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I am a creamy smooth pop goddess and I love to blog, multi-task, and rule the world…Oh and I also take time to save the world too!

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  1. Hi Madonna

    I love the new look of your blog! Keep on blogging 🙂

  2. Change is good…. I like your new blog!

  3. sounds like a Win Win Win relationship to me!

    Only way to fly!

    It is God’s way.

    Angels of mercy that have God with them, at all times.

  4. Creamy smooth?

    What flavour?

    Just asking…again!

    She keeps me…

    😀 😀

  5. thanks again for letting me know
    even if it is angela or whoever
    it was very very nice of u to respond to me
    i really and truly appreciate that
    it made me feel really special so thank u

    i am going to the dr. for my biopsy i have never ever been so afraid in all of my life m
    i know it is a touchy subject for u and many others
    however my family is my life and well, i dont want to think negative just afraid.

    so thank u again for letting me know the new post

    believe it or not my scanner has been broke for some time if u can leave us an address where some of us who dont have a scanner and are not computer literate like me lol
    any address even a po box so we can join in on contests would that be too much to ask?
    thanks again

    again, i cannot belive how much i enjoyed myself at rosies ny comedy festival and how hysterically funny she was and it was cool to talk to sandra b and meet kelly she is so petite and adorable and viviane lachiam that does mean that is a rubber stamp of her

    i am concerned about ro’s hand because when u get a staff infection i read that it can come back again
    with msra that disease going around i am concerned about her
    dont say a word to her please
    however, there are things she can do to illiminate any sought of germs
    like always always washing ur hands not ocd but in general like just making sure she doesnt pick up dogs who lick other dogs who are not her dogs
    even zoe i know it sounds upsurd
    but once u get a staff infection it is not good

    i am concerned in general this world is so scary

    i swear if it was not against the law i would walk in the white house and tell mr. bush exactly how i feel but i doubt they would let me past his secretary.

    they spoke about nuclear weapons and i am not worried about this because i feel that our security forces will not allow this to happen maybe i am just praying,

    there is light i know it
    and so we must go on believing right?

  6. Hi M!
    I just have seen the ‘About’ section… I like the new blog, and also your posts. 😀 So keep on blogging and saving the world.

  7. Here is the lovely and talented Liz Wright covering “Stop”. It’s very good don’t you think?

  8. I think that you are very creative and good person!!I must admit that I was angry at first!I felt like a fool!But It’s ok,I forgive you…:D
    Peace+Love
    Barbara

  9. Thank God ! I found you here. I was wondering where the blog has gone ?

  10. So is this blog “fake” or real?? I never quite understood what happened with the other one. And now that this one is up and running, do I dare let myself get as invested as I did with the last blog.

  11. Hi Madonna,

    Cool blog, however the previous one was fare better than this one with reference to the features and advertisements regarding Kabbalah books.
    Pls put this back on, as quick as possible. And where did the Kabbalah lessons dissapear to, I miss this sort of stuff.
    Anyway, Im patient……but not old, so hurry up!

    Greetz,
    Dennis

    P.S. should you require any other tips or comments, pls contact me, no problemo.

  12. hi madonna when is your new album going to be out??????????/

  13. Happy 7th Anniversary to you and Guy time goes by so fast!

  14. I fyou were an Ice cream what ice cream would you like to be so that all your fan would eat it.

  15. Hi Madonna!

    I´m not sure if you´re going to read this, but here it goes. I would like to thank you for inspiring me over these years. I´ve been following your work since I was 13 years old….that´s 22 years and I cannot believe it! I´m not complaining about age, in my country they say women are like port wine, the older they are the better they get… I want to wish you all the best for 2008. I am very proud of you and I wish you many years to come of inspiration and saving the world! Please continue to show your beautiful light! Lots of Love, Cristina

  16. Hi Madonna,

    I just discovered your blog. I’m a 38 year old gay man from Baton Rouge currently living in Atlanta. I came out of the closet in New Orleans at 16 way ahead of my time.
    You have been a huge inspiration to me particularly throughout the 90’s. I’m sure you’ve heard the idea that our male dominated culture is fearful of and disgusted by gay men because gay men represent the weakness of women which are also hated and despised, and ultimately feared by our male dominated culture. Men have hated you in the same way they’ve hated me. I always felt that, even in Junior High School. That connection and the strength I’ve gotten from you, particularly when I was younger, is why I’m a true Madonna fan and always will be. I wish you nothing but love, happiness, and success.

    James

  17. you forgot to mention that you are a tease with a big “T”

  18. Hi Madonna.

    I have just found your new blog and love it! I just started blogging again and have started a new one on here. The site is joshsownblog.wordpress.com if you would like to have a look at it. I hope all is well with you and yours!!

    Much Love,
    Josh

  19. You are my superwoman you are my Hero!!! 🙂
    i need Madonna 🙂
    dont leave me alone!!!
    I like your post, you must write something, please
    i want to listen your stories, your physical pain, your lyirics…. please
    would you like to try, please?

    A single fan….. I like your NEW Icon , great 🙂
    Markos

  20. The Beat Goes On –

    This is my new spring song. This is the open the windows, clean the apartment every inch and bring flowers in. This is the new chapter in my life song. This is the new goals, plans, etc…song…

    I’m getting married in less then 30 days, I have friends who are not happy about it I guess. I finally found him. He’s my prayer answered. He’s that floodgate that has been opened and the blessing poured out upon me. They are not happy for me I’m guessing because it is not them. We’ve been talking for years like an episode of Sex and the City …wondering where our Big or Aaden is. Where is our Mr. Right. I found him and they send their RSVP cards back and declined the invitation. I was sad and hurt, but THE BEAT GOES ON… I’m not going to beg them to come to the wedding. They made a choice that they may or may not regret, but The beat goes on…Right? Right!

    Time to cook. I love the song…I look forward to the album, the videos and every little marketing scheme that comes with it. I love you. Kiss Kiss to you and your little darlings and dumplings.

    Your West Coast Fan,

    Crybaby

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  22. is this really you Madonna ??
    if it is i love u girl you rule the world
    ………as u already know….lol

    everyone i talk to says its not u and is fake satire!
    i got to email Liz and see for myself if its really u.

    i use to call maverick headquarters
    when i had a question like this to find out
    if something was true or not !!

    but anyway i have lots of great inspirational ideas
    for u and your career ..lol maybe one day
    i can produce your records

    like i said im full of ideas 🙂 🙂

    heres a few i just made up

    “urban legend”

    ‘veronica-hiphopica’

    ‘the dark beat alchemist’

    ‘ Darth-star’

    ‘funkadelic relic’

    ‘come-hither ‘!!

    feel free to send a masage if u need
    any more ideas sweetie.

  23. DEAR MADONNA,

    Congratulations on your induction to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. You’ve put blood sweat and tears into the last 25 years, you’ve worked hard for this moment.

    Enjoy it!!!

    Kiss Kiss

  24. Hi, Madonna. I’m very happy to have found your blog. I hope it’s really yours. I am a brazillian woman who loves your word, your ideas and reinvention. Keep on blogging. God bless you and your family.
    Kisses.

  25. I once sat next to your baseball costume from your roll in ‘A League of their Own’. In was pinned into this shadow box frame. It suddenly came to me as I was walking past the Wakiki location…I’m going to frame my wedding gown and display it as art. It’s an amazing dress…to preserve it is brilliant. I don’t know why I’m telling you this. I guess the world is in such a hurrey to publish your everyday doings…I guess i’d share mine…whatev….I’m digging the artwork and first release of 4 minutes off your new album.

    give Justin kissies for me…I’ll never get a chance to…

  26. oh…I totally forgot that I sat next to your costume at Planet Hollywood. I’m such a doorknob..

  27. Hi Madonna,
    I am one of your fans in France. I am pregnant, and a male baby will born in June. I am looking for a comfortable family to adopt this child because I can not keep him. I know that you have been involved in this kind of situation.
    Do you know in your environment a family interested by a direct adoption of a French white baby?
    Thank you for your possible recommendation.
    Deiba.

  28. Hi, Why are my comments always “Waiting for moderation”?

  29. u r da best singer in da world!

  30. Madonna,
    I am writing my autobiography, and I was wondering if you, being a published author, would provide me with the name (or names) and contact information (E-mail address if possible) of anyone that you know who I could contact to help me to publish such a book. My intention is to send this person the material that I have already written to get advice on how to add and improve on this material, and basically to find out if it worth the effort to continue with writing such a book.
    I could really use your help.

    Sincerely,

    Mario Stelzner

  31. Madonna,

    I watched with interest your recent publicity interviews for Hard Candy. I think you may be deluding yourself, and attempting to delude others perhaps, by the assertion that your song 4 minutes is an attempt to bring attention to the current social/socio-econimal/enviromental issues that are affecting the world. Having scanned the lyrics to this song I am seriously struggling to understand what, if any valid message about said issues, is being promoted. Perhaps you are donating the sales from 4 minutes to Greenpeace? The Red Cross?, perhaps not. Having been a campaigner for both I find your cynical overtures about ‘running out of time’ unpalatable, because your oh-so sincere twitterings fail to mask the stark fact that this record is just about making a buck. Of course there is nothing wrong with that Madonna, but please don’t patronize your audience into believing your intentions are altruistic. By the same token that your adoption of David Banda is not saving Africa, your record 4 minutes, will not save the world either. I applaud your status as a recording artist, but cod-moral-convictions do not save the world – actions do. One thing you should never underestimate in your fans and admirer’s, is their capacity to divine insincere behaviour.

    • Obviously, you dont understand that song or have an idea of efforts that Madonna has made for MANY causes. You should at least research her efforts far beyond the adoption of David Banda in Malawi. I am sure you will be embarrassed in your accusations. There is no telling how much money this woman has raised or donated for the AIDS research in this country beginning back when the first cases surfaced when many others viewed the disease as a punishment and little was known. I am sure she in a sense is partly responsible for the funding of the first retroantivirals.

  32. I just remixed a couple of your stuff and made a mixtape about you. you can check out my myspace and let me know what you think.

    http://www.myspace.com/theremixkid

  33. I have stood my son for you,so I love you.

  34. your music sucks!!

  35. I remixed a bunch of your songs. I’d appreciate it if you can give me some feedback. Thanks M.

    your homie,

    Remix Kid.

    http://WWW.MYSPACE.COM/THEREMIXKID

    Here’s a link to hear all the songs…

    http://www.sendspace.com/file/iw40p9

  36. Hello Madonna,

    Thankyou for sharing your blog with the public.
    I hope to see you in Boston in your upcoming tou,orginally from Toronto,Ontario i was hoping to see in in Toronto this year we will see.
    I guess all the insanity with dumb rumors do not satisfy those who want some sort of demise.
    I do like your current album and i wish you continued success.
    I am a freelancer and i hope contribute my part of talent to the world.
    Questions ,questions about what the hell are we on earth for ?
    To help others or to drown in it?
    Like any other self searching individual,i hope to learn many interesting tibits you share.

    Peace and Love,
    ldrumonde Toronto,Ontario

  37. GuyStyle blogazine has named Madonna’s “Hard Candy” among the best new dance albums…head over and check out what we had to say about it!
    http://guystyle.net

  38. If you look at the dooms day clock it’s set to 4 MINUTES to midnight.

    Justin: “Don’t be a pri(hey)ma donna.”

    * Pre-madonnas cannot help they way they are because their parents spoiled them and they are still developing their personalities.

    * Used by idiots who do not know the real phrase is prima donna.

    * Originally used in opera companies, “prima donna” is Italian for “first lady”. The term was used to designate the leading female singer in the opera company, the person to whom the prime roles would be given. The prima donna was normally, but not necessarily, a soprano.

    Legendarily, these “prima donnas” (prime donne in Italian) were often regarded as egotistical, unreasonable and irritable, with a rather high opinion of themselves not shared by others. Although whether they are truly more vain or more hot-tempered than other singers (or than any other people in the opera houses) is not substantiated, the term often signifies a vain, obnoxious and temperamental person who, although irritating, cannot be done without.

    SAVING THE WORLD STARTS WITH BRINGING PEOPLE’S ATTENTION TO THE ATTITUDE TOWARDS life, life style, our behavior, how we treat one another etc…

    Madonna could be referring to the fact that she also needs to work on it herself…and it’s like a treadmill, we seem to never get anywhere because of our never ending everyday mundane things we do each day.

  39. sorry for my bad english…I’m Italian…but how can we save the world?I feel so sad when I look at all the bad things that happen in a lot of countries…I just want to cry!!!
    I’m 25…and I love you since I was 6…I hope 1 day we could talk together of these thing. Thank you for all the thing you do..

  40. dear maddy,
    I’m david and I’m your big fan…I don’t speack good english because I’m italian…but I love you and l Iike your song…I have all about you and I want yuo see…I don’t go in your tour because we don’t have enough money…sigh…however I continue love you,love your famyly,love your project…
    with love
    your David

  41. time to practice what u have explained to be important-forgiveness. please don’t crash & burn- i have not been your fan this long to suddenly watch u crumble. hopefully u remain intact and this crazy period ends. the album–didnt sell well, radio not playing your hot new song, marriage issues, a shadow brother. hold your children & remember you are the maker .. dear lord, i also hope there is no “sex” tape of u and a-rod. if this is true, run girl, pacentro.
    -beautiful!

  42. when will you have show in hong kong?????????????????????????????waiting for you……………………………hong kong singer is too bad……they like justin(hong kong)!!!!!!!!but justin don’t have any hair!!!

  43. that is too bad

  44. hope you can see this 3 reply / ^ o ^ \

  45. Romannk,if you don’t like madonna,why you still come here???????

  46. Hi Madonna,
    I just want to tell you how happy I am that you are coming to Denver for your Hard Candy Tour. I have tickets for the second show. I can’t wait. Also about 7 years ago, after your Drowned World tour I bought your old Breedlove guitar. It came with a letter for the Breedlove President saying you used as a loaner until your custom guitar was finished with the mermaid inlay. It still has the same strings on it that you last played on. I have pictures of you playing it during La Isla Bonita. It would be a dream come true if you could sign it while your in Denver. I know a lot of fans want something from you but not everyone has one of your old guitars. Thank you for being an inspiration to me and all your fans.
    Melissa

  47. see ya in August M!

  48. Madonna, I have been a fan from day one. I’m 36 years old and feel kind of silly emailing you at this point in my life. I have so much to say to you, but I will just say this,… I have always felt the need to say thanks for getting me through some hard times as a kid. Having your music and understanding your message was a big help,….. What was the message????…who the hell knows, but as a kid I made out of it what I wanted, and it helped some how. I wish you well and stay close to the people you love. They will teach you everything you need to know about life, that is what they are there for. I’ll be seeing you for the first time EVER in Atlanta,….I feel like a kid all over again!. Have safe travel, and thanks for everything!!!! Stay strong!

  49. madonna how are You? how do you really feel ? remember that if you are happy ,i’m happy and if you suffer, i suffer. I’ll be in rome to see you strong as you were in 2006. love you Luisa

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  51. This is my first venture into Madonna’s website, and, I seriously doubt this will ever be read by M, but, I just wanted to comment for posterity. I have been a fan since 84 when I lived in LA, and, will be for eternity. I don’t pay attention to the press and propaganda, just what I feel & hear through her (timeless) music. I’m 52 and find M more beautiful now than ever. Today is August 16; Happy Birthday. No music has ever inspired me like hers… I can play any CD over and over and never tire of it. I get excited (still) when I know she’s about to put out something new! I hope she pumps out more music and dance beats ’til she’s in her 70’s. Don’t worry about my buying the book her brother wrote, why would I??

  52. Hi Madonna!How are you today?
    I love your songs,special 4 minutes and give it 2 me.
    They’re so cool.You’re verry cool,Madonna.
    I love you!I’m a big fan of you and I’m from Roumania.
    kisses ^^

  53. Hi Madonna!!!!
    Sorry for my really bad english I’m from Mexico and just want to say that I can’t wait for you concert. You are my inspiration since 1985. I love your song’s, your movies and your books.
    I love you!!!!

  54. Mad-donna (stark raving)…why don’t you just stay out of the USA. Nobody would miss you and your hate (which btw is making you look haggard my dear)

  55. Professional advice.
    My brother is a struggling musician and his big break may have come and gone. A song he composed and recorded was used as the main soundtrack in a Sundance award winner film without him getting any neither credits nor royalties. What should he do?
    BTW, great new look!

  56. Hello Madonna,

    I hope you read this, I want to tell you, that you are not the best here of this world. You are only an people like me and other people.

    You only knew how to sell yourself, and now after 25 years you try to be like an 16 year old girl. This is very very sad, cos now all turn in to bad.

    You are an loser inside yourself!

  57. Usually to you pay compliments, i shall speak the truth. A site usual, anything especial… You – not the god. You just woman, wife and mother. Yes, you beautiful, strong, talented. Such it is a lot of. But in you something is. Something bewitching, unusual. Big luck Madonna.

  58. i’m just a normal person – not trying to pry. i need some spiritual help and am researching kabbalah – i’m jewish but don’t know much about it. i need help where to start, who to trust. there are so many wackos out there preying on people like me. i lost both my parents last year, weeks apart, and am just looking for answers and comfort. my rabbis just don’t have the answers i need. can kabbalah help? i respect you and your privacy and don’t want to bother you personally, but i just need to be pointed in right direction. saw gwyneth on oprah the other day, and she spoke so highly of you as a friend and just a good person. i thank you for any advice you can give me.

  59. It’s great Madonna has faith – that’s wonderful. I’m delighted. I respect that.

    I have faith too. I’m sure Madonna would respect that.

  60. And you know, what the cabbal is a belief only for men???

  61. I am unsure if this blog site is read by Madam M, but it this is no reason why it couldn’t be either !

    This blog site feels like a place to share a thought, maybe a confession with like minded souls.

    I have been a fan of hers for many years, finally at the age of 41 I am heading to the US to see her in N.Y.

    This will be my first time in N.Y and flying up from New Zealand on what almost has the feeling of a spirtual journery for me.

    some one asked me the other day why I admire Madonna so much, I emailed them the following:

    Why I admire Madonna:

    I admire her music , for me it is emotive on all levels it inspires me, it is retrospective, it is sad, happy, and powerful to list a few.

    I admire her passion and drive in being the best she can be.

    As a fellow Leo, I admire her Leo traits 🙂

    I admire the fact she is erotic and powerful as a women, without being slutty (in my opinion)

    I totally admire her artistic ability

    I admire her ability to change, and re-invent her style/music over the years

    I admire her ability to maintain individuality

    I admire the fact as she gets older she appears to be developing a more spiritual ‘in tune’ understanding of herself.

    I admire her as a diva..and why not 🙂

    Thank you Madonna for being you x

    ‘Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away’…

    Meeting Madonna in person would be one of those moments for me !

  62. Hi, I have a Breedlove guitar that Madonna used on the first 14 concert of her Drowned World Tour while her custome guitar was being built. I bought it diectly from the Breedlove guitar company and have a COA from the President of the company with serial number of the guitar and I have pictures of Madonna playing it on stage. If anyone is insterested in buying it, Please e-mail me. maj13777@aol.com. I will e-mail pictures to anyone who is interested. I don’t want to sell it, but I have too.

    Melissa

  63. Hi Madonna ,

    Why don’t you have a show in Tel Aviv , Israel?

    David

  64. Hi M,

    I’ve just found your blog. Wondering, is this real you?!

    I’m 34 married, one of your fan from small country in Asia, Indonesia.

    I have to tell you that your ‘Tick Tock’ is clicking in my head & have to playing your music every morning when I on my way to the office. Seems that you want to tell us how to dance, ha ha…

    Don’t worry about anything. Keep rockin’ M! We need your energy.
    I hope all is well with you and yours!!

    Big love from me & my husband,

    Meilyn & Ronald

  65. Hey Louise…haha
    Like Patricia Im wondering if this Blog is real. But anyway you will not be able to read it. You are propably busy because of the S&S-Tour. The concert in Dusseldorf was great by the way. It was unbelievable for me…You the biggest star in the whole universe…I saw YOU….performing on stage…incredible. You were late a couple of minutes and I was soooooo excited and suddenly you sat on that big thrown. It was such a memorable moment for me. I am very young (well not veeeery young, but im not in my twentys yet) from Germany and you are the one who I admire. I admire you so much. You are the reason why I want to be a millionaire…lol or singer or an actor or somthing….just to meet you. Well, thats never gonna happen but it is a dream…my biggest dream. But someone learned me, that every dream can come true…it was YOU!
    Love you so much

  66. Hi dear Madonna!
    it is fantastic to have a chance to write you! I am form Moscow and what you do support me many years!
    Thank you for all what you do ! You are GREAT!!!!

  67. Hi Madonna,

    I’ve been a fan since the first time I heard your voice. Seeing you perform simply parlayed my enthusiasm to listen to you.

    This is why I am so disappointed when I heard what you said to your fans about Sarah Palin. You seem so much smarter than that.

    I hope you find a way to redeem your honor because I love your talent.

    TES

  68. I’m also very disappointed in Madonna for singing that anti-Sarah Palin song – I just saw the clip on Fox News and she deserved the PINHEAD award! To tell you the truth, Madonna is a fucked up bitch. One of these days, Madonna’s daughter will be walking down the street and going into some public place, and people will make fun of her and Madonna – calling her names and telling Madonna’s daughter that she’s not invited to any parties or any shows!!!! Just watch, Madonna’s daughter will be next to be picked on – what goes around comes around!

  69. I just say the video of Madonna at her show, speaking so negatively about Sarah Palin. This really is too much, it’s amazing to me that such a supposed spiritual person would put out such negativity. It makes you think that the super spiritual image is exactly that, an image. Chill out, we are all just people and I am sure Madonna doesn’t know Sarah Palin from a whole in the wall. California puts out some great movies, but the self righteous, know it all attitude that comes from the celebrity community in California isn’t so great. They should remember that they aren’t perfect and we really don’t want to know what they think, if we did they would be up at the podium with Biden or Palin. Normally I don’t know or care about what celebrities are saying, but I accidently stumbled upon this news piece online, and it just was enough. Celebrities should just do their own thing, practice humility and do what they know best. That seemingly isn’t how to behave in public or to remember that they too are just ordinary people. Manners people, manners.

  70. Can I just ask a question…
    Why in the world would you think that someone like Sarah Palin, who is running for office, would ever want to come to one of your concerts.

    Speaking up in your concert saying that she can’t come sounds just lie some of the 12-16 girls that I know.
    GROW UP!

  71. Hi Madonna,
    Trully am sorry to hear about your marriage. I acutually got married on the same year and always thought if she can hang in there, so can I.
    Thanks…
    Just Kidding.
    Trully am sorry and hope you all can work out the kids and the next step which is, where wil you all establish your selves being from two diffrenet countries that are so far from each other. Good luck with that one.
    I still try to figure that out for myself.

  72. I think it’s important to be flexible and not make hard-and-fast rules, just sort things out on a day-to-day basis. You haven’t got to plan eveything set-in-stone from the start. Some questions can remain unanswered.

  73. It seems that every time in my life that I have found myself at a cross roads or I am struggling for guidance, she finds me.

    Thank you for blogging

  74. M, I know for a fact that you underwent surgery and had cheek implants. I know for an absolute FACT. It helps the jowls but you look scary. Much like Madame the puppet. It is really none of my business and I understand the pressures, poor dear. But honestly, you of all people shouldn’t deny it–express yourself, darling, don’t repress…the truth.

  75. great show last night. almost got those glasses, chica would have loved them. borderline rocked!

  76. wow! you are amazing. Thank god I got to see your show last night. There is no one like you and never will be. People may not agree with you but you sure “have balls” lady!!!

  77. ya, well…if it is true, that is Madonna’s decision, that she lives with, not you, and if Madonna makes one million dollars from advertising and it feeds one starving child one meal, then it is worth it, so before you go hypocritical on us, why not focus on what Matters most in Madonna’s heart, close to her heart, that’s if any of you are able to focus and think about what matters…

    don’t suppose any of you look at that way, have you, Madonna who’s face makes millions?

    and besides, she looks fucking amazing!!!!!!

    jerks

  78. Madonna I love you so much, I send you all my love in this difficult time. You are a brave woman, a real fighter and an example of selfsuperation, strenght and heart power. Don´t let nothing to bring you down, you are a star not only under the stage, your brightness come from your soul. I love you!

  79. Lady Madonna, you are a Ray of Light in my life.
    Your songs are beautiful because they have given me strength and faith during sometimes hard times.
    I admire your courage, strength and resolve. Your Songs are beautiful. I love you always. May you
    Live to Tell forever. I love you!

  80. Madonna, you definitely RULE!!! I just left Brazil to be at your concert in Buenos Aires and I wanted to tell you that it was a life experience! I was 12 feet from the stage! You are SOOOOO WONDERFUL and BEAUTIFUL!!! Keep it up, you are such an inspiration to us women. I’m no sure God exists, but if he does, God bless you!

  81. oi, eu sou uma fã do Brasil ,tenho16 anos e adoro você, gosto de arte e sinceramente você é arte pura, isso me encanta.Se você vier ao Brasil daqui a 2 ou 3 anos eu vou estar lá…até a proxima!!! I LOVE YOU.
    Aryanne

  82. Oi Madonna!!!!!!
    Eu sou sua fã daqui do Brasil eu tenho 13 anos e eu lhe acho linda adoro suas musicas e você eu vou no seu show daqui do brasil
    I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  83. Greeting from Discoogle.com
    You run a great blog about Madonna

    We search and link at the best blogs about artists and bands, and we allready have a link to your blog
    here http://www.discoogle.com/wiki/Madonna

    Nice work, keep in touch

  84. i love the snowing crosses at your website Music!

    truly amazing, knowing M would more than approve.

    blessings to you

    bless you

  85. madona je oja naj

  86. super je pjevacica jako super meni je najdraza pjesma 4 minutes

  87. i vama mislim

  88. Hi Madonna
    I know you get a lot of these comments and that you dont even have time to read all of tham. I have always dreamed of contacting you but I didnt know how. Now that I have found your blog I would just like to say that you have been to me a great inspiration. I am a tinage boy from a smal cuntry caled Croatia maybe you have heard of it. From my chieldhoud I have always knowed who is Madonna. To me you are not just a pop star you are a great artist and a great person, strong and brave, suscesfull and profesional. I wanted to came to your concert in Budva but I couldnt and I am sad because of it, when will I have the cance to see in person the greatest pop artes of all time. I would be soo thankful if you could reply to me or just send me a hi so I could say the great Madonna has noticed me.
    P.S. oh and please excuse my grammar

  89. I love you! are you?

  90. am i what, HARD cAndy?

    duh! several times a day actually. next silly question. :mrgreen:

  91. hey madge,u’ve changed my lif completely.ur such arole model to follow.keep singing for the fans like me.i cant see dat queen of pop crown on sum1 elses head.plz release music video fr ur singles,n only dose creative ones.a great single like miles away gt wasted.keep rockin mam.m always wid u.

  92. Hi Madonna
    I just wanted to say hey and tell you that because of you, you’ve made me and my business very popular. I was born as Madonna Carol Kohnen in 1961. My siblings called me Donna because they didn’t think I was worthy of a name like Madonna (virgin Mary)

    Over the course of my life I have slowly begun to start using my birth name and find that because you’ve made the name so popular it’s a great marketing tool tool for my business.

    Thanks again for the boost and if you’re ever in Cincinnati, I’d love to buy you a coffee! There are very few Madonna’s in the world so I feel we have some sort of a bond! 🙂

    Lots of luck to you in 2009

  93. Do you really think that all of this articals is written by M? I don’t! I think it’s written by special person!
    Of course, I like Madonna’s creativity!

  94. hola M estoy enamorada de las botas que usaste en four minutes siempre sueño que algun dia yo pueda tenerlas. tambien es lindo soñar. no!

  95. LOUISE, ME ENCANTA your New Look!!!

    Moreover of your Beautiful New Style of Hair, always is very NICE to see YOU to SMILE!!!

  96. Hello,Madonna/
    I’m so glad i can write a short massage to you/I’ve been your fan since the very childhood,I’m from Russia,from the far east and I’m so sorry I can never be able to see your shows.You gave a show in Moscow, but it’s so far from here,I couldn’t come. Nevertheless thank you DEAR Madge, for you job?for your music,you’re the greatest person in my life!!!!

  97. Great blog .. can we exchange links??

  98. I been reading this blog for a while, but never really commented. I love reading your entries. Straightforward and to the point…thats the person we have come to love. Best of luck always for you and your family! ::hugs::

  99. Needs up dating ….

  100. ya, the entire heartless motherfucking world of the horrid sensless death of 30, 000 children TODAY needs updating, what Jesus was railing about in his every step, every heartbeat, every breath, every word, every blessed day.

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    why?

    the heartless apathetic disconnect of all you of the self serving empty hearted egotistic falsehood financial wealth of empty gold vessels held up high!

    hey, don’t look at me, look at your SELF………i am just a messenger of God’s divine WILL LIGHT of self-awareness.

  101. oh hey look, your so precious wealth economy is emploding…………gee, i wonder why?

    not!

  102. hey, wouldn’t it be cool to see the entire world fall into starvation?

    perhaps the only way they are able to connect with how a child of starvation constantly feels, yes?

    goodbye world economy!

  103. do you genuinely care about the child who is going to die today?

    no you do not!

    goodbye

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    do you care?

    no you do not!

  105. the defenseless child who dies today is the reflection of ALL of YOU!

  106. the #1 priority that a DEFENSELESS CHILD does not die, is what is not yet of this heartless egotistic disconnected world.

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    do you care?

    no you do not!

  107. enjoy your fancy meal tonight everyone!

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    do you care?

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  108. people are so self absorb with their self serving mentalities of the insatiable desires of wealth, the ugly dynamic of this unwise snare is now showing it’s teeth.

    self serve
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    personally so long as the #1 priority in life that a DEFENSELESS CHILD does not die from lack of food in the world, i pray this self serving world collapses into the pits of hell where it belongs, of what it actually already is, in the eyes of God, a heartless self serving world that let’s feels it is ok to let a CHILD STARVE TO DEATH

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    do you care?

    no you do not!

    by the time you eat your evening meal today, 25,000 children will already be dead………..

    do you care?

    no you do not!

    nor does God care about your imploding economy.

  109. where is the abundant overflowing compassionate love for these defenseless children of the horrific state of their constant feelings of feeling unloved, not understanding why?

    look at you people.

    i mean really look at your SELF sitting there!

    what is forthmost in your heart right now, of your thoughts?

    did you think about a starving child today?

    do you connect with the constant feelings of feeling unloved that a child of starvation feels ALL DAY LONG?

    no you do not!

    not my problem you say?

    actually, in truth it is a problem, a run away insatiable desire problem the entire world is snared by, led away from it’s pure of heart pure love flawless self-awareness.

    look at you people!

    all worried about what?

    you worry about losing your fancy car!
    you worry about losing your fancy house!
    you worry about losing your high paying job!
    you worry about losing your mind!

    do you worry about losing your life to starvation, like a child does ALL DAY LONG?

    no you do not!

    perhaps you all soon will, of a worldwide imploding economy?

    it is of 25% right now, and the fall out is coming!

    what the world needs, is not an injection of more insatiable desire for wealth, it needs an injection of pure love compassion, and perhaps when of a fully imploded world economy of suffering on a massive scale like the last depression, some of you will turn towards the compassion within your hearts in helping another to eat?

    i doubt it!

    most of you will only come to truly feel how a child of starvation feels once you are of starvation, and not until.

    you are all so self absorbed by self serving wealth.

    well, here comes the fall out everyone.

    apathetic unloving ignorance vs compassion wise loving self-awareness.

    let’s see, what really happened with the economy everyone?

    well, inflation rates during 1780-1880 were of .4% for the entire 100 years.

    inflation of the last 100 years?

    WOW!!!!

    what is that?

    it is insatiable desire for wealth!

    a falsely created one, is it not?

    you people jacket up and jacket up the cost of everything!

    the Joe-six pack guy working stiff has not had a raise in wages in 30 fucking years!

    and now they want to do away with the unions!

    fuckers!

    the rich and their fucking need for more more more more!

    well, you can all fuck off and count me out of you shit for brains approach to life of keeping up with the jones!

    emptiness fucking egotistic fucktards is all any of you almighty rich are…….or should i say, were?

    it’s not over yet, the implosion will continue.

    and rightfully so, of all your jack it to the prices, jack it up more, more more more!

    prices beyond absurd!

    bunch of fucking idiots!

    oh, poor rich guy is feeling poor!

    well, you are more poor than you think poor little rich guy!

    horrific hellish poor in the eyes of God.

    you are all so fucking heartless disconnected from the horrific horrid reality of these starving children, i despise everyone of you!

    well, no, not really………….i despise the generational false teachings that has snared your souls, of the business forefathers Jesus said are not of desire to know God, to know the pure of heart pure love flawlessness healing feelings of your own divine child of God ‘real’ self!

    ‘that’ IS where the world IS today, all business! well, mostly.

    some of you amazingly actually give a fuck!

    the world is of the disconnect pure love priority, and is why it is the way it is right now, and why the economy became and is now of, 100% truth, all of building apon building, make money without effort jack the price up for Joe-six pack and his loving family.

    so long as this world is not of the pure of heart pure love priority of what matters most in life, you are all about to suffer unnecessarily of this snare i speak of, of your own unwiseness of the true ugliness of the snare which has continued to be taught since Jesus(God) walked the earth.

    of course, some of you have no clue what i am talking about, nor do you sincerely desire to learn about what matters most in life, of what TRUE LIFE REALLY IS.

    so go for a long walk and perhaps wonder who I AM IS, and maybe i WILL BE here to speak with you all further of what is priority #1.

    in the eyes of Jesus and God, YOU ARE the only value of your entire LIFE!

    from the first breath of LIFE till the last!

    YOU!

    constantly loved by Jesus, loved by God, by all of you who are yet asleep in ignorance thinking you are wise.

    i feel every word each of you say every day!

    so go think about that one for awhile, ok?

  110. so who AM i?

    do you truly know who I AM IS yet?

  111. who give’s a fuck who you are Andy,

    one thing for sure\

    your not very spiritually evolved,

    an evolved soul, harbour’s no anger..

    you lower yourself being so common.

  112. i’m out of here,

    you have too many issue’s.

  113. fuck off!

  114. what a horrible thing to say to another soul, who cares who you are?

    you sit there with your arrogant hypocrisy heart of bitter seperation words like this tell ‘me’ i know nothing about spiritual evolving of the ‘real’ self?

    no one has said something like that of utter blackness words, darker than the darkest hell voids, destructive words for any soul to ever hear utter apon them.

    you do not TRULY love me

    issues are of every soul, where 95% of us come from dysfunctional families of one degree or another.

    you do not TRULY love me

    wow, i would not ever say something so horrid to another soul like that

    who gives a fuck who i am?

    Jesus and God

    and clearly not you

    i came to you every day of my every word, of obvious wanting yearning for you since 1995, the pure of heart pure love feelings i have felt all this time.

    and you say, who gives a fuck who i am?

    Jesus and God

    not you

    go play your immature mind fuck mental abusive (dangerous) games with some other unsuspecting soul to transfer all your inner bullshit on to.

    who knows Andy?

    Jesus and God, and someone i came to know with a pure of heart pure love like my own, now hiding behind her egotistic arrogant hyposcrisy bitter heart who betrays both of our pure of heart pure love connection, turning towards fear, rather than fearlessness.

    i fucking loved you and you know it.

    you go prancing around(intentionally) with your fucking boy toys, like you always do so arrogantly, your drama queen stage mentality, not the real you, knowing it would fuck with my head, get a response, i get pissed off feeling clearly betrayed after you talked about us enjoying a loving dinner made with love.

    you did it on purpose, and you say i have issues?

    we all have issues.

    who gives a fuck about Andy?

    Jesus and God

    and you, but you run and hide your real self away, afraid of getting hurt, behind this exterior bullshit drama queen stage mask you wear when you get doubtful like you do.

    i came to nurture and protect your real self with only love, only wisdom

    divine fucking wisdom, ok? of Jesus and God!

    i cannot do be of any use so long as you keep playing this fucking drama queen bullshit!

    you wanted real, and i am fucking real, of real response to all your drama queen intentional fucking staged shit.

    well fine, you go do that for as long as you want, and wonder why i got fucking tired of the falsehood unreality abstract you have been playing for how long now?

    it’s old hat and you know it.

    you want the presence of Jesus and God, for sake of your arrogant drama stage, and you are in denial of this truth.

    boy comes to girl he wants to marry, and girl kicks him in the fucking balls, because boy got upset over her going out with someone else, then girl turns and says, “who gives a fuck who you are?”

