Blog Neglect

I am so sorry that I have been too busy to blog. A girl has to work ya know. My family depends on me for their food and shelter. It’s not like the ol’ man is bringing home the bacon. Just kidding, Guy! LOL. My new album is in the process of being manufactured right this minute. I asked for security to guard the facilities. I also asked them to videotape people as they work and they are to be inspected before leaving. If this new album leaks, it will not be because I didn’t try!

I am so exhausted. It’s hard working and being a mama! There I go again quoting Britney’s Blackout album. I have been loving that one. I workout to it all the time!

I want to personally thank all of you for purchasing the new single “4 Minutes.” You can purchase all of the remixes tomorrow on various online shops. Please buy all of them. Make mama number one!

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295 Responses

  1. Don’t worry, M. We still love you.

    Can’t wait for some Hard Candy….

  2. SAD SAD

  3. #bored#

  4. Your such and actress.. i don’t know why you became a musician.. well anyway you good at both .. and dancing.. well everything so I’ve heard…

  5. hmmm….there is a slight problem M, how do we make mama # 1, when she already is # 1 in our hearts?

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  6. i’m not happy with you .. and you know why …you supposed to steal my soul not my .. ideas” biyatch

  7. well, she did not steal my soul Marco…I gave it to her for her to do as she pleases, the greatest gift one can give. Oh, and what fun she has had with it!

    Sometimes she will drop it apon the ground, and forget about me, and I am like standing there screaming, “Hey, wait for me!!!!!”

    Good morning M. Good morning Marco.

    There is a beautiful pink band of sky on the horizon this morning, the sun about to break as I write, not a cloud in the sky, nor in my heart, as I feel I am about to _ _ _ _.

    come on, it’s easy one, only four letters. haha!

    I love Madonna. We love Madonna. Madonna loves us.

    oh damn, I am late for work again…not really…I mean what is anyone really late for, that is of more importance than LOVE? πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  8. Thank you for giving us something to rave about. You are making a lot of people happy.

  9. It is a nice feeling to know I will always be with her in heart, mind, body and soul…in that box with all the fun loving costumes in it, is where I always want to be found, of joyful spirit that loves life, that loves her the way…I do.

    What? You can be married to more than one soul ya know. I am. Let’s see, there is Jesus, and then there is Jesus, and oh ya, Madonna.

  10. πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  11. There you are! Shining again on us and assuring fans that they are on your mind.

  12. mm just try to rest a bit every now and then and you will be just fine!!! i love the video ,and i just can’t wait for my special edition of my sweet hard candy! and please “miles away” needs to be the second single just make sure that it will be(although i have heard that another track will be the second single is it true?)
    btw i know that u are going to preform in the end of the month so good luck with that as well (funny enough the 30th is the queen’s day here ! )and i will see what if i can buy the single …

    love u

    Ron

  13. correction :i mixed it all up again sorry about that
    and i will see what i can do about the single …

  14. that was time ,of course we try to gonna make you number one but you should give us more treats πŸ˜‰

    for the new tour i went to all of them payd loads of money but hardley could see you so give us a treat ot tell us how to get a great place to see you very good

    your true fans
    love and light joseph

  15. You any good at roller skating M?

    I figure, if I am always holding your hand, and you are about trip(over your self), I am always there to hold you from falling on your butt, and what a nice butt she has!

    I am afraid to imagine us together roller skating in the clown outfits, as I know it is of exceeding joy for me, of a beautiful day, forever kissing and holding hands, happy, no acting required.

    That is why I cannot do the clown outfits, as it is part of me dream of you and me. I am sure, I am not the only one who feels this way about you…eh Marco? Seeing OB1 so delightful of spirit, working day and night on something special from his heart…ya, it is of our true self that expresses it self, like you always said, “Express Your SELF!”

    Today, at work, your song ‘True Blue’ came on the radio…I was like, “Right on!”

    I’ve had other guys
    I’ve looked into their eyes
    But I never knew love before
    ‘Til you walked through my door
    I’ve had other lips
    I’ve sailed a thousand ships
    But no matter where I go
    You’re the one for me baby this I know, ’cause it’s

    Chorus:

    True love
    You’re the one I’m dreaming of
    Your heart fits me like a glove
    And I’m gonna be true blue baby I love you

    I’ve heard all the lines
    I’ve cried oh so many times
    Those tear drops they won’t fall again
    I’m so excited ’cause you’re my best friend
    So if you should ever doubt
    Wonder what love is all about
    Just think back and remember dear
    Those words whispered in your ear, I said

    (chorus twice)

    Intermediate:

    No more sadness, I kiss it good-bye
    The sun is bursting right out of the sky
    I searched the whole world for someone like you
    Don’t you know, don’t you know that it’s

    True love, oh baby, true love, oh baby
    True love, oh baby, true love it’s
    (repeat)

    True, so if you should ever doubt
    Wonder what love is all about
    Just think back and remember dear
    Those words whispered in your ear, I said

    (intermediate)
    (chorus)

    ‘Cause it’s

    True love, oh baby, true love, oh baby
    True love, oh baby, true love it’s
    (repeat)

    I feel awkward thinking out loud like this, but then I think to myself, it is ok, it is of ME and MY feelings of Self, not necessarily of yours, and so Guy has no reason to feel upset with me, and instead should feel joyous that someone loves her as much he does…I hope that he does.

    If not, well, CYA, wouldn’t wanna be ya!

    i’m bad, i know.

    You cannot ever say I did not try Madonna. I did, and…I do.
    Damn, I keep repeating myself. I must sound like a broken record.

    Speaking of breaking records, holy, the single release is doing well, and with that kind of excitement in the air, we know everyone is anticipating the entire album!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    The Tree life has grown bigger, stronger, faster…the world’s first Bionic Woman!

    She was my hero as a kid. You are my hero now. And those muscles, well, certainly good for hugging me.

    Every time I step over the line with my imagination, it feels so good, like it is where I am most happy to be, a yearning to always remain there, with no desire to leave.

    I ask myself, is it necessary for us to be together to feel this way, and the obvious answer is no, as it is about my true self that loves life, and loves someone like you, a true self like me, forever free to just be our Self.

    I say, the thing of greatest importance and significance in life, is to just be your True Self, because that is the bright and radiant light that lights up the whole world.

    I will create something fun loving for this pride, as I usually do, but I cannot wear the clown for some reason, feeling that it belongs to my dream of me and you.

    Hey I know, I find a look alike tranny, that looks like you!

    nah, scratch that (no pun intended). And no, I was not making fun of trannies…honest….biaytchs!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    hey, that was a funny one, yes? haha.

  16. Hey girl, it’s been a while not seeing you here. 4 minutes is rock! We love the song so much.

    I already booked for your new album, really looking forward to it.

    Cheers!

  17. hmmm…I know, we could put together a hundred of the clown outfits, and then you have to figure out which one is me, and I have to figure out which one is you.

    And then something wonderful strikes us, are we all different from one another?

    Hey, don’t answer that…just feel the moment, ok? haha.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  18. There is one way that we could find each other in the crowd of some many joyful clowns, do you know how?

    I will let you think about the answer for the day.

    And no, I will not give you a hint, other than to say, it has to do with true self surrendering, at one with self and another.

    The answer will come to you, for you already know what I speak of, of how I could easily find you, or you could easily find me. Think about it. How would I be able to spot which one is you?

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    And no, I will not tell you the answer…you have figure it out for your Self.

  19. i should be a playwright, yes?

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  20. I am actually friends with a famous playwrite that travels the world, who keeps sharing his latest writings with me, as I prod him about God. He keeps asking me to join him for stage performances, knowing what is really going on inside him, I decline, saying I have to work that day.

    We inspire each other, but he still is missing the point of sincerity of my words with him. Perhaps I should kiss him one day, to get my point across? I dream come true for him. We know, eh Rosie? haha.

  21. ~ i suppose we can check mark romantic fool on the list, as a good thing, yes?

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  22. One day, there will be a hundred colorful rainbow clowns, in the joyous sunshine of a beautiful day, of the enlightenment within us all, and music playing, a collaboration of many, in step with love, in step with each other, in step with God.

  23. Here is some contemplation on mystical realms, I have pondered recently(10 minutes ago).

    Mystical realms can be thought of a subconscious thoughts of the true self, and mystical in the sense that they seem to elude our everyday thinking. Elaborating on this, we can easily embrace mystical realms, instead of going around them, which is what alot of writers attempt to do in streams of consciousness type of writing, discover for self and for self of others. I enjoy this kind of free flowing writing, fearless and fun.

    1/ ~ Forethought and thought of the invisible spirit Realm ~

    One can easily embrace the reality that many there are who are struggling with homophobia, both externally and internally, yes? While there are many issues in life, I will use this issue, merely as an example for reflecting on mystical(eluding, unseen, hidden) realms.
    As veterans of the GLBT community, we are often found in forethought of the up coming Pride Day event(1 million in attendance this year) as we hash out ideas for floats, what music, what themes, what color, and so forth. Always, we are in thought of those who are going thru what we went thru, of our first years of coming out as homosexual, a terrifying experience for some. We know.
    In this sense, we are an invisible loving spirit realm, for many in attendance, comprised of forethought and thought, for sake our loving brothers and sisters, are we not? πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    2/ ~ Along with Foreknowledge Realm ~

    This mystical realm is of the knowledge of the yet unwise in the world, those of the hypocrit heart who cast down our loving brothers and sisters struggling with their internal homophobia, a result of external homophobia, which is not a bad thing, it is just simply that of those yet unwise, of the many centuries of hypocrisy and taboo which has surround homosexuality, where as veterans, we know the truth of how loving homosexual relationships are, and not that of the deviant or devil perspective that many in the world still make us out to be.
    Indeed, our foreknowledge realm is of the learned knowledge of our life we that we have lived thus far, is it not?

    3/ ~ Incorruptibility Realm ~

    Incorruptibility realm is of the truth wisdoms that are not able to be challenged and yet still challenged by many in the world who are unwise of us loving homosexuals, where truth is not corruptible, and rather it is the bitter corruptibility and derangement of the souls of the many who suffer from being inundated by external homophobia, where internal homophobia fear continues to be manifest and manipulated by those yet unwise, where as wise veterans, we are incorruptible, having grown wise in the truth, over many years as loving homosexual lovers. We know.

    4/ ~ Life Eternal Realm ~

    I like this realm, where it is not eternal life we seek, rather Life Eternal, as in life of the future generations, eternally free of bitter ignorances of the unwise hypocrit hearts, and the foolish unwise doubtfulness about love that homosexuals have for one another, that is completely loving. We know. And we wish others to know, not only of this generation, but also for all generations of Life Eternal, ending once and for all one day, the many suicides which continue, where indeed, the young homosexual male, still holds the top suicide rate in the world, all a result of unwise hypocrit words spoken by the unwise, and the painful things they do. This I shall always hold against those of bitter unwise hypocrisy that causes death for my loving brothers and sisters. You know who are, but you fail to know who we are…loving, hoping and praying for you to also become loving like we are.

    5/ ~ Truth Realm ~

    Everywhere is the Truth Realm, where truth is seen in everything everyone does or says, every second of every day, that of unwise bitter hypocrisy is of truth of the hypocrit bitter heart, is it not?
    That of exceeding joyful spirit is of the joyful loving True Self, is it not?

    The realm of truth, ‘that’ of the invisible spirit realm of forethought and thought, ‘that’ of the truth of realm of foreknowledge, ‘that’ of the realm of incorruptibility, ‘that’ of the realm of life eternal…all of the Truth Realm of the physical world which surrounds us ALL…at all times, truth exists in everything, truth that does not fail, and rather it is always we(Children of God) who fail to acknowledge the truth of loving compassionate wisdom.

    What? i had slip the word God in there somewhere!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Jesus loves us ALL. I love Jesus. I love Madonna. I love Rosie. I love Marco too, even if he likes to sneak up behind me and hit me in the back of the head sometimes.

