A true fan would never buy this book. I’m sure my brother will use the money to purchase drugs. If you buy it, you’ll be hurting me and my family at the same time. Whatever you do, please do NOT buy this book!
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What M fan would buy this rubbish?! We love and support you! I can’t belive your own brother would do something like this
( I live in Romania, and I probably won’t see you live this Tour, but eventhough you may not know about my country I wish you and your family all the best!
Love Maria
I won’t buy it my queen!
buy NOT!
If you don’t want anyone to buy it, why include an amazon.com link to the page to purchase the book???
Hey Gigi,
I’d written almost the exact same thing, but my comment was “edited” to something I didn’t write. See above.
Guess we know who’s boss around here…
p.s. I thought Martin Ciccone was the drug addict. This is the first I’ve heard of Christopher Ciccone being a drug user. Then again, I’m not a Ciccone.
I’ll wait for Madonna to write her own Bio. and not read some bitter relative out to make buck. He is not someone I would believe a word that comes out of his mouth anyway. If I remember correctly wasn’t he the one in Truth or Dare that was release from Rehab.
Madonna Keep your head up!
Your Loyal Fan.
why did you have to sit in a-rod’s seats, you surely can afford your own seats. are you really that naive, or cheap of what. he married, and you lured him whether sexually or not. stay with your own man, your a mother for god’s sake. arods wife just had a baby. you should of bought your own seat for your children at the yankee game. as a kindred spirit on my way to the 50 mark, you ain’t so hot anymore, your facial features are more prominent, your muscular arms don’t fit with your skinny body, you are not aging gracefully. and you really aren’t that good of a women, and i am going to buy your brothers book because you can deny all you want you did not entice alex, but you sat in his seats, that you can well afford. don’t lie, tell the truth. right NOT
Hey Mimi,
To answer your question, it was Martin, or “Marty,” who was released from rehab in Truth or Dare.
Christopher figured prominently in the movie, but mostly as a production assistant. He seemed rather level-headed to boot.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m a loyal fan also. I just find it strange to implore fans not to buy the book in one breath, and to give them the Amazon link in the next.
I would read it but I suspect it would just depress me about how my favorite singer has strayed from the One True Path of Salvation through Jesus.
“Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief”
In my religion Jesus is not my way to salvation
” i want to get down on my knees and start pleasing jesus, i want to feel his salvation all over my face”
what i think madonna is doing is trying to tempt us to buy the book even after she told us not to. she’s testing us.
Hi M glad your back on BLOG! D/
I feel very sad that you would even have to ask, we who adore you won’t fall for Christopher’s tricks. He needs to be a real gay man and stop embarrassing the good gay men by his sick behavior. My brother drives me up the wall, taking shit all the time from me without asking, I know exactly how you feel. I bet Chris is just like Gino, He gives things away that I bought to people without asking, welcome to the moron brother club.
I’d already decided not to buy this family abusing book D/
I don’t understand why your sister did it!!However I will never buy it ( and maybe in Italy it will never arrive ..!!)
hey, M! won’t buy it, worry not.
you totally smacked your dancer with your witty retort! luv it.
what happened with your supposed concert in the philippines this july?
ooh, I’m busted. I am a total madonna fan and been so since the eighties! hence my avatar in my blog: hope you don’t mind!
pigmentations.wordpress.com
can you give me your msn???
or yahoo……..
i am 10 years old now!!!yeah~!!!
i love your song!!!
you have a great voise!!!^_^
Hey Louise,
Your brother is bad… You are his sister..