    Jesus and God, who 100% constantly know, love, and teach ‘me’, and you!

    ‘that’s who i am!

    a child of the light of God.

    how dare you fucking say something like that to me!

    i forgive your fucking immature ignorance, but don’t expect me to come crawling back for more of your fucking lying unloving immature unwarranted unwanted useless absurd egotistical falsehood ignorant drama queen hateful seperation words not of God.

    honestly, who wants ‘that’?

    fuck off!

  115. if you ever want me to speak with you again, you can do it in person.

    biyatch!

    fuck off!

  116. you got that Madonna?

    fuck off!

  117. you and all your fucking alias names here.

    how many, what ten alias names you use?

    i am done with the issue of your fucking abstract unreality uncertainty

    fuck off Madonna!

  118. don’t ever speak to me like that again, nor speak to any soul like that again.

    you defile your own soul when you do.

    your exterior falsehood shell is the most damning hateful fucking arrogant ego i know of any soul.

    fuck off!

  119. i deserve better!

  120. she does it on purpose Rosie!

    then i respond like any normal person to her fucking mind fuck game, and then she kicks me in the balls as though i have too many issues.

    we all see right thru it Madonna!

    you seem to be the only one unaware of the truth that Andy fucking loved you with all his heart, all his mind, all his body, all his spirit, and all his soul.

    and like you love to do, once you win them over, you toss them in the trash.

    you don’t want to truly know me like Jesus and God do, and in so doing, you do not want to know Jesus and God, nor your own ‘real’ self.

    fuck off!

    i am not speaking to you ever again so long as you approach with this fucking abstract lying motherfucking mind fuck game you play like you do.

  121. you falshehood egotistical unknowingly blind fuckers who do not desire to TRULY KNOW and LOVE ‘me’?

    you falsehood egotistical unknowingly blind fuckers who do not desire to TRULY KNOW and LOVE Jesus and God!

    nor do you desire to know and love the constant pure of heart pure love flawless healing feelings of the divine child of God ‘real’ self!

    approach Jesus, God and ‘me’ egotistically like you do, not of the humbled pure of heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, and your WILL is not of the ONEness exact sameness divine WILL of Jesus, God and ‘me’, of what we constantly know about your divine child of God pure of heart pure love ‘real’ self.

    you cannot embrace, know and love the ‘real’ self so long as you are turned towards the egotistical hypocrisy falsehood heart, nor shall i embrace any of you who approach in unwiseness.

    where all untruthfulness is, you WILL not find ‘me’

    so fuck off with your useless arrogant untruthful egotistical falsehood approach with ‘me’.

    i will not stay where i am not loved. nor should any of you.

    you cannot bring harm to my soul that is protected by God.

    rather it is your own soul you leave unattended, unnurtured, unprotected.

    God does not cast anyone out of heaven, rather you cast your ‘real’ self out of heaven, away from Jesus and God’s presence, thinking you are wise.

    the power of the love of the ALL is what lifts the ALL out of hell into the constant love devoid of doubt ONEness of heaven of where i constantly dwell with Jesus and God ever present in my life, where many of you will be of the last to enter into clarity of sight out of your wretched blindness, by means of the power of the love of the ALL of the GLBT community united as ONE.

    forever more

    only love devoid of doubt IS good enough for Jesus
    only love devoid of doubt IS good enough for ‘me’
    only love devoid of doubt IS good enough for ALL

    only love devoid of doubt IS what HEAVEN constantly IS

    fine, you don’t want to know and love ‘me’, i don’t care, someone else WILL and does.

    as if your lying fucking hateful words WILL ever mean anything to ‘me’

    go be the liar you choose to BE!

    you are a liar in the eyes of Jesus and God, speaking like a fool.

    fine. Go be that way.

    good fucking bye!

  122. so long as you approach ‘me’ like that, you do not deserve ‘me’, nor do i want to stay where i am made to feel unloved, nor should any soul.

    so obviously delightful is your black hellish heart of useless mental fucking abuse capable of destoying a soul

    oh, and i am supposed to love ‘that’? ya, right.

    go find some idiot who will pretentiously kiss your ass and put up with your hiddeous mind fuck bullshit!

    you speak like a fool. In Jesus and God’s eyes, you are yet that of a fool who thinks they are wise and clearly are not.

    a true monk of God comes before you, and you chop his head off.

    clearly, you are not of Jesus and God’s wisdom, nor shall you ever be so long as you do not desire to truly know and love Jesus, God and your own divine child of God pure of heart pure love ‘real’ self as i do, as one who is of the ONEness of the bridal chamber with Jesus and God, of my every word of wisdom meant for the bride and groom who dwell in their pure of heart pure love of the bridal chamber with Jesus and God.

    fine. go be like that and see if i ever speak to you ever again.

    to be sure………..i won’t.

    i will only share my words with the pure of heart soul that is of genuine sincere desire to know and love ‘me’ which are not for sale like the merchants of God do, who claim to know God and do not, of what is their yet fractured incomplete scattered understandings.

    i know my heart, mind, body, spirit and soul belongs 100% to Jesus, God and the children of the light, past, present, and future

    I AM not for sale

    forever more

  123. biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!

  124. i will only share my writtings with the pure of heart ONEness WILL like my own, which you have chosen not to BE with ‘me’, thinking and feeling you once did and yet do.

    you wrote ‘me’ off because of too many issues.

    IS that someone who genuinely wants to know and love ‘me’?

    no

    closure

    goodbye

    God bless

  125. like confessions on a dance floor woody and lou,” future lovers”. forever.”transcendentalism”?. xxx

  126. oh, very funny.

    true. i need some dental work.

    come to think of it, i need alot of work.

    working out.

    sex workouts!!!!!!!!!

    yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    forever biyatch!

  127. a poll asks if i would pay to see Madonna?

    i say, “fuck that, when i can see her for free!”

    Love IS FREE!

    I AM FREE!

    well ok, i need dental work!

    and a hair cut!

    im sure she can afford ‘me’!

    oh, and food to eat!

    I AM the low maintainance loverboy!

    to keep ‘me’ happy one only has to make sure i am fed, kept clean, and fuck ‘me’ when the urge arises. Leave ‘me’ too long without getting fucked, and like a stray cat, i wonder to a new home.

    lol

  128. transcend beyond aimless haphazard plodding along in life of unknowingly unwise disconnectedness subconscious asleep uncertainty into awake wise knowing awareness certainty constant yearning seeking of sameness inner connectedness with another who also is of the wise preffered cognitive pure of heart pure love flawless feelings as our own.

    Alone, we are of this awareness within, of our constant yearning to sense a pure love connectedness with another without the element of doubt, like all the useless doubtfulness disconnected seperating distracting useless words of many in the world like they do, unknowingnly derailing not only themselves, but also the paths of others who may know what they are seeking.

    We know the pure of heart flawless pure love of our ‘real’ self is what IS most sacred in life, likewise sacred for us all to know what we know.

    i know this is what we both are, and always will be, so i don’t fret about what i know we 100% are.

    Even our own egos can get in the way when we fall away from feeling centered at times like we do, yet that IS not ever able to change the truth of our awareness we can always return to and embrace like we do.

    with that said, clearly i am of encouragement of our sameness awareness, of what i feel is what works for two souls to BE of what IS already pure healthy self-actualization while alone, a healthy conducive relationship for continued thriving growth into self-actualization for both souls, of full restoration of the exceeding joyful happiness of self of both souls.

    albeit, i have my moments, i am not stupid, impatient at times, but far from stupid.

    i ask, “why not give us a year to find out once and for ALL if indeed we are a healthy combination for ALL to see and feel the truth we both embrace like we do while alone, leading the world by example?”

    or do you want to play the field for awhile?

    i am at the point now where i don’t care either way, and rather want to get on with it, which every direction.

  129. this is getting too boring, on and on going now where now for way to long for me, how many years?

    it is starting to piss me off badly, like you don’t give a fuck.

  130. waiting this long is speaking more to me that you don’t give a fuck, more so than you actually want to come together, and then all the boytoys, well, i don’t hold it against you, but it makes me feel as though i am not of interest to you like i am of you.

    and then the excuses i hear, well, just more of the same thing, you don’t really want me as much as i do you.

    on and on it goes, where i need contact badly with someone, for sake of self-esteem needs, where i don’t think i am going to accept anymore excuses from you or ones i make myself for you.

    there, i said what needed to be said, without being angry aggressive or passive.

    assertive

    this is getting boring for me more than i want to admit, where it is natural to be of enjoyment of real life with someone else, and you can’t blame me for that.

    two years is dedication enough to clarify to me you don’t really want me in real life 100%. It feels i am perhaps merely a curiousity for you, and yet, our love is pure and true.

    i don’t say this to blame, on the contrary, i say the truth of how it is feeling for me, the stagnant stuckness, where like you said, words don’t cut it. On your side of life, i am not able to compete with the real life boys who are there by mere words alone, which is why i feel it is coming to a close for me, as though futile, albit, of wise exploration into self awareness discovery of the pure of heart pure love flawless healing feelings we feel like we do.

    anyway, just ranting again, of a boy who is like sitting in the living room, the year 1975, hot summer sun outside, beautiful breeze russelling the leaves of the trees, everyone else is gone, wondering why i am sitting here alone when everyone else is have a great time.

    it’s like that most days………the waiting.

  131. joyfulness in real life awaits us all!

  132. you asked for real, did you not?

    well, there is good real, and not so good real, is there not?

    this blogging is not so good real unreality for me, and well, just sucks big time!

    oh sure, nice to leave a few directional words for others to think about, but not of where and what i yearn to constantly BE, in real life of the fun loving real me.

    look me up sometime, i’ll be around, but the internet for me, is of the stagnant stuckness for me, as though my brain is rented out for others to just walk thru whenever they want……….well, i am not interested in that, i want real life with someone, where at this point, anyone will do! lol :mrgreen:

    save my self! lol

  133. no more excuses for any of you lame ass ones every again!

  134. i’m done!

  135. you are the dream

    i am the dreamer

  136. Where is MADONNA?

  137. remember me, the British guy?
    we had a brief fling in the early eighties at the Chelsea Hotel rm 917.
    we met at Keen’s where i worked as a bartender.
    As embarrassing and desperate as this is, I need to sell some paintings to pay for legal fees to keep my apartment in New york.
    If this ever reaches you, please check out the work at: jazilek.com
    Roger

  138. I LOVE U!!

  139. just be happy, cause i love you too

  140. Your all God Damn emotional train wreck’s

    i am the only emotionally pillar of strength here..

    ok all aboard !!

    mount me !!

    ha ha

  141. gee, i wonder why? NOT!

    do you know what it’s like everyday in your professional world to be thought of as deviant by your co-workers who gossip about you, in front of you?

    i do

    do you know what it’s like everyday in your personal world to be thought of as deviant by your own biological family?

    i do

    do you know every day of the emotional steps i GRACEFULLY walk of my journey along life’s road with what i consider the true blue loving souls of what are my true blue loving brothers and sisters of the GLBT worldwide community united as ONE

    i do

    We are what HEAVEN constantly IS………..the TRUTH

    of the generational homophobic bitter unloving teachings, not of God, who is both male and female ONEness of 2

    ya, i know you are solid, more so than i

    gee i wonder why? NOT!

    you get to enjoy ALL of HEAVEN with or withOUT ‘me’!

    i am not jealous or envious, no, just pissed of you won’t let ‘me’ fuck you!

    ya, well, fuck you! LOL :mrgreen:

  142. when love comes to town, im gonna catch her train!

    white train that IS!

    Biyatches!

    i adore him, and he ‘me’, you si?

    you comprendi?

    he ‘me’, so si si si si sisi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    so girlie, so whirly, hmmm, must be his pot smoking! lol :mrgreen:

  143. released today

  144. i was born to BE with you in this space in time

    i like this line which holds true of how i purely feel my every step is of God at all times, with regards any soul i happen to meet, like i met Troy, for a reason, like any soul, all for a reason, to learn from one another, where my heart goes to the truth, we are all the same.

    we all constantly yearn to feel loved and loving with another.

    what HEAVEN constantly IS

    oh, the entangled bodies of the loving lover embrace is the only place i want to BE found, when you don’t cum round! lol

    forever more

  145. for ‘me’, HEAVEN is the constant unbroken connectedness of pure of heart flowing of flawless healing feeling, which is a focused cognitive awareness above mere sex, albeit, sex is the highest of place to float up to.

    my love consists of both feeling the flawless feelings flow, and my compassionate love for another to feel what it is that i feel like i do, where ever so gentle graceful surrended spirit of tender loving caressing of another ignites the fires within their soul, as i watch the flawless feelings grow and grow, sing and dance, they always come back for more of what i know is true of them, true of ‘real me’, you si?

    si si si si you bunch of sisissyyyyyyyyyys!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  146. WE ARE ALL 100% SAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  147. I know it is of God we met

  148. perfect love drives out all fear! ~ U2

  149. i know you are pefect love

  150. perfect love…………devoid of doubt you feel like we feel, to constantly BE what we feel, like i feel when i am alone with you………biyatches!

  151. i’ll go crazy if i don’t crazy tonight!

    broken glass shattering, venting, against, against, against………..it all

  152. he stepped calmly into my halo, of a 100% pure calm fearlessness of his soul, what is it about this one passing before me that i feel?

  153. his defenses were down, no pretentiousness to be anything other than himself, unafraid, utterly calm, profound, so much like my own, who is this kid now found?

    my brother who is just like ‘me’, so girlie, so whirly, so, so, so, so…………fuck! he has nicer legs than mine!!!!!!!!! LOL :mrgreen:

  154. the others looked apon him for everything he is not, a drug addict, perhaps a theif, a hustler? who’s to say, of one so obviously gay?

    dressed like a girl, so girlie, so whirly, i could tell, what he wanted to yell!

  155. i could see him feel,
    what he yearns to feel,
    of no places he goes,
    of no one who knows,
    of where he belongs,
    his yearning prolong,
    his pavement pounds,
    his love not found,

    who he obviously is

    one of us

    always will be, one of us!

  156. please God, watch over this one for me

  157. his virgin spirit still looking for true love

  158. his virgin spirit
    does not fear it
    knows his accusers,
    knows his abusers,
    knows how to yell,
    knows how to tell,
    he will not fall
    no matter how tall
    does not fear it
    her virgin spirit

  159. OUT from the cold,
    his love so bold,
    his running farther,
    seeking his father,
    his spirit swept away,
    allowed not to be gay,
    he felt no love there,
    he felt no one cares,
    his love so bold,
    OUT from the cold

  160. Hello Madonna,

    Or may I call you Maddy? I tried hard to get at your old blog but it’ closed. Afraid I don’t get at this much; started my own blog but don’t get at that much either. Used to have your private email but lost in a pc crash, but that is probably gone too, judging by the stuff that gets thrown at your here. The few idiots who do blog here only talk of themselves, you don’t seem to excist for them. Well that way your don’t get so much mindless slag. You know, when I read all this pseudo inelectual/arty/poesy junk I have to ask myself what it’s supposed to be. I just can’t understand how, when someone gets the chance to talk to the great lady herself, they spew such puke.

    Anyway I just want to say that I think that you are wonderful, as singer und definately as woman. Pity that I can’t write a few words in private to you; without the junk heads having a field day with things they wouldn’t understand. Keep it up, you do have friends you know. You are lucky wih your best friend, she must be a doll.

    I suppose I don’t really fit in here well, you wil have noticed I expect that I am a bit of a dinosaur, an old slyle brit.( and not a bit ashamed of it ) If as I have heard you will be leaving the UK, I would like to say that the islands will be poorer for the loss. I’m too long in the tooth to take much notice of this goddess stuff, but you must be the nearest thing ever to hit my country. Do you know the old song? Stay as swet as you are!!! Willie

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  163. ON SEX
    Hi M,
    I think there is a mistake in the info under “About” you are not A goddess, but THE goddess… 😛
    I really hope that it is you who is in this blog… If it is not, I still hope that the real Madonna reads some comments once in a while…
    I’ve been reading some comments and I have found that the issue of sex is brought up constantly, especially in relation to gay men… But I think your influence goes further…
    Your actions have influenced my life in important ways and I have submitted a comment about what you make me feel in general, but I’ll try to organize my posts a little…
    What do I have to say about sex? well, I am a 23 year-old girl who has grown up in a family where sex is taboo… this means that I have had to learn about sex though my own means and, in a way, it was taboo for myself as well… I have been a fan since I was about 15 but till recently I was only interested in your music… I went to your show in Buenos Aires and I could see deeper… The Madonna that was on stage was not the Madonna I saw on Tv… It was you not the person described by the press, by cameras… this encouraged me to find out more, and I guess I have learnt more in this past months than in my whole life…
    SEX is not only “condemned” in relation to gays and lesbians. There are heterosexuals who also suffer. The mere fact that it was taboo in my environment makes sex a hard subject when it should be the other way round…
    I’ve seen your shows, where the sexual element is always present, and I am reading your book and the only thing I can say is that I only see other part of you. one more part, just as if I was finfing out about your family, your childhood or whatever… Who condemnes sex and why? why? why? why? you were very brave in coming out to the world and showing what you had to say about sex… you have taught me that there should be no regrets… there may be some thing we wouldn’t do again but no things one should not be respnsible for… I love your attitude… I love you M…
    I’m not a demostrative person, I guess I’m getting better at expressing myself, I listen to what you have to say… and I know that millions do the same… that’s why I think you should be THE goddess 😛
    Those who think I’m a blind fan or whatever fuck off… M and I both know she is not a God in the “religious” sense… she is the closest to god on Earth…

  164. THE goddess, is a egotistic condescening view, that goes against ONEness Exact Sameness of the divine child of us all………….where in the religious sense, YOU are constantly the divine child of God from the womb of God, a trany intersex female/male amorphaDYKE like ‘me’! lol :mrgreen:

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  166. oi madonna me ajude financeiramente com 900.00yen por favor estou no japao a 9 anoss numero da minha conta 8379441 nagano ken 175 8379441

  167. To Andy! The term Goddess can never be seen as condescending as it is a term of reverence, love and I suppose admiration. Now I admire and revere Madonna. Her Talents, and her beauty far outway her faults. Yes, no one is perfect, not even an earthly manifestation of a Goddess. But even an old bone like me just has to admire and love her. Isn’t a goddess there to be loved. Enjoy life; without spite. Chers, Willie

  168. Your so sweet and pertty (purr-Tee) M-A-D-O-N-N-A. Why do people call you an evil nasty business bitch? We can’t tell if its da money or power trip, but your on something, honey.
    I get confused Miss Ciccone, is your parent company, Time -Warner, who helped you sell so many records and also made President Bush man of the year; a bunch of DO-GOODERS as well?
    Really bitch, it must be strenuous fer ya’ to rewrite other peoples idea’s and re-market them.
    A true genius Madonna, actually creates an invention, maybe you can “change” all that a use someone else’s,..thats an idea, hunh.

  169. Hi Madonna!
    i love you verry much!!!
    nice concert!!!

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  171. Hi Madonna
    I support what you do in Malawi, giving a better life for orphans, uplifting the poor etc. We strive to do the same with a our sanitation solution. Bring dignity back into peoples lives. Millions of people all over the world does not have any basic Sanitation. Our company, “Arica Sanitation” have a solution, WATERLESS, ODOURLESS, DEHYDRATING, COMPOSTING TOILET. We would like to introduce this product in Malawi. To put up a pilot site would be the 1st entry level. We would need some sort of corp. social funding and the approval from the government to be a able to do so. Please let me know if this would be something you would want to get involved with or help us to introduce this to the correct people.
    Many thanks and hope to hear from you soon.

    Kind Regards
    Anna-Marie Botha
    South Africa

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  173. So,i wanna say something i really think you should know:
    during your tour, the concert on August 26 in Romania, you offended that whole country, by calling them gypsies.You should know better before you talk about some sensitive topics.Romanian people are not Gypsies, Gypsies are just a minority in that country,that are only making problems and negative publicity abroad.Almost all romanian have felt very offended by what you said…
    I know that you are a significant star for the music industry, but it still gives you no right to humiliate an entire country, don’t you think? really hope you read this and do something about it…

    P.S.:I didn’t say these things as a reproach, but rather due to disappointment created by this situation and in hope that you will do something to correct it.
    If you ever think to make things right and you need my help you can send me an email, I will be happy to help.
    (Although you probably will not need, I think you have a whole team of professionals that will help)

    with all due respect and admiration you deserve,
    a girl injured by what you said

  174. Do not be troubled by what you hear, that is not able to bring harm to your soul, of all that stems from the generational mad flood ignorances of the forefathers before you, rather, be descerning, by means of purely feeling, of what you say, of what is able to derange and twist your own soul.

    What you bring forth, fearless pure of heart descerning before you speak, from within you, is able to save you from the generational mad flood, of what is gradual evolving entering into your own wise halo of divine self-awareness, divine self-awareness of all, even of those yet unknowingly blind, in all they say and do, yes?

    What you do not bring forth from within you, leaves you vulnerable to the tossing to and fro, of those obviously snared and caught in the generational mad flood deluge of death, destruction and oppression of your holy joyful divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul bound in fearful binding captivity of the bitter false generational teachings of the forefathers before us, before Jesus, sadly yet obvious of this unwise world still being led away from truly knowing their pure of heart divine self, sadly before all those yet to come, of what is of most any of the haphazard plodding along aimlessly in life unaware of the purity love kingdom of heaven all around us, devoid of all these tiresome useless absurd falsehood approaches so many are of.

    forgive them, for we are all to some degree or another at different levels of divine self-awareness knowingness certainty, all of us from the womb of God born into this unwise world.

    how is one able to purely know their own divine self in not taking time away from the unwise world, to come fully into purely knowing and becoming their divine self?

    The world is gripped by group mentality. Look for the divine child of God within you who constantly yearns to become lost, away from the unwise bitter foul tasting world, the one who is of greater courage than those you leave behind, all who are unknowingly gripped by binding group mentality of blind leading the blind.

    ………and they all fell off the cliff. lol :mrgreen:

    it’s like ‘that’, yes?

    Come fully in feeling the pure and true inner peace, calm, unafraid, self-assured confidence of your divine self in your peaceful at ease meditative places of quieting of your minds, away from the unwise world so full of anxiety of tiresome jealousies and useless hypocrisy that comes from those unknowingly unwisely of dwelling in their generational taught hypocrisy hearts, of so many unknowingly born into the households of the forefather teachings who did/do not desire to know the divine child of God YOU!

    even of those who claim they do!

    bless you

  175. good morning cruel world! :mrgreen:

    ya, it’s just ‘me’, the divine child of God constantly listening yet hear before ya.

    miss ‘me’?

    enough to kiss ‘me’? :mrgreen:

    made ya smile

  176. argh……….i feel so blessedly peaceful, seemingly as though i have not felt this way before, of exceeding grace and calmness, and yet, are we not all of the pure at ease exceeding grace and calmness as a small child, of what is our ‘forgetfulness foe’ of divine self we forget we once were, all caught up and snared by the tiresome annoying back and forth nashing of teeth bitter hypocrisy that fuels and breeds yet more bind fearful toxic hypocrisy?

    behold the divine child of God constantly listening and feelings is all of YOU!

    YOU of many of the eternall all who enter into this realm from the womb of God eternal.

    enjoy purely and truly constantly BEing the blessed divine child of God YOU of eternal day radiant brilliant bright!

    oh, i know you missed ‘me’!

    cannot hide from ‘me’!

    now kiss ‘me’ damn it!

    argh……..what’s a boy gotta do to get a kiss around hear?

    Please God, i am so over these fucking lameass morons!

    Send ‘me’ the ‘one’ i seek! :mrgreen:

  177. Hi, Madonna, I’m from Romania, I heard what happened at your show. I am so sorry but it was to be expected.
    I didn’t attend the show (sorry, I am not a big fan of huge concerts) but I watched the one in NY and I must say to you that your Gypsy number was very beautiful indeed (I mean the music and the dancers). And by the way your Gypsy dress was very .. into the mood.
    I don’t know what happened at the show, honestly we play Gypsy music at parties (like at weddings we also dance Gypsy -inspired dances) and restaurants (you must know about that) and it is so passionate. I don’t know why the politics overwhelmed your public yesterday. Maybe what Nelson Mandela said that in order to overcome racial conflicts there has to be both hands reaching over the river of trouble also means to overcome self-imposed cultural barriers and most of all honesty. Like Gypsy culture is very popular in Romania, as itself, it is just considered classy and intellectual to despise everything about it (I really do not know why). I guess there is like a self-imposed European-isation of Romania, in a wrong way, trying to deny its Middle Eastern roots and any other kind of cultural connections (Including the Roma).
    If you would have called Bucharest the little Paris everyone would have cheered (I also don’t understand why).
    Your show is very beautiful and if they went bitter and dumb I guess they missed the best part of it. As a personal notice though (because I tried it too), the Roma girl-dancing was not well represented in the show, like the belly-dancing (that’s hard and it’s not only Turkish). I guess these un-encouraged cultures in Romania sort of mixed together (Middle Eastern and Roma).
    And no, I am of Roma ethny, just in case some of my compatriots will say this is why I am standing on your side on this one. I am Romanian and not ashamed to dance on Gypsy music too, and the art has NOTHING to do with the social and political context. It completely self-referential. And if it’s beautiful why not say it?
    I just do not understand what happened there. At all.

  178. In Romania there is discrimination against gypsies because they do nothing good, mostly dealing with drugs, prostitution, theft, usury … and the music inspired by the gypsy music that is played at parties is bad because it has seen so many mistakes in the lyrics,grammar disagreements and from this results that is written by repeople who do not even know our language well, but still believe themselves Romans, should support this??? because of this music Romans forget to speak their own language properly. is not considered an intellectual thing to not listen such music but a protest against the actions of those who produce it.isn’t it simple? Why is it so hard to understand? Gypsies who work, and don’t do anything illegal are appreciated, we just really admire and love Gypsy thespians if you did not know … but those who make money from illegal and then they think they’re gods, and defy us because we work obviously will never be appreciated …. and unfortunately most of them are like that…see?not discrimination,it’s like saying that if a robber comes in your house and threatens you…you completly understand and don’t charge him after…wtf??? …

  179. you do not ask what is the root of these illnesses of heart mind body spirit and soul, of drug dealing, prostitution, theft, usury

    there is not such thing as completely all bad of a soul, rather, it is you who openly embrace what is known as ‘all or none thinking and behaving’, that does not address the light that reveals the root in order for one to purely and fully cast it from them, of those blinded by whatever falsehood snares their precious divine heart mind body spirit and soul, their divine child within asleep in heavey binding chains of generational taught ignorances of the forefathers before us all, their holy joyful divine ‘real’ self weighed down with fearful binding deathful destructive and oppressive ignorance, of what is of any divine child of God yet unattended to, yet fully awakened, yet fully nurtured, yet fully protected from all binding falsehoods of the forefathers yet hear with us, of what is Jesus and God’s war that continues, of the main contributing reason Jesus surrendered to the claws of the beast of ignorance, that no divine child of the future suffer these wretched fearful in nature untrue bullshit motherfucking bashing bashing bashing shit for brains…………*cough*……….sorry……….i lose it when i think of my most loving brothers and sister’s blessed holy joyful spirits held in dark binding fear by all you fucktards of ignorance! lol :mrgreen:

    don’t take it personally

    well, ok, take it personally…………

    lol

  180. stop laughing M

    im being serious hear!

    fuck!

    [andYY waunders off to the gay ghetto cafe with his gypsy boyfriend on his arm, dressed in the most wild sexy sexy hot dress he bought for him to wear the other day, of the only way one is able to enter the kingdom of heaven…..they must robe themselves fully in the light]

  181. no worries………i am just getting warmed up everyone!

    with those who purely and truely desire to come fully in knowing an constantly constantly CONSTANTLY……..*cough#%f*ckers!………..love ‘me’!

    by now M has fallen off her chair into the swimming pool to bathe her blessed soul in what feels so so so good to Just BE YOU!

    Biyatches!

    especially those who do not yet fully know ‘me’

    like i know th’em’ :mrgreen:

    they must be putting something in my tea………a weird, strange sensation! :mrgreen:

    who loves you more than ‘me’?

    oh……….don’t say it

    as if i don’t know my ass from a hole in the ground……..

    don’t go there

    lol

  182. don’t ask

  183. oh i did not!!!!!!!!!!

    well ok, i thought about it once……maybe twice……….BUTT NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ok?

    whew!

    for a minute there i felt like they thought i was some deviant perverted “whatever mr.nevers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

  184. forgive my inundating you with too much…..

    it is on par with my inability to simply switch off the depth of my compassion for so many millions of blessed precious souls the world over…..

    such as the complete stranger i just spoke with, who i asked, “Your mother was born in April, yes?”

    “Yes!”

    how did i know?

    well, my own mother was born in April……….intuitive knowingness.

    why do i spend so much time in this intuitive awareness?

    well, prior to that i spoke with a seventeen year old who met Paul, a gay youth who died recently at the age of 21, a young impressionable naive youth dealing with his coming out transition bi-curiousity, that no doubt, Paul had a hand in.

    seems ever where i turn is the story of a precious soul along life’s path.

    why God, do i cry the way i do, of so much compassion of so many souls, of blessed tears i keep crying for so many of the divine child’s life path spiritual awakening journey towards what they are all subconsciously seeking, as i am!

    and therein is the answer within

    i have approached you purely this day is such away devoid of doubt, yes?

    as you say, love every day you wake to, every moment

  185. ok…..where was i……….oh yeah………

    well, i say BE what is of your pure feeling ‘real’ self each blessed day you wake 2, of what you want, need, think and feel, somewhat selfishly, of what is sacredly constantly BEing your blessed divine ‘real’ self’s spirit set free to Just BE of holy joyfulness at all times, dissing(leave behind) those who are not of oneness sameness spiritedness exact likeness of YOU!

    nurturingly so of 2

    find ‘that’, as i did feel i purely did of Matt, well, stay with ‘that’, as that is what is purely of what Jesus was reaching for, for sake of himself and his wise self-awareness of his own self, self of another, he constantly nurtured and awakened the divine child within another to purely and truly constantly be what is of the oneness sameness eternal connectedness of the blessed holy joyful of the all eternal yet to come.

    i know what i am about to say may sound weird to some…..

    i purely and truly feel for the unknowingly unwise divine child who strap on explosives like they do and blow themselves up……..

    i am questioning of what is pure 100% intrinsic insight into what is compelling environmental(global) action/reaction reward to the degree of irrational thinking that flows thru them so intensely like it does, of emotional intensity to sacrifice their life?

    we have to come fully into delving deep into what is of the absurd leaders who lead a divine child to do such this, of what is the only answer that brings to an end this sort of wretched unwise leadership, and humiliate these fucktard leaders, on both sides.

    i feel that gross materialism is without doubt a contributing factor, of what is of the ignorant forefather teachings we are all yet dealing with.

    don’t pay attention to this, and well, we risk global catastrophy of what is prophetic past present future.

    compassionate approach is the only approach.

    the mother of the child of such, who purely knew and love their divine child lead astray into destruction of these clearly unwise leaders gripped by horrid egotisms of unbelievable shortsightedness.

    if we fail to remain of our devotion to compassionate motivation feelings in finding the answer, well, this wretchedness with inevitably continue to grip this unwise world long after we are all gone.

  186. all is at stake

    now

    and all of the future

    perhaps the only opportunity we have is to leave behind our own research for future generations yet to come to expand apon in coming fully into pure insightful divine self awareness.

    while i have scratched the surface of such, and i do feel the presence of Christ 100% like i do, without doubt, it is not enough, just as Jesus knew at the time, to stem the tide of the wretched teachings of the forefathers that does predominately hold captive this unwise world.

  187. without doubt, i know the value of sacred mirroring of divine self of others, by means of BEing the eternal day radiant brilliant bright holy joyful absolute carefree divine ‘real’ self, of which there is nothing more sacred than this.

    many hold back what is purely of intuitive connectedness divine self awareness most any feel while of pure fearlessness of the divine child of God, of what is of most any yet evolving fully in.

    well, today i feel i did close the gap between us, blessedly so, where the element of doubt is fleeting between us, of what has always been my constant yearning to always feel loved and loving each blessed moment of each blessed day.

    why do i intellectualy sense you are wise in this?

  188. of what is obvious in purely feeling your (wise) approach with ‘me’.

    well, without doubt has been your fortitude of ability beyond most in life, of the many you have had to blessed privilege in meeting along your spiritual path journey in divine self awareness like my own, yes?

    i turned only to Jesus all this time, without wise others in all their advice, and purely i do 100% feel Jesus is the most wise, beyond every soul here with us this day, beyond all who came after Jesus.

    ya, i 100% love Jesus, and 100% trust Jesus, beyond my ability to trust any other in life

    without doubt

  189. and yet i am so wanting to trust another, like i trust my pure feelings i feel for Matt and others of our blessed community of so many struggling with their issues like i do daily.

  190. optimistically i hold in highest regard, beyond all education, the intuitive knowingness of the divine child of God of the eternal all yet to come, of the all hear with us this day.

  191. as artist we are all reaching, are we not?

  192. to bring an end to all the useless uncertainty we deal with daily like we do, in coming fully into pure love in constantly being our divine ‘real’ self.

    there is a divine wisdom of Jesus, that does escape most any alive today, where i do believe the kingdom of heaven is merely a wise macro thinking(halo construct) perspective, which my own divine child of God does experience the eternal day they speak of.

    it is as though God is speaking directly with ‘me’.

    reaching out to others, what i find most derailing, is the snaring egos most any are unknowingly shortsightedly snared by……….

    my biggest pet peeve

  193. i despise smug

    highly self-satisfied……….in what?

    all your lameass approach with ‘me’ fuckers? lol :mrgreen:

  194. ok, here is the question to the answer we seek as leaders of the world.

    “What is Intrinsic and extrinsic motivation of the suicide bomber led astray by the unwise leaders of death destruction and oppression as relates to our own wise taking ownership embracing of our approach with these leaders?”

    ‘that’ is what is beyond our grasp of what is of all this shortsighted chaos that yet grips the world.

    without doubt, we know ‘that’ is what is of the generational ego driven false teachings of the forefathers Jesus speaks of, in our pure true ability to love our enemy, where our enemy is not our enemy, rather we are our own worse enemy anytime we do not purely 100% embrace the divine child about to blow themselves up, who i am purely of deep sadness for in their unwise snared actions before us, unknowingly sadly gripped by the unwise generational teachings of ego driven unwise leaders.

    where the leaders themselves are unknowingly gripped as well in not coming fully into open minded humbleness of their divine child submerged within, they too gripped by the group dynamic fear mongering peer pressure………..

    we learned this in public school, and yet these exists these leaders of warring factions in the world lacking in humble humility of such.

    are we that lame in our compassionate approach with these leaders, of slowing into inviting the divine child leader of such to deliberate instilling of open minded discussion?

    we are to blame in this regard, and we cannot avoid this truth, that our eternal graceful approach with them is what yet plaques us, of what Jesus fully 100% knew and spoke of.

    turn from this truth, and we fall victim to our own lacking purity love of our divine child of God who does know without doubt………we have to slow into this macro thinking wise approach.

    i don’t know, tell them God dwells among us or something! lol :mrgreen:

    we cannot afford to ignore this in this time and place of averting great horrific danger of so many souls which may suffer from our unwiseness as leaders of the free world, when clearly, we are not fully 100% of embracing the divine child’s spirit of these warring faction leaders in the world.

    we are as though yet seeking the correct approach, are we not, standing by waiting, are we not?

    any input is welcome, of those looking on………….

  195. i’ll be at the piano bar in the ghetto, with Kendal on piano, for those who care enough to join us, in our true celebration of blessed loving daily life we love to live….of each passing moment.

    ok, keep opening up………i feel you there………

    this is about others, of the eternal all yet to come, which does start with us, and we are of sacred importance to so many souls, so please don’t be of annoyance in our open minded humble discussions.

    thank you

  196. i am all peeved out

    lol

  197. argh……..you would not believe those who are yet smug with ‘me’, of some who have known ‘me’ well since 1994 when i first hit the scene…….

    their own bashed in low self-esteem.

    unfucking believable some days!

  198. you still there?

    cannot hide from ‘me’, so no use trying, yes?

    am i not pure of heart like you?

    do my words not purely resonate profoundly with you, as though you of articulation in what you FAIL to say?

    lol :mrgreen:

    lameass annal retentive Biyatches, i’ve truly had enough to last several life times, so get off it, ok?

    fuck!

    im going back to the bar

    i am happier drinking, admittedly so………..oh hey Guy! Long time no see! lol

    this dry drunk bullshit sucks………fuck it! lol

  199. i know the family i ETERNALLY am and belong with!