    Oh hey Marco, what’s for lunch? If you say lolipop, I am going to smake you!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  24. Hey Marco, I just remembered how much you love sincerity and purity of truth realms, that I love about you.

  25. Ok, I admit, I do like your body Marco.

  26. Always did, you moron!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  27. Hey, you should try hanging around me in real life…I am quite annoying for some, with endless discussions, yet mostly of an energetic true self that loves life.

  28. I Dream the last nigh with your album…. i took in my hands a tape!!! not CD….. i will speak with my psichology!!!

    Dmarkisses

  29. hey mama!…how long is this going on for….cause i’m dying to have you once again in my arms….only this time i want you for eternity!!!

  30. ……i have surrendered completely to The Lord and to you my darling soooooooo….come to moi Baby Doll….cause bambo’s going zungulira mutu!…come and have some steak with me Puppy!!!

  31. Hey, she is married Shwartz, so you are going to have to get in line, and no butting in front of me, unless you have nice butt, of course.

    It is always up to her, and no one else to decide who she wants to be with Shwartz, so if she decides on someone with a smaller butt than yours, than that is what she wants, is it not?

    Hey M, just curious, what is your type?

    My type is like you, slim, trim, joyful, loving, and muscles that yearn to hub me.
    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  32. hub me?

    HUG ME, damn it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  33. oh yeah, she just did…

  34. Nice to hear(feel) you again M !!!!!

    Can’t get enough of that loving feeling. More is always good.

    Here is the Verizon download page for M’s latest music, including the new remix of 4 minutes.

    http://featuredartist.verizonwireless.com/fa/artist?artistId=4114

  35. Oh damn, I have enough fare to get to NYC, but not enough to return…hmmm…sounds familiar….like my one way bus ticket OUT of small town Ontario, to Toronto for the Pride Day parade…no regrets…and your ticket to NYC so many years ago too.

    Like you, I know I could get by, no matter where I land my feet.

    For those wondering what I am talking about, a poetry contest for free tickets is happening:

    http://madonnalicious.typepad.com/

  36. ok everyone…break time is over…back to work!!!

    haha!

    I like being bossy…as in hubo bossy!

    ok, not very orginal.

  37. i don’t think hubo is a word, is it?

  38. ok. I will give you one more hint: I know you in the exact same way you know you, where sometimes you begin a song in a special way, while on stage.

    Indeed, you already know the answer.

    So how would I know you from the others? In the same way I know my own Self.

  39. Alternatively, I suppose I could make it easy for us both, by wearing the only pink clown outfit.

  40. oh damn, time is running OUT. I have to decide which color of fabric soon.

    I jest…

    I am not doing the clowns outfits this year, the one I borrowed years ago from your costume trunk.

    Remember as kids, how much we loved to dress up and pretend, how joyful that was with one another?

    Adults need to learn that indeed it is still alot of fun.

    The future is radiant, bright, and colorful, for those of courage to be.

    To be, or not to be?

    Just be…Self !

    I see Jesus as the most mature version of True Self, exactly like Self in all of us. I think Jesus thought, realized and acknowleged within himself, that he was, and perhaps that is the most significant thing we have all failed to realize about Jesus, these things of faith Jesus has in us, of the core of understanding within Jesus, whom I spend a great deal of time with. I don’t know why, I suppose it all started out of my own insecurity of myself, that gradually deteriorated over time, finding complete comfort with Jesus, reassuring, yes? Only to descover and unearth the great wealth of Jesus more and more, has to do with Self within all of us. Like a monk, I have ventured into a secluded cave, and found peace of mind.

    Hey listen, I don’t mean anyone any discomfort, especially the husband of Madonna, whom I respect. If anything, I want him to realize how fortunate he should feel.

    I know my place in life, but hey, who among us would not want to be with you M, for real? Indeed, what you already have, better be what you want, as many of us want Madonna, and indeed, have her as an artist, humanitarian, actor, musician, friend, care giver, mentor…flag bearer…what? Well someone has to carry the rainbow flag? haha!

    i am relentless, i know…would you want me any other way?

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    It is not up to any of us

  41. You already me, along time ago, and still do!

    We love our friends, our family, our extended family, our lovers, and those we watch out for in life, and indeed, we are all ‘that’, for one another in life, are we not, where all are connected by love?

    As for a lover, well, there are lots of those around for me.

    You will always have me as family, M, and we know we will always have you as a member of our extended family.

    As for Your lover M, where do we sign up??? haha!

    I love you Madonna! πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Love, Andy

    ~ am i over reacting to you coming back to chat with us? A good thing, yes?

    Keep up the magical work everyone!!!!

    Bravo!

  42. was that the word you were looking for?

  43. sheeeshh…the word HAVE, coming from a HaveNot.

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  44. or so some will yet think of me as a havenot.

  45. a derogatory word, from the vocabulary of the hypocrit heart.

  46. Hey which Guy are you talking about M?

    Oh, and is Britney your type? What? You know someone had to ask! May as well be me, yes? Along with the rest of the world, i might add….

    …you, flag bearer, up front and center.

    I am drill sargent?

    nah, no body likes a drill sargent…unless he is really cute, sexy and gay, straight or bisexual.

    Oh yeah, i forgot, they have females in the military now.

    no body likes a drill sargent…unless she is really cute, sexy and lesbian, straight or bisexual.

    hahaha!

    I like em all…question is, which one likes me.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  47. I like this one too:

    http://www.imeem.com/marselip/music/ESU-htsC/madonna_marcos_castellon_rebirth_anthem_mix/

    All are great additions to any club DJ’s playlist out there.

  48. Remix 13:

    This one added 3 weeks ago has been played 260,000 times, according to the imeem, with 229 seperate, duplicate copies of it.

    http://www.imeem.com/4mwah/music/T0_rUHgX/madonna_4_minutes_flashlight_extended_ft_lil_wayne/

  49. And of course, who can forget the video:

    http://www.imeem.com/madonna

    What a bizzare video, that med students are sure to love…no doubt there.

    This song like receive the most play in clubs during last call. You know that frantic frenzy eveyone gets into in hopes of taking a lover home with them, as the club is about to close? Ok, maybe it is more me, I confess. haha.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Love it! Love it! Love it!

    M is sexy as she ever was and Justin sexy too! What a turn on you both are!!!

    As a bisexual, imeem it. haha.

  50. There is a full screen button on the imeem video(bottom right? πŸ˜‰

    Ime em Versatile, se? haha.

    ok, enough for one day. πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  51. Andy.. I did’nt mean to hit you on the back of the head..did i kiss it better >

  52. personally, I kick Justin’s ass when it comes to dancing.

    Actually, I can easily kick both your asses, and damn hard at that, when it comes to dancing…lame.

    Jump had some high energy in it, jumping up walls and what not.

    You have to free your spirit and just flow with your feelings as a free style dancer.

    That gym of yours sounds awesome M !

  53. ~ a freind is not afraid to speak the truth, so don’t give me that look! haha.

  54. some day light shots out in a desert or beach would be fun too, or any kind of out door adventure stuff, like white water rapids, buggaboo heli skiing, surfing 60 foot waves(leave M out of that one, way to dangerous), and let’s not forget sky diving.

  55. *off topic *

    Andy u are sick in every post u are doing the same thing will u stop this ? why are u posting all these to many comments ? get a life already

  56. here here ron andy wat are you like sto posting so much crap, do we have to start this argument all again…. thats right folks im back!! the andy basher hehe

    hi m, like the new song but i dont think its ure best work though am sure the album will rock cant wait for that

    i was away travelling in mexico and sydney fucking rocked it did, sydney was amazing i heard 4 mins for the first time there, a friend had it, he recorded it from a french station who had aquired it from a leak, sound was crap but still got the idea.

    anyway best of luck with the new album!!

    p.s andy GETTA LIFE!!

  57. I have a wonderful life Ron, joyful and loving, of words of love for someone I admire greatly, and so we should, considering the millions apon millions of people who are impacted in a positive way by M’s uplifting music.

    Perhaps instead of negativity of words, you may want to get out to a club and dance to her music?

    While I would really like to say, “Go fuck yourself Ron”, I realize I would only be lowering myself to you mentality of negative energy, and so I hesitate, and see you for what you are, a hypocrit.

  58. but then again, we all are sometimes…including me. Jerk.

  59. *off topic*

    good morning i am cranky i didn’t slept much hours but anyways

    me a hypocrite? why is that?? but anyways i am not going that low not here and not anywhere else for that matter ,and for sure i am not going to write what u thought to write to me in your first comment from 12:57 am and what u wrote in your second comment right after that .. in any case i said it before and I’ll say it again : u need help Andy and u need it now !

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  66. I love you

  67. we both know it..

  68. my computer is dead for one world or one picture missinterpreted !

  69. A career change might help to bring in more money and with all the problems in the credit markets, there is a demand for good accountants.

  70. fuck the credit markets, who willingly place shackles around people’s neck, and chain them to the wall of their dungeons, enslaved for life, by means of the knowingness of the limited incomes the lower wage earners have(minimum wage), knowing they can only pay the minimum payment, along with their rent and cost of living expenses, billing them 30% interest rates every month, for the rest of their enslaved lives(for the ones who choose to remain unwise).

    Did you know Americans have hit an all time record of high debt load, than any other time in history?

    The marketing boys have been good at what they do, in step with the money boys who enslave so many souls.

    The slave serves the free?

    Today, the free(once an enslaved heart, mind, body and soul) serves the slave.

    Gee, I wonder who that would be?

    And what category does all of the world wisdom fall into? Crucial lacking of loving compassionate wisdom that is able to free many souls.

    Be careful what you sign up for people. Keeping up with the Jones’s mentality is an empty foolish vessel.

    ~ nothing against the Jones, just a metaphor, where I recall the Jones boys who lived on my street, and they were the most beautiful, physically fit boys, always working out, weight lifting, the most beautiful of girl friends.
    I remember Bobby Jones, who got fucked up in the cocaine, and tryed to take his own life. I saw him one last time after his brush with death(a self inflicted shotgun blast) and I said to him what I always wanted to say to him as a kid next door, “I always looked up to you Bobby, admiring you my whole life, growing up with you, a next door neighbor kid that lived down the street you.” He cryed. Bobby was beautiful to me, inside and outside too.

    Indeed, I always loved Bobby, and still do. I have not seen him again since that day long ago(1979?). I pray he is doing well. I heard from his friends later, that Bobby turned to and found God.

  71. I LOVE these remixes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    So much positive energy that comes from it, lifting higher and higher, here it comes everyone, Spring fever, and the oh so fun of summer love that is coming.

    ~ no pun intended Marco! haha!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  72. ELLEN ROCKS!!!!!!

  73. Is it just me, or does Ellen obviously secretly enjoy having these beautiful girls on her show?

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  74. And what area of a particular domain are you seemingly such an expert in Ron. Do tell, as your somewhat limited comment of me, “u need help Andy and u need it now !” is vague of any wisdom, smacking with innuendo and stigmatizing retorical grap, that usually comes from the unwise hypocrit heart.

    Enlighten me if you will, on what area of a particular domain you are an expert in, and I will gladly listen.

    As for short sighted stigmatizing comments, you lead only your self away from wisdom, and not me.

    Come on, I am well read in all areas of pyschology and theology, and I have an open mind to those who like to explore beyond the envelope.

    Forgive me if I paint you as a hypocrit, and rather it is you who paints your self as one, with your innuendos of what I see comes from a stupid mind of negativity.

    I will share with you my recent interpretations of 13th century mosiacs known as ‘Genesis mosiacs’, located in the narthex of Saint Mark’s Basilica di San Marco, Venice.

    Scholars have commented, saying the mosiac draws inspiration from the Cotton Bible. In the second scene: the creation of light and its seperation from darkness. There is an angel(a real life spiritual being) in the mosiac of where time does not exist(stopped), where the angel is colored half red(wisdom of goodness ~ positive energy) and half blue(wisdom of badness ~ negative energy), which recalls the reflections of Saint Augustine(forth century), who said, “the name ‘angel’ refers not to the nature(which is not always good) but to the function of the messenger.