He shouldn’t do these things… He’d support you…
I’m really sorry 4 u… I hope that someone will punish your brother…
Good Luck with ur tour…
AnyJ
Hey will NOT be buying the book, the only bullshit I is this blog! HAHAHA!!
count on it M. i had no idea. i will not support him at this time financially.
madonna my brother michael died of an overdose
u can testify with ur friend r.o. she knows and i discussed with her and you may have forgotten
darling it is called tough love
i know far too well
michael died 4 years ago this year
age 34 died
and so my dear a mother is never supposed to bury her son never
i gave him money and tried to help too.
he could have had it all madonna
i will buy the book because it doesnt matter whether it is me or someone else
i am interested in what he has to say
perhaps that makes me a yenta
or perhaps to get away from my own drama now
perhaps i need you like a drug
no pun intended
i dont bother asking many questions on r blog
because what is the use
i know far to well all the deal
my husband fell yesterday at work
and broke a tear line fracture in his knee
he is a big guy
and now he is getting surgery 7pm standard time
my son aaron who is lola’s age as i told u b4
that she would be lucky to marry my son one day
lol i know they are too young
he is and has a heart of gold
anyway
he broke his arm football…….will be one a great one one day i am sure
well now it did not set right and they have to break his bone and reset it
i know
my baby has to go under the knife and be put to sleep
so you see my worrys are mine and yours are yours
if i want to read whatever about you
my love it is simply to possibly read for entertainment
as well as to look at his side
listen madonna
i know for a fact you have tried countless times as i did
if it is in g-ds will that he dies from drugs as michael does
then he does
you can only pass so many red lights b4 you get caught
i dont have your money
and if i did i would have helped more than i did
no matter what
again, if i didnt if you dont or dont anymore
and i didnt anymore
then crack houses
street garbage picking
yes
the glass castle
for real
the real deal
let him be
he is and needs the money
maybe g-d will be good and it will help him
if not you have nothing to mourn over
or feel guilty about ok
maybe that is why your mother died early
no accidents madonna
noone should bury their child
NOONE NOONE NOONE
LET YOUR BROTHER BE
PLEASE
PERHAPS he needs the money
maybe he will be ok
their is nothing he can say that will shock anyone of us
who knew u as a stranger fan friend
in the 80’s
so put on your big girl pantys
and get real
what is he going to say
oh my sister is cheap
oh my sister is minipulative
oh my sister can be bossy and recluse and lazy or
oh what a true leo u r
and i am a true capricorn
and r is a true aries for sure
and christopher lets see
i will guess a taurus
i believe ur dad is a gemini or cancer
mom cancer
and you also have another drug addict or alcoholic brother martin right
soooooooooo what
what the fuck can he say that will phase us
LET HIM GET THE MONEY
MADONNA
PLEASE HE MIGHT BE HOMELESS OTHERWISE
PLEASE
HE WONT TAKE IT FROM YOU
HE HATES THAT YOU ARE A WINNER THAT U ARE IDOLIZED BY THE WORLD AND ARE A BILLIONARE
HE DISPISES HIMSELF FOR
BEING GAY PERHAPS
WHO KNOWS
BUT THEIR IS A JEWISH EXPRESSION
HAVE SOME RACHMUNAS
FOR HIM OK
I won’t buy this.
But in better dun show the link…………
Dont Worry Madonna.
Only A Complete Moron Would By This Book and Believe The Retarded Thing In It.
We All Have Your Back.
And We Stand By You 100%.
I Will At Dodgers Stadium This November.
Don`t worry Madonna ,
I won`t by this book !
I`m from Romania and if you can please come in your tour in Romania for a concert ! Don`t matter , we recive you with open arms ! So , please com in Romania ! If you can`t we understand !
A big kiss !
di3nut-z@
when will you have show in hong kong????
i will go to your show wilth my friends,remember me,i am lily!!!
wat a control freak!!! r u afraid we’ll hear the truth madge????
The worst part is that totally unflattering picture used on the cover! That is such a smack in the face if you ask me. It sucks that your brother did this to you…my siblings are my best friends, so it seems unimaginable. Hang in there…it’ll all blow over.
Ohh…
Why don’t you put on bonus CD “Rehab” by M.Ciccone
and all sales goes to charity…
Sister Ciccone do it better!
Can I buy it, shred it, burn it and then force feed it to him?
