blog. I have never compromised my artistic integrity and I want my fans to have the same freedom. With this freedom comes responsibility. Please be nice and don’t abuse your power.
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Er, ok, if they aren’t cheek implants, perhaps your dentist forgot to take out cotton swabs after you last checkup. Look into it, you never know whats lurking in your mouth.
Oh, and I forgot.
First and Second, Bitches.
I’m da bomb!
Suffer in your jocks, Andy!
Thanks for clearing that nasty rumor up for us Madge. Is it possible that instead of cheek implants that you had fat removed from your buttocks and injected into your cheeks?
Travis you are da bomb!
The Queen had a fat bum?, Is that what you are implying, Alcina? How very dare you!!!!
We’re idiots.
u have just been informed???erm that “info”was like so last week!!i know that you have suddenly turned over a new leaf and opened up the floodgates..why???artistic integrity??nuthin like an old madonna quote from 20 years ago!!
by the by cheeks dont magically evolve with make up.heads up faker…originality ..NOT.oh why the sudden interest in the “open”door comment policy??crusty??sorry..”m”
Point taken M, with freedom comes responsibility, and indeed, I am still learning to be tact.
But hey, if they are attacking me, and I battle with them, then at least they are not hurting someone else, yes? haha.
Paul, you would not know M if she stood and front of you.
haha.
😀 😀
Name all her albums Paul. Ok, name three of her albums….one?
oh man, you really are out of your league…in a league of your own. haha.
That one was for you Rosie. 😀 😀
oh dear andy!!remember about delusion???do you see the insanity about thinking still this is madonnna????whenin actuality the blogger said last year it was aParody!!! CAN YA DIG??? oh and youre talking to rosie????umm….how do i say…FOOL??
Not at all Travis. When I had my cheeks filled, the medical team extracted fat from my arse cheeks. How very dare you back madam!
Yes we are but at least we are aware of it.
Paul ~ “M” doesn’t read the papers or watch television so I’m sure she was just informed of this rumor by one of her staff.
alcina….exactly!!she i mean”real’madonna has never blogged nor would she!!she you tubes and thats about it.andy is just sore that at last peopel see his illness as obvious as madonnas implants!!!
ohhh….did you just trash Rosie Paul?
Ohhh…that just earned you a seat in the back row, in another city….oh hell, another country.
hahaha.
😀 😀
I warned you Paul, you cast only your self out of heaven.
isnt it fab
that’m’ has opened the floodgates???odd but what can one expect??
I warned you Paul, you cast only your self out of heaven.
who said heaven exhists??except ina book written over and over by man?????hmm???and WHO are you to determine that??
more and more you add to yoyr already pregnant banality
Do you think at all from your heart Paul?
I am overjoyed “M” has bestowed this gift upon us. We cannot abuse it or it shall be taken away.
ohhh….did you just trash Rosie Paul?
err when was that???now youre seeing things i see???
Open the flood gates, sure, why not, with an Archangel in the building, light of wisdom reveals with clarity, the condition of all souls present here…and I have to say, you are rather obvious Paul.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:23 am Said:
Do you think at all from your heart Paul?
lordie lord……….heart???im only answering a deluded person ona fake blog so yea theres no”heart”in it…..again…more bad comebacks.this is purely a way to pass some time…and heart has nothing to do withposting on a fake blog
Rosie Paul, the link in the right hand column.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:25 am Said:
Open the flood gates, sure, why not, with an Archangel in the building, light of wisdom reveals with clarity, the condition of all souls present here…and I have to say, you are rather obvious Paul.
now youre an archangel????you see for anyone reading this you look obvious.obviously ill obviously under great stresses to mak esure your self delusions are heard.unfortunately by participating in your illness i am not helping you at all…an di should be all ‘heart”
You shoot your arrows at a target during the night Paul, which you cannot see(blindness of the hypocrit heart).
But hey, no worries, when light comes, and barnishes darkness, then the accomplishments of each person will be clear, as it is thru light(wisdom) that light exists within us, for those who are thirsty.
The greatest folly of life in the world; ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom”.
Sorry Paul, but I have not anything from you yet.
~ other than what not to be like…unwise.
Indeed, darkness of ignorance serves the enlightened ones, by means of the truth of what not to be like…unloving.
Ya Paul, an archangel with big ass wings.
😀 😀
Very very big wings Paul.
and silent too.
Well, most of the time. I tend to express myself alot.
😀 😀
Me ill, Paul?
It is not me who has an illness of the heart Paul.
Not sure what illness you have yet Paul.
Somedays, I have a bitching time getting in and out of the elevators, and those low hanging branches along the side walks? I should trim the wings I suppose, or maybe hide them like some people do.
😀 😀
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blindness of the hypocrit heart).
again you use Hypocrite with an e babes….to no use.again you use religeous nonsense to argue a point…very tiring isnt it???dont you tire of your own delusion????what YOU have gotten from me andy is some truisms that with a deluded mind that lives and breathes pop religeouso rhetoric is wasted …….as you keep adding to a long long unbroken ramble…and ramble you do well….my illness????hmm its not mmine thats obvious her is it??????its a fake blogger posing as madonna..a deluded mental case and a blogger that answers him!!so i guess im guilty of adding to the state of a large crazy outpouring.
if i thought i was an archangel…well i rest my case..andy is disturbed
Indeed, darkness of ignorance serves the enlightened ones, by means of the truth of what not to be like…unloving.
i dare anyone to unravel that nonsensical drivvle…..u make up your own theology??
LOL!
Andy, please, enough already. Get help. Now.
It makes no sense to write comment after comment of dull, boring, manic musings.
I believe you have a connection to your God, (not that I care to read constantly about it! Your preaching to the perverted! Start a religion somewhere else, where people will pay to hear your crappy sermons), but you have no connection to the real Madonna.
Get a grip.
There, I tried. My conscience is clear. Game on, moles!
anyhoo..as always ndy u veer off topic….remember when fake madonna refused to have you answering a long line of nonsense off the topic?????
lets see..posting was………cheek implants…are u having fun fake madonna??
good morning !it´s true as long as we are active in any way and we will feel and look good and everything is cool and about the make up thing well u look good with or without makeup so….
and
חג כשר ושמח!
and
guys i am going off topic here
*off topic
just don´t pay any attention to Andy if once we will all ignore him he will get the message in the hard way lol
You are an inspiration with your health and fitness program and regiment. I personally can not get myself to move faway rom my computer and be active. Most of the people around are not very active and my work does not require a lot of movement. However I do believe that you are doing the right thing.
And now that you are allowing free comments I have no out boundary or out of limits comments. Maybe in the future.
i only wish you would just say…this is not madonna…several of us have already emailed perez!!!hehe watch out sister!!
You look good on the Vanity Fair cover.
hey M,
No, u dont look like u were 20 years ago, NO ONE DOES, but its true that i need to get up from my computer and start doing some movments…………….
so -happy Passover.
shalom
Ruty
It boggles my mind how people take delight in wretched bitterness, not question the if the words they speak are from their loving heart or not, of positive or negative Affect + Effect, seemingly without concern or thought at all of the outcome, which for the wise, has no effect on them, having grown strong like a tree along a river bank, and rather, it is the continued derrangement of their own soul, those who spu forth bitterness, seemingly unknowingly of this fact.
~ blind?
Appears to me that they enjoy their bitterness.
Some of you may interpret my words as an offensive attack, instead of thinking with your hearts, that my words are able to help you see and feel with clarity, the goodness of these words which are able to assist you.
Think with an egotistical mouth, and you have learned nothing, and perhaps as much as seek to enlighten, I am left to embrace the truth, that the delight of bitterness is the reality of the fool that chooses to remain imprisoned by dark delight, a snare of their soul they seemingly unknowingly are caught in.
~ loving compassionate wisdom.
And so with wings, I desire not to remain…who would? Yuk.
Cya, wouldn’t wanna Bya.
😀 😀
From now on, I will only speak with those of positive sincere energy, and if the fool wishes to drink from the cup which is sweet, great.
Where ever our heart is, there too is our treasure and our life…at all times.
What we turn towards, we become…at all times.
Turn away from the hypocrit heart, and instead towards the loving compassionate wise heart within us all, with the knowingness of descerning, that it is what comes out of our mouth, that is able to derange us, not what we hear(if you are wise).
~ Wisdom summons ALL.
Shalom Aleichem
Forgive me, I am yet a young student always learning.
See, I told ya I have abreactions. Gee, i wonder why?
😀 😀
I am loving the music M.
Dancing with you would be so much fun. I just wanna out dance you, a competition of dance moves, out doing one another, and learning from each other, as in, “Hey! Slow down and show me how you did that move!”
😀 😀
And dancing WITH you of course, of love for one another.
We never get chance to be heard as Andy takes over this blog!!!!
If you are gonna go to Dubai then bettter still or also do it in Egypt by the Pyramids or by Luxur or both. At least there you know perhaps over 100000 could attend.
NS here is a batter idea maybe it will be great if the next tour will be opened or end in the border of Israel Egypt and Jordan i think its a great idea don’t u?
i hope you dont charge the same as last tour ..im poor …x
John get a second job .,,If i was Madonna i would be charging three times as much and donating 1/3 to Africa and poverty ,,, lazy ass, get your bucks together and stop relying on Madonna to do it for you and then winge about it, Like she’s only got four minutes i thing she could do with some help !
Dont t you !
Thats rude…i put her where she is buying everthing from a badge to £200 concert ticket, spanning her 25yrs I’m all spent..cant get a second job all the pollish here in england and the south Afican oh and the asian oh and the muslim oh and the hungarian oh and the jamican have the jobs ???
I would very much like to implant something between your cheeks so hopefully we can make an appointment some time. Generally speaking, I have no problem kicking ass, however I been have busier than I wanted to be recently at work, (OT payments compensate though), and this has cut into my gym time, however, I am well on my way back to a 400 – 500 lb bench press. Funny that you should be talking about people spending too much time at the computer and some faggy idiot makes 300 comments on it.
Stan Faggy is so offencesive…please dont usethat word!
From now on, I am only speaking with M, Marco, and Matt, and others who have a positive attitude.
You can try all you want to cajoule and entice me into your pettiness of hypocrisy heart. Those who approach me in such a way, know this, God sees you as foolish, unwise, wretched, and unloving.
My only objective; to encourage positive open minded discussion, of gentle approach and sincere desire to learn, eleborate, and expand on issues in making the world a more loving place for all. You will not succeed from this day forward, to entice me into your bitter arguements again. It is poison to the soul, an abomination against God and Self of ALL, of spiritual death yet in the world, the cause of one billion children living in poverty.
Every second of life, alters the present and the future for all generations yet to come, in all you do or say.
To the fool; you make a mockery only of your self, when ever you attempt to mock me, obvious for all to see with clarity, the wretched derrangement of your soul which has been unwisely left unattended, of useless absurdity that serves no one, of your own spiritual death.
Spiritual life is of all things loving, compassionate, and wise.
Spiritual death is of all things unloving, apathy, and unwise.
We all have our own beliefs. I am here to share mine with M, in my continued learning, a student of God, no one else.
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
You look like 20 years ago…..great!!! i look like 20 years in future….sooooo i guess i’m older…in that case stop all that nonesence and come to Daddy….just makes me wander…hmmm….no matter what i say or do you say i’m too this or too that…O.K Ma….you win!!!
You are in control!Just want to be with you and our family….i will listen and sing to you every day for eternity..here i say it oficialy…i’ll do anything to be with you and the kids…you are wiser and i have been lightminded and foolish.I will never betray you for another woman as i have in the past.I will dye a widower if i outlive you.
I agree on all conditions and will sign all documents….just want to be with you,,..Puppy please…i am in lOve with you Mama!!!I just want to be able to kiss you and hug you and be near you…
in Love with U,
~BAMBO.
Looks matter not.
How we feel is what matters.
I find the spa it the greatest relaxing thing for me, soothing and, well, a one with the natural state of Self.
Body massages are excellent as well, that anyone can afford, simply by demanding it from your lover, or show them the door. haha.
Baby powders, aromatherapy oils, favorite lotions, all excellent for us, where touching is one of our needs that should be met on a regular consistent basis.
Forget the psycho babble, it just feels awesome, that is more than just about relaxing the body, where the mind is equally effected significantly.
Failing to do so, we fail our Self.
With all the stressors in life(morons), life is smooth sailing when we are feeling great.
Good morning M.
Andy shut up
Why write a book on here you can air your thoughts in a few lines…
haha. That was funny M, of you vaccuming the sofa!
Hey wait a second, what was going on that you need to vacuum the sofa?
I mean…I thought we…what about…is that what i…. i think it means?
You’re hilarious M!!! And I thought I was bad. haha.
😀 😀
Hi M,
I just wanted to write to you to tell you i don’t care about any rumours swirling around you about cheek implants or the like. It’s your amazing songwriting which i have always found so inspiring. Along with your determination to win through despite all obstacles. This is what helped me when my dad died and also helped me to deal with Asperger’s Syndrome. You’ve also helped me to find my own songwriting voice so thank you.
Hey, if the word bisexual represents, gay, straight and lesbian, does that mean i like lesbians too?
i’m bad, i know.
😀 😀
No Andy ure a knob
This is Andy me me me me me me me me me me me ………………memememememememememememememememememememememememememememememememeemme
Forever Young sustain, M
Self we always were, then
wise in how remain, again
Self ‘that’ we prefer, M
~ the word again does not jive.
Forever Young sustain, M
Self we always were, then
wise in how remain, then
Self ‘that’ I prefer, M
ah, there, that’s better.
May be Andy didn’t buy 4 mibutes to save the world ! why Andy is not the great artist of this earth ? do a song about…………………………………love !
day 4 today, and so far 4,000 poems submitted for the poetry contest at VH1.
You should read some of the poems M, to get a sense of people and their thoughts of you.
What a great idea, this contest is, empowering people’s creative side of the brain(i think it is the left side, is it not?).
They say those who dwell more in the left side of brain(creative side) are happy.
Does creativity count when it comes to sex?
😀 😀
what was i thinking?
oh god andy ure an idiot, blind in your own ignorance of nonsense rambling YOU ARE NOT JESUS NOR ARE YOU A PROPHET get a life man and stop posting so much crap on this post please its ridiculous
ok, if they develope healthy self esteem while young, they tend to have greater self respect, like practicing safe sex, saying no to drugs and alcohol, attracking healthy partners, and better prepared for their life ahead of them.
Issues of homosexuality are the most difficult for the male teens, where left unaddressed, sees disaster for them.
Love your gay/lesbian friends and family everyone, and you may just save their life.
and yeah, encourage safe sex with friends and family.
Tell them to RESPECT YOUR BODY!!!!!
The two Johns know the way hehe Andy you’re the weakest link goodbye
God’s words to the fools who devour each other.
~ You deprive your self of the kingdom, since they love the delight of fire and are slaves of death(spiritual) and rush to deeds of corruption. The cast their own self down into the abyss, afflicted by the compulsion of the bitterness of their bitter(obvious evil devoid of love) nature. And they rejoice in the fire, they love, madness and derangement, because they are fools which pursue derangement, not realizing their madness but thinking they are wise. Fire consumes them, not realizing their fire does not effect the enlightened ones who see with clarity their obvious absurd and useless ignorance of a fool that derange only their own heart and soul, twisting in bitter foul tasting derangement, not knowing nor comprehending the wisdom of those who have become wise, the bitter foolishness of this snare holds their soul captive until the day the desire wisdom which frees the soul.
Only God is able to free the soul utterly and completely.
I am a free soul, not of the bitter ignorant world.
Unknowingly to the fool, my wisdom protects me their wretchedness, not realizing the one who dwells with me.
Unknowingly to the fool, my wisdom protects me from their wretchedness, not realizing the one who dwells with me.
Kelly Smith wrote this poem:
Madonna has taught me so much more
Than what I learned through any school’s door
She taught me to get up on that huge dance floor
Shake what I’ve got and be better than before
Andy no ones listerning… im no god or a profit but i know my mind and im not a sheep you’re a fool!
l e MU e l wrote this poem;
The $35 in her pocket she will never forget
From the Breakfast Club to a “Material Girl” to the “Queen of Pop” as she was dubbed
She’s like a “Ray of Light” to everyone’s delight
“Like a Virgin”, “Like a Prayer”, like an icon revered everywhere!
~ And yet, although wiser, she is still that girl in NY with $35, am I correct? What happened in NY? God?
ok, much much wiser, agreed, but….
Francois Lemieux Says: April 19th, 2008 at 12:31 pm
Madonna Don’t Stop!
You can do what ever you want
Madonna Free bird!
Thank to come on this Earth
jeannie buxo Says:
April 19th, 2008 at 12:30 pm
She was standing right above me shimming to IMPRESSIVE INSTANT
At that one moment, on stage, I looked up above me and there she was, it felt like time stood still
It was at Roseland in 2000 and now we are 2008
so to win this contest for my birthday 4/20, it would be so great
I am reading a book Rosie recommended, called Absolutely Brilliant.
Takes me back to self i remember so well. This may sound silly, but I remember laying on my bed alot and starring at the lamp shade on the ceiling. I have the exact same lamp shade as I did growing up, and that same feeling is there when ever I stare at the ceiling.
Gives a whole new meaning to experiential technique, yes? haha.
Keep lining up those gigs. Hit em while it’s hot.
the album M…we already know you are hot.
Aim for a billion dollars and you will have it. If you aim lower, you will miss the target.
madonna:I’m your fan.i must get your new album to support you!
P.s.andy and Paul:both of you are very annoying .Pls shut up!no madonna fans would like to read your rubblish conversation!pls express yourselves on other blog!
I agree Cathy…partly.
Speaking of experiential techniques, that is a funky looking hat you are wearing, sitting in the heart shaped wicker chair.
I remember wearing one like it one time. It was too big for my head.
😀 😀
Wow! 60 countries! Sure is along way from the few dollars you had while in NYC in the 80s.
Get this, my new job finds me working at a store at the intersection of Maitland and Younge streets. I recall the day I stepped off the bus(one way ticket) to the ghetto, without Troy, a new life, and I walked from this intersection into the heart of the GLBT ghetto, on a beautiful day, seeing the gay guys holding hands and kissing as I made my way to Church st.
Everyday, I start my day at this intersection, as the sun is coming up, and I feel the way I felt that day, getting off the bus, starting a new life. It is such an incredible feeling, I cannot explain it, other than to call it heaven, knowing this is where I would spend the rest of my life.
i know, it is not much of a goal, but it was all I wanted at the time, all that matter in my life, to be free of the mean spirited motherfuckers I left behind. I really was free that day. No boss man, no lover, no concern at all for even the next minute, feeling happy I was surround by the gay guys like me. That was all that mattered.
I loved meeting every single one of them, day after day, week after week, month in, year out.
They all matter to me, equally as important to me as Troy.
And now my day starts with the same feeling of that very first day. Weird eh? How an intersection can have meaning. I guess you could say that video script is that intersection, my cross road of life, a new life, joyous and free, as heard was that very first day without Troy’s hand to hold.
I made thru, because of the love and respect we have for each other in the ghetto, although some of these nasty queens I can easily do without. haha.
I knew, that you knew what I came to know about the GLBT community back then, after seeing The Girlie Show down under. That is why I sat and sewed together the outfit, of that special loving feeling we know of our extended family we love, and need. God knows I needed them, and I learned, that they too had some horrible stories of their own, of their religious families kicking them out of the family home, labeling them as deviant. We are not the deviant ones, this I know, Jesus and God know too.
For those who label me religious, I am not religious.
I came to know that I am a true and faithful brother of Jesus, not of any church or religious organization whatsoever. Nor shall I be. Alone with Jesus is my approach with God.
I am not saying those of the church are wrong. What I see is that there is a gap of understanding, when ever they leave the GLBT individuals outside the door. Some do, some don’t. I wish none of them would one day, and instead love their gay/lesbian/bisexual sisters and brothers, sons and daughters.
I know Jesus and God love us. I know. We know, eh Rosie?
Yep! Every morning at 6:00am, I get my bike and ride down that street to the intersection of that first day. I stand there and just feel for ten minutes or so, with a cup of coffee, and feel the love flow thru me, where indeed, I always want to be found at that interestion, my cross road of life everlasting.
All the job bullshit of lost jobs just melts away, as I embrace that I am supposed to be here every morning, with the knowingness of what I felt that first day, is what matters most in life…LOVE.
We know.
Throw in some music, and everything is perfect.
It is Saturday, heading off to the DJ booths, memory stick in hand, all the remixes.
I am so loving these remixes, and look forward to the release, as well as the remixes and videos there after.
This is a story that does not end, nor why would anyone want it to end?
Unlike some of you morons here, I sure as hell don’t.
Oh, and for you bashers? Spend time getting to know someone before you push them off a building, ok? They may be someone that needs a friend. Motherfuckers.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:17 pm Said:
From now on, I am only speaking with M, Marco, and Matt, and others who have a positive attitude.
You can try all you want to cajoule and entice me into your pettiness of hypocrisy heart. Those who approach me in such a way, know this, God sees you as foolish, unwise, wretched, and unloving.
My only objective; to encourage positive open minded discussion, of gentle approach and sincere desire to learn, eleborate, and expand on issues in making the world a more loving place for all. You will not succeed from this day forward, to entice me into your bitter arguements again. It is poison to the soul, an abomination against God and Self of ALL, of spiritual death yet in the world, the cause of one billion children living in poverty.
Every second of life, alters the present and the future for all generations yet to come, in all you do or say.
To the fool; you make a mockery only of your self, when ever you attempt to mock me, obvious for all to see with clarity, the wretched derrangement of your soul which has been unwisely left unattended, of useless absurdity that serves no one, of your own spiritual death.
Spiritual life is of all things loving, compassionate, and wise.
Spiritual death is of all things unloving, apathy, and unwise.
We all have our own beliefs. I am here to share mine with M, in my continued learning, a student of God, no one else.
I guess you dont realise how FOOLISH you look with over 60 comments since yeaterday????and intimating ‘WRETCHED”SOULShehe my conscience ,my sould is not yr concern…your so callled’POSITIVITY’is through the mind of a deluded psychotic mind hiding behingd childish versions of theology and will you please stop using hypocrity in any argument!! you still cannot match me in any way….can you not see andy that this is not madonna??do you think that it i slikely “she”would be allowing -wanting-or bothered to even post this????lol…if u do you affirm your own wretchedness for all to see..i could look up countles terms to describe your obvious neurotic behaviour your unhealthy obsession with people that do not know you and dya think madonan herself would red any of your ramblings????i mean you ramble about god jesus and rosie at the drop of a hat..even if its answering apost about cheekimplants!!!!oh you doth amuse me no end…and i laugh at your sad attempt to even load me with childrens poverty????
oh dear andy…lithium should help.
God sees you as foolish, unwise, wretched, and unloving.
yes oh thank you wise and loving archangel thatyou claim to be……the pharasees claimed to know what god wanted and jesus railed agains them…now you a mere mortal dare to lecture people oh what GOD sees or knows??lord ….i think its sacriligeous and dangerous to ponder wht is inside anyones soul….and arrogant like any hypocrite!and i use hypocrite in the perfect sense….you.
God sees you as foolish, unwise, wretched, and unloving.
yes oh thank you wise and loving archangel thatyou claim to be……the pharasees claimed to know what god wanted and jesus railed agains them…now you a mere mortal dare to lecture people oh what GOD sees or knows??lord ….i think its sacriligeous and dangerous to ponder wht is inside anyones soul….and arrogant like any hypocrite!and i use hypocrite in the perfect sense….you.
It boggles my mind how people take delight in wretched bitterness, not question the if the words they speak are from their loving heart or not, of positive or negative Affect + Effect, seemingly without concern or thought at all of the outcome, which for the wise, has no effect on them, having grown strong like a tree along a river bank, and rather, it is the continued derrangement of their own soul, those who spu forth bitterness, seemingly unknowingly of this fact.
~ blind?
Appears to me that they enjoy their bitterness.
Some of you may interpret my words as an offensive attack, instead of thinking with your hearts, that my words are able to help you see and feel with clarity, the goodness of these words which are able to assist you.
Think with an egotistical mouth, and you have learned nothing, and perhaps as much as seek to enlighten, I am left to embrace the truth, that the delight of bitterness is the reality of the fool that chooses to remain imprisoned by dark delight, a snare of their soul they seemingly unknowingly are caught in.
~ loving compassionate wisdom.
YOU SPEAK FROM ARRTOGANCE AND PRESUMPTION OF YOUR ‘HOLY”AND RIGHTEOUS RIGHT TO ADMONISH PEOPLE FOR THEIR WORDS…..when in fact the only think im guilty of is telling ya how it is…truth my dear is sadly lacking in you…and allyou can muster as i predicted is banal rhetoric..relegeous mumbo jumbo…as travis said enough already..you sound as deranged as any sect that preaches l to the masses..without logic or thought..just mind numbing attacks based on pure nonsensical quotes from theology that(based on your hugeee knowledge ar eactually lame)
and of course you will answer this in andy fashion….wretched hypocrit..etc,,its predictable….
all of you who actually think this blog is madonna………lithium….all round
I know Jesus and God love us. I know. We know, eh Rosie?
lol…..you do this everytime..like youre having a conversation…do ya know how ill you appear???no you do not!!er babes..rosie isnt watching or acknowledging i think…that sh eis not in your sphere of friends..sad i know but something you should seek help about…eh rosie???haa you crack me up.
Yep! Every morning at 6:00am, I get my bike and ride down that street to the intersection of that first day. I stand there and just feel for ten minutes or so, with a cup of coffee, and feel the love flow thru me, where indeed, I always want to be found at that interestion, my cross road of life everlasting.
Who are youtalking to??????????you are having an imaginary conversation to a blog!!a comments page belonging to a fake personality!………forever and a day you progress thru with incessant ramblings and having cut off conversations with whom??????????
cathy, on April 19th, 2008 at 8:11 pm Said:
madonna:I’m your fan.i must get your new album to support you!
P.s.andy and Paul:both of you are very annoying .Pls shut up!no madonna fans would like to read your rubblish conversation!pls express yourselves on other blog!
cathy!!! get agrip girl!!! this if your feeble mind hasnt worked out is not madonna….geesh!!y athink that we would be alowed to post all this shit?????think about it!!!
Andrew Thomas, on April 19th, 2008 at 8:38 am Said:
You look good on the Vanity Fair cover.
presuming of course that youre talking to madonna…lol..which your enot and could be talking to a fat gay guy sitting behind a desk….im sure he would love the compliment
You mean the next tour should be in a place where people from the conflict areas attend the concert each from his own side of the border. Maybe that will bring peace to that area. Great idea Ron
Hi Madonna,
Well i don’t give attention to such type of stupid comments. Those people who say this are fucked up. You are a beautiful girl. Thanks for your You-Tube message.
satya…..how do you say…sad?????
I know when you actually become beautiful.
In your unuthorized bio they describe how at a flash of a momment in Michigan after an exhausting practice your mentor predicted what you will be somebody.
This must be a first glimpse of your inner beauty without drugs.
laff!!!!barf!!!ns!!deary me..thelist of th edeluded come out in full force…thi smust be a real exercise in mass hypnosis fake madonna!!a perfect chance to explore the truly remarkable intricancies of the mass cyber mad world ..eh??i mean you have people thinking you really are important!! a true celebrity!!oh the irony of it all..the stench of it all
~ you are not human Paul
~ God has a word for you to learn one day.
It will not be me who teaches you this word Paul.
Go back and hide in your tomb of darkness Paul.
Fate awaits you Paul.
Fate awaits the unwise.
Destiny is for those who choose wisdom.
The same people I have been talking with for quite awhile Paul, since 1995, to be exact.
But hey, how can I expect you to know who I am Paul.
You desire folly Paul. I cannot change that for you. Only you can, when you learn to let go of your egotistical mouth, and turn towards your loving heart.
You may want to look for your loving heart, while it is still beating within you Paul. Don’t leave it too late, you must ascend to God before physical death. These spiritually dead ways of yours Paul, are devoid of love, compassion and wisdom, and will remain like you, forgotten, so long as you continue in the ways of your choosen fate, unaware of the snare and illness of your own heart.
And now I do not wish to remain here with you Paul, as I despise the falseness of words that keep coming out of your mouth, against God, against me, against loving compassionate wisdom…against your Self, thinking you are wise, and obviously in God’s eyes, you are a babbling fool.
As I said, I know that fate awaits you Paul.
I also know which fate awaits you as well Paul.
Andy and Paul this is not MSN u mother fuckers go chat there idiots
Here is a hint Paul; return to the dark small and empty abyss of nothingness from which your words come from.
Are you for real Paul?
You are one of those internet surfers who entice and cajole people with your wretched ugliness of words, who when eventually they all stop participating, you recoil in despair, at the sight of your own ugliness Paul, seeking else where for yet another unsuspecting victim.
One day, you will pick on the wrong person Paul, your fate that awaits you.
I was just trying to save his sorry ass from his self chosen fate John, that’s all. That is so bizzare to see someone like that.
They remind me of the coyote from the bugs bunny road runner hour, where the coyote is chasing the road runner, the road runner stops quickly as the coyote runs past him, off the cliff, realizing it is too late for him to do anything but fall to his death once again, am I correct Paul.
Goodbye Paul.
Next!!!!!
😀 😀
ahhhh, what fun!
Oh, one last word with you on the path we all travel, before I leave you Paul, “The Egotistical You leads yourself away from your loving SELF Paul. You may want to sit alone with that one for awhile, which should be no problem for you, as you travel alone, with no friends, other than the invisible spiritual friend who is speaking with you in this moment, for sake of you, that loves you, inspite of your unwise ways, of the knowingness of the snare which grips your loving heart. I met many like you on the internet, and I am always fascinated by their derranged soul, and how twisted up they appear to me. I am like, holy fuck, you are really messed up. Reminds me of someone I once saw, who died because they came up against some of God’s warriors in Iraq. Bad idea. The poor guy ended up in a five gallon pail, what was left of him, and I remember his one eye ball starring at me from the five gallon pail. Not the kind of thing I ever want to see again, as I felt bad for the fate of that particular fool. Although he likely was one responsible for killing many of God’s loving warriors prior to his death. To the fool I say, war only leads to more war, while at the same time, I will stand and fight in defense, against ‘that’ of wretchedness, along side my loving brothers and sisters who unfortunately find themselves in battle.”
See how it is “M”…..unless the truth comes out of your own mouth, the ones sitting in the dark will attack the messenger. Even when the message is served up straight without apology…the truth is always about the light.
The wisdom of truth encompass all things, everywhere, at all times, where even wretched darkness unknowingly serves the enlightened messengers of God.
What fascinates me the most, is the spirit realm, particularily that of the dark spirits which cannot see me, unable to comprehend me, shrouded in the light of wisdom, as though hidden in a cloud. But I see all dark spirits everywhere, that of the aimless, that of the wretched evil that pointed a gun at me, where it was not so much the gun that frightened me, as much as it was the delight in the eyes of the ones who truly wanted to kill me, with joyful delight of their own wretchedness.
That was the day Jesus first spoke with me.
1990.
C’mon! Do you seriously think that this is Madonna? WIth the release of her album coming out, and other various projects…I doubt she has time for a blog! Gimme a break! This IS NOT Madonna!!!! LOL!
fuck.
Michelle, one of the panies from gay pride took his own life. I was one of his lovers, and have often thought of him and I as soul mates all these years. I just found out he is gone.
motherfuckers.
The sun shining, I was standing at a booth, reading an article on homophobia, something I was dealing with at the time.
I could hear them coming towards me, “pansie pansie pansie”, all six of you joyfully chanted, on a beautiful pride day celebration, my first weekend after stepping off the bus, my one way ticket into my life everlasting.
Pansie was(is) my nickname Mike gave me so many years ago. I actually grew to love the name in high school, as I knew I loved Mike…still do.
I turned and before me stood six giant pansies, chanting my name so joyfully, I was overcome with tears of joy, one of the most loving of spiritual moments for me that day.
Is that why there are so many pansies in gardens everywhere I look in the ghetto?
We know, eh Rosie?
We do I say? What can I say to you Michelle?
I loved you.
You loved me.
I wanted you.
You wanted me.
We were together.
but not like forever.
we were good.
we would of been great.
You should of told me.
I should told you.
How much we loved each other.
I love you Michelle.
forever in my heart you shall be found.
what have you done to your cheeks ?… in any case you are beautiful, bisou…
I made a new friend today. The one who told me, who loved you too.
Ironically, his name is not Pansie, and rather it is Andy.
I told him the story of Mike, and how Mike caught me with my Mom’s playgirl mags, at the tender age of 15.
Mike called me Pansie all thru high school.
hmmm…Andy looks like me too, as I picture two lovers of the same name. haha. 😀 😀
He saw my tears for Michelle, and I his.
I am joyful of my new friend Michelle, someone who loved you like I did. Best of all, like me, he does not drink alcohol, the only kind of friends I can have around me now.
Thank you Michelle.
We should have talked more with each other Michelle.
I will talk more with others Michelle.
Implants or not implants. I love Madonna anyway. Who cares if she did or didn’t. Bad makeup artist – it happens, I know from experience.
Artistic integrity – maybe it is 20 years ago, but it’s something Madonna has always believed in. Open discussion and freedom of speech – always been something Madonna cared about.
Madonna has never had a fat ass – have you Madonna? I don’t think so. I have always liked your little arse. I wonder if I could get that little. Nah won’t suit a 5’8 girl. Any hoozers…I must tend to my darling husband and his needs. I love him so!
Does anyone ever use the Meebo chat thing on the front page? I’m only interested if the “fat gay guy sitting behind a desk” is finally prepared to talk to me as themself, no pretending. Otherwise there’s no point. Are you willing to do it?
IS OR ISN’T THIS MADONNA?!? That is the question!
I believe it could be, with blackberries why not. It kills time in the back of a car. I have seen Madonna holding I think three phones in her hand in a photo. One of them could have been an iPod but she had three gadgets in her hand.
Blogging and talking to fans all the time is right up Madonna’s alley. It makes sense. She likes strangers. According to one interview the SORRY video dipicts that belief. I’ve also read it in biographys over the years.
Whether we believe it is Madonna or not – well…that’s where Madonna finds it even more exciting and doesn’t give a poop what anybody would think. That is where blogging becomes even more fun.
If you really care whether or not this is Madonna contact Warner and Liz and they can tell you and if this site disappears – then we will know for sure.
Long Live Madonna!!!!!
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL.
yes it is Madonna’s blog, and she is the one posting, or sometimes one of her assistants, if she is busy.
pansie…errrrrrrrr… Andy. You do not know that to be fact.
That’s what I say, who cares if she did get implants?
She looks so beautiful!!!!!!!
Best of all, she has a beautiful fun loving soul that is healthy to be around.
That is why we all love her, because of the out pouring of love and support she has continued, and will continue being her Self, of God’s will, of her will, of our will, of us, for us, for each other, for another, we are all Affect + Effect of each other in positive step.
She is protected by God.
haha!
Ya, we all know you are Madonna crybaby!
😀 😀
I love her arse too!!!
Even I can see it’s not Madonna!
This is a load of nonsense.
I was talking about the 100 clowns with someone today, as I went deeper into the spiritual aspects of the magical thing of these many races, orientations, religions of the participants who join in the fun celebration of loving life, and I said, ” Something magical happens in this moment of a beautiful day. We all become one, and all these issues fade away completely, leaving us all feeling we are all the same, like we did as kids, wanting the same thing, loving friends, music, lover, joy, happiness…and indeed, we all have that in this moment.
I see myself, someone not necessarily of any status or wealth, education, or even the issue of being a messenger of God, as I also embrace Madonna, of all her issues too, where none of these things matter at all, and rather what matters is what?
Each other.
When we learn to make each step, each breath for sake of another, becoming selfless, it is then that we experience the Divine True Self within us.
Remember, keeping one’s self healthy, is for sake of others, for how can one assist another if we do not stay healthy.
That includes all relaxation issues required for mental emotional well being, and time out away from the world, for as long as we need, where the objective is to become centered and grounded in our Divine True Self, by however means, and however long required to do so, coming out when we decide, with the knowingness of when we are ready, not anyone else’s decision to do so.
Once grounded and centered, venture in any direction you wish, as a fellowservant for all.
Light Weight Champions
You’re AWESOME Rosie!
Seeing her with the kids, a warm family feeling. That is where it’s at. The gentle loving, sincerity and gracefulness of family living.
I am fortunate to have a large extended family of thousands of friends, we say hello everywhere we go, resturants, cafes, grocery store, hair salon, every single day of the week, we are one big family with new additions hourly.
I make a point to watch out for the younger not so wise ones, that get caught up in the drugs. I have solid force with me, when it comes to dealers in the neighborhood, clamping down when they deal to minors, rounding them up, kicking them out, they are busted and sent to jail.
We are bringing in 10,000 new RCMP officers over the next five years, to babysit the motherfuckers. I don’t them, I despise their unwiseness of dealing to minors, reminded everytime I see a beautiful sweet loving soul, turned into a tragic figure of prostitution and hard core drug addiction, with death lurking nearby.
Somebody has to watch out for them, fearless and unafraid, I have absolutely no problem getting in their face.
she incognito sometimes, se?
😀 😀
Can you say FUN LOVING?
is it just me, or are most people miserable fuck tards, their own worse enemies?
What? well it’s true, and so obvious they appear to us, se?
We say very little, walking quitly, SHHHH!!!! don’t wake them up!
Remember the cartoon of the lions den, and the lions were all sleeping?
You know right away, the lions are going to wake up, and all hell is going to break lose for the fool, yet to become wise.
There is a different kind of stillness that most do not know of. The stillness of God dwelling with us, silently referent to God’s presence, unknowingly for all passing by us, selective of our words and time spent with them, descerning of the condition of their soul. Sadly, some are seemingly beyond repair, yet I always know, a simple seed of truth does not fail, eventually growing within them.
Jesus loves you.
ah, what fun you are M.
😀 😀
I want you in my life every day M.
Even if just to say, I love you.
Anyone calling people miserable fucktards, motherfuckers or a host of other vile names, certainly doesn’t know Jesus very well.
Always with you, not able to be against you
yet always wishing I was against you.
😀 😀
It requires no explaining, where a simple clasping of your hands, love flows freely.
That is the goal, actually, that feeling, but all the time, 24/7.
It take determination and wisdom to learn how to stand in our own loving grace, 24/7.
I know you know.
Why didn’t you get in touch with me 10 years ago? You have no conception what I went through.
haha.
Know Jesus very well? Jesus dwells with me.
I am his student, yet learning of tact, where my abreactions are subsiding. It is difficult walking around in hell, with all these miserable souls that God says I should not regards some of them as human, the vile dark spirits of wretched uncontrolled tongue, that willingly with great joy, takes delight in victimizing Children of God, like the ones who delightfully mentally mind fucked me with their weapons of death.
Yeah, I guess I still have some healing to do. Rather obvious.
I feel like the Romeo and Juliet film somedays, the new one with what’s his face…the one that looks like my brother?
I am bad for names, but faces I remember well.
I have seen Jesus. God confirmed that I did. God is like a strick father with me sometimes, questioning me properly, knowing the outcome, before I do.
I know deep down, that I am of the fatherhood of God, and brotherhood of Jesus, and is where I belone, my destiny, but sometimes I like to relax and hang loose with my vocabulary, and just relax.
I actually don’t like talking about my understandings, prefer like M does, embracing Affect + Effect of music projects, or art projects, anything the is of positive energy.
Yes I do.
When I look at a soul, I see their entire past with them in that moment. I also see their future.
I know.
I know what all souls go thru.
I see the condition of all souls. rather easily actually.
most are aimless souls, unaware of the one who looks apon them as aimless and unwise.
I am compassionate for all souls.
OMG you rock!!!
And im so excited for your tour
im coming to see you three times in london
x x x
But how do you lead a horse to water, if it is not thirsty?
Easy, you drop the horse into the water, and crank up the music, flooding the soul with exceeding joy, nurturing it, enlighening it, leaving it thirsty for more and more.
haha.
😀 😀
you really should higher me as part of your team.
My visions are beyond the world…of the future generations who will explore the universe.
But i cannot work for you, as it breaks the sincerity connection I have with God.
In order to remain 100% motivated of God, I have to travel alone, and yet not alone, as I have all of you.
A true and faithful friend, is all i am able to be.
It has to do with sincerity of deep seated emotion of True Self.
I am not able trust anyone completely.
Not sure what fucked it up for me, but I am not able to for some reason.
I think we are all passersby souls, even that of our lovers are passersby souls, are we not?
I don’t really care about all that.
I see the issue of life that matters, sincerity of love, genuine love, not for sake of me is my thought(mostly), rather my motivation is for other souls.
It is how we impact the future generations that matters deeply to me.
In that sense, I am a time traveller.
I am not hear to hurt anyone’s feelings. I cannot be hurtful and mean spirited like others are. Others may interpret me as such at times, and not see the prodding I am doing as directional, even in barnishment.
ALL is connected.
ALL positive energy in the world is flowing at all times and is growing in vibrancy and sincerity as time moves forward, more tangible, noticiable, of sweetness of spirit and gentle smile in others.
It is like seeing your Self coming the other way.
The seeds we plant do not fail.
Deep Thoughts….
When you’re riding in a time machine way far into the future, don’t stick your elbow out the window, or it’ll turn into a fossil.
The soul has to learn that it is a spiritual being in need of wisdom, and to learn the truth, that none are completely of God’s wisdom, nor shall they be in this generation.
In that sense, should we rely on anyone?
The obvious answer is no, and so who did we actually rely on M?
Our True Self.
That is our connection of sincerity that we know of one another, that does not seek to cast either one out, and rather always hold on to. It is for me, and feel it is for you, of your True Self.
You will see, i will not say anything to hurt you as time passes, of nurturing and protection, and my insane ramblings(therapy for me). haha.
😀 😀
that’s funny Jack.
When we learn to let go of our current life, having no value, the door opens to the understanding of true value.
Look at all the bitchiness of people. They are not of concern for future generations. They cannot even get to the point consideration and desire to understand of their own well being of life, neither seeking nor exploring. Not everyone, but alot are like this.
The Bible tells us to love our neighbors, and also to love our enemies; probably because they are generally the same people.
Andy even with your new name of Pansie you are a bitch
They did a study of couples who live indepent lives, living in different buildings, and discovered they are happier, longer loving couples.
makes sense, as the respect level is much higher, where we know, in a heart beat, say the wrong thing to me, and it is cya.
The couples don’t think that way though, although I suppose if push came to shuv, it would end quickly, rather they tend to bring their best self forward daily, of nurturing, of loving, of protecting.
Be married, for me, is a spiritual thing.
Although having a child between two people must be incredible. I cannot phathom the joy of it.
I am married to Jesus.
Is that Guy riding a bike? Awesome!
I love biking in the city!
Staying physically fit, keeps us on top of our game, leaving us feeling fantastic, healtier sex drive, and we sleep well too, stress free.
If God dwells inside us like some people say, I sure hope he likes enchiladas, because that’s what he’s getting.
We owe to our SELF to approach life with the best way possible, physically, mentally, emotionally, sexually, spiritually, and when we do, our SELF is rewarded with a great attitude and zeal for life.
There are creative ways to stay physically fit, like skiing, swimming, biking, sex, sports, paintball, sex…ooppss, I mentioned that already. haha.
😀 😀
every time someone I know dies, I place a flower in the pages of the Nag.
It always me to be of graceful approach with Jesus, God and others.
~ reminds me.
spicy ones? I don’t like too much spice.
ya i know Eric, I can seriously bitch slap someone, when they need it, for sake of them.
Harmony and collaboration starts with the willingness of our SELF to be of harmony and collaboration.
Grace of God thru us, is of SELF.
Damn, i keep buying the Vanity Fair mag, and I go out and leave it at someones place or in the hands of another. 😀 😀
i still have not read it. Reading now.
that pic of M on Vanity Fair, is that of a true godess.
of the high places and paths.
~ intellectually, spiritually and other wise.
a force of nature? A force of willingness.
Willingness to love, is the key that opens the door to heaven. Everyone has a key. They merely need to find it and use it.
Hi!
I’m glad you’re back.
I just posted an awesome video on my blog.
Hope you all like it.
Blessings,
P.S.
So there you have it people.
From that day I snuck into my Mom’s room to get her playgirl magazine, till today, all spiritually connected.
Damn, if I had not got out her playgirl magazine and got caught by Mike with it that day, the time line for my life would have altered, and i would not be here chatting with you M.
😀 😀
hmmm…maybe i should go buy one of my own playgirl mags, and hand it to the first gorgeous guy i see on the street, and one day they will meet you too? haha.
😀 😀
im twisted, i know.
~ in a fun way.
I was reading Vanity Fair about you, and how the kids became destracted by the cookies, instead of being interested in the photo shoot.
I laughed, and looked sky ward, and two seaguls were above me.
~ a friend you shall always have of me.
ah damn, this hurts, Pride Day coming up and all, with one of my lovers having died.
I have thought about him all these years, yearning to be with him.
Grace of God is encompassing me once again. A sadness of true love within, for someone I loved alot, a gentle breeze, Pride Day is summoning me once again.
I will wear the clown.
Mostly to keep from crying i suppose.
pansie……aka as andy!!!!!!!the pseudonym is quite ludicrous……lithium shake!!
pansie, on April 20th, 2008 at 9:14 pm Said:
I am married to Jesus.
where was the ceremony?pre nup???does h eget the heavenly dining setting??
I actually don’t like talking about my understandings, prefer like M does, embracing Affect + Effect of music projects, or art projects, anything the is of positive energy.
oh deary me..”m’ i snot madonna eh rosie???
pansie, on April 20th, 2008 at 5:54 pm Said:
fuck.
Michelle, one of the panies from gay pride took his own life. I was one of his lovers, and have often thought of him and I as soul mates all these years. I just found out he is gone.
motherfuckers.
all you rlovers seem to take their life
why woul dyou tell people on a fake blog???ya know youre really not well an di doubt that anythingyou say is or has been pertaining to reality
It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.
You’re AWESOME Rosie!
sorrry where i srosie????eh pansie??er andy??sorry but i dont se her here babe……a si said…lithium may help
Andy, on April 20th, 2008 at 3:18 pm Said:
You desire folly Paul. I cannot change that for you. Only you can, when you learn to let go of your egotistical mouth, and turn towards your loving heart.
You may want to look for your loving heart, while it is still beating within you Paul. Don’t leave it too late, you must ascend to God before physical death. These spiritually dead ways of yours Paul, are devoid of love, compassion and wisdom, and will remain like you, forgotten, so long as you continue in the ways of your choosen fate, unaware of the snare and illness of your own heart.
Andy, on April 20th, 2008 at 3:20 pm Said:
And now I do not wish to remain here with you Paul, as I despise the falseness of words that keep coming out of your mouth, against God, against me, against loving compassionate wisdom…against your Self, thinking you are wise, and obviously in God’s eyes, you are a babbling fool.
As I said, I know that fate awaits you Paul.
andy
pansie..whoever you are….STIll you throw ridiculous religeous garbage at me which just reinforces my knowledge of you!!!
delusional behaviour and all its facets ..youuse religeous metaphors for any and every argument
the fact i get under your skin keeps m egoing and the fact you cannot argue a point without condemning me to hell or some other theological wasteland(sorry thats your brain)i mean truly andy…youre ful of delusional and rather psychotic behaviour
Andy, on April 20th, 2008 at 3:20 pm Said:
And now I do not wish to remain here with you Paul, as I despise the falseness of words that keep coming out of your mouth, against God, against me, against loving compassionate wisdom…against your Self, thinking you are wise, and obviously in God’s eyes, you are a babbling fool.
As I said, I know that fate awaits you Paul
andy you dar ethink with your arrogance that you know what a deity thinks of me???laughable really..and fate..my dear i sin my hand not your version of what you think or feel through your idiotic rhetoric……..im quite quite content and happy ..an dyou You WITH ALL YOUR LUNACY DO NOT SPEAK FO RMY SPIRITUAL WELL BEING…if you did we would all be plunged into a new ear of persecution
Andy, on April 20th, 2008 at 3:18 pm Said:
You desire folly Paul. I cannot change that for you. Only you can, when you learn to let go of your egotistical mouth, and turn towards your loving heart
everything you type is regurgitated from every other post..me egotistical??at least i dont make up the fact i fight crime…and help governments..talk to god and have friendships with madonna and rosie…….ego eh???ever heard of projection????
and im still waiting to get an actual intelligent argument from you..
pansie, on April 20th, 2008 at 7:01 pm Said:
yes it is Madonna’s blog, and she is the one posting, or sometimes one of her assistants, if she is busy.
PANSIE..ER ANDY…i feel sorry for you babe..pity is all i can muster….anyone can see that youre deluded….and not well…your constant postings and now you AFFIRM THAT THIS is madonna…a sif babe……madonna has said many times she will not blog
all fan sites decry this blog/as false…you only do your soul damage by insisting that youre havbing a relationship with a celebrity….albeit fake!!!!ya think madonna or an assistant would post this crap???an di am to blame for keeping it up as well. oh well…
Are you for real Paul?
You are one of those internet surfers who entice and cajole people with your wretched ugliness of words, who when eventually they all stop participating, you recoil in despair, at the sight of your own ugliness Paul, seeking else where for yet another unsuspecting victim.
One day, you will pick on the wrong person Paul, your fate that awaits yocowardice..to threaten someone …congratulations andy..yep im real an dif you meet many of me its because you attract it and people like me that see you for the mad deluded…”deranged”person you are…on the internet poeple let loose their delusions and can just rant and rave…like you….seriously you need help..any one can see
TELL HIM PEOPLE….
Yesterday, an old friend in the ghetto remembered the purple satin jacket I had made, with the big pansy flower on the back. I said, “Hey, you remember that! That was one of my favorite outfits!”
I told him, I still have it. His eyes lit up, knowing he wants me to have it. I smiled, and said, “$5,000 and it’s yours!”
I retracted after and said, “nah, I cannot sell it, it is spiritual to me. You can wear it any time you want.”
He took me home.
~ and then today, the news of Michelle, one of the six pansies, strutting around in full costume, that beautiful first Pride Day of Sunday June 26th, 1994.
I love you Michelle, and I know you loved me too.
Reminds me of someone I once saw, who died because they came up against some of God’s warriors in Iraq. Bad idea. The poor guy ended up in a five gallon pail, what was left of him, and I remember his one eye ball starring at me from the five gallon pail. Not the kind of thing I ever want to see again, as I felt bad for the fate of that particular fool. Although he likely was one responsible for killing many of God’s loving warriors prior to his death. To the fool I say, war only leads to more war, while at the same time, I will stand and fight in defense, against ‘that’ of wretchedness, along side my loving brothers and sisters who unfortunately find themselves in battle.”
I REST MY CASE….. that WAS THE MOST DISGUSTING THING I HAVE READ……
NOW ANDY SHOWS HIS TRULY EVIL COLOURS..EVIL HIDES BEHIND LOVING HEARTS EH/????
SICK…DERANGEMENT IS WHAT YOU HAVE WRITTEN…I REST MY CASE…
NOT ONLY DO YOU GIVE IDEAS TO GOVERNMENTS..YOU HAVE BEEN IN IRAQ…YOU HAVE KNOWN MADONNA AND ROSIE..YOU ESPOUSE THAT YOU HAVE LOST ALL THSE LOVERS..THEIR NAMES CHANGE FROM WEEK TO WEEK…ALL THAT AND YOU FIGHT DEALERS TOO….
FOLKS………ANDY IS AN ARCHANGEL TOO!! SO HE SAYS…….
OK READ AGAIN WHAT HE WROTE ABOUT A GUY IN A BARREL…..SICKO…
SICK
The only help I need Paul, is avoid morons like you.
Good luck and goodbye Paul, I am finished speaking you.
I am here to speak with M, not you. If someday you become enlightened by our souls, great. If not, then for your sake, stop hurting others and your Divine True Self.
Ya, Paul, I am one God’s Warriors. You got a problem with me killing someone that attacks innocent people?
I train military how to kill Paul. You gotta problem with that?
God’s loving warriors
WHO ARE THESE PANSIE(ANDY)??? are you equating the american soldiers with gods warriors?and anyon eelse deserves to be in afive gallon drum???
sicko!!
Someone has to defend your stupid ass Paul, seeing as too fucking dumb to do anything but puke on my boots.
I am one those soldiers Paul
Hey, that’s just how they clean up the mess of mangled bodies Paul. You gotta a better way to clean them up, be my guest. It is horrible job, but someone has to do it.
Most people have no idea how horrible war is.
The weapons they use today, completely explode a human body, ripping it completely apart into hundreds of peices.
War.
You are one of those internet surfers who entice and cajole people with your wretched ugliness of words, who when eventually they all stop participating, you recoil in despair, at the sight of your own ugliness Paul, seeking else where for yet another unsuspecting victim.
ANDY…you have shown utter projection..you are the only ugly person here…i have cajoled yuou yes….an dyou have done exactly as i have suspected….shown you are one sick internet surfer yourself..i participate because i see a sick little fool hiding behind neurosis too numerous to mention and waiting for moresickening aspects..and you did it!!!
now every person here can see what you are..i dont recoil in horror at myself..only at the fact i continue with this…..i guess i did it to briung the real you out!! an daint ya ugly
often people hide behind nice words and religeon to hide a sick soul…..im not the one that posted a sick paragraph about a guy with one eyeball in a five ton barrell??sorta says…serial killer sickness…whats worse is the fake blogger on here has fed your sickening behaviour…..and it says to everyone
this is certainly not madonna folks!!!!
Look to God for answers Paul, not me. I am done trying to speak intelligence to a fool.
Goodbye Paul.
I don’t give a fuck anyone thinks of me Paul, and least of all you.
You are one of those internet surfers who entice and cajole people with your wretched ugliness of words, who when eventually they all stop participating, you recoil in despair, at the sight of your own ugliness Paul, seeking else where for yet another unsuspecting victim.
sick
I work with the USA Military Paul.
any more stupid questions?
Ask God, ok, you stupid fuck tard.
Pansy, on April 20th, 2008 at 11:56 pm Said:
I don’t give a fuck anyone thinks of me Paul, and least of all you.
showing your true colours…why keep going???coz
you cannot stand being found out
the gallon drum thing should alert anyone to how sick you have shown yourself..
an dyea keep cussin!!!!its tre tre borish..especially since yuou hav eposted such horrid crap…love an dlight??ha….youre certainly lacking in that
God already spoke with you, so why not go listen to what he has to say about you Paul.
Look to God for answers Paul, not me. I am done trying to speak intelligence to a fool
sorry ,man made god……and you do not speak intelligence..you speak pop psychotic religeous rhetoric at the speed of light…goodbye indeed..i know you canthandle the truth being said..hiding behind the fundamentalist bullshit you keep hiding behind……gross out
What you lack Paul is your ability to descern for yourself the depth of what God’s wisdom encompasses.
Light reveals all darkness within a soul, revealing the truth that exists in our hearts.
You Paul, fail to realize I am a revealer of all truth, of God’s chosen warriors, for sake of you and your twisted mental fuck storms that keep spu forth from your hypocrisy heart so unloving.
Not one word of loving embrace have you spoken of me.
work with the USA Military Paul.
any more stupid questions?
Ask God, ok, you stupid fuck tard.
government
army
bread company
what else ???lol….fuck tard??/god help america if you work for the army
dont they do intelligence testing??and psychological evaluations??
how did you slip through??
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 12:02 am Said:
What you lack Paul is your ability to descern for yourself the depth of what God’s wisdom encompasses.
Light reveals all darkness within a soul, revealing the truth that exists in our hearts.
You Paul, fail to realize I am a revealer of all truth, of God’s chosen warriors, for sake of you and your twisted mental fuck storms that keep spu forth from your hypocrisy heart so unloving.
Not one word of loving embrace have you spoken of me.
need I SAY MORE???NOW YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE????LORD..YOU HAVE SHOWN YOURSELF
TO BE PSYCHOTIC..SIMPLE.
Hey, that’s just how they clean up the mess of mangled bodies Paul. You gotta a better way to clean them up, be my guest. It is horrible job, but someone has to do it.
Pansy, on April 20th, 2008 at 11:52 pm Said:
Most people have no idea how horrible war is.
Pansy, on April 20th, 2008 at 11:54 pm Said:
The weapons they use today, completely explode a human body, ripping it completely apart into hundreds of peices.
War.
YOU MR!! ARE ONE SICK PUPPY!!NO ONE here should beleive one cyber word from you!!
unlike you and fake madonna i cant sithere al day with two psychotic people..if i were the blogger i would hav eneded it here long while back..now im off to write to warner and madonna’s people….since that five gallon drum shit im sure that they will look into what sickening stuff is on here under her name…toodles…
Hey, that’s just how they clean up the mess of mangled bodies Paul. You gotta a better way to clean them up, be my guest. It is horrible job, but someone has to do it.
Pansy, on April 20th, 2008 at 11:52 pm Said:
Most people have no idea how horrible war is.
Pansy, on April 20th, 2008 at 11:54 pm Said:
The weapons they use today, completely explode a human body, ripping it completely apart into hundreds of peices.
War.
ONCE AN DFAR ALL SToP USING HYPOCRITE HEART…. it actually means nothing…..except in your own demented theology……
I am merely mirroring a reflection of the fools I have seen come up against God’s Warriors, wishing to destroy their heart, mind, body and soul, the things I have seen in Iraq, of these retards, like you, who are so fucking stupid to take on advanced military weapons that the USA military have, seeing you from miles away, much the way I smell your horrible approach with me Paul.
Go talk to God Paul. Have nothing further to say to someone so fully of spiteful hurtfulness. Honestly, I don’t recall someone like you so wretched of spirit, seeking to destroy my soul.
You hurt only your Self Paul, an not me. It is not possible to hurt me with wretchedness. It is the victims leave behind which hurt me Paul.
But I don’t expect you to see this about me, because I know you are in hunting mode, a bully mentality, like many I have come across in life.
You bore me Paul. I have learned nothing from you, other than a reminder of what not become like, a hypocrite that takes delight in destruction of another.
Go ask God.
Oh hey, I have lots of video of our weapons Paul, just go to utube.
I think they still have the C130 gunship on their, of the exploding bodies.
Maybe everyone should see how horrible war is, yes?
Then go vote against it.
I hate war. It is of unwise closed minded individuals that is cause for all wars.
But I will defend our loving families from the fuck tards who wish us harm.
I grew up on a military airforce base. It is who I am, and all the things I know.
Oh, but you Paul, make me and every single military aspect out to be evil.
Trust me Paul, you do not know true evil.
I have seen the evil ones face that delightfully wanted to kill me, with his weapon pointed at my head.
Not sure how I got out of it, but I lived.
hypocrit heart means nothing to one who does wish to embrace what a hypocrit heart is, especially if they are one Paul. duh!
People don’t the potential of great horrific war that may be in the future.
Right now there is chatter of atomic bombs for being used in Israel.
People are like, oh, it is a loving world.
It is not a loving in some parts of the world.
Try to imagine living in war torn Iraq. You can’t.
They wake up to the sound of gun fire and bombs exploding daily. And yet the loving spirit prevails over the wretched ugliness of hate in the land.
All hate comes from an unwise mind. Our soldiers are not hateful. They defend against wretched hatefulness, like that of war torn Iraq.
God help us if Iran gets a nuclear bomb.
They will likely infiltrate and strategically place and detonate these nuclear bombs. It is a very real senario, and is why the USA now has strategically place the world’s largest military base in Iraq, among other reasons.
Any more stupid questions Paul. Never mind. Go ask God everyone. He is the one the world turns away from, and turns away from the Divine True Self within us all, when we do.
God instructions are for the Divine True Self in us all, able to nurture by loving, protected by wisdom, that sees all things, including that of wretched evil ignorances.
Actually the US AirForce Paul. Some of my dearest friends.
I think it is wonderful that M has reopened the comments section of this blog. You all have me to thank for this new openness! I still find it hard to believe that some people (including the TRINITY OF TERROR) think that I still write this blog and my own! (http://mylifeisaconniefrancissong.blogspot.com/)
I do not write this blog……As far as Madonna’s new album, I heard it a few weeks ago…and it is wonderful! You all must buy it when it comes out. I have been listening to it on my IPOD for weeks.
Actually Paul, I am still pissed off because those motherfuckers shot down a freind of mine, an Apache Helicopter pilot, Steven Shephard.
While you are at it Paul, why not call his sister and ask what she said to me, and all the things I have done for their family since Steven was murdered.
She told me, of all the people, even the military, I was the one who has been there the most for his family. Indeed I was. His sister Paul. You annoying little fucktard.
I will leave you to your boring little analytic, apathetic, arrogant, egotistical, spiritually dead world Paul.
~ actually, most of the world is spiritually dead, and cause for more spiritual death, now and in the future.
Jesus saw this while he walked the earth too, knowing it would not change any time soon, just as it did not, day after day, witness to all the same things we see today, like boastfulness of pride of wealth, that stimatizes the poor into thinking they are worthless, these empty foolish vessels of gold held high.
On and on it goes, the hidden treasure more valuable than all the gold and silver of the world, lays burried within us all, the loving Divine True Self within, unattended, unnurtured, unprotected, vulnerable to the whims of the ignorant beasts of the wretched world so full apathy and wretched bitterness.
God chose me, because I chose God. Like Jesus, I too descovered that God is the only one who has the true wisdom which sees with clarity, thru these boastful egotistical ones.
The only thing I take pride in, is love for my loving brothers and sisters everywhere in the world.
They know me, and I know them, unlike you Paul.
Oh, but you in your infinite wisdom think you know me, and so obviously, you have zero clue about me. Thanks for taking the time to know me Paul, if ever a day you do.
I speak about the ugliness of the world, and you are like, OH, he is such a sick one. haha. What a retard you are Paul.
If Jesus came up to you, and pointed to the evils in the world, would you think him evil too Paul.
I rest my case. You really are a hypicrit Paul. The worse kind of derrangement of the soul, and difficult to change too.
I use to be abit like that, still am to an extent i suppose, but at least I know that God is the only one who can free my soul from this world of wretched bitter ignorance all around me(mostly).
I especially hate the morning traffic of cars honking their horns at me. So if you see someone smashing their bike at someone’s car Paul, ya, it likely is me. haha.
😀 😀
motherfuckers.
Excuse me Paul, now that I have drawn poison out of you, I need to go puke somewhere.
Oh and Paul, you may want to stop verbally abusing people with your pschological analysis of them, unethical for starters, and if you were a professional, which you are not, you would be discredited by your colleagues, and maybe even sued by someone.
You my friend are about damaging people’s self esteem, not building it up, of a bully mentality, obviously a non-professional.
Success to you is the fire which rages higher within you.
Only Jesus and God can quench all fires which burn within, where wisdom and embracing of love, extinguishes these foolish fires.
Although, I have to admit, I did fuel your fire, to the point of flash over. haha.
~ one of my lovers died today, as I put my foot thru the wall again and again.
Jesus loves you. I don’t, but for some fucking reason, Jesus does. haha.
😀 😀
I jest….wait for it….wait…..wait…….NOT.
😀 😀
~ if i don’t laugh, i really will go nuts.
ok, more nuts than i already am?
how about, no nuts, I am alergic to nuts?
no wait, we love nuts. Wholesome, protien, low fat. don’t eat the ones that are salted.
😀 😀
I really am alergic to nuts. I get toxic from them almost instantly, my skin turns red, my eyes go all funny, and I start flipping out, smashing things, swearing, taking sometimes days to detox from the alergic reaction, and rash I get from them. haha.
The abreactions have cost me alot of good paying jobs.
😀 😀
Today, I am at my best now, complete autonomy, WOW, I feel 20 years yonger, my True Self. Abit unstable now and then, but over all, I feel great.
Thanks Paul, I really needed to vent. hey, where did Paul go? hahaha. 😀 😀
im bad i know.
~ good kind of bad for those who know me.
A new day dawns apon us all.
You gotta have a strong stomache on the front lines Paul. I hope I have assisted you with that. Someday you may understand what I mean. Life is tragically sad for many of us, especially for the unwise meek and weak.
Oh hey, I just realized that the same color socks as your converse shoes looks awesome with shorts on!
Damn, I don’t have any purple socks…yet.
Hey, what bus stop is this, I think I missed my stop?
I remember one day, I left my brand new bike unlocked by the cafe, and while getting me cafelatte, these guys stole my bike.
I come out, and one guy is standing there with two bikes in his hand. It was obvious his buddy fucked off on my new bike. I asked him, where is my bike?
His response? “Oh, ah, i don’t know, I just got off the bus.”
I was like, how the fuck did you get off the bus with two fucking bikes?
I did not figure it out until the next day, that he was making fun of my dumb as country boy sense of honesty, sincerity, and trust. duh! it was i who just got off the bus.
Speaking of bus stops, i suppose one should go have some fun, now that spring has sprung. My spa awaits me.
Looking back, i realize how funny it is actually, film script kinda thing. City boy sees country boy arrive. Hey, lets have some fun with this one.
These city boys have an edge, but they lack sincerity. Seems like one none stop game of wits to me. I am all witted OUT, and wish to return perhaps in another century. haha.
not sure if it is the frost bite or the arrid dry temperature at this blog, but nobody so far seems very friendly like they are at the cafe, all smiles and what not, happy to see you and spend quality time with each other, in more ways than one. I think i am doomed to live a gay life.
ah well, i tryed.
it’s not so bad actually. I enjoy my life.
I have learned that to enjoy life, it is merely how you approach life, where when you are of God’s grace, it is loving all the time, everywhere you go, of everyone you meet, of so many that keep calling me.
They always come back. I make certain they do!!!! haha. 😀 😀
Summer time, summer rhyme, God how i love the summer shine.
For God’s sake, your sake, and everyone’s sake, have fun everyone!
This Pansy is OUT…to lunch, i am starving.
😀 😀
Pansy,
If you are gay–then you are gay. Jesus will love you as you are….He did create you! You are not doomed to be gay….you were born that way!
Who is the Trinity of Terror?
An Ode to Connie Francis
The sound of the lovely singer, enchanting, enthralling;
It is there. She knows, she must wonder too;
Shadows. Softly radiant, not seen, gently felt,
Promises.
Unheard, unspoken, in shadows unseen.
But not unseeable.
First, so long ago. A look, a touch;
It was there. I felt it there. I knew it then.
So light a touch, so silent a sound, almost a
Hope.
A dream with substance, sentiment with form.
Melodies murmured.
“…affection that hopes, and endures, and is patient,”
For “Ye who believe in…” such things, unseeable, but
Gently felt; she sings. She sings for me,
Unknowingly.
My spirit soars on wafting strains of beauteous sound as
The lovely lady sings, in tones sublime. My spirit mounts
The strands of interwoven time.
Another place, another time, a different touch,
The song of the lovely singer, not yet sung, but
Known, not here; there, where beauty is born, given form,
Lovingly.
For me. For you, for all who hope with affection that
Endures and is patient. Promises, almost heard; hope,
Almost seen; unknowingly, of these she sings.
Sing lovely lady, sing to me in forms
Resplendent with softly whispered promises, not heard; but
Felt, by heart; touched, by spirit; seen, by
Hope.
Of a better place, the music speaks, where hope rises;
Gladness, the promises blooming unshrouds. The place, in
Wondering doubt, in faltering hope, awaited.
Where Cassiopeia and Lyra and Pleiades, and other of the
Great choir, whose borrowed light and names from the stars Reclaiming,
Join in the song of the lovely lady, who in the naming
Became,
Connie Francis. Peace, joy, lovely light so freely given,
Return with the over laden river of wishes for happiness.
Now, in time tedious, and then, in time forgotten.
Sing on, dear lady, sing on.
You will sing a different tune Connie, if they detonate an atomic bomb, killing millions of people.
I remember 9/11 and the instant rage that everyone was feeling, the urgency to strike back at the beast of ignorance that murdered so many.
So, we went looking for the motherfucker perps responsible, and in the mean time, built the world’s largest military base in the middle of everything, letting that part of the world, you strike us again, and we will hit you back instantly, a presence for them that says, don’t even think about it.
Unfortunately, for those who deal out fear, like the terrorist, the only thing that registers back with them, is fear, because their minds are so poluted with hate and rage, and unwiseness of God’s loving compassionate wisdom, rampant with ignorances which fill their empty souls with the teachings of the forefathers.
These teachings will continue to see more blood shed in centuries to come, at home, and around the world. But the world fails to realize, is that some other dangers are indeed growing in the world as we venture into the future.
There is no quick fix solution, another aspect that every fails to embrace. Change is a long drawn out growth process that takes how ever it takes to get everyone in the world on the same page, of the same level of education, scholastically and spiritually as well, where indeed, God summons us to wisdom, and some have heard the call.
I gave to God, knowing it is the greatest gift you can give to Jesus, whom I so lovingly and easily surrendered my life too a couple years back. My heart, mind, body and soul, arrived at a day, when I knew I was in love with Jesus, giving him what he wanted, and what I know he is deserving of, in the same way i know i am deserving of Jesus, who was there that day someone pointed a gun at my head, defenseless, i had only my prayer to Jesus. Jesus spoke, “I am here.”
Jesus loves you.
I am convinced that Madonna will say or do anything to stay in the lime light for as long as it takes. I would say that most of her so-called interest in religion is just for free publicity.
She obviously used Roman Catholicism as a prop in some of her created controversies.
Madonna is not only a trollop, but is phony. She is about as real as a plaid elephant. Lastly, (and since I document this on other pages at the site I will not comment on it too much on this page), Madonna is unoriginal. I do not find it clever or worthy of admiration that she has, so often, copied off other celebrities or everyday people (such as homosexuals in dance clubs). I do not believe that such pervasive unoriginality should be praised.
All that we are is the result of what we have thought. If a man speaks or acts with an evil thought, pain follows him. If a man speaks or acts with a pure thought, happiness follows him, like a shadow that never leaves him.
A dog is not considered a good dog because he is a good barker. A man is not considered a good man because he is a good talker.
Hatred does not cease by hatred, but only by love; this is the eternal rule.
He who experiences the unity of life sees his own Self in all beings, and all beings in his own Self, and looks on everything with an impartial eye.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 12:50 am Said:
Actually Paul, I am still pissed off because those motherfuckers shot down a freind of mine, an Apache Helicopter pilot, Steven Shephard.
While you are at it Paul, why not call his sister and ask what she said to me, and all the things I have done for their family since Steven was murdered.
She told me, of all the people, even the military, I was the one who has been there the most for his family. Indeed I was. His sister Paul. You annoying little fucktard
why do i bug u??/i know why..coz you are full of lies.who is the hypocrite????not moi.from bread company
mental health expert
psycholgy expert
theologanfighting dealers
now in the military
hun really now…..hide behind a million and one personas but puhlease fight me with intelligence..no wyoure on the…”i lost a friend angle”an dmaking me your persecutor….these are delusional behaviour patterns…
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 12:18 am Said:
I grew up on a military airforce base. It is who I am, and all the things I know.
Oh, but you Paul, make me and every single military aspect out to be evil.
Trust me Paul, you do not know true evil.
i know delusion when i see it..i nevre said anything about weapons or war sweetness…..i wasnt the one to intimate a threat by lining me up to be the same a s a terrorist in a5 gallon drum???????
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 1:36 am Said:
Oh and Paul, you may want to stop verbally abusing people with your pschological analysis of them, unethical for starters, and if you were a professional, which you are not, you would be discredited by your colleagues, and maybe even sued by someone.
You my friend are about damaging people’s self esteem, not building it up, of a bully mentality, obviously a non-profession
OH i never professed to be aprofessional..keep it cummin….is fucktard in teh dictionary??love love!!!
oh yes my socks are white…..lovely day eh rosie???
thats what you do andy pansie…….you sit here and blurt out conversations..if you are in teh army???lol…are you not supposed to be in it???apparently u see the “ghetto”everyday???which persona are you??
We know, eh Rosie?
Today, the world is policed by the most advanced technology in the world, belonging to the United States of America, with recent deployment of the F-22 Raptor, so advanced, there is nothing in the world that can come up against it in the air, land, or sea. It’s strike capability is able to ground all other fighter air craft in the world, where all pilots of the world, know fully that going up against a Raptor is suicide, impossible to survive.
This gives us the capability to shut down an entire countries arsenal, and communications capability within a few days, rendering any country in the world to it’s knees, should anyone ever again strike the us again.
I do not know the reponse the USA will take, if a nuclear bomb is detonated, but I do know, that who ever does, that country will be brought to its knees instantly and swiftly, by our loving warriors of God which serve and protect us all from wretched hateful evil that grows in the hearts of some men, of the yet unwise children of God in the world.
Currently there is no country that is able to prevent us from shutting the down completely. I know that it is of God’s will, that we have the power of God in our hands to do so, as a shield first, so that our children can live in peace and go to school and learn, where one day, all generations of children will be educated to the highest level. It may take centuries more, but wisdom is what currently leads the world, and enables us all to safely walk apon the path into heaven with God, where most do not realize it yet, that heaven is all around us, and we are the spiritual beings of God, all of us capable of God’s divine will for loving compassionate wisdom, especially for the children without.
So instead of arguing about these necessary issues of military might, embrace the reality of the world yet ignorant of God’s presence, with the knowingness that crucial lack of desire of God’s wisdom is why the world is yet in darkness of ignorance, no different than when Jesus walked the earth.
Make no mistake, the future will come, and the beasts of ignorance will not be able to become victorious over us and trample apon the United States of America. It is not possible, unless a full nuclear strike of thousands of atomic bombs are released, which even then, as we speak, a shield is being put in place, that eliminates this threat as well.
Take care of each other, and another, just as I do.
oh fuck, you back again Paul?
I am so out of here, with no desire to return, other than see how M is going.
Thanks for ruining it for me Paul, you miserable fucktard jackass.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 1:12 am Said:
Excuse me Paul, now that I have drawn poison out of you, I need to go puke somewhere.
do puke….i just have great bowel movements with your fibrous rubbish…
delusion this Paul:
you did it all by yourself….i just coaxed your true self..and it is certainly hideous…nevermind your rhetoric..you have come up with gross statements aluding to a deluded personality with delusions of grandeur..ie..that you indeed “see”it all and ar e an archangel….and that you mentioned a body in a gallon tub ad call soldiers gods warriors…fundamentalist claptrap
wow amazing the effect a full moon has on people.. look at the comments over the last two day’s
it is always fundamentalist claptrap, until the beasts of ignorance kills one of our loved ones, or worse, millions of us.
I am a seeker who knows the way forward for mankind, is thru loving compassionate wisdom.
Failing to embrace the truth, sitting in denial that wretched bitter ignorance does not exist, will continue to see the beast rise again, of closed mindedness, and the crucial lacking of desire for wisdom.
The past has already revealed the truth for sake of the future of what not to do, where i too am yet a student of God, and a messenger chosen by God, because I chose God, no one else, to teach me. No one is able to influence my understandings in negative approach with me, cajole and entice as they may, they do not comprehend the one who dwells with me is God.
Fortunately, safe guards on in place to prevent a full nuclear war in the world, although great horrific wars may yet be part of the future, depending apon those who sit apon thrones of nescience, rather than thrones of loving compassionate wisdom for sake of all God’s children of the earth, who are in great need of loving compassionate wisdom.
I am merely an advisor to those who sit apon these thrones. Listen, for i shall speak of goodness from the store house of the loving heart that sees with clarity all things, by means of the undenialble, unchallengable TRUTH, everywhere…at all times.
~ and sometimes i like to have fun, if that is ok with everyone. These ancient codices can get rather boring sometimes.
I still have not learned anything from you Paul.
I used to think delusion of grandeur was real too Paul, but then something happened that revealed that God exists.
Unfortunately, only those of sincerity of loving heart are able to see God, and of course those who desire to know God and Jesus, and me for that matter, which you do not Paul.
I know the world is an ugly beast, merely by looking and seeing the truth of boastful pride of wealth, and the one billion children in poverty, all a result of spiritual death yet in the world.
I shall leave you to your own musings to ponder for all eternity, as you are not one that i expect to comprehend Paul, knowing the condition of your soul as it is today is not able to see me.
Many there were that scoffed at Jesus and those who loved him, just as you have done with me Paul.
Jesus says, who ever listens to your words and turns away or sneers at it of smirks at these things, i tell you the truth, that person will be handed over to the ruler who is on high, who rules over all the powers, casting them down.
I have no idea what that means for you Paul, but i suspect it has to do with fate of the foolish unwise you choose, not knowing your destiny with God, nor desire of your destiny with God.
and no one will learn a thing from you…only that the more you are insisting on keeping this going the more u sound utterly insane..and thats coming from afew peopel my dear…what the hell are you going on about war for???beasts???these are citizens of their country …america is not the land of goodness and judge!! you are so ignorant…of course you dont learn anything.the delusional mind always feels superior.ie…you are advising the people on their thrones????????good god!!!enough already!!the blogger must be having a field day here!!!
i tryed father. Forgive them father, for they do not know the things they do against you and their divine true self.
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
well, if the beast rises up, then maybe some should of being listening.
There are many thrones of nescience, are there not?
Are you that blind Paul?
i am not superior to anyone. i am everyone’s equal, knowing their capability.
It is you Paul who paints me this way.
have no idea what that means for you Paul, but i suspect it has to do with fate of the foolish unwise you choose, not knowing your destiny with God, nor desire of your destiny with God.
ye sthank you andy!!!!
my religeon is mine alone .unlike you who behave like a pharasee and espouse yours online and no one is listening…it is arrogant and rather bizzare to beleive so wholeheartedly that you are the only right one!!
over an dover and over you still cannot give me anything vaguely intelligent or will own the fact youre really just insane…and im sure you will keep up your pop religeouso psychology???keep it up .i dont look foolish babe.my conscience .my soul!!my whatever is fine thanks.i dont beleive in a religeon that espouses such arrogance..you are not a viewer into my soul nor can be..im only stating how utterly nonsensical you seem and your words..are undefiably…innane insane and quite …..psychotic….really…i even had a christian friend look at your ramblings…..and conclusion????
insane!!
anyway, i have grown tired of your closed mindedness Paul, and will leave you as you wish, without me.
oh, i am sorry Paul, it is of the spirit realm. Forgive me for talking of things you do not understand yet.
tryed father. Forgive them father, for they do not know the things they do against you and their divine true self.
not sure if youre playing or truly insane .either case..its rather amazingly futile.there is something sickening in the blogger who is getting much glee…becaus efor him’her its a way of getting off an dits sad isnt it???by this time you must know its not madonna…or are you that blind…eh rosie??
hehe. that should give him some thing to really trash me with now. haha.
ah well, it’s been fun…really….ok, not really.
😀 😀
Noun 1. nescience – ignorance (especially of orthodox beliefs)
ignorantness, unknowing, unknowingness
ignorance – the lack of knowledge or education
indeed…many “thrones”of ignorance…gladly i have intelligence to wade through your deep deep water of it..boots are on..wellingtons…
I entertain all spirits, and truly there are some wretched ones. It is the really anoying retarded ones that i despise, thinking they are wise, not aware of the bitter derangement of their own soul.
for they go about as you do Paul, casting bitterness into others.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:09 am Said:
oh, i am sorry Paul, it is of the spirit realm. Forgive me for talking of things you do not understand yet.
AND FORGIVE ME ANDY FOR thinking im having an intelligent discourse……spirit realm????lsd was it??really hun what is the spirit realm u speaketh of???thats going a bit far isnt it??now what??you walk the line in between worlds???whats next????
what was i thinking, a fool that desires not God to understand and listen to God speaking with him?
~ you amuse me Paul, nothing more.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:12 am Said:
for they go about as you do Paul, casting bitterness into others.
im not bitter..lol honey buns!!im having fun with someone obviously delusional and suffering multiple complexes..just trying to help you see that you have not grasped this fact….thought you were leaving??
derangement of their own soul.
blah..ad nauseum……umm i am not deranged especially in my soul..that syour narrow infintile perception..this could go on forever…..shall we ajourn over a coffee???
Yes, the spirit realm exists, and I am a part of it…a student so far.
It’s been fun sitting in class with you Paul with you as my example that God is teaching me about. God placed you in my path. You just don’t understand how or why. God is teaching me daily now for quite awhile.
I have a long ways to go in my teachings with God.
Thanks Paul. I will not trouble you any longer. You have served me well.
Have a good week, and smile once and a while, ok?
😀 😀
i am not superior to anyone. i am everyone’s equal, knowing their capability.
It is you Paul who paints me this way.
read your posts!!! you come across very very much with a superiority complex..one of many you are showing…this indeed keeps you going..and with the same lame argument..
over use of words
derangement
hypocrit(e)
Trust me Paul, you do not know true evil.
oh im getting aglimpse of it withyou!!!
evil can wear a smile..and talk sweet words….and hide behind religeon….you made a blunder when you hinted that i would be better off like that person the 5 gallon drum???an dyou actually wrote how you were joyful at that!!! anyone from now on must see that you are truly deranged not i!!
eh rosie??
God place my path Paul, as part of my lessons that God is teaching me.
I do this with alot of people everywhere, with so many, who are unknowingly placed in front of me as part of my lessons. How cool is “THAT” ?
😀 😀
some of you understand…if you have not fallen asleep by now, or hopefully found something better to do.
hey this would make for some great slap stick comedy.
Dress me up as a nun, and Paul as a jealous father, where the nun makes the father jealous of God speaking with her first, bitch slapping the hell of each other, the wigs flying…and the nun kicking the father in the balls, when the father decides he wants to kiss her.
😀 😀
It’s been fun sitting in class with you Paul with you as my example that God is teaching me about. God placed you in my path. You just don’t understand how or why. God is teaching me daily now for quite awhile.
class dismissed…sad sad deluded andy.bread man psychologist mental health expert(ontradiction in terms)army soldier
and fighter of evil.im glad that you think that you are in gods classroom..does he charge tuition fees??what i sthe uniform???i left my wings at the drycleaners
you completely missed the point of the foolish one who died as a consequence of his own foolishness, his fate, not of God, chosing rather that of a hateful fool that attacked one of God’s loving warriors.
The biggest folly of life in the world Paul is the crucial lacking of desire for wisdom, ‘that’ of the findings in psychology mixed with ‘that’ of the findings in spirituality, both of which I have been studing since 1988, and now at a scholar level.
do this with alot of people everywhere, with so many, who are unknowingly placed in front of me as part of my lessons. How cool is “THAT” ?
cool???oh dear andy…….seriously you are ill..and this is not just me…….if only anyone someone or the blogger behind this facade would interject something…unless…..unless you are indeed one an dthe same..??now that would be fascinating
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:29 am Said:
you completely missed the point of the foolish one who died as a consequence of his own foolishness, his fate, not of God, chosing rather that of a hateful fool that attacked one of God’s loving warriors.
The biggest folly of life in the world Paul is the crucial lacking of desire for wisdom, ‘that’ of the findings in psychology mixed with ‘that’ of the findings in spirituality, both of which I have been studing since 1988, and now at a scholar level
SCHOLAR LEVEL?????TEE HEE ARE U THAT FOOLISH TO EVEN SAY THAT??OR ADMIT SUCH PERFECT LIES???GOOD ONE BABES
you have a rudimentary quirky knowledge of some obvious stuff and apply it with little comprehension or literary know -how…..if your “scholar”level im queen of lithuania
These are my writings about the spirit realm and my teachings with God, who speaks with me daily Paul.
Thank you for bearing with me Paul. I should of told you who i am, a child of the light with God.
We are all Children of God, lacking God’s complete wisdom.
i am of the fatherhood of God, and brotherhood of man, seeking safe passage for future generations, nothing more, an equal to all, and not these meanderings you paint me with Paul.
These word are not meant for you to necessarily understand Paul.
I am interpreting scripture with God as my teacher.
I belong to God, his humble student.
God chose me, because i chose God over everyone in the world as my teacher, for sake of interpreting all scripture eventually.
Jesus loves you. God loves you, and summons all to wisdom.
The scholars will have fun with these writings, which point conclusively to the truth and meaning of God’s words.
With you as the example Paul, sorry.
You may return to your life now.
😀 😀
you completely missed the point of the foolish one who died as a consequence of his own foolishness, his fate, not of God, chosing rather that of a hateful fool that attacked one of God’s loving warriors.
how Dare you belittle someones life and say that a body ina drum is a fool???how dare you judge??americans have done evil inmany countries..youignorant idiot!! the arrogance of you!! to demean someones exhistence and decry”fool””and lay that life as foolish and meaningless because in your eyes you see that sick story as justifiably right!!
you amuse me Paul, nothing more.
you scare me..nothing more..you sick twisted human..hiding behind your so called faith???when today you managed to write like some deranged serial killer that kills an djustifies killing in order to feed some delusional complex…..the blogger posting and allowing this is sick as well……nothing more nothing less..this blog is an outrage….we willse ehow long it lasts….you seem a perfect case for a whole team of psychoanalysts..no doubt youre probably writing froma sanitorium….you certainly seem to have ample time….for someone that is in the army and a bread company???
and and…..has helped canadasmental health program?????wow..
and in between that a warrior for god!!
truly remarkable.
God has a sense of humor. Who knew? 😀 😀
With you as the example Paul, sorry.
You may return to your life now.
yes return to your therapy an dyour delusions..god knows you need some….sorry babe but a beleif that a deity is speaking to you besmacks…..insanity!!unless youre hoping to be canonised??
i suggest shock treatment……
oh, so you think someone who willingly attacks with bullets flying is not a fool?
how about unwise of their own mental emotional well being, a raging madman?
unwise fool?
foolishly unwise?
it is foolish to remain foolish?
ok, maybe foolish is abit to stigmatizing for the madman with the gun in his hand, and perhaps we should not use that word, and instead refer to them as yet unwise child of God.
I don’t hate them Paul. I am compassionate for the unwise who die needlessly of their unchecked rage of fire burning within them.
But point a weapon and my loving family, and I will shoot you myself.
I have had years of therapy Paul, and actually have adviced changes to the mental health community, to stem the tide of suicides in Canada. That was more than 10 years ago.
But point a weapon and my loving family, and I will shoot you myself.
YOU are really really demented darling!!!!!!!!!anyone can see that…..you still insist on your blind rhetoric…i am notthe one making insidious remarks………check your wording………..its lookin prety darn spooky babes!!
oh listen to you, Mr.smart guy, accusing me of evil, when it is you who wants to destroy my brain with electric shock treatment.
God loves you inspite of yourself Paul. I pray day you understand God.
don’t forget the hint: Think with your loving heart and not your egotistical mouth, and you will find Jesus, me and God, having a little party. Well ok, a big party with one million in attendance this year. You are invited Paul, always. You may not find me though, I am rather difficult to see.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:46 am Said:
I have had years of therapy Paul, and actually have adviced changes to the mental health community, to stem the tide of suicides in Canada. That was more than 10 years ago.
Sorry thats a blatant untruth…..you have displayed utter nuances of neurosis,delusion erotomania and many other besides…there are aspect s of your utter rubbish from the last two days and even years that are unquestionbly mentally unwell……i beleive that you suffer from serious complexes…a self importance..if you were scholarly and tht much of an intelligent being you wouldnt be forever and aday obsessed with fake celebrity blog and shoving your religeon an dhideous ides down everyones throats!
ps who said i pointed a gun ..metaphorically speaking???how do you say de nutso???
your vagueness with me is really annoying Paul, with your projection identification with me, seeking to recreate a stage for you own unresolved issues within.
What happened to you as a child Paul.
No wait, i am qualified to deal with serious issues, and besides, a safe and supportive enviroment is best, as well as the duration of time in emotionally healing what ever the unresolved issues may be.
Ok, maybe i am qualified, but you don’t like me, and so that is not a good thing to have me as your therapist.
And besides, i would likely fall asleep half way through the sessions, and you may interpret it as an insult when in fact it is not, I am just really bored with your vagueness with me.
oh listen to you, Mr.smart guy, accusing me of evil, when it is you who wants to destroy my brain with electric shock treatment.
God loves you inspite of yourself Paul. I pray day you understand God.
don’t forget the hint: Think with your loving heart and not your egotistical mouth, and you will find Jesus, me and God, having a little party. Well ok, a big party with one million in attendance this year. You are invited Paul, always. You may not find me though, I am rather difficult to see.
AND IT GOES ON!!! overuse of words
egotistical mouth
and who is displaying that hmm????look at thyself
oh hunny buns..i dont need want or have use for your hideous religeon….as it is one wholly made up n your feeble mind.
no thanks.i dont need your forgiveness or other sanctimonuos dribble.
i do not think that any sane person would want your blessings..i do just fine and do not need some arrogant man telling me how how”god”thinks says or does.to presume that one is talking to a deity is a hint on how deluded you are
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:55 am Said:
your vagueness with me is really annoying Paul, with your projection identification with me, seeking to recreate a stage for you own unresolved issues within.
What happened to you as a child Paul.
No wait, i am qualified to deal with serious issues, and besides, a safe and supportive enviroment is best, as well as the duration of time in emotionally healing what ever the unresolved issues may be.
Ok, maybe i am qualified, but you don’t like me, and so that is not a good thing to have me as your therapist.
And besides, i would likely fall asleep half way through the sessions, and you may interpret it as an insult when in fact it is not, I am just really bored with your vagueness with me.
GOOD TRY ANDY!! kudos for more insanity…did you look up projection identification???your wording is changing….a sign of mass delusion….now youre a therapist???wow..from bread company
army
therapist
loon
archangel
gay
bisexual
what else??
vague????i know youre prodding me and im taking the bait.so fr its amusing me..but its nearly time for dinner.yum yum.so i must away…i hope someone else takes up my place….even fake madonna..if they have any concept of good and bad…oh yes…no new posts????/i miss the old parody…..that was witty!!
Oh, i am sure they have lots of things they would like to label Jesus with too Paul, speaking with God everyday and what not.
Delusional?
Jesus alter the entire future. Pretty cool if you ask me. WOW!!!
I love Jesus! With all my heart, mind, body and soul…i love JESUS!
I am just having a real hard time seeing how he love all of you somedays. haha.
I am joking!!!! Come on guys, don’t you know when i am trying to by sarcastic?
I mean is all this bitterness really necessary? You did not even ask me how i was feeling today. My friends do.
I guess you are not a friend to me then. Oh well, i don’t like you anyway.
haha. 😀 😀
Goodbye Paul.
sorry dude, I still have not learned anything from you Paul. But hey, don’t be so discouraged, you got to speak with God today.
oh, and you type faster than me too Paul. You finish your posts way faster than i do….must be God’s grace in me or something that slows me down. Ah well.
God bless you Paul.
projection identification with me, seeking to recreate a stage for you own unresolved issues within
check with yours …as looking it up made no sense whatsoever….typical……your posts change rapidly..your coming undone…tiring to keep up that pretense isnt it??
oh, and you type faster than me too Paul. You finish your posts way faster than i do….must be God’s grace in me or something that slows me down. Ah well.
God bless you Paul.
ewwww………sorry i reject your “blessing”oh i spoke with god??youre god now??it gets better.and why alude to friendship??lol
of course you cant learn..your arrognce stops that…..i doubt you learn anything from anyone except you narrow insane view of god jesus and your won theological take on it all.
god has nothing to do with how quickly one writes..lolyou amuse one greatly.ive lernt from this today
that freaks exhist and this blog site has allowed a freak to voice disgusting and disturbing words…..i have learnt that menatlly il people us ethis forum to vent their crap.
eh andy ??
i hav elearned that i have participated in a warped day of nastiness personified…to engage in a truly sick mind has left me wuite exhausted
Jesus alter the entire future. Pretty cool if you ask me. WOW!!!
I love Jesus! With all my heart, mind, body and soul…i love JESUS!
I am just having a real hard time seeing how he love all of you somedays. haha.
NEED ANYONE SAY MORE???NO…SIMPLY INSANE..ANY ANSWER FROM YOU IS JUST INNANE
well, i don’t care what anybody thinks of me Paul, not even M.
I am here to live my life of God’s grace with others, knowing that merely the grace with others alters the world.
And besides, who has time for all this useless annoying bantering back and for, of the wit of a child. Don’t get me wrong, I love games of challenging wit, but when someone starts beating on my face like you do, well, let’s just say, it was uncalled for, unwarranted, untrue of me, the one you do not know, and honestly, i don’t want to be around someone like you.
You’re so nasty Paul, worse than some of the queens here in the ghetto who keep fighting over the short supply of tops, ripping their wigs off, the nails, some of them even biting each other(the more effeminent ones too weak to fight).
There is someone for you Pauly, although i suppose someone should warn them about you.
ok, i really have to go this time Paul. Good luck with your studies. Try not to think of them as something wrong Paul, and look for what is good in them, ok?
Take care of each other, and another, as i do.
Love, Andy
Wow, I am rather emotional today, learning the news of a lover jumping to his death Paul, and you sit there tossing out all this trashy, he is insane bullshit at me.
Well, i have been treated worse.
It is my fault for not setting boundaries with you. Tired as i am, and emotional, i was looking for a soul that may be loving of me…ah well. I have alot of wonderful friends who are loving of me and i them.
i feel sorry for you Paul, so mean spirited, as though you want me to jump to my own death. You would like Paul? Being the basher that you are. You are definitely not a professional.
ok, boundary is set. I will return to chat in this blog, so long as Paul is here ever again.
Bye everyone!
pretty cool actually, how i can remain unscathed and loving of even those who attack me with presumption in their hearts.
a testimony to my own inner strength, ‘that’ of the strength of Jesus, seeing thru those who approach him, nashing of the teeth so bitter. We get used to it, in our work places, and the sneers we get when we hold hands in public places, people calling us deviant, evil, insane.
I feel sorry for those who are unloving, and those they hurt, including their own divine true self.
what???? i just came back from a shower and found this !!victim anyone???andy, dont play the victim here.you are using a supposed death to justify feeling tortured and bashed???truly babe..i have not”bashed”you and you even decry effeminite homosexuals as weak???think again,did you no wknow anything about stonewall??hmm???the queens were in the front line
i have not been nasty
why would you be here if you were truly”greiving””??
i wouldnt be thats for sure.this is not reality is it??
furthermore its pathetic to mak eme out to want you jumping to your death??thats just bizzare.
in all my rants i have tried to mak eyou see some sense in this madness.how many times this blog has heard of nearly every lover and friend dying??
sorry if i am skeptical andy.
you have turned this into a victim stance and making m eto be this nasty queer that wishes you harm..
i am not the one that talked about abody ina gallon drum???hmm??
was that warranted??
no.
yes i agreeits a waste of our energy but after all it has been a study in insanity all round.
the blog.
certainly
“m” doesnt exhist here
thats what you have to grab and workshop andy.
simple.wasted energy for years.
i do not eneter this forum to be nasty andy .
but hey this isnt about”giving”succor
if you truly were agrieved i wouldnt hav eparticipated in this today
why did you not just get away from teh computer and just mourn(if indeed someone did pass?/)
inany case.hopefully so called “m’; will stop the shit and come out once and for all…eh ??
love games of challenging wit
neither of us hve engaged in witticisms…that is an ancient art lost im afrid very alive in 17 th century french nobility.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 7:33 am Said:
pretty cool actually, how i can remain unscathed and loving of even those who attack me with presumption in their hearts.
a testimony to my own inner strength, ‘that’ of the strength of Jesus, seeing thru those who approach him, nashing of the teeth so bitter. We get used to it, in our work places, and the sneers we get when we hold hands in public places, people calling us deviant, evil, insane.
I feel sorry for those who are unloving, and those they hurt, including their own divine true self.
THIS IS NOT ABOUT THE LGBT COMMUNITY!! im glad you have strength..just stop wasting that strength on a celebrity or two that dont even enter the everyday lives of you or i
its commendable you wished to beleive in the fact this may hve been madonna but it aint!what assistant or celeb woul dbe sitting down posting all this????
your faith should be personal andy and not so open.it is your faith and not a weapon to use on others.
now…
the fact remains you have said some rather ignorant and unfounded stuff today.
all that gods warriors mumbo jumbo and thatghastly body in agallon barrel story??
bit fightening??
and why woul dyou say such things if you are in mourning??
any sane person would have logged off and mourned in private certainly not participating in an endless rhetoric
I feel sorry for those who are participating in this blog fraud and making fun of you andy..thats the only reason the blogger keeps this up right now….do you think its out of love???think seriously.my participation is rather circumspect and i regret doing it for so long.travis was right about giving energy to bad things.travis you were right ,its useless..
Andy V Paul…
And the winner is … (drum beat)
oh.. not sure one more round to go … (pack’s a punch)
And the winner is … (drum beat)
Madonna of course…
and the deluded one is………..marco..
hey you!……where oh where have U been??
umm sory to busrt yer bubbl eof whatever it is….madonna
is not
nor has
been
here
ever
nor will
be
ever.
Paul
thank Christ.. you thought i was deluded by Madonna.. and I thought i was being stalked by Madonna.. seems we were both
right..
finally
now i am free..gee ..
thanks Paul your the best.. better than the rest.. like a test.. you only jest.. be my guest.. forget the rest.. make a nest..
Andy i know what your thinking… those aliens eggs hatching in my face..
hold on that didn’t rhyme..
Andy i know what your thinking… those aliens eggs hatching in my CHEST..
(where the heart is)
or a pace maker,
huh???????eggs hatching?????/rhymes???ok
dont get it..back to ye olde drawing board
“Progression” not “Regression”
Paul…
cryptic nonsense ain’;t my game marco
speak plain sir!!
hey pretend madonna…gona post some new shit???or keep up this entertainment…..you could have been better than perez if you actually used the blog to your advantage ..a)played up the fake angle
b)used it on you tube to publicise the parody
c)let madonn aknow your exhistence an dhow far you could go.
all in all you have wasted your wit an dhumour..it has dissipated gone..dead
all thats left is this.
a sad psychotic person and me answering his insanity…
either end it or do something to enhance your blog..and or just come out an dact like a decent human being….you hide in the cyber shadows..coward!!
Paul.. take a break,, have a rest .. your reading too much into it.. id normally say chill but that sound’s patronizing so i wont,,., all i want is everyone to be happy and to enjoy life,, all i want is to be as real as i can be.. and if i am not, i will respect people most who tell me so and bring me back to reality..
that sounds like good advice……best all day..
I am still under the impression that this is a fake blog:
1. why was her most resent youtube post to her fans not in this site?
2. Why was her message to perez not on this site
3. the download of Keep the trance that was offered her, why only here, Madonna would rather want to make a buck out of it, why give it away (no offence M, thats why you make music, it is a job)
4. Untill Madonna can personally proove that this is a real blog by her, then I believe this is fake.
5. Why always Queen??? I have never heard or read anything from Madonna where she gloriefies herself as queen.
AND FOR ANDY:
My dear lost soul, being a fan is one thing and being a obsessive fan is another, calm down boy, you would think that you run this blogg.
Vande’
u still hav da same face Madonna, it never changes. lol. congrats on topping da charts wit ‘4 minutes’, i luv dat song sooo much!
Jaxxaj i thought the same for a long time thinking this was fake…untill the video she posted ”time for the percolator” saying her spannish lessons was inspired by this track …at the time no leak of spannish lessons was available …now i hear the spannish lessons and u can hear the percolator dance in it…if this was fake how could she know this? im convinced now !
Reality Marco, that is what i love about you Marco, centered and grounded in SELF.
Will you marry me Marco?
I love you Marco, as you and i have been like best friends, finally realizing fully, the loving heart within us both. I know and sense you love for me Marco, so know this when i say to you, “i love you Marco.”
I need some help sewing these costumes Marco, and a flag bearer to carry the Rainbow Flag, up front and center, one of God’s loving warriors of loving compassionate wisdom, my brothers and sisters who are truly loving of each other.
Once here, you will not want to ever leave Marco. I promise you that, so take a day and come be with us. Promise me you will, for i know you will find someone like me, like you, like Rosie, like M, who only want to love and be exceedingly happy like i know i am(most of the time).
Truly i say to you Marco, if i were to meet you in person, the first thing i would do would be to reach out my hand to you, and without a word, kiss you on the lips, as my other hand grabs you nice butt!!! haha.
😀 😀
And they you say to me, “i love you Pansy!”, as you lock your arms around me and passionately kiss me, in the middle of the intersection, cars honking there horns, the sunshine, the music, the birds singing, the sky crane pans up and out of the 5,000 people who have gathered, wondering what’s going on, what is this all about, us still kissing, not a care in the world, than simply being in the moment, my hand still on your firm butt, and yours on mine…oh God, makes me tremple just thinking about it as yet again as this loving embrace of a lover who is loving of me, carries my soul higher and higher, me with them, them with me, we ascend upwards to God who loves those who are truly loving of one another.
fade to white.
who wins?
we all do.
MARCO PAUL PANSY(ANDY) GET A ROOM |!!!
ya, a double bed room, top floor, the one with the sky light in the ceiling.
😀 😀
im not into threesomes…sorry Paul. haha.
😀 😀
it’s Marco who i love.
why, because i know he loves me.
openly, able to hold my hand my intersection, my cross road of life everlasting.
hey Marco, don’t joke around about this…i am being serious, i would love to meet you one day Marco.
hey Marco, we could like make listening to M, and i could dress up like her if you want. I have alot of wigs, and costumes to wear, in my walkin closet.
how twisted is that? haha. 😀 😀
only a queer like me could imagine ‘that’.
ok, we could listen to Annie Lennox instead, or hey, i play guitar and sing, so you and i could harmonize on some lyrics.
~ “if you took all the girls i knew when i was single”
~ Kodachrome ~ Paul Simon
we tryed Marco, and we did not lie.
and what did we learn Marco?
That like M, we are indeed, loving, compassionate, wise.
Andy thats why we get pissed off with you ..7 comments in minutes???
John, Don’t fall for it. This blog is a fake. The person writing this blog has visited our blogs (Travis, Paul and mine), taken ideas or jokes that were posted on our blogs and posted them here. A few onths back they admitted this blog was a parody. “M” has argued with me on my blog that no one could possibly be naive enough to believe its real. All we were asking him to do was post a disclaimer on this blog so there wouldn’t be any confusion. I’m done with that though. If people want to believe it’s her, then have at it. It’s quite obvious that it’s not.
i am merely the responsible muse that shines apon her, thru her, thru you, back onto me, that all started in 1995…full cirlcle, the world is a more loving place than it was then.
AFFECT + EFFECT of Kaballa
~ where something as simple as God’s grace thru us in each moment of the day, without a word spoken, alone, it is God’s grace which alters the future.
Embrace this truth wisdom fully and completely then, with the 100% knowingness, that indeed, every second of everyday of your life, does alter the entire future of generations to come, for all eternity, of the eternal human being.
~ “THAT” everyone, is the Living Legacy of YOUR Eternal Life, of everyone, even for those who do not know God or seek God, for we know it is God thru us, thru them, to another, the Eternal Tree of Life everlasting.
Thank you father. Thank you to all who are loving. I know within everyone, exists the Divine True Self. Nurture Divine True Self within, and within others, by means of loving. Protect Divine True Self within, and within others, by means of wisdom. For that is the approach Jesus has of us ALL, for sake of what he knew, that it is the Power of the Love of the ALL, which alters the entire future for all of mankind, eternally.
Look closely, and embrace the truth of this so easy to know, the core of understanding within Jesus, is what Jesus knows of ALL of YOU, of his loving brothers, of his loving sisters, the Divine True Self within us all, exactly like that of Jesus, my true and faithful friend in life, the one i am willingly married to, my soul mate, Jesus Christ, a true and faithful son of God, our brother.
i do not boast of these things, rather it is who i am.
ok everyone, ‘that’s a wrap! Good job everyone!
We will see you all again tomorrow, 7:00am sharp, don’t be late. It is not God who is late with us, rather it is always we who are late arriving before Jesus and God.
Not to worry, they are not to far away. Very close actually, of you own loving compassionate wise heart, mind, body and soul.
😀 😀
~ The Divine True Self within us ALL.
Alcina..so this is a male doing this blog?
John, Yes, most definitely. Paul, Travis and I have been blocked from posting on this blog until now. I don’t know why the sudden change of heart. My only guess is that he’s tired of writing this blog and might possibly be ready to shut it down. I just asked him if he no longer wants to keep the blog going then at least let people know the truth before he leaves, so people who have been reading and posting on this blog don’t walk around believing they have formed some kind of personal relationship with Madonna. I just don’t think that’s right.
If thats true i wounder why Madonna her self or her people have not shut this down?
more 100 messages of the idiot of Andy just since this morning….help ! thank you for the sense of respect of the others and to M… there is no pb for M because she don’ t clean all this shit…??? to myself ! the more idiot faggy is Andy… you should be a case for the medecine and your life should be very empty
Coming up, interpretations of 17th century Giovanni Bilivert, The Hermitage painting, in Saint Petersburg…one of my favorite paintings.
Just had a thought maybe this is Andys blog?????????????????????
hey, no falling asleep in class Eric.
i jest….
😀 😀
Madonna,
You possess an Italian beauty that is unbelievable – your majestic eyes are like no other. Just looking at them gives me the goosebumps! And those cheek bones….you’ve always had great cheek bones, but as you know in today’s world, beautiful bone structure and a beautiful face have to be cosmetically enhanced – it’s like beauty can no longer be a natural thing. I think that your cheek bones started to shine and show during your Ray of Light era and onwards.
oh, you are wiser than if thought John.
if, as in if you were to think with the heart, instead of you egotistical mouth, you just may learn something special about your SELF.
so annoying you all are sometimes.
if i was your teacher, there would be a large box of chaulk on my desk, for everyone time one of you opened your mouth with insult and injury.
ok class, Angel Raphael is joining us today, so be nice and pay attention to your own loving heart, so that you may come to love Raphael like i do.
http://www.zshare.net/audio/10894441753eeb24/
THIS IS SPANISH LESSONS OF HARD CANDY ENJOY XX
Shrek will find worse than his donkey with Andy !
thank you to John
I have links to all the songs if u like??
John,
Last September the Madonna Blog was hosted over at Blogger. The posts were very funny. The author of the blog put a lot of effort into it. There were links to Madonna’s Raising Malawai project, links to buy her albums, tote bags and Kabbalah related items. Then all of a sudden the links were removed and the author announced he wasn’t Madonna and apologized if anyone believed otherwise. He said he thought everyone knew and thought they were just playing along for fun. Then he reposted some old posts to prove his point and asked how anyone could possibly believe Madonna would write such things. Then a few days later he started writing the blog in the first person again as Madonna and said his blog had been hacked and apologized for the confusion. He then moved the blog over to WordPress and continued on. Missing were all the links and so far I’ve noticed he hasn’t been writing about Madonna’s children like he once did and only rarely makes reference to her husband. We felt that it was highly likely that Madonna tried to shut the blog down but was unsuccessful. The author of the blog is in the USA. It is my understanding that satire and parody are covered under the first amendment right of free speech, which is why they would be able to legally imitate her online. However I do believe laws prevent him from profiting in any way from her image, which is why I believe all links to products were removed. Of course he denies there ever being a problem with Madonna and has never offered any explanation for the changes in the blog other than it had been hacked. It’s obvious he does not have the same interest in this blog that he once did. I wouldn’t have mentioned who Travis, Paul and I think he is had he not already mentioned it in a previous comment. We believe the person writing this blog is also writing mylifeisaconniefrancissong.blogspot.com. He denies this of course but there are many reasons why we think otherwise. He does however claim to be a friend of M’s. If you had been following our blogs the last few months then you would understand why we believe this to be true. Of course there are people who will still continue to believe Madonna or one of her assistants are writing this blog no matter how much evidence points to the contrary. That’s why I’ve repeatedly asked the author of the blog to put up a disclaimer.
mmmm interesting…im confused now
About what?
I kept telling myself it was fake then thought it was real anyways were all here to enjoy Madonna this is ”Give it to me ”..i like this one
http://www.zshare.net/audio/10893795b4b66a4a/
Yes, good song.
of course i wd like , but if i have all the songs it will hard to buy the album ! even if bought the cd of two songs saturday just because of the remixe of Sinclar …and with this remixe i could drive more than one hour just with the same song…x to M
Alcina, don’t be fooled – it IS Madonna writing this blog. She been doing this kind of stuff for years and I know her style well. I’m also pretty sure she’s most of the OTHER people responding on this blog (hence, the acres of mind-numbing utter bilge), so there’s a fair chance she’s YOU as well!! Sorry to break the bad news, babe.
Andrew,
got no boundaries and no limits
if there’s excitement put me in it
if it’s against the law arrest me
How did you know, babe?
Actually, it might well be against the law, but there you go. I know Madonna’s style all too well.
You don’t want to buy a flat, do you? I can’t sell my flat.
… I know now what I was supposed to do.
It’s ready for you.
xox
I’m glad you know, because I’m bloody sure I don’t know. I don’t understand any of this.
It’s got good rental potential.
Storage heaters, balcony, new washing machine, allocated parking space.
Oh well, I’ll be off then.
Think about the flat. bye.
+ + +
If i had to choose between a male and a female lover as the last lover i will ever have, sorry to say, i wish to be with a male lover.
+ +
but hey, “You know i can always change my mind.”
seeing that in reality, i don’t have to choose between a male or female lover as the last lover i will ever have. haha.
😀 😀
i love you Madonna. you know i do. my only wish has been of me and you all these years, knowing in my heart, the day you were in Toronto, i could not to see you, crying as i walked down the sidewalk, wanting oh so bad to see you, but overwhelmed by my emotions, that i knew i felt for you, that of my wanting more than just to see you…to be with you as your lover.
~ the ramblings of Madonna’s muse?
~ abit more than ‘that’?
~ no more than ‘that’, of which i am.
I have no idea what I’m supposed to do. Nobody ever talks to me.
If you tell me what I’m supposed to do, I’ll do it.
i know what that’s like Andrew.
People talk to us. They say this and that. But how many actually sit down and say to one another their true feelings for another.
i recall one week when i was waiting for Troy to come and see me again, and i decided i was going to sit down and tell him my feelings. i did.
i knelt on the ground, sitting along the water’s edge, and with great courage, and no concern for his his answer, not sure what it would be, with tears in my eyes, i said to Troy, “i want to spend the rest of my life with you”, knowing fully in my heart that i did want to spend my whole life with him.
i finally said what i wanted to say. He knew from that day on, i was in love with him.
Well, that’s all very nice, and I’m very pleased for you.
if you love someone, tell them.
if they love you too, they will tell you eventual, or at least one would hope they do, for their sake and yours.
if not, then at least you spoke the truth from your true self, no longer repressed, as Madonna says, “Express Your Self, don’t repress Your Self.”
I don’t understand anything. And you talk a load of cryptic crap and I’ve had enough of it all. If you talk sense, I can understand it. I’m going to bed.
but there is a problem. Holding out too long can leave us feeling toxic, if we do not put things into perspective, such as accepting of friendship with someone we love dearly, as i have Madonna, some time ago.
Recently however, my feelings for her have surfaced again, the same ones from 1995, when i first spoke to Madonna(and yes, for those uncertain, this is Madonna’s blog, and i am someone special to her).
What am I supposed to do? Does this all just go on for another couple of decades? No offense, but you’re not getting any younger.
I think I was talking to Madonna before 1995, if I remember. Probably more like 93.
I was treated extremely badly by a great many people for far too long.
I decifer codices, that’s all, using 100% sincerity, like that of Jesus. Not so difficult to understand.
I got my life back together only by having nothing whatsoever to the people who treated my so badly.
I’m here now, but I will not accept being treated badly again. If you tell me what to do, I can do it.
That should have said: I got my life back together only by having nothing whatsoever to do with he people who treated my so badly.
that is why setting boundaries are crucial and vital to protect the true self, acknowledging that only safe and supportive environments are conducive to positive mental emotional well being and growth. Failing to set boundaries of irresponsible, where inappropriate behaviours of others is going to effect you, regardless of our intellectual understanding of others.
You can intellectualize others all you want, but you cannot escape from their issues, such as dysfunctional, which we can understand and embrace, as long as we wish. The problem is, our true self feels rejected, even though we know it is issues of dysfunction, for what ever the reasons are, substance abuse, unresolved issues….
I won’t play crappy games anymore.
we are compassionate for all souls of the world, but remain too long with the ones not yet healthy as we are, and we feel Affect + Effect.
You see, you’re not talking to me now. It’s not fair.
games hurt. i am extremely sensitive to such things.
I’m not hanging around here for long, I can tell you. I won’t play crappy games. I should have been treated with respect. I was shafted left right and centre.
“Love” means treating someone with respect, and not crapping on them for 15 years. That’s the meaning of love: Not crapping on someone from a great height for 15 years.
it is not about being fair.
it is about other unresolved issues.
i didn’t know.
until recent i did not know.
i was absorbed by my studies with Jesus, like a monk, i shut out the world.
but i found something priceless, more valuable than all the riches of the world.
my (Divine) True Self.
in psychology they call it the higher self, which they are still exploring as we speak.
i have written so much on it, books and books of it, over the last two decades.
Look, Madonna, you’re OK. That is the best I’m going to say. If you have the slightest glimmer of rationality left in your fuddled head you will realise that is a hundred million times more than you have any right to expect. And you will decide to either contact me directly or tell me how to contact you. Like I say, I will not be on this forum for long. I will not play stupid games.
But really I could do with selling my flat. If I don’t sell it I lose my £16,000 deposit. And I lose my new flat by the sea. It is something you could help me with which I would very much appreciate. Goodnight.
ya, 93.
pray Andrew, and then wait. The answer you seek will approach you, but only after you pray.
i already know the answers everyone is looking for.
It all revolves around one simple thing…SINCERITY.
Sincerity of the Divine True Self that loves all souls, irregardless of the bitter derangement and masks they may wear, Jesus knows the Divine True Self within us ALL.
john, on April 21st, 2008 at 3:34 pm Said:
Jaxxaj i thought the same for a long time thinking this was fake…untill the video she posted ”time for the percolator” saying her spannish lessons was inspired by this track …at the time no leak of spannish lessons was available …now i hear the spannish lessons and u can hear the percolator dance in it…if this was fake how could she know this? im convinced now !
JOHN…whatever your name…erm the video..was madonna ..the posting doesnt matter ya effing fool
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 3:35 pm Said:
Reality Marco, that is what i love about you Marco, centered and grounded in SELF.
Will you marry me Marco?
I love you Marco, as you and i have been like best friends, finally realizing fully, the loving heart within us both. I know and sense you love for me Marco, so know this when i say to you, “i love you Marco.”
enogh said..you”love”someone unseen an dn this blog………mnore mental than anything..
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:19 pm Said:
but there is a problem. Holding out too long can leave us feeling toxic, if we do not put things into perspective, such as accepting of friendship with someone we love dearly, as i have Madonna, some time ago.
Recently however, my feelings for her have surfaced again, the same ones from 1995, when i first spoke to Madonna(and yes, for those uncertain, this is Madonna’s blog, and i am someone special to her).
OMG THERE YOU HAV EIT..MASVE DELUSIONAL BEHAVIOUR……THINKING A CELEBRITY LOVES YOU AND YU HAVE BEEN”TALKING “TO HER..THIS BLOG ISNT MADONN..ANY FOOL WITH EVEN A QUARTER BRAIN WOULD KNOW..YOU SAD TWAT
already know the answers everyone is looking for.
DELUSIONS OF SELF IMPORTANCE
Andrew Thomas, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:39 pm Said:
Look, Madonna, you’re OK. That is the best I’m going to say. If you have the slightest glimmer of rationality left in your fuddled head you will realise that is a hundred million times more than you have any right to expect. And you will decide to either contact me directly or tell me how to contact you. Like I say, I will not be on this forum for long. I will not play stupid games.
andy andrew or pansy……GET A GRIP ON REALITY GET HELP
Andrew Thomas, on April 21st, 2008 at 7:51 pm Said:
Actually, it might well be against the law, but there you go. I know Madonna’s style all too well.
CRAP
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:00 pm Said:
Coming up, interpretations of 17th century Giovanni Bilivert, The Hermitage painting, in Saint Petersburg…one of my favorite paintings.
JUST ENOUGH TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT A MENTAL CASE ANDY /PANSY AN DANDREW..THE LATEST INCARNATION IS
love you Madonna. you know i do. my only wish has been of me and you all these years, knowing in my heart, the day you were in Toronto, i could not to see you, crying as i walked down the sidewalk, wanting oh so bad to see you, but overwhelmed by my emotions, that i knew i felt for you, that of my wanting more than just to see you…to be with you as your lovER
can NO ONE SEE WHAT A RETARD ANDY /PANSY IS??
have written so much on it, books and books of it, over the last two decades.
MORE DELUSIONS….
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 8:33 pm Said:
If i had to choose between a male and a female lover as the last lover i will ever have, sorry to say, i wish to be with a male lover.
who cares??
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:13 pm Said:
i know what that’s like Andrew.
People talk to us. They say this and that. But how many actually sit down and say to one another their true feelings for another.
i recall one week when i was waiting for Troy to come and see me again, and i decided i was going to sit down and tell him my feelings. i did.
i knelt on the ground, sitting along the water’s edge, and with great courage, and no concern for his his answer, not sure what it would be, with tears in my eyes, i said to Troy, “i want to spend the rest of my life with you”, knowing fully in my heart that i did want to spend my whole life with him.
i finally said what i wanted to say. He knew from that day on, i was in love with him.
PUKE
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 3:51 pm Said:
hey Marco, we could like make listening to M, and i could dress up like her if you want. I have alot of wigs, and costumes to wear, in my walkin closet.
WOW NOW YOURE A CROSS DRESSER
ARMY
BREAD COMPANY
THEOLOGAN.FRIEND OF MADONNA AND ROSIE
SCHOLAR
AUTHOR
MENTAL HEALTH SPOKESMAN
WHO CAN FORHET THE 5 GALLON DRUM STORY???
SICKO
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:29 pm Said:
we are compassionate for all souls of the world, but remain too long with the ones not yet healthy as we are, and we feel Affect + Effect.
what if ANYTHING DOES ANY OF YOUR WORDS MEAN
AS I SAID..LITHIUM MAY HELPO
am merely the responsible muse that shines apon her, thru her, thru you, back onto me, that all started in 1995…full cirlcle, the world is a more loving place than it was then.
AFFECT + EFFECT of Kaballa
~ where something as simple as God’s grace thru us in each moment of the day, without a word spoken, alone, it is God’s grace which alters the future.
Embrace this truth wisdom fully and completely then, with the 100% knowingness, that indeed, every second of everyday of your life, does alter the entire future of generations to come, for all eternity, of the eternal human being.
~ “THAT” everyone, is the Living Legacy of YOUR Eternal Life, of everyone, even for those who do not know God or seek God, for we know it is God thru us, thru them, to another, the Eternal Tree of Life everlasting.
Thank you father. Thank you to all who are loving. I know within everyone, exists the Divine True Self. Nurture Divine True Self within, and within others, by means of loving. Protect Divine True Self within, and within others, by means of wisdom. For that is the approach Jesus has of us ALL, for sake of what he knew, that it is the Power of the Love of the ALL, which alters the entire future for all of mankind, eternally.
Look closely, and embrace the truth of this so easy to know, the core of understanding within Jesus, is what Jesus knows of ALL of YOU, of his loving brothers, of his loving sisters, the Divine True Self within us all, exactly like that of Jesus, my true and faithful friend in life, the one i am willingly married to, my soul mate, Jesus Christ, a true and faithful son of God, our brother.
i do not boast of these things, rather it is who i am.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 4:15 pm Said:
ok everyone, ‘that’s a wrap! Good job everyone!
We will see you all again tomorrow, 7:00am sharp, don’t be late. It is not God who is late with us, rather it is always we who are late arriving before Jesus and God.
Not to worry, they are not to far away. Very close actually, of you own loving compassionate wise heart, mind, body and soul.
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 4:16 pm Said:
~ The Divine True Self within us ALL.
NOW READ THAT ND DONT BELEIVE THAT THIS PERSON IS TRULY ,UTTERLY AND IRREVERSIBLY MAD BAD AND DANGEROUS TO KNOW…
NOW HE I SSAYING HE IS MADONNA’S MUSE…..
LOL
WHAT A NUTTER..IM SUR EHE WILL ANSWER WITH MORE
DERANGEMENT
DIVINE
SELF
AFFECT EFFECT
JESUS
GOD MARRIED TO JESUS.
FOOL
FUCKTARD
HE USES A LOT OF WORDS
ALL PUT TOGETHER MEAN…..
NOTHING
DELUSIONAL BEHAVIOUR
ALL ONE HAS TO DO IS LOOK THAT UP AN DYOU WILL FIND ANDY’PAMSY
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:22 pm Said:
I decifer codices, that’s all, using 100% sincerity, like that of Jesus. Not so difficult to understand.
NEED ONE GO ON???hey fake madonna..when wil you tire of this shit??
Andrew Thomas, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:20 pm Said:
I think I was talking to Madonna before 1995, if I remember. Probably more like 93.
SORY ANDREW…YOU SOUND VERY SIMILAR TO ANDY
Once here, you will not want to ever leave Marco. I promise you that, so take a day and come be with us. Promise me you will, for i know you will find someone like me, like you, like Rosie, like M, who only want to love and be exceedingly happy like i know i am(most of the time).
CAN YOU DOUBT THIS GUYS MENTAL STATE…BELEIVING THAT MADONNA AND ROSIE ARE HIS FRIENDS AND ONLY SHARE THE SAME GOD LIKE GRACE WITH THE HOLY GHOST GOD AND JESUS??
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 6:05 pm Said:
if i was your teacher, there would be a large box of chaulk on my desk, for everyone time one of you opened your mouth with insult and injury.
YOU COULDNT TEACH ANYONE!! you ar eth epitome of a psychologically disturbed deluded individual with delusions of granduer to such a state that you keep insisting that you an donly you are right.that you are indeed in “friendship”with madonna herself….my god…and (not you)please please seek some psychological help
the ramblings of Madonna’s muse?
~ abit more than ‘that’?
~ no more than ‘that’, of which i am.
ENOUGH SAID??
Andrew Thomas, on April 21st, 2008 at 9:39 pm Said:
Look, Madonna, you’re OK. That is the best I’m going to say. If you have the slightest glimmer of rationality left in your fuddled head you will realise that is a hundred million times more than you have any right to expect. And you will decide to either contact me directly or tell me how to contact you. Like I say, I will not be on this forum for long. I will not play stupid games.
GET HELP I FYOU THINK YOU WIL NEED MADONAN TO CONTACT YOU!!
ANDY??
Andy, on April 20th, 2008 at 4:00 pm Said:
Oh, one last word with you on the path we all travel, before I leave you Paul, “The Egotistical You leads yourself away from your loving SELF Paul. You may want to sit alone with that one for awhile, which should be no problem for you, as you travel alone, with no friends, other than the invisible spiritual friend who is speaking with you in this moment, for sake of you, that loves you, inspite of your unwise ways, of the knowingness of the snare which grips your loving heart. I met many like you on the internet, and I am always fascinated by their derranged soul, and how twisted up they appear to me. I am like, holy fuck, you are really messed up. Reminds me of someone I once saw, who died because they came up against some of God’s warriors in Iraq. Bad idea. The poor guy ended up in a five gallon pail, what was left of him, and I remember his one eye ball starring at me from the five gallon pail. Not the kind of thing I ever want to see again, as I felt bad for the fate of that particular fool. Although he likely was one responsible for killing many of God’s loving warriors prior to his death. To the fool I say, war only leads to more war, while at the same time, I will stand and fight in defense, against ‘that’ of wretchedness, along side my loving brothers and sisters who unfortunately find themselves in battle.”
READ THIS ALL OF YOU
ok, i am delusional, but it was a nice dream, was it not, and then to wake in the morning and see indeed, “Hey everyone, look, the world has changed for the better, much more loving for my loving GLBT brothers and sisters.
Thanks M.
What the fuck is wrong with you Paul.
Do you think it is ok for terrorists to keep blowing up things all over the world like they do?
Do you think it is ok for the wretched beast of ignorance to come into your town and kill your loved ones like they are doing in the world?
Do you know anyone personally Paul, as i do, who’s loved one was killed by the evil beast of ignorance in men’s hearts, wretched and deranged with hate for you, wanting to kill innocent?
WTF is wrong with killing these motherfuckers who come at us with guns raised, ATTACKING US?
We kill them in defense Paul.
If you want to go over there and stand there like a fool, and let them take you hostage, gladly decapitating you, be my guest, and martyr your loving self. Personally, I will be stand off range, behind the scenes with the US AirForce, training and encouraging bravery of God’s loving warriors to help protect the free world, lest the beast of wretched ignorance becomes victorious over us.
Is that what you want Paul, to let them just keep coming and killing more of us?
The will keep coming you know, these holy roller fucktards that think all Americans of that of Satan, with their extremist mentalities, taught to them by foolish unwise, uneducated people.
It is unfortunately where the world is currently, where indeed, there are many uneducated ones in the world, paid to go blow themselves up, and get this Paul, their families actually celebrate their son or daughter blowing themselves up.
It is going to take alot more time, another century or so, to get all generations of the world educated to the level of the rest of us.
It’s just the way the world is right now Paul, in transition, growing minute by minute, year after year.
Take a look around Paul, starting with CNN.com. The have a special section on daily terrorist activities going on around the world.
It is the reality of the world today.
I have lost alot of loved ones to ignorance.
I fight against the beast of ignorance, physically, mentally, spiritually, of God’s divine will to be always in defense of ignorance from those who wish to hurt me and my loving brothers and sisters of God.
If you all want to sit back and watch it on TV, be my guest. As for me, i am always on the front lines.
I do not believe anything I read or hear. Unless you come out and say it, it ain’t true.
P. S What is your workout regime?????
Love,
–Rach
I think everyone should stop take crystal meth.. go to a park and sit under a tree and meditate for a while to reconnect..
Crucial Lacking of Desire for Loving Compassionate Wisdom, is why the world is yet in a state of Chaos, where wretched evil still lurks in the world, and not just that of terrorists. We are inundated in all our major cities with the massive underground drug market, where dealers continue to have turf wars in broad day light, with innocent people getting caught in the cross fire.
We had a 16 year old girl, out shopping during Christmas holidays with her friends, in one of our major shopping centers, when gun fire broke out and she got caught in the cross fire of two rival gangs, firing lethal weapons back and forth at one another.
Her death spark outrage, and is why we are bringing 10,000 new RCMP officers on beat over the next five years.
If i talk about what i see happens to those who willingly and joyful come running towards us, weapons drawn, in their utter stupid foolishness of an unwise senseless mind, and they end up in a five gallon pail, in my mind, that is where they belong, when they step over the line, choosing not ‘that’ of God’s love, and rather ‘that’ against God’s love.
Everyone has the ability to choose Spiritual Life, loving compassionate wisdom, or to choose Spiritual Death, hateful judgemental ignorance, ‘that’ of an unwise mind.
I do not sit in judgement of anyone, rather i see the truth, where some choose wisdom, others choose anarchy and bitter chaos. God summons all to wisdom, for sake of them, all of us, but failing that, i will not stand by and let wretched ignorance come knocking on my door, looking to be victorious over my loving brothers and sisters. No way! They will be struck down when they do. Like anyone, i am sick of the wretchedness in this world, where one time, in the middle of the night, someone shot another four times in the chest, outside the house i was living in. I jump to me feet, put to run outside, and i froze when my hand touched to door handle to go outside…i did not have a weapon.
When it comes to these issues, i do not sit on the fence like some do, in their holy roller(thinking they know God), “oh, it’s wrong to kill another human being.”
Of course it is wrong to kill another human being Fucktard, but he was about to blow your stupid ass away, so i killed him before he killed you.
dumbass.
~ can you tell i hang around the military boys alot? haha.
That is how they talk. 😀 😀
i love the courage these boys have, completely fearless, and get this, some of these big strapping 300lb boys love barb dolls, and openly admit it to everyone. 😀 😀
i love me all, but i despise wretched foolishness.
carry on.
Front lines;
Physical + Spiritual ~ Psychological(same as spiritual~higher self)
anyway, i have come to accept that unfortunately we must continue to defend ourselves from attack by the wretched ones, devoid of God’s love, where defending one’s self from attacking hate of another, is of God’s divine will to do so, even if it means killing them, which to me is not judgemental of me, rather it is judgemental of the one who attacks me, not knowing who i am, nor desiring to know that i am loving, not hateful of the one who attacks me, yet i despise their choice of ignorance, knowing God’s wisdom and the summoning of all to God’s wisdom.
I don’t even blame the ignorant ones, and rather i know conclusively, it is the result of the teachings of the forefathers before them, the same ones Jesus saw with his own eyes, and knew about while walking the earth. These teachings existed before Jesus came, and still exist today.
That is the meaning of what Jesus and i say, “Forgive them father, for they know not what they do.” + +
~ where ‘what’ is ‘that’ of the teachings of the forefathers before them, of those who did not know God, nor desire to know God, and still do not.
any more stupid questions Pauly?
sit with it for a while Paul, and see what i see, and what Jesus sees too…the TRUTH.
The pain of it all was too much Jesus to continue to bear, after seeing his loved ones hurt by the ignorance of others, and so he willingly walked into the beasts hands, both him and judas collaborating as equals, and sacrified their lives to the beast, which murdered them in public display.
Someone who was only loving of others, just as i am.
It was not Jesus up on the cross that they saw, rather it was the mirrored reflection of themselves, that dark bitter wretched ignorant side of them he wanted them to turn away from, and some did, after returning home, in peaceful reflection, asking themselves, “why did we kill this one so loving?”
Jesus knew that within everyone, exists the loving compassionate wise heart, mind, body and soul, all equally capable of knowing love the exact same way he did, and he knew they would dwell on what they did for along time to come, where today, indeed, billions of us still do.
I love Jesus with ALL my heart, mind, body and soul, because i know Jesus loves me with ALL his heart, mind, body and soul, and ‘that’ is why i surrendered my life to Jesus, wanting him to have my heart, mind, body and soul, knowing he is deserving of it more than i could ever possibly be in anything i would ever do.
Alone, I said to father,”I want Jesus to have my heart, mind, body and soul.”
I woke the next day, and i could see the truth in everything all around me, of the many aimless souls without God, and yet God is with them by means of Affect + Effect…Kaballa.
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
That my friends, is why i love Madonna.
That, and she is like the hottest looking girl on the planet!!!!!!
😀 😀
duh!
some one call me delusional.
i see.
ok then, i am glad we finally had this chat, so that all may understand where i stand…
…with ALL of YOU.
would i like to marry Madonna?
You’re damn right i would.
and spiritually, i already have.
We all have, unknowingly directly, indirectly of the result of Affect + Effect = Madonna = All of YOU.
The world is a more loving place, is it not?
Thank you Madonna.
Make no mistake, Madonna is protected by God, and by me.
i am merely a messenger of God.
you can kill me, but you cannot destroy my eternal spirit.
~ the spirit of LOVE, alive and thriving in ALL of YOU.
😀 😀
~ any more questions Pauly? Good then! You will survive well.
God willing, i will personally see ‘that’ we all do, in collaboration of course!
Is there any other place to be, than to be found among my loving brothers and sisters, all of YOU?
now if you don’t mind, i am tired of playing the role of the hermitical monk. I want to have fun for the remainder of my life, and have.
As for these writings? They are free for everyone, from God, from Jesus, from my lips to yours.
Kiss me you fool! haha.
Marco!
MARCO!!!!!!
damn, i can find a man when i need one.
Hey M, what are you doing for the rest of your life?
😀 😀
did you lock Marco in the trunk again M?
wow, it is actually quite peaceful around here for a change.
Michelle was drunk when he did what he did, just like Troy.
Alcohol is a depressant people.
No alcohol allowed in God’s house.
I will not touch another drop for the rest of my life Michelle.
I make this promise to you Michelle.
Thank you Michelle. I love you Michelle. You know i do, and did.
Pansy, go to the following web site:
http://psychologytoday.psychtests.com/tests/do_i_need_therapy_access.html
Madonna wears crystals in her bra to improve her love life.
The pop queen has reportedly become a fan of the bizarre healing treatment which involves keeping pink quartz stone in underwear to boost love and healing.
A source said: “Madonna is a big fan of crystal therapy.
One of the techniques is having pink quartz crystals glided over your body to help you relax.
Another is wearing the crystals inside your underwear they the stones are close to the heart to encourage love”.
Earlier this year, it was reported that the 46-year-old star, who is a member of the controversial Kabbalah faith, turned to Indian medicine in a bid to conceive another child.
Insiders revealed mother-of-two Madonna and movie director husband Guy Ritchie were taking tablets prescribed by celebrity obstetrician Dr Gowri Motha, to help her get pregnant.
A source said at the time: “Tablets were sent over from India for her They looked like horse tablets – they were just so huge”.
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 12:07 am Said:
anyway, i have come to accept that unfortunately we must continue to defend ourselves from attack by the wretched ones, devoid of God’s love, where defending one’s self from attacking hate of another, is of God’s divine will to do so, even if it means killing them
EVEN IF IT MEANS KILLING THEM?????
HMMM YOURE NUTS SICK AN DTWISTED NO MATTER HOW MANY “LOVE”AND “LIGHT’YOU COM,E UP WITH
where ‘what’ is ‘that’ of the teachings of the forefathers before them, of those who did not know God, nor desire to know God, and still do not.
ARGUING WITH YOU IS LIKE ARGUING WITH A DEMENTED PSYCHOTIC INMATE…..GOES NOWHERE
YOU SUFFER DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR AND SO MANY OTHERS THAT ITS QUITE EASY FOR A LAME DUCK DRINKING MARTINI TO DEDUCE THAT ONE….
sicker that a fake madonna blogger (with no posts)just these keeps this up)an dyou andy keep looking really really bad……..no mater how much crappy rhetoric u come upo with
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 10:47 pm Said:
What the fuck is wrong with you Paul.
Do you think it is ok for terrorists to keep blowing up things all over the world like they do?
Do you think it is ok for the wretched beast of ignorance to come into your town and kill your loved ones like they are doing in the world?
Do you know anyone personally Paul, as i do, who’s loved one was killed by the evil beast of ignorance in men’s hearts, wretched and deranged with hate for you, wanting to kill innocent?
WTF is wrong with killing these motherfuckers who come at us with guns raised, ATTACKING US?
We kill them in defense Paul.
If you want to go over there and stand there like a fool, and let them take you hostage, gladly decapitating you, be my guest, and martyr your loving self. Personally, I will be stand off range, behind the scenes with the US AirForce, training and encouraging bravery of God’s loving warriors to help protect the free world, lest the beast of wretched ignorance becomes victorious over us.
Is that what you want Paul, to let them just keep coming and killing more of us?
The will keep coming you know, these holy roller fucktards that think all Americans of that of Satan, with their extremist mentalities, taught to them by foolish unwise, uneducated people.
It is unfortunately where the world is currently, where indeed, there are many uneducated ones in the world, paid to go blow themselves up, and get this Paul, their families actually celebrate their son or daughter blowing themselves up.
YOURE TWISTED
YOU HAV EWRITTEN SUCH UTTER GARBAGE MATE!
I HAVE IN NO WAY ENDORSED VIOLENC EOF ANY KIND AND “GODS WARRIORS”IS AN IGNORANT COMMENT.AMERICA INVADED A COUNTRY AND SYUPPLIED ARMS TO AFGHANISTAN,IRAQ AN DMANY OTHERS.I HAVE IN NONE OF MY WORDS SAID ANYTHING ABOUT TERRORISM
RATHER YOU TWISTED PSYCHOPATH YOU HAVE MENTIONED IT OVER AN DOVER AGAIN
OBVIOUSLY YOU ARE DEMENTED TO A POINT YOU CANNOT SEE ANY REALITY
IF YOU THINK YOU CAN PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH YOU AR ETRULY SAD…….
IN AGES PAST MANY INNOCENTS HAVE BENEN KILLED IN THE NAME OF GOD AND INNOCENTS!! SO READ ACTUAL HISTORY AND STOP SHOWING SUCH BLIND AND DANGEROUS IGNORANCE….YOUR STATEMENTS ARE HATEFUL AND SCARY
THE 5 GALLON STORYU WAS DISGUSTING…YOU REFER TO HUMANS OVER THERE AS “BEASTS”YOU RETARD.
THEY AR ELIK EYOU AND ME..ORDINARY PEOPLE..
MOST INNOCENT AND SAFE FROM HOPEFULLY PEOPLE LIKE YOU
ILOVE HOW YOU THROW LOVE AN DSPIRITUALITY IN AN DTHEN
SAY ITS OK TO KILL”BEASTS”IE..HUMAN BEINGS THAT HAPPEN TO BE NOT AMERCICAN…SO YOURE SAYING THAT ON EOR TWO EVIL TERRORISTS EQUALS ALL OF THE RACE???
BY TH EBY I NEVER SAI DANYTHING ABOUT TERRORISTS
JUST THAT YOU ARE PSYCHOTIC AND SCARY
YOUTALK OF KIILLING THEN CHOP TO LGBT BROTHERS AND SISTERS.
YOU DECRY EFFEMINACY AS WEAK
AND YOU CALL HUMANS BEASTS”JUST BECAUSE AN IGNORANT PROPOGANDA MACHINE SAYS SO
YOURE VERY SIMILAR TO A CULT MENTALITY
ACTUALLY SERIOUSLY ..SOMEONE NEEDS TO STOP THIS VLOG AND THESE OFFENSIVE VIOLENT RAMBLINGS ABOUT JUSTIFYING MURDER IN THE NAME OF GOD???
EH ROSIE???
Is that what you want Paul, to let them just keep coming and killing more of us?
The will keep coming you know, these holy roller fucktards that think all Americans of that of Satan, with their extremist mentalities, taught to them by foolish unwise, uneducated people.
It is unfortunately where the world is currently, where indeed, there are many uneducated ones in the world, paid to go blow themselves up, and get this Paul, their families actually celebrate their son or daughter blowing themselves up
you my dear man are one sick puppy
Jesus H Christ, I cannot believe the negative beyatches that are fans of Madonna, Oh admit it your wannabes, and long time fans of Queen Mo, you know? Any who, Madonna I wanted to invite you to check out my latest single called, “still here” you can download it for free at http://music.mp3lizard.com/fabian/
Oh Madonna, your cheeks are beautiful and so is your whole face, there just JEALOUS.. I cannot wait for the new album, Im peeing in my pants just now!
Thank you Madonna.
Make no mistake, Madonna is protected by God, and by me.
LOL HOW LUCKY FOR MADONNA…..NOT
Rachel Archuleta, on April 21st, 2008 at 11:12 pm Said:
I do not believe anything I read or hear. Unless you come out and say it, it ain’t true.
P. S What is your workout regime?????
Love,
–Rach
dear rachel…get help
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 1:08 am Said:
Michelle was drunk when he did what he did, just like Troy.
Alcohol is a depressant people.
No alcohol allowed in God’s house.
I will not touch another drop for the rest of my life Michelle.
tacky to say all that here..if its true at all
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 12:34 am Said:
That my friends, is why i love Madonna.
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 12:35 am Said:
That, and she is like the hottest looking girl on the planet!!!!!!
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 12:35 am Said:
duh!
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 12:36 am Said:
some one call me delusional.
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 12:36 am Said:
i see.
ok then, i am glad we finally had this chat, so that all may understand where i stand…
…with ALL of YOU.
who are you talking to?????
YOU ARE NOT WELL….TAKE A CHILL PILL AND SEEK HELP
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
EVEN THIS…YOU TWIST THE LORDS PRAYER INTO YOUR OWN MAKING……THEOLOGAN MY ASS
Themes of delusions may fall into the following types: erotomanic type (patient believes that a person, usually of higher social standing, is in love with the individual); grandiose type (patient believes that he has some great but unrecognized talent or insight, a special identity, knowledge, power, self-worth, or special relationship with someone famous or with God);
Their empty unlovingness is not to be regarded as human by nature Paul, which we know, by nature we are peaceful and loving, completely the opposite of how they conduct themselves, UNWISE, and when or if they kill millions of us, you will understand the true depth of their unlovingness, that still exists in their hearts in their thoughts of us as Satan.
You are so naive Paul, you have no idea of the chatter that goes on in the world, that the CIA and the US AirForce monitors 24/7.
New flash for you Paul; It does not matter what you think Paul, the decisions we make do not consider your input.
You want to trust them Paul, when they see us as Satan, joyfully and willing seeking our destruction?
Fine, go ahead, trust them as all knowing of God’s love for you, that does not exist in them, as they openly say it all the time hourly. Naive.
Again, i don’t hate them Paul, and see them as unwise, which is what they truly are. Where is the rational in blowing your self up? duh!
Why are you so in my face with all this negative energy Paul? Can you not see what i see, the truth?
anyway, I am not actually speaking with you Paul, just so you know, although you are welcome to listen, just as many are.
Anyway, i just wanted to let you know abit more about me M, and where i stand on issues.
I love life, and i love my enemy, but i just don’t see any easy solution in store for us in the coming decade, as the needless war mongering continues. I don’t see the USA as war mongers. There are much deeper waters than the general public is able to see into, at a cost of nearly 100 billion dollars that the CIA spends yearly, in the trillians world wide of all intelligence agencies.
Until such a time comes, someone has to defend us from these morons so full of rage and hate, not willing to embrace us as loving, as we do them, not willing to spend time with us, as we do them in Iraq, where the majority of those in Iraq see us as peaceful and loving, protecting them from the dark forces that lurk.
Arm chair warriors have all the solutions for peace, no war, and they are always right, in their own minds, even while another one of our loved ones comes home in a box.
Anyway, all is safe and sound, we have the world’s largest military base strategically placed indefinitely for the coming decades ahead. People are naive if they think we are leaving Iraq. Nope, not for along time actually. They don’t spend 40 billion on spy satelites for nothing.
Ok, enough about the physical front line, which is stablizing.
Here comes the new album everyone, enlightenment for the soul, nurturing us all in how we all feel for one another, loving.
Well, other than you Pauly. I suppose i deserve it from you, having slapped you around like i like to do with bozos. haha. 😀 😀
Ha, delusional. Insane. You need help Andy.
Trust me, i am the help. haha. 😀 😀
im bored. yawn.
Don’t get too lonely playing with yourself Pauly. haha. could not resist that one.
Well, not much more to say really.
I will continue to add further to my blog of my ongoing spiritual journey.
You guys are a real riot to be around. Honest.
wait for it……wait………………..wait………………………NNNNOOOOOTTTT!!!!!!
haha.
😀 😀
i need help. haha. that’s funny, considering i speak with God, and God speaks with me.
morons.
ONLY MY FRIENDS CALL ME PAULY YOU SICK SICK PERSON
NO ONE TALKED ABOUT WAR
ABOUT TERRORISM
IF U ARE BORED…LEAVE
NOT ME
NOT ANYONE MENTIONED WAR OR ANYTHING..JUST YOUR MENTAL STATE
WICH..IS IN ACTUALITY SEEN BY ALL AS…..WELL..UNSTABLE…..EH ROSIE???
YOU HAV ESAID AMAZINGLY INNANE IGNORANT RAMBLING NONSENSE..WORST OF ALL ABOUT KIILING !!!WHICH IN CONTEXT IS SICK…
CANTGET AWAY FROM YOUR OWN WORDS..ITS ALL HERE…SADLY IN PRINT
YOU PRESUME THAT GOD SPEAKS WITH YOU…AN ODD AFFIRMATION..AND DELUDED PEOPLE SO RATHER KEEP THE ILLUSION OF THEIR OWN SICKNESS GOING NO MATTER WHAT…HMM??
Oh hey, look up everyone! It’s a full moon! And no i don’t have my pants pulled down…not yet anyway. haha.
I LOVE YOU MADONNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😉 😀
Love, Andy Pansy puddin and pie. haha.
and no Pauly, you cannot have a slice of me. haha.
as much as i know you want to.
Marco, on April 21st, 2008 at 11:23 pm Said:
I think everyone should stop take crystal meth.. go to a park and sit under a tree and meditate for a while to reconnect..
IM NOT SURE WHAT THAT WAS ABOUT???HMM SIMPLE SOLUTION..GO SIT UNDER A TREE..WHEN ITS A COMPLEX ISSUE….GEESH
Marco, on April 21st, 2008 at 11:23 pm Said:
I think everyone should stop take crystal meth.. go to a park and sit under a tree and meditate for a while to reconnect..
MORE NUTSO CRUSTO
Oh hey, look up everyone! It’s a full moon! And no i don’t have my pants pulled down…not yet anyway. haha.
I LOVE YOU MADONNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love, Andy Pansy puddin and pie. haha.
and no Pauly, you cannot have a slice of me. haha.
as much as i know you want to.
HMM NAH!! sorry i dont date obvious psychotics
the future unfold Pauly, and certain actions will be taken, to defuse any situations which we deem dangerous for the world. You can watch all, via the net, in the coming decades.
The USA is a force of nature, which controls the world idiots, my home.
And no, unlike you Pauly, i am not a naive idiot.
Why are you so in my face with all this negative energy Paul? Can you not see what i see, the truth?
anyway, I am not actually speaking with you Paul, just so you know, although you are welcome to listen, just as many are.
Anyway, i just wanted to let you know abit more about me M, and where i stand on issues.
ERM….YOU ALONE SEE YOUR VERSION OF A PSYCHOTIC TRUTH….I DONT BELEIVE YOUARE WELL NOR A SOLDIER ,THEOLOGAN,SCHOLAR,AUTHOR…JUST ONE SAD PSYCHOTIC FRUITCAKE WITH NO TIME AN DNOLIFE BUT TO ANSWER A FAKE CELEBRITY BLOG AND BOMBARD IT WITHSHEER AND UTTER NONSENSE…
EH ROSIE??oh poo thats right..its not even a madonna blog and wtf was anyone saying eh rosie???hehe
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 4:06 am Said:
the future unfold Pauly, and certain actions will be taken, to defuse any situations which we deem dangerous for the world. You can watch all, via the net, in the coming decades.
The USA is a force of nature, which controls the world idiots, my home.
And no, unlike you Pauly, i am not a naive idiot.
ER NO ONE IS TALKING BOUT THE WAR OR ANYTHING….YOURE SHOWINGHOW ILLYOU ARE BABES…..UMM WHAT ABOUT AMERICA RULING WO??THE WORLD??
OK OK….TAKE ANAP
HEEE NAIVE??I KNO WYOURE JUST INSANE BUT NAIVE I AINT..FAR FROM IT..AT LEAST I KNOW THIS IS INSANE!!AND THIS BLOG IS INSANE….AN DTEH BLOGGER IS INSANE….HEY CRUSTY??ER M???
oh you mean the alergic reaction i get from nuts Pauly?
Ya, my eyes go all funny too. But then i step back, regroup, decompress, regain perspective on the ones God places in front of me, and then it’s, oh yeah, one of them…the naysayers. haha.
Pauly is like, wtf, what are you all talking about?
The invisible spirit realm Pauly, something you are clueless about.
~ This is not a coincidence.
Thanks Rosie!
Yes!!!!
It is April 22nd!!!!!
SOON!!!!!!!
😀 😀
hehe ..you doth presume a bit much eh idiot???spirit realm????yes i get what youre on about ,faries,witches ghosts ,the godess mother etc..yes yes..hehe……
rosie????lol..does she hear you??
oh rosie can you hear me/?
rosie can you hear andy???
oh wtf indeed…..ok im off for a spell..andy is dangerous to anyones health
Damn straigh, America rules the world.
F-22 Raptors have been deployed.
We rule the world.
We are the Champions.
Yes!!!!
It is April 22nd!!!!!
SOON!!!!!!!
wow!!!!really>>>>like wow andy!!! fab info….
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 4:21 am Said:
Damn straigh, America rules the world.
F-22 Raptors have been deployed.
We rule the world.
We are the Champions.
now i know youre baiting me…no one i sthat nuts..oh wait yes they are………on here for all to see
america does not “rule”the world…..your ignorance is astoundingly fascinating..if not singularly ill written and profoundly dumb
What a sweet piece of technological advancement the Raptor is. I drool over it.
ah well, it is me, the same kid that grew up on an AirForce base, with all the drop dead gorgeous pilots my Dad had over to the house all the time for BBQs.
I am not a war monger. I know our technology is what will give safe passage for mankind into the future, a shield that God says we are to use.
Champions that safe guard us all, physically and mentally.
well, you are free to elaborate on who rules the world Pauly, go ahead.
i know where i sit my butt down daily, do you Pauly?
oh, sorry Pauly, i have to go.
Not to be mean or anything, but i have better things to do than chat with you.
Smack. haha.
😀 😀
yep thays why you post icessantly??????????oh an dthe pauly thing…..its cute but if ya think youre being funny..think again…nothing you say rings true…..so much for greiving…youre full of lies babe…sick demented psychotic……no where in the posts did u ever mention the army!!oh my…well have a fun night day…..
Who is the master ? And who is the slave?
I hope you all did your home work ??? ; )
lol….and if i didnt????woul dandy put m ein a 5 gallon drum????
Yes then smack you with a womens weekly lol
lol…….
well, you are free to elaborate on who rules the world Pauly, go ahead.
no one rules the world.several economic powers are large and powerful russia..china..america europe will become a major player.
I’ve just downloaded a copy of Hard Candy from a European Website, it’s so awesome!!
Whats the name of the site?
wow! talk about being in the right place at the right time!
http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/04/22/baby.caught.ap/index.html
If your going to place a link tell us what it is if you expect us to click it?????
The F-22 Raptor rules the world. duh!
You guys don’t know anything about strategy. clueless.
There is nothing in the sky that can survive against a Raptor, nor will there be for the next decade.
Only the most skilled pilots, the elite of pilots, get to fly the Raptor.
Hello Madonna site?? not facebook or MSN
Army?
Pauly, you so stunned.
The boys ground call in our air strikes.
The military is a single force, completely networked as one.
MADONNA
Hail the queen I’m a slave to her vibe..
ya, i know John. i was just chatting with you all on where i stand on issues, that’s all.
I have though long and hard about military issues, and as much as i hate war, i have broken it down into it’s components and dynamics of why war exists, and always has existed…ignorance of a closed mind, is cause for all war.
Most people do not embrace the path of the future, where indeed, the military decision makers have extremely intelligent minds at the helm, collaborating together in addressing the future world.
The reality is one of embracing pre-emtive measures, according to the chatter of these various religious extremists, who still embrace things like crusaders(americans), an extremely shallow unwise stance, devoid of desire for God’s wisdom, thinking they know God, and so OBVIOUSLY do not, with their hateful stance in their perspective of us as satanic crusaders, where if we do nothing and just sit back, they are determined to hurt us, and did on September eleventh, two thousand and one.
Back then, after the attack, everyone was like, “oh, how come we did not do anything in advance, knowing the chatter of their determination to hurt us?”
So now we have taken a new approach, lauched a 40 billion dollar spy satelite, deployed the F-22 Raptor, and we are not poised and ready for a swift response, able to bring any country in the world to it’s knees within 24 hours, where no country will be excluded from attack who harbor these extremist, you can count that, should we be attack again on our soil.
Give an excuse again, an Pakistan, Iran, any of you will feel the sting of God who will draw the line for once and for all, enough is enough…either work with us, or be considered against us, against God’s love for us all, including the most blantantly obvious ignorant ones who call us satanic crusaders.
We are Warriors of God, wishing to usher love and peace for the future world, where the future is always here in the present, in all we say or do.
God’s loving wisdom is shining forth in the world, into every small dark place, revealing all ignorance for all to see with clarity. It is not we who seek to hurt anyone, as we love all human beings in the world, but know this, we despise wretched hateful ignorance, that of the murderous perps who take delight in killing of innocent.
We are watching, 24/7, and we will continue to monitor the world more and more, with advanced technologies at our finger tips.
This transition of ignorance yet in the world, over to wisdom, will take decades to acheive, this we know, just as it has taken centuries thus far. In time, in the not so distant future, growth of wisdom in the world, of generations yet to be born, will take hold of God’s reins, enlightened of the truth of all things, of the loving compassionate wisdom of the Divine True Self, ‘that’ of the Eternal Human Being.
Everthing is in place, the future is unfolding as it should, where without doubt, war will one day cease to exist in the world.
~ it takes time for loving compassionate wisdom to grow in the hearts of men people. Be of God’s patience, just as God has patience with us ALL.
Do you copy and paste all this dribble??? because you need to get out more if you spend so much time on typing all that dribble…
spelling error ~ now poised and ready with the most advanced technology of surveillance and weaponry.
In the words of Clint Eastwood, “The question you have to ask yourself is….” haha.
We are locked and loaded.
hey, maybe i should write movie scripts, intead of shorts. I always wanted to script a film.
i don’t think i even need to go to school for it….not that i could afford it, even if i wanted to. And maybe ‘that’ is why my mind is free, i have nothing by time on my hands to think, no where to go, no place to be, as broke ass as they come, where true wealth to me, is of the heart, mind, body and soul.
I don’t really care for the whole wealth thing anyway, only what one can do with the creative tools one can buy to create whatever, film, music, art, school of arts….
looking back, i realize i should of chosen music studio career over accounting and computer and telecommunications electronics career, but then i would not be where i am today, chatting with all of you.
Embrace what i embrace, with as little as i have, appreciation for everything, every second of everyday.
And that my friends, are the lessons of God.
Enjoy your day, damn it! That’s an order, from high command. haha.
You there! Flag bearer! Up front and center! haha. 😀 😀
Wow, the weather sure is nice, nothing but blue skys, from now on. 😀 😀
And your back in the room Andy so what do think of madonna headlining at radio 1’s big weekend?
ya, i was thinking the same thing John. Time to let go and move on with life, the same life i have been living thus far, full of loving compassionate wisdom.
i just wanted M to know abit more about me, someone who contacted her long ago, a true and faithful friend, i have always been, and shall always be. Always. Always.
Good morning M.
same thing i have always thought of M, John…number 1 in my heart. She knows. I know she knows i know.
😀 😀
LOVE
some may wonder, why do i have so much confidence?
the answer is simple;
I am of the faith that Jesus has of the Divine True Self in all of YOU.
I am of the fatherhood of God, his son, and brotherhood of Jesus and YOU.
God and Jesus dwell with all of YOU here in the kingdom of heaven all around us, of the invisible spirit realm, which is able to be understood with clarity, ‘that’ of the truth, where loving compassion wisdom is of God, of Jesus, of us, for Jesus, for us, for each other, for another.
~ common sense, is it not?
it is once you know, or rather, more importantly, it is once you embrace that most important truth wisdom of God, “that’ of the ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire to Know God’s sincere purity of Loving Compassionate Wisdom’, able to nurture, by means of loving, able to protect, by means of wisdom, where even dark bitter and wretched ignorance, serves the enlightened ones…ALL of YOU.
The Power of the ALL is what alters the Future World.
Where the future is always here in the present, every second, in all we say and do, as Children of God.
It has always been the Truth Wisdom of ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom’, that has been the cause of wretched bitter ignorances of mankind’s entire past, and will continue to be of mankind’s entire future.
Know then, the destiny of the Children of God…ALL of YOU.
She loves me ya, ya, ya! She loves me ya, ya, ya!
haha.
😀 😀
well someone had to tell them M, may as well of been me, as she closes the custume trunk lid once again, only this time, i ain’t in it. haha.
im free! im free! catch me if you can!
😀 😀
ya, i really am a nut case everyone.
~ in a good way.
Don’t forget to bring the big ass squirt guns everyone. I get bored without the squirt guns.
I prefer the name ‘Crazy’, of nutcase or insane…
…as in “CRAZY in LOVE with MADONNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
+ She knows. Always. Always. +
ya really think she knows Andy?
ya, she knows.
😉 😀
some asked me the other day, “Are you getting HARD cANDY?
I laughed. Still laughing.
OF COURSE i am getting HARD Candy!
with so much candy around here, who can resist?
hahahaha!
😀 😀
damn, for sure i am in the dog house now.
oh well, she knows where to find me, if ever a day comes, that she realized i am the one for her.
we all actually, of love’s embrace, of the lovers who are loving.
care on people.
i have annoyed everyone enough…in a good way of course.
is there any other way better than ‘that’ of the loving way, of love’s embrace of the lovers who are truly loving? I have not found a better place, nor do i want to, for i know fully in my heart, it is where i always want to be found, exploding in extasy of love for one another…eh Marco?
Your awesome Marco! Don’t let anyone make you think otherwise, for i love you Marco!
But of all of you, I love Madonna the most.
not to compare, do i say these things, rather for some reason, i feel as though i am her soul mate, that’s all.
i am not sure why, but i know God knows this of my feelings for her, and has spoken with me of her.
i do not know what the future holds in store for me, nor do i expect anything from anyone. i merely wish to laugh and have fun with all of you, day after day, with whom ever i happen apon, as i have always done.
although i cannot help but wonder outloud, of how awesome it would be to be Madonna’s lover.
+ love +
+ compassion +
+ wisdom +
+ YOU +
+ me +
+ Another +
+ GOD +
+ Heaven +
+ The Eternal Human Being +
+boring+
ah lala lala… no progress today with the shity blogger. Nobody hnows a good doctor Freud for mr Panzani ?
I’ve been watching the football. Time for bed.
Hilary comment on Iran nuclear attack of Israel today.
I know where Madonna lives (in London). Big scary house.
The lights were on and I could see in. It looked scary.
indeed, Iran has been experiencing empowerment for the last 7 years, and growing. While the over all feeling of people of Iran is loving like we are, the real issue is of their leaders, and the mentality of their military leaders, what with all the attitude they have had towards Israel for so long now, and ignoring requests of the rest of the world
Is that likely to change? Not likely, with their recent ramping up.
Hilary is right, deterence and the presence of a formidable force, the world’s largest military base, USA in Iraq, do indeed draw the line for Iran to see clearly.
I don’t think they would be that stupid to hurt Israel, would they?
Surely they know their country would be brought to it’s knees, so i doubt that they ever will be stupid enough to shoot themselves in the foot.
Not sure who else they may be friends with in the world, and if anything, that is more troubling than Israel, paying others to do their dirty work.
Left unchecked, could see a troubling future in the decades to come, where handing out of nuclear weapons on the black market, is a very bad thing for us all.
It is Iran’s choosing not to sit at the table today, and once they become a nuclear power, what is the likelihood they will after the fact?
Let’s all pray this generation of Iranians are wise.
The real issue is to address, is the religious views, of what they think of us, is it loving, or hateful.
Perhaps they have matured over the years, so a friendly approach is best, yet firm.
These speculations must not be emotionally based, and rather that of a razor sharp sense of the mentality of Iran, with emphasis on their attitudes, in the coming decade.
It is not egotism we need be concerned about, and rather arrogant rage of an unwise beast of ignorance, of willful want for destruction, which is easy to sense, if we are paying attention for what to look for.
Hilary has back bone, and loving all roled into one, strength of God’s wisdom, compassion, love.
She has my vote.
tic toc tic toc
This is an important day for Hillary.
Everyone pray for Hilary.
May God’s wisdom protect your gates, and God’s grace surround your walls this day Hillary.
~ sorry for mispell on your name Hillary, i flunk english in high school. 😉
idiot Panzany Andy
like God’s grace is easy, spelling her name with one L is easier too.
they say everyone mispells in the net, so much so, that it is completely acceptable, although not so impressive for someone like, oh say, Hillary Clinton.
I look so forward to having her as President, with Bill at her side.
Nice to see both of them so joyous.
Well hold on, here it comes….
Are your Ready Hillary? This is going to be a good week for Hillary and Bill. I can feel their joy already, of sweet anticipation and excitement.
How does one handle that much excitement? I don’t think i could. Wow!!!
😀 😀
She wise, dats why she will win!!!
~ and deserves to win.
It’s not even a question, she is the correct one for this term.
Obama can sit this one out, until another term, and should stay on, a voice for the people, in as much as the equality voice of Hillary, both of you represent a voice of equality, and if either one of you leaves the table, i will be disappointed.
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 4:34 pm Said:
not to compare, do i say these things, rather for some reason, i feel as though i am her soul mate, that’s all.
i am not sure why, but i know God knows this of my feelings for her, and has spoken with me of her.
i do not know what the future holds in store for me, nor do i expect anything from anyone. i merely wish to laugh and have fun with all of you, day after day, with whom ever i happen apon, as i have always done.
although i cannot help but wonder outloud, of how awesome it would be to be Madonna’s lover.
GOD HE DOESNT STOP.I SHOWED SOMEONE HIS RANTINGS…THEY COULDNT BELEIVE THEM!!APART FROM THE BAD TAKE ON THEOLOGY THE ENGLISH SUX AND ISNT EVEN STRUCTURED INTELLIGENTLY………
AND I GET BACK AND HE HAS LIKE AMOST ANOTHER 60 ODD COMMENTS……IM HAPPY ANYONE AND EVERYONE SEES WHAT NUT CASE HE IS…BUT
HE STILL
KEEPS
GOING
AN DGOING..
TALKING TO NO ONE BUT HIMSELF…AS IF HE DOESNT HAVE HIS OWN BLOG…..
is there any other way better than ‘that’ of the loving way, of love’s embrace of the lovers who are truly loving? I have not found a better place, nor do i want to, for i know fully in my heart, it is where i always want to be found, exploding in extasy of love for
NUT CASE…
She loves me ya, ya, ya! She loves me ya, ya, ya!
haha.
well someone had to tell them M, may as well of been me, as she closes the custume trunk lid once again, only this time, i ain’t in it. haha.
im free! im free! catch me if you can!
ya, i really am a nut case everyone.
~ in a good way.
INA bad way
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 3:44 pm Said:
ya, i was thinking the same thing John. Time to let go and move on with life, the same life i have been living thus far, full of loving compassionate wisdom.
i just wanted M to know abit more about me, someone who contacted her long ago, a true and faithful friend, i have always been, and shall always be. Always. Always.
Good morning M.
please andy and pansy(same person)really you are rather rather stupifyingly mental.
will leave you to your boring little analytic, apathetic, arrogant, egotistical, spiritually dead world Paul.
~ actually, most of the world is spiritually dead, and cause for more spiritual death, now and in the future.
Jesus saw this while he walked the earth too, knowing it would not change any time soon, just as it did not, day after day, witness to all the same things we see today, like boastfulness of pride of wealth, that stimatizes the poor into thinking they are worthless, these empty foolish vessels of gold held high.
On and on it goes, the hidden treasure more valuable than all the gold and silver of the world, lays burried within us all, the loving Divine True Self within, unattended, unnurtured, unprotected, vulnerable to the whims of the ignorant beasts of the wretched world so full apathy and wretched bitterness.
God chose me, because I chose God. Like Jesus, I too descovered that God is the only one who has the true wisdom which sees with clarity, thru these boastful egotistical ones.
The only thing I take pride in, is love for my loving brothers and sisters everywhere in the world.
They know me, and I know them, unlike you Paul.
Oh, but you in your infinite wisdom think you know me, and so obviously, you have zero clue about me. Thanks for taking the time to know me Paul, if ever a day you do.
I speak about the ugliness of the world, and you are like, OH, he is such a sick one. haha. What a retard you are Paul.
If Jesus came up to you, and pointed to the evils in the world, would you think him evil too Paul.
I rest my case. You really are a hypicrit Paul. The worse kind of derrangement of the soul, and difficult to change too.
I use to be abit like that, still am to an extent i suppose, but at least I know that God is the only one who can free my soul from this world of wretched bitter ignorance all around me(mostly).
I especially hate the morning traffic of cars honking their horns at me. So if you see someone smashing their bike at someone’s car Paul, ya, it likely is me. haha.
motherfuckers.
ALL I CAN SAY IS….IF JESUS WAS ALIVE RIGHT NOW ANDY HE WOULD BITCH SLAP YA FOR YOUR HYPOCRISY AND DISGUSTING WAY YOU HIDE BEHIND A MENTAL VERSION OF YOUR OWN BRAND OF THEOLOGY
FOR YOU ARE NOT OF GOD…YOU ARE OF A MENTAL INSTITUTON..OR NEED TO BE
you see Pauly, you and your seemingly wise understanding of psychology is not safe and supportive of the fact that some people are insecure like i am, and that it is ok to feel insecure and vulnerable.
Clearly this tells me you are not a professional.
A professional, seeing how you treat me Pauly, would send you a law suit.
as in a suit the law gives to prisoners.
The reality is one of embracing pre-emtive measures, according to the chatter of these various religious extremists, who still embrace things like crusaders(americans), an extremely shallow unwise stance, devoid of desire for God’s wisdom, thinking they know God, and so OBVIOUSLY do not, with their hateful stance in their perspective of us as satanic crusaders, where if we do nothing and just sit back, they are determined to hurt us, and did on September eleventh, two thousand and one.
Back then, after the attack, everyone was like, “oh, how come we did not do anything in advance, knowing the chatter of their determination to hurt us?”
WOW YOU FRUITCAKE………..NOW YOUR EPREACHING AND PREACHING
HYPOCRITY ANDY
CAUGHT YA BABES.
YOU DECRY SO CALLED EXTREMISM..!!HMM HAVENT YA DONE THAT DAY IN DAY OUT??
SORRY HUN BUNS..WHAT IF ANYTHING AR EYOU ACHIEVING???
WHAT I SIT THAT DRIVES YOU??
DRIVVLE DRIVVLE EVERY DAY
NOTHING BUT BADLY WRITTEN AN DERIVED NONSENSE..LOVING ETC THEN YOU WAR MONGER
AND YOU SWEAR A LOT TOO..VERY LOVING!!
YOU THINK WITH A DELUSIONAL SICK MIND..AN DTHEN YOU RTEREAT INTO YOUR RELIGEOUS STANCE….TOTAL CRUD.
YOUR ONLY WAY TO ARGUE IDS TO TAKE TEH ARROGANT STANCE THAT YOU AN DYOU ALONE ARE RIGHT
SORRY BABE..YOURE FAR FROM EVEN REMOTELY SANE TO MAKE ANY KIND OF RATIONAL STATEMENT
WHAT I SE AND WHAT JOHN AN DOTHERS SEE IS A MENTALLY DERANGED
IDIOT
u were always pretty
very young very balsy
now u are older wiser and very beautiful and ur body is insanly geourgous
no u didnt get cheek implants
yes on the botox
restilin and that
but no cheek implants
love ur photos in elle and vanity fair
cover on van fair
dont like at all
u look like well strange in the eyes
far away nice
but close up i dont like that photo of ur face and eyes
elle very cute
love that u kept your own teeth not like hollywood
all look the same
ur friend gueneth is georgous tell i said so
beautiful natural look
and so sweet
and again
madonna u look great
not for ur age
but just great
love 4 minutes to save the world
going to be number one i am sure
bought single love it
my five year old loves it too
and my 65 year old mother loves it as well
can u please curtail ur retarded bloggers that
insist on rambeling on and on and on
and then to end it squable with other bloggers
it is soooooooooo iratating
bye
GET YOUR BIBLE RIGHT TOO…..JESUS WAS AGAINST PEOPLE LIKE YOU..LOUDLY PREACHING AND MAKING SUCH A SHOW OF IT…HE DERIDED THE PHARASEES FO RSUCH HYPOCRISY
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE REAL MEANING BEHIND WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW
I SEE YOU AS ONE SAD SA DINDIVIDUAL…SITTING THERE AS INSANE AS YOU ARE PRETENDING TO BE THIS AND THAT
PROFESSING RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION….
ALL YOU DO IS REPEAT THE SAME SHIT DAY IN AND OUT…
YOU JUST CHANGE THE WORDING BUT ITS MOSTLY THE MOST BANAL INNANE RAMBLINGS…
THE FAKE MADONNA ON THIS BLOG MUST BE AS SICK AS WELL…NOTICE THAT THER ARE NO NEW POSTS??
DYA THINK MADONNA OR AN ASSISTANT WOULD SURELY BOTHER TO BE HERE POSTING THESE COMMENTS??
ERM ANSWER..NO!!
monica moray, on April 23rd, 2008 at 12:00 am Said:
u were always pretty
very young very balsy
now u are older wiser and very beautiful and ur body is insanly geourgous
no u didnt get cheek implants
yes on the botox
restilin and that
but no cheek implants
love ur photos in elle and vanity fair
cover on van fair
dont like at all
u look like well strange in the eyes
far away nice
but close up i dont like that photo of ur face and eyes
elle very cute
love that u kept your own teeth not like hollywood
all look the same
ur friend gueneth is georgous tell i said so
beautiful natural look
and so sweet
and again
madonna u look great
not for ur age
but just great
love 4 minutes to save the world
going to be number one i am sure
bought single love it
my five year old loves it too
and my 65 year old mother loves it as well
can u please curtail ur retarded bloggers that
insist on rambeling on and on and on
and then to end it squable with other bloggers
it is soooooooooo iratating
bye
monica moray……you are an idiot too…i fyou too are indeed real…and if ya think madonna is anywhere near you ar eretarded
Pansy, on April 22nd, 2008 at 11:49 pm Said:
you see Pauly, you and your seemingly wise understanding of psychology is not safe and supportive of the fact that some people are insecure like i am, and that it is ok to feel insecure and vulnerable.
Clearly this tells me you are not a professional.
A professional, seeing how you treat me Pauly, would send you a law suit
yes”robyn” u see i could say gobbledegook and you will respond….
if youre vunreabl ego get help..
you are so many psychosise that uits scary
guess what?? i never said i was a professional
read properly
write properly
think before you write
think before you rant your dangerous mental diatribes
your own ignorance is your prison Paul, but you are clueless of what i am talking about, and so, i leave you to your own fate, knowing destiny is for those who have crucial desire to become wise…which you are obviously not, so full of bitterness, indicative of an unwise mind.
God spoke with you, so why not be of consideration of God’s words Pauly, before it is too late for you, and you come up against your chosen fate that you unknowingly swim in Pauly…an ignorant deranged soul, twisting and twisting in falseness, insincerity, hateful, spiteful, poison not able to hurt me, as i am wise to the condition of all souls.
are you that blind Pauly that you cannot see the illness of your own heart that i time and again, point out to you.
I am wasting my time chatting with you Pauly, and so i do not wish to chat with you any more. You are like poison to me, full of wretched bitter ignorance that i despise.
Oh, you comment on Michelle, which is appauling for me that someone could say such a horrible thing to me, is ill of you to say.
I was not with Michelle since the mid 1990s and had not seen him since then, because i did not know he had killed himself.
I looked Michelle over many years, and thought maybe he moved away, not knowing he had died. I used to think about him alot too, wishing him and i had become lovers, for i was truly happy with him everytime we were together.
i was not his lover when he died Pauly. He was a lover of mine over a decade ago.
But hey Pauly, thanks for taking the time to be nice with me, and getting to know me so well, well enough to say such a horrible thing as you did of me about grieving over my suicide lover. That is two lovers now that i have lost to suicide Pauly, but hey, why i am i telling you this Pauly, when in your heart is nothing but blackness for me.
I have a question Pauly, “Why would i ever want to speak with you ever again in my life, knowing fully in my heart that i do not?”
Goodbye Pauly.
I will chat with M somewhere else.
Your ignorance Pauly is what Jesus and God despise, and are discussed by…sickening to say the least, like the one wanted to kill our loving brothers and sisters, so full of hate for us, we waited for him to reload his clip, hiding behind a humvee from his bullets, and that is when we killed him Pauly…the one in the pail.
~ not really Pauly, not me…a story from my loving brothers and sisters on the front lines in Iraq…and yes Pauly, my biological brother.
Personally Pauly, i could not kill another person directly, but i will continue to stand in support of those who fight against wretched vile hatefulness of us, we who are loving, and not satanic crusaders so devoid of wisdom, so devoid of love, so devoid of God’s love, claiming and thinking they are wise, and like you Pauly, in truth, are ignorant.
The problem with those who think of us as satanic crusaders, without doubt in God’s eyes, are 100% ignorant of us, we who are loving, compassionate and wise.
They point weapons our loving brothers and sisters everyday, and with pinpoint accuracy, we take them out with HellFire missles, in self defense Pauly, against ignorance.
What you fail to realize Pauly, is that my words are of God, of pure truth, not tainted, not mixed, not partiality of the heart like the blackness that seems to fill yours, bashing away on someone you know nothing about.
Tell me Pauly, in real life, do you go around beating people up physically?
or do you just like mindfucking them?
Well Pauly, news flash…i don’t read any of your posts anymore.
There are two front lines in the world Pauly;
1/ The Physical realm
2/ The Mental realm
The world is in transistion with regards to both, growing slowly, but growing indeed, we are.
The souls lost along the way are the direct result of Crucial Lacking of Desire for God’s Love, Compassion, Wisdom, including the important findings of psychology.
We all take up position on the front lines somewhere, even if we are not aware of it.
Paul …
All you do is copy and paste everyboy’s comments … and duplicate the post… you are so fucking boring negative and a complete untalented fuckhead.. this blog was fun and entertaining before you came along with your NEGATIVITY…
please FUCK OFF
ah, there you are Marco! Your’re late, damn it!
no. no really.
i can stand my ground. a good test for me actually, of the bile we can expect to be covered with, that comes from an unwise mind, not yet of God’s love, unknowingly against God, for those who have no desire of God’s love, of love of their divine true self, the treasure that lay burried, yet undiscovered.
i guess for me, i forget how difficult it is for people to understand, and can relate to how Jesus too reached a point, where he too was frustrated, as in, “Don’t you see fucktard, it is about your own loving divine true self!”
ok, maybe he did not quite put it that way.
i am getting addicted to that word…fucktard.
my brother’s nick name of me.
it strengthened me actually.
i am not perfect. far from it, but at least i seek to stand in the light, which lately, since news of Michelle, is like i have stepped thru another door.
i have been talking with others about it, and to describe it, it is as though the element of doubtfulness about love has been stripped away once and for all, where indeed, love is the only thing of any value.
grace of God is encompassing me more, where my vulnerable sensitive and graceful true self is come forth.
in a shit storm i might add, like waking up in a sewer, what with Pauly flaming like he does, so intentionally mean spirited with everyone.
such utter absurdness i have not seen in awhile.
i don’t hate Pauly, rather amusing actually, but so annoying in his rantings. like some drug out whatever comes out of my mouth i don’t care.
i would find watching someone puking, easier to watch.
no doubt 🙂
because i am now self employed, i have complete autonomy now, and i am falling into my graceful true self, always at ease, prefering this way at all times now.
light of foot step, slowness of grace, delicate of words with others, they connect with me instantly, their true self, defense go down, they too become at ease…i am so loving this!
it is growing too.
on the blah blah
Pauly said:
“Nothing Enlightening ! ”
🙂 😉
so hard to describe how it feels. i know it is because of Michelle.
Andy who’s Michelle ? ,, i jealous ha ha
it is of that special day, my first pride day, the six pansies, without Troy with me(it was really hard for me).
the pansies made me forget about my pain.
ya, no kidding Marco. he acts like an idiot, thinking he is a professional, fueling fire within another.
a song for pauly
shine a light on me, pauly
dont’s you see, it’s all about me
chorus…
where’s my ego , ego , ego
i feel love………………………
ah Marco…Michelle is someone very special to me.
When i was a teen, my next door neighbor caught me with my mom’s playgirl mags, and the centerfold i left on my bed…you know, the fold out big ass centerfolds?
i was in the shower when Mike came into the house, asking me to come over for dinner, as my parents were out of town.
he found the centerfold. he knew a special side of me that desired a male, of which Mike was one of them, although i never did tell him, i suspect he knew it.
Mike called me Pansy in high school…EVERY DAY!
i could not get a girl friend because of him.
I could not even get a male friend, as in friend friend(platonic), because Mike would tell them, “you know he’s gay don’t you?”
Mike relentless, and yet i loved Mike. I think he secretly wanted me to himself. Correction….i know he secretly wanted me to himself.
So, one time I invited all the girls from school to a party, that David and i knew, knowing David liked me alot…he was gay curious too…and Mike as well.
David invited all his old girlfriends too.
David and i fucked off from the party together, leaving Mike and all the girls with him, but we did not tell the girls who was who, as in, they were all our old girlfriends, but none of them knew. Each one thought they were there for David and I. David and i fucked off in his new Mustang Cobra together, smoked a few, and laughed our asses off.
It was the last time i saw Mike for nearly ten years.
So i guess you could say, i was always abit insecure around girls.
anyway Marco, years and years went by, and i found myself at my first pride day, a beautful sunny day, and i hear this chanting of guys shouting out, “Pansy! Pansy! Pansy!” as i turn and see these six guys dressed up as giant Pansy flowers, skipping down the street, happy as hell, like the way i always felt about guys, screaming out loud their love for guys.
I partied with them that night, and became lovers with one of the Pansies named Michelle.
Michelle and i were more of a fling, nothing serious, yet we loved each other without doubt. We just did not sit down and talk serious about being full on lovers, which i wanted, and i know he did too, but he was involved with someone else…i was the mistress.
We parted, and i don’t know, i met someone else, life takes us different directions, and i lost touch with Michelle.
I looked for Michelle for years after that year, and never found him. I recall thinking of over the years of how happy Michelle and i were together, and often found myself looking for him in the ghetto, at the cafes, the clubs, the resturants, everywhere, hoping to bump into him again. I never did have his number, as he was involved. it was just casual sex, but always joyful between us, delighted to see one another everytime, and intense i might add.
I thought he had moved away or something Marco. I found out earlier this week, from someone that knew Michelle, after telling him the story of Mike and the Pansies, this stranger asked me, which Pansy was it? I said the French guy, Michelle.
He said, “Oh no.” he paused as tears came to his eyes, and said, “Michelle took his own life.”
I suppose all this time i was looking for Michelle, of sincerity in my heart, perhaps his spirit was always with me, watching over me?
i think God spared me from knowing until now, and for some reason let me know this week for some reason, not sure why yet. I know it has something to do with me, and is actually helping me see the light better, brighter, i see things glowing now. The day light is blinding for me. I have entered thru a door of some sort, into a new time almost. It is peaceful and loving in every step, every glance, every breath, of appreciation for each passing moment, shining outward.
*off topic*
are u all insane? more then 600 comments?what the ….
don’t u have a life to live?gizz
I will celebrate the love Michelle and i came to know with one another, this pride day coming up, knowing how special he was for me of my first pride day, of one of the most spiritual events I recall in life actually.
It will be playful Marco, of the clown from Madonna’s Girly Show down under. You can buy the film recorded concert.
And for sure, there will be Pansies…lot’s of them actually, as more than one million come out for the massive party. It has not rained on our parade yet, since my first pride parade in 1994.
Watch, this year it will likely RAIN.
😉 😀
Ok Marco, let’s make a pact, not to respond to any more negativity from anyone, with the knowingness of their cajole and entice of their hypocrit heart, is ‘that’ of a yet unwise mind, not of God’s love(yet).
Arguing is an abomination against God and the divine true self(according to God).
makes sense, as is war not that of the angry heart of closed mindedness, and mean spirited.
These fires can only be extinguished if we wisely embrace wisdom that raging fires burn out of control, if more wind is added to the fire, yes?
When we embrace wisdom not to engage in their taunting, truly we do not allow their fire to be cast into us, yes?
Truly we have better things to do, like kissing someone, yes?
Or even thinking about kissing someone is better than arguing with a babbling idiot.
don’t get me wrong, i too have been this way, but we know it is about growth of a transition, a restoration of our natural state, peaceful and loving, the divine true self within us ALL.
Andy,
I went to the girly show down under… was meant to take my mother but she went oversea’s so i gave my spare ticket to my friend who’s partner died of aid’s so sad, but I could not see a thing i was in the back row.. so i made sure when i went to the confessions tour i was in the first row.. (omg in the next concert i’ll be on the stage.) … dirty dancing … maybe Madonna will punch me in the back of the head with those big boxing glove’s or kick me in the ass with her pointy heel’s.