    Behind the angel is Jesus(and or one of those who knew Jesus ‘fully’), as the teacher of the angel, a revealer of all wisdoms that encompass clarity of understanding of all bitter wretched darkness(ignorance) and loving compassionate wisdom which shines into darkness, revealing truth of all things about us all.

    For me, the mosiac represents transition or transformation of any soul into the wisdom of Jesus, merely by embracing the significance of what prevents transformation…’Crucial desire to learn wisdom’, which for me, encompasses not only spirituality, but also the findings of psychology today.

    Although I am not catholic, I love love the art work inside the churches around the world, as part of my studies, which inspire and emotionally charge me in a positive way.

    I take back my early retort, although you may want to tread carefully in your approach with me, where, like M, I can be quick to strike a quick upper cut to the jaw.

    Hey, what round is it M?

    Hey, these motherfucker boots fit me pretty good M! haha!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  75. Saint Mark’s Basilica di San Marco, Venice(Ascension dome):

    http://www.sights-and-culture.com/cruise/Marks-basilica-ascension-dome-5299.html

  76. Hey, i just realized this is where Annie Lennox shot her Diva video ‘The Gift’, so long ago(1987).

    http://www.sights-and-culture.com/cruise/Marks-basilica-5279.html

    Annie Lennox ‘The Gift’:

    http://www.imeem.com/elfyie/music/7ObApw5c/annie_lennox_the_gift/

    uTube.com is off line again, as the Annie video for this song is there.

  77. 4 minutes is awsome and I particularily like the junkie xl dirty dub remix. I’m trying to put together the ultimate work out cd mixes for my walks. I always look forward to the remixes of any song.

    The peter rauhofer peter saves paris mix reminds me of “Impressive Instant”. There is the part where we here you dragging out the word ‘somebody’…sometimes cutting out at ‘some’. I always want to hear Samba, samba samba…I find it cool…I realise unintentional. (maybe not) anyway…I wonder if you hear it.

    I love your little Rocco. There is a clip from the ‘I’m Going to Tell You a Secret”. You arrive at a hotel and sit on a bed and he comes and jumps on the bed…he’s so little and cute in that clip…they grow up too fast though don’t they? I think he’s probably a really cool kid.

    I guess I’m trying to think of snippets of stuff I want to say to you because I could personally talk to you for a good afternoon…but….we are worlds apart and you got stuff to do and I want to learn how to make Rice Dumplings from Kerala’s backwaters.

    Oh yeah…about Filth and Wisdom and your plans for it!
    I’ll go to that post and say what I need to ask there…

    Ciao Bella

  78. …And for minutes to spare.

  79. Madonna is cool. It would be good if this was the real Madonna posting here. Is it?

  80. andy get your own blog nobody wanna read your shit πŸ˜‰

  81. ~ whatever.

  82. Andy, your page is interesting.

  83. WOW!!!

    They started a poetry contest yesterday for free tickets to see M, and poets are submitting their 4 lines of poetry every single minute on the hour.

    Currently there are nearly 2000 submissions in a 24 hour period. Somebody has their work cut out for them.

    I submitted an altered peice of poetry on page 58.

    That is incredible. Let’s see, 2000 per day(and growing), 8 days to go, should see some where between 20 – 30,000 peices of poetry.

    A new twist for M, as the dead poet’s society jump in the ring with M(one of my fav. films with Robin Williams).

    oh, and you can submit as often as you like! Like sex, you keep coming back for more…more…more.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Sing Annie, sing.

  84. This is like the flowers on a tree opening up in the spring, and out they come into the streets, the sunshine, the shorts, the nice butts…haha. πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  85. I make easier for you M, here is my poem.

    Forever Young sustain, M
    Self we always were, then
    wise in how remain, again
    Self β€˜that’ I prefer, M

    It says alot about both you and me…truly!!!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Thanks M.

  86. bisexual poetry…rare.

    hmmm…then there is song writing, art, film…no end I suppose.

  87. Here is the mosiac I was refering to, for those who may be spiritually curious about angels:

    http://www.basilicasanmarco.it/gallery/mosaici/antico_test/genesi/galleryWAI.bsm?idx=2&lang=eng

  88. oh my Andy they named a church after me .. and it’s in Venice .. my father is from near that place one really need’s to be able to walk on water to get around the neighbourhood.. ouch

  89. where do i sign up stan ? sound’s like a good job..

  90. likely one of the most beautiful basilicas on the planet Marco. You must see it some day…with a lover in hand of course.

  91. don’t forget the feather boa! I want pictures!

    kiiiissssssss.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  92. a simple thing really…sincerity of love.

  93. Today, I could of easily got married to 10 people, in less than 2 hours of sight seeing! haha!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  94. gives a whole new meaning to spinning.

  95. Andy i’ve been there twice, it is beautiful .. there are four horse’s on the top floor facing out awsome to stand next to them.. probably even more fun to mount and ride them but i did not want to upset the church.. well not yet anyway .. haha

  96. Upset the hypcrits who call themselves Christians? Why not? haha.

    They would not know love if it ………..never mind, I am not going to say what I was thinking.

    Why is it that people in upper positions of authority like to drill us? Explain that to me. I don’t even work for some of these companies directly, and some of the egotistical fuck tards are like drilling me, when ever I get to close….I am like, what a bunch a fucking retards in this world, like there is no escape from them. Yuk.

    Thank God for wisdom which sees the condition of their miserable souls shackled by ignorance and pettiness of heart and mind. I wonder if their personal life is like their professional life….likely.

    Apon leaving the building, I am greeted by birds singing, sunshine, soft breeze, thankful that I don’t have to work with them all day long, just passing thru as a merchandiser for a bread company I work for.

    ~ anyway, just abit about my daily life is some days.

  97. cringe

  98. Yo Madonna, its me you know,

    I am feeling that song Miles Away, that is a great song
    and you know it!
    Lots of Love
    F

  99. You see two beautifull kids….???The most darlling beautifull kids ever!!!!Their names are Lourdes and Rocko………they are our kids…Madonna and Moi!!!So what do you say about that….i thought you knew it all…guess didn’t know about that………….how are you my Qween…..???Let pappa know how you want it Baaabe!!!I’m sempre in Love with you Madonna!!!

    ~bambo

  100. andy ..for all the posts its doubtfull you have time to read or work..just take those meds…and itll all be ok???wait..can i hear the sirens???

  101. Why do my comments never pass moderation??

  102. dont love the body suit u wear in the video
    the flap on ur body suit makes u look like u have a stomach which u dont
    however, it rocks
    i heard the whole thing and i love the song amazing amazing amazing
    cant get it out of my head
    it is really great
    u look awesome in vanity fair except for the cover
    ur eyes look like the exercist looking up like that on the cover all the rest beautiful
    i am honest
    their is noone more beautiful and talented than u
    i cannot wait to see ur concert
    please have a concert to win tickets
    we are spent these days
    xxoo monica w

  103. I love how gay chat site’s give you the option’s of sexual preference.

    Gay.
    Bi
    Bi/Curious .
    Bi / Gay / Curious/
    Not Sure..
    i wish they at least allowed free format so you had room to move so to speak.

    i could write thing’s like..

    Gay but curious of boob’s
    Likes tit’s and bum ..
    Bi Straight man.. likes a hug..
    Gay today Bi tomorrow.. tit’s on weekend’s..

    Andy save me the world is crazy ..

  104. save you? Well, that may require a good budget of both time and money, starting with heli skiing for a week, out door hot tub at the lodge, naked of course, no alcohol allowed, just you, your body, and the great outdoors.

    As for the sex part, these things come natural, but environment really helps alot, and individuals with a great attitude and zeal for life, and most of all, a really health sex drive!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  105. i love sex ..

  106. i’m going fishing.. reel in a big one .. where’s my hooks

  107. hey did anyone realize 4 minutes to save the world goes for 4 minutes .. oh i don’t miss anything..

    just someone ..

  108. hmmm…not sure if it is a lesbian video, or a gay curious, help, I am stuck in my closet, and I can’t find the door, video. I don’t like the video, as it feels abit bitter, and mockery of important issues for some people who may be unknowingly suppressing their homosexual feelings.

    Here is one for ya…if I was a gay guy, I would want to date someone life me. haha.

    Hey, that’s good self-esteem yes?

    Even with good self-esteem, we are still impacted by negative energy, where the only thing one can really do is get away from it, where ever it may be in our life…family, friends, lover, friends of lovers, friends of family………toxic feelings are good for us, indicative for us.

  109. When it comes to understanding love, it takes two people who love each other completely, in order for us to see and feel what they feel between each other, yes?

    That is why I look a Judas, because I see Judas as the one who loved Jesus the most, and of cousre, Jesus would love him the same way, of the same depth of love for Judas, as dis Judas love him.

    This is what is significant, that of someone who rather than look apon Jesus as a master, or teacher, we can look apon Judas as one who really loved Jesus. LOVED JESUS, one on one.

    I know this feeling, having loved another male completely, wanting to spend my life with him, with no doubt whatsoever of the truth of how much I loved him.

    ~ anyway, I will continue over on my blog.

    Why would I want to stay here?

  110. For someone who met Jesus, walked with Jesus, spoke with Jesus, knew and loved Jesus, it makes absolutely no sense at all for that someone to sell Jesus for a small amount of money, knowing the true value in life, is love, of what Jesus spoke about.

    It is retarded that those of the church believe such an absurd thing, indicative of the shallowness of so many people who cannot see, nor desire to see truth.

    Such is the world, is it not? Kinda obvious, everywhere you look.

  111. You should post this video clip to your blog:

  112. Madonna,
    I am writing my autobiography, and I was wondering if you, being a published author, would provide me with the name (or names) and contact information (E-mail address if possible) of anyone that you know who I could contact to help me to publish such a book. My intention is to send this person the material that I have already written to get advice on how to add and improve on this material, and basically to find out if it worth the effort to continue with writing such a book.
    I could really use your help.

    Sincerely,

    Mario Stelzner

  113. Blog Neglec?t.. Ha.. Yeah, I’d say!….
    What’s with all the Andy Post.. We love you Andy, but we can’t read anyone else’s posts, because this blog is so congested. You know we’d link over to you if you’d just give us a link rather than excessively posting here..
    It’s all about Louise here..

    Anyway, Louise, Got the contest teaser about winning free tix to yr NY screening of your new documentary.. I’d love, love, love to be there, but won’t be in NYC until late June.. Will you be doing an LA screening, would be all over that one?…

    My husband is exploring the possibility of a documentary on the street children in Argentina… I guess my influence is showing…FINALLY!!!!

    Love, light and blessings to all….

  114. THERE IS NO NEED TO MAKE YOU NOTHING!!!YOU ARE N1!!!
    ALWAYS WILL BE N1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    I’M CRAZY IN LOVE WITH U!!!!!!!!!!!!

  115. Hey Marco? You see the part with the dolls, where her arms go up in the air, when she sees that Ken has no penis?

    Hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

    ah fuck.

  116. tic toc tic toc.

    Ohhhhhhh, these remixs are swirling around in my heart, mind, body and soul, lifting me up into the clouds.

    Give me what I want? I just want her, biaytches!!!!

  117. Oh, trust me butterfly, I know what it’s all about.

  118. Ya, it is abit congested, I agree…where the stream of consciousness has a really nice flow to it, positive and uplifting, and then every so often you have to turn you bike sharply in order to avoid riding over the piles of shit every so often on the path.

    hahaha!!!!

    oh, hey, that was a good one, yes Marco? See, they are laughing again.

    ime em bad, i know.

  119. No Worries!!! You are worth the wait. I bought off itunes the song and the video. I am enjoying them soooooo much!!!!

    I WILL be the 1st. person in all of San Francisco to buy your new cd.