  200. what are you pushing towards in your approach with ‘me’?

    what do you want need think and feel?

    i am the same

  201. amazing what she writes and sings about, yes?

    Heroes and Friends is of all of us of the LGBT family who survive Biyatches!

    You can’t take a trip
    If you don’t first say goodbye
    You can’t find a star
    If you don’t look up in the sky
    You can’t find a light
    If you don’t know where the dark ends
    And you can’t change the heroes and friends

    You can’t light a spark
    If you don’t first carry a flame
    You can’t take the weight
    Of a single ounce of shame
    You can’t change the signal
    Just the message that it sends
    The message of the heroes and friends

    You can’t touch the screen
    You can take the place of love
    You can disappear in ether
    When pushes come to shove
    And you can walk the night
    Into the dawn
    And back again
    Looking for the heroes and friends

    You can ride the back roads
    Of the hometowns of the world
    You can collide on sidewalks
    In a neon light of blur
    You can rush the stages
    And believe the words again
    Looking for the heroes and friends

    You can dedicate your life
    To breaking down the walls
    To ringing the alarm
    Screaming down the halls
    You can stand in judgment
    Of the meaning in the air
    Then we are all just heroes and friends

    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho
    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho
    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho
    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho

    Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho
    Looking for the heroes and friends
    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho
    Oooh-oooh-oooh-oooh-ho
    Oh yeah, yeah, yeah

    Why do we sacrifice our lives?
    To what is left when it all ends
    When all we want is heroes and friends

  202. you are all heroes to ‘me’

    i know as one who has lived along time surviving the bullshit generational taboo fear mongers yet of this unwise world!

    today, i am compassionate for these unwise haters!

  203. bless you Melissa

  204. she is so friggin awesome!

    a true blue spirit

  205. don’t mind ‘me’ as i go thru this atonement period in getting purely grounded again………..how the fuck did i get so unglued?

  206. one cannot get enough of Melissa!

    a pure spirit of oneness sameness exactly like our own, our voice, of those who purely know!

    we know

    on we go

  207. all we want is more heroes like Matt to survive all you Biyatches!

  208. omg

    Mika is alive!

    he disappeared for nearly a year, thought he had died, a runaway gay street youth from an unaccepting family, the usual, drug addictions, all of it, suicidal when i met him……….

    bless you Mika

  209. there are gypsies, and then there is Mika…….not sure what planet he’s from, neither does he. lol :mrgreen:

  210. Ok, I have read through most of this blog and I have to say that it’s quite entertaining and also quite obvious that this blog has no authentic connection to M herself. Do any of you REALLY think that Madonna really and truly sits down at her laptop/PC/MAC and types out these long detailed blurbs about her day, how the tour is going, etc etc? It’s utterly embarrassing to see some of you pouring your hearts out to “Madonna” on this FAKE ass blog. IT’S NOT REALLY HER on here folks!!!! Use some common sense and don’t be so gullible. This is a poorly constructed fan (or non fan) made blog. And it looks crappy too. A little clue: do you think Madonna’s blog would be on WordPress.com? Take a look at the bottom of your screen. WordPress.com is a FREE blogging service. Fools!!!

  211. Just as the words of Jesus are freely given to all?

    i AM not a merchant of God

    not possible

    of God’s instruction

    God’s divine will our will be done on earth what heaven constantly is……..YOU!

    blessed you

  212. met a christian transexual today

  213. who’s care’s it’s not all about madonna. Migela it’s enlighteningi well with andy’s wisdom and me i.m the best. But anywaz glad you.ve settled for someone. God bless. Moron’sMoron’sMoron’sMoron’s

  214. ya, that someone is ‘me’, utterly and completely free from all the unwise casting of uncertainty ones, have been intellectually for sometime actually, just held back in setting boundaries with those who do not desire to drink from the cup of sweet wisdom, their divine self heavily submerged to such an extent of their binding group dynamic fear, that they are seemingly unreachable by merely speaking with them, where it is thru the musicians and artists of pure devoted works, who are able to reach them, of the light they all shall feel as we march forward into the kingdom of heaven we are wisely ushering in.

    boundaries are set, with those Jesus warns of along life’s road on the way to his city, the aimless plodding along haphazard ones.

    ya sure, i’ll say hi on the street with them, but beyond that, i simply will not allow them to ever treat ‘me’ as they harshly do at times, in their delight of purely disrespectful immature mind fuck games they do indeed take delight in playing like they do.

    nope. no way. had my fair share of the morons to last eternity.

    i empathize purely for the condition of their unattended souls, yes, of course, but too close proximity with them leaves us feeling their toxicity they have yet to process thru, and as Jesus says, “If you dwell with them long enough at their table, you soon become like them, away from constantly knowing and being your divine spirit, just as they do, the unnecessay unwanted cold untrue behaviourals they are of with one another, not knowing the condition of their own precious divine spirit unattended, of what is of their crucial lacking of desire for divine self-awareness wisdom that awakens, nurtures, and eternally protects from the generational mad flood ignorances, including those who claim to know God, and so obviously do not, of what is all their absurd speaking as fool, of the way God sees everything without doubt or speculation, no, purely the truth that is there at all times everywhere we go.

    :mrgreen:

  215. what part of entertaining amuses you the most Miguel, the starving child that is there, or the one that died last night?

    fucking morons in all their minimizing trivializing the divine child of God Jesus in one fucking paragraph like they do.

    their own lives a reflection of the emptiness that is there, where they come from

  216. lol

    ya, it’s not all about the eternal ray of light Madonna of the eternal, correct, it is about ‘me’ 2! :mrgreen:

  217. actually, i think she uses a mobile at times, as evident in the text.

    lol

  218. ok, a refresher for you all………

    Some people do take delight in hurtful mind fuck games, well, not with ‘me’ they won’t, ever again, i just will not allow my divine spirit to be treated so harshly and cold ever again, where it is always they who cast themselves out of… heaven with Jesus, God and i, away from truly desiring to know ‘me’, purely loving of ‘me’, of what is of any unwise mask one wears that has no feelings, their own divine self they leave unattended, unprotected, unloved, uncompassionate, and truly obviously unwise, of what one can expect from most any of the haphazard aimless plodding along in life without a wise helmsman, of what is obvious of their twisted spirit, of what is obvious of their wretched lives, in all they say and do, and the lack thereof, of what is the bitter gnashing of teeth outside of the kingdom of heaven halo perspective.

    blessings to all

  219. i do AM not just speaking with Madonna

    there are others in the future reading these very words in this moment, in real time.

    of course, you would have to be purely compassionately wise loving to truly grasp the truth of this as Jesus did and does there apon the cross of blessed tears falling as he purely watches each on strike the ground, of how Jesus purely feels for each and everyone of your blessed divine pure spirits unknowingly unattended.

    any guess where you might find ‘me’?

    now that is some powerful writing, yes?

    blessed you of eternal all is who you purely are

  220. any of you who do not grasp the words spoken from a divine child of God who comes before you with a pure heart like your own, well, then who is it that turns towards their own bitter hypocrisy heart, and who is it that casts who out of heaven away from Jesus?

    all ya lameass blamer gamer shamer flamer no name containers, that’s who!

    won’t catch ‘me’ fuckers! lol

  221. why?

    because i AM an invisible spirit

    as in you cannot purely see ‘me’ of what is yet of your ‘lack’ing comprehension that comes with your crucial ‘lack’ing of desire for divine self-awareness wisdom that is being measured out to you.

    so go back to your tv sets or whatever, there are others who are not of trivilizing the starvation and death of divine children in the world that is another root and branch of your apathy……….fuckers!

  222. hey, im gettin pretty good with this holy sword, yes? :mrgreen:

    able to slice the wings off a flys back in mid flight without hurting it. :mrgreen:

    Come grasshopper, there is much to learn.

  223. i think i watch everyone of those shows as a kid, twice!

  224. hmmm….not back for my first cup of tea

    Vente English Breakfast please….don’t fill it

    saw Mika this morning, 6:00am, his usual sleeping on the streets like he has been doing for four years now, a street youth champion survivor, a gypsy spirit, from a gypsy family, as he asked me to sing along within him in harmonious hymn of Hallelujah.

    i smiled purely within of his momentary blessed spirit that shines brightly like it does, so pure in feeling when you come up to him of his words, bless you bless you bless you

    he simply loves his life more so than others, seemingly without want or need of a wealthy life, so content in just being, singing like he does, sadly, an ADHD run away gay youth.

    i get him a tea when ever i see him, that soothes his soul as one who he knows does love him, like he loves Jesus, like Jesus loves his pure spirit.

  225. he carries a book with him of his constant reflective writting all day long, the pages falling out onto the street as he keeps walking, of writtings so amazing, however scatter brained some of it may be, the purity of his reflections is astounding, thinking there is some great song material in there for sure, of what is his own spirit seeking to feel like he has a home.

    his home is his pure spirited inner connectedness that purely sees the weighed down drudgery he feels of others who pass him by like they do, as though a lunatic, who is actually wiser than most who don’t time to know just how purely he is connected to his divine spirit, for sure, a soul i enjoy watching.

    they say beware of the gypsy spirit that can steal your heart away and not bring it back. lol

    well ya, it is the purity of their spirit not caught up in the status quo fucktards, of how their spirit remains so pure like it does, that does draw us to them, and well ya, they are gypsies, like a butterfly, always flying where ever they want. :mrgreen:

    he brings warm joy to my heart, his champion spirit that none shall be able to capture or harm.

    bless you Mika

  226. oh you truly are beautiful i love you dearly

  227. i thought he had died, disappeared for a year, travelled out to Vancouver.

    he was suicidal when i met him, from a serious attempt two weeks prior of 50 lethal pills that would of killed him had someone not came apon his unconscious body and got him to emergency.

    he admitted openly to me that he did try to take his own life, which was why i thought he had died.

    perhaps my hours of guitar playing and singing ‘bright sunny day’ with him over the months last summer helped his loving spirit keep going?

    just maybe

    we helped other that summer

    i gave him a rainbow stone ring i used to wear to help cheer him up

    he tossed on the ground one day, in one of his processing of his angst moments and yelled as he threw it to the ground, “This is what my family thinks of my gay life!”

    you just don’t know how abit of your time is able to alter a person’s life forever, our motivation, our unending constant flowing wise compassion love of divine self eternal all, the light

    I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
    I can see all obstacles in my way
    Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
    It�s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
    Sun-Shiny day.

    I think I can make it now, the pain is gone
    All of the bad feelings have disappeared
    Here is the rainbow I’ve been prayin for
    It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
    Sun-Shiny day.

    Look all around, there’s nothin but blue skies
    Look straight ahead, nothin but blue skies

    I can see clearly now, the rain is gone,
    I can see all obstacles in my way
    Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
    It’s gonna be a bright (bright), bright (bright)
    Sun-Shiny day. :mrgreen:

    bless you all

  228. it is our calling

    of God to purely know and love our divine self

    eternal all

    we all just kids at play, are we not?

    and no, i am not talking of the club PLAY

    well ok, ‘that’ 2

  229. for me, it is just one big trailer park of people

    all of us not really sure what’s actually going on

    some feel it

    others not so much

    and then every now and then, they hear a pure voice singing that their divine spirit purely connects with in harmonious inner joy of their along their spiritual life path journey, of what it is that we all feel purely so within like all do, of what really does matter most in life, our constant flowing flawless feelings that yearns to always feel the inner delightful happiness within us all eternal.

    a bright bright bright sun-shiny eternal day :mrgreen:

    where nothing else truly matters than to always feel this way, of us all God’s children eternally at play.

    forever more

    blessings to all of you who are constantly there in feeling as we too feel as you do

  230. oh for fuck’s sake open the fucking door jesus do i look like the prodical son. Heaven man i am so fucking hungry

  231. i AM highly sensitive…..to a fault some days, overly sensitive they say

    but i say, is there such a thing?

    i mean look at Jesus weeping apon the cross for how many days, for every single soul of the eternal all future, of the eternal doorway of wisdom he stepped thru willingly in order to purely teach us the darkness and light of our hearts he to purely know exactly as his own, of so many left unattended that he purely knew and spoke directly to, as a wiser evolved older brother adult child no different than any of us in any way in his faithful knowingness certainty without doubt whatsoever, all are capable to purely come to know and love their divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul as he did and eternally does.

    bless you

    thank you Jesus

  232. ah, i think you spelt horny wrong Marco……lol :mrgreen:

  233. oooooo…..you gotta pure palette like my own do ya?

    ya, of course you do

    i know who i AM

    Jesus told ‘me’ so, and i do not need anyone to tell ‘me’ other’wise’, as much as they occassionally do. lol :mrgreen:

    get it?

    other ‘wise’

    the darkness of not fully enlightened yet?

    i push back hard, leaving a trail of bread crumps as i passby, knowing the dynamic of the light that draws and opens wide their soul, awakens them to their pure divine self i know is constantly there with all, by means of what was my own evolving path towards the door of the kingdom of heaven halo perspective i dwell in……..with Jesus who is hear. :mrgreen:

    wanna meet him?

    can you see him, how beautiful he so purely constantly is, his blessed tears that keep falling of our connectedness with his loving heart mind body spirit and soul?

    purely perfect

    what he us to come fully into awareness of what he constantly knows of us all

    eternally

    he surrendered his life, of what he felt was the 100% compassionate wise love way for us to become victorious over the generational mad flood, of the only way actually…………….without doubt

  234. have a good look a t the first picture i sent you 16 or is that 19 yrs ago now. Look at the paddle up shit creek without it lol. Wanna rafte or saddle or ride my sorry i don’t do saddles i.m a horse whisper. No pride no ride.

  235. well, ya have to be careful not to get to drunk on the wine the constantly flows hear

    which you will at times, and feel the effect later in becoming purely sober to the all eternal constantly there with us in holy joyfulness singing and dancing, of so so so many who are eternally thankful for us.

    hi everyone!

    see, they are all smiling and joyful we figured out what the kingdom of heaven constantly is, the love that flows without any doubt between them like it constantly does all day and night, heaven’s delight.

    i really should take some poetry classes, yes?

    maybe a few theater classes

    do some romeo and juliet

    i love live theater plays, passionately, so moving it is for me, the pure joyfulness of it at times.

    of all of us just wanting to have fun in joyful high spirited with one another like we do

    God knows there are so many who need to feel our loving light within that speaks to them how much they are truly loved by us all

    this ain’t no game, no way, life and death is the struggle out there, and we must not ever forget this

    they need us

    we need them

    the power of love of the all that lifts the all

    ‘that’ is the objective as enlightened ones who wisely are the evoking power that encourages the power within the all

    “You cannot do it alone.” Jesus says.

    do what?

    do what Jesus asked us to reach for within our grasp

    our evoking power of the all as wise leaders of the all

    i know, it sometimes escapes conceptualization, but truly we know the truth of what matters most, and the binding bitter chains that do hold captive the holy joyful absolute carefree divine spirit of so many, so unnecessary, the light that breaks these chains and sets their divine spirit free to just be like we already R. :mrgreen:

    must be all the music i listen to

    we are amazing!

    especially the sex! :mrgreen:

    argh…….don’t get me started on that……….

  236. not sure what you are referring to Marco.

    19 years ago was horrible time for me, harder than i thought it would be transitioning in life then, unprepared, but it tought me alot about my self, still does, some strange experiences then, spiritual ones……..

  237. im ok now, escaped alcoholism

    purely grounded as i was as a high school student, feel the same as i did then, no worries really of any kind, and no toxic others of too close proximity, other than this fucking house of illness others, which i don’t associate with much, too toxic, their stuff, not mine.

    abit of fear living hear, that does not completely go away, which i realize eventually i do have to leave and will.

    but not as bad as i think it is somedays

    at least not yet.

    they do have progressive illness, so the sooner i get my ass in gear the better for me, yesterday would of been best.

    speaking of yesterday, how would one feel if they were Mary under the cross all the while beloved Jesus hung above her for how many days?

    felt like eternity?

    is eternity, oh yeah, of course

  238. how they feel is of eternal all

    for sake of eternal all

    Mary knew him as he knew himself……completely as though one

    takes 2

  239. bare back huh?

    ya, alot of that going on round hear

    running horses bare back and naked under a full moon in the water along the beach

    i wouldn’t do it alone though

    kinda pointless alone

    hey, you really coming in six months?

    feels like you do

    it is hard looking into the future, but i am there, just not sure of the address, and not really of concern where, rather when, and even then when is inevitable, so a relief there too, so just a matter of how, and that does not matter either, so what about what, who cares of that, train, plane, any old mane, so the only question left is Y

    Y not?

    i want 2

    and so do you

    ok there, you decide on all the parameters, does not matter, i AM already there, without care, flowers in hair, naked on some horse on the beach, beautiful music the full moon and most important of all…………YOU! :mrgreen:

  240. hmmm……horse whisper

    a pure spirit like my own

    ok, we get along just fine

    as in finely tuned into each other, purely so is how we grow towards one another, towards our outward appearance of our inward appearance of us naked, and not just bodily either.

    it takes time to trust another who is not judgemental of our nakedness

    and you thought i was a moron, ha

  241. Rosie is like, they are having sex before they have sex, how is that possible?

    me a Rieki master, remember?

  242. pushing hard the daughter out of her cycle complacency stuckness, like a drill sargent

  243. a ‘real’ does not spare you the truth you need to hear

  244. no matter how painfully humiliating it may they need to hear what they fail to hear from their own submerged afraid divine self……..who i AM

  245. it began for me in a ‘real’ way mostly starting in ’88, when my fiance handed me the Nag Hammadi, herself a spiritual enlighted one beyond my comprehension

    today she teaches downhill skiing in the moutains of Whistler BC, got married to a log home builder who she says looks like me, of what was our plan, to move to the mountains, teach skiing and build log homes in the summer.

    my drinking got the best of me and it fall apart

    not today

    solid as a rock steadfastness for along time, since Troy, who sobered me up completely

  246. eternally thankful to God for his precious life cut short by stupidness

  247. of what is my eternal day

  248. no pride as in arrogant macho awekwardness?

    no ride as in flare O’ Grant ma cho awe k backwards? :mrgreen:

    omg

    did i just say that? lol

    i did

  249. hmmmm……sounds like someone wants to speak

  250. like a joyful clown playing in the bushes hidding wondering if it is ok to come out again, listening to every word we are saying, wondering if we are going to invite him to join us

  251. there is nothing in life more valuable than your own divine self

    it is there in the eyes of us all

    especially the seeing thru the eyes of Jesus weeping of what it is the Jesus constantly feels for us all

    he is alive there in real time

    eternally

    of only love the flows constantly into the eternal all future that we can all easily feel, if only we would like he knows we should, for sake of our own divine self as his own, for sake of divine self of another as his own, of what purely is understanding Jesus purely by means of the oneness sameness blessed tears that are his own, as are your own.

    blessed you of eternal all

  252. walking with someone as though a life long friend is how i always feel, within their life, and not around them, above them or below, no, always walking ‘with’ them, of what is our own grounded centered divine self mirroring of their divine self they feel when we walk ‘with’ them, that they feel for the rest of their life, always ‘with’ them.

    is who Jesus is

    is who we are

    who we all are on this planet called earth near the edge of the galaxy called the MilkyWay traveling thru space at 660km per second.

    not sure of the exact coordinates in the universe……..other than the center of the universe if we are indeed the only thing living in the universe.

    we may very well be according to the evolution theoreticians.

    the universe is exceedingly vast though, and the likelihood of life elsewere is highly probable.

    of creatures greater in intelligence and size who one day who may find us as a delicious snack, maybe even harvest us like we do livestock, which lately is getting to me in consideration of becoming a veggy.

    but that is life too, so what to do

    and you say, “Well, you could try eating……………

    [AndYY gives that all knowing grin and stare]

  253. i AM anxiety free

    feels blessed in each passing moment

    no external pressures in my personal or professional worlds, other than the train wreck i walked away from unscathed, no bitterness, glad to be free, no measuring myself like the Jones do in all their status quo, of knowingness value of the only thing that matters to ‘me’

    any guess what that might BE?

  254. see………they are having sex again! :mrgreen:

    lol

    would you 2 knock it off and just………………….

    it’s like one of those annoying cliff hanger soap operas of edge of your seat deliberatness of the writters, yes?

    oh, i already know where i AM

    do you? :mrgreen:

    just look in the mirror as you say, i AM there!

    ok, so who AM i?

    and you say, “Someone i can see andy time you feel like ‘me’!

    and i say, “Oh really?”

    ya, i suppose there is a mirror or two hear

    where i can pretty much do anything in front of the mirror and you still smile along with ‘me’, or is that ‘me’ smiling back at ‘me’

    i get confused sometimes, forgetting we both like the same thing, where all this anxiety stuff is silly, when this is so true of us both naked mentally emotionally physically sexually and spiritually speaking………. :mrgreen:

    so why cast uncertainty in the air that is untrue of any?

    all of us on the same road leading into the kingdom of heaven halo perspective, are we not?

    and how much we purely do love others along the road.

    all our cruising others all the time so openly, even of well adjusted partners, it’s just the way we all are now in society and it is blessed to feel this free in our pure loving spirits now, better than before, all our hiding like we did, not any more.

    what a change

    that we too often forget of what has been of all our steps

    so if this is how we are now

    then according to where we came from and thru, optimistically the light of tomorrow is without doubt even brighter than it is now

    and that is something even spiritual artists may not be aware of, in clarity as my own, that all are inspired by others, on and on we go

    in what

    we know

    blessedly so

    ok, so optimistically we may get physically married one day, if another plays, where even if not, what difference does it make if we are all the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul?

    and you say, “Oh fuck, he’s getting ready to run again, i better get my ass in gear and go catch up with him!

    [as you run out the door and…………remembering you forgot something……..turn around and run back in]

    did you forget something?

    oh ya, ‘that’

    i say, it is always what i want need think and feel

    that is where it starts and stops for me of any i consider, just as i always have always will, of who is purely comfortable for me, and yet, in truth, are we not all comfortable with one another now?

    so what do you need ‘me’ fore then? :mrgreen:

    lol

  255. i never did get past the foreplay with Trish at 16

    i was in love with her

    it pained me for years, and gradually faded, or did it?

    is that why i am hear?

  256. is that why i am queer?

  257. is that why i am dear?

  258. is that my beer?

    oh come on, once a month, i sware, and only in celebration of something with others

    you still drink wine

    so what of it?

    moderation my therapist says

    moderately nice and slow………the only way

    hurts like fucking hell if you go to fast, fall off the fucking bed, hit your head, scream like you are about to be dead!!!!!!!!!!

    LOL :mrgreen:

  259. im like those karate masters as a writter, of fine precision gracefully slow, and then, HAH!!!!!!! :mrgreen:

  260. hmmm…..come to think of it, i was living on a beach back in ’88 too……..

    i was really happy living on the beach, love love loved it so much, knowing it is my favorite place of all, the peacfulness of it all at one with nature so calming and true

  261. i agree, no pride no ride

    as a proud bisexual who is without doub of his love for his LGBT brothers and sisters

    how about you come to my world, as i said before, i can’t do your world.

    the world is the cross for me

  262. and we all know how much you love my world

  263. did i just contradict myself?

    hmmm…….i did

  264. ok, how about our world

    one

    already it is becoming that, of the acceptance everywhere now that we all feel

    ok, so we have narrowed it down to body type then as the only outstanding issue.

    well, i sorta look like you and if your self-love is as good as it is then for sure i AM the one

    there

    it is finished

    always

  265. oh yeah, i forgot something…………

  266. i am being totally inconsiderate of another, and i just cannot do that

  267. Sitting in a field waiting for the horse to feel comfortable enough to deal with someone, an enormous hurdle of exceeding patience and insight into the delicate timid soul of a horse. The best scene is after two and a half hours when Tom brings the horse down to Grace’s level……………

    it’s like that

  268. nature has it’s own rythmn and grace that does escape our awareness, such as how incredibly graceful the morning sun comes up and sets, of how it is in likeness of our own inner pure gracefulness.

    i say get in tune with that, and you are in tune with nature and nature you, as well as in tune with the true nature of another.

    to say further, well, there really is no other way for one 2 be, is there?

    i mean you are talking to someone who can feel the joyfulness of a bee in joyful flight landing on me as though i am it’s fucking mother, flying away, then coming back again and again…………….lol

    or how about the hieghtened delight of a bird so alert in delight of it’s own existence?

    what is the heart rate of a bird again?

    are you ready for this?

    Heart rate beat per minute:

    Domestic Chicken 245
    Crow 345
    House Sparrow 460
    Ruby-throated Hummingbird 615

    is that fucking amazing or what?

    only makes sense why they have such a heightened alertness and delightfulness of their existence.

    peace love and grace be 2 you always

    bless you

  269. Iran is an unwise brat child at play with full intentions of building a nuclear bomb……..without doubt, it is 100% clearly obvious now, of their military base facility of covert uranium enrichment facility capable of housing 3,000 centrifuges, not enough to produce nuclear fuel to power a reactor, but sufficient to manufacture bomb-making material.

    This is on the presidents desk, where it is the most wise experts in the world who know precisely what they are talking about.

    well, what to do with a brat stubborn unwise child who will not do as they are told while at play in the playground with a harmful item they found to play with?

    you simply take it away from them

    who’s playground is it?

    God’s

    and who is in charge of the playground when it comes to unwise stubborn brat children playing with dangerous items?

    God

    and any who think otherwise…….are unwise fools.

    until such a time of clearly peaceful demonstration from the unwise arrogant brat of a child who may throw a temper tantrum, and hurt others and themselves in the process, we simply take charge.

    end of conversation

    no discussion required unless they wisely step up as mature adults in full demonstration of true open peaceful loving manner as outlined, and outside of that, they are what they are, unwise stubborn brats who are not of our wisdom, nor desire to purely know and love us as we truly do them.

    take it away from them is the only solution of the adult’s expectations of an unwise brat of a child who may hurt others in their usual demonstrated temper tantrums. :mrgreen:

    hey, ever play that war game called RISK?

    i always won! lol

    why, cause i AM a winner in the eyes of Jesus and God

    always

  270. give them 24 hours to clear the facility and destroy it.

    failing to heed the warning, it is their own blood on them, not us.

    we have no desire to hurt anyone.

    one warning and only one warning, not an act of war, or declaration of war, no.

    if they want war, we are heavily fortified way beyond their minimal capability, as they already know.

  271. any retaliation will be met with full force of our full capability, where even a single missil fire will see their airspace, communications, and missle capability taken out within a 24 hour period, as simple as that.

    hey, what are our capabilities anyway, like 1000 times greater, last time i checked………..especially those Raptors, argh, what an amazing piece of technological advance that is, where there is not a single jet in the world that is able to get any where near it.

    why, because we are amazing! lol

    my only wish is that i could go on the flight mission with them, as lead ship.

    ah well, maybe in my next life, i’ll ask God for a pilot position.

    i knew i should of joined like i almost did at 16, standing at in front of the recruiters desk, trying to decide on a life to follow, bored with my own at the time, the freezing cold, hitch hiking all the time…………

    argh…..

  272. as lead ship, you know, do a close fly by their air towers, smiling and laughing, flipping them the bird as fly by, as the sonic boom blows out all the windows, 5 seconds behind you, behind them, of them looking at you zip past, scaring the fucking shit out of them for sure, without doubt, spilling their tea all over the place! lol :mrgreen:

    argh……….what a rush!

    ah, you see, you just don’t get us pilots everyone.

    we don’t wanna hurt anyone, we just love to fly better than the rest, that’s all.

    a cocky sorta thing i suppose, something of childhood, of adult children playing with the best toys on the planet.

    well, ok, ya sure!

    we children!

    of God :mrgreen:

    with God’s intelligence

    mostly

  273. it’s either that, and wait till later, where the risk is far far greater in civilian casualties of war, the usual when ever we see the unwise brat of a child rise up against another, as did Hiller and all his obvious fucktard ways.

    Hitler was a drug addict i heard, makes sense now, yes?

    not much rational thinking going on in a drug addicts limited thinking mind.

    not that that makes them bad or anything, just stupid.

    and when it comes to stupid in dealing with life and death, well, there is the wiser who know what to do.

    it really comes down to the number of casualties considerations, less now, or potentially more later once they do have a nuclear bomb.

    my only concern is if Russia is in there with Iran, who we need 100% clarity in communications with who our friends are and who are not.

    it’s either pay now

    or pay way more later

    potentially

    it’s sorta like a prison guards who do not let things get out of control using exacting methodology based on what they discovered works in the past, and what does not.

    otherwise, eventual(inevitable) rising up just leaves people hurt, in bringing back under control.

    God’s war is a war of wisdom vs ignorance.

    Hitler was ignorant, was he not?

    God says not to allow wretchedness to become victorious over us.

    we are not wretched in our hearts, they are.

    we don’t want to hurt anyone.

    no

    peace is what we bring to the world, however forcibly necessary in rooting out these generational unwise forefather ignorances yet of the world.

    the world is coming together as one, and for sure, we simply are not going to sit back and let an unwise stubborn brat of child dictate to us as did Hitler.

    nope

    no way

    not ever

    people just get hurt when we do

  274. building a bridge into these rural outstretched poverty stricken areas, is teaching them to grow their own crops, like chick peas, as a global initiative, rather than depending on food rations, and teaching kids proper diet in school as their course load.

    10 million in Kenya alone facing starvation from the drought, compounded with climate change, a race against time for so many.

    preparing

    tools

    developing the knowledge and expertise within

    food rations don’t work in keeping up with population growth and the global climate change that is seeing deeper droughts.

    building a self sustaining bridge is the only answer, for the best long term results of investment of time and resources.

    common sense

  275. and there is no such thing as enough people involved to do it

    will likely still see starvation 100 years from now, pessimistically

    could happen over night if everyone got involved directly, but how to evoke that one? :mrgreen:

    compassionate networking and awareness if obviously the ‘lack’, of our technologies now that has us all networked in real time globally, instantly.

    climate change is going to continue to hit unsuspectingly the unprepared in the rural areas.

    proper diet has to be the focus, as it does see stunted growth in children’s brains that affects their entire life.

    i need a bigger loud speaker. :mrgreen:

    we need to campaign, i mean really stand up proudly as a voice for those with no voice, our compassion.

    every word uttered matters when it comes to evoking motivation in others.

  276. a revolution of all people, governent and business, where the greatest resource is the people, where all are affected in prosperity or the ‘lack’ thereof, of the ‘lack’ is…………

    so the question is what is the ‘lack’?

  277. well, obviously it is wisdom of the people in fully embracing what prosperity is to them.

    with that comes the compassion

    and of course with prosperity comes love all around

    just need to figure out how to enlighten people on what prosperity means to them personally, sorta like investing in their own future, where they need to envision what the future prosperity looks and feels like, and the ways to get there.

    hmmm

    with technology, what will the Africa look like 100 years from now.

    well, without doubt, everyone will have mobile pc……wireless is cheaper as an infrastructure.

    with that comes the fun of education for all

    and the spiritual connectedness in real time with the rest of the world, which is not something that has been measured or considered, in particular of how we would feel what is of their spiritual enlightenment in a world that is not wealth driven, more serene, peaceful, ‘real’, at one with nature, rural farming families.

    our own people can be connected as sponsors of those families directly as an extended family, of what is harnessing the compassion within all

    ok, so which came first, the chicken or the egg? lol

    and you say, “oh come on, the chicken, i mean how can an egg have sex for fuck sakes?”

    “Shut up Jack!” :mrgreen:

  278. oh sorry, did i just call you Jack?

    hmmm…i did

  279. Sing Madonna online karaoke at http://home.luckyvoice.com/!

  280. it always comes back to the ‘lack’

    and that is where to start, asking what comprises the ‘lack’

    alot of motivational open minded experts out there trying to find a solution, like those involved with Sir Richard Branson.

    ok, so prosperity is the goal in addressing what is the ‘lack’

    these people simply do not have the sustainable tools to dig themselves out, of what is part of the ‘lack’

    so, that has to be addressed.

    from there, given the amount of effort needed to fill the ‘lack’ has to be addressed, where potential, at the top of the scale, everyone is involved.

    so addressing how to get all envolved(potentially) is what is of the ‘lack’

    well, direct motivational telecommuncations is obviously an inroad.

    we just need a speakers group together as one, of what Branson is talking about as a revolution

    ok, so part of the lack is the coming together, which has to be addressed

    EARTH DAY is coming up next April, and that is where the revolution is gathering, so, we have to all pick up the phone and network together as one united force with one voice of all our voices.

    ok, so that is rather easy.

    prior to that would be coming up with the sound strategy of think tankers in addressing all the issues of what is the ‘lack’

    processing thru one linking issue to the next as one common goal………PROSPERITY for the future generations who will feel what we leave them to enjoy, each other in harmonious equality love, the greatest reward of all that comes when the ‘lack’ is filled by all God’s children united as one.

    already we are the motivation and capable wisdom in addressing the ‘lack’

    already the solution is found

    we are the solution

    all of us uniting as one

    there can be no other way to remedial this as quickly as possible.

    leaving it to a handful of a few governments and business leaders is not able to bring the vast change in the ‘lack’

    and the reward when all are involved is what is the greatest reward as regards prosperity, the children of tomorrow who are what is most sacred of all for them, education of their wise compassionate love for one another, who will dance and sing great songs of their own one day, from what is of what was our entire lives before them, thankful for everything we did bring forth from the overflowing storehouse of our constant flowing loving hearts.

    hey, i would make a great motivational speaker yes?

    oh, get off the stage, let me have the mic, i know what needs to be said! :mrgreen:

    well ok, i could write your speeches?

    ok, you write your own speeches and i merely assist, waiting quietly in the wings?

    lol

    do you know what the greatest tool of all to fill the lack is?

    your voice
    your mind
    your heart
    you body
    your soul
    and your true champion spirit that unites us all as champions of our spirits.

    I think Bill and i would get along fabulously, yes?

    i suppose i would annoy him eventually

    same great spirit though, yes? :mrgreen:

    my heart in the right direction, constantly flowing outward

  281. Jack, “and why can i not wear the pink leotards on stage? Fine, you tell them, im not going! Fuck that, i won’t have someone telling me what i can and cannot wear!” lol

  282. ooooo……a pink phallic microphone!

    what?

    ya ok, someone left the closet door open, you got a problem with that?

    your problem, not mine

    lol :mrgreen:

  283. thank you Stuart for last night!

    call me

    lol

  284. i say,”What’s the point of having children if you are not going to leave them a beautiful playground to play in, and education of what matters most in life to them to every discover, the greatest hidden treasure of all, their own divine self.”

  285. there’s no high spiritedness motivation at the United Nations, all weighed down sticks in the mud, a big pity party with no wise speakers.

    argh……i really need to get back to work in sending out more emails.

    ya, ok, whatever, i know about the human rights, i mean come on people, get motivated, same ol old school speakers, boring boring boring……..yawn

    tea time

  286. and good morning to you!

    you had a good sleep?

    come on, there is work to do, stop hesitating, get to work!

    lol

  287. can you imagine having sex with some of these sticks in the mud, how boring it must be for them, it’s just all so horribly sad for me!

    lol

  288. oh, i would just drive you nuts if i was around the house all the time…………..trust me, i know myself well, drive myself nuts somedays………

    nuts

    yes, i need some nuts and fruits to prevent cancer…..

  289. i still say when you combine fresh incredients of pinapple, coconut and banana with a 0% yogurt, it is the most delicious tasting………although mango and pinapple is good too…… :mrgreen:

    so good for the digestive track too!

  290. what to say

    when it comes to an individual’s inner sense of joyfulness they feel in their thoughts of another, they either feel it purely as joyful without doubt or hesitation, or they don’t, which is not to say they won’t someday………..

    it is not a matter of the right thing to say to someone when it comes to emotional honesty one fearlessly embraces within so eaily when love is true, of effort when uncertainty pervades………

    a true best friend loves you for anything and everything you say, however stupid i may or may not be, they simply enjoy you, love you for all that are, all the time, expecially your exceeding inner happiness like your own that they too feel for you, the sacred mirror that cannot be hidden when love is so obviously true, of others in awe of two soulmates who do find one another in life, as i have you, their extraordinary wondrous presence with one another and others, of, “What is wrong with those two?”

    well, what to say……..

    when every i see you or hear you, i always felt this way for you, felt the ray of light within so beautiful to feel like i have all this time, that i know won’t change for me, having grown to into what it is………………without doubt

    something to think about…………without pought

    lol

    :mrgreen:

    i didn’t know what to say to Trish either, walked away, praying all the while she would say what i wanted in waiting for her to say…………………someday

    that did not come………….

    we were too young, too immature, too afraid, too many others pulling her away from ‘me’, and yet i knew what we both felt inside, derailed by too much pride, why hide?

    i want happiness

    i AM happiness

    and so R YOU!

    bless you all

  291. i say marry your best friend

    who constantly loves you, good and bad, always Glad, for everything you R to them, just as Jesus does 2, ain’t no taboos, of generational blue, come on, let’s screw!

    lol

    overcoming generational blue fear, is by means of wisely seeing thru generational taboo queer, to the pure of heart divine self one who is constantly there, when of prayer.