It is easier for me now to see with clarity, that inappropriate behaviour is useless, of an unwise mind, untruthful, false, not real of their loving self.
Michelle is teaching me this fully in my heart, the willingness of sincerity is of a true heart unafraid to just be what we are Marco…LOVING.
My delicateness of hand movements is like all the time now, really sensitive, my whole body, feeling love.
It encompasses me now, like an invisible shield from the world, where i am not afraid anymore to just be my TRUE NATURE.
and if someone don’t like us Marco…Fuck them!
No wait. Take time to know them, and then either fuck them, or fuck them!!!
hahaha!
😀 😀
oh damn, that’s a whole lotta sex Marco. hahaha!
oh damn, that one is sure to make M and her friends laugh!
😀 😀
Hey, don’t get me wrong, i love girls alot, as i did not get to be with many of the ones I wanted to…hmmm…sounds familiar.
we get one kick at the can of life…kick it well people.
Now i know the full meaning of what Jesus said, “Life is the greatest teacher.”
Indeed, if we do not take time to reflect, we do not learn anything, do we?
I reflect apon alot of things, do i not?
Hey Marco, do think i will ever get that girlfriend i have always wanted?
She knows who she is to me, and i to her.
Tender True Love is what matters in life. Everything else is just there, of little significance when compared to our loving feelings, like the way when i reflect on holding Troy’s hand, or Michelle’s hand, or anyone’s hand, especially if someday i ever get to hold Madonna’s hand.
It scares me to think it possible that one day i will, and yet i see her clearly holding my hand, dancing with me, of exceeding joy.
If this is true of my feelings of those who’s hand i have held, then is it not also true of anyone’s hand i hold?
It is about the tender loving true self, is it not?
~ of ALL of YOU.
Andy .. you already got her..it better be what you want 🙂
It is about ALL of us Marco, this i know fully in my heart.
No more being afraid to love another. Just be your Loving Self.
That is the lesson Jesus wants for us ALL, to come to know your Divine True Self that is so loving, are we not?
We are.
Why is love so scary, when it is of who we all are?
I say be loving of everyone, yet seek one who is as loving of you as you are of them, and healthy.
oh, she is what i want Marco, no question of doubt about that, but i mean come on Marco, she is Madonna. I am just some lost soul from the country side.
ok, maybe not as lost as some gladly make me out to be.
😉 😀
This i do know, our love will always be what it always has been…True.
~ even if just friends, we will be true and faithful friends.
It is not about what we may want, rather it is always about when two people want the same thing, each other.
I know i want her.
But does she want me like Michelle did, like Troy did?
When it comes to love, it is not complicated once we know what we want.
I am not going to be presumptious Marco.
I am simply being me, letting her know, taking time to say what i feel, and have for along time actually.
Love is only scary when there is some doubt, a fear one is not deserving of love, take away the de, and serve it up…
Andy you could try to forget she is Madonna and just love her soul .. kinda like … madonna can stay in the lounge room.. while her soul sleeps in the bedroom …
I hope she knows by now, my love is true, always was.
I just did not think it possible to even talk to her, much less….i can’t even go there Marco, it does not feel respectful.
maybe lock the bedroom door, in case she tries to sneek in …
it is important that we become loving first, coming to know our True Nature, like ‘that’ of Raphael is.
For how can another love our True Nature, if we do not come to know our True Nature, and reveal our True Nature for others to see and love?
I love you Madonna!!!
I am stabilizing more and more each week.
sweet dreams everyone.
ahhhhhhhhh you cannot talk to her… she’s Madonna.. silly why she’s to busy and famous to bother with us.. but you can feel her soul in your heart pounding like a warm soft hearbeat … pounding there i said it for you… respectfully
Marco, on April 23rd, 2008 at 3:19 am Said:
on the blah blah
Pauly said:
“Nothing Enlightening ! ”
no babe..you both cant fathom or cope with truth!!so you feel you need to justify your selves constantly…..and if you marco cannot se ethe crap andy is on about..
actually andy did.
he sees he rants but said i did..how easy to project
and pansy
its tackorama to talk about all your issues on this fake ass blog…whatever anyone says your deluded rants just keep comin
as i said your enot well an dyou resort to bilious cheap retorts..
and by the wyay hopelessly innane so called religeous ramblings
which someone..a christianm friend saw this blog an dandy and marcos stuff an dwalked away feeling like..
andy pansy was dark and hiding behind self righteousness
and hypocrisy
you keep preaching to whom??to what end??
you cant stand any truth except your own perverted reckoning of it
whos Raphael… ?
goodnight Raphael, goodnight Andy..
fuck off Pauly 🙂 xoxox
andy and marco..best you go on msn and just develop your sick and twisted friendship there..i dont se ethe health of any mental spiritual well ness telling all and sundry everythingon here
frankly andy
anyone sees you for what you are
my christin friends see you as dangerouslly false and deranged..and this forum is unhealthy and obviously you think youre “battling”thegood fight
think again
youre battling no one
‘al you ar edoing is reinforcing your ilness every single post
throw what you like you dont do it very well
you ar eiinsane an di hav eshown many people your comments..
and yes,you look crazed deluded and not at all indicative of anything godly.
truly well healthy spiritually aware people dont behav e lik eyou do
an dfrankly you are a terrible liar
all these lovers.i hav elisated so many that died. an dyou are left as victim
surely not all kill themselves???
sorry but im not th eonly one that sees your comments as really amazingly just loonsville
then your story with the body in the gallon drum
so then you were in the army’
scholar theologan self employed
last tim eyou were going to work everyday
what if anything in your small deranged world is fact an dfiction??
this is just unhealthy
nah, Pauly is alright, he is just getting his wings yet.
I know why God revealed this news to me.
God wants me to know what i have pondered about all along, the truth, that love is what matters.
God wants us to know once and for all, removing all doubt within, LOVE is the only thing of any value in life.
Truly for me, LOVE is the only thing of any value, when love is as true as my LOVE for YOU.
I know LOVE + LOVE knows me.
Marco, on April 23rd, 2008 at 5:51 am Said:
ahhhhhhhhh you cannot talk to her… she’s Madonna.. silly why she’s to busy and famous to bother with us.. but you can feel her soul in your heart pounding like a warm soft hearbeat … pounding there i said it for you… respectfully
CUT AN DPASTE
SURELY YOU JEST MARCO
an dwhy interject now??did u get off your meds too??
any san eperson knows this isnt madonna here
whats sad deary is the fact you mak ethis celebrity out to be a godess and her”warmth”?what about it??you certainly cant feel it here
she is not here deluded one…………i really think this whole thing is just demented…and you need help
an ddebating with really ill people doesnt g et anywhere
coz they suffre from such delusions that they justify them by any means…
you both look idiotic…
Although i am abit worried about Pauly.
andy …you dont get it
you keep doing it
and you dont see your own folly which is worse..you cant wont see that this forum
your constant rants are not healthy
quote light an dlove all yuou like
if you truly were beyond this
do this on your blog and set up a comment page..then you marco can keep in peace
here you just wish to fight and preach
and keep it going
when it makes no sense to do so
+ God wants us to know once and for all, removing all doubt within, LOVE is the only thing of any value in life. +
Marco, on April 23rd, 2008 at 5:18 am Said:
Andy .. you already got her..it better be what you want
HOW SAD IS THAT??????LOL marcy marcy!! look up delusions…its all there…
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 3:12 am Said:
in a shit storm i might add, like waking up in a sewer, what with Pauly flaming like he does, so intentionally mean spirited with everyone.
such utter absurdness i have not seen in awhile
YEP
absurd ness…..projection andy!! mirror yourself…youare dark hiding behing light…you are so consumed by it that any religeous person would ssurely just be amazed at this bilge
+ Remember the pact Marco. Do not engage in bitter negativity, lest their bitter derangement enters into you. +
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:10 am Said:
+ God wants us to know once and for all, removing all doubt within, LOVE is the only thing of any value in life. +
ITS DANGEROUS TO THINK YOU SPEAK FOR A DEITY……AND QUITE DERANGED
+ Why even waste time reading it Marco? Value your precious time. They are closed minded, unable or willing to hear. +
Im worried about Pauly too Andy … maybe we should give him a mirror so he can see his own reflection … take his mind off us.. hold on what if it crack’s right down the middle..
anyway’s i have to go … im starving…
I love you Madonna…
oh pauly since when was loving someone a delusion .. shine a torch in the mirror and look into your eye’s talk to your soul.. and rememeber you love you. pauly you love you …
wheni return im sure there will be more dribble.cursing…and the more you do it the more insane you look,
ya not gonn hold madonnas hand andy nor love nor anything!! ahh fantasy its lovely but tragic when it becomes a self effcing illness
wheni return im sure there will be more dribble.cursing…and the more you do it the more insane you look,
ya not gonn hold madonnas hand andy nor love nor anything!! ahh fantasy its lovely but tragic when it becomes a self effcing illness
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:14 am Said:
+ Remember the pact Marco. Do not engage in bitter negativity, lest their bitter derangement enters into you. +
WHAT YOURE DOING IS FAR FAR MOR ENEGATIVE AND UNHEALTHY WHY GO ON??
+ If you give into them Marco, their bitterness is heavey and dark, full of pain and sorrow, able to derange our loving Self, the ugly beast of ignorance becoming victorious over you. Trample apon them with your feet, acknowledging to them that inappropriate behaviour is not to be tolerated, nor heard. You do them a favor when you do, of light that shines into them so that they may see with clarity, and with great despair, recoil in at the sight of their own ugliness, a learned behaviour. +
Marco, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:18 am Said:
Im worried about Pauly too Andy … maybe we should give him a mirror so he can see his own reflection … take his mind off us.. hold on what if it crack’s right down the middle..
anyway’s i have to go … im starving…
I love you Madonna…
oh pauly since when was loving someone a delusion .. shine a torch in the mirror and look into your eye’s talk to your soul.. and rememeber you love you. pauly you love you …
REMEMBER THAT YOURE ONLY HARMING YRSELF BY THIS CHILDISH LUDICROUS COMMENTING…BABE..I DONT COMMENT ON YOUR LOOKS..IF YA WANN AFIGHT FIGHT WITH SOME INTELLIGENCE..NOT GUTTERAL CHILD FIGHTS..
LOVE MADONNA??LIKE …NOT LOVE…YOU DONT KNOW HER NOR WILL..GET A LIFE
+ You broke the pact Marco, giving way to negativity, rather than simply observing them. Their poison is able to make us toxic and sick. Be wise. Disengage. +
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:16 am Said:
+ Why even waste time reading it Marco? Value your precious time. They are closed minded, unable or willing to hear. +
WHY INDED POST AT ALL???WHYWASTE YOUR TIME AS WELL??ITS A CTACH 22 ISNT IT???as i hinted…why not delve into your own site???you have one
and msn or facebook..talk to people there…you say you wont come back an dyou keep coming back an dyou keep coming at me with…
nothing real sane or substantial.
and the beat goes on
+ Disengaging. +
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:23 am Said:
+ You broke the pact Marco, giving way to negativity, rather than simply observing them. Their poison is able to make us toxic and sick. Be wise. Disengage. +
exactly disengage andy and remove yourself from harming any more..all you are doing is reinforcing your own bad energy and “fighting”with your idea of rghteousness…which is fundemantally not real
Paul who ?
never heard of him,
+ Disengaging +
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:21 am Said:
+ If you give into them Marco, their bitterness is heavey and dark, full of pain and sorrow, able to derange our loving Self, the ugly beast of ignorance becoming victorious over you. Trample apon them with your feet, acknowledging to them that inappropriate behaviour is not to be tolerated, nor heard. You do them a favor when you do, of light that shines into them so that they may see with clarity, and with great despair, recoil in at the sight of their own ugliness, a learned behaviour. +
MORE DRIBBLE
FUNDAMENTALIST DOGMA
BAD THEOLOGY AND A RUDIMENTARY KNOWLEDGE OF ANYTHING SPIRITUAL
OVER AND OVER
ANYONE THAT DOESNT AGREE WITHYOU IS UGLY AND DERANGED
SORRY BUT THAT WOULD ENCOMPASS WELL…A HUGE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE
Hey Andy …
Hard Candy get’s released in less then 48hrs.. so looking forward to it…
Marco
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:10 am Said:
+ God wants us to know once and for all, removing all doubt within, LOVE is the only thing of any value in life. +
look i rest my case…..YOU ARE INSANE…I HAVE NEVER EVER COME ACROSS SUCH A CASE OF DELUSION IN WHICH SOMEONE CLAIMS TO KNOW WHAT A DEITY IS SAYING…
DANGEROUS
AND MADNESS.
YOU KEEP ON ABOUT LOVE
YET YOU LOVE THE FACT PEOPLE ARE KILLING INNOCENTS
…YOU MY DEAR ARE JUST NOT WELL AND FIGHTING EVEN TRYING TO DEBATE WITH ADERANGED PSYCHOPATH IS CRAZY OF ME AS WELL
love Marco … love you Andy ..Love you Madonna…
xoxox
Marco, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:27 am Said:
Paul who ?
never heard of him,
YEA THATS WHY YOU HAVE TO JUSTHAV ETO RETALIATE ……HOW CHILDISH
im sure madonna hear sya marco..NOT!! there is nothing wrong in loving someoen..no but when it borders on delusion…hmm well enough said really….when in doubt go back to pop scripture,,,
Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 6:08 am Said:
Although i am abit worried about Pauly
HEE IM NOT WORRIED ABOUT ME BABES…YOURE JUST BAITING
SO MANY SEE U AS MENTAL ..NOT JUST ME..I WOULD B EMORE WORIED ABOUT YOUR STATE..QUITE MENTAL TO KEEP IT GOING..ONLINE AND PUBLICLY SHOWING YOURSELF TO BE UTTERLY BIZZARE…
BY PROJECTING THAT UNTO ME IS WELL TRITE AND BANAL…
Marco Loves Madonna sooooooooooo much ……….
Madonna Rock’s
yes…..prince william loves me soooooooooo much too……..i daily speak with the dalai lama..
and the godess hecate arch angel michael and the little green elephant babar visits me weekly with celeste for tea and muffins…then we all go to the ghetto on pink roller skates..wear black bobs and sing “holiday”
babar wants you to know he loves you too……
eh rosie????tee hee…
I love Madonna and i know she loves me
I love Andy and i know Madonna does too
now i know youre just joking..one hopes…..geesh 693 comments
you “love”andy..scary…good luck.you must love some pretty scary assed dangerous insane people
You’re all retards spoiling this blog….no wounder nobody comments anymore because its all dribble about Andy(pansy) And Paul maybe the same person as Andy i fear,, can we not tralk about Madonna or else im leaving too ; (
john…if the fake madonna actually was blogging!!yeah!cmon..this isnt now or ever was madonna!! the”real”madonna does not blog nor wants to..she has said this in interviews.ask perez hilton.. he knows all!lol..i agree tthe blogger should once an dfor all tell everyone..especially andy
guess what??
they wont
they are not blogging!! he is enjoying this immensely .i too am only feeding the idiocy.i admit it.so john yea lets demand that the truth be told yea??
LETS ALL E-MAIL MESSAGE MADONNA ON HER TRUE SITES AND ASK ?? IF WE ALL E-MAIL SHE WILL LOOK INTO IT IM SURE OR IF ITS HER SHE WILL IGNORE US IM SURE LOL
ive done it via word press.and warner .and perez hilton..waiting
maybe real then x
lol….jon,,,,,,think about it…why would a woman worth 290 million a year bother reading or publishing madness on here???
Because i think she is stripping down the hole fame thing… lets look at the evidence
Headlinning radio 1’s big weekend
G-A-Y appearance
Small venues on Music promo
own youtube account
why not play with our minds? i think i would do this its fun x
AHH NO……I DONT THINK APOWERFUL MEDI AMOGUL LIKE MADONNA WOULD POST REALLY BORING CRAP PLUS HAVE PEOPLE LIEK ANDY ON IT??SORRY THERE IS NO EVEIDENCE TO PROVE THIS..IM WAITING ON PEREZ..
Hey Marco!!
I think Pauly is MS BITCH!
remember ms bitch Marco?
Soooooooo annoying.
how does one survive with an attitude like ms bitch?
she is posting on my blog again….delete….delete….delete, oh wait, here’s one that interesting…nah, not really….delete…..delete.
haha.
well? is it ok to say to someone that inappropriate behaviour is ok, giving them the green light to continue on in their folly?
So constructive criticism is a good thing, is it not?
although even then, they do not know how to read the words of God’s love.
Can you believe it Marco, this week, i finally after many years learn of Michelle, the one i looked for over the last 10 years, and this Pauly, who ever they are, are like, i don’t know the right word….disconnected?
i cannot believe my eyes, seeing someone so deranged, so nasty, so unemotional, so angry, like someone banging their head against a wall, and i have no idea how one can help a soul like that that continues to spu forth absurd disconnected nonsense, thinking i will actually take time to read anything they will say, after i tryed several times to connect.
fuck that Pauly. you had your chance with me Pauly, and blew it.
I don’t read any of your posts anymore Pauly.
Are a drug addict Pauly?
~ just curious. you act like one.
You’re just now seeing that Andy?
“M”…you need to come clean. What was once slightly amusing has turned toxic. What good is there in continuing with this charade? Tell the truth in a post and put the argument to rest.
HEY!!!!
i just had a funny thought.
~ finding God, is like finding a needle in a hay stack, and this blog is certainly a hay stack, yes?
hahahaha.
They actually hide me from the world. Who could possible read thru all these post and find God covered in bile?
So how do we find God’s love?
Clasp you hands together(fingers thru fingers), squeeze tight and hold. That is God’s love you feel, that is of YOU.
i know why they freed the blog, because no one should have to sit and read thru all the negative energy of some of these posts(including mine sometimes)
~ we all have bad hair days Pauly, so i ask, are you like bald or something Pauly?
~ at least my humour is light hearted.
don’t get me wrong, i love bald people, as some are my best friends.
damn Pauly! i am worried about ya.
Yes agree Toxic… almost like a giant boil needs to burst!!!
eeewwwww! John, that’s discusting!
M recently spoke of her film project;
‘I AM BECAUSE WE ARE’ is a reminder that we are not defined without each other.
Love Madonna
~ We are all connected people. Affect + Effect = LOVE
yes and hate + hate = hate
hate breeds hate …hey i’m turning into Andy hold me back …help help
Everyone goes thru alot in life, with struggles of love and misfortune. Without doubt, like many of us, M too has gone thru alot in life, starting at a very tender age of 5, having lost her Mom.
And look at her now everyone, rising up thru life since then, to the high places and paths, leading by example, holding our hand, praying each step along the way, for what Madonna has always wanted, just as we all want, LOVE.
I love her with all that i am. I always have, and without doubt, i know i always will. She means more to me than i yet fully realize, of the depth of love within us all.
Love, Andy
Dribble…..Andy come back in the room youre of topic
Andy ~ Just to clear up any confusion about my earlier remark, I was referring to who you think Paul is, not any of your other negative and UNenlightened comments about calling him a drug addict, etc.. If you and Marco think you are somehow heads above everyone else here, then you two are just lying to yourselves.
From what I’ve observed, when people do address the two of you, they are asking you both to take your endless babblings to your own blogs. If people want to hear it, they know where to find you.
If there is anyone here who thinks the garbage Marco and Andy write day after day is helping or uplifting them or others, then by all means, please come forward in Andy and Marco’s defense.
Alcina …i think were all feeding their ego???
John ~ I agree. It’s a huge display of ego gone mad. Obviously they are both looking for attention otherwise they wouldn’t post hundreds of comments where they talk about themselves ad nauseum or attack anyone that asks them to SU. It’s probably best to just ignore them and scroll.
The importance of Madonna, is of the importance of God’s love, compassion and wisdom, for sake of all souls in the world.
Many are those yet unwise in the world of we who are loving, compassionate and wise, calling us satanic crusaders, seeking our destruction.
It is without doubt, that these individuals are unknowingly and unfortunately yet caught in the snares of the teachings of the forefathers before them, and is why Jesus and i pray to father to forgive them, knowing they know not what they do, of these snares of teachings of the forefathers before them that holds captive their loving heart, mind, body and soul.
There are two front lines in the world;
1/ The Physical Realm
2/ The Mental Realm
It is the world is, has been, and will continue to be.
The way forward for the Eternal Human Being for all eternity is obvious for us to see with clarity, that failing to embrace the most important Truth Wisdom of all, “Crucial Lacking of Desire for God’s Love, Compassion and Wisdom”, is cause for continuation of the way the world yet is, and has been, of these many empty vessels, and snares of our loving compassionate hearts, that have lead and continue to lead astray God’s loving Children, away from their own True Nature, which is exactly like that of Jesus.
The clash of Wisdom vs Ignorance is of both Front lines in the world.
God will win, because of the imbalance of Light over darkness, where darkness unknowingly serves the enlightened ones, Children of the Light of God, by means of the obvious truth, of what not to do.
I know who i am now, a messenger of God, bringing God’s message to ALL God’s Children of the world, including those yet unwise of God’s Love, Compassion and Wisdom, meant for us to know, whom God wants desperately for ALL of us to know, for sake of us, for sake of each other, for sake of the ones yet unborn in the future.
God chooses those who choose God’s Loving Compassionate Wisdom, who like me, come to know fully, the world is yet gripped by the dark forces of blind ignorances, not of God, but of the teachings of the forefathers before us who claimed to know God, who did and do not yet know God, obvious for us to see with clarity everywhere we look, of the many things that are devoid of Love, Compassion, and Wisdom.
Spiritual Life is of all things loving, compassionate and wise.
Spiritual Death is of all things unloving, apathetic, and and so obviously ignorant, such as those who seek our destruction.
God is LOVE.
God is COMPASSION.
God is WISDOM.
We are in step with God, every second of our life, when ever we are LOVING, COMPASSIONATE and WISE, and not found of these things so obviously devoid of God’s Loving Compassionate Wisdom.
Come to your Destiny as i have mine, of God, of each other, of another, for i am saddened when ever one of you is suffering, knowing fully, that things shall come to pass, as the Power of the Love of the ALL, continues to grow and thrive within us ALL.
Give thanks to God for Madonna, for i know, without doubt, she is an instrument of God’s Loving Compassionate Wisdom, leading us all forward into a more loving world for ALL, where indeed, we are becoming more fun loving as each day passes.
~ Kingdom Hearts in the Kingdom of Heaven, each and every one of YOU.
+ Remember, it is not just the ignorance of those who are able to lead us astray, it is also of ourselves that is able to lead us astray from our True Nature.
Choose LOVE.
Choose COMPASSION.
Choose WISDOM.
For when you do, you choose to come to know the True Nature of your Divine True Self.
Fate is of the unwise.
Desitiny is of those who choose to wisdom.
Fortunately there are invisible forces in the world, of the enlightened ones, who are assisting us all in our own transition, providing radiant and bright positive energy, that lights the paths, providing safe passage for the Eternal Human Being, now and for sake of those yet to come, the unborn Children of God, whom Jesus knew one day would become wise, of the core of hope Jesus has for us ALL, and so should all of us always be found of such hope.
+
+ Those who seek to destroy the messenger, know this, you will not become victorious over the truth of the message.
Truth does not fail, and rather it is always we who fail the truth.
These have come to pass, and these things will continue to come to pass.
Let there always be found amoung you those who have become wise, for sake of us ALL. +
Alcina..ok lets ignore thier rants ..positive thougts only Madonna will feel the same x
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:44 am Said:
u have just been informed???erm that “info”was like so last week!!i know that you have suddenly turned over a new leaf and opened up the floodgates..why???artistic integrity??nuthin like an old madonna quote from 20 years ago!!
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:46 am Said:
by the by cheeks dont magically evolve with make up.heads up faker…originality ..NOT.oh why the sudden interest in the “open”door comment policy??crusty??sorry..”m”
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:11 am Said:
Point taken M, with freedom comes responsibility, and indeed, I am still learning to be tact.
But hey, if they are attacking me, and I battle with them, then at least they are not hurting someone else, yes? haha.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:13 am Said:
Paul, you would not know M if she stood and front of you.
haha.
Name all her albums Paul. Ok, name three of her albums….one?
oh man, you really are out of your league…in a league of your own. haha.
That one was for you Rosie.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:15 am Said:
oh dear andy!!remember about delusion???do you see the insanity about thinking still this is madonnna????whenin actuality the blogger said last year it was aParody!!! CAN YA DIG??? oh and youre talking to rosie????umm….how do i say…FOOL??
alcina, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:15 am Said:
Not at all Travis. When I had my cheeks filled, the medical team extracted fat from my arse cheeks. How very dare you back madam!
Yes we are but at least we are aware of it.
Paul ~ “M” doesn’t read the papers or watch television so I’m sure she was just informed of this rumor by one of her staff.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:18 am Said:
alcina….exactly!!she i mean”real’madonna has never blogged nor would she!!she you tubes and thats about it.andy is just sore that at last peopel see his illness as obvious as madonnas implants!!!
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:19 am Said:
ohhh….did you just trash Rosie Paul?
Ohhh…that just earned you a seat in the back row, in another city….oh hell, another country.
hahaha.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:20 am Said:
I warned you Paul, you cast only your self out of heaven.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:21 am Said:
isnt it fab
that’m’ has opened the floodgates???odd but what can one expect??
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:22 am Said:
I warned you Paul, you cast only your self out of heaven.
who said heaven exhists??except ina book written over and over by man?????hmm???and WHO are you to determine that??
more and more you add to yoyr already pregnant banality
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:23 am Said:
Do you think at all from your heart Paul?
alcina, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:24 am Said:
I am overjoyed “M” has bestowed this gift upon us. We cannot abuse it or it shall be taken away.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:24 am Said:
ohhh….did you just trash Rosie Paul?
err when was that???now youre seeing things i see???
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:25 am Said:
Open the flood gates, sure, why not, with an Archangel in the building, light of wisdom reveals with clarity, the condition of all souls present here…and I have to say, you are rather obvious Paul.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:25 am Said:
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:23 am Said:
Do you think at all from your heart Paul?
lordie lord……….heart???im only answering a deluded person ona fake blog so yea theres no”heart”in it…..again…more bad comebacks.this is purely a way to pass some time…and heart has nothing to do withposting on a fake blog
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:26 am Said:
Rosie Paul, the link in the right hand column.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:28 am Said:
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:25 am Said:
Open the flood gates, sure, why not, with an Archangel in the building, light of wisdom reveals with clarity, the condition of all souls present here…and I have to say, you are rather obvious Paul.
now youre an archangel????you see for anyone reading this you look obvious.obviously ill obviously under great stresses to mak esure your self delusions are heard.unfortunately by participating in your illness i am not helping you at all…an di should be all ‘heart”
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:33 am Said:
You shoot your arrows at a target during the night Paul, which you cannot see(blindness of the hypocrit heart).
But hey, no worries, when light comes, and barnishes darkness, then the accomplishments of each person will be clear, as it is thru light(wisdom) that light exists within us, for those who are thirsty.
The greatest folly of life in the world; ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom”.
Sorry Paul, but I have not anything from you yet.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:34 am Said:
~ other than what not to be like…unwise.
Indeed, darkness of ignorance serves the enlightened ones, by means of the truth of what not to be like…unloving.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:37 am Said:
Ya Paul, an archangel with big ass wings.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:37 am Said:
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:38 am Said:
Very very big wings Paul.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:38 am Said:
and silent too.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:39 am Said:
Well, most of the time. I tend to express myself alot.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:41 am Said:
Me ill, Paul?
It is not me who has an illness of the heart Paul.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:41 am Said:
Not sure what illness you have yet Paul.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:44 am Said:
Somedays, I have a bitching time getting in and out of the elevators, and those low hanging branches along the side walks? I should trim the wings I suppose, or maybe hide them like some people do.
Butterfly, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:44 am Said:
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paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:50 am Said:
blindness of the hypocrit heart).
again you use Hypocrite with an e babes….to no use.again you use religeous nonsense to argue a point…very tiring isnt it???dont you tire of your own delusion????what YOU have gotten from me andy is some truisms that with a deluded mind that lives and breathes pop religeouso rhetoric is wasted …….as you keep adding to a long long unbroken ramble…and ramble you do well….my illness????hmm its not mmine thats obvious her is it??????its a fake blogger posing as madonna..a deluded mental case and a blogger that answers him!!so i guess im guilty of adding to the state of a large crazy outpouring.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:52 am Said:
if i thought i was an archangel…well i rest my case..andy is disturbed
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:54 am Said:
Indeed, darkness of ignorance serves the enlightened ones, by means of the truth of what not to be like…unloving.
i dare anyone to unravel that nonsensical drivvle…..u make up your own theology??
Travis, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:55 am Said:
LOL!
Andy, please, enough already. Get help. Now.
It makes no sense to write comment after comment of dull, boring, manic musings.
I believe you have a connection to your God, (not that I care to read constantly about it! Your preaching to the perverted! Start a religion somewhere else, where people will pay to hear your crappy sermons), but you have no connection to the real Madonna.
Get a grip.
There, I tried. My conscience is clear. Game on, moles!
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:55 am Said:
anyhoo..as always ndy u veer off topic….remember when fake madonna refused to have you answering a long line of nonsense off the topic?????
lets see..posting was………cheek implants…are u having fun fake madonna??
Ron, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:26 am Said:
good morning !it´s true as long as we are active in any way and we will feel and look good and everything is cool and about the make up thing well u look good with or without makeup so….
and
חג כשר ושמח!
and
guys i am going off topic here
*off topic
just don´t pay any attention to Andy if once we will all ignore him he will get the message in the hard way lol
NS, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:28 am Said:
You are an inspiration with your health and fitness program and regiment. I personally can not get myself to move faway rom my computer and be active. Most of the people around are not very active and my work does not require a lot of movement. However I do believe that you are doing the right thing.
And now that you are allowing free comments I have no out boundary or out of limits comments. Maybe in the future.
paul, on April 19th, 2008 at 6:06 am Said:
i only wish you would just say…this is not madonna…several of us have already emailed perez!!!hehe watch out sister!!
Andrew Thomas, on April 19th, 2008 at 8:38 am Said:
You look good on the Vanity Fair cover.
Ruty, on April 19th, 2008 at 9:43 am Said:
hey M,
No, u dont look like u were 20 years ago, NO ONE DOES, but its true that i need to get up from my computer and start doing some movments…………….
so -happy Passover.
shalom
Ruty
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:00 am Said:
It boggles my mind how people take delight in wretched bitterness, not question the if the words they speak are from their loving heart or not, of positive or negative Affect + Effect, seemingly without concern or thought at all of the outcome, which for the wise, has no effect on them, having grown strong like a tree along a river bank, and rather, it is the continued derrangement of their own soul, those who spu forth bitterness, seemingly unknowingly of this fact.
~ blind?
Appears to me that they enjoy their bitterness.
Some of you may interpret my words as an offensive attack, instead of thinking with your hearts, that my words are able to help you see and feel with clarity, the goodness of these words which are able to assist you.
Think with an egotistical mouth, and you have learned nothing, and perhaps as much as seek to enlighten, I am left to embrace the truth, that the delight of bitterness is the reality of the fool that chooses to remain imprisoned by dark delight, a snare of their soul they seemingly unknowingly are caught in.
~ loving compassionate wisdom.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:02 am Said:
And so with wings, I desire not to remain…who would? Yuk.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:05 am Said:
Cya, wouldn’t wanna Bya.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:09 am Said:
From now on, I will only speak with those of positive sincere energy, and if the fool wishes to drink from the cup which is sweet, great.
Where ever our heart is, there too is our treasure and our life…at all times.
What we turn towards, we become…at all times.
Turn away from the hypocrit heart, and instead towards the loving compassionate wise heart within us all, with the knowingness of descerning, that it is what comes out of our mouth, that is able to derange us, not what we hear(if you are wise).
~ Wisdom summons ALL.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:14 am Said:
Shalom Aleichem
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:15 am Said:
Forgive me, I am yet a young student always learning.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:19 am Said:
See, I told ya I have abreactions. Gee, i wonder why?
I am loving the music M.
Dancing with you would be so much fun. I just wanna out dance you, a competition of dance moves, out doing one another, and learning from each other, as in, “Hey! Slow down and show me how you did that move!”
And dancing WITH you of course, of love for one another.
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:27 am Said:
We never get chance to be heard as Andy takes over this blog!!!!
NS, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:52 am Said:
If you are gonna go to Dubai then bettter still or also do it in Egypt by the Pyramids or by Luxur or both. At least there you know perhaps over 100000 could attend.
Ron, on April 19th, 2008 at 11:30 am Said:
NS here is a batter idea maybe it will be great if the next tour will be opened or end in the border of Israel Egypt and Jordan i think its a great idea don’t u?
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 12:02 pm Said:
i hope you dont charge the same as last tour ..im poor …x
Marco, on April 19th, 2008 at 12:58 pm Said:
John get a second job .,,If i was Madonna i would be charging three times as much and donating 1/3 to Africa and poverty ,,, lazy ass, get your bucks together and stop relying on Madonna to do it for you and then winge about it, Like she’s only got four minutes i thing she could do with some help !
Dont t you !
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:03 pm Said:
Thats rude…i put her where she is buying everthing from a badge to £200 concert ticket, spanning her 25yrs I’m all spent..cant get a second job all the pollish here in england and the south Afican oh and the asian oh and the muslim oh and the hungarian oh and the jamican have the jobs ???
stan, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:25 pm Said:
I would very much like to implant something between your cheeks so hopefully we can make an appointment some time. Generally speaking, I have no problem kicking ass, however I been have busier than I wanted to be recently at work, (OT payments compensate though), and this has cut into my gym time, however, I am well on my way back to a 400 – 500 lb bench press. Funny that you should be talking about people spending too much time at the computer and some faggy idiot makes 300 comments on it.
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:44 pm Said:
Stan Faggy is so offencesive…please dont usethat word!
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:17 pm Said:
From now on, I am only speaking with M, Marco, and Matt, and others who have a positive attitude.
You can try all you want to cajoule and entice me into your pettiness of hypocrisy heart. Those who approach me in such a way, know this, God sees you as foolish, unwise, wretched, and unloving.
My only objective; to encourage positive open minded discussion, of gentle approach and sincere desire to learn, eleborate, and expand on issues in making the world a more loving place for all. You will not succeed from this day forward, to entice me into your bitter arguements again. It is poison to the soul, an abomination against God and Self of ALL, of spiritual death yet in the world, the cause of one billion children living in poverty.
Every second of life, alters the present and the future for all generations yet to come, in all you do or say.
To the fool; you make a mockery only of your self, when ever you attempt to mock me, obvious for all to see with clarity, the wretched derrangement of your soul which has been unwisely left unattended, of useless absurdity that serves no one, of your own spiritual death.
Spiritual life is of all things loving, compassionate, and wise.
Spiritual death is of all things unloving, apathy, and unwise.
We all have our own beliefs. I am here to share mine with M, in my continued learning, a student of God, no one else.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:24 pm Said:
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
R Shwartzman, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:26 pm Said:
You look like 20 years ago…..great!!! i look like 20 years in future….sooooo i guess i’m older…in that case stop all that nonesence and come to Daddy….just makes me wander…hmmm….no matter what i say or do you say i’m too this or too that…O.K Ma….you win!!!
You are in control!Just want to be with you and our family….i will listen and sing to you every day for eternity..here i say it oficialy…i’ll do anything to be with you and the kids…you are wiser and i have been lightminded and foolish.I will never betray you for another woman as i have in the past.I will dye a widower if i outlive you.
I agree on all conditions and will sign all documents….just want to be with you,,..Puppy please…i am in lOve with you Mama!!!I just want to be able to kiss you and hug you and be near you…
in Love with U,
~BAMBO.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:39 pm Said:
Looks matter not.
How we feel is what matters.
I find the spa it the greatest relaxing thing for me, soothing and, well, a one with the natural state of Self.
Body massages are excellent as well, that anyone can afford, simply by demanding it from your lover, or show them the door. haha.
Baby powders, aromatherapy oils, favorite lotions, all excellent for us, where touching is one of our needs that should be met on a regular consistent basis.
Forget the psycho babble, it just feels awesome, that is more than just about relaxing the body, where the mind is equally effected significantly.
Failing to do so, we fail our Self.
With all the stressors in life(morons), life is smooth sailing when we are feeling great.
Good morning M.
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:43 pm Said:
Andy shut up
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:44 pm Said:
Why write a book on here you can air your thoughts in a few lines…
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:14 pm Said:
haha. That was funny M, of you vaccuming the sofa!
Hey wait a second, what was going on that you need to vacuum the sofa?
I mean…I thought we…what about…is that what i…. i think it means?
You’re hilarious M!!! And I thought I was bad. haha.
glasgowbloke, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:23 pm Said:
Hi M,
I just wanted to write to you to tell you i don’t care about any rumours swirling around you about cheek implants or the like. It’s your amazing songwriting which i have always found so inspiring. Along with your determination to win through despite all obstacles. This is what helped me when my dad died and also helped me to deal with Asperger’s Syndrome. You’ve also helped me to find my own songwriting voice so thank you.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:33 pm Said:
Hey, if the word bisexual represents, gay, straight and lesbian, does that mean i like lesbians too?
i’m bad, i know.
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:41 pm Said:
No Andy ure a knob
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:42 pm Said:
This is Andy me me me me me me me me me me me ………………memememememememememememememememememememememememememememememememeemme
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:48 pm Said:
Forever Young sustain, M
Self we always were, then
wise in how remain, again
Self ‘that’ we prefer, M
~ the word again does not jive.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:52 pm Said:
Forever Young sustain, M
Self we always were, then
wise in how remain, then
Self ‘that’ I prefer, M
ah, there, that’s better.
eric33, on April 19th, 2008 at 4:57 pm Said:
May be Andy didn’t buy 4 mibutes to save the world ! why Andy is not the great artist of this earth ? do a song about…………………………………love !
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:04 pm Said:
day 4 today, and so far 4,000 poems submitted for the poetry contest at VH1.
You should read some of the poems M, to get a sense of people and their thoughts of you.
What a great idea, this contest is, empowering people’s creative side of the brain(i think it is the left side, is it not?).
They say those who dwell more in the left side of brain(creative side) are happy.
Does creativity count when it comes to sex?
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:05 pm Said:
what was i thinking?
John, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:08 pm Said:
oh god andy ure an idiot, blind in your own ignorance of nonsense rambling YOU ARE NOT JESUS NOR ARE YOU A PROPHET get a life man and stop posting so much crap on this post please its ridiculous
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:09 pm Said:
ok, if they develope healthy self esteem while young, they tend to have greater self respect, like practicing safe sex, saying no to drugs and alcohol, attracking healthy partners, and better prepared for their life ahead of them.
Issues of homosexuality are the most difficult for the male teens, where left unaddressed, sees disaster for them.
Love your gay/lesbian friends and family everyone, and you may just save their life.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:11 pm Said:
and yeah, encourage safe sex with friends and family.
Tell them to RESPECT YOUR BODY!!!!!
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:17 pm Said:
The two Johns know the way hehe Andy you’re the weakest link goodbye
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:27 pm Said:
God’s words to the fools who devour each other.
~ You deprive your self of the kingdom, since they love the delight of fire and are slaves of death(spiritual) and rush to deeds of corruption. The cast their own self down into the abyss, afflicted by the compulsion of the bitterness of their bitter(obvious evil devoid of love) nature. And they rejoice in the fire, they love, madness and derangement, because they are fools which pursue derangement, not realizing their madness but thinking they are wise. Fire consumes them, not realizing their fire does not effect the enlightened ones who see with clarity their obvious absurd and useless ignorance of a fool that derange only their own heart and soul, twisting in bitter foul tasting derangement, not knowing nor comprehending the wisdom of those who have become wise, the bitter foolishness of this snare holds their soul captive until the day the desire wisdom which frees the soul.
Only God is able to free the soul utterly and completely.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:32 pm Said:
I am a free soul, not of the bitter ignorant world.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:33 pm Said:
Unknowingly to the fool, my wisdom protects me their wretchedness, not realizing the one who dwells with me.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:34 pm Said:
Unknowingly to the fool, my wisdom protects me from their wretchedness, not realizing the one who dwells with me.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:37 pm Said:
Kelly Smith wrote this poem:
Madonna has taught me so much more
Than what I learned through any school’s door
She taught me to get up on that huge dance floor
Shake what I’ve got and be better than before
john, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:43 pm Said:
Andy no ones listerning… im no god or a profit but i know my mind and im not a sheep you’re a fool!
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:43 pm Said:
l e MU e l wrote this poem;
The $35 in her pocket she will never forget
From the Breakfast Club to a “Material Girl” to the “Queen of Pop” as she was dubbed
She’s like a “Ray of Light” to everyone’s delight
“Like a Virgin”, “Like a Prayer”, like an icon revered everywhere!
~ And yet, although wiser, she is still that girl in NY with $35, am I correct? What happened in NY? God?
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:44 pm Said:
ok, much much wiser, agreed, but….
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:45 pm Said:
Francois Lemieux Says: April 19th, 2008 at 12:31 pm
Madonna Don’t Stop!
You can do what ever you want
Madonna Free bird!
Thank to come on this Earth
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:46 pm Said:
jeannie buxo Says:
April 19th, 2008 at 12:30 pm
She was standing right above me shimming to IMPRESSIVE INSTANT
At that one moment, on stage, I looked up above me and there she was, it felt like time stood still
It was at Roseland in 2000 and now we are 2008
so to win this contest for my birthday 4/20, it would be so great
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:52 pm Said:
I am reading a book Rosie recommended, called Absolutely Brilliant.
Takes me back to self i remember so well. This may sound silly, but I remember laying on my bed alot and starring at the lamp shade on the ceiling. I have the exact same lamp shade as I did growing up, and that same feeling is there when ever I stare at the ceiling.
Gives a whole new meaning to experiential technique, yes? haha.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:58 pm Said:
Keep lining up those gigs. Hit em while it’s hot.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 5:59 pm Said:
the album M…we already know you are hot.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 6:01 pm Said:
Aim for a billion dollars and you will have it. If you aim lower, you will miss the target.
cathy, on April 19th, 2008 at 8:11 pm Said:
madonna:I’m your fan.i must get your new album to support you!
P.s.andy and Paul:both of you are very annoying .Pls shut up!no madonna fans would like to read your rubblish conversation!pls express yourselves on other blog!
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 9:34 pm Said:
I agree Cathy…partly.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 9:37 pm Said:
Speaking of experiential techniques, that is a funky looking hat you are wearing, sitting in the heart shaped wicker chair.
I remember wearing one like it one time. It was too big for my head.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 9:50 pm Said:
Wow! 60 countries! Sure is along way from the few dollars you had while in NYC in the 80s.
Get this, my new job finds me working at a store at the intersection of Maitland and Younge streets. I recall the day I stepped off the bus(one way ticket) to the ghetto, without Troy, a new life, and I walked from this intersection into the heart of the GLBT ghetto, on a beautiful day, seeing the gay guys holding hands and kissing as I made my way to Church st.
Everyday, I start my day at this intersection, as the sun is coming up, and I feel the way I felt that day, getting off the bus, starting a new life. It is such an incredible feeling, I cannot explain it, other than to call it heaven, knowing this is where I would spend the rest of my life.
i know, it is not much of a goal, but it was all I wanted at the time, all that matter in my life, to be free of the mean spirited motherfuckers I left behind. I really was free that day. No boss man, no lover, no concern at all for even the next minute, feeling happy I was surround by the gay guys like me. That was all that mattered.
I loved meeting every single one of them, day after day, week after week, month in, year out.
They all matter to me, equally as important to me as Troy.
And now my day starts with the same feeling of that very first day. Weird eh? How an intersection can have meaning. I guess you could say that video script is that intersection, my cross road of life, a new life, joyous and free, as heard was that very first day without Troy’s hand to hold.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 9:59 pm Said:
I made thru, because of the love and respect we have for each other in the ghetto, although some of these nasty queens I can easily do without. haha.
I knew, that you knew what I came to know about the GLBT community back then, after seeing The Girlie Show down under. That is why I sat and sewed together the outfit, of that special loving feeling we know of our extended family we love, and need. God knows I needed them, and I learned, that they too had some horrible stories of their own, of their religious families kicking them out of the family home, labeling them as deviant. We are not the deviant ones, this I know, Jesus and God know too.
For those who label me religious, I am not religious.
I came to know that I am a true and faithful brother of Jesus, not of any church or religious organization whatsoever. Nor shall I be. Alone with Jesus is my approach with God.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:03 pm Said:
I am not saying those of the church are wrong. What I see is that there is a gap of understanding, when ever they leave the GLBT individuals outside the door. Some do, some don’t. I wish none of them would one day, and instead love their gay/lesbian/bisexual sisters and brothers, sons and daughters.
I know Jesus and God love us. I know. We know, eh Rosie?
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:06 pm Said:
Yep! Every morning at 6:00am, I get my bike and ride down that street to the intersection of that first day. I stand there and just feel for ten minutes or so, with a cup of coffee, and feel the love flow thru me, where indeed, I always want to be found at that interestion, my cross road of life everlasting.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:09 pm Said:
All the job bullshit of lost jobs just melts away, as I embrace that I am supposed to be here every morning, with the knowingness of what I felt that first day, is what matters most in life…LOVE.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:11 pm Said:
We know.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:14 pm Said:
Throw in some music, and everything is perfect.
Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 10:24 pm Said:
It is Saturday, heading off to the DJ booths, memory stick in hand, all the remixes.
I am so loving these remixes, and look forward to the release, as well as the remixes and videos there after.
This is a story that does not end, nor why would anyone want it to end?
Unlike some of you morons here, I sure as hell don’t.
Oh, and for you bashers? Spend time getting to know someone before you push them off a building, ok? They may be someone that needs a friend. Motherfuckers.
That it i quit…you rot in hell u fuckers
congrats Hillary!!!
And Pauly, i am not against anyone. I am against the teachings of the forefathers which continue to grip and snare the souls of many in the world, all these things of ignorance, where at times, including me, i am yet learning on the path i walk with all of YOU…LEARNING what not to do or become like. It is a transformation, transition for us all, growing steadily day after day into LOVE.
Everyone is welcome to think and choose what ever you want. I am not here to sit in judgement of anyone, rather to merely reflect on issues of truth about love, compassion, wisdom, ‘that’ of a hermetical monk, which i am, not
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL.
+
It is not about failing Jesus, failing me, rather is about failing our Divine True SELF, where God is loving compassionate and wise of ALL things…at all times. +
http://lithargoels.blogspot.com/
~ embrace your loving compassionate wisdom from God.
oh damn, how did that word NOT get in there?
haha.
😀 😀
Those who know me, understand fully what i am about, and where to always find me.
She keeps me waiting, anticipating, year after year.
But i know in my heart, she loves me, the same way she loves all of YOU.
Will you marry Me Madonna?
i always wanted to say those words to you Madonna.
i think i say it in all my words, do we not?
😀 😀
Soy loco,
Mucho gusto,
when you do your home work I’ll give you more
Get up on the dance floor?
~ Spiritual Soul Mates!
Always. Always. Always.
😀 😀
i am so loving the new music Madonna!
makes my heart swell up with love!
feels so damn good!
ahhhhhhhhhh, i want to be with her so much!
i guess because we feel we are already together, yes?
ALL is CONNECTED!!!
😀 😀
Candy comes to those that wait!!!
Jesus loves YOU.
Candy comes for those who wait!
hahahaha.
the one is funnier!!!
😀 😀
‘that’
damn, my fingers cannot keep up with my brain.
I’m crazy for you all …my Candy is raw ! xXx
We all have the choice to take the lead or follow…
Devil wouldn’t reconize you is a terrible song, it is so hard and so beautiful i m cryng with this song…
Thats a shame Eric33 i made that song for you ; (
#cries#
;-(((((((((((((((((((((
it is too early to explain…it was very nice to meet you even if it was with a blog, in my dream the more crazy i didn’t think it was possible…i hav the regreat to have lost my boyfriend François who was a really good man in the batle who was not a fuzzy dream ( sorry to take your words), in this time i m very lost…i can say you hav a shity caractère but without you would be not you…but it is not what hav prefered…and i hav expected the album of your husband with your signatur on it ! it was not the see to drink… bisous i go to died
In this world we love ..and are loved, but no love is worth the taking of ones own life…i know you are a strong soul ,and the light is shinning above us all ,keep smiling its all a journey , a new chapter , every day could be a new start…I’m still learning x
God summons us all to reflect apon life, of your own, of others, of Jesus.
Jesus knew God, and Jesus knew God knew Jesus knew.
To give an idea of talking with God;
I know you know i know father, of these many things of descerning, seeing with clarity ‘that’ of all things loving, ‘that’ of partialities of the heart, ‘that’ of the crucial lacking of desire for wisdom in the world, of the seemingly aimless souls who subconsciously are looking for Jesus.
+ i know you know father, that i see what you see father, the lack of wisdom in the world which is cause for all suffering and struggling, lacking in your wisdom father, that you want so desperately for them to know fully and completely, coming to know their True Nature of the Divine True Self of us all father.
Forgive us father as great and numerous are the many negative forces in the world which go against loving compassionate wisdom of so many souls which are snared by the false teachings of the forefathers who claimed they knew God and did not, nor did they truly desire with sincerity to know you father, as i know you.
Great and numerous father are the many loving brothers and sisters in the world now father who have come to know the Loving True Nature of their Divine True Self, even of those who have not sought for you father, they are feeling the truth wisdom of Affect + Effect in their lives, by means of the enlightened ones in the world, with hearts, minds, bodies and souls overflowing with the great abundance of love the flows forth from the Divine True Self within us all, nurturing love, by means of loving, protected by means of wisdom, compassionate by means of means of reflecting thru use of love + wisdom which sees with clarity, the many loving souls of the world yet struggling father, in their approach and embrace of loving compassionate wisdom, able to safe guard the passage of the Eternal Human Being into the future, with ever increasing desire to learning, + ever increasing desire to teach, knowing fully our destiny father.
+
Where’s my coffee!!!!
i cannot spell worth a damn without my coffee!!!
hahaha!
😀 😀
i am a cunt, i know. hahaha!
😀 😀
damn, i am still laughing about that video, funniest one of Madonna so far, of light heartedness, and real sensibility of fun loving souls.
Thank you Guy. Thank you Madonna.
Sorta like when we were kids, with nothing to do all weekend, bored, we sit down, write a script, go film it, having fun every step of the way.
Don’t stop a good thing, as we all need some light hearted, less serious humour, as life is stressful for those of us out here who are….pardon my saying….Surrounded by FUCKING MORONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha!
😀 😀
~ both of you will always have my vote.
feel free to use my words in any script of your choosing.
PLEASE DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. 😀 😀
is that you M? Candy girl?
though so.
😀 😀
Awesome, she is chatting.
i figured if i chatted long enough i could get her to finally get with us all, and it worked.
now chats with everyone, of which the radio stations are loving it.
Fear is a bad thing, although one should always becareful of the FUCKING MORONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha!
😀 😀
+
ah, we are all morons from time to time.
God is compassionate for us at all times, for God knows fully the degree and breadth of which these ignorant snares hold fast the many souls, where it can take a life time to become free.
The Light is exploding now, radiant and bright, unable to be extinguished, because of the solidness of unchallengable truth.
We invite wisdom into our heart, or we don’t.
The speed in which one does, is not something we can wish apon someone to occur instantly, as much as we would like to, however, there are many enlightened works of art, theater, film, music, poetry, that are indeed, sincerity and purity of God’s love, and indeed, once one learns how to read, it is indeed instant, where for me, it is every second of everyday, everywhere i look, of my understanding and descerning of truth in all things as regards the condition of all souls, yet know this, i am still learning as there is a complexity to all of it, the connections of interlocking facets which play off of one another.
I am fearless as a seeker, knowing God is with me, where my concern is only with that of understanding wisdom, unlocking the many mysteries.
i know….some think i am obsessed with it all, but in reality, i fell in love with Jesus, of which i might add, is of the exact same love i have for others, where in moments of feelings of sincerity, in quiet reflection, a gentle breeze, and the all encompassing grace of God surrounds me completely, it is as though, even while in the middle of rush hour traffic in the heart of the financial district, i am like as calm as hell, as though i am standing on a beach somewhere, enjoying the gentleness of the breeze and the warm sunshine, connecting with some of nature in the concrete jungle, of the birds that dwell there.
i look around and i feel an energy pulsing thru me, of exceeding joyfulness all around me, silently reflecting on the sounds i am hearing, distinguishing the sounds, descerning, is it the sound of a snare, or the sound of God’s love thru their voice i hear and see?
~ it’s like ‘that’.
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Pansy, on April 23rd, 2008 at 2:10 pm Said:
i know why they freed the blog, because no one should have to sit and read thru all the negative energy of some of these posts(including mine sometimes)
~ we all have bad hair days Pauly, so i ask, are you like bald or something Pauly?
~ at least my humour is light hearted.
ONLY AN INSANE PSYCHOTIC PERSON KEEPS THIS UP…CONGRTAS FOR SHOWING EXACTLY THAT
AND HELLO??YOU HAV EREPEATED NEARLT VERBATIM PREVIOUS POTS ..YOUJUST TWEAK THEM ROUND
SO THE MORE GOBBLEDEEGOOK THEY ARE..
I DONT KNOW WHYT YOU PERSIST…IE..GET THY OWN BLOG SPACE AND CONVERSE PREACH AND IMPART YOUR”LOVING:WAYS THERE
Raphael, on April 23rd, 2008 at 10:47 pm Said:
is that you M? Candy girl?
though so.
Awesome, she is chatting.
i figured if i chatted long enough i could get her to finally get with us all, and it worked.
now chats with everyone, of which the radio stations are loving it.
Fear is a bad thing, although one should always becareful of the FUCKING MORONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha!
its not madonna…….people hav efound out its a man behind teh blog…warner confirmed it and blogpress are closing it soon
Great and numerous father are the many loving brothers and sisters in the world now father who have come to know the Loving True Nature of their Divine True Self, even of those who have not sought for you father, they are feeling the truth wisdom of Affect + Effect in their lives, by means of the enlightened ones in the world, with hearts, minds, bodies and souls overflowing with the great abundance of love the flows forth from the Divine True Self within us all, nurturing love, by means of loving, protected by means of wisdom, compassionate by means of means of reflecting thru use of love + wisdom which sees with clarity, the many loving souls of the world yet struggling father, in their approach and embrace of loving compassionate wisdom, able to safe guard the passage of the Eternal Human Being into the future, with ever increasing desire to learning, + ever increasing desire to teach, knowing fully our destiny father.
+
INSANE RAMBLING/…..YOU REPEAT REPEAT THE SAME GARBAGE…RHETORIC O FTHE INSANE PALETTE
Alcina, on April 23rd, 2008 at 3:06 pm Said:
Andy ~ Just to clear up any confusion about my earlier remark, I was referring to who you think Paul is, not any of your other negative and UNenlightened comments about calling him a drug addict, etc.. If you and Marco think you are somehow heads above everyone else here, then you two are just lying to yourselves.
From what I’ve observed, when people do address the two of you, they are asking you both to take your endless babblings to your own blogs. If people want to hear it, they know where to find you.
If there is anyone here who thinks the garbage Marco and Andy write day after day is helping or uplifting them or others, then by all means, please come forward in Andy and Marco’s defense.
THANK YOU ..WELL SAID
+
if it’s ok with you, i would rather walk along side of YOU, rather than lead or follow, and yet leading in collaboration.
here’s the thing, as a humble student of God’s love, i know fully and completely, i shall always be a humble student of God’s love, without question or doubt, ‘that’ will not change, much like a student feels entering into a 7 year university program to become a doctor. There is no other way than to be humble in class as a student listening and learning from the teacher, yes?
with ‘that’ said, i embrace the truth, that we are all humble students(although some are unfortunately for their own sake, not very humble, as much as i wish they would be, sad for their snares they do not see), and no matter where on the spectrum others may be, my attention is not with descerning of where, and rather with knowing how light works, shining at all times, living a loving life that naturally leads by example for all to see, leaving others with one question, “What the fuck is wrong with those two!!!”
hahaha.
ok, not quite there, of what my destiny is, of my own transition and transformation of restoration of the True Nature of my Divine True Self, the one i always was, fearless, insane with great fun, doing what ever, eternally spontaneous, working not so much at what ever, but with what i feel inside, like an artist, expressing the feeling.
here is the interesting part, we all do, either knowingly or unknowingly, where everyone is at a different growth level and, keep in mind, rate of growth.
I love seeing those who are loving everywhere i look, connecting with them instantly, like i did when i first stepped of the bus, a one way ticket into my life everlasting. i knew that day, i was walking into Heaven, with the Kingdom Hearts of all my loving brothers and sister all around me, of exceeding joyful tears, on a bright and beautiful day, i have stayed all these years, decades now.
Leave? Not possible.
So if you wanna get with me, i am over here.
hahaha!
not really, but i always want to be found among their love for one another, my loving GLBT brothers and sisters, and yes, Madonna has been our sister for decades now, and is Affect + Effect of us ALL, of the love we ALL feel for one another.
although i must say, “I love her the most, because i want to be with someone fun loving like she is, all the time, every second of every day.”
You are so lucky Guy, to have someone like her as your loving wife. You are Blessed Guy.
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Candy Girl, on April 23rd, 2008 at 8:26 pm Said:
In this world we love ..and are loved, but no love is worth the taking of ones own life…i know you are a strong soul ,and the light is shinning above us all ,keep smiling its all a journey , a new chapter , every day could be a new start…I’m still learning x
YOU ARE JUST AS SICK….YOURE JUST FEEDING AN ALREADY SICK PERSON…SO YOURE MADONNA NOW??YOUDONT EVEN USE TEH SAM ELANGUAGE…IDIDOT
I HAV ETHE DISTINCT FEELING NADY IS JUST GETTING WORSE
POSTING AS CANDY GIRL
RAPHAEL
AND PANSY
SICK TWISTED SOUL
Candy Girl, on April 23rd, 2008 at 7:35 pm Said:
Thats a shame Eric33 i made that song for you ; (
#cries#
sick fuktard…andys fabulous words..guess what??blog is being looked into…by warner/…
Candy Floss, on April 23rd, 2008 at 5:07 pm Said:
Soy loco,
Mucho gusto,
when you do your home work I’ll give you more
Get up on the dance floor?
Well i can say this…the nut case behind this blog has also veered off the meds….no w”candy”has bestowed “her”wisdom..lol
andy
raphael whatever you are
get help
seriously
as alcin asaid no one is daring to even come to your defense
Give thanks to God for Madonna, for i know, without doubt, she is an instrument of God’s Loving Compassionate Wisdom, leading us all forward into a more loving world for ALL, where indeed, we are becoming more fun loving as each day passes.
~ Kingdom Hearts in the Kingdom of Heaven, each and every one of YOU.
ANDY…..GIVE THANKS TO MADONNA????AR EYOU ACTUALLY BEING REAL OR JUST POSING AS INSANE/?EITHER ONE YOURE INSANE
eric33, on April 23rd, 2008 at 8:19 pm Said:
it is too early to explain…it was very nice to meet you even if it was with a blog, in my dream the more crazy i didn’t think it was possible…i hav the regreat to have lost my boyfriend François who was a really good man in the batle who was not a fuzzy dream ( sorry to take your words), in this time i m very lost…i can say you hav a shity caractère but without you would be not you…but it is not what hav prefered…and i hav expected the album of your husband with your signatur on it ! it was not the see to drink… bisous i go to died
SO NOW ERCI JOINS THE MADNESS..QUELLE HORRUER!!!
Yes Andy,
Pauly is Ms Bitch he posted a comment on my blog as Ms Bitch which was identical to a comment posted here as Paul, Ms Bitch/Pauly … is a very bitter and twisted negative person, like one of those reptile Lizards that adorn the outside walls of the Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris.. A fallen Angel. a servant of Satan sent to spead fear and evil in a vain attempt to challenge the enlightened one’s, actually he only further assists the light by showing such a vile and repulsive persona and how not to be.
and Alcina is Ms Bitch/Pauly partner in crime, they are disgrundled because the Author of this post claimed at some point not to be Madonna so they became bitter and twisted and started their own madonna fan blog’s that just post negative media comment’s on Madonna such as her marriage is in tatter’s ext.. and ie: mediocretravis who ask’s people not to post link’s on his blog that have virus attatched but cannot seem to stop it occuring, so if you click on the link’s you often find there is a computer virus attatched.. there all infected ha shallow negative and exisit only in the physical relm, and the definition of ..Mediocre —“Moderate to inferior in quality” say’s it all really
lalaaaa marco how is not negative to follow this line of thought??just becuase someone disagrees with you you think they are satans spawn?>>?guess what babe..no one agrees with you …except
andy
andy as raphael pansy an dcandy girl
if you cannot se eyour own sad delusions dont blame me for seeing that youre fuked…eh??sorry but your ignorance is astoundinly bright
you remind me of a very dark person hiding behind righteousness.
so im a lizard???who is ms bitch???
sorry but who is raphael then??
an added persona
sorry hun i dont se ehow your words are positive
so you looked up notre dame??good on u
lizard??/hehe oh you are amusing
you remind me of a fundamentalist
dangerous venomus
and you espouse such filth that has been used against the lgbt even as we speak..
who is negative??
not i
all i have done is show you both fo rthe idiots and reckless religeous rhetoric
youcant stand it
so you resort to banal rhetoric
ie..that im evil etc
as i said i have christian friends an dthey looked at what both of you rite and could not evenfathom teh depth of your nonsensical dribbling
a fallen angel?????did you think of that all yourself babe??as i said and alcina and amny others
GET THY OWN SITE AN DBLOG THERE
marco….you actually need lots of help yourself….negative””physical plane???lol..yea an dwhere art thou??? obviously high hun….there i sno virus…yep perez hilton puts crap on people..celebs too..is he of satan???god marco you rave lunacy
you cannot argue properly or intelligently
i often see people like you.dumb abd void turning to religeon to justify everything..
you cant stand the fact i have caught you both out at a negative idiotic mindless
sometimes blind vitriolic religeous mumbo jumbo
you cant argue properly
all you do is quote pop bible scripture..even that..badly crafted
because the Author of this post claimed at some point not to be Madonna so they became bitter and twisted and started their own madonna fan blog’s that just post negative media comment’s on Madonna such as her marriage is in tatter’s ext
GET THY FACTS STRAIGHT……..THE AUTHOR OF THIS BLOG…ON BLOGGER DID INDEED SAY THAT IT WAS A PARODY
WHO LOOKS FOOLISH WHEN THEY CANNOT EVEN ARGUE WITH INTELLIGENCE??WHJY SO INDIGNANT??
YE Pauly/Ms bitch,
as you have said repeatedly;
“all i have done is show you both fo rthe idiots and reckless religeous rhetoric”
like like to show people you do not agree with their opinion, and you also fail to express your own ..
Do you have an opinion Ms Bitch ? other than habitual objectivness.
I REMAIN AMUSED AT THE AMASING IGNORANCE AND MADNESS BY YOU AND ANDY
RAPHAEL
CANDY ETC…
SO AS I HAVE SAID KEEP THE BLTHERING MUMBO JUMBO GOING..NO ONE IS WATCHING OR LISTENING…OR DEFENDING EITHER OF YOU’
‘YOU LIVE OBVIOUSLY IN SOME STRATOSPHERE OF LUNACY .
OFTEN DELUSIONAL PEOPLE USE RELIGEON AN DCLAIM THEY RE SELF IMPORTANT ETC…
ITS VERY PLAIN.
goodbye…Ms Bitch/Pauly
goodbye….
i have to go to Mass the Pope is waiting for me im his alter boy today… i’ll ask the Pope to pray for your soul.. did’nt you know i know the Pope as Well we often meet up and talk to God about people like you and how best to save you from the grip of the devil …
True i know the Pope also ..
habitual objectiveness???sorry doesnt make sense
i hav estated my opinion
marco i dont know why you bother .really .and sorry who is ms bitch??maybe she just agrees with me??
whatever the case andy seems to have at least 4 pesonalities..how can you not see the stuff he says is not actually quite nuts??anyone else can??
sorry this is all quite over the top
why dontyou an dandy transfer to aother blog .
one that wont be closed down soon??
God Bless you Ms Bitch/Pauly
marco
my nameis paul. be respectfull at least in part.can you at least feign that??
dear me the Pope just kicked me out of the church , he found out i was an Athiest..
maybe i join the buddhists monks in Tabet…
Andy, can you shave my head.. for me i’m becoming a monk.. they said Jesus spent his lost year’s with the monk’s maybe i’ll learn something.. since im a an expelled christian now
thanks marco i dont need want or indeed have aske dfor your or”god’s”blessing many thanks
we all have our faiths babe.dontpresume you hav ethe monopoly on it
TIBET!! spell it right
yes even the pope recognises other peoples religeons.funny that..anyhoo arent we way off cheek implant topic????700 comments later..
oh dear..marco shows signs of flippancy….hmm well its a lovely day out!! im off to actually enjoy the day marco..hows melb Weather babes??
The sun’s out, its warm and the fog has lifted .. so to speak
+ Hi Marco.
Remember what i said Marco. Do not engage in conversation or thought of those who are bitter.
It effects the soul of the Divine True Self within us.
Even thinking bitter of another is wrong. I am not about judging them, rather is see it for what it TRULY is Marco, the unwise teachings of the forefathers, snaring their souls Marco.
You must come to see the absolute truth of what i am saying, for truly i tell you Marco, indeed it is the truth of these many souls snared by unwise teachings, not of their fault.
The way out is difficult for some Marco, where enlightenment of the Power of the ALL, is needed for many of them, to be released from the dark and heavey bitterness which weighs apon their soul.
Remember, you must wise to not engage with them, unless you grounded in the ability to not hate anything about them, and see clearly the truth of what i am telling you, of the teachings. For we are to think ill of anyone, unless they threaten to destroy us physically, where it judgement of theirs first, against we who are loving, defensive judgement of us second, only in response of the loving protecting of our Divine True Self and Self of others, our loving brothers and sisters.
Greatest of important, is to know that we are not to think ill of others…AT ALL TIMES.
This takes great practice in order to achieve, but is possible. When one does, you will feel God’s presence with you, ‘that’ of Jesus, and the all encompassion grace and wisdom that comes with it, always in remembrance that we are not to think ill of another.
Why?
Because that is how Jesus thinks and feels.
And that is who we too are also able to think and feel.
Jesus knew this of everyone, yet he also knew the great depth of difficulty for one to fully embrace these words i speak with Marco.
Again, as reassurance, i tell you the truth, we are not to think ill of anyone, lest their bitterness enters us, and we are pulled down with them into the depths of Tartaros.
Remember, they will be saved, by means of the Power of the ALL. However, going it alone with them, can leave us feeling their bitter derangement, able to twist our loving souls around their falseness of heart, which is not from the loving true self within them, and rather from the ill teachings of the mind, which is and becomes the illness of their hearts as well, twisting their souls.
I love you Marco, and i ask that you pay heed to my wisdom, able to nurture and protect you from all harm of this world, able to protect all souls, and will eventually.
Indeed it is always a journey, apon the path with one another that we walk side by side, towards the loving future that awaits us all, kingdom hearts of the kingdom of heaven which surrounds us.
Remember our pact, and the strength between two loving souls.
Silently practice this, and you will see conclusively the meaning of these words. Silently stand in stillness and grace with them, and listen. Concentrate and focus on what comes forth from them Marco, silently listening and descern the truth, are they words of the unwise false teachings of the forefathers they speak?
Unfortunately for the many souls, mostly it is.
Fortunately for the many souls, are we who are loving enlightened souls, like Madonna, who shine radiant and bright, of God’s wisdom and depth of love, of Jesus, of us, for Jesus, for us, for each other, for another, however, there is great darkness in the world that thrives in the heart and mind of many souls yet snared.
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Yep!
It is ms bitch.
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I do not read her posts, in the same way she is unable to read mine.
it boggles my mind how bitter and twisted a soul can become, where purity of truth escapes their comprehension, indicative of the heavey bitterness of ignorance that has taken hold of their once loving soul, where indeed, preference of delightfulness of the hypocrit heart, is where the words spu forth from, not their loving heart, which seems almost none existent.
I am like, is ‘that’ really possible?
I cannot save them alone Marco, nor can you, nor should you attempt to do so, for they are of the last who will enter, where in such a time does come, in great despair they will recoil at the sight of their own wretched derangement.
In time, all souls eventually enter, but many will be last to be restored to their original state.
It is also a growth process as well, of many miles, and many years for some…even decades.
Sadly, some do not make the journey, and fate of their unwiseness does sometimes end in tragedy. One only needs to watch or read the news of the fate of the unwise, such as the disasterous effects of alcohol and drugs.
I am compassionate for ALL, however, i am also wise not to engage them, knowing the condition of the soul of some, require the power of the love of the all to assist.
And Madonna’s music of course.
Let’s not forget who’s blog this belongs to….beside me of course Marco, and YOU.
~ actually it belongs to everyone, and for good reason…for sake of all souls.
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i will get crowded in here eventually, of thousands of people per hour.
Yes Grasshopper, you are becoming vairy wise indeed, for you are able to fully embrace and see one of the greatest truth wisdoms Grasshopper, of how darkness is serves you.
Enough for one day Grasshopper, you have done well.
😀 😀
Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris? Really? It has lizards on it?
😀 😀
hmmm…looks like you and i are joined for life Marco.
at the hips of course! haha.
😀 😀
what? i always have to have some sexuality some where, as i am sexual.
thank God for ‘that’!!!
😀 😀
hey paul, i tried to make andy see that his comments are ridiculous etc about 4 months ago now and he still goes on and on and on
andy and marco you are absolute arseholes, how dare you talk like this and ruin this blog whether its fake or not its about fans getting together to chat bout madge but you guys are just ruining it all, how can you not see you are ridiculous?? because you are not well, sick and delusioned.
please please please FUCK OFF AND STOP RUINING THIS!
Turn towards you loving heart Pauly/msbitch.
what you turn towards you become…at all times.
Where your heart is, there too is your treasure and your life…at all times.
For sake of your True Nature, of your original state, peaceful and loving by nature, turn towards your loving feelings, lest you be last to enter.
Love is so much better feeling than useless hate Pauly.
It is up to all souls to decide their own fate or destiny.
I know my destiny is with God, who is always with me, every second now, i feel his grace, everywhere i go.
So much so, more than before, i know fully and completely, my chosen destiny, that of my heart, mind, body and soul.
If someone told me years ago, I would be with God in the last years of my life as a hermetical monk, i would not have believed them, and certainly not all the painful events that would come, so overwhelming, it would change a person for ever…did…and does.
were just chatting John, of wisdom.
why not say something positive and enlightening John…after all, Madonna is here with us, and wants to hear words of love, as she is loving all the time John, 24/7.
Trust me John, anything other than love, she don’t want to hear it….who does? duh!
at least we are positive, loving and enlightened in our words, and entertaining sometimes John!
i really like the lizard comment Marco! cracked me up something aweful!!!
ooppppsss….forgive me father.
~ constructive critism for those who embrace the precious time that one takes with them to offer words which are good for them.
~ why say anything unloving, or unwise? yuk.
darling deluded multiple pesonality disorder
andy/pansy /raphael
candy
john sees you as well..not well.simple
not just myself sweetness
if i lived my life thinking a su do i would have just committed myself
guess what babe..this isnt about hate
lol
its about arguing with a very sick puppy.
you sit there and rant about me hating!
as i have stated thats all you can muster
some banal rhetoric to justify your own feeble minded reigeous banter
which is archaic and just rants.
u repeat them over an dover
and to whom??
as for ;love..many false peopl ehide behind that concept
ya lost me at “ignorant beasts and the gallon drum body”in a sane world your words and thoughts would be seen as quite mad.
and cerifiably unhealthy
who knows who you are?but you showed a very ugly side when you talked of justifiable murder an dhate to innocent iraqi women and children
everyone sees it except you
if you an dmarco ar eso into being “heard”set up a viable self righteous blog and preach to teh perverted
erm still deluded andy
madona is nowhere near here or near you
john merely points out youre quite nuts as most are doing
youre outnumbered
what will you do?
i know..keep it up
keep the utter bilgewater you dribble going
for that is not constructive nor is it love or light!!
if you seriously think madonna is some immortal soul that is a deity ….get help!!im sure if indeed she were to ever ever read your tripe sh ewould laugh her arse
off..how mausing..lizard..
ilove it…lizards are cool….
John ~ I apologize for this…I just have to respond to Marco. When someone tells lies about me and my friends then it is necessary to set the record straight. After this I will do my best to stay away from this toxic blog. The author of the blog should rename it “Andy’s Rantings” because that is what it has become.
Marco ~ There is nothing the least bit twisted about saying that this is not the real Madonna’s Blog. It is not said from a place of bitterness. It’s the truth. The real Madonna does not have a blog. And if you were truly spiritually minded then you wouldn’t be sitting on this blog spreading lies about other people. You said we started our own Madonna fan blogs. I don’t have a Madonna fan blog, neither does Paul or Travis, nor have we EVER had Madonna fan blogs. And when have any of the three of us ever said anything about Madonna’s marriage being in tatters? I don’t know Madonna so how would I know about the state of her marriage? I’ve never said any such thing and I’ve never heard Paul or Travis say anything about her marriage either. You’re just making up crap because you can’t argue your point of view intelligently. And as far as Travis linking people to sites that infect people’s computers with viruses, that is nothing but ANOTHER bold faced lie. I’ll let him know that your spineless weasel self is sitting over here telling lies about him. Just because the majority of people don’t sit on a fake Madonna Blog all day long and spout off a bunch of religious mumbo jumbo and shove their spiritual beliefs down everyone’s throats does in no way make them only aware of the physical realm or take away from their own spiritual beliefs. You have your head so far up your arse you can’t see anything but your own sphincter. You’re a spiritual FAKE and a LIAR Marco. Your behavior has proven that to be true.
andy
goodness knows i dont want
or need your hideous brand of self righteousness..darkness behind your words..
+ LOVE is the only thing + value in LIFE +
+ no one asked you to read any of the words of Jesus, which is what my word are. You are all responisible for your the fate of destiny of your own soul. Failing to wake up to the truth, will leave you to the fate of the teachings of the forefathers, not of my destiny with God’s love. +
+ LOVE. COMPASSION. WISDOM +
+ God summons us ALL. +
+ 800 comments? If you feel it, it must be real then. I am ready to go go go!!!
Are you ready to go dancing?
😀 😀
+
+ Unfortunately, Heaven and Hell collide here in the Kingdom of Heaven, of Kingdom Hearts yet struggling with the false teachings of the forefathers.
So obvious to see everywhere we look.
+
+ keep it up. keep it up. don’t be afraid…Madonna. +
What round is this ?
And who is winning.. so far i’ve been called a lier. delusional, a fundamenalist christian .. self righteous.. dark .. spiritual fake….
anyone want to nail me to the cross ? i mean i deserve it really .. dont i .. ? i’ve been such a bad person ..
wait before you crucify me,, can i at least have sex with Andy first.
Marco,
If you supply the nails, I’ll happily do the nailing, arsehole!
I have never linked people to sites with computer virus’s, as you so boldly stated. So you obviously are a liar. (Thanks for letting me know Alcina, and for setting the record straight.)
I really couldn’t be bothered with either of you mental freaks. I genuinely hope that you both get help you so obviously need.
There is much I feel the need to say to you both. But anything anyone says, simply falls on deaf ears.
So please, Marco, go and have sex with Andy, (It may shut him up for 2 pleasure filled minutes), then get up on the cross. You can be the “Fake Madonna Blog’s” first martyr.
you win
Mr moderate to inferior in quality – Travis
MediocreTravis.blogspot.com
i have known travis fo ryears marco…..the blog of his is witty fun and REAL. i wil defend him to the hilt.you attack people an dwith LIES. he is funny an hardly inferior.does it make you FEEL better coming indone and unintelligently attacking????yep go out and have sex with andy
raphael and candy and whoever he is at any given moment..
alcina and travis are right.
nothing gets through
you cant argue intelligently..:mediocre”was set up as fun and real
REAL
unlik ethsi blog…
whts toxic is the fact this exhists at all…..candy???ya there ashole??finish this shit..
Denial is the refusal to acknowledge the existence or severity of unpleasant external realities or internal thoughts and feelings.
Theory of denial
In psychology, denial is a concept originating with the psychodynamic theories of Sigmund Freud. According to Freud, three mental dynamics, or motivating forces, influence human behavior: the id, ego, and superego. The id consists of basic survival instincts and what Freud believed to be the two dominant human drives: sex and aggression. If the id were the only influence on behavior, humans would exclusively seek to increase pleasure, decrease pain, and achieve immediate gratification of desires. The ego consists of logical and rational thinking. It enables humans to analyze the realistic risks and benefits of a situation, to tolerate some pain for future profit, and to consider alternatives to the impulse-driven behavior of the id. The superego consists of moralistic standards and forms the basis of the conscience. Although the superego is essential to a sense of right and wrong, it can also include extreme, unrealistic ideas about what one should and should not do.
These three forces all have different goals (id, pleasure; ego, reality; superego, morality) and continually strive for dominance, resulting in internal conflict. This conflict produces anxiety. The ego, which functions as a mediator between the two extremes of the id and the superego, attempts to reduce this anxiety by using defense mechanisms. Defense mechanisms are indirect ways of dealing or coping with anxiety, such as explaining problems away or blaming others for problems. Denial is one of many defense mechanisms. It entails ignoring or refusing to believe an unpleasant reality. Defense mechanisms protect one’s psychological wellbeing in traumatic situations, or in any situation that produces anxiety or conflict. However, they do not resolve the anxiety-producing situation and, if overused, can lead to psychological disorders. Although Freud’s model of the id, ego, and superego is not emphasized by most psychologists today, defense mechanisms are still regarded as potentially maladaptive behavioral patterns that may lead to psychological disorders.
Examples of denial
Death is a common occasion for denial. When someone learns of the sudden, unexpected death of a loved one, at first he or she may not be able to accept the reality of this loss. The initial denial protects that person from the emotional shock and intense grief that often accompanies news of death. Chronic or terminal illnesses also encourage denial. People with such illnesses may think, “It’s not so bad; I’ll get over it,” and refuse to make any lifestyle changes.
Denial can also apply to internal thoughts and feelings. For instance, some children are taught that anger is wrong in any situation. As adults, if these individuals experience feelings of anger, they are likely to deny their feelings to others. Cultural standards and expectations can encourage denial of subjective experience. Men who belong to cultures with extreme notions of masculinity may view fear as a sign of weakness and deny internal feelings of fear. The Chinese culture is thought to discourage the acknowledgment of mental illness, resulting in individuals denying their psychological symptoms and often developing physical symptoms instead.
Certain personality disorders tend to be characterized by denial more than others. For example, those with narcissistic personality disorder deny information that suggests they are not perfect. Antisocial behavior is characterized by denial of the harm done to others (such as with sexual offenders or substance abusers).
Denial can also be exhibited on a large scale— among groups, cultures, or even nations. Lucy Bregman gives an example of national denial of imminent mortality in the 1950s: school children participated in drills in which they hid under desks in preparation for atomic attacks. Another example of large-scale denial is the recent assertion by some that the World War II Holocaust never occurred.
Treatment of denial
Denial is treated differently in different types of therapy. In psychoanalytic therapy, denial is regarded as an obstacle to progress that must eventually be confronted and interpreted. Timing is important, however. Psychoanalytic therapists wait until clients appear emotionally ready or have some degree of insight into their problems before confronting them. In the humanistic and existential therapies, denial is considered the framework by which clients understand their world. Not directly confronting denial, therapists assist clients in exploring their world view and considering alternative ways of being. In cognitive-behavioral therapies, denial is not regarded as an important phenomenon. Rather, denial would suggest that an individual has not learned the appropriate behaviors to cope with a stressful situation. Therapists assist individuals in examining their current thoughts and behaviors and devising strategic ways to make changes.
Traditional treatment programs for substance abuse and other addictions view denial as a central theme. Such programs teach that in order to overcome addiction, one must admit to being an alcoholic or addict. Those who are unable to accept such labels are informed they are in denial. Even when the labels are accepted, individuals are still considered to be in denial if they do not acknowledge the severity of their addictions. From this perspective, progress cannot be made until individuals recognize the extent of their denial and work toward acceptance. However, there is much controversy in the field of addictions regarding the role of denial and how it should be addressed. Traditional programs stress direct confrontation. Other professionals do not insist on the acceptance of labels. They believe that denial should be worked through more subtly, empathically focusing on the personal reasons surrounding denial and seeking to strengthen the desire to change. This subtle form of addressing denial is known as motivational enhancement therapy, and can be used with other types of disorders as well.
COURTESY OF CRUSTY CONNIE ..FAKE MADONNA??THIS COULD BE ASCRIBED TO ANDY AND MARCO COMBINED AND FAKEM
MAYBE TEH AUTHOR IS A DISGRACED PSYCHOANALYST DOING SOEM MAD EXPERIMENT IN MASS PSYCHOLOGY..IE MASS DELUSION…WELL ARE YA HAVING FUN AUTHOR???
Andy
Pictures of the Fallen Angel’s and Winged serpent beast’s those lizard gargoyles i was talking about on the Notre Dame Catherdral in Paris at this url http://images.google.com.au/images?hl=en&rlz=&q=notre+dame+gargoyles&um=1&ie=UTF-8
See any familiar faces ?
yes…..you!!! if ya gonna play stupid judgmental crap
paranoia , judgement, hatred , anger = fear
let there be light..
God !
well said marco…im glad youre looking at how youre both behaving………god is a concept..its your beleif why dpo you feel the needto preach??and badly at that
im not afrid of anything..except ignorance in people like you who as gay men should know better than to use the very religeon the wolsboro church is using against us right now..using god to justify hatred….nes pas??parlez vous sense??
Hey you guys…After you’ve done your home work…clean up after yourself…put the kids to bed then dance your arse off xXx
youre using a beleif structure to preach judge and hide behind it….and conveniently preach”love”and “light”meanwhile you both curse and use hatred ..and its blind ignoarnce and self justification…ALL you both can do is answer with it..again
and again
a lot of people on here are in teh same thought as me…so it cannot b ejust me .gargoyles an dlizards
hmm
ok th emiddle ages.the churchused any means to keep power
and keep fear in place
for teh common people
so..it invented beasts to adorn churches and facades
the church used any means to keep power an dfear was a tool…a simple simple tool.designed for very small minds and they bought it.anyone with intelligence would know that.
teh concept of satan was also man made…fallen angels etc.concepts whatever you beleive ..do so.
there is no need to be so arrogant.
i can embrace many ideas and concepts
i choose however to do it with sense and some degree of intelligence
topersue this is what??
what are you acieveing???
im sorry marco but this isnt a “war”that you and andy are righteously fighting
let him beleiv ein his delusion.
get healthy friends.
on thsi plane….not some insane person on cyber space
anyone with a modicum of sense sees the wisdom of this.
if you cannot see the madness herein
in his statements then well
nothing more to be said.
except mindless rhetoric
like
LOVE=WISDOM=AFFEC-effect
what do these odd random vague thigs mean if anything??
ill tell you.nothing niente.niks.
just his brand of folly.do yourself a favour and stop this toxicity already
my godess youlive inmelb…so much to see and do….st kilda pahran….soo much
get out there
preston markets.
i know myself this is toxic.it gets nowehere
enjoy melb and maybe lets stop attacking and being sensible
im sure my words fall on deaf ears
Candy Girl, on April 24th, 2008 at 6:25 am Said:
Hey you guys…After you’ve done your home work…clean up after yourself…put the kids to bed then dance your arse off xXx
HEY so called “candy”can i be what youre on????lithium???what???
must be fun fun fun!!
i surrender ….
im off to listen to american life an dbedtime stories..two great albums….at least real madonna is against the war in iraq….love that american life clip…..very controversial..
nice one maybe you should listen to “Ray of Light” as well
lets hope some truth comes out soon……….and we will all find out once and for all….if this was madonnas blog why isnt it known across all her fan sites??/simple deduction.wouldnt have perez hilton have siad it by now???
“hmm was that a hint??”lol” yes i love “ray of light”unfortunately not in the way youre intimating it however..i saw the “light”when i turned my lamp on just now…
I think she did a good job…not!
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=yb9VWpFZM0k
its fabulous.
I had an experience today.
I was chatting with someone about how Jesus spoke with God, and how it was possible that God spoke with Jesus.
I said, “Jesus knew God existed, from certain experiences which convinced Jesus. Jesus spoke to God knowing fully that God was there. God knew Jesus knew with 100% certainty, where Jesus had surrendered and chosen God as his teacher.”
I started raising my arms up ever so slowly, with exceeding grace while continuing to speak, saying, “So how did Jesus know it was God speaking with him? Jesus would enter into conversation with God, with a complete feeling knowing God was there, and Jesus knew this, because when ever Jesus entered into the sincerity and purity of heart and mind while speaking with God, a gust of wind would sometimes come up.
~ my arms now raised nearly shoulder high by this point, when just as i said a gust of wind, guess what happened? + a gust of wind came up +
😀 😀
and no it was not from me farting M! hahaha!
~ it freaked the poor guy out, as i saw the light shine forth from his his eyes(soul).
Awesome eh? 😀 😀
Good morning M.
i don’t know what is happening to me. i get this sorta thing everday.
i travel in stillness?
Wanted to share my Secret shop…its sticky and sweet!! Dont eat too much ..if you do get your arse to the Gym xXx
http://pennysweetshop.com/index.htm
+
i am not afraid any more of those who approach, not able to ignite fire within me, instead seeing what i see, the truth.
i used to be afraid, thinking i was losing my mind, as this started along time ago, when i was 12 years old, and so i am no longer afraid of others thinking i am nuts(unless they think Cadbury nuts)…could not resist that one! haha.
it is a pure spiritual feeling that completely comes over me, that is light of spirit, joyful, free of absurd doubt, of purity of true self…i love it.
Sometimes negative people will approach me in the physical realm, with nasty negative energy, as i descern the condition of their soul, and i see almost like a dark spirit within them that is snaring their loving soul. I have learned how to calm them with grace, and the spirit leaves them, releasing their gentle loving self.
There are things that happen during these moments as well, where the dark spirit sense me, without even looking at them…it is a haunting feeling, like that of a haunted house kinda thing, which i don’t mind. As a kid i liked scary haunted monster movies.
+
The dark spirits seem to be afraid of me, as i sense their presence, while i am in complete stillness.
i am off for my five mile bike run.
biking really liberates the soul, a carefreeness i recall as a kid sensibility, but you have to bike many miles to gain the feeling, and do it daily as it grows with consistency, where i cannot wait to go biking, of the same enthusiasm while growing up…i love how i feel today…it is so incredible, just like i always used, no fears, no anxieties anymore..gone!
😀 😀
i know you know what i mean M, what with your awesome workouts. Feels Awesome yes?!!!!!
😀 😀
ya, i guess you could say i love Jesus abit.
I love talking about him with people, and see the love they to feel in my talks about Jesus. May have cryed of the stories i tell them, which moves me to see their loving soul. i just talk to strangers mostly, and some friends i like to annoy as well.
She loves me ya, ya, ya.
LOVE LOVE LOVE.
makes one spin, yes?
swimming in love is where it’s at…awesome!
No. Extraordinary and Wonderous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
how is it thayt only you and you alone see darkness??and how prey tell that everyone that disagrees with you is dark and evil and just plain
out of your realm of sweetness delusion and utter insanity…from every post i read thus far tonight……i have read nothing but odd psychosise…yes andy…whya re you posting as various identities…..??why are you not seeking help???
seriously all you can do is tell all such utter nonsense..and only answer with hyperbole an dcryptic religeous mumbo jumbo…
and who are you talkin to???you are postng!!not to “m”youre not in coversation……
ya know what.you have shown such madness..how do you come up withsuch drivvle??
from the military
to scholar
author
and god knows what…you seem endowed with multiple personaities stories
and deaths..
all your stories..pure fiction…maybe some truth but very little no doubt
iits not darkness that senses you.
its your own sickness staring right back..you see i have taken a miror to you and u rail heartily against it…
you are crazy..
no doubt you will just carry on with your self righteous indignation
and your feeble attempts at theology
your e right you
are not well an dyou cloud yourself with the high delusion that you converse withgod and jesus…
you preach that you can discern evil and darkness
when in fact its just someone with a different opinion…madonna at least isnt sharing one iota with you..
god i cannot speak for..that apparently is your domain an dyoure such an expert
its dangerous to beleive you are so higher than thou
and you are the arbitrator of all that is divine and good…
not at all sane
have you not seen anyones other posts???nothing deters you..you hav esaid many times you will go…
so??when are you??
that was mean of me wasnt it???but its getting tiresome…you are just so wrong..you are not all knowing..
you are but one person mortal and hopefully
“normal”but to the contrary…you are not
let me save you the bother of a reply….
it should go…paul youare dark blahdivine love wisdom derangement..hypocrit??(e)by the way.yes the next post will be just th esame as before….just rearranged
and written the same…
Raphael, on April 24th, 2008 at 10:14 am Said:
She loves me ya, ya, ya
SHE DOESNT
i know you know what i mean M, what with your awesome workouts. Feels Awesome yes?!!!!!
madonna may work out
who knows if fake blooger does??one doubts it
probably some fat queen….
This is not my blog.. moron’s
I’m Back, now where is that mother fucker that nailed me and whipped me and hung me up to dry…
Julius ? you can run but you cannot hide.. and boy am i pissed …
I do think my son has a point..
Where two world collide, so does the dream.. and when all seems to fall into place and everything feels right then you know you are on the right path, if you take a wrong turn you’ll remember the path and all path’s lead to Rome.. no .. no.. no.. Julius “all path’s lead to Home..”
nice try..
I’m not re
ALLY mADONNA … BUT YOUR WELCOME TO GO BUY HER MOTHER FUCKER AWSOME NUMBR 1 CD HARD CANDY TODAY …. IT’S THE BOMB AND YA ALL KNOW HOW THE STORY GOES..
LOVE YOU CANNOT LIVE WITH IT YOU CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT IT… BUT YOU SURE AS HELL CAN DANCE YOUR ASS OFF
TO IT.. …
TO YOU
I BECOME
It’s Judas, not Julius.
This is not Madonna’s Blog. If you look at the header it says Madonna Blog without the apostrophe “s”. That alone should make you question the authenticity of this blog.
we know its not Madonna’s blog.. dah ..
one thing is for certain Hard Candy is real and its here right now, and it’s the best ever she’ just get better and better and better and better… and better
you know you get sick people then you get bloggers, please don’t use certian names in vain.
wont do that again.. was over stepping … just feelt the need to turn it around alitle dat’s all
many products are produced in factories where nuts are present.
We cannot guarantee that products supplied do not contain nuts
we will notify you as soon as your ‘preferred’ product is available again.
keeps me waiting
sweet anticipating
forever shading
our love ‘that’ explodes
😀 😀
~ rest assured that you are receiving that which matches your online choice and tastes just as you remember.
i remember!
i remember!
i remember!
Heaven!
hahaha! 😀 😀
ah fuck it, if you can’t beat em, may as well join em!
😀 😀
Very quiet M..???
not sure
I am everyone’s equal Pauly.
perhaps slightly wiser in my study, as a humble student with God, of being a hermitical peaceful monk, completely at peace and at one with God over the last 20 years.
God dwells with me Pauly. I don’t know why Pauly, but i do know God’s spirit dwells with me, and yes Pauly, there is a spirit realm that i am able to see.
Do you know everything about the universe Pauly? Neither do i, always knowing i am a humble student Pauly, and not that of what you prefer to see, of your mind of negativity, which does not know me, has not met me.
You keep failing to acknowledge what i am saying Pauly.
I see all souls in the world Pauly, caught in many bitter snares of the mind, and illness of the heart, of which no one is to blame, and rather, as i keep saying, it has and will continue to be, the teachings of the forefathers Pauly, that i rail against, 100% compassionate for any soul snared by dark and bitter ignorances.
I am angry, albeit sometimes i come across like that.
If i am angry, it is because of the destruction is see of loved ones in my life, snared and dying all the time from ignorances of their own life, of a seeming fate, for those who do not ask questions for sake of their own life.
I don’t normally talk at all Pauly, and have been that of a hermitical monk for 20 years now, sifting thru ancient text, like the Nag Hammadi codices, and many other such discoveries they have found burried in clay jars in the desert over the past century.
I cannot stop the fate of say a chronic alcoholic Pauly, knowing statistically the prognosis is poor to nil for them to recovery during the first five or so years of entering into a recovery program, but i wish i could.
So how is it that a soul come free of these things Pauly?
Just as i cannot hand a person a university degree in pyschology Pauly, as much as we would like too.
So how is it that a soul becomes free? They have to be the ones to choose, do they not? I cannot even will them to make a decision Pauly, and yet i know it is of God’s will that we all do decide for our SELF, either that of the fate of the unwise of which we know statistically speaking their outcome in life, or that of those who choose wisdom, getting off the train of fate, such as that of a chronic substance abuser, who at some point hopefully embraces the statistical data gathered thus far, on what awaits such an individual, should they decide not to question the snare which has a hold of their loving soul.
I pray they do Pauly.
I pray that all souls do, knowing the beginning and end of a person’s life, in the same way i have come to wisdom of my own precious loving soul, on the path with all of you.
My battle is not with any soul, and rather it is the crucial lack of desire for wisdom in the world which i see, which continues to see the senselessness of war, the wretchedness of evil, such as murderous Sadam whom we have freed many souls from his throne of nescience he once sat apon.
If even one soul was spared from Sadam, in all that has been sacrificed, it has been worth it.
Truly the value of life of one single person, has no price?
If i had all the gold and silver in the world Pauly, i would not hesitate to give it away, if i could have back my lover Troy, his hand to hold once again like i did, if i could have back my lover Michelle, his hand to hold once again like i did, for i loved them with all that i am.
The battle Pauly is not of our ranting back and forth, of our egos, and rather that of collaboration in taking time to reflect on what i have been saying all along, it is a war of Wisdom, Love, and compassion, VS Ignorance, Hate and Apathy, the teachings of the forefathers Pauly, yet in the world, of many souls unknowingly and unfortunately snared.
I am here merely as one who reflects apon such things, at one with God, who i know is the one teaching me, because i chose God as my only teacher, a hermitical monk, of my own chosing to do so, coming before Jesus and God alone in the desert for 20 years now, have i, and continue to do.
I pray if even one of you is inspired by my words, in what ever way, then all of my efforts thus far has been worth it.
I am not about boastfulness(although sometimes i do come across that way). I am merely that of a hermitical monk, alone with Jesus and God, seeking understanding, for sake of finding safe passage for the Etnernal Human Being which continues to be found of the Frontlines of Physical and Mental Realms, ever growing, ever learning, a student with all of you in class, where the greatest teacher, is our own life, should we take time for sake of our Divine True Self to reflect apon what ever one wishes to.
Many are they who study many things, and endeavor in great projects of goodness. We are free to do what ever we want with our life. I do not say, oh, you should do this or you should do that. All i have been doing is reflecting on my life thus far Pauly, growing along the way, each day, just as we all do.
Although for those who know me, they know i am interested in empowerment, encouragement, enlightenment, motivation, education, love, joy, happiness, and all these things of the goodness of life, that comes forth from the goodness of my storehouse of the loving heart, just as it does with others.
If someone thinks i am about ego, please know that i am not about egotistical thinking and behaving, knowing ego is the foe. So please do not cajole or entice me into such things, as i will not participate with those who do.
i am your loving brother Andrew. I greet you in peace.
Damn!!!
I keep seeing these signs everywhere, “MADONNA available April 29th”
hahaha! 😀 😀
~ could not resist that one.
i am like the boy at her windom, tossing a pebble to make a sound, hoping someday she will come out with me.
i have this way of her for decades, always out in the streets somewhere, thinking of her like i do, of only love for her.
I know i love her. Always have. Always.
Always.
“felt”, is that the word YOU are looking for.
i have ‘felt” this way of her for decades, always out in the streets somewhere, thinking of her like i do, of only love for her.
I know i love her. Always have. Always.
Always.
who is her Raphael?
if she is happy, then i am happy for her, a dear friend is all we have been thus far, and of course i understand any thing she many do or say.
i merely wish her to know this day, that i am a true and faithful friend of many years now, and wish her to know, this will not ever change for me, just as it has not changed all these years, and if anything, has grown, just as she has grown, just as all of you have grown.
i know she knows how i feel about her, and best of all, she knows i will continue to always feel this way, like i have, for how long now?
“Oh damn! has it really been 18 years now? that’s along time to go without….
hahaha.
😀 😀
Tell her Marco!!!!!!!
in a heart beat Marco, i would have sex with you…just answering your question Marco.
~ catch me if you can.
Raphael is a loving brother of us all.
andy
as suspected..you are indeed
quite quite sick.
and i feel sorry fo you
pity only.
to carry on as you dao.
now showing signs way beyond delusion.
even making up other personas
who are the forefathers??hmm??you speak in cryptic nonsense..
you alone do not show anyone anything..
why continue
no on elistens…no one take snotice..
you have ablog..tell your “wisdom”on there..if anyone wishes they will follow..youre longwinded rants are ludicruous.point of interest i know you think youe goading me
but my name
isPAUL
pauly….is somthing else….its your way of playing with me..
hermitical monk
bullshit babesyou are not remotely scholarly..thought you were in teh army??
bread company??
hmm??what i sit really??why the need to “tell”people anything???
you say i dontget what youre saying
no one does.
your enot well .simple
every time i have sex i think of her.. om g where there once was doubt, i have never felt so happy in love .. wow i’m teasing my self .. i saw it in your eye’s .. i’d prefer to kiss and make love.. sex is so.. so want to make love .. WITH ME
see all souls in the world Pauly, caught in many bitter snares of the mind, and illness of the heart, of which no one is to blame, and rather, as i keep saying, it has and will continue to be, the teachings of the forefathers Pauly, that i rail against, 100% compassionate for any soul snared by dark
and bitter ignorances
SORRY HONEY YOU DO NOT SEE ALL SOULS
ARE YOU JOKING???WHY I SANYTHING CONTRARY TO YOUR OWN BRAND OF BELEIF EVILAND UGNORANT/?
YOU RANT LIKE A DANGEROUS FUNDAMENTALIST
MONK
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YOU HARDLY SEE WHAT YOU EVEN WRITE AS DYSLEXIC AN DDUMB AS IT IS..
I SEE YOU AS A MENTAL PATIENT SITTING AT HME..AND JUST PLAIN WASTING IN HIS OWN SAD SAD DELUSION…WHATEVER THEY WANNA GIVE YOU TAK EIT…MEDICINE IS YOUR SAVIOUR!!
If someone thinks i am about ego, please know that i am not about egotistical thinking and behaving, knowing ego is the foe. So please do not cajole or entice me into such things, as i will not participate with those who do.
WELL FUCK OFF TO YOUR ONW BLOG…..SIMPLE..EGO EGO
YOUARE ALL ABOUT A DELUDED EGOTISTICAL MIND..
NO ON EIS INSPIRED BY YOUR WORDS..NO MATTER HOW YOU CHANGE IT AROUND AND ADD A FEW CHOICE NEW WORDS YOU LOOKED UP!
IGNORANCE IS ALL YOU DISPLAY ABOVE ALL A DELUSIONAL; SICK MIND…..
Marco, on April 24th, 2008 at 11:15 pm Said:
every time i have sex i think of her.. om g where there once was doubt, i have never felt so happy in love .. wow i’m teasing my self .. i saw it in your eye’s .. i’d prefer to kiss and make love.. sex is so.. so want to make love .. WITH ME
PROZAC??
Raphael, on April 24th, 2008 at 10:27 pm Said:
if she is happy, then i am happy for her, a dear friend is all we have been thus far, and of course i understand any thing she many do or say.
i merely wish her to know this day, that i am a true and faithful friend of many years now, and wish her to know, this will not ever change for me, just as it has not changed all these years, and if anything, has grown, just as she has grown, just as all of you have grown.
i know she knows how i feel about her, and best of all, she knows i will continue to always feel this way, like i have, for how long now?
“Oh damn! has it really been 18 years now? that’s along time to go without….
hahaha.
Tell her Marco!!!!!!!
in a heart beat Marco, i would have sex with you…just answering your question Marco.
~ catch me if you can.
DOES MADONNA KNO WYOU??
NO
DOES MARCO KNOW WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE??
HOPE SO.
SO WHEN YOU GOING TO SEE EACH OTHER??
WHENS THE PLANNED VISIT??OR AR EYOU BOTH SUCH CYBER FOOLS TAHT YOU CANOT CONCEIVABLY HAVE ALIFE IN THE PYSICAL PLANE??
i ask no one to believe in me Paul, and rather to come to know their own Self.
i am merely reflection on the entire past of my life, of the teachings i have endeavoured to learn, and how i see things.
you are welcome to see what ever you want to see, where the greatest thing of all is the crucial desire to truly see, where questioning is indeed the way forward for everyone…if only they would.
thinking with an egotistical mouth however, may leave you blind indefinitely.
with an attitude Paul, they must kicked you out of class, so obvious you are to me.
Candy comes to those who wait.
Marco?
could you loosen this straight jacket up a bit for me?
i find it hard to breath when i am laughing to hard with M.
hahaha.
😀 😀
Rachael j
Just admit it .. your terrified I’ll leave … i will not get very far i left the key inside your bra .. on the left side .. have a look …
i am obvious to you…i tell you that youre fucked….and that is simply obvious…you cannot even conceive of how ill you are…..its OBVIOUS to all who read your dribble
let’s see i think we have covered everything.. the house is tidy.. the door’s a locked.. i’m trapped inside you’ve got a straight jacket on and cannot breath.. yep that just about does does it..
lets go
oddly andy///an dyour multiple personas…egotistical mouth eh???ermm…..look at how you write and communicate..ignorantly..badly and full of an ego that is so large and delusional you cannot see your own faults
hold on .. one more thing.. you give me the straight jacket .. i’ll unlock the door at least we’ll feel more comfortable … at ease.. you tease
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Wow!
Paul is like stick your finger in your thoat until you PUKE with his words.
are you for real Paul?
are you one of those who think Americans are satanic crusaders Paul?
sure seems that way, with your attitude not about me, but of your lack luster approach with God.
as i said before, fate awaits the unwise.
choose a destiny of loving compassionate wisdom.
i do.
and now i have grown tired of speaking with you Paul, and do not wish to stay any longer here with you, i want to leave this place of illness of the heart so wretched with the blackness of a void of nothingness, which feels devoid of love, that you seem to enjoy swimming in Paul.
it is your soul Paul. do you want with it.
i am merely a student messenger of God leaving God’s message for any and all to reflect apon, wanting nothing in return, a gift to any who take time to reflect apon their Divine True Self in all of you.
I must say though, for Jesus words of Jesus to be met with such vileness, it makes sense to me know why Jesus easily walked into the claws of the wild beast of ignorance, knowing the contrast of light that shines into and reveals with clarity, all darkness.
to the fool; no, that was not a judgement, and rather that which is obvious, is it not, for ALL to see….the TRUTH.
i am of fealess….not fearful.
i am of love….not hate
i am of compassion….not apathy.
i am of grace….not graceless.
i am of wisdom…not ignorance.
i am of victory…not forfeit.
i am of fortitude…not surrender.
i am of Jesus…not without Jesus.
i am of God…not without God.
Gift of the Spirit
The gift of fortitude brings to those who have it a dauntless spirit of resolution, firmness of mind, and indomitable will to persevere with a quiet faith in God’s providence that overcomes all obstacles. It also brings courage to persist in the practice of virtue despite trials, illness, persecution or external failure. A Catholic who becomes fervent in God’s service will soon be condemned by the world, but the gift of fortitude will sustain him as he walks toward the Cross.
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its this simple folks///GO ON YOUR OWN BLOG SO YOU AND MARCO CAN JUST FUCK IN CYBER RELIGEOUS SPACE AND INDULGE IN MINDLESS BANTER FOR ALL TIME….GO FORTH AND “LIGHTEN”ANOTHER BLOG WHERE YOUR IGNORANCE ARROGANCE BAD ENGLISH.BAD GRIP ONM THEOLOGY AND OBVIOUS MENTL ILLNESS CAN GRAC ETHE CYBER WAVES FOR ALL YOUR FANS AND FOLLOWERS…..FOREFATHERS????YOU HAVENT EVEN A CONCEPT OF REAL SCRIPTURE….YOU WROTE BOOKS??
UNDER WHAT NAME???PUBLISHED??
MUST HAVE NEEDED LOADS OF EDITING NOT TO MENTION NOT BEING PUBLISHED??
Hey Marco!!!
thanks.
God will strike you down one day Paul.
Raphael, on April 25th, 2008 at 12:15 am Said:
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Wow!
Paul is like stick your finger in your thoat until you PUKE with his words.
are you for real Paul?
are you one of those who think Americans are satanic crusaders Paul?
sure seems that way, with your attitude not about me, but of your lack luster approach with God.
as i said before, fate awaits the unwise.
choose a destiny of loving compassionate wisdom.
i do.
and now i have grown tired of speaking with you Paul, and do not wish to stay any longer here with you, i want to leave this place of illness of the heart so wretched with the blackness of a void of nothingness, which feels devoid of love, that you seem to enjoy swimming in Paul.
it is your soul Paul. do you want with it.
i am merely a student messenger of God leaving God’s message for any and all to reflect apon, wanting nothing in return, a gift to any who take time to reflect apon their Divine True Self in all of you.
I must say though, for Jesus words of Jesus to be met with such vileness, it makes sense to me know why Jesus easily walked into the claws of the wild beast of ignorance, knowing the contrast of light that shines into and reveals with clarity, all darkness.
to the fool; no, that was not a judgement, and rather that which is obvious, is it not, for ALL to see….the TRUTH.
i am of fealess….not fearful.
i am of love….not hate
i am of compassion….not apathy.
i am of grace….not graceless.
i am of wisdom…not ignorance.
i am of victory…not forfeit.
i am of fortitude…not surrender.
i am of Jesus…not without Jesus.
i am of God…not without God.
Gift of the Spirit
The gift of fortitude brings to those who have it a dauntless spirit of resolution, firmness of mind, and indomitable will to persevere with a quiet faith in God’s providence that overcomes all obstacles. It also brings courage to persist in the practice of virtue despite trials, illness, persecution or external failure. A Catholic who becomes fervent in God’s service will soon be condemned by the world, but the gift of fortitude will sustain him as he walks toward the Cross.
ANDY……YOU ARE FURIOUS YOU CANT STAND THE FACT SOMEONE CAN ANSWER YOU ….AN DSEE YOU FOR THE UTTER MENTAL CASE YU ARE
ERMM
I NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT AMERCAN ANYTHIG?????
DID I??
YOU JUST MAKE UP ANYTHING LOVE
WHO SAID I NEED TO BE SAVED??
I HAVE MY OWN INVIOLATE BELEIF SYSTEM SWEETNESS
STOP PREACHING!! WE ALL HAVE FREE WILL TO BELIEVE IN OUR OWN SYSTEMS OF FAITH..YEA/?
BY TH E BY I AM FO RREAL..
PROJECTION IS WHAT YOU THROW BACK AT ME
I FEEL SICK SOMETIMES JUST READING YOUR RANTS
AND MOSTLY A LOT OF OTHERS TOO
AN DTHE AUTHOR HERE OLY WANTS SITE METER HITS AND ATTENTION
ALBEIT NEGATIVE ONE..
NOTICE NO NEW POSTS BABE??
800 MORE COMMNENTS!!BIT MAD EH>?LETS TALK SATANIC
YA KNOW I SHOWED A FRIEND YOUR STUFF
AN DTHEY INTIMATED THAT YOUR SO CALLED WORDS CAN B EEASILY SATANIC…SATAN OR THAT CONCEPT OF..
YOURE DANGEROUS RHETORIC IS CRAZY
OH AGAIN I NEVER MENTIONED ANYTHING ABOUT AMERICA
NOW THAT YOU DO…
YOUA RE OBVIOUSLY IGNORANT
YOUR VERSION OF SATAN IS SO BANAL AND STEEPED IN YE OLDE IGNORANCE
I THINK TORTURE AND INVASION IS A TAD SICK YES..
AND THAT IS WELL DOCUMENTED..EVIL IS OFTEN DISGUISED BY”GOOD”INTENTIONS SWEETIE..
LIKE YOUR SHIT
God despises hatefulness that spus forth from the blackness of delight of a wretched bitter derranged soul.
And yet God is compassionate for these souls so obviously FUCK UP like you Paul.
In my entire life Paul, you are at the top of the list of the most vileness of bitterness i have ever met.
i am actually in total disbelieve such a person exists in the world, so closed minded, when all i have spoken of is love, compassion and wisdom.
You will meet your fate Paul, but you fail to realize fully, is fate already has a hold of you.
in my observations of you Paul, not judgement….you are so doomed.
is it really possible for someone to be so full of that much utter absurd wretchedness of spirit, and actually be able to survive, and walk among us.
unbelievable.
you will not ever be welcome in my house Paul, so long as you spu forth such vile, nor shall my loving brothers and sisters welcome you either, so long as i am around…and trust me…i have and will be around a LONG time.
You cast your self out of heaven with us Paul, where no one wants to be a friend with you.
Look in the dictionary for the word Jackass, and there is a pic of Paul there.
sure seems that way, with your attitude not about me, but of your lack luster approach with God.
YOU PRESUME THATI SHOULD WALK WITH “YOUR GOD”LEAVE ME TO MY OWN BELIFS THANK YOU..
AND STOP PREACHING
ITS GETTING TIRESOME..BUT THEN I BLAM ETHE AUTHOR OF THIS BANAL BLOG SITE
you know what evil is Paul…all things ignorant and unloving, like your approach with me.
I embrace souls, you poison them with your hateful words Paul.
I hand you over to the ruler on high Paul, God, from this day forward, i choose not to ever have anything to do with you, although i know indirectly i will be dealing with you in some form or another, likely of the darkness of vile ignorance and wretchedness i see yet in the world.
you are spiritual death Paul. God knows it, and i know it too.
You are not my loving brother, and i do not wish to stay here with you.
You cast you away from Jesus and God Paul, no one else.
God will strike you down one day Paul.
now you actually threaten me???with gods wrath…
lovely..and who do you dare do this by??even marco must surely se that this is nuts…….eh??becaus eif you dont by now..heaven indeed help thee
You can deal with Paul father, for he does not desire my words of truth.
Raphael, on April 25th, 2008 at 12:31 am Said:
you know what evil is Paul…all things ignorant and unloving, like your approach with me.
I embrace souls, you poison them with your hateful words Paul.
I hand you over to the ruler on high Paul, God, from this day forward, i choose not to ever have anything to do with you, although i know indirectly i will be dealing with you in some form or another, likely of the darkness of vile ignorance and wretchedness i see yet in the world.
you are spiritual death Paul. God knows it, and i know it too.
You are not my loving brother, and i do not wish to stay here with you.
AS I SUSPECTED MORE PROJECTION AND UTTER DELUSIONAL BEHAVIOUR…..
EVIL???EVIL IS OFTEN DISGUISED AS I SAID BY WORDS LIKE YRS…
Hey Raphael…
Feeling true love from someone is the greatest joy.. Discovering your own love for them is the greatest joy …
I LOVE YOU ..
you are your biggest threat Paul, no one else.
You lead only yourself astray Paul, not my loving wise and compassionate brothers and sisters, who see the obviousness of your wretched twisted tongue which spus forth vile apon others.
and your very welcome..
Thankyou !
Raphael, on April 25th, 2008 at 12:32 am Said:
You cast you away from Jesus and God Paul, no one else.
AS I SAID i have my own belief structure honey buns
i dont profess to want to follow jesus or your concept of.he was a fabulous prophet and if he was here hed bitch slap ya somethin cronic…..you are like the pharasees…you loudly proclaim your piety which jesus abhored…
and whathe rebelled against
you obviously dont even kno basic scripture
jesus indeed loathed outward pourings of a hypocritical judging and “proudness”instead he said it was better to be private in ones belief an dwith god…not all bostfull and preaching
Marco, on April 25th, 2008 at 12:37 am Said:
and your very welcome..
Thankyou !
yes??what conversation i sthis??youre both crazy!!
your own ignorance Paul, so dark and heavey with wretched derranged bitterness of your soul, blinds you from these words of truth spoken.
As i said, you cast yourself out of heaven Paul.
I ask you Paul, “Who would invite you to sit at their table?”
No one should, so long as you conduct yourself like this with others.
i am having a hard time someone like you actual exists Paul…it truly boggles my mind…a mystery.
And yet, at the same time, i realize fully even more so than ever before in my studies, the meaning of the words of Jesus when he said, “Bitter twisting derrangement of their soul”.
You are ‘that’ Paul.
I sit not in judgement of you Paul, and rather of a compassionate perspective for sake of you, ‘that’ of the TRUTH which you are.
sorry but you alone cannot ‘cast anyoneout of anything”youre just some sicko religeous nut case living a life behind his keyboard..take alithium and lay down sweety
He is all yours father. Thank you father, for today’s lesson.
Raphael, on April 25th, 2008 at 12:40 am Said:
your own ignorance Paul, so dark and heavey with wretched derranged bitterness of your soul, blinds you from these words of truth spoken.
As i said, you cast yourself out of heaven Paul.
I ask you Paul, “Who would invite you to sit at their table?”
No one should, so long as you conduct yourself like this with others.
i am having a hard time someone like you actual exists Paul…it truly boggles my mind…a mystery.
And yet, at the same time, i realize fully even more so than ever before in my studies, the meaning of the words of Jesus when he said, “Bitter twisting derrangement of their soul”.
You are ‘that’ Paul.
I sit not in judgement of you Paul, and rather of a compassionate perspective for sake of you, ‘that’ of the TRUTH which you are.
OH OK DERANGEMENT AGAIN???
PUHHLEASDE…LOADS OF PEOPLE SIT AT MY TABLE…SAN EONES…THOSE WITH ACTUAL SANITY AND SOME SENSE..LOL….yes i exhist and so do you!!i have a hard time with that
actually i have a hard time knowing george bush exhists…lol
i think it is round 900 Marco.
And this one is still breathing, which i find hard to believe such a derranged soul is able to survive like this.
Holy fucktard!
the meaning of the words of Jesus when he said, “Bitter twisting derrangement of their soul”.
find me the context of this…..
you vile person
Mawahahaha!
😀 😀
if you love something let it go.. if it comes back and bites you on the bum then you know it was meant to be..
And this love is heading straight in your direction .. Love my Love
HOLY FUCKTARD!!! THATS A NEW ONE
OK YES I BREATHE
CAREFUL NOW
YOURE SOUNDING LIKE A SICKO EVEN MORE..SO IF SOMEOEN DISGAREES WITH YOU SHOULD THEY BE SILENCED??
PROJECTION ANDY
YOUR DERANGED..NOT I
SO MANY HAVE SEEN THIS..HOPE THEY COMEINTO THE FREY
AS FOR YOU MARCO..WHAT JOY ARE YOU GETTING OUT OF THIS??
SORRY I DONTGET WHY YOURE BOTH SO HOLIER THAN THOU??AND WHATGETS ME MORE IS…WHY DONT YOU JUST MSN??AND JUST GO AND BE ON YOUR OWN SITES??
YOU JUST GET OFF ON BEING “SEEN” ON HERE
SAD///
context Paul?
i think you are to blinded by your own egotistical thinking Paul, to see anything.
hmmm…ok….read my words, then read yours….then read mine again…then read yours….
do this 1000 times, and you may survive….but i doubt it.
fate awaits you Paul, where it is you who does not know your own destiny….yet.
Marco, on April 25th, 2008 at 12:48 am Said:
if you love something let it go.. if it comes back and bites you on the bum then you know it was meant to be..
And this love is heading straight in your direction .. Love my Love
im sure theres a good clinic somehwre marco……ok sorry why are you keeping this going??
you cant answer intelligently
the Pact.. remember..
without the darkness you cannot see the star’s shine..
without the moon you cannot notice how brightly the sun shines
and without the light … you fight…
And your light is bright hold on tight you have all my might ..
Anyone want to take us on ?
no Paul.
I mean no any ill.
and that is what you fail to realize of the one speaking with you, not fully knowing the truth…of anything for that matter.
fate Paul, of a runaway train, where the bridge is out up ahead Paul, the train you are on.
That is what you fail to understand fully, and your Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom Paul, is of your fate as well.
You are like the forefathers who claimed to know God and did not, and like them, you do not desire to know God, like so many of them….that is your fate Paul.
Some come to know fully their destiny, as i have, with Jesus and God’s love.
i am merely reflecting in my writings, and for some strange reason, i am taking time to actually chat with you, as though someone i have willingly allowed into my place of meditation, of worship, of my dwelling place of peace with God.
Why Paul? Ask yourself why would i allow myself to spend precious time chatting with you.
Let me know if you ever figure out the answer, for your sake, i am concerned that you may not, just as you do not know, nor desire to know, the one who dwells with me Paul.
were up to the 911 comment call an ambulance
ANd we have a winner
oh damn…i just had a thought.
this would make for a great script!!!!
make sure you leave the humour in…no point in watching without some humor.
you broke the pact … please don’t it hurts me… its a trap … you do not need to justify my love …
It already is a movie .. the theater of life …
Based on a true story …
Paul fails to realize he is loved by us.
We love you Paul, but not these silly attacks you keep hammering away with, like somone banging on the wall, although i suppose it is a good exercise for the mind.
yawn…where’s my coffee???
😀 😀
you did it again… hello, are you talking to me or distracted by the noises in the cellar
it is a trap for a weak mind Marco. Surely i am not of a weak mind, am i?
i feel like i am locked in a dragon’s den of my own will to enter.
it is good practice for me actually. Thanks Paul.
fuck the coffee .. i’ll put the straight jacket on you and throw you in the cellar if you keep inviting them in just let them talk amongst themselves, as do we
andy raphael or whoever the fuck you are you are a serious asshole which i say again its unreal what comes out of you mouth, arrogant and egotistical, i am not a violent person but when i read a bit of your txt and i MEAN ONLY A BIT, i wanna just punch your lights out
you need to seriously fuck off and bring your “friend” marco with you, if indeed thats probably you as well
it seems to me that you have created “marco” so you look somewhat sane and to have some “support” on this blog
to me you are a dangerous individual and one that threatens madonnas life with your crazy professing of love for her, you dont know madonna, madonna doesnt know you and never will andy…
Raphael your baiting him, when you should be baiting me so you can hook me in, catch of the day
i usually afaid engaging Marco, knowing the difficulty some endure when they do.
i am of great strength of mind Marco, and see the potential dangers of these self esteem bashers who are in some kind of “i don’t care what i say, i don’t think about what i say, i don’t listen to what any one says, i am bored with nothing to do, and on and on they rant like they do, saying nothing…insipid.
I am more concerned for others, than my self, for i am already of the destiny with God. It feels amazing actually, like a spiritual being of depth of understanding of the spiritual realm. I play around with it, like someone intrigued with magic.
I am surprised my self by it all.
well, with all these vipers in here Marco…i have to leave, ok?
i cannot stay with such illness of hatefulness, considering my writings which are precious to me, of Jesus, of God.
I hand them over to you father.
You know where to find me.
This blog is nothing but fucking shit for brains attitude, and to think i actually tried to save their wretched souls from the unwise foolishness, something they likely won’t ever clue into, so blinded by their insipidness that engulfs their soul completely.
WHO THE FUCK WOULD WANT THE FUCKTARDS AS A FRIEND????????????????
NOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOT EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You deal with them father, i am done with the fucktards in this camp.
and that concern for certain other’s is the vulnerability they exploit i in the past it may have been the very force that drove you forward but i am here now to do some driving.. and i drive better without distractions and safer to
seems the is one more Obstacle to deal with, you do keep me busy
i return to you father, for i know fully in my heart, WITHOUT DOUBT, it is where i 100% belong, of my 20 years of study, of my anguish of lost lovers, wise of the ignorances of wretched bitterness which took them away, of shame of my own bitterness as well.
i know who i am, a humble student with Jesus and God, who i know, are the only ones to teach the truth of all things i have come to know, and of all things i have yet to come to understand, ‘that’ of the Divine True Self within us ALL, of the core of understanding which Jesus and God know fully of us ALL.
It is the Power of the Love of the ALL which is changing this world, even while the fucktards muk about like they do, as they have done here.
Well here this from my lips…i do not know you, nor do i want to, as i do not want your insipness to poison my soul any longer.
I hand them over to you father.
ciao bello bitches!
damn, i was just starting to have fun too.
motherfuckers.
you deranged fool raphael, andy or whoever, seriously listen to your self “i hand them over to you father” who the hell do think you are mister
you are a vile bitter and twisted person and a very dangerous person, i am shocked at what you think you are or whom you are, its disturbing, you are disturbing andy VERY disturbing to read this shit please go away and set up your own blog and leave us “less” intelligent people who will burn in hell alone cause if that is what we are then so be it that is us, who are you to try and enlighten us eh? who said we need enlightenment eh? NO ONE ANDY you twat, we all have are own beliefs and we dont write our crap on this cause its wrong ok ITS WRONG.. what your doing is wrong andy so please FUCK RIGHT OFF enough is enough your an nut case.
i got what i came for, and i am leaving with it too.
So take flying fuck at the moon, you motherfucking fucktards!!!
I despise your insipid wretch deranged falseness with me and M.
i am lethally dangerous indeed John, for any and all who come up and attack our loving brothers and sisters, but you have no clue at all about me.
God summons all to wisdom, especially the fucktards who continue to fuck it all up for us ALL, we who are loving.
Eat shit, fuck and die John!
your SUCH an asshole mate
I take my leave of you, and return to father.
Who the fuck would want to hang around these poison fucktards, with nothing but fucking shit spuing forth from their deranged fucked up souls?
Sickening to say least you all are to me.
M knows me. I know M.
You don’t M. If you did, you would not speak this way at all, which i tell you, trust me, she sees you exactly the same way i do…but because you fucktards are so fucking clueless, your blind ignorance is what leads you around like a ring thru your nose, of your own crucial lacking of desire for wisdom.
ciao bello motherfuckers!!!
spelling error: You don’t know M.
oh damn….she is laughing as off again!!!
😀 😀
*cough* forgive me father.
~ the holy sword of truth which leaves the soul bare M.
😀 😀
ass…you would think, me of all people would know how to spell the word ass. haha.
😀 😀
oh look, it’s a penny.
~ A Penny for your thoughts! 😉 😀
Thanks M.
I love you Madonna, and i always will, just as i always have.
You Extraodinary to me Madonna, of a Wondrous Loving Soul, precious and true.
My only question is, how do i live without someone like you?
Thank you for loving me Madonna, for loving us all.
We march forward, of the knowingness of our love for one another, this is know and feel.
I will write more. I am enjoying the journey with you, more so than i ever have.
Love encompasses, grace too. It flows thru others, unknowingly for some. Fascinating yes? I watch, i see, the grace of you and me, the love growing in the world, i love them all.
But more than any, i love you Madonna. I always did. Still do. Without doubt…always will.
i know you know i know you love me, like the way i love you. haha.
i love those tongue twisters….they make you think! If only we could get others to use the brain God gave them. duh! haha.
All i can say is, “Fucking Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” hahaha.
Looking forward to this release more so than any other…the collaboration.
Keep those remixes kicking out to the radio stations, and dance clubs. Network as much as humanly possible….the tree of life.
😀 😀
Raphael, on April 25th, 2008 at 1:18 am Said:
i am of great strength of mind Marco, and see the potential dangers of these self esteem bashers who are in some kind of “i don’t care what i say, i don’t think about what i say, i don’t listen to what any one says, i am bored with nothing to do, and on and on they rant like they do, saying nothing…insipid.
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You described yourself perfectly there Andy except the strength of mind part. Too bad you can’t see yourself clearly. You are the most egotistical person I have ever seen. Your little shadow Marco sat on here yesterday and told a bunch of lies. Not only did he fail to acknowledge that he did and apologize for it, you…”Mr. Fake Spirituality”…seem to think that it’s okay for you & Marco to say whatever you want without any regard for the truth. There is something fundamentally wrong with your spiritual belief system if you are able to overlook and encourage lying by your friend and lying to yourself. You’re both full of hot air. God will not strike me, Travis, John or Paul down for calling you out for what you both are: FAKE!!! You are all about words, but you do not LIVE those words as evidenced by your behavior on this blog. Actually you don’t seem to live at all outside this blog. You are not talking to Madonna!! Wake up before your life is over Andy. You’re pouring all this energy into someone you have never met and you will never meet, who has no idea you exist. Madonna does not love you because she doesn’t know you. I imagine if she did meet you, she’d run for the hills upon hearing about how obsessed you are with her. After reading your crap, I see how important it is for celebrities like Madonna to have security teams around them. You are frightening. Does your therapist know about all the time you spend on this blog? Does your therapist know how you think you have a relationship with Madonna? That may be something you might want to bring up with him next time you have a session. Funny how you think you are so spiritual and think you need to teach everyone something, yet no one can relate to you. There’s a reason for that Andy, and it’s not us. Look in the mirror. You are the one who is asleep.
Ego-defense mechanisms are learned, usually during early childhood. They are developed to deal with inner hurt, pain, anger, anxiety, sadness and self-devaluation. They operate on relatively automatic and habitual levels.
Denial of Reality: Protecting self from unpleasant reality by refusal to perceive it or face it.
Fantasy: Gratifying frustrated desires by imaginary achievements.
Repression: Preventing painful or dangerous thoughts from entering consciousness.
Rationalization: Attempting to prove that one’s behavior is ‘rational’ and justifiable and thus worthy of self and social approval.
Projection: Placing blame for difficulties upon others or attributing one’s own unethical desires to others.
Reaction Formation: Preventing dangerous desires from being expressed by adopting exaggerated opposed attitudes and types of behavior and using them as ‘barriers’.
Displacement: Discharging pent-up feelings, usually hostility, on objects less dangerous than those which initially aroused the emotion.
Emotional Insulation: Reducing ego involvement and withdrawing into passivity to protect self from hurt.
Intellectualization: Cutting off affective charge from hurtful situations or separating incompatible attitudes by logic-tight compartments.
Undoing: Atoning for and thus counteracting immoral desires or acts.
Regression: Retreating to earlier developmental level involving less mature responses and usually a lower level of aspiration.
Identification: Increasing feelings of worth by identifying self with person or institution of illustrious standing.
Introjection: Incorporating external values and standards into ego structure so individual is not at their mercy as external threats.
Compensation: Covering up weakness by emphasizing desirable trait or making up for frustration in one area by over-gratification in another.
pick n choose ..im sure you wil find andy in there smewhere with marco as well
However, a person’s fervent religious practices can signify other, darker aspects of his or her mental health. For example, if someone’s faith is used to mask or avoid psychological problems, or if their religious inclinations are taken to extremes, there is an excellent possibility that the person is suffering from a psychiatric disorder. Often it is a way to cover their own pathology, hiding it from others or accusing others for being it’s cause. This can be compared with Dual Diagnosis in Alcoholism, ie: sometimes when a person deals with their alcoholism and quits drinking, only then does their underlying psychiatric pathology become apparent. Alcohol in this situation was used to self-medicate
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
Have people started avoiding them?
Has their quality of life improved or deteriorated?
Loss of Objectivity
Their ability to reason logically can become impaired. An inability to think, doubt, or question religious information and/or authority; and unwillingness to understand the opinions and interpretations of others. A concrete and rigid thinking style develops that does not allow for consideration of extenuating circumstances in a person’s life. Black/white, good/bad, either/or simplistic thinking: one way or the other with very little room for grey areas. A tendency toward magical thinking that God will fix you/ do it all, without serious work on your part. Confusion and doubts lead to mental, physical or emotional breakdown. They develop a fear-based belief system.. believing/following a religion out of fear, not understanding and love. They also tend to have a shame-based belief system that they are not good enough or are not doing it right. They believe in a punishing and angry God.
Reactivity: Anger and Defensiveness
If sincere faith in God is supposed to bring peace and contentment, a religious person who is paranoid and confrontational about it may have a larger mental problem. They tend to have increased conflict and argumentation with science, medicine, and education. They tend to become argumentative and defensive in dialog. They have a limited ability to explain their beliefs. Since their belief system about themselves and the world is fear-based, they seldom understand religion, but follow it out of a dependent need for strength and power. Force is their farce.
Judgmental and Critical
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
Isolation
Isolation and breakdown of relationships often follows. Progressive detachment from work and relationships is noticeable as they spend more time proselytizing their message. Manipulating scripture or texts, feeling specially chosen, claiming to receive special messages from God, they move further and further away from the mainstream of social contacts.
Breakdown
In severe cases they may also develop some of the following patterns:
Psychosomatic illness: back pains, sleeplessness, headaches, hypertension, etc.
Maintaining a religious “high”, trance-like state, keeping a happy face (or the belief that one should…)
Denial of any personal problems
When behavior borders on manic or pathological, the hyper-religious person may even start hallucinating, ie: hearing voices or seeing images, or possibly “talking to God.”
By then, it’s clearly evident something is wrong.
If you know someone whose interest in religion has suddenly (or even gradually) reached a point of fixation—when their regular lives are negatively affected—you need to understand what’s motivating their behavior. The problem could go away, but it could also get worse.
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and limited
THERE YOU HAVE IT….LIVE IT LEARN IT……FOR ALL TO SEE….IN ONE SITTING I FINALLY FOUND OUTWHAT ANDY AND MARCO SUFFER FROM…
AND YOU ACCUSE ME OF NOT KNOWING ANYTHING!! O CONTRARE MON AMI!
Andy, they’re trying to put us in a box , that big box that the clown’s came out of quick get the sowing machine out we need to stitch up the clown outfit’s i must look my best in the box ..
now that were a both in the box together .. we could cuddle up, if you want to .. i want to ..
i don’t have a headache so maybe we could have sex too.. but only if you want to …
Brave your so Brave .
From now on i am going to call you my big Brave heart.
still have to catch you first…
I already know … your favorite hiding spot…
“Where Two Worlds Collide”
what an awesome title for a movie
marco u sound remarkably like andy……maybe john was right……maybe youre the one sick package…whatever the case..what i posted was it in a nutshell…all has been said…done.
so “m”get a fucking life and get “real””com eout come out!!! you fake ass …..imposter!!!facsimile
over 900 comments…are you actually “pleased”””becuase how negative can you actually let this experience be???how or in what capacity can any of this be in any way interesting
eh??how??you were funny at blogger but youre not honest..\youre not sane hun….be a decent sane person and post who you are.
have you gone??hmm
two worlds collide is already a song from ATB
And the rest of you are all loosers excluding a few….goodbye, I don’t know why I waste my time coming to this site, there are much more note worthy sites on Madonna
indeed!!!ones that are real medear!as in non-fake..
ah fuck…i don’t know who the fuck is who any more.
Marco says things i feel Madonna would say, and i am like, Yes, of course i want to cuddle, and sex???, well fuck me, of course i want to always have sex with YOU!!!
hahahaha!
Sometimes i think we need a YOU intervention Marco!
Thanks for your intervention Marco!!!
😉 😀
You and M are the only reason for me to hang out here.
Hey Marco, just curious, what is my favorite hidding spot? 😉
Boooo!
Mawahahahaha!
😀 😀
Yes Marco…let’s make a movie together.
The kind of movie that will leaven them watching for centuries. 😉 😀
~ a living legacy, long after we are gone…but not ever really gone, as we are eternal spirits.
While downtown in the financial district, there was this electric harp player, with a big ass amplifier.
The harp he was playing was echoeing thru the buildings, incredible, i had to shake his hand, and buy his cd of course.
While in the office, i played the cd while i worked (ya, i still have my systems administration gig). What a peaceful day i had, which started out with my 5 mile bike ride, down to the docks on the lake, feeding the seaguls. I get up to my office job, and there is this cd waiting for me, with seaguls and a harp playing. I told the musician that his harp in an instrument of God.
Low and behold, he was a messenger of God.
When feeding the seaguls, i feed them in the air, not on the ground. If you wait for them to come in close, toss them food into their beak. They will circle back around and hover for 10 seconds for more. They can only hover for about 10 seconds before their oxygen supply runs out, as it takes alot of energy to hover.
It is so cool having a moment of interaction with a seagul that is hovering, tossing them food into their beak. It is highly spiritual for me, as they hover about 3 feet above you, waiting for you, interacting with you. They have great grace in their flight, which you can notice when they have to alter their hover when you toss them food close to them.
Try it, and you will see what i mean. Ideally, if when the sun is at about 10:00 in the air, with your back to the sun, with the sun brightly shining on them. You won’t beleive how spiritual it is until you try it.
~ at one with God’s creatures sorta feeling, where indeed, we do fit in with the creatures which are at one with us as well.
I love the feeling of the soul of a creature, especially the seaguls.
is it safe to come out Marco? or are they still throwing eggs at us.
I remember way back when, in the ghetto, these gay bashers would come in from out of town, and throw eggs at us gay boys as they drove by in their car.
So we all ran inside a variety store and bought up like 10 dozen eggs, and when they circled back around the block for another round, we opened fire and covered their car completely with eggs. As you know, once egg dries, it is really hard to clean.
Ya, the pact Marco. Don’t read anything they say, of their miserable fucked up projection identification.
+ Disengage from their poison bites, lest you become like their misery that is so jaded and black, where only negativity seems to exist in their words with us. Not us. We are loving. We are compassionate. We are wise to the morons and their bitter pettiness of heart with us. So is Jesus. So is God who warns us of the hazards of interacting with them, those who seek to inject us with their bile.
What i cannot figure out, is what did we do to warrant this? Nothing, but speak words of love and reflection. Makes no sense to me Marco. +
Hey, in know Marco, let’s role play.
You pretend you are Madonna, and i will be me.
You say all these sexy things about me, and i will respond. Or how you miss me and all, wishing we could be together all the time.
Oh wait. I know. Let’s both pretend we are Madonna talking to each other.
Oh, this could be alot of fun!!!!!!!!!
Back and forth, on and on, not speaking to anyone at all, with eyes only for each other, where people will be like, “WHAT the FUCK is WRONG with those two???
🙂 😀
ever wonder what an electric harp sounds like?
http://www.imeem.com/lithargoel/music/3C0y2vIp/god_lovemp3/
YOU DID THIS YOU INSANE PERSON BECAUSE YOURE A NUTCASE…
…and “m’doesnt exhist…did you not read what you suffer from??ok i shall do it againHowever, a person’s fervent religious practices can signify other, darker aspects of his or her mental health. For example, if someone’s faith is used to mask or avoid psychological problems, or if their religious inclinations are taken to extremes, there is an excellent possibility that the person is suffering from a psychiatric disorder. Often it is a way to cover their own pathology, hiding it from others or accusing others for being it’s cause. This can be compared with Dual Diagnosis in Alcoholism, ie: sometimes when a person deals with their alcoholism and quits drinking, only then does their underlying psychiatric pathology become apparent. Alcohol in this situation was used to self-medicate
paul, on April 25th, 2008 at 5:38 am Said:
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
Have people started avoiding them?
Has their quality of life improved or deteriorated?
paul, on April 25th, 2008 at 5:39 am Said:
Loss of Objectivity
Their ability to reason logically can become impaired. An inability to think, doubt, or question religious information and/or authority; and unwillingness to understand the opinions and interpretations of others. A concrete and rigid thinking style develops that does not allow for consideration of extenuating circumstances in a person’s life. Black/white, good/bad, either/or simplistic thinking: one way or the other with very little room for grey areas. A tendency toward magical thinking that God will fix you/ do it all, without serious work on your part. Confusion and doubts lead to mental, physical or emotional breakdown. They develop a fear-based belief system.. believing/following a religion out of fear, not understanding and love. They also tend to have a shame-based belief system that they are not good enough or are not doing it right. They believe in a punishing and angry God.
Reactivity: Anger and Defensiveness
If sincere faith in God is supposed to bring peace and contentment, a religious person who is paranoid and confrontational about it may have a larger mental problem. They tend to have increased conflict and argumentation with science, medicine, and education. They tend to become argumentative and defensive in dialog. They have a limited ability to explain their beliefs. Since their belief system about themselves and the world is fear-based, they seldom understand religion, but follow it out of a dependent need for strength and power. Force is their farce.
Judgmental and Critical
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
Isolation
Isolation and breakdown of relationships often follows. Progressive detachment from work and relationships is noticeable as they spend more time proselytizing their message. Manipulating scripture or texts, feeling specially chosen, claiming to receive special messages from God, they move further and further away from the mainstream of social contacts.
Breakdown
In severe cases they may also develop some of the following patterns:
Psychosomatic illness: back pains, sleeplessness, headaches, hypertension, etc.
Maintaining a religious “high”, trance-like state, keeping a happy face (or the belief that one should…
Denial of any personal problems
When behavior borders on manic or pathological, the hyper-religious person may even start hallucinating, ie: hearing voices or seeing images, or possibly “talking to God.”
By then, it’s clearly evident something is wrong.
If you know someone whose interest in religion has suddenly (or even gradually) reached a point of fixation—when their regular lives are negatively affected—you need to understand what’s motivating their behavior. The problem could go away, but it could also get worse.
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and limited
Raphael, on April 25th, 2008 at 8:05 pm Said:
Hey, in know Marco, let’s role play.
You pretend you are Madonna, and i will be me.
You say all these sexy things about me, and i will respond. Or how you miss me and all, wishing we could be together all the time.
Oh wait. I know. Let’s both pretend we are Madonna talking to each other.
Oh, this could be alot of fun!!!!!!!!!
Back and forth, on and on, not speaking to anyone at all, with eyes only for each other, where people will be like, “WHAT the FUCK is WRONG with those two???
HMM NEED ANYONE DOUNT THAT YOURE INSANE???PITY MORE IF”MARCO”ACTUALLY PARTAKES EVEN MORE
Judgmental and Critical
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Ya, the pact Marco. Don’t read anything they say, of their miserable fucked up projection identification.
I LOVE HOW YOU MADE A “PACT”MORE DELUSIONAL BEHAVIOUR….
POJECTION IDENTIFICATION???JUST MORE WORDS YOU”USE”TO JUSTIFY YOUR INSANITY…..DOESNT MEAN A THING..MY INFORMATION IS ACTUALLY REAL..UNLIKE YOUR WORDS..BUT HEY YOURE SUFFERING AND IN THE TEXT I PROVIDED IT CLEARLY STATES THAT PEOPLE LIKE YOU WILL NEVER OPENLY ACKNOWLEDGE ANYTHING WRONG…SO
THE EVIDENCE IS CLEAR CUT.THE MORE YOU STAY HERE THE MORE INSANE YOU APPEAR.
m’
ISNT HERE
IT MAY NOT BE EVEN THEIR INITIAL……
IT MAY BE JOE OR FRANK OR BUBBA FO RALL WE KNOW
Projective Identification …its spelled that way…if u look into it it means..andy.
Reactivity: Anger and Defensiveness
If sincere faith in God is supposed to bring peace and contentment, a religious person who is paranoid and confrontational about it may have a larger mental problem. They tend to have increased conflict and argumentation with science, medicine, and education. They tend to become argumentative and defensive in dialog. They have a limited ability to explain their beliefs. Since their belief system about themselves and the world is fear-based, they seldom understand religion, but follow it out of a dependent need for strength and power. Force is their farce
It’s funny – I always seem to have attracted the weird obsessive types. Story of my life – not a healthy thing. I just got in now after a night out, and one girl is after me but the’s a bit “blinkers on” scary obsessive. I just always seem to attract that type. You’re right, it’s psychology. I don’t want to sound big-headed (I’m not – that’s not my point here) but they seem to fall in “love” with me, a really clingy obsessive type of “love”. I’ve had that a lot. I’m not convinced it’s proper “love”, it’s more of an obsessive urge thing. It’s really very much like a “stalker” sort of thing – that’s the best way to describe it. I just seem to attract that sort of person, or else I bring out that aspect in them. But it has always been a problem for me. It’s not healthy at all. It’s a bit upsetting sometimes. It was a scary woman tonight – I’ve known her for maybe a couple of months, but tonight she turned abusive when I spurned her. Just scary stuff. Upsetting.
I remember when I went out with blokes, I finished with one bloke and a couple of weeks later he murdered his lover with a knife. Turns out he was on medication all along (I had no idea) and he had run out of medication. I missed being stabbed by maybe a couple of weeks. Either I attract the weirdos or they go weird when they’re with me but I don’t like it one bit.
I see other people in relationships and they seem so straightforward and easy-going and it just never seems to work that way with me. They ALWAYS go strange on me. It really spooks me now.
You can tell I’m spooked! I get a weird woman when I go out, and I’ve just come in and I find another load of weirdness here. I’m really spooked about it.
Brave heart
It is indeed a beautiful morning the sun is shining through the trees outside, i slept so well your love all around me.
I give thanks the the negativity i have experienced from those here for they have made me stronger and now i have no doubt and without doubt i can truly love for my mind and heart is strong and with a strong mind i have no fear that i will loose my love the love that makes me feel so wonderful and warm, safe, secure and content 🙂
To all those negative ones thank you you have served your purpose, we enjoyed the box you put us is we were squashed up tight inside it got so steamy we had to take off the clown costumes and were lying there naked it was so much fun.
To my Braveheart i love you, and always did and always will maybe if they keep it up and put us back in the box we could try some different positions. 🙂 🙂
ermmmmmmm how do you say fuked up??
lol..andrew is it??how is it youjust bounded in and thought this was”agony aunt’page???
sorry babes thats not healthy.an dprey tell why ar eyouposting personal shit on here/?
marco..obviously youre playing as andy and marco..where do the two meet?? your in love???with someone youhave never met??
how do you say also…..wo..truly demented.
im glad that you see it asa “box”
its aclearly defined diagnosis.
that you are syaing”It makes you stronger”only reinforces teh text…that the person suffering usually will not acknowledge that anything is wrong with his her beleif..an dthat any “outer”influence only reinforces their delusion….
by the way..isnt it begative to “fall in love”with a personality online???sorta sickening…negative in the extreme…
nearly 1000 mark must make you feel tre fabulous fake madonna!!
Indeed, it is difficult to find those who are truly healthy, with an estimated 95% of us coming from families that fall somewhere on the scale of dysfunctional.
So, what is the solution for sake of our self and sake of selecting a health mate?
First of all, you have to start with self, alone, and do the homework of what amounts to a healthy approach to your own life, addressing all the areas of psychology that we know are indeed factual of the human condition.
We learn that there are unresolved issues of past and present, as well as addressing all the areas of getting our wants and needs met.
To top it all of, ideally we need to do this in safe and supportive enviroments, which unfortunately for those not yet in the healthy zone, where being alone is more safe and supportive than being in toxic relationships, is a problem, because being alone sucks.
When we are alone too long, we yearn for comfort of another, and so out we go, and if we are not wise of the snares of self medicating our self with substances, we find ourselves swimming in dark waters of the substance abusers, attracking to us what we think is someone ok, healthy…bad idea. It almost always ends badly.
So, all to often we become psychologically stuck, spinning our wheels, year after year, decade after decade, one horrible relationship after another…on and on and on it goes, not realizing our own stuckness is directly linked to our irresponsible decision making, perhaps because we have not yet grown wise in these areas of what makes for a healthy approach to a healthy happy spontaneous life.
Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom has plagued mankind since the beginning of time, and all the problems are still with us, just as they always have been.
I reflect on these areas of spirituality of my higher self, because i am a recovering alcoholic, substance abuser, that nearly died several times from the dark ditches of life.
As i get older, and more miles under my feet of a health and successful recovery program, i am one of the few(statistically) who actually make a full recovery.
We must always be of the responsible parent with our True Self.
Learning Wisdom is of responsibility.
Practice of Applied Wisdom is of responsibility.
Here is the thing, if you go about your own precious life, with a don’t give a fuck attitude, you have no one to blame at the end of life but yourself for not taking responsibility for your True Self.
Ok. maybe there are dynamics that are cause for psychological stuckness, but that is merely a door of understanding we walk thru, which leads into the labratory of our powerful minds, coming out of denial of the truth of the statistical data we now have at our finger tips, which point conclusively the correct direction for one to take.
If we decide to skip class on our own life, and walk back out that door, keep in mind, you will not attract a health wise individual to you, so long as you choose an unhealthy approach to life.
There is so much to learn, on nurturing and protecting the (Divine) True Self. But once there, there is no turning back to the old learned behaviours, like that of my biological father, a nightmare alcoholic, who never did recover, and died subsequence to his own stupidness, ignoring his doctor’s advice.
Don’t go it alone is the rule, but don’t go with those who have no idea about what a health approach to life is.
Having mental/emotional issues is a human condition, not a bad thing, but rather an awkward thing for a child to safely navigate thru life.
This whole notion in society that we enter into adult life at a certain age, and suddenly we are wise in all the ways of life, is a serious problem, an unrealistic expectation of what most people yet are, uneducated children(of God’s wisdom), not at all prepared to safely navigate life.
That is why manditory education in areas of pyschology and all the life skills, is essential for society.
But hey, what do i know about anything?
One needs only to watch the news to see how the world REALLY IS.
Not for me. bin there. done that. i know my true self, which is insecure and vulnerable at times, the world mostly. I know how to get my needs met and what they are, and i have spent alot of time grieving my issues, wise in not being ashamed of my tears, the loving True Self that crys when i feel like it.
I look at Madonna, and i see a healthy loving happy soul, of vitality and zeal for life. We don’t need to be rich and famous to have a healthy True Self, this i have learned, and rather we merely need to use the gift that God gave us;
+ The Gift of ‘that’ which we are given, ‘that’ of the loving heart, mind, body and soul our ‘Divine True Self’ +
Marco ~ Why can’t you admit you wrote a post the other day that was nothing but lies? Of course you can’t, that would involve admitting you were wrong, which would puncture a big hole in the fake cocoon you live in. People who are truly spriritually minded do not tell lies about others. People who are truly spiritually minded admit when they are wrong and apologize. There is no true strength in telling lies. You are so spineless and fake.
Here is the thing, if you go about your own precious life, with a don’t give a fuck attitude, you have no one to blame at the end of life but yourself for not taking responsibility for your True Self.
TRULY ANDY.
YOU
ARE NOT WELL.
IN ALL YOU WRITE YOU’
JUST REINFORCE YOUR INSANITY
HOW DO YOU “KNOW”MADONNA IS SO GOOD??LOLSHE MAY BE ACUNT FOR ALL YA KNOW!!SHE CERTAINLY ISNT SWEET ALL THE TIME .
SO YOU BIN THERE DONE THAT
YOU CERTAINLY DO INSANITY REALLY WELL..
I’ve had a few problems with my head in the past – I think they would have developed into something pretty serious if I hadn’t done something about. Fortunately, i am f***ing brilliant so I analysed i and basically sorted it. It’s like you have to make an “anti-virus” for your head, like a computer anti-virus, so you recognise the symptoms and keep the bonkerdness out. I guess I’m lucky. If you’re not able to tackle it, if you’re not bright enough or analytical enough to figure out what’s going on in your head, you end up on medication or crap like that, doped-out all your life, like a jelly. But you’ve got to be careful, you’ve got to be alert. Mental problems can creep up on any of us, and the nasty thing is you don’t recognise it – it seems entirely normal because your perception of what constitutes “normal” behaviour is slowly getting warped at the same time. So be careful, y’all. It’s no joke. No joke at all.
psychological stuckness?????
DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE
If you’re struggling in any way, don’t take it lightly. Don’t treat it like it’s not important. Don’t assume it’s going to go away because it won’t – it’ll just grow. Sit down and take stock and try and get your life back slowly, little by little. It worked for me. It can take years. It’s hard.
its pretty safe to assume “andrew”that it is orresponsible to denounce medication in such a public forum…i dont get why you feel the need to air your problems here???if indeed you are”andrew”andy ..raphael ..ya know the archangel/saviour of all mankind seems to have at least 5 personalities so far..
if you are indeed”real” i ask this
why are you posting such personal issues on here??and irresponsibly call medication”jelly like”??
an dWHO are youtalking to???
seriously y’all!! hmm???
i suggest beyondblue national depression website”andrew”
coz your efforts fall on deaf ears here.are you tryingh to tell andy something???oh yes he knows all anyways..silly me
hyper -religeousity and all …
I’m talking to myself. And I’m tired and going to bed. Good night.
alcina…marco and andy may be the same person honey.
what i found is all you need to know.they know it but so sick they cannot even “see”it
what i beleive now is that fake madonna andy marco and dozens of others are the same.
anythings possible y’all.
Paul ~ I believe Andrew is real. I don’t think he’s another one of Andy’s personalities.The clinical craziness you have uncovered about Andy is spot on. Unfortunately it will once again fall on deaf ears like everything else. Andy and mini-me Marco (name courtesy of John) are here for the attention. They have a deep seated need to have observers. They think they are teaching everyone something or entertaining them. It’s a gross display of ego. Since no one visits their blogs they have to come here for their attention fix. They will never understand that point because they think everyone is being negative and they are loving and compassionate. Trying to talk any sense into them is a waste of energy.
M ~ This blog stopped being about Madonna a long time ago. You should rename it “Diary of a Bisexual Mad Man”.
Paul ~ You know…that wouldn’t surprise me at all! I’m beginning to think fake Madonna is Andy as well. The whole thing is too mental!
I was never depressed (well, I was once, but that was for entirely rational reasons so doesn’t count). No, what got me made depression lok like a doddle. I’d have given anything to be simply depressed. OCD and OCD-related problems is when you own brain tries to eat itself, basically. It’s crippling.
Alcina, yes, you’re right, I’m real. Everyone else is Madonna. Now I **AM** going to bed. Good night.
alcina..youre right!! but have you not noticed that maro.is somehow channeling andy??the same language pervails..yes their sad blogs are not visited at all..and no new pots just on here! at least we get comments eh rosie???lol
yes i was happy i found the exact diognosis.unfortunately this goes on an don and on..ad nauseum….
fake madonna just wants the added site meter counts i sall..ugh teh fact im helping is sickening really.
but andy and marco will carry on,regardless.its like the fundamentalists alcina.
hyper-religeousity is scary stuf
yes were all madonna clones.made in a secret swiss underground laboratory financed by the scientologists
alcina…andy hinted at the same thing saying that hey..marco lets pose as madonna and all that..yeppers ,mental is as mental does
I look at it this way, would you give your five year old son or daughter alcohol and drugs, or let them think it is ok?
No.
So why do you allow your True Self to go any where near these extremely deadly toxins?
And why do you entertain those that do?
Not me. I do not entertain any friends with alcohol or substance abuses. I have conducted myself this way for a decade.
We all have aquiantances, but even then i cringe at the sight of them, wanting to leave.
I know i am healthy, and i intimately know my True Self, of sincerity and purity of heart.
i protect my Divine True Self, with wisdom, and nurture my Self with love.
i am merely looking for the one who is healthy for me, not sure who or where they are, although i do feel a strong connection with M, as friends first. What follows is not up to me, although i know in heart beat i could easily be with her if she truly wanted to be with me.
i don’t know how her relationship with Guy is, and i am not a bad person at all, praying they are happy and healthy, like any friend would.
But know this, i will always be friends to Madonna, before any of you, there for her, just for her.
Why?
Here is a news flash for some of you morons to ponder:
“Have any of you stopped to ponder that maybe she loves me, as in truly loves me?”
you may want to give it some thought, for i know ‘that’ she does.
She knows i know she loves me like the way i love her.
I know she knows i love her like the way she loves me.
hahahaha.
Oh one more thing everyone….there is not a fucking thing anyone of you can say that will ever change the love we have between each other that started for us when we physically connected in 1995, spiritually before that.
So, try as you all may, it is your own wayward jealousies of an immature mind that grips your souls, and not ever mine, for i am much much wiser than any of you shall ever know…of God’s wisdom.
why not say something nice to M when you come in here, and stop your insipidness which so vile and hateful, which M despises in the way your approach with me.
You hurt only YOU when you do these things, and not me, not ever me. I just find you all annoying, that’s all. Incidently, you have provided a wonderful contrast between sincerity and twisting wretched falseness, so obvious with clarity for all to see.
anyway, i am not about hating anyone as i keep saying, and rather i am about railing against the teachings of the forefathers which grip so many souls with so many snares…it is a wonder how love thrives in the world, with so much wretched hate in the world.
Can you guess which side i am on? duh!
Oh, and best of all, guess who is with me?
hahaha.
Nice to see ya Marco. You are a tough cookie Marco. Like one left out on the beach table for a week in the sun. haha.
oh hey, look, it is still edible.
hahahaha.
must be all the sweet sugar content, yes? 😉 😀
You are loved by me, loved my Jesus, loved by God, but most important, LOVE YOUR SELF!!!!!!!!!
Love, Andy Pansy, puddin and pie, lolipops too!
😀 😀
alicia, who the fuck needs negative unloving attention like you are with me?
Who the fuck wants that Alicia?
You guys make me want to puke ever time i come in here with your short narrow mindedness and mean spiritedness.
You are all of bully mentality, you know that, and news flash, who wants you as friends?
not me.
again. talk to Madonna from now on, ok?
just as i have been doing all along. what a bunch of jerks you guys are.
she has to sift thru all this fucking garbage mouth of yours to read mine.
shut the fuck up, ok. stop talking about me, of which none of you know anything at all about me.
oh, one more thing, i know God dwells with me, ok?
I have known since the age of 12.
With thousands of indications that have finally seen me unafraid any more of any of you, now that i am of God’s wisdom.
Ya, people, God dwells with me, every second of everyday, of the same Divine True Self within all of you.
You want me to prove it?
Paul ~ I noticed it before but I just thought Marco was imitating Andy because that is the only way anyone can have a conversation with him is to act like him. Otherwise he attacks people or starts preaching AT them. Actually Travis mentioned it a few months ago and I said no, I thought they were two separate people. Either way…it’s mental.
how was your day M?
😀 😀
wow, you sure do have a big schedule.
always know M, i think only loving thoughts of you, ok?
it’s these morons that i can do without.
if one day, her and i get together, i look so forward to chatting with each and everyone of you, ok motherfuckers?
you got that?
hahaha.
oh, for you idiots out there to ponder, we already are together! dumb asses.
always have been…dumbasses.
always will be.
I love you Madonna.
Love, Andy
Love is mental…imagine that.
Spiritual death encompasses you alicia.
The future of your wretched fate is not good.
Andy ~ Others feel the same way when they read your words. We do not believe this is Madonna so we aren’t going to leave messages for Madonna. That would be MENTAL! I don’t believe you’ve ever met Madonna or have developed a relationship with her. I’m sorry, I just don’t believe you. That’s the point we have been trying to get across to you all this time Andy, but you refuse to listen. If Madonna really loved you and considered you a personal friend then why doesn’t she send you a personal email? Do you really think she is coming here and sifting through everyone’s messages every day just so she can hear what you have to say? It’s really sad.
You are not qualified or have the authority or spiritual insight to comment on my spiritual fate. You are the most clueless person I have ever met Andy.
I have always hated hypocrisy hearts, so black with negativity, i always have to leave, and stay away from them.
I feel like i am being stabbed everytime someone says something unloving.
Worst of all about the hypocrisy hearts, is they take great delight in their insipid wretched twisting of falsness that is not at all from their loving heart.
Your own ignorant fate awaits you all.
You don’t your own fate, and i doubt you will ever know your destiny with God…what with all the wretched twisting of hatefulness and spuing of puke from all of your mouths.
do you people have loving souls?
God says to me, beware of the ones unloving, for they take delight in falseness of the hypocrisy heart, fueling fires within one another.
hmmm….you are correct father, they really do take delight in hurtfulness of others.
I see the truth of their mean spiritedness father, and i have a heard time seeing a loving soul there. Seems as though not to exist, where all their words are of hypocrisy father.
I do not like being among these ones father. I despise their falseness and bitter wretchedness of another whom they have not met, not knowing me at all, yet thinking that they do father, i star apon them with only desire to pass them by, knowing they will be of the last to enter.
They don’t know father.
They don’t know the one who looks apon them, nor desire to truly know me father.
ok fine.
I wish them both love and happiness. She knows i do. I am not an obsessive fool. I am merely friend watching out for her.
It is all of you who know nothing at all about me, yet you carry on as though you do.
I despise all of you for your hatefulness ok?
You hurt only your self, and not me. I have passed by many of you in life, always knowing they are not to be trusted.
Do you know how it makes Madonna feel when you treat me like this? The same way i feel, hurt.
Well FUCK OFF ! ok?
ya bunch of fucking jerks.
it is Madonna’s blog you fucking morons!
take your hateful shit somewhere else.
Get away from me.
You don’t what spiritual death is alicia, so obvious in your falseness with me.
you are spiritual death alicia, every time you open your fucking mouth with the hurtful fucking shit attitude with me and M.
I really despise these ones who claim to know God, and so obviously do not. They are not even looking for God at all, taking delight in the wretched poisoning of innocent souls of the world, so hateful, so unloving, so not of Jesus, and rather completely against Jesus.
Jesus is standing behind you alicia, do you know why?
Because it is you who turns away from Jesus alicia, the exact same way you turn away from me with all your lies so unloving of me.
i am not qualified?
hahhaha.
God is with me, and i am not qualified….imagine that.
these people are so stunned.
Worst of all about the hypocrisy hearts, is they take great delight in their insipid wretched twisting of falsness that is not at all from their loving heart
ALCINA.. we are truly witnessinga mental person.sick and quite pitiful if only there was some spark of umanity in the author o fthis blog an dstopped posting the stuff.u see he reverts to the same rhetoric???sam ewords over an dover just muddled up..
hypocrisy heart??
sorry i asked a christian friend.
makes no sense.
sorry andy youre not well.anything you continue to “say’reinforces this.whats with the forefathers??
why teh need to rail”against “them??lol
you mak eno sense hence
my previous posts baby
all i hav ewritten is so you.delusional to a huge factor.
you do not know madonna and alcina..the more he beleives he does an dknows instinctively its not true he rails against all who”apppose”this as a personal attack
we are witnessing a truly sick mentally ill person
no doubt
Loss of Objectivity
Their ability to reason logically can become impaired. An inability to think, doubt, or question religious information and/or authority; and unwillingness to understand the opinions and interpretations of others. A concrete and rigid thinking style develops that does not allow for consideration of extenuating circumstances in a person’s life. Black/white, good/bad, either/or simplistic thinking: one way or the other with very little room for grey areas. A tendency toward magical thinking that God will fix you/ do it all, without serious work on your part. Confusion and doubts lead to mental, physical or emotional breakdown. They develop a fear-based belief system.. believing/following a religion out of fear, not understanding and love. They also tend to have a shame-based belief system that they are not good enough or are not doing it right. They believe in a punishing and angry God.
Reactivity: Anger and Defensiveness
If sincere faith in God is supposed to bring peace and contentment, a religious person who is paranoid and confrontational about it may have a larger mental problem. They tend to have increased conflict and argumentation with science, medicine, and education. They tend to become argumentative and defensive in dialog. They have a limited ability to explain their beliefs. Since their belief system about themselves and the world is fear-based, they seldom understand religion, but follow it out of a dependent need for strength and power. Force is their farce.
Judgmental and Critical
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
Isolation
Isolation and breakdown of relationships often follows. Progressive detachment from work and relationships is noticeable as they spend more time proselytizing their message. Manipulating scripture or texts, feeling specially chosen, claiming to receive special messages from God, they move further and further away from the mainstream of social contacts.
Breakdown
In severe cases they may also develop some of the following patterns:
Psychosomatic illness: back pains, sleeplessness, headaches, hypertension, etc.
Maintaining a religious “high”, trance-like state, keeping a happy face (or the belief that one should…
Denial of any personal problems
When behavior borders on manic or pathological, the hyper-religious person may even start hallucinating, ie: hearing voices or seeing images, or possibly “talking to God.”
By then, it’s clearly evident something is wrong.
If you know someone whose interest in religion has suddenly (or even gradually) reached a point of fixation—when their regular lives are negatively affected—you need to understand what’s motivating their behavior. The problem could go away, but it could also get worse.
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and limited
no we are stunned to see such an ilperson that needs to back off and get help..madonna isnt here
Raphael, on April 26th, 2008 at 12:50 am Said:
I look at it this way, would you give your five year old son or daughter alcohol and drugs, or let them think it is ok?
SORRY BUT WHAT THE FUCK ???
Raphael, on April 26th, 2008 at 1:35 am Said:
ok fine.
I wish them both love and happiness. She knows i do. I am not an obsessive fool. I am merely friend watching out for her.
It is all of you who know nothing at all about me, yet you carry on as though you do.
I despise all of you for your hatefulness ok?
You hurt only your self, and not me. I have passed by many of you in life, always knowing they are not to be trusted.
Do you know how it makes Madonna feel when you treat me like this? The same way i feel, hurt.
Well FUCK OFF ! ok?
ya bunch of fucking jerks.
it is Madonna’s blog you fucking morons!
take your hateful shit somewhere else.
Get away from me.
either youre deliberately baiting and even mentally “faking”or feigning this so called “love”and friendship with madonna
either way..youre one sad sick fella
clear as the hyper-religeousity albeit”insipid”and lacking in logic and common sense
madonna isnt here to be”hurt’now has she ever known you nor would she.lets face it.you need help.now!! you only harm yourself further.furthermore i hav ereported this blg to any and all concerned.
for i do not beleive it is healthy nor productive to keep this blog going
Look who is unloving Andy. If anyone disagrees with you all that comes out of your mouth is hatred in the name of God. LOL! Have I ever told you to Fuck off? No! Anyone who tells you the truth drives you crazy becuase it punctures a whole in the false world you’ve created for yourself. You are no more in touch with God than anyone else here is..So step down off the pedestal you have placed yourself upon and be very careful about cursing people Andy, you may be the one to be the recipient of those curses. All we have tried to do is tell you the truth but you aren’t interested. You do not know Madonna. This is not Madonna’s blog. That is REALITY!
And shame shame shame on the author of this blog for having allowed the charade to go this far so that Andy now believes it’s really Madonna. You need to come clean and tell him the truth.
fuck off Paul, stop pasting over and over.
do you know what fate is Paul?
fate awaits the unwise.
Destiny awaits the wise.
you have sad fate so far Paul, not know the one who speaks with you at all, yet acting as though you do.
how is possible for a soul to be so hateful of one so loving as i am?
have not read any of my words on my blog?
grow the fuck up Paul, stop being so hateful of someone you don’t know.
try looking for love instead, in others, if not in me.
i just people to be loving, and all you people do is puke on me, piss on me, stab me over and over repeatedly, with delight you do these things, even while i have come forward in the world and said, God dwells with me, i am of God, his son.
fuck off all of you.
take you unloving wretchedness somewhere else.
get away from me, i cannot look apon you any longer.
i am a son of God, of whom God loves.
i waste my time teaching love to these unloving ones so full of vile hypocrisy father, wishing to leave, and soon will, to their great delight, no doubt.
Will they ever run out of poison … will the Dragon’s flame ever extinguish…
(only the fearful which are paranoid will through their ego believe that i am talking about them so they will respond through fear to my comments trying to validate themselves to justify themselves it is fear and guilt.)
I’ve set the trap, little demon’s identify yourselves, who are the poisonous Dragons i am talking about ? respond come on out reveal yourselves let your ego do the talking and attack me with your venom, i can take it and in the process whilst i am being poisoned all shall see you for who you really are, for you shall have exposed yourselves.
And then I will reflect you like a mirror and all your poison shall deflect back to you and you shall have poisoned yourselves.
reflect you like a mirror??demons??/as alcina said this is your sad attempt at attention.much healthier if you read what posted earlier.its you and andy.mirrow spell is it???maybe youre actually pagan???as mirror stuff is what wiccans use…maybe get your spirituality babble right
pure arrogance..marco youre not”fighting”anyone.youve lost anyhow.if it was a “fight”youre preaching to who???
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
I WILL KEEP CUTTING AND PASTING AS ITS ALL THERE…ALL REAL…
Paul ~ None of it makes sense. I agree, it sounds like he has a mental illness, which is why it’s probably wrong for us to argue with him. Nothing we say gets through to him.
The author of this blog can make this right by posting the truth. So I petition you “M”….once again….please write a post and explain to Andy and any others here that you are not Madonna. It is absolutely cruel to allow this charade to go on any longer.
My job is done… they have exposed themselves
Mirror mirror on the wall who are the demons about to fall
🙂 🙂
fate awaits the unwise.
Destiny awaits the wise
erm..AHEM…non eof that made sense
nor does marco’s “dragons”??? im sorry but as thetext i found says..When behavior borders on manic or pathological, the hyper-religious person may even start hallucinating, ie: hearing voices or seeing images, or possibly “talking to God.”
By then, it’s clearly evident something is wrong.
If you know someone whose interest in religion has suddenly (or even gradually) reached a point of fixation—when their regular lives are negatively affected—you need to understand what’s motivating their behavior. The problem could go away, but it could also get worse.
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and limited
M” may be andy…hence the lack of wanting to shut it down,if it shut down it would “shut” down their beleif structure,the careful web they built.
alcina..youre right one cannot argue with a person so far gonne.now “mini-andy”ka.andy sees himself as another”disciple””this time likening anyone as “demons”which is a theological fantasy invented to scare people into beleiving rigid scripture.what snext??
you may as well beleive that harry potter is satan…
in any case marco and andy combined call for a strong intervention..
the psychiatric kind
it is all loonsville alcina..
they keep stcking to their”fight”
exactly as the text i pasted said would happen
Religious beliefs serve an important function in the daily lives and attitudes of most of us. Especially in today’s often chaotic and unpredictable world, a sincere faith in the power of God and adherence to religious rituals can give us better moral guidance, more emotional stability, and valuable serenity. Religion helps people to be centered and grounded.
However, a person’s fervent religious practices can signify other, darker aspects of his or her mental health. For example, if someone’s faith is used to mask or avoid psychological problems, or if their religious inclinations are taken to extremes, there is an excellent possibility that the person is suffering from a psychiatric disorder. Often it is a way to cover their own pathology, hiding it from others or accusing others for being it’s cause. This can be compared with Dual Diagnosis in Alcoholism, ie: sometimes when a person deals with their alcoholism and quits drinking, only then does their underlying psychiatric pathology become apparent. Alcohol in this situation was used to self-medicate.
One term used to describe such a case is “hyper-religiosity.” A “hyper” condition of any sort—e.g. hyperactivity, hyperglycemia, etc.—simply means too much of something. In the case of religious beliefs, the question of having too much becomes a factor when the religion starts adversely affecting people’s social behavior, their ability to function rationally, and even their own physical health.
Being very religious is not by any means an absolute indication of bipolar or manic or depressive behavior; on the contrary, a healthy approach to religious rituals is vital for the comfort and well-being of countless people. So it’s a highly sensitive issue to question someone’s beliefs or practices. Nevertheless, anything taken too far can do more harm than good.
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
They work for M, Marco.
It has been an exercise, of which i am prepared, and is why i am here Marco, to say to the child within all of you, you are loved by Jesus, by God, and by me.
Come away from here Marco, lest their falseness enters into us, making us lie like the way they do, about our loving feelings of our Divine True Self.
It has all been staged Marco, but what they failed to understand is the the truth of the one who speaks with them, hiding behind falseness.
Dangerous game you all play, pushing suicidal buttons of others.
Come on Marco, we are loved by God who despises liars and all falseness, so ignorant and unwise.
We are not welcomed here Marco, nor should we wish to stay among their void of emptiness so unloving.
+ Love is the only value in life Marco, which flows from you in great abundance. +
I despise liars, but i understand why.
You have my blessing, all of you, inspite of your foolish unwise approach with me so childish and unloving.
All is forgiven.
i played all of you unknowingly, and have for a long time, in order to teach you about your Divine True Self.
Look then apon the words written, for they are of Jesus, God and myself…a messenger of God, whom God dwells with.
You are free to be your Self again. I will not pass by this way again as life is short, and i have many to teach and much to write.
Thank you Madonna. Your assistants are not very bright. You may wanna higher better ones. Ones who are spiritual, instead of all their clinical insipidness about Jesus and God.
I rail against the teachings of the forefathers which snare the souls, not against any souls caught in the snares.
ya, indeed, she did not send me any emails…you slipped, and the truth came out.
i already knew. how could anyone be so unloving as this, i thought to myself…knowing there can be only one correct answer.
As Children of God, we are to love one another. I loved you all, but you nearly killed me.
Actually, it made me stronger in the truth of what not become like…falseness.
An easy test for me.
Although i do not hold this view of M, who is the only one here that knows me, in the same way i know her, of her True Loving Self.
Exploration into the psychology of the higher self has been on going for a long time, decades. I am one of those who explore it, way beyond all the boxes so may young clinical thinking psychologist like to put people into.
So how do we see thru Jesus’ heart, mind, body and soul?
Thru our feelings of the heart, mind, body and soul.
Not so difficult. Common sense actually. Yet i am always surprised how many of you who don’t think with the loving heart, mind, body and soul, like Jesus did…at all times.
Every word of negativity many of you cast apon others, do indeed go against God, as it is unloving and falseness of the Divine True Self within you all.
While some railed against me, it was not me you hurt, and rather it is your own loving heart, mind, body and soul you hurt.
although i did feel unloved by the whole experience, always hoping to make another loving friend everyday, everywhere i go, thinking with my loving heart, mind, body and soul, at one with Jesus and God, and not that of the egotistical mouth which is obvious for me to see, as someone not of Jesus and God, devoid of the compassion, wisdom, and love of Jesus and God so precious and sincere.
It is fascinating for me seeing the aimless souls who take delight in causing anxiety and hurtfulness in other souls, however, know this, i despise the teachings of the forefathers which yet grip the world, that most do not see, comprehend, nor desire to comprehend how Jesus and God see all of you, in the way i do.
When i gave my life to Jesus, I woke the next day seeing all truth in all things people do and say.
There is goodness in many hearts which i encourage and nurture…and there is wretchedness as well, of the many yet unwise foolish unloving hearts and minds.
We need only read the news everyday, and see clearly the wretchedness yet in the world.
Of all the people in the world who are most loving, Madonna is at the top of my least, and is why i have come to her, to encourage her of these many things she comprehends beyond most any of you.
i know she knows i know her comprehensions at the same emotional level and intensity as of her, although i do embrace that she is also wise in many areas i have yet to explore as a humble student with an open mind.
For those who railed against me, you have railed against God’s will for the world to become a more loving place for all, just as many continue to do.
Clearly it is obvious, to see with clarity, the clash of Wisdom against Ignorance in the world, is it not?
Clearly it is obvious, to see with clarity, the clash of Compassion against Apathy in the world, is it not?
Clearly it is obvious, to see with clarity, the clash of Love against Hate in the world, is it not?
GOD IS LOVE.
GOD IS COMPASSION.
GOD IS WISDOM.
WE ARE LOVING.
WE ARE COMPASSIONATE.
WE ARE WISE.
WE ARE GOD’s CHILDREN.
opppsss, list, not least, although least the ego is a good thing.
Last night a big strapping 250lb Russian guy bumped into me, who was yelling as loud as he could at me, his nose inches away from mine.
i was not afraid of him at all.
he was renouncing the Catholic church.
i said i am not catholic, and rather what the catholics look for.
i don’t recall ever seeing someone so full of rage in my life, his eyes locked with mine, “railing against what” i asked my self.
Incredible i thought, such intensity that came from this soul so yet unwise, and yet he had a sense of integrity about him. The more i smiled, the angrier he became and more confident, for i knew he knew i was looking at his True Self, unafraid of the mask protecting his sensitive True Self.
Then a strange thought came over, seeing him as one of the Roman Centurians with a sword, ruling all those around him.
Like i always do, I asked myself, why this one father?
Enjoy the weekend everyone.
Try being nice to one another, as i am of you.
We do not work for Madonna, Andy. This is yet another lie you have told yourself to keep your false story alive in your mind. It is really sad how you will twist and turn the truth to fit your personal story that Madonna loves you and that you two have a personal relationship. FACT & REALITY: Madonna has a husband, children, friends, her personal work & businesses, charitable work, etc…that she must give her attention to daily. Do you really think she would have the time to sit here every day and read your words Andy? She’s MARRIED. As far as we know she is happily married and will remain so. What does it say in the bible…do not covet your neighbor’s wife? Isn’t that what you do every day?
It’s funny how you stand upon your false pedestal talking to Marco about how you hate liars, yet when he told a string of lies the other day and failed to acknowledge it, you were somehow able to overlook it and make it okay in your mind. Can you say hypocrite! Funny how you lie to yourself every day about Madonna. If you hate liars, then you need look no further than the mirror. Paul and I have only been trying to get you to see the truth. If you don’t want to hear the truth then there is nothing else we can do. Any true spiritual journey must be about truth. Love is not about lying to oneself. Love is not about lying to others so they stay stuck in illusion. Love is not about telling lies about others. You do not want truth Andy. You have attacked the messengers and failed to see the truth of the message, which has been that you are not talking to Madonna and never were. You do not have a personal relationship with Madonna. If you really believe you are meant to be a teacher, then this is not the forum for it. People do not respond to you in a positive way. This is not the place for it. Go to your own blog and if people want to hear it they will follow you. Everyone except your mini-me side kick have asked you repeatedly to stop with the excessive religious postings. You are arrogant to assume that we want YOU to be our teacher. This isn’t about people turning away from God just because they don’t want to hear it from you. It’s about not relating to you as a teacher. It’s about people having their own spiritual beliefs that may or may not be different than your own. If no one can ever disagree with you Andy without being labeled evil or unloving then you are a complete narcissist.
Dangerous games pushing suicidal buttons? What in the world are you talking about Andy? If anything here has been said to you that has made you feel the least bit suicidal then you need to call your therapist. Better yet, print off the pages from this blog and discuss your and others behavior with your mental health care professional. You have attacked Paul, John and I with nasty vicious words, cursing us and cursing at us, yet you still think you are loving and compassionate. You feelings of grandeur have left you incapable of seeing the truth about yourself and others. It’s really sad. I hope you get the help you need.
If you should hate anyone it should be the author of this blog. They have done you a great disservice by allowing this charade to go on day after day. If anyone is evil it is someone who would deceive others to the point where they think a celebrity loves them and cares about them. Shame on him. He needs to come clean and tell you the truth NOW!
alcina and paul you;ve a fabulous job of trying to talk sense in this person andy or whoever he is but im afraid he is to far gone i think, its unreal what comes out of this guys mouth, how much time and energy he wastes on this fake blog and how he believes madonna knows him, its actually really scarey stuff, i think he is a dangerous guy that could one day eventually hurt madonna in some way, like that guy who stalked her back in 1992, cant remember his name, but he was put in prison,
andy shows all the signs of a stalker, blinded by his feelings of granduer that he doesnt see how he is wrong, only sees that we are wrong, when we are actually right, very scarey
dear Madonna, i don’t know what there is in the spanish song but i never be so much in trouble with my father… i thought to go out this saturday, but have so much discussion with my family i not sure it is good idea to go out… i go to clean my room , x…which song is the more quie ,?
one of you asked why Madonna has not sent me any emails.
Only Madonna would know the truth of that, or the jerk offs that work for her.
ok fine.
all i ever wanted was to be a friend with her one day.
not that you motherfuckers would know how to be a friend, with you falseness with me.
a friend, you know? someone to chat with. someone to joke around with, just as i have. someone we can trust. someone we can love.
does anyone here know what a friend is anymore?
throw it away if you want. i don’t care. it is how you all make me feel any way, something to be tossed away as though i never existed.
is that what a friend is to you people?
don’t people know how to be friends any more, like back in high school.
integrity. what integrity is there in any of this garbage attitude you all have with me.
wretched integrity for me in you insipidness is all i feel.
insipidness.
look it up.
that is what this blog is full of.
i only stay where i am made to be welcomed.
i befriended Marco, realizing like me, he too has feelings of insecurity, where he should not, when it comes to his feelings of love.
is love of Jesus something not to embrace.
is that what all of you want Marco and i to believe, that love is not of value?
well fuck me. you people are truly uninspired by Jesus and God in all your cajoling and enticing us into your smallnesses.
Jesus and God warned me of individuals like you.
last time i checked, love, compassion and wisdom were at the top of my list.
oh look, they are still at the top of my list, of my loving soul, for sake of the world becoming a loving place.
blind ignorance is a real thing, as is evident here, of the insipidness you all have been pouring on Jesus and God’s love for us all.
truly i tell you, i go where i am made to feel welcome.
who the fuck would want to stay among all this falseness of liars and insipidness that i despise?
Can you believe these people Marco?
Well, what most of you don’t realize is i see thru your shallowness with me.
As for the scholars of the world, they too see thru this pile of garbage, and see with clarity the truth of what Jesus says, “darkness of bitter ignorance of those who cajole you, serve you, by means of the truth of what not to become.
truly i tell you, i would not want to ever become like some of you here so disgusting to me.
i have one question for all of you to ponder the rest of your life;
“What do you think Jesus and God would think of the way you all have treated me?”
oh, that’s right, silly me, i forgot…you don’t believe in Jesus and God, nor desire Jesus and God, just as they like those who nailed him to a cross, so obvious you all are in the eyes of God, and me, his loving son, with all his loving brothers and sisters, of many that i have.
truly i tell you, i have many wonderful loving friends who truly love me, completely opposite to the way you people have treated me.
who in their right mind, would want to stay here with so much vile wretchedness against Jesus and God who love me?
can you blame me for not wishing to stay here any longer?
i am surprised M allowed this, and yet, even with all the garbage heaped on Jesus and God, those of sincerity and may i say, of education, see with clarity, the contrast of falseness and sincerity shown here, able to serve the enlightened ones, my loving brothers and sisters of Jesus’ love, of God’s love, of my love, who believe it or not, are compassionate for all the lost souls yet ignorant, like those ignorant of me, in the way you all have treated me.
i am unscathed by your insipidness with me, for i am of the wisdom of Jesus and God who warned me about what to expect.
i came prepared.
i leave prepared, wishing not to stay here any longer.
can you blame me for not wanting to stay here M?
you drove me away, in allowing these motherfuckers in here with their wretchedness of falseness that are so vile with me.
it hurts me that you have allowed this M.
how i am to get past this with you M?
is this how you want it to end?
we all have to decide who’s side we are on, of God, or not of God’s sincerity of tenderness of love.
not to worry about me…i know where i belong….with those who are loving of me.
here is a question i leave with you.
If Madonna and Guy asked to sit at my table, and buy me drinks, what do you suppose my answer would be?
And so why do you think i have approached all of you recently?
NO ALCOHOL ALLOWED in GOD’s HOUSE of LOVE, COMPASSION and WISDOM.
i return to father, where i belong, and i am made to feel welcomed, with no desire to stay here. Who would, with insipidness all around me.
Yuk. so full of hurt and hate for me.
Thanks…but no thanks.
Here is thought…instead of me questioning if they want to be friends with me, from now on, i will question if i want to be friends with all of you here, with your mouth so full of insipidness for me.
i don’t.
truly i tell you M, i have not been received this badly in my entire life, and to think that you allowed it, is very hurtful for me.
i cringe ever time i go to open this blog, with feelings of peacefulness of walking away from it.
what does that tell you about me M?
is it not obvious i am of sincerity about my own loving feelings?
fine. have it your way. don’t be surprised if i find better friends to hang out with, where indeed, i know that i do, and yearn for their loving embrace, the exact opposite of what i feel here, of how you have allowed them to make me feel M.
i suppose i deserve it, in the eyes of some, persuing a married woman.
but what they fail to see, is i merely came here as a friend to all of you. perhaps one day, you will come to understand and see me that way.
not to worry, i know when i am made to feel not welcomed, and truly i am not welcome in the hearts of many here.
why M? Why did you let them trash me this way. Does it amuse you seeing me covered in their bile?
it’s not funny M, so stop laughing.
hahahaha.