    Lots of Love,
    -Rach

  120. O-Kay, maybe I will take back what i said in the last blog part that has 380 comments with up to 300 of them being Andy. But ever since that supposedly “Hacker attack” I have never trusted this blog ever since. Oh well, I believe in second chances. Oh I love “4 Minutes” by the way, although i am upset because you let Justin sing the main part! Why?? If anything i seriously think you could have done this song yourself!!! Oh well. Andy, like i said before, go fuck yourself.

  121. ok!

    hahaha!

    oh damn, I am in trouble now!!! Run!!!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  122. Like I said before, why would I want to stay here. CYA.

  123. Inspite of all the things you miserable fucks have to say against me, I know Madonna loves me, and that is something none of you can ever take away from me.

  124. Warner Brothers can’t take my song…Can they?

    I only wanted you to know what’s important to me and that if it’s what you want then only you can make it happen… surely you know what I mean – and that song, I give to you…
    As a true friend.

    Marie

  125. Jesus is the only true and faithful friend, who knows we too can become true and faithful like him. Jesus knows the condition of every soul in the world, and knows the capability of all souls is like that of his own.

    Beautifully spoken Marie.

  126. It is individuals of your kind of sincerity that keeps me coming back for more Marie.

    It is not Jesus who fails anyone, and rather it is only we who fail our SELF, of whom Jesus and God are compassionate, wise, and loving of every soul in the world, yet led astray by the ignorant teachings of the forefathers, of which no one is to be blamed for being captured in any snare or illness of the heart, these things that have existed in the world for thousands of years before us.

    Thank God for Madonna, and all those who work with her, empowering and lifting so many souls up into the light of love and light, where we all belong, and where you will find me….most of the time….where I too stumble, a student yet learning.

    Of the greatest of all truth wisdoms one shall ever embrace, is ‘that’ of the ‘Crucial Lacking of Desire to Learn’, for that is the doorway into Heaven with Jesus and God, which we must be always humble to, always as open minded students with one another.

    + One Sky. One World. One Eternal Human Being +

    + Our wisdom, ‘that’ of heaven,
    protects us;
    our kingdom comes;
    our will be done,
    of earth which is heaven.
    Thankful of the day, of everything.
    forgiven of our trespasses,
    just as we forgive them that unwisely trespass against us.
    ‘that’ which leads us not into error;
    but delivers us from foolishness.
    For we are the kingdom,
    the power, and the glory, of the light,
    For ever and ever.
    For ALL. +

    I really despise negative energy that Affects + Effects us all, of which I am very sensitive too when I am tired and weary.

    I must rest.

  127. I want to say to M and Justin, in less than four minutes of feeling the trance of a remix of 4 minutes, I am lifted higher in spirit than any other time I can recall in life, swirling, spinning, of my inner joyful true self.

    So who ever said, you cannot save the world in 4 minutes, well, you save my true self everytime I listen to these awesome remixes.

    I want to feel the base pounding in my body, so I am off to the clubs this weekend, remixes in hand, Spin em Mr. DJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Turn it up!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    More B*AAASSSS!!!!!!!

    hahaha!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    What is it about M’s voice, and the way she speaks in Justin’s ear in the video, that makes me jump out of my skin?

    I have to say, the best sounding M so far for me, in 25 years! And you too Justin.

    The value of collaboration is going to hit big.

    Thanks M. Thanks Justin. Thanks to all who collaborate with M.

  128. I want to take a big ass booom box, and dance in the middle of the intersection here in the ghetto, of a beautiful Saturday afternoon, me and my crew, motherfucking dancing our asses off to the delight of the outdoor patios on each corner of the intersection.

    ROCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I always do something before Pride, this for sure will be on the list.

  129. BE Spontaneous, and let the Self out to have fun!

    I do.

  130. Cloud must be loving this single. I can see him dancing to it. Such a power house of energy Cloud is.

  131. Andy did you invite jesus out with you this weekend ? Judas is locked up so he might go out too.. πŸ™‚

  132. thanks “m’ for sharing such a mental variety of obvious nutcases….way to show that you are NOT madonna!!!

  133. Last time I checked, the word nutcase was of the vocabulary of the hypocrit heart, against God, against Jesus, against ALL Self, ALL Children of God in the world.

    God casts no one out of Heaven. God does have to, as we do it quite well on our own.

    Fate is of the unwise.

    Destiny is of the wise.

  134. I know my destiny is with Jesus and God, a far better place than many places I have found on earth.

  135. simple mind’s locked in a square box..

  136. M ~ I’m so happy you’re back to blogging. You were deeply missed by the TOT. I wish you would post every day. If we didn’t have your light shining forth into our dreary worlds what would we do!

  137. hypocrite!!!!spell it right and by the way andy….since m is delighting in pitting us against each other.why is nutcase wrose than say..fuck ,which u use a lot and marco ..youre just as bad..no life except to post here…sad..i only do coz i find it relaxes my bowel…simple minds eh marco??u said it kiddo….so aptly out….projection i see.andy hypocrite is not to be used for anything u deem unfit for your holy eys!!you are not well .you do not study psychology .nor theology an dif you did you certainly display all facets of a deluded personality bordering on a narcissistic course of ultimate folly..sad sack

  138. It is best not to be hypocritical, but I would rather be an honest hypocrite than a person who tries to make truth conform around his or her own desires and imperfections. In other words, I would rather be an honest hypocrite than lie about my imperfections

  139. hypocrite:
    a person who pretends to have virtues, moral or religious beliefs, principles, etc., that he or she does not actually possess, esp. a person whose actions belie stated beliefs.
    a person who feigns some desirable or publicly approved attitude, esp. one whose private life, opinions, or statements belie his or her public statements.
    ***********************************************************************
    which in context to everything u say andy….belies some hypocrisy in your doings…..and honestly”nutso”the word is not liberally used to mean anything

  140. Intellectual laziness, because charging hypocrisy allows the accuser to avoid the difficulty of defending an argument. It is intellectually easier to accuse an opponent of hypocrisy, and leave it at that.

    Disingenuousness, because often their hidden motive is to avoid the risk of challenging a popular position. It is politically safer to accuse an opponent of hypocrisy, and leave it at that.

    And also dishonesty, because the charge of hypocrisy is rarely accurate. It has been bandied about so recklessly — on talk radio and daytime TV, in high schools and colleges, among pundits and activists — that “hypocrite” has come to mean: “I don’t like you. You’re bad. And I don’t want to have to defend that position

  141. Hypocrites Are Pious in Public

  142. Hypocrites were Judgmental of Others’ Faults & Ignoring Their Own

  143. . nutcase 16 up, 13 down

    A term describing a person who has totally lost their grip on reality. Such people are mainly from the right wing of the political spectrum, and are often politicians and religious extremists.

  144. ssssssssssss
    snakes

  145. The core of the syndrome is that the affected person has a delusional belief that another person, usually of higher social status, is secretly in love with them. The sufferer may also believe that the subject of their delusion secretly communicates their love by subtle methods such as body posture, arrangement of household objects and other seemingly innocuous acts (or, if the person is a public figure, through clues in the media). The object of the delusion usually has little or no contact with the delusional person, who often believes that the object initiated the fictional relationship. Erotomanic delusions are typically found as the primary symptom of delusional disorder, or in the context of schizophrenia.

    Occasionally the subject of the delusion may not actually exist, although more commonly, the subjects are media figures such as popular singers, actors

  146. the above is andy yes???enough said……and “m’you are just feeding a sick person

  147. marco…try intelligent posts methinks…..sssssssssssssssss……….

  148. beyond blue national depression website is a fountain of mental health info…………..surely marco and andy if you really think that what you say is “truth”and no one else than that is inherantly delusional…the fact youi nsist that this poor template and banal site is “madonna”then i feel pity for you….

  149. Inspite of all the things you miserable fucks have to say against me, I know Madonna loves me, and that is something none of you can ever take away from me.

    ok whats right with this statement folks??????this isnt madonna and how “normal”is it to say that sort of illogical deluded statement??hmm?????

  150. One way to find out if this is Madonna is ask Liz herself!

  151. I love you Paul ..you try so hard

  152. marco…i do and i make sense….what you do is simply argue a non objective…

  153. furthermore. “m’loves me the most y’all!!!(gawd this is making my bowels move)better than all-bran..

  154. If I was locked in a box with you Marco, the first thing that comes to mind is my lips on yours!!!!!!!!!!!

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  155. Damn, i suppose eventually we would run out of oxygen, and have to get out of the box, so long as Madonna is not sitting on top of the box)custume trunk from The Girlie Show.

    And knowing her, we know she ain’t gonna let us out right away, is she?

    So perhaps we should stay of the box with one another, if ever she is going to even remotely think of us a potential lover? πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Stop teasing me Marco. haha.

  156. You do not know me Paul.

  157. Who enjoys the wretchedness of bitter arguing?

    If you think I am about that, you are mistaken.

    I love open mindedness, that is light and positive of conversation.

    Try to think of gaining the interest of a University class, with 300 students sitting in front of you. You may want to slow down Paul, and open your arguement properly, eloborate and expand as you do, but leave me out of the conversation, ok?

    I am not about bitter hurtfulness of anyone, rather I merely despise those who embrace bitter arguement, that HONESTLY feels aweful for all who participate in such unnecessary absurd nonsense, does it not? YUK!

    I have put my eight of my arguments forward for the Canadian government Paul, and they implemented every single one, at a cost of billions of dollars.

    But, hey, thanks for taking the time to get to know me Paul, and casting your nasty opinion of me.

  158. I was part of the team of psychology experts who collaborated and established direction for the mental health care of millions of people here in Canada Paul.

    Be nice, and I may send you a copy.

  159. I am always a student, not perfect, not completely healthy, granted, but at least I know what is conducive to positive mental emotional well being of SELF, albeit, I do sometimes take an offensive/defensive position. Those who know me, my psychology friends in University, know I get like this when I am physically tired, needing rest, like an infant that crys when tired or hungry.

    I see Truth Wisdoms, and see that mention of God or Jesus, is stigmatizing for some individuals, loving for those who love Jesus and each other.

    The world was not perfect when Jesus walked the earth, nor is it today.

    I pray for each and every soul of the earth, for them and their loved ones, hoping wretched evil does not come near them in life, as it has mine, and perhaps that is where my warrior mentality stems from, that of wisdom protection for sake of all.

    Perhaps I should put down my pen, and pick up my paint brush, or my sculpting tools instead, like M does with music, although I do realize the greatness of my own treasure I have found within, the pearl Jesus(Lithargoel) wanted to reveal which exists within everyone; the loving heart, mind, body and soul of the Divine True Self of ALL.

    The battle of light(wisdom) and darkness(ignorance) continues.

  160. hey, where did Marco go?

  161. Marco? Marco?

    (polo)

  162. My time is usually breif with other Paul, as I am a passerby.

    I have loved M for many years, yet I did not enter into what you deem and obsessive stance with her, of which I am not.

    My reason for recently contacting her, has to do with my findings in spirituality, of the issues of sincerity and purity of love, which is meant for ALL, not something an obsessive deranged fool, which you seem to take great joy in painting me as.

    God forbid if ever a day came that I caused M to feel any anxiety and fear of such a perspective, which you wish to wedge between us permanently Paul, a decapitation of sorts you have done with me this day Paul. Thank you for your elequent words of me Paul, like the most hateful trickery I have seen thus far in life, considering I stand before Jesus and God.

    It is as though you have slain the one who comes before Jesus and God, of delight in your attempt to destroy my soul, spitting apon me as you have, giving me a feeling of not coming back to this forum ever again.

  163. My time is usually brief with others Paul, as I am a passerby, for reasons such as your spitefulness of me.

    I have loved M for many years, yet I did not enter into what you deem and obsessive stance with her, of which I am not.

    My reason for recently contacting her, has to do with my findings in spirituality, of the issues of sincerity and purity of love, which is meant for ALL, not something an obsessive deranged fool, which you seem to take great joy in painting me as.

    God forbid if ever a day came that I caused M to feel any anxiety and fear of such a perspective, which you wish to wedge between us permanently Paul, a decapitation of sorts you have done with me this day Paul. Thank you for your elequent words of me Paul, like the most hateful trickery I have seen thus far in life, considering I stand before Jesus and God.