    :mrgreen:

    hey, that’s pretty good, eh? Bet you could not right that?

    anyway, just letting you know i am not throwing in the towel just yet, leaving that up to you, of who i know i AM to YOU!

    i AM without doubt

    just like YOU!

    peace be to you

    love andy

  292. Hi have a great day..

  293. i AM a great eternal day of holy joyful absolute carefee happiness in my pure of heart loving constant feeling thoughts of YOU, as you are of ‘me’ and ‘me’ of others, just as Jesus 2 is of YOU!

    bless you always

    our love is true of 2

    forever more

    blessed overflowing abundance of the divine child of God’s eternal heart mind body spirit and soul’s constant loving compassionate wisdom in the kingdom of heaven love devoid of useless absurd doubt of constant flow, constant grow, constant………”Come on, let’s go!” :mrgreen:

    i AM without effort or doubt of the constant yearning of the divine child of God 2 consatntly always feel LOVE.

    the way we are meant to Just BE……..YOU!

    the ‘real’ YOU i know!

    bless you who are most like ‘me’, eternally free to always Just BE what we are, the eternal day radiant brilliant bright sun shiny day, what we pray, for all at play.

    happiness

    the truth, i constantly love you

    always have

    always WILL

    of what is blessed true

    YOU!

  294. OMG!!!!!!

    there has to something in the water in Chicgo, these people are just not normal!

    unfucking believable!

    that’s it, im moving to Chicago! lol :mrgreen:

    ‘that’s what im talkin bout……..pure inner joyful happiness, amazing!

  295. contagious YOU!

    Embedded video from CNN Video

  296. here is the original video they ran on CNN

    pure energy! love it!

    Montreal is a fun town, bin there once or twice for Pride.

    inspiring of what is within us all!

  297. JUST DO IT!

    let’s do it again! :mrgreen:

    and again and again and………..argh

  298. the true evoking power of music

    of God within us all

    and whoever else is within us! lol

    mmmmmmmm

    JUST KEEP DOING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen:

  299. there’s pink leotards, and then there is LeotardBoy! lol

    that was amazing, they did it all in one take!

    there is drag and then there is……..

    im not sure what it is…………what is that?

    sex!

    yes!

    we love sex sex sex sex sex and more sex!

    right on!

  300. blessed holy joy happiness knowing the kids are obviously more than just fine

    they are fucking amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  301. joyful tears are real, yes?

    feelings so pure inside us all

    bless you all

    JUST KEEP DOING IT!

    forever more and more and more and more, where did all these happy souls come from?

    oh yeah, same place as everyone, from the blessed womb of God

    argh………..i need to take break! lol

    shower time :mrgreen:

  302. admittedly, i love my homosexual life, and so i will go with that………..im just spinning my wheels here anyway, of how it feels when no one is around.

    i am happy for you, and worry not, i wll be exceedingly happy in life, when of the joyful reciprocation each blessed day with another in ‘real’ life who is the same way with who i AM.

    blessings to all

    gotta go

  303. sit alone along, and you start to feel the truth of how that feels, the optimism fades, others are having fun, why not you, happiness takes 2

    i mean ya, none of us are alone in life, all of the same road we all subconsciously walk apon, but without a hand to hold of tender touch like our own, then we feel how that feels, unnatural, against our own loving spirit, of what constantly is within, of who i AM is, same as everyone of so many loving where we all constantly yearn to be found, together as one.

    i don’t do pretend very well, or at least not for too long, of what feels wrong, according to what feels right, heaven’s delight, plain as sight, for all the world to behold, in outward appearance of our inward knowingness certainty that is without doubt.

    bless you and all who constantly love you forever more

    i’ll be around
    without frown
    like a clown
    maybe a gown? lol :mrgreen:

    as i turning towards the abundant storehouse of my heart that yearns to constantly flow all blessed day long with a most loving lover like i purely know i AM

    blessed is the loving lovers within all YOU!

    of what happiness is for ‘me’

    bless you all

  304. I think it’s quite evident from my previous post that what I find “entertaining” are the posts from people who think some of these comments are made by the real Madonna herself. I wasn’t referring to any of the more serious non Madonna related posts on here. Re-read my post. No need to be offended.

  305. i am not offended, just yawning of the lacking zeal motivationals and all their lameass hypocrisy waste of time, a constructive critism for you to wisely embrace, a ray of pure light, from Jesus thru me.

    we are all constantly connected in every word, every step, every heartbeat, every breath, every blessed day we wake to and make sure you get this…………..for you limited attention spanners……………eternally all connected past present future.

    ok, rant over

    shine the light radiant brilliant bright withn us all being nurtured awakened and protected in eternal all by wise attending invisible spirits whom most are not yet able to see because of their lacking comprehension, and yet all feel the light at all times

    forever more

    bless you bless you bless you all

  306. non Madonna related?

    that’s like saying non Jesus related

    all are related(connected) in real time where time eternally stands still

    that’s waht i mean, people and their annoying limited attention span to grasp or desire to grasp anything i am saying, so why bother…………

    when all they want to do is take jabs at you, amuse themselves, which is fine i suppose, and my age is starting to show, ok, whatever Biyatches!

    peace out

    only love feels good enough to always feel every blessed day of eternal all constantly there waiting to feel what you want them to feel, the light within so many unattended, dim, hurtful and grim, of constant yearning to burst forth in overflowing abundance so friggin bright, it does light up the entire world.

    already it is there with you all eternal

    blessed are you who purely understand in your fearless self-awareness exploration of eternal divine self YOU!

    Constant Loving YOU

  307. non related Madonna, argh, none related music flowing, none related spirits growin, none related human beings, yeah ok………………

    i really AM an alien

  308. butt not to my divine self i AM not an alien like some R

  309. i am preaching else where now for those i may have annoyed or offended, which i did not, if you slow purely gracefully into feeling all my words written purely as goodness attending to your pure spirits.

  310. ok admittedly, i do occassionally interpret incorrectly depending on my day.

    there, i said it

  311. actually you did not offend me, only yourself

    as Jesus says, “It is not what you hear that is able to bring harm to your soul, rather it is your lacking descerning of what you say that is able to twist and derrange your own soul.”

    It is in this wise divine self-awareness pure light that none are able to ever offend ‘me’, only yourself.

    peace love happiness be 2 you

  312. who cares what who says what, when it comes to wise descering self-awareness evoking of what anyone says as pertains to your evoked awakening nurturing and protecting of your flawless healing feelings so true?

    does it matter who is saying anything when we hear wise words meant for the divine YOU?

    no, it does not matter, just as the light is the same for all that crosses across all the divisional barriers of the entire world, the entire eternal future, the light is being felt their all the way thru eternity of what was of your entire life, so BE HAPPY DAMN IT!

    they feel it, however immeasurable or subtle, the light shines eternally, just as the light of the constant feeling heart of Jesus shines eternally constant bright revealing oneness sameness as our hearts, what Jesus constantly knew of us all then, of us all eternal.

    for those of you who take time to purely gracefully know Jesus, to purely gracefully surrender to knowing your own divine self as my own

    blessed you

  313. ya ok, somedays i am more of a road block, just rise above it for the way i am somedays, like most any of us are for whatever reason or more accurately, for whoever reasons………….of what is of our entire life journey and all who were there along the path up to each blessed day we wake 2

  314. oh, as in the ‘real’ madonna and not the fame game Madonna……….ok, i understand who, i mean what/is you are saying………..lol

    you’re funny! :mrgreen:

    well ya, anyone could easily feel thru that truth.

    question is, people are evolving in pure divine self-awareness self-love, where you need to ask, where are you on the growth curve, ahead, beside, above, below, around?

    and where should you be as relates to where we are journeying to?…. in other words you need to visualize where you are running 2, what that looks and feels like in the future of the future you who is there, where some already have arrived

    don’t look at me, im off the market Biyatches! lol

    saving it for someone special, butt then again, are we not all purely special within?

    i AM

    and so are all YOU

  315. ‘real’

    yes

    that is what i AM

    ‘real’ holy joy yearning to be set free to forever be happy

    inspite of all the lamer shamer flamer gamer no namer containers!

    cannot change purely feeling constant ‘that’ which i AM…….holy joyful happiness

    some try, why lie, say goodbye, fuck

    lol

    i jest :mrgreen:

    people set me on fire and it’s like i end up breathing fire like the flamers………

    some are so vicious too, and then they realize who they tripped, their own divine self.

    which was the point of the exercise

    life is the greatest teacher

    and as for the ‘You don’t know what you have until it is gone’, that simply is not true, where ‘that’ is the light within all merely unwisely unattended to by which is of most any unknowingly unwise, not knowing what they are saying, not descerning, just talking like most as though they are, not of their own pure divine self-reflection awareness of what is understanding what God says, “Do not speak of that which you do not purely come fully into awareness of your own divine self.”

    like so many of the merchants of God and their waning disconnectedness unmotivated lameness in their words, no zeal, no appeal, no ‘real’

    me, i cannot stop the constant flowing river pouring forth, of all ‘that’ which i AM

  316. Miguel is quietly backing out of the room. Talk amongst yourselves.

  317. oh forget it

    ya we are

    something us fags are famous for when it comes to nurturing ‘real’ family

    anyway

    be happy

  318. i know where i belong

    where i truly feel like i belong

    with those exactly like ‘me’

    24/7 we all-ways R!

    lol

  319. it was fun, the self-exploration back to where i started

    always was good at amusing myself

    lol

  320. feels sacred actually

    speaking with those less in self-acceptance

    something you become tuned into when around family all the time, knowing each step is important

    my next step to absolute inner joy happiness the most important of all of the mirroring happiness within family

    and that to me is the most important lesson of all

    to fearless Just go be what we always R

    i am looking forward to someone’s nice ass i can wake to each day and feel the same way for one another, the playfulness once again.

    it is just who i am, and where i feel most myself, having been out for along time now…….entertained the bisexual thing, but not to the extent i felt comfortable, at least not yet, so for now i can get back to my usual gay self, and who knows, maybe someone ‘real’ will come up to me in life, where words alone just cannot compete with real life, although spiritually words can evoke in passing, just not to the extent of the warmth of another or kiss can

    why do people say things they don’t mean?

    that’s it, i am not ever going to allow myself to go any where near people already in a relationship, waiting on them like i am left to feel as though nothing, the one doing some sorta betrayal, when in the end, who betrays who, if what you say was indeed true?

    it’s all just so lame for me, lamest on record so far.

    i mean not even a coffee somewhere together

    there is cold and then there is motherfucking cold!

    where i feel i am the most lame for hanging around like some love sick fool, no, make that idiot, which i clearly am not

    won’t allow myself to trust like that again, the long distant thing, and yet, Jesus is like right there for me, 2000 years ago, so i guess i contradict myself yet again

    or maybe i just really love my gay sex?

    ya, i do

    ok

    there, no confusion or delusion when it comes to being ‘real’

    i was ‘real’

    i AM ‘real’

  321. it was not like i wanted something i could not have either

    did that one before

    no, i felt the connection

    it is like, you want to feel loved by someone, and when you do, it is the magic one feels, especially when you love them as much too.

    but then time has away of fucking it all up, the immaturity of it all, the conviction ‘lack’ that does not grow to a degree where one knows where they yearn to be, well ya, we didn’t go anywhere……………truly the lamest fucking thing i’ve ever done or be treated that way.

    could of been extraordinary and wondrous

    for both of us

    but hey, that’s what you get when you play second fiddle, learn to expect it when you do like they do, the way it just goes.

    i got my Hilary Swank on tonight, and she feels fearlessly in expressing what she wants to say in walking away.

    you treated me like fucking shit, you know that, so think about that for the rest of your fucking life!

    lol

  322. and when you catch pretty boy with another, don’t come crawling back to me, i won’t be there, i’ll be happy, where i belong, where i feel loved 24/7, like we both felt and both wanted, but you are to fucking self-absorbed to give a fuck about how someone is left to feel like you did me………..should i say the B word……..lol

    well, it’s all true……..oh, i so want to use the B word!

  323. in the end you hurt and betray yourself, and for what?

    when you figure that one out, call me, i might actually give a fuck about talking with you again, but then again, maybe i won’t be willing to extend my trust like i did for so long, do you how hard that was for me?

    to comstantly hope like i did for so fucking long, unbelievable like i did, it’s just not normal, or maybe it is, normal in the sense that only Jesus could feel eternal love for someone.

    and look what the fucking assholes did they do to him?

    ya, that is what i am purely within, the constant yearning aspect of the divine child of God i know i AM

    but to be treated less than how i purely feel and know i AM?

    i would rather be dead than take any more of it, so maybe that is one more reason why Jesus surrendered to the claws of the beast of ignorance hearts, he would rather he was dead.

    oh well, in God’s eyes i AM emotionally honest, anger masking my hurt, that anyone would feel when they get fucking ‘real’

    i AM ‘real’

    as in pissed off in you being so fucking lame with me anymore, it’s just fuckling bullshit, and you think it’s all so fucking funny, when in truth, it is not funny at all.

  324. i’ll be happy one day

    and truthfully that is what i wanted for both of us

    and you know 100% in your heart that i did

  325. so go ahead, talk shit to me in telling me to grow up like you do in all your usual self denial lying ass way in avoiding what you ‘real’ly want to say like you do at times, in my finally walking, as you realize who it is that needs to hurry the up and grow the fuck up if you truly think and purely want to ever get with ‘me’

    i am just not going to take your fucking shit any more

    who the fuck ever should be left to feel you leave someone to feel, seemingly as though none of what you say or do matters to you for who you betray, who you hurt as you fucking continue to play

    that is all i feel i was and AM to you, a fucking play, of
    no concern for others who actually did come to love you, ya, i was swept away, dancing in the light like i was and yet am inside, or at least until my therapist reminds me yet again of your bruised ego being more fucking important to you than me, to get the fuck down of my fucking cross and walk the fuck away from those who chose not to be 100% authentic genuine and sincere in emotional honesty with you.

    ya, who the fuck wants or feels anything for someone like that

    to be sure, i don’t any more

    won’t keep fucking lying to myself that i am fucking happy sitting the fuck alone.

    and so there, that is what best friends are for, they don’t hold back the motherfucking truth you need to hear and the one you so obviously immaturely continue to avoid………….the ‘real’ fucking you they grew to love day after fucking day, putting up with your shit!

    i’ll come the fuck down when people start acting like fucking wise adults with ‘me’

  326. go and feel where and with who you purely feel you authentically genuinely sincerely want to get with, where i am done with this fucking play, feelings as though someone you can just toss whenever you feel like it, i’ve had enough, no more, cannot take it and i won’t any more, got my fucking head out of it now, with the help of some dear friends here.

    and the commit to the ‘real’ you, and stop with all this fucking wanting your fucking cake and eat it too.

    i am walking away, i am just not going to let someone keep fucking treating my like i am a fucking piece of shit nothing any more, not one more fucking day, no way, i’ve had it

    other people get all fucked up in not saying what needs to be said, as people go thru their fucking lameass motions in moving away from someone, of lameass fearful excuse after another and another, the whole fucking stuckness of it all that we have been for way to fucking long for me, what i graciously tolerated, all the while hurting inside again and again.

    that’s it for me

    go fuck yourself

    and if you decide on him and it fucking sucks after however long, i’ll say the say fucking thing then, go fuck yourself and all your fearful fucking disconnected way that is so hurtful of others you think the are ok with your shit, where clearly, i am not any more, and i never was.

    i should of fucked off when you did the whole dinner tease and showed up with someone else.

    no one ever did that to me like you did

    i fucking hated you for that, and yet i over saw it all, excused it, when i should not of, no body should, i mean how fucking horrible would that of left you feeling if it was you, it’s a fucking miracle i even talked with you after that

    well, enough is enough, you are a fucking asshole when ever you feel like it, and well, it’s all fucking lameass shit that you know full well, you would not tolerate for five seconds if someone left you day after fucking painful day to feel like you left me to feel for so fucking long, like a piece of fucking shit to scrap off your fucking boots.

    go fuck yourself and don’t ever talk to me again unless it is 100% true in following the fuck thru.

    do it again with me, and you won’t get a second chance with me, wondering even now, why the fuck am i even talking to you yet

    it’s all painful fucking shit to me now, ok?

    im done

    for good

    no more

  327. go, just go, seriously Andy go back to your gay life ..

    life is too short for this childish shit..

    go marry him, obviously she’s too insecure to appreciate a sincere soul like you, penis issue or lack of so to speak…

    she’ll find any exscuse to run away hesitate let her settle for second best & honestly after all this time your probably over it anyway …

    just go marry who ever make’s you happy, penis or not..

    lol…

    you’ve had enough Andy..

  328. just dont marry a fucking ITALAIN

    too fucking EMOTIONAL

    although ITALIAN’S, DO IT BETTER

    OK FUCK OFF THEN

  329. & DON’T BOTHER HAVING THE LAST SAY..

  330. BECAUSE I’M DELETING THIS UNHEALTHY LINK..

    NO MORE ANdy’S HAD ENOUGH..

    i AM BLOCKING THIS SITE FOR GOOD..

    come visit me in the real world”

    but unless your prepared to say hello and spend more that 10mon’s with me well then dont bother, save your jet fuel cause im am fucking dine with your fucking insecurity ..

    i’ll spell it for you

    INSECURITY

  331. INSECURITY

    i’m fucking over it GROW UP !

    i’ve had enough

    ENOUGH

  332. my insecurity?

    fuck you

    i AM the well adjusted verstale homosexual, and make sure you truly fuckning hear this, WELL ADJUSTED way beyond your ability to see and peer purely into what the fuck i AM talking about as one who is twenty fucking years into WELL ADJUSTED VERSATILVE who LOVES to fuck and get fucked every fucking day and night, under starlight, with any star light!

    ok?

    comprehendYY?

    fucking flamers who think they know who the fuck they are talking to in all their obvious lame attempt to purely know who i AM is, seemingly wise in approach, WHEN OBVIOUSLY YOU ARE NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ever going to get with ‘me’, of how fucking happy i ALREADY AM of where you do not know where the fuck i AM is!

    a healthy well adjusted versatile homosexual looking for the same, with a female well adjusted versatile homosexual…………THE NEXT FUCKING LEVEL LAMERS!!!!!!!!!!!

    that we are not going to traverse to in exceeding holy joyful motherfucking happy with our entire bodies, because of YOUR INSECURITY, not mine

    so when you do realize this 100%, call me, where to be sure others have do and WILL, in what is of their fearless oneness sameness versatile seeking versatile like we do, OUR WILL of insane happiness we purely know where we are taking all you lameass wannabes who are fucking clueless!

    insecure

    let me know when you find your fucking ass

    or sorry, let someone else know, because after that, you would need to find my ass, which others already have and to be sure, constantly of my same WILL

    ok?

    ok

    delete yourself out of the kingdom of heaven with ‘me’ biyatches all ya want and do like so many do in all their fearful gripped lameass pathetic empathy i constantly feel in the eyes of so many obviously not fucking happy, like you are, and will be so long as you don’t hurry the fuck up and get with ‘me’!

    got it?

    ok, so what is AndYY, once again to clarify to all the lameass wannabes?

    AndYY is a truly and 100% purely weill adjusted versatile homosexual male seeking a truly and 100% purely weill adjusted versatile homosexual female!

    why?

    because i want it all

    oh, and to be sure, there the one(s) i seek do fucking exist!

    and we are the happiness beyond most any’s knowingness certainty we have grown into and fully become.

    so please, do us a favour and delete lameass presence from us who are empathic in feeling sorry for you lameass FEAR MONGERING wannabes who purely feel and see thru your obvious fearful approach with us, just as you are, just as you likely shall remain, just as we continue without your lame.

    call ‘me’ insecure, DO YOU FUCKING THINK AT ALL OF WHO I AM?

    no

    which is why you will appear miserable in life without ‘me’ should you make the wrong choice in not choosing ‘me’

    lol

    now that was some true homosexual mud slinging, yes?

    fuckers!

    won’t ever catch ‘me’ around your lameasses, knowing what we like and are with one another, and truthfully, we do get bored with the lamers, just so you know without doubt how your lame leaves us feeling, like you are, lackluster in appeal, the dimmer light than we purely always are

    so fuck you in who you thought i was in seeking what i constantly AM

    could of been truly happy for us both of what i already AM, the wiser one you did not and don’t want to purely know, casting yourselves out of heaven with and of ‘me’

    where none are able to get ‘me’ down, not ever

    we have learned to process evaluate every single one of you lamers, that which escapes your lacking comprehension of us.

    but hey, feel free to look us up at our bisexual hang outs biyatches, our group meetings and be sure you do, in order to really know us, your yet unevolved potential future self, and feel the truth of how purely happier and far more comfortable in our own bodies than anyone else.

    and yes, we are exceedingly rare, and hard to get with, as we tend to run with one another of what is same for all orientations, yes, bisexuals run with bisexuals, just as is of the other orientations.

    ah well, i sorta always figured i was wasting my time hear

    ok, i am confused

    are you coming on to ‘me’?

    or trying to keep up?

    hmmmmmm

    i don’t want ten months, i want the remainder of our blessed life together, what i don’t have to explain what you already know!

    and if i do

    then you are not the one for ‘me’

    when you love someone, you know purely know them

    and when you don’t, you pretend you know them

    and the light is obvious in difference, which one day you will feel the truth of this if you miss getting with ‘me’

    fair warning

    last chance

    to dance with ‘me’

    i ain’t waiting for you to realize what lame feels like

    if you are that disconnected, then this is already over before it has begun

    insecure

    you don’t even know hardly anything about ‘me’ in what is of your obvious lacking going against oneness words with ‘me’, where if you did purely know ‘me’, you would speak with ‘me’ as though you are ‘me’ ALL THE TIME!

    so what’s it going to be and when?

    is all i want to hear from you ever again

    blessings to all who thought you knew ‘me’ of one day you shall feel our light constantly shining bright.

    i AM versatile bisexual seeking same

    please, no lamers need apply

    thank you

  333. delete the blog, and you strike God in the face

    and every one of the LGBT community

    not forgiveable by God or ‘me’

    ever

  334. ok, that was some healthy venting i had to go thru

    frustration built up long enough, that’s for sure!

    i am not going to sit around while you get it on with someone else, not one day, not one minute.

    no way

    had enough

    time to say goodbye farewell blah blah blah

  335. fucking flamers, all they seem to know how to do is flame flame flame, shame shame shame blame blame blame, insane insane insane, wane wane wane, constain constain constain, no name no name no name,

    lame lame lame

    game game game

    i wanna fuck, so hurry up!

    some good old fashioned angry sex

    YES!!!!!!!!!! lol :mrgreen:

  336. ya i am way over it

    always was

    the true happiness she seeks, she has pure known i AM

    ‘that’ which cannot change and to be sure……..won’t stop, can’t stop being ‘me’

    butt i love her

    and she fucking knows how much i purely 100% do without doubt

    i AM going to continue to be happy without her

    where it is her i AM more concerned about in not being constantly happy as ‘me’

    i see the future already

    together

    or apart

    where i AM happiness either way, all-ways!

    lol :mrgreen:

  337. there, the well adjusted bisexual has expressed him/her self biyatches!

    for all the world to eternally hear

    you want to love ‘me’ and always do

    you just need to get your desire up to my level, that’s all

    i won’t ever hurt you or stray

    i AM YOU

  338. i AM both male and female 100% without doubt

    and so R YOU

    so come on if you don’t want blue

    trust ‘me’

    i know what i AM

    and so WILL YOU

    love so pure and bright that lights up every minute of every blessed day we wake 2

    miss with ‘me’

    and i will always feel sad for you

    when i take time 2

    hey, you ever think of someone else when you are doing it?

    is that a bad thing?

    i think it is healthy

    as far as what you want need think and feel

    maybe not for the other if they ever found out

    oh, i don’t want to do that any more

    lol

  339. daughter relapsed………badly again, four days no sleep

    afraid of the inevitable that may come

    why i am so upset

    she needs a geographic relocate completely out of the scene with professional and doctors

    she is thinking sensible and talking sensible, scared of herself, lacking the motivation to commit to a full recovery program

    this goes on along time for them without intervention

    one of her friends is nearing death too, an extreme case ADHD kid, of the high risk low impulse control brain chemicals naturally of others.

    maybe her friends death is the wake up call

    it plays for them badly

    has to hit bottom hard for many

    hospital, prison, death

    the bleek outlook that constantly surrounds the chronic ones, like a hospital ward of sick kids is how i see them, as they are, sadly in low fortitude wisdom of recovery……..this is the last year i am going to associate this closely, so i tell myself……….

    ya, i am upset beyond belief of how sketched out she gets, worse each time she relapses……….

    bless you all

  340. second best

    ya, i know i AM the best

    same as YOU

    which is why it makes no sense to ‘me’

    please stop, i honestly don’t want to hurt any more

  341. i feel i have invested enough time hear for you to feel i AM worth time in the ‘real’ world, wise like you, purely so, evolved self-confidence in knowingness happiness, sexually speaking, have been along time, no victim mentality hear of that i allow too near, wise.

    the ball is in your court

    i am going to take a shower

    and i want your answer when i come back

  342. the answer i already know

  343. call ‘me’ insexcure

    ha

    as if

    maybe to the bashers, yeah, i AM afraid insecure of them

    butt not YOU

    :mrgreen:

  344. so tell ‘me’, what’s behind the door?

    as if i don’t already know

    hello?

    we have fucking weekend long celebrations of what’s behind the fucking door!

    hey, what planet is this?

    have i stopped at the wrong planet?

    can’t stop won’t stop us Biyatches!

    the happiness we are with you all who do not purely 100% know us like we do each other, not some sex deviants either, purely 100% loving more so than you, of emotional intensity that is purely always ‘real’ for us 24/7 of our bubbling feelings we love to feel each blessed holy joyful absolute carefree eternal day we wake 2

    so come on, who is obviously more fearless and wise than ‘me’?

    oh, so you think

    you just need to work on the want need and feel part

    as in only in ‘real’ life R you able 2

    i mean look at ‘me’

    every fucking word of ‘me’ meant for you 2

    always

    i just want always love YOU

    and so WILL others who easily see us 2

    it is not so much of betraying another i realize, as much as it you who may betray you

    and so i speak in this light of concern for your happiness i already AM, and the length of time i have spent in coming to fully realize……………….without doubt…………….is YOU 2

    so stop with this

    i want be with you for the rest of my blessed life

    what i know you 2 want of ‘me’

    and have for how long now?

    fuck, how many years has it been anyway?

    ah fuck that, live in the present of your pure constant presence

    that i feel of ‘real me’

    YOU!

  345. or don’t and suffer that decision one day without ‘me’ where you know you constantly yearn 2 belong like we have for so long now.

    seriously, it will tear me apart to move on

    butt for sake of my happiness i have 2

    getting my needs met

    serious ‘real’ life issue

    well ok, think it over, feel it over, want it over, need it over

    i AM over it

    the fucking rainbow Biyatches!

    i AM there! :mrgreen:

    i AM a role model for many of solid stance

    as are many of our vast LGBT community

    and that is purely who i AM and shall always BE

    so know where you are going in coming to ‘me’

    jumping into my arms every blessed day we wake 2

    already i AM there, praying it is YOU

    where no matter who, in truth, YOU are there 2

    always

    forever more

    eternal all yet to come

    of our every wise loving compassionate step

    every blessed sacred day

    only LOVE

  346. daughter is really getting to me and i don’t know what to do

  347. well ok, it’s good to see you standing up……finally

    go slow, walk of your pure grace, you’ll be fine, the muscles just need time to adjust.

    lol

    see, feels good to Just constantly BE ‘real’ YOU! :mrgreen:

    perhaps i should of been more demanding, instead of my soft sissy comfortable way i am when i am usually, without having to explain anything like we do, that inner deep grace knowingness in all our eyes constantly there.

    heaven

  348. insecure i AM not

    just another lameass excusing yourself while you go do whatever with who ever and not me.

    explore ‘that’ thoughly and wonder all you want why i walked away from the disinterest lame game.

    and maybe, just maybe, you will realize how it all fucking hurt me in the end, drove me away from being left to feel unloved by someone who toyed with my soul, an amusement for you, of a soul once held hostage in his own hopefulness constant yearning certainty that only love was all he wanted to feel with you at all times, and did.

    for how long?

    at some point we stop making excuses for their avoidance of you and muster up the courage to walk away to a blessed day of others who are of ordinary life ‘real’ approach gentle sincere honest authentic, as in, “Hey Andy, wanna catch up at the cafe later?”

    “ya sure! love 2!”

    you know?

    ordinary gay

    ok

  349. toyed withy your soul.. omg catholic guilt dont work with me..

    I love 2.. see we’ve been healing each other for so long it’s all good it’s never been bad, all growth all fantastico …

    all teenage girls are difficult not really much you can do except stand back and be a silent observer in case you need to pull her out of danger, I would recomend inviting a pshycologist over ( as a friend ) to silently observe and manipulate in a good way, cannot do it on your own cause you’ve got an emotional connection .. whatever you do don’t flip at her worst thing but some disipline definatly..

    hey shall we move to twitter or email, this is really too open for my likeing im getting insecure .. not ..

    ok cafe then, no more disco’s too much distraction, or how about a yoga class, omg i went to a yoga class once & the three girls in front of me had really big ass’es then they fliped over & their ass’s seemed to get bigger..

    haha

    mwah

  350. jesus is not invited !

  351. i don’t know why but everytime i try to be gay, my friends turn into girls drag queens & trannie’s omg, andy you trannie with breast’s this is for you

    http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/profile.php?id=1243777634&ref=profile

  352. oh and the biological father MUST play an integral part, then she’s less likely to find a substitute which in a rebelious way she might.. just to prove a point,

    you should consider that… maybe there is someone you forgot about all these years, well even as friends ya know ..

    anywaz I look forward to seeing you soon, alway’s enjoy catchin up wif ya, as i know you do too..

    & to anyone out there listening .. trying to make sense of it all..

    The only thing more important in the whole universe ( apart from oneself) is the love, Honour & respect of the innocent the children.. for one day you will also be a child again..never forget that !

    thank’s Michael 🙂

    but it’s so true

  353. i just want to say something i was contemplating before i forget(the greatest woe)

    Into this yet world yet bound by generational ignorances of binding death destruction and oppression, a precious divine sacred child of God is born.

    Life is precious

    To all you who participate in illegal drug use and trafficing, you are participants in a generational mad flood ignorance that sweeps our precious loving brothers and sisters into death destruction and oppression of the blessed life directly, that is not forgivable by God, nor can it be, because of the directness of truth that you are directly cause for the ongoing death destrution and oppression of so many.

    Those who think they escape this truth are foolishly unwise in fully embracing the truth that you do not serve God, rather you serve this mad flood ignorance that is direct cause for the mother’s tears that fall at their child’s grave side, in what is one of many of the aimless plodding along in life generational ignorances that Jesus rose up against in his attempts to point your sacred precious life towards awareness of the truth that none can escape.

    So long as you do not apon the truth, then you serve in a darkness mad flood ignorance of death destruction and oppression as a direct participant against God’s will for the eternal day light of divine self-awareness wisdom, where unknowingly, you do serve the light, but on the wrong side of the light.

    It is not forgivable by God

    nor should it ever be

    the only way to make things right and brighter, is in YOU BEcoming of the pure eternal day light brightening for sake of another precious divine blessed sacred child of God born from the womb of God into this yet obviously unwise world of generation man flood ignorances.

    Avoid the light of truth, and you avoid the BEcoming of the truth of your own divine child of God, as evident of what is of the condition of your soul so obvious for all the world to see, as indirects who unknowingly serve the light of truth, where all constant truth that is there constantly at all times serves God’s divine children forever more eternal all yet to come.

    blessed is eternal unchanging truth that serves as wisdom for the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul’s eternal day light radiant brilliant bright of the eternal all who are there

    bless you all

  354. you gonna reply to me or what .. ok

  355. just wait……..i will come before you in a moment, one more contemplation i coming thru…….

    we are all children when we enter into the BEcoming of the light in the kingdom of heaven love devoid of doubt.

    ya, it’s true, i have my emotional break downs, healing as you say, like two eternal soulmates who walk along their spiritual journey path to the light shining bright ahead of them in the future, of one or the other that falls apon the ground momentarily in illness of heart mind body spirit or soul, of what is the light that is delving deep into us in healing and plucking the root of whatever may be cause for our illness, the other slowing in loving concern for the other, waiting for them to stand up.

    yes, me too, i need you and love you in this way

    generation binding ignorance transformation(salvation) is what is of our BEcoming of ‘real’ self setting free from that which binds.

    at times i get toxic, what with my pure emotional concern for my daughter i chosen to be there for, herself of grave danger in association with others of generational binding ignorance of death destruction and oppression.

    BEcoming a wise warrior of God’s divine light is not what we think, all is going to always be ok, where in truth, each blessed day, we learn more and more in our towards awakening in and of our eternal day lignt of truth growth, of truths which come to us all in ways that are horrific, such as the loss of a loved one, all of us who are of affect/effect/direct/indirect eternal day light of truth of our divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul evolving alongside one another.

    i have contact with pure loving souls around the world who purely feel as i do like we do, where we do feel the presence of each other purely there of what is our deep pure place of sacred divine self-awareness flawless healing feelings.

    many who were/are purely thankful for my presence when death and destruction came into their lives one blessed sacred day of revealing light of truth of a generational snaring that swept one of their loved ones away from them, as i say to them it was only of their body, not their spirit swept away from you, they are yet there with you always.

    bless you all

    just as i AM always there with you however far away

    building of trust to come together has been my approach with you all this time in such a pure way as i am spiritually able to cast from you all doubtful binding fears that do stem from the generational unwiseness yet hear all around us, of what is my clarity of sight by means of flawless meditative healing feelings where i wisely dwell in the wisdom halo that shields one from the generation mad flood dangerous ignorances.

    on occassion i become weary and weak, from many things, like not enough rest, or toxic emotional stuff i am dealing with of others, and my own toxic stuff past, all purely of my blessed life, no matter the darkness that was or is yet of my blessed life, that God is pointing out for me to learn of the misfortune darkness i too have come thru all this way before you today.

    how do i look? lol

    a fucking mess i know

    ah well, i AM that special friend who was always there in a pure way of love in my eyes i could not hide from wise you

    where i don’t want to hide any more as i did for so long as before, as you know.

    and when i came before you, i felt something i did not expect to feel, so blessedly pure and so ‘real’, my god, my god i thought, she ‘really’ does love me, a true friend you purely are to me

    saying goodbye in moving on with another, was not what i wanted to ever hear, of what was my coming before you all this time.

    but i do love you, and so long as you shine bright in your eternal day light brightness, my divine will wise objective approach with you all this time, then i too feel as i want you to always feel.

    do as i do

    i AM constantly evolving out in the eternal day light of divine self-awareness that pushes out and sheds all generational unwise mad flood ignorance darkness, not only of my life, no, of others too who are there along the path with me at all times.

    you feel with clarity of the truth of our every step of what is the light that pushes out all darkness from the precious loving souls we love of so many, just as i do

    and that is my focus with you, not just for sake of you, for sake of all eternal

    so ya, being who you are, of course i want to be closer with you, to protect you from falling, of the high places and paths clarity understanding i speak of, of God that i AM hear.

    i know, someday i am all over the place, a scatter brain and all my emotional manifesting useless words at times, the occasional disconnect from where i rather be, in blessed harmony within, within others.

    but hey, you have not lived my life, which most as you say would not likely have survived, and for me, that is what is of sacred value in what friends are always for.

    so don’t throw me away just yet

    and even if you do, i AM always there, all around you, of what is and has been of all my steps in life affect/effect/direct/indirect light of others who are there, just as undeniably has been and yet is you

    we purely embrace one another in this sacred wise light awareness of eternal all

    just as Jesus too knows i AM

  356. ok, follow me into my sactuary of the laboratory of macro thinking clarity like your own i know of and will speak of directly with you now……..

    i come before you in pure spiritual divine self awareness like your own in speaking directly with you standing there in front of you, and there are millions of precious souls all around us as we speak with one another, some listening in, some not, yet all are there doing whatever with who ever.

    ok

    you are hear in front of me, in what i want you to purely know of me of what is our oneness sameness wise speaking on serious life and death spiritual awakening nurturing and protecting of our blessed divine self, divine self of all eternal

    welcome to my halo of wise pure descering compassionate love for all these millions of precious souls not just of this generation we see and look apon daily, also of the trillions apon trillions of unborn yet to come.

    many there are who are not yet of our wise journey thus far, that we know without doubt they too may fall along their blessed path, where some will die, others injured and damaged for life, others who subconsciously feel the light of the enlightened ones we know we are more so than others, and it is this that i wish to elaborate on with you, just as i have been all this time, of the only way we are able to ever come fully together in life, the merging of our wise halos into one.

    we have to be humble with one another of the classmate surrendered open minded collabortion for the two halos to merge, there is no other way.

    for you to learn of my accumulation of wisdom, and i yours, open minded thristing desire is the only way we can learn fully one day in pure appreciation merging of our combined wisdom, which is vital sacredness of the high places and path we walk apon with one another for sake of eternal all, of what is of the understanding comprehensive extensive divine self-awareness wisdom Jesus rose up against, himself who also BEcame wisely descerning in pure flawless feeling awareness of the generational binding ignorances yet of the world from the forefathers, here in the halo with Jesus who is hear with us, teaching us what he already knows what we thirst for, where time does stand still, because we are the wise eternal aware pure spirits who feel the truths of all these eternal generational ignorances and what is the ‘lack’ wisdom that breaks the binding chains of the divine self of others we clearly feel the truth of everywhere we look.

    without doubt, we know the eternal all are of generational evolving out of all darkness in ushering in the kingdom of heaven wise halo perspective we purely 100% flawless feel while dwelling in the halo, of how one sees the kingdom of heaven all around us, and this is why i am hear before you to wisely motivate and encourage with you, for sake of you, for sake of others we compassionately feel for like we do.

    you and i have blessedly purely felt the purity of one another all this time, so for me to turn away from you, without doubt is to turn away from the flawless purity love i feel within, as do you of me, which neither of us wants to as friends.

    well ya, i wanted more, no doubt there, of your light like my own that draws me to the sacred place that is of the constanty yearning aspect of the divine child to always constantly flawlessly feel this without doubt loving light, that is of the kingdom of heaven wisdom halo love devoid of all doubtfulness, as Jesus says of the useless absurd untrue falsehood doubt found in the world.

    i do know what the kindom of heaven wisdom halo perspective is, that brings clarity by means of our flawless feelings(how one sees) when dwelling within it, of what has been of all my slowing into graceful ‘real’ self turning towards and dwelling within the meditative halo for sometime over many years of devoted study evolving growth in divine self-awareness processing until such a day as Jesus speaks of that i already came thru, without doubt of the day i came fully into the eternal day of the light of my divine self where time does stand still, and you purely 100% feel the truth of the words of Jesus there with you saying, “Like You, i too was born into this unwise world of generation mad flood snarings of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul all around us that you flawless purely feel the TRUTH of that is constantly there of so many, such as the pure compassion we constantly wisely feel of the precious souls of aimless haphazard plodding along in dangerous paths of death destruction and oppression, just as any of our homosexual loving brothers and sisters constantly feel of the generational taboo ignorant others all around them as we do.”