😀 😀
so many morons in the world, eh?
im not laughing.
well ok, maybe a smirk, but not laughing.
it’s not funny M. i will leave. The spa is way more fun than this blog will ever be.
if your son or daughter were to get involved with the wrong person, of say a chronic substance abuser, you would wish greatly for a friend like me in their life, would you not?
someone to fearlessly stand among them as a friend who stands before them, telling them words of truth, “No Alcohol allowed in God’s house of love and peace!”, would you not.
ok then.
don’t teach your kids these illnesses, these learned behaviours.
everyone is responsible for either that of fate of the unwise, or that of destiny of God’s loving compassionate wisdom.
truly i tell you, fate not only awaits the unwise, it also has a firm grip on the souls of many who turn away from God.
i know my destiny is with God M.
i have known for a long, long time, at age 12, my first major experience with God, but only recently(2006) that i surrendered my life to Jesus and God.
The greatest gift one can give to Jesus, is your loving heart, mind, body and soul.
I gave my heart, mind, body and soul to Jesus, because i knew he would make better use of it than i ever would.
i love Jesus.
kinda obvious that i do, yes?
That is why i am surprised that you let these foul ones in here.
im not laughing, ok?
i despise every word these people say against Jesus and God, and truly, every breath, every step, every word they utter, has been against me, someone who is at one with God.
ok. fine. you had your fun. and now wish to leave.
yuk.
my spa awaits me.
They don’t bother me… Little Paul lying in the shadow’s waiting to pounce on anyone who dare to make a comment spewing his vile vomit on them that’s all he does and his little offsider mini me fag hag Alcina ready and waiting to back him up, reminds me of high school when you get teens with little maturity take sides to protect each other because they have no balls to go it alone.. well maybe Alicia has ball’s but i cannot say the same for Paul he’s such a wimp gets his kicks from putting people down.. if you read the comment’s from the last two post’s he has had a dig at everyone not just Andy and Me but Eric also and well everyone who has posted a comment out comes Paul from the gutter and attacks them… so original.. NOT !
If people have belief’s or opinion’s that or different to yours does not mean they are not valid they are valid for that person be it religious or otherwise and everyone is entitled to express their opinion’s and some of the greatest mind’s in history bordered on the side of insanity that’s the essence
of great mind’s so why do theses wimps need to challenge and put others down. idiot’s with simple mind’s thats all… they are such idiot’s they even tried to label me as a Christian fanatic .. i am not religious at all … idiot’s i am a spiritual person who wishes for equality and peace and of the faith that we are all one in this world and to hurt each other is to hurt ourselves but now i have become like them vile and evil so whilst i remain in the gutter with paul i may as well rip his balls off and toss them to the lion’s .. oh hang on he has no balls..
fag hag.
oh that is a good one Marco, not expecting that one from you.
haha,
😀 😀
indeed, i am not religious either, of those searching and looking with partialities of the heart, and the group dynamics which grip their apathetic hearts.
again, many misinterpret me.
i rail against the teachings of the forefathers, who claimed to know God, and did not, nor do they TRULY know God. i suspect few do. i believe M does.
these things we put between us all the time, come not from the heart of sincerity of love for one another, and rather that which is obvious, of the insipidness of the egotistical mouth, thinking they are wise.
sure they are wise in their fields, but i am talking about something few ever come to know…the voice of God which teaches me, thru my spiritual connection i established with God.
perhaps my frustration is that of a yet young student with Jesus and God, ever learning, and so i am thinking of returning to my hermitical approach once again, of no communications with anyone, just as i have been all along, as now is not the time for me to come forth as a teacher, and yet i have and do teach many, any who will listen. i love talking about it with others who feel the encouragement that comes from within.
indeed, there are so many who knock another down, a deliberateness which helps them feel better about themselves i suppose, but does it?
where is the love and sincere collaborative spirit of those who approach like this.
perhaps i should save my words for university students, and forget this retarded blog, which mocks me like they do, not realizing fully that they make a mockery of themselves.
GOD SPEAKS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so unbelievable you all are to me. i am like totally boggled by the insipidness which not one of you has said you love me, other than Marco and M.
John ~ Thanks. I agree with you completely. There is a stalker aspect to his personality, quite scary indeed. I’m sure Madonna has the best security to be had so it’s doubtful he’d be able to get anywhere near her if he were to try. We’ve all done our best to talk some sense into him but nothing has penetrated and it’s doubtful anything will. Hopefully the gay man behind this blog will step forward and let Andy know the truth.
sorry to say, it’s getting fun again! haha.
😀 😀
i see.
if Jesus came up to you and talked about love, you would call him a stalker.
well how about that. you stupid motherfuckers.
Jesus my best fucking friend in life, and i need even wonder why i chose Jesus, what with all the fucking garbage i hear all the time from so many souls snared with shit for brains mentality and attitudes, exactly like all this negativity that keeps slicing away at Jesus who dwells with me.
stalker.
i am a stalker now am i ?
Jesus is a stalker is he?
well, that about does it for me for awhile.
no point to speaking about love when people stand alongside ripping and tearing the flesh of someone loving.
i come to her side, as a friend who has loved her along time, for i see the illness of alcoholism in her life, which statistically spirals downward into bad places.
i am her to protect, by means of wisdom of God, you bunch of retarded motherfuckers who cannot see two feet in front of you.
indeed, i stalk ignorance of any jackasses who may approach Madonna, you fucking retards.
I love her. i want nothing bad to come her way. i have seen the pitfalls of life you jackasses in your failing to embrace why i am before her this day.
am i pissed off? i am much more than pissed off, you who sit by in idleness, saying to the beasts of ignorance it is ok, and then when something bad happens, you are like, gee, i guess we should of paid heed to the one who took time to offer advice, yes?
i pray M is happy. that is of my greatest concern for her.
if some motherfucker fucks that up for her, you can count on me being ALWAYS at her side, a loving soul that loves her completely, as though my own. i respect anything she wishes, and if everything is ok, i will take my place in life, but know this, i will ALWAYS be at her side as someone who loves her, as i have for decades now.
anyway, this is all just annoying banter now, that of immature engagement.
what you all fail to realize, is that maybe she loves me too. duh!
😀 😀
now we are stalker’s .. stop stalking me … Madonna
Actually Pauly aka John aka Ms Bitch are the stalkers hiding in the shadow’s waiting to pounce..
Mind you Andy can stalk me anytime
ha ha .. 🙂
oh what fun it is playing with the meek. NOT!
😀 😀
hmmm…me thinks Marco is Madonna.
I love you mArco!!!
Hey, you see that HARD CANDY promo?
I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARE YOU GETTING HARD CANDY?
the insane fun M and i have had these past few, is truly something i could get used to everyday, and indeed, everyday, we have been having fun, eh Marco, i mean M.
see, i told you it would get confusing. i don’t know who the fuck is who anymore.
HEY, who am i?
hahahha.
😀 😀
ah fuck.
damn, i am starting to sware like she does.
did anyone see the tranny video, a look alike of M vacumming the sofa?
did anyone get that joke?
never mind. go back to sleep.
light hearted fun .. comedy … a sensation of joy that only the loving can experience…
oh, Marco really is Madonna!
you are wise Marco, i mean M.
ya, good point Marco, about how they wait in the shadows, these false ones, waiting to pounce.
funny you should speak of this as i just finished study of an angel painting interpretation i am working on, which depicts this very thing.
ha ha .
i am writing a book of enlightenment, something to leave the world to ponder. i am taking exacting patience in my endeavor to write it, writing from the loving heart, not for sake of money or pride, and rather something for the Children i never had, and always wanted, as a gay(bisexual) man who may one day adopt children, if i ever decide to go back to my career.
actually, i am a foster parent to a child in Paraguay.
Rodrigo is my reason, my steadfast stick-to-it-tiveness of determination, of Jesus in my life for sake of his.
I’m not Madonna but i am and Angel .. and so is Madonna so i guess we have something in common..
Cannot wait for Pauly to pounce on that one … lets see these demon’s are so predictable… he’ll probably come up with something unoriginal like i am delusional or maybe sanctimonious or a preacher maybe even a stalker ( just to be original .. NOT ! ) well we are all capable of these negative trait’s Pauly but see i am not insecure so i am capable of being aware of my negative trait’s, if i had any that is but why do i need to experience all those negative trait’s when i have you to do it for me ! i can learn from you and just
be happy enjoying life through love and joy.. whilst you suffer
and groan
oh man, how do i get all this goo off of me?
i have been slimmed.
remember ghost busters?
that is what it is like for me, everyday.
i have to go to work…
Hey Marco!
thanks.
i feel like we are two knights in armor, on horse back, on the trails which surround the castle of our Queen.
i am Author by the way, nice to meet you Marco.
😀 😀
get it? haha. well i thought it was funny.
ah fuck it. i will stay. i have no where else i would rather be, than right here with you Marco.
we sure have pissed alot of people off, eh?
they will get over it. not sure when.
who cares, when precious time with one another is what matters.
i am here to love and protect.
surely they can see that by now, yes?
blind ignorance is a real thing people, able to blind your heart, mind, body and soul.
i come in peace. i greet you in brotherly love.
may wisdom protect your gates. may grace surround your walls.
peace be with you all.
it’s not like i could go any where M, having already surrendered my soul to you before. remember?
i willingly and gladly did this, do you know why?
because i knew you would not ever hurt me, just as you have always been, nurturing, and protecting, your loving is why i have come all this way…for you.
without shoes on my….
shut up Andy!
hahahaha.
I love you Madonna.
she knows i do.
she knows i know she knows i do.
😀 😀
LOVE. COMPASSION. WISDOM.
let my lips only speak of these things from this day forward.
although i really need help getting this slim off of me.
ciao bella. ciao bello.
i love the italian language!
just so hint…no one is able to break my spirit.
question is: why would anyone want to?
because they are fucking morons, that’s why!!!!!
hahaha.
😀 😀
thanks again Marco, my knight in shining radiant and bright armor of wisdom, always nurturing with love.
what a team, yes?
I love Italians too i should know, i do know, i am one.
the A Team …
Angel
The sheer mental madness of you two is enough to drive anyone away from this blog. I assure you that all who leave this blog are leaving in strength to seek higher ground. There is no point in anyone wasting their precious life energy arguing with two sexually confused nitwits. You two are nothing like Jesus. I could give you 100 examples why just by using your behavior on this thread alone. The energy you’ve created here is nothing but a delusional cesspool. Have fun talking to FAKE Madonna. When you get to the other side God will say…Andy, it WASN’T Madonna you were talking to MORON!!! Mini-me wanna-be andy/marco, In addition to needing to work on not telling lies, you also need to work on your reading comprehension, it’s severely lacking. No one said you were a stalker and no one said you were a Christian fanatic. I could point out numerous other things you’ve somehow managed to twist around, but what would be the point. So I will leave you two morons so you can get back to guarding this boring banal blog which is written by a gay guy who’s been pretending to be Madonna online for the last two and a half years. Hilarious! The fact that you two can’t figure that out shows that you’re not tuned into God’s truth. God is always about truth. Something you two wouldn’t know if it bit you in the arse. Good luck in your demonic dream world that you two unenlightened hypocrites live in!
p.s. Your overuse of the word “insipid” is boring, bland, uninteresting, unoriginal, vapid, dull, tasteless, flat, unimaginative, tedious, lifeless, flavorless and just plain yawn inducing.
madonna,
if you want to be plugged into NY again.. just check out nobody. menobodyknows.com/nobodyblog. you will love him.
have to go to work…
Hey Marco!
thanks.
i feel like we are two knights in armor, on horse back, on the trails which surround the castle of our Queen.
i am Author by the way, nice to meet you Marco.
get it? haha. well i thought it was funny.
nice to see the mental illness is here to stay..are you saying your the author andy???
if so youre uttrely deranged
am i pissed off? i am much more than pissed off, you who sit by in idleness, saying to the beasts of ignorance it is ok, and then when something bad happens, you are like, gee, i guess we should of paid heed to the one who took time to offer advice, yes?
i pray M is happy. that is of my greatest concern for her.
honestly need anyone say anything else???
all you can so is show how utterly ill you both are..andy and marco…thing is
why
dont
you use msn or your own banal blogs??
oh thats right!
coz theyare just that…banal…
boring
hyper-religous
oh yes i think anyone knows by now youre both so deranged that its beyond question
now andy…all you can do is keep going
but in all fairness the damag eis done
no ones listening
you are NOT saviour of anybody except inreality your own mental health
which needs vigilance..youve gone quite quite bizzare since i was gone
even more so..
can it be possible??
no doubt..
Cannot wait for Pauly to pounce on that one … lets see these demon’s are so predictable… he’ll probably come up with something unoriginal like i am delusional or maybe sanctimonious or a preacher maybe even a stalker ( just to be original .. NOT ! ) well we are all capable of these negative trait’s Pauly but see i am not insecure so i am capable of being aware of my negative trait’s, if i had any that is but why do i need to experience all those negative trait’s when i have you to do it for me ! i can learn from you and just
be happy enjoying life through love and joy.. whilst you suffer
and groan
marco its called projection
what you fail to se eis your own vapid use of religeous rhetoric hunny
“demons”you can throw at me its rather humorous and as “insipid”and as tiresome as your bad use of theology english
knowledge and religeous ignoranc ein general
only the arrogant and yes..delusional; kep saying how “right”they are
how am i being negative??
merely showing you both up for the obvious head cases you are
i repeat why ar eyou so intent on being here??u both have your own blogs..no on eis listening babes….
that initself should say to you
that its a negative tim espent
im sure your god would see this too.im sure there are better uses of your hate..like joining a fundamentalist church
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 2:20 am Said:
without shoes on my….
shut up Andy!
hahahaha.
I love you Madonna.
she knows i do.
she knows i know she knows i do.
LOVE. COMPASSION. WISDOM.
let my lips only speak of these things from this day forward
HATE
VITRIOL
ANGER
IS ALL YOU SPEAK
SANCTIMONIOS
SELF-RIGHTEOUS
HYPOCRISY(IN ITS RIGHT CONTEXT)
IF YOU TRULY KNEW THE RIGHT CONTEXT OF THE TEACHINGS OF JESUS YOUWOUL DKNOW THATH EPREACHED NOT TO BE VERBOSE
AND PROUD OF ONES FAITH
THAT IT WAS BETTER TO BE ALONE IN ONES THOUGHTS AND QUIET
SO MUCH FOR YOU KNOWLEDGE OF
“FAITH”
alcina, on April 27th, 2008 at 4:22 am Said:
The sheer mental madness of you two is enough to drive anyone away from this blog. I assure you that all who leave this blog are leaving in strength to seek higher ground. There is no point in anyone wasting their precious life energy arguing with two sexually confused nitwits. You two are nothing like Jesus. I could give you 100 examples why just by using your behavior on this thread alone. The energy you’ve created here is nothing but a delusional cesspool. Have fun talking to FAKE Madonna. When you get to the other side God will say…Andy, it WASN’T Madonna you were talking to MORON!!! Mini-me wanna-be andy/marco, In addition to needing to work on not telling lies, you also need to work on your reading comprehension, it’s severely lacking. No one said you were a stalker and no one said you were a Christian fanatic. I could point out numerous other things you’ve somehow managed to twist around, but what would be the point. So I will leave you two morons so you can get back to guarding this boring banal blog which is written by a gay guy who’s been pretending to be Madonna online for the last two and a half years. Hilarious! The fact that you two can’t figure that out shows that you’re not tuned into God’s truth. God is always about truth. Something you two wouldn’t know if it bit you in the arse. Good luck in your demonic dream world that you two unenlightened hypocrites live in!
p.s. Your overuse of the word “insipid” is boring, bland, uninteresting, unoriginal, vapid, dull, tasteless, flat, unimaginative, tedious, lifeless, flavorless and just plain yawn inducing.
NEITHER ANDY NOR MARCO EVER “WROTE”THE MADONNA PARODY BLOG>
IT WAS WITTY
FUNNY
AND ABOVE ALL
HAD RESEARCH
AND INTELLIGENCE..
HOWEVER
IT COULD BE TRUE THAT FAKE MADONNA AUTHOR HAS JUST LEFT THE BUILDING
‘(MUST B EOFF THE MEDS EH ROSIE)??
COZ ITS SO ER…”MENTAL” NO POSTING SICE THE 18TH AND AFTER 1000 COMMENTS THE AUTHOR MUST THINK THAT THEY TRULY ARE”POPULAR””
WATCHING
SALAVATING AT THE SHEER VOLUME OF NOTHINGNESS THAT IS ANDY AND HIS FELLOW MADE UP PERSONALITIES
MUST BE A LOVELY FEELING TO BE”ADORED”AS A CELEBRITY AND EVEN SO “LOVED”BLINDLY SIGHT AN DPROOF UNSEEN
I GUESS THATS RELIGEOUS TOO!! SIGHT UNSEESN.FAIR ENOUGH IN FAITH BUT NOT IN AN AUTHOR OF ABLOG THATS JUST MASQUARADING AS “MADONNA’BE CAREFUL HOW FAR YOU KEEP GOING WITH THIS..
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 1:13 am Said:
indeed, i am not religious either, of those searching and looking with partialities of the heart, and the group dynamics which grip their apathetic hearts.
ya know…no words can express
you must be really unwell marco.you say I dont a allow others comments.
how so??
nope wrong again .
but get this straight.hateful fag that you are.alcina is aperson in her own right.i dont actually know alcina.she happens to be an online friend.
much like you”teens”playing up to one another on here whats the difference/?
and hail to your misogyny yeah look it up
yr about love
??
lol laff my head off.calling a person”fag hag”
fag hag??hmm really love;ly
an dall that you sais was so projected.
i feel utterly sorry for you.
youre not very intelligent nor very educated.reeking of base ignorance and being”gay”you actually dare to degrade a woman on here to the rralms of “fage hag”the most derogatory term
means a woman who is so deluded by a gay man she hangs around and waits for him to turn and sleep withher.
vile?you do a good job
gutter??
vile??you bantywords from where??
tehy are do trite.
i dont attack someones speech
i only ask why youre both so intent to think thisis madonn??eric an dyrself actually said ages ago that you “knew”it wasnt but “played “along
time to stop.it debases teh real celebrity you”love”:it
debases you it debases her intelligence.
you keep”fighting”as if its soem holy campaign some crusade
we are in teh 21st century dearies!!
Raphael, on April 26th, 2008 at 10:44 pm Said:
i only stay where i am made to be welcomed.
i befriended Marco, realizing like me, he too has feelings of insecurity, where he should not, when it comes to his feelings of love.
is love of Jesus something not to embrace.
is that what all of you want Marco and i to believe, that love is not of value?
well fuck me. you people are truly uninspired by Jesus and God in all your cajoling and enticing us into your smallnesses.
Jesus and God warned me of individuals like you
NOW EVERYONE HE SAYS THAT A DEITY “SPEAKS “TO HIM..NOT ONLY ONE BUT BOTH.
I WONDER IF HE GETS TEXTS TOO??
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 2:06 am Said:
i am writing a book of enlightenment, something to leave the world to ponder. i am taking exacting patience in my endeavor to write it, writing from the loving heart, not for sake of money or pride, and rather something for the Children i never had, and always wanted, as a gay(bisexual) man who may one day adopt children, if i ever decide to go back to my career.
actually, i am a foster parent to a child in Paraguay.
Rodrigo is my reason, my steadfast stick-to-it-tiveness of determination, of Jesus in my life for sake of his.
this is RICH….YOU!! A BOOK!! YOU HAVE NO GRIP ON THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE ALBEIT THEOLOGY NOR SCRIPTURE
OH AND NOW YOURE A FOSTER FATHER??
ANYTHING ELSE??
ANGEL
MESSENGER
ARMY
BREAD COMPANY’AUTHOR
SCHOLAR
THEOLOGAN
GAY
BISEXUAL
“NOT RELIGEOUS”WHAT ELSE??
LETS SEE THE NEXT EPISODE IN YOUR LONG LIST OF NON-FACT YOU CAN ENTERTAIN US WITH WHEN I SAY”US”THE AUTHOR AND MANYBE ALCINA JOHN MARCO AND THE ODD ELUDED POOR GUY OR GAL THAT STUMBLES UPON THIS INSANITY
Raphael, on April 26th, 2008 at 2:26 pm Said:
Last night a big strapping 250lb Russian guy bumped into me, who was yelling as loud as he could at me, his nose inches away from mine.
i was not afraid of him at all.
he was renouncing the Catholic church.
i said i am not catholic, and rather what the catholics look for.
i don’t recall ever seeing someone so full of rage in my life, his eyes locked with mine, “railing against what” i asked my self.
Incredible i thought, such intensity that came from this soul so yet unwise, and yet he had a sense of integrity about him. The more i smiled, the angrier he became and more confident, for i knew he knew i was looking at his True Self, unafraid of the mask protecting his sensitive True Self.
Then a strange thought came over, seeing him as one of the Roman Centurians with a sword, ruling all those around him.
Like i always do, I asked myself, why this one father?
more like andy had a dream and decided to write it down
POOR POOR WRETCH..
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 1:13 am Said:
indeed, i am not religious either, of those searching and looking with partialities of the heart, and the group dynamics which grip their apathetic hearts.
again, many misinterpret me.
i rail against the teachings of the forefathers, who claimed to know God, and did not, nor do they TRULY know God. i suspect few do. i believe M does.
these things we put between us all the time, come not from the heart of sincerity of love for one another, and rather that which is obvious, of the insipidness of the egotistical mouth, thinking they are wise.
sure they are wise in their fields, but i am talking about something few ever come to know…the voice of God which teaches me, thru my spiritual connection i established with God.
perhaps my frustration is that of a yet young student with Jesus and God, ever learning, and so i am thinking of returning to my hermitical approach once again, of no communications with anyone, just as i have been all along, as now is not the time for me to come forth as a teacher, and yet i have and do teach many, any who will listen. i love talking about it with others who feel the encouragement that comes from within.
indeed, there are so many who knock another down, a deliberateness which helps them feel better about themselves i suppose, but does it?
where is the love and sincere collaborative spirit of those who approach like this.
perhaps i should save my words for university students, and forget this retarded blog, which mocks me like they do, not realizing fully that they make a mockery of themselves.
GOD SPEAKS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so unbelievable you all are to me. i am like totally boggled by the insipidness which not one of you has said you love me, other than Marco and M
I DEFY
ANY
ONE
WITH
ANY SENSE
TO MAE ANY OF THIS TEXT
OR ANY NADY ER
RAPHAEL
HAS EVER IF INDEED MADE.
EVER!!
HE TEACHES UNIVERSITY NOW???LOL
H EWOUL DBE LAUGHED OUT OF THE CLASS
POOR BABES..LETS SEE WHAT”INSIPID”YES HE
LOVES THAT NEWBIE..
THE CRANK
hahaha.
Angels team
gives whole new meaning to AA.
Angels Anonymous
as in we anonymously Affect + Effect others directly + indirectly….MAGIC.
😀 😀
of course, there will always be those last to enter.
Power of the Love of the ALL will ensure their survival.
although i am concerned for many beyond reach.
God morning M.
hmmm…i am tempted to play with Paul, and deliberately spook him with the spiritual realm in his life.
Let’s see, what would be a good one.
i will get back to you on it another time.
the problem with the spirit realm, is lacking in sincerity prevents ability to see. Dark blind heavey ignorances which weigh the heart and mind down, creates a narrow minded locked or close mindedness, rendering them to fate of their own unwiseness.
i am tempted to speak with father about Paul, and fathers response, beyond what has already been spoken, although concerned of exactly that would be, given the depths of the void of nothingness they dwell in already….so completely unloving with insipidness towards God and Jesus.
You are spiritual death Paul. You may want to seek spiritual life, before you life runs out of time to do so.
of couse, Paul has no clue what i am speaking of…poor soul so derranged with bitterness and blindness.
i don’t even think an NDE would snap Paul awake.
how is it possible for a soul to be so empty and devoid of tenderness of love?
gripped by fear perhaps.
ok, let’s chat M.
you know, i did not expect you to be so interactive M.
you have no idea how incredible this has made me feel.
You are like a girl sitting in class next to me, in theater arts, we meet, and become good friends. The comfort level with each other is what i enjoy, like best friends, able to say what ever, and not feel any negativity between us, like best friends do.
You know M, between you and me, this is of the greatest importance in life, having a true friendship, as we can get all caught up in things which distract us from our true self, away from being fun loving, of the true nature of our true self.
And what comes with that kind of trust with dear friends, is fearlessness, just like we had back in high school, and of the same energy level, and emotional joy of life like we did then.
In truth, we are still that same person, but only if we maintain it thru nurturing and protection, with others who are healthy like we are, of the free spirit, which thrives in safe and supportive environments.
my curiousity has peaked, as i see this continuing with you, wondering why all these things have come to pass between us lately. I am afraid to know what the answer is, when i ponder what the future holds in store between us, of the hope that i am afraid to embrace as a possibility, but i will say this, i am growing to love more than i ever have before.
I remember talking with my Mom about you back in 1995, of my dreams of meeting you, and i recall how excited i was on the phone with her. She said, oh Andy, you are dreaming again, as she left me feeling embarrassed to speak of you again with her. I found myself alone, not speaking of you with anyone, afraid others too would say such things, just as they do here in this blog.
Years and years went by, i lacked even the confidence to contact you any more, afraid to tickle my sweet loving dreams of you. And so i stayed away, and i sorta let go, but did not really ever let go of how i felt wearing the clown outfit which i look forward to wearing again soon(2 clowns in honor of Michelle and Troy, of the same fate of unwiseness of the dangers of alcoholism), for their sake, as they can no longer, and would if they could of become sober. They were both sweet loving souls, of joyfulness that i remember well, like Troy who used to skip down the street, making me smile and feel his enthusiasm.
I am sober, because of Troy. And even more so now because of Michelle, knowing i will not touch alcohol ever again in my life.
at first i thought, ok, that is sweet of you, but then it continued, and i am perplexed, wondering why, what is going on with her? What does she think of me. How often and what degree does she think of me. Does she love me like i do her. I feel that you do.
The sincerity of it all is on par with my sincerity with Jesus and God, and that is what sorta scares me, of my always wanting more, and our deepest fear, fear of abandonment. I realize i turned to Jesus, because of my fear of abandonment, knowing Jesus does not turn away from us, nor God, which give me my greatest confidence in life, especially now the God speaks with me, as difficult as that may be for some to phathom, as it is about the spirit realm which they also cannot see without sincerity about love.
I was teaching another i met last night about how to see the spirit realm. We talked for along time. His eyes became bright and radiant, of deep sincerity as i spoke with him, things he had not heard before, knowing he was hearing(feeling) the words, wanting more.
He is an out of town chap, a college student, who i invited for Pride Day, his first. Perhaps he will be the other clown. He is a student in film, and is extremely passionate about it. I could tell he likes me, as i do him, as i take yet another under my wings. I like him though, of the kind of soul you do tire of, ever and a hour chatting on ideas, theories, approaches, capturing the spirit realm on film, that sorta thing.
I told him how to see the spirit realm. He was amazed, learning how it is in sink with his sincerity of loving feelings. We talked back and forth of how to capture it on film to teach others how to see it. For sure i see a short in the works for the festivals. I am excited. He is excited. Lovers? Well hell, why not!!!!! I am still young, i think.
Definitely young at heart, are we not.
Catch me if you can. Oh yeah, you already did.
God brings people to us, but only if we take time to know them, do we embrace their value and contribution to our own life, such as Guy in yours.
hmmm….funny….me meeting a film student(and he is cute as hell, like one of the beatles)….you married to a director.
Strangely, i was thinking about how to capture the spirit realm on film the day before, only to meet a student in film today, and seeing his passion on par with my own.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!
JOY JOY JOY!
~ There is no such thing as too many fun loving friends, of the joyful collaboration of like thinking minds. I love collaboration and exploration of think tank discussions, ever expanding on possibilties.
Sorry M, he is crashing on my sofa for Pride weekend. I know i said you could have the couch, but he has no friends here to stay with in the city that he loves, and not working, still at home….not for long if i can help it. haha.
i think i have a crush on him already. damn.
He just finished class yesterday, his last day(1st year), return home, out of town, and he came into the store and asked me for boxed to pack his stuff. The first employee refused to help him, and i could tell by his urgency that he was stressing, so i stepped in(likely his cute looks) and asked, “How many do you need?” 3.
I pray i see him again, even if just friends. I love his loving spirit.
The script of Life continues…and if Paul says anything about my new friend, i am going to punch him in the mouth. haha.
be sure to include that scene in the film, will ya.
picture it. hahaha.
fucking morons, i tell ya, so annoying they all are. How do they make any friends being like that M. Sometimes i want to ask them, “do you need any help their Paul, banging your head against the wall?”
hahahaha.
😀 😀
If we don’t make fun of the absurd mentalities in life, then we give them power to have control over our free spirits.
My new student, is really tuned into the humor approaches of film, yet not fully of the understanding of how helpful humor is, the liberty which comes with humor, able to free and maintain our fun loving free spirits…although i am not big on the more dark humor, that borders on nasty, like that drag video you posted earlier. That was just way to far for me, out of touch with love.
We all need each other in true life.
I got what i came for, acknowledgement of my friendship with Madonna.
Truly one of the most joyful events of my life to finally feel. Oddly enough, while abit overwhelmed at first, it felt natural for me, like the knowingness i felt so long ago, that i would one day speak with her interactively.
I always knew i would one day.
At one with her, like being at one with the seaguls, at one with Jesus, at one with God, at one with another.
None of us are so different from another. Pride day reveals this clearly for those who attend, where all walks of life, from all corners of the earth, come together in the celebration of true loving life with one another, at one with each other of our True Nature, peaceful and loving.
My new friend is going to experience his first Pride Day this year.
I know, i was meant to meet him, just like i was meant to meet you Troy, and you Michelle, and you Madonna, and you Rosie, and you Marco, and all of you who are loving, and even those not so loving…(yet).
😉 😀
We know.
Your approach with me is devoid of love Paul.
I will not speak with you again until you change your attitude with me Paul, nor should anyone whom you come up against without sensing their loving soul the way they you obviously do with many, and not just me, in the same way you do not feel love of your own loving soul.
You deliberately attack, drawing negativity towards you.
You may want be careful in life Paul, as someone like you, may one day deliver you the magnitude of your negativity, that your projection identification, that of a yet unresolved hurtful issue of your past, is manifesting itself the way that it does.
Although it is good that you keep repeating over and over for others to get help, as indeed, it serves you as a reminder and reassurance for you to do the same.
Jesus loves you Paul, but it will be awhile before i do, as i do not know you yet. However; i do know within everyone exists the Divine True Self. Jesus knew this of all souls in the world Paul, and was what is the core of the heart, mind, body and soul of Jesus, of every word, every step and every breath of his life, in his one to one interactions with everyone…at all times.
Jesus was a highly evolved adult child, of God’s wisdom Paul, where God reveals his presence with other’s, of God’s choosing to do so, and an exact time in their life, when they are prepared of heart, mind, body and soul, and ready to meet God, see(feel) God everywhere, where even the physically blind person Paul, did indeed see(feel) the voice of God’s son Jesus, of which Jesus knew the heart, mind, body and soul of the blind man, knowing the blind man would see(feel) the heart, mind, body and soul of Jesus.
How?
Because Jesus knew his own heart, mind, body and soul, where coming into the knowingness of such, Jesus knew conclusively, without doubt at all, that just like his own heart, mind, body and soul, that of a physical man, he knew the truth of the heart, mind, body and soul of all his loving brothers and sisters, was exactly of the same capability of his own.
Therefore, truly i tell you, it is better to see(feel) the faith Jesus has in you, rather than the faith you have in Jesus.
Only if you will make an effort to walk a mile in another’s shoes, are you able to know how that persons feels. In other words to walk a mile in your own shoes.
Be of a grateful heart of appreciation to have shoes, for many there are who do not, and indeed, many there are who do not have feet.
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 11:47 am Said:
ok, let’s chat M.
you know, i did not expect you to be so interactive M.
you have no idea how incredible this has made me feel.
You are like a girl sitting in class next to me, in theater arts, we meet, and become good friends. The comfort level with each other is what i enjoy, like best friends, able to say what ever, and not feel any negativity between us, like best friends do.
You know M, between you and me, this is of the greatest importance in life, having a true friendship, as we can get all caught up in things which distract us from our true self, away from being fun loving, of the true nature of our true self.
And what comes with that kind of trust with dear friends, is fearlessness, just like we had back in high school, and of the same energy level, and emotional joy of life like we did then.
In truth, we are still that same person, but only if we maintain it thru nurturing and protection, with others who are healthy like we are, of the free spirit, which thrives in safe and supportive environments.
my curiousity has peaked, as i see this continuing with you, wondering why all these things have come to pass between us lately. I am afraid to know what the answer is, when i ponder what the future holds in store between us, of the hope that i am afraid to embrace as a possibility, but i will say this, i am growing to love more than i ever have before.
I remember talking with my Mom about you back in 1995, of my dreams of meeting you, and i recall how excited i was on the phone with her. She said, oh Andy, you are dreaming again, as she left me feeling embarrassed to speak of you again with her. I found myself alone, not speaking of you with anyone, afraid others too would say such things, just as they do here in this blog.
Years and years went by, i lacked even the confidence to contact you any more, afraid to tickle my sweet loving dreams of you. And so i stayed away, and i sorta let go, but did not really ever let go of how i felt wearing the clown outfit which i look forward to wearing again soon(2 clowns in honor of Michelle and Troy, of the same fate of unwiseness of the dangers of alcoholism), for their sake, as they can no longer, and would if they could of become sober. They were both sweet loving souls, of joyfulness that i remember well, like Troy who used to skip down the street, making me smile and feel his enthusiasm.
I am sober, because of Troy. And even more so now because of Michelle, knowing i will not touch alcohol ever again in my life.
at first i thought, ok, that is sweet of you, but then it continued, and i am perplexed, wondering why, what is going on with her? What does she think of me. How often and what degree does she think of me. Does she love me like i do her. I feel that you do.
The sincerity of it all is on par with my sincerity with Jesus and God, and that is what sorta scares me, of my always wanting more, and our deepest fear, fear of abandonment. I realize i turned to Jesus, because of my fear of abandonment, knowing Jesus does not turn away from us, nor God, which give me my greatest confidence in life, especially now the God speaks with me, as difficult as that may be for some to phathom, as it is about the spirit realm which they also cannot see without sincerity about love.
I was teaching another i met last night about how to see the spirit realm. We talked for along time. His eyes became bright and radiant, of deep sincerity as i spoke with him, things he had not heard before, knowing he was hearing(feeling) the words, wanting more.
He is an out of town chap, a college student, who i invited for Pride Day, his first. Perhaps he will be the other clown. He is a student in film, and is extremely passionate about it. I could tell he likes me, as i do him, as i take yet another under my wings. I like him though, of the kind of soul you do tire of, ever and a hour chatting on ideas, theories, approaches, capturing the spirit realm on film, that sorta thing.
I told him how to see the spirit realm. He was amazed, learning how it is in sink with his sincerity of loving feelings. We talked back and forth of how to capture it on film to teach others how to see it. For sure i see a short in the works for the festivals. I am excited. He is excited. Lovers? Well hell, why not!!!!! I am still young, i think.
Definitely young at heart, are we not.
Catch me if you can. Oh yeah, you already did
OH DEAR
lost in your own delusion.all i see is you getting worse.
and boy is it bad.
you have not met madonna nor rosie.nor any one imprtant babe!
all you are doing is yelling and to an empty room .
preaching to an empty cathedral.an empty blog.
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 11:09 am Said:
i am tempted to speak with father about Paul, and fathers response, beyond what has already been spoken, although concerned of exactly that would be, given the depths of the void of nothingness they dwell in already….so completely unloving with insipidness towards God and Jesus.
You are spiritual death Paul. You may want to seek spiritual life, before you life runs out of time to do so.
of couse, Paul has no clue what i am speaking of…poor soul so derranged with bitterness and blindness.
i don’t even think an NDE would snap Paul awake.
DO YOU KNOW HOW DISGUSTING YOU SOUND??
CAUGHT YOU OUT
HYPOCRITE! HAYER
YOU “PREACH’LURVE AND LIGHT
AND THEN YOU SHOW YOUR TRUE SELF.UGLY TWISTED BEHIND A FACADE OF RELIGEOUS ARROGANCE
YOUR LANGUAGE TOO IS WRETCHED..YUKK
ALL U ARE DOING IS GETTING WORSE..
AND THE USE OF INSIPID LIKE HYPOCRIT……IS BEYOND FUNNY IF IT WERENT FOR THE TRULY DYSLEXIC AND CRA[[Y ENGLISH YOU WRITE
HOPE THAT”BOOK”GETS EDITED
OH ANDY..FATE AND DESTINY ARE ONE..
AND YOURE JUST ANASTY QUEER THAT HIDES BEHIND BLIND ARROGANCE.
THE WORST KIND
YOU CANT EVEN FATHOM HOW LOW YOU GO.IT BETRAYS SUCH A LACK OF CHRISTIANITY THAT IS MIND BOGGLING.
ALL I READ IN YOUR ERMM WORDS IF THATS WHAT YOU CALL IT
I CALL IT MINDLESS RAMBLINGS!!
IS JUST NONSENSICAL RANTING AND SHOUTING AGAINST WHO??WHAT??YOU THINK YOU”JUDGE’AND HURL FIRE AND BRIMSTONE AT ME
DEAR ANDY/RAPHAEL/PANSY
AND YOUR DELUDED PERSONALITIES COMBINED.
U ARE IN NO POSITION TO JUDGE ANYBODY LET ALONE SIT HERE IN A FAKE ASS BLOG AND RANT AT WELL ..ME..LOL
SINCE WELL NO ONE IS WATCHING!!
THE MORE YOU “THINK”YOURE WELL AND LOVING..THE MORE YOU BETRAY HOW LITTLE YOU ACTUALLY DO.
AND HOW MUCH YOU SIMPLY MUST TELL ALL!!WHICH IS JUST BOASTFUL AND ARROGANT IN TEH FIRST PLACE EH??
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 1:31 pm Said:
Your approach with me is devoid of love Paul.
I will not speak with you again until you change your attitude with me Paul, nor should anyone whom you come up against without sensing their loving soul the way they you obviously do with many, and not just me, in the same way you do not feel love of your own loving soul.
You deliberately attack, drawing negativity towards you.
You may want be careful in life Paul, as someone like you, may one day deliver you the magnitude of your negativity, that your projection identification, that of a yet unresolved hurtful issue of your past, is manifesting itself the way that it do
AHEM…..PROJECTION IDENTIFICATION IS SOOOO NOT ME HUN.
CAN YOU NOT GET IT RIGHT??
WHY JUST VENOM FOR ME??
ALCINA AN DOTHERS SEE U FOR HOW YOU ARE??
HMM
OH YEAH …THE “NEGATIVE”STUFF..ORIGINAL …NOT
OH ANDY.I SEE THIS IS MY WAY OF SHOWING YOU THAT NOT ONLY ARE YOU BEHAVING IRRATIONALLY BUT UNHEALTHILY..
AND BTW …YOU HAVE NO CONCEPT TO JUDGE AND MAKE ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT SOMEONES CHILDHOOD
YOURE RELLY QUITE SCARY
I THINK YOURE PRETTY MUCH GONE
YOU SEEM TO GLORY IN YOUR OWN POMPOSITY .
AND MAKING UP LITTLE STORIES AND DELSUSIONS
SPIRIT REALM??WHAT AND WHY ARE YOU GOING ON ABOUT THAT??
what prey tell has that concept have anything to do with anyththing???and oh yes nly you an dyour”brothers”and “sisters “see it.you actually work???dont think so…you always seem to have endless hours on here??
You are spiritual death Paul. You may want to seek spiritual life, before you life runs out of time to do so.
of couse, Paul has no clue what i am speaking of…poor soul so derranged with bitterness and blindness.
geesh andy…lo and behold i do not share your version of “faith”whatevetr floats your clown boat hun.i have my own spiritualit.alive and not at all:dead”just by your nasty standards..anyhoo’
fighting with a mentally il person goes nowhere.
You are not of the depth of my understanding yet Paul, of the depth of knowing Jesus, who, like me, rail against the teachings of the forefathers who claimed to know God, and did not, nor did they desire to truly know God.
These false teachings, which you are clueless of what i am talking about, because i am taught by God and not any church, are what grip the many souls of the world.
Again, you are clueless Paul, because of your inability to think with your heart and mind, and instead you unknowingly(caught in a snare) think with your egotistical mouth, so unloving.
I am not Christian Paul. I am God’s son, who knows me completely, just as i know God, the one who is teaching me of the truth of all scripture, that of the false teachings, like in the bible.
I am able to descern the truth in all souls and all scripture Paul.
How?
By means of the sincerity and purity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul of my Divine True Self Paul, which i willingly, with ease, surrendered to Jesus and God.
Why did i do this Paul?
Simple Paul, like you, i too was once bitter and twisted, full of hurt and pain, but most of all Paul, i became greatly sickened by the sight of true evil in my life Paul, of the joyful hatefulness i saw in the eyes of another who wanted to kill me Paul, with their gun pointed at my head. I knew they wanted to pull the trigger Paul, i saw it in their eyes. I had no weapon, so i silently prayed to Jesus and God.
I was spared. Jesus spoke to me late that day, for the first time.
His words, “I AM HERE.”
😀 😀
i do not lie about God, just like i don’t lie about my feelings.
i don’t expect anyone to grasp the magnitude of this Paul, of the knowingness that God speaks with someone today, just as God spoke with Jesus Paul. I realize how difficult it may be, as i too once was skeptical.
I do not say these things out of boastfulness, which is of your interpretation of me, rather i say this out of the pure truth of my relationship with God, and what God is teaching me.
What exactly is God teaching me you may ask?
The TRUTH in all things…at all times….everywhere in the world in all things people say and do, not of scripture entirely, and rather mostly that of the greatest teacher of all….LIFE.
If you choose not to reflect in silence with your own loving heart Paul, i am sorry to say Paul, you will remain your own worse enemy Paul.
TRUTH.
Jesus loves you Paul. God loves you Paul.
so far almost all of the tracks are great, i’ve not stopped listening to them for days now…you know how Candy Perfume Girl is like the most annoying Madonna song? well Beat Goes On with Kanye will be another annoying one, other wise my God the Album is so awesome!
PS shut up about Jesus
sorry Paul…i am still working on loving you, as i don’t know the loving side of you yet.
rail against me all you want Paul. I see you as one like many, who are yet unwise, so obvious by the way you turn towards that part of you, the hypocrisy heart that takes delight in making a mockery not just of me have you done this, but of others as well, instead of towards the sincerity and purity of your own loving heart, which i know exists within everyone.
You lead your self away from Jesus and God, along with those who follow the false teachings of God, who never truly knew God, nor Jesus, nor did they, nor do they still, just as you do, not truly desire to know God, with ALL your heart, with ALL your mind, with ALL your body, with ALL your soul.
it takes time, so worry not. It took me 18 years journey in the desert as a hermetical monk to finally find Jesus there as well, whom i dwell with and he with me, becoming one with Jesus and God both, united, there is no man who is able to come between us, not even the one with a gun, where apon, if they asked me to renounce Jesus, without hesitation, i would refuse, and gladly die the same way the murdered Jesus, revealing the truth about wretched evil within those who voted to murder Jesus, of that part of themselves they later reflected apon when they all returned to their peaceful place of dwelling.
When Jesus died, the pure truth shone into their hearts reveal clearly for all to see, what exists in the hearts of men, that Jesus so desperately wanted them to see with clarity, so as to pluck and cast it from the Divine True Self which Jesus knew existed within ALL of us.
This is the sincere pure Love that Jesus has of us ALL Paul, and get this Paul, Jesus knowingly walked into the claws of the wild beast, knowing they would murder him.
He did this to reveal without doubt, the TRUTH, of these many hateful, bitter, wretched, wicked things within our hearts, all of which are learned behaviours of the teachings of the forefathers.
Jesus knew their souls were born into the world, and were snared by these false wretched learned behaviours Paul.
He surrendered his life to prove it….to prove the TRUTH.
Like Jesus, i despise the learned behavious that are the teachings of the forefathers of thousands of generations, yet alive and thriving with us to this day, just as they did when Jesus walked the earth.
What did Jesus receive in return from God you may ask…eternal life, knowing like himself, someone of sincerity like his own which he came to know, would one day pick up the Pearl before it hit the ground, providing safe passage for mankind to safely journey into the future, without the horrific horror of armagedon which yet lurks in the shadows, of the souls yet ignorant and full of hateful treachery who may be seeking our destrution.
Truly hate is of an unwise mind, lacking in God’s loving compassionate wisdom, meant for all of mankind, is it not?
We have a shield of great power now in which to protect our self from armagedon, that of the Physical Realm of the most advanced weapon technology in the world, able to hold back the hateful oppressors long enough for the greater shield to take root in the world of the coming generations….that of the loving compassionate wisdom of the Mental Realm yet learning and growing in the world.
Truly i tell you, the world is becoming a more loving place, day after day, with something as simple as a kiss, or holding hands.
GOD IS LOVE.
GOD IS COMPASSION.
GOD IS WISDOM.
WE ARE CHILDREN OF GOD…all races of mankind the world over.
It is the cause of the false and scattered incomplete teachings in the world, yet growing and thriving in the hearts of men who do not embrace all races of mankind as coming from GOD.
It is that of the hateful closed minds, that of those who have the ability to descern and choose between fate of the unwise, or destiny with God’s wisdom for ALL.
LOVE. COMPASSION. WISDOM
We are ‘that’, but only if we acknowledge that we are ALL ONE.
And now, i am about to be upstage everyone, as Madonna album hits the shelves.
Thank you to all for listening.
Now go listen to Madonna’s new album and dance you ass off to the new remixes, and i will do the same.
For those who wish to follow me on my blog, please do.
Ciao Bello.
Ciao Bella.
I love YOU Madonna.
Sup Baby Mama…nice….10000responces to your blog..congrats…rosie,marco,andy….nice…anyone else..guy ritchye…nice thinking mama i’ll just wait in line,this is what i’ve got to learn in life…wait for my turn,no more cutting on front,it was kind of cute for a while ,…i just miss you tons..you know that ,…of course i want to be with you now,so i’ll leave it at that,..happy easter to everyone!!!Namaste.
~r.
im afraid andy
that all your ramblings are banal
guess what??
jesus never “hated”theteachings of the forefathers//
he simply rebelled against the hypocrisy that ws around him…..like,,boastful pharsees bewailing their faith and being loud about it…
sound liek anyone/?
LOVE COMPASSION
WISDOM
SORRY HUN BUT PERHAPS YOU DONT ACTUALLY READ SCRIPTURE IN AN ACTUAL LEARNED WAY
ALL YOU DO IS SPOUT BORING SMAE OLE SAME OLE EVERY DAY AND ITS NOT EVEN PROPER RELIGEOUS KNOWLEDGE.
AHH POOR ANDY.SICK AND MENTALLY UNSTABLE..
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 2:14 pm Said:
sorry Paul…i am still working on loving you, as i don’t know the loving side of you yet.
rail against me all you want Paul. I see you as one like many, who are yet unwise, so obvious by the way you turn towards that part of you, the hypocrisy heart that takes delight in making a mockery not just of me have you done this, but of others as well, instead of towards the sincerity and purity of your own loving heart, which i know exists within everyone.
You lead your self away from Jesus and God, along with those who follow the false teachings of God, who never truly knew God, nor Jesus, nor did they, nor do they still, just as you do, not truly desire to know God, with ALL your heart, with ALL your mind, with ALL your body, with ALL your soul.
as have stated
OVER AN DOVER
I DO NOT
NEED
NOR HAVE
ASKED
NOR WANT
YOUR INSAN EBRAND OF RELIGEON
I HAVE MY OWN SPIRITUALITY AS MADONNA DOES.
AND SHE HAS SAID ONLY LAST WEEK THAT SHE DOESNT CARE WHAT PEOPLE BELEIVE IN…..(IF YOU READ)
I DO NOT CARE TO BE “LOVED”BY YOU
YOU ARE ONE IN JUST MILLIONS OF FUNDAMENTALISTS..BUT A SCARY INSANE BRAND THAT “PREACHES”AN DTO WHOM??
YOU HATE
WITH VITRIOL
YOU SWEAR
YOU THREATEN
LOVE??
WISDOM??
LOL..
YOU HAVENT A CLUE OF BASIC SCRIPTURE
YOU CANNOT EVEN TOLERATE MY KNOWLEDGE NOR ANYONE ELSES.
JUST BLIND HYPER-RELIGISOSITY
rail against me all you want Paul. I see you as one like many, who are yet unwise, so obvious by the way you turn towards that part of you, the hypocrisy heart that takes delight in making a mockery not just of me have you done this, but of others as well, instead of towards the sincerity and purity of your own loving heart, which i know exists within everyone.
You lead your self away from Jesus and God, along with those who follow the false teachings of God,
again.hypocrisy heart???
MAKES NO SENSE..GRAMMATICALLY OR OTHERWISE.
I HAVENT TURNED AWAY FROM MYSELF
YOU PRESUMPTUOUS FOOL!!
IM NOT OF YOUR BRND OF”FAITH”AND THE TEACHINGS OF JESUS???
HMM
I HAVENT HAD MUCH EVIDENCE OF THAT WITH YOUR INSIDEOUS ARROGANT
‘IGNORANT’VERSION
FALSE TEACHINGS??
YOU SEEM QUITE APT
AT THAT YOURSELF
SORRY NO ONE REALLY KNOWS THE TRUTH IN TEH BIBLE
WRITTEN IN MANY VERSIONS DOWN THE CENTURIES.
By means of the sincerity and purity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul of my Divine True Self Paul, which i willingly, with ease, surrendered to Jesus and God.
Why did i do this Paul?
Simple Paul, like you, i too was once bitter and twisted, full of hurt and pain, but most of all Paul, i became greatly sickened by the sight of true evil in my life Paul, of the joyful hatefulness i saw in the eyes of another who wanted to kill me Paul, with their gun pointed at my head. I knew they wanted to pull the trigger Paul, i saw it in their eyes. I had no weapon, so i silently prayed to Jesus and God.
I was spared. Jesus spoke to me late that day, for the first time.
His words, “I AM HERE.”
i do not lie about God, just like i don’t lie about my feelings.
i don’t expect anyone to grasp the magnitude of this Paul, of the knowingness that God speaks with someone today, just as God spoke with Jesus Paul. I realize how difficult it may be, as i too once was skeptical.
I do not say these things out of boastfulness, which is of your interpretation of me, rather i say this out of the pure truth of my relationship with God, and what God is teaching me.
What exactly is God teaching me you may ask?
The TRUTH in all things…at all times….everywhere in the world in all things people say and do, not of scripture entirely, and rather mostly that of the greatest teacher of all….LIFE.
If you choose not to reflect in silence with your own loving heart Paul, i am sorry to say Paul, you will remain your own worse enemy Paul.
TRUTH.
Jesus loves you Paul. God loves you Paul.
more nonsense,,kep it coming andy
AS I SAID ITS ALL YOU CAN DO..lol
im far from bitter and twisted
funy how you see someone who can actually show you how utterly wrong your crap is…”evil”or bitter
any negative
you throw in
predictable
boring
banal
insipid
R.Shwartzman, on April 27th, 2008 at 3:29 pm Said:
Sup Baby Mama…nice….10000responces to your blog..congrats…rosie,marco,andy….nice…anyone else..guy ritchye…nice thinking mama i’ll just wait in line,this is what i’ve got to learn in life…wait for my turn,no more cutting on front,it was kind of cute for a while ,…i just miss you tons..you know that ,…of course i want to be with you now,so i’ll leave it at that,..happy easter to everyone!!!Namaste.
~r.
OH I FORGOT THAT”SHWARTZMAN”WAS AROUND
YA KNOW TEH ONE WHO SAYS MADONNA AN DHE “DID IT”‘AN DHER CHILDREN ARE HIS/??
HMM..
I JUST READ ABOUT A BLOG STALKER..AND ANDY REMINDS ME EXACTLY OF ONE.
SCARY
THANKFULLY HE HAS NO IDEA HOW TO CONTACT THE REAL MADONNA
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 2:34 pm Said:
Ciao Bello.
Ciao Bella.
I love YOU Madonna.
MADONNA ISNT HERE!!
and no she doesnt love u nor knows u exhist~~!!
quelle hoot!!looked up”fake madonna”everyone..on google
guess what??
its there
thisiste
would that be the case if by some odd chance it was or ever was her regal regina meadge???
Paul ~ I don’t know what your last message means. Thanks again for defending my honor. Really nasty people parading as kind and compassionate. Puke!
Did you see this message:
Raphael, on April 27th, 2008 at 12:59 pm Said:
I got what i came for, acknowledgement of my friendship with Madonna.
Truly one of the most joyful events of my life to finally feel. Oddly enough, while abit overwhelmed at first, it felt natural for me, like the knowingness i felt so long ago, that i would one day speak with her interactively.
I always knew i would one day.
****************************************************************
Do you think Mental Madge is feeding the problem?
alcina…….”mental madge”as we dub her unroyal faker is enjoying nothing but insanity!!unfortunately we are assing to the bad vibes??yes??
adding not assing!!lol..well well i put a you tube up!! looks like it may b ethe end of this blog soon
Pansy, on April 21st, 2008 at 12:21 am Said:
hypocrit heart means nothing to one who does wish to embrace what a hypocrit heart is, especially if they are one Paul. duh!
lol
Love Hard Candy6 great lyrics,vocals and music
thats great heard it last week…
spanish lessons isnt so hot though
perhaps blog about it marco..mak eyour blog a bit more up to date..get movin…enjoy your won blog..im off to add to mine…
Yes Paul…We’re adding to the insanity by coming here and participating…its a basket full of mixed dried nuts….nuttier than a Peruvian double nut and raisin flombe with an extra serving of delusional cream.
i love you
You’re nice too. I’ve got nothing to say. I’m back in work.
Something you should know about Let it Be Lyrics
If i wanted to say sum up what Madonna means to me I’ll never find enough word’s to express it.. but a song written a long time ago and very prophetic indeed could give a clue, the way i interpret, is you cannot force it but you can allow it..
The Beatles – Let it Be
When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.
Let it be, let it be, …..
And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, …..
Let your loving compassionate feelings and wisdom, be what guides you, just as i always have and always will allow my self to BE near YOU M.
To BE…or NOT to BE. haha. 😉 😀
‘THAT’ is the question.
My answer…easy…to BE ‘THAT which i am, the same as YOU.
When YOU are near…i am far away.
When YOU are far away…i am near.
So where am i?
Am i not somewhere in your heart?
Am i not stuck here in Toronto Canada waiting for you to call me?
I tend to go with TRUTH?
And i will always want to ‘GO with YOU’ M. haha.
Remeber in high school, how we refered to ‘Going Steady”, or ‘Going Out Together’?
I have this way for you M. Do you think that will ever change? I know it won’t. I am without doubt about ‘THAT’ 😉
😀 😀
zzeee ball is in your court…can she hit it back into mine? NOT!!!!!!!!!!
i jest…..wait for it….wait…………..wait………………………..NOT!!!!
no but seriously….I LOVE YOU Madonna.
of course i would want to be with YOU. What a stupid question! duh!
Tell her Marco!
😀 😀
actually, i am a really lousy tennis player, yet i love Tennis.
i have ‘FELT’ this way for you M.
have you FELT lately.
how have you FELT.
you any good at FELTing?
where’s my FELT…hat?
damn, i really am the silly clown spinning, waiting for you, hoping one day you will…
Love for me feels like the final high note on the piano…ping.
‘THAT’s how love feels, is it not?
i can’t stay here with them all mocking me M.
would you invite them on stage with you, and let them speak into the mic with their hatefulness of me like they do?
If you let them in here, i will not come back here again.
and yet, no one should have to moderate their ugly posts. So never mind. I would not want anyone to endure that kind of a job.
I will speak with you somewhere other than here, and i will moderate them.
it’s easy….check mark….check mark…..check mark…..delete all checked posts. haha.
ohhhh….that was a hard left with the brass knuckles! a knock out punch. haha.
😀 😀
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS, like the band Queen used to sing, back in our high school days.
never mind…go back to sleep everyone.
Come on Girl….come on Girl….come on girl.
Hey…great idea! Do a remix of this with you singing Come on girl.
So gay.
I’m your Candy Perfume Boy
Love you too girlfriend
All you have to do is ask
Use those connextions
XOX
Miss you
For those of you who may not study the metaphor of Angels, an Angel is one who is between God and mankind, of God’s loving compassionate wisdom, with God, of God, unable to be swayed or tainted, because of the great wisdom of light which reveals with clarity the TRUTH of all things at all times, these many things which are of God, loving, compassionate, wise, and also of these many things which are not loving, apathetic, unwise, hateful, spurring of nashing teeth of those yet to enter, who stand outside heaven with Jesus and God’s loving compassionate wisdom and peace of mind.
Truly, it tell you, it is not somthing pleasant that i enjoy, standing at the doorway, listening to the hissing and nashing of teeth. My decision to do so, is because of the lurking dangers in the world today.
We must embrace loving compassionate wisdom for sake of everyone, even for those who continue to fuel the fires of wretched hatefulness, which may be seeking our destruction, as ill a thought i don’t wish to embrace, the reality is true, is it not, that thousands of us died September eleventh 2001, revealing of the truth, that indeed, such individuals exist.
i am optimistic of the knowledge that the world is indeed, becoming more loving day after day, but that does not eliminate the possibility of great dangers which may yet exist in the hearts of the unwise one’s in the world.
Part of me thinks that no such person or persons exist in the world, yet ever on the look out that maybe they do. That is why we have the CIA and other intelligency agencies working 24/7 at a cost of trillions of dollars annually, if you take into account the enforcements which are a part of our defensive position against tyrants which may yet exist.
Ignorance is cause for those who seek to hurt us. Always has been thruout history, such as Hitler’s regime.
Time. It will take time, until one day these fires will be extinguished, where it is God who extinguishes these fires completely(many will not understand this, as it has to being at one with God, of one who has surrendered completely to God). And yet these fires are easily rekindled within, from the cajoling and enticing of unwise others.
i could easily walk away from the front lines, and be relieved to take shelter in my place of peace, but that is not who i am, apathetic, rather i am compassionate for those who are yet foolish and unwise, knowing the snares which grip the loving hearts of many souls in the world, is a real issue, is it not?
And besides, i love being among my loving brothers and sisters on the front lines, whom i adore completely. haha.
So much CANDY everwhere i look. haha.
~ she’s laughing again.
haha.
😀 😀
And as for my favorite CANDY of ALL, i want Madonna to always know that she is my favorite CANDY of ALL.
Although she can be quite hard on me at times, as she used to say, ‘i only hurt the ones i love’.
Somedays i need my butt kicked…i know.
And somedays i need my mind kicked, when i slip and fall, giving way to the cajoling and enticing of those who are bitter towards me.
i don’t think of my self as any greater than anyone. For those that do, you have not taken time to embrace your own loving heart and mind, and reflect what i have been saying all along…i am merely a student of God’s wisdom, which sees me continuing to learn something new everyday, just as i have for the past 29 years now, coming to God and Jesus, until such a day, i realized i would not find greater wisdom from anyone in the world, and i willingly with great ease, surrendered my heart, mind, body and soul to Jesus.
I am protected now, by the invisible shield of wisdom which is of Jesus and God who speak with me daily. Perhaps that is partly why i surrendered my life to God, as i was being hurt by others daily, of their wretched bitterness so unloving of me, living as a gay man in an unwise homophobic painful world.
While some don’t experience such things, living a gay life, unfortunately my life has been one of the worse, with homophobes all around me. The issue has eased somewhat over the years, yet every so often something horrible happens with me, of my own biological family no less, which is so hurtful at times, and humiliating for me and my lover, such as being told we were not welcomed at the family Christmas dinner, after we had arrived unannounced Christmas Eve. My partner and i sat alone on Christmas day that year, hurt and humiliated that my own family could be so ignorant and hurtful of us.
i know it has to do with their own ignorance and i pray one day they learn, for sake of their own growing children, so i am not resentful of them, and rather sad, that i don’t have a loving immediate family, and only that of my extended family.
I have seen many come from their hurtful families to live in the ghetto here with our massive extended family, as i look apon their arms and see scares of self abuse, of past suicide events, and it always brings a tear, ever reminding me of the truth about ignorance yet in the world.
sorta like the white bandage on M’s arm, in one of her Champion pictures.
We know, eh Rosie?
~ Loving Compassionate Wisdom.
My question is simple; ” would Jesus be so unloving?”
And so once again, i take up position where i always have, on the front lines with my loving brothers and sisters of the world this summer, of the knowingness that each step is in step with God’s love for us ALL, and not these many absurd, useless, wretched, hurtful, painful, bitter ignorant pettinesses, foolish illnesses of the loving heart, which continue to grip the world with their fear mongering of we who are loving.
Join us then, as we celebrate once again, on the last Sunday of June, here in Toronto Canada, with over one million in attendance this year, now the largest yearly event in North America, and you will see me there along side those i love the most, my gay/ lesbian/ bisexual and transgendered oppressed brothers and sisters, yet not oppressed, as our loving spirits for many of us, have become freed over the years, from bitter chains which seek to bind our loving wise compassionate hearts, the veterans who are no longer afraid to bravely carry the rainbow flag that represents our diversity and freedom, of what i like to refer to as kingdom hearts in the kingdom of heaven all around us.
~ So what is it we rail against?
Ignorance of the unloving heart, mind, body and soul, of those yet snared by the ignorant teachings of the forefathers yet being taught to an innocent child born into the world, not born wise, led astray by many yet unwise.
~ this is what Jesus was about and saw with clarity his entire life, just as we too, with ease, see with clarity the exact same way of the things Jesus saw while walking the earth.
My greatest fantasy of all, would have been to walk with Jesus when he walked the earth. I know i would have been one who was ever at his side, getting what ever he needed, of great delight and awe of him every second of every day, wake with enthusiasm of him each morning, sorta like i do today. Can you imagine, walking with Jesus? He is of grace and love, completely devoid of doubt, with no sense what so ever of abanding you, not ever, and in fact, always inviting you to come away with him, from the mean spirited world around us, and feel loved every second of the day, every day, every week, month, year…for all eternity. 😉
We do not despise any soul of the world, rather we despise ‘THAT’ which is so obviously absurd, useless, egotistical, unloving, uncaring, uncollaborative, of so many things which grips tight, and holds captive the innocent loving souls born into the world each day, growing in unwiseness with these false teachings, not of God, and rather of those who claimed to know God, and still do. Jesus saw them all around as well, and had a difficult time teaching even his close followers, to see with clarity, that it is they who are the loving Children of God, just like him, who are able to embrace their own Divine True Self, if only the would let go of all these usless teachings with lead to ruin.
Surely one can see with clarity the TRUTH which shines brightly into all darkness, revealing the truth for us to see(feel) with clarity, so as to cast it from us, pluck it out of our hearts, like the uselessness of such things as insobriety, yes?
A healthy life is just so much more enjoyable, is it not?
Ask M, for she is truly one who takes a positive healthy approach to life. Look apon her, for she is the result of a healthy approach, an inspiration for us ALL.
hey, did they have any female knights at the round table?
They do now, and is why i show up here everyday!
hahahaha.
😀 😀
she so fine
wish she were mine
figure to be kind
till the end of time
will one day she calls me up and says, “ok, you win!”
so what if the last part don’t rhyme…it’s my poem damn it!
haha.
😀 😀
wow! sure is quiet in here….finally!
opppsss…forgive me, just as i forgive all, knowing the truth of the innocent born into an unwise world everyday.
ALL by my self…don’t wanna live…all by myself….any more.
remember that ol tune?
yuk…too sappy for me.
hmmm….word of the day?
Burdensome Bitterness of Hades(hell).
ok, more than one word, but without the other words, the word ‘bitterness’, just don’t quite cut it alone.
The condition of many souls in the world is yet in great sadness, in great need of we who are loving compassionate and wise, of the fortitude to lift their souls up out of Hades, like Madonna’s dance music does.
Hades is that of the results of useless, bitter, absurd, annoying, hateful ignorances, which leads the innocent souls born into the world, into dark dungeons of captive souls.
Growing up, we had a dungeon in the basement of our home, where i, Author was born and raised.
no really…growing up as a kid, we had a dungeon, with iron bars on the door, with massive iron hinges. I liked to spook all my friends with it. Inside where these many swords my father collected, and stone fireplace made of real stones, suits of armor, and of course a stereo system to party with. It was my favorite place with my friends.
One day, i want to buy a suits of armor and roll down the steps with my friends that ROCKY stood on…i think is in Philly?
do you think i am annoying M?
do you think i ramble?
i look at it this way, maybe somebody, a Mother of a gay child, a father of a lesbian daughter, may read these words, and give them real insight into understanding love, instead of useless negativity.
or maybe some son or daughter who is struggling with such things like i have and do(although i don’t really struggle like i used to, now a veteran of the GLBT ghetto since ’95).
if i am repetitive, it is good reasurance, is it not, like that of a coach, building up his team?
ok…enjoy the rest of the day everyone.
It’s SPA time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😉 😀
hey, do you need any assistants M?
you could eventually trust me, ya know.
It is you i worry about, of me trusting you around this fine body of mine.
hahahha.
😀 😀
hey, where’d Marco go? Marco? Marco? He’s hiding again.
i love Marco, because Marco loves me.
his love for me
i feel great trust
yes he can SEE
overflowing with…
with….
with….
i can’t think of the correct word.
hahahaha. 😉 😀
it’s all good people. we are hard wired for sex.
Recapping;
there are indeed, alot of Affect + Effect negative unwise, unloving things in the world, such as the mockery of love, which continues to grip many souls, who are help captive, and led away from their True Nature, peaceful and loving.
Some of the tasteless humor i see and hear, for me is a waste of precious time, time that could be spent in better ways…as i turn off the TV.
freud.
(above)
….should of said;
many souls, who are HELD captive…not help…although help makes perfect sense too.
😀 😀
as in, “Somebody HELP me, please, i am stuck in this trunk and i can’t get OUT.
M is sitting on it again.
oh gee…how my mind waunders….all over the place, like that giant lolipop. 😉 😀
hey, when is the date?
imeem, what is the date?
OMG!
it is the 28th, and Madonna is availble tommorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. 😀 😀
We ALL win in Madonna’s world, where you will always find me somewhere, wispering sweetness in her ear, of the truth we know, love will always feel better than useless hatefulness.
i don’t hate the haters, i do despise the teachers of false hateful attitudes.
Does anyone understand what M means when she speaks of, “None of it is Real?”
For me, Real feelings, are of the Real True Self, not of the false manifestations of the masks we subconsciously create for ourselves, and hide behind. In other words, these bitter attitudes are not of your REAL LOVING TRUE SELF submerged.
Join us then, as the celebration of loving life continues once again, with the newest release of Madonna in 60 countries around the world, once again lifting us up to loves embrace where we ALL belong.
Can’t enough of ‘that’ loving feeling…ohhh ohhh that loving feeling, bring back that loving feeling, now your gone…gone…gone….
hey, where did everybody go?
hahaha.
😀 😀
thanks M.
i love YOU MADONNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
always did. still do. always will.
i mean come on people, with a body like hers, what’s not to love?
sheeeesssshhhhh!
waking up next to her? i don’t think i could handle that one…although always willing to try.
Would you like to try?
duh! another stupid question.
hahaha. 😀 😀
me and my fantasies, i know. but they are good fantasies, are they not?
ok then.
be thankful to have Madonna as your lover Guy!
i know i would.
my favorite saying?
feebles foible
they always fall down
why i do not hide
within Madonna’s clown
hmmm…does not rhyme…a rethink.
hmmm….
be thankful to have Madonna as your lover guy?(small cap?;)
😀 😀
im bad, i know.
my fingers are wearing a hole in my desk from tapping them, anticipating the release, like the sales clerk in Cannery Row.
That book had a weird effect on me. So vivid in my mind, i was emotionally swimming with all the characters of the book, as though i was actually their, not just reading of the words, but slowly reading, emotionally in the book.
that is how i study scripture, i slow way down when reading the words, and i emotionally transport to the time period, and i am actually there speaking with Jesus, of the sincerity of my love only for Jesus who does not turn away from me.
Gives meaning to the word, “To know me, is to love me, yes?” 😉 😀
i know Madonna.
Madonna knows me.
Can’t you see?
We were meant to be?
ok…not very original, but it’s true….i am here with her, am i not? Right where i have always wanted to be, no longer afraid to tell her my feelings, “I love YOU Madonna.”
i want to back to school, in film directing and script writing. I live right on campus here at the Ryerson University. The have an excellent film program. Film is such an incredible way to express things which are impactful in people’s lives. It too is an instrument of God.
Actually everything is able to teach us about God’s sincere purity of God’s love. It just takes along time to learn how to focus and descern the spirit realm that is in sink with our sincere purity of loving feelings of our Divine True Self.
It is sorta like sitting in water, where you have two currents flowing and mixing, that of warm water and that of cold water, where both are able to teach you, where negative feelings are indeed aweful feeling for us, and positive loving feelings are warm for us. As we move thru our day, the spirit realm is in sink with us, of both positive and negative refections of recent recollection. Not sure if that helps you understand. I will try to describe it better another time. I will document it.
Fortunate are those who are not inundated by negative energies, with health boundaries set, and yet, i can teach someone about the negatvie energies, as good indicative things for us, of which to feel and see with clarity, of what feels aweful for us, so much so we pass it by, if we are wise, and switch off the TV, or change the radio station, or reading a more enlightened book, or like Rosie, listen to loving music of reflection, and create wonderful film shorts with the music.
Your’re awesome in my world Rosie! Thank YOU.
We are the U generation, not x, not y, the U generation Rosie!
hahaha.
i knew you would like that one! 😉 😀
I M because We R.
or how about this one;
R U Ready?
Ready. Standing by. Awaiting further instruction.
Here up phone…RING damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
i jest……wait for it….wait…………..wait……………….nottttttttttttttttttt.
i love hidden meanins, can you tell?
Tell me to stay
Tell me to go
Tell me im gay
i have to know
When i am with her, i am as gay as they get.
Someone the other day said something dark, “why did they(gays) go and ruin a perfectly good word….the word GAY.”
I am like, well when was the last time you met a gay guy, or seen our loving gay brothers and sisters? Is it not obvious that they are of exceeding happiness of the love they feel for one another so GAY looking, as in gayful joy of one another? duh!
so many morons…not enough time. haha.
I just heard a couple of tracks of Madonna’s new album and they sounded really excellent! That “She’s Not Me” – brilliant! Loved it. That’s all I’ve heard really so far.
Am I supposed to come to London?
That’s a long way away. I don’t go to London often. I get very tired.
I’m getting older. I need to plan things.
I can’t cope with disruption anymore. Or travelling.
London is full of drug addicts and muggers.
I quite like Bath and Cheltenham.
Ya, disruption is annoying, although it has always served as a spur for me, like a thorn, ‘Ever + Reminding, oh ya, i am not like ‘that’, as in ‘that’ of the negative energies we sometimes run into in our travels.
That is why we set healthy flexible boundaries, adjustable at all times, of our choosing to adjust them.
Some days i am weary, and i need a break from the world.
other days i am well rested, and able to cope with what ever is thrown at me, as long as it is not eggs. haha.
Is anyone here? This page is too long and it’s full of rubbish.
Raphael, what the heck are you waffling on about?
I don’t know what to do. Nobody ever tells me anything.
Does anybody here speak sense?
i am waiting for the album, a special day, as much as i am tempted to seek the songs, i am setting aside tommorow as a special day with M, her voice, the stringed instruments, the emotional journey, with someone i love who loves ALL of us.
she is of my extended family, the blue rose in my flower arrangement you could say, of extraordinary and wondrous appeal for me, of me, with me, for us, of us, with us ALL.
You know, it is all so incredible, where we are today, is it not? Of the places and the paths, are we not?
As i write, i am like wow, she is right there reading. And so i control my tongue, although not a difficult thing to do when i think of her, wanting only a fun loving feeling to surround her, like a high school friend, who merely wishes to ask, “hey, how’s your day going? hey, check this out!”, as i go on and on with my stream of conscious writing.
i find when i embrace her, i embrace all the things i wish for my gentle true self to come to know, and i guess you could say, it is of my sincerity of loving feelings for her of my genuine true self that feels at ease with her, trusting of her completely, knowing she does not wish any harm what so ever of me…although sometimes she likes to see me get caught in mud slides, and see how i strong my fortitude is, which only makes me stronger in the end, albeit, covered head to toe in shit.
hahaha.
hey, i am getting used to wearing these brass knuckles, yes? hehe.
A whole new meaning to Extraordinary and Wondrous, yes? So many facets of the mind, like a sparkling diamond, radiant and bright.
Everybody is mad, it seems.
I’m off to bed. Maybe things will make sense in the morning (though I very much doubt it!). Good night.
that is why i love wearing the beautiful satin clown outfit, because no one comes up to me with any negativity when i am wearing it. They all want their picture taken with us.
Best of all, the eventuality of a hundred clowns, will see me being able to not even be known, and rather as one of them, for i know that truly we are not at all different, other than our level of wisdom which we choose for ourselves, just as M has continued to do so well.
She carries us, we carry her, and ‘that’ is the way it has been, and always shall be.
Why?
LOVE.
just passing by Andrew.
Bollocks.
Ciao Bello. Ciao Bella. Sweet dreams.
All is bollocks.
Nighty night!
interesting word.
in what context are u using it?
“Bollocks” is a word of Anglo Saxon origin, meaning “testicles”. The word is often used figuratively in English, as a noun to mean “nonsense” or conversely to mean “top quality” or “perfection”, an expletive following a minor accident or misfortune, and an adjective to mean “poor quality” or “useless”. In this respect, the term could be said to be a contranym. Similarly, the common phrases “Bollocks to that!” or “That’s a load of old bollocks” express a distaste for a certain task, subject or opinion; “the dog’s bollocks” expresses the opposite, namely admiration, pleasure or approval.
i know, if you were to join me in the spa, we could make use of your bullocks? haha. 😀 😀
just trying to keep up with M.
sometimes i wonder if i am a nympho.
i know i am not, although one might question it if they were with me for, oh say, a day or so. haha. 😀 😀
im bad. i know.
just teasing you back M.
There are so many place to submit your reviews everyone, of Madonna’s new album, so be sure to express yourselve for others to know, such as Amazon, online music stores, radio stations, especially with our friends.
every time i tell someone Madonna’s new album is out the 29th, they always smile and respond positively(ok, mostly, but the bitchy ones don’t count anyway, do they?…or maybe they should, for their own sake, we pray).
hey M, do you think we would drive each other nuts, if we were relentless lovers? Or is it just me who is nut crazy?
hahaha. 😀 😀
just curious.
ok. enough for one day.
it will not be me who leaves you.
it will always be you who leaves me.
~ like that is possible! NOT!
Sweetest of dreams, wishing i was by your side in the physical realm, where unfortunately i only exist in the spiritual realm with you.
i would drive you up the wall anyway, so probably best the way we are.
or perhaps i am too afraid of my loving feelings for you to venture in life with you physically, and i am just saying things to mask how i truly feel.
As for thoughts of others and what they think of me thus far? I don’t care.
I say, if you love someone…tell them.
if you don’t tell them, how are they ever to know how you feel.
is it wrong to love you Madonna?
i don’t understand why are so many against me saying how i feel?
Is it because you are married?
So if Jesus came back to the world, would he ignore all the married couples?
or, am i to always to ignore my feelings of those who are married?
i suppose for my own sake i should not entertain a crushes on married ones….bin there….done that….
but the way i look at so many in relationships, is i see what others fail to see…that….
never mind…i won’t say it.
forgive me. i pray that wisdom always surrounds Madonna’s gates father, and that grace always surround her walls father. Make it so, and i will stop worrying about her. Thank you father.
they are mad because they don’t know what time it is.
Madonna will be on the US TV show Access Hollywood on Monday 28 April at 7:30pm on NBC.
I Am Because We Are premiere in New York City last week with Madonna opening the film;
I Am Because We Are premiere in New York City last week
i am so wanting to see heart gripping film!
Madonna’s loving soul;
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/21134540/vp/24310777#24310777
Raphael, on April 28th, 2008 at 9:05 pm Said:
When i am with her, i am as gay as they get.
Someone the other day said something dark, “why did they(gays) go and ruin a perfectly good word….the word GAY.”
I am like, well when was the last time you met a gay guy, or seen our loving gay brothers and sisters? Is it not obvious that they are of exceeding happiness of the love they feel for one another so GAY looking, as in gayful joy of one another? duh!
so many morons…not enough time. haha.
well many of us think ‘GAY”IS NOW JUST A WORD USED BY ENFANTS TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING STUPID OR BANAL.MUCH LIKE YOU!!
In the interview above, Madonna was asked questions;
Today Show; “What is it ‘that’ you want to feel about your life?”
M, “That my soul reached it’s TRUE potential, and that i did everything that i was put on this earth to do.”
For you naysayers, I guess that pretty much puts an end to the bitter nashing of the teeth around here, yes?
Indeed, she is a precious sensitive loving soul, is she not?
We ALL are, merely by turning turning towards our loving heart, mind, body and precious loving soul so sensitive to everything all around us…at all times.
Thanks M.
ok. enough for one day.
it will not be me who leaves you.
it will always be you who leaves me.
~ like that is possible! NOT!
Sweetest of dreams, wishing i was by your side in the physical realm, where unfortunately i only exist in the spiritual rethis only make su look stupid
thats all
marco..
i think youre twice as sick
if you think that a cealm with you.
i would drive you up the wall anyway, so probably best the way we are.
or perhaps i am too afraid of my loving feelings for you to venture in life with you physically, and i am just saying things to mask how i truly feel.
As for thoughts of others and what they think of me thus far? I don’t care.
I say, if you love someone…tell them.
if you don’t tell them, how are they ever to know how you feel.
is it wrong to love you Madonna?
i don’t understand why are so many against me saying how i feel?
Is it because you are married?
So if Jesus came back to the world, would he ignore all the married couples?
or, am i to always to ignore my feelings of those who are married?
i suppose for my own sake i should not entertain a crushes on married ones….bin there….done that….
but the way i look at so many in relationships, is i see what others fail to see…that….
never mind…i won’t say it.
forgive me. i pray that wisdom always surrounds Madonna’s gates father, and that grace always surround her walls father. Make it so, and i will stop worrying about her. Thank you father.
HOW CAN I PUT THIS??
GET HELP
ITS SIMPLE.THISIS A BORING BLOG AND M DOESNMT EXHIST YOU IDIOT!!
YES YOU HEARD YOU
BLITHERING
BANAL INSIPID HYPOCRITE
HYPER-RELIGEOUS MARTYR TO YOUR OWN BRAN DON INSANE RELIGEION THAT IS ALL JUST ANDY!!
HOW MANY TIMES DO YA THINK YOU CAN GO ON LIKETHIS??
YOU SPEAKETH SHIT!!
MADONNA HAS AND NEVER WILL KNOW YOU
YOU SHOW SIGNS
OS SKITZOPHRENIA
BI-POLAR
PRESONALITY DISORDER
LIST GOES ON
marco……..madonna isnt mary mother of god
SHE IS A CELEBRITY!!
she is mortal
she could be a cunt for all we know
its called pr folks!!
sad that you would “love” a cel;ebrity more than other deserving people..sad sad sad
worse is the fact she isnt here to read your stalkerish pathetic musings
both of ya
keep going andy
youve threatene to leave sooo many times
when??
were so sick of you
youre warped and full of yourself
a stupid self
hiding behind ad infinitum rhetoric
banl boring dribble
everyday .for 2 years
sad??yes
Raphael, on April 28th, 2008 at 9:40 pm Said:
just passing by Andrew.
PASSING BY??
FUCK YOUR EHERE LIKE SOMEONE SITTING ON THE TIOILET EXCRETING DIORHEA..YOU SIT AN DSIT AND JUST EXCRETE ALL DAY EVERYDAY…
SHIT AND MORE SHIT
IM AMAZED FAKE MADONNA HASNT GOT THE AIRSPRAY OUT
BY THE WAY DID U GET THE YOUTUBE FAKER??
ITS ON THERE
UNDER FAKE MADONNA
HAAA.OH WHAT FUN
in what context are u using it?
“Bollocks” is a word of Anglo Saxon origin, meaning “testicles”. The word is often used figuratively in English, as a noun to mean “nonsense” or conversely to mean “top quality” or “perfection”, an expletive following a minor accident or misfortune, and an adjective to mean “poor quality” or “useless”. In this respect, the term could be said to be a contranym. Similarly, the common phrases “Bollocks to that!” or “That’s a load of old bollocks” express a distaste for a certain task, subject or opinion; “the dog’s bollocks” expresses the opposite, namely admiration, pleasure or approval.
OH HOW LONG DID IT TAK EU TO READ UP ON THAT??
HOW ABOUT FUCKTARD??
OR MORONS??
WHICH U USE SO ELOQUENTLY
is it wrong to love you Madonna?
i don’t understand why are so many against me saying how i feel?
Is it because you are married?
So if Jesus came back to the world, would he ignore all the married couples?
or, am i to always to ignore my feelings of those who are married?
i suppose for my own sake i should not entertain a crushes on married ones….bin there….done that….
but the way i look at so many in relationships, is i see what others fail to see…that….
never mind…i won’t say it.
yes you crazed loon
oh, so all my words are stupid Paul? Could you be more specific?
i realize some points i do not cover well, needing elaboration. Perhaps there is something you wanted to ask?
Oh sorry, i forgot about you closed mind, where all your smallnesses keep coming from. But then again, i am wasting my time speaking of my evalution of your heart. mind, body and soul, forgeting you have no idea what i am talking about.
Raphael, on April 28th, 2008 at 9:38 pm Said:
that is why i love wearing the beautiful satin clown outfit, because no one comes up to me with any negativity when i am wearing it. They all want their picture taken with us.
Best of all, the eventuality of a hundred clowns, will see me being able to not even be known, and rather as one of them, for i know that truly we are not at all different, other than our level of wisdom which we choose for ourselves, just as M has continued to do so well.
She carries us, we carry her, and ‘that’ is the way it has been, and always shall be.
Why?
LOVE.
LOON.
I have one last question for you Paul, “if you had a son or daughter, would you like it if someone spoke to them the way you have with me all this time and time again, bashing away at their self esteem, crippling them with your joyful drudgery of your shit for brains attitude of someone who approaches Jesus and God, without descern at all of the significance of the words they are speaking, may help be helpful for someone?
I am spiritual Paul, not of any religion, like Madonna is. I speak of Jesus because he too was a spiritual person. So why not say something loving with Madonna, and leave me out of your inability to comprehend anything i say, as it is obvious, that you say nothing of intelligence as reguards to my words, of no desire to expand apon of elaborate on with a joyful heart of collaboration, and instead of the same insipidness that so far appears to be all you are.
For sake of M and your Self Paul, i will leave, as i can speak with her somewhere else.
The floor is yours Paul. Go ahead and fill it up with you trash talk like you usually do, so wretched in every breath, every step.
fuck, i dropped the brass knuckles, oh damn, here comes again….
if you knew anything of our history Paul, and what i mean to her Paul, you would not speak this way with me, and indeed become quite embarrassed to know who i am to her.
but hey, go ahead, let’s see what intelligence exists in your smallnesses with me.
I have to warn though Paul, i will crush you, leaving you in despair of your own wretchedness. So go ahead Paul, take your best shot.
damn, i hate how they sneak up on you, just when i was helping others reflect on your loving soul to M, of your adoption of David.
Can you believe this guy M?
Well, i am done for the day, and wish not to read any of his wretched words before bed, so good nite all.
I should not of engaged with Paul in the first place….my mistake…
i am still learning…we all are.
Ok, how about this. I will not speak on this blog again and take Pauls wretchedness with me, so he can let his loving self out, seeing as it is me he despises.
Gee, i wonder why? i know why. But Paul knows nothing about me…nor desires to.
I call apon God, who says, ‘woe to you who rise up against my kindred’.
i don’t depsise your soul Paul, i despise your bitterness and insipidness with me, that is unwarranted, uncalled for, unwelcomed, foul tasting, foul smelling, of the stench of…delight of evil over God.
I say this for sake of you.
I can speak any where in the world, knowing you will be one of the last to enter Paul, where my life and M’s life will continue to reverberate with goodness in the world, and set your soul at ease eventually.
quick question Paul, while i am yet here with you on the path as a passerby, “Is it just me you attack like this Paul, or is this a daily thing in your life, of any unsuspecting soul you pass by. Have you been doing this for years, or just recently?”
of course, i don’t expect you to speak the truth Paul, as you don’t enjoy true loving feelings of your divine true self, at least not with me.
come back to me someday, with the truth and love, and i will speak with you again. Until then, i will not speak with you no longer. why would anyone, under such heavey fire, like that of your recent diagnosis of me as schizoid, which i took quite personal, as my brother suffers from the condition. Fortunately for me, i have alot of my Mom’s blood in me, her hands, her small feet, rather than the blue blood of my Danish father.
you remind me of the raging souls yelling and screaming in the streets Paul, scaring every passerby.
Do you do this in the streets too Paul, of complete strangers, raging away like you do?
i love the real Madonna Paul, the one who moved from Detroit to NYC.
She has grown wise and matured since then, but she is still of the same sensitivity, or perhaps abit more thick skinned.
I see the sensitive Madonna Paul. The one who meditates in peacefulness of her loving heart, like i do, that of my spiritual self which travels in stillness.
i don’t know enough to realize i am wasting precious time speaking with these cajolers who seek to entice me and inject their bitterness in me, hoping i become like them, knowing i am not.
Ok…that is it father…i will not engage another who cajoles with bitterness again. I have learned the truth of their demonic devices of trickery, which seeks to inject me with their hateful bitterness, seeking to kindle fire within my loving soul.
Get away from me wretched spirits, so poisonous to any soul, always lurking, seeking battles of destruction of the soul. You cannot see me, but i see you clearly hiding in dark shadows of hatefulness.
it just stopped being fun.
+ ok, let’s break some new records.
here it comes…Are U Ready?
heavenly father, we pray for ALL souls of the world.
Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 12:03 am Said:
if you knew anything of our history Paul, and what i mean to her Paul, you would not speak this way with me, and indeed become quite embarrassed to know who i am to her.
but hey, go ahead, let’s see what intelligence exists in your smallnesses with me.
I have to warn though Paul, i will crush you, leaving you in despair of your own wretchedness. So go ahead Paul, take your best shot.
YOUARE
SICK TWISTED
IGNORANT
AOVE ALL FUNDAMENTALIST ESPOUSING AND SPEWING FORTH NON SENSICAL GARBAGE UNDER
THE GUISE OF LOVE AND LIGHT
ALL YOU PREACH IS SELF GRATIFICATION
‘YOU ARE NOTHING TO MADONNA.THIS BLOG IS NOT HER
IT IS LISTED UNDER
FALSE MADONNA
ON GOOGLE
AND THE OVER USE OF INSIPID AN DWRETCHEDNESS BELIES A NARROW VOCAB
THAT UNDERLIES ALL YOUR HYPER-RELIGOSITY
ILL AND TWISTED WITH ILLNES ALL YOU DO I SBARK HOW RIGHTEOUS YOU ARE
AND TO WHO
???
NO ONE IS WATCHING
NOONE LISTENS
YOUARE TO ANYONE
NOT WELL
IN THE STRICTEST SENSE
YOURE SCARY’AND REAL MADONNA WOULDNT EVEN CONTEMPLATE HAVING A FRIENDSHIP WITH SUCH A PERSON
IF YOUare inded”close”to hefr then why not just email her actual real address..
sorry babe
youre really really twited
and no amount of bible bashing and denouncing us all as heretics and unoving
which is insipid as u say to tthe enth degree
its simply just someoen with grand delusions rambling on and on
go tell it on the mount
become a fucking minister apart from your endless list of so called vocations
an dsory the clown story is too too funy!!
if not made up
go tell your “insipdness”on your blog.b eoriginal an dstop fanning a fae ego on here
its neither beneficial to your faith or your own mental health
as its getting worse by the hour
quick question Paul, while i am yet here with you on the path as a passerby, “Is it just me you attack like this Paul, or is this a daily thing in your life, of any unsuspecting soul you pass by. Have you been doing this for years, or just recently?”
TEE HEE IM NOT”ATTACKING’WHATSOEVER
WHY DONT U SAY ANY OF THIS TO ALCINA???
WHY JUST YOUR VENOMOUS VITRIOL ON ME/?
SHE IS JUST AS VEHEMENT ABOUT YOUR INSANITY AND MARCO’S??
HMM??
AN DBY THE BY…YOU RE SMALL MIND AN DITS LUNACY KEEP M EHER NOT TO ATTACK BUT SIMPLY TO TRY AND GET SOME SICK FUCKERS OFF CYBERSPACE
AS IM TRYING TO DO STOPPING THIS BLOG
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 1:37 am Said:
+ ok, let’s break some new records.
here it comes…Are U Ready?
heavenly father, we pray for ALL souls of the world.
Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
U DARE TO TWIST THE LOTD’S PRAYER??
TO YOUR OWN MAKING/?
ENOUGH SAID
SICKO
Raphael, on April 28th, 2008 at 7:07 pm Said:
~ So what is it we rail against?
Ignorance of the unloving heart, mind, body and soul, of those yet snared by the ignorant teachings of the forefathers yet being taught to an innocent child born into the world, not born wise, led astray by many yet unwise.
~ this is what Jesus was about and saw with clarity his entire life, just as we too, with ease, see with clarity the exact same way of the things Jesus saw while walking the earth.
My greatest fantasy of all, would have been to walk with Jesus when he walked the earth. I know i would have been one who was ever at his side, getting what ever he needed, of great delight and awe of him every second of every day, wake with enthusiasm of him each morning, sorta like i do today. Can you imagine, walking with Jesus? He is of grace and love, completely devoid of doubt, with no sense what so ever of abanding you, not ever, and in fact, always inviting you to come away with him, from the mean spirited world around us, and feel loved every second of the day, every day, every week, month, year…for all eternity.
We do not despise any soul of the world, rather we despise ‘THAT’ which is so obviously absurd, useless, egotistical, unloving, uncaring, uncollaborative, of so many things which grips tight, and holds captive the innocent loving souls born into the world each day, growing in unwiseness with these false teachings, not of God, and rather of those who claimed to know God, and still do. Jesus saw them all around as well, and had a difficult time teaching even his close followers, to see with clarity, that it is they who are the loving Children of God, just like him, who are able to embrace their own Divine True Self, if only the would let go of all these usless teachings with lead to ruin.
Surely one can see with clarity the TRUTH which shines brightly into all darkness, revealing the truth for us to see(feel) with clarity, so as to cast it from us, pluck it out of our hearts, like the uselessness of such things as insobriety, yes?
A healthy life is just so much more enjoyable, is it not?
Ask M, for she is truly one who takes a positive healthy approach to life. Look apon her, for she is the result of a healthy approach, an inspiration for us ALL.
hey, did they have any female knights at the round table?
They do now, and is why i show up here everyday!
hahahaha.
EVER READ SUCH INNANE GARBAGE???IF SO I GIVE MY BLESSING TO PUKE…
paul, on April 26th, 2008 at 2:24 am Said:
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 12:03 am Said:
if you knew anything of our history Paul, and what i mean to her Paul, you would not speak this way with me, and indeed become quite embarrassed to know who i am to her.
but hey, go ahead, let’s see what intelligence exists in your smallnesses with me.
I have to warn though Paul, i will crush you, leaving you in despair of your own wretchedness. So go ahead Paul, take your best shot.
CRUSH ME??how on gods green earth can take you for sane???leaving moi??in despair??good luck nut case…i have more intelligence .spirituality and strength to sustain your innane name calling and righteousness.(however illwritten or said)
i advise that you get therapy(more)and stop perhaps playing games an dlying thru ones teeth it envelops all your life .and deluding yrself to such an unhealthy extent that it pervails every nuance of your exhistence.your armchair preaching and feeling superior is boring an dquite mental .so is the constant cahnging of personas.you”rail”because inside yourself you seem angry and full of rage which come sout every so often.not in agood way.
come back to me someday, with the truth and love, and i will speak with you again. Until then, i will not speak with you no longer. why would anyone, under such heavey fire, like that of your recent diagnosis of me as schizoid, which i took quite personal, as my brother suffers from the condition. Fortunately for me, i have alot of my Mom’s blood in me, her hands, her small feet, rather than the blue blood of my Danish father
SO now youre brother is how did you say”skizoid”???rather stupid isnt it???if u actully did u would have railed at me for being so awful…rather u spelled it like it shouldnt be.how dumb do you think people are/?
whatever anyone says youve lost someon ethis week.then again and again and again….and your hate towards alcohol???are you alcoholic an djust railingagaints yourself??
whts your point???
if any anytime anywhere
i dont hate at all…i feel pity and a certain awe in the presence of a internet “deity”angel or whatever you think youare on any given moment
the fact you think you”talk
“to madonna
to god and youre an angel is remarkably…well in need of looking into./
jesus….by the way taught but never said..hey you must or have to…it was choice and a different way of seeing..he actually never advocated church but to simply pray in your own way.private as he saw a public demonstration as hypocritical.nes pas??there are endless ways to corupt his teachings and have been done.you scare me in that you tiwst scrpiture to suit yourself.wrong.very.im not christian but i was brought up in catholic schools. ive seen first hand hypocricy.what i dont get is that you preach exactly the same crap that the fundamentalists preach and u use the same verve and blind faith they do .
plus you decry anyone not of your liking evil and wrteched.sorry andy even madonna lets people beleive in what they beleive
in her doco on eof her workers said they didnt beleive in god.she just said really???an dleft it at that.you hav elittle tolerance for anyones thinking
so you and mini-andy rail and froth at the mouth an dgo absolutely berko becaus eyou think you and you alobe hold teh key to enlightenment.sorry not even the pope does.who knows what a deity says?im sure the pope doesn hear voices.my goodness even he is quiet about his religeon.an dthats saying somethin””
My greatest fantasy of all, would have been to walk with Jesus when he walked the earth. I know i would have been one who was ever at his side, getting what ever he needed, of great delight and awe of him every second of every day, wake with enthusiasm of him each morning, sorta like i do today. Can you imagine, walking with Jesus? He is of grace and love, completely devoid of doubt, with no sense what so ever of abanding you, not ever, and in fact, always inviting you to come away with him, from the mean spirited world around us, and feel loved every second of the day, every day, every week, month, year…for all eternity.
HMM interesting theorem andy!! if indeed.jesus had no doubt???hmm wrong.you lose ten points.he had very serious doubts.he was flawed like a human.he was human.with exceptional gifts albeit human .i doubt seriously if he would hav eyou railingat his side and being like a pharasee.he had a temper like anyone and maybe even had a sexual life.im sure of it.
he doubted a lot.like mary magdalene ,h enver said..”you hav eto change”and recant
no he offered another way out.
i think ,myself being a non-christian know a littl emore than you which is also sayin something!!
Raphael, on April 28th, 2008 at 8:51 pm Said:
i want to back to school, in film directing and script writing. I live right on campus here at the Ryerson University. The have an excellent film program. Film is such an incredible way to express things which are impactful in people’s lives. It too is an instrument of God.
Actually everything is able to teach us about God’s sincere purity of God’s love. It just takes along time to learn how to focus and descern the spirit realm that is in sink with our sincere purity of loving feelings of our Divine True Self.
It is sorta like sitting in water, where you have two currents flowing and mixing, that of warm water and that of cold water, where both are able to teach you, where negative feelings are indeed aweful feeling for us, and positive loving feelings are warm for us. As we move thru our day, the spirit realm is in sink with us, of both positive and negative refections of recent recollection. Not sure if that helps you understand. I will try to describe it better another time. I will document it.
Fortunate are those who are not inundated by negative energies, with health boundaries set, and yet, i can teach someone about the negatvie energies, as good indicative things for us, of which to feel and see with clarity, of what feels aweful for us, so much so we pass it by, if we are wise, and switch off the TV, or change the radio station, or reading a more enlightened book, or like Rosie, listen to loving music of reflection, and create wonderful film shorts with the music.
Your’re awesome in my world Rosie! Thank YOU.
AN DNO WHE LIVES ON CAMPUS~~~!!and why are you thanking rosie???hello???earth calling logic!!! yoohoo!!! wher art thou???
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don’t read any of Paul’s posts, as his loving soul is yet caught in the bitterness of unwiseness(unknowingly for him), of his choosing to remain yet unwise, while wisdom summons him to goodness, seemingly unable to see(feel), of his own desire not to hear(feel), like many in the world do, even while we are clearly visible for him to know and learn, not different from him, and yet still different from him, of his own choosing to remain as such. Fortunately, for Paul, we embrace him with love. He merely needs to turn towards his own loving heart, mind, body and soul, just as we have done, and as many do and will.
in 1977 i was taping posters on my bedroom wall of Farrah Facet and Arnold Swartz, working out in my home gym with free weights, listening to the sound track from Rocky with Sylvester Stallone, my favorite Italian actor.
Today i am hanging a poster of Madonna, wearing a Champion Belt, looking better than Farrah Facet, better sound track to life, and likely in better shape than Arnold. haha.
Still opening the new cd.
Looking back, i realize how significant the role models in my life where, as well as the reality of my sexuality, of excitement of both male and female bodies, that of a bisexual, which i know conclusively that i am.
Today, i realize my true self, has not emotionally changed at all from the sensitive, vulnerable, virgin self, which is yet working and maintaining self esteem, looking towards role models with a careful eye, of ones who are wise, and not caught up in issues like alcoholism, that i now realize, are not any different than i am, as we once were, those tender years of so long ago.
it is with great enthusiasm in which i stand this day, of the knowingness of the truth of my true self, and the true self within others, like Madonna, who i know deep down in the core of my being, is more alike than different, where as a teen i was looking up to my mentors, rather than i do today, standing beside them, feeling no different at all than they are.
With feelings of love, the only thing that comes to mind, of my standing next to her, on a beautiful day such as today, is of my gracefully reaching out my hand to Madonna, as she takes hold of mine too, drawing close to her and kissing her ever so gently on the lips.
Truly, in my heart, mind, body and soul, it is where i stand today, with no desire whatsoever, to ever stand anywhere else in life, forever at her side, always of my true loving feelings, of the true understanding, that she too feels exactly like my own true self, always yearning for loving tenderness, yes?
Yes.
It has taken me my whole life to realize the truth, that we are not so different, in regards to feelings of our True Self, and rather where we differ, is of those who have yet to embrace fully, the understandings of psychology and spirituality which Madonna and i both embrace, along with others too, who are of the same understanding.
Know this, we are all capable of standing in this special place of tender love and peace with one another, if only we would.
Know this, i know Madonna and i always will.
Why?
Because it is who we are and yearn to forever remain as we are, is it not, of the tender love of the True Self we always were.
Truly i tell you, it is not possible for us to be any other way, and yet there are many of you who rail against us blindly, in your absurdness of bitter mentalities, failing to stop and embrace your own tender loving self.
Truly i tell you, we have become wise, and you are not ever able to change our understandings we have come to know, of our Divine True Self.
Rise up against us all you want, when ever you want, as often as you want, and do, but know this, you will not become victorious over the truth of this message, where you may yet remain of shallow smallness, in your choosing not to fully embrace, that this message is truly meant as goodness for ALL of YOU.
Know this, i will always stand along side Madonna, always protective of her with our shared wisdom, of which none of you shall ever be able to bring harm to her loving soul, as we see thru your demented ways, of your own foolish choosing, of all those who continue to approach us with your yet unwiseness in the things i speak of, that of the undeniable, unchallengable, unfailable TRUTH.
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Granted Paul, i am indeed yet learning, just as Jesus continued to learn with God teaching him, but know this, my fortitude is growing in great wisdom of the mind, and great depth of sincerity and purity of love within.
as i said, i am merely a student sitting in class with all of you.
in time, i know, my words shall become free of the emptiness of bitterness, which is indeed, yet of my own flaws. Thank you for pointing that out to me Paul, as it was something i was thinking about lately, of my own spiritual growth.
forgive me then Paul, just as i forgive you, of our own weaknesses which do not reach God.
God is forgiving. Why? Because God knows the struggle of the many stumbling blocks of the ignorant teachings in the world which are able to snare our souls, which i have yearned to become free of for a very long time, ever growing, ever learning, ever become wise to such things, a humble student before Jesus and God, is of my choosing.
So forgive me Paul. For i too fueled hurtful fires within you as well, and i am to blame, of that part of me that is yet unwise, yet ever growing in wisdom.
i will not challenge you again Paul, so let go of your bitterness with me Paul, just as i do this special day.
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
ok…time to play the album for the first time.
like a virgin, touched for the very first time, like a virgin….
haha.
😀 😀
our virgin love for one another, as in something new, of my being here with YOU Madonna….FINALLY, after all these years of yearn for you?
ok, maybe it is just me.
NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ like that’s possible.
😀 😀
the sun is shining radiant and bright today, as i put all my past behind me, stepping forward into the future, fearless and yearning only for tender love of others.
do i sound sappy at times? i suppose i am abit repetitive…my own insecurity. i was really insecure in high school. i was even afraid to walk down the hall with other students…everyday i felt that way, trying hard to hide it from others, hoping they would not see how afraid i was feeling.
ok…album time….be back later.
actually, if you must know, i am still as insecure as i was then at times….
wisdom helps me alot, relaxes me, helps stop the insecure feelings i get, replacing it with attention and focus on this really cool thing i have descovered, the existence of a spirit realm…
scary stuff i suppose for others to even imagine, but for me it is the most incredible loving thing ever!!!!!!
i speak of it, because i believe M knows of it too, of my hoping to encourage further study into it, as it really is incredibly fascinating, and so pure about love, like that of the angels that i enjoy studying.
i am studying a book called, “ANGELS” by Marco Bussagli.
any relation to YOU Marco? 😉 😀
check it out, as it has interpretations by scholars in it.
i am expanding on their interpretations, eloborating, like putting a puzzle together.
my approach with the book is one of someone outside the Catholic church, of greater wisdom than Catholics, of a completely free spirit, like that of the angels, empowered by God, enlightened by God, of sincerity and purity of God, of my Divine True Self, that of the innocent child born into this world, of whom i have always been and still am, of great effort and assistance with the aid of my therapists over two decades now.
ok ok..the album…be back later.
hey M, print that special note about Farrah and Rocky, and keep it somewhere you can read from time to time. it is of my purity and sincerity of my True Self, in 1977, that embraces YOU, the same YOU in all of YOU.
I want to build on these writtings, from the mindset of my True Self.
it is refreshing and good for us to reflect on Truth of our True Self, assurance for us, building of self esteem of the True Self.
Album time!!!!!
YES!!!!!
her sweet voice that i love so much in my ear!
😀 😀
from an emotional perspective, i emotionally am and feel as my virgin self of so long ago.
ok Paul, don’t be making fun of me, ok? I am sensitive to negativity.
oh…HMV has posters available of M at the check outs, so be sure to get there before they run out!
One day to go , are you ready? I am…Get ready for a Surprise!!
repeat button is on, and is staying for the remainder of the day. haha.
it’s my day off, nothing do. although i suppose i could think of something. hmmm. i wonder what that would be.
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
😀 😀
alone of course. arn’t we all?
you know what i mean.
it is our heart, our mind, our body, our soul that we are always alone with…mingling with those of our choosing, who are tender and loving with us.
choose wisely everyone.
this album is way better than i could of imagined it to be, a here and now feeling, of our entire life greeting us here and now.
i had a thought today, the opening of 4 minutes reminds me of the Rocky film soundtrack. if you get a chance, take a listen to the soundtrack and you will see what imeem.
sorta spiritual for me. correction…it is spiritual for me.
😀 😀
i see dancers on the steps of the philly museum of fine arts(Rocky) when i listen to 4 minutes.
hmmm….a remix using the original, where the original opens, and the dancers stop, pause the music and say, “nah, it ain’t fast enough, pick it up, and then it breaks loose with a faster tempo mix, again pausing untill the best remix hits with an explosive finale.
what?
just thinking out loud.
haha.
😀 😀
i guess i love music alot, yes? Don’t we all?
and the closing of the video of the slow mo mode, close up of the faces of the dancers in the sunshine, with smiles of exceeding joyfulness of their true self.
fade to white.
damn, i really need to take that film director’s program. it is calling me.
i will look at doing some films with your music M this summer. I have camera equipment.
maybe not the best camera equipment, but, as you know, even the best equipment is not what makes for a great film, and rather it is always that of the script which makes or breaks the film.
i look at it thise way, when you write of words and film script writing that connects with and comes from the sensitivity and truthfulness of the true self, it naturally connects with the true self of others.
the same for art and music.
loving the acoustic guitars M.
so far away, yet not so far away are any of us from each other, when we pause and feel the acoustic guitars resonate with our feelings.
i am walking down a beach alone, a sunny day, gentle breeze, of a relaxed confident feeling, skipping stones on the sparkling water, when listening to miles away.
the acoustics remind me of the warmth and charm of the beaches of Mexico 50miles south of cancun, with the constant breeze of the Trade winds coming in off the ocean.
~ a free spirit from the anxiety ridden world, where time together is the only thing on my mind, and yet in spirit we are always together with feelings of true loving friends.
surprise Candy girl?
I see Justin is going to be performing with you tomorrow …i cant wait for Borderline ..my fave oldie x
i am more than just in too deep.
it is my true self feelings of forever that are not able to change, as it is love of the heart, mind, body and soul of my true self.
even if i could, why would i ever want to change the loving feelings of my true self that feel for you, and feels for the true self of others too.
is that not who we are M?
are any of us so different in our ability to feel joyfulness of the dance floor with one another?
sometimes i step back and look at all the place in the world that music is playing, and i compare it to how the world was before us, where we did not have radio, ipods, cellphones with mp3 players, tv, cd, satelite, pc, in resturants, cafes, and of course dance floors.
we are surrounded by the loving spirits of musicians.
it is as though the stage of the world is set, ready for us all, as our loving souls are constantly lifting higher and higher out of the oppressors of life we are inundated with.
the excitement in the eyes of employees as they speak about going dancing over the weekend.
this is who we are.
Loving of one another.
we are all listening M, and all getting back to who we always were, and still are.
music of course being the best experiential technique of all time in human history.
there is something greater coming which is of the future, of exceeding joy, sorta like how pride has and keeps building bigger and more exciting…it is as though something inside is coming forth of purity and sincerity of pure love within us all.
~ we are transcending and ascending into something beyond our current imaginations, yet of our imaginations is how it comes forth, like that of the collaboration of these amazing dance floors with the DJs, and musicians. Not sure what it is leading up to, other than to say, that each year, it keeps getting better, of a liberation of our loving spirits, of our celebrations of loving true life with one another, all as equals, all of the knowingness of love the exists within us all, devoid of doubtfulness of the obvious love which exists within us all, in our dancing, in our approach and greeting with one another, where all these silly walls of race, religion, orientation all fade completely away, not at all on our minds any more, unless of course he/she is totally adorable!!!!
hahahaha.
😀 😀
do you know how much i love you Madonna?
COMPLETELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love devoid of useless doubt is how i feel when i think of the true self within us all, especially of you Madonna.
i don’t why my feelings for you are so relaxed like i am, they just are, not of any concern of tommorrow, happy within of right here and now, always of just being your self in the moment, day after day, free of useless anxieties like so many have, which stresses them and everyone else out, so not of me any more. Took me long enough to become free, and return to my true self, but i did it, and i know inside, it won’t change for the worse, and rather grow more and more in sincerity of love, like a flower blooming, reaching out a hand to hold, anyone’s hand.
ok, i want to hold your hand M, i am just saying, that is how we feel, is it not, as the acoustic guitars break loose in the opening in of spanish lessons.
~ just want to fall in love.
why be afraid of the feelings of our true self?
Madonna assists us in freeing our loving true self in this regard.
Best of all, as we become more liberated in spirit, this in turn affect + effects another thru our renewed, rejuvenated, restored spirit.
~ the tree of life, ever growing.
sorry, if i get analytical like i do. it’s just my stream of consciousness flowing.
Something in your eyes is making such a fool of me…
ONLY HERE TO WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~ love it. Perfect lyrics.
we are all growing out of or silly foolishnesses, taught to us, the innocent child, we are born, into a silly unwise world…no one is to blame…although i do blame the forefathers.
ok. where was i. oh yeah, right here with all of YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
the lyrics, are so evolved in fearlessness of the feelings of true self.
~ no words to describe really, other than exceeding thankfulness of ones so TRUE, the musicians.
~ a yearning for another’s hand, a kiss, a free falling sensation into love’s embrace of the loving lovers.
the entire album is seemless, flowing from track to track of the same floating feelings, i see the lovers with one another.
~ she don’t have what’s ours.
oh oh…this is not good. hahaha.
of course you can do it better.
oh man, the whistle….you just had to put the whistle in, grabbing attention, “Hey YOU, over here! I am the one for YOU, moron! Get over here now damn it!”
OK!
hahaha. 😀 😀
so now what?
what s up asshole Andy?
~ she’s not me, and she never will be.
yeah, it’s true. always was like that.
it has to do with respect from another of my true self.
is there one who understands how sensitive we are, respectful of us all the time?
what a powerful album!
time stops with this one.
what year is it? 1970 something.
there’s no reason to pretend.
how can one pretend when love is all around when listening to this party album?
Ya, i am somewhere at the party with you M, feeling invited of course!
The party of TRUE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
on and on, on the beat goes…
on and on, on the beat goes…
on and on, on the beat goes…
get up on the dance floor.
say what you like.
do what you feel.
you know exactly who you are.
time has run out.
you got to decide.
standing around or be the star.
i can’t keep waiting for you.
anticipating for you.
just flew in from pary.
i think i wanna try something new now.
talking my sheeeeet now….did ya that?
~ did ya get that?
on and on on and on on and on on and on on and on on and on on and on on and on on and on on and on
~ M is on the dance floor dancing with us.
~ just dance.
catch me on the floor.
it’s where i love to be, of my sweet loving feelings so true of you.
i just wanna fall in love.
~ the album is the most truthful emotional journey i have gone experienced of so a constant flow of love rising and falling, yet not ever breaking apart, distancing yes, but not ever breaking, liberating the soul from it’s own silly ponderings of useless falseness, becoming masters of our own souls, no longer enslaved by false ignorances like that of so many in the world, ascending upward, uable to come back down, nor any desire to.
like two dancers holding the hand of each other, spinning round and round, no desire to let go, they rise high above the stage spinning and spinning, higher and higher, desperately holding on to each others hand, with so many trying to pull them apart, but unable to, as their feelings between each other is between them and no one else, they hold on, of the feeling and knowingness of their love devoid of doubt.
~ is there any better place to be?
not for me will there ever be.
~ surrendering to the feelings of our true self is where it’s at….the dance floor.
WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
beyond words everyone!
the album has a feeling of coming thru our entire life, and walking alone into this place in the desert, a club of sorts, of many dance floors, and many souls there, where apon feeling the music they are dancing to, we come into awareness of our true self that becomes fearless, as the emotional journey takes hold of our true self, gently nurturing us into realness of the feelings of our true self, with no care for what time it is, of no desire to be somewhere else, as we step onto the dance floor with the many beautiful dancers, their beautiful bodies of tight fitting jeans, of pulsing joyfulness of true self, the sensations of, “oh this feels so good!”, we look around, we catch another looking glancing into our eyes, they turn away and back again, a slow stare again into our eyes, they reach out their hand, pulling you close, they kiss you.
hahaha.
ya, i dance alot, can you tell?
😀 😀
you probably think im crazy.
AWESOME TRACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That’s all really heavy!
I’m not the best with the whole “love” thing.
Man Utd. 1 Barcelona 0
Have you got a spa?
That sounds nice. I fancy some of that.
I’d come to London, but I imagine you’re very busy at the moment.
I’m also scared that a big man in a suit is going to tell me to fuck off. That wouldn’t happen, would it?
an album that leads to no particular place, other than where we all yearn to be…with one another…of carefree dancing with strangers soul searching for the truth…yearning and seeking for another lover.
hey Andrew!
Hey! (Isn’t this page getting a bit long?)
dancing is all i wanna do, with my lover of choice.
I like dancing. The new album is very dancey.
and then off to the spa with each other, the sauna, the showers, any where, as long as were always together…hand in hand thru life….the gentle kiss in the morning…greeting us once again of another beautiful day together…
on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on and on the beat goes on….
who’s with me? anyone will do! so long as they are nice, as i am of them…
haha.
ya, page is abit long. something for future generations to enjoy pondering apon?
😀 😀
You say you have a spa?
i won’t always be here ya know.
What does that mean?
Look, I’d come to London if you tell me when would be a good time. And if I could have an assurance that a scary man in a suit isn’t going to tell me to fuck off. Simple.
a spa;
walking hot tub.
sauna.
showers.
naked lounge
rooms with beds
three floors.
lockers for your clothes
hundreds of friendly souls everywhere all loving, all naked.
yep. my spa. all are welcome, anytime.
😀 😀
~ is there any better place for this loving soul of others?
in door walk in hot tub, like a swimming pool, room for 20 souls.
It sounds very nice.
i find sports excruciatingly booorrrrrinngggg!!!!!
better things one could be doing with their precious time, yes?
You’re joking!!! It’s ten minutes left. Manu are 1 nil up. If barcelona score they go through. t’s on a knife-edge. It’s fantastic. I don’t dare look! How can you say it’s boring!!!???
i prefer not wearing clothes at all.
suits are scary, i agree. i avoid them when ever possible. not my kind of soul i enjoy being around.
I’m really really sorry, but can I just watch the last ten minutes of this?
ok, the energy of the sports is great, but only in the background of the harmonious music playing and candles burning around the hot tub.
haha.
ya sure Andrew.
it is your life to do what ever and when ever you feel like doing.
que l’ enfer c’ est de rester avec Andy mais qu’ au fond c quand même un brave type, il sert de camouflage parce que personne avec autant de messages ne peux croire ce qu’ y se passe ici…Est -ce chez Calypso ?Καλυψώ, Kalupsố, the album is very very good it is the best and “give it to me me ” is so good… that is the heaven…
who is the master? = say, “i am.”
who is the slave? = say, ” i used to be a slave to the world, now i am free, a master of my own soul, and only my soul, of no one elses, of no desire for them to be a slave of anyone, of a free spirit instead, to be only loving others, of me, like me.”
i love the bells at the end!
you guys are amazing, you know that?
it really the best album thus far, way beyond any previous album….the unavoidable evolved expressed.
hmmm…im gonna throw this cd in the player at the spa.
😀 😀
of course we know that.. but i don’ t play any more the dog i did to much…wouaff waouaff !! i grow up..as i can
this album is going to bust thru all previous record sales.
It is number ONE at HMV this morning, with floor stands everywhere.
Man Utd won! All British European Cup final! Thanks for that. You still here?
the one character trait i have seen of Madonna over the years, that is most significance, is fearlessness to express whatever she feels to express, and is what we all connect with of our own sense of fearlessness, ever nurtured again and again, album after album.
Truly this is the greatest value of Madonna for us all.
Yes, I think the album is really great. Some of the reviews were a bit so-so, but I think those reviews were wrong. And it’s not really an R’n’B album – it’s a pop album.
i love the catchy fun feel of the way Heartbeat opens.
i think it’s in a genre of it’s own.
I’ll be honest – I wasn’t so keen on the last album. Production was a bit samey on too many of the songs (and only about four songs were strong), and I found the dance thing a bit cheesy. I actually think this is a MORE dancey album. WIth many more strong songs. You know, you’ve got to get the songs right. It doesn’t matter who produces, or what style – it’s all about the songs.
Should be another cracker tomorrow – Liverpool v Chelsea. I think you’ve got to give Chelsea the edge in that one.
it is of the relaxed evolved state beyond other musicians, of free spirit, unafraid of what others think or say, a reclaim of one’s own soul, protected, at ease, unafraid any more.
love it!!!!!
there is great wisdom in the lyrics
it is very hard to speak about music or a song because there are so many things the meaning without meaning, some thing in the body, in the mood, in the stomac etc in voices just at the start with the honey voice of Timberlake saying the question a capella there are all in it…and it is just the beginning….the bell at the end could be tragic but it is not there is the echo of the voices inside with the piano to the light like a big breath..the song is such more better
If you tell me a good time to come to London, I would come to London. (Can I claim back my expenses if I keep a receipt?)
It’s like banging my head against a brick wall with you.
“Madonna always gets what she wants.”
Me, I’ll do anything for an easy life, me.
You have a show tomorrow? Good luck. (This page is seriously far too long – it’s bugging me).
ya, in life, Madonna was the best thing that happened to me.
i think we can all agree on this to some greater or lesser extent, but for me, she truly has been the best thing to happen to me in life.
this album gives complete removal of any doubt i ever had about that.
of the true self expressing in dwelling among us on the path, turning out attention once again to our own feelings within, which has always been the intent of Madonna’s music, encouraging, nurturing, our self esteem like she always has….like the extended family feeling of track 6, She’s not me.
More bollocks.
You know, just for the record, you DIDN’T wait for me. Getting married to another bloke and having a child by him is a funny definition of “waiting”, in anybody’s book. So don’t make out that you’re so hard-done-by with all this “waiting”.
I’m the one that was shafted. No one else.
And on that note, I’m off to bed. Nighty night!
getting back to then?
then is always where you are right, like this moment.
my moments are a constant flow of the same moment, as time stopped for me long ago, as regards the feelings of my true self.
i have been searching all this time for the right one for me, since ’93.
i am currently not physically with my soul mate yet, as in physically sitting next to them day after day.
i have known this since ’93, not ever really in denial of it, yet secretly knowing without my lovers aware of it.
😀 😀
a good thing, yes?
well. ok, maybe not so good.
i accept what ever comes my way, of the knowingness that i can only be with one who is spiritually with me in heart and mind and soul, not just in body.
i have had partners who openly laugh at me, that feels like a wretched spirit with me, so hateful in falseness of mocking delight within them, not really knowing me at all, having not opened to them.
you wanna talk painful? that is painful, and yet i am not sure which way…painful compassion of their twisted soul, or painful of where i find myself with those who are so unloving at times.
it ain’t pretty out here M.
how can one surrender to another, when all they seem to have is spitefulness of bitter glances at you all the time?
or how can you surrender to another you trust completely, but are hopeless unable to be with?
equally painful.
my delima, which traditionally described one as being impaled on the horns of a dilemma, neither horn being comfortable.
sometimes i think, i will set a day in the future, and from that day forward, i will let go my life soul completely to be with another, and think perhaps God will send one to me, meant for me.
~ a snippet of my thoughts over the years.
but then today, with this evolved music, i find myself embracing the feelings of my true self, thinking, hey, are we not all the same?, letting go of previous notions of thinking i understood things, as a rebuilding of the foundations of my belief system seem to be taking place, starting over again from scatch, but this time building it with only pure words, pure thoughts, of sound truth wisdoms, unchallengable, unavoidable, truth wisdom of us all, casting out the previous flawed notions.
love the thunder and rain in Devil wouldn’t recognize you…of an afraid soul secretly, silently hiding some where from everyone sorta feeling for me.
then the casting out of notion as purity of wisdom attempts to enter, summoning us to truth of our feelings, shame takes hold, how can i say what i feel under the current circumstances, like i do, with everyone casting me down?
Voices follows up perfectly, the heaveiness of the soul in pain, of not being where it yearns to be, of painful step like every painful step before…will it ever end?
the soul reaches up for a hand to hold, with no one there, it’s just my imagination.
fuck.
you can hear angelic voice of the bells at the end of voices, of the purity of our souls, that acknowledges loving feelings for another as not just ok, but welcomed, even if impossible, as it is of the yearning of true self feelings, which can eventually love another the same way, of purity of our soul.
i am so fucked, i know.
don’t remind me.
i like the heavey drudgery of soul in Voices, even while of painful feelings, it is of purity of the soul, is it not?
Voices(for me) feels like chains of a seemingly permanent imprisonment of the loving soul yeaning to be anywhere but where it is, without love of another.
An Edward scissorhand kinda feeling, dark and painful, yet still of purity of the soul, where the angelic voices of the bells at the end clarify this.
Sooooooooooo Unbelievable you guys are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i haven’t felt so much movement of my soul in a long time.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
im still fucked though.
damn.
haha. 😉 😀
Voices has a finale of life ending feeling to it, of a yearning of leaving the world behind, of no desire to return, so long as it is unloving and false like it is, of so many lying with one another, of back biters endlessly back biting a loving soul, of seemingly no escape from their hypocrisy hearts the take delight in, as God summons them away from them, kinda feeling.
what?
haha. 😀 😀
i love the purity of soul Voices has.
and the angelic harmonics of the bell at the end?
Perfect close to the album, a cliff hanger for the next album.
love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
keep em guessing M.
actually this ablum offers great clarity.
hey M, i often think that many do not have the depth of soul like you do, and are actually unable to make sense of your music?
you ever sense that with others?
i was reading about two angels on horseback, chasing and condeming the behaviour of certain souls the other day, unable to escape the angels clarity of wisdom, not of judgement where the angels, but of drawing down the soul with the weight of unescapable clarity of truth the angels reveal to the souls in error.
it is in the Angel book.
amazing book that is to me, of purity of the soul, not so much the interpretations, but of the purity and sincerity of feelings is what appeals to me, as a student i love this book that nurture sincerity and purity, again, not so much of the interpretations, which many should not be regarded, as they are fractured, fragmented incomplete interpretations belonging to a larger macro thinking puzzle, in need of expanding apon and elaboration into where they fit in the fresco or mosiac of true life.
for me, the angels are alive in spirit within me.
like your music is alive with so much spirit!
We are slaves, only by choice, and of our crucial lacking in desire for wisdom that is of the lessons to become masters of our own soul. These teachings do not enslave any soul, and rather are ‘that’ which frees all souls yet enslaved(unknowingly for most).
Bell rings…..
duh!
i jest…..
here is the problem, the enslaved soul does not know it is enslaved, clueless actually, of it’s own blind ignorances.
so how does one teach the slave how to become free and become a master of their own soul instead?
obviously i am still a student, not yet a teacher, a master of my own soul, but not able to teach another very well, as i have a short temper in great need of tact.
ah fuck it. class is out for the summer….time to dance, which is more liberating than anything i likely will ever say anyway.
hey, i know, i dedicate myself to you M, always nurturing and protective of you at all times, and you kick their stupid asses.
haha.
i jest………
ah man, this album goes way beyond anything i could of imagined from you.
your soul M? ~ is of great depth.
what else can i say M, that you don’t already know, or need to know, that if you don’t know by now, you never will?
ok, not very original.
as always, i leave the door permanently open. I took the door of it’s hinges, and destoyed the door.
actually, there never was a door, other than the crucial lacking of desire for wisdom which once embraced, is in fact the door which broadens and opens the mind, humbling to that of a student who steps in, overwhelmed by so much to learn, where if not of grace of the true self, they will not learn as effectively as they could, where indeed some pass by completely, not ever learning the wisdoms ever.
~ fascinating for me actually, and sad at the same time, of my compassion for their unwise fate that unknowingly grips many souls.
For me, you are like a fearless one who gets up on this spiritual horse, and with great empowerment, battles against the oppressors with great ease, where indeed, it is time which seemingly is always so short of, with so much to do in the world, unending actually.
obviously the slave is of the many souls yet unwise, are they not? I have seen how oppressors are successful in beating down and breaking a soul into believing they are worthless, like the one who fired me, because i came and liberated them from the one who enslaved their hearts and minds.
My final steps taken, saw this one think that i actually would not walk out, and instead turn an apologize and submit to them, when, without a word i gracefully turned for the last time and walked away from them.
We are slaves so long as we surrender to the oppressors of our living souls who offer only heavy bitterness with us. We are foolish to remain in such places, and indeed, of great anquish and pain.
That is why i love Madonna’s music so much, as it always empowers and encourages our self esteem, which is truly something the world is always in great need of, building people up instead of tearing them down like these old school business managers do.
Liberty of such places is always of our choice to remain or not remain of such places.
~ Be of courage not to remain of ill places in the world so unwise and hurtful for all.
the remix potential of every track is unlimited, a feast for the remixers out there.
again, the opening of track 4 ‘Heartbeat’ grabs a hold of the soul instantly with trusting playfulness that takes a hold of the hand.
a remix potential, that sorta drops off to dramatically in the beginning(for me), picking up in playfulness later in song, a huge remix potential though. i love the opening of the first 12 bars.
it has a sorta, “oh, i love this song, let’s dance!” feeling to it, as they dash to the dance floor.
Yes, if you’ll look 5th element then listen Whitney Houston& Celine Dion you will know that Mariah’s voice is just a possibilities of studio ecvipment. Actually last effort of M(Music ) and E(Erotica) ME was a concert in Moscow because you should see that live show biz for people is finished. Last effort was Beyonce and last song Riahnna – Please don’t stop a music. Their would be no more pop stars in the world. Remember song from Confession and report when M was walking alone ? Just calculate cost of making a quality record, promotion,making videos, working with musicians and so one how do you thing money can get back ? Now you can listen singing dolls or rich daughethers than make a small presents from their dady’s like sweet 16 on MTV. Remember vote or you will lose ? So do you vote for creativity and risk in music or just “perfect ” sound of recalculation of same harmonise and words like in 1984 book which does not bring anifing new in your live ? And Actially does you Mom look like that and work ?
From my opinion in 80-06 Pop Era their just few works which deserve an attention and few names.
Remarmable would
I feel for you by Chaka Khan
Sweet Dreams by Eurythmics
Relax by Frankie goes to Hollywood
Saving all my love to you and I will always love you by WH
Couple of songs by GM like Father figure ( reference from blade runner )
Couple of songs by Brian McKnight
My heart will go on by Celine Dion
Vogue, Erotice and Substite of love by Madonna ( ME)
remeber Neo ? you in Matrix you can deliver you ideas and feelings from inside out of shell but who will disconnect me and some of my repelives not to level down but to level much higher ?
Because choice one from two was in garden of Eden ( of Good and BAd )
That’s why Eva and Evita.
It just a choice that you makings a ” lady ” which marry a diractor of biggest music corporation with a planty of possibilities, shoes or a woring woman with children and “past ” because how do you thing a girl without big sponcor, connections and money could make a carrier in showbiz ? while even singers with teriffic voices already out long time ago ?
To be ” free “, working hard and get some level of independity or you like a nice ” girl ” in long dress songing in 35+ about banal things you will not remember tommorow ? Do you remember any song by MC she did before ? And if you will listen all her songs from star to the end what will make you see difference. I think that her most remarcable album is butterfly !
Are you ready to real life or what ?
In M S
Cio
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 8:53 pm Said:
It’s like banging my head against a brick wall with you.
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:00 pm Said:
“Madonna always gets what she wants.”
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:00 pm Said:
Me, I’ll do anything for an easy life, me.
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:01 pm Said:
You have a show tomorrow? Good luck. (This page is seriously far too long – it’s bugging me)ANDREW.
HUN WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO??
GET A GRIP SWEETNESS…DONT DEGRADE YRSELF TO ANDYS LEVEL
HES PURELY FUKED.
I MEAN 50 COMMENTS ABOUT HOW DANCEY HE FEELS AN DHOW DANCEY THE ALBUM IS..
FUCK ANDY GO TELL IT ON YR OWN BLOG
GOD KNOWS ITS EFFING SO BANAL NO ON EREAD STHAT OR THIS
ya, you described the feeling of the dancer dancing perfectly in heartbeat.
i go into a trance when dancing alone, the feelings of the emotional journey the DJ takes you on, easily expressed in free style dance, although it takes some encouraging to build up to of say an hour or so to get into free style improv.
i always danced that way, letting the true self express away all night long, where indeed, we think others think we are crazy, and indeed, they do come right out and say it, don’t they sometimes. 😉
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 10:07 pm Said:
i was reading about two angels on horseback, chasing and condeming the behaviour of certain souls the other day, unable to escape the angels clarity of wisdom, not of judgement where the angels, but of drawing down the soul with the weight of unescapable clarity of truth the angels reveal to the souls in error.
it is in the Angel book.
amazing book that is to me, of purity of the soul, not so much the interpretations, but of the purity and sincerity of feelings is what appeals to me, as a student i love this book that nurture sincerity and purity, again, not so much of the interpretations, which many should not be regarded, as they are fractured, fragmented incomplete interpretations belonging to a larger macro thinking puzzle, in need of expanding apon and elaboration into where they fit in the fresco or mosiac of true life.
for me, the angels are alive in spirit within ME
your nuts andy
use your real nam eyou skizoid fucker
raphael???what next??
gabriel??
uriel??
youre absolutely positively
NUTS
CRAZY
LUNATIC
like anywhere, there is always some jerk that takes delight to get in our face…as we give them the finger.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:01 pm Said:
ya, in life, Madonna was the best thing that happened to me.
i think we can all agree on this to some greater or lesser extent, but for me, she truly has been the best thing to happen to me in life.
this album gives complete removal of any doubt i ever had about that.
of the true self expressing in dwelling among us on the path, turning out attention once again to our own feelings within, which has always been the intent of Madonna’s music, encouraging, nurturing, our self esteem like she always has….like the extended family feeling of track 6, She’s not me.
YES OH ANGEL OF PURITY
I GUESS LEAVING ENDLESS DRIBBLE ON HERE IS WHAT??HEALTHY??
DING DONG!! SANITY CALLING
YOU LEFT YOUR SANITY AT THE HOSPITAL..P[LEASE RETURN THERE TO PICK IT UP.
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 8:52 pm Said:
If you tell me a good time to come to London, I would come to London. (Can I claim back my expenses if I keep a receipt?)
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 8:53 pm Said:
It’s like banging my head against a brick wall with you.
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:00 pm Said:
“Madonna always gets what she wants.”
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:00 pm Said:
Me, I’ll do anything for an easy life, me.
Andrew Thomas, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:01 pm Said:
You have a show tomorrow? Good luck. (This page is seriously far too long – it’s bugging me).
nice to SEE WE HAVE A NOTHER NUT CASE IN HERE..ALWAYS A BOON TO ANY FAKE BLOG
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 6:25 pm Said:
i am more than just in too deep.
it is my true self feelings of forever that are not able to change, as it is love of the heart, mind, body and soul of my true self.
even if i could, why would i ever want to change the loving feelings of my true self that feel for you, and feels for the true self of others too.
is that not who we are M?
are any of us so different in our ability to feel joyfulness of the dance floor with one another?
sometimes i step back and look at all the place in the world that music is playing, and i compare it to how the world was before us, where we did not have radio, ipods, cellphones with mp3 players, tv, cd, satelite, pc, in resturants, cafes, and of course dance floors.
we are surrounded by the loving spirits of musicians.
it is as though the stage of the world is set, ready for us all, as our loving souls are constantly lifting higher and higher out of the oppressors of life we are inundated with.
the excitement in the eyes of employees as they speak about going dancing over the weekend.
this is who we are.
Loving of one another.
we are all listening M, and all getting back to who we always were, and still are.
music of course being the best experiential technique of all time in human history.
there is something greater coming which is of the future, of exceeding joy, sorta like how pride has and keeps building bigger and more exciting…it is as though something inside is coming forth of purity and sincerity of pure love within us all.
~ we are transcending and ascending into something beyond our current imaginations, yet of our imaginations is how it comes forth, like that of the collaboration of these amazing dance floors with the DJs, and musicians. Not sure what it is leading up to, other than to say, that each year, it keeps getting better, of a liberation of our loving spirits, of our celebrations of loving true life with one another, all as equals, all of the knowingness of love the exists within us all, devoid of doubtfulness of the obvious love which exists within us all, in our dancing, in our approach and greeting with one another, where all these silly walls of race, religion, orientation all fade completely away, not at all on our minds any more, unless of course he/she is totally adorable!!!!
hahahaha.
do you know how much i love you Madonna?
COMPLETELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love devoid of useless doubt is how i feel when i think of the true self within us all, especially of you Madonna.
i don’t why my feelings for you are so relaxed like i am, they just are, not of any concern of tommorrow, happy within of right here and now, always of just being your self in the moment, day after day, free of useless anxieties like so many have, which stresses them and everyone else out, so not of me any more. Took me long enough to become free, and return to my true self, but i did it, and i know inside, it won’t change for the worse, and rather grow more and more in sincerity of love, like a flower blooming, reaching out a hand to hold, anyone’s hand.
ok, i want to hold your hand M, i am just saying, that is how we feel, is it not, as the acoustic guitars break loose in the opening in of spanish lessons.
~ just want to fall in love.
why be afraid of the feelings of our true self?
Madonna assists us in freeing our loving true self in this regard.
Best of all, as we become more liberated in spirit, this in turn affect + effects another thru our renewed, rejuvenated, restored spirit.
~ the tree of life, ever growing.
sorry, if i get analytical like i do. it’s just my stream of consciousness flowing
RANT’RAMBLE
RAMBLE
IM HAPPY YOURE GETTINGTHERAPY
I SEE ITS NOT WORKING
NOW OR EVER IT SEEMS.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:34 pm Said:
you can hear angelic voice of the bells at the end of voices, of the purity of our souls, that acknowledges loving feelings for another as not just ok, but welcomed, even if impossible, as it is of the yearning of true self feelings, which can eventually love another the same way, of purity of our soul.
i am so fucked, i know.
don’t remind me.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:36 pm Said:
i like the heavey drudgery of soul in Voices, even while of painful feelings, it is of purity of the soul, is it not?
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:40 pm Said:
Voices(for me) feels like chains of a seemingly permanent imprisonment of the loving soul yeaning to be anywhere but where it is, without love of another.
An Edward scissorhand kinda feeling, dark and painful, yet still of purity of the soul, where the angelic voices of the bells at the end clarify this.
Sooooooooooo Unbelievable you guys are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i haven’t felt so much movement of my soul in a long time.
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:41 pm Said:
im still fucked though.
damn.
haha.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:46 pm Said:
Voices has a finale of life ending feeling to it, of a yearning of leaving the world behind, of no desire to return, so long as it is unloving and false like it is, of so many lying with one another, of back biters endlessly back biting a loving soul, of seemingly no escape from their hypocrisy hearts the take delight in, as God summons them away from them, kinda feeling.
what?
haha.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:51 pm Said:
i love the purity of soul Voices has.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:55 pm Said:
and the angelic harmonics of the bell at the end?
Perfect close to the album, a cliff hanger for the next album.
love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
keep em guessing M.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:56 pm Said:
actually this ablum offers great clarity.
Raphael, on April 29th, 2008 at 9:58 pm Said:
hey M, i often think that many do not have the depth of soul like you do, and are actually unable to make sense of your music?
you ever sense that with others?
DO YOU EVER CHECK YOURSELF AND SAY..GEE IM REALLY REALLY FUCKED IN THE HEAD???
looks like ya dont
endless endless dribble
m isnt here
madonna does not know you now or then or ever ..
get used to it
live it
own it
move on
write on your own blog
do you know how unhealthy it is to feed the destructive ego of the blog author??
its negative times 1000
its sickening ho wthey feed your delusion
which begs m eto ask.who s worse/?
hmmm…i don’t see one positive word from you about Madonna’s new Album Paul.
if anyone has a serious problem, it is you Paul.
why come in here and puke on people like you do Paul, especially considering it it Madonna’s blog.
Do you suppose she likes your negative attitude with me Paul?
News flash Paul, Madonna despises those who are so negative like you are with me.
Personally Paul, i feel sorry for your compulsive need to be so attacking, which God warns us of.
You want me to repeat God’s words for you Paul? Your fate does not look good for you Paul, unless of course you are being sarcastic, which i cannot tell, as i don’t read your posts.
~ You are destroying your own soul Paul, no one elses.
if anything Paul, know this, you still serve God, by means of the truth for others to see, in your ways of what not to become…unloving and bitter.
i don’t despise you Paul, and rather these learned behaviours you allow to remain apart of your loving soul.
How long will you sleep Paul, and not take back your life from these unwise things you have picked up along the path of your life? Cast these things from you Paul, lest they continue to take greater hold on your loving soul.
~ another soul of partiality father, who obviously do not desire you father.
Seems no matter where i go in life, there is always someone who want to get in my face. Well Paul, you cannot see my face, because you do not desire me in your heart.
It’s your life to live Paul, no one elses. Choose to dwell in the storehouse of goodness, instead of the falseness you choose to hide behind.
Why not speak of Madonna, instead of me Paul. She allows me to continue as i do, and asked us to express ourselves, so what’s up with you Paul always lurking in the shadows, stalking me like you do, coming out with your fear mongering like you do, or am i interpreting you incorrectly?
hmmm…let me check….’skizoid fucker’ ?
an more immaturity we can expect to see from you Paul?
annoying is all you are to me Paul…a waste of my time, and yet i take time to reflect on the good side of you, do i not?
i still have not learned anything from you Paul.
perhaps you don’t know study of the things i do Paul? …the teachings of Jesus and God?
I was not building her ego, i was reasurring her goodness which builds self esteem in others, although one can easily interpret it as ego boasting i suppose.
actually, i am just expressing myself, not really caring what anyone thinks Paul, where writing is a great experiential technique.
Thanks for your attempt at sabotaging my day of Madonna’s album release Paul. You sabotage only your own soul Paul, which you keep failing to understand the things i say to you. How long before it is too late for you Paul, to start caring for your own loving soul? Time is always running out for you to turn towards God Paul, and let’s face it, love always feels better than hate.
One day you may come to realize, until that day, you will not be able to fully know me Paul.
I’d be cautious when it comes to God Paul, as wide is the path of snares for the soul.
~ The wheels turning of insatiable smoldering in your mind Paul, will devour and tear your soul, destroying your own soul because of your own crucial lacking of desire to take responsibility for it Paul.
Pay heed to these words of God, or continue to suffer as you do.
I am concerned for the others in your path as well Paul, of the unsuspecting souls you like to prey apon with your dark hateful ignorances and wretched bitter attitudes, obviously not of God.
Those words are from the lips of Jesus long ago Paul.
Awesome album Madge!!!
Wishing you all the best : )
XOX
~ helpful words meant to help your loving true self Paul, and not this hateful false self you created to hide behind, like Madonna says, none of it is real, as in of real love of the loving true self.
or perhaps you forget who you once were Paul?
OR YOU FORGET WHO YOU REALLY ARE.MADONNA I SNOT A LIVING DEITY .I THINK IT FREKISH TO QUOTE MADONNA ALONGSIDE JESUS AND “GOD”
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 12:36 am Said:
~ The wheels turning of insatiable smoldering in your mind Paul, will devour and tear your soul, destroying your own soul because of your own crucial lacking of desire to take responsibility for it Paul.
Pay heed to these words of God, or continue to suffer as you do.
I am concerned for the others in your path as well Paul, of the unsuspecting souls you like to prey apon with your dark hateful ignorances and wretched bitter attitudes, obviously not of God.
im MORE CONCERNED HOW TRULY NASTY AND DARK YOU ARE….THE FACT YOU HIDEIT BEHIND YOUR SO CALLED WORDS OF GO D IS OBCIOUS TO A BLIND AND DEAF DWARK ON PROZAC….OH AND BY THE WAY…MUST YOU KEEP IT GOING???
I MEAN HONESTLY WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE??
YOURE A LUNATIC
.AND ITS TRE TRE PATHETIQUE’TO KEEP SLANGING FIRE AND BRIMSTONE AT ME…BORINGGGGGGGG!!!!
IM NOTWRETCHED IN THE LEAST…YOU DONT HAVE AWINDOW INTO MY SOULL..THANK THE GODESS FOR THAT…
ALL U DO IS USE THE SAME SAME WORDS ALWAYS.
YOU DONT TAKE RESPONSIBILTY FOR YOUR OWN MENTAL HEALTH’
SO HOW CAN YOU SIT HERE LIEK A RANTING BULLFROG AND KEEP IT GOING??I MEAN HONESTLY NOW..OVER 1000 COMMENTS TO AFAKE CELEB??
was that more tactful M?
~ i am always open to learning.
nah, what you forget is the one who taught Jesus.
M????geesh either you are this “m’or youre just so fucked youre lost forever.stop hiding behind religeon to justify your idiocy babe.who taught jesus??you??
he was taught by life here on earth all else is heresay
yawn…you bore me Paul.
actually Paul, God teaches me.
no really Paul…GOD TEACHES ME.
i know, not alot of statistical data or news on things like this, kinda hard to find any backing of such things, and i don’t know why i choose to tell anyone, considering the magnitude of such a thing, as God taught Jesus, and God teaches me….
as Paul throws something across the room…crashing.
haha.
booo.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 12:23 am Said:
perhaps you don’t know study of the things i do Paul? …the teachings of Jesus and God?
I was not building her ego, i was reasurring her goodness which builds self esteem in others, although one can easily interpret it as ego boasting i suppose.
actually, i am just expressing myself, not really caring what anyone thinks Paul, where writing is a great experiential technique.
Thanks for your attempt at sabotaging my day of Madonna’s album release Paul. You sabotage only your own soul Paul, which you keep failing to understand the things i say to you. How long before it is too late for you Paul, to start caring for your own loving soul? Time is always running out for you to turn towards God Paul, and let’s face it, love always feels better than hate.
One day you may come to realize, until that day, you will not be able to fully know me Paul.
OH DARLIN IM SAFE IN MY OWN SOUL.IM NOT THE ONE SITTING HERE DAY IN AND DAY OUT RANTING IDIOTIC COMMENTS LIKE BULLETS INTERLACED WITH HYPER-RELIGOSITY AND IGNORANT AND OFTEN BAD ENGLISH GRAMMAR AND
OBVIOUS OBVIOUS MENTAL DEUSIONS.
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT SEES IT.WHAT I DONT GET IS THIS…
WHY GO ON HERE/?
DID THEY BAN YOU ON TEHREAL SITES/?
THE I MEAN..
THIS IN GOOGLE SEARCH FOR FAKE MADONNA
GET IT??
WHY WOULD THE REAL MADONNA EVEN BOTHER WITH THIS??
HMM??
A MEGA RICH STAR THAT HA STIME TO LISTEN TO RANTING BULLSHIT EVERYDAY??
METHINKS NOT
AND YOUKEEP GOING AND GOING
YES I ACTUALLY DONT MIND THE NEW ALBUM
‘ITS A BIT CONTRIVED BUT SHE IIS NIGH 50 AND HAD HER DAY…SURGERY CANT KEEP IT GOING FOR TOO TOO LONG..SOME TRACKS ARE OK..SIMPLY OK.YES OF COURSE I COMMENTED ON TEH ALBUM…BUT MY DEAR WHY ONHERE/?
THIS IS A FAKE ASS BLOGGER TJHAT GETS OFF ON BAITING US NOW..
COZ THEIR SICK FUCKERS??
OK??
YOURE SO DEEP IN DELUSION I FEEL ONLY PITY FOR YOU
YOU POOR POOR WRETCH
SO KEEP FLINGING MINDLESS RELIGEOUS RHETORIC
WHICH U GET WRONG MOST OF THE TIME
CHOPPING AND CHANGING TO SUIT THE MOOD
How long before it is too late for you Paul, to start caring for your own loving soul? Time is always running out for you to turn towards God Paul, and let’s face it, love always feels better than hate.
One day you may come to realize, until that day, you will not be able to fully know me Paul.
GET THIS ONCE AND FAR ALL
I AM NOT WAITING FOR GOD OR JESUS.RELIGEON IS THE OPIATE OF THE MASSES.IT IS SOMETHING THAT KEEPS YOU GOING AND ROCKS YOUR BOAT
SO BE IT
I DONT NEED
WANT
OR HAV EASKED FOR YOUR NUTSO BRAND OF SO CALLED CHRISTIANITY..
AN DIT IS NUTTTY…
SO MANY IDIOTS HIDE BEHIND RHETORIC..
YOU REALLY SHOULD BE PUT AWAY AND OUT OF HARLS WAY.THANK THE STARS TAHT ITS NOT MADONNA HERE
AS STALKING IS WHAT YOURE REALLY GOOD AT
It is your soul Paul, do what you want with it.
my words of retoric are the words of God Paul.
But you do not recognize them as you or like the many who do not seek God intimately as i do, at one with Jesus and God, a spiritual person like Jesus and Madonna.
you are the stalker of souls Paul, attacking unsuspecting others.
I have been nothing by my sweet loving self with Madonna, until you showed up, standing on top of our table, pissing and puking your foulness all over the place of useless drudgery and bitter smallnesses, and immature name calling….really quite annoying Paul. You are welcome to leave any time, ok? Who could possibly miss your annoying attitude so hopelessly immature and uneducated?
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:03 am Said:
yawn…you bore me Paul.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:03 am Said:
actually Paul, God teaches me.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:05 am Said:
no really Paul…GOD TEACHES ME.
i know, not alot of statistical data or news on things like this, kinda hard to find any backing of such things, and i don’t know why i choose to tell anyone, considering the magnitude of such a thing, as God taught Jesus, and God teaches me….
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:07 am Said:
as Paul throws something across the room…crashing.
haha.
puke..YOU MAK EME SICK!!
no it isnt that youre”so right”that you think im frustrated..not at all…the frustraton is that youre so deluded that you wont stop..you keep sayin”oh im off to my own blog””but you seem to crave attention so badly that even baiting m eget syou hard!!
thats what makes me keep going..the sheer amusement of it all.everyone likes to watch a freak show..and your centre stage
each day each week brings a new you and a new personality and new stories..all bullshit but nevertheless fascinating stuff..especially for therapists…ar eyousure its safe for you to even have a computer??
you sit apon a throne of nescience Paul….gladly i might add, of the lunacy of a drunkard, or the one yelling in the streets.
Get away from me.
i used to think, nah, that could not possible be God, of things that started at the age of 12.
But then over and over and over again and again…..GOD in my life…always with me.
Now i find it quit interesting and fascinating, the spirit realm that most cannot see.
Wanna see the spirit realm Paul? I can evoke it if you like?
God will strike you down one day Paul….count on it.
you are welcome to take your place among others of a seemingly sealed fate Paul.
of course you are utterly clueless of what i am speaking of, not even of the mindset to descern fate of the unwise path, like the one you choose, and what your destiny could of been.
You are so blind Paul, you will not find God, because of your delightful desire for wretched smoldering within you.
i am done speaking with you who Paul, as you obviously do not desire Jesus and God, and rather spit apon the face of God with your wretched insipidness that is YOU.
You cast yourself away from God, not me.
I have simply concluded my evaluation of the condition of your soul which takes delight in mockery of others.
Your fate Paul, of your choosing, sealed by you, not by me, not by Jesus, not by God, by your own choosing of hate over love, of evil over God.
Not to worry, you will have no trouble fitting in with the others of Hades who are just like you, of your learned behaviours you picked up along life’s road from the time you entered the world as an innocent child.
The claws of the wild beast have your soul Paul, which you seem to gladly be unconcerned about in your approach with God and others.
Enjoy Hades Paul.
I despise the spiritual death of these ones who spu so much negative energy, of babbling idoits, not a single word of wisdom whatsoever, just more puking so foul smelling their odor is when they draw near, like the smell of the death of their spiritually dead soul.
i can evoke the spirit realm if you like Paul? Do you wanna see the spirit realm of God Paul?
quit fueling the fires which rage within you Paul, and you may escape from God’s wrath in defense of a raging inferno that may come from within you against another at some point later in life, where you will be stopped.
you attempt to inject your foul stench of spiritual death into me Paul.
How do you suppose God feels about you Paul?
oh sorry, you don’t know what spiritual death is.
YOU are spiritual death Paul.
YOU are that which is unloving of another, of what God despises completely.
YOU are of the many spiritual death in the world which grip the world with useless fear, and hatefulness of others, of apathy and starvation, of want for death and destruction, all these things devoid of love.
YOU smell of death Paul, an so foul is the odor which constantly comes from you, unable for you to stop the stench of your rotting soul.
anyway, M, i just wanted to say that the lyrics of, “I cannot pretend to be someone else”, really nails the truth of our sensitive tender true self.
I have a difficult time being my true self, where i tend to hide alot, my loving true self, where it is as though sometimes, i don’t want certain people to know me, or i don’t let them in, not so much they are wrong for me or anything, but were sometimes, i just don’t like them. haha.
simple.
im bad. i know.
M, i love the relaxed feeling, of sincerity, in track 7/ “Incredible”.
There’s no reason to pretend…foolish when ever we do, is it not?
Just be Your Self.
Definitely more than one sitting to fully appreciate this album that i doubt i will ever tire of, a classic.
A serious album of life once again M.
Good work everyone!!!!!!!!!
She’s Back!!!!!!! 😉 😀
family…brothers…..sisters…..family…..
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:19 am Said:
It is your soul Paul, do what you want with it.
my words of retoric are the words of God Paul.
But you do not recognize them as you or like the many who do not seek God intimately as i do, at one with Jesus and God, a spiritual person like Jesus and Madonna.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:23 am Said:
you are the stalker of souls Paul, attacking unsuspecting others.
I have been nothing by my sweet loving self with Madonna, until you showed up, standing on top of our table, pissing and puking your foulness all over the place of useless drudgery and bitter smallnesses, and immature name calling….really quite annoying Paul. You are welcome to leave any time, ok? Who could possibly miss your annoying attitude so hopelessly immature and uneducated?
HONEY I AINT LEAVIN…….;LOL INDENIFICATION PROJECTION……DOESNT MAKE SENSE BUT PROJECTION DOES.
EXACTLY WAHT YOU DO
YOURE THE HOPELESS BORE SWEETLIPS
NAM ECALLING/?
AHEM.
LOOK OVER YOUR INAANE BANAL”FUCKTARD”COMMENTS OK??
AS FOR GODS RHETORIC??
AHEM AGAIN
IT AINT BABES.
ITS YOUR UNEDUCATED (YES YOU ARE)EVEN A BLIND CONSTIPATED TOADSTOOL COULD BLURT OUT RANDOM SCRIPTURE)
UNFORTUNATELY YOU DO SO WITH GUSTO
IT ISNT ME WHO IS IMMATURE
DELUDED OR FOUL
YOUKEEP PUTTING MADONNA AS AKIN TO JESUS
THATS MENTAL IN ANYONES BOOK
SHE DOESNT ADVOCATE WHATYOU SAY NOR IS SHE AT ALL
INTIMAT EWITH YOU
ON ANY LEVEL
WHATSOEVER
don’t mind me M, i lke mirroring the truth of these seemingly spiritual dead ones who come up against me.
COME UP AGAINST YOU??LOL YOU SPEW FORTH EVERYTHING TO THE LETTER ABOUT HYPER -RELIGOSITY…..EVERY ASPECT
YOU ARE DELUDED AS YOU FEEL YOU ALONE ARESOMEONE HIGH AND MIGHTY AND CLOSE TO A DEITY…
AHEM….YOURE ILL BEYOND HELP.
HOPEFULLY YOURE STOPPING SOON AND SAVE YOURSELF
MAYBE GET A LIFE
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:52 am Said:
i can evoke the spirit realm if you like Paul? Do you wanna see the spirit realm of God Paul?
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 1:57 am Said:
SORRY ANDY BUT YOURE NO JUDGE HERE AND I DO NOT CARE WHAT A CONCEPT THINKS OF ME
THATS YOUR BELEIF STRUCTURE NOT MINE
NOR IS IT MADONNAS..
YOU IDIOT..
it is the Truth Paul, that you cannot handle or bare to look apon about your approach with me.
it is what comes from you that is able to derrange your own soul Paul, not mine, having grown wealthy in wisdom.
i don’t akin Madonna to Jesus at all, and rather merely see her as someone spiritual.
not that you would know anything about spirituality Paul, so intoxicated with drunkeness of a babbling idiot…not able to teach anything, just more vomit and the stench of your own spiritual death so unloving of someone you know absolutely nothing at all about, of the great depth of wisdom which nurtures and protects the soul.
you go on about nothing in your words so devoid of love…indicative of your delight for evil dark hatefulness rather than love, every time you speak…against God, against Jesus, against me, against your self Paul.
It is YOU who leads YOU away from God Paul, not ever me shall you lead into spiritual death of hatefulness of another.
You mock me?
I easily release my self from your wretchedness Paul, which is unable to see or know me, of your desire not to know me.
Only one word i can think of to describe your approach with me Paul…a Demonic spirit.
Your fate Paul, of your choosing, sealed by you, not by me, not by Jesus, not by God, by your own choosing of hate over love, of evil over God.
Not to worry, you will have no trouble fitting in with the others of Hades who are just like you, of your learned behaviours you picked up along life’s road from the time you entered the world as an innocent child.
SEE HOW TRULY DISGUSTING YOU ARE???
YOU SIT AT YOUR COMPUTER RAILING “TALKING’TO YOURSELF AND A FAKE MADONNA.
PERHAPS IF U TRULY KNEW HER ROYAL MADGE YOU WOULD EMAIL HER PERSONALLY
AHEM AGAIN
IF THIS WAS MADONNAS BLOG
WHY IS IT LISTED UNDER “FAKE MADONNA”
HM???
DO YOU NOT THINK SHE WOULD KNOW OF IT??
HMM??
OH BABE YOU AMUSE EVERYONE
ACTUALLY YOU HAV ETHRUST MOSTLY EVERYONE AWAY
ONLY THE SICK ASS BLOGGER LOVE STHIS NEGATIVE FEEDBACK
COZ IT GLORIFIES THEIR INSANE ATTENTION SEEKING
WHICH IS I MIGT ADD..SAD IN THE EXTREME
HMM YOU KNOW AT LEAST PEREZ BLOGS AN DIS RECOGNISED BY MNADONNA HOW DOE STHAT MAK EY AFEEL??
THAT YOURE NOBODY TO HER
NOR HAV EU BEEN ANYBODY TO HER
NOR WILL BE EVER.HOWS THAT GRAB YA??
IM NASTY NOW TO YOU BECAUSE YOU TRY AN DINVOKE SOME ARCHAIC WRATH ON ME
WHICH SHOWS YOU UP FOR THE FREAK YOU are
haha.
deluded?
You truly don’t know me at all Paul. Worse, you don’t desire to know me or God, missing completely anything i have spoken, which you think is against you, where because of your own shallowness, you cannot comprehend me or God, nor, may i say, shall you ever be able to so long as you conduct your self this way with me.
Come up against God Paul, and you condemn your self.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 2:53 am Said:
it is the Truth Paul, that you cannot handle or bare to look apon about your approach with me.
it is what comes from you that is able to derrange your own soul Paul, not mine, having grown wealthy in wisdom.
i don’t akin Madonna to Jesus at all, and rather merely see her as someone spiritual.
not that you would know anything about spirituality Paul, so intoxicated with drunkeness of a babbling idiot…not able to teach anything, just more vomit and the stench of your own spiritual death so unloving of someone you know absolutely nothing at all about, of the great depth of wisdom which nurtures and protects the soul.
you go on about nothing in your words so devoid of love…indicative of your delight for evil dark hatefulness rather than love, every time you speak…against God, against Jesus, against me, against your self Paul.
It is YOU who leads YOU away from God Paul, not ever me shall you lead into spiritual death of hatefulness of another.
You mock me?
I easily release my self from your wretchedness Paul, which is unable to see or know me, of your desire not to know me.
Only one word i can think of to describe your approach with me Paul…a Demonic spirit.
tee hee
I CANT BARE?
lol
projection extremis.
you are so far gone you cannot see it.
demonic/??
hardly
so is alcina demonic??
is john??
is anyone that contradicts you??
sad how u use the same argument over and over eh??
u cant see in my soul..
u cannot see me sweetie
you stink of negativity not i
im not spewing forth daily blind arrogance…and noone defends your crap except other loons eh marco??
or is marco you??
its hard to tell
since youre so far gone
u have to just sit there and spew forth idiotic versions of religeon
its not i that stinks here
i don’t care what anyone thinks of me Paul.
I really don’t.
your interpretations of me Paul, You as someone so obviously not of God.
I stopped caring what anyone thinks of me along time ago, knowing none are wise of God.
it is what comes from you that is able to derrange your own soul Paul, not mine, having grown wealthy in wisdom.
i don’t akin Madonna to Jesus at all, and rather merely see her as someone spiritual.
YOU EFFING DO SO AKIN YOURSELF TO MADONNA WHEN YOU SPEAK OF JESUS…STOP CLOUDING HOW ILL YOU TRULYH ARE…
MADONNA IS “SPIRITUAL”YES. MAYBE
WHO CAN SAY??
DO YOU KNOW HER PERSONALLY ??NOPE
SHE IS NOT HIGHER THAN ANYBODY
THATS YOUR DANGER ,PUTTING SOME HIGHER GROUND TO A MORTAL PERSON.SHE IS NOT MOTHER TERESA OR ANYONE OUT THERE DOING BETTER WORK FOR THE WORLD.
it is you who is far from God Paul, not me.
I stand next to God, with God at all times.
It is you who fails to recognize me.
now you STAND BY GOD.HOPE HE HAS DEODARANT OR A GOOD SMUDGE STICK TO LET THE FOUL ODOURS AWAY//
i never said i wanted to be with god.thats your faith
not mine
and its my choice not yours
and many gay men and women are not of your faith
are they too evil??
your insane
i wish not to stay here any longer.
You have no desire for God, so why bother staying here with your hatefulness for God and someone you know absolutely nothing about, nor desire to.
It is a shame M allows such wretched spirits in here, knowing i cannot stay here, being spit apon again and again like you do Paul.
If she is wise, she will delete the blog, trashing you along with it Paul.
No one should have to read your hatefulness so insipid of God, Jesus, and me who loves Jesus and God.
And yet, you unknowingly serve God Paul, by means of the truth of what not to become like.
In real life, i would not want to meet you, another liar whom God despises.
you go on about nothing in your words so devoid of love…indicative of your delight for evil dark hatefulness rather than love, every time you speak…against God, against Jesus, against me, against your self Paul.
It is YOU who leads YOU away from God Paul, not ever me shall you lead into spiritual death of hatefulness of another.
this is the shit that countless fundamentalists use…hate
hidden behind a veneer of “god”your sick and you wont see it.
yea you dont care??
of course not
you ar ederanged..
and those sort never seek help
what is interesting is people like you are even allowed to speak this garbage
im waiting for the sick author of this blog to come clean
anyway, you teach nothing but insipidness Paul.
you bore me completely Paul, of not a single word of wisdom whatsoever, and instead, your delight of trashing God.
I hand you over to God.
so insipid of God, Jesus, and me who loves Jesus and God.
And yet, you unknowingly serve God Paul, by means of the truth of what not to become like.
In real life, i would not want to meet you, another liar whom God despises.
REELY???
god despises me??
haaa honey youre no conduit for “god”if u think you are youre sicker than anticipated
HARK AGAIN
I AM NOT SEEKING YOUR GOD I HAVE MY OWN BELEIF STRUCTURES.
LUCKILY THEY ARE MINE AND MINE ALONE AND I DO NOT FORCE THEM UNTO ANYONE.
u use the WORD INSIPID IN A CONTEXT THAT MAKES NO SENSE
YOU ReALISE THAT??
honestly
and you say youre an author.
geesh
youjust put words together and hope they mean something
hmm
and yes fake madonna should delete this blog
you are utterly clueless of the spirit realm Paul.
Which you just came up against, with someone of God’s choosing.
A test for me?
No.
A reminder for me of those like you who cajole and entice my loving brothers and sisters into useless treachery of the loving soul into dark waters, swimming in delight of useless chaos of an unloving heart and mind, of what not to become like.
Ask your self Paul, “Why would anyone want to be around your poisonous insipidness so devoid of love?”
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:10 am Said:
anyway, you teach nothing but insipidness Paul.
you bore me completely Paul, of not a single word of wisdom whatsoever, and instead, your delight of trashing God.
I hand you over to God.
I HAVE NEVER TRASHED”GOD”GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT
I DONT DENOUNCE YOUR FAITH’I DENOUNCE YUR VERSION OF IT AND YOUR ARROGANCE AND MISINTERPRETATION OF SCRIPTURE
AGAIN’U USE INSIPID WITHOUT PROPER USAGE
BOY YOURE PRETTY BAD EH ?
I dwell with God daily Paul, of the spirit realm.
TRUTH.
Not something i joke around about or am i at all delusional about.
I am not able to teach you Paul. Do you know why?
haha.
I am closer to God than anyone on the planet Paul.
abit of a reach for you there Paul.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:15 am Said:
you are utterly clueless of the spirit realm Paul.
Which you just came up against, with someone of God’s choosing.
A test for me?
No.
A reminder for me of those like you who cajole and entice my loving brothers and sisters into useless treachery of the loving soul into dark waters, swimming in delight of useless chaos of an unloving heart and mind, of what not to become like.
Ask your self Paul, “Why would anyone want to be around your poisonous insipidness so devoid of love?”
DEARY ME..YOU CANT HELP YOURSELF CAN YOU???
U USE THE SAME WORDS OVER AND OVER JUST TWEEKING ENOUGH TO MAK EU FEEL SO GOOD
YOURE GODS CHOSEN??
U REALISE THE INSANITY OF THAT?/
THIS SPIRIT REALM??
ACTUALLY ITS A PAGAN BELEIF U DI KNOW THAT YEA??
HOPE SO.
IT HJAS BEEN IN EVERY EARLY CULTURE KNOWN TO MAN.FOOL. JUST ADOPTED BY THE CATHOLIC CHURCH TO INCORPARATE THE PAGAN INTO ITS STRUCTURE.CLEVER BUT SEEN FOR WHAT IT IS.
YES BABE I KNOW OF THE SPIRIT REALM
I TOOK ATRIP IN THE 90’S AND SAW A TALKING VACUMM CLEANER AND A BEDPOST TOLD ME TO PREACH THAT THE PURPLE ON EWAS COMINGFROM THE MEADOWS OF HARISH..UNTO THE CASTLE OF INSIPID TO RELEASE HIS FOLLOWERS..BLAH DE BLAH
GEESH
AND I THOUGHT SCIENTOLOGY WAS BAD..YOUR BRAND OF GOD IS JUST SO WRONG
you don’t know who you are talking to Paul, obviously.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:19 am Said:
haha.
I am closer to God than anyone on the planet Paul.
ENOUGH SAID…YOUR FAR GONE
SIMPLE
ya Paul, choosen by God…imagine that.
kinda freak me out at the time too, when God started speaking with me.
not nearly as far away from God as you are Paul.
I stand with God, not against God.
ANYONE THAT CAN SAY THAT IN ALL JUSTICE IS REALLY REALLY FAR GONE
‘YOU PAINTED YOURSELF INTO A CORNERTHERE DIDNTYA??
anyway people, ya, God speaks with me.
i don’t normally speak of it, knowing no one is able to comprehend a direct connection with God. It is not an easy task.
I will continue interpreting scripture in the years to come.
in the mean time, someone look out for Paul.
I would, but he seems to dislike me for some reason, not sure why.
Too bad he did not have the sense to get to know me, he may have learned something special about himself.
although getting around his egotistical mouth may prove to difficult and perhaps impossible for him.
Those who do not take time to know God, unknowingly fail their divine true self in life. Chosing God is chosing love of your divine true self, whom God summons us to wisdom of the divine true self. It is we who must thirst for God’s loving compassionate wisdom of suffer many illnesses of the heart, mind, body and soul, just as the world is yet suffering, is it not?
Great album everyone!
Looking forward to the remixes and of course the next album.
Sweet dreams everyone.
a corner with Jesus and God Paul, yes, where i dwell, and whom they dwell with….me.
ya Paul, choosen by God…imagine that.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:22 am Said:
kinda freak me out at the time too, when God started speaking with me.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:22 am Said:
not nearly as far away from God as you are Paul.
I stand with God, not against God.
YOURE NOT WELL..
maybe you should apply to be a saint??
many thoughtthey heard the voice of god.
i dont no wor have done spoken against your faith
]rather your vague limited knowledge of it
instead youre sad pathetic life is just being on here daily speaking dribble and makingthe author of the blog laugh
for what else is this blog good for??
no new post since the 18th??
i mean for fuck sake andy..get a grip on some form of reality
ya, sound outrageous yes, sorta like those who gathered near Jesus, in disbeleif that Jesus spoke with God daily.
yeah, i found it hard to believe at first too, that God speaks with me Paul, but yeah, God teaches me.
Personally, i love learning from God.
Forgive me if i have been short with you Paul…i am yet a young student of God, not yet wise in areas of tact.
But ya, kinda awesome, yes, you met someone like Jesus whom God speaks with. haha.
yep. not sure why God chose me, by yeah, i have known since i was 12 years old.
Anyway, if you want to follow along, i will keep adding to my blog in the coming years.
ciao Bello. ciao Bella.
Think positive Paul, you spoke with someone that is with spiritually completely with Jesus and God. Not sure if you met anyone whom God speaks with or not Paul.
Truly i tell you, God speaks with me, just as God spoke with Jesus. Took me years to learn how to open the connection, but it is open and shall remain open till my physical death.
oh, i am quite well Paul, it is all of you i worry about.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:29 am Said:
anyway people, ya, God speaks with me.
i don’t normally speak of it, knowing no one is able to comprehend a direct connection with God. It is not an easy task.
I will continue interpreting scripture in the years to come.
in the mean time, someone look out for Paul.
I would, but he seems to dislike me for some reason, not sure why.
Too bad he did not have the sense to get to know me, he may have learned something special about himself.
although getting around his egotistical mouth may prove to difficult and perhaps impossible for him.
Those who do not take time to know God, unknowingly fail their divine true self in life. Chosing God is chosing love of your divine true self, whom God summons us to wisdom of the divine true self. It is we who must thirst for God’s loving compassionate wisdom of suffer many illnesses of the heart, mind, body and soul, just as the world is yet suffering, is it not?
Great album everyone!
Looking forward to the remixes and of course the next album.
Sweet dreams everyone.
sweet lithium dreams sicko… god doesnt spek with you’youre possibly skizphrenic.youre showingyourself sicker everyday
nah, saints never truly reached completely to God, of group dynamics.
nah, i will not join any church, of the scattered fragmented teachings of Jesus which i see thru, these many merchants of God’s words, who do not know God, yet claim they do.
nah, they are limited in their approach with God, of many partialities of the heart. I answer only to God who teaches me.
Jesus paul you still attacking my Andy, careful Andy might be tempted to get the big ass squirt gun’s out
nope…i am not sick at all Paul. Never felt better actually.
Honestly Paul, i have a way better attitude than you do, way more positive, way happier, way more sincere with purity of loving feelings of the divine true self.
you really make a mockery of your self Paul, with your insipidness with me.
How many people do you think you stigmatized so far with your lithium comments Paul?
You are so inconsiderate of those who may be taking medication Paul, indicative of just how uneducated you really are, someone not to refrain from listening to, and yet, like those who claim to know God, act like you know what you are talking about and clearly, with absolute clarity of an educated mind, such as my own Paul….YOU ARE NOT EDUCATED, and rather that of someone we all see you as Paul, rude, inconsiderate, insipid of me who is loving, hateful and unloving.
So i ask Paul, why do you behave the way you do, when it is we who see the truth of you?
fuck Marco, what took you so long????????????
i am like covered head to toe in this guys piss.
hahahaha
😀 😀
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:38 am Said:
ya, sound outrageous yes, sorta like those who gathered near Jesus, in disbeleif that Jesus spoke with God daily.
yeah, i found it hard to believe at first too, that God speaks with me Paul, but yeah, God teaches me.
Personally, i love learning from God.
Forgive me if i have been short with you Paul…i am yet a young student of God, not yet wise in areas of tact.
But ya, kinda awesome, yes, you met someone like Jesus whom God speaks with. haha.
yep. not sure why God chose me, by yeah, i have known since i was 12 years old.
Anyway, if you want to follow along, i will keep adding to my blog in the coming years.
ciao Bello. ciao Bella.
Think positive Paul, you spoke with someone that is with spiritually completely with Jesus and God. Not sure if you met anyone whom God speaks with or not Paul.
Truly i tell you, God speaks with me, just as God spoke with Jesus. Took me years to learn how to open the connection, but it is open and shall remain open till my physical death.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:39 am Said:
oh, i am quite well Paul, it is all of you i worry about.
NO ANDY
YOU ARE NOT WELL
you are not the chosen one
you are sufffering from an illness.
gethelp
its like if i said i speak with the mother godess
i mean honestly youre really not well.yourenot anything remotely”godly”get help.
Honestly Paul, i have a way better attitude than you do, way more positive, way happier, way more sincere with purity of loving feelings of the divine true self.
you really make a mockery of your self Paul, with your insipidness with me.
How many people do you think you stigmatized so far with your lithium comments Paul?
You are so inconsiderate of those who may be taking medication Paul, indicative of just how uneducated you really are, someone not to refrain from listening to, and yet, like those who claim to know God, act like you know what you are talking about and clearly, with absolute clarity of an educated mind, such as my own Paul….YOU ARE NOT EDUCATED, and rather that of someone we all see you as Paul, rude, inconsiderate, insipid of me who is loving, hateful and unloving.
So i ask Paul, why do you behave the way you do, when it is we who see the truth of you?
OH GIVE T AREST ALREADY
I HAVENT STIGMATIZED ANYONE ONMEDICATION HUN
GET ITRIGHT BEFORE YOU
RANTETH RUNNETH OVER/
I AM EDUCATED THANKS VERY MUCH
YOOUJUST CANNOT CONCEIVE THAT SOMEONE IS JUST ACTUALLY EDUCATED ENOUGH TO ANSWER YOU BACK
THE FACT U USE BAD GRAMMAR BD RESEARCH
BD VOCAB
SYNTAX AND SO ON SO FORTH
IM NO SCHOAR I JUST HAVE INTELLIGENCE AN DI CHALLENGE YOUR “INSIPIDNESS”
GEESH ANDY YOU CLEARLY ARE NOT EDUCATED IF YOU KEEP USING THE SAM EWORD TO MEAN ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING
LIKE PARTIALITIES
AND ETC
YOURE A FAR CRY FROM SCHOLARLY AND BABE..I HAV ENEVER DECRIED ANYONES MENTAL HEALTH BUT YOUR OWN
DONT PUT WRODS IN MY MOUTH
YOURE A BOLD FACED LYING SICKO
YES IVE MENTIONED LITHIUM
ASI KNOW U MAY NEED IT
haha.
I have God Paul, i don’t need any of you.
Like i said Paul, it is all of you i am worried about.
You are making a mockery of God Paul, hurting only your divine true self.
I am not ill. This is something in my life since i was 12, which i have learned to deal with for along time. I have been in therapy for years, and they said nothing is wrong with me at all.
I feel great Paul. and i love people to Paul, something you may want to try sometime.
Ya Paul, i am chosen by God, where it is you who lacks the understanding of how God comes to someone and opens the connection of which i have learned how.
I can prove it too Paul if you like. How is it you would like to see God Paul?
Oh damn, i forgot Paul, you have to use your loving heart and mind to see God. Get back to me when you are loving Paul, and i will speak with you.
Paul is attemting to inject his hatefulness into me, goading me like an animal into his cage, using trickery of an unwise mind, thinking he can become victorious over my loving soul.
Give it up Paul, you cannot cause me to become like you. I despise your learned behaviour Paul. As i said, it is only you who invites hurtfulness to your loving self, and not me, for i am with God, not following anyone elses lead. I am wise of souls like you Paul, of uselessness, like your approach with me always the same…unloving of me.
Got it?
Ok then.
carry on everyone.
If you cannot love me, LOVE GOD.
I love you Saint Raphael
You are welcome to your interpretations of me and of God Paul.
Call me what ever you want, just don’t call me to come to your party Paul…my answer is no.
I have a more positive outlook on life than you likely ever will Paul, way more loving, all the time actually, and your poison hate is like a satanic spirit for me, so if you don’t mind Paul, i really have tired of your hatefulness of me, which bewilders me, considering you have not ever met me or take time to truly know me, leaving me suspicious of who you really are, and allowed in here with me by M.
I have one simple question Paul, “If a complete stranger came to you and treated my like the way you have with me, can you really blame them for not wishing to stay and listen to all your hatefulness?”
I have tolerated you way too long Paul, and i realize you are an intentional soul.
And so, i shall leave you in peace Paul. You can try to find me if you wish, but if you approach me like you do here, don’t expect me to speak with you, for i will not have anything to do with you at all, should you chose to be so unloving with me like you have here.
Take care everyone. I am tired of the negativity of this blog now.
ciao.
marry me damn it, im free..
haha.
Saints are comitted souls to God, don’t get me wrong, i love them.
But they did not speak with God as i do, that’s all, of perhaps some did, and i have yet to read of their words.
i know who i am, and i know i stand with Jesus and God. Easy actually for me, when ever i see souls like Pauls.
perhaps it is all part of some joke.
no ones laughing.
i was, until Paul started kicking away at me once again.
ok. fine.
enjoy the blog Paul.
He will likely seek another unsuspecting soul, so beware.
They should trash the blog, seeing it is already trashed.
huh? you are free Marco?
took you long enough.
I am in Canada Marco, you are in Austrailia.
And besides, they don’t let guys across our border unless the have ten inch cocks on them.
hahahahaha
😀 😀
oh damn.
insipid of me who is loving, hateful and unloving
andy these words make no sense….
Anyway, just so you all know, i care not what any of you ever think of me.
I know my divine true self extremely well and intimately, at one with the sincerity of God’s love for me and all of you.
I see the condition of all souls in the world, wishing simply for a more loving world which i continue to endeavor to promote, just as M does.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:07 am Said:
haha.
I have God Paul, i don’t need any of you.
Like i said Paul, it is all of you i am worried about.
You are making a mockery of God Paul, hurting only your divine true self.
I am not ill. This is something in my life since i was 12, which i have learned to deal with for along time. I have been in therapy for years, and they said nothing is wrong with me at all.
I feel great Paul. and i love people to Paul, something you may want to try sometime.
Ya Paul, i am chosen by God, where it is you who lacks the understanding of how God comes to someone and opens the connection of which i have learned how.
I can prove it too Paul if you like. How is it you would like to see God Paul?
Oh damn, i forgot Paul, you have to use your loving heart and mind to see God. Get back to me when you are loving Paul, and i will speak with you.
yep..more ranting…..rant rant rant
did i ever say i wanted to be of your faith??what i choose is fine inmy life lucky we dont live like they did in the days of the inquisitors
youwould be right there torturing and doing your best to be rid of the”heretics”your words are dangerous and hateful
it isnt of any god i have read about.
its your won brand of a psycho hypre religeous babble thatyou dictate!!
you dont hold a monopoly on god me dear nor is anyone convinced you aone know”god”
eh marco??
you really wann associate with insanity??
so you see nothing wrong in someone railing against everyone??
declaring himself gods chosen??isnt that a bit umm obsessed??dangerous??are you also devoid of god/?
because andy has stated he alone is knowing of god
above any human on thisplanet!!
is that your idea of healthy religeon marco??
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:38 am Said:
Anyway, just so you all know, i care not what any of you ever think of me.
I know my divine true self extremely well and intimately, at one with the sincerity of God’s love for me and all of you.
I see the condition of all souls in the world, wishing simply for a more loving world which i continue to endeavor to promote, just as M does.
M”could be anyones initial stoopid.what about “m’on james bond??
i mean cmon andy…
give it a rest
i’m lost for word’s .. and that’s a first ,….
hateful of liars
unloving of the useless teachings which you were born into Paul.
you don’t even attempt to think Paul, and instead, what did you just do Paul?
you turn towards your unloving side, rather than the understanding side which yearns for wisdom.
you fail you Paul, i don’t fail anyone and rather summon everyone to become wise of their divine true self which is loving and able to become wise like Jesus.
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:24 am Said:
marry me damn it, im free..
any wonder about that one…..
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:41 am Said:
i’m lost for word’s .. and that’s a first
actually it isnt its just you only espouse anything andy says..which is just crazy….still havent owned up to lying about alcina or travis eh??very good of you
is Paul a spam ? … yes i thing’s so.. He’s a computer that just repeat’s peoples comment’s like a repetative repeat , repeater ..
Paul’s a Spam … unwanted mail… Unsolicited …..
like an old hooker… oh maybe not that’s Mariah
ok fine Paul, have it your way.
I hand you over to God, knowing i am not someone you desire to know.
can you please stop annoying us with your constant puking all over the place Paul? It really is filling the place up with the foul stench that keeps coming from you Paul, of your delight for the dark waters of spiritual death you love to swim in.
Hi Marco.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:42 am Said:
hateful of liars
unloving of the useless teachings which you were born into Paul.
you don’t even attempt to think Paul, and instead, what did you just do Paul?
you turn towards your unloving side, rather than the understanding side which yearns for wisdom.
you fail you Paul, i don’t fail anyone and rather summon everyone to become wise of their divine true self which is loving and able to become wise like Jesus.
hateful of liars???
hmm and you havent lied as of today
u have
countless times
putting words in my mouth
for the upteenth time
i am not aspiring to your brand of”faith”stop with your arrogance mr inquisitor..
would youlike to put us heathens away??
today you have ranted incessantly..
and lied countless times.dont deny it
you and marco use whtever devices to mak eyourselves justifiable
lies and sinning the scriptures to suit
i find that negative and disturbing
i am heading to my other blogs.
this blog is full of the stench of Paul’s spiritual death.
maybe after it airs out for a few days, i will return.
ciao.
not sure what it is with Paul Marco…some kind of brain tumor i think.
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:45 am Said:
is Paul a spam ? … yes i thing’s so.. He’s a computer that just repeat’s peoples comment’s like a repetative repeat , repeater ..
Paul’s a Spam … unwanted mail… Unsolicited …..
like an old hooker… oh maybe not that’s Mariah
typical
do you not have original ideas??
an dhilarious.you dont like mariah coz??
why??
you follow madonna.
lol
youre the sad spam here
repeat??
lol
stop projecting
get blogging your blog is so banal
get crackin love!! youre waste don here
i dont know if youre aware but you repeat endlessly yourself
youre intelligence level is onpar with algae..
now get your own ideas and petrhaps stop thinking youre “defending”someone you have never met .
and still u fail to recognise your lies on this blog concerning alcina
an dyour disgusting term of fag hag
what sort of gay man are you??
a mysogynist obviously
if at first you cant use your brain fall on ignorance and banal name calling
clever??no just sad and ever repetitive of you
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:50 am Said:
not sure what it is with Paul Marco…some kind of brain tumor i think.
hmm now u mak efun of people withbraintumors??
hmm yes good one
i simply state what you always doandy who can even touch upon your illness..
and
guess what
im not the ONY ONE THATS SEEN YOUR SHIT FOR WHAT IT IS..
shit
do you have any friends Paul?
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:49 am Said:
i am heading to my other blogs.
this blog is full of the stench of Paul’s spiritual death.
maybe after it airs out for a few days, i will return.
ciao.
mnay of us hope u dont…
youre so sickening
using words like spiritual death
its not me who thinks hes ina relationship with a celebrity and god and jesus..
hmm??
spiritual death??geesh youre nasty
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:46 am Said:
ok fine Paul, have it your way.