    It is as though you have slain the one who comes before Jesus and God, of delight in your attempt to destroy my soul, spitting apon me as you have, giving me a feeling of not coming back to this forum ever again.

  164. Time to get my motherfucker boots on again, and draw the holy sword of Truth out, ascending upwards into comprehension of light which evil cannot comprehend or see the one shrouded in the light.

  165. Hey Marco, do you know use a sewing maching? I need some help with these clown outfits, 100 in all, all different colors of the rainbow, using 12 meters of fabric for each outfit.

    I hand stitched the first one.

  166. πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  167. ahh…that’s better…this is where I belong, and where you shall always find me M.

  168. + found amoung those who love me, like Rosie + Kelly + M, of who i Love with all my heart + mind + body + soul. +

    nice try paul, with your words of seemingly infinite wisdom.

    + You do not know me Paul, nor those who stand with me, not against me. +

  169. for your sake paul, here is hint: try thinking with your heart, mind, body and soul, rather than your egotistical mouth.

    ~ The sword of Truth, that lays bare the soul.

  170. damn, i feel like an ArchAngel.

    Awesome!

  171. MARCO!!!!!!!!!!!

    where did brother Marco go? damn, everytime I need a man, they are off running around somewhere else! haha.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  172. secretly in love with them? Fuck off Paul.

    Who in this would does not want someone to love them?

    Who in this world, would not want someone special like M to love them?

    You are such a fucking jackass paul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  173. I love you Madonna. Always did. Always will.

    Can i keep these boots? haha.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  174. I am having alot of fun wearing them yes? πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Always did. Always will.

  175. if he comes back at me again, I may need those knuckels. haha.

  176. Why would you ask me, Travis and Paul to post messages of encouragement on your blog then delete them or fail to post them. I sent you my phony post and you won’t post it. What in the world do you want? Geeez!

  177. What does it take to get a comment accepted on this page???!!!!

  178. anyway, enough about ‘that’.

    on a light note, I have been entertaining ideas for a video for the remix version of 4 minutes, where M and Justin step aside and let the ones whom the music is created for(fans of M and Justin) have a shot at the big screen, starring beautiful people like Matt, and his friends, gays, lesbians, bisexuals, straight.

    I wish I had the kind of budget and toys you guys have to play with. What fun it is in film, is it not?

    Opening shot, no music, just beeping of cell phones, closed shot of a cell phone text message being typed, “are you ready?”

    Next scene is where the incoming message beeps on another’s phone. Then do the reply scene, “ready!”

    Do this again, with quick flashes of say 10 – 20 individuals, of the out going message to these fun loving friends who are about to do something awesome, all of them replying back, ‘Ready!”

    Then cut to the scene of them all running out the door, lacing their shoes on, grabbing the boom box, roller blades, knee pad dance gear, elboe gear, head gear.

    Cut to next scene of the intersection, with say 500 people in the outdoor cafes at the intersection, the chatter of the gay community…have real gay/lesbian actors, not the phoney ones, as we can tell the difference, ok? haha.

    Then these dancers all begin to converge on the intersection, taking over the traffic(think NYC).

    15 seconds has passed so far(all you need to do the opening scenes).

    The remix breaks open as someone hits the play button, and one by one, the dancer enter into the center of the intersection, gradually one more jumping into the fun(cloud being the first one), then something magical happens, the crowds in the cafes start to cheer and stand up, as others on the street file in to form a giant cirlcle of say, oh, 2000 people, all cheering, and rock out to the remix.

    Then close the scene with a slow motion shot of Matt kissing some drop dead gorgious boyfriend, using a slow mo shot of them grapping hands, and the slow kiss in the middle of the intersection.

    Use a camera crane for the final shot that pans up and out of the close up shot of them, of the crowd cheering(fade the sound out to the seaguls that fly thru the shot, as you hear the sweet subtle sound of the wings of two seaguls and the chirping sound they make).

    Fade to white.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

    Dance has never been about making money, and rather that of the genuine fun loving feeling that we feel while dancing.
    Those in the entertainment embrace this, moving the audience to feel a special feeling, the true success of great show biz.

    More important, this is real life stuff for us, that empowers us with True Loving Life.

    budget should not exceed, oh say, 5 million. haha.

    bring volunteers in for the crowd, if the actors union will allow it…not sure what the new rules are in film.

    And Matt, if you are not too busy with your accounting books, M may request you to be there.

    Ok, maybe it is more I that would love to see you having a great time Matt. If I was your age Matt, I would go to film school, something you can find alot of passion for.

    Indeed, ‘Art Saves Lives’, the graffitti words spray painted on a wall, at the spontaneious LA video shoot of the band U2 playing on a roof top in downtown LA, decades ago.

    A truth wisdom that will not ever change.

    πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

  179. I have about had enought insults this week from people, and will return when the album breaks.

  180. I’m still here!!! Look at me!!! Am I invisible??

  181. YAY!! Andy has finally gotten the hint that he is not wanted here!!! I think we just did the impossible!!!!

  182. ~ cowardice of a child afraid, hiding behind a mask of bitter hatefulness, afraid to love.

  183. I was part of the team of psychology experts who collaborated and established direction for the mental health care of millions of people here in Canada Paul.

    Be nice, and I may send you a copy

    i rest my case….for you show all aspects of delusion..heaven forbid if you actually did “help”mental health in canada…god help your fellow man..

  184. love you Madonna. Always did. Always will.

    Can i keep these boots? haha.

    whats the boots for??wading in all that poo???

  185. I have put my eight of my arguments forward for the Canadian government Paul, and they implemented every single one, at a cost of billions of dollars.

    But, hey, thanks for taking the time to get to know me Paul, and casting your nasty opinion of me.

    more utter nonsense…billons????deluded anyone?????the stories you come up with!!

  186. cowardice of a child afraid..that statement is sorta sick….why do you use child analogies???a child afraid???yes..what about it????why is a child afraid a coward???…the more you pollute this blog the more i will be here

  187. R.Shwartzman, on April 17th, 2008 at 3:48 am Said:
    You see two beautifull kids….???The most darlling beautifull kids ever!!!!Their names are Lourdes and Rocko………they are our kids…Madonna and Moi!!!So what do you say about that….i thought you knew it all…guess didn’t know about that………….how are you my Qween…..???Let pappa know how you want it Baaabe!!!I’m sempre in Love with you Madonna!!!

    ~bambo

    join the deluded nutcase list….

  188. Andy, on April 18th, 2008 at 3:36 pm Said:
    secretly in love with them? Fuck off Paul.

    Who in this would does not want someone to love them?

    Who in this world, would not want someone special like M to love them?

    You are such a fucking jackass paul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    TEE HEE!! i love how you resort to cursing andy!!!aww…..

  189. + found amoung those who love me, like Rosie + Kelly + M, of who i Love with all my heart + mind + body + soul. +

    again…you profess to “love” celebrities you do not know and have no cxhance of knowing….if actually madonna or rosie ever read this tripe they would be calling the men in white coats..quick!!oh wait i forgot,you implemented 8??points to the canadian mental health board???and you work for a bread company????hmmm???

  190. for your sake paul, here is hint: try thinking with your heart, mind, body and soul, rather than your egotistical mouth.

    ~ The sword of Truth, that lays bare the soul.

    Andy, on April 18th, 2008 at 3:22 pm Said:
    damn, i feel like an ArchAngel.

    Awesome!

    lame arguments andy…………..the sword of truth???delused psychotic people often resort to a religeous platform to “argue”any viewpoint ……anyone on here knows you are not “well””and “m”is having fun posting all this .which begs me to ask..who is sicker????

  191. The battle of light(wisdom) and darkness(ignorance) continues..more crud…its like saying that night is ignorant…for without dark there is no light..vica versa..universal equalibrium not religeous rhetoric…..

  192. Madonna time to ban Paul (aka Ms Hatred) from this Blog..

  193. Really Paul?

    I see and speak with Jesus and God daily, and they with me.

  194. You don’t me Paul, and you do not know Jesus, nor do you desire Jesus and God.

  195. i rest my case….for you show all aspects of delusion..heaven forbid if you actually did β€œhelp”mental health in canada…god help your fellow man..

    Actually, our changes set an example for the world Paul, with the USA following in our foot steps after the results of the changes came in.

    Dr. Charles Whitfield was my biggest influence in all my arguements.

    You hurt only self Paul when you embrace wretched bitterness, speaking like a fool who challenges me.

    You waste your time and mine with your closed mindedness, attacking someone you have not met, not know at all anything about me or my education whatsoever, and how long I have been working with scholars of the world….over two decades now.

    You paint your self as an obvious fool Paul, not me.

  196. These programs Paul, have cost billions of the last decade.

  197. cowardice of a child afraid..that statement is sorta sick….why do you use child analogies???a child afraid???yes..what about it????why is a child afraid a coward???…the more you pollute this blog the more i will be here.

    ~ that pretty much tells me all I need to know about your education Paul, where your attitude is also indicative of an uneducate mind.

  198. Ya Paul, I work for a bread company. It is like a permanent vacation away from everything. No more office stress, complete autonomy, stress free and loving it. Conducive for positive mental emotional well being.

    But hey, what would you know about ‘that’?

  199. oh dear heart!!i live a very stress free life..and my bowel movements testify for that!!by reading and replying to your fibrous efforts.thank -you!!

  200. Really Paul?

    I see and speak with Jesus and God daily, and they with me.

    wow…do you have their cell number??get agrip honey.you dive into an argument with semantics and blind delusional behaviour…how odd to think you “speak”with entities entirelyu made up by church and state and man…good luck

  201. mockery from a fool, who leads only their self to destruction.

  202. you do not see the bitter derangement of your own soul Paul.

  203. You waste your time and mine with your closed mindedness, attacking someone you have not met, not know at all anything about me or my education whatsoever, and how long I have been working with scholars of the world….over two decades now.

    You paint your self as an obvious fool Paul, not me.

    AND yet andy i seem to answer your flagrantly hollow arguments with more litereary sense than all your imagined two decades of knowledge..if u do indeed possess them you certainly fail to show so…..

  204. no Paul, God speaks with me.

  205. it took me twenty years to discover the existence of a spirit realm Paul.

  206. You waste your time and mine with your closed mindedness, attacking someone you have not met, not know at all anything about me or my education whatsoever, and how long I have been working with scholars of the world….over two decades now.

    You paint your self as an obvious fool Paul, not me.

    marco cannot stand intelligent banter…madonna???haha more delusion.ms hatred???thats right . i foegot.anyone not of marco’s nimble and small knowledge is “hateful”..oh dear marco…go read a book and stop this nonsense.

  207. i do not expect to teach you what took twenty years for me to learn.

  208. But I will say this, God chose me, because I chose God as my teacher.

  209. God is loving positive energy Paul, not the negativity that comes from you in your every word spoken.

    Like I said, you lead only your self to destruction, not me.

  210. Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:53 am Said:
    it took me twenty years to discover the existence of a spirit realm Paul

    it took me 4 minutes to find by googling that you are delusional.and suffering a myriad of psychological conditions.4 minutes to find that your”realm”is a closed dangerous nutty place..where you love madonna and sadly madonna is not of this blog nor does she even know you exhist!!!………spirit realm????is that what you call when you float into your med induced stupor??

  211. universal equalibrium not religeous rhetoric Paul?

    Is that your answer to teach a starving Child Paul?

  212. Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:55 am Said:
    God is loving positive energy Paul, not the negativity that comes from you in your every word spoken.

    Like I said, you lead only your self to destruction, not me
    posed to answer aintya????ok hear this……anything contrary to your limited vocab..is not deemed negative!!it i sthat simple .i have actually touched upon your obvious weaknesses..your banal rhetoric and blatant un-knowledge…how dare you presume to speak from god???that is sacrilage in any language me dear

    plus.u always turn to religeous banter and nothing even remotely intelligent

  213. I used to be afraid of it actually Paul, of the things I was seeing, but then more and more, I realized it was God.

  214. med free Paul.