  357. the discussion is endless and extensive of where i am, where you are, where we are not purely there yet in our coming fully into 100% awareness of the other’s wisdom, and yet, our oneness pure flawless feeling we both already were of, of what has been our own cultivating within of deliberate divine self-approach all these years, is the same oneness light that has been drawing us both towards one another, of what is of soulmate oneness without doubt

  358. spiritually speaking i will speak for both of us on something neither of us has openly said.

    neither of us can dwell with another where subtle uncertainty doubtfulness pervades, that our meditative awareness reveals to us as it has all these years, nor do we ever want to.

    it is this fear that keeps us apart, afraid that the other may not be on the same level, the same page, and i am hear to tell you, we already are, where of open minded student mentality collabortive likeminded desire to become one, is how we are able to become one.

    there is no other way

    i am not boastful of my wisdom over yours, even if that is sometimes how you may interpret ‘me’, no, rather, these wisdom are what have benefited ‘me’, and likewise benefit you, and another, as ones who do walk in the high places and paths of the world.

    i AM fearless in coming before you in what i know is of sacred value for you and eternal all, where i do value your sacred life on par with the value of my open minded relationship with Jesus and God, 100% without doubt, but how can i do that if you are doubtful of ‘me’, where like you, i too cannot dwell with those of the lessor toxic approach with us, of how that leaves us feeling?

  359. i ask, what sacred value to you see my role model in life as regards to God’s children who look up to ‘me’?

    well, i will say this, if you are even of 1% doubtfulness of the sacred value i know i AM, then i cannot be with you, in the eyes of them who look on and feel any disrespectfulness of ‘me’, ‘me’ of them when you do.

  360. unconditionally you and i fully know the potential haphazard dangerous path ahead for the generations of homosexuals coming thru, of what is all our wise descerning of their self-awareness self-acceptance sooner rather than later, that is able to avert disaster for their likewise sacred footsteps of life, just as each one of our steps every blessed day, 100% sacred in the eyes of God, and we who are of the greater evolved blessed divine self-awareness that we want others to successfully transition into in their constant evovling processing no different for any, all of oneness sameness, of what is our flawless healing oneness sameness of the vast worldwide LGBT community.

    regard ‘me’ in a lessor light of the value of my own sacred life as regards the all, then it is childish immature approach of you in doing so, is it not?

    as you say, it does not revolve around you

    where all are invited to the kingdom of halo wisdom perspective that has evaded full understanding to this day, of what is the truth of the ushering in of the kingdom of heaven wise halo perspective Jesus and God speak of, what we look for already hear, the path i set myself on decades ago to journey towards in divine self-awareness discovery wisdom, that is 100% pure in feeling, intuitive of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul’s of all flawless healing feeling eternal all.

    *gulp*

    yes, it’s true

    lol

  361. i know who i AM

    same as YOU

    without doubt

    the only way one is able to meditatively purely feel what flawless healing feeling feels like, just as all those who are in process of their homosexual divne self-awareness acceptance, of what is of my every sacred step, every blessed day.

    who i AM to them

    i AM who they R

    where we all need each other, and we all feel the eternal day light of our divine self growing brighter every blessed day

    and thankfully so, that does avert disaster for our precious LGBT youth who are in the highest risk category for self inflicted injure and lacking self-respect, of what is of all our self-medicating coping like so many of us do, that unfortunatel for so many, because of lacking self-acceptance, sees us die horrible deaths every blessed day, and what of all the oppression we all feel in our professional and personal worlds that we all feel like we do each blessed day.

    desth destruction and oppression of our holy joyful absolute carefree happiness spirits is what is of a mothers angst and tears at the grave side of her precios child, wanting answers, not know of what we wisely speak of, of what Jesus speaks of, that we are 100% without doubt of…………

    bless you all

    i need and love you all

    constantly

    who i AM

    i AM all YOU

    of ‘me’ 2 :mrgreen:

  362. so uhm, does this mean we WILL look at collaboration of some special projects for the world?

    what i have always wanted with you, along side of you, as lover and/or friends, as the most wise warriour of God carrying God’s wise holy sword of truth i AM learning to wield, with the most powerful defensive sheild ever found, the wise faithful truth wisdom of Jesus that none can penetrate or ever destroy, even unto death.

    of what cannot ever be destroyed

    TRUTH

    i AM the TRUTH

    i AM the WAY

    i AM the LIFE :mrgreen:

    and so all all YOU!

    forever more eternal all

    bless you all who are there in our daily unceasing prayer

    at some point we BEcome what we envision

    the future of divine self constantly hear in the presence of all divine self past who too envisioned who we all R

    bless you

    argh……..i have to stop……….the tears prevent ‘me’ from seeing clearly

    what clarity is

    lol

  363. so i ask, do you want to explore ‘me’ further?

    where is my freak in the sheets?:mrgreen:

    ok, if i stepped over boundaries, forgive ‘me’, i meant no one any harm, only constant goodness divine light of who i AM

    an invisible spirit

    constantly there

    that i feel within all YOU

    is YOU

    who i AMM

  364. who i AM

    Andy + Madonna

    forever more

    i etched this in wet concrete one day, only to return the next day, and someone fucking cemented it over.

    fuck

    who would do something to something so beautiful

    my heart?

    argh……..fucking morons

    lol

  365. fear is the way we die

    physically

    but not ever spiritually

    is the intuitive divine spirit able to ever die

    don’t listen to the unwise haters Biyatches!

    they are in denial of their own divine self happiness

    fucking morons

  366. yes, in truth, Jesus is not invited into the hearts of many, sadly

    of many who do not know who Jesus actually is

  367. the wise evolved adult child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all yet to come

    of what is the ushering in of the wise halo macro thinking pure of heart perspective kingdom of heaven

    that some think/thought was/is in the sky

    fearful denial of divine self is the reason why

    for those who know why

    of why they cry

  368. we are all emos in the wiser eyes of Jesus and God, and those who purely are emos

    the divine child of God is emo :mrgreen:

    no matter their insight or wisdom, they are of the purity love intuitiveness

    we all R

    constantly

    no matter how asleep in outward appearance, the pure faith wisdom clarity of Jesus who feels YOU constantly there within eternal all

    bless you all

    thank you

  369. and yes, that is my free flow stream of conscious writting today

  370. the way i want need think feel i AM

  371. it’s your covertness that seperates us

  372. or should i say, seperates you from divine you? :mrgreen:

  373. fine

    hide all want from an wise invisble spirit(the aparition you felt and saw of wise ‘me’

    who of clarity sees

    eternal all

    i AM

    i just did not tell you of my wise abilities prior to the apparition you saw

    ya, it was ‘me’

    just like YOU

    of purity love pure of hearts

    did you just fart?

    lol :mrgreen:

    what is that smell?

    Jesus says to beware of those of foul smelling

    do you know the meaning of this spiritually, the spiritually unwise who cannot see like we do?

    ok, so who am i?

    Jesus and God constantly know 100% who i AM?

    do YOU?

    wise YOU! :mrgreen:

    as you said, we easily see each other

    the way we are meant 2

    i just can’t handle the coolness lame that makes me insane

    the manifestations of my needs not being met

    which is not your responsibility in my taking ownership as i do, we all need three safe and supportive others in wisely maintaining postive mental emotional physical sexual spiritual well being.

    and the day i question the validity of what is wrong in wanting you 2 participate in such

    well, call me insane then, ok?

    as if i don’t like the same thing we all do

    as if i AM some sorta fucking alien

    [andYY waunders out the back door of the studio yet again, his self-esteem still waning, as a sense of doom lurks over him at times like it does, his mere desire of wanting to be constantly loved, as though he has a problem others leave him to feel daily like he does, when purely within he feels the truth, of all those just like him, left unatteneded, seemingly unlovable, if only he could be you, what a difference he would make in the world of his time running out to do so]

    perhaps i did make a difference in you

  374. me me me me me meme mememe

    it’s a all about memememememememe

    nothing else exists’s but mememememememememem

    it’s all about mememememememememme

    no one else but mememememem

  375. AND YOU !

  376. thank’s marco

  377. ANY TIME..

    MAKE A LITTLE SPACE 🙂

  378. FUCK YOU YOUTUBE

  379. HEAL the WORLD –

    FUCK YOU TUBE…

    SILLY EARTHLINGS

  380. OH FUCK ME DEAD

  381. OH FOR gOD’S SAKE KEEP IT CLEAN WILL YOU TWO..

    nah she’s a big dyke

  382. oh really dont take me seriously im just playing you….

    im gay i got a boy

  383. toy & well you dont.. so that settles that !

  384. oh your always one step ahead Byiatch.. but like really do i care ?

  385. you know what this one deserves the Mensa Club – God All Mighty – I second the vote

  386. but dont we all suffer, i mean maybe with the exclusion of JESUS – “BEEN THERE DONE THAT !!!!!”

    NEXT !

  387. beautiful

    a pure place of awareness

    without doubt

    of the doubtful void

    and all their avoid

    of who?

    same as you

    to fearless constantly feel LOVE

    the kingdom of heaven

    i know of

    with Jesus constantly there

    of all souls everywhere

    purely of care

    and beware

    in the stare

    of our intuitive eyes

    merely the ‘lack’

    in being told

    who they all are

    same as you

    purely of care

    and evolving beware

    our life experience

    revealing light

    of divine self

    exceeding bright

    eternal all

    always there

    all the truths

    we feel like we do

    why we care

    as evident in our devoted work

    i AM there

    everywhere

    same as you

    same as 2

    same as all you

    bless you all

  388. lol

    nice to feel your exceeding inner joy again

    and how do you suppose i do

    well, i wood have to be like you

    ok

    it used to be suffering for me

    but then i rose out of ignorance

    into the wise descerning halo of the ability see with clarity as to what once was of my own divine self unattended suffering, of where the suffering stems from and constantly is, of what is our wise descerning of the truth of the generational binding fear of any soul unable to be of attentiveness purely constantly fearlessly loving of us so long as they are bound by the absurd unwise generational that yet flows thru others.

    ie, “fucking faggots!” they yell out their car windows as they throw eggs at us gathered there at our usual hangouts.

    we get beaten too, and crucified like Jesus

    and why?

    we no longer wonder why?

    we know why now, the generational mad flood ignorance we wisely purely flawless constantly feel at all times in our time stands still awareness of seeing thru the eyes of Jesus who is revealing the kingdom of heaven halo perspective to us in our devoted graceful meditative sanctuaries of study, in layman’s terms so easy for all to purely embrace, thru our devoted writings, art, music, in all mediums, especially the most sacred of all, the medium of our outward appearance of what is of our inward holy joyful absolute carefree happiness growing brigther every blessed day in the eternal all who are constantly their, constantly aware of who we all were and yet are to them purely in their hearts of eternal thankfulness blessed tears of their own, as our own.

    you know, i really wish for once you were of something tangible ‘real’ with me in clarity of words as regards the two of us in physical life.

    ya, God has ‘me’

    this i already know

    and i do think God has a sense of joyful playfulness of me as God’s joy, perhaps like a toy, but not as a ploy, to disable our holy joy within us all.

    what did Jesus actually suffer from?

    not a lack of his sense of pure divine self-love

    no

    he suffered from the witnessing in feeling the ‘lack’ of not enough love in others, of what is the love of Jesus for and of eternal all

  389. you know, the falsehood mask that replace the void of lacking environmental love so many constantly feel within, and deny themselves from purely feeling how they truly do feel within, the avoidance, boys don’t cry, like fuck they don’t, and the reasons why

  390. not enough love shining forth for others

    thru the greatest medium of all

    the BEcoming Jesus speaks of that Jesus said to reach for within our grasp that was far more difficult then, than know.

    Jesus to me was one of fifty people who first gathered at our first LGBT Pride celebration decades ago, of how i see Jesus walking the earth during the brutal ruling roman empire.

    Jesus is not just of our awarness of the generational taboo ignorances our loving brothers and sisters constantly wake to each blessed day

    there are many generational ignorances to fully explore in coming free of by means of wise light revealing of the roots of the tree of which the axe is already laid for us to cut from within us, in BEcoming the outward appearance light of sacred mirroring of that of inward appearance within us, within all eternal

    TRUTH

  391. ok, imagine for a moment

    that Jesus came forth in the world today and walks amoung us constantly of radiant brilliant wise eternal time stands still light shining bright at all times, and says to the world, “What you turn towards you become within in outward appearance for all the world to obviously see of what is the truth of the condition of your soul unwisely unattended unnurtured unprotected, your divine child of God asleep in binding afraid ignorance that you do not realize, of all you who have not come fully into the eternal day you purely feel the light of your divine child of God within.”

    so what then?

    well, it is the TRUTH i speak to every soul today and eternal all yet to come, of what are the words of Jesus thru my own lips, as Jesus says, “BEcome what i constantly AM, not your master, no, who am i purely most like?”

    YOU!

    ya morons!

    the wiser evolved future divine child of God YOU who are there in this moment looking back apon what was of our life devoted to YOU who is there in full understanding wisdom that is being yet revealed here in the present past, that you already know what was of our all our present past footsteps we took while we walked the earth, now physcially dead, but not spiritually are we?

    no

    we are spiritually there in purely feeling how you flawlessly feel of our contant radiant brilliant bright LOVE all around YOU, is YOU of holy joyful absolute carefree happiness so beautiful to behold everywhere you go!

    Biyatches! :mrgreen:

    you R welcome

    yes, we care

    we constantly care

    just as you too wisely do 2!

    bless you all

    lol

  392. so ya, i AM BEcoming of what Jesus says to reach for, where already i AM ‘that’ which Jesus speaks of within

    i just need someone who purely gets ‘me’, without the annoying unwelcomed absurd lameass flamer gamer shamer blamer no name hopeless binding container dumbass doubt.

    either fuck ‘me’ or get OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    no wait, that makes no sense

    you have to get OUT BE fore you can fuck ‘me’!

    hmmmmmmmm

    what to do

    sorta reminds ‘me’ of you

    well, i do love you

    but i am growing weary in my doubting we will ever come together beyond friends

    and can you blame ‘me’?

    it was not anything i did

    it is you who turn away from ‘me’

    see what i mean, constantly i AM the wise student BEcoming as his teacher

    as requested

    you R welcome

    i AM a dyke, yes, it’s so true.

    bless you

  393. as i evolve, as a female purely in feeling

    i am left feeling what transexuals purely feel like they do

    that as a female, we are straight, are we not?

    and yet i am phsically male……..just don’t tell my boyfriend who like fucking ‘me’ lol

    ok, seriously though

    what of the Alpha male female of either a male or female that we know is ‘real’?

    and what of the Omega female of either a male or female that we know is ‘real’?

    clearly i AM both

    so is my female sex with a male of either a female or male make me straight when having sex with the Alpha male of a female or male?

    and is my male sex with a female of either a female or male make me straight when having sex with the Omega female of a female or male?

    and you say, “oh who the fuck cares AndYY, just fuck ‘me’ for fuck sakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

    GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    LOL :mrgreen:

    made ya smile

  394. uhm…….you wanna catch a movie sometime?

    you know, a date?

    or hey, i know, how about one of those huts out on the water of a peer in the Hawian islands, of a glass floor, just the two of us naked, fucking our brains out for hours of endless sheer holy joy?

    ok, just askin

    lol

    gotcha again, your turn :mrgreen:

  395. this video has a slowing into graceful divine self awareness, but is mostly just unfocused angst lacking articulation

    it attempts to, but lacks the wisdom of divine self constantly seeking for purely what?

    like arrows shooting in the dark attempt, which is fine, just where they are at in time, that’s all

    some interesting words though, that one can easily expand on into macro thinking awareness wisdom, the halo voids.

    Creed – My Sacrifice

  396. i fucking love the two andrgynous twin green mermaids swimming bi, that any of us purely relate to of what is our sacred wiser loving life souls found like we are as lovers and friends every blessed day of the LGBT community

  397. ok, so you purely embrace the sacredness of our steps, as you always have.

    i too have the same purity self-love awareness within, within all, yes?

    so what of our friendship?

    well, we are artists who will continue in our medium expressing of divine self-awareness light, no doubt

    but what of more than just friends?

    should i stay or should i go of what is our glow?

    :mrgreen:

    oh, you fucking love ‘me’

    i already know

    who i AM

  398. and who YOU R

    always the same wise compassionate love of the all

    maturity

    for sake of the all

    im ok living a gay life

    but there is something pure i came to feel of you

    and you know what i am saying, without doubt

    where we hide without too much pride

    only LOVE

    is all we constantly yearn to feel

    and that is what is of the eternal day light divine self-awareness one 100% purely flawlessly healingly feels once they experience their eternal day

    which i know you already have, even if you don’t know it

  399. ya, the easy ride lie

    that two hot sweaty loving lovers of ordinary working class stiffs feel every blessed thankful day for one another found in each other’s arms where they purely do constantly feel for what we unceasingly pray for others also to constantly feel, do as i do

  400. i stay in time and watch you pass by, i draw the line, and hope you’ll take my side, you shouldnt have to fight alone, you shouldnt have to fight at all

    from the pages of GayBoy emos

  401. the purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the upmost. to reach out eagerly amd without fear for new and richer experience.

  402. no body (purely) knows ‘me’ in order to (purely) love ‘me’ until such a time as they (purely) constantly R ‘me’

  403. get run over bi a train?

    really………………..

    well we can arrange that if you want Biyatch! lol :mrgreen:

    personally, i find getting too consistently intimate with another is not comfortable for us, our space, our health space independance that for sure is healthy for us, considering the amount of reality life of our many years of the toxic effect of marriage……….which does not hold true for all, and even then, it is perfectly the light of truth revealed to us that individuals each blessed day they wake to, the accumulation of their entire life up to each blessed day there before us, which from a distance we purely empathize with the condition of their soul, but being married with them is allowing ourselves to overly feel the condition of their souls, which is ok, just not eternity, fuck

    lol

    good morning

    as i have said before, with dYsfunctional partners, we purely empathize with what is of whatever issue left unchecked of what is ‘their’ life, not ours, and yet, waiting for a dYsfunctional to have sex with us once a fucking week at their chosen pace of dYsfunction, of lackluster boring sex at beast(read: you do all the work, may as well masterbate in a pure fantasy session that feels better), what happens is even with all the intellectualizing we can possibly do(think), we ‘feel’ their(not yours) dYsfunction in the form of rejection, which it is not, butt we ‘feel’ it that way, and when it cums to getting our ‘need’s met of the constant way we ‘want’ to always feel, you know, that special bubbling inside sweet anticipation of the clothes coming off before you even get in the door every day!

    look OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

    fuck!

    you know, you really have to start looking OUT for your self, i can’t keep doing this all the time, i mean what if i AM not there one day for YOU when you step out in front of a train, or a bus, or whatever fucking bullshit fucking aimlessness that grips you like it distractingly does, you know, i AM not going to live forever, even though i live forever, and as much as i ALL-WAYS want to BE YOU……………..

    did i just say that? BE YOU?

    mmmmmmm……. i do

    lol

    bless you bless you bless you

    i AM YOU

    ya, we were their for each other when needed.

    and always still

    i love you :mrgreen:

    call me

  404. Turning towards what is of our outward shining appearance of what is our meditative turning purely towards inward appearance that is there within, is of what purely is our divine self-love fearless confident self-awarenesness wisdom light that does encapsulate insulate and maintain our constant motivational unconditional love encouragement empowerment, by nature, our true nature, where truth is not able to faulter or fail, so long as we constantly turn towards truth.

    where truth of untruths of the generational falsehoods, is constantly always the truth, as Jesus said, “Everywhere is the truth”, even of the truth of the untruth as regards the sacred mirror we wisely flawlessly purely have come to know in our eternal day light divine self radiant brilliant bright shining forth, indeed, lighting up the entire world, for sake of our own desire to constantly feel holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of our true nature divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul set free, for sake of that of those we constantly are compassionate for of what is our empathy pure in feeling of their ‘lack’ in fortitude of what we now know.

    our treasure
    our life

    what we have BEcome, the sacred mirror of Jesus within us all

    bless you all

    i always love this song of Whitney Houston, ‘Greatest Love of All’, that we have been doing as drag queens for years, in particular Chris Edwards, a black transexual drag queen here in Toronto, who, bless her soul, don’t know how the fuck she did it, but she did, during Pride Day parade, none other than Michael Jackson, sitting on top of a van thru the parade, that tears me up everytime i think about it, not just a black man, a black homosexual man, who i still say was transexual. blessings to Michael and all who purely did and do know him.

  405. did i forget someone from the past?

    ‘me’?

    well, no, not really, i AM always ‘me’ when alone, something i always maintained a sense of who i AM all thru the years, purely so within, in everything anyone every says/said or does/did, wisely grown in my descering abilities now sharply focused of what is the truth of all that i constantly purely feel as i have since childhood, as to what always felt false in self-reflection comparison to ‘me’, constantly knowing the difference of all the truths and untruths of our divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul, of what i later came to fully realize, is the wise descerning compassionate loving faith Jesus has of us all, not faith we have in Jesus, no, the constant wise descering centering grounded anchoring compassionate loving faith shield of the heart mind body spirit and soul Jesus of us all, of our lips as the wise descerning holy sword of truth, in Jesus wisely saying, in our BEcoming of Jesus for sake of all those in unbecoming conduct, do as i do, as i AM

    as i constantly AM is what is fully entering into the macro thinking wise descerning constant compassionate love devoid of doubt halo perspective kingdom of heaven, where our wisdom is our constant compassionate flawless loving feelings we feel when ever we feel the truth that is there before us of all souls who’s journey has not yet seen them arrive where we are, where we wait, in the kingdom of heaven, where i AM, alongside the most loving brothers and sisters on the planet that i have come to purely love know(mostly), of our worldwise LGBT community of ‘real’ family.

    where purely who i AM is who they constantly are 2

    and outside of our community, well, so are all YOU

    but turn your backs on them, i cannot ever do, as i would have to turn my own back on who i AM

    not possible

    ever

    who i purely know YOU are 2

    bless you

  406. there is no such thing as last say in the kingdom of heaven eternal day wise light sayings of the words of Jesus

    that’s just foolish

    and untrue

    of any, of YOU

  407. on we go

    as one family

    eternal all

  408. every breath

    every heartbeat

    every step

    every word

    every blessed eternal day light of eternal all where time does stand still in the kingdom of heaven of us watching the all growing day after blessed day

    who i AM

    YOU

    hey, could we get some tea in hear please!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

    that’s what best friends are fore :mrgreen:

  409. what they don’t yet know Jesus, is who i AM to you and you to ‘me’, what we both purely know within without doubt in our both saying harmoniously true, “I AM YOU”

    of all YOU who have yet to BEcome who i AM

    just ‘me’

    humble annoying fun loving ‘me’

    with a perfect ass

    hey, Last Say, you wanna meet at the cafe?

    come on, let’s play

    on the world stage, where indeed, all the world is a stage, in the eyes of God, and all God’s divine blessed children of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul.

    i remain purely true 2 YOU, true 2 ‘me’ when i do

    as YOU do 2

    argh………..cannot seperate one from the other, male from the female.

    hey, maybe this is what Jesus means by when you, “when the 2 BEcome 1”, alot more fun.

    or instead of two eyes, you see constantly descerning thru one wise eye, of the two we constantly see, truth and truth of untruths.

    or how about the truth that there is no diffence between the male and the female?

    2 BEcome 1

    of so much more fun

    now if i can just teach you how to BEcome a male

    come one, for sure it is a long run of nothing butt fun! :mrgreen:

    ha

    hey, what happened in the story of Job, did he finally get his treasure, his life?

    did not read how the story ended

    oh wait, the story does not end

    eternal all who are there

    “hi everyone!”

    “Hey, can i talk to you guys in the future for a moment? Ok good. Can you do ‘me’ a favor? If her and i don’t hook up one day, can you give her that glaring stare knowingness that AndYY really did love her, and still does? Thanks”

    :mrgreen:

    “oh, and tell her i really AM the truth, the life, and the way for so many i know i AM! Ok thanks! bless you all”

  410. it’s all the same, all around us, every blessed day, the same flawless feeling is constantly there, of the all making their way in life, not knowing their own constant purity love yet bound in useless untrue transference fears, our compassion at all times like we constantly feel like we do in purely feeling of the YOU of all YOU

    LOVE

  411. it feels as something stopped, it all just stopped for me, constant now in purity love graceful divine self of constant flowing flawless eternal love feeling at all times, the sacredness feeling of our life at all times, every blessed day we get to wake 2

    alongside YOU and ‘me’, none of us different within, no matter the dim or brightness of their precious soul we want so much to glow like our own

    hey, i really know how to say so long farewell, yes?

    well, it doesn’t have to end, and you whY

    and to BE sure, we both know we won’t

    can’t stop won’t stop

    who i AM

    YOU and ‘me’

    forever free to JUSt Go BE youR SELF!

  412. so are you coming somDAY or what, fuck, i’ve been waiting to meet you since way back when!

    fuck

    what is going to take, Jesus showing up on the scene or something?

    they would not recognize him if he did, now would they, their blind comprehension, and yet, their intuitive constant glowing love light is constantly our own, yes?

    boastfulness and pride arrogance is not of Jesus, nor of us

    although we do like getting into our flame matches!

    you are the wise champion to ‘me’

    im just hear to say to you, “Wisely well done, good work, keep on keeping one!”

    you came back to us, purely now in know, family

    and whY?

    well, we both know whY, don’t we?

    whY we pray so much like we do

    the blessed pure love tears that easily flow for them all

    such saps we both are

    lol

    i love you and miss you constantly

    i have metl downs from time to time, same as you

    well, ok, i really melt down, to let you thru, the gate into the kingdom of heaven, with that big fucking ass of yours!

    LOL

    :mrgreen:

    ohhhhhhhh…….you better come meet ‘me’ someday, to sooth my precious soul like your own, i need you, i love you, you need ‘me’, you love ‘me’, like we all do

    so silly why we did meet after all this time

    and yet look what has come, Time Stands Still now

    as God says, “Where are YOU running 2?

    full comprehension now

    by means of the flawless feeling constant flow of constant glow growing

    i’m going out for a smoke

    hey, i saw i pic of Brad Pitt smoking out back of the studio, looked like James Dean, did not know he smokes, does he still?

    and what of this drinking bullshit i hear about him

    no matter we are, the generational mad flood is there everyone

    beware with care

    or be of stare

    for all those to clearly see the condition of your precious loving soul

    someone slap in the head for ‘me’ WILL YOU?

    thanks

    bless you

    love is true

  413. constantly of 2

    of all YOU

  414. eternal all of BEcoming of God’s divine WILL wisdom, our WILL BE Done on earth of what heaven constantly is………..constantly YOU of 2 of all YOU

    always was……….merely of already cosntant intuitive YOU of 2 of all YOU

    welcome to the kingdom of heaven everyone

    and no, that was not saying that, “It is Jesus who says this to all YOU, his eternal spirit that cannot die, BE Cause Jesus is constantly true, where truth does not change, cannot fail……..ever………constantly ‘that’ of what is true eternal all YOU

    a mystery yet to some, and many yet to come

    not 2 ‘me’

    not 2 YOU

    both of us constantly true blue

    what we always knew

    of love in our eyes that we cannot hide, and don’t want any more

    as Jesus says, “Shine forth the eternal day light that breaks the binding chains of so many souls held in dark false captivity, our loving brothers and sisters who feel just as we constantly do.

    bless you

  415. they send me private videos of them happily kissing their boyfriends fearlessly with only love they contantly feel for one another, no more fear, i AM hear, to tell you what i know the truth of all YOU, in secret, their yet coming out to family and whoever, so radiant, so bright, so overlflowing in exceeding abundant holy joy like our own.

    you reallly have to see some of these precious videos of our LGBT family, so happy to Just constantly BE all the time, the bubbling within i know all too well.

    bless them all

  416. Absolute Carefree Joyful Happiness bubbling within is how we all feel. The trick is not to be afraid of what others don’t purely know about us, as you know, they just don’t purely know how much we love like we purely do.

    thank you

  417. it this video does not bring tears of holy joy to you, you have no soul…….

    ok hear, you can have your soul back now……

    lol :mrgreen:

    so beautiful they are to me, constantly, and you know whY

    every step
    every breath
    every heartbeat
    every kind word
    every soft touch

    every blessed day

    Holy Joy

    thank you and bless you all

    forever more

  418. from around the entire world, different languages, and yet, you would know them as any different whatsoever of their constant love shining bright, eternal flow, what we so easily always know, come on, let’s go, you’re late!

    lol :mrgreen:

  419. i take their pictures and add the rainbow to it for them to print and show their out friends.

    Did one yesterday for one in Indonesia.

    the light the keeps on keeping on shine bright

    all of us coming together now

    so amazing how it has all unfolded ovre so many years

    and will continue as it has

    growing

    sowing

    flowing

    oh, i am not goint to say that………. lol

    and hear is the thing, it is not just us who feel the light, everyone, across all the generational unwise divisional barriers feel it, no matter who you are, you will feel our light

    so blessed in purely feeling

    constant radiance brilliance bright

    inspite of plight, darkness that fades away like it does, and leaves the room when we cum together

    only da light

    da lick table

    huh, you wanna do it on the table?

    ok

    lol

  420. only God is able to fill the ‘lack’, our cup of divine self wisdom we drink from, our clarity that peers thru the truth of the generational untruths, the darkness that constantly serves as ligh, unknowingly, sadly of many yet asleep in generational binding dark held fast captivity ignorances(untruths) of their divine self constantly there who we see with clarity, by means of our flawless healed feelings, the eternal day, light of divine self eternal all, constantly there, of affect/effect/direct/indirect, across all divisional barriers of the yet unwise world, a child is born, all from the womb of God, who is constantly there, of constant care, wisely purely aware, God’s clarity, our clarity and ‘lack’, constant beware, constant care

    eternal day

    i love this video(you have to watch the whole thing to understand the message, the duality within us all, the foe, unaware, aware, the ‘lack’ that reveals aware to unaware useless duality brought to rest in eternal peace, our true nature, being is seeing

    http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=143557727846

  421. The Love YOU know is of SPIRIT ‘WILL’ GROW grow grow

    and remake of an old song, a reflection of those in reflection of we turn towards and bring to show what love purely is within us all, the sacred mirroring light aglow abundant flow, of constant desire, what we know, purely so

    ohhh….don’t be hatin on ‘me’, she has a powerful voice that resonates in many in reflection pure

  422. we know what love is

    love is what we know

    merely of surrendering to what love constantly is, sometimes of blessed tears, compassion joy

    not some ploy

    within this boy

    if you miss ‘me’, you ‘better well’ kiss ‘me’ :mrgreen:

  423. no where left to hide, the process of LGBT

    where we stop hiding something so beautiful within them all

    of so many all i love as they do

    do as i do

  424. this is the right sound track for the slideshow, yes?
    blessed joy love constant flow so easy to know……..’me’ 😀

    the one who purely sees by means of our constant loving heart overflowing in abundance of absolute holy joy carefree happiness of 2

    i always wondered why Jesus holds up two fingers like we do, like your photo of the champion you and i truly are that i love so much, that spoke purely to ‘me’ when i saw the two fingers of leather clad gloves, i knew what you were saying, same as Jesus says, that constant pure connectedness between 2 that is there within us all

    i can only feel love of 2

    at all times everywhere i go, even when alone, i am not ever alone in spirit, none of us are in truth, what is of the intuitive subconscious seeking constantly of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit our soul’s love of YOU of 2

    it is there when we purely pray, of what prayer really is, surrendering to the grace of the divine child within all YOU, without doubt of YOU 2

    bless you all

    God is love

    and we r all God’s child

    kinda silly to think that Jesus was the only divine child of God, when we purely feel the words from his lips like we do, in every word, every breath, every heartbeat constantly in step of who Jesus knows without doubt who we all constantly r

    the divine child of God eternal all here in the kingdom of heaven all around that we purely can see, merely by means of our flawless healing feelings YOU of 2, eternal day light that lights up not just the whole world, the whole world of eternal all yet to come purely of exactly what we constantly always are within, the truth, the way, and the blessed life, one generation of eternal day eternal all constantly there past present future of time stand still, ‘that’ of the divine child’s constant aspect true nature Love YOU know of SPIRIT ‘WILL’ GROW grow grow WILL!

    hey, there is a sexual connotation in there, yes? 😀

    don’t look at ‘me’, i didn’t create us to have sex, God did

    remarkably actually, when you sit and feel the truth, that within us all is the eternal reproductive mechanism to create a human being blood line that can and does span eternally into the eternal all

    of what is the true size of our motivation empowerment one can purely and easily feel in turning towards, as big as the universe is who we all constantly r within

    the hidden treasure Jesus speaks of just how much blessed love is actually constantly there

    the eternal all of the eternal universe that spans into eternal forever more

    argh…………..i need to have sex with someone and not just think about it any more, this celibacy is doing something to my brain, now in overdrive…………..argh

    hey, did you know the fastest most powerful computer is the human brain?

    and Rosie says, “WHO KNEW?”

    you know, i have always felt the purity of her love all this time, so pure and true, was not sure why, of why we cry, cannot ever say goodbye, that’s just not true of ‘me’ of YOU

    hey, my poetry is coming along good, yes? :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

    and as for YOU

    i always knew

    it was ‘me’ who we came to know who feels as YOU

    do as i do

    1 LOVE 2

    “what time, i am free this weekend!”

    argh…………………….my bisexual side that is always there for YOU

    al-ways

  425. i am not well, healthy is failing, somethings wrong with me, avoided the doctors far to long, my procrastination you know all too well, my greatest foe in life, ah, leave it for tomorrow, this generation is so lost!

    or so i once thought

    not anymore

    i know what is of the constant love eternal spirits i feel like i purely do between Mary and Jesus, of constant love flow tears of them both who are there for how long was Jesus on the cross?

    something a film won’t ever be able to convey to the world

    but we can all visit Jesus eternally there on the other side of the door he stepped thru in exiting the physical realm, where you can easily find ‘me’ sitting beneath his cross, sometimes laying down, no where i would rather be in life than the love i have found of Jesus who found ‘me’ constantly there with him.

    here is a strange thought, maybe Jesus feels ‘me’ in the future who he and Mary are without doubt i too would come to know the LOVE of 2, the only thing of any value in life, truly and without doubt, beyond all the riches of the worldly, of what escapes so many who God asks, “Where are you running 2?”

    a deliberate cathardic prodding question for the divine child to ponder, of when they purely do, they come fully into awareness of their constant yearning love trueness aspect of 1 LOVE 2

    Oneness Exact Sameness between Jesus, Mary and all YOU

    their spirits come to ‘me’ in the night, sometimes when i am of fright, the world so scary for ‘me’ like it is

    i used to think i was a paranoid schitz like my brother Warren, sadly institutionalized in chemical straight jacket, a broken hearted boy, of past reasons foe, his spirit that got caught in the mad flood generational drowning ignorances that left him half alive half dead that i witnessed like it did………………………….

    in assessing his life, i feel that the purity of healing divine self-awareness wisdom ‘lack’ was what left his soul wide open to the generational drowning ignorances, not knowing what was happening to his blessed spirit yet there unattended in ways that only Jesus can attend to, and those of oneness sameness within eternal all.

    been meaning to go spend quality time with him, see his radiant smile again return to him, of devoted blessed days of healing i know i am able to constantly be for him, good for ‘me’ in the end, of what we know, of spirit will grow grow grow

    wisely so

    turning to ‘that’ within

    bless you

    i love you and i miss you………..as you already know and r

    ‘me’

  426. the greatest value of all in life, is time itself, where time stands still for those of constant LOVE 2, and why does time stand still you ask?

    well, when love someone so purely as you do, you realize fully without doubt that you r of the constant yearning trueness aspect to not ever want the flowing healing feeling to ever end, and in truth, it does not end, where perhaps there are many in the future spiritually hear with us feeling the truth of the hidden treasure now found and revealed, the eternal day light of divine self that shines forth into the unwise world and pushes out all darkness with their hearts unwisely unknowingly snaringly there of so many sadly bound in dark captivity generational mad flood bitter fear binding blinding absurd useless ignorances of the forefathers who did/do not desire to know God, as evident of the forefathers who did/do not desire to purely know divine self, as evident in all they unwisely say and do, as Jesus says, “Look apon the truth that is constantly there, where the truth of the untruths of divine self trueness aspects such as exceeding grace replaced by bitter falsehood mean spirited ego foe, leave divine self of another unwisely unattended unnutured and unprotected for all to feel with clarity the truth that is there, where all untruthfulness is, you WILL not find ‘me’.

    pure clarity now of turning fully to Spirit ‘Will’ grow grow grow

    grow damn it!

    ah fuck it, im taking a shower, you can do your self!

    it’s healthy you know, to masturbate when even in a relationship, according to experts, so let your partners pleasure themselves everyone, of how we all started out in coming to purely know ‘me’

    you know, since coming to the LGBT community, i found was so open about fearless speaking of all my once held secret sexual explorations, like the time…………….oh i can’t tell you this one, tabloids would have a field day for sure!

    hey, do you think Jesus masturbated?

    i always wonder about ‘that’

    only seems nature that he did

    i think he found his purity love inner romancing object of pure desire love of others, during in his secret places of joyful masturbation while alone so long in the desert as reported how often he went off alone, him not saying a word to those of his object of desire he loved so purely as he did, light so bright it awakened them fully in mirroring of themselves apon his return, the exclaiming, “Why are you so radiant Jesus?”