I hand you over to God, knowing i am not someone you desire to know.
can you please stop annoying us with your constant puking all over the place Paul? It really is filling the place up with the foul stench that keeps coming from you Paul, of your delight for the dark waters of spiritual death you love to swim in.
Hi Marco.
projection
llok it up
also delusion
also mental illness.keep searching
‘oh enlightened one
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:54 am Said:
do you have any friends Paul?
plenty babes just not nutcases like you.i have a very beautiful christian friend who as soon as looked at this blog and your comments begge dme to stop even looking at what you write
your dark
dark ones hide behind “goodnes””you encompass spiritual death my dear.your so arrogant and so hateful
yes.youjust hide it
who can forgetthe gallon drum story???
not me
anyone who claims that thy have adierect link on high an dcan actually say that all iraqis are evil and beats an death is a cleansing is just sick
haha.
wow, your understanding is quite limited Paul.
Jesus was about healing the illness of people’s hearts.
I am one like Jesus who is taught by God, of the very same things Jesus learned from God, and you keep puking on me with your assumption of having an illness.
I am not ill Paul, it is you who is more ill than i am Paul, unknowing of the condition of your own soul Paul, which i see with clarity.
I dont follow Mariah because she is spiritually void like you paul .. ah dont worry about it … obviously andy is right that brain tumor is taking up all the room in you head, . no one’s home obviously .. lights were off should have known
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:58 am Said:
haha.
wow, your understanding is quite limited Paul.
Jesus was about healing the illness of people’s hearts.
I am one like Jesus who is taught by God, of the very same things Jesus learned from God, and you keep puking on me with your assumption of having an illness.
I am not ill Paul, it is you who is more ill than i am Paul, unknowing of the condition of your own soul Paul, which i see with clarity.
EXACTLY MY POINT
YOURE SO FAR GONE
(ANYONE CAN SEE)THAT YOU CONTINUE TO AVOID THE ISSUE
YOU DONT HAVE A MIRROR INTO ANYONES SOUL
FREE WILL
JESUS YOUIDIOT TAUGHT ..NOT DICTATED.
HE NEVER ACTUALLY SAID”YOU MUST”HE GAVE A WAY OF SEEING AND DOING
NEVER ONCE SAYING ..”YOU HAVE TO”
YOUR UNDERSTANDING IS WARPED AND VERY NARROW
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 4:58 am Said:
I dont follow Mariah because she is spiritually void like you paul .. ah dont worry about it … obviously andy is right that brain tumor is taking up all the room in you head, . no one’s home obviously .. lights were off should have known
YOUR IGNORANCE ASTOUNDS ME
SO MUCH FOR BEINGOF LIGHT AND LOVE.
TWAT
mariah is void of spirituality??
god your just fr gone yourself
insane babe
how the fuck woul dyouknow mariahs spiritual anything??
lol
you amuse one
ya Paul, maybe you would rather they come over here in put you in a five gallon drum?
They want to. They hate us Paul. They call us satanic crusaders.
We are defending our selves against these stupid teachings of fractured teachings of God from history of mankind.
They may yet succeed too.
What worries me is the scripture of horrific armagedon, which i am yet uncertain of, and yet it is today staring us in the face, is it not?
I think i have had enough of you Paul, to last several life times and wish to leave.
do keep it up both of u..you only look even more insane
write your own blogs and just get some reality
marco you keep spewing forth simplicity .brain tumor??
well youre so enlightened
both of ya cant stand beingthreatened with some truisms
marco .youre stupid and stupid people hide behind nam ecalling and simple gutteral pleasures.not 2 mention delusions of grandeur.and beleiving that this is madonnas site??
still cannot say sorry to alcina??
you obviously hav eno conscience whatsoever.
youlied boldly then attacke dher.
notat all “godly”
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 5:03 am Said:
ya Paul, maybe you would rather they come over here in put you in a five gallon drum?
They want to. They hate us Paul. They call us satanic crusaders.
We are defending our selves against these stupid teachings of fractured teachings of God from history of mankind.
They may yet succeed too.
What worries me is the scripture of horrific armagedon, which i am yet uncertain of, and yet it is today staring us in the face, is it not?
I think i have had enough of you Paul, to last several life times and wish to leave
..SO,,THEYRE ALL EVIL??
ITS THEIR RIGHT TO DEFEND THEIR COUNTRY THEIR FAITH AND LIVES
DO YOU THINK AMERICA IS BLAMELESS??NO
NOT ONE BIT.
MADONNA IS AGAINST THE OCCUPATION.
DID U KNOW>>??JERK
YOU SPEW HATRED
IGNORANCE
AND BLIND ARROGANCE
My last words to you Paul;
How can love come into your heart so long as you turn not towards your loving heart?
i don’t care what Madonna thinks, for the last time
well, i mean i care what M thinks, but i have my own depth of knowlegdge that makes sense to me.
God says not to allow the wretched ones to become victorious over us, and let the beast trample apon us.
alright, time to find somewhere else to hang out.
ciao.
they will be thought of as all evil if the detonate an automic bomb somewhere in the world, ‘that’ they can count on.
so they may wanna think about a new leader, someone with a loving soul.
that does not go around executing GLBT people like they have for so long, and still do.
oh, did someone just ask if i would marry them?
i can marry you, yes.
by the spirit vested in my, i can pronounce you married to someone, yes.
who do you want to marry Marco?
time will tell what direction the world will take, where time may be running out for many souls, should the unwise of the world rise up against my loving brothers and sisters.
i pray for love and peace.
but that is not what the real world is like, now is it?
the problem is people don’t know just how much true evil lurks in the hearts of men in the world…and yet we do know, useless wretched hatred is a very real issue.
i don’t hate anyone.
i despise the fragmented scattered teachings in the world, of those who claim to know God, and so obviously don’t, where God is sincerely loving, compassionate and wise…if only we would learn this of our divine true self within us all, and let go of these false negative feelings between us.
if only we would.
we can…merely by turning towards our loving heart, mind, body and soul.
i do, every day. Even while some of you intently seek to inject me with your poisonous hatred, causing me to leave.
who with half a brain would want to stay around the likes of Paul.
not me.
you get to keep the blog Paul, without me.
i should stay at my own blog anyway…a safer enviroment than this one has become.
so much for setting boundaries.
i will set mine, you can count on it at my blog, where all you motherfucker hateful negative naysayers will be deleted.
still, i can understand why M would not want anyone to have to sit thru the garbage mouth of ignorant posters like Paul…
and yet, it still makes no sense to me of how i was attacked like i was, for no apparant reason other than being who i am….my loving true self.
alright. i won’t be back. this blog is way to hateful and unloving for me now.
So God bless you all. God knows, some of you need God….desperately i might add.
it’s bin fun…really…….could of been alot more fun….
ah well….such is life.
I know the remainder of my life will be fun…as i strive for happiness.
oh, one last thing…FUCK OFF PAUL.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:19 am Said:
haha.
I am closer to God than anyone on the planet Paul.
***********************************************************************
Paul,
He’s closer to God than ANYONE on the planet. Don’t you understand! With all the problems people experience every day around the world, with all the people who commit horrible atrocities against others, the person who is closer to God than anyone else on the planet chooses to sit on a fake Madonna Blog and talk non-stop to Madonna all day long. Doesn’t that make perfect sense?! I mean, with his direct dial to God maybe he would be of more help elsewhere, but no, God has directed him to sit here every day and repeat the same thing over and over again, even though no one is listening. There are people killing, raping, stealing and committing all kinds of horrible crimes against others, but the darkest ones are the the people here who dare say to Andy that he’s not talking to Madonna. Perfectly logical and sane, no?! I really don’t think there is anything more you can say to get through to him.
Fake Madonna….You need to come forward and clean up this mess you’ve created. Anything less than the truth is unacceptable and wrong. Did you hear about Uma Thurman’s stalker trial? Did you hear about the letters he wrote her? The words he wrote to her sound eerily familiar.
ALCINA
thanks…it is all said and done.i will do on emore youtube tonight and we will see if this piece of shite doesnt end .the only reason i keep going is to try and end andy;s crap and once and for all get this shithouse blogger off the cyber waves.yes the similarity is eerie.alsoan internet stalker lately emerged sounding also so similar.to the author
what youre doing
is a)not funny
b)again.not funny
c)mental
d…..as anything
e)wrong
f
fucked
Andy I just had some lithium, wow.. enjoying this might change my name to Chloe,
who the hell is Paul , & f hag they are so boring,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8s3OFxrfVug
maybe i’ll marry Chloe
WHERE’S MY LITHIUM .. 🙂
give me my lithium 🙂 🙂
i want my lithium 🙂 😉
youre a retard marco….alcina is not afag hag u disrespectfull asshole.
very christian of u eh
making fun of medication too.what fun jolly gee
wheres my airline vomit bag??
see marco your level is trite
and lacking in with
substance and intelligence
only resorting to lowbrow
sorry .
u lied an defamed a starnger you have no idea do you/
and to top it off
youre not even capable of apologizing to her
you vile pathetic excuse for a human being gay or otherwise
best we finish this right now
its just a waste of energy on so many levels
go and fuck buya ticket to canada an dfuck andy’s brains out.
check his photo out first though god .always a good start off point
anyone sees your shit and youre the worst kind of homo.mysoginist and vile
hiding behind sweet invectives and asad preoccupation with an internet freak that says he is close to god an dhe alone knows god and above anyone on the planet
how odd you cant see the fucked up in that??
yes lithium may be good down the hatch .
Main Entry: in·sip·id
Pronunciation: \in-ˈsi-pəd\
Function: adjective
Etymology: French & Late Latin; French insipide, from Late Latin insipidus, from Latin in- + sapidus savory, from sapere to taste — more at sage
Date: 1609
1 : lacking taste or savor : tasteless
2 : lacking in qualities that interest, stimulate, or challenge : dull, flat
— in·si·pid·i·ty \ˌin-sə-ˈpi-də-tē\ noun
— in·sip·id·ly \in-ˈsi-pəd-lē\ adverb
synonyms insipid, vapid, flat, jejune, banal, inane mean devoid of qualities that make for spirit and character. insipid implies a lack of sufficient taste or savor to please or interest . vapid suggests a lack of liveliness, force, or spirit . flat applies to things that have lost their sparkle or zest . jejune suggests a lack of rewarding or satisfying substance . banal stresses the complete absence of freshness, novelty, or immediacy . inane implies a lack of any significant or convincing quality .
see andy
and marco
misogynist gee that’s a big word Paul how do you say that in lizard language .. NFI … no fucking idea !
go hide under your rock.. till the sun comes out.. but remember i leave no stone unturned, it’ll find you, love that is you cannot hide from love and light..
i might fuck Chloe .. paul do you have a problem with that ?
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A fag hag is a slang term for a woman who either associates mostly or exclusively with homosexual men, or is best or good friends to a gay man or men. It originated in gay male culture in the United States and was historically an insult.[1] Some women who associate with gay men object to being called fag hags,[2] while others embrace the term.[3][4] The male counterpart, men who have similar interpersonal relationships with lesbian women, are called dyke tykes; furthermore people who associate with gays, lesbians, and bisexuals may be called “fruit flies” regardless of their sex.
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 9:08 am Said:
i might fuck Chloe .. paul do you have a problem with that ?
i dont give a hoot bay cakes…who the fuck is chloe??lol///sorry are u off yr meds too???
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 9:05 am Said:
misogynist gee that’s a big word Paul how do you say that in lizard language .. NFI … no fucking idea !
go hide under your rock.. till the sun comes out.. but remember i leave no stone unturned, it’ll find you, love that is you cannot hide from love and light..
ye to me big words arent a problem
you seem to be intimidated by people with intelligence
lizards are amazing creatures
light??love??
give it le rest babes
how i irk you so very much.youre left so gagging like afish out of water.ive used”big”words for decades.coz
im actually intelligent to which anyone can vouch.
as for light an dlove
you define hypocrite nicely
..pertaining to a beleif and acting another way entirely
well done
lizard indeed???any other analogies???or that youve run out??
simply just nothing to add isnt it??
all you can do is keep it going
why??
whats the point??
il tell you
nought
nothing
niet
zilcj
zero productivity all round
Sorry Alcina..
i made a mistake it was someone else i was referring too i meant kimmo-matias.blogspot.com not mediocretravis.blogspot.com oh and sorry Travis.
as for Pauly Acka Ms Bitch … your boring … and i said so first so
you can copy me if you want but remember i got in first
now take it out it hurts. your hurting me ! as if
And remember Pauly as Andy would say Jesus loves you.. even if no such person existed and its just an analogy, the concept of Jesus to express an emotive does not mean someone could come one day and kick your unloving ass, but than again i do not really know you Paul you might be a really beautiful and loving person behind that vale, maybe you could be a critic you seem to be could at that, at least if your a critic you could express all you want and no one would listen to you it would be a win/win situation.
Now where’s Chloe ? Andy where’s Chloe gone ?
darling nnon sensical marco….analogy??ok lets just back track.peopel are listening to me and alcina and john
do you see anyone listening to yours??if anyone is kicking ass i think jesus would be kicking self righteous people down…he did that in the market temple..as yr bibl erecallss…he too was considered “unloving”and et et al…ad infinitum
youve used sexual crap with me before..
how on earth can u elude to my peni sisze..ow that hurts as if??
i mean whats that if not lowbrow??hmm??win/win it aint
win/youlose every single time babes
as for chloe??random who??
yr really behaving oddly
nice of u to apologize….erm maybe on her site??well she will come here now and agin i guess…moi boring??
lol..
far far from it
are you that more entertaining??
sorry blind me insanely
bore i shoul dsay…
jesus as you know exhisted.thers proof of that.its recorded.as for son of god that always a heated subject between 2 thousand years.i dont care if you worship a carrot(as madonna was quoted last week)hilarious stuff..
what i do mind is ignorance and fanatacism
you can HONESTLY
sit there and accept every word ansy says ??i think thats crazy
simple.as for boring.
its boring seeing both of you so deluded
Ok you win Paul.. Chloe was just a random. and Jesus does exist .. and i don’t accept everything anyone says not even my own belief’s because i am not perfect… but without mistake’s how can one learn ?
as for Honesty well i try to be real..and if i am a con artist i am up front about it ! any intelligent soul can read between the line’s as for being insane well it’s all an act.. and i know when to jump out of character, before the character takes hold of my mind body and soul.
I don’t begrudge or hold on to or be possessed by a personality trait that may be less than healthy unless i am playing and acting the fool .. as well all do for the FUN of it.. but being of sound mind being creative and being capable and aware of the idiosyncrasies in life is fun ! yes ? well for me it is … as for you .. send me a picture ! and by the way how big is your dick ? kidding..
Where’s Chloe ?
but i cannot spell … but the English language is difficult for us aliens…. ET to you !
as if
marco my pictur eis onmy blog!duh! im glad youre showing some sense but why the constant baiting??
sorry thats neither healthy nor clever.
why are you feeding andy’s rather more than gross ignorance??its gone beyond “act”hasnt it??
lets ask ourselves if this is all healthy at all??
cmon
a madonna blog/?
puhhlease.its listed under fake madonna
wouldnt it be healthier to be real??
as i am on my blog(which oddly has been hacked)odd coincidence.
albeit nasty one
why how big is yours???
penis size is irrelevant in this context.
im sure youre hung like an italian donkey but who can say??anyways between “act”and sanity where does any of this lay??
im sory i dont get why youjust came out and said it was an “act”
wow.if so its been a torturous ride
and useless
leav ethe aliens to scientology methinks eh rosie??
even i can be funny.et tu marco??
lastly it is not”fun”to be ignorant.ie andy.it is not “fun”to decry other races and cultures.religeon is personal .not to be dictated to.too many fanatics are using “god”in various froms to dictate destroy condemn and control.in many rces and cultures.toomuch is happening right now and right on this planet in teh name of”god”on eonly needs to see the news and see whats happening.
ie.the hideous religeous faction called wolsboro in america that blame thewar in iraq on gods punishmnet of homosexuals!and dance im soldires graves/
what i dont find “funny”is someone on here using the same sort of doctrine to some twisted ends.
it s far from “funny’nor interesting
when someone says they are gods messenger and they alone know god above all on this planet one reallyhas to wonder eh??
as for “m”
why do you keep feeding that too??
remember when it was”funny”on blogger .well ok onmany blogs that take th episs they have
disclaimers on them
simple stuff really
this author refused
idiotic
i dont like people being taken for a ride
its unhealthy and more than sick
children were sending in pics to”madonna”do you not fin dthat sick??
well it ended there
but came back here
and andy went to town
god knows why
lastly i appeal to this author to make a statement and stop it
Paul at the end of the day it’s a “Madonna blog” not “Madonna’s Blog”
The missing s make all the difference…
I do agree the tone of the comment’s on this blog are something us adults should be embarrassed about if young children were reading them like what the F.. so perhaps the Author should drawn a line .. in the sand…
and either end it or at least contain the content.. and if it’s really not Madonna.. well it does not matter to me … but for the kid’s well we should set an example as adults.
me included .. lest i be labeled a hypocrite …
forgive me father..
forgive me Paul
as for all the bickering and fighting absolutely no need but sometime’s if someone feeds a fear on me my ego cannot help but challenge … but my ego is in check.. at least for now ,,
because i am more concerned for the world and the children who look upon me as a fool ..
as for Madonna’s Album i love it and yes Spanish lesson is going to require some really hot Spanish dancer’s to complement the song when it goes to a live show as for the rest of the Album it really is a great mix of the Madonna we all have grown to love, to me it is original material whilst being ahead of it’s time and creative enjoyable to listen too and that’s after only the second listen usually (because her albums are ahead of their time) it takes me 4 -5 times of listening to fall in love with it … this time it was straight away so that’s a first for me maybe as i mature i can see what’s good allot faster than when i was less mature maybe a bit of both however i have no doubt this is defiantly Madonna’s best Album yet however we would expect that from an Artist who has had plenty of practice..
Omg after the third or fourth listen Madonna will need extra security all those obsessed fan’s.. kidding..
i donnt understand your”answers”forgive nme father??
children??fool??sorry but are you now going back to form??the relifeon thing>>>??sorry thers no need fo rit.its so not needed or warranted
as for any commenst on her its watsed..”madonna”blog or not..its dead
dead
boring
the last post was so last year so last week..not..it was likeages back
an dmarco why not go on the actual real sites??
and comment there
feeding a fear on your ego makes no sense..all i have done is answered ludicrous eligeous gobbledegook
ah fuck it i am out of here …….
its demented
and you lamented
Merry Go round
CIRCLE OF LOVE !!!!!!!!!!!
goodnight .. goodbye
and good luck,……………
see you on the dance floor
for a good f@#K
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This blog is dead
And no one cares
If there is a hell
I will see you there
that sun ring occured 19 hours ago in Florida.
Hi, I was thinking of taking a trip to London on Sunday. I don’t know how you feel about that? Let me know.
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Heaven and hell collide(wisdom + ignorance), where clarity of sight restored to a loving soul, easily sees the truth of the many innocent souls born into the world, who are taught over and over again, all these things devoid of God’s sincere love, compassion and wisdom for his Children, which Jesus and i know 100% conclusively, these many illnesses of the heart and mind, which yet grip the world, no different than the last time God visited the world with Jesus.
Truly i tell you, it is easy to see the truth, merely by taking the time in our special places of sincereness of reflect, of the reflections of our divine true self.
There is a problem for many souls in being able to do this though, as great and numerous are the wretched destractions in the world, such as Pauls negative attacks on one who has turned towards God, and it is such things as this that have, and will continue to see the on going down slide of many souls in the world, just as it always has.
Failing to embrace the greatest truth wisdom of all, ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom”, will see these wretched things devoid of God’s sincere purity of love for us continue in the world, such as Paul’s closed mindedness, whom even after announcing to Paul, that God is speaking to us thru someone, where it is Paul who is lead astray by the obviousness of his desire for mean spiritedness, of the hypocrisy heart devoid of love, of his many empty vessels which are so obviously empty of love, are they not?
So i ask, how are we able to listen to the sincere purity of God’s love for us, so long as one like Paul, continues to stab away at the words of God, of one like Paul who is unaware, and unknowing of the one who is speaking?
Easy…see with clarity of your loving souls, the truth of the wretched, absurd, useless and bitter hypocrisy in Paul’s words with me, which are indeed and illness of the heart which grips his soul, so obvious to see(feel) with clarity, is it not, the truth of my words with you who are loving, compassionate and wise, yes?
So it is good then, is it not, that Paul unknowingly has served God, has he not, in teaching us the truth of such matters, by means of the truth, that indeed, these many bitter illnesses of the heart, are clearly able to and do indeed take hold of soul, yes?
Jesus came to know of these many illnesses of the heart, mind, body and soul, are of the many innocent souls born into an unwise world, where the continuing false, fragmented, scattered and incomplete teachings are clearly obvious, so easy for us to see all around us here in the kingdom of heaven, that has seen great pain and sorrow in so many people’s lives, of these unwelcomed, and such senseless unwise nescience approaches with the divine true self within us all.
i know that it is because of my 20 years as a hermetical monk dwelling with Jesus and God, is why it is easy for me to see(feel) with clarity, ‘that’ of my sight restored to the loving soul of my divine true self, and speak with clarity as i do with all of you, so easily the TRUTH of such things i merely wish any and all of you to reflect apon as i have for two decades now.
i have come forth in the world, because of the greatness of my loving compassionate teachings of wisdom with Jesus and God which has grown so much within me over the years, overflowing with great abundance, does it not, which embraces the loving heart within you, does it not.
surely you can feel the strength of Jesus and God embracing all of you, can you not, of flowing of my words, where each and every word, is of loving compassionate wisdom which has grown beyond the usual scope of understanding we normally see in our association with other, yes?
i am merely one who wanted to know Jesus better than the way the many leaders of the churches know and embrace Jesus, with their rather simple reciting of scripture over and over again. I wanted to truly know Jesus, more than anything else in life, i wanted to know Jesus, and still do.
Eventually after so many years of dwelling with Jesus and God, i realized the my heart, mind, body and soul had come forth from the world, now far behind me, into the desert, truly looking for Jesus, where eventually, i came to a stand still, i stopped and stood still. I could feel the presence of Jesus. I turned and looked, and behold, Jesus was standing before me, not looking away from me, with no desire whatsoever to do so, his love and grace encompassed me completely all around for as far as my eye could see, where no longer were there any of those who were of bitter nashing of teeth, and instead, the sincere purity of love devoid of all useless doubt between Jesus and i, of complete knowingness that neither one of us had any doubt at all of our love for one another, and i said, “i want you to have my heart, mind, body and soul Jesus, for i know fully, after so many years, that i shall not make as good of use of my life as you could.”
Since that day of my surrendering my life to Jesus, i have known that indeed, my life does belong to Jesus and God, without any doubt whatsoever, and i know why and what my destiny is with all of you, is merely that of a soul which stands with God, of God’s summoning me to his sincere purity of loving compassionate wisdom which is meant for the divine true self within me and within all of you.
There are many days, such as yesterday, where i am weary and of many emotions, where i am easily challenged, of my weakness in not being able to concentrate as i do today, having rested.
I want you all to know, that in my special place that my soul dwells with Jesus and God, are the sincere purity of massive amounts of wisdom, which is meant of the divine true self in all of us, of purity and sincerity of loving compassionate wisdom that our divine true self easily and willing recognizes by means of our feelings in feeling with clarity the truth of things in life, which you can feel in my words with you today.
i know, that the unwiseness of the world is not able to ever become victiorious over these truth wisdom, because they are grounded completely in the purity of undeniable, unavoidable, unshakable, unbreakable TRUTH, all of which is meant to help the divine true self within us all see(feel) with clarity our own loving compassionate wisdom that is indeed loving, is it not?
WE ARE LOVING.
WE ARE COMPASSIONATE.
WE ARE WISE.
It is not wrong to be found of unwiseness, and rather it is the truth of that of an innocent child born into a yet unwise world is it not? Look around and we can see and feel the unwiseness of bitterness in the voices of many souls, can we not?
I do not seek reward, or boastful pride of my dwelling among you. If you choose to paint me as such, you are not fully embracing the things i speak of, which come from a soul which has become one with Jesus and God.
I merely wish to assist in freeing many souls in the world which are unknowingly snared by the many unwise snares which are laid out apon the earth, of the unwise teachings of the forefathers before us all, just like the teachings which Jesus also saw everwhere he looked when walking the earth.
See clearly then, that we too can easily see exactly what Jesus saw and felt everwhere he went, of those who do not thirst at all for God’s wisdom, prefering that of challenging hatefulness over another they have not ever met or spent time with in getting to know them, of their own unknowingness of the snare which grips their own soul, which i see with clarity, and so can anyone, when we STOP, and REFLECT, just as i am doing today with all of you.
It has taken many many years in my accumulation of wisdom, and great is the wealth which i will continue to bestow apon the world before i leave, as it is of my chosen destiny of being at one with Jesus and God, and as you can clearly feel, of my being at one with all of you.
i greet all of you in peace and brotherly love.
please know in advance, i will not give way again to those who seek to cajole and entice me from their mindset of unwiseness, of a snare which i see with clarity, of their own yet unknowingness, like that of so many souls in the world.
I take place in the world, of my chosing, of my destiny, of my love, of my compassion, of my wisdom, of my sincerity, of my purity, of my divine true self within.
I have dwelled in my place of peaceful reflection for a long time, and i know fully, that no one is able to lead me away from such a place, as i know my soul belongs with Jesus and God whom i love with ALL my heart, with ALL my mind, with ALL my body, with ALL my soul.
I have come before Madonna, for reasons she understands and embraces, of her places and paths in the world, as one who loves her, as one who nurtures her, as one who protects her from the unwiseness of the yet unwise apathetic world, bringing to her the greatest gift one can bring, these many things which i have taken time to come to know after many years of reflection, all of which are of one thing, of the truth, nurturing, and protection meant for the divine true self within us all, of simple and easy to understand and enjoy with exceeding joyfulness, that of loving compassionate wisdom.
Truly i tell you, i am just scatching the surface of the great abundance of God’s wisdom ever growing within me, as it has for so long now.
Thank you father. Thank you Jesus. Thank you to all who are loving.
Wisdom + Ignorance
Love + Hate
Compassion + Apathy
~ all these things are of the cross of Jesus, are they not? Take time to truly reflect using your loving heart, alone and at one with your true self, at one with Jesus, at one with God, and you can easily feel and know fully the depth of truth i speak of in all i say and do, of the path i walk, of the dwelling of Jesus and God with us all.
it is not just Madonna whom i love, and rather, like her, i love all of you.
Good morning M.
Did i meantion what a great album this is? haha. 😉 😀
i see Madonna as being more effective in freeing our souls from the many useless bitternesses of life, than i am able to do in my words, although i do realize i am yet a student still learning how of my own empowerment and abilities to teach, that requires fearlessness of my divine true self to come forth in the world. Clearly it is a fearful thing for me at times, especially when someone so negative attacks my loving soul the way they do, almost killing my soul you could say. I recoil, rest, become recharge with my fortitude, and return to where i belong, always along side Madonna, someone that i know fully, that i love her with all my heart, mind, body and soul. i always did, and without doubt at all, i always will, even more so now than before, as we have both grown much wiser in nurturing and protection of true self issues.
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~ enjoy the day M. 😀 😀
im back, and im pissed off!!!!!!!!!
no, not really. haha.
i will avoid confrontations with other from now on though, responding only to loving requests of others from now on.
I will shift my teachings over to my blog M, and leave this one for her fans to enjoy of their positive, taking all bitterness with me.
Spit apon me all you like, you unwise ones, where you choose to yet fail to realize of the things i speak of, giving way to pettiness of the hypocrisy heart, instead of reflection of your loving soul, of which i come to free.
+ Jesus loves us ALL. +
~ this concludes today’s lesson. Class dismissed. haha. 😀 😀
without doubt, i know i love YOU Madonna. i was merely too afraid to come close, not sure if you would love me as much as i have you. Truly i love YOU, this in know in my soul, and God has acknowledged with me, that indeed i do, where our sincerity and purity of love, as you know, is how we know, is it not?
NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jest…..
what?
i had to put that in there, for humor sake. You know the truth. Or at least i would hope you do by now, imeem holy fucktard Batman, can you believe all these goings on?
hahaha 😀 😀
not sure how many words that last post was, but to see with clarity the truth of smallness of attacks from Paul, once again(if he dares to deny God again, his soul yet snared), you will see he will likely copy and paste all my words, and then, give his short snippet of words, which he thinks is actually able to destroy the truth of the message my so many words with all of you, at one with your loving souls.
Paul does serve God, by means of the truth, of what not to become like, of the smallness of the hypocrit heart.
I pray for everyone’s soul, including yours Paul.
What you fail to embrace Paul, is the one speaking with you.
Thank you Jesus + father, for your clarity of sight restored to our loving souls, of the knowingness that you love us all, inspite of our yet unwise foolish ways, because of the many bitter snares which you seek to free us from, which do indeed snare our souls unknowingly. We now know your sincere purity of compassion for us all. Forgive me father, as i stumble on the path with my loving brothers and sisters. It has been a long week, and an exciting week as well for me.
Thank Madonna. I love the album alot. The whistles, the bells, the champion feelings of Rocky i recall from so long ago, all just way more than i could of imagined. I am better not than i recall ever feeling in my life. You have no idea what has happened, as i feel restoration of my original state occuring, that of my (divine) true self, the year?…1977.
Some of the tracks have a 70s flavor. This is so great M!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can’t get enough of that loving feeling…whao oooo…that lovin feeling….bring back that lovin feeling…now it’s gone…gone…gone….NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha 😉 😀
love it! love it! love it!
I don’t recall feeling this good ever! not even in 1977, as i was really insecure about myself, of few friends who truly loved me.
FREEDOM RINGS!
~ for ALL souls.
Wow i love the set ..you’re going to die when you see it!! This is going to kick arse..!! xXx
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!
here are the Queen lyrics;
I’ve paid my dues –
Time after time –
I’ve done my sentence
But committed no crime –
And bad mistakes
I’ve made a few
I’ve had my share of sand kicked in my face –
But I’ve come through
We are the champions – my friends
And we’ll keep on fighting – till the end –
We are the champions –
We are the champions
No time for losers
‘Cause we are the champions – of the world –
I’ve taken my bows
And my curtain calls –
You brought me fame and fortuen and everything that goes with it
–
I thank you all –
But it’s been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise –
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race –
And I ain’t gonna lose –
We are the champions – my friends
And we’ll keep on fighting – till the end –
We are the champions –
We are the champions
No time for losers
‘Cause we are the champions – of the world –
hey…no falling asleep in class!
got it?
ok then. who’s side am i on then? duh!
hahaha. 😀 😀
i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
mmmmwaaa XOX
oh hey look, she loves me! 😉 😀
~ just another beautiful sunny day of flowers blooming M.
Thank you Freddie.
hey look, she is smiling again.
I love you Madonna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Is it just a coicidence that a rainbow around the sun was seen the day Madonna’s album released in the USA?
Perhaps.
What matters most, is that these things exist, do they not, where our looking and reflecting apon things is of what is most significant, and always have been, in our acknowledgment and denial of truths, where indeed our ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom”, of our “Crucial Lacking of Desire to Reflect”, is what has plagued mankind thruout history to come to know our Loving Compassionate Wise Divine True Self, where Love always feels better than useless hate, so obvious for us to feel, our clarity of sight restored to our soul, only when we choose to DESIRE the TRUTH.
Still, for me, it is kinda cool that a Rainbow around the sun in Florida was seen and recorded the day Madonna’s Hard Candy released in the USA, after i posted the exact same picture of such weeks earlier.
Coincidence? Maybe.
Mysteries of the spirit realm revealed? Perhaps.
It has always been like this for me since age 12.
i am merely coming forth and sharing in these things of my life with all of you, which i feel as the beauty of my sincerity and purity of my loving (divine) true self.
Only here to win. haha. 😉 😀
i am so looking forward to a remix of track # 4 “Heartbeat”.
Hey Marco.
thanks.
Hey, you remember the group ‘nine inch nails’? What a name for a band eh? Can you imagine a nine inch nail going thru your hand.
Personally, i can see, and would rather see anything nine inches in my hand, other than a nail. haha. 😉 😀
yeah, that was a hint….not afraid to tell. haha.
ok. enough for one day.
oh damn, i really need to go to the spa.
😀 😀
i love you Marco.
To all those who choose to be bitter and unwise, i say, “Why embrace these things so unloving and unwise, when wisdom summons us ALL thru heaven’s gates?”
Beware, as the egotistical mouth shall not get thru the eye of the needle.
In sincere purity of love of the divine true self, i yearn only for loving embrace of a lover who is loving of me like i am of them, and is how i shall live out the remainder of my life. catch me if you can.
oh man, i so love the whistles in track #6, instantly propelling me to all the years of walking down that street with my loving brothers and sisters.
You really hit the mark this time M. I am so thrilled with this album, that i will always enjoy listening to for some time to come.
Best of all, these things lead to more and more places of sincerity and purity of our feelings that are of the divine true self.
We are only just beginning, and continuing on the path with one another as we have, loving of one another, ….our family.
She’s not me music score has a throw back to the clown on stage in The Girlie Show…violins?
Thank you father.
you know i have to ask, “so now what?”
actually, i have come to a special place within, and i know fully, i am completely loving, yearning for a lover who is loving like the way i feel inside, of sincerity, purity, gracefulness, enthusiasm, exceeding joy waiting to jump for joy, knowing, if they choose not to be with me, in time i know someone will, and i will easily recognize their sincerity and purity of divine true self, by means of having come to know my own divine true self, a mystery for some, no longer a mystery for me, and i suspect no longer a mystery of you too M.
so now what? 😉 😀
Hey Candy Girl, where did you go? You said a surprise was happening today, or were you refering to the album release?
~ ever growing M. merely that of a student with God is who i am, ‘that’ of my choosing, with or without anyone, have i done this, and with or without anyone, i shall remain to choose to remain, merely that of a student with God and all of you, life being the greatest teacher of all, but only if we take time to reflect, common sense, is it not?
I am standing in my bedroom right now, the year 1977, unafraid no longer shall they be able to cause me to feel, as much as they may continue to try as they have done with me over the years.
+ LOVE +
+ COMPASSION +
+ WISDOM +
can you believe them saying, oh, she is just a celebrity?
so many morons everywhere M, that know little of me or you.
Revealing time and again as they always do, the reality of the truth wisdom of “Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom”.
i’m like Madonna, i’m ambitious & i come from a big family. i come from Detroit, i moved 2 Poole in Dorset a year ago & by da time i waz 5 i grew out of Little League & i went on2 proper baseball. i still hav a habit of throwing baseballs @ my moms head 4 some bizzare reason!
i think that was a knock out round, was it not?
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!
here are the Queen lyrics;
I’ve paid my dues –
Time after time –
I’ve done my sentence
But committed no crime –
And bad mistakes
I’ve made a few
I’ve had my share of sand kicked in my face –
But I’ve come through
We are the champions – my friends
And we’ll keep on fighting – till the end –
We are the champions –
We are the champions
No time for losers
‘Cause we are the champions – of the world –
I’ve taken my bows
And my curtain calls –
You brought me fame and fortuen and everything that goes with it
–
I thank you all –
But it’s been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise –
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race –
And I ain’t gonna lose –
We are the champions – my friends
And we’ll keep on fighting – till the end –
We are the champions –
We are the champions
No time for losers
‘Cause we are the champions – of the world –
Thanks M. Thanks Freddie. Thanks everyone.
Only one word to describe your efforts….OUTstanding!!!!!! haha. 😉 😀
OUTstanding in the middle of the street, on a beautiful sunny shining day, of Madonna’s music playing, of celebration of True Loving Life, with the massive family of our loving brothers and sisters everywhere in the world, is where you shall always find me, for sake of others, for sake of those who can no longer, for sake of my true self, where i am just being my SELF.
Note # Don’t bring candy , it will be taken off you on entry ..then I’ll eat it after!! You don’t want to hurt mama do you? I f you throw it …Justin will kick your arse!!!!! #
P.S If i forget the words Borderline please help me out ..i wont forget it xXx
Don’t forget to join us if you can, the last Sunday of June, with over one million in attendance this year, the largest celebration of true life in North America and gathering of so many loving souls of all races, all religions, all orientations, from all corners of the earth, where i am always easily found somewhere among all of you whom i love.
Thank you father.
Something in the way you love me wont let me be
I dont want to be your prisoner so baby wont you set me free
Stop playing with my heart
Finish what you start
When you make my love come down
If you want me let me know
Baby let it show
Honey dont you fool around
Just try to understand, Ive given all I can,
cause you got the best of me
Chorus:
Borderline feels like Im going to lose my mind
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline
(repeat chorus again)
Keep on pushing me baby
Dont you know you drive me crazy
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline
Something in your eyes is makin such a fool of me
When you hold me in your arms you love me till I just cant see
But then you let me down, when I look around, baby you just cant be found
Stop driving me away, I just wanna stay,
Theres something I just got to say
Just try to understand, Ive given all I can,
cause you got the best of me
(chorus)
Keep on pushing me baby
Dont you know you drive me crazy
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline
Look what your love has done to me
Come on baby set me free
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline
You cause me so much pain, I think Im going insane
What does it take to make you see?
You just keep on pushing my love over the borderline
Candy Girl, I mean Mental Madge, Shame on you for keeping this charade alive. You are feeding mental illness with your games.I hope the real Madonna takes you down!
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Today i stand in the year 1977, in awe of my glimpse into my future.
What can i say to convince you of my love for you that i have not so far? Surely you see clearly, the sincerity and purity of my approach with you?
It know i am loving, graceful, compassionate and wise.
of delicate sensitivity, my fingers yearn to grasp yours, as i stand before you, asking you, “Do you feel the way i feel?”
If you feel it, then it must be true, yes?
I journey alone, yet i a not alone, not without you in spirit, yet without you in my hand that yearns for yours, for another to hold.
….it is who i am…..it is who you are….it is who we all are….
it does feel like the Voices song sometimes, of a sorta hopelessness that i will ever hold your hand, and yes, i yearn to let go of my dream, but don’t you see, i cannot let go, as it is a part of me, of my grace, of my loving heart, mind, body and soul, for you, for another….
…it is who i am….it is who you are….it is who we all are….
So i ask, “Why would anyone desire to let go of who they are inside, loving, graceful, compassionate, wise, and so many feelings like exceeding joyfulness.
That is why i want 100 clowns, so we and others can see and feel with clarity, it is not about all these indifferences we put between, and rather should always be of the common things we all share exactly the same, all the things of our loving divine true self that merely wishes to come forth on a beautiful sunny day, of music and love, holding another’s hand, as i venture yet again out my door, here in 1977, hoping always to catch up with my loving brothers and sisters who are loving like me. 😉 😀
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Andrew Thomas, on April 30th, 2008 at 3:49 pm Said:
Hi, I was thinking of taking a trip to London on Sunday. I don’t know how you feel about that? Let me know.
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Andrew~
Stay where you are. If you are trying to get in touch with Madonna you are in the wrong place. This blog is fake. Madonna does not come here nor do her assitants. If you are a legitimate friend of hers then contact her through her management company or publicist. Sadly the person running this blog allows this kind of garbage to continue.
Why does everyone talk to each other here? Shouldnt we all just be thanking Madonna for even taking the inititive to write a Blog. She is the busiest woman in showbusiness for GOD’s sake.
ohoh…here come the naysayers.
catchya later M.
i’ll be back tomorrow.
Fearful Doubtfulness about love is rather stupid, is it not M, as i know i always yearn to hold your hand, or anyone’s hand for that matter, so long as it is tender and loving like my own.
So why do they act so stupid M?
It boggles my mind with all their unloving ways and attitudes, certainly not ever will they be invited into my bedroom here in 1977.
oh damn, i suppose no can ever join me here, starring at my ceiling, can they? Or can they? 😉 😀
i know you appreciate where i am coming from M. 😉
so scary they can be, yes? Yikes? How do they expect to make friends acting the way they do in all their falseness that is unloving, not of their true loving self, these many masks of manifestations created by their true self to hide behind, of utter falseness. i see thru them completely, without them knowing mostly, as i don’t reveal myself to many, and rather that of an observer most of the time in the world i walk in among them.
Scary indeed they are, frightful at times. Thank God for wisdom security which protects.
ya, i am always thankful of her, more so than the rest, who i hold at bay as much as possible, out shining the shallow mentalities so devoid of love.
YOU. ARE. PROTECTED. BY. ME. GRASSHOPPER.
aahahhaha. 😉 😀
mucho. mmwaaa XOX
Unless you say otherwise, my train is due in (!) at 2.30pm Sunday 4th May (it will probably be late). Please leave gate open – I can’t climb railings. No scary man in suit, please.
I could do with a bit of encouragement … really I could – very much. Just say anything relevant.
(Good luck with show).
~ DIVINE TRUE SELF within us ALL is real people, as in really loving and tender, of exceeding gracefulness.
Andrew~ Here’s what is relevant….Madonna needs to have extra security around if you are just showing up at her place without her agreeing to it. Who are you to her Andrew?
hmmm….i wonder who Andrew really is.
is that you Guy? haha.
jewels, on April 30th, 2008 at 6:25 pm Said:
Why does everyone talk to each other here? Shouldnt we all just be thanking Madonna for even taking the inititive to write a Blog. She is the busiest woman in showbusiness for GOD’s sake.
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If this blog were real then that would be the case. Since it is a fake, then it’s ridiculous to sit around talking to Madonna because she doesn’t read anything here.
this blog is turning into a soap opera. haha.
well…i would seriously hope she does not read too much of the negativity so unloving from some of you here.
don’t read it M, it is excruciatingly annoying.
hey Marco, are you gonna help me with the sewing of these clowns?
If not this year than maybe next year?
i suppose i could get some volunteers.
actually, once fabric is cut, the sewing only takes a few hours for each outfit.
hmmm….i still have two months to go.
ALL is beautiful, when we are loving of another.
So i ask, “Why turn towards anything other than your loving heart, mind, body and soul?”
Rather obviously dumb of anyone to do so, is it not? And so painful they can be to, are they not? I get toxic almost instantly when i read some their words here. I am overly sensitive somedays. I could not believe yesterday, such a special day, and this jackass comes in any pukes all over me. Thank God i am wise.
Thank you father.
Marco, on April 30th, 2008 at 9:30 am Said:
Sorry Alcina..
i made a mistake it was someone else i was referring too i meant kimmo-matias.blogspot.com not mediocretravis.blogspot.com oh and sorry Travis.
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Thank you for admitting that Marco. I don’t know Kimmo but I have read his blog a few times. I know that he started his Madonna fan blog because he became very upset with the person who is wriitng this blog when he found out it wasn’t real. As far as him trashing Madonna in any way, I would be surprised if that were true. I know he is a big fan of hers.
As far as calling me a fag hag…your intention was to degrade me, but I don’t feel degraded in the least. I know I’m not, so there’s no sense in arguing the point. I would never want to be with a gay man or a bisexual man for that matter. End of story.
~ ascending aspiration, light and delicate of graceful feelings sincere and true of our divine true self, like alot of the music score of Madonna’s new album.
Won’t see me sitting around here much in the future…time to get up and on my feet once again…life waits for no one.
you know where to always find me M, if ever a day comes, i will be there, just for you.
it’s so hard for me anymore, having grown so much, of the knowingness of my own divine true self, is one of the one in his bedroom in 1977, of sincerity, graceful, truthfulness, and tenderness of loving, like we always were.
It is not so much of finding these things of another, as it is more important to find these things of our divine true self first, which easily connects with the same of another, of anyone….i just see you as one who is more evolved than other M, that’s all, someone i know i would be completely comfortable around all the time.
it is cold out here with so many who are not tuned in to what i speak of, and yet i do love alot of them, i just find so many of them immature and intolerable to be around at times, passing by so many, searching for my lover.
So i ask God to “Send me my lover.’ 😉 😀
I will recognize them when i meet them. I saw it in the eyes of Josh i met the other day, feeling so comfortable and sincerely loving to be around.
Well, that’s not what I call encouragement. Thanks so much. Now I have no idea what to do.
i only spu fire when others spu fire apon me.
be warned, i have many fiery whips, and will spu forth sparks in the faces of those choose to attack me.
~flaming queen that i am. 😉 😀
Your earlier quotes – rotten. I don’t know where I stand. Do you know how difficult this is for me?
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More important than doing anything Andrew, JUST BE YOUR SELF…at all times if you can.
SENSITIVE.
GRACEFUL.
LOVING.
at all times if you can, and you can, merely by turning towards love you feel within YOU, which is YOU.
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Do what ever you want to do.
Find your feelings for another.
Tell them.
If they are available and it is you they too love as much as you do them…great.
if not, at least you found your divine true self, easily able to be loved by another like you who is so loving all the time.
i just don’t want to spend the rest of my life wishing for the impossible…and so waiting is really not something any of us should do for any extended period of time that is unrealistic.
remember, we are always still friends in life, year after year, and ya know, i have had ones i was interested years and years ago, come up to me and express themselves to me, saying they want me as their lover.
and so i don’t really ever close the door, leaving it open, but allow myself to ruminate too long can become unhealthy for us, although one can not discount the truth of our touching our own feelings in doing so, in the depths of our true self.
listen to me, talking myself into letting go of my dreams of Madonna and i.
it is worse than Romeo and Juliet, for deeper than i would have imagined to allow myself to express freely like i am.
it is not painful, rather it is who i am…LOVING.
and let’s face it everyone….who the fuck would not want to be with her? duh!
😀 😀
Andrew~
Who are you? Have you ever met Madonna? You seem to be under the impression that she’s sitting here writing messages under different names. Here’s some factual information you can count on:
Madonna is not here. Why? Because it is not her blog. Read the header…it says Madonna Blog, not Madonna’s blog. Don’t you think with all of Madonna’s creativity and money that if she were to have a blog she would come up with something much nicer than this? Also, Madonna is married and has her own family. Why would she just drop everything and entertain someone who decided on their own accord to just show up at her home? Like I said before, if you are a truly a legitimate friend of hers, then try to reach her through her management company or her publicist. Otherwise, if you are not a legitimate friend but just a fan who would like a relationship with her, then showing up at her home is wrong, don’t you think? I’m not trying to be mean, I’m just trying to talk some sense into you since the author of this blog fails to take responsibility. Good luck Andrew. Try pouring energy into people who can love you back in the flesh, not some celebrity image you have in your head.
Take time with your divine true self Andrew, and just let your true self breath and exist, in calmness, sincerity, purity, sensitive, joyful.
Give your self all the time you need, your entire life if necessary, as this is the greatest treasure one shall ever discover in life, more valuable than all the gold and silver in the world.
Ya, i was really tired yesterday…my new job is stressing me.
im sorry.
i love you.
but crying is not for me any more…either get with me or forget me…and yet don’t ever forget me….
haha.
no escape.
who would want to escape from their own loving sincere divine true self.
there is far more than meets the eye with me?
more is always good, yes?
it never ends actually, if you must know, not of this generation or the next, it is like a vineyard, always growing.
even the dark feelings are of our true self, are they not, or feelings of being neglected thruout our entire life?
uncertainty is the foe.
i hate uncertainty and is why i must leave.
i have no doubt within me about love…i know…i am loving….graceful…sincere….truthful….sensitive….delicate….fearless….afraid…..
afraid i may not find a most loving lover, and yet i think we draw our most loving lover towards us, by means of our coming into our True Nature, peaceful and loving….who would not want to be around that all the time, of gentle caress, love, respect, adoring of another?
anyway, i leave the door open for you M.
i always have actually…so worry not…it will not ever close.
although my life is only as long as God grants me.
i have so many who want to be with me, males and females.
alcina…you negative bitch ..fuck off from here bringing so much hate … whats your problem??? why are you so full of hate for this site??
here is the thing, i recall my feelings of spending time with you one day, knowing i would, and then did.
Today i have visions and feelings of seeing us both together of exceeding pure joyfulness, and i question it, ok, knowing how i would feel if we were.
It’s all good M, of me, the one you have seen over the years, easy going, relaxed, joyful, not complicated at all, and suits, i hate wearing suits, yuk! one of them.
i mean really, look at me. balloons in my hair? haha.
just don’t well with a suit does it? haha.
oh wait, we could do a rainbow stripped suit made of satin, that would be cool! 😉 😀
Oh man, if i had your resources the world would never be the same. Trust me on that one!
John ~ Are the same John I was talking to a few days ago or a different John?
I meant to say are YOU the same John I was talking to a few days ago or a different John?
but hey, i don’t hold anything against you at all. i merely invite you come out to play, and be with who ever you want, and if it is me you find most enjoyable, well, sorry to say everyone, the rest is history, for i know, i would treat her the way i treat myself, with only love and respect, of great delight and joy of life, with no hangups like alcoholism.
Trust me, she knows where she belongs, and is no fool to any of you.
I am not saying it will be me, i am merely reflecting on real life issues of divine true self within us all.
RESPECT YOUR SELF! as she always said.
my step is graceful with you, and i do not turn away from any of you, and rather love being amoung you all.
But to be around M everyday, well hello! who among us would not want that?
so is it so wrong of me to love her and yearn for her the way i do?
it is not about letting go or setting them free, rather it is about us all already being free, when we embrace the sincere purity of our divine true self, the tender feelings of love we all have, where in reality, we are always free in any relationship, are we not? as in free to feel our feelings when a partner is hurtful with us? We freely feel that do we not, and do we not freely entertain our thoughts of good bye when they ACT this way instead of being their divine true self?
ok then.
YOU is always free within ALL of YOU.
Always was free to think and feel what ever we want of who ever we want. duh!
i admit….i do think alot of her. She knows why. it is the rest of you who are sorta lost in spirit, of the way we see you all.
here come the naysayers and all their negative mentalities i despise and refuse to read any longer M.
pointless and so negative. yuk.
loving the album M….it is so HUGE for me…of course, you know why.
i love you more than before…of greater depth than before…and seeing this grow within me, of my deep purity and sincerity within me that i feel, that same kid standing in his bedroom in 1977, i have to say, this will not change, as it is of me, of who i am, someone that loves you, like the way i love myself…alot actually! haha. 😉 😀
ciao Bella!
damn, i feel like the ocean waves on the beach, constantly rolling in on the beach, my feelings of love everlasting, of my everlasting life here with all of YOU.
M gets me. others may not.
LOVE is CONSTANT…if we turn towards it….it is always there within us all….we merely have to desire it.
Dance 2Night feels from 1970s, a great experiential for me.
Our True Nature is constant, peaceful and loving, but not necessarily constant of our entire life, effected by life.
What is constant, is the True Nature of the divine true self that is born into the world, for all eternity, of the Eternal Human Being.
again, these are truth wisdoms that are of pure truth, able to serve us, enlighten us, of who we really are, loving and peaceful by nature, like the many creatures.
i have a pet Malard duck down on the ducks that waits for me everyday in the morning. I think it is dying from old age, as it is weak.
I stand on the dock, and this damn duck walks over to my feet. I feel like the clown on stage, of it’s many friends that love the clown.
~ i really am a clown, i know.
This blog used to be better than the rest and it felt real.
Now there is so much confusion?
Why won’t the author set things straight and take responsibility with some regular posts and discipline for the readers?
Let the blog roll or let it fold –
Where is the Master?
M Masks gone no nonsense confusion gone need u 4ever never wanted to cause pain no gain where to? how to? do you? someone inbetween makes jokes on both methinks leaves no hope 4both please keep strong 6(1000) is long but nobody knows me until the morning was the song you had to be so mad and that would be the end not the clown who was sad because the makeup was like glue and was sick of being laughed at and crossed at 4 the riddle 2b over 4ever 2 do what we always dreamed i am ur dream and will b
4 ever whether u cash in or not is not my problem which is my problem cause i can’t cash in and something is between and its not my fault and i wont blame u but u have connextions exit through juda the pusha? knows not me well help exit this hell without tha lollipop give it 2 me ya i wants it all and am ready as u are time is now over copy cat
b @ piece desires r not in vain me loves all in this song of strings to the bottom and top not be victim of no bad intentions set u in motion come back in +
Ellen is still playing Madonna’s music, opening her show.
Of course she, hello, Madonna is # 1 worldwide as we speak, in all the record shops, radio, everywhere.
Is it so wrong of me then, to reflect on my feelings of her, of my past mistakes in life, of mistakes i see in so many?
If i could trade places with Guy, i would, without hesitation i might add.
i pray my life has served everyone well, including the groom of Madonna. All i have done is reflect on life, my life, her life, everyone’s life. Although i have not ever met Madonna in real life, i feel i know her spiritually, in the same way i have come to know my own divine true self, the same divine true self i see in all of you, that i love, like Madonna loves as well, and why indeed, she is # 1 in the world today.
Why?
LOVE.
The very thing i have been speaking of all this time.
i love you Madonna, and i know, you know, i you know our love it true.
was that too cheesy? haha. 😉 😀
it’s ALL TRUE everyone! of us ALL.
Only here to win!
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!
here are the Queen lyrics;
I’ve paid my dues –
Time after time –
I’ve done my sentence
But committed no crime –
And bad mistakes
I’ve made a few
I’ve had my share of sand kicked in my face –
But I’ve come through
We are the champions – my friends
And we’ll keep on fighting – till the end –
We are the champions –
We are the champions
No time for losers
‘Cause we are the champions – of the world –
I’ve taken my bows
And my curtain calls –
You brought me fame and fortuen and everything that goes with it
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I thank you all –
But it’s been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise –
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race –
And I ain’t gonna lose –
We are the champions – my friends
And we’ll keep on fighting – till the end –
We are the champions –
We are the champions
No time for losers
‘Cause we are the champions – of the world –
Lasanga time!!!
Thanks for such a fantastic album everyone!!!!
Truly OUTstanding!!!!!!!!!!
the master is always waiting for all of us, to teach us how to become masters of our own loving soul.
Failing to desire of such things, does have dangers which await, that of unwise fate, such as the issues of alcoholism, which i might add, nearly took my own life several times…so i guess you could say, in know what i am talking about regards to ‘that’, yes?
The master is our equal, knowing of our stumbling, at an emotional level that saw him surrender his life to the claws of the wild beast which unknowingly thought they could destroy the master, of the blind ignorance of not being able to see the master who saw all that they were, innocent souls born into an unwise world which surrounded the master everywhere the master looked.
Jesus was such a master.
in life, i love Jesus the most, although there are alot of ones i absolutely adore and love, such as M.
A MUST SEE;
ok, everyone, Madonna and Justin are currently rehearsing for tonights show broadcast live tonight thru MSN over the internet, @ 10pm tonight Easter Standard time from Roseland theater.
http://www.music.msn.com/madonna
~ the special surpise Candy Girl?
i will be there for sure. oh damn, i have to work at 10pm.
i will be arriving late for work tonight, at the job i dislike anyway. hey, maybe they will fire me. no problem there.
Hey Madonna!
i love you.
_andy
John, on April 30th, 2008 at 7:28 pm Said:
alcina…you negative bitch ..fuck off from here bringing so much hate … whats your problem??? why are you so full of hate for this site??
so…fuck off asshole “john
again andy brings his shit here
thought u were going??
fuk off you sick twisted hyper religeous nut case
with self righteous babbling
and delsuisons of grandeur..
fuk off
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 7:13 pm Said:
Take time with your divine true self Andrew, and just let your true self breath and exist, in calmness, sincerity, purity, sensitive, joyful.
Give your self all the time you need, your entire life if necessary, as this is the greatest treasure one shall ever discover in life, more valuable than all the gold and silver in the world.
Ya, i was really tired yesterday…my new job is stressing me
WHAT JOB???
YOU SIT HERE ALL DAY
ANDY ..THE CLOWN THING..ITS BORING…….YAWNSVILLE..YOUR HYPER -RELIGOSITY IS EVEN MORE EXCITING
damn, i feel like the ocean waves on the beach, constantly rolling in on the beach, my feelings of love everlasting, of my everlasting life here with all of YOU.
M gets me. others may not.
LOVE is CONSTANT…if we turn towards it….it is always there within us all….we merely have to desire it.
Dance 2Night feels from 1970s, a great experiential for me.
“m”ISNT HERE
EVEN MARCO KNOWS THAT
FUK ANDY…..AS YOU SAID TO ME…FUK OFF……NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND NOR WISH FOR YOUR INCESSANT CRAP
ITS LIKE DIORHEA IT KEEPS COMING AND COMING
GET A IFE
AN DI MEAN BEYOND YOUR SMALL ON EBEHIND A KEYBOARD WITH FANTASIES OF CLOWNS AND SPIRIT REALMS.
WHATEVER TRIP YOUR ON ITS OBVIOUSLY CLOWDING YOUR JUDGEMENT
LETS SEE
YOU WILL JUST SAY IM EVIL OR SOMETHING
YOUKNOW WHY YOU CANT STAND TO LEAVE
YOURE SICK
AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE AN AUDIENCE HERE
AND YOU THINK TAHTYOURE IN COMMUNE WITH MADONNA
NEWSFLASH
GET HELP
NOW SERIOUSLY
BEFORE YOU END UP TAKEN AWAY
Andrew Thomas, on April 30th, 2008 at 6:29 pm Said:
Unless you say otherwise, my train is due in (!) at 2.30pm Sunday 4th May (it will probably be late). Please leave gate open – I can’t climb railings. No scary man in suit, please.
I could do with a bit of encouragement … really I could – very much. Just say anything relevant.
(Good luck with show).
THIS FUKWITS JUST SCREWIN WITH US…A SICK JOKE
Pray the Devil Back to Hell that dwells with us all here, ‘that’ of ignorance yet in the world, yet gripping so many souls of the world.
You are dangerously blind with ignorance of me Paul, speaking like a fool with me.
A nasty comment earlier, but I’m OK.
But please try and remember – things which you would find easy are very difficult for me (and vice versa). And this ain’t easy at all.
For once I’m being serious.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 7:34 pm Said:
here is the thing, i recall my feelings of spending time with you one day, knowing i would, and then did.
Today i have visions and feelings of seeing us both together of exceeding pure joyfulness, and i question it, ok, knowing how i would feel if we were.
It’s all good M, of me, the one you have seen over the years, easy going, relaxed, joyful, not complicated at all, and suits, i hate wearing suits, yuk! one of them.
i mean really, look at me. balloons in my hair? haha.
just don’t well with a suit does it? haha.
oh wait, we could do a rainbow stripped suit made of satin, that would be cool!
Oh man, if i had your resources the world would never be the same. Trust me on that one!
‘madonna hasnt ‘SEEN” you andy
never will
nor has now past present and future tense
youre a sick person in need of actual psychiatric help
plus some scripture lessons
some writing lessons
some diction’grammar and how to lie better and stop projecting the same garbage over and over
youre only harming yourself by doing this
marco said that all this could be an”act”
whatever the case
youre a sad sack ..
i wont even try intelligence with you
you hav enone
nor teh capacity of seeing anyone elses view but your own
thought you were going back to your own blog!!
please go..you reek of hypocrisy and ignorance..
begone dark one hiding behind righteousness..
You are dangerously blind with ignorance of me Paul, speaking like a fool with me.
andy you forget about projection
im not”speaking’with you..im answering your tripe
that is all it is
you cant even get religeous writing well.
its just so glaringly bad
interlaced with repetition
and badly researched rhetoric
fool??
who is foolish??except someoen that “talks
with no one but himself
answers his own questions and thinks madonan is herte all day just for him
are you STILL THE ONLY ONE ON THE PLANET TO UNDERSTAND??
ar eyou still holdingthat rather mental assurance??
oh youre not withthe army anymore??
or??are you withteh brtead company
wich is it??
anyone alcoholic need saving today??
oh wise godly all-knowing all-deluded andy-rphael-andrew.john whoever you are at any given second of the day
Andrew Thomas, on April 30th, 2008 at 10:35 pm Said:
A nasty comment earlier, but I’m OK.
But please try and remember – things which you would find easy are very difficult for me (and vice versa). And this ain’t easy at all.
For once I’m being serious.
‘ANDREW”YOURE JOK EIS GETTING THIN..
IF IT ISNT
YOURE ALSO SICK AS
Failing to desire of such things, does have dangers which await, that of unwise fate, such as the issues of alcoholism, which i might add, nearly took my own life several times…so i guess you could say, in know what i am talking about regards to ‘that’, yes?
who the fuck knows what your”truisms”are??
your alcoholic railings..are erm…..why??why on here??
banal boring sick fuck
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 6:59 pm Said:
i only spu fire when others spu fire apon me.
be warned, i have many fiery whips, and will spu forth sparks in the faces of those choose to attack me.
~flaming queen that i am.
a “queen”??lol…when a few days ago you said effeminate homosexuals were weak??
sorry andy
you dont even know what youactually say
so sick and twisted eh??
keep railing
keep boring us all
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 7:26 pm Said:
i have so many who want to be with me, males and females.
as if…
why??
surely its not your personality??
are you hung like a clown??
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 6:48 pm Said:
~ ascending aspiration, light and delicate of graceful feelings sincere and true of our divine true self, like alot of the music score of Madonna’s new album.
Won’t see me sitting around here much in the future…time to get up and on my feet once again…life waits for no one.
you know where to always find me M, if ever a day comes, i will be there, just for you.
HILARIOUS
the divine true self is like madonnas album??
oh lord save this wretch
my godess youre just so far gone
whether youre just fake m or not..this is a fuked forum
hey fake madonna..you got 2000 commments
lol
feel like perez??
lol
as if
so u got mental garbag efor comments??
doesnt mean your blog is anything but crap
oh hack my blog eh??
u will b eshut down v soon
‘im assured by madonnas publicist you will be
Your hatefulness is your fate, and will greet you face to face one day, where in great despair, you will recoil at the sight of your own wretched hatefulness Paul, so utterly blind and hateful of the one who speaks with you, your inability to recognize they seek to enlighten souls, seek to truly free souls from the heavey drudgery of dark bitter ignorance, from exactly that which keeps spu forth from your ignorant lips, of your yet ignorant soul so blind and full of unloving darkness, that you are unaware of your own inability to see clearly the things spoken.
News flash Paul, others see clearly the words spoken, and clearly the truth, you indeed speak like a fool Paul, in God’s eyes, in Jesus’s eyes, in my eyes, and in the eyes of all who look apon you this day.
~ You speak like a fool Paul, because you are indeed, a yet unwise fool who takes delight in foolish desires of foolish empty vessels, of the void of nothingness you dwell in and bring forth you many empty words that are unloving of another.
I don’t care what you think of me Paul, and rather i am concerned for the unsuspecting souls you enjoy preying apon in life, just as you have done and continue to do.
You banish yourselve from me, in your unwiseness of approach with me, and it is you whom all shall see with clarity of the truth of words spoken, exactly that of those who will be last to enter.
Any more words from the fool? Be my guest Paul. The stage is yours. Oh, just so you know Paul, all are watching apon you with clarity of sight now, of what a fool looks like Paul…YOU, in your negative, absurd, hateful, useless, mindless, unwise, unwarranted, unwelcomed, ignorant, annoying darkness of nothingness in which you will return to….nothingness of the void of emptiness from which you came, your words forgotten Paul for all eternity, that of the uselessness of your approach with me and God.
It is YOU Paul, an innocent soul born into the unwise world around you, that you fail to embrace, because of the foolishness that consumes you, snaring your loving soul.
Quiet. Enough talk. Listen.
Listen with your loving heart Paul, and discover who you are, a loving child of God, set free from the useless unwiseness of this world, so easy for you to know, merely by turning away from useless hatefulness and towards your own capability and ability to feel loving towards another.
if you cannot love me, than love God and love others who too are also suffering because of the snares of ignorance which grip the many souls in the world.
Fortunately love is continuing to increase in the world, for sake of the many suffering souls led away from God’s love for us ALL…including you Paul.
God summons ALL to wisdom, love, compassion.
Speak like a fool with me, and you make a mockery only of your self which eyes of clarity see clearly the truth of the condition of your souls, of those i choose to teach and encourage.
so now what?
Hey Candy Girl, where did you go? You said a surprise was happening today, or were you refering to the album release?
~ ever growing M. merely that of a student with God is who i am, ‘that’ of my choosing, with or without anyone, have i done this, and with or without anyone, i shall remain to choose to remain, merely that of a student with God and all of you, life being the greatest teacher of all, but only if we take time to reflect, common sense, is it not?
I am standing in my bedroom right now, the year 1977, unafraid no longer shall they be able to cause me to feel, as much as they may continue to try as they have done with me over the years.
+ LOVE +
+ COMPASSION +
+ WISDOM +
can you believe them saying, oh, she is just a celebrity?
so many morons everywhere M, that know little of me or you.
she is just a celebrity
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 5:42 am Said:
the problem is people don’t know just how much true evil lurks in the hearts of men in the world…and yet we do know, useless wretched hatred is a very real issue.
i don’t hate anyone.
i despise the fragmented scattered teachings in the world, of those who claim to know God, and so obviously don’t, where God is sincerely loving, compassionate and wise…if only we would learn this of our divine true self within us all, and let go of these false negative feelings between us.
if only we would.
we can…merely by turning towards our loving heart, mind, body and soul.
i do, every day. Even while some of you intently seek to inject me with your poisonous hatred, causing me to leave.
who with half a brain would want to stay around the likes of Paul.
OH ANDY
SICK SICK
HALF A BRAIN???HA.YOU CANNOTMATCH ME BABE
You deal with Paul father…i have really had enough of his absurd uselessness, in his speaking like a fool with me and others, so unloving, smelling up this blog with his foul stench of spiritual death that he takes such obvious delight in, not knowing the fate which grips his soul.
match you Paul.
why would i want to be a babbling idoit Paul?
i can flame you without tire…i just find you annoying, that’s all, in your useless words.
why teach us something Paul?
we have learned nothing from you other than the obvious truth of what not to become like…like you Paul, one who is unloving.
i really don’t care what you think of me Paul, like i said, i am concerned for the unsuspecting souls you prey apon with you vile sense of humor, where it is you laughing like a madman Paul, no one else.
~ your projection identification on to us Paul.
the world is a stage Paul, and you are my puppet.
~ could not resist that one.
Thanks for entertaining us with your uselessness Paul. You have served God well actually, unknowingly for you, so blind with your ignorant vessels of voids of nothingness, in every word you speak Paul.
i may not be able to spell that well, but at least i know how to read, thru the eyes of Jesus.
whao! Now that was a flame war, yes?
😉 😀
oh damn, he is sneaking up on me again. I think he likes me. haha.
actually, effeminate homosexuals is my type Paul, i love them, being an effeminate homosexuals myself i suppose.
CRAPO ANDY
YOU SAID THEY WERE “WEAK”…YOU HYPOCRITE
YES YOU!!A REAL ONE
too weak for the front lines of Iraq, yes.
which is fine with me, as i don’t want them on the front lines, and rather right here with me. duh!
haha.
oh fuck it, you are probably right Paul, Madonna is and was not ever truly interested in me, and i should just move on with my life, like it has been, without her by my side, at least not physically.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:01 pm Said:
match you Paul.
why would i want to be a babbling idoit Paul?
i can flame you without tire…i just find you annoying, that’s all, in your useless words.
why teach us something Paul?
we have learned nothing from you other than the obvious truth of what not to become like…like you Paul, one who is unloving.
i really don’t care what you think of me Paul, like i said, i am concerned for the unsuspecting souls you prey apon with you vile sense of humor, where it is you laughing like a madman Paul, no one else.
~ your projection identification on to us Paul.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:03 pm Said:
the world is a stage Paul, and you are my puppet.
~ could not resist that one.
Thanks for entertaining us with your uselessness Paul. You have served God well actually, unknowingly for you, so blind with your ignorant vessels of voids of nothingness, in every word you speak Paul.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:08 pm Said:
i may not be able to spell that well, but at least i know how to read, thru the eyes
YOU ARE NOT MY JUDGE
‘YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT PROJECTION IDENTIFICATION MEANS
HAA
I ENTERTAIN YOU??
YET AGAIN YOU THINK YOURE’FIGHTING’AGAINST SOMEONE
A OBVIOUS DELSUION
YOU SIT HERE LIKE A PREACHING BULLFROG SPEWING FORTH USELESS GARBAGE
BABE..
YOU DONT TEACH ANYTHING
RATHER YOU LOOK VAGUELY MENTAL EVERYTIME YOU POST
andy
again im not after your brand of garbage religon
i fel ony pity for a sick person as one should
if i was having projection identification
‘that means….youignorant jerk
that you and i are adopting the same structures
not
‘see??you cannot match me
as youre unintelligent
and ignorant
hiding behind a few chosen words
to hide your disgusting true self
which isnt loving
just nasty
and deluded
liar
i really love the effeminate males anyway, and would be quite happy living out my life with one, as i am one, and is how i feel most comfortable…a gay male i suppose.
i will strive to be happy M, just as i have, so no worries there ok?
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 10:57 pm Said:
You deal with Paul father…i have really had enough of his absurd uselessness, in his speaking like a fool with me and others, so unloving, smelling up this blog with his foul stench of spiritual death that he takes such obvious delight in, not knowing the fate which grips his soul.
spiritul death….well projected//you to a t
live well today.get help i prey you do
im sure ill return to more garbage
probably like another 80 posts
all useless
have fun andy
sad sad andy
again u amuse one into just the obvious
youre sick
anyone can see
and why make up other personas??
do your own blog
you keep saying so
like marco..
fuck andy get a grip babe
you dont even know what yu type half the time
oh, i have alot more than a few chosen words Paul, a life time of words actually, but your unloving ways may struggle to read my words meant to assist in freeing a loving soul.
anyway, i am totally bored with you Paul, but thanks for reminding me of what not to become like, ok Paul?
thanks. i really mean ‘that’.
of course, you are clueless of the words i speak.
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:35 pm Said:
i really love the effeminate males anyway, and would be quite happy living out my life with one, as i am one, and is how i feel most comfortable…a gay male i suppose.
i will strive to be happy M, just as i have, so no worries there ok?
“M” FOR
MARCO??
MICHAEL??
MARK
MARY??
FAKE MADONNA BLOG
SIMPLE
TELL IT ON YOUR BLOG
BUT YR TOO SCARED TOO
AS NO ONE IS THERE
LOL
thats why you sabotaged mine
i don’t really enjoy this distant thing.
the uncertainty is too much for me.
i have let go, and move on, for sake of getting my needs met with someone, a loving lover.
News flash Paul, others see clearly the words spoken, and clearly the truth, you indeed speak like a fool Paul, in God’s eyes, in Jesus’s eyes, in my eyes, and in the eyes of all who look apon you this day.
news flash andy
youre deranged
stalking this blogliek a sicko..
all the best everyone.
i would like to say it has been fun, but not really.
more annoying than anything else.
Fuck off Paul.
Go tell God.
i am tired of listening to your emptiness Paul.
a sicko eh?
Jesus is a sicko?
all my words are from Jesus and teachings with God.
Jesus is a stalker?
Jesus is a passerby, like i am passing you by Paul.
Let me ask you Paul, “Would you want to be around someone like you, in the way you have been with me?”
a stalker…a sicko….
i am shocked…
i am equally shocked Madonna allows you in here Paul.
make that totally shocked that she does.
Perhaps she was interested in the fortitude of the ones who dwell with me.
if i was sitting at dinner with you Paul, my chair would be empty, of my desire not to be to near to you your poisonous unloving words with me.
Why M?
Don’t you care anymore about your image? Your blog is a breeding ground for wretched spirits to harbor in now.
well fuck this place of illness devoid of caring souls, other than you Marco, and you M, and Candy Girl.
like i said, if Paul is allowed in here, i will not come back here any more, or maybe that is what you want M?
You know how sensitive i am to fuckheads like this.
She does not care anymore. so why should i?
~ it is not me who needs any of you.
i will continue as i have for years.
Thanks Madonna, once again.
and joyfully i might add.
this blog sickens me beyond belief M.
i am done playing whatever games this may be to all of you with no desire to return.
who would, considering it is full of so spiritual death and murderous evil spirits like Paul?
i have said my final peace with all of you.
If you fail to take responsibility in life, and conduct yourselves like total lack of responsibility in setting healthy boundaries like you have shown with this blog, then you set an example for all others to say, hey, let’s be irresponsible in life.
Truly these things result and many wretched tradgedy in life, and it is always the same old store, “gee, i guess we should of been more responsible, after it is too late and someone dies. Pray it is not someone close to you that dies, like the many who die in alcohol related traffic accidents.”
It is your blog, do what the fuck want with you with it M.
i had greater respect for you than this, thinking you were more responsible.
Hey Paul, Take a flying fuck at the moon, and fuck off ok?
There are miserable fucking jackasses, and then there is Paul…spiritual death walking around lurking, preying on unsuspecting souls, an evil spirit of sorts, thinking it is wise, sorta like the way satan thinks.
Hi Madonna,
I cannot stop listening to, beat goes on, your heart and soul really comes through in that song i love it so much, i could not sleep last night you were going around and around in my head i have to stop listening to the Album otherwise i might get addicted .. to late I already am. 🙂
Satan is a hateful spirit, with great delight of wretchedness twisting of truth of souls, snaring them easily because the weakness of the innocent souls born, and is why the world is locked in this ongoing struggle to become free from ignorance.
The world has come the greatest distance in the last century than it ever has, and i remain optimistic in Affect + Effects of love growing in the world.
Point a gun at my head though, and you will die trying.
~ that was a metaphor by the way, as in you will experience spiritual death in all things unloving and unwise, and apathetic, like the world is.
i am always surprised how such suffering in the world continues, given the obviousness of so much blatant apathy, ignroance and hatefulness in the world.
how is it possible for mankind to continue into eternity if it does not become loving?
how many souls died today as a result of the apathy in the world? 30,000 Children?
All dead, not by murder, but but something worse, blantand disregard for another human life.
i pray for all souls of the world.
thanks everyone. now i have to go clean all the shit i am covered in off me. i won’t be back this time, if this is how you want to be with me, irresponsible.
i don’t encourage this kind of irresponsibiltiy, and will not partake of those who do.
ya me too marco.
great album, yes?
so i guess we can stop pretending, that murder and apathy are the same, are they not, where physical death results?
So what is murder, and apathy? Spiritual death from the void of emptiness which nothing good comes from.
Bring forth love from the goodness in your loving heart, mind, body and soul, and be rewarded by love, where when we take hold of a starving child’s hand, the child feels loved, and guess what everybody…here is the magic…you feel loved too.
All things lovine are two way, where both feel love, merely by turning to that which you are from and that which you will return thru…LOVE.
i am serious M, is that fucktard Paul is allowed back in here i will not return here any more. i am really tired of his stench of spiritual death so vile, unloving and seemingly unloving.
do you think i am playing a game here?
perhaps i should seek others who are interested.
the reason i see apathy as worse than murder, is because i think apathy is fueled(as harsh as this may be) by people’s delight in seeing another suffering, devoid of compassion for them, embracing the foe of pride of wealth held high above another.
Look at all the wealth in the world. So much of it.
So why is a child dying as we speak, taking it’s last breath?
Because love is not fully thriving in our hearts, that’s why, we who think we are loving and even of God, and yet we so obviously are not.
When you come to know every step, every breath, and every heartbeat is in step with God, in all things loving, great is the empowerment available to you and great is you who shall rise up in the world as leaders of love in the world, leading by example.
One hour to go, Madonna live broadcast @ MSN
http://www.music.msn.com/madonna
😀 😀
she my spiritual friend…for life…in more ways than one. 😉 😀
Comm 1 link is on and ready – never easy but always worth it – just hang in there for all please dang it!
Love it and live it – Heart over Mind take back all the reasons and believe this time is no time and all time to be – please understand those things that are hard for me. I’m listening and glistening all fault on the floor – kick it and stomp it till I change some more!!
300k album sales?
nah. More like 1,000k album sales…easily.
time to raise the bar.
another great day…i get in my little moody snippets sometimes…who wouldn’t, with attacks from the naysayers.
i don’t enjoy defensive battle, but is a necessary wisdom we have to understand in order to protect our divine true self.
THIS ALBUM ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will remember the whistles this year for sure M.
i keep forgeting them, something we have carried with us for decades.
hey, you should open the show tonight with the whistles blarring….just an idea.
the video compression settings they are using for madonna.com really suck.
They need 2 pass compression for the video, when converting into flash video.
I know the developers of flash video compression. They have the 2 pass compression software, where as flash(adobe) does not. They sold the 1-pass compression to flash, but not the 2-pass compression, which is better than any other quality in the world, and does not really add much more to the broadband usage either.
M, you really need to address the low quality video on your website…it sucks…very low quality. I could recompress those video in one day, uploaded, and linked within 8 hours.
here is the techie site of the software developers. they have the keys to the kingdom. i am a nerd. i know.
http://www.on2.com/index.php?316
should be able to fix it within a week. an important week at that too.
those guys are the brains behind all flash video in the world today, which is the predominate video format, for a reason, the compression capability which lowers cost of broadband.
nice web design though, i might add…good work!
Matt and i are watching ya tonight M!
10 minutes and counting….where’s my coffee? haha. 😉 😀
MUSIC MAKES THE PEOPLE COME TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!
excellent M, seeing everyone singing that, feeling “THAT”!!!!
Awesome!!!!!
You got em, right where we ALL belong. 😉 😀
SHE’s BACK!!!!!!!!!!
+ in full force i might add +
On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes On and On the Beat goes ON
RIGHT ON!!!!!!!!!!! 😉 😀
Sweet Dreams Love.
The the music and video was out of sink on the live broadcast…not sure what the problem was, but it was out of sink here in Canada.
But you Madonna, shall always be in sink with our loving hearts. Always.
Always were…still are…and best of ALL…always will be…with me. 😉 😀
i wish.
ok, maybe not physically, but for sure spiritually with my true self.
wish i was there with ya. Always.
is 1M in first week us record sales unrealistic?
Not if your Madonna. haha.
love it! love it! love it!
I want my Juliet
Marco, on May 1st, 2008 at 12:08 am Said:
Hi Madonna,
I cannot stop listening to, beat goes on, your heart and soul really comes through in that song i love it so much, i could not sleep last night you were going around and around in my head i have to stop listening to the Album otherwise i might get addicted .. to late I already am.
ahem
MARCO FUKTARD
ONCE AGAIN YOU ARE PLAYING GAMES
YOU SAID IT WASNT MADONNA AND NOW YOURE FEEDING THE FLAMES
SO WHOSE WORSE???I THINK YOU SHOUL LOOK AT YOUR OWN BEHAVIOUR ON HERE
Raphael, on May 1st, 2008 at 2:46 am Said:
Sweet Dreams Love.
The the music and video was out of sink on the live broadcast…not sure what the problem was, but it was out of sink here in Canada.
But you Madonna, shall always be in sink with our loving hearts. Always.
Always were…still are…and best of ALL…always will be…with me.
i wish.
ok, maybe not physically, but for sure spiritually with my true self.
wish i was there with ya. Always.
I LURVEEE CUTTING AND PASTIN THE SHIT THIS RETARD KEEPS POSTING….
REMINDS HIM HES FAR GONE
Point a gun at my head though, and you will die trying.
~ that was a metaphor by the way, as in you will experience spiritual death in all things unloving and unwise, and apathetic, like the world is.
ANDY YOU ARE SO GONE…SO MENTALLY DERANGED….SAME WORDS OVER AND OVER..
BLH BANALITY BLAH
BLAH
BLEH
BLAHHHH
WHAT DOES EFFECT=AFFECT BLOOODY MEAN??WANKER!! GIBBERISH..
AN DYOU SAY YOURE NAUTHOR!!
APART FROM..
SCHOLAR
THEOLOGAN
SAVIOUR OF MANKIND
THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS GOD..HMM
WHAT ELSE??
OH YES CLOWN!! SCARY
YOUR DYSLEXIA IS SHOWING..
PLUS HYPER -RELIGOSITY AND ETC ETC ET AL.AD INFINITUM
SATAN INDEED!!!
PUHLEASE!!!! TOOM UCH MONEY??TELL MADONNA THAT ..LOL SHE HASNT DONE MUCH WITHIT EXCEPT ADOPT ONE BABY…WAHOO!! WOW AND ADOCUMENTARY FAT GOOD THAT WILL DO
BILL GATES DOES MORE EVERY SINGLE DAY YET NO ONE SYAS HE IS LOVING AND WONDROUS
ANDY YA KNOW FUK ALL.DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THE GAY BOY WHO WAS SHOT??NO YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE DAY OF SILENCE DID YOU??
GEESH ANDY.
FUK OFF YOU HYPER-RELIGEOUS
ARROGANT
MENTALLY ILL JERK
YEA IVE LOST MY WILL TO WRITE PROPERLY
IM SWEARING COZ ITS THE LANGUAGE ANDY LOVES
OOPS SORRY ANDY LOVES BANAL LANGUAGE
OVER AND OVER
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and limited.
Hey Paul, Take a flying fuck at the moon, and fuck off ok?
There are miserable fucking jackasses, and then there is Paul…spiritual death walking around lurking, preying on unsuspecting souls, an evil spirit of sorts, thinking it is wise, sorta like the way satan thinks.
YES ANDY JUST LIKE SATAN….
DO YOU SPEAK WITH HIM TOO.
LOL
SATAN??
GEESH WELL ANYHOO IVE HAD ABRILLIANT DAY
COZ I WALKED AWAY FROM THIS NEGATIVITY AN DIT IS EXACTLY THAT!!
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:39 pm Said:
i don’t really enjoy this distant thing.
the uncertainty is too much for me.
i have let go, and move on, for sake of getting my needs met with someone, a loving lover.
FINALLY!!!
EITHER YOURE TRULY DEMNTED OR ALL THIS IS ONE BIG GAME
AS MARCO HINTED AT??WHICH IS IT/?
MARCO..IF YOURE HALF WAY “NORMAL”FUCKING GET ANDY INTO THERAPY AND STOP THESE PATHETIC GAMES…
SAD REALLY.
AS FOR LEAVING ANDY
YOU HAVE THREATENED THAT FOR MONTHS!!
AN DSTILL HERE??
EVERY DAY
EVERY TIME
NOw Paul is attacking me because i like Madonna’s album and now Paul is attacking Madonna by saying
Paul said on
SATAN INDEED!!!
PUHLEASE!!!! TOOM UCH MONEY??TELL MADONNA THAT ..LOL SHE HASNT DONE MUCH WITHIT EXCEPT ADOPT ONE BABY…WAHOO!! WOW AND ADOCUMENTARY FAT GOOD THAT WILL DO
BILL GATES DOES MORE EVERY SINGLE DAY YET NO ONE SYAS HE IS LOVING AND WONDROUS
ANDY YA KNOW FUK ALL.DID YOU KNOW ABOUT THE GAY BOY WHO WAS SHOT??NO YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE DAY OF SILENCE DID YOU??
GEESH ANDY.
FUK OFF YOU HYPER-RELIGEOUS
ARROGANT
MENTALLY ILL JERK
YEA IVE LOST MY WILL TO WRITE PROPERLY
IM SWEARING COZ ITS THE LANGUAGE ANDY LOVES
OOPS SORRY ANDY LOVES BANAL LANGUAGE
OVER AND OVER
*********** PAUL **********************
*********** YOU ARE VERY BITTER ***************
*********** I WOULD LIKE PAUL ****
************ MS BITCH BANNED FRMO THIS BLOG ****
***** DOES ANYONE WANT TO SECOND THAT ?
********
**** TIME TO BAN PAUL *****
**** HE IS TOO BITTER AND TWISTED ***
spewing his bile everywhere, Paul your a fool how dare you critisize M for doing enough to raise awareness for poverty … what have you done Paul ? what is your contribution to world poverty ? hipocrite, and a bitter and twisted soul ..
Absolutely NOT… I think Paul should stay along with anyone else who wishes to post comments. He has just as much right to be here as anyone else. Besides, people have had to listen to you and Andy carry on for months. Did you ever stop to ask yourself WHY the author behind this blog all of a sudden opened up the comments? The author knew exactly what was going to happen. Believe it or not, WE were encouraged to post here.
Marco, on May 1st, 2008 at 4:07 am Said:
I want my Juliet
i want you to stop being and idiot.is that possible??you sometimes show the semblance of being “normal”look why are you not blogging??
its great to do!this is just feeding insanity.i wish i could blog (since mine mysteriously was hacked)hmm..how interesting
exscuse me .. i need to vomit
Paul your blog probably had a virus .. you certainly come across as a parasite ..
i need to vomit again
why am i bitter??erm why the ludicrous “defending”of a mega rich superstar??
puhlease..she s not yr personal friend??
an di can say whatever i choose.
i have actually a child i donate to every month.
you??thats my way.
you “love”now get a grip .
madonna is a celebrity .she is not your sister or a relative
anyone can be talked about
geesh mate!!
yea i know madonna does “some”stuff
like she gives some of her buildings to some organisations
‘great
but many celebs do documentaries and its good for their image
do you think she got this far by being a goody two shoes.no doubt she “gives”but you put her on high and why??
shes one person
mother terasa did more
bill gates.
oprah many many people.why focus all your attention on a useless adoration??
shes not agodess
she is a 290 million a year star.
iif only every rich bitch and bastard gave a small percent there wouldnt be a world wide food shortage at the moment eh??
im condeming a larger picture
get afucking knowledgble grip
Love, on May 1st, 2008 at 4:48 am Said:
exscuse me .. i need to vomit
Love, on May 1st, 2008 at 4:50 am Said:
Paul your blog probably had a virus .. you certainly come across as a parasite ..
i need to vomit again
see??sudddenly you becom ethis twisted idiot again
i think youre fucked just as andy is
if its a game then youre tragic “love”i nearly thought u decent…..wrong!!
vomit??
lol
dont choke sweetie.
god knows i know my bowels move from the constant fibre on here
hey marco and love//another split personality syndrome
i dint critisize you liking madonnas album.
firstly get facts clear
second why tell your liking here??
her real sites would be more beneficial
i objected to you saying”madonna”when you plainly said and admitted she wasnt of he….forget>??
a virus???
really??
how odd.
finally yea.every known effing celeb does the “oh poor people”how shocking
i saw madonnas doco (the last one)when she whinged about a fucking 10 000 dollar hotel room being “not as good “as another to lourdes…eww.talk about fucking spoiled rich mentality..fancy complaining about luxury then being oh so “spiritual””they forget babe what the world is.so she visits malawi.big fucking deal matey.
many celbes went to new orleans too.and guess what??still people are straving and not treated with basic care..hmm
ponder that
its all pr!!!
yes madonna does good but every tim eshe leaves malawi she goes away on first clas and in luxury and then back to uber wealth.
shes got nearly abillion so why not just set up hosiptals and aid stations??
find me some eveidence of long -term stratagies she has in place.then ill gladly ilisten
andy
____________________________
you_________________ are very arrogant and unintelligent.how am i bitter???
by speaking my mind??
hmm thats free speeech matey
i dont hold celebs as godly’their mortal beings with too too much cash
simple. bitterness is not measured by your yardstick
thank the gods!!
yesterday you showed some decency and clearly “knew”it wasnt mnadonna
now you adress the fake blog author as such’why??
nice to know you donate to a child well done..
i need to vomit again
THIS IS NOT MY BLOG. IF IT DOESN’T SAY OFFICIAL MADONNA SITE, THEN IT’S NOT MINE. I ONLY COMMUNICATE WITH MY FANS THROUGH ICON.
on may day 2008 we finally know!! who then i sthe author of this blog??
why?
page one of the glossy insert of the new cd. duh!
never mind. go back to sleep Paul.
i don’t care who author of site is, as i know the author of life…God.
God is the author of true life, of the divine true self.
some may interpret this as arogant, when in fact it is sincere purity of truth, beyond the ability of the egotistic mouth to comprehend, where only sincerity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul is able to understand the true meaning of this, by means of sight restored to the soul, which sees(feels) with clarity the truth of wisdom of all things meant as education that the divine true self comes to know fully, should they ever take the time to reflect, which can take a life time for some.
These teachings are eternal teachings for mankind for all eternity, not some whimsical thought which many will interpret them as, of those who do not care, of no concern for those yet to come, of the unborn generations of the future.
ya, no problem M.
sorry for getting so fired up. i am quite sensitive right now, overly sensitive actually. i am normally calm and collected.
i will shift over to my site for awhile.
i miss you Marco.
Please stay in touch.
+
pay heed to words from God.
we fail our self in life.
God warns of impending dangers of the future for those gripped by unwise fate.
fate will become known fully for those gripped by unwise fate, and it will not be pleasant at all, in fact it may be of the most horrible of life experiences you would not ever want to know, such as serious life threatening issues of alcoholism which leave many people dead from car accidents daily in the world.
Again, i come in peace and greet you in brotherly love, as one who has seen and experienced my own previous fate which once gripped my soul.
i have since come to know fully my destiny is with Jesus and God.
I bid you ALL farewell, and ask that you BECOME WISE before it is too late, lest these many things of fate manifest themselves in your loving life.
God summons ALL to wisdom of our divine true self. Jesus summons ALL to wisdom of our divine true self.
i summon ALL to wisdom of our divine true self, as a mere messenger of God who has come to know fully the truth of Jesus and God and of my divine true self.
Look closely in your own lives, and don’t be afraid to engage the true with fearless approach, and invite change of bad habits into good habits in your loving lives, for sake of you, for sake of your loved ones, for sake of others, for sake of those yet to come.
May wisdom surround your gates, and grace surround you walls at all times, of the knowingness that YOU are a loving Child of God’s loving compassionate wisdom which is meant as goodness for your heart, mind, body and soul…at all times.
Know fully that in all goodness of loving things we say and do, YOU are in step at all times with God’s sincere love for us ALL, easy for ALL to embrace, merely by turning to that which is within you ALL….LOVE, COMPASSION, WISDOM.
Be of sincere desire for wisdom, and God will greet you when you do.
may peace and love be with and of you ALL…at ALL times, which just feels so much better than useless hate, does it not?; so easy for us to embrace with joy in our loving heart, mind, body and soul, of the divine true self within us ALL.
+
you truly are a fukwit andy!! after all this time you have been boldly slapped in the face with the truth an dyou then
an dthis is truly mental go into another round of religeous garbage..
get thee to a psychiatric ward andrew olesen
Raphael, on May 1st, 2008 at 9:39 am Said:
i don’t care who author of site is, as i know the author of life…God.
Raphael, on May 1st, 2008 at 9:44 am Said:
God is the author of true life, of the divine true self.
some may interpret this as arogant, when in fact it is sincere purity of truth, beyond the ability of the egotistic mouth to comprehend, where only sincerity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul is able to understand the true meaning of this, by means of sight restored to the soul, which sees(feels) with clarity the truth of wisdom of all things meant as education that the divine true self comes to know fully, should they ever take the time to reflect, which can take a life time for some.
These teachings are eternal teachings for mankind for all eternity, not some whimsical thought which many will interpret them as, of those who do not care, of no concern for those yet to come, of the unborn generations of the future.
ya, no problem M.
sorry for getting so fired up. i am quite sensitive right now, overly sensitive actually. i am normally calm and collected.
more garbage
puke vomit
get me some toliet paper and a pooper scooper.!!! banal crud ,egotistmouth!!
you can talk ya arrogant nut case
so..cmon.
if i were you ide feel soooo small about now….
see fuktard
i was RIGHT
you were
WRONG!!
TERRIBLE TO SEE ONES GLARING LIES AND DELUSIONS BEING SHATTERED!!!!
OH POK EYOUR HOLY SHITAT ME….BLAH
ITS ALL JUST PURE BILE AND DIORHEA.NOT WORTHY OF ANY INTELLIGENCE
I READ YOUR STUFF SOMETIMES..NOT ONE SENTENCE IS ACTUAL SCRIPTURAL KNOWLEDGE
JUST A HOBPODGE OF THIS N THAT TAKEN FROM SCRIPTURE WILLY NILLY AND REPEATED OVER AND OVER
WELL WE ALL KNOW NOW…AND YOU CANT EVEN SAY IT!!
HOW E,BARASSED YOU MUST FEEL..A FOOL INDEED..
IN EVERY SENSE
I AM GLOATING BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN OUTED AS A DELUDED FUKSTICK..
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Paul is a troll, which feeds on wretched spiritual death of loving souls, of the fate of the useless void of nothingness snares he is unknowingly caught in, so obvious for all to see with clarity, and smell the wretched stench of his spiritual death which lingers in the air, thinking he is wise of God, when in fact, he speaks like a fool, against Jesus, against God, against me, against his own divine true self, against the divine true self within us all.
Pauls will one day come face to face with his fate, and will recoil in great despair at the sight of his own wretchedness.
i am done speaking with Paul, and wish to leave…mostly annoying to me, that’s all, as i am wise of all snares in the world which take captive the many innocent souls born into the yet unwise world.
It takes time, along time actually, of many centuries from now, for the world to become free of the wretched ignorances which still grip so many loving innocent souls of the world. I love all souls, and i have come to free them by means of the truth, as a revealer of truth, have become one with Jesus and God…my destiny that is not able to ever be changed, having become it.
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I leave you in God’s hands now Paul.
Take time to reflect Paul, for i have spoken of many sincere truth wisdoms things meant for your divine true self to know, of Jesus, of God’s divine will for us all. You fail to recognize the one speaking with you Paul.
God summons ALL to wisdom meant for the divine true self within us ALL.
i am merely a messenger of God’s love for us ALL.
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ANDY
YOU SPEAKETH CRAP.
simple
I SAW SO MANY OF THE SAME”PREACHINGS”YOU HAVE DONE SOOO MANY TIMES.
TROLL???
HOW AMUSING THOU ART .
i leave you
to you won pathetic delusion that you are gods messenger
= i guess we cant all be the new messiah.
pity it has t o be such a fruitcake.
but nevertheless
the WHOL EPOINT IS
you cant accept youve been WRONG!!!!!
troll ??youre the hideous dark on ehiding behind virtue and rhetric.your energy is so heavy and dark……satan also works under the guise of beauty and wonderment
“for he will look like an angle and speak golden words and the world will folow him…””funny how you see such obvious “evils”when evil can be so civilised…
and “holy”
oh yes
are you going to leav enow??/sinc e its not madonna/
PS I NEVER SPOKE AGAINST JESUS GOD OR BEALZEBUB…DONT MAK EUP LIES…YOU LOOK FOOLISH AND SO FUKED IN THE HEAD
It takes time, along time actually, of many centuries from now, for the world to become free of the wretched ignorances which still grip so many loving innocent souls of the world. I love all souls, and i have come to free them by means of the truth, as a revealer of truth, have become one with Jesus and God…my destiny that is not able to ever be changed, having become it.
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EITHER YOURE ILL OR JUST PLAYING A PART EITHER WAY YOURE GETTING…WELL STALE…..PLEASE GO
BUT GO WITH MY BLESSING UNTO THEE…
BLESSED BE
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Paul is a troll, which feeds on wretched spiritual death of loving souls, of the fate of the useless void of nothingness snares he is unknowingly caught in, so obvious for all to see with clarity, and smell the wretched stench of his spiritual death which lingers in the air, thinking he is wise of God, when in fact, he speaks like a fool, against Jesus, against God, against me, against his own divine true self, against the divine true self within us all.
PURE DRIBBLE
AND LIES..AND BAD RENDITION OF ANY RELIGEOUS KNOWLEDGE…OOPS….MAKE THAT..IGNORANCE
Raphael, on May 1st, 2008 at 9:37 am Said:
why?
page one of the glossy insert of the new cd. duh!
never mind. go back to sleep Paul.
IM NOT SURE WHAT THAT EVEN REFERRED TO
Andy, I love you … 🙂
Don’t worry about Paul – “Small dick syndrome”
DON’T LISTEN TO ME. THIS SO ***IS** MY SITE. THE OTHER MADONNA IS AN IMPOSTER.
haaaaaaaaaaaa”small dick””how the fuck would youknow /twat
you cant even argue intelligently.
boring!!
i see fake madonna is playing mind fucks again…anyone can paste the link to icon…..fukwit
MADONNA, on May 1st, 2008 at 11:51 am Said:
DON’T LISTEN TO ME. THIS SO ***IS** MY SITE. THE OTHER MADONNA IS AN IMPOSTER.
that made no fucking sense..
so who teh fuck are you>??????????
marco.
lastly but not least.youre a real bastard.
and a sicko to boot
and dumb
so yr in love with andy??
sure youre in need of help??
i am sure you need at least some psychiatric care
as for your constant ‘SMALL” CRAP/..do u personally kno wmy cock size??
or are you a seer into the other realm??seeking me out and evaluating my cock dimensions..
retard
marco go tell your unintelligent nonsense on your blog…now i know that all you do is bait and get off on it..tre sad.
raphael said:
i don’t care who author of site is, as i know the author of life…God.
hahaha you are SUCH an asshole andy like a serious asshole, the crap that comes outta your mouth is unreal!!
fuck off with your religious crap andy your not enlightening anyone!! do you even realise that? do you even realise that this is not madonnas blog you fucking retard?
you are not a messenger of god and we certainly dont need you to “enlighten us”, you are no more special then anyone else on this planet and madonna has no idea who you are DO YOU REALISE THAT YOU SICK FUCK?
fuck off andy enough of your shit pouriong out of your mouth!!
such an asshole.. the biggest asshole i think i ever met!!
it is violent here today…i recome from the concert from MSN it was a great show with beautiful pictures, good music and remixed (i think about music) and my beloved singer with Tim…
I AM SO KNACKERED AFTER MY NEW YORK SHOW I HAVE BEEN LYING ON THE BED ALL DAY EATING PIES. I LOVE PIES, ME. I ATE TWO BIG PIES AND CHIPS ALL DEEP-FRIED WITH LARD AND FAT. IT WAS FUCKING LUSH!! I AM SO STUFFED NOW I AM GOING FOR A CRAP AND A LIE DOWN (PLUS TWO MORE PIES). YOU GUYS ROCK, M!!
P.S. IF YOU HAVE ANY PIES, CHIPS, BURGERS (HOT OR COLD) OR PIZZAS PLEASE SEND THEM TO ME VIA MY RECORD COMPANY. THNX M. XXXXX
Wow two Madonna’s i love it you fuckers…
Sorry lost the bottle for Borderline…Maybe Paris will be the right time ? xXx
haha.
anytime is always fine Candy girl.
ya? FedEX or UPS?
you want the half eaten slice i was eating or the whole one?
i only drooled on it a little.
Knackered? Is that one of those British words no body understands? forgive me for not looking up.
the fun has just begun.
last year was unstoppable, this year it is…ah fuck, i forget the name of it again…let me think…oh yeah…unified.
FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG
at last someone having some fun at andys expense and thefake blog…whats more bizzare-o is the fake bloggerthemselves….whay the continuing comments??
why not shut it down??oh well he she obviously is a fuked retard so let the show keep going ..it only shows that the blogger is just as far gone as andy..er i mean gods messenger
watch yourself paul.. gods messenger it is, we dont wanna upset him or he wont let us into heaven….. hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
am sure we’ll get some sentence from andy involving the word “insipid” and “wretched soul” and of course we cant forget about “spiritual death”
come on andy DO YOUR WORST mwah ha ha ha haaaaaa……
john…..yr adorable!!at long last someone apart from alcina travis and i seeing the idiot for what he is…….mental
ah…M? what kind of pies, besides big ones, do you like?
John, on April 30th, 2008 at 7:28 pm Said:
alcina…you negative bitch ..fuck off from here bringing so much hate … whats your problem??? why are you so full of hate for this site??
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I’m hoping it was a different John who left this message for me yesterday. I asked but received no reply, just curious to know. I really thought it was Marco hiding behind another name.
no it was not me i dont call women bitch’s, i only use two names my own and love ..
Well it’s nice to hear you don’t call women bitches Marco, but it’s too bad fag hag isn’t off limits. Thanks for your response.
I’ll wait for John to respond. If it was the same John I was talking to the other day, then hopefully he’ll man up to whatever he said.
this blog really is entertaining at times!
Peace not War
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa WHEN WAS THE LAST TIM EIT WAS ENTERTAINING???HMM????
WHEN???LOL
TOO TOO FUNNY
NEARLY 2000 COMMENTS FOR ONE BORING AS SHIT POST THAT IS POSTED BY A FAKE MADONNA BLOGGER EH FAKER????GETTING HARD BY THIS??
Paul’s blog is
http://princesspaul.blogspot.com/
for those that are interested
in negativity
IN FUN AND FROLICS……..AND A LITTLE BIT OF CAMPERY…DO VISIT
THANKS FOR THE “PLUG”
Riveting
No its a different John….
YES MARCO…IT IS!!! AND A TAD MORE FASCINATING THAN YOUR DEAD-BEAT BLOG
I was not refering to your blog PAUL but feel free to show your nasty judgemental side and critisise my blog … jerk
actually Paul … your an idiot … basically and your ugly too
And Paul if you want a fight i’ll take you on, i’ll catch the next flight to brisbane and i’ll find your little inbred ass and i punch your fucking brains out… jerk
hun im far from ugly!!and i know it!!youre a silly silly boy!!and you mr ove peace and light just showed your fuked up colours…..nasty thing!! ugly is what i just read…..im confident in myself and my worth,my looks..You ABOVE ANYONE CANNOT AND WILL NOT MAK EME FEEL ANY LESS WORTHY
so mission failure ….over an dout..how butch of you to think im”fighting”with you …lord…get a grip on reality…if ya can
dont even bother, you little girl … im still pissed off and if i ever see you face ill rearrainge it, jerk
oh then WHAT were you referring to.
fuk marco.
you say one thing and then another.who knows what you mean.
i have never degraded you by saying anything about your looks or anything.
in fact i have found you quite attractive and dont lower myself to get vile about how people look…
says something about you and me.
you think im nasty etc
an dyou claim youre all “wondrous”
when in fat u called alcina
fag hag and many names towards me
now..ugly.wel maybe im not your taste ,so be it.
thats life
but dont be so silly as to get all effing huffy on here especially…lord this author is lovin this shit!!!
ever wondered that above all this is just shithouse…that this blog this author has got off on us baiting and playing mind games
pathetic
marco
i ferude to “fight’with you
and thats the end of it.
i debate and answer accusations
i will not enter into this trite level.
the author of this crap wont get me to do it with you or anyone….life is too short to waste it on this site..this so called “blog”this”madonna”blog!
fuk i wish You ..that is author just effing
gave up already
and just become honest an decent
and “come”out as the real :YOU” you wont because youre liable to get a ton of hate mail…you left the deception too long and it has manifested itself into a mess.
a total foul mess.
playing “ill”people like andy to your own sick tune
andy is a out there but even he doesnt deserve to be deceived
eh??
but.you /dont.know.decency.
oops i ferude should be i refuse..damn this keyboard…sorry for type-0s
you sound like atypical ocker..rearrange my face????fuk off.
oh so christian marco !!yea right.little girl???so much for your gay sensibilities
why you pissed off???
coz i thought your blog boring??yea i said that as you said”riveting”hmm..im “man”enough to be the saner one hre..so whatever mr marco….im quite proud to be associated with “girl”ty…makes me all girly….skip skip..
but ill turn the other cheek.ive been decent enough to apologize for thinking you were being nasty(how not you)about me my blog ..well everything.now youre so “brave”as to threaten m ehere…wow…ty for showing that even a gay man can be typical ugly male neanderthal.
Pauly, go put on you eye liner and blow wave your hair. don’t forget the glitter
why not use your anger towards the one letting these comments be here???
thats the big one to be angry at.ask yrself that…its not me thats being fuked rather someone sitting her enjoying the nastiness.something to think on
Marco, on May 2nd, 2008 at 11:40 am Said:
Pauly, go put on you eye liner and blow wave your hair. don’t forget the glitter
yes marco typical shit…typical of you…why do you think effeminacy to be bad???yep i love eyeliner so do many emop boys ..str8 i might add…so whats your point???
i dont bow wave i straighten….yep…so glitter??nope….too hard to clean off/
so your”insult’ is on deaf ears babe..
why you think its an insult is beyond me…sad really
‘dumb attacks…i dontgive a fuck whether you think that being feminine in a gay man is something insulting….
why a gay man would attack that is beyond me…..
& with bitchy queen’s like you i doubt i’ll ever want to b with a guy.. your a typical princess queen poof ….. oh why bother …yr a jerk… and like i said WHATCH out your on my hit list… i bet your a screamer too … big passive bottom bitch…
and your dribbling everywhere… get a butt plug… loosy
youre absolutely disgusting.simple.in fact youve always resorted to being an insulting asshole.getting gutteral and nasty.hit list???
puhhlease!!
ya dont know me fella.
as for bottom
i bet u take it up the ass like a chook.
i dont find your attack on me being a queen or poof very”love’ OR ‘light” do you???in fact being bottom or whtever isnt really anything to do with this blog or anything i have said to you….
a screamer??
hmm
butt plug??
your absolutely a fucking disgusting individual.all that christianity bullshit…
just that.
crap
your true colours are indeed ugly
i was decent and tried actually ‘TALKING’ to you logically
typically you revert to type.
what kind of homosexual shouldnt bother you.
thought you were gay???
theres all types of gays.
gay bash somewhere else
inner -homophobia??
jerk??
hee whatever deary
again”hit list”??
all this anger.for what??
well im safe in the knowledge the author and you are both fucked…
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:35 pm Said:
i really love the effeminate males anyway, and would be quite happy living out my life with one, as i am one, and is how i feel most comfortable…a gay male i suppose
hey alcina im another john on this the guy that nicknamed marco “mini me” and i never would say anything like that about you on this as your one of the few people that have spoken up against that lunatic andy so maybe it was another john or maybe someone guising under that name to stir up some shit OR MAYBE i did right it but wrote it about andy(he really gets up my arse)and your name got mixed up in it
anyway i never would say that about you ok
thanks
John.
Hey John of mini-me Marco fame ~
Thank you for responding. I just wanted to make sure it wasn’t you before I said anything. I did find it quite odd and rather confusing that you would turn 180 degrees in the other direction after our friendly exchange last time. It probably is someone just trying to start problems. Unless told otherwise, I will assume anyone addressing me in a negative way while using the name John is not you. If this “other John” does decide to crawl out from under his rock again and attack me, may I suggest he add “Asshole” before his first name so there won’t be any confusion.
Alcina x
i know…why don’t all of you go and jerk off, and think of me as you are cuming, because i cannot bare to be in the same room with you all, physically at least…at least not at this point in time, so long as any one of you spu forth silly hurtful words with one another, when all i wanna do is make out with someone loving like i am, like Madonna is.
hahahaha.
say to yourself, “fuck the present!!!! i want to love somebody who wants to love me!”
is there any better place to be?
morons. i am surrounded by morons.
please say something nice for fuck sake, for your own miserable sorry stupid asses. fuck! so useless you all are in your street survival attitudes with one another. let your loving heart be what leads you, not the miserable uselessness attitudes of another. walk away from them. i do. none of you will ever get with me so long as you are so intimidating like you choose to be. not now. not ever.
I ask, “how can you expect someone to love you if you prefer and give way to useless hate?”
if i was sitting naked on my bed, what would you say to me laying there in front of you?
haha.
fuck! none of you will even get in the fucking building with me so long as you act this way.
other than Marco. i like Marco, who especially likes Andy.
why?
because love feels better than stupid hate. duh!
you all are so clueless about loving self, or at least it appears that way to me.
but more than any of you, i love Madonna
love your self. i do.
if ever a day came that i could be in the same room with Madonna, my first words with her would be, “will you marry me Madonna?” duh!
her answer?
Yes!
hahahaha.
but that will not likely ever happen. and so i will have sex with another guy today…my self!
hahahaha.
doctor’s recommend it ya know. even if you are in relationships, they say masterbation is good for us.
feels good for me so far. you all should try it sometime, you miserable fucks!
hahahaha.
oh damn, she is laughing her ass off again.
i am reflecting again M, that’s all.
i love my gay life, and think perhaps it is my destiny.
there is too much distance between us. a void that should not ever have been between us, and continues to be, of me, the boy dreaming, as i always have and still do.
it is a void of uncertainty that i have always disliked, knowing i am not the cause for the void, you are.
i am simple one at a cafe with everyone else, loving of everyone.
sometimes i feel you near, but why all the mystery and uncertainty that is useless for me. i can’t stand it, and prefer to be somewhere else, with a complete stranger for that matter, who at least gives me a feeling of enjoying spending time with me.
you have life, i know, and it is full of so many loving souls.
friends then, like we always have been. could have been alot closer together in real life, if you had of wanted me bad enough as one. you know, a real live talking friend having coffee with me?
it all just feels like fantasy for me somedays, and yet i know i am real, and my true self feelings are real, are they not?
fuck it. i hate dreaming. so many better things to do, like sitting in a hot tub with someone loving of me.
i cannot keep going like this and so i accept that we will remain like we always have been so far, that of a boy dreaming, who wakes up one day, and realizes it was all just a dream, where real life greets the boy, as he ventures out the door to pick up the satin materials, whispering to himself, ‘fuck it, i will make the dream come true! with or without her!”
hahaha.
i am ok M, too much coffee this morning, that’s all.
i see these many clowns. i feel it. i am it. we all are. it is a dream i have had since i made the first one. with or without you, i will make the dream come true for many people.
but you see, here is the my problem, i dreamed it because of YOU Madonna and is why i want you to be with us…unified.
~ expressing myself.
i figure, fuck it!
if she won’t invite me into her world, then i will invite her.
actually, in truth?
We are in it together, are we not?
i just everyone was as motivated as my broke ass is.
why is that?
why is it the ones in worse places, dream the biggest dream for others, of sincerity and purity of love, while those that can help make the dreams come true, seem not to care, listening, but do nothing about it?
well fuck that.
i have not figured that one out yet. it makes no sense to me. it feels painful to me if you must know. no call. no nothing. i don’t exist?
sorry. i know you have your life that is busy and of good deeds. i just want to make some dreams come true for all our sakes, and always end up feeling like the artists who die before they become known to the world.
well fuck that.
i am going to drum up resources. this dreaming boy is happening and is going to keep happening.
so stupid you all seem to me.
anyway. i am not feeling well, physically and mentally, after being mind fucked by fuckers in here M.
i love you Madonna. but sometimes i don’t understand why we are not best friends in real life, because i feel like we are in spirit. it makes me feel like i want to die somedays.
don’t listen to me…i am just over stressed, that’s all.
i need to a break from all this negative madness, like this blog has become for me…toxic.
and now i am being ungrateful and hate it when i get like this.
just forget it ok?
sorry.
i just felt we could of been so much more in life than what we are…always miles away from each other for so many years, yet in spirit, in the same room together.
i know you feel what i feel.
we all do actually, but some just don’t connect the dots of affect + effect.
anyway….i just wanted you to know, i had way bigger dreams than anything so far, where even this album release seem trival to me, yet important.
it’s all important. all of it. every step. every breath. every warm smile.
you decide and let me know some day.
i don’t want to wonder any more.
and if you say something flipant, i will hate you for it.
fuck.
i really do need to get away from this blog and go dancing. i have become so miserable lately. and yet i love the new album.
i will go listen to the album. and i will go dance somewhere. i have to. anything to get away from the sorry fuckers in this blog with their useless hatefulness and dryed up shriveled dicks with no love left in their hearts…or so it seems and feels like they are.
i expect too muck i suppose. you taught me that Madonna. a good thing, not to settle for second rate bullshit, like the second rate bullshit attitudes in here with one another.
can you imagine them at the same table with us.
my chair would be empty for sure, and i would be sitting on a beach somewhere, with or with out you, alone if i had to, in order to get away and stay away from them.
i won’t be coming back here any more. you can count that fuckers….
muck.
haha.
freud.
sorry M.
you have your life and i have mine.
i just always thought we would of been great together as real life friends, instead of feeling like an obsessed fan, which i hate feeling like and am not.
i am just me, just like you are just you.
i noticed in Rosie’s video of you at Roseland, how you look like a teenager, the true self you, of the same joyful spirit of when you were a teen, exactly that you look like to me, and yet there was a sorta, awkwardness and invisible anxiety that feels to me of the way the world is today in it’s attitude or feeling…fucked, like everyone’s attitude at this blog…other than you Marco, and you Madonna.
Do you get that sense with the video M?
It feels to me like you having a difficult time being your true self, not so much of your own self esteem, but because of the awkwardness of others in the world, of where the world is in it lacking of understanding of their true self, of the way the world really is…fucked.
hahahaha.
ya, know, we really would be best friends in life. if only you would give a chance to find out.
i keep on waiting.
one day. i know she will call. probably after i am dead, or some stupid fucking thing, a bus hits me, a freak accident. she calls out of the blue, of joyful spirit, only to be told, “He’s not here. He died this morning. Ya. Good hit by a fucking taxi driver…motherfuckers.”
hahahaha.
ya know, life is like that sometimes, is it not?
so fucked.
haha.
hey, we could like have these people with us all day. one person counting how many times you swear each day and one counting how many times i swear each day, and at the end of the day we see who won. LOL.
fuck off fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
one aspect of the artist not known, is because i chose not to be known till now, with obvious reasons, by all the wretched hate that comes with being known, of which M can testify to that, thru out here long distinguished career.
know this. i have always chosen to love her, unlike some of you miserable fuckers…
so fuck right off with your garbage mentalities ok?
thank you, for being nice….NOT.
your nice Marco, and is why i like you, although you could be more your self and less of the macho behaviour you picked up somewhere.
i like the gentle loving Marco, because that is who he really is inside, where he hides like i do.
Hey Marco!
thanks.
and now if you don’t mind, my spa awaits me, where i usually feel best alone.
gee, i wonder why?
not.
i love YOU Madonna.
wishing it was always more real, that’s all, and yet is real, is it not?
obviously we care, do we not?
and not like those who care less, and indeed are careless in life, are they not?
always fucking it up for the rest of us, to the point, we learn to expect it, of the way the world really is….unloving and fucked, of it’s own ignorance which leads to ruin.
anyway…i am just ranting and would rather be….;) 😀
hahaha.
you put this in me, so now what? Leave it in?
ok, i will leave it in. hahaha.
you win Marco…me that is.
you still want to marry me Marco?
i will marry you Marco, but only if you remain loving of me like Madonna loves me too.
i just know she does.
she loves all of us…even the fuckers who are yet immature.
CRAZY ASS BANANA CAKE WITH BANANA NUTTER FROSTING RECIPE
Cake:
2 1/4 cups denial
3/4 cup solid arrogance
1 1/2 cups mashed bananas
3 eggs
1 1/2 teaspoons lithium extract
3 cups absurdity
1 teaspoon salt
1 1/2 teaspoons prozac powder
1 1/4 teaspoons irrationality
1 cup confusion
1 1/2 cups chopped nuts
Frosting:
2 mashed bananas
3 tablespoons mania (room temperature)
2 cups victimization
1/2 cups chopped nuts
Instructions:
1. Preheat oven to 350F. Spray three 9-inch Madonna shaped cake pans with crazy spray.
2. In large crackpot, cream denial and arrogance together with an electric mixer. Add mashed bananas, eggs and lithium. Mix well until light headed.
3. In a small crackpot, combine absurdity, salt, prozac powder and irrationality. Add to banana mixture alternately with confusion. Beat 3 minutes on medium speed until desired consistency of denial is reached. Stir in nuts.
4. Pour batter into Madonna shaped pans. Half-bake cake for 15 minutes.
5. To make the frosting, beat together bananas, mania and victimization. Add additional victimization if needed to achieve spreading self-righteousness. Stir in nuts.
6. Spread frosting on top of one layer of denial after the other until entire cake in covered.
7. If others refuse to let you eat your crazy cake in peace, then try your best to manipulate them by insinuating that you may commit suicide so they’ll leave you alone. Enjoy.
Serves 1
oh fuck, that sounds divine?
hey, you taught me about togetherness…so why are we not fully embracing togetherness.
i watched lately, and we are becoming what we hold high, of the closeness of loving feelings we feel.
i don’t know about you M, but if freakin fantastic for me, leaving me yearning for more and more, like great sex. hahaha.
i appreciate this new closeness, and i understand your marital status in life fully, of which i am repectful of, wishing success in life for both.
i just want our friendship to blossom out of the obsessed fan everyone makes me out to be.
i have so many incredible scripts and writings of sincerity and purity of heart, that should not be ignored, and will make known, just as i have, free to any who want to push it like we do.
sorry if i seem ungrateful…it is not ungratefulness actually…it is frustration.
i want to kick this sorry ass world in the right way, of sincerity within us all, over the top…way over the top…way beyond Justin’s useless dancing…sorry Justin. Nice bod, but, you lack the enthusiasm of sincere desire of exceeding joyfulness, to busy looking in the mirror i suppose, and you are beautiful Justin, and i could easily be with you night and day, but i don’t think you could handle me! hahaha.
correction, i know you could not handle me, at least first. hahaha.
im bad. i know…in a very good way though, at least for me it has been and continues to be, sexually speaking.
damn M, i have to go shopping in that store i hate working in. it’s not that bad, but some of the people have really useless attitudes that annoy the fuck out of me somedays. yuk.
not as bad as before.
you really are my extasy…a real live fantasy. 😉 😀
and Justin, i can say that about you too, ok?
he is so good looking, yum!
i think this blog just sunk somewhere in the deep end of the pool…help, i can’t swim.
reminds me of the day Mike and i were skinny dipping alone one day, our out door pool.
i was like friggin going out of my mind after a couple hours of being naked with him, and could see his delight of me as well.
and then, just as i got up the unstoppable courage to tell him i want to have sex with him, my heart pounding out of my chest, mind racing of everything, all of it for the last hour, the fucking door bell rings….it’s the girls! as we dive into the pool to get our shorts back on.
fuck!
i never did get the courage up again to ask him…and now he is married with four beautiful kids.
i know Mike and i would of been loving lovers…i just know we would of and still feel we could, but i cannot upset his loving family, or perhaps, i am afraid he may not survive transition of journey into a gay life style, although with his body, i could easily ensure that he would. 😉 😀
hahaha.
what?
ya, i love sex.
kinda sad if you don’t.
although i do think people need to embrace their loving true self first, in order to descern the true self of another, instead of just throwing themselves at anyone, like so many do, and wonder why their marriage ends.
any guys, cya another day.
Enjoy and love one another, as i do all of you.
Mono ya nama quo yoso bin tro vic by yasa nay tana.
keepa sa tama bo yono by yasa.
The blogs redemption is near
Be wary of the defendants in all sides of opposition.
Here in Africa we have no time for the sillyness of being important
freud.
should of said; “anyway guys….not any guys, although any guy will do in my books.
you would not believe some of the guys i have been with.
then again, being as nutty as i am, no surprise there i suppose.
i suppose i stepped over the artist integrity respect line.
but hey, you should of seen the beautiful dick Mike had!
Trust me, i you did, you would fully understand me!
hahahaha
omg. i have lost it for sure, with no desire to try and find my way back either. im so fucked, entertain thoughts of Madonna and i, as i step back somedays and think, “what the fuck am i doing, and how is it possible that i actually beleive she and i could be together, where i am not at all intimidated by her like so many are, seeing and loving the real her, and not the famous one, and yet, the two have merged together as one over the years, of which any eye can feel and see”.
sorry if i have been a pain in the ass M.
well, ok, not really.
bisexual humor, you will get used to me.
damn, i seem to escape it, in everything i say. 😉 🙂
ok…im OUT.
ya, exactly Mimo…being important is useless…being of importance of loving compassionate wisdom is what being of any importance is, in my heart, mind, body and soul.
and truly i tell you, it is the same for all of you.
you merely need to turn towards what we have come to know…the TRUTH, that God loves us ALL, even the foolish ones caught in the snares of the unloving world their innocent souls were sadly born into.
It is we who feel and see with clarity the truth of everything all around the world, all around us everyday.
LOVE is our journey with one another, where all things unloving are not of God, nor should ever be of us, in all these useless, absurd, immature, false, hateful, ignorant, senseless, and utterly devoid of love things which lead the world to ruin, each and every day, where so many people’s world are indeed ruined, destroyed, stripped of love, raped, murdered, betrayed, ..all these things not of God, but of the unwise teachers in the world today, of the same fucked teachings of the forefathers that existed when Jesus walked the earth.
None of it has changed, and yet, love is increasing in the world, bringing change…my problem is, it is all happening way to fucking slow, as one more dies each second of each day, senselessly, needlessly.
forgive my vulgarity.
i have had a difficult week.
Hello?
Oh.
Poo.
it is not possible all the time this Andy of SHIT, because of you i feel like a parasite on a cow, it is horrible ! tomorrow i will start the Vaudou against you, have you try to wank? watch tv, dvd, read books,?walk? buy a cat or a dog ! go to see your mummy, your daddy, your friends…houhou hou hou hou houhou hou….poooooooooooooooor andy of shit……..
Yeah, quite. Thanks for that. (??)
I’m in full-blown “Oh Fuck” mode. Nerrrvous.
here is the thing…the fact that we feel good enough to be with Madonna as her lover, is testimony to the sincere artistic integrity of her creative works of heart, which come from a pure and special place within her, that i have grown to love.
but as for being made to feel like an obsessed fan as you all do, well, the time has come for me to take my sorry ass seemingly obsessed fan mentality, which you are make me out to be, and fuck off.
voodoo? You know eric, that is the very thing that reveals your retardedness so hateful, when all i have spoken is about love, and the wisdom that easily see past fuck heads like you, who treat me worse than any one has in my life, of which i might add, i will so be glad to free of ever having to read your annoying hateful mentality, that makes no sense to me, is so false of who you are inside, and for me, i cannot understand why anyone would speak to me this way, considering…
never mind.
go back to sleep.
Madonna. Keep doing what you bin doing so well, and i will do the same, just as i always have, put my loving foot forward.
I don’t deserve you making me feel left out in the cold like you do with me, and if you were me, and i treated you the way you do me?
well fuck that ok.
just forget about it ok…it was just a dream of mine, not yours, although you did started it for me. haha.
i am just annoyed, that’s all, by these fucktards mostly, for puking on me like they do, and i suppose i do want to move on, and forget it too.
anyway, something to think about.
if you have nothing nice to say, don’t say anything ok. i don’t like useless unnecessary anger. if my words don’t mean anything to you then throw them in the gargage, the same place i put all the fucktard attitudes with me, where they belong, because of where their words come from, empty voids of nothingness, meant only to hurt.
fuck off you miserable fucktards. if you use half the brain God gave you, you just might survive life, which by the way, life is so much more than just survival, but hey, i forgot, you fucktards are not even about survival, and rather that of murderous spiritual death, which you choose not to comprehend a word i have spoken.
what a bunch of useless jerk offs, so vile in every word they utter towards someone loving.
is it so fucking hard for you to be nice? For your own fucking sake, make an attempt at least to be nice. You all sound like gang bangers to me who do drive by shootings, crippling anothers soul.
I just reckon Madonna has five big men in suits lined-up ready to take me round the back and beat the crap out of me. I just know that’s what’s going to happen. Or else they’re going to arrest me or something.
Or, maybe worst of all, there’s just some woman who says “I think you must be mistaken, goodbye”.
i want to thank everyone today, for helping convince Madonna that i am an obssessed fan, making me feel like you derailed any chance for me to be her best friend in life, of my years of hoping to meet her one day, and see clearly how much alike we are indeed.
thanks a fucking lot, ok? I have only dreamed of of such a day since 1995.
i will continue my writings of great depth into the soul, and it will end all dispute of what i am about once and for all, with thousands of pages for all to read, which i have been writing for 20 years now.
ok fuckers, my last words with you here, but not my last words of God.
i am not leaving any of these hateful ways you all are about from scrutiny. It will be written, for sake of future generations mostly, as it seems nearly pointless to try and have a conversation with souls so black with emptiness, devoid of love.
i still cannot believe how twisted you fuck heads all are.
fuck off.
as long as the body guards are cute Andrew, and you are too, then all will be fine. haha.
ya, an old cranky woman that says, “Oh, i think you must be mistaken, goodbye.”
which she is not.
ciao Bella!!!!!
😉 😀
these guys deliberately annoy the fuck out of me M.
Soooooooooooooooooo annoying! i don’t read their posts anymore actually. haha.
nobody should.
it’s funny eh? Someone that loves you as much as you love your true self?
it feels impossible to get with you, because see and feel clearly my love for you, and feel threatened by it, as they all want you to themselves.
can’t blame them there.
anyway M, learning of Michelle this week really tossed me for a spell deep within, in a good way, adjusting me in a final adjustment in needed.
that adjustment is of how our loving heart, mind, body and soul, is of the greatest significance in life for me, and not all these pretentious whatevers that get between all our loving souls in the world, of what i knew all along, but not as significantly as i felt apon hearing of Michelle’s suicide, of someone so special to me in life, that i looked for in the ghetto for the last decade, wondering where he went.
i know matters most in life now….me.
we all matter.
with out any concern in the world for what anyone says or does to us, especially if it comes from the mean spirited fucktards who take delight in being hurtful.
well fuck that everyone. you will not find me.
of course they are clueless of what i mean by words so obvious to you and i M.
me, as in the divine true self. duh! 😉 😀
does sound kinda arrogant though, doesn’ it?
hmmm. Oh well, it’s the truth.
i don’t need any of you, unless you are nice, adore me, love me, kiss me, hold my hand, lick me all over, and over and over and…
on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on on and on the beat goes on
😉 😀
have fun with the remaining promo shows M.
don’t mind me, i am just an obssessed fan.
ya, right. whatever.
Thanks for the album Madonna. It is going to hit big.
Yeah, like, fuck. Yeah. Fuck fuck fuckity foo fuckity fucking fukity fuck fucking fuckers.
(Mental note: first thing to do is to convince her that saying “fuck” all the time is pointless and cheap).
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You go and have your spa. I’m going to have a shower.
not really, as it does drive home the point, especially coming from a homeless kid on the street with desperation of hard life in their eyes, of sincerity of heart in purity of truth of how they see and feel the motherfucker would so cruel and unkind.
cheap as in broke dumb ass kinda cheap of one not educated, of head luck, yet beautiful inside and out?
I take my time with these ones with words of encouragement to express what they feel, keeping it real for them.
pointless?
that is a word that is in and off itself, pointless, for can anyone look at anything and see it as pointless, when apon closer inspection the truth of all things in the world of what we do and say, is not pointless at all, where even the darkest of hate serves us by means of the truth of what not to do or become like.
don’t become a hater.
hate the teachings of hate handed down from all those who have long since passed away…or have they?
Nope, they are all right here with us alive and well, including Jesus who’s spirit fills me with more love than i have ever known, other than the way i feel about you Madonna. It’s true you know, how i feel about you. All encompassing of me, so bizzare, that at some point if thought i felt your spirit with me. Care to explain what i may not know?
haha.
i can just picture her thinking, “finally, now he is getting interesting!”
hahaha.
nah really, it’s all true!
i love you Madonna. completely. even your silly….how shall i say it…hiding of love? 😉 😀
and this is where she says, “fuck…he knows.”
hahaha.
ya, i have for along time.
never mind me, go back to work. i am just a crazy fan.
CRAZY in LOVE with MADONNA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it true everyone. I love her with all that i am.
someone say it…”gee Andy, really? but it is not quite 2000 posts yet. Come on Andy, we are talking about Madonna here, she is worth way more than that!”
i cannot give her anything more valuable than me.
oh man, that is way over the top! fuck.
oh well, we would likely drive each other up the wall eventually, with her trying to get me to wear some swanky tight fitting outfit impossible to get into, hurts like fucking hell trying to wear it all day and night, and well…you get the picture.
so much alike we are…in spirit…the same…loving.
and if i we laugh any harder Madonna, people are going to wonder what’s up between us…shhhhhh!
i’ll see ya tomorrow, but will cut back writing, as i am draining myself on this emotional journey of my approaching destiny.
ya, shower. no time for spa, as i work tonight.
just teasing.
like i said before, it is not like i can simply let you go, as it would be letting go of a part of me…not possible.
i am here as a friend first, and of whatever you want of me, whatever that may be, but i know how i feel, that i will feel the same way as i have always felt all these years, only loving of you, seems to be all i can do, frustrated somedays when i wish it were more. i have alot dreams for the world, as you know, that’s all.
a dreamy kid i am. a musician too. and the best lover ever. but they tell me i talk to much, and don’t shut up.
i bite my nails, but at least i don’t pull out my hair.
i had a crush on a guy in college who had turrets syndrome.
anyone could see he had a nervous condition of some kind, and i found him to be really cute, unable to stay away of course.
as i got to know him, we had to pair up for lab classes, and of course, i asked him if i could be his partner ;), as i noticed everyone was ignoring him.
i came out to him that i was gay. he had no problem with that, and even came over to my pad one time.
i saw him years later at an outdoor event, and he was so thrilled to see me again as i was him.
seeing his loving soul shine, is my reward.
if you were me, and i was you, what would i do?
truly i tell you, how others are with me is what matters in life…at all times.
indeed, how others treat one another in life in the world is of the daily news everyday, is it not?
how do you think i would like to be treated?
the same you like to be treated?
loving…always tender loving and kind.
people treat me bad for being loving of you, and i don’t know what to say, where eventually after being inundated by them, i do start to feel insecure, of their own insecurity projected onto me or for what ever reason the have for being so negative with me, and that is where i get all sorta fucked up…should i stop speaking because that is what they want me to do?
should i stop speaking uncertain at times, feeling insecure, wondering what you think of me sometimes, and someday i am annoying for you(i can be. i know).
i feel silly sometimes, and afraid to express, and yet, you keep asking me to express, so i open up all my soul to you, revealing more than you ever thought about me.
sincerity is what matters in life, of the greatest weight of significance, making everything else possible.
such as;
sincerity of sincere desire to learn
sincerity of sincere love for another
sincerity of sincere passion for certain fields of devoted works, art, music or whatever
sincerity of sincere respect for our true self in setting boundaries
sincerity of sincere concern of issues in our own life and others.
sincerity of sincere all our view points properly researched before expressing.
sincerity of sincere feelings while dancing and singing that comes thru as either sincere or acting…we can tell the difference.
sincerity of sincere desire to assist the world in become a more loving place, in every breath, in every heartbeat, in every step, of a life belonging to God, alway in step with God in all loving things we do or say, an example for all.
ok…i will scale it back.
i am just overly emotional this week, Michelle, the new album, YOU.
Candy boy, on May 2nd, 2008 at 8:50 pm Said:
i want to thank everyone today, for helping convince Madonna that i am an obssessed fan, making me feel like you derailed any chance for me to be her best friend in life, of my years of hoping to meet her one day, and see clearly how much alike we are indeed.
thanks a fucking lot, ok? I have only dreamed of of such a day since 1995.
i will continue my writings of great depth into the soul, and it will end all dispute of what i am about once and for all, with thousands of pages for all to read, which i have been writing for 20 years now.
ok fuckers, my last words with you here, but not my last words of God.
i am not leaving any of these hateful ways you all are about from scrutiny. It will be written, for sake of future generations mostly, as it seems nearly pointless to try and have a conversation with souls so black with emptiness, devoid of love.
i still cannot believe how twisted you fuck heads all are.
fuck off.
HEY ANDY…FUK OFF BIATCH!! MADONNA YOURE BEST FRIEND??
YOU SERIOUSLY THINK THAT SHE WOULD WANT A MENTALLY ILL OBSESSIVE HYPER RELIGEOUS IDIOT AS A FRIEND??LET ALONE A “BEST”ONE??
LOL
candy boy”indeed
Candy boy, on May 2nd, 2008 at 9:49 pm Said:
like i said before, it is not like i can simply let you go, as it would be letting go of a part of me…not possible.
i am here as a friend first, and of whatever you want of me, whatever that may be, but i know how i feel, that i will feel the same way as i have always felt all these years, only loving of you, seems to be all i can do, frustrated somedays when i wish it were more. i have alot dreams for the world, as you know, that’s all.
a dreamy kid i am. a musician too. and the best lover ever. but they tell me i talk to much, and don’t shut up.
i bite my nails, but at least i don’t pull out my hair.
EITHER YOURE REALLY NUTS ANDY OR THISIS SOME ODD GAME. AGAIN AND AGAIN…THIS ISNT MADONNAS BLOG”’IF IT DOESNT SAY”OFFICIAL”IT AINT!!SIMPLE
YOU EMOTINALLY MENTALLY AND SIRITUALLY FUKED UP FUKTARD…YOUR WORD
andrew…you fer real???if so youre so far further gone than andy,er raphael….candy boy..etc..
andy…erm candy boy…you”words”are mental absoutely gone gone..out the door..iloved teh one about.
oh i knew a boy with turretts sundrome….lol..you always “know”someone that was oh so special to you..they had something wrong or died….they keep comin eh??i dont beleive one insane word…youre truly fucked up babe..get lost go back to that hyper religeous obsessed worl of yours..with reams of useless writing…
hope your doctor is giving you a better dose soon…..coz whatever youre takin aint workin
as for your”friend”marco he loathes effeminacy babe..so he aint gonna like you one bit..
check outhis gay bashing words ..you idiot
Candy boy, on May 2nd, 2008 at 10:16 pm Said:
ok…i will scale it back.
i am just overly emotional this week, Michelle, the new album, YOU.
just THIS WEEK??
how bout the last two innane years/??
dont you have alife??part from deluding yrself youre talking to madonna???
she isnt HERE
SHE NEVER WAS
OR IS
WILL BE EVER!! GOD MAY LOVE YOU
BUT I THINK YOURE FUCKED..
THROW SOME MORE MUMBO JUMBO RHETORIC MY WAY..ITS ALL JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD
SOOOOO DYSLEXIC..
AND ANDREW..
ASSWIPE…STOP POSTING YOUR NAME ,,STALKER…AND U USE ICONS PAGE LINK!!
TAKE YOUR PROZAC AND LEAVE
paul, on May 2nd, 2008 at 10:42 pm Said:
Candy boy, on May 2nd, 2008 at 8:50 pm Said:
i want to thank everyone today, for helping convince Madonna that i am an obssessed fan, making me feel like you derailed any chance for me to be her best friend in life, of my years of hoping to meet her one day, and see clearly how much alike we are indeed.
thanks a fucking lot, ok? I have only dreamed of of such a day since 1995.
YES andy and madonna alike???
hmm so madonna is apparently insane??not!!
Candy boy, on May 2nd, 2008 at 9:03 pm Said:
it’s funny eh? Someone that loves you as much as you love your true self?
it feels impossible to get with you, because see and feel clearly my love for you, and feel threatened by it, as they all want you to themselves.
can’t blame them there.
anyway M, learning of Michelle this week really tossed me for a spell deep within, in a good way, adjusting me in a final adjustment in needed.
that adjustment is of how our loving heart, mind, body and soul, is of the greatest significance in life for me, and not all these pretentious whatevers that get between all our loving souls in the world, of what i knew all along, but not as significantly as i felt apon hearing of Michelle’s suicide, of someone so special to me in life, that i looked for in the ghetto for the last decade, wondering where he went.
i know matters most in life now….me.
we all matter.
with out any concern in the world for what anyone says or does to us, especially if it comes from the mean spirited fucktards who take delight in being hurtful.
well fuck that everyone. you will not find me.
UMM GET YOURE RIDICULOUS STORIES RIGHT!! YOU”LEARNED”OF MICHELLE…..TWO WEEKS AGO…..WHO TEH FUCK CARES ANYWAY???
TELL IT ON THE MOUNT BABES
prozac?
nah, i just need to get fucked.
i also need someone to love.
it is amazing how much the drug business feeds off the unwise souls.
i suppose these drug companies would love to terminate me, if i were able to heal souls, ending the multi billion dollar incomes, yes?
haha.
oh here, take these pills.
don’t spend 5 years of therapy with them, addressing their unresolved issues, of prognosis of poor to nil recovery, here, give them these pills.
~ apathy.
i ditched my partners ring last week. he treats my like crap alot, and i can’t take it with his belittling mentality, alot like yours Paul.
who the fuck are you anyway Paul, to always be attacking like you are.
your a good flamer, but not sure what your motivation is, other than to annoy people with your shallow smallnesses.
At least when i speak i hit the target, swiftly i might add.
never mind Paul.
i don’t read your posts much anymore, realizing you have nothing to teach me.
well ok, God says you teach me what not to be like, granted.
ooohhhh, that one hurt eh? someone like you Paul who looks for negative attention, a devil’s advocate, and then told to buzz off?
i came to this blog for Madonna, and you distract me your shallow smallnesses, like a …like a….like a…..can’t think of anything on the planet quite like you Paul.
hahahaha.
best one all day. 😀 😀
oh damn, she’s laughing her ass off again.
ahh you hit no target as i see babe.you write like adyslexic hyper religeous mentally ill psycho…..
swift>>?
please not once have you adressed the real issue here. that is,what’s YOUR POINT?
I MEAN ,honestly,your dribbling here is to what purpose??
um..how many people and how much eveidence u need to know youre not talking to now or was or will be to madonna??
fixate on real people an dnot insubstantial ones like god and madonna…
how funy that you equate the two??madonna…mother of god/?
lol
partner??
you have one/?
hard to beleive.
and mediaction isnt for”unwise”souls
youre so ignoarant
and arrogant
so unlearned and so inept at actually arguing in a logical manner
not once have you done it.
you/like marco resort to banality.over and over
oh still havent answered marco’s gay bashing remarks??
you think thats ok??
to abuse someone over sexuality ??
hmm??
not.
you cant even stand up for your so called brothers and sisters .
what sort of person are you??
ill tell ya
fucked
as
mentally ill.
oh God, it hurts, i can’t breath!
hey, keep it up Paul. I need a good laugh now and then.
I see it this way, if they want belittle, give them what they look for, so they see how it feels.
that was a funny one though, i have to admit.
lord,madonnas not here
you idiot!! “she”or he is indeed getting off on this crap..whichis what??
positive??
you dearest so called andy look for attention full stop[
whether its good bad or ugly
ask yourself why the author keeps going??
it acnt be good.and no you cant answer about marco can you???
youre a liar and a false prophet
hiding behind god
dark souls do that
ooooooooooooooo that musta hurt??
its just unreal wats goin on here, sometimes i think this guy just joking but then he comes out with some mind mental shit that is just….unreal.. am absolutley lost for words with candyboy, andy whomever… shocked.. u really think madonna would want you as a friend with the way your acting?? do you really not see that you would frighten the living shit out of her if you were anywhere near her?? madonna doesnt want to be treated like some freak she just wants normal people around her and you aint normal ok, you need to chill seriously, madonna aint on this blog she doesnt know anything about this blog, shes never heard anything about you andy or ever will and finally shes just A PERSON
oh God, it hurts, i can’t breath!
hey, keep it up Paul. I need a good laugh now and then.
I see it this way, if they want belittle, give them what they look for, so they see how it feels.
that was a funny one though, i have to admit.
yep i need your posts to make me shit..
that statement alone belies that youre about as religeous as cow.with as much mentality .but ide give the cow the benefit of some intelligence.unlke you
to end thi scrap for now (a si hav ebetter things to do today)
whetevr problem you think you hav ewith my intelligent answers to your insane ones
sexuaity shouldnt be attacked on here
so much for you being bi or gay and “ghetto”if ya cant even defend yr own’youre fucked
as you read your cyver boyfriend marco let er rip on me about being apooof queer and queen
obviously someone cant stand their sexuality and decided to attack me over it??make sense??not one iota.
i love being an effeminate homosexual
apparently you are too!so where do you stand/?youre going to defnd amrco right??
marco i mean..
yea..gutless asswipe that you really are
thanks john but hohn lets get our anger out on the real cunt here…the author eh??
i came to this blog for Madonna, and you distract me your shallow smallnesses, like a …like a….like a…..can’t think of anything on the planet quite like you Paul.
hahahaha.
best one all day.
oh damn, she’s laughing her ass off again.
mental
mental
mentalmentalmental mental …..god loves ya andy but i think youre a cunt
you cant even defend yr own….
actually overcoming internal homophobia takes time, along time for some, and is cause for gay bashing, as the ones who have the most to say, we know, usually have the most to hide.
i have felt Marco become sincere in his feelings for me, which started out rather awkward for him in the beginning, of which i have kept close tabs on his emotional stability, concerned for him in a real way.
As for God, i know God exists, but not in a way you may think.
God exists in a spiritual realm, of which i have entered, and from which i speak as well, although sometimes i fall back to the world of innane where you dwell Paul, unless you are deliberately playing devil’s advocate with me, question who you really are and motivated about.
I channel negative energy into positive. Battle with me, and you will see an endless sparks from me, flaming you back with truth wisdom which speaks to the one who hides behind your manifesting masks of….of….of….can’t think of what mask you wear, other than pretending i am wise masks, which you are not.
i know meds are useful, able to stablize, but they should not stay on these meds indefinitely.
It is difficult to assist them in pulling themselves up, and in some cases, they do not have the wherewithal to do so, in great lacking of self esteem and motivation to get out of their psychological stucknesses, for what ever the reasons may be and to what level of seriousness it may be in addressing their needs and their unresolved issues, past and present.
And get this, these issues are society issues, of our interactions with others in the world, where failing to set healthy boundaries is a serious lacking of needed understanding for sake of the mental/emotional well being of self.
Thanks for proving that one with us Paul. My boundary with you Paul is an invisible one, where i deem you as uneducated, a babbling idiot out joy riding the souls on blogs…what they call a troll on the internet.
These same trolls Paul are cause for suicides, did you know that Paul? Trolls just like you who feed on unsuspecting souls Paul.
only word that describes you Paul, seeing as you have not succeeded in teaching me anything at all…not one thing, other than what God already taught me of certain derranged souls which take delight in twisting of truth like you do.
Fortunately i carry something powerful with me to protect me from such wretched souls in the world while i walk the earth, a mind full of wisdom of the Truth which evaluates the condition of souls.
i do not hate you at all Paul, for i see the state of your soul, which you are in denial about.
anyway, M, sweet dream.
i don’t really know what i want. Dealing with bisexuality is much more than i thought. I need to get with others to talk about it. i know this though, i will always choose to be with someone i absolutely love completely, like the way i love you.
NEWS FLASH PAUL…the real life Madonna is here, but you would not recognize her if she spoke….which she has several times above, under different names.
Paul, why not embrace the reality that we all at some point have homoerotic feelings, including Marco?
So what does that say about your short little attention span Paul, in your short sighted smallnesses?
There is another way to look a sexuality which i prefer, that a male loves their own male body, the more the better. A female loves their own female body, the more the better.
Good self-esteem sees us loving our own body. So what does that say about a male that loves their own body? Are they gay? They love a male body don’t they? So are they gay?
They love a female body too, so no, they are not gay, they are bisexual.
We are all bisexual, and anyone who says otherwise is in denial, and not of wisdom.
Now when it comes to lifestyle Paul, hey, all i can say to any male, if you have not tryed anal sex, you don’t know how great a thing you are missing, as it is truly fantastic for me.
Marcos comments stem from his low self-esteem, just as yours do Paul.
And yes Paul, mine too.
So any more short sighted projection you wanna toss around Paul, be my guess, as i like to explore these issues at length.
Life has difficult issues to deal with, that some of us older brothers like to assist with if issues need to be addressed.
i have my concerns for Madonna, of which i know she does not even need me, with experts of her own choosing at her side.
i am educated.
i come in the name of love…nothing more, as a friend of everyone.
if anything, it is me who needs her…i know that.
most days i am as stable as one could ever possibly be, but sometimes my emotional well being takes a hit, like falling out of play with my career lately, of which i am in no rush to return, some down time, recoup, regroup, chat with friends, cafes, spas, read, more sex, better sex from not being so stressed, and exhausted, all good things for me from here on in.
My complete autonomy today is seeing the greatest improvements in my entire life since high school, where stress was cause for my alergies.
Wake up people, we are far more sensitive to those around us than most realize….far more.
i can handle you Paul, as some punk ass motherfucker, who unlike me, is actually what a real stalker is Paul, someone who frightens.
I am not here for that, as a gay male for so long, always loving of Madonna. For me, she is who a look to as my favorite female in life, that’s all.
A female who has become successful in all areas of her life, an excellent role model and mentor for all girls to look up to, including this girl Paul, you dumb fuck. haha.
damn. i am explaining myself to a dweeb who bashes me and accuses others of bashing.
what the fuck is that about Paul? Who is the basher here? A basher of any unsuspecting soul.
just so ya know, flame me, and i will set you on fire for life…in a good way.
Come on, get in the ring with me!
never mind…im tired and need a break.
later dudes.
oh yeah, Madonna really is here, so go ahead Paul and speak your words of infinite wisdom with us all.
i have learned nothing at all from you Paul…not one single thing.
so why not quitely go read a book, and come back here with some more stimiluating brain food, as i am bored with your negativity so dull and immature…including me at times.
oh yeah, Madonna has posted in this post you fuck fuck fuck fuckers.
i love the way she talks. so confident.
im ok M, just frasselled, uncertain, yet not really uncertain, confused, although not confused about love.
I love Madonna in every way, so i ask Paul, what is so wrong with that?
She is beautiful to me, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, as one who empowers and encourages self-esteem in everyone, a nobel prize winner of winners in my world.
speaking of Madonna, here is an her latest interview;
http://ryan.kiisfm.com/cc-common/losangeles/podcast/onair.html
truly i am not a dark soul, and rather it is you Paul who twists the truth.
i understand why though, it is because you fail to acknowledge what God has acknowledged to me, that i do indeed dwell with God and God dwells with me, a soul that has come completely forth from the world for the sake of knowing, feeling, understanding, and serving Jesus and God, at one with Jesus and God for a reason…enlightenment, not darkness.
Yesterday i saw the way God sees me.
God looks apon me as his Child, belonging to God, a true brother of Jesus, alone in the world, at one with them and only them completely. God showed me my own soul, and the way God sees my soul, afraid, sensitive, easily intimidated by others who are foul with me. I saw my own soul as one still learning, humble with Jesus and God, of the knowingness of a student that knows fully that only Jesus and God have the answers for me, that are of the purity and sincerity of my loving soul, growing wiser in all things, growing compassionately in all areas of life on the planet, of sincere surrendering of my life willingly given to God to have as an instrument which only serves God truth wisdoms of understanding for sake of all souls, where coming to see and know my own soul, i am becoming able to see the condition of souls of everyone.
It is you Paul who is twisting the truth about me, not knowing the depth at all of my studies of many many years, and the purity of surrendering my life willingly to God,
FACT: i belong to Jesus and God. i know this 100% completely and unafraid of what any of you may say or do to me, knowing God is always with me, where when you do spit in my face as you do Paul, i return gracefully to God, speaking with God about all of you, where God instructs me on why souls are the way they are and why they cannot see my loving soul, of why their blind ignorances prevent them from embracing their own loving hearts, like the way you are with me Paul, a gay male you love to bash in every word you speak with me, so unnecessary, so contaminating of poisonous hatefulness of me, so devoid of love for me which causes me pain and sorrow, wishing to leave and not return.
So congratulations on hurting me Paul, where in truth, in the end, it is you who likely will not change from your wretched hatefulness of others you have not taken the time to know, who is indeed loving of all souls, wishing merely for them to question and reflect apon these things we say and do with one another, of what is possible if only they would turn towards their own loving soul, and instead of hate, bring forth loving words for another, loving deeds with another, of the single issue of pushing all darkness from the earth, by means of the truth which shines into darkness, revealing with clarity for all souls to see and feel, so that they may turn from these hateful ways which lead to ruin, and instead cast forth only love, compassion and wisdom for sake of others yet gripped by darkness, a shining example radiant and bright of their loving souls, the truth of their divine true self, which is of the love it yearns for from others, of which you do not offer me at all Paul, choosing to spit in my face for no reason, a Child of God that stands before you, asking, “Why are you so hateful of me, don’t you know your hate will lead you to ruin? Don’t you know your hate is painful and hurtful to me, making me sad? What have i done to deserve this Paul? I have i not spoken the truth of issues for you to reflect apon, for all to reflect apon for sake of love in the world?”
You twist lies of dark hypocrisy so hateful of me when saying things like i am frightful for Madonna, where i turn to God in prayer and ask, “Why are these ones so spiteful of me father, when all my words are words of truth able to serve their loving souls, twisting and turning of lies of dark deception and trickery of anxieties untrue of me, when all i am is loving of her?”
God forbid and cast my life down if ever a day i am frightful for Madonna.
Again Paul, what have i done that deserves this sorta treatment, when i speak of love with Madonna?
You are a snake Paul, twisting your lies around another soul, thinking you are wise, acting and pretending you are wise of me, and yet you don’t see how God sees the soul you present to me Paul, so polluted with hatefulness, deception, lies, mean spiritedness, of want for destruction of a loving soul, of ugliness of heart and mind i have not seen in along time, where no words of love come forth from you, and only darkness of hatred and wretched deception with one of God’s Children belonging completely to God.
You cast yourself away from me, from Jesus and from God, in your approach with me, Jesus and God.
Do you think Jesus and God desire these things from you Paul? Are you able to think at all and awaken to love?
Or did you give your soul to satan Paul, for i smell nothing but spiritual death coming from you Paul, unloving, uncompassionate, apathetic not to even ask a question from someone of God who stands before and instead spit apon me, with your twisting of lies you cast apon me, thinking that you can bring harm to my soul protected by Jesus and God.
It is not possible Paul, as this soul belongs to God completely.
i take my leave of you again Paul, wishing not to see your wretched bitterness of me ever again, that of a snake which crawls apon the ground, hissing at souls, injecting them with your poison of hatefulness.
Fate snares your soul Paul, not mine. My destiny is with God and Jesus, with love, with compassion, with wisdom of all things of the earth, including all dark ignorances which i reveal with clarity for all souls to see and feel, and to avoid these dark wretched liars who take delight in twisting of truth and deception so hurtful to another soul.
Stay away from me with you treachery and deception Paul. Your soul does not serve God, and instead against God, and yet your evil hatred and lies serves God unknowingly for others to see clearly, the truth of what not to be, or become like.
You Paul, have been bashing away on me, a bisexual, a loving brother of you, a loving brother of Jesus, a loving son of God, whom God recognizes as his own, belonging completely to God.
I pray for your soul Paul to become loving, if not of me, than of others and of God whom your soul belongs to, not to me, to God.
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 12:20 am Said:
NEWS FLASH PAUL…the real life Madonna is here, but you would not recognize her if she spoke….which she has several times above, under different names.
you could write voumes andy but you still dont SAY ANYTHING
madonna is not here
youre really deluded.
as for sexualiy
youre way off mark
im not bisexual and we are not all bisexual.idiot.
unwise for us not to be//??
you cant be real
im far from insecure sweetheart aboyt being a queen
marco obviously is internally homophobic
who said i wasnt gay??lol
are yu for real honestly now??
reams of nothing but home-spun hyper religeous dribble
Fate snares your soul Paul, not mine. My destiny is with God and Jesus, with love, with compassion, with wisdom of all things of the earth, including all dark ignorances which i reveal with clarity for all souls to see and feel, and to avoid these dark wretched liars who take delight in twisting of truth and deception so hurtful to another soul.
Stay away from me with you treachery and deception Paul. Your soul does not serve God, and instead against God, and yet your evil hatred and lies serves God unknowingly for others to see clearly, the truth of what not to be, or become like.
You Paul, have been bashing away on me, a bisexual, a loving brother of you, a loving brother of Jesus, a loving son of God, whom God recognizes as his own, belonging completely to God.
I pray for your soul Paul to become loving, if not of me, than of others and of God whom your soul belongs to, not to me, to God.
DRIBBLE BILE BANALITY PERSONIFIED
I AM NOT OTF YOUR FANATICAL VERSION OF ‘faith”i have my own babes.
and that should be enough for you get it??
no one is listening
You are a snake Paul, twisting your lies around another soul, thinking you are wise, acting and pretending you are wise of me, and yet you don’t see how God sees the soul you present to me Paul, so polluted with hatefulness, deception, lies, mean spiritedness, of want for destruction of a loving soul, of ugliness of heart and mind i have not seen in along time, where no words of love come forth from you, and only darkness of hatred and wretched deception with one of God’s Children belonging completely to God.
You cast yourself away from me, from Jesus and from God, in your approach with me, Jesus and God.
Do you think Jesus and God desire these things from you Paul? Are you able to think at all and awaken to love?
Or did you give your soul to satan Paul, for i smell nothing but spiritual death coming from you Paul, unloving, uncompassionate, apathetic not to even ask a question from someone of God who stands before and instead spit apon me, with your twisting of lies you cast apon me, thinking that you can bring harm to my soul protected by Jesus and God.
garbage..
pyre dribble you cannot even do the scripture with intelligence
so im with satan if i see that youre destroying yr sanity by beleiving yrself with madonna and deluding yrself to thinking sh eis indeed here
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 1:11 am Said:
I love Madonna in every way, so i ask Paul, what is so wrong with that?
She is beautiful to me, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually, as one who empowers and encourages self-esteem in everyone, a nobel prize winner of winners in my world.
sorta sick really
its not real and speaks of a mentally ill persona
a stalker
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
We are all bisexual, and anyone who says otherwise is in denial, and not of wisdom.
Now when it comes to lifestyle Paul, hey, all i can say to any male, if you have not tryed anal sex, you don’t know how great a thing you are missing, as it is truly fantastic for me.
gawd…how dumb are ya???
really?/were all bisexual???crap.sexuality like religeon is not black and white
and it is not by your ruling
as for marcos words
you fuktard
they are HATEFUL MORE THAN I HAVE EVER DONE .youre so sad and deluded.
anyone that disagrees with you is evil or unwise..blah blah de blah
why cant you just get off the computer and get help??
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 12:17 am Said:
actually overcoming internal homophobia takes time, along time for some, and is cause for gay bashing, as the ones who have the most to say, we know, usually have the most to hide.
i have felt Marco become sincere in his feelings for me, which started out rather awkward for him in the beginning, of which i have kept close tabs on his emotional stability, concerned for him in a real way.
As for God, i know God exists, but not in a way you may think.
God exists in a spiritual realm, of which i have entered, and from which i speak as well, although sometimes i fall back to the world of innane where you dwell Paul, unless you are deliberately playing devil’s advocate with me, question who you really are and motivated about.
I channel negative energy into positive. Battle with me, and you will see an endless sparks from me, flaming you back with truth wisdom which speaks to the one who hides behind your manifesting masks of….of….of….can’t think of what mask you wear, other than pretending i am wise masks, which you are not.
i know meds are useful, able to stablize, but they should not stay on these meds indefinitely.
It is difficult to assist them in pulling themselves up, and in some cases, they do not have the wherewithal to do so, in great lacking of self esteem and motivation to get out of their psychological stucknesses, for what ever the reasons may be and to what level of seriousness it may be in addressing their needs and their unresolved issues, past and present.
And get this, these issues are society issues, of our interactions with others in the world, where failing to set healthy boundaries is a serious lacking of needed understanding for sake of the mental/emotional well being of self.
Thanks for proving that one with us Paul. My boundary with you Paul is an invisible one, where i deem you as uneducated, a babbling idiot out joy riding the souls on blogs…what they call a troll on the internet.
These same trolls Paul are cause for suicides, did you know that Paul? Trolls just like you who feed on unsuspecting souls Paul.
only word that describes you Paul, seeing as you have not succeeded in teaching me anything at all…not one thing, other than what God already taught me of certain derranged souls which take delight in twisting of truth like you do.
Fortunately i carry something powerful with me to protect me from such wretched souls in the world while i walk the earth, a mind full of wisdom of the Truth which evaluates the condition of souls.
i do not hate you at all Paul, for i see the state of your soul, which you are in denial about.
pure dribble
SO YOUVE LEARNED TH EWORD INNANE
LIVE IT OWN IT ITS YOU!!
A TROLL??
AND WHO TH EFUCK ARE YOU TO “STABILIZE”MARCOS FEELINGS???
LOL
A SICK TURD BEHIND A KEYBOARD PRETENDING TO BE EDUCATED AND ENLIGHTENED….
IM LOVING JUST LOOKING AT YOUR MORE THAN TWISTED TAK EON SPIRITUALITY
I THINK ANYONE THAT BOASTS SO MUCH OF KNOWING”GOD”HAS SO MUCH EGO AND A HYPOCRITE
YOURE ABOUT AS SPIRITUALLY AWARE AS A ROCK..
TROLLS/?
SATAN??
ALL CONCEPTS MADE UP BY THE CATHOLIC CHURCH
WHICH HAS HARMED MILLIONS AN DMILLIONS DOWN THE LAST 2 THOUSAND YEARS..
YOURE JUST SPEWING FORTH HATE BEHIND A VENEER OF GOONESS..
paul, on April 25th, 2008 at 5:38 am Said:
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
Have people started avoiding them?
Has their quality of life improved or deteriorated?
paul, on April 25th, 2008 at 5:39 am Said:
Loss of Objectivity
Their ability to reason logically can become impaired. An inability to think, doubt, or question religious information and/or authority; and unwillingness to understand the opinions and interpretations of others. A concrete and rigid thinking style develops that does not allow for consideration of extenuating circumstances in a person’s life. Black/white, good/bad, either/or simplistic thinking: one way or the other with very little room for grey areas. A tendency toward magical thinking that God will fix you/ do it all, without serious work on your part. Confusion and doubts lead to mental, physical or emotional breakdown. They develop a fear-based belief system.. believing/following a religion out of fear, not understanding and love. They also tend to have a shame-based belief system that they are not good enough or are not doing it right. They believe in a punishing and angry God.
Reactivity: Anger and Defensiveness
If sincere faith in God is supposed to bring peace and contentment, a religious person who is paranoid and confrontational about it may have a larger mental problem. They tend to have increased conflict and argumentation with science, medicine, and education. They tend to become argumentative and defensive in dialog. They have a limited ability to explain their beliefs. Since their belief system about themselves and the world is fear-based, they seldom understand religion, but follow it out of a dependent need for strength and power. Force is their farce.
Judgmental and Critical
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
Isolation
Isolation and breakdown of relationships often follows. Progressive detachment from work and relationships is noticeable as they spend more time proselytizing their message. Manipulating scripture or texts, feeling specially chosen, claiming to receive special messages from God, they move further and further away from the mainstream of social contacts.
Breakdown
In severe cases they may also develop some of the following patterns:
Psychosomatic illness: back pains, sleeplessness, headaches, hypertension, etc.
Maintaining a religious “high”, trance-like state, keeping a happy face (or the belief that one should…
Denial of any personal problems
When behavior borders on manic or pathological, the hyper-religious person may even start hallucinating, ie: hearing voices or seeing images, or possibly “talking to God.”
By then, it’s clearly evident something is wrong.
If you know someone whose interest in religion has suddenly (or even gradually) reached a point of fixation—when their regular lives are negatively affected—you need to understand what’s motivating their behavior. The problem could go away, but it could also get worse.
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and limit
Louise or Whomever you are….
There was some substance here at one point… It would be amazing to see it return… There was value….A lot of value to the posts…. They made us think. They inspired us. They united us with purpose…Will they return?
nope
i assure you all this insanity is being looked into by liz rosenberg and warner music….have fun y’all
I despise the teachings of the forefathers before us all which snares loving innocent souls born into this yet unwise world we live in.
can anyone with some intelligence
tell me
what that line means??
i mean…andy posted this on his”blog”and along with all his writing is the least comprehensible
when ,in essence andy is using the most hideous of old teachings to justify his ranting! i mean,trolls??
and what
is with
his clown metaphors??
reminds me of a tranny friend of mine that was obsessed with clowns…yuk
reminds me of stephen king’s “it”
andy reminds me of that tim curry character
can u picture it
‘THEY ALL FLOAT DOWN HERE LITLE UNWISE ONES…””LOL
Thanks for proving that one with us Paul. My boundary with you Paul is an invisible one, where i deem you as uneducated, a babbling idiot out joy riding the souls on blogs…what they call a troll on the internet.
These same trolls Paul are cause for suicides, did you know that Paul? Trolls just like you who feed on unsuspecting souls Paul.
DISGUSTING……NOW IM A TROLL THAT CAUSES SUICIDES…LOL
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 12:20 am Said:
NEWS FLASH PAUL…the real life Madonna is here, but you would not recognize her if she spoke….which she has several times above, under different names.
if indeed madona by
some odd spark of lunacy in her should b ehere..p ray that she too seek some kabbalah intervention….lol…what swith spanish lessons/??
remindsme of spanish eyes but far worse..
Raphael, on April 30th, 2008 at 11:53 pm Said:
a stalker…a sicko….
i am shocked…
i am equally shocked Madonna allows you in here Paul.
make that totally shocked that she does.
Perhaps she was interested in the fortitude of the ones who dwell with me.
if i was sitting at dinner with you Paul, my chair would be empty, of my desire not to be to near to you your poisonous unloving words with me.
Why M?
Don’t you care anymore about your image? Your blog is a breeding ground for wretched spirits to harbor in now.
well fuck this place of illness devoid of caring souls, other than you Marco, and you M, and Candy Girl.
like i said, if Paul is allowed in here, i will not come back here any more, or maybe that is what you want M?
You know how sensitive i am to fuckheads like this.
She does not care anymore. so why should i?
yes ‘M’ why do you still linger???
com eout
come out
whoever u are
well fuck this place of illness devoid of caring souls, other than you Marco, and you M, and Candy Girl.
to think madonna would waste time and assustants wages for this tripe???lol….hilarity
when can we dive in a new item ? in this spa there is almost the shit of Andy …voooo doooooooooo ….vooooooo ……..;dooooooooo can, you clean this dirty water ?
Why choose to dwell in poverty of bitter useless hate Paul, and indeed you are obviously that poverty for all to see clearly your emptiness which mocks the living loving spirit of Jesus and God, when spiritual loving life overflowing with abundance of love is available to all?
You feed into the spiritual death which continues to grip so many souls in the world, of all things unloving.
Truth.
You are cause for increasing useless mockery about love in the world, of the same illness of those who nailed Jesus to the cross, that Jesus wanted them to turn away from that side of themselves which delighted in mockery and laughing of Jesus hanging apon the cross.
Jesus walked into the claws of the ignorance of beastful hatred he knew about their hearts long before he surrendered to his fate, of the knowingness they would kill his body, but not ever his soul, which he knew many would not embrace until later, when in despair, they would see the truth that Jesus acted as a mirror of that wretched hateful side of them, where their act of murder was indeed clearly mirrored the truth of their wretchedness to them, just as i know when i come in here, you will continue to behave in the unloving way of that side of you that Jesus wants you to turn away from.
as a student of God, i have merely taken time to reflect apon such things, seeking truth, and finding it, and again coming in here and feeling and seeing it exactly the same way Jesus did of the ones who he knew would murder him, but not ever destroy his loving soul, just as you are not able to destroy mine, as much as you seem to take delight in mocking me, a student of Jesus with God.
You fail to understand fully why Jesus walked into the claws of the beast.
To teach them that these useless hateful ways do indeed exist within the hearts of men, just as iran clearly sees hatefulness in the hearts of men.
We are at a crossroads in history for mankind, seeking safe passage to escape the potential of horrific wars of the future approaching.
Loving compassionate wisdom is and shall always be the safe passage for mankind. But how do we embrace ones so hateful of us in all their bitter approaches with us, as they continue to do?
Simple. We draw the line in the sand for them, clearly for them to see, that if they attack our loving world, they will be destroyed, bringing and end once and for all, the wretched hateful bitterness of unwise hate that yet grips the souls and thrives in the hearts of men, as clearly evident with your approach with me, of simple reflections i have reflected apon about sincer loving compassionate wisdom for us to feel.
I should not of spoken of God teaching me, and the existence of the spiritual realm, knowing how many years it took for me to see and feel it, is on par with trying to hand a person the education of a university degree in one sitting.
what was i thinking, leaving myself wide open for the hypocrite heart to attack me. duh!
truly i tell you, the spirit realm exists. I have monitored it since the age of 12, and played with evoking it as well, of which you are completely clueless of what i speak of, and realize how impossible it is for someone like you to see it Paul, as it requires sincere loving approach.
I feel sad for you Paul that you won’t likely ever experience it in life.
truly, i tell you, it has been the coolest thing for me in life, that i have kept secret all these years.
If you were to walk with me for one day Paul, you would tremble at the things i would show you, when you see the spirit realm that surrounds me daily, as though you were walking with a visible ghost, is what would cause you to tremble, of things so unimaginable for you and many whom i have revealed myself to in life.
i know who i am Paul, a soul that belongs to the spirit realm with God, or what ever you want to call it, a life force entity of some sort that exists in the universe, is how i like to refer to it.
i know that i am a spiritual being in a temporary body, and the things i am able to see are not delusional, and rather are real occurances of the spirit realm that surrounds me.
one day with me Paul, and you would tremble at the sight of just one occurance i am able to easily show you.
i am totally fearless of any who approach, of no concern if they seek to destroy the body i dwell in, for my only issue is of the understandings of ignorances and wisdom, reflecting on the snares of ignorance that are cause for all hardship in the world.
is that such a bad thing Paul?
is your mocking my words of reflections of truth in understanding, a good thing Paul?
again, you will not reflect apon the truth, and instead, turn towards mocking something beautiful, a loving soul that loves Jesus, my brother, who i know is only loving, compassionate, and very wise.
you lead you away from God Paul, and not ever me. It is not possible for any soul to lead my soul away from Jesus and God, because i gave my soul to Jesus and God, and for some, they realize the truth of why.
go ahead Paul, mock Jesus and God all you want. Truly i tell you it is your own lack of responsibility to care or be concerned for you pure soul that is cause for your continued mockery of Jesus and God.
I don’t hate your pure soul Paul, i despise the ignorant teachings in the unwise would you were born into and picked up along lifes path.
True, there are many who get close to God and become troubled and develop what they call, disorders. It is because they do not understand the depths of the spirit realm and surrender completely to it as i have easily done. They get caught in between, and fail to embrace more wisdom that clarifies sight returned to their soul.
i actually look forward to one day assisting them in what they are lacking, having come to know the spirit realm well.
i don’t care what anyone thinks of me. Mock me all you like.
i know sincere purity of love, graceful and always loving at all times.
it is who i am, an evolved divine true self within us all.
personally…i love it. More than anything in life i have ever known. 😀 😀
and trust me, mentally/emotionally, i am healthier than most, other than the ones whom i get toxic almost instantly from, of those who mock me, of my own mistake in revealing myself to the wrong people.
oh well. no harm done. i have left words for all to ponder.
but know this. i do not allow many to get close to me in real life, just as you will not Paul, at least not of my will to ever do so, unable to ever trust someone like you.
oh yeah Paul, trust is of the highest regard in psychology…something you may want to work on in life, if ever you are to have loving friends.
you likely are a drunkard Paul, and hang with drunkards all the time.
correction…i know you are drunkard who loves insobriety.
i am completely sober, in more ways than one.
Andy… you know what it is, to be loving on a soul level, to be united in spirit, and you are not afraid to express it, even have the courage to say it here where you will be ridiculed… well I admire that courage, self love,
shallow they ridicule you for saying things like this which are so real i have no doubt Madonna loves many souls who are real for she is real,
we all are one on a soul level…
there are two type of souls in the universe:
1. One’s that lift you to a higher ground through their unending love and compassion and joy for to love and be loved is most joyous.
2. Type two are most unloving of themselves and only feel secure when they drawn other soul’s down to their toxic level.
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I’ll marry you Andy… our spirit’s already are…
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I am always loving… I have no intent to harm Princess Paul … I just like to act out his fear’s … i like to play his insecurities … feed his ego…. every time i challenge him … i help him to love and respect himself…
I encourage him to ridicule me and my blog my word’s and my dream’s (not for an excuse to brand his ass with Madonna’s knuckle buster’s)
Every time he challenges me .. ( after i wipe off the slime ) i feel more like the Devil and less like Jesus..
And the Devil in disguise is a good guise..
only you realize … Hell hath no fury, than the fury of the Devil in disguise.
And i am burning up.. so when are we getting married 🙂
fancy a game of tennis
2 Love..
your turn
Game
Set
and
we have a Match
hold on where’s the ball gone
oh its in your court
the Andy’s bath is dirty cold ! and stinky this idiote could be learn french comme ça tu pourrais sortir de chez toi venir en france et je suis sûr que tes prières seraient un vrai relaxant si tu n’ es pas une sorte de spcho comme dans le film le silence des agneaux…..béééééééééé bééééééééééééé
Come on Andy .. let’s get Married and open a dance club we can call it
“The Devil’s Lair”
play the best music,, like studio 54..
we could wear the clown outfit’s behind the bar and have cocktails all night get it 🙂 .. well i though it was funny
free entry for Eric .. we could put him in a cage naked on the dance floor
I am always loving… I have no intent to harm Princess Paul … I just like to act out his fear’s … i like to play his insecurities … feed his ego…. every time i challenge him … i help him to love and respect himself…
I encourage him to ridicule me and my blog my word’s and my dream’s (not for an excuse to brand his ass with Madonna’s knuckle buster’s)
Every time he challenges me .. ( after i wipe off the slime ) i feel more like the Devil and less like Jesus..
And the Devil in disguise is a good guise..
only you realize … Hell hath no fury, than the fury of the Devil in disguise.
And i am burning up.. so when are we getting married
fancy a game of tennis
youre a true
nasty
freak
you say you ‘Admire ‘ andy
ahem why??
his ramblings and rants are far from “expressing”more like a deluge of mind numbing delusional hyper-religosity
clear simple
and unadulterated crap
nothing spiritual
healthy
nor brave about it
its mental in every wy possible
how marco do you “play”on my insecurities
and how prey tell dearest nutter
that its of a christian or “higher”soul
activity??
you cannot even challenge me..and you certainly do not mak em efeel more self love and respect
well fuckwits
both of u
teher i sno winning with
people who are so far gobe that they cannot even argue well
in case you havent seen your desperate attempts at
being “intelligent”please peruse over your abusivev comments to myself.reeking of homophobic crap’and you say youre gay??
i think youre both mentally ill
and my facts are clear about that.
inany case game set match.my win .
and furthermore..this is not a game.
i debate with intelligent people
not someoen who offeres up pop pseudo hyper-religeous babble daily like a bowel movemet
its toxic .its negative
an dits ultimately counterproductive isnt it
and tre tre tragic.thats all you too are.get married and go away
fuk away since andy loves anal sex.
didnt you say i was a “screamer passive bottom bitch”??
charmeur you are!40 hail andys should set it right.
whats with the constant clown analogy??
please just get help and go back to your own blogs..or msn.
no one is truly here to be impressed by dangerous imbeciles.
there are two type of souls in the universe:
1. One’s that lift you to a higher ground through their unending love and compassion and joy for to love and be loved is most joyous.
2. Type two are most unloving of themselves and only feel secure when they drawn other soul’s down to their toxic level.
oh i just loveeee your own take on souls…
must be handy to just add your own brand of spiritualty onanything and everything
such hypocrisy in the strictest sense.
youre both nuts.its liek arguing with an insane inmate.
useless and ultimately pointless.
And the Devil in disguise is a good guise..
only you realize … Hell hath no fury, than the fury of the Devil in disguise.
And i am burning up.. so when are we getting married
fancy a game of tennis
nothing but shite..
diorhea from your keyboard..
truly i tell you, the spirit realm exists. I have monitored it since the age of 12, and played with evoking it as well, of which you are completely clueless of what i speak of, and realize how impossible it is for someone like you to see it Paul, as it requires sincere loving approach.
I feel sad for you Paul that you won’t likely ever experience it in life.
truly, i tell you, it has been the coolest thing for me in life, that i have kept secret all these years.
If you were to walk with me for one day Paul, you would tremble at the things i would show you, when you see the spirit realm that surrounds me daily, as though you were walking with a visible ghost, is what would cause you to tremble, of things so unimaginable for you and many whom i have revealed myself to in life.
i know who i am Paul, a soul that belongs to the spirit realm with God, or what ever you want to call it, a life force entity of some sort that exists in the universe, is how i like to refer to it.
AND YOU THINK YOURE ACTUALLY SANE ANDY???
AN DMARCO THINKS YOURE BEING BRAVE??
ITHINK ANYONE CAN SEE YOUR MENTALLY ILL
AND THERES NO”HYPOCRITE”HEART TO DO WITH IT…
GEESH YOU WRITE DRIBBLE ON AND ON AND ON..CANT HELP YOURSELF….ITS LIKE A DISEASE
If you were to walk with me for one day Paul, you would tremble at the things i would show you, when you see the spirit realm that surrounds me daily, as though you were walking with a visible ghost, is what would cause you to tremble, of things so unimaginable for you and many whom i have revealed myself to in li
I TREMBLE AT HOW TRULY INSANE YOU ARE.
MARCO KEEPS PROPPING YOU UP SO HE MUST BE JUST AS INSANE
HE ONCE ADMITTED THAT HE CAN DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN SANE AND INSANE
METHINKS JE CANNOT
ANYONE CAN SEE THAT ALONE WAS JUST NUTS
IF YOU HAD SID THAT TO A THERAPIST YOU WOULD BE SERIOUSLY UNDER CARE
ANDY
YOUR SO CALLED SPIRITUAL REAM SOUNDS LIKE HARRY POTTER STUFF…ITS MORE LIKE WICCA THAN ANYTHING IN CHRISTIAN FAITH….YOU TREAD A STRANGE LINE BETWEEN FAITHS ACROSS THE BOARD..SO NOW YOURE POWERFUL ??
ENOUGH SAID
BABE I HAVE AND EXPERIENCE WONDROUS THINGS
THANKFULLY ONE OF THOSE THINGS IS SANITY!
truly i tell you, the spirit realm exists. I have monitored it since the age of 12, and played with evoking it as well, of which you are completely clueless of what i speak of, and realize how impossible it is for someone like you to see it Paul, as it requires sincere loving approach.
EVOKING????
YET AGAIN
SOUNDS FISHY.
LKE WITCHCRAFT..INTERESTING….
THERE IS NOTHING IN SCRPITURE ABOUT EVOKING….YOU SOUND DANGEROUS.
oh yeah Paul, trust is of the highest regard in psychology…something you may want to work on in life, if ever you are to have loving friends.
you likely are a drunkard Paul, and hang with drunkards all the time.
correction…i know you are drunkard who loves insobriety.
OBVIOUSLY YOU ARE AN ALCOHOLIC RAILING AGAINST YOUR OWN ILLNESS
FUNNILY ENOUGH OH FUKTARD..I DONT PARTAKE OF SPIRITS..OPPS IS THAT SPIRIT REALM
….DRUNKARD???YOURE REALLY SICK AND TWISTED HUN BUN
Why choose to dwell in poverty of bitter useless hate Paul, and indeed you are obviously that poverty for all to see clearly your emptiness which mocks the living loving spirit of Jesus and God, when spiritual loving life overflowing with abundance of love is available to all?
NO HATE HERE BABY CAKES JUST SOME SANITY AND INTELLIGENCE
YOU CANNOT STAND TO BE CHALLENGED REVERTING AS MARCO DOES TO TYPE…
IVE SEEN YOUR WORDS AND YOU STILL AFTER WEEKS AND MONTHS CANNOT SEE YOUR FOLLY..
OH AND DONT PUT M EIN A RIDICULOUS PLACE WHERE IM TO BLAME FOR HATE IN THE WORLD..get help!!
Marco, on May 3rd, 2008 at 1:04 pm Said:
Andy… you know what it is, to be loving on a soul level, to be united in spirit, and you are not afraid to express it, even have the courage to say it here where you will be ridiculed… well I admire that courage, self love,
shallow they ridicule you for saying things like this which are so real i have no doubt Madonna loves many souls who are real for she is real,
youre such a boring dumb person…truly
devil in disguise??/lol
slime??
even funier
get real friends and lovers…go to a sex club get your cock sucked
have alife and stop fantasising about madonna being mor ethan she is…
a celebrity you know nothing about except what the media feeds you.do you see her in her homes??
her daily life??
nah
you do not nor could.andy cant even see his own fuked up world let alone any reality beyond himself being the only person apparent;ly on tehplanet to know god…and you aspire to keep this goimg??
and basically whenever you do its dumberthan before..to say that your challenging my insecurities…its tre tre funny
the fact we all participate in this crap is a joke nes pas??
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 12:19 pm Said:
i don’t care what anyone thinks of me. Mock me all you like.
i know sincere purity of love, graceful and always loving at all times.
it is who i am, an evolved divine true self within us all.
personally…i love it. More than anything in life i have ever known.
and trust me, mentally/emotionally, i am healthier than most, other than the ones whom i get toxic almost instantly from, of those who mock me, of my own mistake in revealing myself to the wrong people.
oh well. no harm done. i have left words for all to ponder.
but know this. i do not allow many to get close to me in real life, just as you will not Paul, at least not of my will to ever do so, unable to ever trust someone like you.
oh yeah Paul, trust is of the highest regard in psychology…something you may want to work on in life, if ever you are to have loving friends
NEED I AD DMORE??NO.BUT..IF IT KEEPS GOING WE ALL KNOW HOW MENTALLLY ILL THIS PERSON IS.
let me see no comments from dandy ok well best log off then .. no point in reading anything else .. only because it feels good.. if i do … (ignore the rest )
ANDY SHE IS CRAZY
ure a dickhead andy you are such an arogant bastard full of complete shit
by the way paul i actually like spanish lessons i think its really intelligently put together but the song shes not me i think is kinda crap m screeches in that one
later im off out to do some drinking with my fav friends yes andy thats right IM DRINKING!! does that now cast me out of heaven on your say so? you fucking sick twisted cunt seriously fuck off and preach your crap to people who give a shit!
fuckity fuck fucked fucking fucked up fuckers. LOL.
😀 😀
You have learned the ways of the master grasshopper, able to nurture and protect your soul from any harm of these dark weak immature forces which yet lurk in the world. Indeed, if you look apon them to long, your soul can turn to the coldness of a stone, rather than your natural occuring true nature of warm and loving and peaceful by nature.
The power of love of the ALL is what changes the world thru Affect + Effect, lifting us all up to where we belong…loving compassionate and wise with one another, of our sincere love devoid of useless absurd negative doubt, as presented here for all to clearly see and feel with clarity, the obvious TRUTH of the words written, meant to nurture and protect the divine true self in ALL of you, of today, and of ALL future generations of the innocent souls yet to be born on this planet called earth, the year 2008 after death of our lord and saviour Jesus Christ, who in his final act of life, surrendered his life, as his final lesson which teaches the TRUTH he come to know of us ALL, that love is always available within us ALL, prefered over useless absurd bitter hatefulness, merely by turning towards our loving hearts, and be of the descerning of all things we say and do, at all times, where indeed, every second does alter the entire future of mankind for all eternity, of our greatest empowerment to teach our Children about the greatest treasure they shall ever find, their divine true self within, knowing that they too will teach there Children as well, and their Children’s Children…God’s Children, all loved by our most loving of brothers…Jesus, whom i love with ALL my heart, with ALL my mind, with ALL my body, with ALL my soul, in the exact same way Jesus loves me, loves ALL of us, for sake of us ALL.
LOVE + HATE
Well, here is a news flash Marco.
Truly i tell you, i already married all of you when i gave my soul to Jesus.
spiritually married, that of a soul mate, is who i am, this i know.
oh hey, a dance club!!! what an awesome idea. bring in the best dancers in the world, the best DJs, the gayest boys, the lesiest girls, the byest bis, have vogue contests, DJ contests, serious dance contests with huge prize money of all proceeds from the club that belongs to the people, like Xanadu!
a simple dream is all that is required, the same dream Madonna had, as she travelled from Detroit to NYC so many years ago, to one day be a star, only to realize the truth, she always was one, just like all of YOU who are loving of one another.