Pretty please? With feces on top?
sorry madonna but the book is tempting… couldn’t he have used a better picture? anyways i guess you’re right it would be a waste of money n time to read into these lies. as for his drug problem, it’s a shame he was pretty good looking.
Free speech Madonna.
I would not buy the book though. I think he has a right to comment on your life but perhaps because he is not having a life of your own because of you, everybody must be saying he is Madonna’s brother not Chris ciccone. However if he is using drugs he might be hallaucinating or exaggerating about some of the stuff he has written.
PLEASE!!!!!COME TO HONG KONG!!!!! HONG KONG’S PEOPLE ARE WAITING FOR YOU!!!T-T….%_%
Madonna, the snippets I’ve read from Perezhilton.com blogs are nothing we don’t already know. Andy Warhol diaries reveal stuff…I think I told you on your bebo that I WILL NOT be buying the book.
Madonna, according to your brother you’re the queen of mean. But that’s why us fans and ventilators love you! Keep being true to your (mean) self!
Madonna
Your music is an inspiration. You have heart and it comes out in your voice. You have been my hero for more then twenty years, many of times your words have got me through. keep strong and happy
I’m quite perplexed by your brother’s intentions and your reaction to his memoir. If Guy is a homophobe, as frequently expressed by your brother, why be so accepting of Guy’s attitude? Especially since a component of your fan base (the one’s who have helped you amass fame and fortune) is gay? If your brother is lying, why not sue him for defamation of character? Overall, it’s quite sad.
Buy Cinderella Was a Liar instead!
http://www.amazon.com/Cinderella-Liar-Brenda-Della-Casa/dp/0071476539/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1216138495&sr=1-1
(Shame on you, Chris)
Of course nobody who loves you could buy it.
I can’t belive your own brother would do something like this he must be despereted.
Oh… Louise..
Kiss and make up..
So what about all this stuff..
He’s your Baby Brother.. and always be…
Of course I’m gonna read it.. and I’m gonna send him love.. too
i can’t wait to buy this book. just because you are anti it, it will sell, or maybe that is your plan all along. you want your brother to make his own money and stop freeloading on your money. maybe you should have adopted your family instead of outsiders. doesn’t your religion teach you charity begins at home. you are so pathetic and a marriage wrecker
m stands for marriage wrecker
I’m very offended by the book. I read a couple of the pages and realized that this man is a sad, sad drunk who is out to make waves and some serious cash to buy drugs. I saw him on some TV special and he looks about as bloated as a drowning victim. You can see the hate and resentment in his eyes. What an ass he is making of himself. Does he not realize that there is going to be a day and time where he is going to be so darkly affected by his actions that he might not make it out alive? Addiction is so screwed up. In some ways I feel sorry for him but in other ways I feel disgust. What he is doing is super low and if he thinks he has trouble getting work now, just wait til’ this is over…His life will suck more than it does now and he won’t have the support of anyone in his family!!! He will have to turn to lower companions for advice. Further driving his broke down lemon of a life into the hole called loneliness. What were you thinking? More like…What were you drinking?
Savannah stands for BITTER. Jessch! Can my comment be put somewhere far away from such ugliness?
Hello Madonna and Fans,
I would like to stay, well to Madonna, that one of the Main Principals in Life, not Kaballah, is JOY. Let´s throw in Laughter too. We must have JOY at all time, there is no need for fear if there is joy in your heart. So, I would not even bother with telling people to buy the book or not, or say that your brother is a drug addict. You must understand the effects of life and that it is ¨NOT UNDER OUR CONTROL, !! When there is pure joy in our hearts, our heaerts in turn become hard and no damage can destroy us, even the most devasating tragedy, cannot bend or break us. In reality, a smart girl like yourself, should of used you joy to laugh and say Hey Everyone, I am just finising this great book and I can´t wait to read some more. In fact I am having tea and cookies right now and later my friends froom my book club will come in and we will knit some sweaters. kiss, kiss, Have JOY. And as for A’rod, öh enjoy it, I would laugh my head of and make light of it. That the beauty of JOY; It´s free and we all need to cultivate it. Your children are not hurt by this because they know the truth. ANd if people want to talk, they will, but lets be real, we all know that what gets you in the papers keeps you still in, so boys and girls don´s be crying for Madonna. And everyone should stop sending nasty comments about Mr. Ciccone, as ugly words show and ugly heart and that blocks JOY and blocks the Love of God from filling your life with Happiness, Instead, turn to your brothers or sisters , friends lovers etc and thank God that they are alive and happy, and not sick or hurting. Embrace your love ones every day. Life is short. That goes for you too, Madonna, remember, life is short, use it as a blessing every day. You cannot control it. So, look and see.