    Jesus saying, “Who AM i most like?”

    yet another cathardic deliberate prodding for them to explore the truth of what he knew without doubt was of their own secret masturbation sessions of so much inner joy exploding all over the fucking place!

    argh………………………..must be all the bathhouse sex i got addicted to…………….ya, maybe…………..cannot hide, i mean why hide such an incredible beautiful purely graceful floating across the room like a ghost of a body as mine?

    oh, i came across another indicator of an eternal spirit entering into the one called Jesus who surrendered to what Jesus actually spoke of, “Come that i may show you an invisible eternal spirit.”

    so in other words, Jesus did know about his channeling abilities in his study like my own, where i too am without doubt clairvoyance exists, and spirits to, that do visit me in my house of doom and gloom, where the lotus flower needs the mud it cathardically pushes thru, rechanneling of fear i learned works in my study of the spirit realm, as though one wants to desperately leave their body fearfully so, of my own deliberateness in meditative laboratory of study, ………i know, abit of an obsessed scientist i AM

    chasing ghosts

    only to learn, the ghosts are all coming before ‘me’

    angel ghosts pure in spirit oneness as my own, where all the angels who visit are of oneness of ‘me’ learning what they are teaching about ‘me’ who choses to see with clarity flawless feeling

    i don’t think many there are, who are cut out in this kind of research at my level of comprehension

    and yet, many there constantly intuitively are, who are cut out in this kind of research as in outcasts

    sacred reasoning of sacred seasoning, (summer/winter) of warm spirits blow

    we know

    on we go

  427. “reach for ‘that’ which i AM unable to reach fore”, Jesus says

    ya, unable to reach my fearless level of expressing myself, eh Jesus?

    Jesus smiles knowingly, i purely do know him without doubt

    can’t hide from ‘me’ Jesus, i know YOU the same way YOU know ‘me’ by means of so easily purely turning fully now to who i AM

    just ‘me’, same as all YOU 2

    :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

    therapsist would have a field day with ‘me’, yes?

    they do actually, where we all laugh our asses off time and again, so purely in just being our ‘real’ self and all the morons who obviously have such a fearful time in doing so.

    ah well, the light of eternal day constantly is shining bright now, of holy joy light constantly there, in the eyes of all who stare, exclaiming, “What the fuck is wrong with those 2 of none stop insane hysterical falling of their chairs laughing all the time!”

    can you picture the two of us together, of none who actually get us, in our own world of how we see them all hidding from who we know we constantly always r?

    i AM ‘me’

    ‘me’ of th’em’

    you just need to turn them around sometimes and well, you know what they WILL want to do next!

    BE like YOU!

    1 LOVE 2

    SOMEBODY LOVE ‘ME’ DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    oh, there you r

    i was wondering where you went

    into and from the sanctuary of God’s angels sent comes forth those of eternal day oneness sameness radiant brilliant bright, behold and praise forever more, those who r just like YOU, the ‘real’ YOU

    forever more eternal all

    my anchor is YOU 2

  428. can you tell i AM drunk from the bubbling stream that pours forth from their pure hearts shining so bright?

    i love facebook!

    i can like have 100,000 people in no time

    get it?

    no time?

    time stands still?

    for all those without ill?

    are you still on the pill?

    AM i jack or jill?

    and which one fell down the hill?

    it was Jack, wasn’t it?

    laughing his motherfucking ass off after breaking his ego crown into pieces in knowing the obvious truth, we are all the same, all from the womb of God

    all the divine child of God

    faith Jesus has purely true of all YOU

    bless you bless you bless you all

    forever more

    peace be to this house

    peace be to you

    and peace be to you

  429. argh………that songs gets to ‘me’, cuts right thru ‘me’ purely so, of all we of Love YOU know of wise turning towards SPIRIT ‘WILL’ GROW grow grow

  430. purely cathardic devoted intuitive work WELL done

  431. all as ONE

  432. for those of you in the future looking back apon we who are hear, of our current coming together as ONE world, please know, it was not easy, where many fell along the path, in our coming free of the generational mad flood ignorances, as you all look apon what did unfold for us of our yet unknowing what the future holds for us all banding together now as ONE

    at some point we had too, during the coming of age of our world becoming aware of the sufferings of others we purely came to know in our what was our cathardic experience in coming fully in knowing our own divine self, by means of each other so freely to expore each other the world over, thru our telecommications that now span globe here in the second mellinia.

    the most powerful instrument of God’s instruments of our WILL created that did span across and thru the old generational ignorant divisional seperation barriers of all race, religion, sex, orientation, status, wealth, political, merely of great entertainment with one another daily, where right now, more people are tuned into the internet on a regular daily basis than those of watching tv, the shift of acting entertainment with that of ‘real’ life preferrence like we now are, where we purely came to know, a dear friend of mine in Asia who taught his grandmother of no English language, to say “Fuckers!”, and “Motherfucker!” in English, the most hillarious thing we have ever seen, hear, let me get you the clip!

    i had nothing to do with it, i sware :mrgreen:

    Alvin is my closest spiritual internet friend online, of both waiting for the other, our wise oneness spirituality so easy between us aglow, natural at ease fun loving so.

    of course, her gay grandson did not tell grandma what she was prodded into yelling over and over again in the camera in her first pronouncing of the words she had yet ever uttered.

    i can’t stop laughing over this one!

    http://www.facebook.com/friends/?filter=fra#/video/video.php?v=162980735780&ref=mf

  433. you may want to sit down before watching that one, or fall down from laughter when you do.

    fair warning :mrgreen:

  434. easily Madonna is in better physical shape than Lady Gaga, not to mention her finely tuned in(as per usual), spiritual connectedness of the all, not ever aimless, no, wise

    what is it with Gaga anyway i hear so much about, is it gaga gaga like an infant entering the kingdom of heaven?

    i think/feel/want/need AM so

    lol 😀

  435. The Celebration release is huge for any new comers to the scene in their tapping into their self-love true power nature within in overcoming the whatevers!

    we all need each other
    we all want each other
    we all feel each other
    we all think each other
    we all grow each other
    we all flow each other
    we all b

    oh damn, that word keeps coming UP for ‘me’ :mrgreen: :mrgreen:

    im never going to get with you………..oh wait, why don’t you get the sex change and then we wood both be so friggin happy, more so than now?

    just thinking OUT loud…………..lol

    perhaps we are not so much what we think we r, and rather r what we think?

    i AM what YOU think i AM 2

  436. Dear Madonna,

    I am 50 years old and I am observing your work during all those years of your fantastic career. Me and my husband, we are your fans. Many times I am thinking about you to contact you trough internet. But now first I collect some courage to write to you. As you: I have a motivation to help the world and also to you. To feel better. Because good feeling are also beauty that last forever. You are beautiful as person and in spite of years that harm our skin, body, so that we get tired, you can do something for yourself. To slow down the time which cause to us to get older, you can make change with reflexotherapy. But not Thai massage which is a little rough but gently massage which do no harm to our body just good feeling. I recommend to you this therapy which give a human body miracle results. The tranquillity come in flesh and soul. The person feels better, our energy flows up and joy of life grows up. Please read on internet pages all about reflexotherapy and upon reflection you can decide to use that or not.
    A lot of health, good feelings, success and love we wish to you and your relatives and friends who you love- wish to you all nice things: Biserka and Matija from Slovenia, Europe

  437. excellent Biserka! bless you

    this is my favorite dance song right now

  438. the link works, it just won’t play imbedded anywhere………

    feel what it is that you purely constantly yearn to always feel

  439. “And no i AM not talking about your dick in my ass!!!!!!!!!!!!”

    …………..well, ok, ‘that’ 2 :mrgreen:

  440. i love the spanish guitar in this remix!

    such a pure powerful song of our oneness spiritedness that spans the globe of one generation evolving across all time into the distant future, who we know many there will struggle with their inner transferance struggles that stem from the generational mad flood drowning ignorances of death destruction and oppression of the holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU who are there.

    bless you and peace be to you all who are constantly loved and loving of one another, just as Jesus and God constantly love all YOU

    forever more

  441. Andy, bless You too!

  442. truth of all untruths manifesting everywhere thru those not awake in their mixed light that flows thru them, to and fro, asleep in binding ignorances, of what is all their subconscious behavioural stuckness they generally stay as, easy to feel the condition of their souls unwisely unattended, of what is their greatest foe, “Crucial Lack of Desire to know God’s divine self wisdom, where it is God who 100% purely and truly knows ‘me’ of all eternal, of what is my earnest steadfast internalizing becoming oneness comprehension with God’s unfailing truth that breaks all the binding chains of the generational mad flood drowning ignorances.”

    God is my best friend who warns me of everything to expect from every single one of you who do not purely desire to truly 100% know ‘me’, as evident by everything all you shall ever say or do at all times, the condition of all souls who come before me where i wisely dwell, in the eternal kingdom of heaven with Jesus who says, “They will eventually betray you, betraying only themselves when they do, unknowingly, unwisely, our compassion for eternal all lost in the abyss of the generational mad flood drowning ignorances, asleep in ignorance.”

    who’s light is this i speak of and for as an instrument that belongs 100% to God?

    God’s eternal day divine true ‘real’ self light of what is my eternal day where time stands still, unafraid of any of you in all your wretched unwise approach with ‘me’ forever more

    Michael sums up how you left me to feel this day, and i am happy to walk on in life now, unbound forever more free to Just BE my divine eternal day self, without concern for anything any of you have to ever say of me ever again.

    I will not let any of you come close enough to hurt me ever again, until such a time of my choosing, where it is you who has to come fully 100% in surrendering to your own eternal day light of divine self first in order to do so.

    i will publish the teachings annonymously for the entire world to read in all languages.

    bless you and peace be to you all

    now where did i leave that one who is dreaming of ‘me’ as though in love with ‘me’?

    argh….they will find ‘me’ eventually

    how do you know you have a true friend?

    when they speak emotionally honest of purely being at ease as their relaxed true ‘real’ divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all self oneness sameness Biyatches!

    you make me want to SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :mrgreen:

  443. God bless you Michael

    forever more

  444. you kicked ‘me’ down for the last time, final round, you win, i don’t want to fight any more with a cheater of your own divine self

  445. argh…..im turning into a fucking drama queen…… lol

  446. BEcoming fully 100% your divine ‘real’ self at all times is NOT a competition

    rather it is a constant challenge to stay tuned into the higher self-awareness in using our higher subtle intellect feelings of how others feel around us, where we are always in charge of our adjustable flexible boundaries we wisely set according to US.

    and remember, it is only you who kicks you our of heaven with ‘me’ Jesus and God, not ‘me’, not Jesus, not God, YOU

  447. OUT

    kicks you OUT ^

    get OUT Biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol

    how do i keep mis-spelling that fucking word.

    someone called a crack addict…….can you fucking believe that?

    you sure, maybe i have too much fucking coffee somedays, and i get all fuckedup from whatever bullshit is going on in my fuckedup life, but no thanks to drugs Biyatches!

    hey, that’s fine with ‘me’, if that’s your excuse you want to use to justify your own lame ass fucked approach with ‘me’

    fine

    be that way

    and who do you leave hurting?

    fucking morons, i am so done trying to talk to morons who cannot even hold a conversation with me in all their limited limited limited narrow afraid in the fucking darkness of emptiness attention span voids they fall into, sadly unknowingly of the one who wisely comes before them.

    Jesus, God and ‘me’ Biyatches!

    my boots are laced

    and i stand 100% certain in knowing who i purely and truely AM according to Jesus and God.

    not according to any of you, no

    according to Jesus and God

    the only god damn trustworthy enough friend i ever made along life’s road, and still, the only god damn friend i want to talk to right now!

    fuck whiny ass fucking jerkoff run away scared of themselves excusing excusing no love for you Andy, please go away

    oh ohhhh! Hiliary Swank is hear again………oh fuck………..

    hey, you know what, “FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

    [leather clad gloves, giving the finger…………again………..]

    somebody have some god damn fun with this script……..if it even warrants fucking reading, with half the god damn class asleep in ignorance, skipping OUT and down the god damn street, prancing away with………….WOW WOW WOW……….did you see the hottie?

    holy fuyck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    lol

    grrrrrrrrr……….im going to get laid, be back……………….when ever i god damn feel like coming back here, and for what?

    fuck fuck fucking fuckedup fuckity fucked FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    lol :mrgreen:

    oh you are probably fucking lowsy in bed anyway…….why the fuck should i care for someone who makes excuses to fucking me anyway.

    fuck this for the last fucking time

  448. im fucking tired of this fucking trainging ok?

    im going to have a shower at the spa and let who ever wants to fuck me, fuck my fucking ass off Biyatches, and me theirs!!!!!!!!

    ya bunch a useless whiny small limp dick big ass Biyatches!

    “ya, FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

    lol

  449. my friend is going to make it, thinks and talks sensible, aware, awake, out of denial, but his junkie friend likely won’t, someone close to him, the empending death that is likely what will wake him wide awake……for good.

    or, i bust both their stupid asses and put them back for another year…………hmmm……ya, let’s do that

  450. argh……..you know, i am still realizing how much i deeply love Michael.

    profoundly

    purely

    without doubt

    fearless unafraid of expressing emotional honesty

    healthy and necessary to stay healthy

    everyone should go outside and scream as loud as they can from time to time

    or find a best friend you can scream your ass off like i do, as the need arises, and if she kicks me in the balls again, well, i likely deserve it……………

    argh………fuck………….that fucking hurt!

  451. “you you you and you up against the fucking wall fuckers!”

    “NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

    lol

    you didn’t learn a god damn thing the first time, so, enjoy your second stay Biyatches!

    or is it third…….forth?

    oh just get them the fuck out of my sight! :mrgreen:

    i said to one kid the other day, “You wanna know why i do this kid? For sake of YOU.”

  452. cannot teach anyone who has no respect for ‘me’

    and to be sure, i AM not going to waste my time anymore with those who are deaf, too asleep in binding ignorances

    i will say this though, i 100% know without doubt i AM fully awake and aware in the eternal day light God speaks with ‘me’ about in telling ‘me’, “You have seen and purely felt the eternal day light of your divine self, and are without doubt, so why are you yet troubled then by others who you know are yet asleep, as you once were, in generational binding blinding generational mad flood ignorances?”

    and i said to God, in my meditative chamber alone, “Forgive ‘me’, i know, and thank you. Thank you Jesus for being hear. Thank you all(a miriade of thousands of angles too numerous to count) for being hear. There is great work yet to do, wisely so of what we all purely know, and are without doubt as regards the generational mad flood drowning ignorances of he forefathers all around us. I am yet contending with shedding of my old self ways with others, as you know, where i am without doubt in pure knowingness of what yet grips the unwise world we are all born into. Forgive ‘me’, and thank you for always being hear for ‘me’ in our oneness exact sameness united eternally forever more. bless you all.”

  453. my relationship with Jesus, God and the miriade of many angels, all of us of oneness sameness thinking and pure emotional constant flow certainty love devoid of the useless doubt yet found in the world that no longer binds me when i enter into the chamber alone with God and all those who are there. The feelings is purely the most powerful feeling of all, not of imagination either, of angels who speak with ‘me’ in pure angelic clairvoyance voices, where two of the angles gasped one time of a question they asked of me, so purely was they felt as i did too in becoming purely of the oneness sameness constant flowing love between of emotional honesty, the only way you can open to channeling in clairvoyance with the angels who are there.

    The chamber is constantly available for me now, and is the most blessed thing in life for me, always there for me to return to where ever and when ever i want.

    Being out in the world pushes me out of the purity flowing constant love devoid of doubt, and it is this constant meditative awareness a walk about as that assists my learning of what are the numerous falsehoods i write about in exploring like i love to do.

    Truly rewarding spiritual work that started out merely as a curiosity, now a full surrendering to what is beyond all the riches of the world.

    There are things about God i am looking into that may be hard to believe for some, and in truth, God is not revealing the truth of my speculations of what God is, where i do speculate that some intelligent alien life force entity is what God is, who does know what is this place we call the universe.

    Purely, they are with me spiritually, and i don’t care who calls me crazy, so long as, “Somebody fucking calls ‘me’………..FUCK!!!!!!!!!!” lol

    interesting, yes? :mrgreen:

    oh, and yes, sex is the most healthy thing for us to do, spiritually, purely of our constant divine pure loving self with another, or even alone, all healthy, in what is your own coming fully into oneness exact sameness letting go of all falsehood in surrendering to purely Just BEing YOU

    bless you all-ways :mrgreen:

  454. oh fuck you, you can run all you want, can’t hide from ‘me’………ever Biyatches! :mrgreen:

  455. ok…..have a nice night…….

  456. this is fucking nuts! omg! LOL

  457. i AM the small black and white cat standing up taunting you fearlessly, until you, the big cat, pummel me senseless……….

    with clothes off please! :mrgreen:

    made ya smile

  458. i did not deserve that, to be made to feel as though nothing, just another childish fucking mind fuck game that unwisely thinks it can destroy the purity of my souls constant knowingness that i am deserving of only love.

    you betray only you in such wretched treatment of ‘me’ that you obviously do take delight in paining another so fucking heartlessly, leaving me to wonder why i even give a fuck at all for the way you treat ‘me’

    enjoy you fucked wretchness without ‘me’ then, i deserve only love with someone who is fearlessly unafraid to purely and truly constantly love ‘me’ as i constantly do them of what heaven constantly is of two magical lovers who know they are in love.

    im leaving, and you sit there your whole life for all i care, of my hand the eternally extends for the one fearless in purely knowing who i AM within them.

    i played these childish mind fuck games as a teen, with lameass immature ones then, not any more.

    you go against God and your own divine self in being so fucking immature with ‘me’

    and God reminds ‘me’ constantly that i AM the truth of one who knows i AM deserving of only love and wise fearless approach of the pure loving divine self of another with the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all i AM

    fine

    i will leave you with your childish boundary and shall not return here ever again until such a time you tell ‘me’ the truth i already know i AM worthy of better treatment than the way you chose to cowardicely treat ‘me’.

    and if i decide to speak with you at some future point of your surrendering to the divine self i AM, in approaching ‘me’, don’t waste my time i useless chatter of what you purely want need think and feel of ‘me’ like you have for so long, of not even feeling i deserve a normal fucking FUCKING conversation like every god damn fucking person on the planet……….EXCEPT YOU………knows i fucking deserve.

    GOD KNOWS THE TRUTH of how fucking sick i AM of YOU and all your fuckling pettiness, for this being the very last time i will tolerate it ever again from any of you who enjoy being mean spirited with your empty nothingness void devoid of love, the poison bitter cup you offer me to drink from.

    i do not drink from your empty cup, nor shall i, of others who offer me a sweet cup so easily to drink from and be with like so many loving brothers and sisters i AM

    can you not for once speak emotionally honest with one who has only wanted to hear the truth of what you want need think and feel?

    wait long enough, and i will find another of greater fearlessness who will make me forget about you each blessed day of happiness we wake 2

    you have one opportunity left to speak the truth with ‘me’ and only one.

    so be sure you come prepared in what you have to finally say to ‘me’ who will listen one last time before walking away for good.

    and if silence is going to be your answer, well, i’ve seen people kill themselves over such wretched approach with others, ok?

    so you need not wonder what i think of anyone who is of this bullshit treatment towards who i know i AM

    where it is God who warns me what to expect in this bullshit fucked world from most any of you who do not desire to know God, just as is evident in all your wretched approach with your own divine self, divine self of another.

    make no mistake, none of you shall ever become wretchedly victorious of my pure heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all

    cast fire on me, and it is you i shall pass by in leaving you to feel the truth of your own wretched words and emptiness way with ‘me’ for all the world to purely see and feel with clarity of the truth you constantly are at all times.

    we could of been the most radiant brilliant bright best friends in life, what you always wanted, which is why i don’t understand you at all some days.

    i mean who the fuck wants to feel unloved for even one god damn second like you make me feel like you have for so god damn long, as though i am not even worthy to talk to?

    who the fuck gets off on being that way and who the fuck honestly enjoys being treated so horrid anyway?

    oh yeah, that would be ‘me’ again, the one who would rather be fucking dead than to ever ever ever again be left to feel the wretched cold i am not going to ever allow you to treat me like you have for so long……….EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  459. i have absolute zero tolerance left now

  460. you are grossly arrogant

  461. according to God

  462. perhaps i overly esteemed you as one most loving in life, as the one who has treated me the fucking worse!

  463. i despise what God tells me to despise

    the light of TRUTH i AM that humiliates entirely because it is the TRUTH

  464. and if you come at me with ego again, it will be the last time, where i will puke it out one last time and walk away to brighter day, so do what God does in searching your hearts people, before saying anything unloving, where i cannot fucking believe some of you actually do think that i deserve you fucking illness treatment so vile, so wretched, SO NOT TRUE of who i AM

    God’s divine child

  465. with God’s robe of divine wise descerning light armor that none of you are able to penetrate so unwisely like some of you actually think you can destroy the truth of who i AM of eternal all

    blessed is the divine child of God eternal all forever more

    bless you

  466. however long you need, i will wait to listen to you one last time, in person, not hear.

    my therapist says i will not gain the truer respect of a person via the internet, to stop with what alot of it is, cyber bullying, and ya, you are cyber bullying me now, congrates on that one.

    is this TRUTH forgivable by God?

    well, not according to a dead 13 year old who killed himself as a result of cyber bullying.

    zero tolerance

    looking back i can’t believe how i allowed myself to be allowed to be left to feel as though i am not deserving of the best, just as i am doing now, and that is the thing, i allow it, i give the green light that it o fucking k………….

    i am to blame

    for my own fucking pain

    in letting any of you ever make me feel like fucking shit

  467. you can all keep it

    blessed radiant brilliant bright light of eternal day beams brightly within me now, and none shall ever again be able to cause it to become like the dim falsehood of so many of you are, and don’t even realize how you feel to others of the way you are.

    already i AM the eternal day that draws those of oneness sameness to ‘me’ where i AM without doubt of the eternal day light of divine self i purely constantly feel like i do of others.

    be anything less, and i don’t know you, and why would i want to?

  468. and hey, if you are too egotistically busy, well, already i AM everything i shall ever need, as others know, and from this day forward, i AM purely going to be what i constantly AM

    fearless divine will courage is within us all of what matters most in life, our constant flowing flawless healing love feelings some of us allow ourselves to always feel and be, what is of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all within us all…….YOU

    God’s divine WILL, our WILL BE Done on earth what heaven constantly is……YOU

    beautiful how fearlessly pure is the constant radiant brilliant bright eternal day light of the divine child of God within all eternal.

    and that is what is the divine WILL objective of God is, to come fully into the eternal day wise light of constant loving YOU

    forever more

    God knows, just as we know, this world is of the ‘lack’ of loving compassionate wisdom that pushes out all darkness of apathy ignorance and hate.

    What you turn towards you become at all times
    Where your heart is there too is your treasure and your life at all times

    Turn towards the hidden treasure reward within YOU of constant flowing flawless healing feelings of your divine true ‘real’ self as you do, of what you know without doubt, the truth revealed by means of what you constantly feel and are, the divine child of God, and already you know that it is your flawless healing love feelings that is beyond all the riches of the useless absurd worldly led astray from purely and truly know who you constantly are, our compassion for those who do not know, our wisdom that wisely descerns of those who do not know, our constant flowing flawless love radiant brilliant bright eternal day light shining thru and of YOU, the sacred mirror of the divine child of God eternal all YOU

    blessed is the divine child of God YOU forever more

    bless you bless you bless you all

    i AM the sacred mirror, merely seeking the one who dreams of ‘me’ as though they are in love with ‘me’

    anything that i feel as less, well, that is not the one for ‘me’, of where ever one may be in their evolving processing to where i already AM in my self-actualized atonement of the wise compassionate loving divine child of God of eternal all YOU forever more

    i ask of God, “Who is this one who dreams of ‘me’ as though they are in love with ‘me’?”

    thank you God
    thank you Jesus
    thank you eternal all YOU

    blessed YOU

    forever more

    peace be to this house
    peace be to you
    and peace be to you

    bless you all

  469. i’ve made a decision to take charge of my life now……

    i’ve decided i am not coming back hear any more, getting out of this stuckness i have been of for so long now…….deserving of better ‘real’ treatment of ‘real’ lovers and ‘real’ friends who are fearless in holding my hand……..at the urging of my most wise therapist who sees thru all of you who have mistreated ‘me’

    your loss in not purely and truly desiring to know and love ‘me’, ‘me’ of yourself, ‘me’ of others.

    fucking people and all their egotistic fucking bullshit……..keep it

    who could possible ever enjoy your toxic emptiness dysfunctional neglect?

    to be sure…..”I don’t.”

    thank you Scottie

    bless you

    i will post my writtings annonymously that you may stumble apon in blessed path ahead some day…..but not here in wretched untruthfulness shall you ever find ‘me’ again.

    ok

    bless you all

  470. thanks for the bashing Mark

  471. Don’t be so cheap, you can pay for a better blog.

  472. which is not to say a sense of purpose and fullfillment is not to be embrassed in BEcoming the divine will of God, our will BE Done on earth in what heaven constantly is, YOU

    a sense of purpose and fullfillment are words that discribe guideposts we can utilize in maintaining our focus on the path to fully entering in BEcoming the outward appearance of what is our transitioning thru our fear of what is inward appearance of the divine child of God within pure and true of the intuitive subtle higher intellect divine self-awareness, which is to say, of the subconscious we all constantly are of within, where the transition into eternal day light, is exactly that, transitioning thru our fear(that stems from the unwise world that does not celebrate, cannot be of priority celebrate so long as they are yet asleep/subconscious in generational bound ignorance) in fully BEcoming wide awake conscious cognitive self-actualized authentic true ‘real’ YOU at all times.

    yes, of course, our wisdom knows we can expect most any to be of the masks we all utilize in hidding behind, which is 100% normal, all of us at somewhere on the scale of evolving restoration of the intuitive we are all born as in BEcoming the wide awake conscious divine child of God by means of the divine wisdom of God’s divine will meant for eternal all YOU.

    at all times we have to always be of wise embracing that the objective of God is not for sake of just YOU, rather is always for sake of the eternal all YOU in what is the wise escape out of the generational mad flood ignorances we know without doubt are indeed binding blinding in nature in what is of all unwise falsehood snarings of heart mind body spirit and soul in all deathful, destructive, and oppressive of the pure and true holy joyful absolute carefree happy spirited YOU of eternal all.

    the dimensions of the out of the mud(lotus flower) evolving growth into eternal day light of divine self priority appreciation is collective of the entire world of all divine children born from the womb of God into the yet unwise world at all times, as well as being fully awake in what is of the collective of all souls past present future.

    *ya, gulp is right*

    we are talking about omnipotence hear, are we not?

    over many years i utilized therapists who helped me establish guide posts as regards my becoming aware of my unwise decision making in chosing healthy friends and in setting of my adjustable flexible boundaries, and indeed, i felt directly the results of wiser mature decision making, in retrospect of what were all my unwise decisions of the first half of my life, that did see failed relationship after failed relationship, most because of my self-medication with alcohol, a learned behaviour from the unwise forefather household i grew up in……….

    beyond the guide posts in coming fully into our eternal day radiant brilliant bright enthusiastic holy joyful absolute carefree happy spiritedness, is the fearlessness of constantly enjoying the blessed flawless healing feelings of love devoid of useless absurd unwise doubt we do eventually become fully aware of that we are indeed constantly feeling what has always been of the constant yearning intuitive knowingness certainty of the divine child eternal all born from the same place, the same way, at the core of what is our constant oneness exact sameness, merely of lack in what is the divine will of God’s divine self-awareness articulation wisdom in purely and truly, constantly, nurturing, awakening and eternally protecting the divine child in their ability to remain always of the constant flowing of flawless healing feeling that purely constantly is the divine child within eternal all YOU

    in other word’s, constant yearning to always feel our inner pure and true intuitive happiness, is what is of the objective of God’s wise divine WILL.

    from a personal perspective as regards my own life, i have come fully into my divine self-love awareness, mentally, emotionally, physically, sexually and spiritually speaking, all bound together in what is our constant wholeness flawless healing feeling by means of internalizing/cultivating/inviting the wise divine WILL wisdom to myself, as one who did experience first hand up close and personal the toxic affect/effect/direct/indirectness of the falsehoods that do stem from the mad flood generational drowning ignorances, of such things as hypocrisy heart of others, that is belittling and condescending in feeling, such as my own family telling my partner and i that we are not welcome to sit at the Christmas dinner table with my own god damn fucked family…….argh……..that one still gets to me after all this time……………my aunt apon hearing of such absurdness coming to our rescue in handing us the keys to her mansion for Christmas, where my partner and i woke alone in supposed celebration of Christmas……argh fuck, i don’t even want to talk about how that felt and yet feels………….me of all people who love’s and purely knows Jesus more than my own family celebrate, ha, imagine that, how would that look on film i wonder, i mean, who has the courage to even go where i AM? lol

    anyway, coming away from the experience, in trying to not feel harsh, albeit harsh, i was already fortunate enought to have internalized sufficiant wisdom of God that speaks of the mad flood generational falsehood drowning ignorances, where prior i entertained what those ignorances felt like introspectively in my retrospective thinking of the past, yet again, dealing with the bitter foul tasting cup offered to us to drink as they did, casting it from me, in purely intuitively knowing without doubt, ah, yes, the generational mad flood drowning ignorant ones bound in blind bitter falsehood ignorances, hmmmm, i feel sorry for yOu all.

    purely i do, mostly for others like myself who experience first hand what this feels like, who are without the wise helmsman of what is falsehood inability to purely constantly be what is of their already intuitive knowingness that only love feels good enough for the divine child of God eternal all YOU

    where some do kill themselves over those of YOU who are yet foolishly asleep in dark bitter held in captivity ignorances like they do, leaving so many of you to wonder why at the grave side, where were of all your words with your son, daughter, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, mother, father, friend, friend of friends…………..

    ok, so hear we all are today, where the words of Jesus do escape even those of the highest places and paths in the world of what are all you merchant’s of God’s words, who do not purely desire to feel what it is that we of the LGBT community are now wiser than you are in purely coming fully awakened as the wise divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul, more so than you yet comprehend of appreciation in what you cannot appreciate until such a time as you comprehend, sadly, of what is yet of your own loved ones who do kill themselves in leaving you all to wonder the TRUTH of why.

    Bruised is how i feel, and have for along time, only now the bruising is scaring over with in the heavy heavy wise armore i picked up from God’s armory, God’s divine wisdom of ‘me’, a wise divine child of God, according to Jesus and God, and none of YOU who do not purely know Jesus and God, without doubt like the way i have purely and truly explained.

    i like this song, that attempts to discribe what is of all our angst by a fellow musician subconsciously seeking just as we all constantly are.

    i will write more with you, and i do want to apologize for my innappropriateness with you, as a dear friend i know i AM to you, and constantly always want to BE. There are exacting reasons that have little to do with you, although there are expectations i have within that i wanted to see come to light in a ‘real’ life friendship with you, that i don’t feel bad about having, considering what are all the dreams of the boy dreaming inside who knows who he purely is at all times, of the same dreams all of you too dream. I will speak further at a later time, merely asking that you do not be troubled by what is my own emotional baggage processing, more to do with me, less to do with you, my wanting you to grow to the highest place of inner happiness i already am of awareness of, in yet transitioning fully into applying what is my awareness wisdom in fully BEcoming wide awake consciousness, as is evident of my fearless stream of conscious writting, yes? :mgreen:

    remember, it is about God returning to this unwise world, and that has to purely embrassed in what is of my greatest challenge personally with all of you, who i know i AM and have been BEcoming, a surrendered (monk) life alone to Jesus and God, merely wishing to express what are of all my findings of the blessed path i walk along side with eternal all YOU

    bless you all

    hear is the bruised song, with what i love the most, the guitar playing(and the guitarist!). lol :mrgreen:

    purely a beautiful song that resonates with our pure flawless healing feelings like it truly and purely does, yes?