If you find anything more enjoyable than love’s embrace of the loving lovers, let me know! For i have looked my entire life and not found anything better than love.
Truly i tell you, such a thing does not exist that is more valuable than your own loving divine true SELF that i love of each and every one of YOU.
So what is Madonna all about you may ask?
+ YOU +
truly i tell you, this party has just begun!
Paul, you may not like what other people think about the world, but they are still allowed to think and express themselves freely.
You’re own obsession with continuing on and attacking has some psychiatrists concerned. Do you like football and alcohol?
Are you British by chance?
We will continue to monitor you
Marco, being married has been my biggest dream in life.
i cannot allow myself to entertain such thoughts, as they too overwhelming for me, and yet is that not all part of our dream?
we all look for that special someone in life, that knowing stare of forever, love devoid of doubt.
the feeling is available for everyone to feel, merely by looking apon someone you love, and say to yourself, “i know that love is of the only true value of all things in life, and come to truly know and feel fully the sincere love of love’s embrace of lovering lovers, as the greatest place of all, beyond everything, is it not?
i especially love the hot tub, the warm water, the purity of body floating in water, where purity of grace greets us, and purity of sincere loving feelings for another who feels the same way too, naked with one another, of gentle kissing, of gentle touch, of gentle hugging, of our the sincere sensitivity of our true self with true self of another that loves you as much as you do them.
for some reason i cannot get her out of my mind.
question is, “Why would i want to?”
😀 😀
i saw a white stretch limo today, with two white hearts, and blue flowers on the front of the car, the words, “Just Married”.
any guess what my thoughts were?
i said to God, “Are you kidding me?” as i smiled.
but then i stopped myself from thinking, as it scares the crap out of me.
She was here in Toronto one time, a TV music appearance, fans welcome to join.
i could not come down to see her, feeling overwhelmed, and as i walked down the sidewalk, i felt this most incredible loving feeling of all come over me, as tears streamed down my face, and it was then that i know how much i loved her.
i have asked her several times if she felt it too that day.
i am still waiting for her reply, since mid 90s.
somehow we just know, of our soul, in our eyes, SINCERITY, the doorway into heaven so easy to know.
Is Madonna in New York or London? I’d like to know, please. The papers say she is in New York.
i should of come to see her, but i was too afraid of my overwhelming feelings, of what i knew fully in my heart, i wanted more than just to see her, i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, without question, without any doubt whatsoever, i knew then what i still feel today, the exact same feeling i did then, still afraid after all these years, and yet more confident than before.
if you meet someone you like alot, let them know, because they may be hiding their feelings too that they have for you. Break the ice, don’t be afraid, don’t do what i did so many moons ago, of my love that continued to grow.
hey, it rhymes! too cheesy?
well, it’s the truth.
bring back that loving feeling…
oh oh that loving feeling…
bring back that loving feeling…
of your songs, songs, songs 😉 😀
funny how so afraid i was then and now it is like, whoa! overflowing abundance that i don’t want to stop feeling, and won’t even if just friends.
it is of my true self, and the way i feel about loving true life, and her of course. duh!
Is Madonna in New York or London? I’d like to know, please. The papers say she is in New York. You could give me an answer – I would very much appreciate it.
you know, recalling how i felt that day, the intensity of the love was the most intense i had ever felt in my life, like all my worries had disappeared, and most of all, it was like i was feeling your joyfulness that day of the excitement that i sensed you felt before arriving in the studio.
and that is when i cryed, as the complete feeling of your joy ran thru me.
sadly i did not show.
to this day i don’t know why i did not show. i know i had to work that eveing, but that was no excuse, as this was Madonna in town, who i knew i loved
Bobby said you called @ 501, and i said, “ya right?”
i thought he was teasing me. Bobby used to do her music, and Annies music, that in my opinion was the best drag queen of all time, of no compare since then, he was so intense. i had a huge crush on him, drove me mad after awhile and i stopped coming to the club.
what an emotional week, like a roller coaster.
i am tired of trying to make sense with those who make no sense to me in the utter useless attitudes. so strange they seem to me in approach, but i get really toxic badly, if i entertain their negativity with me.
i can’t understand their insanity that craves desire for such mind fucking of another’s soul.
i see them as these wretched spirits that cannot see me, yet sense that i am there. i can see them clearly, their ugliness and sharp claws thrashing away at me, but as they draw in close to the light that surrounds me, they turn into dust and fade.
I sense their hatefulness with me, and i sense the truth of the absurdity of them, attacking my purity of love, which desolves their bitterness back into nothingness, without any effort on my part, where their claws are not able to reach me, as the light penetrates their darkness, and makes them disappear, where i feel no fear at all from them.
~ a vision
hey Marco, you really want to marry me?
You have asked me several times, and before i felt you were tricking me away from Madonna.
but now i feel you as being sincere, and i like how that feels…real to me, exactly like the way Madonna would be with me.
~ beautiful and sincere.
hey, no more joking around. i don’t like joking to much about future love….Love.
Love of the Future World is something i take seriously, of the sincerity and purity of my soul.
YES.
She is with me Andrew. duh!
always was. always will be.
So where are you, Candy Boy. I mean precise geographical location, please. Not waffle!
when it comes to love the only thing one needs to fully embrace is the TRUTH, of who they want in their life, and should not be of someone else to decide that for them.
Let your heart, mind, body and soul be always what leads you, for you are deserving of YOUR life, of the way you want to live and lead YOUR life.
If we let others decide for us, then it is not real for us, is it? It is them living YOUR life, is it not?
I have tryed many times with those i knew in my heart, i did not want them as a lover, and that is what you want to always pay attention to, of who works for you, of type, of orientation, and most of all, of tenderness of love with YOU, that feels so fantastic, you do even think of it ever ending!
Same place i have always been.
when you are near…i am far away.
when you are far away…i am near.
so where am i ?
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time together is the most value thing in life.
what does waffle mean?
That was pretty!
wasting who’s time, yours or mine?
haha.
😀 😀
you left your self wide open for that one, shot right past ya too!
island airport.
Eh? You’re in an island airport??
not sure if runway is long enough.
i know i could land on it, with those twin RR engines, no problem.
So you’re flying a plane, and making blog entries at the same time??
I’m spending all day on a train tomorrow, and I just hope I’m not wasting my time.
ya, they have this new voice recognition software that turns your words into text.
leaving your hands free for better things to do.
all day?
i’ll be here waiting, as usual.
Yeah, all day. Cos I reckon I’m going to get there and be sent straight back. That’s why I’m getting the early train.
no, you are riding a train and making blog entries all day tomorrow, hoping i am her to chat. duh!
That’s what you do when you’ve been disappointed 57 thousand million times.
straight sounds good!
haha.
ouch.
not ever. not me.
let’s see, that would be 57 billion.
That’s rude! I’m off out for a walk now before it gets dark. A walk along the beach, and then buy some choccy. Ta ta.
not ever. not even once.
“57 billion”. Ha ha.
what is choccy?
the beach, your place of meditation. mine too.
EMINEM CAN YOU COME AND HELPS US WITH THIS POOR FAGGOT AND TO DO A NEW GOOD ALBUM LIKE THAT WILL SAY BYE BYE TO THOSE STUPID IIDIOT andy AND I WILL SHOW YOU HOW THE QUEEN IS CAME INTO MY COMPUTER WITH HER STUPID GAMES TO EAT MY FOOD… take care of the MAFFIA AND I WILL SHOW YOU HOW FRANCE IS A NICE COUNTRY WITH MANY GOOD RAPPERS but you know that…
mafia ain’t no match for CIA.
what a bunch a dweebs those mafia idiots are, the hong kong ones being the stupidest idiots on planet, of these ugly trees we cut down daily trying to take root and grow in the cities.
Yes Marco, let’s get married to true love.
This “Britain’s Got Talent” is a right load of old crap, isn’t it?
i hear they drink alot in London. A sorta coming of age thing for everyone there.
Right, I’m outta here. Good night.
i will keep my high functioning life, so thanks but no thanks to my old ways i let go of.
Dysfunctional is one thing…serious chronic substance abuse problems> that’s another
sweetest of dreams
And you. Nighty night. X
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i thin kk ill go into rehab .
who wants to cum with … preferably at the same time … haha
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 5:53 pm Said:
hey Marco, you really want to marry me?
You have asked me several times, and before i felt you were tricking me away from Madonna.
but now i feel you as being sincere, and i like how that feels…real to me, exactly like the way Madonna would be with me.
~ beautiful and sincere.
hey, no more joking around. i don’t like joking to much about future love….Love.
how can you nutcase know how marco feels??
youree a cyber stalking mentally ill psychopathalogical warbling ranting
rambling nutcase
Police, on May 3rd, 2008 at 5:02 pm Said:
Paul, you may not like what other people think about the world, but they are still allowed to think and express themselves freely.
You’re own obsession with continuing on and attacking has some psychiatrists concerned. Do you like football and alcohol?
Are you British by chance?
We will continue to monitor you
yes andy!!expression???olgive me a break
The power of love of the ALL is what changes the world thru Affect + Effect, lifting us all up to where we belong…loving compassionate and wise with one another, of ou makes as always no sense
ream sand reams of rambling badly put together waffle
an dall he can do is answer by”conversing”with himself and putting together oddly made out”expression”with the word fuck liberally employed
plus a gaggle of so called religeous dribble
concerned. Do you like football and alcohol?
Are you British by chance?
no i am not british
i do not consume alcohol and loathe football
i also hate cyber stalkers
am not a jesus freak
do not consider myself”above”anyon eelse
do not partake of spirit realms unless in a power circle
andy are you a withc??
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 8:08 pm Said:
i hear they drink alot in London. A sorta coming of age thing for everyone there.
i hear alcohol has been consumed since antiquity
odd eh??
andy candy raphael YOUR ANTI ALCOHOL STANCE.
are you alcoholic??makes \sense
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 6:28 pm Said:
not sure if runway is long enough.
i know i could land on it, with those twin RR engines, no problem.
a pilot now????
any more delusions??
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 5:57 pm Said:
She is with me Andrew. duh!
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 5:58 pm Said:
always was. always will be.
who is with you??
surely not madonna stweetlips
she isnt here
nor has been or will be now then or ever
you will never ever know madonna.
Candy boy, on May 3rd, 2008 at 4:53 pm Said:
Well, here is a news flash Marco.
Truly i tell you, i already married all of you when i gave my soul to Jesus.
spiritually married, that of a soul mate, is who i am, this i know.
oh hey, a dance club!!! what an awesome idea. bring in the best dancers in the world, the best DJs, the gayest boys, the lesiest girls, the byest bis, have vogue contests, DJ contests, serious dance contests with huge prize money of all proceeds from the club that belongs to the people, like Xanadu!
a simple dream is all that is required, the same dream Madonna had, as she travelled from Detroit to NYC so many years ago, to one day be a star, only to realize the truth, she always was one, just like all of YOU who are loving of one another.
If you find anything more enjoyable than love’s embrace of the loving lovers, let me know! For i have looked my entire life and not found anything better than love.
Truly i tell you, such a thing does not exist that is more valuable than your own loving divine true SELF that i love of each and every one of YOU.
So what is Madonna all about you may ask?
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Marco, on May 3rd, 2008 at 10:10 pm Said:
i thin kk ill go into rehab .
who wants to cum with … preferably at the same time … haha
cum reference….oo eer!! how naughty!!
thought you werent into poofs??lol
i hear andy loves anal.
lovesssssssssss it bet hes really apassive bottom boy fer ya marco…ive seen yr pics…yumm yumm…havent seen andy though…maybe ya should check him out first
could be a fugly ya know!!
lets see if yr infintile mind can come up with something equally pedestrian today..or are you in church praying for your last week of interent sins??
well am just back from my mates place i had a lovely evening drank some vodka and ate some fab food
i see candyboy aka andy aka disturbed religious fanatic who talks to jesus is still a prat
hey paul where do you live in the world then?
im in dublin ireland, fab place but tad bit expensive is dublin!!
hey!! my last post above i posted at 3.24a.m irish time but it comes up 2.24 a.m on the screen.. weird.. would that mean that thats central european time so that would mean that the owner of this blog site is in central europe somewhere!!
i think thats the final proof my dears that this IS NOT MADONNAS BLOG!!
actually thats wrong as the hours go forward as you head east DOH!! tiz the vodka am not thinking clearly
still wanna know why though it shows 2.24 instead of 3.24 am
anybody any idea?
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simple.
because she loves me. 😀 😀
exsuse me im busy having sex with my own refection in the mirrow..but boring as … me thats is all alone
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LOVE
for all you haters out there, i don’t read your useless posts any more…no one should.
hate begets more hate.
love begets more love.
i know where i stand
Some asked Jesus one time, “Where will we NOT find you?”
Jesus replied, “Where there is decept, you will not find me.”
~ Sincerity wins.
always did. always will.
like the way i love Madonna.
oh, and by the way, she does indeed love me.
always did. always will.
ok, im not perfect, no one is. but at least i am honest about me feelings.
i am off to work…graveyard shift again.
enjoy the day as that is all any of us really have of any worth, is to enjoy each day, and live it to it’s fullest.
don’t forget the rule;
No alcohol allowed in God’s house of love and peace.
i feel so miserible i wd like to die, and sorry to Andy
candyboy nobody reads any of your posts as they are full of shite you arrogant asshole.. madonna doesnt read your posts as this isnt anything to do with madonna!!
HELLO ANDY SNAP OUTTA IT!
STOP PREACHING YOUR SHIT NOBODY READS YOUR ESSAYS ON YOUR SELF RIGHTEOUS WAYS!!
YOU MUST BE A VERY LONELY PERSON TO ACT LIKE THIS NO WONDER YOU ARE ON THIS ALL THE TIME!!
YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM SCIZOPHRENIA ITS COMPLETLEY OBVIOUS WITH YOUR TYPE OF WRITING
THIS TYPE OF MENTAL DISEASE DISTORTS YOUR VIEW ON REALITY… YOU SPLIT FROM REALITY AND CREATE YOUR OWN ALSO PEOPLE WITH THIS DISEASE ALSO HAVE INTENSE BELIEFS IN JESUS AND RELIGION AND FEEL THEY HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH JESUS IN SOME WAY.. THIS DISEASE MAKES YOU FEEL YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN THE WORLD AND LIVE IN A BUBBLE OF COMPLETE ARROGANCE AND DELUSION
so pleaase candyboy aka andy please stop your ridiculous posts and get some help
its not deep and spiritual what you are writing
its complete arrogance and delusion
of course people with this type of disease do not see themselves hence why it takes soooo long for the person to get help
i have been studying pshycology for the last 5 years and am now heading for my degree in it and have studied many cases of this particular disease., really it is fascinating to learn about but terrible for the people around the person to live with it
this is a fun post to talk about madonna not spread arrogant religious beliefs
p.s alcohol is not allowed in god’s house you say?
well why does the priest drink wine in a catholic sermon
and why does jesus drink wine at the last supper?
get help andy.. enough enough you are ruining everything to do with this blog. lots of people used to come on this and talk about madonna but you came along and ruined it all in your delusion
you are very annoying person and need help
Everyone is under arrest!
Andy – Jesus and M are feeling smothered – you must spend eternity without them – that includes not thinking about them anymore.
Paul will be serving his life sentence near his computer screen.
John will be serving drinks to lepercons.
Marco – you will be servicing all our boys down here at the station – no questions and no tips allowed.
Get down, beep beep, gotta get up outta your seat!
Just kidding y’all – remember to brush before bed and don’t let your vision get too cock-eyed.
John ~ For whatever it’s worth, the author of this blog can set the time for any time zone he wants. You could be in Los Angeles and have it set for London time if you want. The author of this blog has left messages on my blog many times and the stat counter reflects he’s in the USA on the east coast.
the police are here, haha who’s the pimp , obviously im the hooker
john
hallelujah!!!
please give us more rea psychological stuff.please
im serious.andy needs actual diognosis..and that includes marco.
john
youre awesome.now im not alone
mwahahhhhhhhaaaa
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:51 am Said:
oh, and by the way, she does indeed love me.
always did. always will.
ok, im not perfect, no one is. but at least i am honest about me feelings.
yes yes…”she”could be anybody…say her name…and then you become a stalker…but sadly youre way off mark
god only knows(pardon the pun)why the author wants this going..he she used to have a seriously funny blog on blogger until
they got kids involved and ha dthem sending in photos etc…real fraud stuff..but now its dead!! its just in its death throes…juts groaning away
seriously mr ms author..when will thee desist??
Some asked Jesus one time, “Where will we NOT find you?”
Jesus replied, “Where there is decept, you will not find me
then he hasnt found you andy
deceit is your persona .made up jobs occupations.incidents
etc etc.
victim and religeous hypocrite
jesus hates liars and hypocrites who boast loudly their faith….quietly you shall kno whim…eve read that one??hmm??
john im in australia….ireland u say???sounds heavenly..ooops i mean…oh bother lol…god be with theee..dublin??nice
being in ireland i suppose you must have encountered your fair share of religeous fanatacism..
for god’s sake alicina no one here cares if this site not personally read and posted by Madonna it’s a shrine to her and the memory of all her great works and future great work’s and achievements i think we are all mature enough to realise she has millions and millions of fans around the world and could not possibly have time to connect with us here on a blog … she’s always working and working on new material and concert’s to entertain her fans and a whole coporation if you like, artists producers and people are dependant on that and any spare time when she is not over working to the point of exhaustion she would be with her family… so really let up on this… you are like a dog with a bone you wont let go SOOOOOOOOOOO what if the real author is not Madonna or her asistant’s iT’S a medium for fans to interact we all share a common faith that of apreciation of a fine Aritist, well the most succesful female artist in history that is what this blog is about … who the real author is is not relevant and if it really does have some occational imput from her than that’s a bonus because it would provide an insight to her that is in addition to her other forms of expression and she’s a creative deep spiritual and complex soul so every little bit would give a little more understanding of her… at the end of the day its her artistic expression that we should be focused on not trying to delve into her personal life because that’s personal … unless your Andy or Me and in love with her ok i admit…
Andy quick get the straight jackets were about to be commited or arrested or abused by Paul.. i have my survival pack ready..
john…thy consumeth the white spirit called vodka!!
for shame that you turn away from the loving bosom of the knowing and enter the heathem den of the devils brew,where only the hupocrit heart and its insipid old fathers dwell with serpents and the evil trolls who serve the evil ale from the taps of bealebub himself.
oh horned red imp,maker of sinful vodka nd all its spawn
turn hither from affect=effect =love =compassiondivided by wisdom
over easy into the bosom of the spiritual realm where loving loveness lingers with wings of wrath pouncing angelically unto the wrteched naked bosoms and bare asses of the forefathers,as they sup and partake of the snakes evil slitherings
oh help us harry potter .jesus and the holy madonna and take us away from the wrondoings of internet naysayers
who deride gods messenger andy the enlightened ,the ever bisexual angel that is the patron saint of clowns .let him not suffer the torments of normality but let him live inperpetual delusion with compassion=affect-effect divided by insipd lest not we forget that the hypocrit heart dwells nigh and forever in the bosom of the spiritual realm
yey i say unto thee
leaveth andy and acndy boy in the sweet spa o fthe celestial sex on premises where he willland his plane and set forth to battle the beasts in foreign lands and smite them with his holy words and divine keyboard,oh mother godess oh father horned one let him leave in the peace and tranquility of the loving and lovefull prozac that beautious capsule sent from the forfathers to qwell the thoughts of the too enlightened andy’s of the world.
may you all sip delicately from the handmaidens cup of divine elixirs.ill hav emine with a cranberry twist!
and i say unto thee
nay will thee entereth the spiritual realm without a covercharge and obligatory spandex and nine inch heels and that tab called strawberry
nay nay thou art a vodka devil ,sippping from the devils horned chalice and licking the horns of the unenlightened heathens who are anti-madonna and who sayeth naughty and wicked sankey troll like things..nay lest you fall into the hands of the forefathers and beasts who dwell within the realm of andy an dmarco…….
blessed be
now…that dribble made asmuch sense as andy’s with some campery thrown in
like??
ahh marco youre back…ty for all your lovely remarks…well done .anyhoo yes..and you say so waht if it isnt madonnas page??
tell that to andy
2 years mate.as john said it aint healthy.yes madonna is a great artist
in actuality tina turner fills out more stadiums but thats beside teh point.no one disagrees withyou.
but,why doesnt the author curtail thsi garbage??
remember the fun blog ??on blogger??now that coul dkeep going only if they put up a disclaimer
point.many bloggres do.
another point.why keep andy thinking hes talking to her regal madge??makes no sense ..thats what is the point here.it is nolonger anything to do with madonna
a parody or otherwise.i think we all know its just us..
http://www.imeem.com/ladyblossoms14/music/AcBJq5Fp/shania_twain_from_this_moment/
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because she loves me.
because she loves us ALL.
haha.
and quite a survival pack indeed that you have Marco!
the most powerful kind of survival pack, wisdom of God, meant for the divine true self in us all, able to nurture, by simple means of doing and saying loving things, able to protect, by means of wisdom, including the wisdom that embraces dark, wretched, bitter useless, absurd, hateful, unwise, painful twisting and derangement of innocent souls born into the world, unfortunately lacking in fortitude of truth wisdoms which are able to assist us in descerning for sake of maintaining, restoring and enjoying the loving compassionate wise divine true self summoned to God’s loving divine will for not just all souls of the world today, but of our greatest empowerment, ‘that’ of ALL souls for all eternity, this safe passage meant for the Eternal Human Being, created by a life force entity from the universe, able to communicate thru us, of it’s predesigned ability to do so, built into the Eternal Human Being, where only truly sincere willing desire of some souls, are able thru great determination, drive, empowerment, and zeal, to open the channel to our ability to communicate to all of you.
No one shall come to know fully the understanding of this life force entity, until such a time is determined for you to know, as humbleness of a student approach is necessary for all to come forth from the ignorant false teachings of those who claimed to know us, and did not, nor do they yet, even while claim to, of their obviously false, fractured, incomplete scattered teachings yet in the world.
By means of humble approach, are you able to come to wisdom, of sincere desire and determination for true wisdom, where not only is humble approach necessary, it also sets and example for others to reflect apon and become like those who are indeed of the necessary humble approach required to learn, of an open. loving, compelling zeal to do so.
Truly no one is wise of the universe, are they?
Then clearly it is obvious, acknowledgement of this, automatically places us as humble students, does it not?
Does wisdom not cry(out)? And understanding put forth her voice?
She stands in the top of high places, by the way in the places of the paths.
She cries at the gates, at the entry of the city, at the coming in at the doors(of the city of heaven).
I call to you and my voice is to you.
To the simple, understand wisdom.
To the fools, be of an understanding heart.
Hear; for I will speak of excellent things; and opening of my lips shall be right things.
For my mouth shall speak truth; and wickedness is an abomination to my lips.
All the words of my mouth are in righteousness; there is nothing froward or perverse in them.
They are plain to those that understand, and right to them that find knowledge.
Receive instruction, and not silver; and knowledge rather than choice gold.
For wisdom is better than rubies; and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it.
No substitute for love ~ Madonna.
as i suspected
nothing but dribble and blind arrogant ignorant ranting..
Does wisdom not cry(out)? And understanding put forth her voice?
She stands in the top of high places, by the way in the places of the paths.
She cries at the gates, at the entry of the city, at the coming in at the doors(of the city of heaven).
I call to you and my voice is to you.
To the simple, understand wisdom.
To the fools, be of an understanding heart.
Hear; for I will speak of excellent things; and opening of my lips shall be right things.
For my mouth shall speak truth; and wickedness is an abomination to my lips.
All the words of my mouth are in righteousness; there is nothing froward or perverse in them.
They are plain to those that understand, and right to them that find knowledge.
Receive instruction, and not silver; and knowledge rather than choice gold.
For wisdom is better than rubies; and all the things that may be desired are not to be compared to it.
WHO THE FUCK IS ANDY REFERRING TO??
THE MOTHER GODESS??
HMM MAYBE I WAS RIGHT
HES WICCAN AFTER ALL
this concludes today’s test of the emergency broadcast system, brought to you by the extended family of the GLBT community worldwide, including our most loving spokewoman ~ Madonna.
hey, i really should be a sci-fi writer, publish it and watch it become # 1 New York Times Best Seller, so that when by brother Jeff picks it up and sees the author is his own brother’s name Andrew, i shall of finally kicked his ass as hard as one ever could, of his constant name calling of me as fucktard, a name i came to love actually, of my many many years of battle of wits with him, that we used to enjoy so much, until his unloving wife stole him away from me, no longer welcomed as a gay male in their home.
A nice slap to her face as well i suppose, of the truth forgotten, that i am indeed loving, like all my loving brothers and sisters, especially my favorite sister of all.
You are all free to guess who. haha.
i love YOU Madonna.
i never did get to meet you, and yet i did meet YOU, did i not? 😉 😀
i love the new technology of Computer and Telecommunications Electronics, of which i am only 6 months away in achieving my degree.
i suppose i should get back to my career soon.
Truly i have enjoyed my time with you Madonna, which went way past the usual average of 15 minutes of fame for most people.
When i think of you Madonna, i think of my self as blessed in speaking even just one word with you. Truly i have not sat long enough to pause and reflect on these many months, and fully embrace what just happened, expressing so much that seems endless for me, of the best amount of time i have ever invested into the experiential technique of writing, which truly is at the core of my on going words with you, where not just for sake of me has this effected, and what i have come to appreciate as something new about life, much the way you appreciate the effects of the role of a musician, or the way the costuming of pride day effects us all, these simple wonderful words of expression of love and wisdom that nurtures, encourages, empowers, protects, increases, fortifies and embraces LOVE between us ALL.
sorry if at times i was annoying, although i know you appreciate my days of emotional difficulties i went thru, just as one goes thru in delving into unresolved issues while in therapy.
i thank you for you kind, patient, and considerate tolerance of me, as i really needed to express how you have been for me in life, of my knowingness, just as you know, of the significant findings in psychology regarding nurturing and protection of our (divine) True Self, of what i keep telling people, “There is no greater thing in life that YOU shall ever invest in, than the time to come to terms and learning of your own (divine) True Self.
For those who question my research into the higher self, know that my words have been merely one who has merely taken the time to reflect on the issue of higher self, just like those in the professional field of psychology have and continue to study, for many decades now.
For those skeptical of my findings, i cannot help you see what i see, but i will ask one simple question that may assist, “How do you suppose our most loving brother Jesus reflected apon all souls in the world while walking the earth?”
Is it so bad that i was born of a minister of God in the world, my grandfather?
Best thing that ever happened to me, in my books.
Speaking of books, i have written alot of books. well mostly scattered writings all over the place, not yet edited or compiled into books, as well as that of ever growing and expanding apon previous reflections.
Hey guys, i really do want to get back at my brother Jeff, a head of a lab for Nortel. I just have to get back at him for his so many years of delightful antagonising of me as his puppet student, he my mentor that i always admired, looked up to, and loved. Always did. Always will.
~ Jesus loves YOU.
Candy boy, on May 2nd, 2008 at 12:32 am Said:
ah…M? what kind of pies, besides big ones, do you like?
LOL ANYONE KNOWS MADONNA ISA HEALTH FREAK!!
in all truthfulness Madonna, i say this to you, i really did surrender my heart, mind, body and soul to Jesus and God.
and i know fully in my heart, i do belong to God Madonna.
i am not some wacked out leader of some religious group. not at all. in fact i do not belong to any religious following, rather i truly am merely that of one who is at one with Jesus and god alone, as a hermetical monk.
i found that it was thru peaceful loving sincere approach of a hermetical monk(completely alone) that i was able to open the channel into the spirit realm.
i don’t care what anyone thinks of my findings regarding this, and i do not wish to teach it either, as it is not necessary for anyone to understand.
rather what is required of us, is the sincere desire to reflect fully on the truth, that all of life problems are easily able to be remedied, when we come to embrace fully that Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom, that of a closed mind, such as Hitler, has been and will continue to see wretchedness exist in our midst, of which i am deeply saddened daily by all these innocent souls i see everywhere, caught in the grips of so many snares of the heart, mind, body and soul, of their lacking in crucial wisdom and desire to understand their (divine) true self, seeing them remain in painful stucknesses, such as substance abuse, and mental/emotional difficulties i see so clearly in their faces every day, of coworkers, people on the street, everywhere i go, i see their faces and the condition of their innocent souls snared by ignorances.
i am not even interested in making money from my writings, and rather hoping if even just one person is helped in some small way, my life has been one of purposeful fullfilment in helping someone feel love, if only i could of done the same for Troy, of which i shall not ever forgive myself for, and yet i do not totally blame myself.
i will not ever be fully emotionally healed of my experience with Troy, and yet each positive step, each smile restored, helps heal, as i know it is what Troy would of wanted, a Christian himself, who loved Jesus as well.
It is as though he is with me somedays, of his sincere purity of heart that i came to know of him, in my reflections which i write about.
As for you naysayers, i cannot beleive how hurtful, how unloving a soul can possibly be, in reading your words about my loss of Troy, my suicide love, when you say things like, “Who cares Andy?”
i care.
i am the one who wishes it was me who died and not Troy.
in that sense, this is his living legacy, is it not?
Your words of hatefulness of this someone i loved who needlessly died, reminds me of those who laughed and ridiculed Jesus while he hung on the cross, not just for 2 hours, like some of you who attend church, by for three full days, with Mary not leaving his side, crying the whole time, stirring the souls of others who came back to the cross the second day, and again the third day, of her loving tears for the child that these ones murdered needlessly, of Jesus’s desire to allow them too, of his words,”Do you see?”.
i see clearly Jesus, of my clarity of sight restored to my soul.
Thank you Jesus. Thank you father. Thank you to all who choose to be loving, compassionate and desire wisdom, for easy it is to do so, just as i continue to strive for.
it is of the divine will of God that we all do. it is of my divine will that i do. it is of everyone’s divine will that they do.
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Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 11:06 am Said:
this concludes today’s test of the emergency broadcast system, brought to you by the extended family of the GLBT community worldwide, including our most loving
YOU ARE HARDLY FIT TO BE ANYONES SPOKESPERSON
seeing them remain in painful stucknesses, such as substance abuse, and mental/emotional difficulties i see so clearly in their faces every day, of coworkers, people on the street, everywhere i go, i see their faces and the condition of their innocent souls snared by ignorances.
SOUNDS JUST LIK EYOU
As for you naysayers, i cannot beleive how hurtful, how unloving a soul can possibly be, in reading your words about my loss of Troy, my suicide love, when you say things like, “Who cares Andy?”
WHO IN GODS NAME CALLS SOMEONE THEIR SUICIDE LOVE/?
YOURE SICK
WHO CARES??
ITS SIMPLE/
ITS THE INTERNET
WHY ARE YOU SEEKING AN LOVE FROM HERE??
OR EMPATHY??
WHEN AL YOU DO IS SPREAD HATE AND BULLSHIT FORTH AN DPREACH INCESSANTLY
BADLY I MAY ADD.
ITS CONSTANT AND ITS IRRITATINGLY BAD!!
ANY WONDER NO ONE CARES..
YOURE SO BLATANTLY MENTALLY ILL
SO NOW YOU BROTHER IS SOMEONE TO RAIL AGAINST??
FUK ANDY WHOS NEXT??
AND WHAT EW CONCOCTION OF A STORY WILL U WIELD/?
EVERYONE AROUND YOU SEEMS TO BE INM TROUBLE OR SUICIDING…AND ALL FROM ALCOHOL??
PUHHLEASE…
ANDY TIME TO GO BABE..MADONNA
AINT HERE
YOURE MAKING AMOCKERY OF YOUR WONHEART MIND AND SOUL
i too have stayed with Jesus like Mary did during three excruciatingly painful days, and in fact it is where i am today, standing with Jesus, not able to ever be against him, loving him with all that i am, of his depth of soul deep within my own.
i ask, is it so bad that i have desired to come to know Jesus?
in my life, it is the greatest thing in life for me to know him, merely by loving him, as i do many of you.
someday i think of how one could re-enact those three days for others to know. it is beyond the reach of a film, seeing Jesus apon a cross for three full days like he was, and seeing the changes in the faces of those who returned the second day, after quite reflection back a their home, as peace fell amoung them all, feeling what was taking place.
I look apon the world from the eyes of Jesus who is apon the cross, seeing the changes in their faces, just as i have over the years of seeing pride day become so loving now.
This is what Jesus wanted and yearned for, for us to turn away from these many useless unwise unhealthy false teachings that innocent souls are born into everyday, of learned behaviours we pick up along the way, that are not only not good for us, but unhealthy for us all, are they not?
everywhere i look i see the clash of ignorance and wisdom yet in the world, as i stop and be always in remembrance, this is exactly what Jesus saw too.
common sense, is it not?
and yet you would not know it, by the senseless things we continue to see day after day, like the irrational of suicide bombers, snared by bitter wretched teachings that serve only wretched death and destruction.
i have seen enough. we all have.
i recall seeing the gapping holes in the side of the Twin Towers, and thought how it felt like the ugliness of satan, a great and powerful beast of destruction and death.
it is not satan, and rather it is the closed mind of teachers who teach ignorant teachings to innocent souls born into the world.
We are loving, are we not?
We are compassionate, are we not?
We are wise, are we not?
Unfortunately not all of us are, and is why i prepose that all children born in the world be given free education to the level of university degree, provided free by a world agency that embrace the great need of why it is so important…
~ to teach compassion
~ to teach love
~ to teach wisdom
Truly, there is not a single more important thing in my own life, than to have endeavored into understandings of the (divine) true self, where it is easy for me to see clearly the way forward for us all.
The world needs to stop questioning why suffering exists, and look at the truth, and learn of sincerity and purity of our loving heart, mind, body and soul.
I ask, “What do you think is the greatest thing to teach your Children that you would want them to know, and for their Children to know?”
“Is Love not the most important thing in life?”
Of course it is. In fact, it is more value than all the gold and silver of the world, where truly i tell you, i have spent time with many of you who are truly beautiful loving souls, that i love to simply spend time with, nothing more…unless of course they too, like me, enjoy sitting in a hot tub!
haha.
😀 😀
Enjoy the day everyone, and don’t forget to put your nice thinking cap on.
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i suppose if they are in here trashing me, then that is a good thing Madonna, and not out hurting someone else…providing contrast here.
Still, it is alarming that such people can come in here and be like this, considering you are here with us.
Not only do they not question your lovin heart, of how they look in your eyes Madonna, they obviously don’t question their own loving hearts either.
For me, it is like i am in the peacefulness of church with them coming into the church, ranting on and on like they do, so horrible it is for us to tolerate and stomach, and yet it teaches and reveals clarity of the truth, that innocent souls are born INDEED born into an unwise world all around us…we need not even have to look far, as they are right here in this blog with us.
Certainly not the kind of friends i want to make, so long as they keep pretending like they do, that their horrible attitudes are ok.
Truly i tell you, some of these words will not ever be ok with me for as long as i am yet alive, like of the ones who came to the cross the second day, with Mary crying at the base of the cross and these others still laughing and mocking the way they do in front of Mary and Jesus.
So where am i really? And who is the one that looks apon you?
i am not laughing.
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http://www.imeem.com/ladyblossoms14/music/AcBJq5Fp/shania_twain_from_this_moment/
although i suppose i could be laughing if i get up off my seat. 😉 😀
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyone care to join me?
come on…it will be awesome and loving…for all of YOU.
i just know it will, as it is my favorite place of peaceful loving embrace with another.
i am so there!!!
sure beats being up on the cross eh? 😉 😀
you are incredible to me Madonna!!!
you have no idea how you make me feel M.
a freeing of soul, lifted up, embraced.
Here are some words to contemplate which connect;
“What are you doing? You kneel before your divine true self? Let me embrace you, for you have seen me and you have recognized me.”
It is the part of our divine true self that we feel, of the same feelings Jesus feels.
ah….M?
i gotta problem.
i think i cracked the brass knuckle on that last hit.
you gotta another one i can borrow?
hahaha.
😉 😀
feebles foible, and they always fall down.
but as the clown, i too fall down.
always able to get back on my feet.
because Madonna’s love so sweet….and sticky!!! 😉 😀
too cheesy?
Well…it’s the truth.
of how i have felt, of my days of silently yearning for you all these years gone by, both happy and sometimes sad, knowing how it could be, and yet is.
so what is it all about for everyone?
~ about our feelings we should not ignore.
of our divine true self that feels everything, every second of every day, of this i pray, for all of you, just as Jesus did.
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http://www.imeem.com/ladyblossoms14/music/AcBJq5Fp/shania_twain_from_this_moment/
Can you believe how almost inhuman Paul is?
boggles my mind, indicative of the unwise world around us that he seems to take delight in, of wretchedness of spirit.
survival mode for him i suppose.
fascinating, but not really…i tend not to read his words as every single word is attacking a Child of God, including his own submerged naturally loving Child.
But how is it that time and again he comes in here with so much hate and not see clearly that it is his words that no one wants to read, all the while saying it is me, of his own dementedness in twisting God’s words into being ignored, when in reality my words are gentle of loving reflections?
Anyone care to comment. A professional perspective would be wisely heard by me, as i am dumbfounded by his trashing.
Leave the world up to an individual like Paul and we are surely doomed.
Only thing for me that comes to mind, is bully mentality who seek out what they think is a weak individual.
Surely i have ramped up my defensive position in my words of Jesus and God’s spirit here with us, easy for us to feel, and yet, Paul keeps coming in with screaming and seemingly defamation of stripping of self-esteem of another(which is against the law here).
Yet he does serve God unknowingly who stares apon him and speaks.
These bitter spirited individuals are no different than those Jesus walked among, of the bitter wretchedness of spirit that yet exists in the world.
If ever mankind is going to thrive in peace and love, we must embrace our true nature, peaceful and loving.
I think you everyone has gotten up and left the table Paul here with you Paul. I know i certainly am as i speak.
why not throw your drink at me Paul, leaving you to embrace your own ugly bitterness that no one likes, and should not ever grow to become like they way you behave?
I speak constructive words meant to help you Paul.
but i have grown to see that you are not listening with your heart.
And there in is the problem in the world, we have to turn towards our loving heart, mind, body and soul in order to feel what is there waiting for us…our divine true lovine SELF.
You are the stalker Paul, out to hurt another, but not ever me, an eternal spirit of love.
the one refered to is God speaking Paul, thru the spirit realm.
Quiet. Enough talk. Control your tongue.
Listen.
Hate has always been the downfall of man, and shall continue to be in the world, of our personal lives, our professional lifes, our communities and society in the world, which is coming together as a result of telecommunications.
Failing to bring forward goodness from the loving heart, leaves room in our day to day for things from the empty void of nothingness, devoid of love, in truth is things such as apathy, of no desire to bring forth goodness, of hatefulness so obviously not loving, of mean spiritedness devoid of love, of betrayal like Pauls continuing deceptive self betrayaling words that go against our naturally occuring true nature, peaceful and loving, and against every breath Jesus made, of his teachings from God, against God.
i am merely a messenger of God Paul, who prays one day you may take time to reflect on love, of sake of you and those you love, and the rest of us here in the world who find you so demented and annoying, of mockery and twisting of truth of serious life issues which grip the world.
You represent what Jesus says not to become like, so obvious in your despising of me, not realizing these are recorded words written of God thru Jesus.
It is not up to me for any of you to decide, where it is easy for anyone to do, but only if we truly take time to reflect.
you have had your seemingly demented idea of fun with me Paul.
care to explain why you have no better place to be than in here with mean spirited attacks on a monk of God, at peace with God?
If you are so willing to attack a monk Paul, who else do you or have you taken delight in abusing Paul?
i mean no one any harm and clearly my words are of love and wisdom.
still makes no sense Paul. Who are you anyway in life, someone sitting in a prison somewhere, a convict?
come on boy…come on girl.
This album really is sticky and sweet. 😉 😀
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well don’t waste time, come on boy, come on girl, time to go dancing.
I’ve just called at Madonna’s flt, and was basically told to clear off.
flt = flat
In order to look apon our divine true self within, we need light(wisdom) of mind and sincere feelings of heart(love), which in mixed, our reflection easily reveals our divine true self, as though reflection in a mirror.
The Holy Spirit has annointed us, conceived thru Jesus(reflections of Jesus), we are spiritually born, of the way Jesus came to know the truth of us all, our loving brother, no different than we are, in capability, and only different in levels of wisdom, compassion, love, all growing more and more each day, directly and indirectly, unknowingly by many, affect + effected by others.
Paul, you will be one of those effected indirectly, as it seems difficult to reach you, your offensive posture seemingly always up.
strange you are to me Paul, why you choose to hate like you do, so uncalled for, so unwanted.
If it were your blog, then hey, fine, ask and i shall leave.
oh… i do not want to say this Paul, but, “You have tightest ass of anyone i know.” 😀 😀
and once again Paul, you have succeeded in making Madonna cry with tears of roaring loud laughter, unable to breath!
hahahahaha.
😀 😀
Is that correct? Is she still just interested in just playing stupid games? I honestly thought she was past that.
I’m disappointed, but not really surprised. I quite expected it. I’ve left plenty of time to get home again.
I had bought flowers and everything. In my rucksack. Now I’ll have to throw them away. Your loss.
not sure who you are Andrew?
i don’t like uncertain(that of an unwise mind), as it is not normal for me here in the real world.
care to explain who you are Andrew?
She’ll never know what she lost today.
I’ll go now and I won’t be back. Ever.
And ever means ever. Last time I didnt speak to her for five years. This time I can go the full thirty.
Ever means ever.
Right, that’s it. Goodbye. (You must be absolutely mad).
huh?
clarify Andrew.
i need clarity.
no point playing with a yoyo with out a string, unless you plan on throwing it at someone.
can i help you with that string?
I’ll walk past the flat in quarter of an hour on my way back to the station, if you change your mind. I still have the flowers.
Good bye.
hello? lights are on, but nobody is there?
why not talk about it Andrew? like i do?
You must be absolutely mad. 30 years. I mean it. You know I mean it. You’ll be 80. Get that – 80. You know I mean it. You have quarter of an hour to change your mind. I’ve done it before – you know I’m not bluffing when I say it. 80. Think about it.
you are the one playing games Andrew, with your own thoughts, not sharing them.
how can anyone come to know you Andrew if you do not talk with us?
come on boy!
You have quarter of an hour. I will be outside your flat. Goodbye. 80. Think about it.
i have no idea whatsoever Andrew, what you are talking about.
well, if you were Madonna Andrew, i could easily feel the truth of this, as she too does not fuck around when it comes to important life decisions, and yes, life is short, too short!
But clarity would be nice, of who you are, where you grew up, your favorite reading, your favorite outdoor activity, you know, a bit more about you!
come on boy!
you are the one playing games Andrew with threats of abandonment, not a good character trait to have, as it is immature of anyone to behave that way, although we all do at times.
Frequent threats of abandonment is of immaturity, unless of course you really mean it, then it is a different story.
i used to shut people out in life, then i stopped and left the door open for them to return. They all came back and all are still good friends, old flings, old flames, new flames too!!!! 😀 😀
come on boy! Talk to me!
there ain’t no changing my mind about my love for Madonna Andrew, as the love within is of my soul.
i will always love her, even if just friends, where friends is most important of all in life.
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for me, she is the girl sitting next to me in class, of my high school days, of my virgin spirit that cares about her, has a crush on her, thinks madly loving about her somedays, and as a friend i wish to always keep her curious about life, in the same way i am, as in, “Hey, check this out! It is carbon dated to the third century, a set of books the found burried in a clay jar along the nile river!” 😉 😀
i think that is what i am more of, that of a quest seeker, a highly curious thinker.
ringy the door bell bang on the knob
I’ve got no money left to travel
You’ll have to come to my hood
the doggies are lovely if you put out your hand
a treat is even better if you have a plan
XOX
the robotic synthing on your voice of track # 3 Give it to me, is awesome!
so much remix potential…endless…on and on…
track # 3, i like the shouting, “Yeah!” that has a special feel to it, of solid empowerment, of fearless dancing in the streets, a completely free spirit, with so much natural zeal and heart racing positive excitement, of no care at all for what anyone thinks, like that of the dancers converging on an intersection, of true loving joyfulness for life with everyone, always in sweet anticipation of meeting another sweet loving soul like our own.
life has taught me that around every corner in life is another sweet loving soul like my own, giving me less concern of those who are bitter with me, as in cya, wouldn’t wanna bya.
she’s not me has such a queeny feel to it, for sure a drag number to hook all the boys.
with shirtless hot body dancers on stage with whistles of course, perfect asses on them, beautiful faces, not able to forget what they could have had. 😉 😀
come on girl!
this album is loaded with joyful (gay) spirit.
you nailed it everyone. way to go.
Defamation laws;
Most jurisdictions allow legal actions, civil and/or criminal, to deter various kinds of defamation and retaliate against groundless criticism.
got it Paul?
groundless criticism and reckless or unfounded allegations Paul, describes you perfectly.
~ Defamation
against the law Paul.
a judge would have a field day with you Paul, considering how reckless you have been here.
knowing falsity or reckless disregard for the truth
~ Paul
prove negligence (not using due care).
malice.
~ Paul
English law allows actions for libel to be brought in the High Court for any published statements which are alleged to defame a named or identifiable individual or individuals in a manner which causes a reasonable person to think worse of him, her or them.
~ Paul
tic toc tic toc
we can track and find you Paul.
i have no problem whatsoever putting an individual like Paul in front of a Judge with his countless deliberate intentional falsity, reckless disregard for the truth of groundless criticisms of his joyful delight of hateful malice Paul, that any judge can see indeed you are about defamation and bashing of individuals for the sake of your obviously delight of hateful reckless enjoyment only…cyber bullying.
there has to be at least 20 pages here for a Judge to review.
if we tolerate recklessness of a raging Child, it is saying to the Child that it is ok and acceptable behaviour.
it is not acceptable, and indeed is cause for kid commiting suicide, of case files proving that cyber bullying is linked to suicides.
like i said, i have no problem putting Paul in front of a Judge, considering his hateful remarks of intentional cruelty.
Paul is beyond disgusting for me…he is inhuman.
candyboy you are beyond disgusting for me, do you think people read your crap? really do you??
wow paul i was in sydney for the month of march i had an amazing time fucking loved it and wanna got back!! have you ever been to ireland missus?
actually he is childishly immature.
well, i have learned to expect that kind of remark from drunkards or irrational thinking John, that being you of course.
hey M, can i tell John he is not welcome to the party?
😉 😀
well ok, at least to my party, and if you happen to be there M, well…too bad for you John.
say these things to me and you may as well say them to M, because you are.
indirectly that is John, just like anyone else you treat with negativity, we all feel it, as all is connected…jerk.
but hey, i have learned to expect that from drunkards in their obnoxiousness.
drunks are so yuk! get and stay from me jerk.
Now we’re in our zone…do you wanna take it further? duh!
because before to long, i am going to begin to wonder.
are you a one trick pony????????
Ya, talk is cheap John, like the cheap talk all of you say in your smallnesses of approach.
can you believe the immature mentalities of those who write these newspapers, saying, “Oh, she is dancing and grinding with Justin who is so much younger!”
Well. ah. ya, hello!!!!!!!!!!!
First of all Madonna is as beautiful and more so in so many ways than any 20 year old females out there. Madonna is of her energetic true self yet of youthful joyful spirit and as for Justin, who would not want to dance with a looker like Justin, such sweet candy body and personality? duh!
And what 20 year old would not want to dance with Madonna? duh!
don’t them pigeon hole you into something you are not M. You are wise. i know. just reasuring you.
Although with a body like yours, kinda hard not to feel reasured all the time.
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Madonna video interview
http://z100.elvisduran.com/pages/news/madonna/
hahaha.
………..I LOVE
……….CANDY …T-shirts?
i like that one!!!
the fun has just begun!!!!
Let it ROLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
here comes summer!!!!!!
beautiful weather yes?
ghetto time…take the dog for walk, and ya, the dog walks me.
hey you know, dogs are sensitive and moody?
they will like give you attitude sometimes and stand there when you want to get going, waiting to see if you will wait, and then after feeling confirmed that you give a shit, 5-10 seconds of attitude, they start walking.
unbelievable somedays, how much attitude i get.
hahaha. 😀 😀
so what does that tell ya, well ya. we all want and need a little bit of assurance daily.
perhaps i have upstaged everyone and is why they are all so pissed at me?
fuck them.
hahahaha. 😀 😀
Enjoy your evening M, of relaxation, and fun loving.
You there?
I HAVE talked to you in the past. I have talked to you plenty. Don’t accuse me of not talking to you, as though it gives you an excuse for treating me so badly for so long. I talked to you for years – and it STILL didn’t stop you going off with some other man – so what the hell is the point of talking to you? If I talk to you, that just lets you treat me like dirt for a few more years. It just lets you off the hook – “Andrew is cooperating, so everything can carry on as normal”. That’s why I can’t talk to you – I am NOT cooperating with this wicked crap.
Changing the subject slightly, I would feel more inclined to talk if there was somewhere with more of a private forum? This page is too long, and is no doubt visited by too many people. I don’t feel at all happy posting here. I can talk to you, but only if I can talk more privately. I’m not happy talking here any longer. There’s clearly personal stuff going on in your life and my life, and I can’t post about that here. My email is andrewthomas10 “at” yahoo.co.uk if you perhaps post the address of a more private forum. I am not happy here.
I am serious about stuff. Life is too short – you are right. But I am not remotely happy about continuing like this. I’d rather just forget about it altogether – this has done nothing but harm my life. Don’t think I don’t want to talk, but I will not cooperate with this “thing”, and I will not risk getting my head screwed-up by this thing ever again. So I will NOT talk long-term (for heaven’s sake, I shouldn’t HAVE to). Like I said earlier, I talked to you for years and YOU crushed ME – so what the hell is the point in talking to you?
What do you want from me? I’m given you everything over the years, and you crushed me completely in return. Just tell me what you want from me?
And don’t give me that crap about you “waiting” and me having to “do my thing” or whatever. I’ve done everything. And EVERY TIME I get shafted, betrayed, cheated, for 16 or so years. Screw that. But it’s not my fault – I don’t know what’s been happening but it’s NOT my fault. I have been screwed royally, and no matter what you say or think, that is the fact of the matter.
If you want to talk, I will talk. I am sure you have my phone number as well.
I love you.
And you’ve known it for years, so don’t throw that at me either.
hey andrew..
join the nutso club hosted by abdy!!!membership is a hugee dose of mental illness..looks lik eyr rich!!
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 4:52 pm Said:
Paul is beyond disgusting for me…he is inhuman
‘candy boy”is beyond mental illness.if there is usch athing
its just sad he is allowed to be free.
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 4:45 pm Said:
i have no problem whatsoever putting an individual like Paul in front of a Judge with his countless deliberate intentional falsity, reckless disregard for the truth of groundless criticisms of his joyful delight of hateful malice Paul, that any judge can see indeed you are about defamation and bashing of individuals for the sake of your obviously delight of hateful reckless enjoyment only…cyber bullying
and YOU ANDY should be in front of ajjudge for cyber insanity
you asshole.
lol
youre so far far far far gone
you cant even see it.
defamation??
please.go “ghetto”and get the frock outta here
as for groundless
thats a lie for starters
i got plenty of ammo.just look at your posts!!! theyre loaded crap
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:54 pm Said:
you are the one playing games Andrew with threats of abandonment, not a good character trait to have, as it is immature of anyone to behave that way, although we all do at times.
Frequent threats of abandonment is of immaturity,
youre telling andrew how to behave??
you sure youe not andrew??
you with a million things wrong with him..
dare to give”advice”??
pfft its like the inmate telling the doctor how to run the asylym
Does anyone talk any sense here? This is just what I mean. This is pointless gibberish.
it is not satan, and rather it is the closed mind of teachers who teach ignorant teachings to innocent souls born into the world.
yes andy exactly my point!!
ignorance from your keyboard..
What could possibly be the point of posting anything here when other people only post meaningless nonsense? Again, why on earth should I post anything here?
You’ll only try to keep me here for years, posting nonsense in return, and then go off with whoever you want. Just like the last time.
That’s why I have to give you deadlines and “threats of abandonment”, because I just try to get any sense out of you, but it’s hopeless. It’s a waste of time. YOU’RE the one you won’t talk, not me. YOU’RE the one who never talks. I am the one who does all the talking.
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:31 pm Said:
In order to look apon our divine true self within, we need light(wisdom) of mind and sincere feelings of heart(love), which in mixed, our reflection easily reveals our divine true self, as though reflection in a mirror.
The Holy Spirit has annointed us, conceived thru Jesus(reflections of Jesus), we are spiritually born, of the way Jesus came to know the truth of us all, our loving brother, no different than we are, in capability, and only different in levels of wisdom, compassion, love, all growing more and more each day, directly and indirectly, unknowingly by many, affect + effected by others.
Paul, you will be one of those effected indirectly, as it seems difficult to reach you, your offensive posture seemingly always up.
strange you are to me Paul, why you choose to hate like you do, so uncalled for, so unwanted.
If it were your blog, then hey, fine, ask and i shall leave.
oh… i do not want to say this Paul, but, “You have tightest ass of anyone i know.”
and once again Paul, you have succeeded in making Madonna cry with tears of roaring loud laughter, unable to breath!
hahahahaha.
affect = effected????
affect = effected????
affect = effected????
affect = effected????
affect = effected????
affect = effected????
sory anyone???
what th efuck does andy mean??
answer..
nothing
news flash candy ass
madonna ISNT HERE
SHE ISNT LAUGHING!! SHES NOT HERE
CREDIT HER WITH MORE INTELLIGENCE YA TWAT!!GO AFFECT = EFFECT SOMEWHERE ELSE
YA BEEN SAYING YOURE GOING FOR MONTHS
PLEASE GO
AN DRINK A BOTTLE OF VODKA AND WATCH PASSION OF THE CHRSIT 30 TIMES…GET A FRIGGING THERAPIST AND DOWN SOME ANTI PSYCHOTICS
YUR OFF YR MEDS??
RIGHT??
AS FOR MY ASS..
YA FUKTARD
ITS YOUR SPHINCTER THATS AS LOOSE AS THE GRAND CANYON HUN
WITH SO MUCH DIORHEA ON HERE U NEED PLUGGING UP
YOU’RE the one who doesn’t take it seriously. YOU’RE the one who won’t commit. YOU’RE the one who plays games. Not me. Can’t you see that?
Andrew Thomas, on May 4th, 2008 at 10:15 pm Said:
What could possibly be the point of posting anything here when other people only post meaningless nonsense? Again, why on earth should I post anything here?
Andrew Thomas, on May 4th, 2008 at 10:16 pm Said:
You’ll only try to keep me here for years, posting nonsense in return, and then go off with whoever you want. Just like the last time.
Andrew Thomas, on May 4th, 2008 at 10:18 pm Said:
That’s why I have to give you deadlines and “threats of abandonment”, because I just try to get any sense out of you, but it’s hopeless. It’s a waste of time. YOU’RE the one you won’t talk, not me. YOU’RE the one who never talks. I am the one who does all the talking.
andrew..or whoever you really are matey!!
for a stalker ya aint doin so well
madonna isnt here
ding dong!! logic calling!!
just because some flamer or sick bitch posts as “madonna” blog doesnt mean its “her” as is frequently done
if it doesnt have a disclaimer or official site it isnt said celebrity
if indeed you are a serious nutter which i doubt
youve only just lately pounced in’ ithink youre havin a laff mate!!
but please be a bit less cyber stalkey eh???
and maybe find a real madonna site
or are you that deluded as well??
andy you can understand
hes nuts
gone
far gone
you..who knows??
prozac methinks
You say you love me, but it’s empty words. Meaningless, empty words.
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 4:37 pm Said:
English law allows actions for libel to be brought in the High Court for any published statements which are alleged to defame a named or identifiable individual or individuals in a manner which causes a reasonable person to think worse of him, her or them.
~ Paul
tic toc tic toc
we can track and find you Paul.
hmm reallly??
do tell
i too kno wthe laws an dyour blowin it out yr ass
which causes a reasonable person to think worse of him, her or them.
reasonable…..ie not andy
You don’t love me.
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:44 pm Said:
hello? lights are on, but nobody is there?
why not talk about it Andrew? like i do?
Andrew Thomas, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:44 pm Said:
You must be absolutely mad. 30 years. I mean it. You know I mean it. You’ll be 80. Get that – 80. You know I mean it. You have quarter of an hour to change your mind. I’ve done it before – you know I’m not bluffing when I say it. 80. Think about it.
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:45 pm Said:
you are the one playing games Andrew, with your own thoughts, not sharing them.
how can anyone come to know you Andrew if you do not talk with us?
come on boy!
Andrew Thomas, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:45 pm Said:
You have quarter of an hour. I will be outside your flat. Goodbye. 80. Think about it.
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 2:46 pm Said:
i have no idea whatsoever Andrew, what you are talking about.
youre just mentally fucked both of ya…talk on your own blog andy
Candy boy, on May 4th, 2008 at 1:23 pm Said:
Can you believe how almost inhuman Paul is?
boggles my mind, indicative of the unwise world around us that he seems to take delight in, of wretchedness of spirit.
survival mode for him i suppose.
fascinating, but not really…i tend not to read his words as every single word is attacking a Child of God, including his own submerged naturally loving Child.
But how is it that time and again he comes in here with so much hate and not see clearly that it is his words that no one wants to read, all the while saying it is me, of his own dementedness in twisting God’s words into being ignored, when in reality my words are gentle of loving reflections?
Anyone care to comment. A professional perspective would be wisely heard by me, as i am dumbfounded by his trashing.
Leave the world up to an individual like Paul and we are surely doomed.
Only thing for me that comes to mind, is bully mentality who seek out what they think is a weak individual.
Surely i have ramped up my defensive position in my words of Jesus and God’s spirit here with us, easy for us to feel, and yet, Paul keeps coming in with screaming and seemingly defamation of stripping of self-esteem of another(which is against the law here).
it should be against the law to let andy post anything ANYTHING!!
care to explain why you have no better place to be than in here with mean spirited attacks on a monk of God, at peace with God?
If you are so willing to attack a monk Paul, who else do you or have you taken delight in abusing Paul?
i mean no one any harm and clearly my words are of love and wisdom.
still makes no sense Paul. Who are you anyway in life, someone sitting in a prison somewhere, a convict?
YOU ARE
A.NOT A MONK
APPARENTLY
YOURE GAY/BISEXUAL
PILOT
ARMY BREAD COMPANY WORKER
SCHOLAR
AUTHOR
THEOLOGAN
BY THE BY
“HERMETICAL”ISNT A WORD…
AND”MONK”U AINT
YOURE JUST A SAD NET JUNKIE SITTING LIKE A FAT WHITE TRASH WHORE EATING BURRITOS AND DUKIN DONUTS PRETENDING YR A REAL NORMAL IDENTITY!!
GO IN THE”GHETTO”AND GET A LIFE
CO IT AINT ON HERE
AS FR CONVICT!!
YR THE ONE SLAGGING ME OFF NOW…AS FO RTHE AUTHOR!!
OF THIS TRIPE
YOURE JUST AS FUCKED
LL THIS NEGATIVE ATTENTION
SAD FUCKER
where have the police gone, they vanished and now the robbers are here… the plot thicken’s .. sounds like a conspiracy to me, the XXX Files hey did’nt they film that show in Canada… Andy your in Canada..
This really is getting crazier by the day .. i think someone is putting LSD into our Evian Bottles i think its time for a change Pellegrino it tastes better too
San Pellegrino
The town of San Pellegrino in the mountains north of Milan was first made famous by quenching the thirst of Leonardo da Vinci.
I love Italian water
this blog has lost any desire for my return here, so full of wretched twisting of truth, hateful spirits all around, an empty void of nothingness M.
just giving you the heads up M, i will be over at my blog.
i will stop in, but i am done posting here with these hearts of ONLY malice.
or so it would seem, in their spinning and smoldering within them, which is all that comes forth from them nealy 100% of the time.
funny how i am 100% with Jesus, and they are seemingly 100% against Jesus, even while words of Jesus speaks directly with them, they laugh, and hiss in his face, spitting in his face.
i just don’t understand how bare faced cruel and cold people seem to be, especially considering this is your blog M, of someone so loving. They don’t respect you Madonna, in their attitude with me, and they fail to embrace that we are trying to enlighten them.
perhaps i don’t understand any more how others don’t see(feel) God, having been able to see God for awhile now.
i have a question for Paul. “What do you think Madonna would say to you Paul, if you asked if you could sit at her table for dinner?”
one of the most immature souls i have met Paul, and surprized considering one of the most mature souls dwells at this blog, or at least she used to.
God is the author Paul, not me.
i am merely the humble messenger servant of God, who is about love Paul, and not your useless evil hatefulness.
And yet you still serve God, by means of the truth of what not to ever become…full of twisting wretched delight of malice and defamation.
someone who joyfully breaks the spirit of others and the laws of the land,
Disrespectful, is what we can always expect from Paul.
Do you honestly think M would invite you to sit peacefully with her Paul, seeing as their appears to be no peace within you?
So why do you come in here Paul, as one who says she is not here, and as one she would not want to be found of in all your treachery of heart and mind, an ignorance of mind so black with hatefulness and malice, a criminal mind?
Trust me Paul, i know what i am talking about.
oh andy candy!! why do i com ein here??
why do You??? I MEAN BABY CAKES
sh eisnt here i just come to play with your utter ignorance and hope you see the folly of your delusions..
criminal mind??
hun you cant even differentiate between sanity delusion and reality let alone a remote expert in the workings of criminology or at best simple pop psychology.
puhhlease with this madonna of the wondrous peacefullness loving crap
you dont know her and by george has said shes a cow!! so maybe sh eaint so fab??
eve heard of pr??
image/?
fuk off nutcase
she may be all that to you but how do you possibly even know>>??
as fpor hate??
you have it in ubundance..
you just disguise it well under mumbo jumbo religeous hyperbole
i have a question for Paul. “What do you think Madonna would say to you Paul, if you asked if you could sit at her table for dinner?”
considering the likelihood as yours would ne…nil..actually i think she would rather have me
i think it would be something like…pass the macrobitoic cheese please??
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 12:50 am Said:
or so it would seem, in their spinning and smoldering within them, which is all that comes forth from them nealy 100% of the time.
funny how i am 100% with Jesus, and they are seemingly 100% against Jesus, even while words of Jesus speaks directly with them, they laugh, and hiss in his face, spitting in his face.
i just don’t understand how bare faced cruel and cold people seem to be, especially considering this is your blog M, of someone so loving. They don’t respect you Madonna, in their attitude with me, and they fail to embrace that we are trying to enlighten them.
perhaps i don’t understand any more how others don’t see(feel) God, having been able to see God for awhile now.
i have a question for Paul. “What do you think Madonna would say to you Paul, if you asked if you could sit at her table for dinner?”
one of the most immature souls i have met Paul, and surprized considering one of the most mature souls dwells at this blog, or at least she used to.
she never did!!!
an dnever will nor has nor now ever and all to pass..
question.
why do you thinkYou alone in the WHOLE WORLD KNOW “JESUS””???
ITS INSANE
just don’t understand how bare faced cruel and cold people seem to be, especially considering this is your blog M, of someone so loving. They don’t respect you Madonna, in their attitude with me, and they fail to embrace that we are trying to enlighten them.
madonna candy ass
doesnt care what people beleive.
she has quoted oft enough that she doesnt care to preach
unlike some demented freaks
one of the most immature souls i have met Paul,
and how MATURE is posting needless religeous deluded garbage???
and ‘TALKING” TO YOURSELF
and attacking anyone not of your beleif.
or do rthat matter how mature
is it to be here at all?
either youre a sick joke wrapped around this sick blog or youre for real which is scary enough
Andrew Thomas, on May 4th, 2008 at 10:30 pm Said:
You don’t love me.
no they dont!!
and its probably a he you fuk
oh, i fogot Paul, one thing you may want to check is the cross she is wearing on the cover of the new album.
i am sitting at the table with her Paul, not ever against her, not ever against Jesus, and rather with Jesus, like the cross she wears, the very symbol of the core of the heart, mind, body and soul of Jesus, of the Holy Spirit which annoints us.
You may want to consider this in your questioning of what her answer may be of you joining us at the table.
you call me a demented freak Paul, of someone who loves Jesus completely, 100%?
Do think about it Paul, for your own sake, of your ability to one day break free of your own negativity and conduct with us here, so unloving you have been with us.
i am for real Paul, and the Holy Spirit has annointed us.
but clearly you are clueless of the things Jesus speaks of, of his true words which i have studied since 1988.
i know who i am to her Paul, and clearly we know what you are not, loving of Jesus, me, or Madonna either, for if you were, you would not speak like a fool, on and on as you do, of total lack of consideration of Madonna, Jesus and me…and God Paul.
You represent what Jesus was against Paul, wretched twisting of sincerity and purity of loving truth, like the pure love of Jesus, where it is you Paul which does not reflect at all apon Jesus, so obvious in every post you post here, of your malice, of your want and delightful desire of mean spiritedness of another soul, of someone who may be loved by Madonna, someone you have not ever met, nor do you desire to know who i am, and what i may mean to Madonna Paul.
i could be her best friend in life for all you know Paul, but you will not ever know that, because you do not desire to know me, to know Madonna, to know Jesus, nor to care at all about God, so obvious in every single word you utter from the void of nothingness within you that is seemingly completely devoid of LOVE.
There are fools in life, and then there is Paul.
what a load of horseshit andy. i actually think madonnas amaing’
not a godess but a great star .and great music9sometimes)
rather im quite sure you mean nothing to her. did i ever say i wanted to be of your faith??
no.
simple
and neither is madonna
fool!!
on and on an don ..
that isYOU!!
mr projection.
i dont consider daily of jesus and god
why would i??
i have told you over an dover again i have my own belief systems in place
unlike you they are quite sane an dnot boastful an dhypocritical
and not delusional
i havent said one iota of anything against god or jesus you stupid ranting raving lunatic
get off your soapbox pulpit and have alife!! maybe sew some more clown outfits…im sure madonan would love it..
NOT as she isnt anywhere in your life
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 1:28 am Said:
oh, i fogot Paul, one thing you may want to check is the cross she is wearing on the cover of the new album.
yes idiot
she wore rosary beads as a fashion statement years ago and never said she was “christian”
get agrip baby cakes.no one listens to you and your not saving abnyone from your keyboard
if your so called”studying”youve made endless flaws with scripture time and again
ad infinitum
are you for real Paul, in all your heartlessness so unkind, so unloving, so empty of even one nice word to say, of bitterness raging, of not realizing the truth, of the words spoken are of Jesus?
are you really that clueless Paul?
Where is any enlightenment at all in any of your words Paul? Does not exist, and yet you come into her blog with your foul mouth and poison mind of hatred, spuing the opposite of Madonna, of positive like thinking minds, of love, of compassion, of joyfulness, of happiness.
WTF Paul?
do you even have a single one of her albums Paul?
You stand here before her, and do not realize how she looks apon you, sad in fact that a soul can be so unloving, and i ask, is it because you are so unloved in life Paul?
Not much to love about you Paul, not a single word so far, of no intelligence whatsoever or desire for positive input and enlightenment of love.
God says to you, that you speak like a fool Paul, and you completely ignore it, remaining obvious of the truth, you are indeed a blind fool full of hate.
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 1:38 am Said:
You represent what Jesus was against Paul, wretched twisting of sincerity and purity of loving truth, like the pure love of Jesus, where it is you Paul which does not reflect at all apon Jesus, so obvious in every post you post here, of your malice, of your want and delightful desire of mean spiritedness of another soul, of someone who may be loved by Madonna, someone you have not ever met, nor do you desire to know who i am, and what i may mean to Madonna Paul.
i could be her best friend in life for all you know Paul, but you will not ever know that, because you do not desire to know me, to know Madonna, to know Jesus, nor to care at all about God, so obvious in every single word you utter from the void of nothingness within you that is seemingly completely devoid of LOVE.
There are fools in life, and then there is Paul.
more demented railings
ANDY….ONCE AND FOR ALL GET HELP
HELP THYSELF WITH REAL PSYCHIATRIC HELP.
I HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING AGAINST ANYONE HERE OR GOD OR JESUS.
YOU JUST READ WHAT YOU LIKE.
YOU DO NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO MADONNA.
NOTHING.
SHE ISNT HERE
YOU INDEED REPRESENT WHAT JESUS WAS AGAINST
HYPOCRISY’BOASTFULLNESS
HE PREACHED HIS WORDS FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE UP THEIR OWN MINDS
FOR 2 THOUSAND YEARS IT HAS BEEN TWISTED AN DCORRUPTED AND USED TO INFLICT WARS IN THE NAME OF GOD
AND NOW U SPEW FORTH HATE AND CONDEMNATION
DID YOU KNOW MADONNA IS AGAINST THE WAR IN IRAQ??
DID YOUKNOW SHE RAILS AGINST BUSH??
YOURE FUCKED
AND INSANE
SIMPLE
‘Im out of here too, it’s been fun but it has become to repetative for me i feel like a goldfish swiming around a fish bowl, I’ll be on the dancefloor (when i get out of rehab) with my straight jacket on and my angel wings .. dancing to hard candy .. they played some tracks from the Album and i have to say they are really good to dance too something about the rythm and beat cannot explain it but its right on time .. like my fav dance songs rythm as a dancer and right on time.. see ya all bye all love you Madonna love you Andy Love you Paul John and Eric ..
What did GOd say to the devil when cast out of Heaven ? Dont worry this wont hurt a bit.. Not !
No pain no gain..
take it out your hurting me.. 🙂 🙂
GOODBYE and Goodluck.. and lets.. oh never mind
ya, i will be sewing 100 clown outfits Paul, with each stitch special for each soul that feels what we feel, where indeed, it is my love for Madonna and others that i endeavor.
unlike your hateful ways Paul.
your comment of me and sewing of the clown outfits?
Truly i tell you Paul, you do not at all embrace Madonna in saying such a thing…in fact, completely the opposite, of no desire to know her at all.
you are not a fan of Madonna saying such a thing towards someone she loves Paul.
i am surprized she lets you in here, and yet i know why, because like me, she is compassionate for all souls, including the really fucked up fuckers like you Paul, so seemingly hopelessly unloving of someone in Madonna’s life who you know absolutely nothing about our love for one another which started so long ago.
reality check….you are oblivious Paul of our love.
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 1:38 am Said:
You represent what Jesus was against Paul, wretched twisting of sincerity and purity of loving truth, like the pure love of Jesus, where it is you Paul which does not reflect at all apon Jesus, so obvious in every post you post here, of your malice, of your want and delightful desire of mean spiritedness of another soul, of someone who may be loved by Madonna, someone you have not ever met, nor do you desire to know who i am, and what i may mean to Madonna Paul.
i could be her best friend in life for all you know Paul, but you will not ever know that, because you do not desire to know me, to know Madonna, to know Jesus, nor to care at all about God, so obvious in every single word you utter from the void of nothingness within you that is seemingly completely devoid of LOVE.
There are fools in life, and then there is Paul.
god DOESNT SPEAK THROUGH YOU.
im very much loved in life by beautiful people .
thanks.but this isnt madonnas blog babe,i am intelligent as any can see
john sees.alcina sees.
travis to name a few.not many come to your defense
so much for your intelligence
your so called relgous rants are just that.
FINALLY I DO NOT BELEIVE IN YOUR FAITH
I HAVE Y OWN
LEAVE IT BE
ITS A PERSONAL CHOICE.
love isnt dominated by god or your belief in itlove is a universal natural occurance .whether you think its from god or a carrot its up to me to choose my beleif structures
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 1:57 am Said:
ya, i will be sewing 100 clown outfits Paul, with each stitch special for each soul that feels what we feel, where indeed, it is my love for Madonna and others that i endeavor.
unlike your hateful ways Paul.
your comment of me and sewing of the clown outfits?
Truly i tell you Paul, you do not at all embrace Madonna in saying such a thing…in fact, completely the opposite, of no desire to know her at all.
you are not a fan of Madonna saying such a thing towards someone she loves Paul.
i am surprized she lets you in here, and yet i know why, because like me, she is compassionate for all souls, including the really fucked up fuckers like you Paul, so seemingly hopelessly unloving of someone in Madonna’s life who you know absolutely nothing about our love for one another which started so long ago.
reality check….you are oblivious Paul of our love.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
haaa you have to be ajoke
or someone justgetting off on being”mental””
i am HURTING MADONNA??
by saying the clown outfits are stupid??an dyour obsession with is somehow linked to madonna???
lol
are you devoid totally of brains??looks like
marco i belie\ve youre trulu nuts.i dont love you one bit nor like in any capacity an dyour hypocritcal tak eon christ or whatever is tre borish
your attacks on me last week still havent been adressed.no apolgy whatsoever
typical.
yo hide behind being”nice” as andy says “fucktard”
WTF Paul?
do you even have a single one of her albums Paul?
yep every one
including im breathless
im going bananas reminds me of u.
american life…liv eit learn it…
co she makes a mockery of so called americana obsession with being the best and most powerful
you are not a fan of Madonna saying such a thing towards someone she loves Paul.
i am surprized she lets you in here, and yet i know why, because like me, she is compassionate for all souls, including the really fucked up fuckers like you Paul, so seemingly hopelessly unloving of someone in Madonna’s life who you know absolutely nothing about our love for one another which started so long ago.
reality check….you are oblivious Paul of our love.
reality REALITY??
YA DONT EVEN KNOW IT..
GAWD IF I DIDNT KNOW BETTER I WOULD HAVE CREDITED SUCH INNANE BANTERS WITH A TRANNY I KNEW ON MYSPACE WITH HER SURREAL GARBAGE….
well, Madonna is oblivious to the CIA and other intelligence gatherings, of which no one would want to know fully, trust me on that.
The line has been drawn in the sand for all the world to know, to put aside our indifferences, and embrace one another as equals, as innocent souls born into a yet unwise world.
Fueling these fires of not being unified is what the problem is, just like every fucking word you speak towards me, saying you don’t say anything against anyone.
you lie about your own words spoken to me with God as my witness of your hatefulness against me, of your twisting of truth around me, laughing and mocking me, spitting apon me, not recognizing the one who is there.
and you throw these words that i mean nothing to Madonna. haha.
you are utterly clueless Paul, you know that?
clueless.
worse, you don’t even want to question anything, and instead, like the immature child that you are, you come in here time and again with your loud obnoxiousness words from your void of nothingness devoid of love.
you are your own worse enemy in life Paul, and why many likely don’t like you.
you may want to consider a healthier approach with others, or remain as you are, miserable.
ya, Paul God speaks with me, as difficult a thing as that may be for your smallness inability to desire Jesus.
HATE HATE HATE HATE is all your words with me Paul, in front of a loving soul like Madonna.
i am wasting precious time with a fool who takes delight in dwelling in rusticity.
everyone is entitled to whatever belief system they want, and i encourage them to build one, but if Jesus walks in here and speaks his words of God, and you want to pound his wisdom into the ground, truly i tell you, you think like a fool.
I have merely come in her and reflected apon easy to embrace truths of Jesus, and it is you Paul who spits in my face, that of someone who has studied his words closely, of which i merely wanted to share with Madonna.
clearly it is obvious to me, that she perhaps does not care of my understandings in letting you puke all over me with your wretched twisted deranged hatefulness,of the very thing that nailed Jesus to the cross.
Obviously it is clear why Jesus chose the cross, is it not, because his words were falling on deaf ears, deciding for himself, fine, i will let them murder me, and draw my blood to look apon, of my death with them in front of them all, and teach them clearly the wretchedness that lurks within them, giving them something to think about for the remainder of their lives, just as i too shall give you all something to think about as well, when i finally walk away from this pit of snakes hissing.
murderous spiritual death is what you take delight in Paul, and cause for suicides in the world of your cyber bullying.
i will deal with you Paul. you can count on it. You will be judged by me.
murderous spiritual death is what you take delight in Paul, and cause for suicides in the world of your cyber bullying.
i will deal with you Paul. you can count on it. You will be judged by me.
careful andy.defamation looks to be your forte here
you pathetic beast
jesus didnt choose the cross .the romas killed people like that everyday.you idiotic mind numbingly nauseatingly unintelligent fukstick
how dare you say i will cause suicide.
you darkone!! yes you!!
dark and hateful.and mentally ill
you do not let people choose
you preach and condemn
i will argue with any religeous nonsense when they do it with ignorance and use it for any argument
why do it in here??
do it on your own blog site ya boring twat
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all my words with you are of the soul of Jesus.
failing to acknowledge and embrace your own loving soul will see many of you enter last, in loving embrace with one another and my truly loving brothers and sisters.
cyber bullying is a reality in the world, and was cause for the suicide death of a recent young gay male here in Canada, ironically with the last name WISDOM.
Today, new policing is looking into cyber bullying, because of the nature of freedom which allows it on the internet.
it is a reality check for everyone to embrace, and be cautious about for sake of your Children and your selves.
i have come to see the irresponsibility of this blog of which i no longer wish to participate with, because it is exactly that, irresponisbility of the host of this blog.
i also feel it as disrespectful of God, Jesus and me, thinking perhaps you had more intelligence than this Madonna, and clearly do not.
all too often tragedy happens, and we question why?
irresponsible conduct is often the cause and indeed is the cause of all suffering yet in the world.
truly i tell you i have far more enjoyable places to be than at this blog, of such illness of heart i have ever seen in my life.
why not start with loving truth of these matters?
of every single word i have spoken in step with Jesus and God?
i know why, in the exact same way Jesus knows why…apathy, ignorance, and hate, the teachings of Jesus apon the cross for all to turn away from, just as he turned away from them in his last breath with them, of the ones so full of wretched twisting of mockery and joyful delight against him and those who loved him, just as many continue to hate us GLBT, of which i leave this blog and return to, not ever wishing to return here again.
can you blame me Madonna?
who would want to sit here with such ignorant fuckers as these.
i don’t wish to and neither should you Madonna, so long as they spu forth their empty words from the void of nothingness within them, not of love.
oh, and God does dwell with me, in case anyone was wondering, but dwell here in deception, you will not find me again returning here ever again.
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the reason you do not know Jesus like i do, is because you do not truly desire to know Jesus as i do, you of your infinite wisdom so unloving of me, Jesus, and God.
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Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 2:07 am Said:
well, Madonna is oblivious to the CIA and other intelligence gatherings, of which no one would want to know fully, trust me on that.
The line has been drawn in the sand for all the world to know, to put aside our indifferences, and embrace one another as equals, as innocent souls born into a yet unwise world.
Fueling these fires of not being unified is what the problem is, just like every fucking word you speak towards me, saying you don’t say anything against anyone.
you lie about your own words spoken to me with God as my witness of your hatefulness against me, of your twisting of truth around me, laughing and mocking me, spitting apon me, not recognizing the one who is there.
and you throw these words that i mean nothing to Madonna. haha.
you are utterly clueless Paul, you know that?
clueless.
worse, you don’t even want to question anything, and instead, like the immature child that you are, you come in here time and again with your loud obnoxiousness words from your void of nothingness devoid of love.
you are your own worse enemy in life Paul, and why many likely don’t like you.
you may want to consider a healthier approach with others, or remain as you are, miserable.
you ARE CRAZY SIMPLE
DANGEROUS CYBER NUTTER
i know why, in the exact same way Jesus knows why…apathy, ignorance, and hate, the teachings of Jesus apon the cross for all to turn away from, just as he turned away from them in his last breath with them, of the ones so full of wretched twisting of mockery and joyful delight against him and those who loved him, just as many continue to hate us GLBT, of which i leave this blog and return to, not ever wishing to return here again.
please dont liken your innane ramblings to be some vehicle of gods choosing!! many in the lgbt commuinty loathe such fanatical rants…dont espouse to be any sort of leader
youre just shite
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 2:51 am Said:
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the reason you do not know Jesus like i do, is because you do not truly desire to know Jesus as i do, you of your infinite wisdom so unloving of me, Jesus, and God.
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exavctly put
i do not wish to knowyour brand of jesus “knowledge” its just rambling nonsense.
i wont even tellu of my beleifs as i do not beleive in boasting about any beleif
So now you can write books and direct films as well? Is that it? You’re multitalented are you? I’m so impressed. I could learn that in an afternoon. Only I’d be better than anyone else. I can do anything – better than anyone. I’ve run out of things to do – there’s nothing difficult enough left.
And you know it.
I could write better songs than some of those songs on your album with one hand tied behind my back, suspended from a roof, blindfold.
You beat me on the singing and the dancing. But I could probably give you a contest at that if I put aside a couple of Wednesday afternoons to practice.
And it’s true.
Try some fucking theoretical physics. I don’t even **know** physics. I had to learn it myself from books – took me three years. You think I can’t do a song and dance act?
I have had almost twenty years of success and achievement stolen from me. Have you got any conception how that felt? They only way you beat me was to crush and suppress me. I know this all sounds like I’m being funny, but there isn’t a single word I am writing here that isn’t 100% absolutely true. The only way you managed to hold me down was to use all your power to suppress me. You didn’t beat me at the game – you just cheated me.
It was absolutely dreadful.
You never remotely loved me. In 2000 I was at the lowest point in my life. I couldn’t understand why you didn’t get in touch with me. Why didn’t you help me? Instead … you went off and married some other bloke. You didn’t give a toss about me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not a flying fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
And now you want me to come back and talk to you again??? WHy?? so you can just do precisely the same thing again?? You go off with some other dumb f*** while you kick me in the balls for another 16 years?
I may be naive, but I’m not stupid.
I may be hopelessly optimistic about other people, I may be naive in expecting to be treated decently with respect, but I am not stupid.
But back to my previous point, because I was enjoying it.
Good luck with the clothes designing!!!!
Hell, there’s nothing like pushing yourself …
You have your talents, but you’re basically just a pushy ambitious girl with a talent for provoling other people – admittedly, that is the ONLY kind of thing you could EVER beat me at – the people thing. I couldn’t compete with you there. EVERY other thing – no contest. You’re not in my league.
And now you want me to come back, after kicking me in the balls for 16 years? No. I’ve learnt. Choose some other dumb fuck this time.
You weren’t there when I needed you. Have you any idea how you crushed me in 2000? What on God’s earth were you thinking about?
Wasn’t cheating me and suppressing me and crushing me enough for you? You had to break me heart and trample me into the ground as well?
You absolutely destroyed me.
andrew.if you arent joking youre absolutely 1oo percent nuts
It can never be the same again.
andrew??andy??coincidence???mental??
yeppers
I’m not coming back, and you know it.
It’s a real shame, but you’re in my past.
I wish you’d speak to me as yourself for just five minutes. Couldn’t you even do that? You really owe me that.
No, it looks like you can’t even be bothered to do that.
You never loved me. You just liked someone to kick around on the internet until you met another man. Dumbo. You could never have done better than me.
What’s the song “Don’t settle for 2nd best”?
Good luck with the next dumb fuck. I’m sorry if that sounds nasty. But I mean it. I can be nasty too soemtimes.
I’m going and you know it.
And, unfortunately, I mean it.
You never loved me. I loved you. I win.
You were a cunt to me.
But I did love you. And I kind of always will.
And I managed to avoid telling you until the end.
I’m crying now!! I never cry!!
Good luck. Goodbye. X
OMG Andrew get a grip! This is a FAKE blog. Madonna isn’t here. She doesn’t read anything you’re writing. Geesh! Sounds like you need to talk to a professional. This is not normal.
alcina
i feel someone is having “fun”dont you??
a sick tragic game is played out
Has Paul changed his name to Andrew Thomas .. as if an ex would carry on like that in a public forum !!
Paul your so dumb and predictable are you trying to discredit or embarrass her by doing this to see if she will have the blog shut down, then you get your girlfriend who’s in on it to make a comment like she’s oblivious to it, your so so so such an idiot.
Relax Andrew,
release and regrip – sometimes the way we see things isn’t how they actually happened for everyone involved. There is always multiple truths and different angles to take. have certainty that everything happens for a reason and we need to learn from our experience.
Have faith that whoever this guy was – that he was doing what he needed to and couldn’t see what you saw. I hope that you are ok and that you can forgive this person and not be a victim. Forgiveness will ultimately heal your wound.
I’m sending you love and light whoever you are
XOX
find security in you
That’s it – I’m calling in the Dalai Lama
We need some peace and compassion.
Does Andy have any lovingness to share?
Maybe some candy?
Can you arrest me first.. and hancuff me …
erm “devil”i have enough wasted tim eposting as my self!!ahem ad no im not writing as “andrew’get a grip…i have barely enough venom for my own posts…devi l indeed
call me bealzebub!!
I cannot stop laughing 🙂
i cant stop pooing!!!
This is fake! even da real Madonna says this is fake!
FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG FLAKE BLOG FAKE BLOG!
paul, i’m very sorry 4 not believing dat this is a fake blog! plzz forgive me!
paul can we b friends?
no comment !!!
Take ketamine it’s safer than meth
oh lets be friends!!!!andy will be sore though!! after al h eis madonnas friend !!
hey paul, do u think some of da people who comment on here r stupid! i mean, everybody knows dat this isn’t a OFFICIAL MADONNA FANSITE & madonna says she only contacts fans through ICON! so this is FAKE, dats wat i hav 2 say 2 all da dumbo’s who think this is da real Madonna!
when i waz 11 & i asked about sex quite a bit, but now i kno wat it’s like b-cos i lost my virginity (when i waz 12 & i got pregnant, WHOOPS), but my son Curtis died when he was 2 days old. but i’m now 5 months pregnant with a girl dat i’ve named Madonna, (after my idol Madonna) by da time i give birth i will b 13 years old!
paul, on May 5th, 2008 at 5:42 am Said:
alcina
i feel someone is having “fun”dont you??
a sick tragic game is played out
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Yes. After reading all these posts, I think it’s probably just more of Mental Madge’s games. You’d think that after two and a half years he would bow out gracefully and end it on a high note. Best to get out of the cesspool.
+
i would be lying if i said i was feeling stable. im not. not yet. but i will be in time, having learned from so many horrific events in my life, and i embrace that these projections onto us are not of us at all, and we should not allow their ‘junk of attitude’ of those yet unhealthy and uneducated in approach with others, effect us too much, setting flexible healthy boundaries with them, allowing us to remain at just being our loving selves, peaceful and loving by nature.
all i have done is reflect on how Jesus sees and feels the world, of my attempts of descerning pure sincere truth of things.
if i am critical of issues of irresponsibility, one need only to look at what happened to Shaquille Wisdom, an openly gay 13 year old student, who after being cyber bullied for an extended period of time, took his own life by hanging himself.
i look at forensics of case studies, as well as my forensic attempt to address what happened to Jesus, from an emotional gut feeling of macro thinking i have built apon for decades.
truly it is the 100% truth that i search and reflect apon, with hopes of estabishing understanding in laymans terms, easy for anyone to comprehend.
i had no idea the spirit realm would open up to me when it did…it just did.
God told me that it was because of my purity and sincerity of my soul, that i was able to fully embrace completely, without fear, of requirement, of truly surrendering my life to God while alone, that the spirit realm became visible for me to peer into the sorta matrix of all life on the planet, or what some refer to as metaphysics, which is of exceeding grace of our divine true self, in healthy environments to do so, such as a spa. 😉 😀
i am no brainer for all studies into physics or the fluffy words of astrology(of entertainment in my mind), rather, i merely wanted to know the truth of things in life, plain and simple that anyone can reflect apon of my words.
i have watched Madonna for many many years, seeing her grow emotionally, mentally and spiritually. There are things i have seen in the spirit realm which reveal both negative energies that are fearful and afraid, stemming from uncertainty or unresolved, unaddressed issues, as well as the sincerity of purity of love with regards to Madonna recently which i sense.
Only Madonna can attest to the truth of her reality over the last while, that of my recent approach have i come to her.
i came for a reason, which slowly unveiled some truths in her life that i was deeply concerned about, in particular of one day when i saw a picture of her in the holy land, going to peaceful places of meditation, while also seeing pictures of Guy and his drunkard friends boozing it up while Madonna was out in the holy land by herself.
I am standing there in that moment, and i see the seperation of souls, of these uncertainties unaddressed, unresolved issues which concern me deeply, for sake of Guy, for sake of Madonna, for sake of their beautiful son Rocco, and what the future may hold if they both fail to address squarely the seriousness of the documented, case filed dangers of the progressive nature of alcoholism, which could potentially see someone die, in the extreme case, or someone hurt.
Forgive me for being direct and intrusive of such personal things in your lives, yet please know i come as a loving friend in life of all souls in the world, as someone who has seen nothing but fucking horrible endings where alcohol invaded my life in the first half of my life.
Everything from my father drunk and sexually abusing his own children, to my own developing of learned behaviour of self medicating with alcohol l learned from him, to seeing someone i loved more than any in life, get drunk and kill himself, Troy, to another boyfriend doing the exact same thing, drunk and jumping off a building….all because of the depressant effects of alcohol and the dangerous mental illness that comes as a side effect of alcohol.
I approached with certainty in my heart of my love for Madonna and her family as i don’t want them to ever experience such horrible tragic endings in life that greet us when wisdom is avoided, just as many of you here seem not to read my words of truth, of sincerity of loving compassion and wisdom of my soul, thus far in life, now 45 years old.
So forgive me if i want to avoid any more tears in seeing what happens with those i have come to love in life, as i have Madonna, yes, a mere fan of Madonna that i never met, and yet am i not indeed a loving brother with concern for her, just as her own loving family would feel about these issues.
am i not exactly like that of your loving family Madonna? in the same way you once were concerned for you brother when he got into too much of the booze party scene? ~ i forget the film, “Truth or Dare” i think it was, where the cameras followed you behind the scenes of one of you tours.
that is the main reason i approached Madonna.
as for the other areas of me in regards to you, yes, of course i am attracted to you, just like every male on the planet is, and would love to be your lover, other than Jean Paul. haha.
I am not Jean Paul, as i accept that i am indeed bisexual, not something in can ignore nor lie about, having spent the first half of my life with female lovers, some 18 years ago.
so forgive me of that as well.
As for my future with Madonna, i would love to be her friend in real life, as a sweet loving person, of reasonable intellect, of real concern for her, like a student in class, who has admired her from a distance for along time(and perhaps has a crush on you).
is that such a bad thing? forgive me of that as well then, yet keep in mind, we are all students sitting in class where the entire world is one big classroom, where life is the greatest teacher in everyone’s life.
as for my seemingly obsessiveness with Jesus and God, truly i tell you i have not had great luck in making terrific friends in life, and in fact came face to face with alot of wretchedness that was cause for two of my own suicide attempts, a normal reaction, according to case studies, of one attempt called copy cat suicide(when try commited suicide) and the other attempt from the effects of the gun incident.
i turned to Jesus and God, and indeed gave my life to them, realizing fully in my heart, i needed someone to love me, having not found many in life that did.
so forgive me for that as well, if i seem obsessed.
truly i tell you, the spirit realm opened to me.
i am of clear thinking of sound mind in speaking, am i not?
So as for any concern for me, don’t patronize me, and instead, see me as a brother on life’s path with you, who has stopped to see if everyone is ok.
It is a big world, and there are many i wish to continue to attend to, in the same way Madonna does with her music, which i know in her heart is not about her wanting fame(although fame is ok, consider your deeper motivations), or fortune(although fortune is ok, considering your deeper motivations) and rather she is about what is so clearly obvious in her music so easy for any to embrace….self-esteem of others.
What top executives in the business world refer to as WIN – WIN – WIN relationships, where we win, she wins, and the children of poverty win.
May God always be at her side, for that is where i shall always be found, if not physically, always in my heart i will love Madonna.
so forgive me for being a fucking human being that gives a damn.
motherfuckers. haha.
sorry if i was so hyped up yesterday, from all the negativity i was inundated with by some of your posters here M.
Make no mistake, i love Madonna, and like a real brother, a sober brother, who loves Jesus and God, my feelings will not ever change for her, nor will my loving relationships of my fatherhood of God and brotherhood of Jesus.
i don’t expect anything from you Madonna, and merely ask that you be wise and live a fun loving life, as we all owe it to our SELF to do so, and set an example of True Life for others.
i will be around, perhaps scale back abit, take a break, do some sewing, read some more books, listen to music, pray one day she will call me….what? 😀 😀
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..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
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you know Madonna, we may be more alike than not alike…my Madonna complex feels that way, which i think i a good thing, to have mentors and those in our life that we truly admire, and oh hey, look, it appears i am not alone in the world on this one.
60 fucking countries Madonna, that people are listening to your beautiful voice singing and feeling in their loving hearts.
sure is along way from $35 dollars in your pocket of the one way bus ticket into your life everlasting, yes?
as easy as following your loving heart, mind, body and soul, of the way Jesus says, “Let your loving heart and mind be what leads you.”
Clearly Madonna has done just that.
so arrest me for my concerns, and speaking the truth of my loving heart, mind, body and soul.(do you have any of those candy handcuffs that you can chew off, i forget who makes them). haha 😀 😀
Call me! ~ if ever you need a friend that truly loves you Madonna.
+
Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL.
+
SHE’S BACK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked up fukers! LOL.
😀 😀
I’ve just sent an email to “Canada Procter”. (Is that a name or a company?)
company
a big one at that!
He he. I have sent another email to Canada Procter & Gamble Inc.
So I have no need to post here anymore. Shame. Bye bye, y’all.
because?
haha
ya, they are providing financial backing for Mars, in purchase of Wrigley.
23 billion.
i don’t think either one makes the candy hand cuffs though?
a league of their own eric.
P&G have been around forever, and have a huge track record, for anyone interested in investing with them.
52 week high : 75.18
52 week low : 60.76
currently sitting at 66.65, down -0.22
i would stay away from the canadian markets though, as traditionally they always follow suit behind the USA within 6 – 12 mths.
Canada is tightly networked with USA business trade wise.
opppss, my corporate accounting side is showing.
i graduated in corporate accounting years ago.
boring boring boring!
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😀 😀
don’t you just love how they all wine about the recent adjustment in the markets, not realizing that it is their over speculation of cashing in prior that has escalated the markets above realistic values.
fucking housing prices are stupid.
i quit the American dream.
poetry, art, music, writing, humanitarian, out door adventure, relax, rewind, love, refresh, repeat.
that it’s for me.
~ no more stress for me.
thanks, but no thanks…unless you are Madonna of course…door is always open.
always was.
always will be.
Enjoy people!
Get up off your seat and go live life!
i have this choreograph dance going around in my head for some of the remixs of 4 minutes…i always love dancing, with great enthusiasm each week to do so.
When i think of dancing, i feel how cloud feels when dancing. i know how he feels inside when dancing like he does.
Truly it is the most incredible of all feelings of our true self expressing joy and zeal of loving life, of love of our own bodies with another…it is of the loving lover in us all, pure, sincere, true life.
I still want to do the dance video in the intersection someday, of the knowingness of how cloud feels, that others can easily feel and be of encouragment for others, merely by living as an example of what we already are….LOVING of TRUE LIFE.
Beyond this? There is nothing beyond the joy of the loving lovers, other than the entire world dancing at the same time…now there is a goal to reach for of unimaginable size! haha.
Love of the Future World….Love. 😉 😀
Who wins? We all do of course. duh!
So what side of life do you suppose you will always find me? duh!
hahaha.
fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked up fukers! LOL
sorry, she is quite contagious if you get to close to her…in a good way you morons, of loving friendship that feels like forever for me.
would the REAL Madonna please stand up?
feebles foible and they always fall down.
it’s the getting back up, learning as we go, REAL life, of the loving true self, so don’t let the unwise negative forces in life effect you, where wisdom sees thru with clarity of what and where it comes from…an unwise heart, mind, body and soul, unfortunately (yet) snared by teachings of the forefathers before us all.
Be of forgiveness, as it is not of their knowing what they do, as though invisible for many innocent souls snared, and yet do not tolerate inappropriate behaviour, where in doing so, gives them the green light that it is ok to be inappropriate, and is not. You are not doing them any favor if you say it is ok to be mean spirited with me, and of course not doing yourself any favor either, of many who are gripped by fears of denial which suppress the true SELF from speaking the truth of how the true SELF feels.
PURE SINCERITY is of the divine True Self, of Jesus, and of God’s divine will for us to embrace our divine true SELF, by means of PURE SINCERITY of the heart, mind, body and soul.
This concludes our test of the emergency broadcast signal, brought to you in part by P&G CanniBUS. haha.
no. i don’t smoke any more. i don’t smoke any less?
i used to…smoke less. i need to quit. get and stay healthy like M.
Sweetest of Dreams everyone!
+ Jesus loves ALL. God loves ALL. We love ALL. +
hey, did you know it is legal now in Canada to carry two spliff of cannibus with you?
The courts were inundated with minor offenses, and to save money they stopped arrests for small quantities.
Oh look, everyone is moving to Canada!!!! Gee, i wonder why?
because we wise grasshoppers!!!!!
hahahaha.
best one all day!
😀 😀
oh great, now she thinks i am a pothead.
well maybe ‘i am’…ever think of that?
😉 😀
Jesus and i talking back and forth, laughing our asses off….sorry people, you all need to light one up, i mean lighten up!
for sure, she thinks you are a pot head now.
i used to be…once when i was free…just being me….in love with thee!!!!!
😀 😀
now you sound like a wanna be actor of ShakeSpear’s Romeos & Juliets, practicing your own improv words that are not in the script, standing outside the studio in the pouring rain, waiting for someone to actually take your loving feelings for Madonna seriously.
keep your day job.
haha.
do you love me Madonna?
she loves everyone…including YOU.
maybe next year?
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 8:32 pm Said:
opppss, my corporate accounting side is showing.
i graduated in corporate accounting years ago.
boring boring boring!
nic eto see youre back!!
not
and with another accomplishment.anyone would thiunk u had no time with being here and all!!well hope y a piss off again.
+
i would be lying if i said i was feeling stable. im not. not yet. but i will be in time, having learned from so many horrific events in my life, and i embrace that these projections onto us are not of us at all, and we should not allow their ‘junk of attitude’ of those yet unhealthy and uneducated in approach with others, effect us too much, setting flexible healthy boundaries with them, allowing us to remain at just being our loving selves, peaceful and loving by nature.
all i have done is reflect on how Jesus sees and feels the world, of my attempts of descerning pure sincere truth of things.
if i am critical of issues of irresponsibility, one need only to look at what happened to Shaquille Wisdom, an openly gay 13 year old student, who after being cyber bullied for an extended period of time, took his own life by hanging himself.
i look at forensics of case studies, as well as my forensic attempt to address what happened to Jesus, from an emotional gut feeling of macro thinking i have built apon for decades.
truly it is the 100% truth that i search and reflect apon, with hopes of estabishing understanding in laymans terms, easy for anyone to comprehend.
i had no idea the spirit realm would open up to me when it did…it just did.
God told me that it was because of my purity and sincerity of my soul, that i was able to fully embrace completely, without fear, of requirement, of truly surrendering my life to God while alone, that the spirit realm became visible for me to peer into the sorta matrix of all life on the planet, or what some refer to as metaphysics, which is of exceeding grace of our divine true self, in healthy environments to do so, such as a spa.
i am no brainer for all studies into physics or the fluffy words of astrology(of entertainment in my mind), rather, i merely wanted to know the truth of things in life, plain and simple that anyone can reflect apon of my words.
i have watched Madonna for many many years, seeing her grow emotionally, mentally and spiritually. There are things i have seen in the spirit realm which reveal both negative energies that are fearful and afraid, stemming from uncertainty or unresolved, unaddressed issues, as well as the sincerity of purity of love with regards to Madonna recently which i sense.
Only Madonna can attest to the truth of her reality over the last while, that of my recent approach have i come to her.
i came for a reason, which slowly unveiled some truths in her life that i was deeply concerned about, in particular of one day when i saw a picture of her in the holy land, going to peaceful places of meditation, while also seeing pictures of Guy and his drunkard friends boozing it up while Madonna was out in the holy land by herself.
I am standing there in that moment, and i see the seperation of souls, of these uncertainties unaddressed, unresolved issues which concern me deeply, for sake of Guy, for sake of Madonna, for sake of their beautiful son Rocco, and what the future may hold if they both fail to address squarely the seriousness of the documented, case filed dangers of the progressive nature of alcoholism, which could potentially see someone die, in the extreme case, or someone hurt.
Forgive me for being direct and intrusive of such personal things in your lives, yet please know i come as a loving friend in life of all souls in the world, as someone who has seen nothing but fucking horrible endings where alcohol invaded my life in the first half of my life.
Everything from my father drunk and sexually abusing his own children, to my own developing of learned behaviour of self medicating with alcohol l learned from him, to seeing someone i loved more than any in life, get drunk and kill himself, Troy, to another boyfriend doing the exact same thing, drunk and jumping off a building….all because of the depressant effects of alcohol and the dangerous mental illness that comes as a side effect of alcohol.
I approached with certainty in my heart of my love for Madonna and her family as i don’t want them to ever experience such horrible tragic endings in life that greet us when wisdom is avoided, just as many of you here seem not to read my words of truth, of sincerity of loving compassion and wisdom of my soul, thus far in life, now 45 years old.
So forgive me if i want to avoid any more tears in seeing what happens with those i have come to love in life, as i have Madonna, yes, a mere fan of Madonna that i never met, and yet am i not indeed a loving brother with concern for her, just as her own loving family would feel about these issues.
am i not exactly like that of your loving family Madonna? in the same way you once were concerned for you brother when he got into too much of the booze party scene? ~ i forget the film, “Truth or Dare” i think it was, where the cameras followed you behind the scenes of one of you tours.
that is the main reason i approached Madonna.
as for the other areas of me in regards to you, yes, of course i am attracted to you, just like every male on the planet is, and would love to be your lover, other than Jean Paul. haha.
I am not Jean Paul, as i accept that i am indeed bisexual, not something in can ignore nor lie about, having spent the first half of my life with female lovers, some 18 years ago.
so forgive me of that as well.
As for my future with Madonna, i would love to be her friend in real life, as a sweet loving person, of reasonable intellect, of real concern for her, like a student in class, who has admired her from a distance for along time(and perhaps has a crush on you).
is that such a bad thing? forgive me of that as well then, yet keep in mind, we are all students sitting in class where the entire world is one big classroom, where life is the greatest teacher in everyone’s life.
as for my seemingly obsessiveness with Jesus and God, truly i tell you i have not had great luck in making terrific friends in life, and in fact came face to face with alot of wretchedness that was cause for two of my own suicide attempts, a normal reaction, according to case studies, of one attempt called copy cat suicide(when try commited suicide) and the other attempt from the effects of the gun incident.
i turned to Jesus and God, and indeed gave my life to them, realizing fully in my heart, i needed someone to love me, having not found many in life that did.
so forgive me for that as well, if i seem obsessed.
truly i tell you, the spirit realm opened to me.
i am of clear thinking of sound mind in speaking, am i not?
So as for any concern for me, don’t patronize me, and instead, see me as a brother on life’s path with you, who has stopped to see if everyone is ok.
It is a big world, and there are many i wish to continue to attend to, in the same way Madonna does with her music, which i know in her heart is not about her wanting fame(although fame is ok, consider your deeper motivations), or fortune(although fortune is ok, considering your deeper motivations) and rather she is about what is so clearly obvious in her music so easy for any to embrace….self-esteem of others.
What top executives in the business world refer to as WIN – WIN – WIN relationships, where we win, she wins, and the children of poverty win.
May God always be at her side, for that is where i shall always be found, if not physically, always in my heart i will love Madonna.
so forgive me for being a fucking human being that gives a damn.
motherfuckers. haha.
sorry if i was so hyped up yesterday, from all the negativity i was inundated with by some of your posters here M.
Make no mistake, i love Madonna, and like a real brother, a sober brother, who loves Jesus and God, my feelings will not ever change for her, nor will my loving relationships of my fatherhood of God and brotherhood of Jesus.
i don’t expect anything from you Madonna, and merely ask that you be wise and live a fun loving life, as we all owe it to our SELF to do so, and set an example of True Life for others.
i will be around, perhaps scale back abit, take a break, do some sewing, read some more books, listen to music, pray one day she will call me….what?
(*V)…………..i…………..(*V)
..V…………l..o..v..e……….V
..!i!i!!i!i!……….U……..!i!i!!i!i!
..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
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you know Madonna, we may be more alike than not alike…my Madonna complex feels that way, which i think i a good thing, to have mentors and those in our life that we truly admire, and oh hey, look, it appears i am not alone in the world on this one.
60 fucking countries Madonna, that people are listening to your beautiful voice singing and feeling in their loving hearts.
sure is along way from $35 dollars in your pocket of the one way bus ticket into your life everlasting, yes?
as easy as following your loving heart, mind, body and soul, of the way Jesus says, “Let your loving heart and mind be what leads you.”
Clearly Madonna has done just that.
so arrest me for my concerns, and speaking the truth of my loving heart, mind, body and soul.(do you have any of those candy handcuffs that you can chew off, i forget who makes them). haha
Call me! ~ if ever you need a friend that truly loves you Madonna.
+
Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL.
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SHE’S BACK MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked up fukers! LOL.
HAS ANYONE EVER EVER READ THIS LUNATICS DOIORHEA???
AND ‘RACHEL”STOP PLAYIN GAMES…13??YA SOUND LIKE WHITETRASH
ACTUALLY YA DONT SOUND LIKE A REALPERSON JUST ONE OF SICKO S JOKES.IE AUTHOR OF THIS SAD PATHETIC JOKE BLOG
+
i would be lying if i said i was feeling stable. im not. not yet. but i will be in time, having learned from so many horrific events in my life, and i embrace that these projections onto us are not of us at all, and we should not allow their ‘junk of attitude’ of those yet unhealthy and uneducated in approach with others, effect us too much, setting flexible healthy boundaries with them, allowing us to remain at just being our loving selves, peaceful and loving by nature.
all i have done is reflect on how Jesus sees and feels the world, of my attempts of descerning pure sincere truth of things.
if i am critical of issues of irresponsibility, one need only to look at what happened to Shaquille Wisdom, an openly gay 13 year old student, who after being cyber bullied for an extended period of time, took his own life by hanging himself.
FUK OFF ANDY
YOU NEED SERIOUS HELP
FUK OFF FUK OFF
i am the one upside down…maybe that’s why some don’t get me(or get with me for that matter)?
The path is lit.
Have a save successful journey everyone.
See you all in heaven…which is not in the fucking sky like so many think. Is the earth not in the universe? Is the sky above not the entire universe which completely surrounds? So is the universe heaven, or just the sky above?
see what i mean about teachings of the forefathers? duh!
We are already in heaven, where wisdom clashes ignorance, love clashes hate, compassion clashes apathy.
So how do we get into heaven?
You feel it.
+ Decide if you enjoy love more than useless hate. +
+ Decide if you enjoy wisdom more than ignorance. +
+ Decide if you enjoy compassion more than apathy. +
Simple.
You merely have to desire it, like the way i desire Madonna….what? haha.
It’s all her fault, she put it in me.
😀 😀
oh fuck off Paul.
you are so immature Paul, and everyone sees you that way Paul, in your immature delight of malice in every word you utter in front of God.
God sees the way you speak with me Paul…every…single….hateful…word.
i just cannot understand why you are so negative with me, when i speak words of goodness for you to embrace, and say to you, “Turn towards your loving heart and mind, of you mental fortitude to embrace love for others. of compassion and wisdom of Jesus and God, for your sake i ask you to do this, and for sake of everyone here listening to words of Jesus and God spoken.”
God is watching, knowing what the future holds for us all.
Personally, i am fearless of anyone, including not being afraid of my own death, having already crossed over. I am visiting an ever change place of life on this planet, merely asking any and all to listen to my words, which are good for you, of sincerity and purity of love within you all to easily embrace the truth, of the knowingness of your own peaceful fun loving divine true self, ‘that’ of which some of you feel while dancing to trance music, my favorite pass time.
If anything Paul, it is so obvious that it is your hateful yelling words which are obnoxious for everyone, other than your drinking buddies of insobriety.
alright M, sweetest of dreams of me and you! haha.
😀 😀
God is watching, knowing what the future holds for us all.
Personally, i am fearless of anyone, including not being afraid of my own death, having already crossed over. I am visiting an ever change place of life on this planet, merely asking any and all to listen to my words, which are good for you, of sincerity and purity of love within you all to easily embrace the truth, of the knowingness of your own peaceful fun loving divine true self, ‘that’ of which some of you feel while dancing to trance music, my favorite pass time.
If anything Paul, it is so obvious that it is your hateful yelling words which are obnoxious for everyone, other than your drinking buddies of insobriety.
alright M, sweetest of dreams of me and you! haha.
HEY COCK BREATH I DONT DRINK..BUT MOST OF YUR LOVING BROTHERS AND SISTERS DO COMMON FACT
SO YOUVE
CROSSED OVER”
ARE YOU “DIVINE NOW”
ANOTHER MANIFESTATION OF ANDY
FROM PILOT
THEOLOGAN
CLOWN SUIT MAKER
BREAD COMPANY WORKER
HMM…AUTHOR??
ARMY??
ACCOUNTANCY..
WHAT ELSE??
OH LGBT SPOKESPERSON
WHAT ELSE??
IT??
THATS RIGHT YOURE AN EXPERT THERE TOO
HMM ARE YOU ALCOHOLIC??MAKES SENSE..YOU RAIL AGAINST IT LIKE YOURE SPEAKING TO YOURSELF!
SEEK HELP NOW!! YOU ALLLUDE TO THIS BEING “JOKE””NO ONE SEES YOUR WORDS AS ANYTHING BUT A WASTE OF SPACE
YOUR LONGWINDED DIATRIBES ON “FAITH’AND “GOD”ARE SO BANAL
EVEN….INSIPID….LOL
U LOVE THAT EH ROSIE??
MADONNA
IS NOT
NOW WAS
EVER HERE
YOU SAD SAD
FUCKED UP TRAGIC MENTALLY ILL IDIOT,
CYBER BULLYING??
IM NOT BULLYING YOU SHNOOKEMS IM MERELY PISSINGYOU OFF
COZ YA CANT STAND ANYONE SHOWINGU UP FOR THE NUTCASE YOU ARE.
WHATS WITH”DIVINE”TRUE SELF??
NOT EVEN THE BIBLE COMES UP WITH THAT.
YOU TRULYARE THE DUMBEST WRITER IVE SEEN
CANT EVEN GET THAT RIGHT
FOR MONTHS EVEN YEARS ALL YOU DO IS RANT’RAIL
AND WAFFLE
THE SAME STUFF
VERBATIM
AD INFINITUM
ITS ALL THESAME
JUST SWITCHED AROUND AND ADDED TO HERE OR THERE
YOUR”SPIRIT”REALM IS OBVIOUSLY YOUR TRANCE LIKE STATE WHEN YOURE OFF YA TITS!!
God is watching, knowing what the future holds for us all.
Personally, i am fearless of anyone, including not being afraid of my own death, having already crossed over. I am visiting an ever change place of life on this planet,
YES ANDY YOU ARE NOW FOREVER IMMORTAL..ENSHRINED AMONGST THIS RIDICULOUS BLOG AND ALCINAS LATEST YOU TUBE VIDEO..HEHE
HAVE FUN TODAY..HAVE A DRINK…GET INTO A CLOWN OUTFIT AND FUK A FAKE PUSSY WITH MADONNAS NAM EON IT…THEN TURN IT ROUND AND PRETEND ITS MARCO..LOL..
OH I KNOW THATS CRASS.BUT WHATS LEFT??
ANY INTELLIGENT BANTER OH AUTHOR (CRUSTY CONNIE)IS POINTLESS
see what i mean about teachings of the forefathers? duh!
We are already in heaven, where wisdom clashes ignorance, love clashes hate, compassion clashes apathy.
FUNNY HOW HE TWISTS EVERYTHING..TO HIS OWN SAD WAY
paul, on April 26th, 2008 at 3:38 am Said:
Religious beliefs serve an important function in the daily lives and attitudes of most of us. Especially in today’s often chaotic and unpredictable world, a sincere faith in the power of God and adherence to religious rituals can give us better moral guidance, more emotional stability, and valuable serenity. Religion helps people to be centered and grounded.
However, a person’s fervent religious practices can signify other, darker aspects of his or her mental health. For example, if someone’s faith is used to mask or avoid psychological problems, or if their religious inclinations are taken to extremes, there is an excellent possibility that the person is suffering from a psychiatric disorder. Often it is a way to cover their own pathology, hiding it from others or accusing others for being it’s cause. This can be compared with Dual Diagnosis in Alcoholism, ie: sometimes when a person deals with their alcoholism and quits drinking, only then does their underlying psychiatric pathology become apparent. Alcohol in this situation was used to self-medicate.
One term used to describe such a case is “hyper-religiosity.” A “hyper” condition of any sort—e.g. hyperactivity, hyperglycemia, etc.—simply means too much of something. In the case of religious beliefs, the question of having too much becomes a factor when the religion starts adversely affecting people’s social behavior, their ability to function rationally, and even their own physical health.
Being very religious is not by any means an absolute indication of bipolar or manic or depressive behavior; on the contrary, a healthy approach to religious rituals is vital for the comfort and well-being of countless people. So it’s a highly sensitive issue to question someone’s beliefs or practices. Nevertheless, anything taken too far can do more harm than good.
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
Hey M, you can message me at my blog if you want.
I will stop by from time to time, by this immature one Paul, is the one trashing your blog, not me.
All my words Paul….TRUTH.
If i get my back up, it is because i have a difficult time avoiding feeling toxic from the effects of how others treat me, like the way you do Paul.
I already crossed over Paul, and returned.
I look apon your deception and lies with me Paul, an abomination against God.
You remind me of those who call us satanic crusaders, blowing themselves up everyday, of only hatefulness and delight for malice and destruction of another’s soul.
Truly i tell you Paul, you cannot destroy the truth of the message, and you cannot destroy me. You may be able to kill me physically Paul, but you will not ever be able to become victorious of the truth of my words.
So tell us Paul, are you one of those who call us satanic crusaders, lurking like you do, casting of fear into the world as you do, another abomination against God, and yet at the same time says, “Do not let the beasts of ignorance trampel apon you and become victorious over your loving souls, lest the beast becomes victorious in the world, like the beast of Hitler, a wretched closed minded murderous hateful one, of insatiable desire for death and destruction of souls.
So why hate Paul? Hitler hated souls too, of an ignorant mind.
You take sides with the forces of dark murderous hate in the world Paul, when ever you utter hate.
i utter constructive criticism.
Paul is a perfect example of what a cyber bully behaves like on the internet, trolling from forum to forum, with deliberate attacks on individuals constantly, daily, of the same type that caused Shaquille Wisdoms suicide.
I have studied this kind of behaviour on the net for awhile, and it falls into the category of those who create viruses, trojan attacks, hackers, all for sake of amusing themselves, and nothing more, apon unsuspecting individuals who do not understand that because the internet is not yet policed, this kind of bully mentality is allowed to thrive and grow, a release for bully mentalities in the world, no different than some of those in our place of employment.
if i am tired or in my labratory of the mind, in my sincerity mode of stream of conscious writing, i am instantly sensitive to it, reacting to it, instead of back stepping, reflecting, ok what is this, which is difficult while in sincerity mode, because it does not register, causing confusion for me, and compared to the spirit of Jesus and God, it is frightful for me.
Clealy Paul, Jesus would not behave the way you do, so i ask Paul, do you believe in Jesus and God?
Clearly you do not Paul.
or you are of very limited understanding of God.
CIA too Paul.
I am an informant.
Perhaps i should have them track you, and have the police pay you a visit?
You are a vicious cyber bully Paul.
I have a question for you Paul,”What do you think Jesus wants for us to feel, know, speak, and do in life with one another? In other words, what was Jesus desperately trying to teach us?”
oh, and by the way, Jesus did walk into the claws of the beasts of hateful ignorance(alot like you Paul), and Jesus knew in advance what they would do. He surrendered his body as a way to teach everyone Paul, willingly, 100%, knowing he would be put to death.
Some think Jesus ascended to God after death, truly i tell you Jesus ascended to God before death, speaking with God, God speaking teaching Jesus, at one with God alone…exactly the same way i do Paul. duh!
My heart, mind, body and soul belongs to God, no one else Paul, of no affiliations with any church, and no desire to belong to any particular religion, nor start one, and rather merely speak of things anyone can easily understand and feel, like “that” of a writer, like “that” of a musician, like “that” of an artist, like “that” of a poet, like “that” of those who bring forth goodness from within, in all they say and do, like “that” of the humanitarian relief supporters.
Imagine that Paul, someone like Jesus speaking with you, and you spitting in their face, of the very thing Jesus stood against.
negative negative negative Paul, in your every sreaming word with me.
God hears every single word Paul and is looking apon you this very second, asking me to turn away from you, as you will be last to enter into sincerity and purity of your own loving soul, an innocent soul yet snared by falsity, malice, deliberate twisting of truth.
What is wrong with you Paul? Everyone else has no problem feeling the words of the writer?
Do you read books Paul? Can you read? Or do you only know how to copy and paste? And then rant rant rant bile against God’s words spoken?
Ya, i suppose i do sometimes become angry, like Jesus did when he kicked over the money lenders tables who set up shop inside the temple of love and peace, these money lenders like today who snare the minimum wage earners into life long slavery, by means of knowing the minimum wage earner can only pay the minimum payments, what with rent, food, and other expenses, paying down such a small amount of the original debt, that when calculated, the minimum payment installments take 30 years to eventually pay off the loan, where statistically the debtor racks up the credit card again, never paying off the debt.
you mean that kind of angry personality disorder Paul.
i see.
These money lenders do enslave people’s lives intentionally and with great delight, with others in life, investing in their operations.
The meaning of the slave serves the free?
In spirituality of God, the free(spiritual ones) serve the slave, where the so called free that the slave once served is not really free, and rather these so called wealth free hearts are not free at all, and snared by insatiable desire of boastful pride of wealth(not always), and thirst for power over others in their boastful ways.
oh oh, i think i just made some enemies. haha.
Today, Americans are deeper in debt than any other time in history.
I no longer serve these money lenders, nor shall i ever again…i am free. 😉
And then the money lenders make these souls feel like worthless irresponsible souls, if they cannot pay the payment, railing on them like they are bad souls, all the while it is the enslaved one who is unfortunately unawarely snared by these money lenders.
Another cause for poverty in America.
Destroy your credit cards people. Cut them in half.
oh damn, the Pope would love this one to share with his one billion followers.
i am definitely in trouble now. hahaha.
fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked up fukers! LOL. 😀 😀
well…it’s the truth!
Slave Masters these money lenders are, and yet they are not true masters, serving the opposite of God.
You cannot serve both, and that is what partiality of the heart IS.
so ah Paul, does that sound like a manic bi polar person to you?
i am rather calm in my dissertation, am i not?
am i a master who enslaves a soul?
am i a master who frees an enslaved soul?
duh!
i am your master, and you are my slave!!!!
ok. you are free to go now Paul.
hahahaha.
i tend laugh hysterically somedays Paul, is that a bad thing, indicative of depression, or the derogatory term you love to bash me with, ‘nut-case”?
Sometimes i laugh so hard Paul…i can’t breath, and my sides hurt really bad, my face turns red, tears stream down my face, with my nieghbors banging on the wall shouting, “shut up!!!”
they think i am a nut-case too.
sad. not having any friends.
oh wait, Madonna loves me!
ah fuck it, who cares what you think Paul, when they have someone like Madonna that love them.
she is my hero in life!
fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked up fukers! LOL. 😀 😀
They let me out of rehab early aparrently i have a severe case of a-cute Madonna addiction which was not detri-mental to my health.
it is hard being a true and faithful friend Paul, who is not afraid to speak the truth with them, because often times Paul, they cannot handle acceptance of my constructive criticism, which is not of any denomination of church in the world, rather of the same ways of Jesus and God’s teachings.
I love how i can expand on the words of Jesus into macro thinking using sincerity and purity of heart and mind, it has this gentle free flowing liberating of the soul feel to it.
i should write songs.
hey M, you need a good song writer?
you can edit it later or even trash it for later review if you like.
ya, Madonna?
i think Jesus is way more good looking.
im joking……………..
even when his hair is all ratty looking. hahaha.
opppsss….i think i just punched thru the stratosphere with that last comment Marco.
i don’t see anything wrong with my free flowing writings Marco, a stream of consciousness, and if you notice at the top, Madonna clearly states;
Express yourself don’t repress yourself! I have told my assistant to allow all comments to be published. Nothing is off limits. I want free discussion on my blog.
no limits…you see that Marco?
i was like whoa!!! this could be alot of fun!
and fun it is
hey Marco, clearly Madonna is about LOVE, yes?
so what is wrong with being loving?
~ people sometimes say,”what is wrong with those two?”
~ often accused of nut-case, because of hysterical mad laugher.
~ jealousy, people occasionally fail to feel love, and turn towards jealousy in place of feeling love.
~ makes for alot of babies in the world, oh wait, that’s a good thing.
~ love can hurt sometimes when another we love may not respond to our loving affection.
~ love can leave us crying when a loved one dies
~ love can even make us sing in the rain, catching a cold.
~ love has been responsible for alot of intersections closed off by these dancers who show up out of nowhere, a new craze that is gripping the world.
~ love cause alot of people to call in sick for work, oh wait, that’s another good one.
~ love often sees these Romeo types forever writing words of love, going without sleep, of their yeaning for another’s love, a bad thing if they are married.
~ love is cause of traffic accidents, when people are day dreaming about last night and looking forward to tonight.
~ love sometimes causes panic when a baby is about to be born
~ love sometimes sees people praying for love, not realizing that when they pray, they are embracing their own loving heart, mind, body and soul when they do, and indeed are reward with love by the act of love, that of prayer.
~ love sometimes sees people spending as much as two hours trying to decide what to wear.
~ love can see us do alot of silly things, like text messaging endlessly until our fingers hurt.
~ love in musicians often sees them playing instruments until their bodies ache from the 12-18hours of none stop playing in jam sessions.
and what is wrong with being unloving?
~ EVERYTHING
Do you read books Paul? Can you read? Or do you only know how to copy and paste? And then rant rant rant bile against God’s words spoken?
yep ‘CANDY BOY” I DO read an down a terrific amount of books….ya ignorant loon!
unlik eyou i actually have intelligence.what do you read??
crap thats what.probably your own shit
i cut and paste so its sort of like an andy warho just love cuting an dpasting crap you and marco fukface leave behind and add my onw to it.alcinas v ideo is hailarious o fthis blog.
madonna AGAIN DOESNT LOVE YOU
NOW HERES THE BITE ANDY CANDY RAPHAEL….
YOUR”WRITINGS”ARE NON SENSICAL RANTINGSNO ONE BENEFITS AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ASS WIPE MARCO DERIVES FROM YOUR INSANITY.GUESS WHAT BABY CAKES…ITS NOT MADONNAS BLOG!HO WMANY TIMES DO YOU NEED TO HEAR THAT…GO ON YOUR OWN BLOG
YOU HAVE SUCH A DESIRE TO FEEL SELF IMMPORTANT
ANYONE CAN SEE
YOU ARE
A NUTCASE
MENTALLI BEYOND HELP
Slave Masters these money lenders are, and yet they are not true masters, serving the opposite of God.
You cannot serve both, and that is what partiality of the heart IS.
so ah Paul, does that sound like a manic bi polar person to you?
i am rather calm in my dissertation, am i not?
am i a master who enslaves a soul?
am i a master who frees an enslaved soul?
duh!
i am your master, and you are my slave!!!!
ok. you are free to go now Paul.
hahahaha.
i tend laugh hysterically somedays Paul, is that a bad thing, indicative of depression, or the derogatory term you love to bash me with, ‘nut-case”?
Sometimes i laugh so hard Paul…i can’t breath, and my sides hurt really bad, my face turns red, tears stream down my face, with my nieghbors banging on the wall shouting, “shut up!!!”
YEP YOU DO SOUND EVERYTHING YOU SAY ,AT LEAST YOURE AWARE NOW.ANYONE SEES YOU FOR BEING UTTERLY DEVOID OF BEING “WELL” HEAVEN KNOWS HOW YOU FIND SO MUCH TIME BETWEEN CORPORATE ACCOUNTING
PILOTING AND BEING IN THE ARMY PLUS ORGANIZING CLOWN OUTFITS
WOW YA MUST BE SO MULTI TASKING
Imagine that Paul, someone like Jesus speaking with you, and you spitting in their face, of the very thing Jesus stood against.
negative negative negative Paul, in your every sreaming word with me.
God hears every single word Paul and is looking apon you this very second, asking me to turn away from you, as you will be last to enter into sincerity and purity of your own loving soul, an innocent soul yet snared by falsity, malice, deliberate twisting of truth.
What is wrong with you Paul? Everyone else has no problem feeling the words of the writer?
Do you read books Paul? Can you read? Or do you only know how to copy and paste? And then rant rant rant bile against God’s words spoken?
JESUS PREACHED AGAINST THE VERY PEOPLE THAT ARE LIKE YOU…HYPOCRITES AND FALSE PROPHETS CRYING LOUDLY ABOUT HOW PIOUS THEY ARE
LIKE THE PAINTED WHITE PHARASEES…YEA JESUS WOULDNT EVEN COME CLOSE YO YOU YOU REEK OF DARKNESS
HIDING BEHIND TEH LIGHT
FOR BEHOLD THE BEAST ,HE SHALL COME WITH GOLDEN WORDS AND ……THE BEAST WILL LOOK AND BE AMAZINGLY “BEAUTIFUL’AND SPEAK WORDS EVERYONE WILL THINK IS WONDROUS….
EVIL WILL DISGUISE ITSELF IN GOODNESS
ALWAYS HAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE
WHJAT YOU CONSIDER EVIL I CONSIDER IT TO BE CLOSE TO YOU..’YOU SPEW BILE AND DARKNESS..EVEN YOUR SPIRITUAL REALM CRAP SOUNDS LIKE PAGANISM..WHICH IS FIN EIF YR INTO THAT
BUT IF YA CANT EVEN QUOTE PROPER SCRIPTURE
I WILL ALWAYS DEBATE WITHYOU’YOU TOSSER
Ya, i suppose i do sometimes become angry, like Jesus did when he kicked over the money lenders tables who set up shop inside the temple of love and peace, these money lenders like today who snare the minimum wage earners into life long slavery
AHEM THEY WERENT MONEY LENDERS.HE WAS RAILING AGAINST PEOPLE MAKING MONEY IN THE TEMPLE
AGAIN..IGNORANT
OBVIOUS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT YOU WRITE
I already crossed over Paul, and returned.
I look apon your deception and lies with me Paul, an abomination against God.
You remind me of those who call us satanic crusaders, blowing themselves up everyday, of only hatefulness and delight for malice and destruction of another’s soul.
Truly i tell you Paul, you cannot destroy the truth of the message, and you cannot destroy me. You may be able to kill me physically Paul, but you will not ever be able to become victorious of the truth of my words.
So tell us Paul, are you one of those who call us satanic crusaders, lurking like you do, casting of fear into the world as you do, another abomination against God, and yet at the same time says, “Do not let the beasts of ignorance trampel apon you and become victorious over your loving souls, lest the beast becomes victorious in the world, like the beast of Hitler, a wretched closed minded murderous hateful one, of insatiable desire for death and destruction of souls.
So why hate Paul? Hitler hated souls too, of an ignorant mind.
You take sides with the forces of dark murderous hate in the world Paul, when ever you utter hate.
i utter constructive criticism.
Paul is a perfect example of what a cyber bully behaves like on the internet, trolling from forum to forum, with deliberate attacks on individuals constantly, daily, of the same type that caused Shaquille Wisdoms suicide.
YOU ARE NOTHING BUT DISGUSTING
AND BABE..WHATS WTH THE HITLER ANALOGY??
BORRRING…..IM SURE THERES MANY MORE OUT THERE THROUGHOUT HISTORY YA FUKSTICK
TROL EH??
INTERNET BULLY???OH GET A REALITY DILDO UP YOUR ASS
DEFAMATION ANYONE??
YOURE ALLUDING IM CAUSING SUICIDES???
BE CAREFUL
OH AND BY THE WAY
ITS PEOPLE LIKE YPOU THAT ARE TRULY AN ABOMINATION
THE FACT YOU CAN EASILY SIT THERE A 45 YEAR OLD HAS BEEN NUTCASE PRETENDING TO BETHE SAVIOUR OF SOULS AND ENLIGHTENED REEKS OF MENTALL ILLNESS.
YOURE FUCKED.AND THE AUTHOR IS CLEARLY GETTING HIS ROCKS OFF WITH THIS ONGOING DELUGE OF INSANITY
I “REMIND”YOOU OF SATANIC CRUSADERS
YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT THE WORDS YOUWRITE MEAN
SO NOW U ALLUDE THAT IM LIKE A SUICIDE BOMBER
‘WOW CAN YOU BE ANY CRAZIER
AND BUSH ISNT GUILTY OF TORTURE?/READ TEH NEWS BABE
AND AGAIN DIDNT YOU KNOW MADONNA IS AGAINTS THE WAR
AND FOR IRAQ???OBVIOUSLY YOU DONT
DEFAMATION ??YOURE TEH ONE GETTING A BIT CRAZY TWON LOVE
WHAT IM DOING IS TAKING LIL OLE PHOTOS OF ALL THE DEFAMATORY REMARKS YOU SAY TO ME…AND M GONNA EMBARESS THE SHIT OUT OF YA ON YOU TUBE AND THIS BLOG WILL BE SHUT DOWN’YOURE SPEWING HATE NOT ME
I MERELY PROJECT WHAT YOU SAY AND THROW SOME REALITY YOUR WAY
YOU SAD POOR JERK
HASMARCO EVEN SEEN YOUR PHOTO??
DO YOUTWO ACTUALLY TALK NORMALLY??
OR IS IT SOME SICK LITTLE FANZINE CYBER LOVE THANG??
GAWD YOU MAK EME SHIT CHUNKS
So why hate Paul? Hitler hated souls too, of an ignorant mind.
You take sides with the forces of dark murderous hate in the world Paul, when ever you utter hate.
HITLER AGAIN
YOU LIKEN ME TO SOMEONE WHO KILLED 6 MILLION POEPLE
FUCK YOURE DERANGED
JUST BECAUSE I TOLD YOU YOURE MENTALLY UNSTABLE YOU MAK EME OUT TO BE HITLER!!OMFG
IF ANYONE SEES THAT PLEASE RESPOND
You take sides with the forces of dark murderous hate in the world Paul, when ever you utter hate.
DONT PUT YOUR DERANGED AND DEMENTED WORDS INMY MOUTH
IM FAR FROM”DARK” BABE…YOU JUST CANNOT THROW ANYTHING INTELLIGENT INTO THE FREY SO YOU GO BY FUNDAMENTALISTS DO….TAK ETHE IGNORANT ROAD.IM SURPRISED MARCO GETS OFF ON YOUR DELUSION AND DEMENTED RETARDED HATEFUL NASTY AND DOWNRIGHT MENTALLY FUCKED UP ATTITUDE…
I KNOW YOU LOVE BAITING ME
YOU SIT THERE LIKE AN UGLY BULLFROG SPWEING FORTH SWAMP GAS IN TEH FORM OF BEING SOME DERANGED GOD-LIKE MESSENGER.THAT”CROSSED OVER”
OK WHERED U GO??
OH EXCUSE M E..THE “SPIRIT REALM”SAY HI TO ELVIS MARILYN AND HITLER WHILE YOURE THERE>>
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 11:23 pm Said:
CIA too Paul.
I am an informant.
Perhaps i should have them track you, and have the police pay you a visit?
You are a vicious cyber bully Paul.
NOW YOURE THRETENING ME…
BE CAREFUL
AND AUTHOR…..YOURE A CUNT
Religious beliefs serve an important function in the daily lives and attitudes of most of us. Especially in today’s often chaotic and unpredictable world, a sincere faith in the power of God and adherence to religious rituals can give us better moral guidance, more emotional stability, and valuable serenity. Religion helps people to be centered and grounded.
However, a person’s fervent religious practices can signify other, darker aspects of his or her mental health. For example, if someone’s faith is used to mask or avoid psychological problems, or if their religious inclinations are taken to extremes, there is an excellent possibility that the person is suffering from a psychiatric disorder. Often it is a way to cover their own pathology, hiding it from others or accusing others for being it’s cause. This can be compared with Dual Diagnosis in Alcoholism, ie: sometimes when a person deals with their alcoholism and quits drinking, only then does their underlying psychiatric pathology become apparent. Alcohol in this situation was used to self-medicate.
One term used to describe such a case is “hyper-religiosity.” A “hyper” condition of any sort—e.g. hyperactivity, hyperglycemia, etc.—simply means too much of something. In the case of religious beliefs, the question of having too much becomes a factor when the religion starts adversely affecting people’s social behavior, their ability to function rationally, and even their own physical health.
Being very religious is not by any means an absolute indication of bipolar or manic or depressive behavior; on the contrary, a healthy approach to religious rituals is vital for the comfort and well-being of countless people. So it’s a highly sensitive issue to question someone’s beliefs or practices. Nevertheless, anything taken too far can do more harm than good.
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
Candy boy, on May 5th, 2008 at 11:23 pm Said:
CIA too Paul.
I am an informant.
Perhaps i should have them track you, and have the police pay you a visit?
You are a vicious cyber bully Paul.
FUCKED UP!!!
andy.i just looked up that shaquille wisdom story.asmuch as iloathe resorting to anger.
you disgust me.
how can you actually compare me ( a gay effeminate man) to anti-gay teenage cyber bullying is beyond mine and any sane persons comprehension
i do not ceyber bully you in the least.you seem to be quite fine with giving the best of nastiness back anyway
i see this banter back an dforth as quite a journey fo rme..into a very depressing mind set.for at first i was amused at trying to get you but now all i know is your very very ill and dangerously bordering on psychotic
i wish that john saw what you wrote and wrote back
he would indeed find a very sick and tortured mind.who knows from where it stems and frankly who cares
i do not rail against god nor his alleged son and heir or the insubstantial holy spirit.no i just rail against your delicious brand of ignorance arrogance and insanity personified
you dear andy candy boy raphael and pansy.
you are so so far gone that arguing with someone like you is pointless as you will beleive only in your own circle of delusion and that world seems like its unravelling since you spend way too much time in thinking you are a saviour and all-knowing being that has a direct link to god!!
pfft
mental
full stop
madonna isnt here
she will never be and never has been or is right now
have a nice psychosise
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 12:39 am Said:
opppsss….i think i just punched thru the stratosphere with that last comment Marco.
i don’t see anything wrong with my free flowing writings Marco, a stream of consciousness, and if you notice at the top, Madonna clearly states;
Express yourself don’t repress yourself! I have told my assistant to allow all comments to be published. Nothing is off limits. I want free discussion on my blog.
no limits…you see that Marco?
i was like whoa!!! this could be alot of fun!
Marco, on May 6th, 2008 at 12:58 am Said:
and fun it is
so marco faccio
its fun is it to be demented and lose sight of reality??
hmm i suppose so .
but if u indeed get a hard on from this insanity there better be some help for you somewhere
i suggest that you seek psychiatric care in one of melbournes larger hospitals…and maybe see if they can give u some shock treatment
fun eh??
yes ohits fun to yell homophobia at people isnt it??
call names and be an ignorant asswipe..sad sad sad
is this what you meant marco??
im doing exactly what you have been “enjoying”tell me is it “fun”??????????i think not.
alcina did a wonderful video of this site…its a must see.such a hoot!!do see
Q. What do Lizzard’s eat ?
A. flies
Q. What to flies eat ?
A. Shit
Hey Mr Lizzard why not save yourself some time and cut out the middle man.. go eat shit
haaa just waht expected……..eh marco…the brain of a newt
the fact marco you’enjoy”this and get riled up enough to be so immature begs the question.
are you sure youre all there??
or a little off centre??
god knows you cant seem to hold any proper “real”relationships so you fall for a 45 year old mentally ill cyber religeous nut
so there must be some”shit”in your life too . shit poo effluent,fascinating.can we get any lower?? i mean ya cant respond unless youuse sexual or banal toilet humour or lizard analogies.geesh its like bobbing for apples..too easy
wow.i just got here from seeing someone called alcina’s you tube video about this blog
i used to visit it on blogger.and boy am i fuming.sorry paul i have to but in here.
i ama mother of three and a christian and a madonna fan,i used to visit that madonna thoughts blog and my children used to send in pics and enter the competitions.i was so naive to beleive that the blog was real but rosie odonell answered me just yesterday to say that it wasn’t and she would say so very soon.im appalled that someoen could pose as her and fool so many fans.i feel actually foolish for beleiving init and my chldren as awell.so i say to the author.im appalled and so disgusted this is still going on.i saw the video and it was both funny and enlightening.
to andy or whomever.you are not a good religeous person and you dont quote scripture very well at that.you attack people amd force th eissue and paul,dont go there.ihat eto say this but he is not a good or decentperson.
all this fighting here ,wow,its mindboggling.
i know that i will tell others about this fake blog an dpass teh message on.hopefully rosie will tell all too.she just claims that if it isnt harmful what can she do??well i see the harm here in teh fact it is an imposture and feeding off very ill people. thank god that alcina posted that video,thank you
My thoughts exactly
PAul Darling… Sweetie,,, Candy … pusher ………..
Why compete ?
… when I’ve already won !
number 1
if Madonna takes for 4 minutes , can you do it in 3
i’m NOT pregnant! my brother got on2 my account & writ this NOT ME! I’M STILL A VIRGIN… DUH! I’ll strangle him 4 wat he did!
team captain
vague crap much??? can u do it in 2??
can yu say…loser/?
Cock breath?
Clearly M, Paul is a gay basher like the ones who bullied young Shaquille Wisdom, causing his suicide.
With God as my witness, i hold this kind of behaviour against any who choose to conduct themselves in such a manner, where myself and many officers of the law will track down and bring before the High Court Judges, with charges of Defamation of such individuals, of the delightful conduct of the malice, clearly shown by all the words of Paul with me, gay bashing with professional words, that no such professional in the world would ever do, as we continue in our approach to stem the tide of further suicides of the young gay males, who are of the highest risk in the world for suicide.
Equally, those who allow such forums, blogs and websites who allow such inappropriate hateful behaviour who continue to fail to take responsibility for moderating their internet hosting in allowing such conduct of said individuals, will also be addressed by the High Court Judges in the coming years ahead.
It is the irresponsibility of such, which clearly was responsible for Shaquille Wisdoms suicide death, that of an openly gay young 13 year old boy, here in Canada.
Members of the GLBT communities here in Canada are pushing forward in approaching the law makers and Judges of the land, paving the way for future generations to safely journey in their loving lives, holding back the irresponsible negative ignorances of such individuals.
Clearly, who ever is host of this website, is not of concern for GLBT community, where i personally will seek the appropriate measures to hold such individuals accountable, and/or have this blog shut down, in the event responsibility for this blog is not taken.
This is my final warning. The next warning will come from those of the law.
too prove my point with you M, i will be shutting down my blog indefinitely, and not ever posting here again.
today is indeed the last day i am using words, so long as you allow such ignorance of mind and mean spirited hatefulness to slam against me, someone i thought you respected Madonna.
clearly you do not care to protect me from horrid wretchedness of spirit like these hateful ones of delight of conduct with me, thinking perhaps you had love and respect for me, where today i feel as though you have not even one ounce of repect for my loving soul.
i do not sit on the fence Madonna.
if you wish to remain of such irresponsibility of this blog, i will see to it that the law shuts down this blog permanently, where i will be the one who decides if i desire to listen or speak with you ever again.
a cesspool indeed of such illness of heart, mind, body and soul, it sickens me with feelings of suicide.
thanks for caring M.
clearly you do not, at least not today.
my loving brothers and sisters of the world will continue to move forward in the loving direction which rails against defamation, such as this blog, just as we always have and will continue to shine light apon horrid nonsense, like we did at the candle light vigil of Harvey Milk.
i know you are on our side M, but this blog clearly is one of irresponsibility on who ever the host is, a sitting on the fence between love and wretched hatefulness, like Pauls conduct with me.
perhaps now you know me with clarity Madonna, i will not tolerate conduct such as this, nor should i, nor should anyone.
In the name of Shaquille Wisdom, i ask the host of this blog to decide which side of the fence you wish to join, for i will always shine light into darkness of wretched ignorances, staying only long enough for truth to be revealed.
now if you don’t mind, i take my heart, mind, body and soul to a spa, of no desire to return to this illness of a blog, seething with the worse hatefulness i have experienced in life, worse than the one who pointed a gun at my head.
my soul belongs to Jesus and God, and will not be found where deception is rampant, like the loud wretched hatefulness of those who twist the truth of my words spoken into nothingness, of delightful defamation and joyful joy riding of malice.
i will seek others other than you Madonna, who care to truly know me, for i feel as though you are being careless with me, of someone that loves you.
How would feel Madonna, if you were me, and i let them behave like this on my blog, of their delightful mockery of me M?
why should i believe ever again of anything of you Madonna? Tell me, why should i care? Are you heartless? Do you enjoy watching them put me in the ground? Is that where you want me Madonna? Dead?
i would rather die than stay here.
in my death today, i leave you with something to think about for the remainder of your life.
should you desire to approach me in loving conduct in the future, i will listen.
my fears of coming to close to you have been realized as true, of my inability to trust you again.
so say goodbye to someone who loves you.
perhaps one day we will feel the affect + effects of our lives thru others, just as we have done thus far.
the ball is in your court Madonna, and in my court too Madonna, the High Court of the land.
oh hey M, i just had an idea. Let me moderate this blog.
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that’s the answer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i knew you would come to me eventually. LOL
i am of good spirit today M.
but i cannot take this anymore.
i am so sensitive, way beyond the comprehension of so many here.
the world is like that, i know, and is why i shy away from it, regaining my strength, and marching before it, with joyfulness, so seemingly difficult of me to become happy again, since 93, and my loss of Troy.
It was so hard in the beginning for me, i crashed for an entire year after Troy died, so crushed from such a painful experience.
Today it is much easier, thanks to you and people like you M, like our loving friend Rosie.
So can i be the moderator of this blog M?
come on….i want to kick their ass!
hahaha.
please?????????????????
fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked up fukers! LOL. 😀 😀
tic toc tic toc
hey M, why do i feel your happiness with me?
it is as though we are soul mates, sincere and pure.
do you feel what i feel Madonna?
i have felt it for along time, your strength, your sincerity of pure love.
i walk in your light today Madonna, of gentle sweetness in every step, down every street, of sun shining, of souls radiant and bright, of all our efforts of affect + effect, returning to us, surrounding us.
you feel it?
New York is especially of our decades of effort, Toronto even more so, of gentle grace, wisdom, compassion and sincere love with one another, all around, everywhere in the city now.
Now you know the words of Extraordinary and Wondrous, yes? 😉 😀
ya, i always knew Madonna.
others are like, what the fuck is Andy talking about? haha.
we know.
for you naysayers, forgive me of my vulgarity and sometimes openness of sexuality, that of a bisexual of many years.
this forum should be classified as an adult forum, agreed.
as for my religious findings, that of a hermetical monk, at one with Jesus and God, i fully realize the depth and breadth of my research is way beyond those who attend church for 2 hours a week.
I am of the understanding of extensive life’s work of sincerity and purity of God’s divine will for us all.
While my focus has been distracted lately, i have come to realize that i have to return to my place of peacefulness, and continue my writings as one who has surrendered their heart, mind, body and soul to Jesus and God, and shall do so.
I am working on a book of spiritual macro thinking that interprets and descerns false teachings of God from that of true wisdom of God, with God assisting me, the Holy Spirit as some refer to.
I have gained access to the spirit realm, again, not something i expect anyone of the world to comprehend, knowing fully that i am indeed likely the only one since Jesus to have done such in the exact same way Jesus and God spoke with one another.
Truly i tell you, it is of the sincerity and purity of my divine true self that i write from, with occasional humor thrown in, to prevent the alarm bells of the world going off, in the posibility that God has returned to us.
Truly i you, God dwells with me.
i am of sound mind, and excellent mental/emotional well being, of my sincere pure true self, of my higher self actually, where i have dwelled now for 20 years in positive approach, merely by staying focused in my descerning abilities which see the truth of negative energies in the world for what they have always been, the results of those who did not know God, of those who did not desire to know God, of those who claimed to know God and did not, and of those today exactly like the condition of souls of yesterday which Jesus clearly sees with absolute clarity of heart, mind, body and soul, of the body i gave to Jesus and God.
Please know, that i know fully in my heart, mind, body and soul, that no such person as i exists in the world, so bare with me in my dissertations with all of you, of words i have no desire to sell for profit, like the many merchants of God, of their unfortunate partiality of heart.
i greet all of you in peace, as a loving brother who is one with God, and only God, of no affiliation with any organized religion of the world.
i will not entertain further challenges with others, as it is a waste of precious time for me to do so. i must finish my writings in life, that i know are for future generations to consider, where as Jesus said to many, “This generation will not be the ones who come to benifit fully the teachings of God.”
i understand fully why that is, and is easy for any to embrace, merely by looking apon the truth of affect + effect.
the core of these teachings is exactly for the results of Affect + Effect, where such writings are merely for the sole purpose to liberate and free loving hearts, minds, bodies, and souls of others, for sake of joining in the deliberate approach of joyful will of enlightened ones in the world, in our ever ending positive steps forward in the world in all we say and do, of the knowingness that every second alters the entire future of mankind, of the sincerity and purity of the results of Affect + Effect, exactly that of the loving approach Madonna has had with us all.
again, i am not longer interested in hearing any critic of my work, as my comprehension is of a level of extensive macro thinking, not something anyone can appreciate in following, should you simply come in here and read a few posts i have done lately.
i take my leave of this blog, of my desire to no longer put forth my writings here for anyone to critic, and will place them on my own blog, which is responsibly moderated from all negative unwiseness of the world, where no comments will be shown of anyone who wishes to attack these words of Jesus and God who dwell with me.
I am will continue to select certain individuals in the world to share some of my extensive research, such as the Pope, where it is not of my interest to engage in debate with even the Pope of these writings, where i am not interested in what others may wish to challenge.
I am of God, with God and only God, for the sole sake of generations to come, and any of you who may find these writings of benifit to you, in the exact same way they benifit me, of the exact same way Jesus sees and saw the world when he walked the earth. His spirit dwells with me, this i have known since the age of 12.
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again, forgive me of my lacking in graceful approach with some of you of recent, and know that for sake of any, i will no longer approach anyone in open dialogue with you, of no desire to do so, where illness of negativity comes forth from some of you.
my writings thus far on this blog of spirituality will no longer appear here again, as i embrace that truth i am leaving my soul open for attack.
My shield is one of great wisdom, where those who come up against me are not able to penetrate my soul, as my wisdom is of God who protects the sincerity and purity of my loving soul from the dark ignorant forces yet in the world, which are like dark spirits which cannot comprehend Jesus, not able to see Jesus, yet sense that Jesus is here.
Truly i tell you, that the spirit of Jesus is here among us, who will not reveal his identity to many of you who seek to vanquish him, protected by God’s wisdom and knowledge of the condition of all souls of the world, wishing only to participate in all things loving in everything we say and do, every second of our loving lives.
I embrace numerous wisdoms of great depth and understanding of how the world will safely journey into the future, which is my sole purpose of this life i share with all of you, Children of God.
I love Jesus completely, because Jesus loves me completely, as one i have united with Jesus, of my surrendering of my life to Jesus and God, the greatest loving experience of my life, of where i stand, always with Jesus in heart, mind, body and soul.
Thank you for listening.
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the time has come
of great reflect
as Jesus comes
to teach respect
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haha 😉 😀
hey, it rhymes!
and it’s original to!
and it of sincerity of pure truth!
love it love it love it
😀 😀
ok morons, for sake of your loving self, switch of your negative approaches with one another.
you can hate me all you want and even kill my body, but no one shall become victorious over the truth of the messeges from God.
Why?
Because truth does not fail, where it has always been we who failed the truth.
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sorry M, i am just abit toxic from all the snake bites lately.
Hey Marco?
thanks for loving me.
i love you too Marco.
the same way we love Madonna.
of SINCERITY and PURITY of our loving souls Marco.
you have no idea how long i have searched for those loving like you are Marco.
i really need to meet you one day Marco, and hug you, knowing you will hug me the same way i feel about you….always loving,
for you haters and naysayers…is there any better way than love? Your behaviour with me says other wise of what you embrace.
it take my leave of you, for sake of you.
Goodbye.
i will only speak with those of my choosing from now on, of my graceful approach with them, of Marco and Madonna being already chosen by me.
did i just call myself an it?
that’s what i call my pets which are spaded, an “it”, as in not able to think or do anything sexual. sad for me to look apon actually, these poor its.
indeed, i am glad to be me, i suppose you could say.
whoa!
that was an excellent one Team Captian!
If Madonna can do it in 4 minutes, can you do it in 3?
Less than that for me.
hilarious beyond words!!! LOL 😀 😀
i am here for Madonna, and those who love Madonna.
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make no mistake who’s side i shall always be found, always repectful of her wishes…as one should be.
God blesses Madonna, those she loves, and those who love her, now and forever, for ALL.
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always know that i am always a humble student yet learning with God, sitting in class with all of you, of desire and concern in seeking safe passage for us all into the future, for us, and all souls yet to be born, of simple truth wisdoms which are solidly grounded in truth, not able to ever be challenged or broken, where appearance of such will be seen of one’s who’s minds are obviously yet foolish, like those of willful desire and delight of malice, clearly revealed here in wretched attacks apon a soul united as one with Jesus and God, of which i realize my words lacking in grace, are also part of my ongoing leaning, such as that of tact.
with that said, i shall no longer engage in open discussions with those of mean spirited attack for their sole sake of mean spirited attack, which is an abomination against Jesus and God, and the divine true self within all of you, including the divine true self from which such attacks eminate forth from, of a yet unfortunately unwise innocent soul born into the world, snared by the many ignorance that are yet rampant apon the earth, where all suffering in the world is directly linked to such ignornaces which still thrive in the world.
of gentle growth, the world will one day become free of these many numerous ignorances.
it is the divine will of God’s love for us, and indeed of the divine will of our divine true self which easily sees(feels) with clarity these many things of the world in great need of more humanitarians to step forward in life, where all loving deeds and words spoken are always in step with God’s love for us ALL.
Truly i tell you, God’s love is Sincerity and Purity of loving compassionate wisdom of the divine true self with us ALL.
Enjoy the day everyone, as do i.
thank you for listening(with your heart, mind, body and soul)
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we won! we won! we won!
win! win! win!
everyone wins, even the morons unknowingly yet snared who do not embrace comprehension of us.
they don’t have to, as they will feel it in the years to come, just as they have…unknowingly of the growing strength of the tree of life which provides love.
it is so freaken awesome Madonna, is it not?
i mean look how far we have come in the last two decades of our efforts Madonna.
indeed, there is no stopping us now, and rather silly to even think such a thing. duh!
haha.
we so smart. we so smart. we so smart.
damn. i want to get _ _ _ _!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.
come on, that’s an easy one! 😀 😀
ha. i have a healthier sex drive than most people alive, and still, they say i have mental/emtional problems.
actually i do have mental/emotional problems, ‘that’, being the fukity fuk fuked fuking fuked upness of the fukers who keep attacking me, unable to see of know me, as they do not desire to love me, nor their true self for that matter, which is sad!
sorry. had to throw it back to where it came from, not belonging to me, their empty projections from the void of nothingness in which no love comes from.
such utter blackness devoid of love, eh Madonna?
can you believe the way they treated me, the one who stands with God?
i am sad for them actually, for they cannot feel my presence, like you do.
ya, you were always # 1 in my world Madonna.
Truly i tell you, i always loved you as #1 in the world.
My feelings of sincerity and purity are true for you, and God confirmed this with me many times.
we know.
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here is the thing.
when i embrace the loving feelings of you, i feel it for others as well, everywhere i go.
in some i feel sad for them, of derangment of soul so twisted, the street dwellers of illness of heart and mind, nearing death’s door.
i cannot save them as much as i want to, knowing i was saved because i desired God in my life.
Now i merely wish to reveal Jesus to everyone, who saved my from the depths of great ignorances in life, like that of suicide, alcoholism, drug abuse, unheathy approaches in descernment of others in selecting friends and lovers in the first half of life, and of course the weight lifted in forgiveness, because of the depth of understanding of how i see with clarity all innocent souls born into the yet unwise world, sadly picking up learned behaviours of other innocent souls born into the (yet) unwise world around us, on and on and on it has always been in mankind’s history, cause and effect of all suffering in the world.
we have come so far, yet we have a long way to go.
i have so many things to speak about.
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😉 😀
9 was the most times i _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ !
LOL 😀 😀
is that high enough a note for me to leave you with?
😀 😀
hey, it’s getting fun again.
i really need to ignore the naysayers, yes?
what was i thinking???
😀 😀
hahaha.
you like my mood swings M?
i am like ranting and ranting, &*%#($&@*@($)#__@!
and then you say, “do you want to have sex?”
and i am like, “ya, sure.”
i did not read the Team Camptain one…sorry.
won’t happen again.
but still, i do think someone should moderate or blog some of these haters and naysayers…as much as they provide contrast, they are the very illness of heart and mind which Jesus healed.
alternatively, i could let Jesus speak only, and take a back seat, as he is of grace and tact, knowing when to not speak, and when and what someone needs to hear.
How it works for me, is i literally turn to Jesus and God, ask a question, and they answer.
but all to often i don’t and i end up reacting to useless nonsense of the nashing of the teeth outside the door, like barking dogs, they literally say nothing for me to learn at all, just barking away…sad.
i need a vacation…a permanent one, away from here.
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oh yeah, for you anoymous cowards of no name who keep posting your hate on my blog, they are not read and are deleted, each and everyone of them permanently forgotten, just like all evil is not celebrated in history, and instead, forgotten, other than what the motherfuckers did to Jesus, which many of you still cannot grasp how long three days hanging on a cross feels like.
It is an excruciatingly long time, especially knowing in your last dying moments of no return to join you all in life ever again, and still hearing the hissing, cajoling, mockery and laughter from you, while those who loved me cryed below the cross the hateful heartless ones put me on.
😉 :DxXx
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i really should kill myself, to truly teach you all a lesson.
but then i realize, they would likely laugh about that too.
fortunately for me, i learned to descern for my divine true self who is appropriate for me and who is not, setting healthy boundaries for my divine true self, allowing only those who are loving to come close to me, passing by others in life, leaving seeds of truth for them to ponder, like the words, “Jesus loves you!” a seed of sincere purity of truth which do not fail, as it is the truth, of seeds which i have come to watch grow in the hearts of many over many years.
In life, we fail our divine true self whenever we do not turn towards our own loving heart, mind, body and soul, which i do, and is what willed in the hearts of many to contemplate, while he hung apon the cross, of his choosing to allow the beasts of ignorance to put him there, knowing in advance that they would, all the while praying to God, “Forgive them father, for they know not what they do.”
And indeed, many did return to their peaceful place of dwelling, and felt something inside, that Jesus knew some would, asking, “Why are we doing this to someone who only spoke about love?”
Returning the second day, they looked apon Jesus in humbleness of loving spirit, of Jesus still alive on the cross, caught in the snare of death and destruction willed apon them by those who’s hearts Jesus knew were snared by desires of useless absurd hatefulness of another, instead of what Jesus wanted…equality.
this concludes our test of the emergency broadcast signal, brought to you by God.
😀 😀
the pope is loving this, although i don’t think he will accept my bisexuality, even though i am celibate like he is, of my choosing to do so, in anticipation of a loving lover one day.
truly i tell you, anyone who is loving will do, male or female. haha 😀 😀
HURRY UP would ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.
i jest…….wait for it……wait…………….wait……………………NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im ok M, just resentful of their unlovingness, that’s all, for sake of those who may be in their path up ahead, the same path Jesus walks apon with ALL of us, apon the earth, speaking and praying only for love, compassion, and wisdom, “that” of God’s loving divine will for us ALL.
hello?
anyone home?
maybe next year.
like Madonna said, i say too, “i don’t want to be your sister…i want to be your _ _ _ _ _!”
an easy one for ya!
ok everyone. Love one another, ok?
Why waste one second in useless attack of another, when love feels so much better, in the hot tub with someone of my choosing and not yours! haha.
unless of course you are Madonna! haha.
which she shall always have me in sweet anticipation of her sweet and sticky love for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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..!i!i!…….!i!i!………!i!i!…..!i!i!
..!i!i!…… …!i!i!….!i!i!……..!i!i
..!i!i!…………(*V)……,,….!i!i!
..!i!i!……+..…..V……+,…..!i!i!…a d o n n a
because i love me
and so does she
so why not be
can’t you see?
the real me? 😉 :Djxxx=;
oh look, she loves me!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.
im bad. i know.
must be the bubbles in my ear from the hot tub, as i give my head a shake, and so should all of you, if you want to live a loving TRUE LIFE!
later dudes!
me gots some true loving life to do.
Ciao Bella.
Ciao Bello.
Ciao Trannies too! haha.
don’t forget!
NO ALCOHOL ALLOWED in God’s house of love and peace.
if you absolutely have to have a drink, do it away from the house, ok?
got it?
ok.
peace out.
this is fake! FAKE!
fake what?
fake _ _ _ _ _ _? haha.
have fun in life, and i will do the same, ok?
i am always here for you. you know where to find me.
i am trying to keep it real, and indeed i cannot avoid being real, of my real life without you in it, and yet you are in it…closer would of been far better, and yet….
?
candy boy you are a big artist like your favorit singer : your taste is amazing like her, it so great
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 6:45 pm Said:
must be the bubbles in my ear from the hot tub, as i give my head a shake, and so should all of you, if you want to live a loving TRUE LIFE!
later dudes!
me gots some true loving life to do.
Ciao Bella.
Ciao Bello.
Ciao Trannies too! haha.
cioa mentally ill idiot
ciao brains
ciao logic
ciao mental stability!
remember gods house is at andys
it has a spa!!!
that also doubles as a gateway into the spiritual realm
just take a bottle of scotch and a trip and away ya go
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 5:45 pm Said:
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oh yeah, for you anoymous cowards of no name who keep posting your hate on my blog, they are not read and are deleted, each and everyone of them permanently forgotten, just like all evil is not celebrated in history, and instead, forgotten, other than what the motherfuckers did to Jesus, which many of you still cannot grasp how long three days hanging on a cross feels like.
It is an excruciatingly long time, especially knowing in your last dying moments of no return to join you all in life ever again, and still hearing the hissing, cajoling, mockery and laughter from you, while those who loved me cryed below the cross the hateful heartless ones put me on. :DxXx
you are pathetique
andy
fuk of nutcase
get help please!!
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 5:04 pm Said:
hahaha.
you like my mood swings M?
i am like ranting and ranting, &*%#($&@*@($)#__@!
and then you say, “do you want to have sex?”
and i am like, “ya, sure.”
i did not read the Team Camptain one…sorry.
won’t happen again.
but still, i do think someone should moderate or blog some of these haters and naysayers…as much as they provide contrast, they are the very illness of heart and mind which Jesus healed.
alternatively, i could let Jesus speak only, and take a back seat, as he is of grace and tact, knowing when to not speak, and when and what someone needs to hear.
How it works for me, is i literally turn to Jesus and God, ask a question, and they answer.
but all to often i don’t and i end up reacting to useless nonsense of the nashing of the teeth outside the door, like barking dogs, they literally say nothing for me to learn at all, just barking away…sad.
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 5:04 pm Said:
CRAP CRAP ENDLESS SHITE ENDLESS BILE DRIBBLE
am so sensitive, way beyond the comprehension of so many here.
the world is like that, i know, and is why i shy away from it, regaining my strength, and marching before it, with joyfulness, so seemingly difficult of me to become happy again, since 93, and my loss of Troy.
It was so hard in the beginning for me, i crashed for an entire year after Troy died, so crushed from such a painful experience.
Today it is much easier, thanks to you and people like you M, like our loving friend Rosie.
who the FUCK CARES
GET OVER YOURSELF
ROSIE AINT LISTENINGYA FUKSTICK
WHO THE FUCK CARES YOU UNENLIGHTENED UNEDUCATED HYPER RELIGEOUS FUKNUT
getoverit
weve all lost people in life
i doubt troy ever exhisted
Now i merely wish to reveal Jesus to everyone, who saved my from the depths of great ignorances in life, like that of suicide, alcoholism, drug abuse, unheathy approaches in descernment of others in selecting friends and lovers in the first half of life, and of course the weight lifted in forgiveness, because of the depth of understanding of how i see with clarity all innocent souls born into the yet unwise world, sadly picking up learned behaviours of other innocent souls born into the (yet) unwise world around us, on and on and on it has always been in mankind’s history, cause and effect of all suffering in the world.
we have come so far, yet we have a long way to go.
this IS NOT THE FORUM TO DO IT IN
FAIR ENOUGH ,IF YOU THINK YOUCAN JUST PREACH AWAY THEN PEOPLE……PREACH YOUR WON RELIGEON..LETS GET THIS ASSHOLE OF FTHIS FORUM
BLESSED BE
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 2:39 pm Said:
too prove my point with you M, i will be shutting down my blog indefinitely, and not ever posting here again.
today is indeed the last day i am using words, so long as you allow such ignorance of mind and mean spirited hatefulness to slam against me, someone i thought you respected Madonna.
clearly you do not care to protect me from horrid wretchedness of spirit like these hateful ones of delight of conduct with me, thinking perhaps you had love and respect for me, where today i feel as though you have not even one ounce of repect for my loving soul.
i do not sit on the fence Madonna.
if you wish to remain of such irresponsibility of this blog, i will see to it that the law shuts down this blog permanently, where i will be the one who decides if i desire to listen or speak with you ever again.
a cesspool indeed of such illness of heart, mind, body and soul, it sickens me with feelings of suicide.
thanks for caring M.
clearly you do not, at least not today.
my loving brothers and sisters of the world will continue to move forward in the loving direction which rails against defamation, such as this blog, just as we always have and will continue to shine light apon horrid nonsense, like we did at the candle light vigil of Harvey Milk.
i know you are on our side M, but this blog clearly is one of irresponsibility on who ever the host is, a sitting on the fence between love and wretched hatefulness, like Pauls conduct with me.
perhaps now you know me with clarity Madonna, i will not tolerate conduct such as this, nor should i, nor should anyone.
In the name of Shaquille Wisdom, i ask the host of this blog to decide which side of the fence you wish to join, for i will always shine light into darkness of wretched ignorances, staying only long enough for truth to be revealed.
now if you don’t mind, i take my heart, mind, body and soul to a spa, of no desire to return to this illness of a blog, seething with the worse hatefulness i have experienced in life, worse than the one who pointed a gun at my head.
my soul belongs to Jesus and God, and will not be found where deception is rampant, like the loud wretched hatefulness of those who twist the truth of my words spoken into nothingness, of delightful defamation and joyful joy riding of malice.
i will seek others other than you Madonna, who care to truly know me, for i feel as though you are being careless with me, of someone that loves you.
How would feel Madonna, if you were me, and i let them behave like this on my blog, of their delightful mockery of me M?
why should i believe ever again of anything of you Madonna? Tell me, why should i care? Are you heartless? Do you enjoy watching them put me in the ground? Is that where you want me Madonna? Dead?
i would rather die than stay here.
PUHLEASE..AGAIN ALLUDING TO LEAVING!!FUK OFF ALREADY
GET THEE HENCE EVIL WORDSMITH!!
YOURE FUCKING NUTS
FUKITY FUK FUK!!LOL
GO AND PLAY IN YOUR SPA AND MAKE MORE CLOWN OUTFITS..
GO FLY YOUR PLANE AND BAK EBREAD OR WHATEVER U ACTUALLY DO AND JUST FUK OFF
MADONNA ISNTHERE YOUFOOL
i have watched Madonna for many many years, seeing her grow emotionally, mentally and spiritually. There are things i have seen in the spirit realm which reveal both negative energies that are fearful and afraid, stemming from uncertainty or unresolved, unaddressed issues, as well as the sincerity of purity of love with regards to Madonna recently which i sense.
Only Madonna can attest to the truth of her reality over the last while, that of my recent approach have i come to her.
i came for a reason, which slowly unveiled some truths in her life that i was deeply concerned about, in particular of one day when i saw a picture of her in the holy land, going to peaceful places of meditation, while also seeing pictures of Guy and his drunkard friends boozing it up while Madonna was out in the holy land by herself.
I am standing there in that moment, and i see the seperation of souls, of these uncertainties unaddressed, unresolved issues which concern me deeply, for sake of Guy, for sake of Madonna, for sake of their beautiful son Rocco, and what the future may hold if they both fail to address squarely the seriousness of the documented, case filed dangers of the progressive nature of alcoholism, which could potentially see someone die, in the extreme case, or someone hurt.
BE CAREFUL ANDY YOURE GETTING REALLY PERSONAL ABOUT A CELEBRITY AND HER FAMILY…
YOURE A NUTCASE
MENTALLY ILL
YES YOU!! YA KNOW IT
eat shit fuck off and die ms bitch.
i am free of the claws of the wretched hateful beast that you are…in God’s eyes, of your delight for nothing but joyful joyriding of defamation and malice.
your twisted deranged is obvious ms bitch…to everyone, an empty void of nothingness that you prefer to spu forth completely devoid of loving approach with another, where it is i who is afraid for the unsuspecting souls in your path that you prey apon.
i have forwarded your posting to authorities and the professionals are monitoring cyber bullying on the net.
good luck in court ms bitch…you will need it, seeing as you have an empty void of nothingness to rely apon.
calling me pathetic. ha.
you will be dealth with, this i assure you, by professionals of the law.
In the name of Shaquille Wisdom, i ask the host of this blog to decide which side of the fence you wish to join, for i will always shine light into darkness of wretched ignorances, staying only long enough for truth to be reveal
YOURE FUKED
HOW COULD YOU USE A TEENAGE BOY’S TRAGIC SUICIDE TO FURTHER YOUR WARPED
TRAGIC SENSE OF THE WORLD AROUND YOU.
YOURE REALLY TRULY FUCKED
YOU RAMBLE AND RAMBLE AGAINST ANYONE WHO IS ACTUALLY SANE AND DOESNT RAVE ABOUT GOD INCESSANTLY..YOURE JUST NOT SANE
NOT AT ALL.
I AGREE THE AUTHOR IS FUCKED..FOR KEEPINGIT GOINGI AGREE.
i look at forensics of case studies, as well as my forensic attempt to address what happened to Jesus, from an emotional gut feeling of macro thinking i have built apon for decades.
truly it is the 100% truth that i search and reflect apon, with hopes of estabishing understanding in laymans terms, easy for anyone to comprehend.
i had no idea the spirit realm would open up to me when it did…it just did.
God told me that it was because of my purity and sincerity of my soul, that i was able to fully embrace completely, without fear, of requirement, of truly surrendering my life to God while alone, that the spirit realm became visible for me to peer into the sorta matrix of all life on the planet, or what some refer to as metaphysics, which is of exceeding grace of our divine true self, in healthy environments to do so, such as a spa.
CAN ONE REALLY TRULY NOT SEE THE NONSENSE .THE PUE DRIBBLE HER??
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 11:30 pm Said:
eat shit fuck off and die ms bitch.
i am free of the claws of the wretched hateful beast that you are…in God’s eyes, of your delight for nothing but joyful joyriding of defamation and malice.
your twisted deranged is obvious ms bitch…to everyone, an empty void of nothingness that you prefer to spu forth completely devoid of loving approach with another, where it is i who is afraid for the unsuspecting souls in your path that you prey apon.
i have forwarded your posting to authorities and the professionals are monitoring cyber bullying on the net.
good luck in court ms bitch…you will need it, seeing as you have an empty void of nothingness to rely apon.
calling me pathetic. ha.
you will be dealth with, this i assure you, by professionals of the law
HUN ITS YOU WHO NEEDS THEPROFESSIONALS TO TAKE AWAY
THIS ISNT CYBER BULLYING
AN DYOURE NOT A CHILD ARE YOU??
IMGAY YOUE BI SO IM NOT GAY BASHINGU
U HAVENT A CLUE
LAW??
WHAT CRAP!!
ALL IM DOING IS DEBATINGWITH YOU AND SHOWINGYOU YOURE NOTTAKINGTO MADONNA
YOU SHOULD BE LOOKED INTO
TALKING ABOUT GUY AND ROCCO
AS IF YOURE IN MADONNAS INNER CIRCLE
SO YOUVE “FORWARDED”MY LETTERS??
BULLSHIT
YOURE MENTALLYUNSTABLE
GET OUTDOORS AND LIVE!! STOP WASTING YOUR LIFE ON HERE
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 11:30 pm Said:
eat shit fuck off and die ms bitch.
i am free of the claws of the wretched hateful beast that you are…in God’s eyes, of your delight for nothing but joyful joyriding of defamation and malice.
SEE???I ALWAYS CATCH U OUT.
YOURE AN UGLY SOULD
DARK AND DEVOID OF ANY RATIONAL SIGHT
YOU ARE IGNORANT
DARK AND NEGATIVE
A HYPOCRITE
VICTIM AND PSYCHOPATH
HYPER RELIGEOUS NUTCASE
CYBER BULLYING??
HOW ABOUT CYBER TORTURE/?
LIKE YOUR POSTINGS FOR TWO YEARS!!
UTTER TORTURE
ITS A GREAT BOOK IDEA.
BEST SELLER
Returning the second day, they looked apon Jesus in humbleness of loving spirit, of Jesus still alive on the cross, caught in the snare of death and destruction willed apon them by those who’s hearts Jesus knew were snared by desires of useless absurd hatefulness of another, instead of what Jesus wanted…equality.
H EWASNT ALIVE ON THE SECOND DAY
AGAIN FALSE SCRIPTURE
NUTSO….HAVE A FABULOUS DAY
SEW SOME MORE CLWON OUTFITS
HAVE A SPA AND HAVE A WANKOVER MARCOS PICTURES..DID HE SEND U ANY??
OR ARE YOUTOO FOUL TO
YOUR CURSES
YOUR DARKNESS IS THROWN BACK AT YA
MAY THE GODESS PROTECT YOU FROM HARM
BLESSED BE
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 2:00 pm Said:
Cock breath?
Clearly M, Paul is a gay basher like the ones who bullied young Shaquille Wisdom, causing his suicide.
With God as my witness, i hold this kind of behaviour against any who choose to conduct themselves in such a manner, where myself and many officers of the law will track down and bring before the High Court Judges, with charges of Defamation of such individuals, of the delightful conduct of the malice, clearly shown by all the words of Paul with me, gay bashing with professional words, that no such professional in the world would ever do, as we continue in our approach to stem the tide of further suicides of the young gay males, who are of the highest risk in the world for suicide.
Equally, those who allow such forums, blogs and websites who allow such inappropriate hateful behaviour who continue to fail to take responsibility for moderating their internet hosting in allowing such conduct of said individuals, will also be addressed by the High Court Judges in the coming years ahead.
It is the irresponsibility of such, which clearly was responsible for Shaquille Wisdoms suicide death, that of an openly gay young 13 year old boy, here in Canada.
Members of the GLBT communities here in Canada are pushing forward in approaching the law makers and Judges of the land, paving the way for future generations to safely journey in their loving lives, holding back the irresponsible negative ignorances of such individuals.
Clearly, who ever is host of this website, is not of concern for GLBT community, where i personally will seek the appropriate measures to hold such individuals accountable, and/or have this blog shut down, in the event responsibility for this blog is not taken.
This is my final warning. The next warning will come from those of the law.
YOU ARE PURE BILE
YOU DISGUSTING INDIVIDUAL
HASNT MARCO USED PROFANITY AGAINST ME??
IM GAY YOU FUCKSTICK
AN EFFEMINATE GEORGEOUS ONE AT THAT
HOW DARE YOU USE A TEENAGE SUICIDE TO ARGUE YOUR POINT??
WHATEVER THAT IS…YES COCK BREATH
‘SO WHAT??
THATS NO WAY IN ANY WAY BULLYING IM GAY AN DYOURE GAY AND IM USING THESAME LANGUAG EYOU USE AGAINST ME
FUCKING ASSHOLE
Clearly M, Paul is a gay basher like the ones who bullied young Shaquille Wisdom, causing his suicide.
With God as my witness, i hold this kind of behaviour against any who choose to conduct themselves in such a manner, where myself and many officers of the law will track down and bring before the High Court Judges, with charges of Defamation of such individuals, of the delightful conduct of the malice, clearly shown by all the words of Paul with me, gay bashing with professional words, that no such professional in the world would ever do, as we continue in our approach to stem the tide of further suicides of the young gay males, who are of the highest risk in the world for suicide.
Equally, those who allow such forums, blogs and websites who allow such inappropriate hateful behaviour who continue to fail to take responsibility for moderating their internet hosting in allowing such conduct of said individuals, will also be addressed by the High Court Judges in the coming years ahead.
UTTERLY MENTAL
HEY AUTHOR OF THIS FUCKED UP BLOG
YOURE GETTING IN DEEP HERE
THIS ANDY CANDY BOY IS REALLY SICK
NOW HES RAILING AGAINST ME..
LOL
WHO IS ACTUALLY A GAY
A QUEEN MAY ADD
LOL SEE HOW NUTSO HE IS??
USING A SUICIDE TO ARGUE A POINT AND THATS SICK IN MY BOOK
Clearly M, Paul is a gay basher like the ones who bullied young Shaquille Wisdom, causing his suicide.
ANDY..YOU MAK ESANE PEOPLE WANNA DRINK!!
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 3:40 pm Said:
for you naysayers, forgive me of my vulgarity and sometimes openness of sexuality, that of a bisexual of many years.
this forum should be classified as an adult forum, agreed.
as for my religious findings, that of a hermetical monk, at one with Jesus and God, i fully realize the depth and breadth of my research is way beyond those who attend church for 2 hours a week.
I am of the understanding of extensive life’s work of sincerity and purity of God’s divine will for us all.
While my focus has been distracted lately, i have come to realize that i have to return to my place of peacefulness, and continue my writings as one who has surrendered their heart, mind, body and soul to Jesus and God, and shall do so.
I am working on a book of spiritual macro thinking that interprets and descerns false teachings of God from that of true wisdom of God, with God assisting me, the Holy Spirit as some refer to.
I have gained access to the spirit realm, again, not something i expect anyone of the world to comprehend, knowing fully that i am indeed likely the only one since Jesus to have done such in the exact same way Jesus and God spoke with one another.
Truly i tell you, it is of the sincerity and purity of my divine true self that i write from, with occasional humor thrown in, to prevent the alarm bells of the world going off, in the posibility that God has returned to us.
Truly i you, God dwells with me.
i am of sound mind, and excellent mental/emotional well being, of my sincere pure true self, of my higher self actually, where i have dwelled now for 20 years in positive approach, merely by staying focused in my descerning abilities which see the truth of negative energies in the world for what they have always been, the results of those who did not know God, of those who did not desire to know God, of those who claimed to know God and did not, and of those today exactly like the condition of souls of yesterday which Jesus clearly sees with absolute clarity of heart, mind, body and soul, of the body i gave to Jesus and God.
Please know, that i know fully in my heart, mind, body and soul, that no such person as i exists in the world, so bare with me in my dissertations with all of you, of words i have no desire to sell for profit, like the many merchants of God, of their unfortunate partiality of heart.
i greet all of you in peace, as a loving brother who is one with God, and only God, of no affiliation with any organized religion of the world.
i will not entertain further challenges with others, as it is a waste of precious time for me to do so. i must finish my writings in life, that i know are for future generations to consider, where as Jesus said to many, “This generation will not be the ones who come to benifit fully the teachings of God.”
i understand fully why that is, and is easy for any to embrace, merely by looking apon the truth of affect + effect.
the core of these teachings is exactly for the results of Affect + Effect, where such writings are merely for the sole purpose to liberate and free loving hearts, minds, bodies, and souls of others, for sake of joining in the deliberate approach of joyful will of enlightened ones in the world, in our ever ending positive steps forward in the world in all we say and do, of the knowingness that every second alters the entire future of mankind, of the sincerity and purity of the results of Affect + Effect, exactly that of the loving approach Madonna has had with us all.
again, i am not longer interested in hearing any critic of my work, as my comprehension is of a level of extensive macro thinking, not something anyone can appreciate in following, should you simply come in here and read a few posts i have done lately.
i take my leave of this blog, of my desire to no longer put forth my writings here for anyone to critic, and will place them on my own blog, which is responsibly moderated from all negative unwiseness of the world, where no comments will be shown of anyone who wishes to attack these words of Jesus and God who dwell with me.
I am will continue to select certain individuals in the world to share some of my extensive research, such as the Pope, where it is not of my interest to engage in debate with even the Pope of these writings, where i am not interested in what others may wish to challenge.
I am of God, with God and only God, for the sole sake of generations to come, and any of you who may find these writings of benifit to you, in the exact same way they benifit me, of the exact same way Jesus sees and saw the world when he walked the earth. His spirit dwells with me, this i have known since the age of 12.
+ Jesus Loves ALL. God loves ALL. We Love ALL. +
CRAPPY DE CRAP CRAP
am of God, with God and only God, for the sole sake of generations to come, and any of you who may find these writings of benifit to you, in the exact same way they benifit me, of the exact same way Jesus sees and saw the world when he walked the earth. His spirit dwells with me, this i have known since the age of 12.
+ Jesus Loves ALL. God loves ALL. We Love ALL. +
JUST LEAVE!!! an dshare your insan ebenefits to mankind
heaven help us if you were in power
How much does Team Captain love Madonna
as much as Andy does .. haha ..
hilarious. ithink anyone that “loves” a celebrity that much is just not sane…te hee!!and im not the only one who thinks so…liking an dloving are two very very different things
understand fully why that is, and is easy for any to embrace, merely by looking apon the truth of affect + effect.
the core of these teachings is exactly for the results of Affect + Effect, where such
AFFECT PLUS E FFECT
WTF??
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 8:52 pm Said:
fake what?
fake _ _ _ _ _ _? haha.
i’ll tell u wat is fake, this blog! DUH!
i’m a real blogger, visit my site: http://rachelcartwright1995.wordpress.com/
& Madonna is my idol, i met her & she is fun!
i luv her!
DREAM TIME
“Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only
you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let
other people spend it for you.” – Carl Sandburg
Imagine there was a bank that credited your very own account each morning with a large sum of money. But, it carried over no balance from day to day. Every evening it deleted whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out all of it, of course!
Each of us has such a bank. Its name is – Time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft.
Each day it makes a new deposit for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day’s deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the “tomorrow.” You must live in the present on today’s deposits. So you must invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness, and success!
Time is a truly mysterious quantity. When you are enjoying yourself, it flies past; when you are waiting for a bus, it drags by – isn’t that true? But time is the stuff from which our dreams are crafted. We must first have our dream, of course, but then our actions cause our dreams to become reality – and our actions are subject to the constraints of time.
Everyday you are blessed with a fresh 24 whole hours to do what you please. If you invest your time wisely, you will turn your dreams into reality; if you squander this precious resource, you will forever be just a dreamer.
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actually we are always subconsciously dreaming of a tangible heaven, which stems from our experience of the state of bliss while in the womb, which is ingrained within all of us, easily felt, in healthy environments of our selection, where by nature we are peaceful and loving.