OH MADDY….IS ONLY A BOOK…
WHAT IS A BIG DEAL?? AUJAJAAJUAA
KISSES!!!
( DONT WORRY ABOUT IT…THIS BOOK NO COMING TO MY COUNTRY AT ALL!!! JUAJUAUJJAA MORE KISSES!!!! AND HUG TOO!! SEE YA!! )
Madonna’s brother Christopher and I always see each other and have mutual friends. He is an old pervert and has been chasing me for years. I dont know what the book is about but I do know that Chis is bitter over his sisters success and has not found his own path.
very sad story but a very true one i am so sorry for your familly that gets trough this and lives with your brother as somebody before me said we will be 100% near you
HEY YOU FAKE M*
WHO ARE YOU
the real M* Don’t have the blog
People!!! are Blind IT”S A FAKE
IT,S FAKE
please visit my site rocproject.ru
M
Bought the book.
Am smart enough to sift through what may and may not be true.
He contradicts himself several times.
I admire you a great deal and have nothing but respect for you and your work.
My partner of 11 years, Robert is a big fan of yours (Has been since the 80’s).
And through him I have seen and heard your videos and music more than one should. LOL!
And I still remain captivated and inspired by your strong sense of self.
I do not understand though, why there is a hyperlink to buy the book you are asking us not to buy on your blog page.
Stay Strong
B.
Well, I brought it. I wasn’t going to but i wanted to hear his side of the story. The book really doesn’t reveal very much about Madonna other then what we know by interviews. Big ego, penny pincher, blah blah. What it shows, to me, is that Chris really loves his sister, despite all of the things that Madonna has done to him. For some reason I just keep thinking that he is trying to show her, “look at what you have done to me yet i still remain loyal” So Madonna has nothing to worry about. It seems to me, just another way of showing what brothers and sisters are like. Not all, but some.
yeah, I agree. He sounded nice. Madonna treated him rough.
They should get back together.
NEVER IN THE LIFE…..
KISSES I LOVE YOU
I finished the book, among about 10 different books I have going right now… lol.. That’s always the case with me.
I agree with others that Christopher’s account of your life together is not surprising.
I sense he needed to write this book to heal and to find his place in this world. Drugs and alcohol are generally a way of self medication. This is a big step for him, because he’s facing his pain. Wow! That’s BIG!!
We all are here to learn lessons and to grow. The book revealed honest love from both of you for each other and honest frustrations from both of you from each other.. Isn’t that the case in ANY relationship worth a grain of salt?
It sounds like you both, along with the rest of us, have challenges with reactive behaviors. Could you be mirroring each other? You know, reacting harshly because of a true essence of yourself you don’t want to admit exists, but seeing it in a loved one forces it to be faced?
My prayer is for you both to be in each other’s life loving and supporting each other. It seems you really are connected and he REALLY LOVES YOU… and you REALLY LOVE him… You know… That’s REALLY what it’s all about!!!!
Love, light and blessings to you both and your entire family!
Isn´t it a bit strange to tell us not to buy this book, but to add the link where to order at amazon?
Please don’t tell me people actually believe Madonna writes this blog???!!!!!
i have bought that book! i think your so called brother did justice!!!! he’s entitle to his opinion. what? only you are allowed to do so?