    I’ve got my things, I’m good to go
    You met me at the terminal
    Just one more plane ride and it’s done

    We stood like statues at the gate
    Vacation’s come and gone too late
    There’s so much sun where I’m from
    I had to give it away, had to give you away

    And we spent four days on an
    Island at your family’s old hotel
    Sometimes perfection can be
    It can be perfect hell, perfect…

    Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
    That I am not there, I swear I didn’t mean
    For it to feel like this
    Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
    And don’t fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
    Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
    So keep it steady, now
    Cause every inch you see is bruised

    I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
    I take my pills, the babies cry
    All I hear is what’s playing through
    The in-flight radio
    Now every word of every song
    I ever heard that made me wanna stay
    Is what’s playing through
    The in-flight radio, and I
    And I am, finally waking up

    Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
    That I am not there, I swear I didn’t mean
    For it to feel like this
    Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
    Don’t fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
    Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
    So keep it steady, now
    Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah

    So read your books, but stay out late
    Some nights, some nights, and don’t think
    That you can’t stop by the bar
    You haven’t shown your face here since the bad news
    Well I’m here till close, with fingers crossed
    Each night cause your place isn’t far

    And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah…

    Yeah, yeah, she still counts the minutes
    That I am not there, I swear I didn’t mean
    For it to feel like this
    Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
    And don’t fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
    Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
    So keep it steady, now
    Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised

  473. our oneness compassionate heart YOU and ‘me’, yes?

    i love all of them, just as i know you purely and truly do too.

    bless you all

  474. is merely who we purely all constantly r

    LOVE

  475. guitar, one of my favorite resonating ways of divine self expression.

    and that is the thing with the passion of a guitarist, i AM, so r YOU, is the constant yearning knowingness awareness of our LOVE in turning towards fearlessly feeling of our loving emotions, and to evoke what we want others to feel the way we constantly yearn to always feel, knowing they do, perhaps just not at the awareness level of the amount of time we do dwell in fearless constant desire in just BEing who we all r

    LOVE

  476. LOVE is the POWER of the ALL that lifts the ALL out of hell into the flawless healing constant feeling LOVE devoid of doubt in God’s divine WILL wise perspective KINGDOM of HEAVEN YOU

    bless you bless you bless you all

    i AM yet flawed in my perfection restoration salvation from the mad flood generational drowning ignorances that did nearly take my life several times.

    thank you for purely understanding the wise TRUTH of ‘that’.

    behavioural modification
    anger management

    i take it all seriously

    the quiet kid, his head down in group therapy, constantly taking notes for future reference, the quality of having the most wise in the field of psychology, can you imagine having three University degrees and a lifetime of field work, soon to retire?

    i AM blessed by God to have such remarkable chance of being found among the best in the world like Scottie.

    who is wisely your friend too

  477. without LOVE i die
    without LOVE i cry
    without LOVE i sly
    without LOVE is Y

  478. in group, the professionals do no allow us to be of emotional outbursts with one another, in a controlled environment of expectations of the professionals in control, and for good reason, we are all of our issues of unwise boundaries in life, unmet needs to what ever level are being met, not being met, unresolved issues healed/unhealed, and the obvious ‘lack’ of self-awareness wisdom as to how to go about self-actualization restoration setting our divine holy joyful absolute carefree heart mind body spirit and soul free from the generational mad flood drowning ignorances, most any of us yet are of, all of us evolving along the same blessed path eternal all YOU walks apon, of the ALL which is bound by ALL the TRUTH(s) that exist and are there, across all unwise divisional false seperation barriers of the forefathers, across all time past present future.

    yep

    God’s omnipotence as one divine child of God who is revealing of God

    i know without doubt

    constantly

    i AM

  479. so on that note, please forgive the outbursts of this growing old and wise tranny homosexual/heterosexual Biyatch! lol :mrgreen:

    speaking of happiness, i think/feel/want/need it is safe to say, i AM happiest with a male lover?

    and yet, my top is happy with either a male or female

    being versatile though……..

    my bottom leans towards being with a male

    and i have to accept this as regards my happiness

    although………”YOU STILL HAVE NOT TOLD ME WHAT IS BEHIND THAT DOOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

    lol

    when i first got to the LGBT ghetto of Toronto, i discovered this leather harness that hangs from the ceiling in the leatherboy club, naively asking, “What’s that fore?”

    since that day, i may as well say, i have always had a sexual fantasy of ten guys lining up with me in the harness…………argh……….it’s true………..the fantasy.

    not true of me fullfilling such a thing, and yet, i AM most comfortable while naked among my gay brothers at the spa, as though i AM a most happy wild sex slave in the times of Greece of constant smiling radiant brilliant bright………….argh………….i love the male body, so guess all my letting go angst does revolve around this truth of ‘me’

    and with you too, yes?

    ok

    so in turning towards my future happiness, i shall follow my own light until such a day as you tell ‘me’ what’s behind that door………………..’me’? lol :mrgreen:

    well, ok, ya, i AM behind that door………………..it’s true

  480. what you have been trying to tell ‘me’ all this time……..

    i got caught up in my retrospective happiness of my past heterosexual life, my own doing in recalling that i was happy as a heterosexual, wanting to do the whole family thing with ten kids of our own, three times engaged to be married………………….

    crushing breakups to say the least, always wondering how my life could of been, like i wanted it to be, my alcoholism that fucked it all up for me in each case……..

    my alcoholism that continues fuck it all up for me in each case

  481. i got so drunk the other day, i did not recall writting emails to certain people the next day, and that scared the fuck out of me, that i was out there wondering around in a black out……….the most dangerous level of alcoholism i have returned to yet again……….the feelings of useless false doom that pervaded in the days that followed, all of you who bore witness to the otherside of me that rages like i do when i drink, the inner rage within unhealed over Troy that manifests like it does, my own yet grieving all this time that reveals to me that i won’t ever get over Troy…………

    and yet, i have to hold onto my therapist question, “What would Troy want for Andy?”

    Happiness

    constant happiness

    bless you Troy

    i still feel him with me at times, purely so, at times of exceeding inner joy that when i do leave this world i will be with him forever more……………and that scares me too, because the feelings of purity love are flawless in feeling for me so vividly of him and i always being together eternally in constantly holy joyful absolute carefree happiness………….

    the human mind is far greater than most of us know or appreciate………sadly, all of us dealing with the lessor that continues to stem from the mad flood drowning ignorances of the forefathers and all their bullshit limited limited emptiness of not purely knowing and constantly being their own divine child of God, of God’s wise constant awareness, our awareness now, of the TRUTH.

    i remain optimistic of blessed happiness is my future, in this life, and or after i am gone………..i just know, what i purely constantly AM within, having been of exceeding holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of my childhood experience as an adult child now who does feel the same in my homosexual lifestyle that i do purely constantly love………….especially that Black guy the other week with the most perfect ass and dick i have ever seen and been with in my entire miserable life!

    maybe that’s what’s wrong with me, he did not come back, gave him my address, to no avail…………

    leaving me to feel who i AM, an old drama queeen size queen tranny Biyatch without a man…………………argh :mrgreen:

    not for longgggggggggg

    lol

  482. you have no reason to ever trust me again, and i ask that you don’t, until such a length of time that i earn it in taking full ownership of my issues that belong to ‘me’.

    i do not earn it at this time

    let it go and go live the life of your pure inner happiness, and i shall continue to attempt to do the same, not of goodbye, not possible, as we are all connected at all times in life every blessed day, no matter light or darkness, where both light and darkness are always the TRUTH that constantly at all times serves the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU

    blessed is the divine child of God YOU forever more

    bless you bless you bless you all

  483. ok, so that about covers the extent of my exploration of bisexuality, in returning to happiness of my homosexual preference…………

    and as for kids of my own one day, truly, i AM an my alcoholic forefather, and as child, i recall what i went thru, and there is no way i would want my own child to be around what has unwisely become, of my unbecoming conduct of ‘me’

    TRUTH

    i AM

    instead, i can go be the adult child i AM, in sacred mirroring of happiness i AM, where i do know without doubt every blessed day i wake 2 is purely 100% sacred for sake of another adult child in process.

    of eternall all YOU

    i ask God for forgiveness in what i purely know without doubt is not ever forgivable, in humble acknowledgement of the TRUTH as relates to my ongoing behavioural modification, relaspe is a part of recovery.

    at least i AM in a recovery program

    where

    No Recovery Program = No Recovery

  484. oh, best foods to ward of heart disease and cancer r;

    beets(raw, not cooked)
    Guava(especially the peel, blender juice)

    and i forget what the other two are

    visit Tesh (dotcom)

    bless you

  485. and thank u

  486. I did not meet Troy at the Terminal like i purely wanted to, as did he, now dead because of my hesitation fear to love and feel loved like i constantly always yearned to feel and did feel with Troy.

    the worse thing that haunts me in life, is an empty chair with no one there.

  487. of what is my constant pure appreciation of eternal all YOU who r there!

    purely and truly we all care for ONE another

  488. i feel so purely for everyone of you i come across in life, of my slowing into graceful pure ‘me’ i AM there, knowing at all times who you all purely are within

    LOVE

  489. with OUT LOVE i die
    with OUT LOVE i cry
    with OUT LOVE i sly :mrgreen:
    with OUT LOVE is Y

    lol

  490. he is using a pedal to slowly phase in and out the guitar

  491. constant yearning LOVE

    a blessed trueness aspect of the divine child of God eternal all YOU

  492. oh, and stay out of helicopters!

    they have a high crash rate, and zero survival when they do crash.

  493. hey, they finally proved it scientifically, that out spoken homophobes have homoerotic feelings they try to suppress! Yep. The did a experiment that concludes proof that homophobes are liars!

    i mean, ya, we always knew this, butt try telling the homophobe this, even after conclusive evidence in tests, the homophobes keep on lying!

    argh………

    here is the update Beautiful YAOI homoerotic art collection. YAOI has various meanings, depending on who you ask.

  494. lol

    hilarious!

    what is that hideous black and white outfit M wore at the opening ceremony, i mean, you are planting a tree of life, at least wear something that bright like the sunshine that sustains all life…….argh

  495. argh…..i need a makeover……..hmmm….let’s see, something sexy, something sexy, oh, and something rock hard sexy…………… lol :mrgreen:

  496. ya, if i see one more artist playing up half-hearted prostitue sex sells thing, i mean leave some imagination for us, will ya?

    if i want hard on porn, i’ll go watch porn…….which i don’t like anyway……i mean how cold is it for two strangers to come together, of pure hearts, barely know one another in order to love one another, for the sake of showing the whole world how desperate they are to make money they don’t need, in their yet being untrue to self again, of attempt to keep up with the fucktard ego maniac Jones and their small dick unknowingness and desire to make love with this boys ass? lol :mrgreen:

    somebody fuck me!!!!!!!!!!!

    argh……….

  497. oooo….now that is hot!

    a snake skin leather jacket!

    oh la la!

    oh fuck off! $5,000?

    are they crazy?

  498. oh la la .. what are they doing ?

  499. the usual, shopping for that perfect tight fittin pair of jeans……..found them!

    and that blue flower silk shirt!

    oooo la la!

    these are friggin hot on my ass! damn! :mrgreen:

    i mean if you saw me in these, you would like stop the friggin car……..NOW!!!!! lol

    i always was turned on by my own body……is that a bad thing?

    self-love = self-love of another = the best damn sex on the planet!!!!!!!!!! ha

  500. sad

    that people have nothing better to do with their time than to waste it on creating these insensitive mockery homophobe videos, with us of slurs such as ‘fruitcake’ tossed in it’s attempt to be funny with the same homophobes who actually find this stuff funny.

    or maybe i AM overly sensitive(is there such a thing) lately……maybe……to what is yet my own transitioning thru my somewhat yet empty void of a lover and friends, in getting centered and grounded in that purity love wholeness flawless feeling i feel within, that i AM already everything one shall ever need as a lover and friend, without useless absurd distraction of the falsehoods.

    i just don’t find it funny when people make fun of being gay or lesbian, that’s all, considering how sensitive there are of people out there yet in the closet dealing with their own internal homophobia that stems from the ongoing ridicule such as this that continues to make fun of us, devoid of nurturing, awakening and protecting the centering exceeding graceful purity love homosexuals are within, that continues to be inundated with crap mockery ridicule of being gay, lesbian, bisexual, transexual, that seems only they purely know what the fuck i am talking about.

    even more sad is that i spent money and time to come here and waste time watching it………….

    anyway, my rant for the day………..

    ………getting back into my sculpting of homosexual lovers, that always feels purely sacred of the time yet remaining of my life, in leaving behind what it is i purely feel within, of oneness sameness of eternal all yet to come to likewise flawless feel what it is that i feel, expressing in outward mirroring the exact same purity love oneness sameness delightful holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of what truly is eternal day light of divine self of eternal all who are (constantly) there…………not mockery, not ridicule, not cajole, not lessor, in truth, blessed flawless healing nurturing protective centering feeling within that assists in their BEcoming fully of OUTward appearance of what is purely of INward graceful true appearance

    ~ the radiant brilliant bright eternal day light of divine self of eternal all YOU who i know are constantly there, flowers in hair, in holy joyful celebration of yOUR loving sacred blessed gift of life.

    ok, maybe i am growing old, and growing more and more annoyed with where the mockery ones yet are in their evolving towards what the fuck i am talking about.

    and maybe that is a good thing that i do, in my own stop wasting precious time in returning to the mediative pure sanctuary studio of divine art……..

    pure loving delicate graceful true homosexual art is rare, this i know, yearning to be surround by it, of what i know to BE true for ‘me’, oneness sameness ‘me’ of another, and so many ‘me’ others of eternal all yet to come………

    ok, you know where to find ‘me’

    easily

    beyond all the riches of the worldly

    this i know i AM

    we all are

    many just do not purely flawless truly know who i AM

    ya sure, i may be a starving artist who goes without food in order to get art supplies, butt in that is sacred, in view of how money gives rise and opportunity for an artist to become distracted from devoted sacred work.

    In truth, all i need or ever want is my most loving lover like ‘me’, who not only purely constantly knows who i AM within, they are what i AM constantly within as WELL, yOUR oneness samenss magical flawless pure true exceedingly graceful loving YOU!

    and besides, my spelling sucks when it comes to writting, not to mention my mental emotional angst/inner rage breakdowns of needs not currently being met……100% normal where i AM today, and i AM just tired of this constantly BEing without YOU!

    what was once(and yet is) true

    within eternal all YOU!

    ~ although i suppose this is perhaps my best writting so far, yes?

    no beating around the bush, no, directly of what is the constant yearning divine aspect of eternal all YOU, AM i not?

    blessed blessed blessed is wise compassionate loving divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU

    bless you bless you bless you all

    and no, the art is not for sale or market………….ever.

    God forbids serving the worldly in all their useless annoying chatter.

    what?

    WELL, it’s the god damned truth, is it not?

    i will give it to my most loving brothers and sisters as gifts they shall forever more charish in surrounding themselves with purity love they constantly are within, where the art sacredly belongs daily, for all who enter their dwellings to purely feel who i know they always constantly are, true blue.

    although i suppose donations for supplies is not something to BE left OUT.

    butt hear is the thing, the last time i checked, ROCK is free! :mrgreen:

    like ‘me’

    as in rock hard solid like ‘me’ Biyatches :mrgreen:

    grinding bits are expensive though, butt not that much that i cannot afford them.

    and if worse comes to worse………”I’ll use my god damned teeth………..fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” lololol

    pink stone of course………

    hey, did i tell you my grandfather was a stone mason? built churches of stone with his hands?

    ya, bless you and thank you Grandfather………the only one who purely knew and loved me like he did, our endless speaking of Jesus every time we got together, the light of God thru him to/thru ‘me’ to blessed blessed blessed divine all YOU!

    enjoy the blessed day, we only have so many to enjoy, yOUR way, a leader of the eternal all set free to Just BE yOURSELF.

    bless you al-ways

    starting with this image, a relief carving you can hang on a wall.

  501. one thing i always noticed and valued most during my coming out years, was all the homosexual art i came across, and realized how rare it is………..

    like we are

    rare

    true blue

    YOU

  502. sacred evoking mirroring devoted art work is angelic in the way it constantly purely speaks from within YOU

    is YOU

  503. how i enjoy channeling my angst, is a pure positive OUTcum way! :mrgreen:

    lol

  504. when i AM not of my devoted works……..i AM my devoted work

    constant flawless flow

    the only way i want to Just BE, constantly free, like the wind, and all these pink stones!!! :mrgreen:

    bless you all

  505. this one will look beautiful in relief carved stone hanging on one of our family walls.

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  506. art like this eternally speaks purely in our sacred (alone)ness before and with God, alone and with one another, of oneness sameness from within.

    Perhaps that is what Jesus means, “Where there are three, i am not there.”

    ?

    hypocrisy heart generally thrives instead?

    ~ some awareness pondering of what purity love centering and ground is, and how one goes about it……..

  507. that is why i always wanted to meet you alone…….not of three, of life lessons of so many times where there are three or more, i have a difficult time in purely remaining of my constant yearning to just be the flawless healing feeling ‘me’.

    and i know you purely appreciate exactly what i AM saying, yOUR oneness 2.

  508. and in truth, i mostly did come before you alone, of what i grew to come fully in purely knowing and loving like i did for so long, my own flawless healing divine self in meditative study for so many years like i have and yet do, where you feel the flicker of a candle, that pure special feeling so subtle, so pure, like when we are drifting off to sleep.

    dreamt of my girlfriend Trish last night, who i love at the age of 15………….no wonder as to why i have returned to my pure loving memories of her, a virgin boy who knew he was terrifiedly in love with her, who mocked and ridiculed me alot, mostly as one who was center of attention at school, of so many others, all the boys who likewise wanted her as their girlfriend, fighting for her attention like they all did, coming between her and i endless anywhere we went………where i saw a part of her enjoyed playing along with them in their tyrant ways of making me jealous………till the day came i had enough of deliberate neglectfulness(against my needs being met), and overcoming my fears to walk away and not ever return to allowing myself to be hurt by any of them, mostly her, all of us immature at the time, i realize today, of what is my old self immature abreactions of resorting to old mentalities of yesteryear like i explosively do, the tender delicate sweetness of the one who is yet there within, unhealed i suppose, after all this time, the inner fear to purely trust 100% in order to constantly be of the constant yearning aspect to purely constantly feel loved and loving, something i think those with a family take for granted in not realizing how blessed that is, compared to others who do not have the constant blessed surrounding love like so many of the outcast homosexuals do, directly of why their suicide rate is so high i suppose, and their not wisely addressing what their needs are and to what extent their needs are being met, which is why i feel art work is so sacred, an extention of permanent YOU in each devoted work, as though a duplicate of YOU, in our ability to be in two places at ONE TIME, yes? :mrgreen:

    able to fill the void, the lack, even of those not of wisdom for sake of their own divine loving self, devoted art, music, dance, is all purely sacred of God thru us all eternal forever more.

    i like the medium of stone, because of how long it lasts, like thousands apon thousands of years, purely i know, there is someone thousands of years from now, perhaps weeping blessed loving tears of one of my stone carvings they are holding in their hand.

    there is motivational empowerment, and then there is ‘me’, who does not know what century i AM from or which century i belong 2, other than to purely say what i purely know without doubt, i AM of all eternal past present future YOU, AM i not? :mrgreen:

    ok, have a great day!

    bless you

  509. perhaps i was of projection identification, of the returning to my previous pure loving self i always was, the constant yearning aspect of us all eternal, where i did purely feel the ‘real’ you who loves ‘me’, in my become fully restored in what matters most to everyone of us all eternal, to constantly be what we constantly yearn to always be………constantly loved and loving, i know without doubt………i AM……..oneness exact sameness of eternal all YOU

    forever more

  510. i love u

  511. bless you all

  512. homoerotic art

  513. i will be adding ongoing update pics of the sculpting to the above link.

    Rewarding relaxing pure of heart work, that someday will be evokingly enjoyed so purely by so many

    forever more

    The Kingdom of Heaven is yOUR feelings

    blessings to all

  514. This stone piece is will have 5 homoerotic lovers of relief carving carved into it. :mrgreen:

  515. i like this saying, even if it is rather common sense, without need to be spoken, it validates and reassures students of divine self awareness, of as student in process of BEcoming their wiser teacher(s)….

    Just as a seal is impressed apon wax…
    Reproducing the configurations of it’s device…
    So too the thoughts, character, and aspirations…
    Are impressed apon others…
    In continuous transference…
    The teacher’s stanza is reborn in the heart mind body spirit and soul of the eternal student all YOU.

    blessings to all

  516. Gnosis = God’s Knowledge of the Heart

    not a title of glory

    rather a crown(halo) of TRUTH awareness…

    what Christ really means, even escapes those of this film, in purely and truly KNOWING WITHOUT DOUBT(as evident of their lacking seal), as to what truly is the wise HALO perspective Kingdom of Heaven.

    i am Gnostic….without doubt…i am

    i am without question as to what the kingdom of heaven constantly is..
    it is compassionately sad for all who i clearly seee(feel) with clarity the truth of their unknowingly being snared by generational fearful binding asleep in ignorance illness of the heart falsehood teachings of the mad flood all around us of this unwise world we are all born into from the exact same place we all enter…from the womb of God.

    i cannot shut off my awareness, of all who come before me into my halo, where i purely constantly feel truth of their every word, their every body language, constantly there, in a blessed comnpassionate wise peering thru the layer masks of the one who hides, afraid of the world that is not conducive for their precious constant intuitive knowingness certainty that only love feels good enough to always feel at all times, as i take a stanze time and again in defense of others like i do every blessed day i wake 2.

    Every moment of our life is purely 100% constantly sacred as regard our wise stanza….

    of what is the wise light of eternal day shining bright within us all, no matter how dim the light, it is constantly there, within divine self of eternal all YOU, constantly purely there, unable to ever be estinguised, of all generational falsehoods that cannot ever BEcome vicotious over truth of the submerged divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU

    and yet, the generational unwiseness mad flood does lead us away from the truth of the divine child submerged and snared by generational mad flood drowings, of what is of all these wretched deathful, destructive, and oppressive fear binding submerging illness of falsehood teachings yet all around us in the world, such as the unwise brat of a child President of Iran’s control freak power mongering that is indeed deathful for homosexuals in hiding in Iran.

    The LGBT community knows this oppression all too well, and how long it takes for generations to come free of these wretched untruth generational teachings of the forefathers who claim to know God, who don’t even realize their obvious of words and behaviour that is indicative of their not even knowing their own divine self as purely and truly as we do.

    What to do?

    i say we should have a high court of united nations to start pressing criminal charges apon these unwise leaders of all church and state, in what does amount to negligence death, destruction and oppression of homosexuals worldwide.

    We are talking about 10% of the world population hear people, that far far far OUTwieghs anything Hitler did, which is not to dismiss what he did….

    as of right now, this day, November 6th, 2009, according to estimate by the United States Census Bureau, the world population stands at 6.795 billion, where an estimated 10% homosexual population is 695 million worldwise.

    At law, an accomplice is a person who actively participates in the commission of a crime, even though they take no part in the actual criminal offense.

    well ok, IN THE NAME OF GOD, i charge any of you who are openly against a homosexual, as an accomplice to ALL wretched unwise apathetic unloving hurtful acts of negligent death(murder), destruction, and oppression of my loving brothers and sisters, at all times, every blessed day….ACCORDING TO GOD

    TRUTH

    than none of you are ever able to escape from, truth that trillions apon trillions of generations from now shall look back apon all of you in utter dismay of how ignorant so many of you sadly R

    hey, im just the messenger of God….fuck…don’t shoot the messenger, who + wisely + compassionately + constantly lovingly, + comes to save all your sorry pathetic miserable lameass frustrated small dick sad sad sad anal retentive fucked lives…..

    and no, i am not talking about myself this time Biyatches!

    i have a big dick……

    hey, can i write x-rated lines for Rosie’s stand up some day?

    oh come one, that was funny!

    and if you are not laughing then you are so in need of……’me’ damn it!

    blessed is the divine child eternal all YOU

    forever more

    TRUTH + LIFE +the only WAY

    duh!

    [muttering to himself….again….”always explaining….why didn’t i just sign up for the airforce like i wanted too, and forget about Trish? BECAUSE I CAN’T!!!!!!!!” Just like i cannot forget about any of YOU! Why wood i want 2?” lol ]

    i have to annoy someone at least once a day damn it….lest this world becomes stifling more boring than it already constant is…….yawwwwwnnnnnnnnnn…..COFFEE!!!!!!!!!

    my relapses hit an all time high……always serves me in reminding me how much i hate myself when i get so bent out of shape……you are correct….transference, my shit, not yours, my needs not being met, that’s all, my responsibility, no one else’s, of appropriate approach only…..forgive me someday…….in truth, i am the product of my past, and that is what i look and feel of us all past present future, because it is the TRUTH.

    God cannot forgive the truth, i mean since when would God give the green light to all our bullshit world wide, when God wisely says to the unwise child, “Everywhere is the TRUTH”

    ?

    at all times

    constant flowing of past into the future

    hey, i know, as a wise starting point, door into Heaven, let’s input all our psychological case study date, based on psychological autopsies, and forecast the future, especially how many more homosexual loving brothers and sisters will die over the next 100 years.

    and then announce to the world the truth of all you falsehood teachers who claim to know God, Pope included, that you are wretched witch hunt murders of my loving brothers and sisters according to solid case study data we have been gathering now for decades…..and according to GOD….we know the TRUTH…..we constantly r the TRUTH….for some time now….the likes of which are still at large each blessed day to walk among us.

    Truly i tell you, it is YOU who cast yourself out of heaven in purely and truly coming fully to know and love with my blessed blessed blessed loving brothers and sisters i protect with the power of God’s wise TRUTH in my right hand, i use my left hand to….oh never mind…..where it is God’s wise loving compassionate eternal day light divine self TRUTH that WILL humliate each and every one of YOU one day who come before God where i stand eternally in God’s right hand, as a devoted instrument of God freely given to God to have forever more, having found none of you purely wise in truly knowing and loving God as i do, as evident in your OBVIOUSLY not purely and truly knowing in constantly BEing the flawless healing loving feeling divine child of God like so many of you haphazardly unknowingly(sadly) do in all you say and do each blessed day.

    Truly i tell YOU, i know what the kingdom of heaven constantly is…that has eluded all of YOU thus far, hear in the year 2009.

    Be Quiet!

    Listen!

    The Kingdom of Heaven is Eternal ALL YOU!

    blessed blessed blessed YOU

    forever more

    blessings to all

  517. look apon all the religious art in the world and what do you see….a halo.

    The Kingdom of Heaven is a CONSTANT wise compassionate purely loving divine self macro thinking awareness halo of nurturing, awakening and eternally protective divine self wisdom that does protect against the mad flood generational deathful, destructive and oppressive falsehood drowning ignorances of the unwise forefathers who did/do not know God, even those who claim to know God, you got that Pope? Ya, i am talking to you, and you will NOT get into heaven accept by ‘me’!

    I speak the truth you continue to deny your divine self to purely feel, that you WILL one day flawlessly feel the eternal day light of God’s divine child who is before you this day speaking the TRUTH you do not yet know, nor do you desire to know, even unto your last day like so many of you do, in all your heartless ways that condemns, binds, and casts only YOU out of heaven in purely and truly coming to know my loving brothers and sisters who feel sad for all your wretched illness of heart, where you are so blind, you do not even know you are blind to God’s divine child who stands before you speaking the wise TRUTH this day, which you will not feel the truth of because of that which you do NOT bring forth from within that continues to keep you bound and cast out from among us.

    It is i, a wise divine child of God who invites you to my table, and not ever shall i sit at yours until such a time of my choosing, where it is you who has nothing to offer me in what is yet of your spiritual blind shortsighted self-serving merchant of God impure poverty illnesses of heart mind body spirit and soul that is yet poisonious to ‘me’ to be found among you and those like you.

    YOU are heartless cold murders in God’s eyes, in my eyes, the eternal awareness TRUTH none shall escape from or become victorious over who i am…..constantly, i am the truth every blessed day i wake to and feel what it is i yet feel of all untruthfulness in this yet wretched unwise apathetic world of deniers of TRUTH according to God who is with ‘me’…..100%….till my last day among you all.

    blessings to all

  518. you say such things as below, and yet you cast homsexuals to the fires of what is yet your living fires of hell for us?

    “Even today we want to proclaim this with innermost conviction,” said the Pontiff. “Yes, Jesus, you are Christ, the Son of the Living God! We are aware that Christ is the true ‘treasure’ for whom it is worth sacrificing all. He is the friend who never abandons us for he knows the innermost expectations of our heart. Jesus is the ‘Son of the Living God’, the promised Messiah, who came on earth to offer humanity salvation and satisfy the thirst for life and love that dwells in every human being. What advantages would humanity get if it welcomed the announcement that brings with it joy and peace!”

    Following the Apostle’s confession of faith Jesus conferred upon Peter his mandate (And so I say to you, you are Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church, and the gates of the netherworld shall not prevail against it. I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven.).

    “It is the first time that Jesus spoke about the Church whose mission is to implement God’s grandiose plan to unite in Christ the whole of humanity as a single family. Peter’s mission, and that of his successors, is to serve the one and only Church of God, which includes Jews and pagans. Its indispensable ministry is to ensure that it does not identify with any one nation or culture, but that it is a Church for all peoples, so as to make present among people, who suffer from countless divisions and contrasts, God’s peace and the renewing strength of his love. It must therefore serve the inner unity that comes from God’s peace, the unity of those who have become brothers and sisters of Jesus Christ. This is the unique mission that falls upon the Pope, Bishop of Rome, Successor of Peter.

    Lastly “before the huge responsibility of this task I feel ever more the importance and the duty of serving the Church and the world that God placed in me. For this reason I call upon you, dear brothers and sisters, to help me with your prayers so that, faithful to Christ, we can together announce and bear witness to his presence in our times. May Mary enable us to obtain this grace! We call upon her, full of trust, as the Mother of the Church and the Star of Evangelisation.”

    God blesses all

    God is all

  519. i ask a simple question, “Where are your followers and to who are they purely turning towards?”

    these wretched hateful fires consume only you and your followers, to whom the truth is revealed in the blessed tears they yet cry at their beloved child’s graveside, right now, in this moment, the TRUTH is there, and still, it is all you who turn away from purely embracing the TRUTH you continue to deny of your wretchedness that is killing members of our worldwise LGBT communit, your own beloved children loved by Jesus and God, YOU of the netherworld who are direct cause for their death, destruction and opression, and not ever shall you prevail against ‘me’, Jesus or God of TRUTH that is not ever able for anyone to unwisely, apathetically, unlovingly become victorious over!

    Deny ‘me’, and it is you who deny the true real YOU, the divine child of God, Jesus, Mary, and God…at all times.

    blessings to eternal all YOU

    forever more

  520. i am the key to the kingdom of heaven where i dwell with Jesus, Mary and God, who dwell with ‘me’

    blessed TRUTH

    forever more

  521. God’s ‘grandiose’ plan?

    What of God’s constant flawless healing wise compassionate eternal love devoid of useless absurd doubt like all the doubt of you in the netherworld who actually think you have God’s omnipotent understanding you yet reach for, that is able to save another of your beloved children from your senseless haphazard ways that yet sees you gather for yet another funeral of your beloved children like they do this day?

    i ask, “How many more have to die until the day you purely feel the TRUTH of your wretched illness of heart, thinking you know Jesus, Mary and God, when obviously you do not even desire to purely and truly know and love your own beloved children, just as you do not desire to purely and truly know and love your own divine self within?

    Truly i tell YOU, i would rather be dead than dine for one second at your table of wretched ignorance illness of murderous hearts who cannot even love your own beloved children of God.

    and to be sure, i will not ever dine with any of you of such illness of hearts, where it is God who asks that i do not, lest your arrogant poisonous fearful controlling impure ways enters into ‘me’ and i become like you who are yet chainded and snared in the netherworld i see and feel with clarity like i do.

    i do not despise YOU, rather, i despise your false teachings of the forefathers who did/do not desire to know Jesus, Mary and God truly and purely as i do.

    You go to God in asking forgiveness from God who cannot and will not forgive you of the truth of your murderous error ways that you continue to return to again and again, denying the TRUTH i wisely knowingly speak of and constantly am!

    You know not why it is that you cannot come to dwell in heaven with Jesus, Mary and God with your untruthfulness you hold onto, that continues to bring harm to your own beloved children who continue to die directly because of YOU liars and deniars of TRUTH.

    oh hey, this starbuck coffee is amazing! lol :mrgreen:

  522. Rosie’s video of horses and Autism…beautiful

    my initial thought was the child feels safe and protected by the bigger creature, what with all the parents out there who try to console an inconsolable child, without doubt, they are likely traumatizing the child with controlling fear of yelling at the child, which only furthers keeping the child in a cycle of pattern behavioral of toxic stuckness fear, no different than any of us who know full well how long it takes to detoxic from such fearful behavioral, where the child continues to test to see if the fearful one is yet there within the parent, subconsciously unaware they are doing it, test none the less, thus the cycle pattern stuckness continues like it does….repeating over and over, merely of the child in need of a complete detox, weeks, months, years?

    then there is what i do know about other creatures….

    creatures in their natural habitat, exhibit constant pure ability of innate primal beginning desire to purely be of their primal beginning, completely at ease…AT ALL TIMES….completely removed from we of seemingly wiser world stress junkies, where i have been able to gain the pure primal innate trust of a creature’s soul at ease, so relaxed, so incrdible is the pure calmness that does escape must any of us as to the true relaxed innate primal beginning centering of the soul of a creature, of the truth that we do not fit into nature in our all wise stress junky ways…lol

    Autistic kids are likely of more of their natural occuring primal innate beginning desire than we are, of merely a past evolutionary stage we came thru, are yet transitioning evolving thru(think millions of years hear), where the evidence holds true, Autistic kids do better in nature at one with nature and nature at one with them, than we are with nature and nature with us.

    and let’s not forget, creatures in nature do have an ability to sense us emotionally….compassionately, of primal beginning innate compassion like creatures do in their natural habitat.

    In other words, Autistic kids have more refined sensibility in what we call overly sensitive, when in truth are of the more true natural sensitivity of the divine child, on par with the delicate natural primal innate sensitivity(truer) of creatures….

    ….in other words people, Autistic kids are not the one’s with a problem….we are…..

    think about it…..it’s true

  523. oh wow, i just helped every Autistic child speak what they are unable to articulate, yes?

    yeah for all the fun loving Autistic kids out there!

    i used to work with them, and i always thaought they are more sensitive than we are….constantly, as the researches say.

    a good thing, is it not, where Autistic kids are teaching us about the more truer self us, are they not? :mrgreen:

    i love Autistic kids, more so than most others…..it’s true

    i mean look at all the bullshit mouth we all put up with daily like we do? lol

    and then compare that with the natural occuring at ease preferedness of Autistic kids in their timid approach with us, like a horse is with us wingnut ego maniac stress junkies….pay attention hear….

    and don’t forget to remember this….FORGETFULNESS is yOUR greatest foe according to God….

    ….according to Autstic kids who remember everything about YOU they want to forget….lol….the same way i….oh never mind….. :mrgreen:

  524. good news….

    + ‘that’ of our divine wise compassionate pure and true loving eternal day light awareness forever true WILL continue to enter into eternal all YOU forever more of all we of holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul eternal all YOU in setting you free from the mad flood drowing falsehood teachings of the forefathers past present future of death, destruction and fearful binding dark held in captivity oppression of blessed blessed blessed eternal all YOU +

    some of are naturall pretty good at it too! lol :mrgreen:

    argh….morons….oh how i dread spending time with the blind heart morons in all their infamous lackluster boring lameass excuses escuses escuses denial ways who do not purely intentively hear/feel a word i say that God asks me to purely speak on what i have purely come to know to say before saying it!

    ok…have a wonderful night Biyatches….

    truly…i mean that, a beautiful weekend in store for all….

    peace be to you
    and peace be to you

    forever more

    eternal all YOU constantly loved by Jesus Mary and God and all we who purely constantly always know who we r

    bless you bless you bless you all

  525. oh…one more thing….

    + Constantly i am the expectations of your precious blessed divine hearts like my own +

    bless you and thank you eternal all YOU who are purely there, just as i am, constantly

  526. Wow can’t believe all these people fell for this, that’s insane!

  527. ya, i know the feeling well, they play you time and again, but when 1:30am rolls around, you begin to realize they are not really thinking of you…………….fuck

    ah well, seems people don’t ‘know’ a good thing when they have it, where it is their own fixation of whatever or whoever, how about never mr.nevers?

    fuck fuck fuck

    i am so not feeling this any more………………

  528. time to stop denying my self what i am deserving of, someone who is at least spiritually in the same fucking building…………………..

  529. fuck, the scored my favorite pair of jeans and a really nice Italian shirt of mine…………what is it with fags in stealing each other’s shit anyway?

    don’t they know they are already everything anyone shall ever want need think and feel?

    apparently not…………

    ah well, who is the better for it in the end?

    ‘me’

    the lessons i am to learn that the seller of pearls refers to, of what is the useless absurd distractions of the aimless haphazard plodding along in life one’s who do not realize the greatest hidden treasure yet.

    i remain compassionately centered in praying to God, “Who is the one for ‘me’ that truly knows ‘me’?”