    Although I am sure the likes of you would love to chemically straight jacket me.

  215. Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:00 am Said:
    universal equalibrium not religeous rhetoric Paul?

    Is that your answer to teach a starving Child Paul?

    and now you bring up a starving child????hmmm good one bozo. again andy you resort to mind numbing retorts ,this could go on forever.so were both poised at our keypads…ready steady go.!!

  216. I speak God Paul, and God speaks with me dailey, when ever I want.

  217. Jesus spoke with God, and God spoke with Jesus.

    Like Jesus, I have learned how.

  218. You think you know me Paul, but you do not. Worse, you do not desire to know me.

  219. Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:50 am Said:
    mockery from a fool, who leads only their self to destruction.

    Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 1:50 am Said:
    you do not see the bitter derangement of your own soul Paul

    and you do not see the blind arrogance of a hypocrite who hides behind religeous rhetoric to explain away everything and anything.any wonder napoleaon said……religeon is for the masses……..

  220. no Paul, God speaks with me

    like rosie and madonna??????or is that the holy ghost??/which one??

  221. Andy, on April 19th, 2008 at 2:07 am Said:
    You think you know me Paul, but you do not. Worse, you do not desire to know me.

    no i do not”know”you just as you do not”know”madonna…ad infinitum ad nauseum

  222. I am of the fatherhood of God, and brotherhood of Jesus, who was the most mature Self of us all, knowing fully our capability to experience exactly that of himself, exists within us all, the divine True Self.

    Did Jesus know himself well?

    Did Jesus know self within others well? duh!

    We all have our idiosyncrisies Paul, but beyond that, I have learned most of us are pretty much of the same peaceful by nature, although some are extremely immature and enjoy annoying the fuck out of others. haha.

    You are like the Alien creature that grabs hold of the face of a human, laying it’s eggs within the human body, that take over the body, killing it.

    God’s words to the those who love the delight of fire and slaves of spiritual death?

    ~ You deprive your self of the kingdom, prefering love of the delight of wretched fire within you, a slave of spiritual death rushing to deeds of corruption of souls, including your own, casting your self down into the abyss, afflicted by the compulsion of the bitterness of their bitter nature, devoid of love, rejoicing in the fire, they love madness and derangement, because they are fools which pursue derangement, not realizing their madness but thinking they are wise, unknowingly casting their self out of heaven until such a time that a revealer of truth shines into the darkness.

  223. Andy Jesus already died for every soul so one can only imagine his Karma,,, the kindom of heaven in the palm of his hand .. the world at his feet … who else has earned and is capable of such a responsibility ,,,that’s a metaphor of course for all to grasp … Jesus Christ the Superstar .. … hey ma

  224. your eboth so….um…dumb!! only ignorant fools espouse religeous cloud their own unintelligent rambles. andy you overuse derangement and marco ,seriously you cling yourself to a fool and by chance you look like one.by the by.my soul my heart is quite fine.you argue constantly against my soul when my argument with you is aboutyour mental state and by jesu you both need help

    and its not about spirituality .an dthat you use to any advantage and when you attack you use god and jesus as your argument..pathetic isnt it??that neither of you can match me in thought word or intelligence..hmmmm eh rosie??hehe

  225. We all have our idiosyncrisies Paul, but beyond that, I have learned most of us are pretty much of the same peaceful by nature, although some are extremely immature and enjoy annoying the fuck out of others. haha.

    You are like the Alien creature that grabs hold of the face of a human, laying it’s eggs within the human body, that take over the body, killing it.

    that alone sums up your sad use of theology and film noir let alone a naive aspect of humanity….keep it comin.you and marco delight me with such clear and unabashed use of verbal diorhea

  226. Keep up the good work. You Rock !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

  227. keep up the delusion staya….satya even!!tou stink!!

  228. MArco, on April 19th, 2008 at 8:43 pm Said:
    Andy Jesus already died for every soul so one can only imagine his Karma,,, the kindom of heaven in the palm of his hand .. the world at his feet … who else has earned and is capable of such a responsibility ,,,that’s a metaphor of course for all to grasp … Jesus Christ the Superstar .. … hey ma

    what a load of absolute gobbel de gook!!

  229. Grandiose Type: delusions of inflated worth, power, knowledge, identity, or special relationship to a deity or famous person
    ………………………………………..we know who that is eh rosie??tee hee

  230. Does anyone ever use the Meebo chat thing on the front page?

  231. no…

  232. ur still my no.1 idol, no matter wat i listen 2!
    we still luv u babz! x

  233. who i syour idol??a fake blogger..hmm….need lithium??

  234. Fuck off paul! Madonna can u ban this Wanker from ur blog, he’s makin’ every1’s life a misery! paul, i’m 13 years old 4 fucks sake! u just want 2 fuck wit me & everyone else! FUCK OFF paul!

  235. How come all of the remixes are never officially released? Either the edits or the full lengths or something is missing or omitted to your adoring fans!

  236. rachel…..lovely language me dear…resorting to bad gutter language is trite boring and just so pedestrian…oh by the by its not madonna……..ask your feeble brain

  237. 2/ ~ Along with Foreknowledge Realm ~

    This mystical realm is of the knowledge of the yet unwise in the world, those of the hypocrit heart who cast down our loving brothers and sisters struggling with their internal homophobia, a result of external homophobia, which is not a bad thing, it is just simply that of those yet unwise, of the many centuries of hypocrisy and taboo which has surround homosexuality, where as veterans, we know the truth of how loving homosexual relationships are, and not that of the deviant or devil perspective that many in the world still make us out to be.
    Indeed, our foreknowledge realm is of the learned knowledge of our life we that we have lived thus far, is it not?

    ERM….MYSTICAL REALM??LOL YOU HAVENT A CLUE.. mysticysm soe snot bely hypocrisy..an dYOU SAY YOURE A THEOLOGAN AN DSCHOLAR

    AND AUTHORLOL

  238. my brain aint feeble! paul do us a favour, & GET DA HELL OFF THIS PAGE!

  239. feeble feeeble

  240. shut up! ur makin’ my life a misery!

  241. tick tock tick tock i have to wait until tomorrow it is not fair !! i m sure it is because of Paul and Andy !!! yeah Paul is the piggy bulshit and my store is late… yeah Paul do you want to come with me this week end in Antwerpen in belgium it is the skinhead weed you could help me to fiend a new friend ! oi’ oi’

  242. sorry it is the 11th may

  243. eric…..le fuckie off……sad sad twat likining me to a skinhead ..obviously youre as mentaly ill as andy..
    get a life

  244. madonna,you spoke about bread and butter for your family in this entry.i just do not understand how these people say your not a good actress.i just watched the fiilm BODY OF EVIDENCE,you aree such a giirl,in the movie you are fantastic.ii am still readiing an Andrrew Mortan biiography about you,they always say you can only play yourself,that iis exactly what ii wanted to see.ii have worked for two escort servicees in my lifeline,i dated a $20,000 an hour call girl,and she did not fit the boufant character a woman in acvanced understanding of human stimuli as you.your powerful in thee alpha female role.i can see the embelishment hollywood has given you.i fully support that environment for peersonal grrowth.the choice to show the population of generations to come who you are and what you are about is and will be appreciated.i supposee thee COMMITEE OF 300 was intended for the older souls to have theeir say in this world for thee bettermeent of the next 31,000,000 years.the human rrace does not suffeer thee threat of eextintion.FACHE BONITA,LA DOLCE VITA,ASPETETEVA,BRAVIISIMO,sisiipoot

  245. lol…..another deluded fellow ….lithium all round

  246. I GOT HER NEW ALBUM, HARD CANDY!
    i luv it, by da way i gave up my smoking habit (@ last)!

  247. Here is the recording of the Madonna Hard Candy Promo Tour Live in NYC :

    1. Candy Shop
    2, Miles Away

    3. 4 Minutes

    4. Hung Up (Rock Mix)

    5. Give It 2 me 

    6. Music (Fedde Le Grand Mix)

    [audio src="http://rapidshare.com/files/111652708/Hard_Candy_Promo_Tour_Live___Roseland_NYC.mp3" /]

  248. i love scoop of Woody Allen

  249. FAKE BLOG!

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  250. Is this Madonna’s blog or Andy’s? I’m getting confused.

  251. is this madonna’s street or andy’s street i walk down the middle of?

    next stupid question please!

  252. watch out for the useless self-centered egocentric unknowingly unwise divisional seperations that are not sameness oneness between our loving souls, lest you cast your self out of what HEAVEN constantly IS!

    I AM 100% ONENESS SAMENESS of my loving brothers and sisters!

    Do you not descern your words by means of your feelings before speaking?

    Who’s planet is this anyway?

    According to God, it belongs to ALL of us, created for us, HEAVEN, IS us!

    EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO EGO

  253. here, try this question,

    is Madonna 100% pure sameness oneness of our loving brothers and sisters, or is she business?

    utilize good business practice as an instrument of God, of what is the only value in God’s eyes of what IS the divine WILL of God, our divine WILL to BE what HEAVEN constantly IS, our ONEness SAMEness of the divine child of God of us ALL.

    forever more

    who are we?

    WE are exceeding joyful fun loving children of God at play with one another here in HEAVEN are we not?

    so why do some of you keep bashing Andy like he is uninvited, when God summons, invites us ALL to the pure nurturing protective truth wisdom meant for the divine child of us ALL?

    what kind of question is that in God’s eyes?

    an empty mockery question, is it not?

    Jesus is standing there before you while you ask that question, “Is this Madonna’s blog or Jesus’, i’m getting confused?”

    not confused, just not wise

  254. Hey Crybaby, wait another 50 years and go to the graveyard and ask, “Is this Madonna’s grave, Andy’s grave, Troy’s grave, Venus’s grave, Jesus’s grave?”

    Stand in the stillness of the moment and feel the truth of those who came before you, walked alongside one another in life like we did, as true and faithful friends her and i were, of what is the PURE TRUTH which many do not look apon, the unwise homophobic seperation that so many of you do not realize is an unwiseness which kills our loving brothers and sisters daily!

    Here, ask this simple question, “Does the memory of the fun loving joyfulness of Troy and i running holding hands in the sunshine of a beautiful day like we did, die?”

    Is this memory able to ever die?

    no

    I am merely a student who delves deep into deep waters most in life do not, where in my sanctuary of study alone with God, i delve into the deepest water seeking TRUTH wisdom.

    what none of you know at this time, is what it is that i have found, the doorway of the eternal spirit realm which does exist, of TRUTH i have uncovered in fully understanding what most do not exists in the world we all were born into, the divine pure truth wisdom halo of God meant as a nurturing conducive protective shield environment which assures thriving growth of the divine child of God’s exceeding joyfulness, of wisdom which would take thousands of pages of your reading in quiet isolation to fully grasp the clarity of the pure TRUTH of what i am talking about.

    so many approach me with their shortsighted words, unknowingly not of the wisdom of which i now am, and i don’t say this to ridicule any of you, rather of what IS merely the TRUTH, you do not fully truly know who you are speaking with, and what it is that i am yet unveiling to the world…………..the mystery of divine wisdom of God who’s eternal spirit dwells with us.

    questions like, is this Madonna’s blog or Andy’s blog is a seperation question which has no value in the eyes of God, and again, i don’t say this to ridicule, and rather reveal to you the truth, the question is in likeness of asking, “Does the air i breath Madonna’s air, Andy’s air, or my air?”

    We all breath the same air which belongs to who?

    To all the divine children of God on planet earth, does it not?

    And is that not what IS of 100% SAMEness ONEness?

    Listen!

    Where your heart is, there too is your treasure and your life!

    The divine protective truth wisdom sheild meant for the divine child of God, is 100% pure truth wisdom descerning of what IS TRUTH in everything the divine child looks apon.