Дорогая!!! Я услышала тебя в 12 лет. Сейчас мне 32. Я всегда любила тебя. У меня тяжело болен муж. В детстве я слушала тебя для удовольствия, а уже 12 лет я побеждаю семейную трагедию благодаря твоему творчеству. Ты хочешь нас научить побеждать и идти вперед? Мы слышим тебя правильно и следуем твоему завету. Никакая чушь не заставит нас изменить наше отношение к тебе!!!
Мы ждем новых лучших в мире работ от тебя. Твои враги не обманут нас. Мы все видим правильно , как видишь это ты.Мы вместе с тобой!!!
The expensive!!! I have heard you in 12 years. Now to me 32. I always loved you. At me seriously ill the husband. In the childhood I listened to you for pleasure, and 12 years I win family tragedy thanks to your creativity. You wish us to learn to win and go forward? We hear you correctly and we follow your precept. No bosh will force us to change our relation to you!!! We wait new for the best in the world of works from you. Your enemies will not deceive us. All of us see correctly as you see it. We together with you!!!
The expensive!!! I have heard you in 12 years. Now to me 32. I always loved you. At me seriously ill the husband. In the childhood I listened to you for pleasure, and 12 years I win family tragedy thanks to your creativity. You wish us to learn to win and go forward? We hear you correctly and we follow your precept. No bosh will force us to change our relation to you!!! We wait new for the best in the world of works from you. Your enemies will not deceive us. All of us see correctly as you see it. We together with you!!!
Try not to be afflicted because of gossips for you reach the purpose. We follow you. We love and we understand you. We are happy that you are at us. Listening to you, I understand that I want and as it to reach. Whether so it is necessary to stop because of gossips – of ugly creatures? To be upset? Your enemies never can that you can! Christopher does not understand that we are not silly and we will catch it in a lie.
I find it really odd that you ask your fans (i am) not to buy Christopher Ciccone’s book on his life with you and yet you have links that put you staight through to Amazon where you can buy it at a knock down price, how do you work that one out? You are promoting it for him how does your family feel about that?
This site automatically links words you write to related websites. It wasn’t intentional on Madonna’s part.
but not only that, I think she was linking it (if it was intentional) so we know what book she is talking about. I had no idea for a bit.
Ha ha ha. Madonna doesn’t write this blog! It is a joke! That is why there is an Amazon link to the book Christopher Cocaine Ciccone wrote!
madonna, you suck rocks. i think that you are a rich, evil person. the only good you have done for this world is parent three beautiful children.
it will be sad when you meet your maker and are brought to your knees.
as for the book. i wouldn’t buy anything that has to do with you. as for your brother, may God help him out of the darkness. as for you… blah!
Amazine that you don’t want anyone to read this book, must not paint a flattering picture of you. Then you have the nerve to compare McCain to Hitler. An american war hero doesn’t deserve that, reguardless what your political views are. A man who was tortured because he was an American. Your views are so wrong, and maybe someday you will be able to see that alot of people have done so much for this country and you. What a waste of a human being you are.
I have been on the fence regarding the US election this Fall but you’ve sealed it for me – I will be voting for McCain and am going to make a donation to his campaign.
I aint buing that shit!
I dont even now if you read the comments that we post here.. But i just wanna say i love your new CD!
I still have it on repeat on my iPod.
Í will be seeing you in Athens soon!
Much love from Greece!
You rock!!
See you in Budva!
Much reagrds from your fan from MACEDONIA
This book is shit!
Finazio, you’re a real person??!!
How cool is that!
Yes, I am. Why?
Andy, want pictures from the live of Zurich? Go there:http://finazio.blogspot.com/2008/09/che-madonna-dinformazione-ci-ritroviamo.html
Finazio, because almost everyone else here is not what they seem …
I am exactly what I am
a true fan seeks truth
I CANT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS WOMAN SLEEPS AT NIGHT !! WITH ALL THAT MONEY SHE MAKES HER OWN BROTHER WORK FOR SLAVE WAGES!EVIL!!!!!!!!