Try entering the center of a hot tub with water up to your neck, and just float there, relaxed, alone, and you will feel your true self, gentle, mild, sensitive, gracefulness of arms and hands in the water, this experiential technique is something i would like to see implimented in all major mental health centers worldwide, as it is the most safe and supportive environment that without words spoken, is able to free us from the treachery of harsh ignorances that many souls experience along life’s road, where in time we are able to develop our descerning abilities of who is appropriate for us to be around, and what and why healthy flexible boundaries are required, as parents of our true self, ever protective of our (divine) true self.
Indeed, each second of our life is available for us to decide on doing and saying loving things of God, or the opposite of God, which is of all hateful mean spiritedness yet in the world.
Clearly it is obvious that wisdom is required for us all to safely journey into the future and avoid the folly of horrific wars of great destruction, where apon if such wars are ever to take place, the ones who faught them will perish, and the generations that remain and follow, are the ones who will look back and see clearly that war is not of love, nor of God, and rather of the closedmindedness of a child that desires not the full wisdom of God’s divine will for the eternal human being.
Nonetheless, failing our ability to become wise, fear not, for God can always create a new planet, with new creatures, in the hopes that love and peace may one day inhabit the entire universe so beautiful to behold, like the iris of our eyes.
Thanks Marco. i read this before, and again today, and it is in perfect line with the truth that every second of life does indeed alter the entire future at all times, merely by our choosing love over useless hate, such as arguing, which God told me is an abomination against God, our divine true self, and the divine true self in another.
forgive me father. i am yet learning and internalizing these wisdoms meant for love to take root and thrive in the world. i will readdress my approach with the world of so many loving souls.
Shields up. Disengaging. Warp factor 9. Now!
get it….9?
never mind. go back to sleep. haha.
ya, i watched alot of star trek…a treky.:D 😀
for sake of your own loving divine true self….choose wisely of all your words spoken, and of all things you choose to do, and of what not to do or become like, of the many who choose unwisely, of no decerning.
i wish only wisdom of truth for all souls.
like the water that nourishes a flower, sustaining eternal life here on planet earth, the treasure of wisdom is only found by those who thirst for wisdom. duh!
opppsss…i really need to cut back my desire for sarcastic humor, and yet, i have seen how such humor gives us freedom from those who seek to control our loving heart, mind, body and souls.
Hey look, Madonna is # 1 thru out the world!
with many more albums to come….all from the goodness of her loving heart, mind, body and soul, exactly like that of everyone….loving, compassionate, wise.
any guess who’s side i am on? duh!
slap me all you want, you cannot harm me, and indeed, truly i tell you, what comes into your minds cannot hurt you, if you are discerning, and rather what comes out of your minds is able to bring harm to your loving divine true self, when you are not descerning, such as we, the enlightened ones who dwell among you, where some of you choose not even to try and comprehend us.
for your own sake we ask that you take time to truly reflect apon your divine true self which thirsts for wisdom that is able to nurture and protect your peaceful and loving by nature original state, of the same state of bliss of the womb before you came into the yet unwise world all around you.
this concludes our test of the emergency broadcast network, brought to you by Marco.
😀 😀
you are loved by me Marco…without doubt at all, i love you Marco, and you M, and all those who choose to be loving.
~ thank you for being loving.
(*V)…………..i…………..(*V)
..V…………l..o..v..e……….V
..!i!i!!i!i!……….U……..!i!i!!i!i!
..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
..!i!i!…….!i!i!………!i!i!…..!i!i!
..!i!i!…… …!i!i!….!i!i!……..!i!i
..!i!i!…………(*V)……,,….!i!i!
..!i!i!……+..…..V……+,…..!i!i!…a d o n n a
kingdom hearts
of this i know
a special part
of every soul
always there
not apart
even of those
who like to fart
hahahaha 😀 😀
Heaven is calling, waking me from my sleep
Cross the ocean for the ghost of a chance to be free
Over the rainbow, follow the rolling sea
Find an answer to the dream of the man I can be
Set my sail by a star
Into the world of raging sea, left my home
Oh goodbye my love, your tears break my heart
But we’ll meet again on a new horizon
In a paradise for you and for me
Summer is coming, warm the winter skies
Yellow sun to dry the rain that’s clouding my eyes
Over the ocean, chasing lonely moon
Heaven knows if my true fate will come find me soon
Storm all around us, blacken the icy sea
Save my soul if my good angel’s there waiting for me
Hurricane rising, thank the god I know
Feel my destiny to find my own El Dorado
Set my sail by a star
Into a world of raging sea, left my home
Kissed goodbye my love, your tears broke my heart
But we’ll meet again on a new horizon
In a paradise for you and for me
Looking for new worlds, haunting me in my sleep
Lost one good friend to the sword and one more to the deep
Over the sunrise, blood on flaming sea
Crossed the ocean for the ghost of a chance to be free
~ Steve Winwood ~ Raging Sea
May your loving heart, mind, body and soul be always what guides you in life, as it does mine, wasting not precious time on in heated arguements with those who seek to cajole and entice us into bitter debate, of which i will no longer allow myself to do, as it leads to nowhere but useless painful seperation, where God says, we are all unified by love, compassion and wisdom, when ever we choose to be always in step with loving embrace of one another, as easy as turning towards love within, and away from the voids of love devoid.
by nature, we are peaceful and loving creatures, so be cautious and ignore those who unwisely taunt.
Love feels better, does it not?
(*V)…………..i…………..(*V)
..V…………l..o..v..e……….V
..!i!i!!i!i!……….U……..!i!i!!i!i!
..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
..!i!i!…….!i!i!…me..!i!i!…..!i!i!
..!i!i!…… …!i!i!….!i!i!……..!i!i
..!i!i!…………(*V)……,,….!i!i!
..!i!i!……+..…..V……+,…..!i!i!…a d o n n a
sorry…these fucking rocks are slippery when wet.
sticky and sweet would be better….i forget the name of the sweet tasting _ _ _ _.
im bad. i know.
~ in a good way.
😀 😀
Madonna’s Hard Candy has reached the #1 spot on Billboard – According to Nielsen SoundScan the album sold 280,000 to make #1
looks like the project forecast was accurate.
i was perhaps over optimistic, yet optimism is the always the wind in our sails, where indeed, that target was met.
way to go everyone!
i love the slide of the guitar pick up the neck of the guitar!
OMG!!!!! SO INTENSE!!!!!!!!!!!
the camera shake adds to the intensity, where obviously everyone is jumping around next to the camera dude.
WOW!
and don’t even get me started on that perfect fitting black top she is wearing….i am like, “That is so fucking HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no competition for you girl….anywhere!
hello???
who???
Madonna?
never heard of her….you must have the wrong #.
hahahaha. 😀 😀
an no i am not going to post the correct # (my number) here. haha. 😉 😀
wish i was there….like that will ever happen.
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 2:56 pm Said:
DREAM TIME
“Time is the coin of your life. It is the only coin you have, and only
you can determine how it will be spent. Be careful lest you let
other people spend it for you.” – Carl Sandburg
Imagine there was a bank that credited your very own account each morning with a large sum of money. But, it carried over no balance from day to day. Every evening it deleted whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out all of it, of course!
ANDY WONT YOU JUST L;EAVE
YOU KEEP SAYING IT.YOURE SO FUCKING SICK BABE..
GET HELP YOU SICKO!!
THREATENING PEOPLE WITH THE CIA AND SAYING THEIR LIKE HITLER
YA CALLLED ME A CYBER BULLY FUCKFACE AND LIKE HITLER!APOLOGIZE FREEAK
BY THE WAY THE BANK ACCOUNT THING WAS MARCOS POST!!ARE YOU ONE AND THE SAME??
FUCKETY FUNTARDS
THIS ISNT MADONNA HERE FUKING CUNT
Candy boy, on May 6th, 2008 at 2:44 pm Said:
in my death today, i leave you with something to think about for the remainder of your life.
should you desire to approach me in loving conduct in the future, i will listen.
my fears of coming to close to you have been realized as true, of my inability to trust you again.
so say goodbye to someone who loves you.
perhaps one day we will feel the affect + effects of our lives thru others, just as we have done thus far.
the ball is in your court Madonna, and in my court too Madonna, the High Court of the land.
JUST GO LEAVE
YOURE A PSYCHIATRIC NUTCASE SIMPLE
YOUR POSTS ARE NONSENSE.AND GETTING WORSE
YOU CAME BACKTIME AND AGAIN
MADONNA ISNT HERE YOU DELUDED HYPER RELIGEOUS SICKO.
YEA YOURE DARK EVIL AND THE NASTIEST SO CALLED LOVINGPERSON I HAVE HAD TEHMISFORTUMNE TO WITNESS ON THE INTERNET
WHICH BEGS ME TO WONDER WHTHER YOURE THE AUTHOR HERE TOO .MAKES SENSE.YEP U MUST BE.ANY WONDER”MADONNA”ALLOWS YOU H ERE
AND THE AUTHOR IS BORING
TWO THOUSAAND COMMENTS AND RISING FOR A BANAL OLD POST ABOUT CHEEKPLANTS..SAD SAD SAD SAD SAD
this concludes our test of the emergency broadcast network, brought to you by Marco.
you are loved by me Marco…without doubt at all, i love you Marco, and you M, and all those who choose to be loving.
YOU”LOVE” MARCO””SIGHT UNSEEN??EVER TALK ON THEPHONE??MSN??FACEBOOK??ANYTHING??THOUGHT NOT..JUST FUCKED IN THE HEAD
YOU ‘LOVE”//”M” MICHAEL,MARK??MINDY??MORON??MAFUSALA??MIDGE??MANDY??MATHEW?MORDOK??
LOL
WHO U THINK YOURE”TALKING”TO””ARE YOU INDEED THE NUTSO WRITING THESE BLOGS??ARE YOU TRULY THAT DEMENTED??
PROBABLY.
ANDY CANDY RAPHAEL
IVE HAD GREAT PLEASURE IN INTRODUCING THIS BLOG TO A FEW PEOPLE AN DTHEY REALLY GET A LAUGH FROM YOUR SHIT..AN DYA KNOW WHAT THEY SAY??GOD HES NUTS WHATS HE ON??
SO GET INTO THAT BOTTL EOF VODKA SLAM SOME XANZ DOWN AS WELL AND GO INTO YOUR”SPIRITUAL REALM”..
BLESSED BE
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 8:14 pm Said:
May your loving heart, mind, body and soul be always what guides you in life, as it does mine, wasting not precious time on in heated arguements with those who seek to cajole and entice us into bitter debate, of which i will no longer allow myself to do, as it leads to nowhere but useless painful seperation, where God says, we are all unified by love, compassion and wisdom, when ever we choose to be always in step with loving embrace of one another, as easy as turning towards love within, and away from the voids of love devoid.
by nature, we are peaceful and loving creatures, so be cautious and ignore those wh
YOU ARE WITHOUT DOUBT
THE WORST
WRITER I HAVE READ EVER!!
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 9:43 pm Said:
wish i was there….like that will ever happen.
wish u were where??
“m” probably lives in some trailer an dhi sreal name is no doubt..something like crusty connie!!
slap me all you want, you cannot harm me, and indeed, truly i tell you, what comes into your minds cannot hurt you, if you are discerning, and rather what comes out of your minds is able to bring harm to your loving divine true self, when you are not descerning, such as we, the enlightened ones who dwell among you, where some of you choose not even to try and comprehend us.
for your own sake we ask that you take time to truly reflect apon your divine true self which thirsts for wisdom that is able to nurture and protect your peaceful and loving by nature original state, of the same state of bliss of the womb before you came into the yet unwise world all around you.
one can ONLY hope u seek the proper psychiatric help
and if u ever threaten me again i will try my best to get the law unto thee fucktard
i never threatened anyone with the CIA. All i said is that i was an informant for them, of suspicious activity i see on the net you moron.
Hatred was of Hiltler.
i did not say you were like hitler, i was merely refering to the issue of bitterness, likened to any and all who embrace it, as indeed you do…a constructive criticism for anyone to embrace.
As for sicko, i have had extensive therapy way beyond most people in life, and was given the green light, where eventually my dissertations(8 of them) where all used to make changes in the Canada government’s address of mental/emotional approaches with all of Canada’s citizens, moron. So i guess you could say i am way more intelligent than you ms bitch, where no one of the professional mental health community would ever yell SICKO at anyone.
you are so immature msbitch, it is beyond belief.
you are a cyber bully, with all your delight of mockery and desire of malice with me msbitch. i am merely pointing out the truth for others to see.
just pointing out the truth msbitch, of negative, unwaranted, unwelcomed, obnoxious, useless, unnecessary, unwise, useless, absurd, who gives a fuck what msbitch’s hatefulness of words with me all the time…that’s all.
the truth.
why not say something nice about Madonna msbitch, instead of speaking with me, as i have already said, it is of my precious time to engage with the mockery from those who obviously desire not wisdom and rather foolish thinking and behaving, which is how you approach me each and every time msbitch.
i will not apologize for the obvious truth, of which you do not question, where if you read carefully, you would see clearly my words were of constructive criticism for a soul to turn away from negativity such as your conduct with me.
you have served God well msbitch for others to see clearly the contrast of wisdom vs foolishness.
are you for real msbitch?
hard to believe a soul can be so unloving and full of hatred for another, considering i come in peace and love to speak about words of Jesus and God.
and yes msbitch, all my words wisdom teachings are of my divine true self, and indeed, of the words Jesus uttered long ago.
do you want proof msbitch that it is Madonna ms bitch?
i can prove it if you like.
but then again, why should i, seeing as that is not your reason for coming in her, seeing as you seldom say anything nice about her, and instead of your preference for useless foolish thinking, indicative to me, of what God has taught me is indeed that of a fool, that desires not of God’s wisdom.
funny how one so united with God as i am, is under attack like i am, and yet, when i review all depictions of angels in the world, there is always the adversary somewhere in the scene.
that of the fool who mocks God.
i realize that perhaps my speaking of such things do have a time and place, but then i see where Madonna has invited open forum for any and all posts…so on that note msbitch, i will not let a foolish thinking person become victorious over me.
and as well, my way to deal with you msbitch, is that from this day forward, i will not allow myself to engage in open dialog with you ever again, and simple reflect on my own desire of wisdom, without addressing you directly, ok.
so if i speak of fools, please don’t think i am speaking of you, unless of course the day comes where you actually wake up from denial and realize the twisted derangement of your loving soul, and your delight of mockery of God’s words.
either way msbitch, i shall not waste time in useless seperation of heart, mind, body and soul like you do, knowing the dangers which exist if we do, where all things unloving are not from the divine true self, and rather of the useless teachings of the forefathers which innocent souls born into the yet unwise world continue to pick up these learned behaviours.
you are an excellent example of that msbitch, so please stick around for us all to examine you, as you do serve God (unknowingly), of which i am compassionate and wise for sake of many.
opppsss…did i just say what i think i said.
of fuck. forgive me M.
freudian slip.
best one all day.
i won’t point out the spelling error, but if you caught it, it was funny, yes?
i sware, i did not do it on purpose.
freud.
you are a cyber bully, with all your delight of mockery and desire of malice with me msbitch. i am merely pointing out the truth for others to see.
just pointing out the truth msbitch, of negative, unwaranted, unwelcomed, obnoxious, useless, unnecessary, unwise, useless, absurd, who gives a fuck what msbitch’s hatefulness of words with me all the time…that’s all.
the truth.
an dthe truth is….bingo..projection!!
how in hades jerkoff do you propose to tellme that this is positive??
railing against the world??and saying youre the only one on the planet that knows god?/and constantly saying religeous crap every day??and deludingyourself about madonna??
that initself is negative
you reek of poisonous mentality yourself
as for maturity love
haaaa laff till i drop!!
ya call mature beingonhere everyday espousinglove for a fake blogger
so msbitch, try as you may to get your bitter claws in me, you shall not ever again, and when i see your posts from this day foreward, i will passby them, leaving them unread, for i have grown weary of your same smallnesses of approach with me, of no intellgence whatsoever, and so obvious of your approach as one who is indeed, addicted to cyber bullying.
you are a raging child venting on unsuspecting souls, and surprisingly, you have been doing it for years as i recall, how we moved the blogs to escape.
now we will just ignore you until you decide, if ever a day comes, to act like a normal decent human being.
until then, you will be regarded by me as one who thinks like a fool, and with great delight to, which is way beyond my imagination of what a deranged soul looks like….with you getting top marks for that.
so goodbye msbitch as i leave you to your small world of smallness attach apon unsuspecting souls.
oh, you may want to be careful in life msbitch, as there are far nastier people in life than you, where one day you may happen apon them, and they may rage back at you in full force.
oh, and i did alert the authorities msbitch.
they are watching everything you say.
personally, i will not be, as you bore me beyond belief.
and as well, my way to deal with you msbitch, is that from this day forward, i will not allow myself to engage in open dialog with you ever again, and simple reflect on my own desire of wisdom, without addressing you directly, ok.
so if i speak of fools, please don’t think i am speaking of you, unless of course the day comes where you actually wake up from denial and realize the twisted derangement of your loving soul, and your delight of mockery of God’s words.
either way msbitch, i shall not waste time in useless seperation of heart, mind, body and soul like you do, knowing the dangers which exist if we do, where all things unloving are not from the divine true self, and rather of the useless teachings of the forefathers which innocent souls born into the yet unwise world continue to pick up these learned behaviours.
you are an excellent example of that msbitch, so please stick around for us all to examine you, as you do serve God (unknowingly), of which i am compassionate and wise for sake of many.
ONCE AGAIN LUNATIC!
I HAVE NEVER RAILED AGAINST YOUR GOD
JUST YOUR TWISTED SHIT ON IT
I AM NOT OF YOUR FAITH AND CONTINUALLY TELL YOU
SO I DONT NEED “GOD”OR JESUS TO BE A WORTHWHILE HUMAN BEING
AND NEITHERYOU NOR ANYONE HAS THATRIGHT TO TELL ME SO
SO LOWER YOUR AIM AND YOUR DARK SHIT AWAY FROM ME
YOUR ETHE DARK HYPOCRITE
AND HITLER!!LOL IS THAT THE ONLY EVEIL BASTARD YOU CAN THINK OF??
YOURE SO LAME
DUMB AND SO DEVOID OF SENSE
A WASTE OF CYBER SPACE
actually msbitch, i am not merely speaking with Madonna.
there are countless thousands i suspect frequent this blog.
when i speak of souls msbitch, i speak of all souls, not just Madonna’s, starting with my own, of which i have declawed you from ever touching again.
ciao bello msbitch. i am done trying to make sense with someone who delights in malice.
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:42 pm Said:
so msbitch, try as you may to get your bitter claws in me, you shall not ever again, and when i see your posts from this day foreward, i will passby them, leaving them unread, for i have grown weary of your same smallnesses of approach with me, of no intellgence whatsoever, and so obvious of your approach as one who is indeed, addicted to cyber bullying.
you are a raging child venting on unsuspecting souls, and surprisingly, you have been doing it for years as i recall, how we moved the blogs to escape.
now we will just ignore you until you decide, if ever a day comes, to act like a normal decent human being.
until then, you will be regarded by me as one who thinks like a fool, and with great delight to, which is way beyond my imagination of what a deranged soul looks like….with you getting top marks for that.
so goodbye msbitch as i leave you to your small world of smallness attach apon unsuspecting souls.
oh, you may want to be careful in life msbitch, as there are far nastier people in life than you, where one day you may happen apon them, and they may rage back at you in full force.
oh, and i did alert the authorities msbitch.
they are watching everything you say.
personally, i will not be, as you bore me beyond belief.
ms bitch, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:45 pm Said:
haaa
THE “AUTHORITIES ARE WATCHING??’OH FUCK OFF
THE REASONYOUCANTSTAND ME IS THAT I SPEAK SENSE AND YOURE SO FAR GONE YOUHATE AN DLOATHE ANYONE THAT SEES YOUR DEMENTED RAVINGS FOR WHAT THEY ARE
DONT THREATEN ME FUCKTARD
YOUR ETHE ONE CALLED ME A CYBER BULLY …YOURE SO FULL OF SHIT
IM GAY AND YOUACCUSED ME OF CAUSING SUICIDES FOR GAY BASHING
YA THINK THATS SANE
YOURE THE INDECENT HUMANBEINGHERE
SO RETARDED
GOOD BYE MS BITCH.
i am no longer reading any of your trival smallnesses anymore, and i will not respond to you, as i have handed you over to God now, for God to deal with.
you have help teach me greatly ms bitch…of what not to do or become like.
thank you for that.
thank you father.
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:42 pm Said:
so msbitch, try as you may to get your bitter claws in me, you shall not ever again, and when i see your posts from this day foreward, i will passby them, leaving them unread, for i have grown weary of your same smallnesses of approach with me, of no intellgence whatsoever, and so obvious of your approach as one who is indeed, addicted to cyber bullying.
you are a raging child venting on unsuspecting souls, and surprisingly, you have been doing it for years as i recall, how we moved the blogs to escape.
YOU MOVED THE BLOGS??
YOURSELF??
IM NOT THE ONLYONE CANT STAND YOUR SHIT….
SO BE WARNED
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:48 pm Said:
GOOD BYE MS BITCH.
i am no longer reading any of your trival smallnesses anymore, and i will not respond to you, as i have handed you over to God now, for God to deal with.
you have help teach me greatly ms bitch…of what not to do or become like.
thank you for that.
thank you father.
yes THANK YOU DIVINE GODESS FOR TEACHING ME THATEVIL IS CIVILSED AND HIDES BEHIND RELIGEON TO MASK ITS EVIL
MAY THE GODESS LOOK OVERYOU ANDY .
FAKER
EVIL
HYPOCRITE
MENTALLY ILL FUKTARD
thankfully i will never be like you
imagine that…every day thinkigi was inllove with a celebrity and a divine vessel for god??
you seriouslyare ill
i predict you will post between 20 and 50 posts from here on msbitch, of no reply from me again, of my knowingness, your cajoling and enticing is exactly what Jesus warned me about in the world.
Jesus said, “there will be those who will cajole you…it is a waste of time to even think of them, as they will be last to enter, of their own desire for these things not of God, of which they delight in…pass them by.”
ms bitch, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:51 pm Said:
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:48 pm Said:
GOOD BYE MS BITCH.
i am no longer reading any of your trival smallnesses anymore, and i will not respond to you, as i have handed you over to God now, for God to deal with.
awww thannks andy!!
GOD EH??
SORRY I DONT SUBSCRIBE TO A MALE DEITY..ITS JUST SO BANAL….I RATHER THINK THAT THE DIVINE BEING IS BOTH…
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:52 pm Said:
i predict you will post between 20 and 50 posts from here on msbitch, of no reply from me again, of my knowingness, your cajoling and enticing is exactly what Jesus warned me about in the world.
Jesus said, “there will be those who will cajole you…it is a waste of time to even think of them, as they will be last to enter, of their own desire for these things not of God, of which they delight in…pass them by.”
BABE
YOU POSTED OVER 300 IN ONE DAY
‘RETARD
HEY..JESUS WARNED AGAINST HYPOCRITES..YOU AND FALSE PROPHETS =YOU
i pass you by ms bitch because Jesus said to.
you are always welcome to read my blog ms bitch, but you may want to check you hatred somewhere.
i don’t think there are many in the world that will take your hatred, so why not channel it into positive usefulness?
Jesus said, “there will be those who will cajole you…it is a waste of time to even think of them, as they will be last to enter, of their own desire for these things not of God, of which they delight in…pass them by.”
ahem
JESUS SAID NO SUCH THING
CAJOLE WASNT A WORD THEN!!MWAHAHHA
YOURE SO IDIOTIC
nope.
those are exact words from the lips of Jesus.
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:55 pm Said:
i pass you by ms bitch because Jesus said to.
you are always welcome to read my blog ms bitch, but you may want to check you hatred somewhere.
i don’t think there are many in the world that will take your hatred, so why not channel it into positive usefulness?
JESUS MY DEAR DOESNT SAY ANYTHINGTO YOU
YOU JUST THINK HE DOES.YOU SAD SAD FOOL
WITHTHAT IMOFF TO ENJOY THE BEAUTIFUL LOON FREE DAY
actually the text is carbondated to the second century msbitch, in the Nag codices.
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:56 pm Said:
nope.
those are exact words from the lips of Je
NOPE
COZ YA WERENTTHERE AND CAJOLE IS NOT THE VENECULAR SPEECH OF THE TIME
‘YA IGORAMUS
TOODLE PIP
of couse you are clueless what the scholars are studying, and like not heard of the Nag.
SAD YOURE NOT DECENT ENOUGH TO APOLOGIZE FOR SAYING I AM AGAY BASHER WHEN IM ACTUALLY GAY !! AND SAYINGI CAUSE SUICIDES??YOURE SO FUCKED.YOUCANT EVEN SEE
maybe i was there msbitch
Candy boy, on May 7th, 2008 at 11:58 pm Said:
of couse you are clueless what the scholars are studying, and like not heard of the Nag.
YOPUHAVENT A CLUE AT ALL….CAJOLE WASNT IN USE..AND I HAVE NEVR READ THAT ..YOURE SHOWING YOURE INEPT ATTEMPT AT BEING CLEVER
YES??CARBON DATED???LOL…NAG CODICES??YES IMSURE…CAJOLE??OK SUREEEEE
APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR DEFAMATORY REMARKS!!SO CALLED DECENT JESUS FREAK
maybe i instructed them to safe guard the teachings, ever think of that, seeing as they were looking for us, as we walked about incognito teaching most of the time behind the great walled city.
hahaha.
now you have reason to call me a lunatic msbitch…just thought i would give you a special parting gift to take with you before i leave you to your own accord.
AS I THOUGHT…MENTAL….YU WERE THERE??OF COURSE..HOW WAS THE FOOD?? STILL CANT BRINGYOURSELF TO APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR DEFAMATORY REMARKS??SAYS A LOT ABOUT YOU SO CALLED DECENT HUMANBEING SHIT??
i’ll tell you what msbitch.
you look up the full legal definition of defamation, including all of it’s spin off arguments, and determine for yourself the truth of defamation, with a heartfelt approach and you decide if i was correct or not correct in defamation.
Candy boy, on May 8th, 2008 at 12:01 am Said:
maybe i instructed them to safe guard the teachings, ever think of that, seeing as they were looking for us, as we walked about incognito teaching most of the time behind the great walled city.
Candy boy, on May 8th, 2008 at 12:02 am Said:
hahaha.
now you have reason to call me a lunatic msbitch…just thought i would give you a special parting gift to take with you before i leave you to your own accord.
WHATEVA
STILL YOUCANTSEE THAT YOU CALLED ME A GAY BASHER
CAN YOU??SO MUCH FOR YOU BEING GODLY??I REST MY CASE…YOURE AFUCKING NASTY DEM,ENTED FOOL THAT HAS ABOUT AS MUCHGOODNESS AND BRAINS AS..WELL HITLER!LOL
Candy boy, on May 8th, 2008 at 12:04 am Said:
i’ll tell you what msbitch.
you look up the full legal definition of defamation, including all of it’s spin off arguments, and determine for yourself the truth of defamation, with a heartfelt approach and you decide if i was correct or not correct in defamation.
IHAVE
AND YOU DEFAMED ME FUKTARD
GAYBSHING??YOU CANT EVEN SEE THAT IM GAY AND THAT GAY BASHING OF ANYSORT IS EVIL…YOUALLUDED TO ME CAUSING SUICIDE AN DDARED TO SAY YOU WERE SPEAKING ON BEHALF OF SAQUELLE
YOURE SICK!! SICK!!
You take care ms bitch, i would like to say it has been fun, but in truth, you were a thorn that was annoying the fuck out of my skull, having punched thru the skin into the bone, irritating the fuck out of me.
bashing of one’s self-esteem irregardless of orientation is cyber bullying.
clear you have done and continue to do just that.
you will just have to find someone else to talk with msbitch, as i no longer have time for your smallnesses of attack, learning absolutely zero from you on any level, other than the bottom level of what not to become like.
i recall you ms bitch, cyber bullying us many many months ago, last year sometime, so i know this is part of your personality or everyday thing for you…a cyber bully.
i keep track of everything ms bitch, it’s my duty.
well, you bash me every chance you get, my self-esteem ms bitch, and i am bisexual, so you are a gay basher in my books.
all i have done is reflect on my personal readings and research, and only of truth wisdoms which make sense, common sense at that, which is what surprises me the most, that you cannot grasp the heartfulness of the message, as i thought it was rather clear, that even a child could understand…that child being you of course ms bitch.
you are welcome to your own beliefs, i do not challenge you on that.
i am merely reflecting.
so take care ms bitch, and for anyone else who wishes to slam me, go waste your time somewhere else as i will not be enticed into further destructiveness of you delightful desire to do so….way too immature for me.
ah, free at last.
indeed msbitch, we both wasted precious time in negativity, going against our own divine true self.
forgive me of that as well.
i got your attention though, didn’t i?
i mean seriously, who else speaks this way, in easy going embracing of wisdom, of sight restored to our souls, by means of feelings?
have not heard a preacher teach this way? one who gets into the dynamics of restoring self to it’s original state?
fun, yes?
and harmless…enjoyable actually…we all feel a bit closer to Jesus.
Jesus really is my closest friend in life…has been for awhile, and what is so great about it, is he is exactly like me!!!!
haha. 😉 😀
after all, that is what Jesus wanted everyone to realize, we are all capable of what he felt and knew of everything all around him.
i especially love the hot tub, my favorite place of meditation.
was cajole not used back then?
well, be sure to add it to the list!
i like that word, cajole or entice one into heated debate and arguing…unwise.
goad is another word i like, as in the goad is a traditional farming implement, used to spur or guide an animal, usually oxen, which are pulling a plough or a cart. It is a type of cattle prod. Though many people are unfamiliar with them today, goads have been common throughout the world.
surely i am not an animal, as much as one would like to make me out to be, last time i checked, i was a spiritual human being who loves Jesus and God. 😉
WHY?
because Jesus and God love me for some reason, not sure why, could be the fucking hell i found myself in all the time. Gee, you think maybe? haha. 😉 😀
i will return with Jesus and God another day, and i will let you all in on our conversations of open dialog, as it is really cool how God speaks with me.
😉 :Dxxx=;
she loves me! haha.
Blog has devolved into two forms of madness that are very mad at each other. This seems unprecedented and is kind of scary for anyone to watch. Where is the author aux coutouir? We need a rescue here this is causing chaos in the world – unnecessary words like these are actually hurting people and the planet. Please find a better way to release deeper seeded issues. I’ll be calling in a Nurse to monitor your situation boys.
It’s astounding, time is fleeting
Madness takes its toll
But listen closely, not for very much longer
I’ve got to keep control
I remember doing the TIme Warp
Drinking those moments when
The blackness would hit me and the void would be calling
Let’s do the time warp again…
Let’s do the time warp again!
It’s just a jump to the left
And then a step to the right
With your hands on your hips
You bring your knees in tight
But it’s the pelvic thrust that really drives you insane,
Let’s do the Time Warp again!
It’s so dreamy, oh fantasy free me
So you can’t see me, no not at all
In another dimension, with voyeuristic intention
Well-secluded, I see all
With a bit of a mind flip
You’re there in the time slip
And nothing can ever be the same
You’re spaced out on sensation, like you’re under sedation
Let’s do the Time Warp again!
Well I was walking down the street just a-having a think
When a snake of a guy gave me an evil wink
He shook me up, he took me by surprise
He had a pickup truck and the devil’s eyes.
He stared at me and I felt a change
Time meant nothing, never would again
Let’s do the Time Warp again!
Nurse !
I need my snake remedy, Double Scotch Whissky .. on the rock’s..
Blue Label
Jesus love Andy
ya, for some reason Jesus loves me.
and when i stand looking apon him, there is no desire in him to ever leave me at all, and Jesus knows i know this about him.
It is this reality of emotional connection with me that is 100%, not of this world i was born into, but of the spirit realm world, where i am there with him when he walked the earth, knowing his grace, his tone of voice, his depth of sincerity and pureness of soul.
stay away from the alcohol Marco.
it has destructive potential, where like a snake it creeps ever so slowly into people’s lives and completely devastates everyone around.
I stand upright with Jesus and God, not allowing such devices of alcohol or drugs near me, knowing the dangers of the potential they have in take control of my life, rendering of self control to uncontrollable….where our will power is nearly destroyed.
There is only one way to rid your life of it. You have to set a rule not to allow yourself near it, nor entertain too many friends that do, as it works thru others as well to get into our precious loving and peaceful lives.
Nurse? Is she wearing that awesome black top Madonna wears in the promo tour? 😉
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So once i saw Jesus, that was when i knew, and the way i knew is by the all engulfing love which surrounds, completely devoid of doubtfulness, like that found in the world.
The love is one of 100% completely loving, of no desire of either Jesus or me to ever leave one another, and that is what is referred to as the bridal chamber, a term which describes how one becomes one with Jesus.
And here is the best part, truly i have no concern whatsoever of what anyone thinks of me, knowing what i know and the state of grace and wisdom protection from the world that encompasses, where it is not at all about boastfulness of these things and rather is a state of spiritual being walking the planet observing everything, and interacting at will in ways which i mostly do not reveal myself to the world, because i know fully it is ignorant of Jesus, and yet not completely are we as there is loving within everyone.
Coming into the place of Jesus though, there is no element of doubt between us whatsoever, and this protects me from the world completely, of the knowingness that i already have everything i will ever need, where it is others who need what i have.
i know some may interpret that as arrogant, but in reality it is not and in fact, alone with Jesus, it is what has happened with me already, for quite awhile now actually.
anyway, just opening up more to you of what has happened to me.
my first incident at the age of 12 was something between me and God, where God came to me and surrounded me completely, after i had summoned God to me, for a reason, as i was enduring great hardship.
So ya, it seems my destiny is indeed with Jesus because of my love for Jesus which is without doubt.
With this comes the love for all souls.
Your Mental
I just saw the Steve Wonder comment at the top its a crak.. i love this blog, it’s a pisser .. if i ever need to Laugh i just come here..
Nurse some more helium please.. not allowed any scotch ..and some hot towles Rachealcartright is having triplets ..
SO MARCO..HOW IS THS FUNNY???WHO ARE U CALLING MENTAL????LOL
HOW IS EGGING ON MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ALONE KNOW JESUS “FUN”‘SORY BABE…I DONT SEE THE HILARITY FACTOR
Candy boy, on May 8th, 2008 at 12:11 am Said:
you will just have to find someone else to talk with msbitch, as i no longer have time for your smallnesses of attack, learning absolutely zero from you on any level, other than the bottom level of what not to become like.
i recall you ms bitch, cyber bullying us many many months ago, last year sometime, so i know this is part of your personality or everyday thing for you…a cyber bully.
i keep track of everything ms bitch, it’s my duty.
BY RIGHT AND LOGICAL THINKING WHY DONT YOU GET ALCINA TOO YOU RETARDED MENTALL FUCK
GO IN YOUR HOT TUB AND HAVE A GOOD WANK YA SAD 45 YEAR OLD NUT
my goodness!! cyber bullying??from what i gather on here paul..ms bitch whomever is gay and someone who is also gay is saying the oher one is cyber bullying and gaybashing/?as a christian i find andy’s rantings and so called knowledge very frightening to the point i ban my children from this site.as what he says and does is very wrong and un-christian
and before ,all thhis nonsense the blog was funny as i and many others thought it was real!!and to the author!for shame! to lie and keep it going dontyou see that andy candy boy and his many aliases is not wella nd i agree with alcina..paul please dont even try debating and wasting your energy on such a bad person.this is the last time i visit but i wanted to say to andy
youre attacking a fellow gay man and one of your”brothers”an dyou say it in the “nam eof shaquelle wisdom”that is disturbing and wrong and as a christian woman who accepts christ i do not ascribe to preaching it on a blog or to anyone .rather let them hav etheir beleifs.even my children will be allowed to decide.
from what i see this sort of internet madness and negativity is futile and very spiritually bad.on so many levels .andy uses scripture that doesnt even make sense and makes a mockery of god.enough said.i find it so damaging and hypocritical to use religeon to attack people and use it for hatred.yes.hatred andy.
again paul dont answer himn anymore .h eobviously is not well and will forever think he is correct and will nnot se anyones point.for goodness sak ehe thinks this is madonnas blog.when rosie odenell has openly said it is fake.
with that i take my leave and hope this blog will be shut down
Same scales different reptile;
Lizards and snakes are the largest group of reptiles. Lizards are four legged animals with a long tail. Many lizards can shed their tail to escape from predators. They can then grow a new tail.
Some lizards, such as the chameleon, can change colors to blend into their environment. This camouflage helps to protect them from predators.
Snakes don’t have limbs. They move by slithering along the ground.
Some snakes are poisonous, or venomous, such as the rattle snake, cobra, and eastern green mamba. They have fangs which bite into their prey and inject poison into the victim.
i recall you ms bitch, cyber bullying us many many months ago, last year sometime, so i know this is part of your personality or everyday thing for you…a cyber bully.
i keep track of everything ms bitch, it’s my duty.
and youre a cyber-nut
someone should keep tabs on your hateful defamatory remarks
still cant apologize??typical arrogance
ZOO, on May 8th, 2008 at 6:03 am Said:
Same scales different reptile;
Lizards and snakes are the largest group of reptiles. Lizards are four legged animals with a long tail. Many lizards can shed their tail to escape from predators. They can then grow a new tail.
Some lizards, such as the chameleon, can change colors to blend into their environment. This camouflage helps to protect them from predators.
Snakes don’t have limbs. They move by slithering along the ground.
Some snakes are poisonous, or venomous, such as the rattle snake, cobra, and eastern green mamba. They have fangs which bite into their prey and inject poison into the victim.
who are you referring to mrco??
yourself???
fuck youre so far gone its more amusing then ever
doctor!! lithium to marco please
bekka was right youre both toxic creatures….yr really describing yourselves.dark venomous slithering creatures
hehe…oh what fun eh rosie??
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
Marco, on May 8th, 2008 at 4:52 am Said:
Your Mental
just cutting and pasting and being annoying!!imglad though u finally called andy mental!! at long last!!
what is it? :: how it works :: why cyberbully? :: prevention :: take action :: what’s the law?
In this section:
Telling the difference :: Google yourself
Telling the difference between flaming, cyber-bullying and harassment and cyberstalking (A guide for law enforcement)
It’s not always easy to tell these apart, except for serious cases of cyberstalking, when you “know it when you see it.” And the only difference between “cyberbullying” and cyber-harassment is the age of both the victim and the perpetrator. They both have to be under-age.
When you get a call, your first response people need to be able to tell when you need to get involved, and quickly, and when it may not be a matter for law enforcement. It might help to start by running through this checklist. If the communication is only a flame, you may not be able to do much about it. (Sometimes ISPs will consider this a terms of service violation.) But the closer it comes to real life threats the more likely you have to get involved as law enforcement. We recommend that law enforcement agents ask parents the following questions. Their answers will help guide you when to get involved and when to recommend another course of action.
The kind of threat:
The communication uses lewd language
The communication insults your child directly (“You are stupid!”)
The communication threatens your child vaguely (“I’m going to get you!”)
The communication threatens your child with bodily harm. (“I’m going to beat you up!”)
There is a general serious threat. (“There is a bomb in the school!” or “Don’t take the school bus today!”)
The communication threatens your child with serious bodily harm or death (“I am going to break your legs!” or “I am going to kill you!”)
The frequency of the threats:
It is a one-time communication
The communication is repeated in the same or different ways
The communications are increasing
Third-parties are joining in and communications are now being received from (what
appears to be) additional people
The source of the threats:
Your child knows who is doing this
Your child thinks they know who is doing this
Your child has no idea who is doing this
The messages appear to be from several different people
The nature of the threats:
Repeated e-mails or IMs
Following the child around online, into chat rooms, favorite Web sites, etc.
Building fake profiles, Web sites or posing as your child’s e-mail or IM
Planting statements to provoke third-party stalking and harassment
Signing your child up for porn sites and e-mailing lists and junk e-mail and IM.
Breaking in to their accounts online
Stealing or otherwise accessing their passwords
Posting images of the child online (taken from any source, including video and photo phones)
Posting real or doctored sexual images of the child online
Sharing personal information about the child
Sharing intimate information about the child (sexual, special problems, etc.)
Sharing contact information about the child coupled with a sexual solicitation (“for a good time call …” or “I am interested in [fill in the blank] sex…”)
Reporting the child for real or provoked terms of service violations (“notify wars” or “warning wars”)
Encouraging that others share their top ten “hit lists,” or ugly lists, or slut lists online and including your child on that list.
Posting and encouraging others to post nasty comments on your child’s blog.
Hacking your child’s computer and sending your child malicious codes.
Sending threats to others (like the president of the United States) or attacking others while posing as your child.
Copying others on your child’s private e-mail and IM communications.
Posting bad reviews or feedback on your child without cause.
Registering your child’s name and setting up a bash Web site or profile.
Posting rude or provocative comments while posing as your child (such as insulting racial minorities at a Web site devoted to that racial minority).
Sending spam or malware to others while posing as your child.
Breaking the rules of a Web site or service while posing as your child.
Setting up a vote for site (like “hot or not?”) designed to embarrass or humiliate your child.
Masquerading as your child for any purpose.
Posting your child’s text-messaging address or cell phone number online to encourage abuse and increase your child’s text-messaging or cell phone charges.
Launching a denial of service attack on your child’s Web site
Sending “jokes” about your child to others or mailing lists.
The more repeated the communications are, the greater the threats (or enlarging this to include third-parties) and the more dangerous the methods, the more likely law enforcement or legal process needs to be used. If personal contact information is being shared online, this must be treated very seriously.
If the child thinks they know who is doing this, that may either make this more serious, or less. But once third-parties are involved (hate groups, sexually-deviant groups, etc.) it makes no difference if the person who started this is a young seven year old doing it for a laugh. It escalates quickly and can be dangerous.
It’s best to work out relationships with the big ISPs in your area well before you need them. Find their offline contact information, including off hours. Learn how to track an IP address and preserve evidence. And make sure that you issue your subpoenas in the form they need, using your time zone for tracking the dynamic IP addresses of record. Many ISPs discard the subscriber/IP data after a week to thirty day period. So time is crucial. If you need to get your paperwork together, send them a quick note asking them to preserve the records pending your formal subpoena. They will usually do this on a less formal request on law enforcement letterhead.
HENCE ANDY
IT IS TO DO WITH A CHILD!!
GET IT??
I AM NOT IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM BULLYING A CHILD!!
SO GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT BEFOR EYOU ACCUSE SOMEONE .YOU ARE AND OBJECTIONABLE HUMAN BEING
NASTY AND QUITE DANGEROUS.
YOUR REMARKS TO ME FREQUENTLY ARE QUITE VENEMOUS !! CYBER -BULLYING???
GET A LIFE ANDY
AND LIVE IT!! INSTEAD OF CRAPPING ON HERE
to the blog author..
perez is actually “popular” an dya kno wwhy??
coz he actually blogs and has a real identity and makes aliving off it.if ya had been remotely clever you could have been as interesting…but sadly youre a sad sad non-blogger relying on a few mental cases to add copiuous amounts of fodder designed to atrract attention to a dismal downright sad sack of ablog…now tto getting my blog together!! …have fun y’all oh hows crusty connie??that parrot is da bomb!!
madonna looks quite wrong on perez’s page.but shes outgrossing mariah!! well duh!! those hands though!!and she needs a retint…but ya cant all have fabulous days eh rosie??
dry vagin of the menopause here !
how does does the food taste of the first century you ask?
How does the fruit of the tree taste today? duh!
i especially like ripe mangoe, with honey drizzled on it in a bowl, while sitting in the hot tube naked with my lover, music softly playing, rays of sunshine thru the stain glass windows.
Taste? Absolutely Divine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is there any better way? Let me know, will you? haha.
😀 😀
freud, always freud.
hut tub(e). haha.
i think it is an _ _ _ _ _ _ _ thing.
Wow!
If i was in class at the same school as some of you, i would ask for a transfer to another school.
hey, you know we started a new high school just for GLBT teens, who are experiencing emotional difficulty at other schools, open for them to freely transfer to just by asking?
Yep!
Progress.
cool eh?
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Hey M, i want to transfer to another class.
and no, that was not transference.
it is the way some of you make me feel, which is painful for me…if only you loved me like i do all of you.
you are all welcome to establish your own belief system.
again, i am merely EXPRESSING MYSELF openly, of the invite of Madonna to do so.
So if you don’t like my mere reflections of how i see life, of my life, then fine, suit your self.
From this day forward i will not engage in open dialog with those who continue to be negative.
again, i am merely a student of Jesus and God, who stands up in front of the class, presenting my disserations for everyone.
is there really any need for short sightedness remarks from those who do not study the codices i study?
is there anyone here who studies the codices?
im just saying, after 20 years, i have forth in the world to let everyone know what i have found, of my diligent dedication to Jesus and God, and, for some of you who do not hear(feel) the words of Jesus and God, i am here for all souls to merely reflect, for truly i tell you that these are easy truths of joyful wisdom, not any different than a film endeavors to open our minds to areas of life that encourage understanding.
i am not about any religious or political agenda.
i am about reflections of truth which are able to nurture and protect the loving soul within us all.
Shortsightedness will see some souls continue as they are, of the bitter nashing of teeth(merely an observation not intended as arguementive and rather of constructive critism), should any soul not choose to embrace their own inner loving soul, which these words are meant for.
again, i will not enter into open dialog with anyone who wishes to be negative, and only with those who are of like thinking minds of joyful collaboration.
i am not here to judge anyone, rather merely as a dedicated messenger of God’s choosing, at one with God completely, exactly the way Jesus did 2000 years ago.
Many of you, including the Pope will embrace these words as holy of the holy, for that is what they are, of pure sincerity of the loving soul united completely with Jesus and God as one….the Holy Trinity.
again, i am not affiliated with any church, nor do i desire to be, as i am with Jesus and God only as my instructors, of the reflections Jesus contemplated and came to know of his own divine true self, just as ALL of you are able to as well.
Of this i know the Pope understands and appreciates one so completely surrendered to Jesus and God, for truly i tell you i lovingly ask for Jesus to have my heart, mind, body and soul, so easily surrendered to Jesus as the greatest gift one can give to Jesus at the alter with God.
I am of the understanding of all souls of why they behave the way they do, thru the eyes of Jesus and God i look apon you all.
again, i am here merely to reflect openly of my findings and ever learning of each day that God grants me, for i know i fully belong completely to God, for sake of embracing the one i have come to know as the most loving man of human history…Jesus.
thank you for listening(our feelings ~ sight restored to the soul).
is it such a bad thing to reflect on love, compassion and wisdom, for all my words are only of such matters.
forgive me of my recent scattered thoughts of ill will of any of you, for i too, am sensitive to the thoughts and words of others.
i am closing off all my desires to engage openly with anyone who approaches with negative, insincerity of the loving heart, as i know fully that engaging in heated arguement is the opposite of God’s divine will, of the full knowledge that in doing so, fuels these unwise fires within the divine true self of another and within the divine true self of me, where in acknowledging this recently with God, the door is closed permanently from this moment forward.
i come in peace as your loving brother.
listen, for all my words are of goodness from the storehouse of goodness within me, meant only as light of wisdom which reveals all truth of all things in life of all things we do and say, meant to only nurture and protect the loving soul of ALL.
If the author of this blog post that such discussion from me be stopped, i will respect their wishes to do so, as i am aware that some issues are emotionally sensitive, where a time and place is of consideration in speaking of such issues which i will be addressing in the future.
thank you.
_andy
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sp* ~ dissertations
update:
for those interested in seeking insight into love, compassion and wisdom, you may follow me on my blog, instead of here.
I was thinking the other day, how fully body baptism likely has the greatest affect + effect, because of how being submerged in water mimics that of the floating in fluids while yet in the womb, prior to entering the (yet) unwise world, easily connecting with the sincere purity ingrained within the loving self of everyone…an excellent experiential technique, which is why i love the hot tube so much, especially with a lover i am in love with, and they with me.
any volunteers? haha. 😉 😀
damn. freud again! 😉
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Always did. Always will. Always.
Hey you fuckers……stop bitching…
I love this, makes me smile…
http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=j3dpS_BqIQs
invite me to the show case bananas !
candy ya cant write fer shit..body baptism??gawd youre sickening ide rather cast a circle
stll cant apologize fo rignorantly accusing m eof cyber-bullyingya stupid ignorant fool…..lol storehouse of goodness/?/gawd if yougetpublished illlaugh my as off
i see”candy deluded boy”has actually written more crud on his blog!! if anyone wants to read pop hyper religious garbage and lo and behold he has disabled comments!!haaaa..he loathes anyone havingany intelligent input fo ronly he knows jesus and god!! as he said he is THE ONLY ONE ON THE PLANET THAT TRULY KNOWS GOD!!:LOL
but in actuality he isa nutcase and a liar a hypocite and one of teh dumbest nastiest mosy mundane innane insane people on the internet i justwish he would jus
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Hey Candy girl, i was thinking, that Hard Candy outfit?
it looks about my size! 😉 😀
i already have the right wig to coordinate with you, i mean with the outfit.
that too. 😉 😀
sweetest of dreams!
i love you.
i love the rainbow color theme for the Sticky and Sweet Tour M.
see, i told ya she was my girl!!!! 😉 😀
made ya smile! haha.
and of course the outfit, who can resist?
boa. fun fun fun!
i always get my man.
hey, do you like dressing as a boy M?
just curious.
it’s my turn to tease you back, after all these years.
hmmm.
i will do something really awesome, for you M, this summer.
still in design phase.
i know what this classroom reminds me of now, that old show with Horshack, ahh…Travolta,
Welcome back Carter, while the teacher is out of the class, the whole class gets into it, yes?
i am to blame, i know.
i know better than to engage in argument, as God says it is an abomination, which makes perfect sense to me of why…it fuels fires within us all.
i prefer the relaxed atmosphere of respectful students of like mindedness, collaborative positive spirit actually, although if pushed, i can push back.
not sure who started it. I think msBitch started it.
ya, ms bitch, you started it!
haha.
strange day.
one minute someone is asking me about what food they ate back then, with my reply of a bowl of mangoe, than i see the mosaic of a bowl on a table, which i used to express our choices in life we must be descerning of.
I saw the words Number One down at the dock this morning too.
not sure about selective thinking.
fascinating day spiritually.
everyday is.
er um andy candy ..good name that!1no one asked you what they ate in the first century and im sure thenumber one is a random “sign”‘youre sure youre not just “out of it””???
fascinatingly banal days u have
Candy boy, on May 8th, 2008 at 11:45 pm Said:
i always get my man.
hey, do you like dressing as a boy M?
just curious.
you get absolutely worse…
“m’ im sure youre just funnin ehj rosie??m is probably a man ya silly poof.no apology for your ignorance??hmm??so im acyber bully still??what a hoot!!
Candy boy, on May 8th, 2008 at 11:29 pm Said:
i already have the right wig to coordinate with you, i mean with the outfit.
that too.
sweetest of dreams!
i love you.
HEY STALKER!! WRONG BLOG!! GET THEE HENCE TO HER ACTUAL SITES AND STALK HER THERE
MAYBE JUST BEAM THERE IN HER LIVING ROOM IM SURE THE SPIRITUAL REALM EXPRESS HASNT SOLD OUT YET
know better than to engage in argument, as God says it is an abomination, which makes perfect sense to me of why…it fuels fires within us all.
i prefer the relaxed atmosphere of respectful students of like mindedness, collaborative positive spirit actually, although if pushed, i can push back.
not sure who started it. I think msBitch started it.
ya, ms bitch, you started it!
haha.
ARGUING IS AN ABOMONATION???WELL WELL
THATS A NEW THING Y’ALL??CLASSROOM??SO WHOSE HERE EXCEPT YOU AND ME ARGUING WITH YR IGNORANT SICK ASS
MAY THE GODDESS WATCH OVER YOU
welcome back cotter!! not carter!!unless you mean that short lived presedential sitcom welcome back carter???
oh fun fun the godess speaks
who’s part italian here, i’m half italian & i come from Detroit. CIAO ITALIA!
wel rachel.i am..half guess which?/and it aint the spaghetti!ya dirty minded biatch!!
wheres your bf andy???has he been taken away by the saints?/probably sitting in his hot tub suckingoff the heavenly host….hope he remembers to breathe..
of Jesus
this i know
my desire
eternally grow
seperate
yet k+no+w
eterally with
time to go
where is
i am with you
cannot live
without you
please here
our prayer
of hearts
to care
i need you
with me
eternally
you see?
you far away
i am near
i am far away
while you near
loving soul
so dear
loving sou
i am here
always for you
not against
lifting higher
present tense
could it be
i am free
of no charge
just for thee
i need you
you need me
why not stay
can’t you see
yearning yearning
so hard to bare
let me know
you still care
kingdom hearts
i am of
souls of prayer
like a glove
“CUT!!!!!!!!!”
“Ok. That”s a rap people!”
hahahaha
so now what?
if you feel it, it must be real.
time is waiting, no hesitating
HURRY UP would ya!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.
Good morning M.
I am in design mode today, as i embrace my feelings to express.
Fearless Pure Sincerity is the Key, of desire only to be fun loving and free spirited, of exceeding Joyfulness, Extraordinary and Wondrous.
I push myself into this mindset of pure sincerity when i sit down to my create works, of “that” from the storehouse of goodness within.
Somedays, i see Troy with me, hand in hand, of his joyfulness of spirit i recall, and of what he would love to express freely.
this i know, deep inside, i miss him dearly, of my painful ponderings, of how i knew we could be.
Have you ever loved someone with all that you are, of tingle sensation in the finger tips?
I feel this way towards others now, of my willingness to connect with what i have come to know of SELF within us all.
not sure if i have any Italian in me, but i have had Italian in me. hahaha.
His name was Paul.
He was a lover of mine for a year or so. I couldn’t handle is prostitution though, which i felt, as his personal lover of choice in between.
I loved him, still do, but his approach of love with me was like an imaturity of mind for me. I let him go. I let him feel alone without me. He moved away. Miami i heard. Some Yauht in south beach.
His loss. We were loving lovers, and he knew it.
And that my friends is what i am yet searching for, a loving lover. I will know when i meet them, as i know fully what a loving lover feels like and treats me like.
HURRY UP would ya!!!!!
who ever you are. where ever you are. you need to get with me. i can’t handle being alone much longer.
Today is the last day…i am using words.
we use words to take.
i say use words to give.
always of the light of wisdom is a mindset i have learned to enter into, a labratory of the mind, where i spend a great deal of time reading and learning, writing now as well.
i know my life is one of fulfillment, and truly i want to always be found of those who embrace fulfilment, which is why i am here before someone i sense is looking for the same, of like mindedness of all those who collaborate and work with Madonna, are we not?
Is there a better team in the world to join?
Ok. There are many goodness teams in the world, granted, of course.
But i loved the Rock Horror Picture Show and the insanity of it all, especially when two lesbians dragged me of the street, (i was a 16 year old street kid at the time, my family broken apart), into the Rocky Horror Picture Show. I felt completely loved by the two of them that night, and i suppose you could equate certain ones like them in my life this today. You know who you are.
Family. Ya, my true loving extended family always of loving embrace for me, is what the GLBT community is for me. I thank God for them daily.
And so, i turn once again to my creative side to pull out some fun loving joyfulness.
Enjoy the day everyone.
The wisdom of the angels protect us, but only if we invite the their wisdom fully into our heart, mind, body and soul, internalizing completely into us, becoming what the angels know their wisdom is meant for, the Divine TRUE SELF within us ALL.
~ common sense, is it not?
The difficult and struggle to do so, comes with our lack of wisdom to set flexible healthy boundaries with others, ensuring a healthy environment for our Divine TRUE SELF in which to thrive as loving, compassionate and wise.
Therefore be diligent and of determination to establish and descern for who is appropriate for us, and instead, surround you life with those who are truly healthy, free of active substance abuse issues, of suffer the consequences of fate which grips those who choose not to become wise.
Statistically it almost always ends badly.
I do not say this against any one particular soul, and rather for all souls of the earth do i say these things of assurance for them, as a loving true and faithful friend to ALL.
i greet you in peace and brotherly love.
indeed it is of great and painful difficulty for me this day, of those who draw near to me in my personal life, of lovers and friends, who in their own unwiseness, of which i am sad for, continue to badger me needlessly, and relentlessly too i might add.
i utter words of truth for them to hear, “Please do not approach me with condescending belittling behaviour that is indicative of an unwise hurtful mind”, i say to them.
again, they cast their stones of bitterness apon me, not able to harm me, by means of my wisdom which sees their learned behaviours which they have become, as i step away from the table, saying, “ok. fine. be that way then. i have to go.”
Tears come to their eyes.
I turn as i am leaving, and say, “Listen to my words which are only loving compassionate wisdom, able to serve YOU, and assist in bringing to an end these unwise embracing of things which are devoid of love, which spu forth from that which you turn to.”
I pause, i listen, again they utter more useless bitterness.
I hesitate to say anything more, as i realize they do not hear(feel) the words i am saying.
a gentle breeze greats me, the joy of birds in flight summoning me, my yearning to leave increasing, as i turn away from them and leave.
again, i turn to them as i am walking away and ask, “what are you doing for breakfast or lunch? Can i meet you somewhere for brunch?” 😉 😀
i am in currently in trasition, not so painful as i thought it would be in exiting a 12 year relationship, of no more desire to tolerate inappropriate behaviours, which saddens me, and yet too painful for me as well, i must leave, this i know fully in my heart, and be emotionaly free of the effects of their bitterness with me, of which i stand against in the world…these unwise teachings of learned behaviours of the forefathers.
i know, being alone is easy than dwelling with them.
in that way, i have always been alone, even while dwelling with them my entire life.
i have always felt this way since i can remember, ever growing steadfast in the mastery of nurturing and protecting my own sincere loving soul.
it has been of extreme difficulty for me over the years, of many who have come up against me with such wretchedness of hatefulness, that many think only exists on TV.
Coming face to face with these voids of emptiness devoid of love so blackened and full of treachery, has served me of what not to turn towards and become like, of what not to invite into our peaceful loving heart, mind, body and soul.
Reflecting apon my life, i realize that the in life, it is not so much of what you have, monetarily, and rather i have come to realize that it is what we have of wisdom of the angels which 100% are here to nurture and protect us by means of great wisdom, if only we would turn to them and say, “I love you completely Jesus, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely God, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely Michael, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely Raphael, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely Gabriel, for i know you love me completely, i love you completely Uriel, for i know you love me completely.
They are here to guide us, usher us into the kingdom of heaven which surrounds us, but only if we embrace and invite them fully into our heart, mind, body and soul, of their loving wisdom and compassion which know fully of our daily struggle to become free of the unwiseness in the world.
I step away from the world towards them, of my now knowingness and understanding, that it is thru them that i am restored to my original state of peaceful and loving by nature, able to remain as such, by means of their wisdom.
~ common sense, is it not?
I really need to get _ _ _ _ _ _! Can you tell? hahaha.
Somebody help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im bad. i know.
;D:Dxxx=;
i’ve noticed i am becoming more diligent and determined lately, thanks to M, and others, in focusing on what i deem the most crucial investment of time one can ever invest in….their divine True Self.
Words of wisdom are not only helpful, they are crucial for us to internalize and become transformed into what we always were….our divine True Self.
all my life i have been running from the unwiseness of the world which unknowingly at the time, of a cognitive level, was cause for great misfortune and struggle in my life.
not any more will i partake of these things again…i am truly free once and for all, of no desire to return to their unwiseness which grips and snares the loving souls.
i will dwell with them, but only as a passerby, allowing only one to come close to me, my lover of choice, and those who are always appropriate with me, of sincerity with me, of gentle grace in approach with me, of their own loving divine true self.
i am done. can you tell?
thanks M. thanks Rosie. thank you all who choose to be loving.
anyone care to join me in the spa? 😀 😀
don’t get me wrong, i am accepting of people’s idiosyncrisies as a fact of life, we all have them.
it is when they have too many idiosyncrisies and too frequent their attacks with me, which drives me away, of my yearning to no longer stay to close with them in life, at a distance with them of my flexible boundaries i set, of my free will to always feel how they make me feel, and choose accordingly.
i do not recall a time in life, than that of today, where i have grown to a level of wholeness, completeness of wisdom, and yet ever that of a student, sitting in class with all of you.
ok. so what. so what if i like to stand on my desk from time to time. i got your attention, did i not? haha.
Madonna does it too, every time she takes to the stage, of great courage to do so, of great inspiration and empowerment for us all to behold.
This she can count on, i shall always remain somewhere at her side, as a devoted true and faithful friend, of my sincere desire to always be found…i love her, with all that i am…i always did.
(*V)…………..i…………..(*V)
..V…………l..o..v..e……….V
..!i!i!!i!i!……….U……..!i!i!!i!i!
..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
..!i!i!…….!i!i!…me..!i!i!…..!i!i!
..!i!i!…… …!i!i!….!i!i!……..!i!i
..!i!i!…………(*V)……,,….!i!i!
..!i!i!……+..…..V……+,…..!i!i!…a d o n n a
and closer of course, if ever a day she wished apon.
hello????
i don’t think i am alone of these feelings, am i?
she so fine
wish she were mine
perhaps in time
i know my kind
i don’t think the money lenders like me any more.
that’s ok, they never loved me in the first place. haha. 😉 😀
they did not love me then and they still don’t love me today.
get it?
some Jesus humor. 😀 😀
don’t get me wrong, there is no such thing as a completely unloving soul.
it is the unwiseness of learned behaviours of innocent souls born and learn each day, which i rail against.
perhaps the ones who crucified Jesus were these money lenders?
without doubt, they likely were against him, yes? haha.
i have not mentioned any particular money lender, and rather throw them all together as one.
They serve not God and instead drain the world of it’s true potential in assisting those in great need in the world, including their own loving families.
i suppose the word blasphemy would be one word they would cast against me, attempting to appear as ones of God.
again, i rail against the unwiseness of learned behaviours of these unloving things yet in the world.
think of all the combined good these freed monies could bring to so many families and so many in need of assistance in the world.
i know the figure is in the trillions of dollars per year.
no small argument then, is it?
it could get one like me into alot of trouble though, yes?
they can destroy me, but not ever become victorious over the message.
Why?
because it is the TRUTH.
i feel like i am in a computer game, and to get to the next level, i have to destroy a large ugly beast.
haha. 😀 😀
truly the beast is not of any innocent soul born, and rather that of ignorance teachings, from the forefathers before us.
no one is to blame for this, as it has existed in the world for along time, these masters of trickery and decept that feed apon the low income earners, draining them for their entire lives.
i despise this sort of trickery of another which is unloving slavery of minds unwise of their snares.
oh oh…i hear their lawyers at my door. haha.
and that is where the world starts and stops.
unless we choose to be descerning of these things, we will see these things continue just as they always have, and see the world remain unloving, just as it always was.
i am optimistic though, as love indeed is growing in the world, is it not?
i feel it everywhere i go, ever increasing, i sense the subtle changes in the air.
of the flowers in my hair.
without a care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
Hey, what are you looking at? i know what you are thinking…he’s lost his mind.
actually, my mind appears quite sane, of clearness and clarity, does it not?
it is everyone else who are alseep, so obvious by their souls which are unwisely snared.
keep in mind, another 30,000 children will die needlessly today.
You know what bugs me, is the news of a few who in war(a stupid thing) loose their lives, and yet another 30,000 children needlessly die each day.
30,000 CHILDREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF? is wrong with people. Are we ‘that’ heartless?
apparently we are…not of God’s love, are we.
ok. many there are who diligently work daily.
But why can these world governments embrace a way to end this, and say with a great loud voice unified together,
“Let us stop the needless death of 30,000 Children tomorrow!”
Let us stop the needless death of 210,000 Children next week.
Let us stop the needless death of 2,500,000 Children next year.
Let us stop the needless death of 25 million Children next decade.
Let us one day stop ALL needless suffering and death of Children in the world one day.
One day, united together, is all it takes to decide to stop it.
Mother’s day is coming. Sponsor a Child in the world. It costs one dollar a day.
You will be rewarded with God’s Love, with Jesus’s Love, with the Child’s Love when you do, and the Child will live another day to say to YOU, “Thank you! God Bless YOU!”
+ correction required +
(my math was calculated incorrect)
Needless death of Children dying world wide;
30,000 + daily
210,000 + weekly
900,000 + monthly
10,850,000 + yearly
108,500,000 + each decade.
100 million defenseless CHILDREN needlessly died last decade.
we are ‘that’, which is not something to be proud of, is it?
All War is of the unwiseness of God’s love, (yet) in the hearts of many.
All Poverty is of the unwiseness of God’s love, (yet) in the hearts of many.
+ correction required +
The war in Iraq is no different than when we settled America, of different factions of mankind.
Clearly for us to pull out of Iraq would see the war continue of various factions of mankind in Iraq.
Is it ok to leave defenseless families of many Children to the whims of these various hateful factions with one another?
As for the oil supply, we don’t need it, as we already have oil extraction from the tar sands here, enough to last a very long time, at today’s current pricing(lower price required actually).
So why do we stay in Iraq?
Not for oil. But for sake of these defenseless families, who may or may not like us, but soon would if we pulled out, would they not? duh!
Indeed we protect the many unwise, who may not like our presence.
The only clear solution i can think of is to offer those who want to come to America and leave Iraq, and discontinue all trading with Iraq, leaving it to who ever wants to stand around a bee hive of wasps…bad idea.
I remember Mike throwing a stick into a bee hive as a child, and he ran, leaving me there to get stung many times, with him laughing, and me crying.
maybe that’s what is wrong with me, i don’t if to love Mike or hate him for not loving me.
ok. I love Mike and hate him for not loving me….it’s so TRUE, in so many ways too!
hahaha.
Personally, i would invite China as a friend to the table, to share in the responsibility for providing security of the oil rich sands of Iraq.
Clearly this would pave the way for great friendship with China, the world’s largest economy coming online, would it not.
Our current oil prices are seeing all oil rich suppliers becoming wealthy, who have no reason to argue with anyone.
So why not embrace a forward loving solution for sake of all mankind on the planet, one that would work, but only if we are open minded and friendly to our loving brothers and sisters of China, whom we do indeed love, do we not?
Unify and reap the rewards, far greater than most understand, and put an end to these silly useless unnecessary unwisenesses, like that of a yet unwise Child.
Surely we are not unwise, are we?
Failing responsibility to become loving of our neighbours always seen the results of war thruout history…dumb, when loving embrace is so easy and feels better too.
Along the way, our powerful economies can eventually work together to establish solar collectors built in outer space, of a magnitude of energy collection, a trillion times all energy consumed thus far by mankind, of such unfathomable dimension, all built by robotics, 24/7.
The eventuality of energy shortages for our massive economies is already looming, where we are being forced to collaborate or suffer, just as China is already experiencing, finding alternatives around our absurdness of unfriendliness with them, who will within 20 years, become so powerful an economy, it will dwarf our combined economies, leaving us where we chose to be in the first place…dumb idiots. haha.
don’t me wrong. I am not on any one side.
i am on ALL sides, of ALL Children of God….morons! haha.
I have to say though, i especially love the asian people, their sincerity of loving with one another thruout all of China(mostly).
this concludes today’s emergency broadcast signal, brought to you on behalf of the economic think tank thinkers of China.
thank you for listening(feeling) 😉 😀
A pre-congratulations on providing a safe environment for your newly adopted Child David, of the official adoption set to be soon approved.
Red tape, unfortunately is a necessary part of adoption proceedings, and rightfully so.
What a great mother’s day week. I am so thrilled and joyous for you! David is your son. That is so awesome a feeling i am sure you must be feeling!
Congratulations to you both!
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The Candy video wall at Madonna.com is awesome.
The resolution has full screen buttons, with out overloading a mainstream PC capability, in the sweet spot of accomidation for all.
looks like they recompressed an an already compressed flash video though.
all flash compression should only be done once with the original film, and not recompression of a flash video.
do i have to come over there and tell show you how to do it?
oh, she’d like that, i am sure! haha.
there is still some pixeling occuring in the videos, which shouldn’t even be happening with moving images, let alone still shots of film. duh!
you need to bring an expert in from the compression developers who know how to show you the various levels of comparison, and spend a week or so getting it right…as in perfect.
They would be more than happy to send you someone, trust me on that…at your expense of course!
dinner and a date?
ok!!!!! haha.
i repeat, do not recompress an already compressed flash video.
you have to compress only once with the exacting of settings that only a pro flash compression expert knows how to do…that being me of course.
on2.com will send you someone if you ask.
to remain the best, you have to always be of the best in the world, as a leader, not a follower.
personally, i like walking beside you, where i belong.
😀 😀
yawn…time to do some reading, and rest.
sweetest of dreams!
Happy Mother’s Day Madonna!
For someone who grew up without their Mom for so many years, although in spirit she is always with you, you have become a Mom to the world.
i don’t want to be your Mother.
i don’t want to be your sister either.
i just want to be your lover.
im bad. i know.
you taught me everything i know…..NOT! haha.
i jest…..;) 😀
does anyone have that poem madonna wrote about those two girls(1st the girl with the beehive hair )or it also has ” i dont mean to be mean but im the queen” please post it on here i would be so syked!!!
eeew candy thats sick !!! sayinghappy mothers day to a guy!! and a sick one at that.the blogger is male ya fool.do some “tracking”if youre an informant..still cant bring yrself to say sorry to me eh rosie??
Candy boy, on May 9th, 2008 at 8:59 pm Said:
A pre-congratulations on providing a safe environment for your newly adopted Child David, of the official adoption set to be soon approved.
Red tape, unfortunately is a necessary part of adoption proceedings, and rightfully so.
What a great mother’s day week. I am so thrilled and joyous for you! David is your son. That is so awesome a feeling i am sure you must be feeling!
Congratulations to you both!
THIS IS GETTING OUT OF HAND.ITS NOT MADONAN HER YA FOOL ITS CRUSTY CONNIE
Candy boy, on May 9th, 2008 at 8:22 pm Said:
The war in Iraq is no different than when we settled America, of different factions of mankind.
Clearly for us to pull out of Iraq would see the war continue of various factions of mankind in Iraq.
Is it ok to leave defenseless families of many Children to the whims of these various hateful factions with one another?
As for the oil supply, we don’t need it, as we already have oil extraction from the tar sands here, enough to last a very long time, at today’s current pricing(lower price required actually).
So why do we stay in Iraq?
Not for oil. But for sake of these defenseless families, who may or may not like us, but soon would if we pulled out, would they not? duh!
Indeed we protect the many unwise, who may not like our presence.
The only clear solution i can think of is to offer those who want to come to America and leave Iraq, and discontinue all trading with Iraq, leaving it to who ever wants to stand around a bee hive of wasps…bad idea.
I remember Mike throwing a stick into a bee hive as a child, and he ran, leaving me there to get stung many times, with him laughing, and me crying.
maybe that’s what is wrong with me, i don’t if to love Mike or hate him for not loving me.
ok. I love Mike and hate him for not loving me….it’s so TRUE, in so many ways too!
hahaha.
Personally, i would invite China as a friend to the table, to share in the responsibility for providing security of the oil rich sands of Iraq.
Clearly this would pave the way for great friendship with China, the world’s largest economy coming online, would it not.
Our current oil prices are seeing all oil rich suppliers becoming wealthy, who have no reason to argue with anyone.
So why not embrace a forward loving solution for sake of all mankind on the planet, one that would work, but only if we are open minded and friendly to our loving brothers and sisters of China, whom we do indeed love, do we not?
Unify and reap the rewards, far greater than most understand, and put an end to these silly useless unnecessary unwisenesses, like that of a yet unwise Child.
Surely we are not unwise, are we?
Failing responsibility to become loving of our neighbours always seen the results of war thruout history…dumb, when loving embrace is so easy and feels better too.
Along the way, our powerful economies can eventually work together to establish solar collectors built in outer space, of a magnitude of energy collection, a trillion times all energy consumed thus far by mankind, of such unfathomable dimension, all built by robotics, 24/7.
The eventuality of energy shortages for our massive economies is already looming, where we are being forced to collaborate or suffer, just as China is already experiencing, finding alternatives around our absurdness of unfriendliness with them, who will within 20 years, become so powerful an economy, it will dwarf our combined economies, leaving us where we chose to be in the first place…dumb idiots. haha.
don’t me wrong. I am not on any one side.
i am on ALL sides, of ALL Children of God….morons! haha.
I have to say though, i especially love the asian people, their sincerity of loving with one another thruout all of China(mostly).
this concludes today’s emergency broadcast signal, brought to you on behalf of the economic think tank thinkers of China.
thank you for listening(feeling)
PLEASE DONT EVEN TRY BEINGPOLITICAL.YOURE REALLY IGNORANT AND HAVENT A CLUE KEEP YOUR RANTS TO YRSELF
IRAQ IS AN OCCUPATION AND AN INVASION.OF COURSE THEY SHOULD PULL OUT AND MADONNA YOU FUKTARD THINKS THE SAME.YOUDONT EVEN KNOW OR WANT TO ACKNOWLEDGE HER POLITICAL LEANINGS…AS FOR MYSELF WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO SHOW”CHRISTIAN”ANYTHING AND AOPLOGIZE FOR YOUR IGNORANT ATTACK ON ME ABOUT CYBER BULLYING AS YOUGOT IT TOTALLY WRONG..
LOL YOURE SO FAR GONE AND FUCKED
i am done. can you tell?
thanks M. thanks Rosie. thank you all who choose to be loving.
anyone care to join me in the spa?
AWWWW
NO THANKS YOU PROBABLY LOOK LIKE A SHRIVELLED UP OLD PRUNE SACK
As for sicko, i have had extensive therapy way beyond most people in life, and was given the green light, where eventually my dissertations(8 of them) where all used to make changes in the Canada government’s address of mental/emotional approaches with all of Canada’s citizens, moron. So i guess you could say i am way more intelligent than you ms bitch, where no one of the professional mental health
HAAAAA I MADE ABOWEL ,MOVEMENT TO THIS ONE….GOOD TOO A NICE BIG POO!!TY CANDY .
IF YOUR”DISSETATIONS””OR SUCH OTHER RUBBISH REALLY WERE IMPLEMENTED THEN IM MADONNA’S COUSIN TWICE REMOVED.
Candy boy, on May 9th, 2008 at 2:19 pm Said:
of Jesus
this i know
my desire
eternally grow
seperate
yet k+no+w
eterally with
time to go
where is
i am with you
cannot live
without you
please here
our prayer
of hearts
to care
i need you
with me
eternally
you see?
you far away
i am near
i am far away
while you near
loving soul
so dear
loving sou
i am here
always for you
not against
lifting higher
present tense
could it be
i am free
of no charge
just for thee
i need you
you need me
why not stay
can’t you see
yearning yearning
so hard to bare
let me know
you still care
kingdom hearts
i am of
souls of prayer
like a glove
“CUT!!!!!!!!!”
“Ok. That’’s a rap people!”
hahahaha
so now what?
if you feel it, it must be real.
time is waiting, no hesitating
HURRY UP would ya!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.
Good morning M.
I am in design mode today, as i embrace my feelings to express.
Fearless Pure Sincerity is the Key, of desire only to be fun loving and free spirited, of exceeding Joyfulness, Extraordinary and Wondrous.
I push myself into this mindset of pure sincerity when i sit down to my create works, of “that” from the storehouse of goodness within.
Somedays, i see Troy with me, hand in hand, of his joyfulness of spirit i recall, and of what he would love to express freely.
this i know, deep inside, i miss him dearly, of my painful ponderings, of how i knew we could be.
Have you ever loved someone with all that you are, of tingle sensation in the finger tips?
I feel this way towards others now, of my willingness to connect with what i have come to know of SELF within us all.
not sure if i have any Italian in me, but i have had Italian in me. hahaha.
His name was Paul.
He was a lover of mine for a year or so. I couldn’t handle is prostitution though, which i felt, as his personal lover of choice in between.
I loved him, still do, but his approach of love with me was like an imaturity of mind for me. I let him go. I let him feel alone without me. He moved away. Miami i heard. Some Yauht in south beach.
His loss. We were loving lovers, and he knew it.
And that my friends is what i am yet searching for, a loving lover. I will know when i meet them, as i know fully what a loving lover feels like and treats me like.
HURRY UP would ya!!!!!
who ever you are. where ever you are. you need to get with me. i can’t handle being alone much longer.
GAWD…ANOTHER BOWEL MOVEMENT…YIKES…FUK OFF YA IGNORANT ARROGANT MENTALLY INSANE INTERNET NUTCASE….
U STILL HERE??WHY??
YOU KEEP SAYINGYOURE LEAVING
OVER AND OVER
WELLEAVE
GO
HMM WHY ARE YOU BACK??I KNOW COZ U DONT HAVE YOUR”AUDIENCE “ATYOUR BLOG
NO ONE VISITS IT.NO ONE READS IT EXCEPT TO LAUGH
I HAVE INVITED MANY PEOPLE TP LAUGH AT YOUR POSTINGS AND IN GENERAL HERE
OH BYTHE WAY IF YOU REALLY ARE A CI A INFORMANT
WHY COULDNT THEY TEL WHETHER THIS IS FAKE FOR YOU OR NOT/?
ANSWER
COZ U AINT AN INFORMER
YOURE A NOBODY AND A NUTCASE
RAMBLING AND RANTING
AND WHEN YOURE CHAKENGED YA CANT HACK IT.CANT DEAL WITHIT
SAD ASSWIPE
He was a lover of mine for a year or so. I couldn’t handle is prostitution though, which i felt, as his personal lover of choice in between.
I loved him, still do, but his approach of love with me was like an imaturity of mind for me. I let him go. I let him feel alone without me. He moved away. Miami i heard. Some Yauht in south beach.
OH ANOTHER LOVER THAT YOU DEEMED NOT RIGHT!OH SHOCK HOREUR
LOL
AS F YOU COULD SUSTAIN AND RELATIONSHIP
THEY WOULD FIND OUTYOURE NUTS IMMEDIATELY
AND LEAVE YA
this concludes today’s emergency broadcast signal, brought to you on behalf of the economic think tank thinkers of China.
WELL TY CANDY ANDY..I HAD AGOOD BOWEL MOVEMENT THIS MORNING
So i guess you could say i am way more intelligent than you ms bitch, where no one of the professional mental health OH YES CANDY ANDY
LOOKS LIKE IT
NOT!!
Reflecting apon my life, i realize that the in life, it is not so much of what you have, monetarily, and rather i have come to realize that it is what we have of wisdom of the angels which 100% are here to nurture and protect us by means of great wisdom, if only we would turn to them and say, “I love you completely Jesus, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely God, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely Michael, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely Raphael, for i know you love me completely. I love you completely Gabriel, for i know you love me completely, i love you completely Uriel, for i know you love me completely
LOOK YOURE BRAND OF RELIGEOUS RANTS ARE NOT WARRANTED HERE OR DESIRED….POO POO
Clinton need to ramp it up if she is to win.
She needs an average of 70% of all delegates and superdelgates to win, of sliding scale respectively.
A president needs to remember they are a voice of the people, elected by the people, of sincere ear of the people, of compassion with the people, of wisdom for sake the people.
Sincerity of loving spirit is what this election is about, not about winning, rather it is and always should be of the sincerity of connection with those who’s voice yearns to be heard and voiced, indeed of those who should be heard, of the tax payers money that pays for the thrones of loving concern apon which they sit.
A team spirit of these two would be a most powerful presidency, would it not?
Avoid any further attacks apon another then, and do what a president is hoped they will do, compassionately listen and become the voice…of the people.
And now the time has come to enter into peacefulness of loving spirit with one and all, of our true natural state, peaceful and loving by nature.
Think of it this way, if someone is thinking of voting for Obama, and you cast stones apon him, is that likely going to win their much needed vote? No.
Connect with these people, as though no one is there other than you, looking apon them listening and truly connecting, and so obviously becoming their voice, and step forward as president of the people.
When we waste time on negative bashing of another, we close the door to collaborative spirit, of grace and slowness of insightful depth of issues of concern, of positive like mindedness, which if i was president, i would want someone equally as passionate as i am of total team spirit.
Just a reminder…You are on the same team! 😉
May the desire and need to resort to immature attitudes be cast from you both, for truly, you both have been loved equally and far greater than likely any presidential candidates in history, a swelling of hearts of sorts, felt by us all.
i love both of you actually.
Obama sorta reminds me of Mike, my next door neighbor. There are some character traits of Mike i don’t like, but i still love Mike.
TEAM SPIRIT is contagious…something always be found of for sake of the team you work WITH, the entire team of America that is. 😀 😀
oh, one more thing, i never looked at a president as the sole individual running the country, where indeed, it has not ever been as such in truth, and rather that of forward thinking like minded collaboration of great wisdom of minds working together.
i always thought the whole presidential speeches thing was kinda silly and unrealistic, where behind the scenes it is peaceful and of good will within the halls in which you all walk.
Personally, i always liked the easy going relaxed conversations with those who sit apon the thrones, like the conventions of Bill Clinton gatherers, thru out the country over the years.
Realness of tangible sincerity easily felt.
Get lots of rest, and we are better able to be of relaxed and graceful state of mind, warm and kind.
Ok. No more smallnesses from me, of that you can count on. bin there. done that. no thanks. too disheartening and hurtful, is it not?
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
more diorhea!! i mean honestly???thrones??and goodness in the hallways???eeew…something wicked this way blogs an dits called andy……still vant apologize eh??
thought so
disgusting mentally and morally defunct human.
simple.youre one sad fucked individual
emergency broadcast over (lets hope)andy is like some demented loner with absolutely nothing and no one that just sits behind his computer and hopes that someoen connects with him…sad
Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
AND WHATS WITH HIS BASTARDISATION OF TEH LORD’S PRAYER???
SATANISTIC METHINKS
Happy Mothers Day Mama!!!
You are the best Mom !!!
You are the best Everything!!!
YOU ARE THE BEST QUEEN,
THE BEST,THE BEST,THE BEST,
YOU ARE,YOU ARE YOU ARE,
ROCKO IS RIGHT YOU ARE,
LOLA KNOWS YOU ARE,
I KNOW YOU ARE THE BEST,
THERE IS NONE LIKE YOU,
AND I TESTIFY OF THE TRUTH,
I’M READY TO SEAL THIS WITH..
MY LIFE AND BLOOD,
I DON’T NEED NO MORE TIME,
I KNOW THIS FOR SURE NOW,
THANK YOU FOR ALLOWING ME,
I’VE LEARN EVERYTHING,
YOU ARE EVERYTHING,
YOU ARE,YOU ARE,YOU ARE,
THERE IS NOTHING WITHOUT..
YOU MEAN THE EXCISTENCE,
YOU ARE ETERNITY,
EVERLASTING PEACE,
NEVERDYING LIGHT,
LEAN AND MEAN TIME TRAVEL MACHINE,
I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU,
PROUD TO WAIT FOR YOU,
WILL WAIT AS LONG AS I HAVE TO,
JUST FOR ANOTHER KISS,
I WOULD DO ANYTHING,
I WILL LEARN ANYTHING,
WILL DO OR NOT DO AT ALL,
I KNOW GOD LIVES,
I KNOW THAT Jesus Christ is Our Redeemer,
That The Church of The Later Days Saints is the only True Church on Earth,Joseph Smith is a Prophet,Todays Prophet’s name is Thomas S.Monson,
The Book Of Mormon was the Best Gift from God to all menkind,the plan of Happyness is there for you and me,our family is ETERNAL and im in love always with you!!!
I SAY ALL THIS IN THE HOLLY NAME OF OUR SAVIOUR,EVEN THE LORD JESUS CHRIST ,
amen!
~r.
shwartzy nutsy puddin n pie!! get thee to andys page and get bare naked soak in his loon spa and visit the ether together!!
i think ya both need severe psychiatric intervention!!
eh rosie??
oh god we havent got another religious lunatic on this do we paul??
book of mormon WHAT A LOAD OF SHIT
haha this fake blog makes me laugh and realise how sane i am!!
ya john.the path is open to those insane enough to enter this site!!its lovely to be andy candy free for a change.
though my bowel movements have been not too regular without the fibre of his words…
i’m friends with Marco, he’s half italian like me & he’s nice 2 me. unlike some people on this blog!
And if anyone is nasty to Rachel then they’ll need to deal with me because i protect my good friends..
yeah, if any1 is nasty 2 me, Marco will protect me!
oh Marco your are a good good boy to save your friend…or may be your are just the jointauthor of a stupid friend ! ding dong !!
Yer.. I’m a good friend to good people who are real .. Eric….
but don’t call my friends stupid… because all my friends are really smart and really nice and really special to me .. you can be my friend to if you want. Eric. but you have to be smart…
Rachel’s only 13.. and she’s a good girl … so i want to protect her from all the nasty men out there, because she’s very attractive looking and deserves only a good man .. when she’s ready to get married that is.
I am like her older 1/2 Italian Brother,
I look after my family .. yer… yer ..
oky take care, if she is only 13, it is not a good idea to come here…
Ah its cool. she’s a smart 13yr old … and she’s got good friend’s so no need to worry…
She’s smarter than all of us put together, girls are always smarter than boy’s its a women’s prerogative !
what’s the age of consent in Italy ?,, ok im just kidding,
big M is not a modèle of courtesy ! i don’t say more…she is borderline…il faut faire avec !
i’m very smart 4 a 13 year old, i’m in top set 4 everything @ skool! me & Marco hav alot in common, being 1/2 italian & having interesting topics on our blogs!
i think youre so full of shit….so called”rachel”‘and marco…gawd youre a sickness on the internet…..youre befriending a 13yr old??hmm alert the authorties on that lil dittie.marco youre full of crap.and yes i expect nothing but crap in return..as for interesting blogs..d-lised..is one..yours..is shite….so keep it going.this merry go round of shite”rachel”yure not real byhals.no one talks likethat not even 13 yr olds..so whatever games youre both playing……i suggest gettinga real occupation in life and leaving this hole and maybe blog !!yea..blog!!do something constructive instead of playinguseless insane innane “fighting”
Marco, on May 12th, 2008 at 10:12 am Said:
Ah its cool. she’s a smart 13yr old … and she’s got good friend’s so no need to worry…
She’s smarter than all of us put together, girls are always smarter than boy’s its a women’s prerogative !
Marco, on May 12th, 2008 at 10:14 am Said:
what’s the age of consent in Italy ?,, ok im just kidding,
MARCO RITHER A SICKO FRIEND HAS MADE UP “RACHEL”OR WHATEVR SAD LITTLE LIVES U LEAD I SUGGEST PLENTY OF REST AND MEDICATION…..ALLUDING TO UNDER AGE ..ANYTHING IS KINDA SICK….AND HOW THE FUCK CAN U EVEN CONTEMPLATE”BFRIENDING”A 13 YR OLD ON THE NET??
ARE YOU ASKING FOR POLICE INTERVENTION??
WELL ANY MORE FASCINATING POSTS AN DI WILL PERSONALLY GET SOMEONE TO LOOK INTO THIS RETARDED MESS…YEP THATS RIGHT THERE ARE WATCHDGS FO RTHIS SICK SHIT……TAKE A SHOT
IF YOURE PLAYING ITS SAD AND SICK”RACHEL”IF THAT IS REALLY YOU!! GET OFF THE NET AND BEFRIEND REAL PEOPLE..BUT I SUSPECT YOURE PLAYING A GAME AND..TEH NAME OF THE GAME
PATHETIQUE’
Marco, on May 12th, 2008 at 8:38 am Said:
And if anyone is nasty to Rachel then they’ll need to deal with me because i protect my good friends..
rachelcartwright1995, on May 12th, 2008 at 8:57 am Said:
yeah, if any1 is nasty 2 me, Marco will protect me!
UTTER MADE UP BULLSHIT…GO BLOG AND BE “SOMEBODIES”IN REAL LIFE.AS FROM NOW THIS BLOG IS UNDER SURVEILLANCE…TO ZE AUTHOR…ENJOY THE LAST DAYS……MWAHHHHHAAA
i am 13! i’m just very grown up 4 a 13 year old, dats all!
i waz taught 2 b grown up, my mom died when i waz younger & i had 2 grow up fast cuz i had loads of little brothers & sisters 2 look after. my dad had 2 work 4 8 hours a day, we had childminders 2 look after us cuz we had no mom (childminders don’t last long in our house) & i waz only 6 when my mum died anyway!
http://rachelcartwright1995.wordpress.com/
I’M A REAL BLOGGER!
anyone can make a blog!!anyone.your”language”is suspect and its not even cyber talk anymre.i dont beleive you and if u are 13 why are you befriending older males likemarco and himmakingjokes aboout legal age??inany case this blog is being looked into since this idiocy.its the rightthing to do.this is insane.and im sorry but yousuddenly”popped”up out of nowhere and im really not happy abouta fake blogger having funwithpeoples heads on here.unlike andy i have actually put ina complaint…
THE HOTTEST pair of jeans i have ever seen Madonna where!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://madonnalicious.typepad.com/madonnalicious/2008/05/singapore-magaz.html
😀 😀
YES!!!!!!! ~ definitely a date when ever you want!
tic toc tic toc
I can imagine you as my girlfriend, walking down the street….NO PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.
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..V…………l..o..v..e……….V
..!i!i!!i!i!……….U……..!i!i!!i!i!
..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
..!i!i!…….!i!i!…me..!i!i!…..!i!i!
..!i!i!…… …!i!i!….!i!i!……..!i!i
..!i!i!…………(*V)……,,….!i!i!
..!i!i!……+..…..V……+,…..!i!i!…a d o n n a
Always! Always! Always! duh!
Hey you guys, i have a plan and you’re the first to hear it! I wanna try and beat Micheal Jackson’s record of seven Wembley stadium shows in two weeks back in 1988. I wanna try for eight……Do you think mama can do this? xXx
oui et 3 fois oui !!!
yes, yes, yes
I know Mamma can do it!!! duh!
anything we set our minds to, has always been a matter of passion to do it, which is key to success.
i recall practicing classical guitar music over and over, until i mastered it, as good or better than Boyd.
Lot’s of cardio exercise, rest, spa’s, great sex, massages, quiet time…should leave you feeling fantastic!
Let me know if you need help with any of those issues, will ya!
Hey, im serious! i don’t joke about such things. If anything, i am a joke for not approaching you years ago.
ah well. i am here now. 🙂 😀
besides, i had to study.
certainly don’t over do the body(as if that’s possible for you), with a day in between, proper diet, and rest being the most critical.
This is nothing for you to do, considering your empowerment on magnitude with the sun!
a walk in the park for you.
seems the concert entertainment sees the greatest dividends for the many. xXx
that hat looks abit big on ya. 😉 😀
so like, do you approve all the magazine photos before publish?
wouldn’t matter what you wore, it would be fab!
and without clothes? Let’s not go there.
opps….i just did. haha. 😀 😀
i love you girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (*V )
……………………………………………………V
hmmmm…….i ain’t lining up.
I am off to work.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!
JOY JOY JOY!
~ for so many!
None of us are so different from another. It is the unwise ones who fail to see.
instead of 8, why not go for 9? 😉 😀
im bad. i know.
badest boy in the whole damn town! Bad to the bone!
remember that George Thorogood song, ‘Bad to the Bone?”
http://www.imeem.com/kolombre/music/SpMR64Zv/george_thorogood_bad_to_the_bone/
I love the guitar in it….the driving beat. I love this kind of music, that gets the mind stirring hot warm thoughts for another.
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i wanna be your’s pretty baby
your’s and your’s alone
im here to tell ya honey…
ain’t nothing fake about my feelings for M.
With God as my witness, i know i am true.
sweetest of dreams of me and you Love.
can you imagine sponsoring a million children M?
would only cost $360M per year.
i wish the governments would get on board and truly put their best foot forward, and make human life the most important priority before everything else.
hey, you know that solar collect project thingy i have been working on, would end all poverty including the need for an economy?
It would take trillians to kick start it, but once in operation, the energy collected would provide for none stop continued expansion of it for centuries.
all for free.
kind dumb of us looking around for energy, isn’t it, when it is shining above us everyday. duh!
millions of years left in it too!
it should always remain free energy, just as it always has been, meant for us.
of course there is always going to be someone to wanna sell it to us….the morons.
it is sad to know that children are suffering like Jesus did on the cross, although i know Jesus was wise to everything, and actually saw the world for the way it was as yet immature.
i read a horrible story the other day i care not to repeat, of abandoned children in North Korea dying in the streets at night, and the daily routine of picking up the dead bodies of the children who died from the cold.. Reminds me of the horrific stories of Hitler’s prison camps, which is what N.Korea really is, a prison camp held hostage by a few ignorant ones ruling, so full of arrogance and ignorance. Sad they choose to be so blantantly ignoring their own people.
did someone forget to tell N.Korea the war was over?
the physical one is, but the mental one has not taken root.
don’t they read books in N.Korea?
candy .your ignoarnt rants are just that!!ignorant.whats wth this obsession with children????sorta sickening.and furthermore.stop the allusions to herr hitler.erm there are more horrid and evil people in history.stalin.pol pot.(bush)….there are dozens of leaders.and funnily enough they all start with the “best”:intentions.ie lik ethe crap youspew forth dribbling constantly from a fountain of nonsensical writing
Candy boy, on May 12th, 2008 at 7:01 pm Said:
so like, do you approve all the magazine photos before publish?
wouldn’t matter what you wore, it would be fab!
and without clothes? Let’s not go there.
opps….i just did. haha.
i love you girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (*V )
WHO ON GODS GREEN EARTH ARE YU ASKING???SOME RETARDED LAZY ASS BLOGGER WITH ABOUT AS MUCH FASCINATIONAS A STOOL SAMPLE AND THE WIT OF AN ONION!! AHEM DEAREST IDIOT CANDY ANDY!!
THIS ISNT MADONNA YOURE SPEAKING TO AND IF YA WANT ANY INFO GO TO HER ACTUAL SITES..
OH ANDY……YOURE GUTLESS PATHETIC ATTEMPT AT CAJOLING M EINTO BELIEVEING YOUR AN “INFORMANT”IS HILARIOUSLY DELUSIONAL .YOU CANT EVEN STILL
ACKNOWLEDGE THAT YOU ARE HOPELESSLY SICK.
CYBER-BULLYING IS ABOUT BULLYING CHILDREN
SO IN ACTUALITY YOUWERE ACCUSING ME OF BULLYING YOU!! AHEM ARENT YOU NOT 45???
YA TWAT!!
SEE YOU CANT EVEN RETALIATE OR APOLOGIZE WHEN YOURE IN THE WRONG
BY THE WAY I REPORTED YOU FOR YOU RELIGEOUS AND INCITINGRACIAL HATRED….
Candy boy, on May 12th, 2008 at 7:43 pm Said:
the physical one is, but the mental one has not taken root.
don’t they read books in N.Korea?
IM SURE THEY DO ANDY .ITS AL RATHER RELATIVE REALLY.CHINA HAS DISGUSTINGHUMAN RIGHTS ISSUES YET YOU ADORE THEM!!YOURE SORT OF ALL WRONG AND JUST PLAIN DUMB! FUNNY HOW CUBA HAS THE BEST MEDICAL CARE AND AMERICA HAS THE WORST!!
Candy girl, on May 12th, 2008 at 5:38 pm Said:
Hey you guys, i have a plan and you’re the first to hear it! I wanna try and beat Micheal Jackson’s record of seven Wembley stadium shows in two weeks back in 1988. I wanna try for eight……Do you think mama can do this? xXx
PATHETIC ATTEMPT AT TRYING TO PROVE YURE MADONNA….TRAGIC IN THE EXTREMIS…MADONNA WOULDNT BE STUPID ENOUGH TO BE”CANDY GIRL”NOR USE LANGUAGE LIKE”MAMA””OR WRITE IN HERE..NOR HAS SHE EVER WRITTEN BLOGS NOR WILL..SHE HAS CATAGORICALY STATED THAT SH EWONT AND DOESNT EVEN LOOK AT THEINTERNET!!FUCKSTICK!
YOURE SUCH A SAD SAD INDIVIDUAL…SITTING THERE IN YOUR DELUDED WORLD LOVING THE FACT YOUHAVE OVER 2000 COMMENTS AND ALL TO A FAKER..WELL MOST IS TRAGIC IN FIGHTING TOWARDS A RELIGEOUS NUTCASE!!!YOUR BOY ..CANDY BOY!!
HAAA BOWEL MOVEMENTS HER I COME
Hey, im serious! i don’t joke about such things. If anything, i am a joke for not approaching you years ago.
ah well. i am here now.
besides, i had to study.
YOU ARE SO PATHETIC ANDY!! YOURE BEINGPLAYED SO BADLY!!!AND ITS SADDER THAT YOU WASTE PRECOUS MENTAL AND SPIRITUAL ENERGY TO SOMEONE THAT THINKS YOURE FUN TO PLAY WITH!! AND WHOSE NAME IS CONNIE!!LOL
AND WHOSE PICTURE ALCINA TRAVIS AND I HAVE..
WOULD YA LIKE TO SEE IT??ITS THE BLOGGERS PHOTO!
A MAN!! YES
WE HAVE IT ASK ALCINA!!
Hey, im serious! i don’t joke about such things. If anything, i am a joke for not approaching you years ago.
ah well. i am here now.
besides, i had to study.
CANDY BOY..GO GET YOUR LITHIUMINTAKE…DONT FORGET NOW!! AND SOAK IN THAT SPIRITUAL HOT TUB AND JUST FUK OFF!!
GeePaul you attack me for being friends with Andy and for being friends with Rachel, you just jealous from what i’ve read Rachel wants to be your friend also and Andy has tried but you pick on him for just being who he is, please Paul stop being so critical of people its about love not hate, let go of your fear and embrace the light you’ll feel much better it’s not about religion its about love .. love
mrco if i knew you were being actually ‘real”ide give a flying fuck!!youve proved over and over youre a retarded fool.i have no desire to be”friends”with nutcases like you “andy”nor’RACHEL” and although i know youre “playin”and not too well at it at that..i say go and shed your version of”love”ahem its not about “attcking”you for being so full of”loveand being’friends”withanybody
i dont like people who get off on baiting and using their illequpped brain power to feel superior
thanks for the lurveeee matey!! ide rather feel lamour from my pet cat!! you sound like a slithery snake to me..ya know..lizzies and snakes…your fve calling cards…
an dgolly gee ms marca!! bella marca!! being half italian myself..id elove to share some sicilian expetives but i wouldnt be all about”love”aww love……something im sure youdo alot of ..to yourself..frequently
no its not about religeon is it??its about
l.ove…..gawd talk about dribble marcy baby! ya know if i dint know you for a boring foool ide really think you were trying to be”witty’that imafraid is not in your vocab….nor is it inyour”blog”please write some more poetry..it snot about talent
its about love……an dif thats whatya call it..ide rather talent
ahhh love……….amore…yes…i feel love …..donna summer hmm i think i got that outfit somewhere…..toodles,im ofto paint my nails soak in ahot tub and think im an angel and masterbate endlessly over madonna…..ewwww.i just challenged andy!!oh yully poo!!
heya connie hows the boring blog going????over 2000 comments alone!!wow doya feel thelove???”m”??
eh rosie..??
my the godess watch over you
blessed be
Paul, obviously you still see the worst in everything, the negative side of everything, oh the anguish of it all
Life must be so terrible for you when it does not go your way or people do not conform to your belief systems eh.. Paul..
oh know…the agony and the ecstasy of it all…oh anguish oh negativity!!save me from the drk side…marco bello!when did i say”i cannot stand when people dont conform to my beleif??””eh rosie??
hint..never.
what i cannot stan dis hyper religeous rantings and fake blogs and if anything alcina and i are extremely positive people
case in fact..we indeed know this is fakei actually have a fabulous belief system which works for me
but unlike andy candy angel messenger of god im not so lost in fantasy land that i rant endlessly about god and jesus..instead i beleive in wicca.i beleive in the godess and god male and female forces that govern the universe…i know..a hard concept im sure
life is actually quite a hoot ..and i come here simply to amuse myself with a really bad case of internet madness
why do any of us participate??
why
simple..its a free for all crapper where people liek you and andy think you have an audience and that youkeep an obvious impostor and his negative yea..
thats right
NEGATIVE
blog going….yes that is far moe negative than anything i can bitch about!! and the world certainly has enuf woes without people behaving badly and by the way…what game are you playing??
coz i was true to my word about the blog being looked into……”rachel”and you are playing a fucke dup little “friend”game and it reeks..talk about negative babycakes…..talking about marriage toa supposd 13 year old
it aint clever .,not even remotely .notwitty or fun
‘so who indeed is negative really???
im not deluding myself into falling for strangers on blogs and beleiving madonna is here !! as u once said..its a crack up??
well i suppose if u wanted alesson in madness..yea i suppose..
oh madonna where art thou??????????shut this fucking shite down
Marco, on May 12th, 2008 at 11:47 pm Said:
Paul, obviously you still see the worst in everything, the negative side of everything, oh the anguish of it all
Life must be so terrible for you when it does not go your way or people do not conform to your belief systems eh.. Paul..
wheres your link gone??
for aminute i thought u were channeling a certain friend of mine incognito???hmm
“Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds the mouth of God.” ~ Jesus
The real question you need to ask, which you may be unable to comprehend or fully embrace and know the truth with absolute certainty, as do i, “Is the spirit of God that looks apon you, with me?”
i’ve got a joke: wat’s da difference between a snow woman and a snowman? snowballs!
haha.
In order to fully comprehend, embrace, and know the truth about loving compassionate wisdom of the spirit of Jesus and God, with absolute certainty, who look apon us all at all times(of the invisible realm that many obviously do not yet embrace), we have to fully embrace the single most cause for not comprehending and fully embracing the wise loving spirit of Jesus and God thus far in history, “Crucial Lacking of Desire for them, 100%, as do i.”
Truly, i have not and do not look in the world for anyone who is fully of the loving compassionate wisdom of God, for i already know the answer, just as i am not fully of the loving compassionate wisdom of Jesus and God. No such person exists, nor am i of such…a mere student.
“If one does desire to invest time embracing their divine true loving self, truly i tell you, you will not come to fully know the loving compassionate wisdom of Jesus and God, then how is it possible to know?” duh!
Is it not obvious for all to see with clarity and conviction of heart, mind, body and soul, that we live in a world that does not fully desire loving compassionate wisdom of our true self, nor of Jesus and God, of our higher self?
Jesus was so compelled by his 100% conviction within him of the TRUTH he came to fully know, of his desire to reveal the truth, he found himself desireiing the surrendering his life to the claws of the wild beast of ignorance, not just of his desire to teach them of the duality of partiality of the heart, but of his absolute 100% complete knowing of the duality of heart, mind, body and soul, of which he, just like we are capable of knowing, came to know duality is able to exist within us all, because of the forces of ignorance (yet) in the world, which existed then, exactly the same as they do now…of ignorances which have not changed at all, of these many wretched things devoid of love, so many of of these empty vessels which do yet exist.
I am amazed how others willingly desire folly, of unwiseness of their own choosing.
It is not with judgement i point to truth, rather it is what it is….TRUTH which is able to teach us, but only if we truly desire loving compassionate wisdom, of which it is so obvious, that many of us do not, in their thinking and speaking like a fool who thinks they have their minds wise, and are so incredibly obvious they do not, of delight and joy of their own foolishness and mockery of themselves, and not ever Jesus and God.
Unbelievable some of of you all are, of such wretched spiritual death, of the very cause and continuing of wretchedness evil yet in the world.
SO FUCKING UNBELIEVABLE have i witnessed of many of you choose to be, of such empty vessels of nothingness devoid of love of joyfulness in your attempts to destroy the loving spirit of Jesus, which you aimlessly do not realize you cannot.
The body of Jesus already died from murderous delight of the beast of evil wretchedness, thinking it could destroy the eternal spirit of Jesus and God, just as it foolishly thinks it can escape the truth.
Truly it is not difficult for anyone to embrace, that only the fool thinks they can escape the truth.
TRUTH does not fail, rather it has always been we who fail the truth, just as we have failed Jesus and God over the past 2000 years.
We have failed our loving divine true self in our failing of Jesus and God.
So long as we embrace any empty vessels devoid of love in our empty approaches with one another in the world, truly it is obvious that we are not of God’s loving compassionate wisdom, of behaviour and attitudes which has seen the continuing of wretched war and poverty in the world, of behaviour and useless mental poverty which will continue to see the world remain as it is…a world so obviously without and of no desire for the loving compassionate wisdom of Jesus and God.
Truly, i tell you, I gave my life to Jesus(and Madonna;).
Gee, i wonder why?
Is there another in the world who is able to fully teach me of Jesus and God? I have not found such, and yet i sense great loving compassionate wisdom with Madonna, of which i cannot explain, only of my knowing that God knows of my pure sincere love for her, and she knows that I am true when i speak my words.
But take joy in my dwelling here with the wretchedness and horrid mental poverty of such vile that spus forth from some of you, who are so devoid of love and wisdom it is mind boggling for me to look apon such foolishness.
I think not.
Nor should anyone.
Where deception is obvious, you will not find Jesus, nor me, and yet i am always there looking apon those of their horrid delightful joyfulness of deception, their minds drunk with intoxication of bitterness for another, which is not of the sincere love of the divine true self within.
Utterly and completely fucking stupid you are with me Paul, of such obviousness of treachery for all to see clearly the truth of your wretched desire to attempt to mock Jesus and God, not realizing you fail your divine true self only, teaching all of us what not to become like, in all your unwiseness which does indeed serve God, by means of the truth of what not to become like…full of poisonous hatred and delightful bathing in ignorance.
Of this i have come to know, of what Jesus too came to know and asked me to fully know:
How can we embrace LOVE when our heart and mind is turned towards HATE.
How can we embrace WISDOM when our heart and mind is turned towards ignorance?
How can we embrace COMPASSION when our heart and mind is turned towards desire of APATHY?
How can we embrace TRUTH when our heart and mind is turned towards DECEPTION?
How can we ebrace JESUS and GOD, when our heart and mind is turned away from JESUS and GOD?
You cannot serve both love and hate.
You cannot serve both wisdom and ignorance.
You cannot server both compassion and apathy.
And yet, the truth which exists within everything all around us at all times, serves me, Jesus, God and everyone of us, by means of the obviousness of the TRUTH, including all the empty voids of nothingness of which no love comes forth from, unknowingly serving us by means of the PURE SINCERE TRUTH of what not to become like.
I serve Jesus and God, as a compassionate revealer of truth that i know is from the goodness of the storehouse of the heart within me, of the same storehouse within Jesus and God.
I look forward to the day i do not have to ever be witness to such horridness, such as this blog has obviously become, so full so much nothingness of the empty void of nothingness of which is a void which is obviously devoid of God’s loving compassionate wisdom for us all, of the horrid stench of decay found with spiritual death, deception not of me, not of Jesus, not of God, nor of any of you who’s minds have become the mental fortitude to stem the tide of evilness that yet exists in the hearts of many in the world.
ONLY if we truly turn towards CRUCIAL DESIRE for LOVING COMPASSIONATE WISDOM does LOVING COMPASSIONATE WISDOM come forth. duh!
I will not ever desire to be friends with such individuals who joyfully delight in the useless attempt to mock Jesus and God, whom i love with all my heart, mind, body and soul.
You who think you are wise and so obviously are not, will not become victorious over the truth.
You ignorance has been vanquished by the light of truth with make obvious for the loving soul to see and feel with clarity, the truth of that which is of Jesus and God, and that which is not of Jesus and God.
Only a fool thinks they can escape TRUTH, of which there is no escape from the light which shines forth into all darknesses, of the light of wisdom which shines forth from God’s love for us all.
Some of you will be last to enter, because of your great desire and joyfulness for unwise ignorances and wretched joyfulness of heavey bitterness of your darkened minds of hate, lacking in the mental fortitude to escape your willful desire for folly.
I think i just cut balls off the snowman M. haha.
finally.
so annoying. a big yawn for me, having learned absolutely nothing from Paul who thinks he is wise and obviously is not. He thinks i am against him, rather than summoning of ALL to wisdom as God has instructed me to do.
😉 😀
I choose to serve Jesus and God, who serve me, in all things loving compassionate and wise, and of my depth of understanding of the useless teachings of the forefathers of learned behaviours which continues to snare the world with spiritual poverty of the heart, mind, body and soul, of the 100 million children who needlessly died over the last ten years, of the 100 million who will likely die in the next ten years, so long as we have people who rise up against Jesus and God, and yet not realizing, truth has alreayd vanquished every single word of deception which continues to spu forth.
I am merely a student of Jesus and God, of my pure sincere desire to know and love Jesus with all that i am, or ever shall become.
Those who think you can bring harm to the loving eternal spirit of Jesus, know this…you cannot, nor ever shall be able to.
I take my place in the world, with my heart, mind, body and soul belonging to Jesus and God, of which no one shall cause me to become seperated from, unless you are Madonna. haha.
i jest…i know you understand M.
Jesus and God or for us, not ever against us. duh!
😀 😀
Jesus and God are for us ALL, not ever against us, summoning us to wisdom, which replaces the useless teachings of the forefathers who claimed they knew God and did not, who thought they knew God and did not, and indeed of those who did not desire at all to know God, and so obviously do not, just as many of you so obviously do not know God, nor desire to know God.
~ i am merely observing what i see…the TRUTH which none shall ever become victorious over…and why would they desire to, once they fully take time to embrace the truth of their divine true self. DUH!!!!!!!!!
In the name of Jesus, sponsor a child in poverty…for sake of the Child and all of You, i ask that you do this.
Today I have leaned a new English expression. I had to use my online English-Italian translator to find what a cheek implants: “Trapianto delle guance”. Well, the reality is that you did change and matured. You have changed your body, your face and what is most important to me, you have change and matured your voice. You are not the same of 20 years ago and we all have been impressed by your changing and improvements. It is true we have to do gym because we have to love and care about our body and mind. I do do gym when I can but my cheeks have not changed! Also yours did not really change because of the gym. It helped, but you just changed because of a natural and spontanous maturement of your face.
FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE
You pathetic souls…
This blog is FAKE.
Madonna has NOTHING to do with this.
FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE
Wow i hope Madonna does 8 shows at Wembley that would be amazing….not sure i can afford one though this year ,,skint…Madonna free ticket??? ‘; )
Even if you don’t believe I’m here ..feel it in your heartbeat..I’m always here!…Bloody nun outside my gym today scared the shit out of me….mother fucker!
It is a scary world we live in, which is so absurd in so many ways our loving peaceful by nature divine true self, including the catholic church, which i find fearful in some ways, where Jesus is not fearful at all, like as best friend, of no desire to turn away from us, knowing the condition of all souls and the ability for all of us to just be our divine true self….if only we would.
I find biking is one of the better ways to practice being our true self.
some of us know you are here Candy girl, and certainly i have felt you in my heartbeat for quite awhile.
At one point last year i felt so close to you it was erie, in that i could feel your genuine sincerity with me beyond words to describe, always there, of no desire to turn away, like a loving presence of my true self, like that of a best friend.
i come in peace as my gentle loving true self M.
Paul is into wicca witchcraft, of an unwise manner i might add, thinking he is wise, of fearfulness he likes to tug at another’s soul, with such absurdity so bent, it boggles my mind.
All my love to you Love, of my sincere and pure love for you, of my most sweet loving true self that has ever loved or trusted of anyone in life as much as i do you.
i don’t recall feeling more my true self than i have lately, of sweet loving feelings standing and merely observing the world in all of it’s aimlessness, i am awake in body and loving spirit.
there are two approaches we can take towards another, one of peaceful loving, and the other of bitter hatefulness.
i don’t hate anyone, and rather i despise their unwiseness which does not embrace itself as unwise, thinking they are wise, of these many useless teaching of the forefathers, such as witchcraft.
summoning any spirits at all is the way of mindless witchcraft. Surely we can sense the darkness of spirit lurking at this blog, and is why i hesitate to come in here, of it’s fearful spur and talon.
i am wise though, able to remain as the immovable incorrutible one of wisdom, inspite of their deception and trickery of witchcraft that i see through completely.
Rather it is they who cannot see me.
over 2500 “comments”for a banal posting about cheek implants…gollee gee!!y’all and andy stillmanages to go way off base about jesus god and the holy madge!
Candy boy, on May 13th, 2008 at 9:03 pm Said:
i come in peace as my gentle loving true self M.
Paul is into wicca witchcraft, of an unwise manner i might add, thinking he is wise, of fearfulness he likes to tug at another’s soul, with such absurdity so bent, it boggles my mind.
All my love to you Love, of my sincere and pure love for you, of my most sweet loving true self that has ever loved or trusted of anyone in life as much as i do you.
i don’t recall feeling more my true self than i have lately, of sweet loving feelings standing and merely observing the world in all of it’s aimlessness, i am awake in body and loving spirit.
i knew therfeore your reaction.it snot “witchcraft”fukface
and my beleif system is mine.thanks.
pagan rituals have been combined into the “trinity”and roman catholic holidays and church scripture..the”forefathers”never used”witchcraft”ignorance my dearest fuktard candy is not even remotely fascinating
i knew from the beginning you were about as “intelligent’as a rice cracker
kabbalah by some jewish people is thought as exactly that ..so is madonna a witch??do your research…wicca is a religeon…and i dont even “religeously”practice it..i dont sit by a cauldron and summon up bealzebub!!
wicca an dits branches is about love just as much as your twisted view on god
Candy girl, on May 13th, 2008 at 7:33 pm Said:
Even if you don’t believe I’m here ..feel it in your heartbeat..I’m always here!…Bloody nun outside my gym today scared the shit out of me….mother fucker!
you…FUCKING RETARD…MADONNA DOESNT USE EXPLETIVES CONCERNING NUNS!! IF YOUHAD ANY KNOWLEDGE OF HER YOU WOULD KNOW TO USE INDEED…MAYBE THE SLIGHTEST LANGUAGE OF HER MADGESTY…
BESIDES YOURE JUST FUELLING ANDY’S DELUSIONS AND MENTAL ILLLNESS.
Truly, i tell you, I gave my life to Jesus(and Madonna;).
from “candy” boy…has anyone ver seen such crap??
some of us know you are here Candy girl, and certainly i have felt you in my heartbeat for quite awhile.
At one point last year i felt so close to you it was erie, in that i could feel your genuine sincerity with me beyond words to describe, always there, of no desire to turn away, like a loving presence of my true self, like that of a best friend.
poor poor SAD SAD FUCKED UP MENTALLY INSANE…AND ANDY WHATS THIS OBSESSION WITH CHILDREN???
Candy boy, on May 13th, 2008 at 11:50 am Said:
“Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceeds the mouth of God.” ~ Jesus
“let them eat brioche”..paul
Candy boy, on May 13th, 2008 at 8:33 pm Said:
It is a scary world we live in, which is so absurd in so many ways our loving peaceful by nature divine true self, including the catholic church, which i find fearful in some ways, where Jesus is not fearful at all, like as best friend, of no desire to turn away from us, knowing the condition of all souls and the ability for all of us to just be our divine true self….if only we would.
iT IS A SCARY WORLD ISNT IT/?
WHEN IGNORANT RANTERS LIKE YOU WHO OBSESS ABOUTCHILDREN(REALLY ODD)AND RAVE NEEDLESSLY ABOUT YOUR MENTAL STATE AND BOYIS IT MENTAL..
SO YOU THINK “CANDY GIRL”IS MADONNA??
HOW DO YOU COM EBY THAT?
WHEN MADONNA NEVER BLOGS OR WILL
OR EVEN USES THE COMPUTER
HAVE YOU NO GRIP ON REALITY??
NO
OBVIOUSLY NOT
MAY THEGODESS LOOKOVER YOU
BLESSED BE
liz rosenberg.my actual assistant has been informed of the you tubes and several emails to my company .I catagorically do not own ,write,nor have anything whatesoever to do with this blog.To candy boy.im sorry i do not find your obsession with me healthy nor will i endorse religeous bigotry or hatred towards other denominations.This blog is beinglooked into for leagal reasons like the other on blogger.Thanks tolyal fans i have come across this travesty of a blog.This is not my blog .I do not blog.Liz rosenberg and my lawyers will be doingtheir level best to shut this blog down.thanks again to fans who have alerted me and my assistants to this imposture.To candy girl.Your imposture is also not doing my fans or yourself any favours.This is thelast word on this mockery of my name and family.
Now Paul thinks he’s Madonna..by pretending to be her..
hey fukface…i post under paul or ms bitch!! u post under about 4 personalities..fuk you!!whats your point??maybe madonna catually fuckingsent that message??who is candy girl???why is this blog fake??how would you know if and who this is??youhav eno way of knowing except your feeble brain power
as if madonna would use//mother fucker about a nun??
you stupid idotic man
love, on May 13th, 2008 at 11:08 pm Said:
Now Paul thinks he’s Madonna..by pretending to be her..
and who is candy girl other than some fake ass or candy boy or you??
noproof fromanywhere except that this blog islame and madonna only uses her official sites..
i rather think madonna has actually found this fake blog out…..who are you to knwo otherwise??ya know its not even fascinating me anymore or even remotely “sane”any of you!andy candy and you!! are so so far gone up your own insane asses…..thakfully i sent a complaint to a cyber watchdog site…and this insanity may end fairly soon..i can only hope
i guess youmust know the author of this blog”love”‘you must check the emails???hmm???do show us your extensive knowledge
your an arrogant and ignorant lunatic andy candy fuck off YOU DONT KNOW JESUS AND YOU ARE SOME SOET OF SPECIAL PERSON
you are SO ARROGANT you twisted sick fool
madonna IS NOT HERE.. get that into your THICK SKULL you FOOL
god this site gives me at least hal an hour of fun the madness that goes on here is hilarious…
i reckon it should be shut down though
andy is a dangerous person.. like someone from the bible belt in america!! dangerous people just fuck off andy and get help madonna is only a woman and YOU DONT KNOW HER you fool GET HELP
Hi Andy… been thinking about how sweet a soul you have, all the bitter and negative word’s of the other snakes here makes you shine even more.
Love Marco 🙂 😉
Love and Light shine bright.. 🙂 🙂
there is still a small percentage of loving soul’s around loving and warm caring and sweet.
i am no stranger to the aimlessness of souls, of the many immature ‘wit of a child’ approaches towards Jesus and God and one another.
~ such is this blog clearly evident of the truth i speak of, and of predominately most souls of the world, unfortunately, unknowingly, of the ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire for True Wisdom”, that is so disheartening for me to bare witness of, this cycle of impure thoughts so obviously lacking in grace and sincerity of the loving divine true self within all of us.
Jesus and God are the only ones who can fully extinguish the fires of ignorance which rage within, of those thinking they are wise and obviously are not, of no true desire to know and love Jesus as i do.
why would anyone would want to read the hateful unwise garbage that keeps spuing forth in this blog, that has deteriated into the realm of the hateful deranged mentalities exactly like that as the ones who crucified Jesus?
Look up the word wretchedness and see if it has any truth for one to embrace, oh seemingly fearless ones, who exist in denial of such truths i speak of.
once again i have learned nothing, other than what i keep seeing in the world…aimless waundering innocent souls born into the world, contaminated with ignorances of the teachings of the forefathers.
~ Truth meant to serve those who truly desire to know Jesus and God, of which many obviously do not.
i will not be found where deception and delight of willful mockery of the divine true self within exist, nor should anyone be found of such horrid attitudes devoid of love and grace, so devoid of the loving spirit of Jesus and God in their twisting of truth that comes from their unwise hearts and minds, leading only themselves away from Jesus and God until such a time they truly desire graceful love and peace.
seems almost unbelievable to me at times, that such individuals exist in the world, and yet of no surprise, considering how the world truly is…apathetic in so many ways.
~ takes one to know one….Love.
~ know this…Jesus and God know and see the truth with undenialable clarity, the 100 million children who parished in the last decade, is clearly obvious a void devoid of the loving compassionate wisdom of Jesus and God.
~ Truth only shines forth, when it is no longer denied and ignored, like the way we ignore our loving divine true self in all we say and do…at all times.
so obvious some of you are to me.
~ I speak on behalf of these children have no voice, left to die, feeling completely unloved in taking their last breath.
Why not ask me again why i care for these children?
While you are asking, any guess why i stand WITH Madonna, not against her, and yet always wishing to be against her? haha.
bah. you guys are so annoying, you know “that”?
I come in peace to speak words of truth, and amazingly the pure and perfect words of truth are picked up and trashed by those not realizing the significance of the words.
It is like getting up before a class and speaking of the love i have of Jesus and God, of my great zeal and sincerity of love for them, and some jackass comes up and grabs the my written words from my hands and crumples my written words and trashes them in front of me, leaving me feeling bewildered.
i see.
i understand now.
truly, i fully understand now, just as Jesus did of the truth about the many in the world, of those who love God, of those who don’t, of those who have no desire of God.
fine.
i will seek those who do.
LOVE + hate
WISDOM + ignorance
COMPASSION + apathy
decide for your SELF of these things of Jesus.
some seed fell on….
oh, one more thing, in North Korea, they were using garbage trucks to pick up the dead bodies of the children who died during the night, throwing them in with the garbage.
Prison camps exactly like that of Hitler yet exist in the world, behind these great walls of extreme poverty created by who?
~ Failing to embrace Truth will see the ignorance of deception in the world so horrid for so many who have no voice.
Shame on me for speaking the truth?
If you must know, i hate this fucked up unloving world.
not so much that i hate any soul, and rather what i keep saying, “I despise ignorance!”
of course i hate this unloving world, at least until someone gives me that all knowing stare on the way to the dance floor…you know how they look at you, with their eyes saying, “i want you?” haha.
and then i am like, “You biaytch, wait for me!!!!”
😀 😀
And y then they fall on top of you on the dancefloor and you wonder what could happen next, (if there was no one else around the dancefloor .)
then they fall on top of you again and you think thats it, sexy dancing it’s,
Hey a good name for an album
“Love on the dancefloor”
oh, i know what happens next!
We are hard wired to love one another…a good thing, seeing as some are seemingly not able to love. haha.
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 2:54 am Said:
not so much that i hate any soul, and rather what i keep saying, “I despise ignorance!”
something to really adhere to since you are the main culprit..why ya dont stay onyrt wnblogs..ohwait…you dont bother as no one goes there…
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 2:31 am Said:
While you are asking, any guess why i stand WITH Madonna, not against her, and yet always wishing to be against her? haha.
bah. you guys are so annoying, you know “that”?
I come in peace to speak words of truth, and amazingly the pure and perfect words of truth are picked up and trashed by those not realizing the significance of the words.
It is like getting up before a class and speaking of the love i have of Jesus and God, of my great zeal and sincerity of love for them, and some jackass comes up and grabs the my written words from my hands and crumples my written words and trashes them in front of me, leaving me feeling bewildered.
i see.
i understand now.
truly, i fully understand now, just as Jesus did of the truth about the many in the world, of those who love God, of those who don’t, of those who have no desire of God.
fine.
i will seek those who do.
crap crappity endless reams of crap
diorhea..yea ok so effing what??we knowALREADY THAT YOURE A JESUS LOVER..YES A MILION TIMES ..
HOW DO YA SAY BORING??
ITS PRONOUNCED.A.N.D.Y.
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 2:49 am Said:
oh, one more thing, in North Korea, they were using garbage trucks to pick up the dead bodies of the children who died during the night, throwing them in with the garbage.
Prison camps exactly like that of Hitler yet exist in the world, behind these great walls of extreme poverty created by who?
~ Failing to embrace Truth will see the ignorance of deception in the world so horrid for so many who have no voice.
yes YOUR POINT??? is that hitler is THE only example of hate and evil??
hate exhists in civilised forms…and can mask as “good” such as over zealous hyper religeous idiots that make christians look bad.andy youre ill and deluded…its a psychopathic indicator
is good yes.. is real yes.. worth the wait yes..
no more waiting damn it..
where’s the ladder.. i need to put a disco ball in my bedroom ..that big one Madonna had in the confession 🙂 🙂 ha ha
“disco in the bedroom” Andy we can wear the clown outfit’s and play the beat goes on oh damn it we’ll play the whole CD .. on repeat
oh that smell is is back.
must be the slime.
love, on May 14th, 2008 at 1:17 am Said:
Hi Andy… been thinking about how sweet a soul you have, all the bitter and negative word’s of the other snakes here makes you shine even more.
Love Marco
Love and Light shine bright..
there is still a small percentage of loving soul’s around loving and warm caring and sweet.
hmm you called andy mental the other week!!
hm ok you think andy candy talks in”love”///what game or planet are you on??hun youre so thick
so dumb
so banal
so typical…
he “shines”?????yea what are you gaugng it by??
ide rather be a lovely slithering snake….(apparently gods creature)and not some boring mythological fanicful representation of”evil’made up by the “church”to give symbology to an ignorant populace in order to supplant a fear of”hell”and”satan”and make the”church”the ever powerful beast that it has been …
yes thats really clever eh marco??
i feel so very sad for your pathetic intelligence…oh sorry lack thereof..
lizards and snakes……
youknow you have a rudimentary grip on sunday school religeon coupled with a blatant misconception of scripture and a really tired view on whats “light”and “love” i dont think abusing peoples sexuality and how they behave or threatening to bash them is very’loving”??
hmm do you??
you keep it flowing like excrement and it flows ever freely from your banal mouthpiece behind your keyboard…
have you even spoken to andy or actually made real human contact??
probably not.or”rachel”‘a supposed 13 yr old..hmm
bitsuss wanker!!well i love and adore getting off on the ignorance and boring attempts at religeous instruction
ilearned better with the christian brothers at my old college
and thats sayin somethin
eh rosie??
slither hiss1!!haaaaaaaaa ide rather be a snake then a sanctimonious gerbil
Marco, on May 14th, 2008 at 6:21 am Said:
oh that smell is is back.
must be the slime.
must be your own asshole its very close to your speaking hole…..
cant any of you meet anyone inreality??do you just converse on here???ter sad eh ???i do it to stir you and it works..ahh simple psychology an dyoukeep coming back…all for some sad attention value….you feel superior in your so called hypocritical”christianity?””or whattever youve bastardised it to be…i bet you dont even”know”andy just this forum….oh an dyoure both so hideously boring you cannot formulate arguments without resorting to “smells”or snakes or “evil”or “hitler”or othert such typical crap that keeps comin for months on end…lets face it ya havent had any feesable argument against your own ignorant comments..or apologies when youve abused or made blatant untruths
cowards an dhypocrites…..
What’s wrong with Andy Loving Jesus.. he’s a top bloke dah .
.Paul.. do you love yourself ..
Paul I LOVE MYSELF … i am in LOVE WITH MYSELF
I SOOOOOOOO LOVE MYSELF AND ANDY AND MADONNA AND RACHEL, I LOVE EVERYONE IN FACT even you PAUL
IM SO IN LOVE WITH MYSELF PAUL I GET TURNED ON WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR ..
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 1:48 am Said:
i am no stranger to the aimlessness of souls, of the many immature ‘wit of a child’ approaches towards Jesus and God and one another.
again a stupid remark…the stupid”wit of a child” hmm and youadore children??
then why would youdecry wit??
as u have none
a child indeed hs more”wit:probably then your entire 45 years of life
Marco, on May 14th, 2008 at 6:34 am Said:
What’s wrong with Andy Loving Jesus.. he’s a top bloke dah .
.Paul.. do you love yourself ..
Paul I LOVE MYSELF … i am in LOVE WITH MYSELF
I SOOOOOOOO LOVE MYSELF AND ANDY AND MADONNA AND RACHEL, I LOVE EVERYONE IN FACT even you PAUL
IM SO IN LOVE WITH MYSELF PAUL I GET TURNED ON WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR ..
thats obvious..
i never said i have anything against andy loving jesus..yet you cannot se ethe idiocy of posting endless reams of cant and rant in here??
its obvious to a blind deaf mute.
uloverachel??hmm yes did u mak her up to??or is that acandy girl production???
yea games of thementally unstable
im sure the mirror loves you if nothingelse..as for me…i dont want your brand of”love”sanctimonious claptrap..
youre full of more venom then i could come up with.you and andy just conceal it better
i don know how or why you get yer rocks off on this blog??
seriously dont you have any self dignity??
andy is obviously fuked and you saying hes”a top bloke duh??? yea either youre nuts or both
i say both
duh
eh rosie??
Marco, on May 14th, 2008 at 6:19 am Said:
is good yes.. is real yes.. worth the wait yes..
no more waiting damn it..
where’s the ladder.. i need to put a disco ball in my bedroom ..that big one Madonna had in the confession ha ha
“disco in the bedroom” Andy we can wear the clown outfit’s and play the beat goes on oh damn it we’ll play the whole CD .. on repeat
i actually think youre one an dthe same..if not youre actually playing up to a very unstable personality
sad that its even allowed to be on here…the whole blog is a psychological nightmare
with that i bid you adieu and aufwiedersehen and arivadeci and bon chance!! its dinner time and dvd time…i thinki might watch “one flew over the snakes nest”and dogma…thegrogon reminds me of…..ehrosie/?
A connection of Heart, Mind and Soul ( the trinity ) Paul is what brings two soul’s together in the physical world, the crazy world which you know so well, like one foot in heaven and one foot in Hell haha..
except in your case Paul both feet in Hell….
actually///parting thought…with all the youtubes about the fake blog if madonna indeed was “here”dontch athink she would have done something
annswer!!coz its a man doingit..
connie….look up some stuff onalcinas page and travis…you will even find the photo..mwah
Marco, on May 14th, 2008 at 6:51 am Said:
A connection of Heart, Mind and Soul ( the trinity ) Paul is what brings two soul’s together in the physical world, the crazy world which you know so well, like one foot in heaven and one foot in Hell haha..
except in your case Paul both feet in Hell….
hell is a church concept..
and only that
“hell”is her on earth and peoplelikeyou are nasty pretend “good”personas…that hide behind cant…
“trinity’is a pagan concept..isis and etc ..do some research
sorry babs..”hell”isnt even remotely inmy realm….
sorry i dont need a vacuous ignorant and dumb person trying to make himself feel better by spewing froth bored tired sunday schoool doctrine to me
sorry it does nothingfor me..heaven and hell are concepts only made up by man and church’
so your argument id hollow and as usual lacking inintelligence
ahhh the anguish of itall
paul, on May 14th, 2008 at 6:42 am Said:
“the whole blog is a psychological nightmare”
Every man’s nightmare is another man’s Dream ,
are you thirsty for more ? is your cup half empty because mine is half full, if you need some more..
the crazy world which you know so well, like one foot in heaven and one foot in Hell haha..
hmm”crazy”marco is answering andy and thinkinghes”sane””im sure youre just a nutter!! looks like….anyways youre tedios beyond words..any rhetoric you dribble is pure ——————————————so im just not enthused to “argue”as its pointless with suchovertly nasty people….hypocrisy is exactly whatyou and so called andy are…..in thepurest form..and its ugly..you just hide it behind”love’sorry it reeks of irreligeous inasnity
the whole blog is a psychological nightmare”
Every man’s nightmare is another man’s Dream ,
are you thirsty for more ? is your cup half empty because mine is half full, if you need some more..
what more could i have expected??
unintelligence again!!oh the horreur
again why persist???there is nothing to prove??is there??niente….
no nothing to prove Paul.. you keep coming back so you must be enjoying your nightmare blog so do ENJOY it..
I know I WILL … mwah..
Love you ..
no its not about”enjoyment”babe!! its about the constant attempt at trying to comprehend why you actually find this wank fodder???you enjoy??it??wow….says spools full about the state of your sanity
thanks for the “love”but ide rather be “loved”by idi amin or a skinhead then you.at least withreal nastiness and evil ya kno whatyr gettin”withyou and andy its sugar coated and twisted…
yea its a ctach 22..isnt it??i keep comingback..invain attempt at getting an intelligent comeback……well never mind..
time for mangere…bon appetit
Dont try to compehend Paul just accept not everyone thinks the same as you as we are all indivduals..anything less would be judgemental and your not judgemental are you Paul
having never doubted or argued about”individuality’; i find your abject ignorance once again amusing.its like watching afire or an accident its bizzare its crazy and thats why we humans do it..were odd creatures.but im sorry if you think andy is being”individual”his “ideas’are relevant to a psychiatrist’;s couch.thats why we have boundaries of psychosisea nd “individuals”who behace well,nutty are therefore open fodder.its not about”individuality”youre so effing dumb babe..i comprehend more than you care to imagine.your”insults”are groundless.just like the”snake”crap….at least im not alluding to “clown”outfits….lol..its like tacky reality tv.its crazy an dpointless.much like the blogger and author of this nowhere blog….over 2500 comments and guess what??most everyone has gone except made up ones like rachel and the everpresent author as candy girl you me and the incarnations of our saviour and resident nutcase..andrew..all hail our new god…eew.
must say marco go blog….y ahavent in too too long
somebody let me out of here!!!!!
everyone has gone mad!!! haha.
help me please , i m not at home …i thought to be kind it was not a bad trick
Let’s see what wisdom we can extract from this blog so far.
~ arguing is a waste of time, indicative of closed mindedness which leads to ruin, away from Jesus and God, although the eventuality of a lesson may be learned from it at some point, as in, ‘what not to do or allow your mind be snared by the utter uselessness of arguing.”
~ How is it such potential wealth of heart, mind, body and soul, can endure and even take delight of such poverty?
Jesus had often found himself in situations like this blog.
Jesus said, “I took my stand in the midst of the world, and in flesh i appeared to them. I found them all drunk, and i did not find any of them thirsty. My soul ached for the children of humanity, because they are blind in their hearts and do not see, for they came into the world empty(as innocent souls), and they also seek to depart from the world empty.”
~ A spiritual being of God is not able to come to life within a human body, so long as the one occupying it does not embrace the truth that crucial lacking of desire for wisdom prevents being spiritually born, of welcoming of Jesus, of welcoming of God.
I 100% welcomed them into my heart, mind, body and soul, of my curiousity, love, and diligent desire to truly come to know Jesus and God, where Jesus says, “Nursing babies, are like those who enter the kingdom of heaven.” duh!
i am a humble student, ever learning, ever thirsty, of the understanding that the kingdom of heaven is a perception of the heart, mind, body and soul, where the soul sees with clarity the truth in all things, by means of our feelings, like how certain individuals in life often are cause for anxiety for us.
There is a simple answer for all of you to ponder.
There is no one apon the earth who is fully wise of Jesus and God, nor shall there ever be one completely wise of God, until such a time as God’s choosing.
So rather than esteem anyone as completely wise of God, look apon each other as mere students, for truly that is indeed what everyone yet is in the world.
With that said, look for Jesus and God, of loving compassion to seek their wisdom, which i know is indeed the safe passage for mankind out of wretched ignorance.
In my mind, sin and evil are all things obviously devoid of love, where instead of looking at evil and sin as something against Jesus and God, i look at it for what it truly is in the eyes of Jesus and God, against our loving divine true self, and instead of calling it evil and sin, i call it STUPID.
In this way, we can leave Jesus and God out of the conversation, and instead embrace the truth, such as the attitudes back and forth at this blog, of flaming queens with one another, so desperately in need of getting their asses……..
as a loving student of Jesus and God, i say to all of you, seek the wisdom of Jesus and God, and you shall find your divine true self with Jesus, of Jesus, the most mature divine true self of us all, this in know fully now.
Perhaps i have annoyed you all deliberately without tire for a reason?
Truly i know the reason. One merely has to look apon the world and see(feel) with clarity the truth in the world of where it is and where it could be, and is improving, however slowly, love indeed is building in the world.
Which is why i have chosen to be here with Madonna, to encourage the loving compassionate wisdom within her which drew me towards her, and protect her from wretched bitterness of ignorance from others, that is so useless and negative, why waste time even thinking such ways?
i too am to blame at times, this i know, of my inability to keep from flaming somedays, which i find rather fun at times. haha.
And in that sense i have indeed played the role well, of “The blind leading the blind”, but rather than falling off the cliff with YOU, i am going to stop, and let you fools walk off the cliff without me, ok?
haha!
best one so far today!!!
The road runner is smart, yes? haha.
i always thought so!
~ Seek Wisdom for sake of your loving heart, mind, body and soul, and disengage from those who seemingly only intent of injection useless bitterness into you, darkening and poisoning your loving souls deliberately, intentionally, of their desire to do so, or suffer along side them as one who’s mind and soul they have snared with a barbed hook.
Truly i know, no one of this world is of the complete wisdom of Jesus and God, and is why i look only to them and away from what is obvious for me to feel and see clearly, the unloving ways of the how so many of you are in the world with one another.
Why be your own worse enemy? How smart is that? duh!
It is all about growth, in each passing day…slowly we make our way to the edge of the cliff.
hahaha. 😉 😀
I dwell amoung you, yet i do not desire to dwell among unwiseness that i know i useless nonsense of attitudes, seemingly unbelievable how people can be towards one another, and yet not so unbelievable, when we consider the greater ignorances of evil in the world.
opps, i used that word again.
Evil = devoid of love (ignorance of Jesus and God)
Sin = devoid of love (ignorance of Jesus and God)
i will strive to remain focused on you Jesus.
beep! beep!
haha.
My approach with Jesus, God and Madonna, is an approach of sincerity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul, in the same way she is with us.
I ask myself, how is it i became so distracted by those who do not approach in the same way towards me, of those who think and talk like a fool, of Jesus and God’s teachings with me to beware of such things in life? duh!
“What was i thinking?”
I have an idea, let’s all think positive loving thoughts of Madonna, which truly was and still is the only reason i have sought out this blog, to by chance have a moment with her! duh! (and what a moment! a life time with you is my new goal M. I promise to behave and ignore any fucktard mentalities of approach with me, that are so annoying, and negative).
“What was i thinking?”
Sweet Love
tell me why
wings of a dove
meant to fly?
escape to liberty?
escape, not die?
escape eternity?
did Jesus cry?
is It me?
tell me why?
love for Jesus?
please don’t lie
Sweet Love
tell me why
wings of doves
cross, the sky?
could it be?
i always knew?
our love so sweet?
our love so true?
It’s true…i love you….Madonna.
i like the way Justin says your name with attitude, “Madooonnnnnaaa.” 😉 ::D
666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666 j’ attends
Jesus tried with difficulty to teach what he came to know, that love devoid of useless doubt is possible when we let go of all these useless things which go against love, of our willingness to descern what is loving and what is not loving, where all things not loving are not good for any of us, including our SELF.
Love devoid of doubt is where i dwell with Jesus and God, and for good reason, as it obviously clear the world does not fully embrace love devoid of doubt, in all it’s useless approaches with one another yet in the world.
Where the beginning is, there to is the end, in all we say and do…at all times.
The greatest prison in life, is our own heart, mind, body and soul, where everyone already holds the key to unsnare the loving heart, mind, body and soul from ignorances, merely by turning towards the descerning the truth of ‘that’ which is loving, and ‘that’ which is obviously not loving at all.
At the end of life, we only have our self to blame, do we not?, as to our desire to descern for sake of our self of all things loving and not loving, albeit the negative forces in life are great and able to snare our loving heart and mind, but only if we choose to remain unwise in our descerning.
Personally, i see the entire world as aimless souls searching. haha.
And yet what they search for is so easy to know…LOVE DEVOID OF USELESS DOUBT.
When i look apon Jesus, who is always there for me, our love between one another is devoid of doubt.
I think to myself, if i am one who has come to know and feel this as i do with Jesus, then so is everyone capable of knowing, and is why i love all souls, of my descerning as well, that indeed the teachings of the forefathers which go against love devoid of doubt, do indeed exist yet in the world, do they not?
In truth then, we fail our SELF and each other in all we say and do which is not loving.
In truth then, our descerning of what comes out of our mouth is indeed the doorway into the kingdom of heaven, is it not?
Failing to descern and the desire to be descerning, obviously is where it starts and stops with everyone, everywhere…at all times, where the ability of our loving soul to see with clarity, by means of our feelings, is how we are able to learn how to descern, where indeed, life is the greatest teacher.
In self reflection of my life, i have come to awareness and stepped out of denial of the unavoidable truth, which is why it is hard for me, of the same frustration Jesus also felt, in his attempt to teach everyone that True Life is about Love devoid of useless doubt, about our compassion that is descerning of such, and of the wisdom to avoid and protect our divine True Self from the harm of such illnesses of the heart, mind, body and soul which yet exist in the world, indeed, of the very same useless teachings of the forefathers before us and before Jesus that have been handed down till this day, of those who did not, and still do not truly desire God’s loving compassionate wisdom, of those who did and still do claim to know God’s loving compassionate wisdom and do not, and of those who did and still do rise up against God’s loving compassionate wisdom, which is meant as something only of goodness for us, and not that of those who willfully and joyfully crucified Jesus, which Jesus knew some would turn away from the illnesses of the heart and mind he mirrored for them while apon the cross.
Indeed, when I am with Jesus, i am on the cross with him…eternally in that moment, always alive here with all of you, of the love devoid of doubt which exists between Jesus and i, and between all of you, of the love devoid of doubt which everyone is capable of for one another, and indeed does exist between one another, such as the love between the loving lovers, of whom i always want to be found, and indeed, shall be found among them, my true loving brothers and sisters of the GLBT community.
If you choose not to love Jesus and God, then at least choose to love one another, as i do, although some of you i cannot tolerate being around, nor should anyone, nor will i.
I love the pictures of the person dressed up as a nun outside Madonnas house..With plack saying ”Madonna is more Latin then Shakira ”hehe funny as!!
very good grasshopper *cough* you have *cough* learned well!!!
here, *cough* take it! *cough*
nah, i don’t smoke pot.
I used to. Probably should again. damn! haha.
“light ‘ne up!”, as we used to say.
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 3:04 pm Said:
beep! beep!
haha.
My approach with Jesus, God and Madonna, is an approach of sincerity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul, in the same way she is with us.
I ask myself, how is it i became so distracted by those who do not approach in the same way towards me, of those who think and talk like a fool, of Jesus and God’s teachings with me to beware of such things in life? duh!
“What was i thinking?”
I have an idea, let’s all think positive loving thoughts of Madonna, which truly was and still is the only reason i have sought out this blog, to by chance have a moment with her! duh! (and what a moment! a life time with you is my new goal M. I promise to behave and ignore any fucktard mentalities of approach with me, that are so annoying, and negative).
IT IS “NEGATIVE”TO THINK MADONNA IS HEER YOU RETARDERDED FUKTARDED HYPER REIGEOUS MENTALLY UNSTABLE NUTCASE…GET EFFINGHELP……MADONNA HAS SAID SHES NOT HERE
WHAT THE FUCK IS POSITIVE ABOUT CONSTANTLY RANTING AND RAMBLING NONSENSICAL RELIGEOUS TWADDLE ON A FAKE ASS BLOG….
ANDY U ARE BYFAR THE MOST MENTALLY DERANGED HYPOCRITICAL LYING NASTY CREATURE I HAVE EVER COME ACROSS
THE ONLY REASON YOU THINK YOURE”GOOD:”IS BY CONSTANTLY TELLINGEVERYONE
I SEE YOU AS DARK….AND HIDING BEHIND YOUR SICKENING BRAND OF GOD AND JESUS…
AND AMAZINGLY YOU INCLUDE MADONNA AS SOME KIND OF DEITY TO EXHALT AND WORSHIP
SICKO!!
AND STILL YOU HAVE NO DECENCY ENOUGH TO APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR IGNORANT ACCUSATION ABOUT MY BEING A CYBER-BULLY
YA KNOW WHY COZ I CAUGHT YOUOUT AT YOUR STUPIDITY
YOUR BLIND ARROGANCE AND ABSOLUTE UNINTELLIGENTR ESPONSES.
her! duh! (and what a moment! a life time with you is my new goal M. I promise to behave and ignore any fucktard mentalities of approach with me, that are so annoying, and negative).
“M”DOESNT EXHIST AND YOU KNOW IT…THIS IS ONLY YOUR SICK WAY OF GETTING”ATTENTION”HOWEVER NEGATIVE AND FRUITLESS.
EH ROSIE??
HEHE
THE REASON YOU”IGNORE”IS BECAUSE YOURE JUST INCAPABLE OF SEEINGYOURSELF AS ANYTHING BUT SOM EKIND OF SUPER-BEING THAT SPEAKS ON BEHALF OF”GOD”ITS INSANE
AND NO ONE THINKS YOURE TRULY SANE
THE FACT “M”A MAN…YES POSTS YOUR SHIT I STHEY ARE HAVING THE BIGGEST LAFF AT YOUR EXPENSE
SEE YOU CANT HELP YOURSELF…YOU TRIED TO “BLOG”BUT NO ONE READS YOUR STUFF..COZ U DISABLED COMMENTS…YOUR SO DELUDED INTO THINKING YOU ARE RIGHTAT EVERY TURN
YOUR INSANE
YOU ARE APPARENTLY A MENTAL HEALTH EXPERT!!TRE FUNNY
A SOLDIER
A PILOT
A LGBT SPOKESPERSON//HEAVEN FORBID..YA DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS GOING ON…
IM SURE YOU REALLY NEED SEVERE MENTAL HEALTH THERAPY AND FAST…..OVER 2 YEARS OF INSANITY!! GIVE THE WORLD A BREAK…BOOK YOURSELF IN TO ANINSTITUTION AND JUST RELAX HONEY
ENOUGH CLOWN OUTFITS EH ROSIE??
candyboy andy lunatic twat person… there is no wisdom in your words dont you see that??
thats why you are an arrogant fool,
your not impressing anybody and certainly not madonna CAUSE SHES NOT HERE HONEY PIE!! and even if she was she would be scared stiff of you!!
i read about 2 lines of your posts.. and in the words of paul… i have bowel movement i run to the toilet and spew out constant shit… its painful to read anything you write
go away to your blog and write endlessly there to your hearts contempt
you fool for believing anything the church said or says
though that is your choice for your beliefs
fuck off and and keep your preaching to yourself
you have ruined a fun blog about madonna and it has become all about you because you are selfish arrogant and ignorant fool
please go away and stop your preaching its torture and medieval
Indeed, when I am with Jesus, i am on the cross with him…eternally in that moment, always alive here with all of you, of the love devoid of doubt which exists between Jesus and i, and between all of you, of the love devoid of doubt which everyone is capable of for one another, and indeed does exist between one another, such as the love between the loving lovers, of whom i always want to be found, and indeed, shall be found among them, my true loving brothers and sisters of the GLBT community.
If you choose not to love Jesus and God, then at least choose to love one another,
YA CANT EVEN SEE HOW DISGUSTING U SOUND..”ON THE CROSS”
SO YOU LIKEN YOURSELF TO A MARTYR??
AN DYOU THINK YOURE SANE??
MY GOD!!! AND HONEY NOT ALL LGBT “BROTHERS”AND “SISTERS”ARE LOVING AND NOR WOULD THEY EVEN REMOTELY BELEIVE IN YOUR SHIT…IKNOW MANY THAT ARE WICCANS AS WELL…….HAVE AFABULOUS DAY/NIGHT..
LITHIUM ANYONE/?
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 1:09 pm Said:
Let’s see what wisdom we can extract from this blog so far.
~ arguing is a waste of time, indicative of closed mindedness which leads to ruin, away from Jesus and God, although the eventuality of a lesson may be learned from it at some point, as in, ‘what not to do or allow your mind be snared by the utter uselessness of arguing.”
YOURE SO DUMB!! YA KNOW YOU BLOG THE SAME STUFF JUST CHANGED AROUND TO SOUND DIFFERENT
ANY EDITOR WOULD THROW YOUR IDIOTIC NONSENSE IN THE SHREDDER.
ARGUMENT IS AGAINST OGOD??
WHERE DID YA GET THAT GEM FROM??
HAAA ERM DIDNT JESUS RAIL AGAINST HYPOCRITES LIKE YOU???THE ONES THAT CONSTANTLY WERE “VOCAL”ABOUT HOW PIOUS THEY WERE??YUP
AND HE TURNED OVER THE TABLES AT THE TEMPLE…HMM HE HAD A TEMPER
YUP
HE WAS HUMAN ON THIS EARTH BABES..AND IM SURE HE ARGUED QUITE A BIT…..AS WITH PONTIUS .IF JESUS WERE SUDEDENLY TO COME BACK HED SMACK YA IN THE FACE….AS U SPEW HYPOCRISY FROM EVERY ORIFICE
YOURE DANGEROUS AND QUITE EVIL HIDING BEHIND A VEIL OF”GOODNESS”
EVIL IS SO CIVILISED
haha!
best one so far today!!!
The road runner is smart, yes? haha.
i always thought so!
SMART??
ANDY..
OH THE STUPIDITY INHERENT IN EVERY WORD..
paul, on May 14th, 2008 at 11:41 pm Said:
Candy boy, on May 14th, 2008 at 3:04 pm Said:
beep! beep!
haha.
My approach with Jesus, God and Madonna, is an approach of sincerity of the loving heart, mind, body and soul, in the same way she is with us.
I ask myself, how is it i became so distracted by those who do not approach in the same way towards me, of those who think and talk like a fool, of Jesus and God’s teachings with me to beware of such things in life? duh!
ENUF SAID..HES A FUKTARD
What was i thinking?”
Sweet Love
tell me why
wings of a dove
meant to fly?
escape to liberty?
escape, not die?
escape eternity?
did Jesus cry?
is It me?
tell me why?
love for Jesus?
please don’t lie
Sweet Love
tell me why
wings of doves
cross, the sky?
could it be?
i always knew?
our love so sweet?
our love so true?
It’s true…i love you….Madonna.
i like the way Justin says your name with attitude, “Madooonnnnnaaa.” :
DONT GIVE UP YOUR DAY JOB ANDY
IF THATS POETRY THEN THEPOETS OF ANTIQUITY WOULD INDEED BE TURNING IN THEIR GRAVE..
EEEWWW….
dwell amoung you, yet i do not desire to dwell among unwiseness that i know i useless nonsense of attitudes, seemingly unbelievable how people can be towards one another, and yet not so unbelievable, when we consider the greater ignorances of evil in the world.
opps, i used that word again.
Evil = devoid of love (ignorance of Jesus and God)
Sin = devoid of love (ignorance of Jesus and God)
i will strive to remain focused on you Jesus.
MENTAL MENTAL MENTAL MENTAL MENTAL
John, on May 14th, 2008 at 11:48 pm Said:
candyboy andy lunatic twat person… there is no wisdom in your words dont you see that??
thats why you are an arrogant fool,
your not impressing anybody and certainly not madonna CAUSE SHES NOT HERE HONEY PIE!! and even if she was she would be scared stiff of you!!
i read about 2 lines of your posts.. and in the words of paul… i have bowel movement i run to the toilet and spew out constant shit… its painful to read anything you write
go away to your blog and write endlessly there to your hearts contempt
you fool for believing anything the church said or says
though that is your choice for your beliefs
fuck off and and keep your preaching to yourself
you have ruined a fun blog about madonna and it has become all about you because you are selfish arrogant and ignorant fool
please go away and stop your preaching its torture and medieval
WELL SAIDJOHN ALTHOUGH ANDY IS FAR TOO GONE TO EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE HE IS WRONG IN HIS ARROGANCE.AS LONG AS THIS BLOG AND RETARDED AUTHOR EXHISTS HE WILL CONTINUOUSLY RANT AND CANT HIS WAY THROUGH EVERY DAY ENDLESS REAMS OF USELESS DRIBBLE
SAD BUT UNAVOIDABLE..
THEY ARE MANY LIKE HIM…MENTAL
Andy do you read Paul’s comments anymore ? ,
I don’t i just scroll past them, its so much more pleasurable to just read all the other comments and ignore his, make’s the blog more fun like it used to be before, when he was blocked.
I get a kick out of it actually because it’s like dah ,, Im no one’s listening to his puke. you should try some it’s very pleasurable 🙂 🙂 ha ha..
no.
They are against Jesus and God, clueless of the truth they represent in their eyes, which is not of the sincerity and purity of the divine true self, leading only themselves away from Jesus and God in their unwiseness, thinking they are wise, and obviously are not.
I am not being judgemental either, and rather observing and descerning of the truth, which is able to teach anyone with diligence and determination to come free of the twisted derangement of soul that is so obviously for one to see…unbelievable some days. Wow!
for me, it is all boring boring boring, as i have been descerning for over a decade.
they are so absurd to me, of bully mentalities, not realizing they are bringing harm to their own souls, and not mine, which sees and embraces truth.
Truth which is meant to assist us in coming forth from the treachery of negative spirit which inevitably greets us along life’s road.
For me they represent these dark angry spirits that are shadow and lurking in nature, of willful attack sensing my presence, yet unable to comprehend me or see me clearly because of their blind ignorance which does indeed blind them from embracing love.
My curiousity is as to why they behave this way, besides bully mentality, as clearly M is likely as bewildered as i am about them, and yet not really, as she is likely as sensitive to life as i am.
I trust her, not sure why, i just do…a purity of soul thing i suppose, sincere and true.
i don’t recall trusting anyone in life as much as i do her.
it is not wishful thinking on my part either, rather it is something i have sensed for over a year, although it could be the presense of another spirit that i am feeling, of who or what i am not sure…it just feels truthful for me, of the greatest depth of my sincerity in feeling.
i love how it makes me feel…loved.
nah, i am set free of all things in life Marco, and rather easy for me to be free of negative ones.
The apathetic mild ones are too much for me, much less the agressive negative ones in life along life’s road, i always pass them by, seeing the illness of heart and mind which they take delight in, not even question the condition of their own soul, and indeed not of understanding of what the condition of their soul is.
Today is a special day for Madonna, David and family.
mADONNA
raising awarness in Malwali was a very loving action.. and you recieved a reward in love from David .. all the best for today
Candy boy, on May 15th, 2008 at 1:22 am Said:
no.
They are against Jesus and God, clueless of the truth they represent in their eyes, which is not of the sincerity and purity of the divine true self, leading only themselves away from Jesus and God in their unwiseness, thinking they are wise, and obviously are not.
I am not being judgemental either, and rather observing and descerning of the truth, which is able to teach anyone with diligence and determination to come free of the twisted derangement of soul that is so obviously for one to see…unbelievable some days. Wow!
for me, it is all boring boring boring, as i have been descerning for over a decade.
they are so absurd to me, of bully mentalities, not realizing they are bringing harm to their own souls, and not mine, which sees and embraces truth.
Truth which is meant to assist us in coming forth from the treachery of negative spirit which inevitably greets us along life’s road.
For me they represent these dark angry spirits that are shadow and lurking in nature, of willful attack sensing my presence, yet unable to comprehend me or see me clearly because of their blind ignorance which does indeed blind them from embracing love.
My curiousity is as to why they behave this way, besides bully mentality, as clearly M is likely as bewildered as i am about them, and yet not really, as she is likely as sensitive to life as i am.
I trust her, not sure why, i just do…a purity of soul thing i suppose, sincere and true
MENTAL…..WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR”PRESENCE”???
ARE YOU A DEITY NOW/?
GOD HUN….SEEK HELP SOON
NEITHER OF YOU HAV EAPOLOGIZED FOR OUTRAGEOUS LIES AND HURTFUL COMMENTS ACCUSING ME OF CYBER BULLYING ..WHICH IS ACTUALLY TOWARDS CHILDREN DUH!!DUMB DUMB ANDY CANT EVEN SAY SORRY FOR THAT IGNORANT ACCUSATION
AND YOU MARCO FACCIO CANNOT BRING YURSELF TO APOLOGIZE FOR DEMEANING ACCUSATIONS TOWARDS MY SEXUALITY WHICH IS ODD SINCE YOURE SUPOSEDLY GAY??EH ROSIE/?
SO DONT EXPECT ANY DECENCY FROM ME
FOR ATTACKS ON MY PERSON EITHER
SO MUCH FOR”LOVING”AND LOVE…WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT!!
OH MARCO AT LEAT I BLOG AND CAN USE LANGUAG EAND ENGLISH,TRY IT..MAYB ETRY BLOGGING INSTEAD OF WASTING YOUR INCESSANT WORDS ONHERE….DUH!! WHY YOU BOTH USE THE SAME LANGUAGE IS FASCINATING.
MAYB EYOURE THE SAME??
HMM??MAKES SENSE
Love, on May 15th, 2008 at 3:52 am Said:
raising awarness in Malwali was a very loving action.. and you recieved a reward in love from David .. all the best for today
WHO IS “YOU””IF YOURE REFERRING TO MADONNA SHE ISNT HERE!!! AND YOURE JUST MAKING YOURSELF SPIRITUALLY BANKRUPT BY BEING SO DELUDED INTO BELEIVING IT TO BE SO…GIVE YOURSELF SOME CREDIT AND STOP WASTING PRECIOUS MOMENTS OBSESSING ABOUT A CELEBRITY AND LIVE A NORMAL LIFE
SHE HAS NO IDEA YOU EXHIST AND NEVER HAS OR WILL
AND YOUWOULD SCARE HER TO BITS!1YOURE A DANGEROUS STALKING MENTALLY ILL PSYCHOPATH
For me they represent these dark angry spirits that are shadow and lurking in nature, of willful attack sensing my presence, yet unable to comprehend me or see me clearly because of their blind ignorance which does indeed blind them from embracing love.
My curiousity is as to why they behave this way, besides bully mentality, as clearly M is likely as bewildered as i am about them, and yet not really, as she is likely as sensitive to life as i am.
SORRY”M” IF YA MEAN MADONNA IS NOT HERE!!
Paul, i do not even pitty you.. even though you are sick.. that is no escuse.. take your antiviral s lov
Paul your a parasite, a virus and that’s just my observation
A virus (from the Latin virus meaning “toxin” or “poison”), is a sub-microscopic infectious agent that is unable to grow or reproduce outside a host cell. Each viral particle, or virion, consists of genetic material, DNA or RNA, within a protective protein coat called a capsid. The capsid shape varies from simple helical and icosahedral (polyhedral or near-spherical) forms, to more complex structures with tails or an envelope. Viruses infect cellular life forms and are grouped into animal, plant and bacterial types, according to the type of host infected.
oooooo a virus????/ well well thats a new one…i didnt ask for your anything and thanks for your little research did it hurt that feeble brain??
if anything its meaningless….i dont know how u even came to that description..i see you and andy as the most vile humans ive encountered…nasty assholes and mentally unstable..beyond compare…
youattack me as well but no decency to apologize…..
ya know…marco
i feel nothing but abject disgust at having the displeasure to witness absolute ignorance from a gay man..unbeleivable
you project what you are unto me…simple psychology..if im a parasite what are you??but a sad individual who has a slight grip on reality and sees delusion as something profound…
dearest marco….youre a fucked up individual…i cant even bother “arguing”or debating any sort of intelligent discourse…
virus??
i mean…wtf??
in hindsight it makes no sense to this intercourse at all..so what do u think youre doing??
hiding behind rhetoric and an obvious mental condition..feeding off it and feeding others sicknesses….i find that dangerous .in extremis.
i mean even joking about marrying a 13 yr old??revolting
Love, on May 15th, 2008 at 5:05 am Said:
Paul, i do not even pitty you.. even though you are sick.. that is no escuse.. take your antiviral s lov
antivirals???you elude to hiv aids do you??/hmm if so youre far more demented than i suspected….u see me as”sick”well projection is yours alone..live it love it!! b eit!!
youre the sicko sweetheart!!
youre a psychologists dream!!
Paul
I dont elude to anything other than your a parasite, on this website, and your very TRITE …( look that word up in your thesaurus.. it describes you so well.)
Hey Andy that rymes….
I love Andy and I Love Madonna and I love Clhoe and Rachel
Dear me Paul you do make a fool of your self when you let your emotions of hatred take over common sence and post comments such as the this;
“antivirals???you elude to hiv aids do you??/hmm if so youre far more demented than i suspected….u see me as”sick”well projection is yours alone..live it love it!! b eit!!
youre the sicko sweetheart!!”
Paul read all your other posts if you want projection they are full of hatred, is that a reflection of you.. haha , and as for me YES i did call you a virus but i did not say which one, and i certainly did not mention hiv or aids read my comment not one word mentioned, however to clarify i was thinking of this one “Diarrhea” is most commonly caused by viral infections, parasites or bacterial toxins.
I think she has a valid point … Hey Perez.. get it to together
Madonna after a night out with Andy and me
ha ha just kidding
Love, on May 15th, 2008 at 6:50 am Said:
Dear me Paul you do make a fool of your self when you let your emotions of hatred take over common sence and post comments such as the this;
“antivirals???you elude to hiv aids do you??/hmm if so youre far more demented than i suspected….u see me as”sick”well projection is yours alone..live it love it!! b eit!!
youre the sicko sweetheart!!”
Paul read all your other posts if you want projection they are full of hatred, is that a reflection of you.. haha , and as for me YES i did call you a virus but i did not say which one, and i certainly did not mention hiv or aids read my comment not one word mentioned, however to clarify i was thinking of this one “Diarrhea” is most commonly caused by viral infections, parasites or bacterial toxins.
here we go again……hun antiviral…..alludes to that..hatred??no i dont think so…..just over and over letting you idiots know that i wont stand for abuse from either of you.first your hatred towards me showed in your venomus almost anti gay attacks which are purely odd..and just madness…as for diorrhea….thats what i get just from yours and andys words..so do many others..you only manage top attack me because i see right through you…transparent crap….simple……take your anti virals……yep you were being a fuktard pure and simple….and yuou ar ethe most ignorant the most unintelligent mentally insane person ive”met”the fact you hide behind your projections says a alot
Diarrhea” is most commonly caused by viral infections, parasites or bacterial toxins.
also caused by reading your “words’and andys madness
hey marco at least perexz doesnt live ina hyper religeous dream land…lol..hes actually”sane”thats why madonna actually acknowledges him which says something..in that she will never ever know of andy nor you ….and you keep posting on a fake blog…why arent you blogging??or doing your own thing istead of calling people names and projecting utter shite unto them of which you yourself are guilty of…
Love, on May 15th, 2008 at 6:37 am Said:
Paul
I dont elude to anything other than your a parasite, on this website, and your very TRITE …( look that word up in your thesaurus.. it describes you so well.)
Hey Andy that rymes….
I love Andy and I Love Madonna and I love Clhoe and Rachel
strange thing is you actually must have looked up trite ..well done babes…what i sit youre proving??do you think youre witty or clever??i know youre “playing”but it reinforces my beleif in that youre utterly mentally insane..
thesaurus indeed….lol……..you “love”rachel”yea thought you were sick
i know the word..and it describes you to a “t”….projection ..how dumb are you???
you”love”madonna you”love”andy yet you dont know either in reality….that is tre tre effing sad……sad indeed….you bandy love like its just anordinary word..i love chocolate ..ilove eggs…youjust play stupid silly idiotic games..perhaps do some more”poetry”
goodness knows your last attempt was like something from a bad third grade attempt..
i love snakes and lizards..being scorpio must be the reason…you”:know”me so well….blessed be
you are sad sad deluded people and i actually feel sorry for andy and marco .. full of shit the both of you!! dangerous people
you are not wise andy, you are mentally ill,
nothing wise about your words just complete arrogance
you think you are some sort of special person
you are also very fake writing only what you think madonna wants to hear in some vain attempt for her to become your friend
how sad that you fall for that celebrity bullshit,
you dont know madonna, all you know is her work
it is sad and pathetic to watch yourself write your garbage
really listen to me this time MADONNA IS NOT ON THIS BLOG< SHE DOESNT EVEN KNOW YOU EXIST
get a life and stop fixating over some human being who just sings and dances, thats all madonna does, sings and dances
she not some holy person and either are you andy
there is nothing special about you at all
you are dangerous andy to project such feelings for somebody you dont know and to allow yourself to live in delusion, nobody cares about your beliefs, good for you if you feel you have some connection to jesus but that doesnt make you a wise person only an arrogant fool wanting people to believe he is special.. its ridiculous what you write.. its certainly not love
Jesus is special…he is eternally alive, you fucking idiots.
i would rather slice my own throat than hang around the likes of some of you.
enjoy your self created prison, you miserable fucking useless jackasses.
being around this blog? yuk!
so vile, of no grace or love for Jesus and God.
goodbye motherfuckers!
Andy ..first time i see you getting angry???? woot woot!!
Please forget me and forgive me
I never intended to do any harm
But I will pay for the harm I have done
john..bravissimo babe!! marco will ignore that of course.he only feels god atacking me..must be a gay thing..andy is indeed”sick”but he feelf that he alone “knows”all and mini -andy “marco”loves the play….god knows why.its afake blog and they dont do themselves any favours being here at all.they attack and sander me and dont even apologize…so much for”love:and all that nonsense..john..thank god for you!!
but alas..andy candy raphael..will return…he canthelp himself..and with sickos like marco feeding the flame it will continue in its uglyiness until thesad sack of an author will stop the trash here.
ok when all is sad and done..its a sad blog..
2 600 comments and counting ..
for what??
a sad post about cheek implants!!
and that was like months ago
john….andy gets angry yea but h ewill gather his”angle”strength ad return with gusto!!
he always does..
cant help himself..like marco they feel a sad use of this blog to be “seen” and”heard”
#
Candy boy, on May 15th, 2008 at 3:38 pm Said:
Jesus is special…he is eternally alive, you fucking idiots.
YOU ARE NOT JESUS CANDYBOY NOR DO YOU KNOW HIM
THATS GREAT IF YOU BELIEVE HE IS ETERNALLY ALIVE BUT WE DONT CARE…. THIS BLOG IS NOT ABOUT YOU OR YOUR BELIEFS
AGAIN, YOU HAVE RUINED A FUN BLOG WITH YOUR SHIT
“angle”should read angel
john…i agree.
but
THE SHITHEAD HERE IS THE BLOG AUTHOR.
WHY ARE THEY ENDLESSLY POSTING THEIR COMBINED SHITE???
ASK THE AUTHOR WHY THEY FELT THEY FIRST…HAD TO DELLUDE INNOCENT PEOPLE INTO THINKING THEY ARE”MADONNA”THEN ASK THEM WHY IN FRANKENSTEINS NAME DID THEY KEEP IT GOING??WHY ISNT THE BLOG CONTINUING TO BE”FUNNY”
NO ITS DEAD AND THIS IS JUST A SICK ATTEMPT AT ATTENTION SEEKING
PEREZ HILTON AT LEAST GETS POSITIVE REAL ATTENTION AND KNOWS MADONNA TO A SMALL DEGREE,THIS AUTHOR HAS NO IDEA
AND BLAME HIM/HER FOR THIS SHIT
i know paul its just ridiculous what is written here..
i started of nicely asking him to stop writing his belief systems on this blog and he started to say that i am spiritually dead!!
like what the hell is that about.. i am one of THE most spiritual people you would ever meet but i would never splash my beliefs on a FUN blog about a woman who entertains.. its just ridiculous and the arrogance of it all is just shocking
definatley stalker material and very uncool
yup it is the authors fault definatley and he/she should be ashamed of themselves for keeping this charade up
btw whats mimo all about.. is it the author or something tryin to apologise???
john i know ,its all a sad attempt at attention whether its positive or negative..theblogused to be so witty on blogger and funny..but why dont they just put a disclaimer??just saying..i am not madona but i am a paroday blog without any false intent etc..instead they got kicked off blogger for carrying on too much and mentioning family etc…which was uncool…but then it came here and became….just dead…a dead boring innane blog…at least why dont they just come out as “rea”and keep a blog going…just b efunny and witty (with a disclaimer)and stop the shite with andy and marco….abusive righteous wankers…and did ya catch the”rachel”episodes??sorta sick..i reported this blog to a website that watchdogs this sort of impersonation and anything to do withchildren….
good for you cause its just sick whats goin on here.. theres no fun at all just arrogant wankers preaching their crap then say that your not loving if you dont agree with them.. how pathetic and sad for them… this could be a whole lot of fun instead you get self righteous gits posting crap.. lots of people use to come this and post for a laugh abd they have all left cause its dead boring as you say.. but am sure andy will come back with three parographs on what he knows about jesus etc… like what has any of that got to do with madonna.. luntaic idiot
Andy is a real good boy
i love him more the fake blogger here
more than
🙂 🙂
i love you too Sven.
Ok, who is Sven?
Is Sven a Swedish, Danish or Russian name?
Sven darling!
Sven (in Danish and Norwegian also Svend) is a Nordic first name which is used throughout Scandinavia, Estonia and Germany. The name itself is Old Norse for “Young man” or “Young warrior.” The original spelling in Old Norse was sveinn. Over the centuries, many northern European rulers have carried the name including Sweyn I of Denmark (Sven Gabelbart), who established Danish rule over Norway and successfully invaded England in the year 1002.
In older Swedish “sven” is a term for a male virgin. In medieval Swedish “sven” (or “sven av vapen” (sven of arms) is a term for squire. The female equivalent “Svenja”, though seemingly scandinavian, is not common anywhere outside of german-speaking countries.
The Icelandic and Faroese version of Sven/Svend is Sveinn (pronounced Svay-dn in Icelandic).
😉
you”love”???a person callled sven who may be a child for all u know…youre sick andy//just fukoff
yes “candy”is sven another manifestation of your already more than ample sickness/?
Oh yummy, a young virgin male warrior who established Danish rule over Norway and England in the year 1002! haha. 😀
i am not the one who has an illness of the heart Paul, where it is you who are the one yet in denial of the truth i speak.
~ and yet you are indeed…an illness of my heart.
you see how you deliberately twisted things Paul, indicative of your deranged hateful soul, and indeed of willful delight of EVIL and FALSITY.
Evil is a broad term used to indicate a negative moral.
A Falsity is a perversion of truth originating in the deceitfulness of one party, and culminating in the damage of another party.
I have to leave behind burdens that cannot follow me and return to my place of peaceful rest, which is not like the anarchy and choas of mentality that you seem to delight in Paul.
you remind me of a caged spirit, that when one comes to close to your cage, you lash out with both arms at them, attempting to terrify them, what Jesus refers to as ‘Nashing of Teeth”.
you can take that as either a judgement or an observation that is able to teach.
a negative minded person will think it a judgement, and take a combative hateful offensive line of attacking back.
a positive minded person will think it a useful observation in which to reflect and correct.
~ in truth, it is an observation and a judgement of God, not my judgement, God’s judgemental teachings meant as something good for us to learn and make light of issues to help us.
Hey, is it Iceland or Greenland that has like a zero crime rate?
If Jesus and God say they love everyone?
Don’t forget Paul, you have to greet Jesus and God to get into heaven.
oh, one more thing Paul, Jesus and God listen to me, so at that the end of the day, you better pray, that i still like you!
hahaha.
😀 😀
you amuse me Paul, albeit, somewhat horribly annoying in your immature approach with me, which is not of God, not of humanity either…becareful Paul, playing with dark hatred can bring harm to your soul.
hmmm…i think i know who Sven is….
anyway…let these useless silly distractions of negative thinkers and behaviours(including me sometimes), can and do have the ability to become unfocused from our positive approach in life, of our restoration and maintance of our original loving state.
In life, we learn to expect it and avoid such individuals, unless you are well prepared to deal with certain mentalities along life’s road, where ideally, avoidance is the best route.
But get in my face? Bad idea. I go to God about such individuals, and God responds.
In truthfulness i walk, where in all untruthfulness i leave behind, a passerby, i am.
touche'”dark”you art!Jesus refers to as ‘Nashing of Teeth”not at all true…utter boldeCandy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:11 am Said:
If Jesus and God say they love everyone?
Don’t forget Paul, you have to greet Jesus and God to get into heaven.
oh, one more thing Paul, Jesus and God listen to me, so at that the end of the day, you better pray, that i still like you!
hahaha.
AMUSING EH ROSIE??
OH ANDY…I FEEL PITY ONLY PITY FOR SUCH AS YOU…YA
KNOW WHAT??
ANYONE THAT MAKES UP OTHERS LIKE SVEN CAN ONLY BE EXTREMELY SICK
HONEY BUNS
YOU CANNOT EVEN ARGUE A POINT
YOU HAVE JUST SPEWED FORTH YOUR OWN BRAND OF”HATE”
ALBEIT HIDDEN BY A STRANGE DELIGHT IN JUDGING PEOPLE ON HIGH FROM YOURTRAILER TRASH KEYBOARD..IF Y AWEN’T GAY IDE PUT YU DOWN FOR A FUNDAMENTALIST CHRISTIAN
BORING DANGEROUS AND HARMFUL
STILL CANNOT APOLOGIZE CAN YA??
NO THOUGHT NOT..
HONEY IF YOU ARE THE ARBITER OF MORTALS GOING TO “HEAVEN”THEN THERE IS NO GOD!!
LOL
BLESSED BE
IM OF THE MOTHER GODESS
YOUR CURSES YOUR INSULTS DO NOT HARM, ME
But get in my face? Bad idea. I go to God about such individuals, and God responds.
In truthfulness i walk, where in all untruthfulness i leave behind, a passerby, i am.
MORE LIKE A FUCKED UP DEMENTED RETARDED GOBBLEDEGOOK DOUBLE SPEAKING RHETORIC SPEWING DUMB HYPER -RELIGEOUS NIT WIT
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:22 am Said:
hmmm…i think i know who Sven is….
OOOOO YES I KNOW TOO..IS IT??
COULD IT??
O MY GODESS!!
COULD IT BE??
NOOO??
REALLY??
WOW
GOLLEEE..IS IT??
REALLY??
NO
GET OUTTA HERE!!
REALLY
EH ROSIE??
WHO IS IT??
“M”??
MARCO…”M”IS IT??
COULD IT BE/?
O NO…WOW….SVEN MADONNA ..GOD JESUS ROSIE..IT ALL FITS IN..YES
ITS THE DA ANDY CODE
ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS SIFT THROUGH THOUSANDS OF USELESS RANTINGS TO FIND THE EVIDENCE
OF WHAT??
THE EXHISTENCE OF MENTAL UNSTABLENSS??
THEN LOOK NO FURTHER!
IN A HEARTBEAT
IN THE CANDY SHOP
WITH STICKY FINGERS.
ITS ANDY SVEN MARCO ROSIE MADONNA RACHEL 6??
6.6.6.HMMM THERES SOMETHING IN THAT FOR ALL OF US
(LOL)
OH THAT SECOND COFFEE REALLY HITHOME!!
WHO IS SVEN??
HMM THE PLOT THICKENS..
THERES A LINE IN ONE OF MADONNAS SONGS..”I COULD BE THE DEVIL””ILOVE IT..WHAT S THAT ANDY???OH NO IS SHE BEING UNLOVING/?
IS SHE EVIL??
LOL
Wow!
I just watched the Justin Timberlake-FutureSex-LoveShow-(DVD)-2007.
Amazing!
Like an night at the club, grinding and dancing into hot sweaty bodies, screaming for….
I enjoyed it.
Club dancing is way more fun of course.
They sure do like Justin! He is a sweety, with a sense of integrity and sincerity of a loving soul.
Nashing of Teeth
ANDY CANDY ..WHATS YOUR OBSESSION WITH SOME OVER-USEDLINES YOUUSE ….???YOULOVE THE BEAST THANG DONTYA??
GNASHING..NOT NASHING……
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:37 am Said:
Wow!
I just watched the Justin Timberlake-FutureSex-LoveShow-(DVD)-2007.
Amazing!
Like an night at the club, grinding and dancing into hot sweaty bodies, screaming for….
I enjoyed it.
Club dancing is way more fun of course.
They sure do like Justin! He is a sweety, with a sense of integrity and sincerity of a loving soul.
OH WOW
REALLY??
ALOVING SPIRIT EH ROSIE??
HOW DO YA KNOW??DO U HAVE INTIMATE PERSONAL KNOWLEDGE OF MR JUSTIN??
LOL
NOPE
NADA NO HOPE
YOU ON A DANCEFLOOR/?
SUREEEEE…IF Y ACAN STAY AWAY FROM BEING MENTAL AND GET OF FTHE PC
you are all free to intrepet me any way you want.
i speak of truth meant as good for any soul, able to cleanse a soul of uselessness, which is your approach with not only me Paul, but most anyone you feel like picking on, of your bully mentality, and low self esteem which is cause for the manifestation of your rage, of what, an unloving childhood Paul?
Why not fix yourself Paul, instead of attempting to hurt others in your utter nonsense of word play, which is all it is…of no education to teach me anything.
what a waste of time arguing is.
Oh, one more thing…i am not Sven.
I know who i am…a revealer of truth.
Candy boy, on May 16th, 2008 at 11:52 pm Said:
you see how you deliberately twisted things Paul, indicative of your deranged hateful soul, and indeed of willful delight of EVIL and FALSITY.
Evil is a broad term used to indicate a negative moral.
A Falsity is a perversion of truth originating in the deceitfulness of one party, and culminating in the damage of another party.
DESCRIBING YOURSELF??
haha.
Add up my posts Paul, then add up your posts, and i know, you post way more than i do, and i might add, my posts are generally positive in approach, and all yours Paul…negative…negative…negative…
If you knew anything at all about Madonna, you would know how much she despises negativity, which is why you were blocked before, remember MS BITCH…
i can soon put you back in that cage any time MS BITCH.
you are such a brat Paul.
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:42 am Said:
you are all free to intrepet me any way you want.
i speak of truth meant as good for any soul, able to cleanse a soul of uselessness, which is your approach with not only me Paul, but most anyone you feel like picking on, of your bully mentality, and low self esteem which is cause for the manifestation of your rage, of what, an unloving childhood Paul?
Why not fix yourself Paul, instead of attempting to hurt others in your utter nonsense of word play, which is all it is…of no education to teach me anything.
what a waste of time arguing is.
Oh, one more thing…i am not Sven.
LOL
as if YOU can be an expert in psychology??
you demnted fruitcake.
nope no bad childhood here
whats your beef with me i might add??
you hurl this sort of accusatory crap about bad childhoods and being evil .apparently like herr hitler even>>yes i am educated and can use words!!
and no im not bullying everyone
JUST YOU
an duntil you apologize for your nasty loathsome accusations about cyber bullying
(of which you had and have no grounding?)
cia still on to me??
eh rosie??
i had a rather privaleged childhood.loving an dbeingloved.what you consider”hate”i consider
YOU
just disguised by a veneer of goodness
what you think of as”word play”i consider absolute intelligence..no ones perfect but i think i have indeed spelled out home truisms about you dearest holier than thou fuktard…good waor du keep using!!
tic toc tic toc…
hmmm…he is adding up the posts…haha.
not sven??then why choose such aname
being danish yourself/?hmm i think youre absolute numero uno demented
I consider all negativity cyber bullying, and to an extent, it is…if we are not wise enough to see it for what it is…that of an immature unwise mind in God’s eyes.
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:51 am Said:
tic toc tic toc…
hmmm…he is adding up the posts…haHAAAAA
POSTS????
COMMENTS YOU FOOL
ADDING TO WHAT??
INSANITY??
YEA PROBABLY…WERE THE ONLY ONES HERE
LOL
see…you just bullied me Paul…calling me demented.
You are…a cyber bully.
Personally, you represent everything i do not ever want to become like.
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:53 am Said:
I consider all negativity cyber bullying, and to an extent, it is…if we are not wise enough to see it for what it is…that of an immature unwise mind in God’s eyes.
NO YOU FUKING ASSWIPE
ITS A TERM USED ABOUT BULLYING CHILDREN IF YOU CANT BE LOGICAL DONT BOTHER TYPING..
APOLOGIZE AND BE DECENT
YOU CANT BECAUSE YOURE ARROGANT AND YPER-RELIGEOUS PEOPLE AND PEOPLE TRULY IL ARE UNIQUELY ARROGANT AND SELF SERVING
‘OFTEN THINKING THEY ARE RIGHT AT EVERY TURN BELIEVING THJEMSLEVES TO BE SUPERIOR ETC..