  530. as Jesus and i know, they are likely not even born yet!

    fuck fuck fuck

    lol :mrgreen:

  531. giving new meaning to time running out, yes? lol

  532. time and again, i find my self alone in life, pondering the TRUTH of why it is i turned to Jesus and God so as not to feel the impactful pain of those caught up in their own obvious distractions away from ‘me’…………………..

    coming away compassionately, rather than hurt, that so many really are of distraction seeking for something they already have, perhaps too afraid to purely feel as i do, like i too once was, and it’s just of others either, their drug and alcohol relationships as well………………

    ah well, who is the better for it, certainly not the aimless one’s, bin there, done those wasted years far too many times, how i got thru it?

    Jesus

    God

    and my true and faithful friends YOU

    bless you all

  533. the lesson…..

    don’t ever pretend with anyone when it comes to yOUR constant pure flowing loving feelings that the divine child is of within us all, of myself, wisely so, as one who truly purely does know who i constantly am……

    actually, i didn’t really like the jeans……too loose……lol

    and the shirt was a hideous grey, of what i always wondered everytime i looked at the damn thing, “who the fuck wears grey?” ha

  534. opppsssss…….wrong blog again, damn, why do that, where my heart on my sleeve? lol :mrgreen:

  535. it is always just one more step to grace

  536. of YOU

    ‘that’ i know

    bless you all

    forever more

  537. they say our soulmate purely know us like we know our own divine self, to the same extent as purely knowing our divine self, and that is the truth i am constantly aware of, as regards the connectedness and disconnectedness i feel of everyone, each at various levels of awareness, all one and the same, we all are.

    still, there is the magic when two who are at the same level come together in life, the obviousness of constant flowing love for one another, shining radiant brilliant bright of eternal day light holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of YOU set free to constantly always be what is of the pure constant yearning knowingness certainty we do purely feel within of our divine self,,,,,,,

    ~ the sacred mirror of divine self eternal all YOU

    sometimes it feels like id rather be dead than feel the momentary moments of seemingly break in the constant flow of constant yearning i have been all these years, some days worse than others………

    what is TRUE of us all

    what Jesus and God constantly always know of YOU and others too, in how we all leave one another to feel like we do, all the taboo, all the fuck you, all the…………what to do

    lol

    made ya smile :mrgreen:

    oh fuck you

    i wish

  538. don’t ever pretend with anyone

    the spirit of imitation that leaves us feeling the way we do, the denial, the pain on pain, of what purely constantly always remains…….and is there………without doubt………

    YOU

  539. i wish i was dead, so as not to feel what i feel, and yet, it is of God’s constant knowing how we always feel, who summons to the TRUTH that is always there of everyone of us at all times, even if of the pervading spirit of imitation…………………i remain, what i am……………without doubt…………even after i am long gone from this earth………..feel the TRUTH of eternall all YOU

    TRUTH of eternal all YOU

    forever more

    TRUTH that does not fail YOU

    TRUTH that is constantly YOU

    i am

    eternal TRUTH
    eternal WAY
    eternal LIFE

    am i not?

    yes we r

    bless you all

  540. TRUTH of the WAY to what LIFE constantly is…..

    the true ‘real’ YOU

    always there

    blessed is the true ‘real’ YOU

    forever more

    bless you all

  541. TRUTH that sets YOU eternally FREE to BE what i always wanted to BE……….’me’

    the one you can easily see when ever you feel like ‘me’

    oh just feel ‘me’ for fuck sakes, will ya, even if just for a moment, before i am gone……….

    you just never know, when our time is up………

    did i tell you got hit by a fucking car?

    twice in one fucking month, unfucking belieable the way you fucktards drive!

    hyper maniacs is an understatement

    and please, when you open the fucking car door, be sure to fucking look next time will ya?!!!

    fuck

    morons…….i am surrounded by morons…………someone get me out of hear! :mrgreen:

    ok God, what next?

    blessed is the constant TRUTH of all YOU

  542. a new day always dawns for eternal all YOU

    always just one more step to grace

    of YOU

    the one that i know

    as i purely do 2

    of ‘me’

    and as for spirit of imitation

    i will know that 2

    like we all do

    as i am really 2

    if only we would be of just one more step to grace

    of YOU

    i am

  543. +

    ya, anything other than falling in love, making love, true blue love, for sure, is seemingly insane, i mean look at all the ways people pretend away in spirit of imitation codenpence relationships, relationships of convenience the surrender to, for whatever reason, and there are alot of reasons……….

    candle light
    feels right
    music bright
    love making height :mrgreem:

    mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

    can i cum over now?

    get it?

    cum over?

    oh never mine…………. lol

    im joking with you,…….sheeshhhhh

    made ya smile

    actually i am yet teasing you, of the one who has my heart, of my bisexual other side you know so well……..

    hey, make love with me and then decide, you know, rush into the burning fires of passion, half way there in your helicopter, that breaks down in mid flight, because you left the other one without tell him first, a cruelty of sorts……

    and for sure, God is not happy with my approach, in lacking consideration of another………..and others.

    so i have to stop, ok?

    and set your spirits free

    so you can calm the fuck down, in taking the one more step to grace with one another you both need to take, for heaven’s sake, eternal all YOU

    well, i mean, unless of course………………

    you are still in love with ‘me’

    surrender to ‘me’
    and you WILL see
    how it is to be
    of spirits set free

    ok, i am already of one more step into grace

    the same first step i took from a hospital bed long ago, after Troy’s suicide, my own copy cat suicide that followed.

    as you already know, my exceeding grace, has has always been this way since then………..why time stands still

    today is the last day i am using words……………..

    the ball is in your court for the last time

    decide now, or i walk away
    to brighter day
    playing in the hay
    oh so………..oh for fuck sakes, i want to use the word, butt then you will think the opposite

    well, i will live a gay life without you

    and always love you the way i always have

    my bisexual other side

    and yet, who’s side am i on, when you are purely on my side, if you know what i mean, and i know you know what i mean, know what i mean?

    lol

    so much more fun on my side of the house Biyatches!

    and you know it

    make love for free
    make love with thee
    make love and BE
    make love and pee

    what?

    it’s the only word i could think of, and it’s also true like the other words…………….. lol

    made ya smile twice

    two times

    let’s do it again
    again and again
    not pretend
    my dearest friend

    till the end

    hey, you ever pretend?

    i think asked that one already………..no reply

    hey, today is the day, yes?

    come on, let’s play

    or forever hold your peace

    of course, i have no one right now
    could change in a heartbeat though

    end of my rope if you know what i mean……………

    we gotta go
    before the snow
    begins to blow
    summer’s hoe!

    what?

    i was not talkin about you!

    fuck

    why does everything always have to be about YOU

    oh yeah, because everything always constantly is about YOU, even of those who do not realize the divine TRUTH (yet)

    ok, no more lies
    no more crys
    no more denys
    no more bi’s

    wait, that is contradicting my divine self

    no more goodbi’s

    no wait, again contradicting my divine self

    no more………..hmmmm………..think of something you hate doing…………..

    no more……………..dies

    ya, no more dies

    no wait, too confusing

    no more………………hi’s?

    but i always want to talk with you

    hmmmmmm

    you think of something as relates to YOU

    and i already approve it

    let’s go with ‘that’

    as you do like to always have the last say, right?

    ok…………let ‘me’ know what i aleady know then………

    bless you bless you bless you

    if you are already happy…………that is why i came in the first place………..and the second place, third place, hmmmm……….what other places did i cum?

    omg…..i am so bad

    lol

    made ya smile forever……………Biyatches! :mrgreen:

    i await your final answer

    humbled hear before YOU

    eternally

    for already

    i am

    yOURs

    i love you

    forever more

    thank you Jesus
    thank you God
    thank you all

    bless you all

    respectFULLY yOURs,
    yOUR beloved Andyy

    +

  544. actually, crying blessed compassionate tears is a holy blessed thing, so crying is good for us, and even if of hurt, we all need to grieve in order to resolve all our hurtful issues, of some crying that does last our entire life till our last day, of blessed tears that change from hurt and loss of others necessary crying, to compassion of hurt and loss of others, yet hear with us, not necessary, just something we do

    do as i do

  545. of the divine true ‘real’ YOU, ‘that’ which i know

  546. sorry, should of read:

    to compassion of *potential* hurt and loss of others………

    bless you all

  547. how about ‘no more spys’ on the second one?

    and you can decide on the last one………..

  548. that is if you have not already decided……..i am being so presumptuous……….argh………other than to say, i am far from obsolete, and that being full of my self, well, that is a good thing, and for sure, as far as readiness……..WELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol :mrgreen:

    or, how be we check back hear one year from now and see who is the happiest?

    where already we know who the happiest is of ALL

    hint:

    within ALL is the?

    oh come on……..been talking about this for like decades now for fuck sakes……….another hint: wondrous, extraordinary, radiant, or so brilliant, so bright………………….?

    :mrgreen:

  549. lol

    don’t cha just love my new nickname! :mrgreen:

    i am God’s Holy Harlot Angel of Mercy!!!!!!!!!!!!

    oppppssss………now every time you look at Mercy……you have to think of ‘me’

    lol

  550. boundaries are essential for our well being……….

  551. i quit the world
    the world quit ‘me’

  552. Hey Juliet

    You wanna hang out ?

  553. what if i dont fit inside

  554. oh dont matter well just shove it in

  555. i really dont mind james bond, never did just offended about the trust thing but i did understand the reason james bond did feed my ego anywaz he would learn much hese days am very boring but hey ,., come fuck me

  556. AHHH!……oh for fuck sakes……..too early in the morning, caught me off guard………in a purely beautiful way………….

    fit inside, interesting point, i mean just how big are we, our spirit, or how big were we when our spirit was initially born, that first spark, at the moment of conception, and does our spirit see it’s own self as pertains to dimension, when at times we feel as big as the universe, or should i say, if the soul is comprised of all souls as one, and our wise spirit comprehends the expanding wise halo able to fit everyone in love and peace on the planet, one day the entire universe we shall enhabit……..

    oh Romeo, how i miss you so, feeling so small somedays, as though without my loving friend for so long now……….

    im scared,,,,,,,,,again……….too loose boundaries again, my sense of autonomy deminished, my own doing, the vulnerability thing, the desire for intimacy…….whoa, slow down, im doing it again………….fuck

  557. yeah though i walk thru the valley of death(spiritual), i shall not fear………

  558. please Romeo, you have to get me out of hear………

  559. sometimes we fool ourself in deserning compatibility, not a bad thing, as within all is the child of God, but in times of vulnerability, the rushing towards intimacy compatibility physical, sometimes sees us haphazardly neglect our spiritual compatibility……and hear is the question, at what point did we start to evaluate and protect our own spiritual self cognitively aware?

    that’s my problem, where most any are not spiritually compatible for me now, a secret place i hide, not in a bad way, rather in what is the pure exceeding calm i am of when away from the world completely, my meditative state i purely am at ease in comfort with Jesus, God, and the attending angels.

    hence, my remark, boundaries are essential, VITAL

  560. particularily with those of substance abuse, and all their manipulative fearful controling ways of the falsehood masks that is of the addictive personality yet running the show for them…………fuck, im doing it again………..

    VULNERABLE:

    Pronunciation [vuhl-ner-uh-buhl] Show IPA
    Use vulnerable in a Sentence
    See web results for vulnerable
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    –adjective 1. capable of or susceptible to being wounded or hurt, as by a weapon: a vulnerable part of the body.
    2. open to moral attack, criticism, temptation, etc.: an argument vulnerable to refutation; He is vulnerable to bribery.
    3. (of a place) open to assault; difficult to defend: a vulnerable bridge.
    4. Bridge. having won one of the games of a rubber.

    Origin:
    1595–1605

    see what i mean, the fucking word did not even exist till like the 16th century, in what clearly is our recently addressing this fucked world……….

    addicts are so controlling manipulative…………annoyingly, did i mention annoyingly?

    fuck fuck fuck

    you are always so friggin late for me, or perhaps it is my genuine fear this time Romeo, of just how vulnerable i am at this time……………

    wears me out most days, emotional exhaustion, an overdue holiday, the constant yearning to just run away, and keep running, don’t look back, got to be free free free

    so maybe you too have issues of your own Romeo, as i explain away your delay, what has taken you so long, to come my way?

    come let’s play, come let’s play, come let’s play………..well fuck, stop saying it unless you are serious, where keeping one endlessly stuck in a constant loop of hopefulness and not progressing to knowingness certainty, is why we walk away to another, as we all need intimacy, ignoring our compatibility issues in doing so, and now i am so fucked Romeo, by the time you get hear, i may be dead!

    lol

    oh, don’t mind me, having had my morning shower or tea yet…………….

    lesson of the day; don’t rush into burning buildings, where the only one left alive to save, may only be YOU

    fuck

    i gotta stop doing this, today’s the day, but they are so fucking adorable…………………..ARGHHHHHHHHHH…………..

    i really do need about a year on a beach somewhere to detox completely, of my pain on pain layers of armor, tired of pretending away………..and yet, each one teaches me something more about my divine self……..as afraid as i may be, like my therapist reminds me, inside, behind their facade, they are afraid(too)…………….

    yeah well, when fear starts manifesting into rage and violence, guess where i always find my self?

    running down the fucking street for my motherfucking life Biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  561. fuck, see what i mean, you’re worried about your bordom, and im worried about my life, not even on the same page……………actually, everything of everyone past present future, is the same motherfucking page we all are on.

    what day in the future will see us both coming clear into 100% connected awareness of our compatibility evaluation of everyone around us, and realize you and i are meant to be?

    likely after i am dead

  562. sorry……….some days are worse for me, and the whole stalling thing wanes for me, my soul that yearned for my true friend for how many years now?

    perhaps you are as insecure as i am, or more so, in my trying to understand and realize why you keep your distance, in what is our yet getting to purely let each other in to our pure place, and i respect that, as i too have my useless masks i have grown tired of wearing, always the same fucking defensive posture i have to maintain in not letting others in who are not compatible for me, maybe why the spa sex thing works for me in getting my sexual needs met, where i don’t have to even give them my name…….as i explain that useless one away to you too.

    trust

    ya, without trust, there is no way you are getting in, even if spiritually i am already there in the same room purely sitting beside you all this time, of where i constantly yearn to be found one day……….since way back when

  563. i took my time, i waited patiently for you and for God, knowing the degree of the purity of my own loving emotions that flow so purely within, how it is i purely do know you, like we both constantly yearn to always do one day, without hesitation, without frustration, without cancelation, without intimidation, without speculation…………….without doubt

  564. Juliet cloaks herself again, as she hears another coming, in slipping away, whispering, “im not really gay, im bisexual.”

  565. your true lover should be the most important person alive, and that reality check is fully revealed when we use our mental powers to purely evaluate all the compatibility issues, which if even one is left ignored, happiness of the two lovers is directly affected by the other, or another’s unresolved stuff.

    open communication is the only way

    and i am not flexible on the serious issues like drug and alcohol use Biyatches!

    your shit, not mine

  566. i can tolerate it for awhile, but when i hear one say, abstinance is not in my vocabulary, you need not ever wonder why i walked away, to a brighter day, with those who purely are at healthier functioning free spirited constant flow holy joyful absolute carefree happiness, that with drugs and alcohol, gets swept washed away……….why we pray.

  567. as God says, “where are you running to?”

    cannot run away from your own self

    and yet, so many do, do they not?

    afraid to feel their vulnerable ‘real’ self, where vulnerable is a strength, not a weakness, although appearing in weakness i came before all of you i revealed myself to, of your yet wondering why i could not stay………….

    apathy stuckness

    it all comes back to the crucial lacking of desire for God’s divine self wisdom, ALL OF IT!

    every single bullshit of this world past present, and be sure you get this fuckers…………THE ENTIRE FUCKING FUTURE of GOD’S DIVINE CHILDREN MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ……….having a mental breakdown are we andy?

    oh fuck off

    lol

    :mrgreen:

  568. ok

    ya i wanna hang out

    thought you’d never ask

    are you talking bout hanging out hear at this blog?

    well, no, i’d rather hang out with you somewhere alone…..

    away from the world, feelings of foreverness locking us together, of what is the constant yearning to always feel love constantly flowing between, the true nature of the divine child of God within us all

    hey, did i tell you i am a pool shark?

    my Dad was a pool shark, used to gamble at it as a teen in the pool halls, and get this, you would only get one shot when playing with him, blew my mind, i had no idea Dad was a pro at playing pool, who loved to frustrate me for hours on end, giving me that single shot, as he would play all the balls into the pockets, until one day he taught me how, always thinking of where all your balls are on the table, and where to leave the white ball using whatever spin on the ball you can put on it, left, right, back, forward, curve shots, mind blowing to watch for a kid, who loved his Dad like i did, seeing him laugh like i wanted him too, sensing his pain like i did, not sure why at the time, his lover Jimmy who moved away…………

    what an incredible life i have lived………..

    the awareness, of everyone i look apon now, the entire world, the entire future, where it has been, how to get out of all the drudgery, in fully realizing it has not ever been about stature in wealth and status, nor ever shall be, no, it all revolves around the divine true ‘real’ YOU of constant holy joyful absolute carefree happiness within, shining radiant brilliant bright eternal day light into the yet dark world of supposed sin, that is really just blindness led astray from divine within, where the greatest ‘lack’ is the spiritual wise leaders of sacred mirror, that does evokingly purely connect awaken, in loving nurture, wisely protective, the greatest stature of all, the kingdom of heaven divine self awareness halo, free of sin, only love devoid of doubt, always there inside us all, returning restoring of what is the primal innate beginning end core of our being life experience we all came thru in entering the yet unwise world, the womb of God.

    past
    present
    future

    all exactly the same eternal day that does not ever end

    here is a question, what was before the universe?

    only God knows the answer

    and until someone tells me, none of us are of God’s full wisdom

    all of us of eternally humbleness to this one truth, in what is able to keep us humble to our ability to learn, where a closed mind cannot.

    i just want one lover’s hand to run thru life with every day, just as i know they do too, of 100% trust assurance in pure knowingness that i really really am everything they shall ever want need think feel

    we say so many useless things that seperate us all in life, seperating us from divine self knowing whenever we do, the slippery rocks some say, the raging river that awaits those who fall, my compassion for all

    wax poetic?

    how does life and death reality wax poetic?

    and who says something like that?

    oh yeah, the all important status quo junkies who seeming have all the answers, while their own life is lackluster boring as hell, get me the fuck out of hear! lol :mrgreen:

    at least i am in a reasonable good mood

    always a pure feeling when you stop bi

  569. im just rambling……..trying to maintain my balance, need to go for a long walk, a bike ride, clear my head, rethink my steps, address my boundaries once again……

    when will it ever end?

    when i step fully thru the door of the beginning of who i already am, in what i look for has already come……….TRUTH, everywhere we look/feel,

    life is the greatest teacher, and i love everyone purely, knowng what is condition of their unattended precious soul like my own, holding onto the truth that i am the greatest wealth i shall ever find, the hidden treasure within, free from sin, where sin i just anything unloving, untrue of our divine true nature of exceeding grace, so subtle, so pure, so free flowing………

    i get this energy sensation in my body that flows outward from my hands, so unbelievable is the feeling of constant flow pure feeling i am……..of what is the eternal day light that does not want to stop flowing, and can stop flowing when the lessor falsehoods win……..

    or so they think……….

    win nothing

    not my heart Biyatches!

    they don’t purely know ‘me’

    like i do them

    and to be sure, i cannot let them in

    the sense my delicate vulnerable self they fear of themself, and dynamically, the fear brings up their falsehood masks, that are so controlling, fearful in nature, manipulative, overpowering, frightful, as it all falls apart, in my moving away………..hence, the passerby Jesus speaks of.

    the sacred mirror they all feel, but the process is of great length, spanning years, decades, centuries, eternity

    why i seek my true soulmate

    im tired of it all now

    wanting eternal peace and rest i already am within

    if only they knew what i know of them all

    and yet they do, intuitively, subconsciously, asleep in ignorance as Jesus says, of what is the core of everyone’s BEing, all of us from the beginning, where the beginning has not changed, just as truth cannot change, mathematically speaking, spiritually speaking

    this is what is of eternal life

    where life is love and truth is the way

    forever more

    bless you all

    you really want to hang out?

    i know you don’t say things unless it is true within you

    respectfully so, not wishing to lead another on only to break their heart

    where my heart is unbreakable according to Jesus and God

    how can one break the truth?

    not possible

    ya sure, why not, let’s go hang out

    naked in some hot tub somewhere, like the Swiss Alps, or how about Bora Bora?

    oh, i so want to make out with you there someday!

    already i am there! :mrgreen:

    speaking of which…………………… lol

    you know what i really need?

    ‘me’

    someone who is ‘me’

    that would solve everything!

    lol

    made ya laugh

    i love my self

    TRUE

  570. at first i was compassionately concerned for those there each day, as an activist, and then i stepped over the threshold of the entire world is at stake hear, every single day, and the greatest motivational empowerment threshold of all, where i found the truth power of God’s divine self truth in FULLY 100% realizing, this is about the entire eternal future of divine true ‘real’ YOU of eternal ALL

    bless you all

  571. oh, that low note always gets me………how can i break another one’s heart?

  572. you know what i do…..this may sound bad, but i let them trip themselves, beit whatever, ego, sex, drugs, with another, their aimless waundering, fags, so predictable, mostly, the low self-esteem promiscuity dynamic………as i slowly walk away without a sound, what are left feeling……….the TRUTH they run from, their own denial of the lure of the hype, the pipe, the fightful night……..alone.

    which is a learning ground of all in process

    praying one day they wake up and realize the one who really really did love them the way they wanted to be loved, purely, truly…………..constantly

    Jesus says, “Life is the greatest teacher of ALL.”

    yep

    it’s TRUE

    all of us

    in blessed process

    beginning thru end for all eternity one day shall end what is yet of all things unTRUE.

    bless you

  573. it’s all blessed truth, past present future, where even the untruths constantly serve the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU

    forever more

    bless you all

  574. argh……….don’t even know who i am talkin too any more, or who is there, and i suppose it does not matter, where the divine self of any slows in purely feeling thru what God wants them to learn about their own self, the only way to read the word of God, where in the beginning, same as at the end, and in between, at all times, across all time, of the no time dimension in eternity, no beginning that we know of, and no end, where it all starts and stops, with YOU

    and ‘me’ :mrgreen:

    bless you all

  575. as in always ‘with’ YOU

    i am :mrgreen:

  576. i dont drink, smoke or take drugs lol… well the occational glass of red wine.. but you keep going on about it 4 sum reason

    do you smoke ?

    do you take drugs ?

    better not..

    or you’ll be sorry one day

  577. occassional glass of red wine…….filled how many times?
    it’s like every picture i see of Gwenyth there is a bottle sitting on the table………argh………..lol

    i do not do drugs, AT ALL, however, i did get too closely associated with those who are into the potent dangerous dangerous dangerous drug chrystal meth, that takes over their brain, shutting down their impulse control to stop, where one of them died on the fifth day, no sleep, no food, their heart stopped from exhaustion over stress, age 21, another gay youth.

    it takes over the life of everyone else they know too, if you let it, which i don’t now, no way, no way, suffer the consequence of your own decision making, authentically………not a problem for me, setting boundaries, however, it does leave them out there in the streets, where the drug dealers pray apon them, and i am not just talking money hungry dealers either, i am talking guys that get these kids hooked on drugs, plying them for sex, the bathhouses being the worse place now, undercovers hovering, the usual raids across the city………..i am going to write another artical exposing the truth of all those who ply gay youth with potent drugs, which in my opinion, Chrystal Meth………..is a rape drug

    once the gay youth get hooked on it, these predators know they come back for more, so easy to get anywhere they want, with so many using it everywhere we walk in the ghetto now, fucking bullshit, this rape drug, that KILLS.

    breaking the law = death, destruction oppression

    anyone who has it in their hand, is breaking the law

    youth need to be educated to the max on these rape drugs, which is the only term that best describes it, giving someone these drugs, where even society plays into the whole get drunk party party party scene, here, try this, makes you feel better, ply them for sex, in every fucking club out there, it is there…………

    WE ALL NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS OPENLY, AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, reminding us all of what is going on out there……….death destruction oppression.

    it’s like most anything, until it strikes home, no one cares.

    we set aside $3.4 billion for 10,000 new RCMP officers to fight in the war on drugs that is killing people daily.

    anyone who participates in any small way, is participating DIRECTLY with the death of others.

    that is the TRUTH

    ya, i have a dear friend i tryed to reach to no avail, the same cycle pattern behaviour every month………………

    hard to watch as the intake progresses, days without sleep, fucking insane this beast of a drug once it gets a hold of them, a beast in their brain that takes over complete control of their brain..

  578. i have this glowing sensation in my hands so pure in feeling, mind blowing, had not felt this glowing so strong till now, the eminates thru my entire body, so healing, so true and pure, self-love

  579. AND NO DRUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    those fucking dipshits are fucking stupid

  580. ok, a glass of red wine sounds like a good idea actually……..

    i still smoke, ya, embarassing for me, especially when i see kids near by, i toss the thing away.

    wine eh?

    i get fucked up on wine, emotionally…………takes me to a deep place that is too overwhelming for me, cannot handle even one glass of it, and honestly, i don’t desire the feeling of intoxication, preferring a clear mind that allows for my pure feelings to flow that are subtle, alcohol clouds it for me, like a sleeping pill, and i don’t want to sleep, i want to fuck all night long!

    fuck

    lol :mrgreen:

  581. i go on about it because of the hyper alertness i have been of in seeing what has been happening to my friend, the exact same cycle pattern words, behavior, over and over again, the avoidance to talk about it when i raise questions of affirmative action……i did succeed in getting him involved with my professional team,,,,,,,,,,,finally.

    he was so screwed up the other day, i said to him, “This friendship is over right now, unless you do as i say right now, or i walk away.”

    he followed me to the outpatient clinic, where the staff were shocked to see his condition, not eating, so so weak, barely able to walk, where they gave him liquid protein drinks right away, and proceeded with his assesment………..

    he loves people, and i think alot of youth see these professionals as fearful, which they are not, the exact opposite, a stigma of sorts in their head, that makes them feel as though they are a bad person in society, that comes with the drug scene sneaking around mentality like they are, sketched out of their minds dissociatives………

    anyway, i adjusted the boundary, as i was getting too toxic from being overly involved, his being in professional care now, the detoxing i am experiencing, a relief of sorts, deep breath, maybe i did save someone’s life, or help them save themself is really what it is, self-love = self-respect, time will tell………….

    parents should not close doors on their kids, if involved in the potent drug Chrystal Meth.

    what they should do, is be fully prepared that their child may die

    then, with urgency, they need to realize the value of consistency of nurturing the self-love of their child, not the critical attacking of their drug use, no, let professionals talk to them about that, they are qualified where parents are not, instead, parents need to treat their child exactly the way they loved their child all along, with perameters, of no money extended to them, or paying of their bills, taking responsibility where their child is the one expected to act responsible, as regards adult children.

    do not disown your children

    they need self-love at a most critical dangerous time when the become envolved with Chrystal Meth.

    this drug is so powerful, until you have seen the effects it has out in the field on your children, you do not know how seriously they come apon deaths door so quickly.

    LOVE = SELF-LOVE = SELF-RESPECT = SELF-PRESERVATION

    E
    V
    O
    LOVE
    O
    V
    E

    bless you all

  582. stupid

    i mean that in a good way

    stupid as in not fully informed as to the true potency of the drug Chrystal Meth, in what they can expect once this beast enters their brain and completely takes over in deminishing the impulse control ability of their brain, that this drug intentionally attacks, why Chrystal Meth is so rampant in spreading around the world today.

    Stupid in listening to any words from of anyone who puts the drug Crystal Meth in their hand……….THEY ARE NOT YOUR FRIEND!!!!!

    Stupid in not believing in themselves well enough in the first place, low-self esteem, to the extent they are of pure self-love self-respect self-preservation.

    Where as Stupid sees, Stupid does, in following anyone involved with the potent dangerous drug Crystal Meth

    Where all of the above is of the mad flood drowning ignorances of death destruction and obvious oppression of the divine child of God thruout the world, that all stems from the seemingly wise, unwise forefathers who did/do not know God, claiming as they do, where obvious it is of what is yet of all these generational wretched illness of the heart fucked world that is directly having an impact on every single one of eternal all YOU

    where Stupid past meets Stupid present, shakes hands as though a true and faithful friend till the end, and all is ok in what becomes the Stupid future of the Stupid past, where the only thing of any value in life, is the present, that being the gift of blessed loving life of YOU STUPID!

    lol

    i get it from my brother, he was really hard on me like this as i kid, i mean yeah sure, maybe i was stupider than he was, what, five years older, does not mean i would always be as STUPID as he made me out to be of what i actually was, and still am, as regards God……..or at least i thought i was until God started talking to me, reassuring me daily…………..STUPID BROTHERs!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    lol

    bless you all forever more

  583. im a sister now brother! lol :mrgreen:

    nah nah nah nah nah…….

    sticks OUT tongue

    that lesbian thing again……..

    oh never mine………

  584. and if you go to Bora Bora without ‘me’, i am so not speaking to you ever again! lol :mrgreen:

    Biyatch!

  585. ever see an adult child who has not eaten in days, try to painfully swallow some food for the first time after almost a week?

    maybe in third world countrys of starvation is the only place…………that is until the potent beast of ignorance drug called Crystal Meth came along everyone, that is killing your beloved children daily.

    WE HAVE TALK ABOUT IT EVERY DAY

    in all our media
    all our newspapers
    all our magazines

    God says, “WE ALL HAVE TO FACE THE BLESSED TRUTH THAT SERVES US.”

    lest the beast of ignorance rises up and becomes victorious over our blessed pure loving tender hearts.

    we are the Constant Wise Spiritual Loving Warriors of God’s unfailing TRUTH

    blessings to all

  586. +

    i am one such warrior of God who surrendered his blessed life to Jesus, of whom i realize purely 100%, my life truly does belong to Jesus, my true and faithful friend till my last breath, his breath that breathes his wise words of constant unfailing TRUTH i can no longer turn from, purely becoming what i always was and what i am

    LOVE and the TRUTH of the WAY to LOVE thru unfailing TRUTH of eternal all YOU

    forever more

    bless you bless you bless you all

    +

  587. +

    i carry the mighty sword of TRUTH from God’s armory

    and the mighty shield of FAITH that Jesus has in ‘me’

    for sake of the blessed TRUTH of ALL thee that i know, exactly like ‘me’, where common sense of the TRUTH Jesus came to know of his blessed self, in so doing, 100% realize, the blessed TRUTH of all thee.

    forever more

    bless you bless you bless you all

    +

  588. [scene cuts to Andyy lacing up his boots to go into the ghetto in finding his friend, fearlessly wisely unafraid of all those who are there who sense his presence of intolerance/tolerance]

  589. [a gunshot rings out in the night……as police race past Andyy walking down the streets thru the valley of spiritual death, knowing his purpose in life is to serve God wisely unafraid of those who lurk and pray apon the weak and the sadly yet unwise misfortune that holds their precious life trapped in darkness asleep in binding ignorances of death destruction and oppression of the precious loving souls…..that is until that Biyatch Andyy shows up]

    lol

    as their smiles return to their faces, exclaiming, “Andyy!”

    “Hey Norman! bless you” :mrgreen:

  590. [a candle flickers and is snuffed out by a breeze, as another precious lost child of God takes their last breath yet again]

  591. God’s war of wisdom vs ignorance, love vs hate, apathy vs compassion continues……………

  592. that is not mellow dramic people

    that is what happened last night with one of your beloved children, God’s child, who was the result of ALL YOU of all souls connected at all times, past present future, where time does stand still in fully embracing this of this TRUTH, does it not?

  593. mmm…this sword feels good in my hand, as another approaches the gates of the kingdom of heaven where i stand, of another who comes before Andyy, his sword drawn, exclaiming to them, “Stop! And who might you BE?”

    lol

    :mrgreen:

    hey, did i tell you i had to play the lead role in high school of this knight with a sword who walked thru the valley of death, unafraid, becoming victorious over the one who sought my demise?

    they filmed it

    i was like, well why me?

    because you are the only boy in the class Andyy

    but what if im not?

    of course they had no clue at the time, nor did i, come to think of it, just said it as a joke………

    unfucking unbelievable this life so insane…….

    lol

  594. i just joined because my girlfriend lover was in the class…………….who now teaches as a professor at York University, Denise Nuttal

    *gasp*

    FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!

    omg

    why didn’t i think of that?

  595. you fucked yet..

  596. stop fucking smoking

  597. i will serenade you my lover…forever.but who is truly on your mind when you think of me?…i want to trust you but i cant.you promised me my dreams and i promised you my hand….do you understand the importance of that?the importance of me?i wont be a secret i will not tolerate it…i need you to show me off…i love you lover. dont lie …i need proof, my integrity and sensitve soul is at stake here…profess your love already!…..im afraid its not even existent to the world …M make him confess…

  598. Hi, I’m Raven a Graphic designer in Iceland.
    My friends and I have been working overtime working two jobs day & night trying to survive the recession that hit our country hard & to do something thats fun and different.

    We have finished a music application for the iPhone and iPod Touch and are now looking for Artist to help us promote it, and promote them. What we are doing is so different and we are the first to do this on the Apple App store, (the game is due this christmas). I really want to give you access to a video or even the game (only works on iphone & ipod touch) with no obligations at all – we are just four guys trying to survive 🙂

    If your curious please e-mail me back rave@dexoris.com and I’ll send you some more detailed less foggy info 🙂 and a video link. You would be the first person to see the game in action.

    We have a website http://www.dexoris.com & our last game http://www.peter-und-vlad.com

    Even though this is a special project, we are looking for artist to work with in developing new ideas for iphone games. I can think of one project that would be very interesting for kids… L8tr on that one 🙂

    Best
    Raven Ravenson
    rave@dexoris.com
    +354 6606366

  599. i am bisexual

    hi Cody

  600. ya…..im fucked

  601. hmmm…….it all comes down to trust…….

    well, i always trust the future, in letting the past sort it’s SELF out in the present path we all eternally walk apon into the unfolding eternal future, where in time, all TRUTH becomes revealed……..the eternal day light of God’s divine WILL, for sake of eternal all YOU

  602. Jesus and God is who is constantly always on my mind Cody, wisely so of all TRUTH and unTRUTH, when ever i think of any divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU

    you may not fully know ‘me’, but i know ALL YOU

  603. it is not Jesus, God or i who cast any of you out of heaven, rather it is always the TRUTH that it is you who cast your own divine self out of heaven with Jesus, God and ‘me’

    betray ‘me’, and you only betray your own divine self, where i am not able to betray any, as regards the purity love flawless healing feelings that is of you for another, and each other.

    we are all one eternal generation evolving in what is the holy sacred revealing light that humilates all untruths of the divine child held in dark captivities afraid in binding fearful ignorances yet alseep.

    why it is you are before ‘me’, seeking the TRUTH

    even if you do not realize you are doing it…….subconsciously

    i am wide awake at all times

    Gabriel, “Who goes there? Annouce yourself before God!”

    :mrgreen:

  604. well ok, im not really as fucked up as some of you, or at least that is what i keep telling myself, wondering why i even think i am……….

    that is a hint, for those of you who understand sbuconscious testing of boundaries afraid child within transference…..

    huh?

    what?

    oh never mine………

    go back to sleep Biyatches!

    you won’t remember much of who i was anyway, yet you will all feel my life presence of the activist i was, for all eternity

    which holds true for every soul, past present future, no matter truth or untruth that is constantly reverberating thru eternity of everything anyone ever says or does at all times, all of affect/effect/direct/indirect constant connectedness of one eternal generation of eternal all YOU

    forever more

    blessed is the wise descerning loving compassionate divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of eternal all YOU

    you know, i’ve always wondered if i would be a good motivational speaker, you know, like Bill Clinton that everyone loves…….always wanted to see him, where they did not invite me to dinner, asking me to pay for my own meal at their dinner party?

    what the fuck is up with that?

    fuck

    don’t they know who i am?

    oh yeah, they don’t even know who the R…….yet

    lol

    :mrgreen:

  605. you wanna hold my hand in front of a million people Cody?

    shining radiant brilliant bright as your most loving lover of everlasting loving life?

    i dare you

    i double dare you

    :mrgreen:

    to be sure, someone will be holding my hand, just as they always have, just as they always WILL

    of what is the constant yearning trueness aspect of the divine child of God’s intuitive knowingness certainty, that only love feels good enough to always feel, at all times

    who i am

    YOU

    bless you bless you bless you all

  606. can you see me playing a role in Romeo and Juliet?

    ok, which role?

    and can you feel your own divine self of eternal day light awareness of true ‘real’ YOU as i do

    do as i do

    oh, somebody just do ‘me’ for fuck sakes

    fuck

    lol

    :mrgreen:

    im bored…………………….put the guitar down and come fuck me damn it!

    NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!