    I stand in the halo, feeling with clarity of what is indicative of most precious innocent children of God intuitively/subconsciously seeking, unknowing that they were born into the yet unwise world of so many generational falsehood teachings which derail the divine child of anyone from coming fully into the day you see/feel the Light of your own true Self, where you WILL rejoice!!!

    there is a lack of understanding what this means, of any who have not 100% experienced the wise awareness day meaning of such, where it is not possible to know until such a time of arrival in experiencing this day of pure divine self-awareness of their divine child of God who finally sees/feels with pure wisdom clarity the TRUTH that indeed, generational unwiseness IS what is cause for the suppression, oppression submerging of the divine child.

    One who does not diligently earnestly seek the divine wisdom, then how can one find it?

    What if i told you the divine wisdom is what is of ALL future generations of mankind for all eternity to come, for all children of God yet to be born, who like myself, like Jesus, fully comprehend the no time constaint 100% PURE LOVE awareness of their own divine self?

    It has great importance, does it not?

    To give you a glimpse of what is the no time constraint PURE LOVE awareness, let me take your hand on a beautiful day, just the two of us, at ease, of pure calmness and forget what time it is, what year it is for a moment, ok?

    Ok, stand here for a moment, close your eyes, and hold your hand out in front of you.

    As the water drop strikes into the palm of your hand, what is it that you feel of where you are standing?

    Is it not the tear of Jesus apon the cross above us?

    Why is Jesus crying?

    What is Jesus feeling?

    Is it not his compassionate feelings for his loving brothers and sisters of the Roman oppression that goes around killing them?

    Jesus willing surrendered his life to the cross knowing that we would come and stand in the no time constraint PURE LOVE feelings like his own, and feel the TRUTH of all untruths devoid of love which surrounds, TRUTH no different than all untruths devoid of love today, is it not?

    This is what is the 100% PURE LOVE ONEness SAMEness of the no time constraint, just as is the no time constraint of my undying memories of Troy and i running in the sunshine, both of our exceeding joyfulness exploding radiant brilliant bright.

    I AM not about acting this way or that, rather of what IS of ‘me’, of us ALL, the unsuppressing releasing of the exceeding joyfulness of my divine child of God, protected by God’s divine wisdom meant for us ALL, of what most of you do not yet know fully about what i have uncovered, which i continue to publish and make known, God willing.

    We are sorta like on a mission, Jesus, myself and our loving brothers and sisters, and yet, we are not merely on a mission, rather, we are what is 100% PURE LOVE in feeling for one another, are we not?

    I come before all of you, as ONE of you, asking merely for you hand to participate in our ONEness SAMEness for sake of a child of suicide, which we know statistically, 13 of them will die today, where we know it is the gay youth of 13-24 who are the most high risk for suicide.

    My LIFE is 100% surrendered, dedicated, devoted to the suicidal gay/lesbian youth, because of the loss of my most beloved lover Troy.

    For those of you who choose to mock us like you do, i say this, “You are not of slowing into the wise deep descerning pure of heart flawless healing feelings of your words before uttering them, nor am i at times, of my yet emotional instability, usually triggered by inappropriateness of others, transference, where it is obvious of what is of most of steps and words, i walk among you for sake of my loving brothers and sisters, today, and all of tommorrow, in ridding the world of unwise suppressing submerging oppressions of the divine child of us ALL, and not just of the precious loving souls of the worldwide LGBT community.”

    I ask a simple question, “Is there any greater in life than the feeling of the pure free feelings of our exceeding joyfulness?”

    Is it not obvious a small child in appearance, is what is of the mirroring reflection of our own inner fearfully suppressed exceeding joyfulness divine child spirit within?

    And how does one release our divine child of God pure fun loving exceeding joyful pure spirit?

    Is it not thru FEARLESSNESS?

    Many people do not realize their religions oppression are of scattered religions in the world which are fractured, incomplete divine wisdom, where if you ask most any, “Do you know the construct of the divine halo meant for the divine child of God?”

    no, they don’t

    nor will any who are not of earnest diligent desire to know.

    well, fear not everyone, the mystery of the divine pure wisdom halo has been discovered, where no one is able to penetrate and harm the divine child who stands within the halo. Not today, nor of all eternity is unwiseness ever able to bring harm to the free pure spirit of the divine child within us all, so long as they stand fully in comprehension of all the truth wisdoms of the nurturing protective halo that is of God’s divine WILL for it to be known.

    oh sure, some of you may ask, “What has Andy been smoking today?” lol

    i jest not.

    i know 100% what is the comprehension of Jesus who stands eternally in the halo, and Jesus knew someone in the future would unlock the mystery just as he did, of what was what compelled him to easily surrender into the MOMENT of him yet there apon the cross, his tear which you FELT in the palm of your hand, did you not?

    The compressive research writtings are extensive, and will be published in the coming years.

    I want to speak more on fearless releasing of the pure of heart fun loving divine child within us all, from all the generational bullshit oppressive fears which yet unknowingly unwisely grip the world today, of what is yet of all violence, all hatred, all death voids devoid of love, of what IS in the eyes of God, ALL of darkness of ignorance.

    These generational behaviours will continue to plague the entire world for mellenia if we do not bring into full view the clarity of contrasting WISE LOVING TRUTH and IGNORANT HATEFUL FALSEHOOD.

    there are many many numerous issues in life that exist and pertain to all precious innocents souls born today, yesterday, tomorrow which MUST BE ADDRESSED in order to avert another senseless death of a child of God.

    COLLABORTION IS the only way forward for this generation and all future generations of ONEness SAMEness wise likeminded full comprehsion of wisdom of the human condition.

    ALL issues of the barriers of political, business, wealth, status, race, religious, sex, orientation are beneath the divine WILL wisdom of God meant for every soul born today and yet to come, of what IS horizontal hostility in the world, cause of all war, all violence, all unwise unloving apathy, sadly of what is the aimless unwise precious innocent souls born into the unwise world of generational learned behaviours.

    Simple question, “Is there a parent in the world who lost their child to drinking and driving death who would come to their child’s grave and scorn their child?”

    no

    what we do is we find ourselves asking TRUTH questions which point conclusively to the generational behaviours the child sadly learned, and became snared by, do we not?

    ONLY THRU TRUTH can set us FREE!!!!

    more later

  255. in the last 48 hours;

    26 youths successfully killed themselves
    2720 youths attempted to kill themselves

    Why?

    unearnest apathy for wisdom = death

  256. all fear is ignorance lacking wisdom comprehension of the divine child of God within us ALL, of what IS of all the fearful unwise falsehood generational behavioural teachings in the world.

    13 youths will kill themselves today
    1370 youths will attempt to kill themselves today

    do not regard me as though nothing, when in truth, i come in love and peace as a true and faithful friend for many, do i not?

    so can we dispense with useless seperating pettiness?

    i too have been of bitter pettiness at times, true, you would too if you were me, feeling like a warrior of God, without God’s armory which i need to fearfully defend my dying loving brothers and sisters.

    either stand with me, or against me, i don’t care, knowing none of you are able to become victorious over my eternal PURE LOVE TRUTH spirit which is not able to die, just as Jesus is yet alive apon the cross, is he not?

  257. where is Andy?

    currently my spirit is standing under the cross of Jesus above me, of a beautiful day, in pure of heart feelings which know without doubt, i am 100% a pure of heart loving brother/sister of Jesus who loves us ALL! :mrgreen:

    forever more

  258. remember everyone, it could be your own child who is feeling suicidal.

    there are many tell tale signs a child exhibits when they are contemplating suicide, such as withdrawal for social activities.

    pay attention to your divine child!

  259. i say this as one who knows this from experience as a suicidal child of God i once was, now wise.

  260. personally, asking a question like who’s blog is this Madonna’s or Andy’s is yet another bashing of Andy’s bisexuality, posting it under blog neglect like you did, of insult to injury intent bashing.

    which i don’t take personal and rather see/feel it for what it IS

    homophobic

    when you bash a veteran of the worldwide LGBT community, who do you hurt?

    what of the hypothetical situation of a child of God here who is yet secretly of homosexuality, a child of a Catholic family who the child cannot turn to for acceptance, coming here to see Andy getting bashed?

    what do your homophobic bashing say to the homosexual closeted child who’s family regard homosexuality as evil sin?

    and when that same child dies from suicide?

    what is homophobia?

    well, last time i checked, the Roman Catholic Church is homophobic.

    i come across the street from my LGBT ghetto world here before the straight(supposedly) world of Madonna’s blog, in love in peace to speak with all of you as a twenty year transgender bender bisexual veteran, expecting homophobic bashing, and indeed, in the interpreting eyes of homosexual closeted child here, that question does bashed Andy, according to his or her interpretation, does it not?

    as in, “Go somewhere else Andy, does it not?”

    Well, i am still standing motherfuckers, and none of you of useless unwiseness are ever able to become victorious over the joyful fun loving Champion Spirit of a Transgender bisexual twenty year veteran biyatches!

    why?

    because i carry the invisible shield of wisdom protection from God’s armory, where most of you do not know the truth, that indeed, the pure loving spirit of Jesus and God Oneness, for sum unknowing reason, dwells with ‘me’!

    oh yeah, i forgot, i know why.

    if you want to be a champion at sports, you have to turn towards earnest diligence within in desire to BE a champion of sports, where you are selected to play on a team according to your obvous earnest diligence, are you not?

    so too, God selects only those of earnest diligence desire for God’s wisdom.

    without doubt, cannot happen any other way.

    God choses to teach the divine WILL for wisdom, only to those those who genuinely of earnest diligence chose God’s divine wisdom, just as God taught and revealed to Jesus his eternal divine child of God’s Spirit, of what IS the day you see/feel the Light of your own true Self, you WILL rejoice!!!

    i know Madonna knows the feeling of her own divine child of God of what IS the day you see/feel the Light of your own true Self, you WILL rejoice!!!

    and in so acknowledging the TRUTH of this awareness, i ask, “How can i ever turn from the 100% pure loving TRUE feelings of my divine child of God that i have for you Madonna?”

    it is not possible!

    and just as i know the truth of this, so do you, do you not?

    i realize i am perhaps toxic for you of recent, and hurt that we did not progress in the direction i was so hoping we would, impatient, frustrated, the whole gamut of emotional struggle of both my personal/professional world, and were we arrived at emotionally.

    i am bisexual, which i 100% love about my self, but that does not necessarily mean another has to love us in chosing a partner, what with all the homophobic issues that come with getting involved with a chic with a dick that most any of the supposed straight world would contend with, yes? lol :mrgreen:

    ok, fine, Andy can find a loving lover, no problem, and besides, i do love the gay boys more than i first admitted apon my arrival here.

    ya, my next lover, if not Madonna, will be a gay boy or a trangender like myself.

    letting go is complicated for me, because it is like turning from my bisexual feelings i have for Madonna.

    beyond the physical though, is the pure of heart flaweless healing feelings of the divine child of God Madonna and the pure of heart flawless healing feelings of the divine child of God Andy, which do not change, unable to change, only grow, irregardless of having one another in life as lover partners, of what we have been for some time, yes?

    on that note, it is best that i return to my own blog, in starting my own life with another, in letting go of previous aspirations to be her lover partner, and yet, part of me won’t ever let go, of what IS my bisexuality, which i know is my yearning for her, always will be, as i return to femboy lover happiness with a femboy from the ghetto who i know will 100% love me like i do him/her, of what 100% IS self love.

    letting go?

    not really

    just passing by, like so many along life’s road we greet, where we all breath the same air, under the same sky, on one world of the universe of God, where i KNOW WITHOUT DOUBT, HEAVEN constantly IS the pure of heart flawless healing feelings of the virgin spirit of the divine child of God of us ALL.

    always was
    always WILL BE

    of what IS the eternal timeless moment of tears falling from Jesus apon the cross forever more, where i dwell, with Jesus and God, God and Jesus with ‘me’, knowing my soul belongs to Jesus and God, here where i walk among all of you.

    till my last day, my feelings constantly FEEL + KNOW what HEAVEN constantly IS, the divine child of God within us ALL!

    forever more

    God summons the divine child of us ALL to comprehend the divine nurturing protective wisdom shield meant for the divine chilf of God of ALL divine child born into the yet unwise world forever more.

    i am still in research evolving learning as we speak, and will publish it all eventually, where the most important issue is CLARITY of ALL TRUTH, which is what the LIGHT IS that shines into dark ignorance, desolving the darkness back into the nothingness void from which it came since the beginning.