‘DUH!
YOURE SOOOOOOO TWISTED
ITS LIKE WATCHING BIG BROTHER BUT A DEMNTED ONLINE VERSION WHERE ITS JUST A ROOM WITH A COMPUTER AND ONE SAD 45 YEAR OLD GAY-BI-LOON THAT CANT GET A GRIP ON REALITY AROUND HIM….
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:54 am Said:
see…you just bullied me Paul…calling me demented.
You are…a cyber bully.
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:55 am Said:
Personally, you represent everything i do not ever want to become like.
DUH YOU ARE!! JUST SAYING…YOU CALLING ME A CYBER BULLY IS CALLING ME A BULLY OF CHLDREN ONLINE…..YOU SICK FUCK
I DONT”BULLY”AN DYOU CAN COPE CMON..YOURE WHAT 45??
FUK OFF LUVEY!! YOURE A GROWN UP !!AND YOU DONT ACCVUSE ME CONSTANTLY OF BEING EVIL??
WHATS THAT??
IF NOT BULLYING AND FALSE/?
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:55 am Said:
Personally, you represent everything i do not ever want to become like.
WHAT A PITY
COZ IM FANTASTIC…….
Where does the beginning and end exist?
Love and Goodness.
If you know Love and Goodness, they are yours…if not, they are not yours.
So where is your love and goodness Paul?
Oh, i should warn you, those words are of Jesus.
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 12:53 am Said:
I consider all negativity cyber bullying, and to an extent, it is…if we are not wise enough to see it for what it is…that of an immature unwise mind in God’s eyes.
ok then……lookover every singl epost of yours…
just lately
vitriolic nastiness
tic toc tic toc…
maybe i sit in judgement of you Paul. duh!
haha.
for your own good of course.
youre warning me??
really??
oh fuk off !!
you cannot even bring yourself to see that youre sick i feel nothing but pity for one such as you..
may the godess bless you
blessed be
your curses and insults cannot harm me
God’s words push a soul into the light of truth, revealing all that is there, or in most cases, all that is not there…
nope…this one has no soul…NEXT!!!!!!!!
hahaha. 😀 😀
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 1:04 am Said:
maybe i sit in judgement of you Paul. duh!
haha.
for your own good of course.
disgusting.
YOU JUDGE??
LOL
EEEWW…..FUK YOURE SICK
TI TOC TIC TOC..GET HELP
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 1:06 am Said:
God’s words push a soul into the light of truth, revealing all that is there, or in most cases, all that is not there…
nope…this one has no soul…NEXT!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
THIS ONE HAS NO ,MENTAL STABILTY NEXT!!
your bitter words i ignore Paul, so please, dispense with unwiseness in your approach with me.
all bitterness is indicative of illnesses of the heart and mind, so pay attention to that one.
i am not here to harm any soul Paul, that is your interpretation of me.
hey, what round is this?
i need a break.
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
actually, within everyone is a loving soul.
the teachings of forefathers who did not know or desire to know God, are cause for all unlovingness in the world.
what we do to nurture and protect our own loving soul and the soul of others is why people are the way they are, where indeed, are many condition of souls who do not take the correct approach with their own loving divine true self and the divine true self in others….FACT.
Love and Goodness is where heaven starts and stops.
Work hard to rid your SELF of negative anger and useless jealousies.
Watch that you do not lead your souls into error.
It is not about how much one owns or what status in life, and rather it is merely a feeling one feels, of their sensitivity to every moment of life, of grace, peace and love…at all times.
surely grace, peace and love feel better than anarchy, chaos and hate?
without even mention of Jesus or God, these are reality checks for sake of the condition of one’s own soul.
I prefer to stand in grace, peace and love while walking among you.
although i do enjoy rattling Pauls cage now and then.
haha.
we are born a free loving spirit. Take time to dwell with who you really are, and do not do what you hate doing, just as you do not like how others may choose to treat you.
And if Paul throws a stone at you, ask him why?
His Godess beliefs may be his jealous reasoning? maybe.
Express yourself don’t repress yourself! I have told my assistant to allow all comments to be published. Nothing is off limits. I want free discussion on my blog. I have never compromised my artistic integrity and I want my fans to have the same freedom. With this freedom comes responsibility. Please be nice and don’t abuse your power.
Hey, where did Sven go?
SVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. 😉 😀
Is it just me? Or is the world full of beautiful people?
i was just repeating the words of M, before anyone gets all twisted in their self imposed cages. haha. 😉
Good news. Approval of North Korea getting 500,000 tons of food shipped to them from the US was green lighted today.
We need to realize that we may be the ones who create monsters.
I see those who hate us, as ones who need to spend time getting to know us, and truly see the truth, “Hey, that are loving, not these stupid teachings of our controlled religious schools.”
God is only purity and sincerity of love…for all souls to know, and indeed, is the only way one can connect with God, by means of pure sincerity of our loving feelings.
When we connect with God by means of our pure sincerity of loving feelings, we connect with our divine true self at exactly the same time, full of grace, peace, and only love for another, where descerning ability of all truth is also a part of the gift given to us by Jesus and God.
i remain optimistic for the future, having seen the great difficulty our GLBT community has endured over the last two decades, and having come so far.
Like our community, so too are those in parts of the world who choose not to like us, when in fact, they don’t really know us very well.
So how do we get everyone on the same page world wide? No small feat when you have leaders of nescience, of closed mindedness sitting apon thrones.
Ramp up free student exchange programs?
Ramp up free tourism for these leaders, spending time with them, investing in them, where patience and stick-to-it-tiveness is the key?
We already know how long it has taken the GLBT communities…and so too will it take as long for these parts of the world to join with us, rather than against us.
I see the weapons manufacturers as the ones bolstering the negative mentalities of uneducated waring factions in the world….all for sake of money, billions of it too.
Every year we see how the world celebrates New Years, all around the world, where even China, who celebrate with us, when their actual New Year is a different time, join in what i feel, as a spiritual moment for all walks of life, of genuine sincere love for all.
A positive zeal for life shines thru all darkness, improving everything from personal to professional life, and most of all, for all life in the world.
I love everyone, but negative ignorances i despise, as it only results in negativity for us all. duh!
Here comes summer! Don’t just have a good summer, make it a good summer!
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 1:12 am Said:
your bitter words i ignore Paul, so please, dispense with unwiseness in your approach with me.
all bitterness is indicative of illnesses of the heart and mind, so pay attention to that one.
i am not here to harm any soul Paul, that is your interpretation of me.
andy
ASSHOLE…YOURE INSANE..SVEN??
LOL ANOTHER MADE UP FANCY,,YOUVE GIVEN YOURSELF AWAY
WHO CARES ABOUT YOUR TAKE ON THE LGBT COMMUNITY
YOU DONT SPEAK FOR “US”YOURE A NOBODY AN INTERNET LUNATIC SITTING THERE LIKE APONTIFICATING MONKEY “GNASHING AT HIS KEYBOARD TEETH”LOL
GOOD ON EEH ROSIE/?
MY NEGATIVE WORDS/?
LOL
AND YOU MY DEAR DONT SPEW FORTH CRAPPY HARMFUL WORDS??
YE AYOU DO,,CYBER BULLY…
SPIRITUALLY DAED.. IKNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU PAUL
THE 5 TONNE BARREL STORY
FOR ALL ANYONE KNOWS YOURE PEOBABLY A REALLY REALLY SICK PERSON CAPABLE OF ANTHING
LUCKILY IVEREPORTED YOUR VITRIOLIC CRAP THIS BLOG AND MARCO AND HIS”LOVE”FOR RACHEL…TO A WEB WATCHER..SO HONEY MATCH THAT SICKO
His Godess beliefs may be his jealous reasoning? maybe
no ..just my beleif s..i dont slavishly adhere to any doctrine…i just prefer to beleive ina feminine deity well one thats both…’its not something that needs your comments andy….i only commet on your beleifs as you twist it to suit all seasons an dmanner of arrogant attacks…..
yawn
slave?
Hey, that is a great word.
How is the a master and who is a slave?
Slave to what is the question?
A slave to the world, i am no more.
A master of my own soul, i am, of which no one can come between me, Jesus and God. It simply is not possible.
So come at me all you want you limited understanding and evil devices of mind games Paul, maybe you will learn something.
Personally, i see you as an immature twit who takes delight in fasity, and negative injecting of your poisonous mental meanderings. Idiotic in my books….books of God, where God is pure sincerity of love, something you may want to work on Paul.
I don’t see there is one post in here from you that is positive, sincere and loving.
Which leaves me questioning, why come in here at all?
To annoy is your only desire. The verbal meanderings of MS BITCH, a supposed feminist.
which is my point in all of this.why do you??
i haven’t seen ONE POST OF YOURS THAT IS SANE OT MAKES SENSE
in english or in andyspeak..its all just ywansville and spewsville…..yep i am a male feminist!!yea!!babe i dont see anything”positive”about attacking me now any other person who happens to b esane an dor logical and angers you it seems when me or anyone actually sees you fo what youare..
fucked
So come at me all you want you limited understanding and evil devices of mind games Paul, maybe you will learn something
you give the lgbt a realy bad name…..disgusting insan ehyper-religious fool
love is religion?
compassion is religion?
wisdom is religion?
i am not religious at all, like those who call themselves Christians, with obvious partiality of heart.
i know and feel love and love is of me, Jesus and God.
i know compassion and compassion is of me, Jesus and God.
i know wisdom and wisdom is of me, Jesus and God.
I give the GLBT community a bad name? ha.
You obviously don’t know me at all Paul, by way of your interpreting me as insane, where clearly i my words are easy to understand for anyone, which come from a mind which is indeed sane.
hmmm…hyper-religious fool?
Jesus and God are fools, if you call me a fool, leading only your self away from Jesus, God, and your divine true self.
Why be foolish when wisdom summons you to love and goodness.
Obviously i have to leave behind that which cannot follow me, to your own whims of uninsightful error i might add Paul.
Last time i checked, the GLBT community was loving and of goodness, ableit a few nasty flaming queens, who i have learned, can be utterly nasty in so many ways, such as making up lies of another, which to me, is indicative of someone with exceeding low-self esteem, where falsity(which is against the law by the way, of punitive damage assessment), belittling, and condescending behaviour of another is an approach to cast down another, for sake of making themselves look better, when in close examination, we see clearly, such approaches are not of Jesus and God, nor should be of anyone who is truly loving.
~ a mere observation you can do what you want with, which i realize, may fall on deaf ears, such as those of closedmindedness.
Positive forward thinking seems impossible for you Paul, a flaming nasty queen, like many i have passed by in life, as i sit here question my own reasoning for speaking with you at all, a seemingly waste of time where you are concerned, as you desire not Jesus and God, and rather all the things which are not of Jesus and God, such as;
~ seemingly utter apathetic crucial lacking of desire for wisdom.
~ immature wit of a child in your willful delight of falsity.
~ denial of closedmindedness which is able to lead to ruin.
~ delight of deception and untruthfulness which Jesus and God are not, of your seemingly difficult ability to fully embrace pure sincerity of your own loving heart and mind, which does exist within everyone, albeit, seemingly opacity(dense) in some. haha.
These are merely constructive criticisms you can take or leave, that i leave for any to ponder…key word PONDER…with a positive open mind of reflection on truth, which may be painfully hard for some to see how they really are, in all they say and do in the world.
Many will be last to enter into sincerity of heart and mind with others, of humble humility of their own obvious bitter ways.
Ok Paul, go drink from you cup of bitterness, that you do not realize you drink from everytime you cast forth your notions of who you think i am, and remember, you poison only your self when you offer you cup of bitterness for others to drink from, such as me, of which i cast away from me, of the truth for what it truly is…useless, absurd, fearful, dark, empty bitter nonsense of a (yet) unwise mind.
it is you who are yet desiring of foolishness Paul, not me. I was actually trying to shed some light of truth apon you, so you may come out of denial of your obvious nastiness with others.
yuk!
no thanks.
you enjoy my share of the cup of bitterness you offer me Paul, which i cast from away from me, seeing it for what it truly is…useless negativity.
Hola!
I’ve the biggest hangover ever…i was out on the town last night with the girls Gwyneth and Trudie…making the most of it before my Alcohol ban..poo
Anyways just packing for Cannes…Love France …great champagne….xXx
andy your a unwise idiot who uses religion to try and scare people.. sad and pathetic
Hola Candy girls!!!
Da girls is off to da film fest in Caaannnnnes!
Blindness looks like a good one, Synopsis;”survival and ultimate redemption reflect the tenacity and depth of the human spirit.”
http://www.festival-cannes.fr/en.html
Love is you Candy girl! xXx
i do not use religion to try and scare anyone.
I use words of Jesus and God to assist in a reality check of the condition of their loving soul, which is able to be restored to it’s original state, which is the most incredibly beautiful thing in life one can experience.
~ my view point.
Of course, some of you fucking morons are utterly oblivious to anything i am saying, including my point of view, so enjoy your negativity without me, as i am not alone in my view point.
Attack me though, and i will make known the true nature from which your smallnesses come from.
mostly out of my own boredom i might add, as you negative types bore me to tears with no input of any wisdom whatsoever. yuk!
Hey Candy girl, wait up!!!!!!!!! 😉 😀
Sean is attending…of course.
Truthfully is say to you all, it is not me, Jesus or God you need to be afraid of, and indeed are not afraid of in life, and rather it is the world which is so fearful…for me to live in, and yet i endure, intact, of genuine sensitivity to everything, although mostly i try not to show it in public.
Alcohol was one way i used to cope, and still do now and then, i admit. Amazingly i am able to stop at one or two drinks max, unlike before in my active binge alcoholic days, which i nearly did not survive. I had to decide. I did. Others did not….
yeah, i suppose i am being open here with M, but hey, it’s not like any of us can just walk up to M and spend time with her…thank God for that, i might add. ha. 😉 😀
how else is she ever to truly know any of us scattered around the globe?
i love the idea she is here.
so incredible!
for me
to finally be
and see
one i admire
and adore
making way
to the _ _ _ _ _ – _ _ _ _ _!
an easy one for ya! 😉 😀
i love her
she loves me
we love all
of you
ok, most of you. some of you can just fuck off! ok?
hahaha.
i jest……………………………………………………………………………. 😉
winds of change are blowing again…it is painful, and yet of being real for me, a growing pain of sorts.
i see that sometimes we make unwise decisions for ourselves along life’s path, we grow, we learn, and break free of our illusions, so painful sometimes, the future is going to greet me, of who is there i do not yet know, but i do know, they will be someone loving like me, of my careful choosing of friends and lovers, i have to go, i tryed to stay, i have not left yet, one last glance, i have to decide, and that is the hard part for me, abandonment guilt i suppose.
i hold onto who a am inside, deserving of greater love and respect, we all learn along the way in life.
still, it rips me apart some days, so sad, so happy too, i cannot be stay where i am not happy.
I love him, but i don’t love his condescending with me most days…an immaturity thing with him…it really is impossible for me to grow in his negative enviroment, which he is unwise of, and that’s what hurts me inside…
when we tolerate too much, we say it is ok, so i choose not to tolerate his inappropriateness which is really only immaturity and not something bad of him, it is simple what it is. He seems unwilling to be loving like he sometimes is, which is maybe unrealistic expectations of me to desire him to be his loving self all the time.
NURSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ha. 😉
Last time i checked, the GLBT community was loving and of goodness, ableit a few nasty flaming queens, who i have learned, can be utterly nasty in so many ways, such as making up lies of another, which to me, is indicative of someone with exceeding low-self esteem, where falsity(which is against the law by the way, of punitive damage assessment), belittling, and condescending behaviour of another is an approach to cast down another, for sake of making themselves look better, when in close examination, we see clearly, such approaches are not of Jesus and God, nor should be of anyone who is truly loving.
THIS REAFFIRMS MY VEW OF..
YOU!!
TWISTING AND WRITHING AND RANTING..CANT AND RHETORIC SPEWINGFORTH LIKE VILE BILE..
ALL IN THE NAM EOF”GOD”HOW MANY WARS HAVE BEEN DONE SO..
PONDER THAT ONE…
U KEEP USING THE SAME ARGUMENTS
LOW SELF ESTEEM-FALSITY??
YOU ARE BY FAR ONE OF THE MOST INSANELY ILLOGICAL AND RATHER PLAINLY BAD WRITERS IN GENERAL….
U RE USE AND REHASH EVERY BANALITY YOU HAVE REPOTED AND REGURGETATED OVER 2 YEARS!!
THE LGBT COMMUNITY AS YOU SAY IS NOT “LOVING”ITS NOT JUST ONE ENTITY THAT YOUASSUME IS “LOVING”AND WHY DO YOU ASSOCIAYE “FLAMING QUEENS AS NASTY??””WHEN THEY WERE THE FIRST ONES AT STONEWALL TO BE IN THE FRONT LINES….
YOURE SUCH ASAD SAD TWISTED FOOL
SOMEONE POSTS CALLED”CANDY GIRL”AND YOU ASSUME JUST BECAUS ETHEY SAY,…MY FRIENDS GWYNETH AND TRUDIE TEHY ARE INDEED MADONNA…
SHES NOT POSTING…
SIMPLE AND ITS NOT”SHE”ITS A HE AS ALCINA AND I HAVE FOUND OUT..
SIMPLE RESEARCH THERES EVEN A PHOTO
AND WHATS WITH YOUR “LEGAL”ISSUES OF “NEGATIVE”WRITINGS””
YOURE FUCKED
YOU HAVE DEFAMED MOST PEOPLE ON HERE.
CALLING ALL SORTS OF NAMES..YOU AND MARCO HAVE GONE HELL FOR LEATHER INATTACKING ME
‘YET..YET YOU THINK THAT ITS JUSTIFIABLE
HOW??
BY GOD AND JESUS??NO…NOT ATALL
Candy girl, on May 17th, 2008 at 4:59 pm Said:
Hola!
I’ve the biggest hangover ever…i was out on the town last night with the girls Gwyneth and Trudie…making the most of it before my Alcohol ban..poo
Anyways just packing for Cannes…Love France …great champagne….xXx
HEY FUKFACE!!
MADONNA WOULDNT POST A PERSONAL COMMENT ON A FAKE BLOG SO MAYBE JUST FUK OFF AND CLOSE THIS CHARADE DOWN’YA AINT PEREZ HILTON AND YA AINT EVEN INTERESTING
SO….YOU LOVE
HAVING A DERANGED”FAN”WHO THINKS YOURE
MADONNA..HMM
WOW
HOW LONG WILL YOU KEEP IT UP??
UNLESS YOURE ONE AND THE SAME
ANDY IS JUST PRETENDING TO BE “HER”SO HE FEELS LIKE HE IS ACTUALLY”TALKING”TO HER
LOL MAKES SENSE
HE IS SOOO FUCKING LOST IN A FANTASY REALM WHERE HIS LIFE IS JUST HERE
EFFING SAD REALLY
MAKING UP FREINDS AND EVEN A CELEB TO TALK TO,,
HOW TRULKY PITIOUS!!
hmmm…hyper-religious fool?
Jesus and God are fools, if you call me a fool, leading only your self away from Jesus, God, and your divine true self.
Why be foolish when wisdom summons you to love and goodness.
Obviously i have to leave behind that which cannot follow me, to your own whims of uninsightful error i might add Paul.
YOU ARE INDEED HYPER-RELIGEOUS..
ITS A FACTbeliefs serve an important function in the daily lives and attitudes of most of us. Especially in today’s often chaotic and unpredictable world, a sincere faith in the power of God and adherence to religious rituals can give us better moral guidance, more emotional stability, and valuable serenity. Religion helps people to be centered and grounded.
However, a person’s fervent religious practices can signify other, darker aspects of his or her mental health. For example, if someone’s faith is used to mask or avoid psychological problems, or if their religious inclinations are taken to extremes, there is an excellent possibility that the person is suffering from a psychiatric disorder. Often it is a way to cover their own pathology, hiding it from others or accusing others for being it’s cause. This can be compared with Dual Diagnosis in Alcoholism, ie: sometimes when a person deals with their alcoholism and quits drinking, only then does their underlying psychiatric pathology become apparent. Alcohol in this situation was used to self-medicate.
One term used to describe such a case is “hyper-religiosity.” A “hyper” condition of any sort—e.g. hyperactivity, hyperglycemia, etc.—simply means too much of something. In the case of religious beliefs, the question of having too much becomes a factor when the religion starts adversely affecting people’s social behavior, their ability to function rationally, and even their own physical health.
Being very religious is not by any means an absolute indication of bipolar or manic or depressive behavior; on the contrary, a healthy approach to religious rituals is vital for the comfort and well-being of countless people. So it’s a highly sensitive issue to question someone’s beliefs or practices. Nevertheless, anything taken too far can do more harm than good.
Evaluating And Assessing Hyper-Religiosity
If you know someone who is extremely religious, consider their history:
Have they always been that way?
Does their zeal represent a sudden personality change?
Do the religious beliefs provide peace and personal contentment?
Has the person become belligerent and defensive?
Are they gentle in their speech or harsh, argumentative and self-righteous?
Have they become intolerant of other points of view?
Have people started avoiding them?
Has their quality of life improved or deteriorated?
How their religious attitudes affect people can represent an infinite variety of causes and motivations, and the reasons behind those causes can explain a great deal about the individual’s psychological profile and mental stability. It’s not enough to simply say, “His religion makes him feel good,” because there are many troubled people who find similar peace and strength through negative stimuli as well, such as alcohol.
Religion, like alcoholism, can be a crutch, and it can be an addiction. Just as with alcohol, religion may be used to hide other problems. Addiction is defined as the abuse of a substance to cover up the underlying disease or discomfort. Religion can be viewed as an addiction if it is used as a cover up for unresolved issues of shame, anger and authority. When you take away the superficial layers of the drinking or the religion, the underlying pathology is revealed.
Knowing what lies underneath that veneer of religion is critical to understanding the hyper-religious person’s behavior. Therefore, it helps to know what brought about the change in attitude when someone’s conspicuous preoccupation with religious belief and ritual takes on an extreme, consuming new importance in their lives.
A suddenly increased interest in God and religion is often triggered by a trauma or severe anxiety, and those may come in many forms:
Death of a loved one
A break in a relationship
Serious illness or accident
Personal or financial loss
Incarceration
When people’s security in themselves is threatened, for whatever reason, they often turn to God. Such a reaction is understandable: a confused, frightened individual who feels helpless will naturally reach out for a source of comfort and solace. Also, a frequent catalyst for triggering hyper-religious behavior may be a latent psychiatric disorder, such as depression.
Regardless of the reason why a person chooses to pursue religion, at what level does healthy, normal religious belief become abnormal?
Often the personality change is subtle. Eventually, though, hyper-religious behavior will manifest itself in obvious and disconcerting ways, such as:
Loss of Objectivity
Their ability to reason logically can become impaired. An inability to think, doubt, or question religious information and/or authority; and unwillingness to understand the opinions and interpretations of others. A concrete and rigid thinking style develops that does not allow for consideration of extenuating circumstances in a person’s life. Black/white, good/bad, either/or simplistic thinking: one way or the other with very little room for grey areas. A tendency toward magical thinking that God will fix you/ do it all, without serious work on your part. Confusion and doubts lead to mental, physical or emotional breakdown. They develop a fear-based belief system.. believing/following a religion out of fear, not understanding and love. They also tend to have a shame-based belief system that they are not good enough or are not doing it right. They believe in a punishing and angry God.
Reactivity: Anger and Defensiveness
If sincere faith in God is supposed to bring peace and contentment, a religious person who is paranoid and confrontational about it may have a larger mental problem. They tend to have increased conflict and argumentation with science, medicine, and education. They tend to become argumentative and defensive in dialog. They have a limited ability to explain their beliefs. Since their belief system about themselves and the world is fear-based, they seldom understand religion, but follow it out of a dependent need for strength and power. Force is their farce.
Judgmental and Critical
Hyper-religiosity may be revealed in someone as unusual self-importance, as if that person were much closer to God, making others around him seem inferior. They develop an uncompromising judgmental attitudes, with a readiness to find fault or evil out there. An attitude of self-righteousness or superiority: “we versus the world,” including the denial of one’s human-ness. They tend to be blind to their own behaviors, denying their projections on to the idol ‘god’ they have created.
Obsessive and Compulsive Behavior
Ritual is part of religion, and as such is neither good nor bad. However, when it disrupts normal activities it is unhealthy—as in being unable to function without repeated readings of the same passages, or unusually frequent rituals. Scrupulously rigid and obsessive adherence to rules, codes of ethics, or guidelines. Compulsive rituals or obsessive praying, quoting scriptures and excessive fasting often accompany the change in thinking patterns. Giving up sleeping or eating to pray or meditate. Again, prayer and meditation are important aspects of faith, but not to the point of jeopardizing a person’s health or relationships.
Isolation
Isolation and breakdown of relationships often follows. Progressive detachment from work and relationships is noticeable as they spend more time proselytizing their message. Manipulating scripture or texts, feeling specially chosen, claiming to receive special messages from God, they move further and further away from the mainstream of social contacts.
Breakdown
In severe cases they may also develop some of the following patterns:
Psychosomatic illness: back pains, sleeplessness, headaches, hypertension, etc.
Maintaining a religious “high”, trance-like state, keeping a happy face (or the belief that one should…)
Denial of any personal problems
When behavior borders on manic or pathological, the hyper-religious person may even start hallucinating, ie: hearing voices or seeing images, or possibly “talking to God.”
By then, it’s clearly evident something is wrong.
If you know someone whose interest in religion has suddenly (or even gradually) reached a point of fixation—when their regular lives are negatively affected—you need to understand what’s motivating their behavior. The problem could go away, but it could also get worse.
The ultimate temptation of the believer is to assume that his or her way to God is the best or only way for others. The particular Way to God becomes what is adored, not the ineffable and incomprehensible Mystery to which we give the name of God.
In essence they become addicted to their faith. It becomes a means of escape. It is no longer a living BY faith; with understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love. Instead of love of God softening their lives, it makes them harsh, rigid and
Candy boy, on May 17th, 2008 at 9:16 pm Said:
yeah, i suppose i am being open here with M, but hey, it’s not like any of us can just walk up to M and spend time with her…thank God for that, i might add. ha.
how else is she ever to truly know any of us scattered around the globe?
i love the idea she is here.
so incredible!
SHE IS NOT NOW
OR HAS BEEN
PAST PRESENT
OR FUTURE
idiot candyboy get a life and stop preaching your crap nobody cares or listens AND MADONNA IS NO HERE
AND SHE IS ONLY A WOMAN YOU LUNATIC STALKER
well, that should just about wrap things up for you MS BITCH, and anyone else who cares to join them in their self imposed hell of ignorance. haha.
Truly, it is mind boggling for me of how people really are their own worse enemy.
Clearly, God does not have to have to cast anyone into hell…they do it all by themselves, which is where it starts and stops for everyone…with SELF.
Hey M, can you imagine Paul sitting at the same table with us?
Not sure how to respond to a ranting immature child, who has seemingly no desire to know either one of us M.
New Flash for ya Paul…truly you are the scariest one here.
Stalker?
Nah, you got it all wrong…she is the one stalking me! haha. 😉 😀
~ could not resist that one. haha.
Paul and John are so clueless.
nope…Candy girl is Madonna.
question is, who am i to her? That will leaving guessing, oh, i would say likely the rest of your lives, seeing how utterly clueless you boys are.
and to think you two have been bahaving so silly in front of Madonna all this time.
Not sure what she thinks of you boys, but i don’t think it is too highly at this point, considering how you have chosen to treat me.
Here is the thing though, i am unharmed and unscathed by your nashing of teeth, of an immovable incorruptible mind set of understanding why you behave the way you do…it is not entirely you own fault, although chosing to remain as you are, is not a good idea.
Try seeking purity and sincerity of love sometime, and maybe, you will come to know me.
Yawn…Paul accuses me over and over of his interpretation of me, clueless of course…fascinating for me to observe…boring…but fascinating.
~ understanding, hope and growing in unconditional love.
yep! That is the way forward for us all.
anyway, i have way better things to do than chat with a bunch of ill hearted negative morons who choose not Jesus and God.
fine.
suit your self. Go live your life of fate, rather than destiny.
I know and feel happiness, and happiness is of me.
I know and feel love, and love is of me.
I know and feel joy, and joy is of me
I know and feel compassion, and compassion is of me.
I know and feel wisdom, and wisdom is of me.
If anyone cares to join me, you can find me at the spa, my favorite place of meditation, and who knows, maybe God will send me that special someone to love. I am easily able to recognize a loving soul when i see one.
and, i might add, i am equally able to recognize a hateful soul when i see one.
we’ll just see how soon MS BITCH finds a new unsuspecting soul to sink her nasty claws into.
Not of me, that’s for sure. Unwiseness of a child who despises Jesus and God, is what you clearly have represent Paul…truly, i tell you, it is your biggest loss in life, that you don’t even realize you may miss out on, in your continued desire for negativity.
i have heard enough negativity to last a life time.
Can you believe this guy M?
Wow! I had no idea one could become that negative.
and SO ANNOYING too!
Truly, anything other than coming into read your rants Paul, is what i will be doing. Not a difficult choice for me, i might add, and actually one which i gladly look forward to.
oh wait. I don’t read your posts anymore. Yeah! haha.
If wretched evil comes your way in life, don’t say i did not warn you why LOVE, COMPASSION and WISDOM of Jesus and God are important things the world must embrace about their divine true self in the world, where all wretchedness is indeed, of the teachings of the forefathers before us, and of the same teachings yet being taught, of those who did not, nor desire to truly know Jesus and God.
I was raised by a minister of God…can you tell?
Is that such a bad thing?
I see really bad unloving issues and attitudes in the world, all of which i utterly despise, although i know i still have a few of my own i am working on ridding from myself.
LOVE LOVE LOVE!
JOY JOY JOY!
find a better approach to life, let me know.
i already know that you won’t.
and SO ANNOYING too!
Truly, anything other than coming into read your rants Paul, is what i will be doing. Not a difficult choice for me, i might add, and actually one which i gladly look forward to
hm FUNNY how u cal me “ranting””hmm projection much???go fuk yourself you demented online nut
Candy boy, on May 18th, 2008 at 1:31 am Said:
nope…Candy girl is Madonna.
nope…candy girl is not madonna..
fristly if she was..she wouldnt be postin g under such a childish non de plume and secondly……..madonna doesnt blog and has said that she “WILL NOT REPEATEDLY”IF SHE WAS BLOGGING THEN THE OTHER BLOG WOULDNT HAV EBEEN WIPED OUT”YOU INSANE MAN
Candy boy, on May 18th, 2008 at 1:42 am Said:
and to think you two have been bahaving so silly in front of Madonna all this time.
Not sure what she thinks of you boys, but i don’t think it is too highly at this point, considering how you have chosen to treat me.
baby….madonn ahas never known you or i assume would wish to.youhav eall the tell tale signs of a nutter..a raving canting hyper religeous nutcase….ok candy girl if you are her meadgesty come out and say so..madonna has always endorsed whatever she does,….you cant???oh what a shame…andy…perhaps teh lame candy girl imposture is a tell tale sign of your complete delusional behavior…she stalking YOU//lol
yawnsville…
Hey M, can you imagine Paul sitting at the same table with us?
Not sure how to respond to a ranting immature child, who has seemingly no desire to know either one of us M.
New Flash for ya Paul…truly you are the scariest one here.
the scariest??
OK I DAR EANYON ESLE TO SAY THAT (EXCEPT MARCO)CMON NOW..IMMATURE/?
HMM DARING TO TELL YA YOURE AN ASSHOLE..SCARY ??LOL WHATS WITH THE SITTING AT THE SAME TABLE AS US??
LOL
SOME ODD RELIGIOUS RABBLE…..m”PROBABLY STANDS FOR MORTY OR SOMETHING..MICHAEL??MARCO??
Not of me, that’s for sure. Unwiseness of a child who despises Jesus and God, is what you clearly have represent Paul…truly, i tell you, it is your biggest loss in life, that you don’t even realize you may miss out on, in your continued desire for negativi NEWS FLASH NUTCASE!!
I NEVER SAID I DESPISE ANYONE..LET ALONE SOMEONE WHO LIVED 2000 YEARS AGO..DUH!!
UNWISENESS OF A CHILD??
CHILDREN ARE THE WISEST OF ALL BEFORE THEY ARE CORRUPTED BY SO CALLED ADULTHOOD..AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU..RANTING CANTING OBSTINATE LUNATICS….SITTING ON THEIR KEYBOARDS LIKE A POSTULATING BULLFROG ANSWERING THEMSELVES BACK AND FORTH AND MAKING UP A CELEBRITY TO TALK TO..OH VERY SAD BABY CAKES..
YAWN INDEED….DONT PUT WORDS IN MY MOUTH
I ACCEPT ANYONES DENOMINATION AS LONGA SIT DOESNT INFRINGE ON MINE
MANY LGBT ARE WICCANS DID YU NOW THAT??
WERE ALL SORTS
AND HOPEFULLY MANY NOT LIKE YOU….LOST IN A DEMENTED SOLITARY NON EXHISTENCE….GET HELP..AND WHEN YOU THREATEN TO LEAVE…DO SO FOR GOOD THIS TIME
PLEASE??
EH JOHN??
EH ROSIE??
Candy boy, on May 18th, 2008 at 1:32 am Said:
question is, who am i to her? That will leaving guessing, oh, i would say likely the rest of your lives, seeing how utterly clueless you boys are.
you are a nobody to her
get that??
then good…get help and get it fast
u think with your war rantings madonna would want to know you
since she cearly stands against the war in iraq!!hmmm
gotya!
What s the point , no one’s listening no one care’s i may as well
go live in the counrty and chop firewood on my own just me and my cat.
yep…well said..???
Candy boy, on May 18th, 2008 at 3:33 am Said:
anyway, i have way better things to do than chat with a bunch of ill hearted negative morons who choose not Jesus and God.
then fuk off!!
nobody truly loves war, as it goes against our loving divine peaceful true nature.
Everyone hates war, until such a time as when war drops bombs in our neighborhoods, and the bombs of the future people, are able to completely wipe out entire metropolitans in a single blast.
Man out of ignorance created war, and man out of wisdom is the only one who can stop the unwise teachings of the forefathers.
But we have a problem, don’t we? There are yet these unwise teachers and leaders who yet exist in the world, who are yet to join us fully and transparently at the table of peace, love, compassion and wisdom.
How do you teach them of the postive forward thinking loving compassionate and wise approach to life that we live, when we are being the opposite with them?
These issues have brought in the most wise minds in the world into think tank discussions of how to move forward.
Truly, it is of great, great patience of many decades which we have all journeyed together safely for the most part, as our economies have brought great and wonderful abundance and ease of life to us all, thru all of our diligence, determination and loving team spiritedness of togetherness since the times of World War II.
Truly, it is thru the same loving spirit of togetherness which sees us all stand united today, which will without doubt see the same of the generations of tomorrow, is it not?
Higher education of all Children of the earth has to be fully embraced as the single greatest thing that will free the world once and for all of these old illnesses of the heart, mind, body and soul.
Truly we already know this as fact, in our understandings and compassion of pyschology research which embraces all of humanity, of every education, every race, every corner of the earth.
As for the higher self research i have pushed forward into, i have come to fully know, experience and stand in the most joyful of all feelings i have ever experienced, “LOVE devoid of doubt.”
Macro thinking is how one is able to experience this incredible feeling which embraces not only wisdom of the truth of all innocent souls born, clearly obvious to see with clarity of condition of souls in the world, thru the eyes of wisdom observing, but also experience utter grace, purity, sincerity and loving connectedness with Self within, and Self within of others, of the grace like that of being in the womb, of stillness so serene, like the feelings in your finger tips as you are just falling asleep, alone or with someone…love devoid of doubt, where instead of question if we love someone, we question, why be of silly and useless unloving with anyone, of any time with another? Kinda childish and unwise, is it not?
Like the Dolphins, we are peaceful loving eternal creatures.
There. See? i did not even mention Jesus and God. doh! 😉 😀
What s the point , no one’s listening no one care’s i may as well
go live in the counrty and chop firewood on my own just me and my pussy. haha. 😉 😀
best one so far today!
any more good ones?
If i even remotely sensed a war on par with the likes of World War II was looming, with todays technological advances, i would be paying close attention.
Remember the decoding machine they found on a sunken enemy submarine in WWII which helped us spy on the enemy who did not know we had it? Some think it changed the course of the future world?
We must pay attention with extreme alertness 24/7, with the aid of the most intelligent minds in the field of psychology as well, listening and looking for all and any potential catastrophic approaches of waring factions of the future, and strike without hesitation when clarity of sight is revealed for us?
We must and will protect our loving lives.
Any guess where you might find me? 😉
We need to educate China on economics which make sense for all of it’s people, that is on par with the rest of the free trading world, where abundance of loving life for all is of greatest priority, and not the concerns of the bottom line thinkers of business corporations, who left to their own accord, would willingly see the likes of harsh poverty of slavery exist in the world.
Even today in our own county, corporations are seeing less and less full time positions created, of willful budget conscious decision makers to higher as many part time staff as possible, at great savings for them, and little or no concern for the working class individuals trying to raise a family.
I despise the direction is see corporate America heading towards, where in time, their insatiable greed will implode for them, leaving a crippled world in it’s wake.
I could easily start a corporation which sees all of it’s proceeds go to the employees, without the need of the useless speculation of share holders which are cause for the on going push upward in the insatiable greed.
The world is upside down in this requard, where i, a country boy, would gladly return to a world disconnected from knowing how the world really is…unloving.
Where are the leaders of True Loving Life?
At the end of the day, it all comes back to wisdom and clarity of mind regarding the simplicity of love, where indeed, i have met some of the most loving individuals existing in harsh realities of poverty, thinking to myself, what does financial status have to do with our loving true nature, other than providing a healthy existence of diet, shelter in which to rest, and the tools in which to shine forth what we are by nature, peaceful and loving?
Actually, all these insatiable desires of wealth do tend to interfer with the lives of many, in their ease of ability to merely exist as a loving lover with someone who also is a loving lover, what with the hundreds of hours we put into our career paths, and the exhaustion and stress that we take home with us to our loving lovers.
Clearly a loss of objective reasoning and focus of what truly matters to us seems to exist in so many lives i see, of their mean spiritedness manifesting in so many ways, of a disconnect from their loving divine true self which merely desires to be loving and loved all the time, do we not?
Where are we in life? Where do we want to always be found in life?
I know and feel love, and love is of me where i peacefully stand, looking apon the world without, of the many seemingly lost innocent souls, both rich and poor. I want to always be found of this at all times.
I know and feel compassion, and compassion is of me where i peacefully stand, looking apon the world without, of the seemingly aimlessly lost innocent souls, both rich and poor. I want to always be found of this at all times.
I know and feel wisdom, and wisdom is of me where i peacefully stand looking apon the world without, of the seemingly aimlessly lost innocent souls, both rich and poor. I want to always be found of this at all times.
Is it not obvious that true wealth is of love and wisdom?
am i not then already wealthy where i peacefully stand, looking apon the world?
…i want to always be found of this peaceful loving place i stand in…at all times.
i know love, and love is mine.
i know compassion is compassion is mine.
i know wisdom and compassion is mine.
I cast from me all foolish ignorances which i do not want to be found of…at all times.
I want to strive forward in positive energy, in every step, and every breath, at all times, and difficult it has been for us all, of the many negative energies that exist in the world.
we know.
so many levels of wisdom, to become restored to our original state of peaceful and loving by nature, has been my journey thus far, of many tribulations and losses of dearly loved ones who i met along life’s hazardous road of many stumbling blocks and treacherous slippery rocks that nearly ended my own life several times.
i say to myself, “if i do not learn anything thru deep reflections, however painful, then fate would runs it’s course with my life, rather than the destiny i have come to know fully, that my heart, mind, body and soul belong to Jesus and God.
In all serious life threating issues, we have to be descerning of denial of ignorance and embracing of true wisdom which sees with clarity, for sake of our divine true SELF first, and for sake of the divine true SELF of others both now and of all future generations yet to be born.
Failing to descern will see the continuing of the ignorant teachings of the forefathers before us that also exist here and now today.
So where are we?
One billion Children living in life threatening poverty.
In War with waring factions that in their ignorant persceptions, deem us as evil satanic crusaders, a perspective that truly is not of Jesus and God, nor should ever be found of us to think in such ways, of what God refers to as thinking and speaking like a fool who’s mind is intoxicated with useless bitterness, that goes against Jesus, God and our own divine true SELF which is peaceful and loving by nature.
Global disasters in great need of assistance from we who are loving, including those trapped behind walls of poverty created by our sanctions, these prisons of death for many suffering Children of God.
Global economies running out of energy supplies, which all of us are feeling the reality of as we speak, of no concern for the future in our every step and every breath it seems, like that of global warming and continuing extinction of species occuring daily in the world.
Where are we?
We are caught in our own self imposed prisons of ignorance is where we are, of the void that exists between ignorance and wisdom slowly growing.
Wisdom is the only safe passage for mankind to venture forward into the future. Without embracing of wisdom of forward thinking collaboration of togetherness, there will not be a future for mankind, or at best, a bleek one.
Rather than praying to God to help us all, embrace who we are, loving peaceful by nature Children of God who God summons to wisdom, so easy for us to fully embrace, of our true, pure, sincere feelings of LOVE devoid of doubt.
So where are we?
We are on a planet called earth, of love and beauty everywhere we turn, of compassion for one another everywhere we turn, of wisdom and ignorance everywhere we turn…at least that is how i see the world…everywhere i turn, in every step, and every breath, as one who has stopped to reflect.
So i ask, am i really such a bad person as some desire to make me out to be, in their childish tiresome cajoling, enticing, belittling, condescending, falsity of some one they have not taken the time to know, and obviously of no desire to truly embrace and know me?
Think what ever any of you want of me.
I know who i am, and so does Jesus and God, just as Jesus and God know who all of us are, not fully wise of Jesus and God, and indeed, not fully wise of our own divine heart, mind, body and soul of all the divine true SELF of so many Children of God in the world, all of us, of equal capability to feel with clarity, of where we are in the world, a world that is steadly becoming more loving, even while danger and harsh realities some of us are yet experiencing every day.
I have taken hold of a child of extreme poverty in the world, and i know fully that it is of Jesus’ and God’s divine will that my willingness be “that” of my willingness to bring forth goodness from my storehouse of goodness into the world in my every step, every breath, every day.
i merely ask that each of you do the same.
It is not the amount we bring forth from our storehouse of goodness that is of greatest importance, and rather it is the willingness to do so that is of greatest importance, for truly we know, it is the combined efforts of us all unified together, the Power of the Love of the ALL, which will see us ALL safely journey into what i feel to be, the Kingdom of Heaven which surrounds me, of great wealth of heart, mind, body, soul and spirit which has fallen into great poverty.
Let us not get caught in the down slide of life, that of ignorance, that i have seen almost always ends badly.
Cut!!!!!!
Ok, that’s a rap people! haha. 😉 😀
Love is felt by those who take time to feel love which nurtures.
Compassion is felt by those who take time to feel compassion which is descerning
Wisdom is felt by those who take time to feel wisdom is protecting.
All of us are equally capable of feeling what Jesus feels, where it is Jesus and God who fully know love devoid of doubt they have for us ALL, of our stumbling, of our struggles, of everything, everywhere, everyday…at all times.
I know love devoid of doubt between Jesus and God and me, merely as one who has taken the time to deeply reflect of where we all are, of my love devoid of doubt that stems from my concern for us all.
That’s all i am, one of you, stopping by to see if everyone is ok, a passerby in the street, some of you have seen and will see again, God willing.
is that too dramitic?
i think with the right music score, and director, like the one who directed BraveHeart, it could be a compelling short.
i need someone who can write better than i can though.
SVEN!!!!!!!!!!!
where did Sven go? damn. i always have a hard time finding a man when i need one.
perhap a woman then? Hey, great idea! haha.
~ ramblings of a bisexual, can you tell?
Tell me damn it!!!! haha. 😉 😀
How can one lose their mind, when they have nothing to lose, and everything to gain, of my knowing love is the way? 😀 😀
I love her.
if that makes me a bad person, then feed me to the lions, like the Christians they used to joyfully throw to the lions. Let them eat me alive, for truly i would rather die than be mocked as someone loving and wise, by someone who chooses not to be loving, as i know i am, as i know we all are.
ok, maybe not a good scene to cut to, but hey, it really did happen to alot of followers of Jesus.
many such horrid things happened to followers of Jesus and God thru out history.
i know in my heart, i would gladly die for sake of Jesus and God, if such a day ever came apon me.
my reason is because of the depth i have come to know in the meaning of spiritual life and spiritual death, the forces which exist in the world, and always have, always will.
the most compelling thing for me in life, is the amount of time Jesus hung on the cross.
if you courage to dwell alone in thought with Jesus apon the cross, you will descover understandings within the compassion to teach, of Jesus, which surpassed his desire to continuing living in the world, and return to God, knowing he had become born into the wisdom as an eternal spirit and the powerful force of God’s, a revealer of truth for all to easily see with clarity, everything, at all times, merely by their desire to do so.
Reflect on compassion by walking a mile in another’s shoes, yes, but do not become their poverty of spirit or drudgery of mentality.
~ Life is the greatest teacher.
SVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where did he go?
I love the marching sounds of this Sigur Ros song:
http://www.imeem.com/androus/music/_TVcT5f9/sigur_rs_glsli/
The march into loving light of compassionate wisdom, from wretched darkness of apathetic ignorance.
Along the path of our march forward, some of us die.
And that is what compells me to keep marching forward.
SVEN!!!!!!!!!
damn! 😉 😀
where did she go?
oh yeh, Cannes film fest is on.
is it true that some of the best writers(song, poetry, book, film) and film directors do not have a full education in their field?
for me, the distinction is that of the depth of unconditional love for others, is it not?
anyway, time to light ‘ne up, and get back to my work…alot of sewing to do.
thanks ya’ll for listening.
kiss to candy boy
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
she’s so fine
being together
feelings of mine
i keep forever
cannot part from
that part of me
of love i come
can you see?
to look apon
blessed be
i can see
blessed thee
Hey Sven, yesterday afternoon, while at the dvd rental shop, i asked what music they were playing.
Homeland music of Iceland’s Sigur Ros.
I love the depth, purity and sincerity of soul in the music they express.
at the end of the day, sincerity of our loving SELF is what matters most, is it not?
don’t even get me started on my sincerity of feelings for Madonna, ok?
if she don’t know by now, she likely never will…and that is just the point…i know she knows…i love her! haha. 😉 😀
i kissed you back!
oh damn.
here come the naysayers.
i bought the entire collection of Sigur Ros yesterday, and uploaded to the mp3 player.
i like gentleness of their music.
the string instruments have a serenity of soul gently swaying for those who like to reflect.
i love dance music, but i also love this kind of easy listening love of the loving lovers music.
candles, aromatherapy, SPA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am so there!
if you have ask more than once or twice for something, it wasn’t yours in the first place.
ok, fine.
but what if she was mine in the first place?
ah damn. I don’t when to quit, do i ?
ah well, it’s all good, i got to express myself with her…always with her, not able to be against her, yet always wishing to be against her. ha.
sometimes i get this spinning sensation while listening to certain songs, that has a lifting high up out of doldrum, of sincerity of love between, of the yearning of true self to always be found…in love’s embrace.
~ that is how love devoid of doubt feels for me.
hey, today is a special day…a whole month of M not posting. 😉 😀
have not seen Britney in a long time.
she is a sweet loving soul. we all are, when we take time to just be our true self.
Recently many of my fans have contacted my management company to inquire into whether or not this blog is being written by me. I would like to state for the record that this is not my blog. After spending a few minutes reading through some of the comments here, I must say that I am shocked and appalled that anyone claiming to be a fan of mine would speak to others with the level of disrespect that I’ve witnessed here today. I do not encourage nor condone this kind of behavior in others, even if they are claiming to be doing so in my honor.
Since I’ve always been a highly productive person all my life, I do not under any circumstances want my fans spending hours on the internet every day posting messages to me or about me. I wholeheartedly encourage you all to transfer the energy you’ve been spending here to something else which would enrich your own lives and the lives of others.
We are at a crossroads in the history of mankind. Every action we take or fail to take has far reaching consequences which will reverberate into the future for many years to come. Please spend your time wisely and always be mindful of how your thoughts, words and actions are having an impact on the world around you.
In closing I would like to thank all of you who purchased my new album “Hard Candy.” I’m looking forward to seeing you all on my Sticky & Sweet Tour. In the meantime, if you’ve not already done so, please stop by my official website at Madonna.com to join my Icon fan club.
http://www.imeem.com/aquilles/music/oGb4SG_u/sigur_ros_starlfur_staring_elf/
Perfectly Put, Madonna Louise…
Looking forward to the tour… And maybe a REAL BLOG soon…
Love and light……
meow…
i’ve got tickets 4 her Sticky & Sweet tour! who else has tickets?!
nope .not i said the cheshire cat…smiling!
well there you have it from the horses mouth (sorry bout the pun) so Andy/Candy Boy and what ever else you go by, stop witht he comments.
i heard the tour is not coming to Australia and i cannot afford to fly to Nice so i wont be going.. sad about that .. maybe if i sell my soul on ebay i can go.. see how much it’s worth.. apparently it’s the latest fad..
Unfortunately you need a credit card to join her club.
Credit cards are not part of my life any longer, nor will they be.
We have to take a stand in the world of what we see as truth.
A slave that serves the unloving world i am not.
A free slave that serves the slaves to the world, i am…a master of my own soul, with Jesus and God with always with me.
looks like the childish egotistical game is over…a silly childish hurtful game you all play.
If you choose to liars, then how is the true loving self able to exist?
Without me?
Yes. Without me. I despise liars.
I came in here with words of truth.
~ Words of an obsessed fan?
Truly, you do not know me at all, nor will any of you so long as you choose hateful mean spiritedness in your approach with me, and indeed, of your approach with your divine true self, of your preference of lies and decept, which are not of the genuine true self, which fearlessly chooses not to lie.
In God’s eyes, you made a mockery of me as well Madonna.
i will not be found of such individuals, nor should anyone.
Ego is the foe.
Ya, i won’t attending the concerts either Marco.
Not sure why i should attend anyone who chooses to mock me as you all have clearly done.
am i being too personal?
i think not.
oh, such wisdom, i don’t want to see anyone in here posting to me?
posting words of God Madonna?
oh really?
a pathetic joke i am to everyone now.
way to go Madonna.
well, go enjoy you egotistic life…without me.
i despise the egotistic wealthy in the world, with all that i am.
when we come to realize that the vessels of gold we hold up high above others, are empty vessels, and learn fully in our hearts, that the vessels of gold are only of value when we give it to those we know it belongs to, our loving brothers and sisters in great need for our loving hearts to become loving, then you will learn of me, Jesus, God and your own divine true self.
I serve Jesus and God, who protect me from such nonsense of wretched egotism, of which i will not ever be found of. Why would anyone want to?
So long as any of you approach me in such ways as this, i will not participate in such absurd ignorance.
If you welcome to yourselves empty approaches towards sincerity of your own divine true self, then you do not welcome your own divine true self to the Kingdom of Heaven all around us.
Well, here comes life, for some of us, and not for those who will die today from our ignorance.
~ Undeniable, unavoidable Truth, of the ones who will perish today, tomorrow, and the day after, so long as we remain apathetic and unloving.
Words of purity and sincerity for all to know…the TRUTH.
words of which some of you do and will continue to choose to make a mockery of.
Truly i tell you, in the eyes of Jesus and God, you make a mockery of your selves in front of those who desperately pray daily for us to become loving.
I will not stay where i am made to feel unwelcomed, which some of you clearly have shown. Why would anyone?
Absurd you all appear to me, with your empty voices of words which come from a void of nothingness, back into which i cast you away from me.
Not again will i speak with those of hateful mockery of such wretched ignorance which foolishly hurts not only others, but also your own divine true self.
Why would i want to be found of such unloving approaches as those who behave like this?
So go ahead, approach me again, you who have no courage, thinking are brave, and you who have no wisdom, thinking you are wise.
I listen with descerning purity and sincerity of heart, mind, body and soul.
Watch and observe the truth, and see those who will again mock me, and curse me, and maybe you will learn to see the truth the way i do.
Feel my words of truth which are able to free your loving souls from such ignorance, or participate with them.
All of you are responsible for nurturing and protecting your loving divine true self. I am only here to speak these words of truth for you to embrace.
We fail ourselves in denial of feeling the words of Jesus and God, and clearly, one only needs to look apon the world and see clearly the truth, of a wretched unloving, unjust, spiritually dead world for all of us to bare witness to, just as it was when they crucified our loving brother Jesus, who had only love devoid of doubt for us all, seeing clearly our stumbling, our unknowingness of ignorances we swim in everyday.
I despise this upside down world greatly, and so should everyone who looks a Child taking their last breath today.
What?
Noboby wants to face the truth i reveal?
Fine.
Such the world is and will continue to be.
This is not a game of who is better than another, this is about the last breath a child will take today, you egotistic fucktards.
half hearted partialities of the heart, mind, body and soul, is how the world really is, full of apathy for others including apathy for sake of their own loving divine true self, “that” of “Crucial Lacking of Desire for wisdom”, where one is able to read the words, of God by means of feeling the words of God, feelings which are of loving purity and sincerity i might add, with emphasis on the word LOVING.
So go ahead, approach me again with your infinite words of what you think is wise, where it is me who will cast you away from me.
While you bury these Children, don’t forget to bury my dreams for a loving world along with them.
Clearly i despise ignorance, do i not?
Indeed, i stand in the middle of a cross road, knowing the correct road to take, do i not?
Only with all your heart, all your mind, all your body, and all your soul are you able to follow me, and walk along side me, where it is i who will decide who walks beside me.
i have not had my coffee yet, can you tell? haha.
anyway, i got my point across, at least for some of you.
i embrace my own purity and sincerity as that is how i am able to stand with Jesus and feel his love devoid of doubt, and for you psychologists, i am not some delusional demented person. I see and feel the truth in everything, in everyone, everywhere i look, and my feelings of truth that i feel for the Children suffering in the world is not something delusional, is it?
anyway, i take my leave of this place, as i have come to despise the useless unloving words so many of you cast apon me.
you can have the gold knuckles back M, although i don’t think you will find much use of them if you don’t learn anything from words i have spoken.
and to think, i actually thought her and i would be real life friends one day.
treat me like you do, as you do, i ask, why would i want to, with your attitude of mockery of me? yuk!
so go ahead, approach me again with your smallnesses of a useless heart.
oh wow!
when i lose it, i really lose it, yes?
i am just abit pissed off of the way the world approaches me, yes?
and with good reason, where my approach of collabortation, i am not embraced as your equal.
well fuck that ok?
i am so over you hollywood junkies of narrow mindedness, of your, “oh, i don’t want to be seen speaking with some trailer trash.”
fuck off, all of you.
oh wow!
when i lose it, i really lose it, yes?
i am just abit pissed off of the way the world approaches me, yes?
and with good reason, where my approach of collabortation, i am not embraced as your equal.
well fuck that ok?
i am so over you hollywood junkies of narrow mindedness, of your, “oh, i don’t want to be seen speaking with some trailer trash weirdo.”
well fuck off, all of you.
i don’t trip over the life of Jesus, i embrace him as my equal, of what he knew was the truth…we are all equal.
How is it we all start out as equals in high school, of ordinary gentle sincere approach, and then become these fucked up personalities that are so unapproachable?
someone care to explain?
no, of course not, she is too busy being Madonna.
~ whatever
i have better ways and better people to waste my time with.
how dare you treat me the way you just did.
you may have just lost a best friend.
trust me, it will be me who decides if i ever want to speak with you again.
so explain, and i may listen.
never mind, i will go waste my time writing my dissertations, and give them to the world leaders, as i have done and continue to do.
i don’t hate you, i despise your utter absurd mean spiritedness with me.
but this?
Truly i have no reason to concern myself of you ever again, that of a LIAR, who mocked Jesus, God and me.
You just made me feel like a nobody Madonna.
Thank you for that.
Truly i have loving friends who love me more than this, of which i will always be found.
So say goodbye to someone who once loved you more than you cared to take time to know.
I have no time for those who have no time for me.
what i don’t understand, is how you think being an absurd egotistical jerk, have any hope of someone to even remotely like you.
i used to like you…but this?
Truly i do not like your approach with me, of shortness with words, as in go away with your words of Jesus and God Andy.
And so i will…gladly i might add, of you joining the same mockery of those who laughed while Jesus hung the cross, of your choosing, not mine.
It is always everyone’s choice to align your divine true self with such ignorance, instead of Jesus, God and me.
You disgraced me, laughed at me, mocked me, mocked Jesus, and mocked God.
All is forgiven, these useless teachings of the forefathers which infest the earth with ignorance.
i have merely come as one who loves God, summoning all to the wisdom of Jesus and God, so easy for all of us to embrace.
Seeing as you cannot approach me, then approach Jesus and God, for sake of your own divine true self, by means of loving sincerity of your heart, mind, body and soul.
And i will continue to do the same.
But stay around the likes of mockery, i will not be found.
if you think i will come back for more useless negative abuse…think again.
i distain such immature behaviour, that truly is inferior to the loving heart, mind, body, soul, and spirit of Jesus.
i would rather smash my fist thru a wall, than allow myself to be subjected to such shallow depth of ignorances i have witnessed here, not able to harm me, for you cannot comprehend me, of your choosing i might add…blind hateful mean spirited ignorance that is so unloving, so cold.
i tryed to trust many, but find i cannot, as they are not of sincerity or concern to become loving at all times, if only we would…for that is the goal of restoration of our divine true self.
be careful of friends you make in life, for in time, you become just like them if you choose not to be wise, such IS the destructive dangers of alcoholism.
anyway, why continue, seeing as you prefer to mock me in what i bring to you, goodness of loving sincerity of my loving heart, mind, body and soul, which you simply toss aside as something useless.
fine.
Your decision, not mine.
You say, “I have never compromised my artistic integrity, and I want my fans to have the same freedom?
Freedom indeed for me, away from absurd mockery of fools laughing, and Children dying.
Where is Integrity?
It just flew away, as far away as i can possibly get, and yet, no one is able to escape from the truth of how the world really is.
Andy for God’s sake pull yourself together
pull myself together?
after i looked to her with great respect, only for her to kick me in the head like the rest of them do, saying what she said, as though not a single fucking word i said mattered?
fuck off!
i ever reason to despise the way what she said.
i always knew she had a big fucking ego.
i just figured she would not throw useless words at me like she did, that’s all, like i don’t matter, as though i don’t fucking exist Marco.
so why should i care for someone who treats me like that? huh?
if i spoke to you like that, would you still have respect for me as a caring friend?
friends don’t speak like that to each other, and that is what hurts, thinking we were at a friendship level.
if anything, i am the only one being a friend in this relationship, not afraid to speak the truth.
i am too optimistic to think we could all be like we used to be back in high school, before all this fucking egotistic mentalities came along and swept us all away from each other.
Hey Marco.
thanks.
im not perfect, but at least i expect a friendship level of respect from those i regarded as a true and faithful friend.
overly optimistic of me?
i think not.
no one isLISTENING!!! above all marco…you heard the real deal..youwill never know madonna and she will never wantto know you so..give up lead your self imposed lunacy and write your letters to world leaders..hop in your plane ..the army cia whatever fantasy you com eup with..maybe ther’s another clown outfit to wear or a friend drinkingalcohol…oh yes you said you actually take a drink!!hypocrite!!!
go away..im leaving as the parody blog might go back to posting
eh connie??
Every single word of ms bitch is that of spiritual death.
any more contenders?
Come on!
Approach me, and i will speak the truth to your face.
I am here.
only words of truth will come from my lips.
Candy boy, on May 19th, 2008 at 10:47 pm Said:
i always knew she had a big fucking ego.
i just figured she would not throw useless words at me like she did, that’s all, like i don’t matter, as though i don’t fucking exist Marco.
so why should i care for someone who treats me like that? huh?
if i spoke to you like that, would you still have respect for me as a caring friend?
friends don’t speak like that to each other, and that is what hurts, thinking we were at a friendship level.
see THAT ALONE SHOULD WARN ANYONE TO YOUR LEVEL OF MENTALITY…DELUDED…BEYOND BELEIF…..A NUTTTER!!A’FRIENDSHIP”WITH MADONNA………YOU POOR POOR SAD LITTLE SAP…..GO PLAY WITHYOUR DISSETATIONS AND LEAVE!!!
GO GET THERAPY ..LOTS!!!AND SOAK IN YR HOT TUB…OR THEARMY THAT YOUSUPPOSEDLY ARE IN!! GET THE CIA TO TRACKMADONNA DOWN??
OR TOPPLE SOME THRONES DOWN…GO TELL IT ON THEMOUNT!!
not to worry, i have and will.
only a fool thinks they escape the truth.
she lied about not being the author of this blog.
She knows the truth.
God knows the truth.
Jesus knows the truth.
i know the truth.
she lied.
i do not welcome liars in my life as friends.
ok so maybe she lied, but you still love her Andy,
M stop lying ok.. 🙂 you’ve upset Andy..
Candy boy, on May 19th, 2008 at 11:14 pm Said:
Every single word of ms bitch is that of spiritual death.
Candy boy, on May 19th, 2008 at 11:15 pm Said:
any more contenders?
Come on!
Approach me, and i will speak the truth to your face.
Candy boy, on May 19th, 2008 at 11:16 pm Said:
I am here.
Candy boy, on May 19th, 2008 at 11:17 pm Said:
only words of truth will come from my lips.
YOU DISGUST ANY SANE NORMAL PERSON WITHYOUR ATTACKS OF SPIRITUAL DEATH
HOW DARE YOU JUDGE??
WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE??
ANSWER.NOBODY.ZERO
YOUR “TRUTH”IS THAT OF A SAD SORRY DEMENTED PATHETIC PERSONWHY DO YOU PICK THIS FORUM TO “SPREAD”YOUR SO CALLED VACUOUS TRUTH??FUK OFF CANDY…WE DONT WANT YOU STICKY ICKY TRUISMS HERE/
SPIRITUL DEATH???IS EXACTLY WAHT YOU ARE.SOMEONE WHO “TALKS”AND ARGUES WITH A CELEBRITY THAT ISNT HERE..
HOWS THAT FOR SPIRITUAL DEATH EVERONE??
the friendship i esteemed for so long, ends with her as a liar.
i truly despise liars and those who mock Jesus, God and me.
i always did.
i always will.
i will not support you in any way Madonna, so long as you choose to mock me.
you do not even know what spiritual death is ms bitch.
Candy boy, on May 19th, 2008 at 11:48 pm Said:
she lied about not being the author of this blog.
She knows the truth.
God knows the truth.
Jesus knows the truth.
i know the truth.
she lied.
PATHETIC
AND MARCO U FEED HIS ILNESS ON AND ON I MIGHT ADD.
DO HIM AND YOURSELF A FAVOUR AND BE LESS OF A IDIOT..I DONT SE WHAT GOOD YOU THINK YOURE DOING
NOW CANDY HAS GONE ALL STUPID AND EVEN PANICKING NOW..OMG!!SHE ISNT THE AUTHOR.WE ALL KNEW THAT ONE DUH!!A BLIND DEAF SNAKE(HEHE)WOULD KNOW THAT…JUST BLOG ON YOUR OWN BLOGS AND GET A FUCKING LIFE
YA KNOW AT THE END OF THE DAY one must question the sanity of such people…there are far more important things in the world than deluding ones self into thinking they are having a “friendship”with a celebrity..its called celebrity worship!! danger!! with china suffering huge losses of people i think they are other thing sin the world to talk about and to comment on!eh rosie??
so madonna has told y’all the truth and this blog is now a parody blog nothing more nothing less.
live it know it lov e it
go forth and get real friendships ..eh marco and andy..
go on msn??why haventyou??
efingsad the pair of ya..
Marco, you always make smile with loving feelings, you know that?
yes, of course i love her. duh!
i just don’t understand why should would lie.
why, because i take time out in life to reflect on issues in the core of my soul?
a brush off.
is that what i am supposed to think?
if someone did that to her, she would be pissed off badly.
i just felt maybe i meant more to her than this finale of her lying, in order to brush me off.
ok.
i will exit your life.
and will not support you ever again, as someone, in the end, who has lied to me, and everyone else here.
what kind of a friend does something like this?
not a friend of mine. nor will she be.
so by your standards andy you call anyone that disputes you spiritually dead/?oh hussar!!more lunacy..i know my spiritual self and you have no right to comment…from what i hav ejust seen…maybe 30 comments all rambling how”madonna”has been awful to her”friend”i would questionmy sanity and spiritual health if i were you.
no amount of your canting rhetoric will undo me.
you are mad and ill equppped to jusge me or any one with your sick ways
youre fucked…
madonna has spoken..get over it..and live your life beyond your self righteous posterings..
stop this insanity and leave already.this is a parody blog.just accept it.everyone else has..and if”candy girl”comes back we all know that its a faker..simple..
spiritual death is a dangerous if not evil thing to throw at someone..you certainly kno whow to get evil and nasty you flaming queen!!go drink a bottle of gin wear a clown outfit …fly your plane and march in teh army..get on to the cia and get madonna!! im sure you have oh so many contacts
i told you i contacted various sites an dpeople…an dits all done to my satisfction .alcinas mine and travis’s videos asll worked
hussar!! madonna doesnt live here anymore.!!
ok Andy, time to move on from the lying thing, I don’t think M is lying to anyone, she seems like a very real person , it’s probably just a protection against stalker’s ha ha : ) i’d never lie to her myself but then i have no reason to, what are the chances i’d ever get the chance dah.. she’s Madonna im nobody she does’nt even know i exist..
The emptiness of her lying to us all here, with me one esteeming her as someone i once admired so greatly, not of celebrity, but of goodness, in the end, kicking me in the head with a lie, of her spiritual death towards me.
she mocked me with this lie Marco.
instead of lying, why not just shut the blog down? huh?
no. she chose to mock me with a lie, making every word of mine seem as though to be of no worth, of my life as of no worth…
my entire fucking life Madonna!!!!!!!!!
Andy, leave the victim thing to Jesus, he’s a pro at it ha no pun intended..
Andy, put those nine inch nails away NOW !
she has an ego the size of the fucking ocean.
i know why Jesus decided to leave his life.
to say goodbye to fuckheads like this who have mock me one last time.
who the fuck would want to live in a world like this?
truly, i will spend the rest of my life, always remembering this farewell lie, of her emptiness with me, not as a friend, but as someone who lied to me, ending all of my esteeming her as someone of goodness.
enough Andy.. slap..
protection from stalkers?
what the fuck is that about Marco?
no is stalking her. We were merely expressing our loving self with her.
we love her, and in return she lies to us.
is that indicative of a friend?
not in my soul it’s not!
how the fuck are we supposed to get past this farewell brush off Marco?
it is not something i expected from her, that’s all, as i esteem myself greatly, thinking i deserved better treatment this horrible brush off, like we mean nothing, and she has not been here at all.
ok, maybe i am over reActing. 😉 😀
Cut!!!!!!!!
ok, that’s a rap people!!!
she could of shut the blog down instead, instead of lying that it was not her blog.
~ anyway, i don’t really care what she thinks of me, or what anyone thinks or says of me.
i know love devoid of doubt between Jesus and me, and that won’t change, because love devoid of useless doubt not only feels eternal, it is eternal.
if love i feel is of me, and love i feel, feels eternal, than love of me is eternal, where just as Jesus is an eternal lovng spirit, so am i.
and to her, that means nothing at all?
why do i know other wise? why do i know she lied?
why is it hard for me to understand why she lied?
i don’t understand.
what, for me to go be more productive? ha.
productive in what? Eternal life?
anyway, enough about this recent absurdity.
i will continue with my writings on my blog.
but return here? Give me a reason to, other than you Marco?
thanks Marco. you are loved by me, and so is she, inspite of her stumbling with me.
get a fucking life candyboy you TWAT!! fuck off
yes fuck off candyboy to your own blog and write your useless writings to your hearts content
hey, i am pretty good at expressing my feelings, yes?
perhaps my writings were taxing her emotionally, and i apologize and thank her for being here for me. I needed her, and she was there, and i know still is.
i have so much more to say, but i will close for today.
of course i will always love her, like that will ever change, inspite of anything she would ever do or say, i will always love her, as true and faithful friend, i can only be to her, that of the loving feelings of my divine true Self, of purity, of sincerity, i know inside, i love her with all that i am….inspite of anything absurd, as i too, can be absurd from time to time.
We are all growing rich in love devoid of doubt.
i am only just beginning, for i see clearly into the future of what is coming, and it is most beautful of all feelings, love completely devoid of useless doubt for all of us. Try to imagine what that feels like.
The closest i have seen so far that resembles it, is New Years celebrations.
Let’s all head to China, and embrace them fully as our equal, shall we?
Support this world gathering you morons, for none of us are perfect, but at least we continue to grow and strive more and more for it, and indeed, what is happening?
We are becoming more and more loving, joyful, of the abundance of goodness that is of the feelings within us all, and indeed, everyone, especially those in great need of us, are feeling it everyday.
I get letters from Rodrigo every month, and he is growing strong in spirit and confidence. It better be, i just bought him a new bike! haha.
Sponsor a child Marco. It will be the greatest thing you will ever feel in life. They live in such hardship, and our love truly is a ray of light into their world. Promise me you will Marco. I know will feel what i feel when you do.
Love is a two way communication where both parties feel love.
And that is why love is magic. I reverberates thru us all.
fuck you John, you wretched spiritual dead mother fucker!
pms
did i just call Rodrigo an it?
It, as in it better be spiritual life for him, and i know that it is! He looks like any healthy kid from America now, well nurished, clean dressed, of solid confidence, all for just a dollar a day…the same dollar Troy had in his pocket the day he died i suppose, of my helping another where he can no longer, of what he too would do in life, if he had of survived.
All is connected. All of us….good and bad, we feel it everyday, everywhere in the world.
I work with four women and i’m the only man,
“Do you know how it feels like to be a man” !
oh im a “wretched spiritual dead motherfucker” am i??
you sick twisted egotiscal arrogant man
you are the spiritual dead motherfucker with your useless writings on love
you are completley deluded, didnt you say you send your writings to world leaders?? hahahahaha wtf?? you sick man nobody cares what you write you arrogant man
you are full of crap and empty of any love
madonna doesnt know you and would never want to
fucking stalker … the authorites should be warned about you you sick twisted evil man
oh yeah sure, make excuses for her Marco! haha.
or were you talking about me?
hahaha.
😀 😀
as a wrestler you can’t keep me pinned to the mat for too long.
oh sure, you can try, and many have, including the wretched one who deliberately and joyfully pulled the rug out from under my career.
i said to her one day, “who on your team is more productive than me?”
She said, “that doesn’t matter.”
I am like, what the fuck is wrong with this person?
She enticed and cajoled me daily, knowing i would be insubordinate with her, and fire me.
12 years invested in my career, and for someone to so mean spirited to do that to you, really knocks the wind out of you. I am still tempted to sue the company for wrongful dismisal.
or let go, and forget about negative energy that poisoned me for a brief spell.
When i arrived at the store, the morale was in the basement.
Within a few months, staffers of 12 and 14 years with the company came to me and with genuine heart said, “You are the best assistant manger we have ever seen.”
I knew that.
I came to work everyday, with one simple word on my mind…MORALE.
I work with four women and i’m the only man,
“Do you know how it feels like to be a man” !
hmmmm….i like this one. Let’s play with this one…follow for me for a second.
Ok.
First of all, if you were a dyke saying this, it would make perfect sense to me.
Secondly, if you were a gay guy, it would make perfect sense to me, of my knowing what it is like to be the only top in the room.
Thirdly, if you were a straight, bisexual, or gay guy, you should be smiling.
hahaha.
i love women. I absolutely love females…so much so, i wish i was one…i always have wished i was a female.
Maybe i am a female, and talk about PMS of a female being born into a male body! You have no idea how pissed off i am.
Especially of Mike, who i never did get with, of my fantasy to still one day do so! Makes me crazy just thinking about him.
I figure one day he will get me stoned, and i will go over to him, and gently….well you know….love him!
And i know for a fact, he will not stop me! haha.
Females know this sorta thing about you males…OK!!!!!!!!!!!
omg…i am really fucked up today!
SVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, this forum just got an adult rating.
😀 😀
Every time i see you Marco, i want to have sex with you, DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😉
ok…i admit…i want to live a gay life.
i can still love Madonna, just as i always have.
I do think of her though, and that is something i know is ok of me….a bisexual male.
actually, i am relieved she let go, as i knew i could not.
So now i know she and Guy are happy together.
I am happy for them both, and love them both.
Sorry Madonna. It just did not want to see this day come, all the while, knowing it would.
An end to my dream of me and you.
sick twisted stalker GETTA LIFE you sad twisted man
She did us a favor Marco.
She cut us loose.
Now you and i can get together Marco…finally!!!!!!
i jest not.
~ made you smile Marco.
are you really a straight male Marco? You seem more like a bisexual male, or a bisexual female. Kinda difficult to tell them apart you know.
Why not say something positive John, for sake of your SELF?
Cajole and entice me all you want John.
I am above small mindedness of a fool who hurts only their self.
Unfortunately for you John, you are (yet) unknowingly unwise of Jesus and God, whom you mock when you mock me.
Any more contenders?
oh so i mock you when i mock jesus do i??
you sad man getta life and stop posting so much crap
you think you know everything and its pathetic
stop threatening me with jesus you fool
you need help, i think you believe you are actually jesus or at least think that he talks to you, sad sad man deluded into believeing he loves a woman just because she sings and dances?? GETTA LIFE your words are pathetic and very unwise you preach such shit that i consider you a very dangerous person and someone who i would never want in my life
i am a very spiritual man but i dont believe in jesus and god and i certainly wont have some deluded man who thinks he knows all preach his crap on a parody blog.. nobody like you candyboy you are a dangerous stalker to madonna and you should be blocked from this fun blog.. there is no fun here when your here
God willing, i have a long ways to go with my writings.
I have alot written already, books of it.
i am reflecting, rewording, editing, cross referencing, expanding on, connecting it all together as one…a puzzle that is like a giant mosaic of all life, across all time, into the future.
the fresco would be massive in scale, if ever a day it were to be painted.
i used to paint fescos on walls, when i was seeing Troy.
They have since painted over them.
Troy is in one of the frescos i painted.
no, you fuck head John
I said you mock Jesus when you mock me.
i am not threating you with Jesus.
I am speaking truth to you, which is meant as something good for you.
you don’t understand John, because you are of limited understanding of the truth i speak of, with regards to your loving divine true self.
Truly i tell you, you bring harm to your divine true self, when ever you are not loving towards another.
i do it, just to slap others awake.
I know the nurturing and protection that is required, so be of courage and read with feelings, the words of Jesus and God, where every you look, Jesus is there.
It takes time to learn how to see Jesus and God everywhere.
One day, you will awaken.
oh whatever you sad man… i MOCK YOU AND ONLY YOU you twat
stop threatening me with jesus it means nothing to me you fool
you have nithing to do with jesus and if he were alive today he would run the other way from you
sick twisted and deranged man I MOCK ONLY YOU
you know not the things i speak of…yet.
i pray one day all of you will.
oh will i awaken??
you arrogant man.. i dont want you or need you to ‘awaken’ me
i am wide awake myself
you are sick andy.. you think you are soo fucking special and your not.. your a deluded mentally ill man you sits and preaches on a parody blog about a woman who sings and dances.. so really think about wat your doing you fool, thats all you are and your threats do not effect me only that a dangerous man like you is allowed on this site… nobody reads your crap and MADONNA DOESNT KNOW WHO YOU ARE… foolish man
nope.
Truly i tell you, that you make a mockery of your loving divine true self John, in all you do or say that is not loving.
It does not matter what you say or do to me, for i am of the incorruptable, immovable realm, which you are clueless about.
I will be gone from here soon.
It has to do with how you think, feel, speak and do towards others.
Hate me all you want, even kill me if you desire, for my words are words of truth, where truth does not fail, and where it has always been us who fail the truth of our divine true self, to always be loving, just as Jesus was and is.
again, you harm only your divine true self, when you are unloving of another.
again, i slap you, because you slapped me first.
you are an idiot.. trying to frighten people with your hyper religous teachings
seriously fuck off nobody wants you here
you are disturbed
you are not the messaiah honey!! youre a sad 45 year old blogger that identifies himself with grand delusions of being some dort of”saviour”and how sad that you still choose to beleive you have some bizzare friendship with ome of the most richest powerful women on the planet! ahem.
if you were you wouldnt be contacting “her”here wouldst thou now??no.
as she isnt here
madonna doesnt know you or cares to by her reckooning.you sit here pontificating useless mind numbing ramblings and you simply cannot handle anyone defyingyour insane logic…(if there i some ??)
why are you making amockery of your religeon and your own soul??
this isnthealthy or”good”to attack people and preach incessantly and to follow a fals epath of self destruction in investing time and energy to a celebrity that isnt here
its a uselessPARODY BLOG!! and at that its banal right now.
theres nothing here but a fould stench of self righteousness and a sickening odour of nastiness..nes pas??
eh rosie??
hehe
oh i adore your insanity andy .
it keeps one laughing and my bowel movements have never been so wondrously regular
your words are better than bran!!
but lacking in goodness…lots of nuts though
you think and speak like a fool John, of your desire to do so, which is not of the understanding of Jesus and God, nor of the understanding of your own divine true SELF, whom Jesus loves completely, inspite of your stumbling, as all are stumbling on life’s road, to become what they are capable of becoming…
LOVE devoid of useless doubt.
you all have mocked me at some point or another…every single one of you.
i forgive you for it, and ask the same of you.
i reveal darkness, so that you may turn away from it, and towards the loving heart, mind, body and soul of your own divine true SELF.
so forgive me, as i have forgiven you, as these approaches with one another, truly do lead to error in life.
So instead of hating another, hate me, for i will be leaving you all soon, as i desire not to stay where you all shot arrows as though in the dark, unable to see the one who is there.
i see with clarity the condition of souls left unchecked, unprotected, unnurtured, uneducated.
And so can all of you one day, merely by taking time to truly reflect. I will be gone from here soon, and you leave you all in peace.
Truly i tell you, i am not the one who is disturbed John.
you are spiritual death ms bitch.
all things one says or does which are unloving, is spiritual death.
all things one says or does which are sincerely loving, is spiritual life.
Turn towards your own loving heart, mind, body and soul, and bring forth goodness, rather than spiritual death, which harms only you who bring forth these things, twisting and deranging your own loving soul with untruthfulness and bitter hypocrisy of an obvious fool who’s mind is drunk and intoxicated with bitterness.
you will become sober one day, but only if you turn towards love, instead of the useless absurd hate you do everyday with me.
you do not know me, nor do you desire to know me.
you despise someone who is loving and kind.
you mock someone who is loving and kind.
you betray someone who is loving and kind.
Truly i tell you, you make a mockery of your divine true self when you do these negative unloving things towards another.
Candy boy, on May 20th, 2008 at 2:02 am Said:
nope.
Truly i tell you, that you make a mockery of your loving divine true self John, in all you do or say that is not loving.
It does not matter what you say or do to me, for i am of the incorruptable, immovable realm, which you are clueless about.
YOU ARE THE EMBODIMENT OF A TRULY AMAZING SICKNESS
SHAME ON MARCO FOR KEEPING ON KEEPING ON WITH THIS…LOOKS LIKE HES SICK AS WELL…SO YOURE IN A INCORUPTABLE “REALM”WHAT??WARCRAFT???HMMM DUNE MAYBE/?IS IT SCI FI??NARNIA??YOU COULD BE ACTUALLY LIVING ISTEAD OF ATTACKING PEOPLE
OH YES BY THE BY ..SO BY YOUR OWN WORDS WHEN WE “MOCK”WE ARE MOCKING OURSELVES
AHEM JESUS MOCKED THE PHARASEES!!
AND..HE MOCKED HYPOCRITES
YOU DO NOT HAVE “TRUTH”YOU TELL PEOPLE THEY ARE DEAD??AND ACCUS ETHEM OF CULLYING AND WHEN I TOLD U U LIED AND YOU MADE AFOOL OF YOURSELF U COULDNT COPE!
CYBER BULLYING PERTAINS TO CHILDREN! AND YET YOU SPEAK”TRUTH”BULLSHIT BABES
YOU SAY AND DO WHATEVER YOUR DEMENTED MIND FEELS LIKE AN DWHEN YOURE DEFIED YOU SIMPLY SAY WE ARE DEFYING JESUS AND GOD
TRULY YOURE ILL
IF NOT AND YOUTHNK YOURE “PLAYING”AS MARCO ALLUDED TO THEN STILL..IN THEORY ITS SICK AND TWISTED….”M’ ISNT HERE
AN DYOU SPEAK LIES AND DARKNESS…..TRULY YOU DO..YOURE ONE NASTY SICK FUCK
FUKETY FUK OFF
LOL
IMUSINGYOUR DEBASED LANGUAGE,,,,FUKETY FUK FUK…THATS THE SOUND OF ANDY ANGRY…
LOL
you betray you.
you despise you.
you mock you.
~ when every you do these things to another.
ok M, i am done with these so called fans of yours.
i have not seen such wretched bitterness of someone like these are, towards someone of the church.
fightening they think they are to me, unknowing of their own unwiseness and seeming ineptitude, of the cluelessness of the divine one who i am talking about….their own divine true SELF.
actually i am not of the church directly, rather i am of Jesus and God’s trinity.
She may not be a director, but she is a real humanitarian, she is a powerful woman who has choosen to help thousands we will never know about.
I remember sittong on a mountain when i was just out of the Ranger Battalion. Listening to her music i knew she was special. She has proven to be the most mysterious woman of our time. I would enlist in her cuases anytime she asks. Though she never will know me, I have been influenced by her.
Madonna, you rock and roll with the times. You are very special to many more people then me…
Tim
remember, you all betrayed me, and i forgave you for it, just as Jesus and God forgive you, so do i.
why?
because like me, Jesus and God know we are all students yet learning, and to think otherwise would be to be a think like a unwise bitter hypocrit.
Gee, i think i saw a few of them today. duh!
clueless, and worse, obviously of no desire for Jesus and God. Would not want to be in the same church with some of them behaving like they do.
i don’t get it, why are they so hateful of me M?
i still cannot grasp the motivation of the hatefulness M.
It sickens me. I must leave for awhile.
Is someone paying them to be so treacherous, or do people like this actually exist in the world?
it makes no sense to me, just like murders make no sense to me, or liars, theives, drug dealers, prostitution,….none of these unloving things make sense to me.
Candy boy, on May 20th, 2008 at 2:18 am Said:
all things one says or does which are unloving, is spiritual death.
all things one says or does which are sincerely loving, is spiritual life.
Turn towards your own loving heart, mind, body and soul, and bring forth goodness, rather than spiritual death, which harms only you who bring forth these things, twisting and deranging your own loving soul with untruthfulness and bitter hypocrisy of an obvious fool who’s mind is drunk and intoxicated with bitterness.
RANTING RAMBLING….
OKAY THEN…YOU HAVE SPIRITUAL DEATH JUST BY SAYING I DO…TOUCHE’…
“Do not do, what you hate doing.” ~ Jesus
is it love to hate?
or is it hate to love?
how about love to love?
try that one.
IF IT WALKS LIKE ADUCK TALKS LIKE A DUCK AND QUACKS LIKE A DUCK…….THEN IT PROBABY IS …..PAUL
you are victorious over nothing ms bitch, coming towards me from a void of nothingness…you cannot comprehend me, nor see me, of one who is love devoid of doubt.
why?
because you are filled with bitterness, of your desire for bitterness which you turn towards and bring forth into the world.
What you turn towards, you become…at all times.
Where your heart is, there too shall be your treasure and your life…at all times.
So what’s next for you ms bitch? Would you like to kill me ms bitch? If you had a gun in your hand pointed at me, would you kill me ms bitch?
Truly i tell you, i am unscathed or unmoved by your viciousness with me ms bitch.
not even a tremor.
you cannot see me, with your shooting of arrows into the dark, of the one who looks apon you, of the divine one who bares witness in shock.
damn, i just heard a gun shot outside.
i despise these wretched spirits M.
this blog smells of death.
wretched treachery and murderous hatefulness is what this blog smells of….death.
indeed, spiritual death is the cause of all Children who die each day.
we do not kill.
no, but we allow Children in the world to die, those of apathy who care not at all.
murder and apathy are the same thing, resulting in death.
decide therefore to be found of Jesus and God, as a loving soul, for truly within us all, exist a loving soul.
although with some of you here, i am skeptical.
such absurdity Madonna, to allow them to trash your blog, and trash me, trash we who are loving and kind, they trash their divine true self in the process.
what a fucked up world.
ms bitch hesitated to respond if he would kill me.
not saying he would.
nor saying he would not.
meaning he would like to.
well fuck you Paul and your evil sicking wretched murderous motherfucking hatefulness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Andy,, bisexual female . well.. ha ah .. hum … whatever …. amusing maybe
however
now the slap has turned into a wack on the back of your head…
don’t cross the line… until your mine .. haha
LOVE IS LOVE…..CULTURE CLUB(FROM ELECTRIC DREAMS)
SORRY??DID HER LAUGHTER ??/CERTAINLY FROM ME….CROSS THE LINE??BSEXUAL??KILLING/?
WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE ON????I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT OR IF ANYTHING YOUGAINFROM BEING UTTERLY BANAL???WHAT??IS YOUR DAY THAT BORING MARCO???ANDY??ARE YOU BOTH???WHATS THE GAME???AS ITS EFFING RIDICULOUS…..
AHEM ANDY WHATS THIS ABOUT WANTING TO KILL YOU??WHERE DID THAT HIDEOSU UNTRUTH COME FROM??STOP BAITING ME TO ANSWER IN A WAY YOU CAN IN YOUR SICK WAY INCRIMINATE ME..
AS I SAID THS BLOG IS MONITORED Y’ALL…SO KEEP THE COMMENTS FLOWING…..ITS BETTER THAN A FRAPPE ON ICE..
the nails represent all unloving in the world, a simple thing for all to easily embrace, the truth of unloving hateful spiritaul death and apathy in the world, that is a living hell for many.
The spirit of Jesus and i put those nails up for all to easily understand, for you to be descerning of hate or love in your own life.
i have nothing better to do at this cross road of my life, than to kick the can around in the street, of the same kid in me that used to kick the can in the street in front of my house, alone in painful isolation of fear to return to my house i grew up in, with my alcoholic mean spirited father who abused us.
Fuck off cruel world! I despise your hateful approach with me, and always will.
Candy boy, on May 20th, 2008 at 2:41 am Said:
you are victorious over nothing ms bitch, coming towards me from a void of nothingness…you cannot comprehend me, nor see me, of one who is love devoid of doubt.
why?
because you are filled with bitterness, of your desire for bitterness which you turn towards and bring forth into the world.
What you turn towards, you become…at all times.
Where your heart is, there too shall be your treasure and your life…at all times.
So what’s next for you ms bitch? Would you like to kill me ms bitch? If you had a gun in your hand pointed at me, would you kill me ms bitch?
YOURE REALLY SICK YA KNOW??
NO??
WELL READ YUR SHIT
I DONT WANT ANY SUCH THING..WHAT I DESIRE IS THAT YOU STOP YOUR RANTINGS OF HATE TOWARDS OTHERS..ALL THIS TRIPE ABOUT APATHY AND SPIRITUAL DEATH…GEESH THE WORLD DOESNT RUN IN BLACK AND WHITE AND NOT SO EASILY DEFINED…YOURE JUST A SAD UNINTELLIGENT RAMBLER WTH DELUSIONS OF GRANDUER AND A MESSAIH COMPLEX.YOU STILL…..STILL
DELUDE YOURSELF THAT”M”:IS MADONNA
AHEM DIDNT SHE JUST TELL Y’AL THAT SHE IS NOT HERE!!YOU CERTAINLY WENT HELL FOR LEATHER AND GOT SOOOOO ANGRY
IT IS TRE TRE AMUSING…..SORRY BABE THERE IS A WORLD OUT THERE BEYOND YOUR CAPACITY AND MINE….LEAV EYOUR SHIT FOR YOUR OWN BLOG IF”MADONNA”SCOFF SCOFF…WANTS YOUR NEEDFULL ADVICE OH SAGE OF SAGES..”SHE”WILL FIND YOU..TEE HEE..OH YOU CRACK ME UP..
DIDNT YOU ALREADY THREATEN US ALL WITH SPIRITUAL DEATH AND TO LEAVE/?
THEN DO SO…
BYEEEEE!!!! TOODLE PIP
ADIEU NUTCASE..
GET SOME DECENT MEDS..
what a bunch of mean spirited morons you all have been with me.
friends?
I ask, “why would i want to be friends with any of you?”
Let me know if it dawns apon you that maybe i want to be loved…if that is possible for you.
Goodbye cruel bloggers.
Candy boy, on May 20th, 2008 at 3:14 am Said:
the nails represent all unloving in the world, a simple thing for all to easily embrace, the truth of unloving hateful spiritaul death and apathy in the world, that is a living hell for many.
The spirit of Jesus and i put those nails up for all to easily understand, for you to be descerning of hate or love in your own life.
i have nothing better to do at this cross road of my life, than to kick the can around in the street, of the same kid in me that used to kick the can in the street in front of my house, alone in painful isolation of fear to return to my house i grew up in, with my alcoholic mean spirited father who abused us.
Fuck off cruel world! I despise your hateful approach with me, and always will.
BOO HOO….
I know why Madonna abandoned this blog.
For the same reason i do.
To not be associated with such utter absurd useless negativity clearly revealed of obvious clarity, the hateful mean spiritedness that does indeed exist in the world.
i love her.
i always did.
i always will.
So fuck off, you mean spirited useless hateful ones!
ANDY WE ALL HAVE STORIES..THSI FORUM IS NOT THE ONE FOR DUMPING SUCH EMOTIONAL BAGGAGE I SUGGEST A MENTAL HEALTH FORUM..NOT A FAKE MADONNA BLOG!! YOU ALWAYS CRY VICTIM WHEN YOURE DEFIED…AND ITS BORING!! WE ALL HAVE THING SIN LIFE THAT ARENT FAIR .SORRY I SEEM HARSH BUT THERE IT IS.YOUI CANT ATTACK PEOPLE THEN GO OH I WAS ABUSED,..THEREFORE IM A NEEDY SO AND SO AND BLAH BLAH….THI ISNT THE FORUM TO SPILL SUCH STUFF..I WOULD CONSIDER THAT PERSONAL WOULDNT YU???
ABUSE AN DSUCH ISNT WHAT “M:IS INTERESTED IN SORY ANDY BUT IT AINT HEALTHY TO JUST DUMP ALL THIS SHIT ON HERE..IM SURE THERE IS A BETTER VENUE.
Truly i will not be victimized by you ever again Paul.
Goodbye Paul.
Actually, i cannot be victimized by anyone, as much as they would like to or think they can, for i have grown wise in truth of all the useless teachings of the forefathers before us and yet with us, of all things unloving in the world, of those who did not know, nor truly desire to know Jesus and God’s loving compassionate wisdom, just as many still do not know, nor desire to know Jesus and God.
The wisdom of Jesus and God protects me from all wretchedness that yet exists in the world, and their love devoid of doubt nurtures me, every second, of everyday, of the grace and sincere purity of love Jesus has for me, and i for him.
I am of the fatherhood of God and brotherhood of Jesus, our loving brother.
+
Thank you Jesus. Thank you father. Thank you to all who choose to be loving.
+
MADONNA NEVER WAS HERE FUKTARD!! WHE YOU GET THAT YOURE HALFWAY TO GETTING BETTER.
LESSON ,SINCE THE DAWN OF TIME MAN HAS BEEN BOTH GOOD AND BAD..AN UNAVOIDABLE FACT……NO AMOUNT OF SELF PONTIFICATING DRIBBLE WILL CHANGE THAT..THE CHURCH HAS TRIED TO RULE WITH TE SWORD AND POWER FOR 200O YEARS AN DTHEY PREACHED OVE AND GOD ETC…HOW MANY HAVE DIED DUE TO THAT??HOW MANY LGBT STILL ARE PERSECUTED DUE TO RELIGEON…..FUK OFF ANDY..
MADONNA I SAN DNEVER WILL BE YOUR”FRIEND”
SHE SEEMS FUNNILY ENOUGH ONLY TO ASSOCIATE WITH DECENT PEOPLE…ONE STHAT ARENT WELL…….INSANE!
Candy boy, on May 20th, 2008 at 3:57 am Said:
Actually, i cannot be victimized by anyone, as much as they would like to or think they can, for i have grown wise in truth of all the useless teachings of the forefathers before us and yet with us, of all things unloving in the world, of those who did not know, nor truly desire to know Jesus and God’s loving compassionate wisdom, just as many still do not know, nor desire to know Jesus and God.
ENOUGH ALREADY!!
YOURE INSANE..
ITS TORTURE!! FOREFATHERS??WTF??
YE YOU ACTUALLY SPEW A LOT OF OLD CANT THAT HAS BEEN USED FOR THAT LONG….SO THIS RAILING AGAINST WHO?/WHAT??
GEESH GET A FUCKING LIFE
OOOO IM SOO SCARED………YOURE SHIT ANDY….”VICTIMIZED” YOURE SUCH A “VICTIM”‘BOO HOO…YES IM GLAD JESUS LOVES YA HONEY BUT WE THINK YOURE A —————————-U FILL IN THE EXPLETIVE…OH RIDICULOUS ONE
Goodbye Paul.
BYE ANDY…I NEVER SAID HELLO IN THEFIRST PLACE BUT WHATEVA!!
blah and ad nauseum…..teh beat goes on…..eh rosie??
Candy boy, on May 20th, 2008 at 3:18 am Said:
what a bunch of mean spirited morons you all have been with me.
friends?
I ask, “why would i want to be friends with any of you?”
Let me know if it dawns apon you that maybe i want to be loved…if that is possible for you.
Goodbye cruel bloggers.
ahhh WE SEE THAT EITHER ANDY SWIMS IN AND OUT OF WHATEVER GAME HE IS IN OR IS HE JUST FUNNIN””???GOODBYE CRUEL BLOGGERS..
REMINDS ME OF CRUSTY CONNIE….HILARIOUS ACTUALLY..
WELL DONE ANDY…
THAT WAS INDEED A MOMENTOUS LEAP INTO BEING AT LEAST ..HUMOROUS..PERHAPS YOU ARE JUSTFEEDING OF US LAOTHING YR SHIT??HMM
ITS AN INTERSETING PONDER THAT.
Nurse !
is it safe to come out ?
I think i’ve aged 10yr’s today !
where’s my painkiller’s… Nurse !!
i’m doing Professional Baseball!
why does everybody say nasty stuff about Candy boy!
ms bitch./ paul, plzz leave poor Candy boy alone!
Yes i agree with Rachel, leave Candy Boy alone to express himself, stop judging him we are all free to express ourselves, it is a personal choice to read his post’s or not, to constantly critisize him is just childish and immature.
your wrong guys.. yes it is okay to express yourselfs but to push your beliefs on people is wrong.. also candyboy believes he is the messiah which is sooo wrong.. if he wants to express himself go to his own blog and write away to his hearts content.. he is also very arrogant with his beliefs.. believeing that it is his job to “awaken” us.. it is ridiculous what he writes and if you disagree with him he claims you are spiritually dead.. see how arrogant that statement is??
its only arrogant if you allow yourself to upset by it, perception, its all about perception, what really is important is the Intent.. and Andy has always made his intent known.. and he has always stated his intent to to be loving .. that is what matter’s …
In contrast Ms Bitch has made his intent known also, and that is to drive Andy away from this blog by repeating his comment’s and then being critical of them ..
what’s your intent .. for i am most curious ! if you have’nt already noticed…..:)
Marco, on May 20th, 2008 at 11:51 pm Said:
Yes i agree with Rachel, leave Candy Boy alone to express himself, stop judging him we are all free to express ourselves, it is a personal choice to read his post’s or not, to constantly critisize him is just childish and immature.
what is childish and immature dear”marco”is the fact you keep defending an insane man….pathetic
its not about freedom of ecpression.its about a deluded man hopelessly lost in a fantasy realm and beleiving he is the ONLY ONE RIGHT if that makes you think that this is good and fine then you are indeed a fuked up soul…write it on your own blogs…ops sorry non -exhistent nothings…..non-blogs with no readers…so you come here to “play”what ho! fun and frolics “marco”
and ‘RACHEL”I NOW ANYONE BELEIVES YOU ARE INDEED A 13 YR OLD…AND IF YOU ARE GO PLAY WITH SOME LEGO AND LEAV ETHE BIG GIRLS TO PLAY….TOODLES SWEETNESS….GO BACK TO TEH PLAYGROUND…FAKE BLOGGERS UNITE!!
EH ROSIE??
Andy, call the CIA .. dumb ass
Don’t worry about Paul Rachel you tried to be his friend but now he’s being less than charming to you,
that’s life unfortunatly some snow men, just have no snowballs’
You’r all so mean, poor pansy has gone.now. and i never got a chance to say “I Love you”, to your face” you did .. so it’s my loss .. don’t be cross.. Andy Madonna’s not a lier.. come back ANdy ..i miss you.. seriously i do .. you know i do.. ANdy ..
hello “I Love YOU ”
ANDY 🙂
so clear
its all a game eh marco??/are you andy??or ar eyou just insane??or a bit of both…sad to think though that youre actually laughing at him or you or whomever..its al insane innane mundane…a dto thin thats what gets you off !!wow..ive seen it all i think…well ive glimpsed insanity right here
and cheap at half theprice!!
oh andy im glad youre”gone”but one two three youll be back im sure..eh rosie eh “m”
Marco, on May 21st, 2008 at 4:17 am Said:
Don’t worry about Paul Rachel you tried to be his friend but now he’s being less than charming to you,
that’s life unfortunatly some snow men, just have no snowballs’
behold marcos writing style
its called..shite..spell it live it love it be it!!ahh the agony of having no style or creativity just look at his “blog”
anyone seen pink is the new blog….not brilliant but popular and “real’and hey guess what??the guy who writes it actually…..QUEL HORRUER!!! MET HER ROYAL MADGESTY…..and yes thats a real blogger doin it and getting madonna’s approval!!hehe…what fun!!eh rosie??
Marco, on May 21st, 2008 at 4:08 am Said:
its only arrogant if you allow yourself to upset by it, perception, its all about perception, what really is important is the Intent.. and Andy has always made his intent known.. and he has always stated his intent to to be loving .. that is what matter’s …
“loving”??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????LOVING??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????WHAT
A
LOAD
OF BOLLOCKS
IF LOVING MEANS ATTACKING EVERYONE YOU DOONT AGREE WITH.ACCUSING THEM OF GHSTLY CRAP AND GENERALLY BEING NASTY??SORRY THAT AINT LOVING!!
IN ANY ONES BOOK
I LOVE IT..MARCO AND ANDY ARE THE SAME……HOW SAD..IT ALL TIES IN…”THEY”MAKE UP “FRIENDS”TO TALK TO..OH MY….THE INSANITY OF IT ALL
there is the blog of Andy here, isn’it ? and why my name is like a salad with a green logo ? it is mystious…
Wow Madonna looks amazing at the Cannes film festival…the dress i love mmmmmm
no ‘SVEN””ANDY”OR”MARCO’OR “RACHEL”‘ARE NT HERE…they are hideous versions of a demented mind..pick one…like a lucky dip mate….your name is indeed a tossed salad with croutons!!happy herring harvest
maybe we should all go to pink i sthe new blog..at least madonna reads it…
Bring it on Ms Bitch i love it when you critisize me it feed’s my latent sadomasochistic fantisies,, actually your turn me on when you do it..
looks like we both need some”adjustment”if youtruly feel such strong idiotic feelings””bring it on indeed”well youre asad fucker simple…i think you and andy are the same….and rachel and sven..and so many more…the insane similarities are tragically familiar..but if youre so deluded into thinking this is some sort of feeding frenzy for your limited intelligence go eat at another table..andys table has great guests..jesus god..rosie madonna…hope its byo
lol. Why do the people on here try to sound so intellectual and enlightened. Sounds like the cheap version of the real thing. Check out some old Madonna interviews from the 1980’s. That’s the person that won the world over. She has been worn down by life over the years. Its time for someone with new energy to take over.
INTELLECTUAL??ENLIGHTENED???I THINK YOUHAVE THE WRONG BLOG….
agent 1la ,, i think she looks better now then ever..no dark rings under the eye’s, body if a 13yr old.. and wisdom of a Goddess.. ok enough flattery. but it’s true.
eh..
body of a 13 year old…erm quite the yukky analogy yes???gross me out sister.wisdom of a godess????look its one persons views.its unwise to think a human being above reproach….she could be acow for all we know..kabbbalaram and all…..she is guess what”’HUMAN” with a human’s flaws..a godess???hmm not
Madonna did look incredible in Cannes.
Yes she does look incredible at Cannes…Andrew at least some of us are talking positive thoughts on here un like so many…
hey Marco, when r u gonna post comments on my blog again?!
conte de noel is may be a good movie with a nasty mama
so smoothie cote d’azur where is Andy ?
Madonna did look incredible in Cannes
nope..
that dress looked like it belonged on a la cage extra!!
rachelcartwright1995, on May 22nd, 2008 at 3:18 pm Said:
hey Marco, when r u gonna post comments on my blog again?!
maybe”rache”coz youre not real…..go play with barbie..
Hi rachel, i’ll write some more of my song this weekend and post a comment on your blog, hey did’nt Madonna look stunning in Cannes very European lovely dress and her hairstyle looked fantastic, i was most impressed.
Eric, Andy’s vanished he think’s Madonna Lied to him and now we are all worried about him maybe he I think Madonna should at least give him a free ticket to her Sticky and Sweet, what goes around comes around, it would be good Karma.. eh rosie..
dont mention andy or he’ll come back PUUUURRRlease… the peace of normal writings is settling
madonna looked great at cannes looked half her age and so did sharon stone
but MOI is not happy shes not coming to ireland it seems with her tour!! shes only ever came once and that was for reinvention .. sniff sniff
john sorry babe…she didnt look as good as she has done….needs more filling and freeze fluid..sharon???geesh shes just keeping age at bay….how long can THAT last??lol oh marco i think youre a fucker!! now youre mocking your”friend”or is it that youre one an dteh same??
hmmm eh rachel??
Hope Andy’s ok.. Andy you alright ?
hilarious marco..why dont u ask Him yourself????youre a sad sack aren’t ya???not only do your”songs”stink but you are more”regular”now..what is it???have you tired of being andy or just cant keep it up?either way its all tre tre sad…………….just keep”blogging””if thats what it is….geesh ive read better well…anything
Dear me I think Andy has gone, hope he’s ok..
yes i hope you are to marco..i worry about mentally ill people….poor things……
Marco, on May 10th, 2008 at 2:31 am Said:
Hey thank your for placing me in your blog role, do you want to be friends
rachelcartwright1995, on May 11th, 2008 at 6:03 pm Said:
thanx Marco, i will b ur friend! i luv ur blog, can u post something new (about madonna or something on there) plzz! can u put me on ur blog roll 2, pretty plzz!
Marco, on May 12th, 2008 at 3:42 am Said:
Hi Rachael, i’ve put you on my blog roll .. i’ll post something on my soon.. im thinging about a song to write.. called “Time” hope you like it ..
so you are half italian saw your comment . i am too and i come from Melbourne.. be a good girl don’t get pregnant, Yet !
…eeew……
pukesville.gross
freaky….again….eeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
pansie, on April 20th, 2008 at 7:15 pm Said:
I was talking about the 100 clowns with someone today, as I went deeper into the spiritual aspects of the magical thing of these many races, orientations, religions of the participants who join in the fun celebration of loving life, and I said, ” Something magical happens in this moment of a beautiful day. We all become one, and all these issues fade away completely, leaving us all feeling we are all the same, like we did as kids, wanting the same thing, loving friends, music, lover, joy, happiness…and indeed, we all have that in this moment.
I see myself, someone not necessarily of any status or wealth, education, or even the issue of being a messenger of God, as I also embrace Madonna, of all her issues too, where none of these things matter at all, and rather what matters is what?
Each other.
OH remember things like this???
sort of says..freaksville…i mean what is and was the point???andy put a story about an iranian boy that sought and won asylum in england”AFTER I POSTED IT!!;LOL guess who reads my blog??
eh rosie??
Andy .. hello Andy ???? Andy helloe ????
oh h h
NEXT !!!!!
CU JumPO
Go Troppo…
BE a YoYo…
Tied to string..
DEvils NOOSE …
i’m going 2 da Bronx, NY 2 do baseball tryouts. if i get onto 1 of da teams i’ll b playing professional baseball! wish me luck!
er…cokbrains….go “talk”to your alter ego “andy”on his blog…god an djesus only know why you keep coming here..ya sad twat!
hows chasing after a supposed 13 year old??either its sick or youre just a twisted sicko internet retard..what is it/?
“rachel”if “da’baseball temas accept 13 ye olds/..yea rite???cmon…stop it already…da this and da that…my friends children dont speak like “dat’no child does….another imposter??sick
that pic on your blog is actuallya generic pic i saw somewhere else..good try
Dearest Madonna,
i was just wandering if you could help that amazing girl which is serving a mission in Bulgaria for The Church of The Later Days Saints.She got into a hospital with a decease which enabled her to finish her mission.She needs some special medical attention here in Bulgaria.I want to testify that she is truly amazing Young woman with many talents and gifts.She is truly special when it comes to bringing people to Christ and overall she is an amazing human being.My soul is troubled ever since i have heard the bad news.I am praying and fasting.I believe that she can get better and finish her mission if someone give her a helping hand.I know you are there and you are watching over.I know that you have been.I have done some silly things and i have been fullish,asking you for stupid stuff which i do not understand.Please excuse my ignorance in the past for i feel like a new.I wouldn’t say like a virgin,…though you are!!! I always carry you in my heart…..,I dream of the day when you gonna let me play Santa with Rocco and Lourdes.Hope you can do something for Heidi Wadsworth.She is now in Sofia.I am going to try to visit her today and i will keep you posted.
Daddy,
~R.
M you always said your music connects to your audience, and no doubt it connects to each in their own different way, if you only knew what goes on in my lounge room when i turn on the stereo and play “HARD CANDY”
It’s well.. it’s real…… fun … fun .. fun FUN ..FUN FUN
ermmmm stop referrring anutcase as”M
as in madonna okayyyy!!???
lol
I’M A ROCKFORD PEACH! i did baseball tryouts @ Wrigley field & i got in! i’m a Rockford Peach & so r my friends! i’m on my laptop, i’m sooo exhausted! it’s good they brang back da A.A.G.P.B.L!
Remember, “there’s no crying in baseball!” 😉
Seem’s were all back from the weekend
Me, Paul, Rachel, and Andy..
One big happy family .. 🙂 , except one black sheep of the family..
Congratulation Rachel .. Rockford Peach hey.. nice name..
did anyone see Madonna’s interview in Cannes, where she mention’s where the idea for 4 minutes’ came from , i was courious…. but not anymore.
“M’ER I MEAN “RACHEL”STOP POSING AS A 13 YR OLD..ITS TRANSPARENTLY OBVIOUS..REALLY SORTA SICK…THE LANGAUGAE YOU USE IATYPICAL OF A LOT OF YOUR”DA THIS AN D’DA THAT”MAYBE
JUST MAYBE
STICK TO “BLOGGING”AS A MADONNA PARODY
WHAT THE FUCK IS SOOOOOO DIFFICULT ABOUT THAT CONCEPT?>??
IVE SEEN GOOD PARODAY BLOGS.JUST DO IT AND MAK ESURE PEOPLE JUST KNOW WHO YOUARE
JUST BE HONEST AND BE YOURSELF
OR HAV EYOU TOTALLY LOST THAT ??
MAYBE YOURE SO FAR ADVANCED INTO DELUSIONAL ALTER EGOS YOU CANT EVEN BEGIN TO BE “REAL”EH CONNIE/?
i am 13, it’s just that everyone says i’m stupid & that i’m not hip enough, so i wrote stuff like that.
when i told all the kids at school i’m doing professional baseball they all crowded around me & now they all want to be my friends!
sory rachel i personally do not beleive you and maybe your parental unit should be watchingyour web activity I think YOU are “m”and nothing more.if an donly “if you are da girl why are you befriending men like marco..ho wabout people your own age.marco is way older and its not at all healthy to be “befriending”adults on the internet.that is.if you are indeed a 13 year old girl.and if you ar eindeed “m”its a little off isnt it posing as a 13 year year old??what i have done as i told everyone is alert a site that monitors these things.especially even fakers.
R.Shwartzman, on May 24th, 2008 at 7:45 am Said:
Dearest Madonna,
i was just wandering if you could help that amazing girl which is serving a mission in Bulgaria for The Church of The Later Days Saints.She got into a hospital with a decease which enabled her to finish her mission.She needs some special medical attention here in Bulgaria.I want to testify that she is truly amazing Young woman with many talents and gifts.She is truly special when it comes to bringing people to Christ and overall she is an amazing human being.My soul is troubled ever since i have heard the bad news.I am praying and fasting.I believe that she can get better and finish her mission if someone give her a helping hand.I know you are there and you are watching over.I know that you have been.I have done some silly things and i have been fullish,asking you for stupid stuff which i do not understand.Please excuse my ignorance in the past for i feel like a new.I wouldn’t say like a virgin,…though you are!!! I always carry you in my heart…..,I dream of the day when you gonna let me play Santa with Rocco and Lourdes.Hope you can do something for Heidi Wadsworth.She is now in Sofia.I am going to try to visit her today and i will keep you posted.
Daddy,
~R.
ITS NUTS LIKE THIS THAT MAKE YA WANNA TAKE A LITHIUM IN THEIR HONOUR!
this one’s for you
i’m not Madonna!! i’m13 year old Rachel Cartwright from the suburbs of Detroit! just because i’m from detroit doesn’t mean i’m Madonna!!!!
Marco you mother i love what you did …love the accent.. hey my peeps mama is so fucked Cannes was the best time i had for months…i need to sleep now ..i love you all xXx
🙂
me to..
WOW THAT WAS A REALLY FUN(NOT)VIDEO..HOW LONG DID IT TAKE???WOW..SOOOO MUCH THOUGHT!!
BY THE WAY WE ALL know that candy girl is not madonna as madonan herself has graciously stated..so fukoff candy yo faker ass shit from hell
‘RACHEL”I SAID I THINK YOURE A FAKER…I THINK YOURE PRETEND”M”YA KNOW..’candy girl”puuhlease stop pretending and just be yourself…how a supposed 13 year old blogs and suddenly pops up to be here is a strange coincidence..and da this and da that
oh an d’CANDY”FUK OFF BABE…MADONNA HAS ALREADY SAID SHE HAS NO AFFILIATION WITH THIS BLOG….MARCO….YA COULD HAV EAT LEAST WORN SOME DRAG…LOL
I could have worn drag, but black suit’s me better reminds me of you
black is fabulous.stylish and classical.im sure youmean “black’AS in evil or some such crap.i youre as transparent as anything.actually its a compliment ,.coco chanel said black is divine.madonna wears black too.!!awwww thanks babe.thats the nicest comliment from such an asshole!!huggs
thankyou Paul that’s a lovely observation, i am transparent, I prefer it that way, makes it easier for people to see the other side, except for maybe superman because he can see through brick walls.
can anyone recomend a good manipulator, my back’s killing me
who the hell invented backbones.. ouch
LOL YOU DO SAY THE DARNDEST THANGS!!not that they mean anything butyou say them anyway….love yr big tv screen….must be fun watching gay porn??
keep crushing me… im too weak to fight anymore… and too tired…and dizzy so it seems from the merry go round.. im defeated.. where’s the white flag.. i surrender
gotchya, piece of cake, welcome to my lair, enjoy your stay , lets see who’s gay..
don’t keep me waiting, i’ve been known to wander when im not locked up.
i m 14, lost in the forest with a inplant in my foot
marco comment on my new post! oh & tell ms bitch. that he gets on my nerves!
For ms bitch.:
number 1: i do come from Detroit!
number 2: i’m 13 & i go to school!
& finally….
number 3: I’M NOT PRETENDING TO BE MADONNA!
Cool Rachel i m not an angel and i m from detroit too
Congratualtions on approval for adoption of David today!
Congratulations!
You just wait till he’s a teenager and throw’s wild parties and trashes you house then you’ll be sorry 🙂 kidding
Happy Birthday Kylie,
40yr’s old and Single and from Melboune. i know how you feel, i’ll marry you. no one else want’s me
rachelcartwright1995, on May 28th, 2008 at 4:15 pm Said:
marco comment on my new post! oh & tell ms bitch. that he gets on my nerves!
For ms bitch.:
number 1: i do come from Detroit!
number 2: i’m 13 & i go to school!
& finally….
number 3: I’M NOT PRETENDING TO BE MADONNA
dear whomever…im sure youre”m”
i never said you are pretending to be madonna i said..i believe you are but another manifestation of fake madonna…you yourself know this blog is fake as any tom dick or marco knows too…i Do not believe you are 13 or going to school.BUT if so..do you not have anything better to do than befriend older men???are your parents not concerned me dear??
to andy…perhaps you could really once an dfor all DROP THE CRAP and not congratulate some guy posing as madonna on here.thanks babe
Marco, on May 28th, 2008 at 10:48 pm Said:
You just wait till he’s a teenager and throw’s wild parties and trashes you house then you’ll be sorry kidding
ermmms orry its not even funny…..’your”house.ITS NOT FUCKING MADONNA ON HERE/and to ‘TALK”S IF IT WAS IS NOT PARODY NOT FUNNY
ITS DERANGED.full dtop.there isnt even an argument about it….congratulate madonna via her real sites….yea???do your dignity a favour y’all
Paul don’t ever tell me what to do, i will do what i FUCKING LIKE …
sound like someone you know ?
lol.imjust giving sound advice.its stooopid and just nuts to refer to a guy posing as madonna as teh real thing.demenas the real star and belittles your won intelligence….ILL DO WHAT I LIKE!!LOL ARE YOU A CHILD??NO..START ACTING YR AGE..41 ISNT IT??GROW UP FUKWIT
Marco, on May 29th, 2008 at 12:18 am Said:
sound like someone you know ?
erm no….you????i dunno .get your vacuum out and have sum fun!! ya know what i mean…tee hee
lez b friends??????????????????????????????ill b ein melb soon .we should share a caffe latte and scratch each others eyes !!
i’ll start growing my fingernail’s
pfft pft rowr!!!..lol
i’ll download some dyke porn .. should look good on the big screen
heavy cat say’s… meow..
ms bitch., on May 29th, 2008 at 12:00 am Said:
rachelcartwright1995, on May 28th, 2008 at 4:15 pm Said:
marco comment on my new post! oh & tell ms bitch. that he gets on my nerves!
For ms bitch.:
number 1: i do come from Detroit!
number 2: i’m 13 & i go to school!
& finally….
number 3: I’M NOT PRETENDING TO BE MADONNA
dear whomever…im sure youre”m”
i never said you are pretending to be madonna i said..i believe you are but another manifestation of fake madonna…you yourself know this blog is fake as any tom dick or marco knows too…i Do not believe you are 13 or going to school.BUT if so..do you not have anything better to do than befriend older men???are your parents not concerned me dear??
my mommy is dead & my daddy doesn’t care what i go on!
Wow this has really gone to the dogs..i don’t know anymore who is who?? Andy then he was candy boy his he now ms bitch or is that Paul??? my god this needs sacking…
Oh but i do think Candy girl is M …look at the evidence..we need some love
john…candy girl is indeed”m’an initial designed to be thought of as “madonna”however it is NOT NOR HAS BEEN .NOW.OR FUTURE TENSE.GET IT LIVE IT
Marco, on May 20th, 2008 at 12:13 am Said:
ok Andy, time to move on from the lying thing, I don’t think M is lying to anyone, she seems like a very real person , it’s probably just a protection against stalker’s ha ha : ) i’d never lie to her myself but then i have no reason to, what are the chances i’d ever get the chance dah.. she’s Madonna
gawd youre adumb ass marco…as if AS IF ITS MADONNA HERE YOU IDIOT .SHE DID AFTER ALL TELL EVERYONE IT WASNT YOU FOOL!!
why is it so hard to accept
why oh why would madonna be on here .she has no time to blog and has said frequently she wont!!big fucking clue.and basically why wouls she be afraid of stalkers??lol.if she doesnt blog…you and andy are fucking nuts.MADONNA DOESNT LIVE HERE…ITS JUSTTHAT SIMPLE.and why babe would she even deign to let people like you me and andy carry on like we do??/
just grow up and grow a brain aready./after all the evidence you still live in delusion
LASTLY”M’IS JUST AN INITIAL DESIGNED TO BE A CLEVER FAKE ASS TRICK SO THE GUY THAT WRITES IT CANT GET SUED..Y’ALL LIKE ON BLOGGER HE HAD TO SHUT IT DOWN AS IT WAS GETTING TOO MUCH AND TOO PERSONAL ABOUT THE REAL STAR’S LIFE ETC…OBVIOUSLY A FAKER.WOW MADONNA HERSELF DEIGNED TO TELL YOU ALL THAT THIS ISTE WAS FAKE AND STILL STILL YOU ACT LIKE RETARDS…SAD
Anyway moving forward’ have a great weekend everyone, i have a cold, and am in bed so i have nothing better to do than get on my laptop and blog all weekend, maybe i’ll be more productive and write a screen play, and cal it “My life as Bitch Blogger” don’t worry i’ll be gentle.
+ One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +
+ Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
protects us;
our kingdom comes;
our will be done,
of earth which is heaven.
Thankful of the day, of everything.
forgiven of our trespasses,
just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
‘that’ which leads us not into error;
but delivers us from foolishness.
For we are the kingdom,
the power, and the glory, of the light,
For ever and ever.
For ALL. +
Who can take a sunrise, sprinkle it with dew
Cover it with choc’late and a miracle or two
The Candy Man, oh the Candy Man can
The Candy Man can ’cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
Who can take a rainbow, wrap it in a sigh
Soak it in the sun and make a groovy lemon pie
The Candy Man, the Candy Man can
The Candy Man can ’cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
The Candy Man makes everything he bakes satisfying and delicious
Now you talk about your childhood wishes, you can even eat the dishes
Oh, who can take tomorrow, dip it in a dream
Separate the sorrow and collect up all the cream
The Candy Man, oh the Candy Man can
The Candy Man can ’cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
The Candy Man makes everything he bakes satisfying and delicious
Talk about your childhood wishes, you can even eat the dishes
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Who can take tomorrow, dip it in a dream
Separate the sorrow and collect up all the cream
The Candy Man, the Candy Man can
The Candy Man can ’cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
Yes, the Candy Man can ’cause he mixes it with love and makes the world taste good
a-Candy Man, a-Candy Man, a-Candy Man
Candy Man, a-Candy Man, a-Candy Man
Candy Man, a-Candy Man, a-Candy Man
cool song Candy
crappy song fuktard….how about telling it on your blog??im unhappy youve returned.!!lol
anyway can you not bastardise the lord’s prayer??have some respect for christian prayer babes..
oh god he’s back with his incessent dribble.. go preach about jesus elsewhere as we’ve asked you repeatedly for months..
Hi Madonna,
This is off the subject, but I wanted to come here to thank you. Your song “Beat Goes On”, has gotten me through a really tough time where I was so down, thinking I was not good enough for anything. Needless to say, the words to this song snapped me out of that nonsense, and made me get off me “arse” to begin changing what I don’t like about myself. I’ve always been so co-dependent that I felt if I didn’t have someone to make me feel good about myself, that I was nothing. You have been such an inspiration for me, especially now that I’m getting older and feeling like “Feels like for a girl” song. Seeing you NEVER conforming to other people’s standards of yourself, has really made me stop and think.
Thank you so much and God Bless You!
Come on baby, let me take you by the hand. Come on sugar, let me take you by the hand. Come to me. Let me be. Oh your own Candy, Candy Man.
Click on my name and I’ll give you a different treat everytime.
oh
MY
John, on May 30th, 2008 at 12:48 pm Said:oh god he’s back with his incessent dribble.. go preach about jesus elsewhere as we’ve asked you repeatedly for months.
A-LMIGHTY-GOD
W-ONDERFUL-GOD
E-VERLASTING-GOD
S-USTAINING-GOD
O-NIPIENT-GOD
M-ERCIFUL-GOD
E-TERNAL-GOD
LIKE YOU REALLY GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANYONE ANYWAYS “M”
A-LMIGHTY-GOD
W-ONDERFUL-GOD
E-VERLASTING-GOD
S-USTAINING-GOD
O-NIPIENT-GOD
M-ERCIFUL-GOD
E-TERNAL-GOD
NAZI LIAR
FAKER
CAN’T HANDLE THE TRUTH
“M”
PHONEY NAZI
Hey …well unless this attitude changes ..i ain’t coming back, Candy man!!!! you need to show some love ..don’t hate !!! . I’ve started the rehearsals for the tour ..this is so going to take me to another level ..so i wanna take you with me so get ready fuckers!!! xXx
Love? Then don’t act like a NAZI, and you know what I mean. I can’t wait to see you on stage. I bet you’re in great shape after eating Paula Dean’s cooking all winter.
Candy man,,,over my knee now, you’re goner get a spanking..Nazi and love in same sentence ..now that’s unforgivable..yes I’m in great shape , you wanna see?
Yes I do want to see. Post a picture. This thread is too long.
what crap!!Mari, on May 30th, 2008 at 5:43 pm Said:
Hi Madonna,
This is off the subject, but I wanted to come here to thank you. Your song “Beat Goes On”, has gotten me through a really tough time where I was so down, thinking I was not good enough for anything. Needless to say, the words to this song snapped me out of that nonsense, and made me get off me “arse” to begin changing what I don’t like about myself. I’ve always been so co-dependent that I felt if I didn’t have someone to make me feel good about myself, that I was nothing. You have been such an inspiration for me, especially now that I’m getting older and feeling like “Feels like for a girl” song. Seeing you NEVER conforming to other people’s standards of yourself, has really made me stop and think.
Thank you so much and God Bless You!
oh “m’TRE SAD DARLING!!
Candy girl, on May 30th, 2008 at 8:26 pm Said:
Candy man,,,over my knee now, you’re goner get a spanking..Nazi and love in same sentence ..now that’s unforgivable..yes I’m in great shape , you wanna see?
LOVE TO ACTUALLY SEE..YES YES….I WANNA SEE THE MAN BEHIND THE CANDY..ARE YA A FAT TRAILER TRASH???OR A SVELT HE MAN????HMM……..WHATEVER U IS…I FEEL SICK AT THE THOUGHT OF SEEING AN ACTUAL PIC OF YOUR FAKE ASS SELF
The Candy Man is sorry for calling Candy girl a NAZI. 😳 Please accept my apology. I’ve attached a video for you.:smile:
And so you should be Andy, you went too far… she nearly left…you forgot to say sorry for calling her a lier… i’ll do it,,, some one has too.. sorry…
not sure who Candy Man is, but it ain’t me Madonna.
From now on, i will just be me…Andy…always with a link to my blog.
Some of the ignorance that come from people’s minds is obvious, yes?
They are not seekers. You know what i am talking about.
I will only speak words of descerning wisdom which is of the truthful sincere self, because there is no point to being anything but who i am, a bisexual male, that has always loved you Madonna.
My mind is clear. I love my true self, which is sensitive, joyful(with the right lover), sincere, faithful, and descerningly wise of spiritual death and true spiritual life of the (divine) true self, protected from the unwise naysayers, by means of wisdom which reflects on truth, by means of our sincer feelings.
Indeed, hate comes from the mouth of an unwise descerning mind, a non seeker(although we are all seekers at a subconscious level).
Silly useless words they utter, do they not? That was not judgemental, and rather reflection of the truth.
Beware of spiritual death(all things unloving) as it affect + effects your life directly, as well as that of others.
Sincere desire for sincerity of just being your (divine) true self, requires diligence, and steadfast determination, unmoveable, and incorruptible, pure…not easy to maintain in such an unwise absurd world.
Actually M, i feel no need to come into this blog, as people here are deceptive, and unwise, with bitter poisonous cups they offer others to drink from.
i will post when i feel like it, but truthfully, the uncertainty in here is exactly that, uncertainty…who wants to feel uncertainty? No thanks.
Thankful to Jesus and God, in calm peaceful sincerity of reflection, i am wise of compassion of the way souls become and are in the world, all a direct result of the teachings of the forefathers.
While i see all souls as being born innocent into the world, and picking up these learned behaviours, being around some of them is truly annoying, bitter, uncertain…all the things which are the opposite of Jesus and God…welcoming, warm, joyful, and sincere of love devoid of useless absurd doubt.
So for all you posers…nice try…rather immature of who ever you are.
Truly, they don’t know me, nor desire wisdom…rather obvious, are they not?
I am about love devoid of doubt, not the useless absurd opposing forces of love devoid of doubt(although at times i do backslide, but at least i am reaching upwards to Jesus and God’s pure sincere loving compassionate descerning wisdom ).
(*V)…………..i…………..(*V)
..V…………l..o..v..e……….V
..!i!i!!i!i!……….U……..!i!i!!i!i!
..!i!i!…..!i!i!……+..…..!i!i!..!i!i!
..!i!i!…….!i!i!…me..!i!i!…..!i!i!
..!i!i!…… …!i!i!….!i!i!……..!i!i
..!i!i!…………(*V)……,,….!i!i!
..!i!i!……+..…..V……+,…..!i!i!…a d o n n a
Truly, they don’t know me, nor desire wisdom…rather obvious, are they not?
THE BANAL BTCH IS BACK
toting useless boring indipid innane insane rantings and ramblings.repeating the same garbage over and over and over……
i wish andy candy would just stay away and do his soul and sanity a favour and just enter into a convent or something..without a computer!!
marco, on May 31st, 2008 at 11:47 am Said:
And so you should be Andy, you went too far… she nearly left…you forgot to say sorry for calling her a lier… i’ll do it,,, some one has too.. sorry
er why??
WHY WOULD YOU APOLOGISE TO A FAKER??MARCO ..YOU ARE UTTERLY JUST INSANE…..YOU ARE ‘APOLOGISING”TO A FAKE CELEBRITY POSER!!!!YOU ATTACK REAL PEOPLE AND NEVER EVER APOLOGISE FOR YOUR STATEMENTS..YET YET IN YOUR DEMENTED MIND YOU FEEL SOME “HONOUR’TOWARDS A BLOGGER .PROBABLY A QUEEN POSING FOR OVER 2 YEARS NOW AS MADONNA
FUCKED SAD AND ULTIMATELY PATHETIC..
I am not afraid to speak the truth of my feelings for Madonna.
i lover her and always have.
when you truly love someone, there is nothing that is able to change how you feel for them, even if they exibit immaturity at times, who cares?
Beyond everything in life, is the joyfulness of love’s embrace of the loving lovers, where truly, all these negative things and uncertainty, fall away for what they truly are…useless and abusrd…who needs or wants it.
Love’s embrace. Find a better place…let me know.
i already know you will not. duh!
i love you Madonna, and that body of yours? Well, let’s just say, you need not to ever ask how i feel about that, ok? I wish i had your body sometimes, but then again, my body is just as lean, as a male body, which i love too. haha. ;D 😀
anyone who comes in here with wretchedness of spirit towards Madonna, i will slap you swiftly.
you are the pathetic spiritual death Paul, of that i am certain.
you are the most bitter and biggest immature adult i have ever seen in my life Paul, with nothing but utter fucking uselessness of words which come from your mind…so fucking immature it is frightful to think one like you walks amoung us.
I despise this blog now M. It is vile and bitter useless unwiseness.
this is a message 4 Marco: hi Marco!
i’m traveling 2 Rockford ready 4 the girls baseball season 2 start! it starts on thursday (my birthday)!
M, I believe he is a seeker in words only, but he will never find truth as evidenced by his vile and useless words. His bitterness does nothing but lift himself up in his own mind, while sinking in stature in the minds of those who observe him. I say that not to be judgmental but to speak truth into what is.
Since a very young age I have been able to see spiritual death in others which is hidden in the shadows of their personalities, but some try to cover it up with hallow words of wisdom and love. It has not always been easy for me to maintain this enlightened perspective whilst surrounded by spiritual death, but I am most able and willing to meet the challenge day after day as I reach for ever increasing heights of awareness.
It is annoying to see such a Philistine parading around on your blog M. The poisonous words which he spews forth from his mouth but presents to others as wisdom, is tiring to the soul. A poser of the worst kind. He is rather obvious, is he not? The wretchedness of spirit with which he threatens others with physical violence is not of God. Which reveals him for what he is, a hearer of the Word, but not a Doer.
M, Thank you for all the laughter which you’ve brought to us here. You’ve provided a place for us to fantasise for a moment or two about what it would be like to talk to the most famous woman in the world. Only an immature & unenlightened mind would believe otherwise. But to those of us with eyes that see, and ears that hear, know that Madonna has never been here, not even for a minute. 🙂
Andy, on May 31st, 2008 at 1:22 pm Said:
when you truly love someone, there is nothing that is able to change how you feel for them, even if they exibit immaturity at times, who cares?
Beyond everything in life, is the joyfulness of love’s embrace of the loving lovers, where truly, all these negative things and uncertainty, fall away for what they truly are…useless and abusrd…who needs or wants it.
Love’s embrace. Find a better place…let me know.
i already know you will not. duh!
i love you Madonna, and that body of yours? Well, let’s just say, you need not to ever ask how i feel about that, ok? I wish i had your body sometimes, but then again, my body is just as lean, as a male body, which i love too. haha. ;D
i THINK WE ALL KNOW THAT ANDY IS JUST THIS…NUTS..JUST THAT..MADONNA HERSELF TOLD ALL HERE THAT IT WASNTHER BLOG AND THAT WASNT ENOUGH!!WOW…WHAT WOULD IT TAKE???OBVIOUSLY HIS ILLNESS KEEPS HIM SO DELUDED HE JUST WILL NEVER BE WELL IT SEEMS..POOR FOOL.”:M” DY A FEEL ALL HARD AND PRE CUMMED WHEN HE THINKS YOURE THE REAL DEAL???SAD BLOGGER FROM HELL
I sent you an email.
I have learned that we are not even waste time thinking about those who do not desire to truly know us.
Those words ring true in my soul.
Why?
Forward thinking like minded individuals approach one another in a geniune sincere positive way, first greeting one another of joyful spirit, then in directions of positive thought and spirit.
Seekers seek and do find. I know i found my divine true self, and wish the same for others.
But stay where i am made to feel unwelcomed by most everyone here, including Madonna at times…no thanks. Who in the right mind would want to?
Truly, i have met and yet to meet, some truly joyous individuals in life, knowing what matters, is how i feel around them, and obviously, how they too feel around me.
Some connect…some don’t. Some connect and sabatoge. I try to connect, but when individuals choose to treat me in certain ways…forget it. I always move on. Life is too long to be miserable.
I do want to thank all you bloggers though, for reminding me how useless, unwise and toxic the feelings of uncertainty feel, leaving me to ask myself, “what was i thinking?”
Here’s the thing;
i realize how sensitive and sincere in spirit i am.
And this blog brings to my thoughts;
Absurd and insincere.
I mean what the fuck ever happened to being ordinary people who can have a conversation with someone?
Here, you are made to feel as though speaking to madonna is some cardinal sin of some sort.
It is all just so retarded to me…makes no sense, other than true senselessness, an emptiness of feeling, leaving one to eventually grow exceedingly annoyed and tired of it all, and find new friends, a better time with others i have yet to meet, hell, a better time to be had with complete strangers!
So i ask, is there any point to the retardedness of why Madonna cannot just be who she really is…you know, the one who went to high school in Detroit, like the rest of us?
I find it all extremely absurd, and to be honest, some of her music has the same uncertainty and mean spiritedness in it, which is angry, disheartening, aimless.
So in a way, i suppose i am not even a fan of Madonna, am i?
Or maybe i am a fan of the real Madonna. duh! 😉
ah fuck it.
her and i will never be friends in real life. And as for all this uncertainy…keep it. I have enough of my own.
Why can’t everyone just be themselves on here all these different personalities, it’s confusing me, and now it’s winter here in Melbourne my brain is slowing down, luckily i am good a mind reading from miles away, it’s the only way i can keep up with “Ya all”, God now i’m starting to sound like Britney, lock me up someone i need help. 🙂
I mean to say I am a good mind reader, ha,
do i need to prove it anymore
What Paul fails to realize is the truth, his negativity is what hell is.
Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that youre mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, Im sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You connect exceedingly well with your true self Marco.
That is something many people fail to maintain.
You know who you are inside…who you always where…is who you are.
oh fuck off Marco…i was thinking about that retarded song today. haha.
you win this round.
Fuck, i have to stop reading Pauls negative mean spirited posts that serve no one, other than himself, twisting and deranging his own soul, not mine.
i am going to go and pray to God and ask him to send me my new lover, and then keep my soul open for when they appear.
Andy I just read your updated blog, very funny and the answer to the sexual preference thing is, it’s not about gender, it’s about who has the most muscle y stomach, i love a six pack ha.ha.
I always grope the stomach first , haha
so long as they don’t have a body all covered in hair, i am fine with who ever they are! haha.
Have you seen some of these humans, all covered in hair? Yikes! 😉
Hard to tell what they are.
me, i am all about the hands, of gentle caress, the lips the body, their hair.
When you truly love someone, you feel what they feel for you, the exceeding joy of loving life, and for me, that is the magic of true life.
I see the spark in everyone, and i like to nurture that.
increasing heights of awareness? ha.
Have you met Jesus as i have Candy Man?
your approach with Jesus is of a boastful approach Candy Man…you will not meet him.
time to make some new friends.
hmmm….how about time to make some friends….seeing as there are few to be made here.
what a bunch of arrogant fuck heads you all are. yuk!
love and light to you all, i am off now before Paul returns with his venom, for i am not well today the winter bug’s have got hold of me and i need all my strength, who knows what the future holds, i do
ohter than you Marco…we seem to always be on the same level.
Hey, what level is this anyway?
Always know for as long as you live Marco…SINCERITY is the key to everything in life.
I have found that it is not so much what others have for me, and rather what they lack, which has always been cause for me to turn away.
I know and like my sincerity and tenderness of spirit.
Those who don’t, i don’t waste much time in negative thought of rejection, and rather see clearly, they are the ones i am better off without, knowing the depth of my own sincerity and gentleness of being.
Does that make sense to you Marco?
So the real issue is to find someone who is compatible with us, rather than incompatible and unavailable…or do like everyone else does, jump into married life, and divorced not to much later, and you would think they would learn something?
No, the run back out and do it all again, over and over. duh! Asleep at the wheel as they say.
Evaluate and assess potential lovers…a good rule of thumb is, “if it don’t feel comforable, it likely won’t change much later.”
the power of truth, there is no greater power, it is my weapon
provided it is not used to be judgmental of course
oh no. the darkness has returned.
this is for ANdy
that looked like it hurt abit
Does that make sense to you Marco?
So the real issue is to find someone who is compatible with us, rather than incompatible and unavailable…or do like everyone else does, jump into married life, and divorced not to much later, and you would think they would learn something?
No, the run back out and do it all again, over and over. duh! Asleep at the wheel as they say.
Evaluate and assess potential lovers…a good rule of thumb is, “if it don’t feel comforable, it likely won’t change much later.”
hey andy
who gives a flying FUCK??? for someone who seems to live wholly by the net it seems disingeneuous to even talk about real relationships.and furthermore.why??
whyhave thou returnest??guess what??madonna aint here ever!!not past present affect =effect(whatever rambling that is) or future…such a cheap tedious blog who only seems to atract mentally ill people such as you and marco..hmm yes im sure madonan is here!!!not
Andy, on June 1st, 2008 at 1:29 am Said:
I have learned that we are not even waste time thinking about those who do not desire to truly know us.
Those words ring true in my soul.
Why?
Forward thinking like minded individuals approach one another in a geniune sincere positive way, first greeting one another of joyful spirit, then in directions of positive thought and spirit.
Seekers seek and do find. I know i found my divine true self, and wish the same for others.
But stay where i am made to feel unwelcomed by most everyone here, including Madonna at times…no thanks. Who in the right mind would want to?
Truly, i have met and yet to meet, some truly joyous individuals in life, knowing what matters, is how i feel around them, and obviously, how they too feel around me.
Some connect…some don’t. Some connect and sabatoge. I try to connect, but when individuals choose to treat me in certain ways…forget it. I always move on. Life is too long to be miserable.
ANDY …MADONNA IS NOT HERE .SIMPLE
VERY VERY SIMPLE.DIDNT SHE SAY SO ??I MEAN ARE YOU THAT FUCKED UP??AND ABOUT “COVERSATIONS”TY HAVING REAL ONES OUTSIDE YOUR SANITORIUM….IS THERE A TIME THEY LET YOU OUT??
I WISH THEY WOULD REVOKE YOUR NET TIME…OR WERE YOUALLOWED TO RING ONE?/SHAME…GO LIVE A LIFE ANDY AND CONVERSE WITH BILOGICAL BEINGS..MARCO IS BARELY THAT…..PERHAPS GO MSN WTH HIM..OR IS THAT NOT ENOUGH??YOUR FEEBLE MIND WISHES TO BELIEVE THAT YOURE”TALKING”TO MADONNA???AS I HAVE PREVIOUSLY STATED ITS NOT ABOUT BEING “YOURSELF”HERE ITS A BATTLE ROYAL TO SEE TO IT THAT YOU AND MARCO WHO THINKS ANYONE WITH SENSE IS VENOMOUS…HISSSS! FINALLY
FINALLY GET A GRIP ON REALITY AND GET ALIFE..MADONNA AINT HERE
AS IF!!
GEESH
surviving without the negativity of this blog?
Are you for real?
how fucking blind can one be to not see the intentional willful wretchedness of spirit at this blog?
and i am judgemental?
There are feelings i feel of delicate sincere nature, away from this blog with people in life.
Then there are feelings of this blog.
and i am judgemental?
It’s called allowing ourselves to be, or not to be subjected to the negativity of others.
I choose not to be.
eat shit, fuck off and die Paul.
THEN ANDY PISS OFF HONEY…IF YOURE SO WONDROUS IN REAL LIFE WHY THEN ARE YOU SO FOUL ON HERE ??AND TRULY ANYONE WHO THINKS THAT THEY HAVE A FRIENDSHIP WITH MADONNA AND DONT…well….that should be a hint as to how fucked you are babes…you have never chosen to apologise for constantly attacking me for instance ..ie spiritual death
and crap like internet bullying
hmm??
yea over and over you hav eproved to be a nasty queen in holier than thou garb…so why dy athink this blog is negative??coz we tell your sorry ass that madona isnt here??well thats just plain sense sweeteness…seems like you are so arrogant that you do not see anything out of your deluded circle….
yes andy typical andy really…behind that veneer of “goodness’is a retarded nasty sociopath
“marco’s “link seems to lead to andy’s???well well
Andy, on June 1st, 2008 at 2:16 am Said:
increasing heights of awareness? ha.
Have you met Jesus as i have Candy Man?
where did u meet him??the park??kmart??was he shopping for clown outfits??
you are a nasty tired old queen Paul.
In God’s eyes Paul, you are of limited desire for descerning spiritual death from spiritual life, leading only you away, and the unfortunate unwise souls you happen apon and willfully with delight…victimize.
Not me though Paul. I see and feel the truth of your pettiness and deranged soul, of your weak mindedness and darkness of delight in your desire to bring not goodness from the storehouse of goodness, but rather that of an empty bowl…sorry, make it ‘that’ of a broken bowl.
well enjoy you fucked in the head mentality Paul…you loud mouth jackass.
i met Jesus in heaven Paul…not that you would know anything about heaven, by your obviousness of shit for brains.
i always did despise these nasty fucking mental case queens, that no one can stand to be around.
heaven??is that a gated commune??do you need a pass key??or is it open to just any ole loon??obviously.heaven and hell are right here babes…sory if i dont beleive in a man-made concept of spirituality.mental case queens??projection much??sorry andy get lost again will ya??it was oh so comforting knowing you were gone..no such luck i suppose.no ne responding on your blog??oh thats right no one can..hmm limits one to who can actually “converse “with you
admit it you adore me dontch ya?/youjust wana stick that big danish mental case cock in me??lubed??
Andy, on June 1st, 2008 at 6:16 am Said:
you are a nasty tired old queen Paul.
Not me though Paul. I see and feel the truth of your pettiness and deranged soul, of your weak mindedness and darkness of delight in your desire to bring not goodness from the storehouse of goodness, but rather that of an empty bowl…sorry, make it ‘that’ of a broken bowl.
well enjoy you fucked in the head mentality Paul…you loud mouth jackass.
tired old??
nope.im lookinfine sweetness.im sure your mirror isnt sayin teh same thang
queen””??oh yes!!
a big yes from me..as for teh other shite well its regurgitated so many times it makes no sense now then it did 20000 times before..
In God’s eyes Paul, you are of limited desire for descerning spiritual death from spiritual life, leading only you away, and the unfortunate unwise souls you happen apon and willfully with delight…victimize.
see that??it doesnt actually in english make any sense.spiritual death again??good one babes.how did you cme up with that??im so blessed to be in web presence of such an enlightened original being.laff !!barf!
sorry babe.”god”doesn’t speak to you its just your voices.i said babes..lithium lithium.sprinkle some on ice cream yumm yumm
storehouse of goodness??pity you dont shop there!seems you should try to stock up on some “goodness”yourself.everytime you try and impress anyone with all your pop relgeous nonsense you betray the real you and hey presto!! tHE real nasty sociopathic nasty cow comes out to show himself..look honey just fuk off get a life and a real bf and just know that you will never meet or know madonna.unless she is in the market to be friendly with a lunatic.dya thinK??
where did that fowl smell come from ? must be from the gutter.
fowl??lol …foul ?/u mean .soo very prdictable aint ya??/fun funnny funnier that YOU me dear keep answering with the same crap .as oscar wilde said ‘some of us may b ein thegutter but we are looking up at the stars”,,marco get a life babe.im fabnulous and enjoy every camp moment..beinghere just feeds my desire to vent some good natured sense into som etruly insae people.so why do u keep denigrading me???do ya feel all hard an juice dup by being such a nutty fruity fuckstick that licks its own delusion for breakfast??hmm??
my my marco mini-andy.tre tre sad!!! and sadder yet that you seem “protective”of a fake madonna and blog plus insane inmates like your bum buddy andy.
oops thats right youre probably hoplessly single and never met andy in real life??tell ya what ,go to steamworks or ram lounge stick your cock through a glory hole and hope some cute ass hot boy sucks it dry.the cheesy thought of it makes me reel..gag…well its been fun for the day y’all…flirtinis anyone??sex and teh city is opening soon!! cant wait.samantha reminds me of what madonna is probably like..a fun slut!lol
oh tis fun to play with the loons..its like being on prozac with alithium twist….do ya shoot it or just snort it boys???pill or thrill???sleep tight!
i’m in baseball heaven at the moment!
ya, a lot of curve balls. 😉
Everywhere is life, and life is everywhere, surprisingly for some, considering how negative and useless some can be in conversation.
Everyone has their own belief system, however fucked it may be, we all have our own journey of life, and what lessons we extract from it.
Truly, bitterness is nescience, not to engage in or with those who seek to entice us into such, of their pettiness of approach that leads to no where.
There is a purity and sincerity aspect of our (divine) true self, that openly connects with others, however subtle or subconscious, it is there.
Within everyone exists the sincerity of feelings for another, which seeks to always be free of the absurd doubtfulness about love, that is rampant in the world.
Obviously these unwise encouragements of absurd doubtfulness, do have extreme ends of the spectrum, where a suicide bomber is obviously the most unwise in approach, who with their absurd doubtfulness of love toward another, with exceeding hatred they seek out and kill innocent.
It is these unwise approach through out history that has been cause for all war and violence in the world, still thriving today, and for sure tommorrow.
Everywhere is the unwiseness in the world, and everywhere is the sincerity within everyone, able to connect with the sameness of that of our own self which exist within another.
Turning away from our own sincerity of love within is unwise, and indeed, cause for all suffering and division in the world.
While there exists various levels wisdom and various teachings in the world, that is cause for many divisions, within us all exists the sincerity of love that we all feel in each passing moment of every day, with everyone we interact with.
We feel it…in every passsing moment.
There is the childish uncertainty, like that of children belittling one another, and then there is the certainty of heart, mind, body, spirit and soul of those who know love devoid of doubt.
Truly, sincerity of love within us all exists, but how do we arrive and maintain a level of feeling and understanding love devoid of doubt?
Answer: by merely turning towards love devoid of doubt.
Doubtfulness about love? >>>Useless, of unwise minds, unwanted, unloving, a waste of time, annoying, painful, untrue, aimlessness of searching for wisdom, an empty void that feels painfully empty.
Love devoid of doubt? >>>Useful, true, feels amazing, exceedingly wise of those who come to fully know it, able to protect what feels so good, like that of love’s embrace between loving lovers.
The experience of love devoid of absurd doubt is fearlessness, wise knowingness of the unwiseness that grips the world, and of the utter sincerity of our divine true self, all encompassing, all engulfing, completely surrounding, where it is obviously the world around that remains unwise and immature.
Any guess where you might find me, of where i long to be found?
i threw a fastball at our manager’s head & it knocked him out! i’m in trouble now, D’OH!
oh, as a seasoned manager, it is likely not the first time he has been hit with a fastball.
but doing it on purpose, could be indicative of something else you may want to pay attention to within. ;D 😀
Enjoy and love life…it is your life to live according to YOU, and according to others as well, if we pay more attention to their wants and needs, rather than our own.
Life is like a field trip that does not end, where instead of fighting with other class mates or nailing the coach in the head(although somewhat amusing), we generally have a better time when we focus on our positive outlook…like how good the food tastes, and how great the weather feels, of how good our emotions bubble over in our thoughts of those we love, and of course, how truly fantastic we can feel, merely by allowing ourselves to feel…whatever it may be that makes us feel that way…or more specifically, who may make us feel that way, what ever way, for i know, i am allways!!!
haha. 😉 😀
ALWAYS IN MY HEART
There’s no mountain top so high
that somehow love can’t climb,
no, no, true love will find a way.
There’s no river quite so wide
that love can’t cross in time.
Please, believe me when I say:
You are always in my heart
even tho’ you’re far away,
I can hear the music of the song of love I sang with you.
You are always in my heart
and when skies above are grey
I remember that you care and then and there the sun breaks thru.
Just before I go to sleep
there’s a rendez-vous I keep
and the dream I always meet helps me forget we’re far apart.
I don’t know exactly when, dear,
but I’m sure we’ll meet again, dear,
and, my darling, till we do you are always in my heart.
– Kim Gannon
COME again Darling
opp’s wrong blog .. sorry , NOT !
Rachael, i did the same in basket ball i hit the Priest on the head and then i laughed he was not impressed sent me back to my room, (kinky) but i climbed the tree instead and i think he knew i was prepared to accidentaly fall on his head , hey the power of nature
Darwin is dead…like our societies…spiritually dead.
No. Not really. Barely breathing is more like it.
Darwin + Materialism = Mental slavery and passive doubtfulness of love.
Jesus + Wisdom = Mental Freedom and Proactive Love devoid of useless doubt.
andy=loonsville
marco =fucked
rachel=”m”posing as a 13 yr old=sick
Andy, on June 1st, 2008 at 4:27 pm Said:
Any guess where you might find me, of where i long to be found?
EAT SHIT FUCK OFF AND DE YOU ASSHOLE FAUX GODLY NOBODY WHO INSISTS HE IS SO NICE AND FABULOUS
INSTEAD YOU ARE A FUCKING NUTCASE..WHO KNOWS???SOCIOPATH??
Andy, on June 2nd, 2008 at 3:46 am Said:
Darwin + Materialism = Mental slavery and passive doubtfulness of love.
Jesus + Wisdom = Mental Freedom and Proactive Love devoid of useless doubt.
WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS SHITE MEAN????
why do i always get the sexual Connitation Paul, i’m not a slut.
generally speaking
Andy, I think Darwin had a Monkey Fettish, hairy thingo
Paul
I have an awsome suggestion for you, how about you just, “MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS” Andy, Rachel and I did not invite you to our party, now i know that may hurt at first but sorry you just don’t cut it, just yourself and you seem to be bleeding profusely and we don’t want you to give yourself an ulcer, or a Heart Attack. (well actually on second thoughts)
HILARIOUS.WHAT PARTY??i never knew this was your personal blog???sad isnt it when you just cannot stand being held up for what you are…a fuked up individual..”rachel”is 13 .u disgusting perv!! and if not wel “she”is just as sick for pretending to be..youre all quite ill in fact.wishing me a heart attack??how tre sweet!how on earth does one mind their own business on a worldwide accessible blog??hmm ar eyou for real dickcheese/?
still if you think youre havinga “party”youre pretty hard up for real friends .oh yes thats right youre nuts.i forgot.excuse me silly moi!
Marco, on June 2nd, 2008 at 5:58 am Said:
Andy, I think Darwin had a Monkey Fettish, hairy thingo
erm sorry wtf does this have anything to do with anything..and no we just didnt go poof!!and hey presto ! its called evoluton.dumb ass
Marco, on June 2nd, 2008 at 2:56 am Said:
Rachael, i did the same in basket ball i hit the Priest on the head and then i laughed he was not impressed sent me back to my room, (kinky
eew….
what does that alliterate too??
you gross me out.first you start adoring andy
then a 13 year old??now something about priests and rooms??kinky??eeeww
Paul, Darling CHERRY PIE
I have young friends i have old friends i have smart friends i have dumb friends i have happy friends i have sad friends there is nothing sick about that.
then there are your type. and your type speak for yourself, i need not judge you for you judge yourself .. I am you we are all one, you judge me you judge yourself.
i see you struggle often trying to make sense of what we talk about but it’s ok for you to feel confused if things seem a little crazy to you because you see
1. your not connected to all that is
2. We were not talking to you in the first place
3. you’r too busing making an idiot of yourself that you don’t take a step back and see things for what they really are, ( basically to clarify that statement in simple term’s, your an idiot)
would you lke some cream, before you scream, a little sweetner for that bitter heart
. you’r too busing making an idiot of yourself that you don’t take a step back and see things for what they really are, ( basically to clarify that statement in simple term’s, your an idiot)
please use spell check??
busying.
how am i more or less an idiot comared to say you??projection much??
erm im not the one that constantly thinks madonna is of this blog
marco.to call me an idiot is fine but i would actually look at it like i do all you “think”with utter contempt .
i dont suffer fools gladly
youre sad and just truly insane
if im “idiotic”then that makes you what??some kind of nutso i believe
then there are your type. and your type speak for yourself, i need not judge you for you judge yourself .. I am you we are all one, you judge me you judge yourself.
i see you struggle often trying to make sense of what we talk about but it’s ok for you to feel confused if things seem a little crazy to you because you see
1. your not connected to all that is
2. We were not talking to you in the first place
if ind you to be one of The most unintelligent people i have ever encountered.perhaps take a night class. or dont comment full stop.by the way you have referred to me so many times.please buy the ring already.u seem besotted dearest.shall i wear black>>??so chanel isnt it??
Marco, on June 2nd, 2008 at 6:44 am Said:
would you lke some cream, before you scream, a little sweetner for that bitter heart
this ditty is so sweet…er candy..lol how do you come up with such little gems??bitter??tee hee…im as happy and gay as you..oh dear no take that back.im happy and fabulous dear.imnot the one deluded and lusting after 13 year olds.gross! or is it “m”and andy !well if you cannot see the mental instabilty in someone who says only They KNOW GOD AND JESUS WELL..ENOUGH SAID REALY.
so i propose you use some brain matter before youspeak.
if you dare,rowrrr
Marco, on June 2nd, 2008 at 6:42 am Said:
Paul, Darling CHERRY PIE
I have young friends i have old friends i have smart friends i have dumb friends i have happy friends i have sad friends there is nothing sick about that
sorry babe there is when thy profess to be 13!!
bit worrying eh rosie??
if indeed rachel isnt m who the fuck knows?? “she “suddenly appeared and said..fake!! an dnow “she”seems to be besotted woth you!i call that dangerous and sad
SAD
terribly sad dear cherry fuktard
1. your not connected to all that is
wtf?/is that soem kind of oogleyde boogledy spiritually realminspired claptrap??oh ok..im not”connected”last time i looked i was connected..yes..i see the light.oh thats the lamp..
Paul
the light is flikering, check your fuse box, i think there is a short somewhere.
Paul
the light is flickering, check your fuse box, i think there is a short somewhere or are you just recharging your batteries. nothing worse than a flat battery
in raptures here you should do stand-up(if only you had talent) nothing like projection eh ???love how the only arguments you can com eup with is to “hit”me with the same back..like aschool yard
no you are
no you!!
you!! no you are!!
geesh..grow up sweetie.hey how was steamworks??
I don’t do sauna’s sweetness, i get enough fungus and foot rot from just talking to you
1o Things You Don’t Know About Madonna:
1.Hadn’t had a sexual intercourse over 10years(not counting french Love with me couple of years ago)
2.She is a Mormon(,…yeah!!!)
3.Rocko and Lourdes are by the same father(not Guy Ritchie and not Carlos Leon,….guess who,….youthfull me!)
4.She is fluent on several languages(one of them is Bulgarian,…it figures!)
5.Recorded songs in Bulgarian(you never thought she can sing right,…esp. in Bulgaria)
6.Can kiss better than them all(take it from humble me)
7.Said on Lary King 9 years ago”I see myself living in Bulgaria in 10years(one year to go Madonna,…i’m here for you Puppy!)
8.Your dream is cumming true,you said:
– I want to rule the world!
(,The Almighty is giving it right in your hands!You rule!)
9.Madonna The Queen of The World!
10.Prefers Condoms ”Valentino”(sorry i just couldn’t resist cracking myself up,every time!)
oh marco ..foot rot??lol they use bleach honey!! aww..such sweet words!! youre a true cunt! and not in the genital sense but in the age old venecular that is used towards a nasty embittered dumb “cunt”a useless banal waste of space…kissy
6.Can kiss better than them all(take it from humble me)
puhhlease shwartzy!! get back to masterbating hun
R Shwartzman, on June 2nd, 2008 at 8:19 am Said:
1o Things You Don’t Know About Madonna:
1.Hadn’t had a sexual intercourse over 10years(not counting french Love with me couple of years ago)
2.She is a Mormon(,…yeah!!!)
3.Rocko and Lourdes are by the same father(not Guy Ritchie and not Carlos Leon,….guess who,….youthfull me!)
gawd youre demented
Yves Saint Laurent is dead! BOO HOO!
HEY YOU,
”Things are not what they seem to be”
One day you will see the world and you will not recognize the people.There will be good people who will be gathered with other good people,the bad people also will be gathered in one place.We all know the names of that place.Some people don’t want to believe that they will end up there,but here is what i say to you:
-Life is a trial,FIGHT,time to become as God.If you waste your time with anything else,you will definitely end up in the worse place poss,together with your whole family(if you got one).Now is the time to act,so leave the childishness and silliness.Search for God and when you find Him,you can start the work (with his help)!!!
Remember THERE is nothing impossible and you also can be saved by the healing power of Jesus Christ!!!
Then you will understand that the things are not what they appear on the outside.
I’m glad that someone is paying attention to my words(thank you m.s Bitch)
Don’t forget that you are a daughter or a son of God,calling yourself with a name which is inappropriate could cause your spirit to shrink and is abomination before God!!!
Even with the most admirable sense of humor do not mock Heavenly Father,…even the Holly Ghost or Our Savior.
If you do it unintentionally,there is also the saying:
-No man or woman shell be saved in the yr ignorance!!!
Hope you are a fast learner.
Masturbating is for people who never had the chance to learn any of the above!!!
Have fun and relax little bit will you!!!
Mormons are quite fun if you get to know then a little you might learn something about yourself!!!
Tom Cruise,….now that’s something else….
Bambo,
~V.
All of us are born as innocent souls into the yet unwise world that is indeed heaven, but only those of steadfast diligent learning of descerning wisdom are able to approach and maintain the true loving sincerity and purity of feelings of their loving heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, fully embracing their own gracefulness of their loving divine true self intentionally, rather than haphazardly, as made obvious by many who do indeed choose to conduct themselves in such manner of unwiseness.
If you interpret this as judgemental, then you are not of the descerning wisdom that is positive in approach toward your own divine true self, as these words are of purity truth wisdom meant as goodness for sake of the divine true self in all of us.
i do not participate with directly with any of the religions of the world, and rather reflect using the simple descerning ability that feels with clarity, the purity of truth in anything i look apon, of the many things unloving and unwise conduct, as well as the many things loving and wise in conduct, such as obviously negative unloving unwise and undescerning learned conduct that often is found of those not seeking destiny at a cognitive level, unknowingly gripped by unwise fate which i have witnessed as often troubling such individuals their entire life, like that of the dangerous fate of substance abuse…almost always ending badly i might add.
Beyond the obvious descerning, there is the experience of our own sensations of grace and tender loving peaceful conduct, either alone or with another, that is truly of loving sensation that actually has a tingling feeling in the body.
Ever notice when someone is cutting your hair, or helping you with an outfit, how awesome that feels? I get a tingling sensation every time! love it!
And therein is the reason to be diligent and steadfast in our learned descerning ability that easily sets healthy invisible boundaries of wisdom within our own minds, which listens intently to others, silently establishing evaluation of the condition of souls the come near to, where apon setting of the flexible physical boundaries ensures the divine true self sanctuary from the unwise learned conduct that unfortunately and unknowingly yet grips many innocent souls in the world.
Then there is the truly unwise ones who take delight in negativity, anarchy and choas in the world, obvious for any and all to see, and feel just how much nescience and nonsense does spu for from these obviously unwise ones.
Again, if you interpret judgemental, you lead yourself away from the forward positive wisdom of these words that i leave here for all to ponder, that are of truth which is meant as goodness for sake of all innocent souls to eventually embrace and one day learn how to become free of unwise fateful snares which do indeed unknowingly grip the souls of many in the world, such as the terrorist death cults, where today, youth are being tricked into suicide bombing.
How do we rid the world of these obvious unwise teachings?
Of course, one way is to kill the teachers of these death cults, but that still does not rid the world of the unwise teachings, and rather only slows down their hateful approaches in the world.
How does the uninformed become informed, when they do not desire to become informed, and indeed, the blind who walk with them, keep reinforcing their unwise hateful learned conduct towards another.
I know Jesus might be able to affect + effect them, merely by being in the presence of his grace that easily connects with all souls of the earth. That is something Jesus came to know as 100% true of all souls, which not so much in deliberateness of approach was Jesus with others, and rather, Jesus had come fully into his own grace and was the truth of grace within us all at all times…not an easy thing to accomplish when we walk amoung so much unwise ungracefulness in the world, and yet when we do stand in our own grace, it truly is the only place we truly enjoy and feel with clarity, just how delicate and wonderfully sensitive our divine true self is.
I prefer to leave my guard down and just be most of the time, of the exceeding grace of our divine true self, but unfortunately the unwise world i walk in, tends to push my around, and indeed effect my daily.
So how do we maintain this composure at all times?
I would say that because of the wonderful feeling of standing in utter gracefulness, one can think to themselves, why would we want to be found of conduct contrary to our sincere graceful state of our divine true self(because it’s boring is not a good enough answer. haha).
And what about wisdom that is of the knowingness of the feeling of our exceedingly graceful state, which is in awareness of what pushes us out of this state, of both who and what unwise conduct, not only of others, but also of our own lacking of desire to nurture and maintain the more pleasant graceful state, that truly is exceedingly awesome, both for ourselves and our lover?
huh? What about ‘that’? haha. 😉
and no, i have not been smoking any pot today…i don’t abuse my body with substances…well ok…i still smoke once in awhile.
i was listening to a Rabbi yesterday who remarked that we are all asleep, with worldwide communication now with each other now in the world, waiting for the teacher.
He asked, “Where is the teacher?”
Truly, life is our greatest teacher, so easy for all of us to learn from, is it not?
In that regard, we are all students and at the same time, we are all teachers, are we not?
Day by day we grow more and more in our wise conduct that is deeply felt within, while experiencing our divine true self. The problem i see, is individuals seem to have great difficulty in just being their divine true self, and stand in their naturally occuring own sense of grace of their divine true self.
Ultimately, the greatest reward in life, is discovery and delight of our own true graceful state of being, and learning how to nurture, protect and walk amoung others in the world, as our delicate divine true self, that while sensitive to everything, our learned wisdom is such that we take into consideration the unwise conduct of others and embrace it for what it is…unwise…and thereby not be greatly effected by it, and indeed, set those flexible boundaries, lest we become like them, and God forbid, invite unwiseness to our own divine true self.
thanks, but no thanks…bin there…done that…someone dear to me died from unwiseness…not again.
~ all the more reason i am diligent in my steadfast determination to become free of the unwise unloving conduct of the world, which in truth, none of ever escapes from, and yet, here is the mystery, we can and do escape from, by the same means in which Jesus escaped from it…he rose up into the wisdom of God’s sincere loving compassionate wisdom, unable to be troubled ever again by anyone. Love it! 😉
still with me?
So i ask, “if not for sake of something wise and loving to say, why say it?”
Jesus said, “It is not the words which you hear that are able to harm you, rather it is the words you speak which can harm you.”
Meaning? ~ Failing to become descerning of that which is loving and that which is not loving, does indeed leave our souls to the whims of others and indeed to the whims of our own unwiseness.
So why did i humble myself to Jesus and God?
Because unwiseness took the life of many that i have loved, away from me, where in quite reflection and humbleness of spirit, i acknowledge to Jesus and God, i am (yet) of your wisdom Jesus.
+ Only in humbleness of an open mind that acknowledges the truth that we do not stop learning, do we become the required willingness learn. Indeed, the doorway into heaven is our own mind, is it not? +
omg! omg! omg!
i found heaven!
i found it!!!
(sarcastic humor)
oh hey, what does this thing do!?
hahahaha!
just trying to keep up with the rest of ya! 😀
Indeed, i really am a nut case…in the unwise eyes of many! 😉 😀
Stay out of Israel…Iran just declared it will disappear soon.
this is not good.
I just don’t see how Iran figures on shooting itself in the foot?
An declaration of war on Israel, by an immature brat that rules Iran?
Make that a punk ass immature brat with no desire to use what God gave him…his brain.
Ha. Iran won’t even be able to draw it’s own sword to fight…idiots.
andy stick to innane dribble about religeon any rant about a country or poitics should be off limits at best you are an ignorant fuck at worst you are totally insane.innane??thats better.immature??what is it with you and these constant refrences to leaders asimmature??who are you to judge??so is bush mature then???invading and raping countries??hmm
andy youre eantinghas gone into overdrive i mean fuk off babe and take shwartzy with you..this is not the forum for demented hyper religosity
I know Jesus might be able to affect + effect them, merely by being in the presence of his grace that easily connects with all souls of the earth. That is something Jesus came to know as 100% true of all souls, which not so much in deliberateness of approach was Jesus with others, and rather, Jesus had come fully into his own grace and was the truth of grace within us all at all times…not an easy thing to accomplish when we walk amoung so much unwise ungracefulness in the world, and yet when we do stand in our own grace, it truly is the only place we truly enjoy and feel with clarity, just how delicate and wonderfully sensitive our divine true self is.
wtf is affect= effect?????andy youre nuts.go blog onyour own blog.please!!! your just so fucking crazy youare not a saviour you are a sociopathic nutcase with little grasp on reality let alone any kind of theology.take your meds and be quiet.you are not anyone to follow.you sad fuck.
shame youre bi as you follow the disgusting teachings of a hateful almost cultish thinking .pains me to think that someone who is gay or bi can gladly espouse such blind rhetoric so free and easy when the same shit is used against “us”on a daily basis.youre so misinformed and brain dead not to mention spiritually vacant.ya know what??
all you do is vomit the SAME SHIT over and ovver .
yes ‘rachel” A GREAT DESIGNER HAS DIED OH SARCASTIC ONE.dont even comment if you cant respect the fact that someone with great talent and vision passsed away boo hoo??get lost
I never said or claimed i was a saviour. To even think such a thing is unwise boastfulness, rather, ”
What is salvation?, is the place to start.
Salvation of what?
Salvation of our divine true self from the unwiseness which grips and snares the innocent souls born into the unwise world, such as spiritual death that is indeed that of unwise hateful conduct that seeks to instill uncertainty in others, a truth spur for me actually, unknowingly for the unwise who spu forth unwanted annoying nonsense that is devoid of love and the desire for sincere desire for truth wisdom that is nurturing for the soul, which leaves me question, “Why read anything Paul writes?”
Oh yeah, i forgot, he amuses me…my pet rattle snake. Don’t get to close, he bites! haha.
Oh hey look, Paul is expressing himself again.
Blind rhetoric used against us?
You completely misinterpret Paul, leading only you away. Anyone with half a brain can understand the word grace?
What part of the word grace or love do you not understand Paul?
Never mind. I am weary from wasting precious time with a babbling spiritually dead jerk off.
omg this blog has gone to the dog’s, i’m out of here, did R Shwartzman, say he was a moron, go figure
I know, why not call a for cease fire?
Here is the deal Paul, all you have to do is, “Fuck off!”
hahaha.
😉 😀
I think they call that a sucker punch, where they walk into the punch. haha. 😉
oh damn, my sides are hurting again from laughing too much, and i can’t breathe.
ya, a drunk ass crazy bar fight, with wigs flying, nails breaking, hearts quaking…
your an asshole andy.. your the blind spiritually dead person.. why? CAUSE YOU THINK YOU ARE RIGHT AND ONLY RIGHT!!!
blind blind fool who writes on a fake blog to gain some sort of attention
sad old man, you need to fuck off and write on your own blog
you do not teach anybody anything.. deluded old man.. how sad it is
you are correct John, i am not the one who is able to teach the most to anyone.
only the soul that is open to learning, is able to teach it’s self the most, thru quiet reflection.
not that one is able to find quiet reflection around the mean spirited fuck heads like you who choose to be with me John.
None of you seem to get what spiritual death is, do you? Totally fucking blind.
Let’s see, i’ve got Paul attempting to mind fuck me from behind me, and John attempting to mind fuck me from the front, neither one realizing the condition of their own soul, so foul with the stench of spiritual death, of poison bitterness only to their own soul, not mine, in their blind hatefulness they parade around, actually thinking they are wise, unconcerned of their own error.
I think they have prisons full of fuck heads like you two, do they not?
The greatest prison of all of course, is our own ignorant mind that desires not wisdom, unknowingly unaware of their own fate.
Enjoy your self created prison boys.
andy .never a truer word spoken good advice for yourself baby.you are THE most ARROGANTLY STUPID IGNORANT human here albeit marco
yeah yeah andy wateva!! getta life man you know nothing of me so you cannot judge
where as you parade yourself on a fake blog as a “wise man”
like fuck off you idiot and stop preaching your crap
you are not wise just a man trying to impress madonna with you “words”
and madonna is not even here and then you go crazy when you finally believe
that madonna has nothing to do with this
i am not spiritually dead you fuckhead, i just dont believe in people like you
who are sanctimonious fucks who go preaching thinking that they are special
go away you IDIOT!!
Why read anything Paul writes?”
Oh yeah, i forgot, he amuses me…my pet rattle snake. Don’t get to close, he bites! haha.
Oh hey look, Paul is expressing himself again.
Blind rhetoric used against us?
You completely misinterpret Paul, leading only you away. Anyone with half a brain can understand the word grace?
What part of the word grace or love do you not understand Paul?
Never mind. I am weary from wasting precious time with a babbling spiritually dead jerk off.
who indeed reads your CRAP.you are teH most self indulgent self righteous bigot here.claiming spiritual death for anyone who disagrees with you.foolish?/yes that would be you.i find your concept highly toxic and ignorant.first I actually FIND that’SPIRITUAL DEATH”IS DELUSIONAL THOUGHTS AND SPENDING TIME ..WSTEFUL TIME PREACHING AND SELF GRATIFICATION FROM DOING SO .I FIND SPIRITUAL DEATH IN ANYONE THAT THINK STHEY ABOVE ANYONE IS RIGHT AND DARES TO PREACH THAT ONLY HE AND HE ALONE “KNOWS”KNOS WHAT??SOME SILLY RAMBLINGS TAKEN FROM TEXTS AND USED OVER AND OVER AGAIN
BASTERDISED FOR YOUR OWN ENDS.
TO ME THE FACT YOU DEEM FIT TO BE “SPOKESPERSON “FOR HUMANITY ON A FAKE MADONNA BLOG SPIRITUALLY DEAD=DEATH.
WHAT IS POSIITVE ABOUT THAT?NOTHING
COMMENTING ENDLESS REEMS OF BLABBER ON AFAKE BLOG
DEMONSTRATING HATE TOWARDS PEOPLE NOT OF YOUR THINKING.IF JESUS WAS ALIVE TODAY HED SMACK Y AIN TEH MOUTH
HE NEVER PREACHE DHATE OR TOLD ANYONE THAT THEY HAD TO FOLLOW HIS WAY.HE QUIETLY GAVE STORIES AND PARABLES ABOUT A DIFFERENT WAY.HE NEVER EVEN PREACHED THAT MARY MAGDALENE HAD TO “CHANGE”HE OFFERED CHOICE AND FREE WILL.
WHAT YOU OFFER IS ASTRANGE TOXIC AND INSANE VERSION OF CHRISTIANITY COMING FROM A SICK MIND.YOURE A NASTY PERSON ANDY .YOURE JUST CLEVER AT DISGUISING IT BEHIND BLIND HYPER RELIGEOUS “FAITH”AND IT NEVR EVER STOPS.YOU GO AWAY AND THEN RETURN A S IF ON SOME QUEST FROM YOUR KEYBOARD TO CHANGE WHAT??
YOU CANNOT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR WRONG DOINGS WHEN YOU ATTACK AND USE FOUL HATEFUL LANGUAG ELIKE EAT SHIT AND DIE..
YEA THAT WAS SO “GOD”LIKE??
OH AN DDIDNT YOU SAY YOU LIVED IN THE FIRST CENTURY??
U MET JESUS IN HEAVEN??
YOU SEE .YOURE NUTS.AND YOU DONT KNOW IT.
‘IM NOT SURE EXACTLY WHAT YOUR DIOGNOSIS IS BUT ITS A WORRY BABE
GETHELP ……REALLY
ALL THIS RAVING AND RANTING..DO IT ON YOUR BLOG
ATTENTION IS UGLY WHEN ITS FOR THE MOST EVIL PURPOSES
Andy, on June 3rd, 2008 at 2:02 am Said:
Let’s see, i’ve got Paul attempting to mind fuck me from behind me, and John attempting to mind fuck me from the front, neither one realizing the condition of their own soul, so foul with the stench of spiritual death
you truly are
mentally ill
nothing more nothing less than that.
“spiritual death”what a load of crap.
simple .
case closed.youre nuts
Andy, on June 2nd, 2008 at 11:29 pm Said:
I never said or claimed i was a saviour. To even think such a thing is unwise boastfulness, rather, ”
yea you are boastful
do u forget yiu boasted that only”YOU” knew god and jesus.??yea??forget that did ya??
hows the cia doing??
making more clown outfits??hows the army??
flying those planes??
writing your “books”hows the hottub??probably full of your own juices..eeewwww….
lets leave sexual innuendo fuk tard out of this so called bickering..”i wouldnt wanna “fuck You” in any capacity
i just want you to seek therapy and get a life.live it and stop playing keyboard god.
This is why you do live acording to the low and the comandements which God gave us,so we all might be counted good and safely return to live in His presence together with our familyes.
Joseph Smith,..the Prophet….we owe it all…….the restouration of the fullness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ,….His Church,…even The Church of Jesus Christ of The Later Day Saints……….
In accordance with this, my determination to ask of God, I retired to the woods to make the attempt. It was on the morning of a beautiful, clear day, early in the spring of eighteen hundred and twenty. It was the first time in my life that I had made such an attempt, for amidst all my anxieties I had never as yet made the attempt to pray vocally.
After I had retired to the place where I had previously designed to go, having looked around me, and finding myself alone, I kneeled down and began to offer up the desires of my heart to God. I had scarcely done so, when immediately I was seized upon by some power which entirely overcame me, and had such an astonishing influence over me as to bind my tongue so that I could not speak. Thick darkness gathered around me, and it seemed to me for a time as if I were doomed to sudden destruction.
But, exerting all my powers to call upon God to deliver me out of the power of this enemy which had seized upon me, and at the very moment when I was ready to sink into despair and abandon myself to destruction–not to an imaginary ruin, but to the power of some actual being from the unseen world, who had such marvelous power as I had never before felt in any being–just at this moment of great alarm, I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head, above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until it fell upon me.
One of them . . . said, pointing to the other–“This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!”
It no sooner appeared than I found myself delivered from the enemy which held me bound. When the light rested upon me I saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air. One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other–“This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!”
My object in going to inquire of the Lord was to know which of all the sects was right, that I might know which to join. No sooner, therefore, did I get possession of myself, so as to be able to speak, than I asked the Personages who stood above me in the light, which of all the sects was right (for at this time it had never entered into my heart that all were wrong)–and which I should join.
I was answered that I must join none of them, for they were all wrong; and the Personage who addressed me said that all their creeds were an abomination in his sight; that those professors were all corrupt; that: “they draw near to me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me, they teach for doctrines the commandments of men, having a form of godliness, but they deny the power thereof.”
He again forbade me to join with any of them; and many other things did he say unto me, which I cannot write at this time. When I came to myself again, I found myself lying on my back, looking up into heaven. When the light had departed, I had no strength; but soon recovering in some degree, I went home.
ms bitch., on June 2nd, 2008 at 11:03 pm Said:
yes ‘rachel” A GREAT DESIGNER HAS DIED OH SARCASTIC ONE.dont even comment if you cant respect the fact that someone with great talent and vision passsed away boo hoo??get lost
i’m not being sarcastic, i cried when i found out he was dead, i bought loads of his stuff & i still have that stuff! he was the best designer in the world!
SPIN IT!!! Click on the spin button please!
http://www.beatportal.com/remix/detail/paul-van-dyk-far-awayted-rmx/
Chicky Pow Whaaaaa
rachel a 13 year old buying ysl???/sorry that is so bizzare .people your age havent even heard of him..youre betraying your real age..40??
Ms Bitch, leave Rachel alone, I be warned i’ve put a gypsie curse on you, and all the negativitiy you put out will now come back to you two fold and instantly, in other word’s your about to reap your reward’s and your Fucked .. enjoy your self destruction JERK
haaaa youre ‘defending” someone you THINK is a friend and 13?/ sick babe.get some real friends.gypsy curse??lol how christian of you??dont make me laff fuckstick.im not the one obsessed with an online “life”defending supposed 13 year olds.ill say and do whetver i please you sad sad twat.get back to “writing”rachel loves it..only one who would.
and YOU think you can “curse”someone if anyone’s Fucked DEAR FUKFACE IS YOU im not creating “friendships”with a supposed 13 year old.warning.bit sick and sad to be doing so in the first place.a 13 year old buying ysl??get a grip.”she”is playing rith you…..GET A LIFE’
and its three fold dickhead.
Paul, mind your own business paul, i don’t need a Nanna telling me how to live my life, go have a cup of tea and heat your lavender pillow if your board
lol…and i dont need a has been semi poofta telling me who and what i should say or do either.so its grid locked.nanna??youre older than me and i look amazingly younger.tee hee.so babe.nanna isnt appropriate granny asshole !!i prefer a good coffee.espresso and i prefre blue to lavender.get a life fuktard
bored not board.
thanks Paul, I’m currently feeding my cat coffee bean’s, will make a nice kopi luwak coffee
at 50 bucks a pop that should be a good move
i am 13 going on 14, my birthday is tomorrow! please leave comments on my page saying happy birthday cuz i would appreiciate it loads!
http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/world/2008/06/03/mckenzie.kenya.food.crisis.kids.cnn
Can you believe the ignorance of the Myanmar leaders, who would not let our ships dock, bringing in food for the estimated one million in desperate need? Their own people, left to suffer. Talk about spiritual death!
no andy its not about spiritual anything .its about a body politic.we cant judge a country or its policies when we ourselves are in the realm of ruin??
people suffer daily in americac from hiv aids and the government dont care.so how can you!andy dare to judge another government ???instead of being mind numbingly ignorant try basing your”arguments “on substance and doing so on your own sad rag blog.byeeeeee
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 1:21 pm Said:
Happy Birthday!
I am 14 years old emotionally, of sincere heart and mind, of sensitivity to all, of the gentle sincere grace of my restoration to my original state.
What?
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 1:48 pm Said:
well it’s true.
That is the mystery of Jesus, his sincerity that is pure and true, of the exact sameness in knowingness he came to know about himself, that also is true of everyone…but ignorance of such things is why purity and sincerity of heart, mind, body, spirit and soul of many innocent souls born into the yet unwise world, are indeed, the cause for the condition of their souls to be so full of fear and doubtfulness, is it not?
Wisdom is what is lacking in the world, unknowingly for most. Jesus came to know this fully of all innocent souls born into the yet unwise world, where Jesus indeed, is not only of the potential sameness of knowingness in restoration for our divine true self to look apon, he IS the simultaneous sameness of knowingness we can all feel with absolute 100% pure and sincere clarity of feelings that comes to know and acknowledge with Jesus, the TRUTH of our divine true self that CONNECTS with him physically, mentally, and spiritually, of exceeding grace in body, of exceeding wisdom in mind, of exceeding eternal love in spirit.
This i know completely, Jesus ascended to God before his physical death, not the way most think they know, of these false teachings of the forefathers who did not know God’s sincere purity of love for us.
God’s relationship with us is no different than our concern for our own children, where we want what is best for our children. Truly, sincerity and purity of love devoid of doubt, i know is of Jesus and God, and is of us as well. The difficulty is in coming to know and feel what love devoid of doubt feels like and how to nurture and maintain that feeling.
I have come to know love devoid of doubt, that is momentarily felt in the world. The question is, how do we stand in the feeling of love devoid of doubt at all times, becoming the truth of what Jesus is?
i know the answer ~ ‘DESCERNING WISDOM that feels with clarity”.
With love of doubt with Jesus, united as one with Jesus, not only is there the pure sincere feeling of love devoid of doubt, there is the DESCERNING WISDOM in real time, which is what i refer to as the “Simultaneous Exact Sameness of Knowingness of Descerning Wisdom and Love Devoid of Doubt”, where, without Descerning Wisdom that is of deep emotional reflection of truth, Love devoid of doubt is not possible. Indeed, one cannot exist without the other, and in that is what makes sense, in the same sense that our love for one another cannot exist if both of us do not love one another, where in truth, we all love one another, do we not?
Of course, some truly know love of doubt for another, and of this, i know fully, my love of doubt for Madonna, is True for her, as God has acknowledge my sincerity of feelings i feel for her, just as she too acknowledges her love for all of us, does she not?
Why?
Because love is what matters in life. duh!
Was the last time i checked, of love’s embrace of the loving lovers! And we all know what i am going to say next, yes? Is there any better place to be found? duh!
i love her! i love her! i love her!
with a body like hers, who could possibly resist! haha.
Really though…i love her!