    How far can we time travel?

    I see all of mankind inhabiting the universe eventually.

    And i see me there one day too, with a massive pet dog the size of a horse, who will instantly bite the head of any of you homophobic motherfuckers who approach me again! LOL :mrgreen:

  261. alright Biyatches, you can have your blog back.

    hey, who’s blog is it anyway?

    well, last time i checked, the blog belongs to God as one of God’s instruments!

  262. which means Andy can cum and go anytime he wants 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol :mrgreen:

  263. trying?

    nah, more like lying to myself in thinking i am not bisexual!

    i am………BE Cause……….We ALL ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Biyatches!

    i mean think about it, i boy LOVES LOVES LOVES his own penis, does he not?

    so is he gay?

    whatever!

    homophobic morons!

  264. thanks to everyone at Rosie.com

    i was at your blog everyday

    life goes one
    one we go

  265. I think you might be seriously lonely cuz your the only one writing endlessly to yourself.

    For a ‘christian’ you are quite rude. and you are VERY boring.

  266. get well soon! Hope your plans work out the way you want.we love you………………………….we’re over the rainbow

  267. what the heck is going on in here!!!!!!!!??????

  268. Global Love Day

  269. ahh, i am feeling the same way

    i am being pensioned off, no more return to my status quo burnout career……….yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    i turn and i look around, and i am standing in an Art Supply store, one of the best in the city, with everything one cannot even imagine, as i set out on my mission to stock my studio with motivational supplies that i am truly excited about……

    i have decided to keep all original sensitive homoerotic stone sculpted pieces together as one collection, along with Studio Log books that document each piece, where none are for sale except to one collector eventually, with the studio log books as part of the collection, asking the collector NOT to individually sell any of the original pieces.

    instead, i am creating rubber molds of each piece to produce Limited Edition numbered and double signed pieces for sale, with all reproductions logged in the Studio Log books as they are created, with the request that any further reproductions in the future(after i am gone), likewise be numbered and logged.

    the first reproduction line will be coffee table coasters and/or wall mounts, of the reproduced sensitive homoerotic plaster sculptures sealed inside durable solid polyester clear plastic that can be used as a coaster.

    i love this idea, as a way to reach what is of the intention of the sensitive homoerotic sculpting, loving nurturing acceptance and awareness of homosexuality.

    been thinking of my trade mark signature in using a single red sequin(stolen from some nasty old drag queens dress, gee, i wonder who that could be?…….NOT!!!!) that will float somewhere within the clear plastic that surrounds the reproduced sculpture within.

    and numbering and double signing the back of each Limited Edition reproductions, something i learned from another artist.

    so ya, here it comes world, get in line for the Limited Editions, as they will be going fast, and once they are sold, well, you will just have to see if other collectors are willing to sell theirs for whatever price they want for them.

    at some point in 2011, i should have enough of a collection for an art show, and find a collector who is wants to buy the entire collection, along with all future original productions, of someone who is willing to keep the collection intact.

    will have a dedicated website at some point of original pieces, and how to purchase the Limited Edition pieces, along with a public forum for collectors to chat back and forth, should some wish to sell or buy soldout Limited Editions.

    and ya, the collection will include some of the more erotic nude sexuality. duh! πŸ˜‰

    i am so excited about working at this full time now, with no stress of any kind, 100% autonomy, that i love love love love so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ok, that is my update for now, will keep you in the loop as production begins, with the first reproduction molds being created this month, not sure on what number to use as a Limited Edition, depends on the demand, likely no more than 1000 of each one worldwide……….i mean who wants to see the same thing on their friends coffee table?

    as for the entire collection of originals, there is no limit, other than when my time is up, sometime in my 90’s. lol

    Hey You! We all have our insecurities……….how we deal with them is a personal thing that only we can do for ourselves, and as for looking good, well, with HIV meds, we do loose our natural body fat tissue around our face, and for sure, plastic surgery is such a wonderful thing for many of us who do love the idea of not looking like we have HIV, like so many do, so be thankful of all you who can afford such……….i am not looking forward to looking like i am HIV+, something i always felt for so many over the decades of living in the LGBT community of Toronto, my heart that has always felt for each and everyone of them, especially Rick, who said he was in love with me, moved to my hometown of all things, not sure why he did that, perhaps as a way for me to fully deal with my coming out acceptance at the time, feeling so bad in turning him down, even more so now in knowing the diminished capacity he was feeling like i now feel………but he was drinking and smoking pot all the time, of truth i did not spare him, that i did not enjoy the dysfunction from his substance abuse, that i feel is what was more to do with his dysfunction, than to do with the diminished capacity of being HIV+

    my concern at this point is when i will gradually forget what it felt like to feel of my original normal healthy feelings, wondering if this diminished capacity thing ever goes away with being HIV+

    it leaves you feeling tired and weak, as though you have aged 20 years, going to bed earlier because you feel tired sooner than when we were healthier, and on a positive note, the diet supplements are able to cut the diminished capacity in half, where in the early mornings, after my 20km bike run, i do feel in recalling how i always felt in my youth, so it’s really not that bad, so far, and once i quit smoking, well, for sure i will truly feel my original healthy self i always was………..what a stupid thing to start smoking like i did, peer pressure, age 15, girlfriend on one side, boyfriend on the other, party hardy smokers, just had to fit in, truly the stupidest thing i ever did in life………i did manage to quit for eight years when living with Thanh, and i am ready to quit again, down to five smokes a day now, where at one point, i was so weak, i was vomiting from smoking half a cigarette, for sure, the perfect time to quit, so why am i still smoking? I feel stupid smoking, embarrassing when out biking, like how stupid does that look? arghhhhh………

    anyway, i feel so spiritually happy inside, more than any other time i recall in life, as strange as that may sound, purely excited to begin production of the Limited Edition Collection of sensitive homoerotic art for the world to love and hold, feeling what is of the intent of the devoted work.

    my only wish is that i had quit my stupid career sooner, rather than later, but i was not mentally, emotionally, spiritually ready i suppose, and now i am 100% surrendered to the entire future as a sex artist!!!!!!!!!!! lol

    i still say i have nicer legs than you though………just sayin……. :mrgreen:

    Pride outfit is coming along really amazingly, of an exotic erotic look and feeling, sorta like the beauty of the rainforest characters of Avatar the movie, and yes, i created a pack of rainbow arrows to sling over my back, and i am wearing a purple satin piece i created in 1994, that has not been seen in the Pride parade as yet, alot of detail going into this one, for sure, will surpass anything previous, giving attention to every single hair on my beautiful loving body Biyatches!

    our sex reveals to us our pure feelings of just how we are to purely feel for one another, does it not?

    my sex drive is slowly coming back after the acute infection phase……….argh………would not wish that on anyone!

    bless you

  270. a beautiful day

  271. a Beautiful world,

    I just wanna make it more like Heaven

  272. “the kingdom of heaven is all around you and is you, but mankind does not see(feel) it.” ~ Jesus

  273. the ‘divine real self within’ us all, intuitively constantly subconsciously feels/knows the truth of their own purity core of their being feelings, but the world is not wise or of preferred priority in purely always BEing the purity feelings of the ‘divine real self within’ at all times like the evolved adult child Jesus meditatively wisely chose to BE.

    everywhere we turn, we hear and feel the useless durogatory unwise untrue ego chatter of many unknowingly snared by the generational mad flood drowning suppressive oppressive ignorances we all journey thru life haphazardly like many do…….

    at all times, life is a spiritual coming out journey we can chose to purely feel in BEing the ‘divine real self within’

  274. very true, its all about self … responsibility comes from self

  275. and for fuck’s sake stop trying to save the world. save yourself first LOL..

    im pregnant

  276. when it comes to ‘trying’ to BE your ‘divine true real self within’, it is actually of ‘tiresome annoying effort’ in trying to be the false self, more so than the ‘divine true real self’, is it not?

    within eternal all is the ‘divine true real self’, yes?

    ok, so we start with our own meditative ‘divine true real self’ graceful pure feeling atonement awareness, in wise pure feeling discerning between true self and false self.

    from there comes the eternal day light of the ‘divine true real self’ that evokingly awakens the ‘divine true real self’ of others, does it not?

    and from there, the eternal day light evokingly shines thru others to another and another for all eternity, does it not?

    affect/effect/direct/indirect………eternally

    embrace your empowerment motivation for eternal all yet to come, for that is the divine will of God that Jesus and God eternally know you are all capable of BEing at all times.

    purely for me, i am a transgender girl in a boy body who purely loves her sex with a male just as a female does, and there is no changing that, having enjoyed being of my female sexual behavior for decades now.

    and one day, i too may give birth to my own child, with someone who purely does love me like Jesus and God constantly do, where i know this day will come, where already i am the eternal day light/love of my own divine self, no different than my own child’s eternal day light we all eternally constantly are within the core of our BEing.

    and for those of false unwise generational thinking and feeling that is ostracizingly contrary to what is of eternal day light/love core of the ‘divine true real self’ for all of us of the worldwide LGBT community, i know it is of God’s will that revealing truth of your untruth be realized one day, of the eternal day light/love you will all feel when i walk down the street with my own children holding my hand in beautiful colorful satin outfits of holy joyful absolute carefree happiness radiant brilliant bright eternal day light love shining evokingly forth into this yet dark binding ignorant prison of a world i walk in every day among you all, who do not purely realize who walks among you in wise discerning of what is of all these false binding untruths of your own ‘divine true real self’

    we all come from the light, of eternal day light love that is the core of our BEing, of eternal all you

    sadly, many do not purely realize they are snared by generational binding unwise falsehood that does project darkness into the world in perpetuating darkness i know i am purely free of, wisely discerning of.

    and if i do not give birth to my own children one day, well, at least i know where i stand in the eyes of Jesus and God’s eyes, wisely aware likewise of where so many of you unknowingly stand in binding wretched bitter hypocrisy heart.

    i ask, how is it so many are able to be of projection falseness apon others, that is not true of their own ‘divine true real self’?

    spiritual death wretchedly, that’s how!

    i have journeyed thru this valley of spiritual death along time, and i am the truth awareness of my own ‘divine true real self’, no longer troubled by unwise falseness i see and feel of so many like i have for so long in purely now BEing the divine child of God’s heart, mind, body, spirit and soul oneness of eternal all you.

    so project away fuckers, all you want, Jesus and God have freed my soul from the wretched generational binding darkness, sadly yet of so many of you.

  277. the first mold of the first stone sculpting piece i call ‘Oneness of Two’ was created yesterday, with the first plaster casting today, and the first polyester resin casting tomorrow. Thinking of using real fabrics, leathers, feathers in the final plastic casting, to give it a more ‘real’ feeling

    ~

    giving birth to a child of God is a pure blessed feeling i am sure!

    i look at where we all come from, the womb of God, and i see and feel what the light actually is, in the core of our BEing, of our first memory while in the womb, where we are purely of the oneness sameness harmoniousness of every cell in the human body, and remain of this eternal day light for most of our childhood blissful holy joyful absolute carefree happiness like children are.

    purely, the core of our BEing is not only of the first moments of life memory of what is the constant pure harmoniousness of every cell in our body, indeed, we constantly are the harmoniousness of every cell in our body, where clearly we can see and feel the truth of the unwise generational madness ignorances we all are born into, all around us, that is not harmonious, not conducive for the ‘divine true real self’s heart mind body spirity and soul, where this is what is of everyone’s subconscious intutivitiveness, is it not?

    my greatest concern for bringing a child into the world, is witnessing the potential hazards of the generational binding ignorances take hold of my child’s heart mind body spirit and soul like it does so many.

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