I wish we…
Happy Birthday girl!
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 1:56 pm Said:
Of my pure sincere loving divine true self eternal spirit, i am always with you, not against you.
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 2:03 pm Said:
Is compassion for unwise others “that” of love?
Is love for fun loving others “that” of love?
Is not my love always “that” of 100% loving and compassionate at all times for all innocent souls of the world?
Indeed, i am “that” of love devoid of doubt at all times, am i not?
Are we not always “that” of “Love devoid of useless absurd doubt” at all times?
Well ok, most of the time then? haha.
Enjoy your day Loves!
“That” is of YOU too Marco!
Come on now, keep up, will ya! haha.
Next level is “that” of love devoid of doubt, is it not?
There are no more levels beyond this, other than continuous learning as humble students united as one with Jesus and God.
Always remember, no one is of the complete wisdom of Jesus and God, nor shall one ever become the complete wisdom of God, until such a time of God’s choosing.
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 2:36 pm Said:
truly, darkness of spiritual death in the world is that of the unwise disconnect of souls which do not reflect on and stand in the darkness of many souls physically and spiritually struggling in the world, and see and feel with clarity, the light, is it not?
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 2:38 pm Said:
~ compassionate light of wisdom, is that of standing in the darkness others unfortunately and sadly unknowingly dwell in, where it is we who have become the enlightened ones who see and feel the light with clarity, our love devoid of useless unwise doubt.
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 2:40 pm Said:
~ ‘love devoid of doubt’, is the truth of Jesus and the only place to stand forever at rest in, is it not?
It is where i choose to dwell and always be found.
Andy, on June 4th, 2008 at 3:33 pm Said:
~ eternal spiritual birth and life is something that is real, and is indeed, that of the regeneration of spiritual descerning wisdom that protects love devoid of doubt, that ensures the continuation of the eternal human being, does it not?
In that sense, i am indeed eternally spiritually born into the birth of God’s eternal wisdom, of eternal life, am i not?
Are we not?
CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS TURD???ALL THAT CRAP ON “RACHEL’S”SO CALLED BLOG AND ALL FOR A CLIP OF MADONNA’S EVERYBODY??RELEVANCE??
=NONE
NUTS??
YES A RESOUNDING YES
Clearly M, Paul is a gay basher like the ones who bullied young Shaquille Wisdom, causing his suicide.
With God as my witness, i hold this kind of behaviour against any who choose to conduct themselves in such a manner, where myself and many officers of the law will track down and bring before the High Court Judges, with charges of Defamation of such individuals, of the delightful conduct of the malice, clearly shown by all the words of Paul with me, gay bashing with professional words, that no such professional in the world would ever do, as we continue in our approach to stem the tide of further suicides of the young gay males, who are of the highest risk in the world for suicide.
Equally, those who allow such forums, blogs and websites who allow such inappropriate hateful behaviour who continue to fail to take responsibility for moderating their internet hosting in allowing such conduct of said individuals, will also be addressed by the High Court Judges in the coming years ahead.
REMEMBER THIS CRAP???
ME?/A GAY BASHER??LOL
your sucha an idiot andy.. arrogant shithead…
Come on Guys!Where is language of Love..???Aren’t you trying to be more Madonna like…what do you do to exercise your demons and evil spirits?
~R.
This proves the obsessive compulsive disorder of you Paul.
You are blocked on other blogs because of your absurd nescience and nonsense that fuels unwise hateful fires within yourself and those yet unwise of your obsessive complusive disorder, that of your bully mentality that thrives on bashing others.
Hard to believe how absurd you really and truly are Paul.
Last time i checked, condescending and belittling another falls into bashing another’s self esteem.
Good thing i have the wisdom of Jesus and God with me, for sake of me, and perhaps it is good that you pick on me, rather than another unsuspecting soul.
Truly, your unwiseness serves me Paul, unknowingly for you, as you are like that of the many many ignorant spurs in my life that obviously push me closer to love devoid of doubt with Jesus and God, where they say to me, it is a waste of time to reqard ignorance, and instead, see and feel it for what it truly is…unwise hateful ignorance that serves no one, leads to nowhere, and certainly not with me Pual, will my door be open to you…even if you were the last male on earth.
Ok, maybe i would need to think on it abit if you were the last male on earth, as i truly love males, but not without a chain leash and a leather whip. haha.
Can you believe what Paul is doing now?
Who is stocking who again?
Go find some other unsuspecting soul to prey apon Paul, for truly i tell you, you waste my precious time, having learned absolutely nothing from you thus far, other than a reminder of indeed, the unwiseness of innocent souls snared by the ignorant teachings of the forefathers…yes Paul, your fate.
Of course it is always possible for anyone to become the humbleness of heart required to come before Jesus and God, and ask for forgiveness of their blind hateful ignorance with others in life.
I will leave you some questions to ponder for the remainder of your life Paul, that are of certainty in truth wisdom, but only with a humble heart and mind that is able to stand in the darkness of another and embrace one’s own compassion, is one able to come to know fully the answers to these questions of God.
1/ Whoever does not know the work of perfection, does not know anything. What does this mean? Here is a hint: Sincerity. Elaborate further.
2/ One who does not understand how bitter fire came to be, will burn in it, not knowing its orgin. What is the origin of bitter raging fire within? Here is a hint: Ignorance. Ignorance of what?
3/ One who does not understand water knows nothing. For what use is there for such a person to be baptized in it? Here is a hint: I already spoke the truth of the answer several times, at great length i might add.
4/ One who does not know how ignorance of bitter ignorant fire came to be, will blow away with it. What does this mean in terms of a person’s entire life from beginning to end? Here is a hint: Manifestations of hateful rage is because of the dynamics of the level of emotional intensity are greater for the emotion of deep seated _ _ _ _ _ _ _, than that of the manifesting hateful rage. Hint: A better word than the stigmatizing effect of the word Depression is what? And left unchecked, how long do unresolved issues plague an individual thru life?
4/ How will someone who does not know the divine true self, know the father? Hint: Sameness of Sincerity of love connection with Jesus. What is required of one to approach Jesus and connect with Jesus fully and completely?
5/ All things are hidden from someone who does not know the root of all things. Hint: Blind ignorance. How is truth fully revealed for one to feel with clarity all hidden truth? Hint: Sincerity and reflection.
6/ Whoever does not know the root of wretched useless wickedness devoid of love, is no stranger to it. Hint: In utter sincerity, Jesus railed against the truth of what?
7/ Those who do not understand how they came into this world, will not understand how they will go, and they are no strangers to this world, which will be humbled. What does this mean with regards to one’s entire life mentally, and how is one able to escape from unwise fate? Hint: Descerning Sincerity Wisdom of reflection, felt in calm peaceful stillness of eternal rest. But what does eternal rest mean? Eternal rest is made possible by what? 😉
Ok class, good luck on your exam! haha.
Summer is here, so go and enjoy life! Truly, love of life feels so much better than useless absurd bitterness, does it not? And how much time should we dwell apon or waste precious time arguing with those of such ignorance that goes round and round, leading to nowhere?
Clearly the answer what?
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😀 😀
One last word to Paul.
“Thank you Paul, for unknowingly serving God.”
Actually, because truth exists in everything we do or say, everywhere in the world, everyone serves God unknowingly, and some serve God knowingly, of Jesus and God’s sincere loving compassionate wisdom for all innocent souls unfortunately born into the yet unwise world, where ignorant teachings of the forefathers that existed while Jesus walked the earth, do indeed yet exist today, sadly for so many children in great need of our loving hearts to become loving, sadly for so many victims of useless hatefulness, sadly for so many families of the victims of useless hatefulness, sadly for so many victims and victims families of unwiseness, like the snare of unwise active alcoholism that sees drinking and driving the cause of innocent people killed daily, sadly for all souls of the world which yet dwell in heaven, unaware that exceeding joy of love and life does exist in the world.
Fortunately, there are those in the world who turn towards their loving heart and mind, and discover the greatest treasure one shall ever find in life…”Love Devoid of Doubt”, that of Jesus, that of God, that of the original state for all souls of the world to be restored to.
While the wise “Love Devoid of Doubt” of Jesus is able to be embraced by all innocent souls born into the world, this generation will not see this truth come to pass, because in order for this to happen, it requires more than Jesus alone…which is what the core of the soul of Jesus is about…ALL innocent souls born into the (yet) unwise world, and indeed the core of us ALL united as one someday…although “Love Devoid of absurd Doubt”, is slowly growing in the world.
And before anyone tosses more garbage on me, know this, i too was of absurd conduct at one time, before having grown free of such absurd unwiseness, that is so unwanted, unwarranted, untruth, unjust and unloving.
If one chooses to intrepret my words of truth meant to assist your restoration to your original state, i cannot help you with that, but know this, unwise fate does progressively spiral downward and end badly, if left unchecked.
Ok, everyone, rather than say “Good Luck!” because i don’t beleive luck has anything to do with Jesus and God, i will simply say, “Jesus and God love all innocent souls born into the unwise world. Go to them for the divine truth wisdoms which are meant for the divine true self in all of YOU, and discover the greatest treasure of the eternal human being…”Love Devoid of Doubt of Jesus and God.”
It is of God’s divine will that you come to know and feel the truth of this fully, as the exact sameness of Love Devoid of Doubt of Jesus is what connects us all to Jesus, to God and to each other, and indeed, to our own divine true SELF.
Wise Destiny, rather than unwise fate, is of the divine will of God’s intelligent design of us.
😀 😀
And yes, God is a life force entity of the universe, ever present at all times.
Oh, and one last thing, “Only a fool thinks they escape the TRUTH, and no one is able to become victorious over the TRUTH. You may become victorious over my body in life, but you will not be able to destroy my eternal loving spirit. Question is, why would anyone want to destroy love?
“Because they are fucking idiots, ‘that’s why!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
My child within always has to have the last word. haha.
Have a fun loving summer everyone, and i will do the same, with or without you, i am always with you, somewhere in the world, and indeed, we are all with each other, of the truth of affect + effect, all is connected as one, unknowingly for most.
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One last word to Paul.
“Thank you Paul, for unknowingly serving God.”
Actually, because truth exists in everything we do or say, everywhere in the world, everyone serves God unknowingly, and some serve God knowingly, of Jesus and God’s sincere loving compassionate wisdom for all innocent souls unfortunately born into the yet unwise world, where ignorant teachings of the forefathers that existed while Jesus walked the earth, do indeed yet exist today, sadly for so many children in great need of our loving hearts to become loving, sadly for so many victims of useless hatefulness, sadly for so many families of the victims of useless hatefulness, sadly for so many victims and victims families of unwiseness, like the snare of unwise active alcoholism that sees drinking and driving the cause of innocent people killed daily, sadly for all souls of the world which yet dwell in heaven, unaware that exceeding joy of love and life does exist in the world.
Fortunately, there are those in the world who turn towards their loving heart and mind, and discover the greatest treasure one shall ever find in life…”Love Devoid of Doubt”, that of Jesus, that of God, that of the original state for all souls of the world to be restored to.
While the wise “Love Devoid of Doubt” of Jesus is able to be embraced by all innocent souls born into the world, this generation will not see this truth come to pass, because in order for this to happen, it requires more than Jesus alone…which is what the core of the soul of Jesus is about…ALL innocent souls born into the (yet) unwise world, and indeed the core of us ALL united as one someday…although “Love Devoid of absurd Doubt”, is slowly growing in the world.
And before anyone tosses more garbage on me, know this, i too was of absurd conduct at one time, before having grown free of such absurd unwiseness, that is so unwanted, unwarranted, untruth, unjust and unloving.
If one chooses to intrepret my words of truth meant to assist your restoration to your original state, i cannot help you with that, but know this, unwise fate does progressively spiral downward and end badly, if left unchecked.
Ok, everyone, rather than say “Good Luck!” because i don’t beleive luck has anything to do with Jesus and God, i will simply say, “Jesus and God love all innocent souls born into the unwise world. Go to them for the divine truth wisdoms which are meant for the divine true self in all of YOU, and discover the greatest treasure of the eternal human being…”Love Devoid of Doubt of Jesus and God.”
It is of God’s divine will that you come to know and feel the truth of this fully, as the exact sameness of Love Devoid of Doubt of Jesus is what connects us all to Jesus, to God and to each other, and indeed, to our own divine true SELF.
Wise Destiny, rather than unwise fate, is of the divine will of God’s intelligent design of us.
And yes, God is a life force entity of the universe, ever present at all times.
Oh, and one last thing, “Only a fool thinks they escape the TRUTH, and no one is able to become victorious over the TRUTH. You may become victorious over my body in life, but you will not be able to destroy my eternal loving spirit. Question is, why would anyone want to destroy love?
“Because they are fucking idiots, ‘that’s why!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
My child within always has to have the last word. haha.
Have a fun loving summer everyone, and i will do the same, with or without you, i am always with you, somewhere in the world, and indeed, we are all with each other, of the truth of affect + effect, all is connected as one, unknowingly for most.
I CAN ONLY FEEL EMPTY PITY FOR SUCH A SIMPLETON WITH AS MUCH KNOWLEDGE ASA CABBAGE….
I DONT NEED YOUR”HELP”I BELEIVE IN THE FEMALE DEITY I BELIEVE IN THE MOTHER GODESS THE FEMININE OF THEGODHEAD.PERHAPS YOU FEEL THE NEED FOR A “FATHER’SINCE YOURS WAS SUCH AN ASSHOLE.AS FOR MOI
IM HAPPY IN MY BELIEF SYSTEM AND MYLIFE
SO FUCK OFF AND AFFECT=EFFECT =INFECT SOM EOTHER SITE.SOMEONE SHOULD REALLY DO A STALKING SUIT ON YER ASS,YOUR LIKE AN INTERNET VIRUS.
…”Love Devoid of Doubt of Jesus and God.”
fundemental flaw..
doubt is essential in everyday life
example.
hmmm i doubt that cheatinghusband will ever be faithfull!! =healthy doubt
hmm i think i shouldnt cross that busy intersection without lookingboth ways=doubt
that hotplate looks hot(lol)i DOUBT that i should put my hand on it.
That nuclear waste product looks dangerous..i DOIBT i will play in it.
hmm i DOUBT that i should fuck him her unsafely.=safe sex
and it goes on
andy without healthy doubt there is no free will in life
youre dumb and insane
And before anyone tosses more garbage on me, know this, i too was of absurd conduct at one time, before having grown free of such absurd unwiseness, that is so unwanted, unwarranted, untruth, unjust and unloving.
youre STILL ABSURD ANDY YOURE NOT ABOVE ANYONE
YOURE FLAWED AS HELL
YOU ABUSE PEOPLE AND YOU NEVER APOLOGIZE YOU HAVE NO IDEA OF RIGHT OR WRONG .YOU ARE A NASTY SOCIOPATHIC NUTCASE HIDING BEHIND SOME BRAND OF ANDYISM THAT MAY AS WELL RESEMBLE SCIENTOLOGY FOR ALL ITS MERIT
MAYBE YOU CAN SPREAD THE WORD ON YOU TUBE AND GET AN AUDIENCE THAT WAY…????WHATEVER YOU DO I LEAVE YOU THESE WORDS BORROWED FROM YOUR LIPS
EAT SHIT FUCK OFF
AND DIE!!
THATS YOUR INNER CORE ANDY
TH EREAL YOU
Actually, in truth, the male and female are the same in spirit, no different at all.
Actually, i don’t see God as neither male or female, and rather that of a life force entity, as i already said. I refer to father, like that of a child to a parent, for sake of my humble stance that is required for our minds to be open to learning, unlike your choosing to be closed minded, in truth, metaphorically speaking, no different than that of the Iranian President actually.
Poor Paul has to find some other unsuspecting person to victimize, as everyone has left him here by himself.
Gee, i wonder why? NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😉 😀
Can you believe what Paul is doing now?
Who is stocking who again?
Go find some other unsuspecting soul to prey apon Paul, for truly i tell you, you waste my precious time, having learned absolutely nothing from you thus far, other than a reminder of indeed, the unwiseness of innocent souls snared by the ignorant teachings of the forefathers…yes Paul, your fate.
my fate asswipe is mine …….free will
and the sense and inteligence to discern the utter disgustinghatred spewed from ignorant canting idiots lik eyou
im no darker than say………..you.
“forefathers”wtf is that??
youre raving about what??
its never made sense
im not snared by any doctrine
i am quite open to many things but not ignorance and arrogance which you display in abundance.
my fate??
is to be a famous artist and writer hav ea wondrous boyfriend and love and be loved.thats my goal and thats what i will strive for.at least i have a healthy knowledge that im “noraml”when it comes to belief systems and knowing that madonna isnt my life partner..lol
you hav eamused one for many a month
i never sought to TEACH you anything
just to see that you are nsane and stalking a fake madonna blogger and making threats to everyone who disagrees with you.you have not once apologized for the attacks on me have you??no .your innane ego wont alllow for it
that would mean that you have to admit that youre flawed
which muxt be hard for the chosen” one??eh rosie??
must be so lovely sitting at your keyboard pulpit derailing the world its leaders and so forth
sad and funny
but ultimately unhealthy and sickening
all i hav eseen
and many others too i s that you are mentally unbalanced
who knows??you may be a killer or a deranged mental hospital escapee??with bodies in 5 gallon drums?/thats the sickening prat .who knows ??i find your blind disgusting arrogance to be disturbing an dyour blindness to anyones thoughts or intelligence
i wish you luck in gettng serious serious mental health help
Oh, and adressing the Iranian President’s speech the other day, “Saying Israel will soon disappear from the face of the earth.” is something to ignore?
No one says something like this furvently says something like this unless they are planning for it.
And if Israel does take a nuclear stike, what then Paul, “Oh, we should of paid closer attention to the reality of these ignorant teachings of the forefathers that claimed to know God and obvious do not, in their detonating an Islamic nuclear bomb in Israel.”
Ya, ok Paul. Why not dress in drag and go strutting into the government buildings of Iran and see what happens, oh wise and wonderous one.
Simple question Paul. “Why do you think they are putting a missle defense network in as we speak?”
Clearly you have the answers, so speak wisely for all to hear, that’s if anyone still reads the empty words of your posts, of only hatefulness.
I am not about hating anyone, rather about reflections of truth wisdom which address the teachings of the forefathers who claimed to know God, and do not.
All hatred in the world is not of God, nor should ever be of us, but truly i tell you, that if Iran draws a sword of fire to strike apon anyone in the world, the same fire will be cast apon Iran, of the desire for fire, not ours, given what they desire and deserve if ever a day they cast forth evil hatred apon the world.
While they may hurt us, without doubt, our nuclear submarines off shore, will extinguish these foolish teachers of evil apon another. That is the protocol.
Reminds me of Clint Eastwood in Dirty Harry, “The question you need to ask, is did i fire five bullets or six?” as he waits for the punk ass stupid one to turn towards the hatefulness in his heart, and sure enough…
We are not about hatefulness, and that is what Iran has to come fully into awareness of.
Rice spoke clearly the other day. The current leaders are not the ones we are able to negotiate peace at this time.
~ an expert evaluation.
As for luck? There is no such thing as luck in learning of knowingness…you either learn it, or you don’t, and suffer like the rest of the fools, of their blind hatefulness they vent apon the world, of their own unresolved and unaddressed past, current and future issues.
Prognosis?
Oh well, why don’t we leave it up to Paul to guess the future of the world. NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. 😉 😀
i jest……….
i mean, take me seriously, just don’t try to take me too seriously!
That’s the problem with the world, the emotional over reacting and their quick decision making, rather than peaceful observers who reflect apon descerning truth wisdom between love and hate, and seeing with clarity the only safe way forward for mankind is love.
And i am some lunatic for reflecting on such things.
Ya, ok Paul….whatever. Be careful not to pick on a real crazy person in life Paul, for your own sake, as fire does beget fire, almost always.
My fire is of simple easy to understand truth wisdom, something you fail to concern yourself with.
Oh ya, i forgot, i am talking to a babbling idiot who takes delight in falsity and malice.
Ya, ok Paul. Why not dress in drag and go strutting into the government buildings of Iran and see what happens, oh wise and wonderous one.
Simple question Paul. “Why do you think they are putting a missle defense network in as we speak?”
Clearly you have the answers, so speak wisely for all to hear, that’s if anyone still reads the empty words of your posts, of only hatefulness.
I am not about hating anyone, rather about reflections of truth wisdom which address the teachings of the forefathers who claimed to know God, and do not.
All hatred in the world is not of God, nor should ever be of us, but truly i tell you, that if Iran draws a sword of fire to strike apon anyone in the world, the same fire will be cast apon Iran, of the desire for fire, not ours, given what they desire and deserve if ever a day they cast forth evil hatred apon the world.
While they may hurt us, without doubt, our nuclear submarines off shore, will extinguish these foolish teachers of evil apon another. That is the protocol.
SORRY BUT I JUST PROVED IT ALL RIGHT DIDNT I??WHAT THE FUCK DOES IRAN HAV EANYTHING TO DO WITH ME TELLINGYOU THAT YOU ARE A NASTY QUEER DELIGHTING IN TTACKING ME AND OTHERS AND NOT ADMITTING IT??
All hatred in the world is not of God, nor should ever be of us, but truly i tell you, that if Iran draws a sword of fire to strike apon anyone in the world, the same fire will be cast apon Iran, of the desire for fire, not ours, given what they desire and deserve if ever a day they cast forth evil hatred apon the world
yes andy thou wise and insane one…hatred is in many forms such as your rants.5 gallon drum anyone??
And i am some lunatic for reflecting on such things.
Ya, ok Paul….whatever. Be careful not to pick on a real crazy person in life Paul, for your own sake, as fire does beget fire, almost always.
My fire is of simple easy to understand truth wisdom, something you fail to concern yourself with.
Oh ya, i forgot, i am talking to a babbling idiot who takes delight in falsity and malice.
seriously andy GO GET HELP
YOU JUST BABBLED NONSENSE AND RANDOM CRAP ABOUT IRAN ETC.
FUCK YOURE SO FAR GONE
MY POINT EXACTLY
YES YOU ARE ABOUTHATE
DISGUISED AS “GOODNESS”
HENCE ALL THE EAT SHIT AND DIE COMMENTS FROM YOU??
YES VERY WISE AND LOVING??NOT
JUST FUK OFF
Oh ya, i forgot, i am talking to a babbling idiot who takes delight in falsity and malice
PROJECTION MUCH??
LIKE A MIRROR I DEFLECT YOUR HATRED NOW AND ALWAYS THREEFOLD
Simple question Paul. “Why do you think they are putting a missle defense network in as we speak?”
who knows??to protect their country as every nation on earth has the right to.duh!!
I am not about hating anyone, rather about reflections of truth wisdom which address the teachings of the forefathers who claimed to know God, and do not.
who do you think you are??the “forefathers “as you say actually wrote all that you take for granted about “knowing”anything about the concept of god.idiot
Remember Paul, it is you who abandon’s you, in your uselessness of mean spirited approach with others, where apon having listened long enough to your mean spiritedness, they set healthy boundaries for themselves, avoiding your childish behaviour, seeing you for what you clearly are…childish and immature.
Here. I will give you a free pass. It’s called the word DESCERNING of the right approach with others.
But would require a loving heart and brain…sorry to say, your fucked, or at least you should be, as going to long without it, does leave one in a state of crankiness.
At least that’s how it is for me.
Paul the CRANK.
CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK CRANK
yawn…boring!
First of all, you started the attacks Paul, and you kept coming in with only negativity.
It is your unwiseness that interprets me as negative.
Falsity Paul. You play people by fueling fire within them, then you stand back and point fingers.
Like i said, fire begets fire, a normal human reaction, and indeed, cause for all the chaos in the world.
You deliberately do this Paul, and yes, you started in on us a long time ago…last year sometime…i remember you approach then, exactly like you are today…an obsessive compulsive mind fuck junkie.
haha.
best one all day!!!! 😀 😀
Totally unnecessary Paul, consistently repeating people’s comments, consistently stating this blog is Fake, consistently criticising people.
If I may politely suggest that yes your are certainly entitled to express your view’s but perhaps once is enough, to consistently and repeatedly repeat over and over does not validate further it simply serve’s to invalidate and for me i find it irritating.
you are not alone Paul, there are thousands of them on the internet.
They come into Christian forums and such, for the soul sake of casting fear and wretchedness of mean spiritedness.
In everything exists the truth easy to descern, that of loving and that of unloving.
All things unloving come from an unwise mind.
All things unloving are not of God.
All things unloving are not of Jesus.
All things unloving are absurd and useless, a waste of time.
All things unloving feel….well….unloving.
The only difference between Jesus and every soul of the earth is the simple word…DESCERNING of truth of all things unloving and loving, and of course everything else that comes with eternal wisdom of God’s loving compassionate wisdom that restores the eternal human being to it’s divine original state of harmony, like that of how the eternal human being is created in the womb, harmoniously, like that of the cells in our body, work harmoniously together.
Being the opposite of harmony does not feel good for us, because it does not make sense to our brain, which feels the unharmoniousness of others in life. Our brains subconsciously search for understanding and reasoning of this thru all of it’s memory, exhaustively sorting and searching for answers that leaves us, well, unnaturally exhausted, stressed and dead at 55.
We now know fully that stress related illness is a real issue, and significant at that.
Well ya, hello? Stress is not normal for us.
Indeed, the unwiseness in the world is cause for stress, and so in that sense, stress is a killer, is it not? In other words, people’s unwise is killing others, is it not?
So in other words, our unwise minds are cause for stress related deaths in the world.
Ah, such a lovely world is it not? So many fuckheads running around like they are all this and all that, couldn’t orgasm if their life depended on it!
And I am sure you will retaliate by stateing that you find me irritating irrespective of what my comment’s may be, I have cautiously endeavoured, (in consideration of this), to make comment’s on a once only basis with you in mind of course.
However feel free to repeate my comment’s and criticise me for I am strong and I like to be challenged as it enable’s me to assess my own character and perfect what is almost perfect.
Practice Makes Perfect.
Cleanliness is next to Godliness, now where did i hear that from recentlty Ah yes i remember , God is a Woman
yes! Marco is here.
TAG TEAM TIME!!!
hahaha 😀 😀
damn, what took ya so long Marco? I was starting to get bored by Paul’s men-oh!-pause again.
ok time to practice
God is an extraterrestrial life force entity in the universe that intelligently designed the human being.
Mankind suddenly appeared on the planet…something your scientists don’t talk about.
oh, i was busy changing the world, im on a time frame God’s order’s 🙂
Alien’s in disguise …
shhhhhhhhhhhhhh…
i am putting my nails on this time, so take your time, as my alter ego waits for her nails to dry.
what.. shit.. hurry time is waiting .. no more anticipating..
I looooooooooooooooooooooove
that song..
ya, alien to love is more like it.
I feel like i am in some Alien monster movie, wondering what the fuck is wrong with everyone! haha. 😉 😀
here the thing:
i know nothing is wrong with me, and it is everyone else that has problems, so i ask Marco, “What the fuck is wrong with everyone?”
here’s a hint: SINCERITY
Paul is crying now, cause his tag team friend John is not here! haha.
Paul has a new nick name Marco.
Obsessive Compulsive Mind Fuck Junkie.
Marco, on June 6th, 2008 at 2:27 am Said:
Totally unnecessary Paul, consistently repeating people’s comments, consistently stating this blog is Fake, consistently criticising people.
If I may politely suggest that yes your are certainly entitled to express your view’s but perhaps once is enough, to consistently and repeatedly repeat over and over does not validate further it simply serve’s to invalidate and for me i find it irritating.
yes??
quite.really??
and you think that andy or you dont keep repeating over and over and over and over??
puhhlease.have u ever read andys’ dribble??no sane p[erson can stomach it.person that is.i hav eno idea why you defend such trash
if indeed you had any intelligence youwouldnt
yes it is a fake blog and i will keep saying it.i dont know why you cant just be on your own blogs.i blog why cant both of you??why do you feel the need to “express”crap though??
it IS irritating to the extreme isnt it??
why would you critisise me for repetitiveness when both you and crack ass andy do the same/?
how much hyper-religeous fodder must you put up with??
sorry but any sane person can see this is crazy town
remember that movie cocoon when the Alien’s make love by sending all that love energy to each other and the whole room lights up from all the radiance..
electrifying.. ok i’m putting on my sunnies now..
i absolutely love how you both think that you can hurl abuse and then quickly say youre all christian nad loving???mind fuck junkie now/?
the difference between us is wide.im sincere you are not .simple.obsessive compulisive??my god wand how do you justify your innane insan eramblings???
as what??
sorry babe you keep projecting and its tiresome
hint; real person here
correction “real person inside here”
i dont need a childish tag team fuckface im quite fine dishing out intelligence rather than insane childish attacks and rants designed for??what??people that have no life obviously.me.sorry andy you betray how fucke dup you are so very often .you never see it,.and its sad
It’s a new term for certain internet trolls.
“real person”then behave ;like one and see this shit fore waht it is.why do you persist in keeping andys hatred going??or backing him up??hmm??answer.youre a fukwit
haaa andy internet trolls??yes ..see andy .youre the troll here babes
i am not a Christian.
I am God’s son.
😀 😀
my favorite color? PINK!
you have no idea how many people laugh at this shite.ive asked a few to ‘read”both your crap and come away with one answer..nuts.it is so often that p[eople who are arrogant and mentally unstable that angrily defend their point of view and see nothing viable in any one else’s.i have actually said sorry to marco invariably for being mean and nothing in return from him or you andy.which is basically wrong and insincere.i would indeed lay up if i wasnt so blatantly attacked for such shite as……
internet troll
eat shit and die
cyber bully..which is absoulutely fucked
so yes keep it comin
i at least know how to be decent and apologize for my meanness and im not a chrsistian
you too however hav ebeen vile and lo and behold you find it right and justified.how??sorry its not about expression its aboutyou too needing an audience that isnt even here to mak eyour tinylives somehow fascinating behind your keyboard.
why cant you two just get on msn??
and just get a friendship going instead of ‘talking”on here
john is not a friend i dont even know him if he is against you andy its no fault butyour own and its got nothing to do with me
yes andy thats right have your insane fun..you espouse religeous fundamentalist doctrine to your own vile manipulation but your not christian lol
gods son??
ok cool
i take it your meds havent been adjusted??
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 3:13 am Said:
my favorite color? PINK!
nothing like a random mental answer
eh rosie??
you see that Marco, how his snake like personality sneekily coils around you when you are not watching?
You have been absolutely vicious with me Paul, you fucking fuck head, with thousands of none stop hateful, hurtful words, on and on and on.
And then you make like “Oh, they are such bad Christians, look how they sware at me!”
Well fuck me Paul!
Your utter absurdness is that of a snake personality, of one who lurks in darkness, striking unsuspecting people, casting down their belief systems, when clearly Madonna asked us to express ourselves, and then you twist the truth to seem as though in your favor and we are the bad ones.
Do you honestly think people see you as a nice person Paul?
Clearly you have been willful of falsity and malice.
In God’s eyes, you are the wretchedness of clever trickery that cajoles and entices souls into the fires of hell where you dwell, poisoning of not only your own soul, but in delight of deranging unsuspecting souls you prey apon, like one of satan’s workers.
Satan is unwise, not of God’s full wisdom…obviously!
Nor am i yet, but i know a snake personality when i see one, that is deceptful in approach of souls, mind fucking them into your hateful mean spiritedness.
You cannot poison me Paul. I see the truth of your wretched mind fuck game, of the lowest maturity i have seen in awhile…finding it difficult to believe such trolls like you exist.
I have seen many trolls, but none quite as nasty fuck head mentality as your own Paul.
MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK
it is the only thing you enjoy doing Paul.
And again, i am not a Christian. Who would want a name like those who borrow the name Christian, in all their useless partiality of heart?
Paul is nasty burnt out tired old draq queen, of low mentality, low morale, low self-esteem, unable to descern truth for his own sake, who has no grip on reality of how the world really is, and why, where indeed, his mentality is cause for why the world is the way it is, of spiritual death, which is cause for phsyical death, that of apathy of souls which desire not the divinity of God’s sincere pure love and wisdom that is able to restore one to their original true state.
Indeed, that of Crucial Lacking of Desire for Wisdom, which is why the world is the way it is.
While ignorance has always plagued mankind since the beginning, the real issue is not so much ignorance, as it is the crucial lacking of desire for wisdom that replaces ignorance.
Honestly, i don’t care what anyone thinks of me, or the words i say, for i know many will not take time to intently feel the words anyways, while at the same time, some will, and it is for those who are like minded of forward positive thinking like i am, that these words have been left here for them to read.
As for the likes of Paul, we do not have to look far in life on any given day to see his kind.
Bashing and bashing away at me none stop, and then asking me for an apology?
Why the fuck would i apologize for the fucking truth about you Paul…a fucking basher within our own community, you miserable fucking jackass.
Get away from me with your dark hideous mean unwise spirit, for you obvioulsy do not desire Jesus, God, or the truth of the divine true self in everyone.
I am here for those who embrace love, not hate.
Ya you Paul, nothing but fucking hate is all you rant about and then you accuse me of such, twisting of truth, ‘that’ of your attempt at spiritual murder of my spirit Paul.
You cannot become victorious over the truth or of me Paul. It is not possible, for truth does not fail.
So take your lying motherfucking fucked up mentality and go spu it somewhere else, as it is you Paul, who is the wretched evil ignorant spirit here, not me.
Apologize to one who uses satanic devices of trickery?
I will let God deal with you Paul, where in truth, your own fate has already sealed your future, for i doubt you can find your way out of your fate.
the words i speak are of reflections of ancient text, which recorded the words from Jesus lips.
I do not read the bible that was edited by the early church, who did not know God, nor do they yet.
I know God, and God knows me, of this i am 100% certain, and i do not need anyone to clarify this with, as God has already acknowledge it with me.
So go ahead, mock me all you want. You make a mockery only yourselves in front of God.
Not sure who i despise more, you or Madonna for allowing you to treat me like this. You are both irresponsible in God’s eyes, but fear not, for no one is able to become victorious over the truth, where only a fool thinks they escape the truth.
And yet i understand why no one should have to wade thru the fucking bullshit mouth of useless words that spu forth from Paul, in all his wretched bitter derangement of fucking garbage he tosses around like a madman.
Truly, i do not need anyone to defend me, nor do i want such assistance from any of you.
Well…ok…if they have a nice ass, maybe!
😀 😀
I see Paul as one of the ones who joyful drove the nails into the wrists of Jesus, for that is what he does to me.
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 4:13 am Said:
Paul is nasty burnt out tired old draq queen, of low mentality, low morale, low self-esteem, unable to descern truth for his own sake, who has no grip on reality of how the world really is, and why, where indeed, his mentality is cause for why the world is the way it is, of spiritual death, which is cause for phsyical death, that of apathy of souls which desire not the divinity of God’s sincere pure love and wisdom that is able to restore one to their original true state.
A TIRED OLD DRAG QUEEN
FIRST
YOURE THE OLD SAD DELUDED NUTCASE CLOWN OUTFIT WEARING SO CALLED BISEXUAL
I DO NOT WEAR DRAG.I ONCE DID BUT NO MORE. I MAY DO BUT THATS NOT OR YOU TO “ATTACK”SEEING AS THOUGH YOURE OF THE”COMMUNITY” IM QUITE OF HIGH SELF-ESTEEM.
IM TALENTED INTELLIGENT AND UN-SPIRITUALLY “DEAD”
FOR THERE IS NO SUCH MEANING IN YOUR WORDS EXCEPOT YOU CANNOT STAND BEIG WRONG IN ANY SHAPE OR FORM’VICTIM PROJECTION MUCH/?
WHATVER IS SAID YOU YU JUST SAY “OH YOURE SPIRITUALLY DEAD BLAH BLAH”
BORING REALLY
SAD SAD ILD QUEEN YOUARE
I DONT THINK MY WORDS ARE BULLSHIT WHAT I DESCERN AND SO MANY OTHERS DO IS YOURE ABSOLUTELY 100 PERCENT NUTS
As for the likes of Paul, we do not have to look far in life on any given day to see his kind.
Bashing and bashing away at me none stop, and then asking me for an apology?
Why the fuck would i apologize for the fucking truth about you Paul…a fucking basher within our own community, you miserable fucking jackass.
Get away from me with your dark hideous mean unwise spirit, for you obvioulsy do not desire Jesus, God, or the truth of the divine true self in everyone.
I am here for those who embrace love, not hate.
Ya you Paul, nothing but fucking hate is all you rant about and then you accuse me of such, twisting of truth, ‘that’ of your attempt at spiritual murder of my spirit Paul.
You cannot become victorious over the truth or of me Paul. It is not possible, for truth does not fail.
I DO NOT “BSH’ YOU YOU MIND NUMBINGLY DUMB IDIOT.YOU HAVE ATTACKED ME VICIOUSLY FOR EVER AND YOU STILL ARENT MAN ENOUGH TO ADMIT WHEN YOURE WORNG
I DO NOT DESIRE JESUS OR GOD AS I HAVE SAID.I DONT CARE THAT YOU DO .WHAT I CARE ABOUT IS ANYONE THAT USES RELIGEON TO HATE
I DONT BASH ANY “COMMUNITY”MEMBERS YOU VICTIM’I SAY YOURE SICK AND SICK YOU ARE
NASTY VIPEROUS INSANE FUKTARD
Ya you Paul, nothing but fucking hate is all you rant about and then you accuse me of such, twisting of truth, ‘that’ of your attempt at spiritual murder of my spirit Paul.
wht the fuck do you know of truth andy?
the truith here is a fucking sad fake ass blog that madonna herself came and said so and two months on were still here
so yea were all a bit sad in our own way but none more fucked up than you
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 4:25 am Said:
Not sure who i despise more, you or Madonna for allowing you to treat me like this. You are both irresponsible in God’s eyes, but fear not, for no one is able to become victorious over the truth, where only a fool thinks they escape the truth.
And yet i understand why no one should have to wade thru the fucking bullshit mouth of useless words that spu forth from Paul, in all his wretched bitter derangement of fucking garbage he tosses around like a madman.
A ) MADONNA ISNT HERE
B) USELESS AND GARBAG ARE FOUND IN YOUR RANTINGS AND VOLUMES OF DIORRHEA
Your utter absurdness is that of a snake personality, of one who lurks in darkness, striking unsuspecting people, casting down their belief systems, when clearly Madonna asked us to express ourselves, and then you twist the truth to seem as though in your favor and we are the bad ones.
Do you honestly think people see you as a nice person Paul?
SO BORING OF YOU AND MARCO TO DELIVER THE SNAKE SYMBOLISM
ITS ARCHAIC USAGE WAS OF THE OLD CHURCH WHICH YOURE AGAINST
IT WAS COMMONLY USED AS A SYMBOL TO DENOTE EVIL
JUST A RANDOM REPTILE PICKED BY THE CHURCHPOLITIC AS SOMETHING TEH COMMON MAN COULD ADHERE TO’
2 THOUSAND YEARS ON AND THE FUKWITS STILL DO
LOL
SNAKE INDEEDMY STAR SIGNIS SCORPIO
A STING TO BE SURE
I DONT LIKE SNAKES I PREFER PUSSY CATS
PERSIANS OR LOVELY GINGER ONES
AS FOR BAD CHRISTIANS
YUP
YOURE A NASTY VIPER TONGUED ARROGANT SELF ASSURED VICIOUS CANTING RANTING MARONIC INSIPIS WRETCHEDLY IGNORANT FARCE OF A HUMAN BEING
YOU HUDE BEHIND GOD AS A BASE INSTINCT TO SELL YOURSELF AS”GOOD
NEWS FLASH .YOURE ANYTHING BUT
So take your lying motherfucking fucked up mentality and go spu it somewhere else, as it is you Paul, who is the wretched evil ignorant spirit here, not me.
Apologize to one who uses satanic devices of trickery?
I will let God deal with you Paul, where in truth, your own fate has already sealed your future, for i doubt you can find your way out of your fate.
YOU dont determine my fat ein life and theres nothing that says “god”will either
“satanic”devices of trickery?
actually in theory from the book of revelation the false prophets and evil doers will be hiding behind being lovely and beautiful and apparently the anti christ will be so loving and wondrous to behold and will trick everyone
sorry babes im far from satanic
you are the one that uses mentally deranged ways of applying hate on this blog,which is why??
why are we even doing this??
simple
you wll never see life beyond your keyboard.and you refuse to acknowledge that you are abusive and obstinate .as for anything to do with”madonna”that idea has flown
were just using up good energy by doing this ridiculous “fight”
the faker of this blog is just as sick and enjoys the fact.sad really when madonna herself actually told everyone this wasnt her blog
enough proof as no one else has ever ever come back except”rachel’who is m anyway
just do some research and the truthis there
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 4:17 am Said:
the words i speak are of reflections of ancient text, which recorded the words from Jesus lips.
I do not read the bible that was edited by the early church, who did not know God, nor do they yet.
I know God, and God knows me, of this i am 100% certain, and i do not need anyone to clarify this with, as God has already acknowledge it with me.
So go ahead, mock me all you want. You make a mockery only yourselves in front of God.
the bible is teh ancient texts..where do you think it came from??
and there isnt an actual”recording”its justhanded down stories
the “church”you speak of and”forefathers”they were the one sthat introduced all that bullshit u spew forth such as teh snake analogy
fucking sad
youre just not right in the noggin’
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 3:28 am Said:
Satan is unwise, not of God’s full wisdom…obviously!
Nor am i yet, but i know a snake personality when i see one, that is deceptful in approach of souls, mind fucking them into your hateful mean spiritedness.
You cannot poison me Paul. I see the truth of your wretched mind fuck game, of the lowest maturity i have seen in awhile…finding it difficult to believe such trolls like you exist.
I have seen many trolls, but none quite as nasty fuck head mentality as your own Paul.
MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK MIND FUCK
it is the only thing you enjoy doing Paul.
And again, i am not a Christian. Who would want a name like those who borrow the name Christian, in all their useless partiality of heart?
KEEP IT UP YOU ONLY LOOK WORSE OF AND MENTALLY UNSTABLE
MEDS NOT WORKING??
Andy, on June 5th, 2008 at 11:12 pm Said:
Actually, in truth, the male and female are the same in spirit, no different at all.
Actually, i don’t see God as neither male or female, and rather that of a life force entity, as i already said. I refer to father, like that of a child to a parent, for sake of my humble stance that is required for our minds to be open to learning, unlike your choosing to be closed minded, in truth, metaphorically speaking, no different than that of the Iranian President actually.
Poor Paul has to find some other unsuspecting person to victimize, as everyone has left him here by himself.
Gee, i wonder why? NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO BEFORE I AS LIKE HITLER NOW IM LIKE THE IRANIAN PRESIDENT??YES ANDY THAT MAKES SENSE/???
I AM LIKENED TO SOMEONE WHO AGREES TO PUT GAYS TO THE DEATH
YOU MAK EME SICK WITH YOUR IGNOARANCE
TELL ME WHO TEH FUCK WOULD EVER CONTEMPLATE GOING OUT WITH YU??INDEED AR EYOU ABLE TO??
ARE YOU ACTUALLY IN A LUNATIC ASYLUM WITH A LAPTOP??
IF SO I HOP ETHEY REVOKE YOUR PRIVALEGES
TELL YA WHAT IDIOT! YOUSHUT YOUI TELL IT ON YOUR BLOG AND OPEN UP DISCUSSION YOU COWARD
Poor Paul has to find some other unsuspecting person to victimize, as everyone has left him here by himself i do not cictimize anybody and find the notion somewhat distasteful
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 4:25 am Said:
Not sure who i despise more, you or Madonna for allowing you to treat me like this
lol
MADONNA ISNT ANYWHERE NEAR THIS SAD BLOG YOU DELUDED DERANGED MENTAL CASE
your right Paul, she is not here anymore for the same reason i choose not to participate at this blog…because of Paul’s
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why the fuck would i open discussion on my blog with an immature fuckhead like you lurking and stalking around Paul?
Your idea of fun is to twist the truth.
God warns of such mind fucked individuals like you, and asks me to pass on by, saying, “Many will be last to enter the kingdom of heaven.”
Why?…because they don’t love Jesus or God, because they don’t desire love devoid of doubt of Jesus or God, because they don’t desire truth wisdom of Jesus or God.
In words Paul, because you are the ignorance that Jesus and God speak against, of those who are intoxicated with raging bitter hatefulness, just as you have proven here, in your none stop mind fuck word play game of exactly what you enjoy doing, twisting the truth.
I ask, who would want to be around you fucking negativity Paul?
All your words are of attacking negativity. Every fucking useless ignorant post of yours.
You think you can tread on God’s truth and become victorious over it, while you ignorantly remain unaware of your own fate, not even question what your fate is, not even knowing what your fate of ignorance that surrounds you.
There are jerks i have met in life, but none quite as deranged as your sorry ass useless bitter mind fucker gamer.
Childish
Immature
Hard to believe someone actually thrives on ignorance and desire ignorance as much as you do Paul, in you every approach with me, spitting and spitting in my face.
I hand you over to God to deal with…not that you would care or know anything about God….truly i tell you, God knows everything about you, and the things you do to unsuspecting souls.
i can’t believe i waste my time speaking with one who obviously despises Jesus and God as much as you do.
But no more. Today is the last day for me at this fucked blog that you destroyed Paul.
i am no coward of ones like those who enjoy twisting the truth.
You may want to be careful in your approach with God though, as God despise wretched ignorance.
You will be one of the last to enter Paul, and in your own despair you will become ashamed of all these ignorances you love so much.
Distasteful?
Both you and Madonna are what is distasteful in your ignorant irresponsible approaches with me.
You prod and prod individuals with your childish mind fuck games Paul, then they respond and you point fingers at them for what you instigated.
Bitter nashing of teeth is what you are Paul, and of useless word play twisting and avoidance of wisdom.
Well, i warned you. You lead your self to destruction, not me.
I used to respect Madonna.
Not anymore.
It is this kind of irresponsible hosting of websites and chat forums that are left unattended, unmoderated, uncaring of any unsuspecting soul which left to the whims of stalking trolls which prey apon unsuspecting souls, who get the fuck bashed out of them by motherfucking immature jerk offs like Paul.
Fortunate for me, i am wise of the reality of trolls who victimize people on the internet.
My concern is for those unsuspecting souls who happen apon this trap of poisonous snake mentality like Pauls.
Fail to become responsible, i see no reason to support irresponsible individuals who carelessly host without moderators.
Ya you Madonna. You are irresponsible.
What if young person happened apon this blog, thinking it really is Madonna? What about that Madonna?
Are you that heartless to allow such a thing?
Paul’s utter absurd bashing is exactly that…a basher…likely a skin head, like the skin heads who take joy in physically killing others in real life.
You disconnected Madonna, and i honestly cannot believe you are this careless in life, of no concern at all of the reality that trolls in the world do seek to mentally damage individuals over the internet.
So long as you choose to operate this blog unmoderated, i care not to ever speak you again Madonna.
If you are not going to moderate it, or participate in the blog, then why not delete it?
I have tolerated Paul’s means spiritedness long enough to last a life time.
He speaks like a fool.
Or alternatively, i will find new friends to hang out with.
Seeing as the uncertain is not something i enjoy anyway.
Ya Madonna, your immature uncertain that you play with…it sucks ok?
Would real friends in life act so absurdly immature with one another?
I don’t. I despise such childishness immaturity.
What, is Madonna not allowed to have male friends? Does Mr. Ritchie not allow you to have male friends?
Well, enjoy your last laugh together without me.
What a bunch of jerk offs you all have been with me.
Is it to much to ask people to be real?
Apparently so…in all their high and mighty better than others mentality, too good to speak with us lowly types.
Ya right.
Truly, it’s absurd nonsense to me.
like this blog…a perfect example of contrasting wisdom and absurd ignorance, irresponsibly unattended, uncared for, abandoned…by me as well.
Who could possible want to be here in the pit of snake mentality with Paul?
No me. No way.
You are the coward Paul, afraid of your own sincerity of love, and afraid to humble yourself in acknowledgement that you are not wise.
i can’t believe how one can bash away at another like Paul has, and then has the gull to ask me to apologize to him for speaking the truth of what he really does, bashes away at people, and not just me.
I mean really Paul, look at all your bashing words of constant bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash bash
Nothing but bashing Paul.
and then you stand back and actual smile in delight of your bashing away at someone who is diligently searching anciet text for the mystery of God, someone more determined than most anyone in life, who merely takes time to reflect with someone who i thought gave a damn for my research.
Obviously neither Madonna, nor Paul have any respect for me at all, so i ask, “Why would i want to be friends with either of you?”
Let me know if you come to understand the answer, for clearly i have already spoken.
I have nothing further to say to either of you.
So both of you take your fucking disrespect of me and fuck off!
I get more love and respect from my pets, than either of you.
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 12:36 pm Said:
like this blog…a perfect example of contrasting wisdom and absurd ignorance, irresponsibly unattended, uncared for, abandoned…by me as well.
Who could possible want to be here in the pit of snake mentality with Paul?
No me. No way.
youre full of shit…
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 12:08 pm Said:
You disconnected Madonna, and i honestly cannot believe you are this careless in life, of no concern at all of the reality that trolls in the world do seek to mentally damage individuals over the internet.
So long as you choose to operate this blog unmoderated, i care not to ever speak you again Madonna.
hint andy
you bash and attack people then play projection as victim wjat an asshole
you know dmn well madonna aint here
either yure a retard or someone posing as one
either way youre insane’madonna has said she is nothing to do withj this shit
you are so arrogant and full of shit andy of course we bash you.. people like you are dangerous to society and deserve nothing else but “bashing”
you speak such a load of crap!! nothing in it is wise yet you think you are soo special.. and what… so special to write on a fake blog about madonna?? you idiot you have no audience on your own blog hence why you come to this
i take it your a sad lonely person because of you delusion in thought.. why cant you see that we dont care if you think you “know” jesus… you are not some special person who understands the world andy your a sad middle aged man who sits at his computer and writes religous garbage on a fake blog wanting people to believe that you are special!! like seriously dont insult our intelligence
so please you are welcome to discuss normal madonna issues which this blog should be for not for you to “teach” the world how “special” you are when in fact you are a hyper religous fool brainwashed in all things religious.. we dont agree with you or want to hear you nonsense it is absurd and archaic
enjoy your spiritual death fuck heads.
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and why?
Because Madonna thinks ok of you to be negative, that’s why.
She is as equally responsible for the victimization from this blog as the perps are.
Irresponsible.
Careless.
Unconcerning.
Undescerning.
not a friend to me like i used to esteem her to be.
Not a friend to anyone who becomes victimized by the fuckheads who dwell here.
I see exactly the same way Jesus does and truly, i speak the truth of the ignorant mean spiritedness of the perps in this desolate fucked place of a hell on earth.
And to think they actually asked me to open my comments on my blog so they can bash me so more.
TRUTH.
You fuck up and poison your own souls in your ignorance of approach with others.
That is why the world is the way it is…the exact ignorances of approach clearly and with clarity anyone can see of you two.
Worse. They don’t even know the utter insincerity with their own loving divine true self, that has submerged, thinking they are wise, and so obviously are not wise at all of sincerity about love.
And then Madonna has the gull to come in and lie.
Well that pretty much did if for me, of any remain respect i once had for her.
And now, equally as ignorant as these naysayers, she leaves this fucked blog of jackass to freel victimize anyone who comes in here.
Truly, i despise this blog and the irresponsible uncaring concern of the owners of this blog, who willful have no concern at all, in participating in the trashing of Jesus and God’s sincere message of hope for all.
Well fuck you Madonna and your infinite fucking wisdom.
+ WARNING to ALL +
~ beware, as this blog has officially been deemed by God as unfit, of wretched unwise ignorant spirits waiting and lurking, to prey apon unsuspecting souls, that of those who are;
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+ All my words have been words of truth of Jesus, of God, of me, of any who seek truth, where no one is able to become victorious over these words of truth. +
+ BEWARE of the ignorant ones who dwell here, as they seek to cajole and entice you into unwise insincerity and untruthfulness which is not of God, making only a mockery of themselves in front of God, of their bitter nashing of teeth God warns YOU of. +
+ This concludes today’s test of the emergency broadcast network, brought to you by me, a loving brother of Jesus, a son of God, who loves us compassionately without any doubt, of divine will for our willingness to be loving, compassionate, and wise. +
Ciao Bella.
Ciao Bello.
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 3:28 pm Said:
and why?
Because Madonna thinks ok of you to be negative, that’s why.
She is as equally responsible for the victimization from this blog as the perps are.
Irresponsible.
Careless.
Unconcerning.
Undescerning.
not a friend to me like i used to esteem her to be.
andy has finally flipped his id…as funny as that seems as he is quite insan eto begin with.madonna herself cam ehere to put an end to the craziness only to put andy’s delusion and sixk and twisted perverted ‘religeous”views on high speed.
and whats with the “emergency broadcast system bit”i think that h efeels if he rants enough that will mak ehim feel like hes achieved something in his day ……a sad prospect considering his upteen amounts of comments
the only thing i can get out of this “person”is a nasty negative ranting ataccking hideous vile “christian”who hides behind his version of “truth”and sanity to disguise pure insanity.theres nothing more to be said.he feels utterly justified and anything ANYTHING spoken remotely against him is tatamount to “bashing” a “son of god”wow we are in the divine presence of heavenly royalty ..a brother of jesus even.
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 12:36 pm Said:
like this blog…a perfect example of contrasting wisdom and absurd ignorance, irresponsibly unattended, uncared for, abandoned…by me as well.
Who could possible want to be here in the pit of snake mentality with Paul?
No me. No way.
You are the coward Paul, afraid of your own sincerity of love, and afraid to humble yourself in acknowledgement that you are not wise.
i can’t believe how one can bash away at another like Paul has, and then has the gull to ask me to apologize to him for speaking the truth of what he really does, bashes away at people, and not just me.
.only you and marco.you for being an ignorant fuk who has attacke dme on various counts .i havent bashed you at all.i have simply told you youre fucked!! for being ignorant arrogant and justplain nuts..not that bad really
considering you tel me to eat shit and die…and that fate awaits m einhell??
lol
fate has been wonderful to me.i feel blessed and totally in love with life an ditwith me
so take YOUR hate and fuk yourself mr asshole.
My concern is for those unsuspecting souls who happen apon this trap of poisonous snake mentality like Pauls
lol….truly funny
Andy, on June 6th, 2008 at 12:20 pm Said:
If you are not going to moderate it, or participate in the blog, then why not delete it?
I have tolerated Paul’s means spiritedness long enough to last a life time.
He speaks like a fool.
Or alternatively, i will find new friends to hang out with.
well FUK OFF THEN….TRULY WHO NEED SYOUR INSANE DRIBBLE
say bye bye to the Mr.Iranian fuck head leaders, your turn to die.
+ WARNING to ALL +
~ beware, as this blog has officially been deemed by God as unfit, of wretched unwise ignorant spirits waiting and lurking, to prey apon unsuspecting souls, that of those who are;
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+ All my words have been words of truth of Jesus, of God, of me, of any who seek truth, where no one is able to become victorious over these words of truth. +
+ BEWARE of the ignorant ones who dwell here, as they seek to cajole and entice you into unwise insincerity and untruthfulness which is not of God, making only a mockery of themselves in front of God, of their bitter nashing of teeth God warns YOU of. ++
i jest not.
if you scroll the above really fast, a can see either snakes moving or roses blooming. haha 😉 😀
cool eh?
too much caffeine today…a bad hair day.
you have to be at least 4-6 feet from the screen to see it.
looks like my big pink flower bush in the patio blowing in the wind.
whao!
what the fuck? 3271 posts? hahaha. 😉 😀
good thing love is free, yes?
Wisdom is free. Problem is, people don’t desire it enough to arrive at a point which is united completely with Jesus, for if one were able to feel the love devoid of doubt result, truly they would desire the wisdom which nurtures and protect love devoid of useless doubt.
you talk such crap the ,ost unwise an i have ever met!! youi put your self in the same sentance as god and jesus… uncaring of god, uncaring of jesus, uncaring of me, uncaring of others..
so you are in the same league of jesus and god now are you??
hahahahaha you are an idiot and mentally fucked andy
Ya, I do John.
I am a loving brother of Jesus, and a loving son of God.
+ WARNING to ALL +
~ beware, as this blog has officially been deemed by God as unfit, of wretched unwise ignorant spirits that wait, lurking to prey apon any unsuspecting soul, that of the ignorant ones who dwell here who are indeed;
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+ All my words have been words of truth of Jesus, of God, of me, of any who seek truth, where no one is able to become victorious over these words of truth. +
+ BEWARE of the ignorant ones who dwell here, as they seek to cajole and entice you into unwise insincerity and untruthfulness which is not of God, making only a mockery of themselves in front of God, of their bitter nashing of teeth God warns YOU of. ++
Ok Madonna…you have your useless blog back.
i am done hanging around those who obviously don’t desire truth of Jesus and God, nor any truth for that matter, of their delightful willful conduct of falsity and malice.
And people wonder why the world is the way it is…clearly the truth is obvious…wisdom replaced with unwise useless absurd ignorances and illness of heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, that of unloving spiritual death.
Not me. I found spiritual life, that is not like that of the gross materialism that still grips the world like it did when Jesus walked the earth, apathetic to the lack of love in the world, albeit, love is slowly growing in the upside down world, not fast enough for the many who needlessly died today.
So go be proud of your wealth everyone. raw raw raw for you and spiritual death. Be sure to teach your children how to be so cruel while you are at it.
Bunch of fucking useless fuckheads.
WELL ITS OFFICIAL.ANDY IS GONE.”GONE’AS IN MENTALLY.LEFT THE CUCKOO NEST ,FLEW OVER IT ,IN IT AND THEN LEFT HIS BRAIN WELL BEHIND HIM FOREVER LEFT BRAINLESS ,WITLESS AND THOROUGHLY FUCKED.ANYONE THAT CAN TYPE CRAP FOREVER AND DAY THEN RANDOMLY SAY HIS PINK FLOWER BUSH IS NICE THEN HAVING A BAD HAIR DAY
THEN CONDEMNING ALL TO HELL AS HE AND HIS”FATHER”AND “BRITHER”GOD AND JESUS ARE NOT O FTHIS BLOG
AND STILL THINKS MADONNA IS HERE??
WELL BYE BYE TO ANDY AND HIS BRAIN
SO SAD SO BAD,FARE THEWELL OH SAD TWSTED 40 SOMETHING DANISH DESCENDED ARMY.BAKERY EMPLOYEE,PILOT
THEOLOGAN
CIA INFORMANT
SUBMARINE DRIVER??
HORSE WHISPERER??
ST MICHAEL??
KING OF FREAKS??
BEWARE of the ignorant ones who dwell here, as they seek to cajole and entice you into unwise insincerity and untruthfulness which is not of God, making only a mockery of themselves in front of God, of their bitter nashing of teeth God warns YOU of. ++
HE LOVES PARTCULAR USED AND ABUSED SAYINGS
LIKE NASHING OF TEETH..BIZZARE -O LITTLE NUTCASE..GNASHING..NOOT NASHING..JUST A HINT IF YOURE GOING TO WRITE THIS ALL IN YOUR NUTCASE MEMOIRS
DIARY OF A FRUITCAKE
“MY JOURNEY AS GOD JESUS AND MICHAEL GABRIEL AND THE HLEY GHOST..ANDY”
i know paul its hilarious what he writes he thinks he’s so special and he just a sanctimonious fuck head
oh the crap he writes no need of constipation medicine when he’s around
im all cleaned out thanks to him
fuck off andy your not a preacher your a deluded man who uses religion to frighten people the lowest of the low please fuck off this time
remember we dont think your wise.. we know your not wise.. why??
BECAUSE WE’RE WISE!!
too fools like you.. i wouldnt have you any where near me if i new you
freak
Dear Madonna,
I’m your biggest fan and you DID something on your cheeks. It’s obvious!! Since you began to promote your last film, your face is different and you didn’t have that kind of cheeks. Your face was quite square and natural. It was a bit disappointing to see how you have started to change your original face shape as many other artists…
Anyway, you shouldn’t say it’s not true, just remain quiet…
Dear Madonna,
I’m your biggest fan and you DID something on your cheeks. It’s obvious!! Since you began to promote your last film, your face is different and you didn’t have that kind of cheeks. Your face was quite square and natural. It was a bit disappointing to see how you have started to change your original face shape as many other artists…
Anyway, you shouldn’t say it’s not true, just remain quiet…
sad attempt at getting yourself “madonna fied “again??ya sad fucking faker
my baseball team have won 3 games in a row ever since the league started & there’s only been 3 games so far! i’ve got another game this afternoon in Chicago, IL, & we’re travelling there right now, my laptop is starting to play up again! there’s so many bumpy roads in Rockford!
Some of the acts on Live Nation do a “meet the artists” package: http://www.livenationexperience.co.uk/packages/ So maybe Madonna could do “meet” thing for people who have bought Hot Ticket packages for her show(s)?
Dearest People i Love Ya’ll!!!
i Love U ms.Bitch!!!
i Love U Andy!!!
i Love U Marco!!!
Andrew Thomas,Silvia,everyone!!!
i’m inLove with You Madonna!!!
The world is a beatifull place!i am grateful to God!
Mua,mua,mua!!!
~Bambo.
rachelcartwright1995, on June 8th, 2008 at 8:24 am Said:
my baseball team have won 3 games in a row ever since the league started & there’s only been 3 games so far! i’ve got another game this afternoon in Chicago, IL, & we’re travelling there right now, my laptop is starting to play up again! there’s so many bumpy roads in Rockford!
UTTERLY fascinating……
not!
erm”rachel”i mean.”m”have you developed any other personalities layely??this incarnaton is the oddest yet
R.Shwartzman, on June 9th, 2008 at 4:16 am Said:
Dearest People i Love Ya’ll!!!
i Love U ms.Bitch!!!
oh shwartzy baby..ive oft wondered what a cok you must have.big thick juicy…mmmm bulgarian meat yummy
ms bitch. you make my day! i got a game @ 8, so get lost!!!!!!!!!!
glad i could help”rachel”got game??a league of your own??lol how are ya”m”??
You know that,after this life(which is like a moment in excistence)you might be reborn countlessly in a different forms and shapes.This is your final chance to get it right!!!
If you fail,you could be the next kitty on the street or dying in your own feeces,all the horryble things that could happen to a man or animal…that could be you!!!Your family will suffer the same.One day you will be brought to the knowledge of God,then it will be too late of course.
God has created you m.s Bitch,the Satan has power over you now!!!So you know there is some things which are hard to describe,like the faith which you have to suffer,nothing personal!!Whoever you are you don’t deserve this,you can repent of your evel and ask God of his forgiveness.
sorry shwartzy i dont need to “repent”for anything!!!satan is a concept nothing more,like so many things.i dont suffer now nor will .funny how your faith smacks so much of hate and cursing people to their “fate”god an dgodddess sorry i dont beleive in asingle male deity.so toodels for now…….how big is that bulgarian cock??
you make me sick!
Mariah Carey’s big ego makes me sick too, as well as ms bitch
filthy anotomy talk yuk ! revolting !
stupid question of the day.
why do people feel the need to act mean to another?
+ Faith receives, Love gives. +
+ No one can receive without faith, and no one can give without love. So to receive we have faith and to love we give. If someone gives without love, that person gets no benefit from what was given. +
+ Anyone who receives something but does not receive Jesus is what? +
One more stupid question.
What did you receive when you gave without love?
you hurt me Matt, with nasty bullshit attitude.
you were so loving, and i don’t understand why the sudden nasty attitudes.
are your friends nasty too?
or have you decided not to come out of the closet?
So tell me Matt.
What did you receive when you gave without love in hurting me like you tryed to do?
i cryed over what you did Matt. You did not even explain why you left. Nothing. No happy pride…emptiness, devoid of love that greatly hurt me inside, and still does.
is that what you call friendship? Hurting someone like you did?
it makes no sense to me, because you were so happy all the time. This is not like you at all Matt.
a whole year of fun times and then you toss me aside like i did not even exist.
that hurt me beyond belief, and still i cannot understand.
it was kick to my head, painful. only pain.
so tell me.
What did you receive when you gave without love in hurting me like you did…
i will tell you.
you lost a dear friend that loved you greatly
i have been treat like this by anyone.
i have not been treated like this by anyone.
deception of loving and kind you once were then a kick in the fucking head…a gay basher in my books, or someone really immature.
i simple sorry andy, would be nice of you, like they way i thought you were…sweet and considerate…or are you turning into one of those really nasty queens who think they are funny.
If you are, this is not something funny, and is rather exceedingly immature, beyond belief actually.
Ok. fine.
I have really descent friends in life Matt, of unbelievable sincere love and kindness, you may have been able to meet one day.
your loss Matt
you destroyed what we had Matt…a fun loving friendship.
so apologize biatch! 😉 😀
you made me cry Matt.
you owe me an apology.
and you owe Madonna one too, for hurting a friend of hers.
ok.
im over it.
Ciao.
fukity fuk fucked fucking fucked up fuckers!
😀 😀
what?
is no one happy to see my return? ha.
so how are things in the dungeon here?
you fix that rattling of chains yet Marco?
i still here it once in awhile in here, of spirits yet snared.
sORRY aNDY sORRY mADONNA FOR HURTING aNDY, there’s i mean sorry truly .. i can explain .. i will explain but not on this Blog.. in private in sincerity in truthfullness
oh so your a friend of madonna’s now are you andy?
hahaha you sad deluded man, pathetic
what are you talking about with matt eh?
why do you write such crap on this?
unwise deluded man you are!!
Andy, i’ve left the dungeon, thankfully a gentle loving soul graced me with love and tenderness and saved my soul for which i am most grateful and appreciative beyond which any word’s could ever express, i look forward to the opportunity to show my appreciation.
i know that soul is here, too .. i am connected .. true..
thank you Matt.
i was hurting all day over you Matt.
wow!
That sounded sincere of you Marco.
Marco. You are an exceedingly deeply connected soul, which lifted me up.
always know, that only love devoid of doubt is good enough for us.
Some will be last to enter.
By means of the power of love of the all, where all is connected…at all times, all of mankind is ascending into sincerity of love and truthfulness, sheading these illness of heart, mind, body, spirit and soul.
i was hurting all day over Matt leaving, as i have loved him along time, as someone i merely wanted to assist with in life.
Truly Matt is a pure and precious soul, more sincere than any i have met, like yourself Marco. It is because of his age, unlike us the older generations which become jaded and weighed down in spirit.
again. Thank you Matt, as i esteem you as someone truly great in my life. Actually, i esteem you as the most great in my life Matt, because of your purity of spirit.
you showed me your appreciation Marco, by the sincereness of the words you speak.
words i always look for of you yet here at this blog, just as you have of mine.
why?
i think it’s a spiritual maturity thing.
anyone who is loving, is a friend of Madonna, a friend of Jesus, a friend of God, a friend of mine.
JOY JOY JOY
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Like i the way i love Matt.
Like the way i love Marco.
Like the way i always loved Madonna.
Like the way i love those who CHOOSE to be loving like Jesus, of God’s divine will for us to always be loving.
Gee…i wonder why? NOT.
mean spirited bitterness is painful to me.
is it painful to you as well?
So LOVE and JOY is the ONLY thing that makes sense, does it not?
i thought i lost a friend today, and it hurt inside, and made no sense to me, as i was always loving and kind.
I know , i truly do , i feel your hurt, i feel your confusion more than you realise, i am growing out of my fear away from my doubt like an innocent child learning and understanding a feeling that was new and unknown to me until now. without doubt
i love you Matt.
i will love you for the rest of your life.
trust me…i will love you the rest of your life Matt.
but must respect one another, and always see each other as dear loving friends, like the way i feel about you, truly loving of you Matt.
i look at you and i see Troy, who i betrayed in life.
i am not able to ever betray you Matt…it is not within me to do so.
i am here as a friend who truly wants you as a friend in life Matt.
Truly, i would love you in my life Matt, as friends who love one another for life. Someone can turn to when things don’t turn out well.
I am Carrie, and you are Samantha. hahaha! 😉 😀
please tell me you want to be friends for life Matt, for that truly is what i want, as i admire your awesome wit, sincerity, and gentleness of spirit that is loving.
I see you and i see that part of my self Matt, of joyful easy going fun loving nature.
if ever i had a friend in life like you Matt, i know i would be blessed.
so tell me you want the same thing Matt.
How awesome would it be, to know you have someone in life to always turn to, who truly loves and respects you.
Can you put a value on that? It is beyond all riches in life, of how i feel about you Matt, knowing i am here to guard you from the disasters of life, that derail so many people’s life unwisely.
so do you want me in you life Matt? I know i do, that way i won’t worry about you.
From friendships like this, i have seen the might of souls that connect, grow more than if they were apart over time.
just as you need me, i also need you in my life Matt.
I have grown to admire you, watching you grow since i first came across you, becoming more confident and fearless.
Best of all Matt, the fearlessness continues to grow none stop, but you have to approach life intelligently, which means no substance abuse, proper excercise, rest, and an excellent diet of natural foods, and cut out caffiene if you can, or limit it to two java a day, as too much makes for restless sleep.
hey, remember the Posey poem? You were like, the happiest soul i ever saw! haha.
😀 😀
i want in my life Matt, as a life long friend.
i don’t extend myself to people very often like this, because normally, i don’t want them in my life. hahaha!
i am here, to nurture you protect you from harm, like true friends do, when love is true.
i have learned things about myself because of you Matt.
i realized something today of myself concerning you.
i realized the depth of my love for you, in regards to your entire life ahead of you Matt.
When you went to leave, i was overcome by my concern for the hazards in life i have seen in so many people’s lives, were had you stayed friends with me, i could of been there to offer you certainty of truth in advice on issues, of what you can expect of how the unwise world can impact our lives, of the unwiseness of others who are insincere, such as denial of substance abuse, that progessively spirals downward over time, according to case studies, almost always ending badly, derailing the lives of all involved.
Clearly, i would not want to see that ever happen of you Matt.
Then there are the really extreme cases of drinking and driving and people dying.
Here’s the thing Matt, that you are not fully aware of yet in life. As homosexuals we are automatically at high risk for high risk activities, such as dangerous use of substances, in particular alcohol.
Internal homophobia is a lengthy process that decreases over decades, where our high risk for self-medicating ourselves is higher than any other case studies statistically, because of the anxiety of internal homophobia and external homophobia that impacts our daily life.
Getting caught up with the wrong homosexuals in life Matt, where you CHOOSE not to be descerning of these REALITY CHECKS, will see your life fall aimlessly into the unwise hands of others, that could potentially see your life end in disaster.
You must EMBRACE WISDOM Matt, if you are to maintain an excellent fun loving HEALTHY life of exceeding joyfulness with someone like your self who so far(i pray), is yet free of substance abuse.
I am here while you are yet young to guide you in love and wisdom of these serious life issues Matt, as i was one who’s life fall into the unwiseness of approach in life and i lost the best i had ever loved in life.
Here’s the thing Matt. If we were to become friends, and you choose unwise ones who approach life haphazardly, i would terminate our friendship if you continued to fail to pay heed to my warnings of REALITY CHECK of the high risk behaviour of those you hang with, and of your own learned behaviours you picked up from them.
In for you to be my friend, you have honest with me on these matters, and trust me, i will detect substance abuse in you, without realizing i do. You will be able to hide that from me, as it affects your personality, changing it.
Got it?
😉 😀
thanks Matt.
My day went from really sad, to truly happy that you talking with me.
i really thought you were gone from my life, as all the fears i have for you swept over me, of a precious soul i feel concerned for.
I feel concerned for you Matt, in as much as i did Troy, of the same emotion intensity that i felt for Troy the whole time i knew him. That is why feel my intensity with you, because the depth of my love is real for you.
* spell check *
you will NOT be able to hide substance abuse from me.
anyway, enough for today, my words are failing, as i am in need of rest.
And yes Matt, truly, with sincerity, i love you as much i did Troy.
i look at as someone i have an opportunity to correct my unwise approach with Troy, and gain forgiveness from God over Troy.
With that said, should we become friends, i will expectations of you, that of my wisdom in life, such as your dealing with coming out to your family and friends, and discussion on how that is going for you. You need to be open with me Matt, if i am to your friend.
Because of your emotional intensity that i obsevered thus far Matt, i also have an expection of you to work with Professional experts in the field of psychology to help help you deal with your coming out process, of no less than 3- 5 years of regular sessions twice per month.
As a friend, i expect this of you, to help safe guard against unwise relationships you may enter into with others who are not safe and supportive of you, such as those who abuse substances.
Professional experts will notice directly if you begin participating in substance abuse, and will question you directly when they pick on the personality changes they witness.
i cannot be there for you to do this Matt, and safe guard you from the world and from your self.
So if you want my friendship, then these are some of the expectations i have you that will ensure you have an exceedingly joyful life of love and wisdom for your entire life, where by the time you reach the age of twenty, you will highly evolved mentally and emotionally, of great fortitude of wisdom, that will guarantee a successful healthy true life, free of the unwise hazards along life’s road.
The best to meet a partner, is almost certainly while you are in school, NOT IN A BAR.
Got it?
You will not find a healthy partner in a bar Matt. So don’t look for one there…ever!
Ok Matt.
Sweetest of dreams.
Thanks for loving me Matt, as my love is true for you.
Love, andy
As a safe and supportive friend in your life Matt, i will not meet with you until after graduate college or university, and will attend your graduation ceremony.
This will ensure your ability to trust me Matt, as i am here to nurture and protect you along life’s road, as a true and faithful friend that loves you for your entire life, even after i am gone from this world…i will always love you.
i will not empose open you either, and let you come to me, when you a friend to chat with and talk about whatever, just as we have been doing all along.
So get your blog back up biatch! haha. 😉 😀
thanks Matt.
The Devil tells you:There is no Devil!He also said THAT God will whip you and smack you couple of times and your sins will be forgiven!Lies,Lies,Lies,..how The Evil Spirit enticed you and leaded you to Hell with words like that.
No mat-her how down to the bottom,or how sick you are(like ms.Bitch)Remember that you are a son or a doughtier of God!That you came to this world to serve His Mission and submit your will to His Power.You have agreed to do good and be tested.No matter how regressed or fallen,remember that He can do what you can’t!!!He can get rid of your demons and evil spirits!!!Don’t be afraid!!!I know your worse fear.If you get rid of them,then who you will be….??!You are scared!!!You are nothing!!!Then you shell recognize the Almighty and trough the healing power of atonement you shell be lifted or exalted.It all depends how brave you are!!!You can receive eternal Glory with the father and there is no lie.God is the same yesterday,today and tomorrow!!!He has promised and he always kept his promises.
You haven’t gone too far!!!Despite what the Devil makes you think,like its all over for you and you have reached a point of no return,…lie,Lie,Lie,…we are your family ms.Bitch and Everyone!!!I Love U!We all can be in Heaven together!!!Please come back !!!Jesus is waiting with open arms.You are so special!!!Do not let The Devil have your Soul!!!Just like this place,…for instance people come here because of Madge.They want to get to know this extremely beautiful and charismatic person(whicn to me is the most loving and excellent woman in existence).They would come to check her blog and learn something positivo,something uplifting,or just to see Madges images(it saved my life),then they have to encounter ms.Bitch’s comments about penises etc…..or some other Gay Bashing stuff,….c’mon now,keep this stuff for adult sites…this poison out of the water tank ..per favor!!!
If Madge has decided to let you post this comments then she obviously cares about you,just so you know she is the most modest person i ever know(and the best kisser,..sorry M.just couldn’t resist sharing that)She wanted you to examine yourself,course nobody can do that better than you!!!(take it from her and from me,she was once at the bottom of the Pit…there is where we have met by the way)
If Madonna tells you,…ms.Bitch you are straight of the hook,or ms.Bitch you gotto do something about your problem,what you gonna do….have no respect for her,lets go now!!!
She let you post your comments,then perhaps you can realize that God lives,that He loves you and there is no nice way to tell you about your sins,cause your sins are ugly and there is no nice way to describe them,neither the demons which posses your body will agree to be criticized or treated!!!
The best way to go about it is go straight to the Church of Jesus Christ!!!Then they will tell you what can you do to help yourself!!!
Don’t say i didn’t warn you!!!All i want is Love!!
So show Madge some respect and some love as you try to focus on the positive!!!
Oh,..and ms.Bitch…..why don’t you go to Bulgaria and check things out if you are so interested in finding out,get your soft behind and get moving before i have found you,then you will know why they call me blacky,just so you know i prefer it when it’s pitch ”dark”.
Bambo Chule,
I lOVE THIS SITE!!!I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU MADONNA!!!
100 000 000 000 000 OOOOOOOOOOOOO…..TIMES!!!I WILL REPEAT IT FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERY DAY!!!!!!!!!
TILL YOU ARE HERE WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND AFTER THAT I WILL REPEAT IT TWICE AS MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THATS HOW MUCH I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND EVEN MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALFA AND OMEGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CARPE DIEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NAMASTE..
EVERY NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
marco, on June 11th, 2008 at 1:34 pm Said:
Mariah Carey’s big ego makes me sick too, as well as ms bitch
filthy anotomy talk yuk ! revolting !
marco u said vile crape a few weeks back saying i was abottom queen who was loose etc…you foulf piece of deluded insane twit.
shwartzy i think youre a nother sicko ,,do you all group together in kind???some sort of therapy group for sad internet nutcases???so who thefuck is matt and who and why should andy impose hiw will on someone..i expect i want u to i i iiiiiiiiiiii andy youre one sick fuck.arrogant and deluded to teh very end..do this shit on msn ..get a life use your face book or something…geesh
Here’s the thing Matt. If we were to become friends, and you choose unwise ones who approach life haphazardly, i would terminate our friendship if you continued to fail to pay heed to my warnings of REALITY CHECK of the high risk behaviour of those you hang with, and of your own learned behaviours you picked up from them.
In for you to be my friend, you have honest with me on these matters, and trust me, i will detect substance abuse in you, without realizing i do. You will be able to hide that from me, as it affects your personality, changing it.
Got it?
thanks Matt.
My day went from really sad, to truly happy that you talking with me.
i really thought you were gone from my life, as all the fears i have for you swept over me, of a precious soul i feel concerned for.
I feel concerned for you Matt, in as much as i did Troy, of the same emotion intensity that i felt for Troy the whole time i knew him. That is why feel my intensity with you, because the depth of my love is real for you.
fark…why b eso personal on a blog thats a fake ass madonna wanna be with guess what no post since nearly 3 monthsZ???sad sad
your Soul!!!Just like this place,…for instance people come here because of Madge.They want to get to know this extremely beautiful and charismatic person(whicn to me is the most loving and excellent woman in existence).They would come to check her blog and learn something positivo,something uplifting,or just to see Madges images(it saved my life),then they have to encounter ms.Bitch’s comments about penises etc…..or some other Gay Bashing stuff,….c’mon now,keep this stuff for adult sites…this poison out of the water tank ..per favor!!!
If Madge has decided to let you post this comments then she obviously cares about you,just so you know she is the most modest person i ever know(and the best kisser,..sorry M.just couldn’t resist sharing that)She wanted you to examine yourself,course nobody can do that better than you!!!(take it from her and from me,she was once at the bottom of the Pit…there is where we have met by the way)
If Madonna tells you,…ms.Bitch you are straight of the hook,or ms.Bitch you gotto do something about your problem,what you gonna do….have no respect for her,lets go now!!!
She let you post your comments,then perhaps you can realize that God lives,that He loves you and there is no nice way to tell you about your sins,cause your sins are ugly and there is no nice way to describe them,neither the demons which posses your body will agree to be criticized or treated!!!
The best way to go about it is go straight to the Church of Jesus Christ!!!Then they will tell you what can you do to help yourself!!!
Don’t say i didn’t warn you!!!All i want is Love!!
So show Madge some respect and some love as you try to focus on the positive!!!
Oh,..and ms.Bitch…..why don’t you go to Bulgaria and check things out if you are so interested in finding out,get your soft behind and get moving before i have found you,then you will know why they call me blacky,just so you know i prefer it when it’s pitch ”dark”.
Bambo Chule,
SHWARTZY TAK EYOUR MEDS ALSO…..MADONN AAINTHERE …NEVER WAS AND SAID SO…READ OLDER POTS SAD TWAT
about penises etc…..or some other Gay Bashing stuff,
erm shwartzy i am GAY YOU FUKSTICK…BUT WHAT WOULD U KNOW??YOURE DELUDED ENOUGH TOPOST YOUR MAADONNAS CHILDRENS FATHER????WHAT A LOSER!!
YEA HO WBIG IS THAT BULGARIAN COCK???
MARCO MAY WANNA SUCK IT..THOUGH YOU MAY WANNA PUT A BAG OVER HIS HEAD
So show Madge some respect and some love as you try to focus on the positive!!!
Oh,..and ms.Bitch…..why don’t you go to Bulgaria and check things out if you are so interested in finding out,get your soft behind and get moving before i have found you,then you will know why they call me blacky,just so you know i prefer it when it’s pitch ”dark”.
Bambo Chule,
IM NOT SURE WHY SHWARTZY CAME BACJK HERE OR IS”M’JUST INVENTING OTHER PERSONALITIES TO CREATE ————————————————WHO THE FUCK KNOWS??
hi, marco!
WOW!!! Swartz!!!
i love you too.
indeed swartz, i am of atonement of God’s dwelling
you are wise and fearless swartz, like that of Jesus.
Beware of the mean spirited ones who cajole and entice you into falseness, able to lead your divine true self into their bitter pit and take hold of your precious loving divine soul that is loved by Jesus and God, and by me.
Always, you are loved by me.
Think not of sin as that which is an evil spirit, and rather that of which is of the yet many ingnorant teachings of the forefathers before Jesus, before us, who did not desire purity and sincerity of God’s love for them, of no desire to know and connect thru the sincerity channel that is always open to God.
One merely needs to turn towards their own feelings of sincerity they feel while alone, and embrace their TRUE LOVING feelings that are loving for another, just as you are Swartz.
Remember, no one is fully and completely wise of God, nor shall one become completely and fully wise of God, until such a time of God’s choosing.
No one escapes this TRUTH, of being completely wise of all things about God, other than Jesus, and those who come alone in heart, mind, body, spirit and soul to his cross and look apon him asking for forgiveness, humbled before him, and acknowledging they know truth, that they are not (yet) of the wisdom of Jesus and God.
Those who become enlightened as you have Swartz, will come to realize that even dark wretched ignorances serve YOU, by means of the truth of what not to do or become like.
Truly i tell you, you have become wise Swartz, but beware of these ignorant ones who continue to seek to cajole you and entice you into their emtiness of love, of only bitter and hateful words towards you, attacking you in useless absurd mean spirited unloving approach with your loving wise divine true self, as they are not (yet) of your wisdom, nor of desire to love Jesus like you do.
i greet you in love and peace Swartz
Thank you for loving Jesus and God as much as i do.
In all your words of encouragment and love Swartz, it is of Jesus and God, and of your divine true loving self, which feels with CLARITY the TRUTH of all things you look apon, do you not?
Remember. We are all students in the same classroom with one another, where our unbecoming conduct of true and faithful brothers of Jesus, is not welcome, as it fuels the fires of another. So why waste precious time attacking and fueling the fires within another, when in truth, it only serves to increase the raging fires that smolder within them day and night.
All must come before Jesus and those who love Jesus and God, who are the ones who are able to extiguish these raging fires within them, humbling themselves before us, humbling themselves before Jesus and God, asking for forgiveness.
Those who choose not to, in time, they will become obvious for all to see and feel with clarity, the twisted bitter derangement of their own hurtful illness of heart, mind, body and soul, of their making a mockery of love, making a mockery only of themselves before us, of we who come before Jesus and God, we who choose to always be loving.
You are blessed by Jesus and God Swartz, and your light shines brightly.
As someone who loves Jesus and God completely, know that a loving brother just like you walks with you in the world, of the same fortitude of wisdoms you too have embraced, where we are the enlightened warriors of God who are ushering in loving compassionate wisdom that is of the divine will of God for all to eventually embrace, the TRUTH of us all…we are loving and peaceful by nature, of the divine ability to become as loving as Jesus, for truly i tell you, Jesus came to know the loving side of all our hearts while walking among us, and was always nurturing and protective of the loving divine true self of all he came into contact with…at all times.
At all times….where your heart is, there too shall be your treasure and your life.
At all times…what turn towards(embrace) you will become.
Therefore, at all times, be of DESCERNING WISDOM which is always descerning of the words you speak, descerning that which loving and that which is not loving of another innocent soul born into the (yet) unwise world around us, so obvious to see and feel, is it not?
Truly i tell you, that all are loved by Jesus and God Swartz, where it is Jesus who knows the TRUTH of this fully in his heart and mind, of all he came across in life, feeling the truth of those who were sadly, unknowingly, and unfortunately caught in the bitter snares of unwiseness and illness of heart of these many teachings of the forefathers that (yet) exist in the world, do they not.
Truly Swartz, you feel the truth of this everywhere you look apon, do you not?
Truly then, you are able to easily embrace these true words of God which i have spoken, are you not?
Truly then, you know that i am of Jesus and God, am i not?
Good then. We are the same page Swartz!!!
Finally, another warrior here to help us wipe Ms Bitches butt!!!!
i jest with you msbitch.
i actually like some of your humor msbitch, but i can do without your constant belittling and condescending attacks of useless unwelcomed, unwanted, and so unnecessary words that lead to nowhere but painful delusion that is falsity of we who are obviously loving, are we not?
So what if we love M, more than you do msbitch.
Do you know how long i have loved her msbitch?
And do you know how much she has loved me?
No you do not, but in time, perhaps you will be able to connect to your own sincerity which feels our divine true love for one another, with everyone, including you msbitch, inspite of your immature approach with us at times.
you are forgiven by me, but i will not speak with you so long as you choose to mock these true words of Jesus and God, as it is you msbitch who does not desire to feel the pure sincerity and depth of love we walk in, of YOUR CHOOSING not to.
hey M! How’s your day going? How’s the tour rehearing going?
i miss you greatly and hope have forgiven my recent battle with myself, of sleep deprived appreactions. I really need to work on more sleep.
i function best with 8.5 hours of daily sleep, of peak performance all day long when i do.
i found cutting java down to no more than two per day contributes to more restful sleep.
if you drink java, try cutting it down, and replacing it with pure natural juices which are easily digested by our bodies.
Try it for a month to fully appreciate the difference and internalize the truth you learn about your body, as not taking FULL responsibility for our bodies, does effect our mental emotional well being.
RED 40
R – Rest
E – Exercise
D – Diet
40 – 40 days to change a bad habit into a good one.
Another thing i admire about you Swartz is your obvious health concern for you body. That is your body, is it not? Amazing. I always wanted to look like Arnold, until someone loved me for the way i am, and still am, and yes…still loved by someone…i admit….mostly loved by me.
Thanks to Madonna, i too was lifted up into love and wisdom Swartz, just as you have too. We share this in common.
ALL is connected.
ALL of us, in everything we do and say, every second of everyday, affect + effecting the entire world…AT ALL TIMES.
At all times then, be of descerning wisdom of ‘that’ which is loving and ‘that’ which is not loving, starting with your divine true self first, others second, for how can one lead by example of Jesus if one does not first become like Jesus.
Truly i tell you, it is better to look apon the faith Jesus has of all of you, than it is to look apon the faith you have of Jesus.
Jesus always looked outward with compassion every second of everyday, of deserning words of loving encouragement and truth at all times with the divine true self of all those he met while walking the earth, always knowing that God dwelled with him, and spoke with him, feeling the truth of all things at all times, just as you too feel the truth of that which is loving and unloving and of that which is wise or unwise.
Jesus always knew, what we failed to acknowledge fully, he knew we are no different that he was, in our capability to feel life the way he felt life, of what he came to know fully about himself, peaceful and loving by nature, his divine true self, loved by God, always embracing his own loving feelings of compassion for everyone he looked apon at all times, just as we too easily can and do.
God loves us all. We are all choosen to know the truth about Jesus.
How do i know this with the level that i do, of my love devoid of useless absurd doubt?
I have seen Jesus, and his spirit comes to me daily.
Not sure why. Could it be all the painful spurs i have felt along life’s road? Maybe.
Yeah…maybe.
ONLY LOVE from now on then, ok? We all deserve it, and no one truly likes unloving, although some do appear that they do, but in truth, deep within us all is our yearning for love from another, is it not?
It is with me.
Love’s embrace of the loving lovers is the only place i want to dwell, and do. Is there any better place?
Let me know if you find a better place. I already know, no one shall.
Why? Because it feels so fucking good, that’s why!!!! duh! hahaha 😉 😀
ahhh….you guys really crack me up! 😀 😀
hmmm….i suppose we could use this blog as the doorway into the kingdom of heaven for everyone.
Do mind standing at the door as one of God’s warriors Swartz, as i am weary and need to take a nap….after i have my spa of course!
😀 😀
JOY JOY JOY
LOVE LOVE LOVE
only love from now on then, yes?
ok then. i love you all.
oh hey, that’s a big copy and paste for you msbitch.
feel free to extensively eloborate on all the issues i touched on msbitch, and feel free to eloborate further into other connected issues as well, of your own choosing.
i do read your posts msbitch, filtering out the nescience and absurd useless nonsense that leads to nowhere.
that was a constructive criticism by the way, meant as good for you, hoping and praying you feel purity of your own loving divine true self that Jesus and God love, and Madonna loves as well.
Is there any reason to be anything than loving?
Your spurs actually serve me msbitch. You can be rather overwhelming somedays though, not sure why, care to explain?
Hi Rachael !
your an arrogant motherfucker andy..
get over yourself!! you take yourself so fucking seriously
you think you are so wise in knowledge when YOUR NOT
your writing on a fake blog LIKE HELLO GETTA LIFE
geesh!!
this i do know without any doubt at all…
…my love is real.
hey Marco.
what happened to msbitch?
did she pass out from the impact of the truth in reading that long post of mine?
i figure by inundating with many pure words of truth about life, there is not a soul in the world that does not take notice.
mission accomplished father.
Why embrace useless hate when love is true?
Why embrace useless apathy when compassion is true?
Why embrace useless ignorance when wisdom is true?
Because all these things of ignorances in the world are learned behaviours that are the direct result of the teachings of the forefathers before all souls in the world today, of the forefathers who did not know, nor desire to know Jesus and God the way we do.
Jesus is LOVE COMPASSION WISDOM.
Look apon his words, and what do you feel?
Do you not feel his loving desire for us to embrace within ourselves, the very thing he came to know of himself?
LOVE COMPASSION WISDOM
not these many useless things unloving, unwise, and apathetic, which lead to ruin, leading only where? Away from love, does it not? Away from gentle loving peaceful with one another, of graceful holding of hands with each other, of gentle loving sincere inner joyfulness of the love we feel with someone we love.
Well fuck that ok?
hahaha.
SPA TIME!!!!!!!!!!! 😀 😀
Oh yeah, David(the priest) are falling in love with another.
He told me he was gay today.
I said, “oh please, i knew the moment you spoke with me that you were gay! And the way you flip you hands around, i mean really David, sorta obvious how happy you are. Like me!”
I am helping him write for an upcoming wedding he is doing.
He is teaching me yoga too.
Front page news
Gay Catholic Priest gets married to someone who thinks he is Jesus.
hahaha.
The Pope ain’t gonna like this one…especially if it turns he really is Jesus…damn!
hahaha.
😀 😀
OUT
how did i forget a word like that?
oh yeah.
Matt.
I really love David. He is a University professor too.
I made him cry today with loving purity words of Jesus.
I knew he had not heard these words before, by the way tears came to his eyes, of the truth about his inner love he feels.
I noticed he was watching the Holy Spirit move thru me, and around me. Not many people can see the holy spirit, but David does.
Love it!
what does gay mean ?
I know that God lives!
I know that Jesus has walked the roads of Palistine and he died on the cross to save you.He restored his church,even the Church of Jesus of Later Days Saints trough the prophet Joseph Smith.The Book of Mormon is The Word of God.
I know that we have a real prophet of God today and his name is Thomas S.Monson.
I know that we can return to God one day as a family and we can live together in His presence.
I love u very much.I say this in the name of Jesus Christ.Amen.
happy
The open channel with God thru pure sincerity, is available to all souls of the earth Swartz, and is not confined to any religious group of one kind.
I do not belong to any religious group swartz.
Alone, I belong Jesus and God, whom i surrendered my heart, mind, body, spirit and soul to, know fully that Jesus is of the wisdom of love.
The pure connection with Jesus is one of complete sincerity of love and wisdom, of our ability to experience the sameness of Jesus.
Indeed, Jesus came to know himself, and in doing so, he knew without any doubt at all, that what he came to know of himself, clearly exists within us all, sincere purity of love for one another.
That is the core of knowingness of Jesus.
He is no ones master, and rather a master of his own heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, rather Jesus is a slave who serves those yet enslaved by unloving unwiseness, able to free them by means of revealing of the truth for any soul, where sight is restored to their loving soul by means of their sincere loving feelings which feels everything at all times.
At all times, love devoid of doubt is what Jesus is and what we are as well, merely by turning to sincerity of love we feel for another, such as my love for Matt, who has gone from here, and i don’t know why, hurt by his leaving. We were here for how long together as cyber friends?
So why did you leave Matt? Makes no sense to me, to leave with no reason of why. I thought i at least deserved that much, from someone i thought was a friend in life. I would not do that to someone, without saying at least why.
Anyway. Summer is here, and we should all get out and enjoy the great outdoors and turn off our PCs anyway.
Sweetest of dreams for you always Matt.
LOVE LOVE LOVE
JOY JOY JOY
that is what i felt from being around Matt, always of joyful fun loving spirit like myself, and why i of course will miss your friendship greatly Matt.
IM ALWAYS HAPPY
Andy ………………………………………………….
I left because…………………. because you do love me and it’s what I havee alway’s wanted but I was scared i would get hurt………………….. i ran away i always run away.. i run away from what i truly want then the next minute i come back, chase me…………………………. forget your ego and chase me………………………………… tie me up and then i will never run away again. ………………………do not let me run away again… i wont anyway but if i try dont let me, long story broken heart goes back a bit……………………. my issue not your’s…………..it’s only temporary.. don’t wipe me just because i did……………… that’s silly………………………. tit for tat …….seriously DON’T … i love you .. you cannot just walk away ……….. I am your real friend…
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By the way who the hell is Ms Biyatch, she remind’s me of history teacher MENTAL ! ……..
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Andy, on June 13th, 2008 at 1:33 am Said:
hey Marco.
what happened to msbitch?
did she pass out from the impact of the truth in reading that long post of mine?
oh puhhhleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
your no leader of men hun or visonary.your words carry nothing but lunacy……i havent been here as its toxic..duh so have a break oh divine one…get on facebook hun and rant there
i do read your posts msbitch, filtering out the nescience and absurd useless nonsense that leads to nowhere.
if ya did u might get some hidden truths as to your mental state..ie crazyville
Andy, on June 13th, 2008 at 1:48 am Said:
I really love David. He is a University professor too.
I made him cry today with loving purity words of Jesus.
god youre gross
pathetic falseness
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Matt.
From the moment i met you, i have loved you all this time, silently thinking of you, where every gay picture i put on my blog, i was thinking only of you when i did.
I deliberately nurtured you all this time Matt, because love is TRUE BLUE for you.
I prayed that you would not leave, and low behold, here you are.
So don’t run away biatch.
i love you damn it!!!!!!!!!
my butterfly has returned!!!!
hahaha.
a beautiful one too! 😀 😀
Only love is good enough for you.
I spoke to God, and God said to me, “Only love from now on then, yes?”
We had to go thru that, and i knew the day would eventually come, where you finally open up as a true blue friend, and beautiful, of who you are inside Matt, you have opened to me, and now just to go and cry tears of joy in my garden, for i feel the joy of a life long friend has just taken hold my hand.
True Blue
ya, i felt you soul over the time we have spent together, and i felt life long sincerity feelings of love with you Matt, of a real friend, something i have wanted in my life for awhile now.
Oh damn…this is a beautiful love story of life long loving friends!
Just Perfect! 😉 😀
does this mean we get back stage passes at M’s concert, and finally get to meet a soul like our own?
hmmm…do you want to meet her Matt?
Oh, and let’s do the Cruise thing with Rosie and Kelly too…they are expecting us. 😀 😀
i jest not!
like is said Matt….you are the most fabulous one of us all.
They love us Matt…they feel our love, and have for some time now.
we need to chat biatch!!!
fuck…you had me so upset in your leaving.
i realized just how much i do love you Matt.
Completely loving of you.
i have a question for you Matt.
“How is it possible for me to turn away from my true love for you?”
It is not possible Matt, because it is who i am of you, and of me…love we feel is the same inside for both of us, of tears we cry that IS of the true love of the divine true self in both of us.
Everyone has this within them, and we all want to love and be loved.
i love YOU Matt.
i have loved YOU all this time, you moron!
no wait…..you happier than you have ever felt moron!
hahahaha
😀 😀
biyatch
i know to speak the word, just don’t ask me how to spell it….i flunked english in high school, twice actually.
I have two college diplomas though.
Corporate Accounting, which i passionately hate!
Computer and Telecomunications Electronics, i passionately love!
not as i love you, and pray you are ok.
all this time up until today Matt
LOVE LOVE LOVE
JOY JOY JOY
Yes?
😀 😀
i have always felt that with you…all this time.
Jesus says to love one another.
i asked Jesus and God, “how many am i supposed to love?” duh!
Keep on keeping it together!
😀 😀
hey, where did Matt go?
yo biyatch, get back here!!! 😉
can you see(feel) the rose pedals with clitter confetti i am tossing in the air, music playing, of joyful love i feel inside?
😀 😀
la la lalalala la lala la la la la LOVE
i love that song!
i am blessed.
Thank you Matt.
i here, just for you. Always. Always.
I love you more than you may yet know Matt.
Truly, i feel blessed, knowing all will be fine for you life, with me someone always near, as the dearest friend i shall ever have in life, of this now know and feel…………………………LOVE.
without doubt.
i picked a rose just now, and placed it in a special book i will show you someday, a book about love.
the rose represents my love for you.
i have come to realize this week, how much i care for you Matt.
as much as i do for Troy, with all that i am, and shall ever become…someone who will always love you. Always.
it is not within me to feel any other way, but love you, of your entire life Matt.
a real friend, true and faithful to YOU.
so are we friends or not Matt?
yes we are.
why?
because we always were!
even more so now that we speak easily of what we feel with one another, like true friends do.
our friendship has grown Matt.
we need to chat.
i am your real friend.
i know ‘that’
how do i know ‘that’
because i feel ‘that’ which is the TRUTH.
i love Matt who loves me, of sincerity of love within us both that is the same.
I shall always be there in you life Matt, so you not ever worry that.
The fairy wings are not real enough to fly and yet they are real enough to fly away…from the mean spirited world that does not accept us Matt, nor do they know use very well, of our genuine sincere deep love we feel for one another, do they.
I love you with all that i am Matt.
I will love you with all that i am for the rest of you life Matt.
Why?
Because i absolutely adore you.
How is it possible for me to feel some not true of the way i feel for you? Makes no sense does it, to speak of not adoring you, when in TRUTH….i absolutely adore you Matt. Always have. Always will, for the rest of you life Matt.
without doubt.
without doubt, i know that i love you Matt.
i cryed alot since you vanished. I was devastated, realizing just how much i do love you Matt.
i just didn’t tell you till now.
i want you to be a part of my life Matt.
There is nothing more valuable to me, knowing you as a loving friend of mine, in our GLBT community.
Truly, with all the sincerity of all that i am, i have come to know, indeed, i love you Matt, in the shared sameness of the way you love me.
What more could one ask for than a loving live long friend?
did you just kiss me?
i felt that. 😉
You loving soul is sincere
i know that about you Matt.
i am no different than you Matt.
that’s how i know the way you feel…….LOVE……without doubt.
Feels wonderful, yes?
So there you have it Matt….you life long friend, always there just for you….for when ever you need me….i will be there….i promise to alway be there, because i truly do adore you Matt.
I have since the time you deleted the videos of you on you blog.
At some point, someone will come into your life.
I merely wish to ensure safe passage for you, nurturing and protecting of you Matt, always there to turn to when you need me….i promise i will always there for you.
And who knows, maybe once you graduate college, we could one day spend time together.
I want you to promise me to stay away from substance abuse, including alcohol Matt.
you have to promise me this, as many will try to ply you with it, and it always ends very badly Matt.
I have lost one soul Mate in life….losing you would be too much for me to handle. I couldn’t handle that Matt, if we are to be friends, I expectations of you that will protect you from unwise harm in the world that is unwise.
Promise me Matt. Please?
i love you Matt.
obviously we love one another, greatly, do we not? 😉
i know i do….love you.
stop kissing me! ;D 😀
sweet adorable Matt.
my sweetest friend in life that i shall ever know, and truly………….i know, yes?
😀 😀
feels wonderful to be loved by you Matt.
I remember the posey poem, and how exceedingly joyful you were.
i will remember that day for as long as i live.
question is, how did i know this about you when i wrote the poem?
i know…………………when love is true……………….and love is true………of you and me.
Best of all Matt……….our love will always be true for one another. It will not change and rather grow, just as it has all this time.
you are such a sweet heart Matt……i always knew that of you, and why i was always there, for how long now?
😀 😀
has it been that long?
us veterans Matt, we are the stability of our communities, in sincerity of love for one another, of many many years gone by now, of the very love that you feel, every day.
We are of your true loving self Matt, and i say to you the truth of how i feel about you…..Only love is good enough for Matt, and truly, i love Matt, do i not?
Truly i love you Matt.
hey, boys don’t cry!
NOT!
😉 😀
so is my love true for you Matt?
obviously…….i really do you love you Matt, with all that i am Matt.
With all that i am, i want to love you Matt.
i am over joyed by your words with me today Matt.
i have only love for you Matt.
Only love.
boys do cry. 😉
so how do you feel now Matt?
please know fully in your heart Matt, it is not within me to turn away from loving you.
i am here
just for you, for as long as you need me, as someone you can turn to.
just like i have always been there for you all this time, my friendship with you is always there for you, for many years to come.
I am gay bisexual of the GLBT community, extending a loving hand to you, greeting in peace and love for the rest of you life.
You need to reach out to me Matt, and will be there.
You know i will. You know.
no wait….i know you know…..how much i truly love and care for you, just as i have all this time.
That will not change.
Truth does not change.
We are loving.
in truth Matt, it is you who is the angel in my life, of exceeding love and joyful sincerity of loving feelings.
i feel what you feel.
perhaps i am wiser, but my feelings are no different than your own.
You are in my heart Matt, and for the rest of my life, my love for you is there, within me, within you, of you, of me, of the love we truly feel for each other.
That won’t change Matt.
So know then…………..without doubt…………my love for you is not able to change.
Indeed, it is you who is most fabulous Matt.
i will see you as the one who truly is the most fabulous in my life, for truly you ARE!
😀 😀
who could possibly not love Matt?
so adorable you are to me Matt. i truly admire you greatly, and if we are to become loving life long friends, i know without doubt, everyday i will feel blessed by your loving of me, like i love you, where both of us feel the love between us, do we not? i do.
I want to scream out to the whole world
I LOVE MATT!!!!!!!!!
😀 😀
with flowers in my hair, i don’t care, because Matt loves me with flowers in my hair, without care, of what anyone thinks, because we love each other. 😉
ya, i love you.
i always did.
without doubt.
i know i always will.
i did not tell you till now.
without doubt, now you know, yes?
is there any doubt about ‘that’?
What is ‘that’?
THAT is obviously the TRUTH, is it not?
of how you are feeling, my love for you that is true.
who could possibly not love Matt as much as i do?
Here’s the thing Matt, i will truly love you in the years to come, and if others fail to love you as much as i do, then you easily let them go, until your special soul mate arrives.
just make sure you invite me to the wedding. 😉 😀
get a life andy
your not some special visionary person
your deluded and you write your delusions on a fake blog
thats supposed to be fun about madonna
its ridicluous what you write
i am a very loving spiritual person but the difference between me and you is that IM NOT AN ARROGANT FUCK HEAD WHO THINKS HE KNOWS EVERYTHING!!
stop preaching about jesus SERIOUSLY.. we dont care what you think
dont you realise that nobody comes to this blog because of you?? your a complete and utter idiot and the world needs less people like you
stop trying to brainwash people like you have been brainwashed andy nothing in your words are wise just arrogant bullshit comes out of you with your threats of spiritual death. what the hell would you know about spiritual death eh? absolutley nothing as the first rule of a spiritual person is not force your beliefs on people
so fuck off andy with your archaic way of thinking and your arrogance and also your unwise words that reek of self adulation and indulgance
fuck of John
fukity fuk fuking fucked up fucker
ya you John
fuck off!
have you even MET MATT??? lol why oh why spew endless reams of i love you matt on a very public fake ass blog???/dont you talk??heard of phone???hows the cia informing going???casual hours??or is it on commission??seriously andy dont u have personal emails???i mean wtf?/who the fuck cares about you and some one called”matt”??whom you probably made up anyhoo
remember when you asked me why i talk so much Matt.
and replied, “Love of the future world….LOVE.
who is LOVE Matt?
It’s You Matt.
Always was.
as in, i love you….LOVE
as in, what’s for dinner LOVE.
as in, let’s get OUT of here LOVE.
as in, “I love you so much LOVE, to live without you in my life, i would have LOVE.
as in, ” I miss you LOVE.”
as in, ” I have always loved you LOVE.”
as in, ” I was speaking so much about love, for sake of you LOVE.”
“For i love you very much LOVE.”
😀 😀
So what is the future world Matt?
Is it not your gay life i have concerned about all this time, for sake of you LOVE?
Indeed, i admit, i love you Matt.
always did. always will.
you need not worry about that….LOVE!
And if someone comes along and wants to love Matt, they better call him LOVE, and love him, as he may not respond.
which is a good thing, right?
remember the rule……They must love me!
😀 😀
* spelling error *
i would not have LOVE without you(r) LOVE.
😉 😀
Welcome to your gay life Matt.
Only love from now on, ok?
you speak like a fool John.
and no, that was not me speaking about you John, that was speaking about you.
as i am of God’s descerning wisdom, at one with Jesus and God, of what to realize about me, knowing absolutely nothing of the extent of my 20 years of study.
Truly i tell you John, speaking like a fool is how God sees your recent words.
Truly i tell you John, you are not of God’s wisdom to the degree that i am, in your absurd bitter hateful approach with one who is most loving of Jesus and God, and others in my life who i truly love.
Seek bitterness, and you shall become bitterness.
Seek wretched hatefulness, and you shall become wretched hatefulness.
what you turn to(embrace), you become at all times.
i turn towards my sincere loving heart and bring forth LOVE.
i turn towards compassionate wisdom and bring for compassion wisdom, easy for any to sincerely feel with clarity the truth of all things, of the things i reflect apon.
It is John, who others look apon as one who speaks like a fool, of your choosing to turn towards that which is not of Jesus and God, bitter useless words of hatefulness which lead to no where John.
So enjoy where it is you find your self tonight John, for truly i tell you, you will not me dwelling with you in your wretched bitter hatefulness of me, as only love is good enough for me John.
So enjoy you life without my love John, seeing you do not desire to embrace my sincere love i feel for others.
Enjoy the cup of bitterness you offer me to drink from by yourself John, for i cast the cup of bitterness you offer me, away from me, knowing fully……..without doubt……….only love is good enough for me.
if find something greater than SINCERE LOVE in life John, let me know.
i know you will not love, unless you sincerely turn towards sincerity of love within you.
and yes, it is God who says you speak like a fool, not me John……….GOD.
indeed John, you may realize yet, but God just spoke to you tonight, of one sentence for you to embrace the truth, but if you do not descern what the truth is, then you will not come to know the truth John, of what God spoke of with you this day.
‘that’ of one who speaks like a fool.
Matt.
what direction was i walking all this time?
was i not walking towards you Matt?
and what direction am walking now Matt?
clearly i am walking towards you, am i not?
clearly we are for you Matt.
always know, it is not within me to be unloving of you.
always know, I LOVE MATT!
always know, I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED MATT!
always know, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE MATT, for the rest of my life.
always. always.
“For the first time, i can hear my heart sing!” 😉 😀
i’m jealous.. 🙂 😉
/ok Andy you’ve got Matt, that means I can have Madonna now..
bye Andy…
Me & Madonna are leaving this place.. together 🙂
Hey Andy can i have the clown outfit you made, i need to impress
I’m sorry I forgot to tell you sooner. The new blog is up. Come over when you’re ready.
Ms Bitch …. your not invited to the new blog
come on Matt, we are over at the new blog, hopefully moderated this time. 😉
i love you Matt.
you always had the clown outfit, just as we all do, ‘that’ of sincere love we feel within us, of that special place we hide.
but don’t hide, do we?
why had something so beautiful? 😉 😀
I LOVE MATT!
my words are failing…..coffee!!!!!! where’s my coffee?
why ‘hide’ something so beautiful, our love for one another?
I LOVE MATT!!!
was that real enough Matt?
did you feel sincere love like i do yours?
i know you better than you thought, don’t i?
Hey losers…hehe jajaja…
I feel sad today..I need some loving ..I’m listening to Mariah Carey’s new album on my ipod and i love it…her best yet!!! ..even though she and i have had our moments , give good get good back …big kisses mothers x
😉 😀
i don’t want to be your mother.
i don’t want to be your sister either.
i just want to be your lover!
and you know it, damn it!
what?
it’s the spa, it does this to me everytime!
healthy sex drive for sure…actually, my world revolves around it, if you must know.
that’s the universe revolves around me!
hahaha!
or least it feels that way sometimes.
did you see the moon the other night?
i felt tranquility like i had not felt before.
at the same time wow, brown cow
we must protect the love
failing to moderate appropriately will see the tranquility fade.
i cannot tolerate any more inappropriateness from others, at least not today. haha. 😉 😀
i ask, “why tolerate them in a house of peace and only love?”
peace be to this house!
wow,,,
how long has this been back on air for, great, cause i was just wondering,,,
cheek implants!!!
gawd if anyone saw me, the first thing they would think is, is that a guy or a girl, they all do
and then i wonder if people actually think i have had implants
im just blessed with great bone structure lol
arent we?! the proof is in the pudding
i am a 28 year old fashion designer from melbourne australia and was hoping someone there could put me onto whom to ask for any available work in wardrobe, costume design, etc on the sticky and sweet tour,,,
i know this is really informal but im down under so go figure
i have an agent so references and background checks are no problem
just ask molly! blond boy from peel
it would be greatly appreciated if someone could get back to me with an email or if they could email me
even if it is to say f*** off
very respectfully and truly yours
dan.b.w.
my email is
amateurfacade@hotmail.com
cheers
xxx
where is new blog Marco?
This is were it begins and ends, migrate, to the bar to the club migrate..to the party to after party migrate. back with m..dolla …; )
do what is asked – only professionally will task be done 4 you
taken love seriously is important 4 survival and revival through it all and there again is it sits well
hey! madge
do you really believe in kabblah ?
why do you reject god (Jesuschrist)
you talk about helping the world that good
how help the world if you can’t save your marriage
fame is great but it does last a life time
iam seriously praying for you and your family
remember jesus loves you
what a bunch of ignorant fools
you spend you time mocking madonna
are you god are better the answer is not
have we forgotten that god came on earth to call sinners just think before you speak!
who care if she got implantsin her cheek
every female in hollywood get plastic surgery
to enhance their beauty
Mimo
its at
http://queenofpop-madonna.blogspot.com/
Candy girl, on June 15th, 2008 at 6:27 pm Said:
Hey losers…hehe jajaja…
I feel sad today..I need some loving ..I’m listening to Mariah Carey’s new album on my ipod and i love it…her best yet!!! ..even though she and i have had our moments , give good get good back …big kisses mothers x
sad cow
so theres yet another attempt at being “madonn”??fukity fuk
hi marco, have you given me another email yet?
I’m in love with you Madge!!!(100 TIMES)
bAMbo,
aww shwartzy your ein love with afake blogger who is probably a man……did u impregnate a man?/an dpop out two celeb kids??fascinating mental illnesses abound in here
love is mental.
good luck with you love of falsity ms bitch…good bye and ciao, as love will eventually reach you one day in it’s utter purity and state bliss, lover’s lips kissing of the hands and finger tips, ever eternally loving of one another…
that’s if you physically die first…like most do, before figuring out what MATTers most in life…your own divine true self, ‘that’ divinely loves another.
i suspect if we met, i would probably love you death, kissing your lips, if only to shut your mouth, revealing clearly for you to feel the truth, that love feels so wonderful and truth of the divine true self in all of us.
i learned that if i went without getting fucked for two weeks, i would get all nasty with others around me…in awareness, catching myself, “oh yeah, i need to fucked!”
I would love to fuck you msbitch!!!!!
I too have learned that angry sex is fucking amazing.
Just be sure not to go without sex, without me, without love, for truly, i am loving of everyone, but prefer those who are loving like me, for obvious reasons…the connection that is pure and true, unable to be broken by any words of another, when love is true blue between two lovers.
Pay attention in life, for seldom do we come across our soul mate lover who is exactly like ourselves.
We all have love in common, but rarely do i see those who surrender to their sincerity of loving feelings for a lover, without doubt.
pass by the soul mate you come across, of your not searching or looking, and you miss out on the most valuable thing in life, beyond all the riches in the world, beyond all the gold and silver in the world.
Truly msbitch, the simple kissing of the hand is beyond all the riches of the world.
Lock me in a room with you for a week naked, me not speaking, just feeling, eventually you would come with me. haha!
But hey, time waits for no one, even while i wait for everyone to become loving like Matt and i are.
ya msbitch, in response to your post, i would love to fuck you, and dump your sorry motherfucker ass.
i jest msbitch. im bored today.
made you smile, did i not?
truly, i would love to fuck you! 😉 😀
hahaha!
sadly though, my heart, mind, body and soul yearns for another.
time has changed everyone…perhaps back in the 80’s even in the 90’s this would have been funny,…however today the world has serious issues and some stuff is tired ond old…like ms. Bitch for example…i Love U!Everyone is missing the same thing….looking for it in the all wrong places…thats why all the trouble……Love..is the answear!
Repent Ya’ll from all evil,
Bambo.
thanks bambo
xXx
http://mediocretravis.blogspot.com/
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
Frolicking In The Gutter With Ms Bitch
Since Ms Bitch and I had a falling out a couple of months ago, I have not felt the need to publicly discuss the end of our friendship, while that twisted arsehole hasn’t been able to keep his rancid mouth shut.
I have had enough off coping his hatred on the chin, and the gloves are off, for this post at least.
The trigger was his latest misspelled, not to mention misguided attempts at blogging. No longer content with just assassinating my character, Ms Bitch has now taken it upon himself to try and make a mockery of my spiritual beliefs. Just when you think the sad, miserable freak couldn’t get any lower, his tacky bitterness finds a whole new deeper level to sink to.
I find it extremely interesting that someone heading into his 40th year on this planet is still so childishly lame, emotionally backward and spiritually uglier than my words could ever express.
What Ms Bitch negates to mention within his vitriolic vomit, is some very important facts.
Whilst I have known Ms Bitch for about 16 years, at least half of that time I had banished him from my life for the exact same reason he has been re-banished this time. Bottom line, he is the most self-centred, disloyal, immature, negative and hate-filled person I have ever met.
While he claims I am a “cold-hearted, fake ass, Buddhist wannabe”, this is coming from a person who I happily opened my home and heart to, after having kicked him out of my life some 8 years earlier. Yes, so very cold-heated, I’m pure evil.
He also fails to mention the friends of mine he has approached on Myspace, hoping to cause a little more damage. Unfortunately, he suceeded with one person who didn’t know me well enough to know I would never be the person Ms Bitch paints me as, and didn’t see the shady person they were dealing with. I mean with friends like him, who need enemies.
I realise that responding to his creepy insults (and letting them affect me) is just the reaction this drama queen so desperately desires. But I can’t sit back and just take it anymore, if he doesn’t like me, I’m completely fine with that. His choice. But to bring in a person’s spirituality feels like the lowest of low blows.
But let’s face it, what else is he going to blog about? How much he hates Kylie Minouge because she dared to survive cancer and talked publicly about it. Oh yes, how dare she! Hypocritical much? Especially considering there isn’t enough time in the day for his “friends” to fawn over, and pander to his illness and ailments. Or perhaps a spot of Perez bashing is more up your alley. I’m not sure what Ms Bitch’s biggest bone of contention is with Perez. Perhaps the fact that people can be bothered to read Perez’s blog.
Get well soon, YOU SICK FUCK.
……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………
As you may be able to tell, I was slightly angry when I wrote the entry above at work.
I’m mostly over it now. The anger has given way to a bleak sadness. I simply cannot comprehend how Ms Bitch can have such utter and blatently obvious hatred for someone he not too long ago called a good friend. Ever since I ended our friendship, I have genuinely missed him, and wished this mess would go away. Until Ms Bitch’s entries the last couple of days, I still held out some lame hope that it would be possible. But after todays latest attack, I feel that he is no longer just targetting my personality, but my spirituality, which is at my very core. I understand that some people need to rant, but I don’t think he could have insulted me any deeper or with more hurt. I guess, unfortunately, that was the point. Mission accomplished, well done, give yourself a big pat on the back.
So be it.
There’s no going back now. The friendship is well and truly dead, there is no going back from here.
UPDATE: Anyone familiar with Ms Bitch’s overtly defensive and pathetic nature will not be surprised that he has dissected the above post, in his one-track minded fashion.
He wonders why I didn’t pick up the phone and call??? He truly is mental. When I did try and call him, he hung up on me! The truth is too inconvenient for his delusional fuckery. Apparently in the country backwater in which he festers, the phones only work one way.
He wonders why I didn’t send him an email wishing him luck for his surgery. I did that on June 2nd, with which he didn’t respond or acknowledge.
You know what, his posts speak for himself, go over to his blog, and enjoy the crazy for yourself. He is full of shit, and able to spin anything to suit his poor-me victim mentality.
Posted by Travis at 14:17
Labels: Paul Grigoli
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13 comments:
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
there ws never ay indication you wanted to reinstate contact .ever.ever.yes i called you a friend.im effing sad too babes.thats called family thats called life .called flaws.ya know??humanness??th efact you said that my illness basically never mattred well doesnt that smack of bot being afriend??im sure ill be fine and friends here will be here for me thats all i ever asked from you.a samll semblance.small at that of care
11 June 2008 20:42
Travis said…
Paul, Just for the record, I just counted…… since this whole thing started, I have sent you a total of 14 emails, trying to keep the dialogue open. You have sent me 4. 2 of those contained nothing but insults and claims of what a bad person I am!!!!
I have tried to call you once, and you hung up on me. You have not bothered to call me at all!
As you know, I am far from perfect, and have never claimed to be.
I never said that your illness didn’t matter, what I did say is that your illness cannot and should not be an excuse for poor behaviour, there is a big difference!
I can’t think of one time that I wasn’t there for you if you needed me. Yet I’m supposed to put up with all the shit you continue to dump on me and then pick up the phone? Surely you can see the stupidity in that statement.
I don’t know why I am even bothering with this shit. I could never sprout such hate for someone, and then turn around and wonder why they haven’t called me. That is crazy.
11 June 2008 20:49
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
OK WELL I DIDNT GET 14!! AND I TOL DU WHY I HUNG UP AS WE STARTED ARGUING.SIMPLE ..POOR ME VICTIM??HARDLY.GET OFF THAT BANDWAGON WILL YA?? ITS NEVER STUPID TO JUST CALL AND TALK.NEVER.ABUSE??LOOK
i never ever want my illness to be an excuse for bad behaviour us eyour intelligence an dkno wthat some poeple do and are afffected by illness.
secnd of june??nope
11 June 2008 23:43
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
travis.u abused me just as much and all for waht??not spending more time with you as i have explianed and hav etold u repeatedly why and how i felt at the t time.which was as unfortunate for me as for you shit??yes i agree .u have been there??fuck no.anytime i tried to talk about how i was you shut it off.which i understand.people when ill dont always act like they “should”in nay others view points.y aknow i havent called no.scared perhaps that i would get a backlash.thats ho wi am an dyou know it.ya know i fi had known of the second of june email i may have been different.i dont mak ethings up to suit myself as you darn fucking well know.read what i have written .surgery tomorrow i need to be calm now.goodnight.
11 June 2008 23:58
Travis said…
How would you know, you stated that you have blocked my email, so that was a wise decision for someone hoping that I would try to initiate contact. You have also stated that you were too scared to call me, yet that you were hurt and confused that I didn’t call you? After you hung up on me when I tried? That doesn’t make any sense what-so-ever. Double standard much?
Until yesterdays post, I have not said one thing to abuse you, yet you claim that I have abused you as much as you have done to me? Not true. I can’t count the amount of little jabs you have taken at me the last couple of months on your blog. Not to mention the mean and nasty comments you have put on my blog.
As far as my spirituality, I guess some things are sacred, and that was a line you crossed. I’m not a perfect Buddhist, if you knew anything about the religion you would realise that it is about the journey, and being on the path that is right for the individual. I certainly do not need to be told that my spiritual beliefs are flawed by anyone. Friend or foe.
I love that in your latest entry, that you apologise for the hurt you have caused by speaking about my religious beliefs, but then go on to completely justify the fact that you did it!
Also, the thing that got me, was that you claim that what I have said should have been done privately, yet no mention of the fact that you have been baiting and bashing me on your blog for months. Nothing about that being done privately. I’m sick of the double standards.
Saying I should have called, when you wouldn’t. Trashing me emails and not reading them. Leaving nasty little comments on my blog, etc etc. Certainly doesn’t sound like someone trying to met me halfway in fixing the situation.
Anyway, whatever. All this toxic shit makes me feel ill.
12 June 2008 07:10
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
as alwasy you have found a way to justify your bad behaviour by any means ..i do know some things about buddhism.as for “private”i said no such thing .merely referring to teh fact i should have done it myself.i apologized but stopped short of saying that apologized for the hurt but not the inyent of the matter.i did wann ameet halfway .you sent m eamils ending it everytime.lest thee forget.much???you use any means possible to make yourself correct.the journey?/does that involve treating someone you care for like they dont matter??yea im also sick.toxic yes.double standards??you get to the point you even hav eto mak ethat one up.you make no leeway for anything,nothing.
bashing??blah yadaa yadda.what was your drama crap ypuposted but a way to bait me??you feel sick??poor travis.go buy something on your spiritual journey.i must set off this morning on an operation thats my journey today.the line i crossed??what a victim youindeed are too.the lines you blundered over were amazing.i havent called no.i wasnt the one ending it over trivial shit and telling me i wanted attention over my physical and mental illness.if thats your spirituality good luck to ya.i myself would never do that to someone in need .something you cant grasp.so youmanaged to read only wht you wanted in my posts.well done
so you can walk away clen and feelin fine.good luck.meet you halfway??how??
wtf??
you emiled me about telling me how bad i was endlessly.how was i supposed to respond??i did and you couldnt see one single point .not one.stubborn and arrogant.
12 June 2008 09:17
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
yes spelling mistakes n all.life is too short for this .ya know not one friend ive made since has seen what you see.interesting.i hav emet you halfway.all you did was state your view and nothing else mattered.thats not meetinghalfway.well your journey no matter how much is in the bank is a long one.
12 June 2008 09:21
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
ok last thing,the call??you first started by…i dont trust you or respect you..your emails (the first ones were just reaffirming how negatively you thought of me/?0how the hell can someone meet halfway through that course??lets both practice some 8 steps and try not to harm th eother eh??ive finished as nothing will open you to seeing me as anything but someone vile.ive missed you and love you but if you cant see me in any positive light how could you hav epossibly met me halfway??doesnt make any sense.and all this started how??by you crying foul becuase i didnt behave how yuou wanted m etoo.the line you crossed??by besmirching my mental state and pysical state.enough said really so we both went down that road.easy enough done.maybe if youwerent so busy judging me you could have met me truly halfway
12 June 2008 09:56
Travis said…
I started writing another detailed rant full of my objections to your comments, about half way through it seemed like a waste of time and negative energy.
We obviously could argue back and forth until we are both blue in the face, to no end. Obviously neither of us is willing to accept the others flaws, and move forward, and I’m honestly not interested in contuing an never ending battle. There is no winner in this situation, seems as though we both lose.
It also seems obvious that neither of us is willing to accept the others details of what happend, and who did what to whom.
I don’t see the point.
I do regret the timing of this post, but not all that I have written. I shouldn’t have reacted to the things you have chosen to write about me.
Look, if you want to discuss this any further, call me when you have recovered from your surgery. If that isn’t possible, then let’s just leave it. I will choose not to read your blog, because while you obviously can write what you want about me, I don’t want to read it.
If you don’t want to call, that’s fine. I’m pretty sure that I will be deleting my blog in a couple of weeks anyway, so then there will be no need for us to cross paths again.
12 June 2008 18:11
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
i do want to call .please email me again.im open to being open to being open…erm to just release this…as i do care about you …asi hopeyou care a smidge about me.simple.enclose your number .god knows what and how i start the convo.imout and recouperating.my mum bought another canvas,,what ahint!!
13 June 2008 23:26
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
im reading abook about buddhism…i took the hint and i found one in my vast library.congrats on your paintings.im waiting on my buyer.takingher sweet time.im off,tired and in discomfort.night
13 June 2008 23:28
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
oh valium….
13 June 2008 23:28
MS.BITCH TO YOU! said…
ok well i understand the no email thing.alls good.the ph rang once last night and i thought it was you.hoped rather.you said to call and as we had”ended’i dont hav eyour number.i didnt hav econnection for the last few days.bought wirelss and now its back to cords everywhere ..long story.arghh .spellcheck anyone?hey i fully agree that we will never agree.not that im not open to it but at least you were open to me calling.a si dont hav eyour number and you havent sent an email but did on the fourth,thanks for thinking of me.truly.ive stopped my negative shit on us you.both.toxic i know.at the sam etoken i cant just be somebody im not.the essential paul is who u liked he hasnt gone.life happens and if my friends simply cannothandle mental illness etc thats totally fine.i need one sthat can accept me for me and what comes with it.hope your holidays go well .spend happily and paint away.bye
17 June 2008 13:43
http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,23888320-5002700,00.html
well well,
time always tell’s
TIc TOc , Tic Toc
See what you knackers have done you have spouted so much shit even the people who run the blog couldnt give a shit about posting new stuff
Andy and Marco you are both FUCKWITS and have ruined a good Madonna fan site
YOU DICK HEADS
just doin my job.
Hey M,
I never thought that you had cheek implants but I did notice that your cheeks looked different that night. Either way you look awesome. I’d have to say that out of all of the 49 year old (or should I say young) women out there, you are the hottest! It just goes to show that being healthy pays off whether you’re 19 or 49.
oh my god people when will you realise this has nothing to do with madonna!! MADONNA DOESNT READ THIS AT ALL IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HER.. SHE DOESNT BLOG PEOPLE GETTA LIFE….. geesh
i’m pissed off with my coach & everybody here (but i’m not pissed off with Marco, he’s such a sweetie)!
it doesn’t matter if Madonna don’t read the comments! her line of life – songs.
Thanks for the article
it is great Blog!!!!!!!!
Is this really really Madonna`s blog?? I mean anyone could pretend to be her in the internet, but I guess she´d sue…
But to her cheeks: I am Madonna´s fan but it would be funky if she´d just inform about the work she has had done. It ain´t fair that we ordinary people have to wonder how come we don´t look like that at the age of 50 even if we were more beatiful than her in our 20´s, had a microbiotic menu and workout of 4 houres/day. I am not referring to myself, but other women of her age.
It is just so obious she´s had it all, implants, facelift and I´m sure the list goes on and on. But it has been done really well and she looks better than ever!
Just like the queen said: I certainly wouldn´t hold a press conference in case any plastic surgery took place on my face.
If this really is her blog, it gives me thrills if she reads this.. but I doubt it.
Oh shut up you two…you only say that because you’re on a computer and we can’t se your faces…you’d never say that in person because we’d tell you to look in a miror=) and then what could you say?
FORBIDDEN LOVE?
forbidden love as in taboo love.
well, who calls homosexual love taboo?
the Roman Catholic Church has been persecuting homosexuals since the beginning, and to this day, they are persecuting homosexuality in the world, and indeed persecuting of forbidden sex of their own priests, which is highly unhealthy, where i am surprised government leaders yet allow this CULT to exist in the close proximity of our loving families, where we now are seeing the consequences of such absurd celibacy practices of the Catholic church sexually abusive priests.
it is unnatural for us to not be sexual, and governments need to embrace that the Roman Catholic Church is a CULT in this light, an dangerous unhealthy CULT, no different than say a death cult!
internal homophobia is a consequence of external homophobia yet in the world.
what many do not realize, is that homosexual love is truly loving, not animalistic perverted love, of deep core love for another soul between two homosexuals, who have unlocked the door of the primal innate sexual behaviour within their own brain which is there in the brain of both males and the females. Proof of this is in the question, “Is Homosexuality is not a learned behaviour?”
no
However, when it comes to embracing our (Immortal) Spirit, we can come to know and understand our (Immortal) Spirit, merely by means of our bodies, where if one is only about the sex of their body, then we are of distraction from our ability to embrace our (Immortal) Spirit, a distraction, albeit, sex is connected to the purity love of the Immortal Spirit to recreate our Self, which is what we do, as though God, the creation of another human being, is indeed of our power to do so.
And in truth, once of our embracing and knowing the pure of heart pure love of our (Immortal) Spirit, we pass this understanding and feeling to the child we give birth to, do we not? The child feels our presence and IS of knowingness certainty feelings of our pure of heart pure love within, of what IS the pure love connectedness between, which is an eternal (Immortal) spiritual feeling, knowing we are only able to BE of ONLY Love, ONLY Compassion, ONLY Wisdom for our children, and the child IS of cognitive awareness of the truth of this within, of what IS their own sense of their pure of heart flawless pure love (Immortal) Spirit.
It is in this sense that we live Eternally thru the offspring, do we not?
Pure of Heart Flawless Pure Eternal Immortal Love, absurdly forbidden between two souls of the same sex, which is clearly and obviously……………ABSURD!
it is ABSURD to BE against ‘that’ which we ARE, is it not?
As for orgasms of sex, the entire body is of the stimulas in reaching orgasm, where certain areas are highly sensual and do assist in reaching orgasm, where all openings in the body are Erogenous zones, such as the ears, are they not?
It is my body, and i 100% love every inch of my body of God that belongs to Jesus…………and YOU! lol
bless you bless you bless you
my love IS constantly in love with YOU!
*correction*
However, when it comes to embracing our (Immortal) Spirit, we can *NOT* come to know and understand our (Immortal) Spirit, merely by means of our bodies, where if one is only about the sex of their body, then we are of distraction and undesired focus away from our ability to embrace our (Immortal) Spirit, the desire for cognitive awareness consciousness, where we are yet asleep, unawake, unaware within our subconscious…………at least until someone comes along and wakes us up!
I AM Awake!
Joyfully so i might add!
Don’t let the creeps of this world get you down. Most of us are with you.
willie
ah bullshit………..with ‘me’?
oh, you mean the boring lame ass meditative ones of a beautiful beach somewhere, anywhere other than physically here with me, in this miserable fucked place i yet am of, with ‘me’?
oh, ok, just clarifying. lol
It’s the state of mind certainty i want of the physical world with another pure loving soul of another, not this bullshit fantasy of what is not fantasy of me of my own soul, and soul of another i will meet one day, the two of us together somewhere on some beach under the stars, where there is no tourist trap bullshit, no, a completely isolated beach, and get this, completely free of charge access to, here on planet earth.
for all of you who think your wealth is makes for what HEAVEN constantly IS, guess again!
i don’t need any of your motherfucking stinking gold vessels boastfully held up high of what HEAVEN is not, of my own knowing what HEAVEN constantly IS………..
the pure of heart pure loving ‘me’ and ‘me’ of another.
Troy and i had it.
i fucked that up.
i already have it, and will have it with another in real life again.
in truth, the wealth is what is so distracting/disconnecting/preventing for the pure of heart soul to feel pure love, for most of you of wealth.
i know what every soul is seeking, and i am without uncertainty of this.
it’s the disconnected uncertainty of others i can do without, and will do without …………’me’ that is! lol
those creepers?
well guess again people!
The Kingdom of Heaven pure of heart pure flaweless healing feelings of the divine child of God ‘real’ self YOU perspective is FREE!
FREE in many ways………….as in FREE from all you motherfucking egotistical disconnected ones who think all your money is going to help you find what HEAVEN constantly IS.
Nope!
it distracts you actually, of what IS petty self ego falsehood!
thanks but no thanks, too dysfunctional disconnected for ‘me’!
oh and let’s not forget, motherfucking annoying beyond belief!!! lol
where’s Andy?
holding hands with the most loving lover he easily KNEW how to find!
someone like ‘me’!
forever more
I started out i life of FREEDOM HAPPINESS on a free beach of God’s beautiful Heaven, and guess what everyone!
FREEDOM HAPPINESS of a free beach in God’s beautiful Heaven is still FREE!
always was!
free of ignorant snares that is.
BOYCOTT CBS TV STATIONS
SSHH. don’t tell anyone KYW TV in Philly is a MESS…KYW is a fu–ckng mess.
As anyone who knows knows–Susan Schiller, Peter Dunn, Michael Colelran, Mike Archer, Cesar Aldama, Leslie Moonves needs to CLEAN HOUSE AND FIRE their fuckg asses. For god-s sakes, they’re all idiots, Alycia LAne, LArry, and the mumbo jumbo management that misses stories elft and right and tape recordds Channel 6 shows every single day at the behest of News Director Susan Schiller since she don’t know how to run a damn news room. The woman was late sending camera crews to the McGReevey scandal when it broke because–get this–she didn’t know it even happened until channel 2 in NYC called her and tipped her off and til Schiller saw the report on Channel 6. FU–ng Fools. God Bless CBS Idiots.
31 people either got fired or resigned from KYW TV in a one year span. Beverly Williams fired with only ONE year left on her court ordered 3 year Public Service Show. CBS bought her out. CBS under peter dunn bought out EJ HENDLEY the black female reporter. CBS ousted Esther Piere Black female reporter. CBS kyw TV ousted black reporter Karenm Adams after one year. KYW TV ousts Black anchor Denise Saunders. KYW demotes Susan Barnett female anchor to reporter after one year. KYW harasses and gets rid of Female (at the time pregnant reporter) Karen Scullin. KYW TV ousts Hispanic assignment desk chic Theresa Archenault. KYW TV ousts half HIspanic Anchor Alycia Lane. KYW tv reportedly ousts only Asian reporter Ji young Min. KYW Susan Schiller keeps Old Reporter Dick Standish off air for 3 years for which he contacts an attorney at Alycia Lane’s firm. Susan Schiller at KYW ousts GAY writer Darryl Dupont. KYW TV ousts Black photographer Chris MOnroe after one year. KYW TV ousts GAY creative Services Director Larry Solitrin forced to retire on permanent disability as Peter DUnn gave him a hard time leaving Solitrin Harrassing messages on his home phone. KYW TV ousts Anchor Marc Howard because he has trouble reading teleprompter BUT KYW TV doesn’t want the viewers to know their real reasons
KYW is a fu–ckng mess. As anyone who knows knows–Susan Schiller, Peter Dunn, Michael Colelran, Mike Archer, Cesar Aldama, Leslie Moonves needs to CLEAN HOUSE AND FIRE their fuckg asses. For god-s sakes, they’re all idiots, Alycia LAne, LArry, and the mumbo jumbo management that misses stories elft and right and tape recordds Channel 6 shows every single day at the behest of News Director Susan Schiller since she don’t know how to run a damn news room. The woman was late sending camera crews to the McGReevey scandal when it broke because–get this–she didn’t know it even happened until channel 2 in NYC called her and tipped her off and til Schiller saw the report on Channel 6. FU–ng Fools. God Bless CBS Idiots
ALSO Mary Cavallero Former Aftra Lawyer was planning to sue CBS and Peter Dunn several years ago. Cavallero wanted to bring a class action suit against CBS and DUNN and Nanacy Amoroso (the station Consultant that ALL on air talkent at Channel 3 called Station INSULTANT ) because Amoroso wanted all female on air talent to look like “whores” and like “they’re fucking someone.”
Reporters like Karen Scullin (now in Minnesota) and Anne MArie Green and others complained that Amoroso was harrassing female talent in ways that the male talent were not subjected to. JUst Ask good OLE DICK STANDISH. Standish will tell you how horrible Schiller (News Director ) and Dunn were in subjecting women to intimidating standards at KYW. Ask Bev Williams too. She Constantly was approached by on air talent by what to do if on air female talent should contact Dennis Swanson (then stations manager) about what to do about the harrassment at Channel 3
Why can’t the creeps of this world leave this lady alone, she is great, no matter what personal opnions you have of her. And opinions ( usualy press founded, on the principle that if you don’t know anything; invent it.) don’t give the right to treat someone like this.Ok, she does show some rough edges sometimes, but looking at the treatment she gets it’s not surprising is it.?
willie
Hey travis,
Had a look at your own mouth lately? Check the crap that runs out of it!!!!
willie
try reading between the lines of the one who is there, and perhaps you will know how to read and feel this moment.
never mind
i’ll go back to my uninvited self you left me feeling all these years.
Lines??? since when did crap run straight?
How do you feel Madonna about the fact that, major recording companies paid only or less than $1 per CD sale to the artist, and took the remainder- that is to write if a CD sold for $.&99- the company made $7.99 or greater.
You seem Madonna to be a bit stringent with accounting for payments, and huge supporter of “corporate” entertainment and the commercialization of art, does it phaze you that the public is cheated as well as you?
You do work for a corporate entertainment group- and commercialize art, no?
Do you ever M-A-D-O-N-N-A consider that fear will motivate to censor this post– because your actually a fricking theif youself and your company and associates, who put on a “good” show– from charity concerts which gross multi-millions (which you pocket), and send out a mixed political message- do you ever think your revolutionary design scheme is a bit of a joke and false?
Just Curious–Dancing Queen.
Anyone can toss around hypocrisy words as a falsifier of truth like you do Mike, but what of your own wise insightful views of what is, if any, your priority views of what is of most value in life?
Who among you are truly of 100% priority focused embracing of your own pure of heart spirit at all times, having come free from delightful dwelling in the hypocrisy heart like so many aimless unknowingly snared souls do, in your turning fully towards the storehouse that only goodness pure and true flow forth from at all times, like harmonious stringed instruments do, able to carry and lift the soul up out of the muddy foul tasting waters that polute and poison our precious loving spirit, leaving us feeling ill like it does?
Like writers use a pen to express love, just as musicians use instruments to express love, just as lovers use touch to express love, one cannot express the constant pure of heart flawless healing feelings of their divine spirit withOUT first turning fully towards feeling their constant pure of heart flawless healing feelings, of what is the pure meditative state of being wise objective place that writers, lovers, and musicians love to dwell, of their preferred at ease blessed loving pure and true ‘real’ self, of what constitutes what a true artist/writer/lover/musician is, for sake of their blessed self first and those they love, and for sake of others, for sake of all unborn children of God yet to come.
This is what is intuitively natural, constant in yearning of the divine child of God of us all, to constantly be set free to BE what is of more value than all the riches of the world, LOVE!
Truly, our pure of heart pure loving flawless healing feelings reveal the truth, of what is our cognitive knowingness certainty devoid of doubt while of this blessed feeling state of being, of no questioning, when ever we feel the resonating with our soul music playing everywhere we go, we know in a 100% way, that Heaven is without these absurd useless element of doubtful fear mongering ways, that unwisely continues to weigh down the precious Holy Joyful loving heart, mind, body, spirit and soul like it has and does of so many past, present, future, of what yet of the evolving human condition up and out of the muddy, murky, bitter poisonous waters of the generational deluge of destructive ignorances.
~
I went to meet Jamie the other day, a most beautiful transexual of whom i have had the joy of meeting, there that first day of his/her taking her first estrogen pills to feminize his/her body, and after spending his/her last few dollars at the salon, barely able to afford, comes dancing around the corner, perfect flowing hair like Brook Shields, as i looked up, there in the beautiful sunshine, of his/her incredible radiant Joyful happiness, beaming so brightly, so authentically, his/her spirit set free from the unaccepting world, of such a long stuggle of many years to arrive in waking each day to who he/she really really is.
There is gay, and then there is the boy who is becoming a girl, as i wonder, how did you manage to get to being so obviously real in your delicate sensitive effeminate female self Jamie, beyond me in your evolving and coming forth as a female, where most would not know Jamie is actually yet a boy.
Jamie says, “I’ve always known, since my youth, and it’s been hard to find those who accept me like you and i do.”
Jamie is having an affect on me, where i go home, and ponder to myself, sitting alone at home, wondering who is this delicate sensitive effeminate person(me) who lives here, so much like Jamie?
Inspite of Jamie’s struggle, he/she has survived, remarkably so, now of incredible inner joyfulness smiling radiant brilliant bright.
what matters to me?
that Jamies true joyful spirit not ever experience his/her yet signs of awkward timidness that i see in his/her trembling hands while having lunch.
like Jamie, i too need accepting friends, where i know without doubt, Jamie and i will be friends for life, without effort, naturally so, of who we both really really are and yet evolving as, our true spirit of Holy Joy set free from the fearful unaccepting world that does not understand, does not desire to understand, where we don’t care what any of you think any more, our own self love inner happiness pure and truly accepting of our beautiful effeminate delicate sensitive qualities, of what is our divine child of God true ‘real’ self we always were.
nothing false to joke about here Biyatches!
spend time with us, of genuine sincere approach, to know truly know and love us, is all we ask, where we are not about status quo or any of the useless mind traps that snare the divine loving ‘real’ self, of our some how coming free, our spirits set free to constantly soar, of occasional fearful others daily, not expecting them to understand………….we know
that’s all i want with any of you, is to be a ‘real’ friend, where i cannot change who i am, my self love pure and true. You can choose to love us or not, where we know, without doubt, it is you who gain in spending time with us when you do, where it is we who choose you as our friends, should we allow near us. lol
on we go
forever more
peace and love to all
bless you
we don’t just want your friendships, we need your love.
we all need each other love here in the kingdom of heaven with one another, where what is the point of any time wasted in hypocrisy falsity twisting of truth ways, when a lover’s touch feels so much better a way to spend our time?
love us or don’t, we don’t care
so GLAD we made it!
http://www.imeem.com/ladyoffantasy/music/LukJZ8no/steve-winwood-give-me-some-lovin/
uhmn………just wondering, does our female self love who wants to keep her(his) penis, mean that we are butch lesbian transexuals, or a fem top versatile gay boy transexuals who love fem top versatile gay boy transexuals?
BOTH??
*gasp*
(Jamie and AndYY, standing in the middle of the street, look at one another and scream OUT in hysterics with one another, of their Won’t Stop: Can’t Stop screaming! lol )
Madonna’s a joke- love can be bought or found at any church or in alot of people. Why she or the rest of you have to convince people that your loving- show’s your lack there of. Maybe its the money or the way you live your lives…guilt or fear…but keep trying, maybe one day you’ll be believed.
Again Madonna thinks her “brand” of love is just a bit more interesting..that because she’s a “STHARR”- it so cute too when her management team -re-issues Madonna singles thru the radio distribution company, its like magic, actually , its pre-recorded songs- sometimes written by other people, archived and then pulled/placed in specific radio stations which are dictated what to play. To the public it seems like there’s a magic in the air, and the bitch who used everybody in her “art” world and “club” fantasy, finally has arrived. Actually the redistribution of Madonna’s love product (music) is done to warn people she has another scheme on the way and its also a way for Mcdonna to collect radio royalties, or cover up a bunk adoption.
See the Queen knows how to stay on top when your marginally talented and can remember being rejected a zillion times, its business with her, and music although its seems like a art or pleasure is actually a commodity- and people like “her” need to stay spiritual in public, so one doesn’t see her nasty, ugly business end which controls numbers, made her wealthy, and wants the world to touch her pussy.
Thank God Madonna tells the world about love–She took over Christs position.
Her gay revolution? She was bit late in the trend- that started in music with the gender–benders, Frankie Goes To Hollywood…
Adam Ant did the half shirt look with a cross- years ahead.
She’s also tired in the genius pool– using Albert Einstein and not Stephen Hawkings shows formal her pop education and history detailing.
Madonna’s a real original, innovative, loving yogi, with an abundance for you…now pay up fag and get your ticket at the master service center–TICKET MASTER.
That’s right homo’s you pay her bills and watch your manners– Madonna’s here- and if your stupid she’ll show ya….
Listen to the strangers on T.V……
M-A–D-O-N–N–A has cursed this Earth- by using money as a weapon and selling enviromentalism.
Her profiteering from activism and commercializing art is a curse- and the reason she fears evil is because she has it inside- she tries to hide it by using enviromentalism, charity and religion as camoflauge.
M-A-D-O-N-N-A uses dead artists and persona’s to form her identity, Marilyn Monroe is one..then there’s the deceased movie stars she emulates while morphing through other peoples personalities- its a camoflauge technique. She at times has no soul, when she loses her identity and morph’s- she wants other peoples lives and their art, dreams, fantasies to become hers and to profit from them.
Choke it down bitch- this piece of candy, honey, has a surprise in the middle- bite into the center.
“LET’S PRAY”!
seems there was a PetShop fem boy out last night, dancing and rocking up to where we all love to be, happy sexual loving lovers grinding away the night!
some girl grabbed my ass, and not in one of those just passing bi moments either, of a genuine authentic, “mmmmm….I wanna fuck YOU!!!”, ass touching moments!
*gulp*
yes, “Let’s Play!”
oh, Let’s Pray, i thought you said something else…
i feel it 2, in a knowing way…
authentic
keeping it real
our love is pure and true ‘real’
bless you
don’t fret, just keep loving ‘me’
vote for Madonna at http://www.votingsongs.de
i will vote for Madonna when she votes for the champion Spirits of Rodrigo and his friends, divine children of God, of daily experiencing the harsh reality of the obvious spiritual poverty of this world, of unloving apathetic gross materialism snaring of heart illness ignorances [vs] wise divine compassionate love, stuggling to survive in one of the outcast villages in Paraquay!
i don’t understand you, i really don’t
at times, i felt would rather be dead, than feel the cold i was feeling, like i am not worthy of a real life project with you, but then i came to a higher level of understanding, that the issues of the entire world, are not about financial wealth, or how one goes about gain, or how one is of charity, rather it is about the evolving divine self awareness of our pure heart love oneness sameness, where in truth, the only way this world is ever going to make safe passage into the future, is by means of compassionate love wisdom of the ALL, the power of the ALL, that lifts the ALL out of hell into the Kingdom of Heaven constantly all around us, of love devoid of the element of doubt.
ya, ok, i will take your “not a real friendship”, where unavoidably are my feelings of the truth i feel, just as all the divine children of God experiencing first hand the harsh reality of the (yet) spiritually impoverished world
cold
try to imagine how i feel M
you cannot, because you are not of the WILL 2
and if you are?
i don’t understand you, i really don’t
how can i feel love and respect for someone who makes me feel as though i am not deserving of real life friendship?
what is closet ditch?
anyway, just overly emotional today, thought i would share what i felt this morning.
I am of earnest sincerity to change this world, with or without your cold side turned towards me.
if i treated you this way, you would so not speak to me.
it just smacks with the feeling of egotism
would you treat Keith this way?
at first, i did not want to say what i have been feeling, but then i felt, what the fuck, why not, be real, and get myself out of this box i am in, in my seeking an exit, professionally speaking.
what’s real is real
my feelings
what’s not is not
my feelings that thankfully stop after i die
oh sorry, i forgot, you are still caught up in the role playing boss role.
hmmm……….maybe Jesus and i are into
mas⋅och⋅ism
Pronunciation [mas-uh-kiz-uhm, maz-] Show IPA
–noun 1. Psychiatry. the condition in which sexual gratification depends on suffering, physical pain, and humiliation.
2. gratification gained from pain, deprivation, degradation, etc., inflicted or imposed on oneself, either as a result of one’s own actions or the actions of others, esp. the tendency to seek this form of gratification.
3. the act of turning one’s destructive tendencies inward or upon oneself.
4. the tendency to find pleasure in self-denial, submissiveness, etc.
Origin:
1890–95; named after L. von Sacher-Masoch, who described it; see -ism
Related forms:
mas⋅och⋅ist, noun
mas⋅och⋅is⋅tic, adjective
mas⋅och⋅is⋅ti⋅cal⋅ly, adverb
NOT!
ok, i’ll take my champion title and exit as the ‘Obsessed fan of Jesus everyone!…….not you.
express yourself
rant over
professionally speaking;
i want
i need
i think
i feel
i deserve
i am
LOVE
anyway, i don’t want to talk to you any more M, of what is our “Not a real friendship”
i’ll go chat with my shrink, who gets paid to at least listen to me.
In the kingdom of heaven, all divine children listen and feel the truth of everything all around them at all times, the truth that is constantly there, everywhere.
anyway, i need to go dance.
the only place this friendship starts or stops, is with those like Rodrigo, experiencing first hand, the truth of the spiritually impoverished world and it’s gross materialism illness of the heart.
don’t be afraid to listen to your heart everyone……..clearly, i am not afraid of my heart, it’s these generational teachings that is cause for all fear that i feel.
some of you do not see the snaring that i see and feel everywhere i go, of so many aimless waundeirng haphazard souls.
mayby i am abit obsessed, like how i feel sometimes around the rich retired folk and apathetic disconcern for a child who will die today, directly because of disconcern, God forbid they give up their wealth lifestyle to save a preciour child from death, dressed in their fine clothing like they do.
creeps me out when i feel the truth about the condition of their souls, and the boring nothingness they talk about, i have to leave the room, argh…….
i despise the snarings
not the divine suppressed Holy Joyful child of God i know of them all, unknowingly obviously asleep.
i do this all day long, observing the aimlessness condition of the divine chilrden unattended and all their disconnected concern of how the world yet is.
i remain eternally optimistic of the TRUTH vs UNTRUTHS which unknowingly serve as TRUTH
the truth sets you free……you are a cold hearted bitch towards AndYY
or at least that’s how i feel
not really sure of your feelings
and why should i care now, after feeling this way of your chosen cold stance with me all this time?
are you for real?
i don’t understand, nor shall i understand why i am made to feel as though undeserving of a truly loving friendship, not good enough of a truly loving friendship, feelings of inadequacy……….blah blah blah
thank you
i deserve only love
we all do
especially the divine children who are trapped by these massive death walls of poverty that all of you are cause for……..
hmmmm……..in court, negligence death is charges of murder……….
ya, you are all a bunch of cold heartless murders in the eyes of God………
argh, this prison truly is hell for my spirit that wishes to leave and not come back some days………
hey, here is a good question, “Jesus knew he could leave and come back, and arrived at a day he chose to leave………question is, why the hell would he want to come back to hell?”
so he could free the heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, of all the precious loving divine children from the generational teachings of binding dark destructive degenerative blind killing ignorances he knew were from the forefathers before him, of the obvious snaring he witnessed daily everywhere he went, of all egotism, all apathy, all wretchedness, by means of the Sword of TRUTH i am leaning to wield, and i will not spare anyone the TRUTH that SETS YOU FREE, Biyatches!
motherfucking heartless Biyatches! argh…..i should of stayed in bed today…
ok M, the world revolves around you……..so self-centered towards me, of your chosing, not mine, still cannot believe your treatment of me all this time.
and i have tolerated enough to last eternally, where i don’t trust my soul with you any more…….nor would you, if you were in my shoes.
anyway, i do not expect anyone to be a friend where i am concerned any more, go do whatever and whoever you want.
however, should any of you approach me in life, do so with a sincere heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, or i will not speak with any of you
BE sincereFULL
BE truthFULL
BE thankFULL
BE pleasantFULL
BE fearlessFULL
BE lovingFULL
BE kindFULL
BE ……………..
oh, just go BE whatever the fuck you want, im done, i don’t care, go fuck up the world, go destroy it, what is there to save, the pain that makes me wish i was dead?
oh yeah, ‘that’
not much wonder Jesus willingly surrendered to the cross………..they all pissed off his pure loving spirit in their insincere approach with him and each other.
take a stand in the doorway where the beginning and end constantly is……..the sincere emotional honest TRUTH of everything i constantly see and feel.
anyway, i need to go make some friends who are genuinely loving of me in their obvious sincere approach, and let you cowards feel the truth of your own self snarings, wondering why people want nothing to do with you, unable to trust your bullshit mentally abusive ways.
hey, this therapy is digging thru alot of bullshit
im bitter, leave me alone…….i don’t trust you any more, i’ll get thru this better by staying away from you for awhile…..felt like i had a friend, who leaves me feeling unwelcomed, unworthy daily.
but hey, that’s your shit, not mine!
yours truly, forever more
the obsessed fan tranny Biyatch AndYY who yells the truth everywhere she goes! lol
i hate Madonna!
well, ok, i hate the generational taught snarings of her heart, mind, body, spirit and soul!
and so does she
just did not expect her to treat ‘me’ of all people so pathetically!
i am not pathetic
i am not pathetic
i am not pathetic
i am not pathetic
i am not pathetic
i am pathetic
fucking smoking, i am so sick of my smoking that makes me feel lest than i am.
ok, i am pathetic at this time, and i am going to beat this fucking addiction to smoking, with God’s help!
fuck Madonna, she’s fucking useless to me!
fucking bitch stole my fucking boots again!
i want my boots back, ok?
stop pissing me off!
fucking lamers can all fuck off!
assholes
i need to get laid, somebody fuck me!
argh……..i am too vulnerable to descern even my words, fuck!
i don’t care
i care
no i don’t
i care
i used to care
i care
i don’t care anymore
i care
who the fuck are you i care i care i care?
fuck off, ok, just fuck off!
lol
the only prison is my mind, and this beautiful body i dwell in!
well ok, the workouts continue………
im over doing it, workout the body, workout the soul, workout the spirit, workout the bullshit in my mind, workout the fucking dark spots in my heart!
GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
fear is dissolving once again, in our run up to the annual pride event.
just as evolving desolving of generational fears in the world is ongoing as well.
this is part of my empowerment view point, of wise, descerning, concerning, arrival descerning of my own previous unknowingly childish emotional behaviours, a doorway out of childhood nescience, surrendering fully to only wisdom emotional love thinking, feeling, behaving, where anything else is exactly that, useless unfocused nescience, which is ok to exercise from time to time, but what is there to gain from unfocused nescience behaviour?
nothing
growing and evolving of the divine adult child self, sees us all eventually let go of all previous childish emotional behaviours, although at times, these old tapes are not of harm, in a controlled environment(re AndYY in a straight jacket, arghm never!), and in fact serve well as a reminder of our old nescience self we eventually shed.
growing up
gotta be strong
to wield this might Sword of Truth from God’s armory, motherfucking haters!
i deserve only love
so watch what the fuck you say, ok? fuck!
http://www.imeem.com/people/91ntgi/music/ruilDUeL/cannon-in-d-electric-guitar/?rel=1
enjoy your blessed life everyone, you only get ONE!
and if some of you think you are going to get with me, you better come prepared, as God says even S/He cannot let you in unprepared for the kingdom of heaven, where it is ALL of YOU you have to let your ‘real’ self in and out of the kingdom of heaven, where anything
unloving is out
apathy is out
ignorance is out
LOVE is IN
COMPASSION is IN
WISDOM is IN
although i have yet to try the in and outs of angry sex, which i hear is somewhat intense!
blessed is the day meant to BE ENJOYED bi YOU!!
4ever more
blessings to all, including you motherfucking haters who don’t realize God is watching YOU at ALL time, of where God dwells, easy to find, oneness so kind, of what is the divine children of, now BE sure you get this……….of GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although i remain abit sceptical of where some of you are from, who do not know me, nor desire to truly know me, i know YOU!
i’ll be on the dance floor
do i have to spell it OUT for you, ya know i can not spell WELL.
G R O S S M A T E R I A L I S M E G O T I S M
captialism kills
i saw this spray painted graffitti on a brick wall
like i say to others, “im just here on vacation along side all of you, spiritually paying attention as my ‘real’ self, of what are the obvious truths i feel everywhere i go, of what is apathetic, of what is ignorance, of what is unloving, all not true of the divine child of us all who intuitively constantly knows that ONLY LOVE is good enough for any of us to feel.”
so why is it some of you don’t feel the truth i constantly feel?
do you know why?
it’s none of your fault
forgive them God for they know not what their blind asleep in ignorance oppressed suppressed Holy Joyful Absolutely Carefree heart, mind, body, spirit and soul does………….or do we?
you there, with the gun in your hand, who just killed someone, tell us what you feel in leaving a loving family to grieve over your brother or sister tonight!
you there, who walk past the child who did not eat today, tell us what you feel in leaving that child to go to sleep without food tonight!
you there, who laugh out loud, mocking my loving gay/lesbian/bisexual/trans brothers and sisters like you did today, that promoted and contributed to the murder and suicide today, of these ones i love like i love my self, tell us what you feel in being an accessory to murdering hate tonight!
you there, throwing stones at woman burried up to her waist, killing her for your accusations of adultery, tell us what you feel about your secret sexual desire masterbation sessions tonight!
hmmm…..at this rate, i could have you all shut down with guilt, shame and remorse in no time, if only could feel what i see and feel.
a heartless world snared by generational apathetic unloving ignorance, illnesses of the heart that is leaving you all feel sick, sad, depressed, not knowing why!
i know why
and so does the intutive divine child sleeping, who is not afraid of any of you once awake in wise descerning knowingness certainty of TRUTH that does not fail, is unable to fail.
fortunately, there are many spiritually enlightened ones of pure hearts who are the radiant brilliant bright wise light of truth shining, revealing, breaking the bitter chains of all these binding untruths that hold captive the heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, yet of many in the world.
choose to serve God, and in turn, you serve your divine ‘real’ sincere loving self that constantly yearns for only love, eternal truth.
choose not to serve God, and in turn you bring harm to your own divine ‘real’ sincere loving self that eternally yearns for only love, eternal truth.
you there, looking to the sky at a 50 mile wide meteror heading directly at the earth, tell us what you feel!
i leave you all in God’s hands, God’s plan, not mine……..im just a messenger on vacation like any one of you, who understands the message Jesus left here for us before i arrived, who knows i understand/feel HOW to read his every word, with my PURE of HEART LOVE overflowing!
i am drunk from the bubbling stream measured OUT for me, can you tell!
stop, i cannot drink any more!
i sometimes listen to this song all day long, while OUT walking in the ghetto!
it is of my joyful spirit pure and true, that wants to dance with someone who feels what i 2 feel for them……….SEXUAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it’s not me you able hate, who you do not know or recognize, rather it is you who hate the inflicted illness snarings of self……..unknowingly.
All I know is that I’ve never seen you and Faye Dunaway in the same room…
you mean Gay runnaway, don’t cha? lol
which room are you talking about?
my room?
his room?
our room?
enough room for ALL?
i have faith in that which is primal purity intuitiveness from the beginning, there too is the end, where everything starts and stops, as in, something starts when something ends, such as all darkness(ignorance) that is pushed out when light enters and we become the wise articulate light awareness of what is the primal purity intuitiveness, where it is merely the wise articulation wisdom halo of an enlightened one(beyond comprehension of others, that pure pure meditative place we purely know of), that continues to evolve(turn towards becoming ongoing evolving) nurtures and protects the enlightened ones who KNOW they are integral part of altering the future eternally by wise means of their positive light input(deliberately) into the constant matrix connection of all souls(past present future) in each instant, purely i tell you, constant connectedness, where the light(just like it has and does us, the enlightened ones who light up the whole world) evolves their divine self up to the higher platitude pure place we purely love to dwell, of so so beautiful purity love sex, purity love everything, yes?
i hope this does not smack of pedantic egotism, purely i tell you, it is not, rather is what is of a tidbit of my descering wise awake comprehension of the condition of all souls i have evolved above, fearless and devoid of useless egos that serve no one.
i know you are of the pure pure place, of the high places and paths God spoke to me of, of what is my divine purpose in life, merely as a messenger of God, for sake of you, for sake of the all.
what?
you don’t love the pure pure loving sex?
oh………practice some more will ya? lol
hmmm……….i do you suppose i know this of you, miss kabbala affect/effect/direct/indirect?
could it be…………I AM just like YOU? lol
well, let ‘me’ put to rest any of your maybes and purely tell you, i am!
it is merely the articulation wisdom of what is purely of understanding what is of the primal purity beginning intuitive light of flawless feeling in the core of us all, of where we all came from, of how we all came into this yet unwise world(sadly), from the womb of God.
coming into the world from the womb is of a no time constraint realm entering into this realm, and that is the correct way to look at physical birth.
what is lacking is merely the wise articulation body of work study of what are the trueness aspects of the eternal primal purity intuitive flawless utterly fearless feelings of the divine child of God of us ALL
blessings to all
like we do in enter into our meditative pure place, if one does not step away from the unwise world, then how is one to come to know the divine self, write about the awareness, and then come back to others?
remember, it is always about how we are going to leave this world for the unborn yet to enter into this realm called the kingdom of heaven for the unsuspecting child of God yet to come.
that is my motivational empowerment beyond this generation, an eternal knowingness consideration for every divine child of God yet to come, trillions apon trillians of them in the eternal future.
bless you bless you bless you
i love you
purely i do………..and you know how and why……..
i am……….
bless you
peace be to this house
stay focused in staying in the healthy zone with adherence to RED40 and adjustable flexible boundaries adjusted accordingly of your feelings of any and all who may push you out of your inability to stay in the sweet zone of healthy healthy functioning, especially your rest.
i am in celibacy, and have been for nearly two years now, so don’t worry about me, as i am of exceeding focus beyond most, merely wishing to assure your pure place of only love flawless feeling you, a true and faithful friend unable to change, of the truth of ‘that’ which i am till the end, till my last day.
ok……here is some more interesting stimulating intellectual conversation for ya to ponder when ever you want………
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‘pure primal truth eternal intuitive trueness aspects of flawless healing feeling YOU of us ALL in vital need of us ALL according to Jesus and God’s divine wisdom!’ is exactly what it reads as…..
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pure = as in 100%…………
primal = as in 100%, of the beginning………..
truth = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change……….
eternal = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically)
intuitive = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity seeing and feeling clearly of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future……….
constant trueness aspects = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity knowing and perceiving hearing, seeing and feeling clearly, capable of knowing without deduction or reasoning, of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future, all of us of the blessed sacred aspects of exceeding grace, gentle, mild, delicate, sensitive, only loving………………
flawless = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity knowing and perceiving hearing, seeing and feeling clearly, capable of knowing without deduction or reasoning, of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future, all of us of the blessed sacred aspects of exceeding grace, gentle, mild, delicate, sensitive, only loving, constantly capable of always BEing(the zone, like an orgasm!) entirely without flaw or imperfection, curing, oh so soothing, mollifying, healing art of healing words, of healing singing, of healing dancing, of healing touch, of healing hugging, of healing kissing, of healing sex(all of sacred healing salve)………
feelings YOU = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity knowing and perceiving hearing, seeing and feeling clearly, capable of knowing without deduction or reasoning, of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future, all of us of the blessed sacred aspects of exceeding grace, gentle, mild, delicate, sensitive, only loving, constantly capable of always BEing(the zone, like an orgasm!) entirely without flaw or imperfection, curing, oh so soothing, mollifying, healing art of healing words, of healing singing, of healing dancing, of healing touch, of healing hugging, of healing kissing, of healing sex(the sacred healing salves) sensations of YOU of us ALL………………
according to Jesus and God’s divine wisdom = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity knowing and perceiving hearing, seeing and feeling clearly, capable of knowing without deduction or reasoning, of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future, all of us of the blessed sacred aspects of exceeding grace, gentle, mild, delicate, sensitive, only loving, constantly capable of always BEing(the zone, like an orgasm!) entirely without flaw or imperfection, curing, oh so soothing, mollifying, healing art of healing words, of healing singing, of healing dancing, of healing touch, of healing hugging, of healing kissing, of healing sex(the sacred healing salves) sensations of YOU of us ALL, of what Jesus and God refer to as collaboration requirement, unable to ‘do it’ alone!
well, ya, sure, some of you can go it alone if you want, bin there, fuck that, i hate being alone! lol
although exploration into my masterbation alone, without awkward others, does serve ‘me’ well in learning how to maintain the rythme of sex with the brain activity going on………….oh, don’t get me started on ‘that’
what?
Kabbala revolves around this, yes?
ok, once again, for you 29 second precummer lamers lacking in orgasm at the same time as your partner you are supposed to love, in need of REMINDING of the ‘me’ of YOU(if you ever want to get with ‘me’ that is!), here it is again……………….
‘Pure Primal Truth Eternal Intuitive Trueness Aspects of Flawless Healing Feeling YOU of us ALL in vital need of us ALL according to Jesus and God’s divine wisdom!’ = as in 100%, of the beginning, truth unable to change, constantly at all times always the same till the eternal end(when our universe eventually implodes trillions apon trillions of years from now, therotically), clarity knowing and perceiving hearing, seeing and feeling clearly, capable of knowing without deduction or reasoning, of every divine child of God from the womb of God, past present future, all of us of the blessed sacred aspects of exceeding grace, gentle, mild, delicate, sensitive, only loving, constantly capable of always BEing(the zone, like an orgasm!) entirely without flaw or imperfection, curing, oh so soothing, mollifying, healing art of healing words, of healing singing, of healing dancing, of healing touch, of healing hugging, of healing kissing, of healing sex(the sacred healing salves) sensations of YOU of us ALL, of what Jesus and God refer to as collaboration requirement, unable to ‘do it’ alone!
NOW GET OUT THERE AND KICK IT YOU LAME ASS BIYATCHES, before i get pissed off and walk away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bless you bless you bless you
i am seeking who i am
is that you?
my feelings tell reveal to ‘me’ that YOU ARE!
butt before you get to big a head, YOU ARE NOT ALONE, as in you are not the only ONE!
you see, i love who i am when i am with someone like ‘me’!
of radiant brilliant bright smiling faces exploding with holy joyful absolutely carefree happiness when we orgasm……….AT THE SAME TIME DAMN IT!
practice practice practice
do as i do if you want to catch up with ‘me’ biyatches, and trust ‘me’, i don’t do dysfunctional relationships any more! got it?
ok, class dismissed
blessed is the Power of the ALL that ushers the ALL into the kingdom of heaven wise halo!
CLAP YOUR HANDS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
constantly blessed is the ALL of the constant connected matrix of affect/effect/direct/indirect of us ALL hear in the kingdom of heaven all around us, past present future, the ALL is eternally connected by what are ETERNAL TRUTHs unable to change
question is, why would we want 2?
well, ok, you go BE that way, i am into role playing of 2 you lame as biyatches, and i am not compromising for anyone……………well, unless your name is Madonna, who loves ‘me’!
wanna give ya my love, every inch of my love, WHOLE lotta love…………..ALL TOGETHER NOW!
keep on keeping it together now!
thank you for being there before me Madonna, way back when, of blessed pure loving you that kept me feeling i was deserving only of love, not settling for second………….hmmmm…………so why would i want to be with anyone other than YOU, of our love that is True Blue?
blessings to ALL
‘that’s what friends are 4………..LGBT family!
forever more
bless you bless you bless you
peace be to you
and peace be to you
forever more
staying in the zone
http://www.imeem.com/lithargoel/playlist/w6A0YOc3/who-am-i-music-playlist/
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enjoy the blessed sacred day of ALL souls sacred in the eyes of Jesus, God, and we who know and love Jesus and God like Jesus and God constantly know and love us ALL.
God Blesses ALL
with the ‘eternal forever more wisdom halo’, that is still under collaboration research continuation……..
walk with ‘me’
talk with ‘me’
dance with ‘me’
hug with ‘me’
kiss with ‘me’
sex with ‘me’
well, that is unless you’d rather be somewhere else or with someone else who is oneness sameness of ‘me’, you see, we all the same biyatches!
this emergency broadcast has been brought to you by those who know ‘me’
peace OUT Biyatches!
i love ALL
flawless
yaaaawwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnn……………im so bored
COFFEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you are the ONE, not just for ‘me’, where it is always who you want, not who want you.
choose wisely, purely, surely
you know
i’ll see you at the end of the tour if you want to meet, something to do, a beautiful sunny day, a cafe………..now go coast thru it and enjoy the practice of being functional again M………*cough*………kinda HARD not 2 with someone so viral as…………JesUS!
i love you
especially that ass of yours!
fuck, it’s like friggin perfect!
im jealous………..need to push myself harder, more biking, nearly there………..
focus on the sleep ok?
considering everything……………….embrace the truth, that every second of every blessed day is blessed sacred and LIVE on where others cannot.
that has always been my mantra.
looking back, when i first got here in the LGBT ghetto, there were so many bright radiant loving lights, and then, as the years unfolded, so many of them disappeared, back when it was deadly to be HIV+.
so so many we LIVE on in LOVING LIFE for, so prescious they all were, taking time once and while at the memorial to remember them, of blessed tears missed.
bless you
what direction does the light within shine?
OUTward!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
us bisexuals are a rather interesting bunch, yes?
brighter than gay or lesbian i feel, not to knock anyone…….well, it’s TRUE!
True Blue of 2
love the album cover, a sorta old ego mask we shed and left behind of evolving into oneness sameness above the seperational unwise egos, including those of our own family and their limited shortsightedness of gays/lesbians thinking they are not of hetero feelings, and vice versa…………..
so let ‘me’ if your penis envy ever gets lonely, and i’ll BE there, ok? lol
people are like, “huh? What the fuck is penis envy?
am i the only one who fearlessly thinks OUTloud around hear?
blessings to all
ROCKET BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Madonna,me desculpe,mas,na minha opinião,você
adotou essa criança para ficar livre de impostos,e não
por caridade como a angelina e brad pitt fizeram.você na verdade quis imitá-los para ter a admiração dos seus fãs e da mídia.me desculpe,mas,não há caridade nenhuma nsse seu ato.
Be it implants, botox or make-up, it’s really ugly. You’re old and you look it. Accept.
only jealous people say nasty things about people, in effect they are really talking about themselves… negativity
positive people say loving things …
people are alll beautiful on the outside when they are beautiful on the inside…
only jealous nasty people who are cold negative & black on the inside whcih reflects on the outside … stick you face in someones ass…
lol did i just say that
stick your face in someone’s ass?
…………….are you spying on me again?
LOL
waking to the morning fresh air, is my best positive feeling, always loved the morning air in the tropics the most, the waves on the beach, oh to live like that all the time, i would not tire of waking to that every morning
i always felt my best on a beach, forever at play as a kid, and actually lived on the water’s edge as a young adult, waking to the morning air of the beach, so incredible being at one with nature, the smell of pine, and the water, for sure i will be looking into getting out of this drab city
nurturing inner peace of morning sunrise, the beach, the smells, the coolness air, vitality vigor pure and true resonating thru, feeling of being your ‘real’ self
find this first in our own self, in finding self of another
truly this is the flawless feeling inner treasure Jesus speaks of, is it not?
i loved living on the beach the most, of the inner peacefulness that comes with being at one with nature.
at one time, we were part of the eco system, at one with nature, for millions of years.
we glorify our progress as a society as something noble……….i question it, especially considering what is happening around the world with these beautiful eco system Rain Forests, wiping out of existence at an alarming rate, many species which have not been documented, not ever seen, as though they did not ever exist.
indeed, Avatar the movie, is a reflection of our current world.
well, what is fueling it? Is it not the false ego mentalities of gross materialism?
sadly, this mindset has been set in motion for many centuries, and is not something we can simply switch off, because it is what sustains us, the global economy.
what we can do however, is scientifically find alternatives to using forest products, which is cheaper and longer lasting.
Rainforests used to cover 14% of the Earth’s surface. This percentage is now down to 6% and it is estimated that the remaining natural rainforests could disappear within 40 years
truly, this is such a sad thing we are doing, something that we are intuitively linked to of our ancient history evolving alongside other species when we were a part of the beauty of the eco system
we are all contributing to the current ‘pillage the world’ mindset, every single one of us, the mindset called gross materialism.
we raise our own kids to continue in this way, and what is it teaching?
pillaging of rainforests
pillaging of oceans
these must be protected from the vast world population, or they will be destroyed, and already the oceans and rainforests are being destroyed.
we all have to take responsibility here, in educating the world alternatives to rainforest harvesting, like replanting of trees for harvest, like any farmer does.
same with the oceans, we can seed the oceans too, like fish farmers do.
world governments need to band together in assisting this education and development in our global ONE society that has no leader as regards the beauty of planet Earth we are origninated on and yet live.
i feel if we do not, then spiritually, we are going to die from not being at one with nature we are destroying, unable to find our way back to our pure primal spiritual self, of mankind eventually ending up in it’s own self created concrete prison cell, spiritually dying from the emptying pure beauty that once was, that all of our sensory perception once inhaled of our wholeness oneness that is all around us, is what we are and came from, purely united in flawless ONEness of the SAME life force that flows thru everything living, all a replica of origination beginning
indeed, there is an energy that flows thru all things living, and spiritually we can feel this primal pure flawless physical feeling in our bodies, especially of early morning calm and true
this constant wholeness pure energy flow feeling is of all living matter at all times
gross materialism mindset not only distracts us from being tuned into this pure energy flowing, it also stresses us out and does lead to terminal illness like cancer and heart disease
spiritually, we intuitively constantly know we are destroying our own playground with pillaging, pollution, global warming………but the hypnotic false gross materialsim is fearfully overpowering our true nature unafraid delicate sensitive oneness with nature, and yes, the entire world is under a hypnotic trance of an infrastructure that the forefathers left for us.
well, we do have amazing technologies now to assist greatly in teaching the global world of the more prosperous ways of seed farming whatever parts of the ocean and lands that will lead to far greater sustainable prosperity in future generations
so the question is, “What wholeness oneness condition of our mother earth eco system planet do we the forefathers of yesteryear, tomorrow, wish to the leave of a well being of future generation offspring of all living things to thrive and enjoy in being what all living things are, an exact replica of original beginning thru eternal end?
historical of mankind, this is our darkest hour in human history that could potentially see us self destruct from global warming, although i still believe that as global warming occurs, it warms the surface of the earth itself, which then sees pressure releasing of volcanic activity that will eventually see volcanic ash on a large scale, begin blocking the sun.
and if the second volcano in Iceland does eventually errupt?………i would not want to live in Europe when it does, as it is ten times the one currently errupting, which historically, both of them do errupt at the same time……my anarchist side is showing
we should promote tourism in Rainforests as far more profitable than cutting them down, with tree top canopy tours, and non contaminating designed toursim passages thru the rainforests that allows us to feel as one with the rainforests…..and this is something we all can benifit from in getting behind, regardless of the naysayers who say would would ruin the rainforests in doing so……….it is either that or say goodbye to the rainforest eco systems, which cannot ever be brought back once destroyed.
the rainforests need world protection, and they need it right now, where all of us together can save them, where only a handful of people cannot.
the rainforest are millions of years old, and millions of years into the future, our own offspring can enjoy them.
to turn away from the nature we ourselves came from, is to turn away from our true nature.
and this is what is the ‘real’ problem, is in all of us realizing that we are the forefather teachings of destructive greed gross materialism being promoted in the hearts of everyone thruout the world.
to sit back and point fingers at those cutting the rainforests down, is of the useless hypocrisy ignorant heart yet in denial that we are all cause for the destruction, directly, indirectly, in all of us not being tuned into our flawless true nature that is of continued disregard for all these species of life that evolved along side of us for millions of years.
we look to the stars for alien life, and already there is alien life here on our planet that we have not seen.
i do feel rainforest tourism is the ‘main’ solution, given the size of the rainforests requiring all of us to assist, given the size of our own gross materism ego that is the culprit here, where turning toward tourism, we in turn towards our true ‘real’ nature that will require all of us to suceed in saving these species of life that are as old as we are.
Each second, an area the size of 2 football fields is destroyed.
Each year, 17 million acres are cut down.
http://www.ots.ac.cr/index.php?option=com_weblinks&catid=58&Itemid=287
did you know the Rainforests are home to 2/3 of all the living species on the planet. Additionally, “nearly half the medicinal compounds we use every day come from plants endemic to the tropical rainforest.”
the tropical rainforests were spared the extreme loss of life that characterized other regions of the globe during the ice ages. These two factors help explain why the tropical rainforests are home to between 50 and 70 million different life forms.
“a typical four-mile square mile patch of rainforest contains as many as 1,500 species of flowering plants, 750 species of trees, 125 mammal species, 400 species of birds, 100 species of reptiles, 60 species of amphibians, and 150 different species of butterflies.”
. . . “there are more fish species in the Amazon river system than in the entire Atlantic Ocean.”
. . . “a single rainforest reserve in Peru is home to more species of birds than the entire United States.”
. . . “at least 1/3 of the planet’s bird species live in the Amazon rainforest.”
. . .”the Andean mountain range and the Amazon jungle are home to more than half of the world’s species of flora and fauna.”
. . . “at least 1,650 rainforest plants can be utilized as alternatives to our present fruit and vegetable staples.”
. . . “37% of all medicines prescribed in the US have active ingredients derived from rainforest plants.”
. . . “70% of the plant species identified by the US National Cancer Institute as holding anti-cancer properties come from rainforests.”
. . . “90% of the rainforest plants used by Amazonian Indians as medicines have not been examined by modern science.”
. . . “of the few rainforest plant species that have been studied by modern medicine, treatments have been found for childhood leukemia, breast cancer, high blood pressure, asthma, and scores of other illnesses.”
. . . “a hectare (2.471 acres) of rainforest absorbs one ton of carbon dioxide (CO2) per year.”
. . . conversely, “the clearing and burning of the world’s rainforest accounts for 20-25% of the CO2 emitted into the atmosphere by man. It therefore could play a significant role in any so called “greenhouse effect” underway in our atmosphere.”
THE COST OF RAINFOREST DESTRUCTION
. . . “almost half of the world’s original four billion acres of rainforest are now gone. The lost area equals the combined size of Washington, Idaho, California, Nevada and Arizona.”
. . . “in 1500, there were an estimated six to nine million indigenous people inhabiting the tropical rainforests of Brazil. By 1900, that number had dropped to a million. Today, there are less than 250,000 indigenous people left in Brazil.”
. . . “man has recently increased nature’s “normal” extinction rate by 10,000%. Most of this increase is taking place in the rainforests.”
. . . “by conservative estimates, 9,000 species are going extinct each year, most of them from the rainforests.”
. . . “we are presently experiencing the largest mass extinction since the demise of the dinosaurs 65 million years ago; only this time is occurring at a much faster rate.”
millions of years of perfect eco system evolution is being permanently destroyed forever for sake of greed over a piece of wood and land, where the rainforest itself is priceless to the entire eternal future generations yet to come who will look back on us as a most ignorant of times in human history for allowing the destruction to occur.
obviously it will take a global incentive of all involved to save the rainforests for the future generations to enjoy.
greed = rainforest destruction
well, we can use greed to our advantage in saving the rainforests, with all schools paying for field trips to the rainforests, payable by the tax payers of course, educating, motivating and empowering the future generations to take ownership responsibility of protecting the rainforests by whatever means possible.
and if cures for cancer come from it, well bravo to that!
the rainforests do not have a VOICE
……….or do they? 😉
as with anything, we have to be ‘consistent’ in steadfast pushing forward until the objective is achieved