HE STAYED BY HER SIDE THROUGH ALL HER BULLSHIT!!
THEN SHE STIFFS HIM!! IM GLAD HE WROTE A BOOK SINCE SHE NEVER PAID HIM HALF OF WHAT HE WAS WORTH!!
YOUR OWN BLOOD!!I HATE TO SEE HOW SHE TREATS HER ENEMYS!!!!
MAYBE THIS IS PAYBACK !I REALLY FEEL FOR CHRISTOPHER!!
WHAT A ROYAL PAIN IN THE ASS!
Don’t buy? Mmmm… I don’t think.
hi M, definetely NOT buying it
really love ur blog, oiya and I lve ur children book
when will you have tour in our country? (Indonesia)
Aha! )) Wait))) She sings only for greater money. Look its tour schedule! There even not fucking Russia. There only Europe and America. That to speak Indonesia))
I won’t buy it. No need to worry! And remember…nothing compares to you! There wil never be another Madonna on earth, because you are unique! Thank you for helping me enjoying life at the sound of your music. Went to London to see you for the first time-gold circle. I hope I get the chance to see you in other tours I REALLY loved it and found you much more beautiful and perfect than in photos or pictures. They don’t make justice to you. And I saw a 20 year old girl on stage. You are amazing. Me and my kids just love you. Our walls are covered with your posters. Ah, ah!! I would love to have your autograph. Please, keep up the good work, I can´t wait to see you again QUEEN!
I m so sexy
hell, now that I know, buying this book will put you in a bad light, I am going to by 20 copies. you are scuz lady. retire already and don’t be like Streisand and come back like 12 times. just go away. yuck.
I don’ think this is really Madonna’s blog….but the link to buy the book is too funny…nice try.
I will never buy that book
is it a good book or not ?? i will read some parts in the shop… for free
I will never buy this book…
I bought one book and i didn’t red it…:)
Helloy from Russia! I very much love your creativity and very much wished to get on your concert to Moscow, but alas I live in city Ulan-Ude, and it is very far up to Moscow, yes it and is not important, the most important you the delightful woman and at you all to turn out and music at you such incendiary! Excuse for my awful English language!)))
Hello,dear Madonna!I am crazy about your music,creativity and style!I won’t buy this book! Don`t worry! Don`t forget-your funs with you! You are unique!You are the Ray of light in my life!Thank you for your music!I hope I get the chance to see you in Moscow! I REALLY love you and i think you much more beautiful and perfect than in photos. You are the QUEEN and you look like 25 years old girl. You are amazing. and sexy. My ipod is full of your songs and fotos.
Excuse me for my bed English language!)))
Dear Madonna,please come back to your blog!We love you very much!!!
yesturday all your children books i had of “you” ie of your creation team went to the trash : it was stupid to have a lesson of morality by some one is a bitch and by some one who pick up creativy in a religious bookk with a make up of stupidity… to the trash, to day it will be all your dvd
“money and greed is the root of all evil”. and don’t worry my louise your brother will get his downfall , im a firm belever in karma. xxx
Don’t worry, no reasonable guy would buy such back stabbing crap. With a brother like that you don’t really need enemies. Luck to you.!!!!!!
willie
Okay. I don’t see a problem with the book. All he is doing is telling his side of having to put up with ur bichiness all those years. he compliments you all the time in the book. I used to be a really big fan, but you are really fake. You want to pose as someone who loves the world and are nice to everyone but all you do is use people to get you ahead. Hard Candy is a disaster btw and you need to grow up. I’ve heard better lyrics from your younger days.
I am so sorry your brother would turn on you after all that you have done. I have met you both, and he always has had a chipo whereas you never have. It breaks my heart.
You continue to inspire and evoke our own exploration- whatever subject you give us.
Let us remember a quote you once made, I believe it was during a Vatican ban, “I do not promote a way of life I describe one.” The audience is then allowed to make a better educated resonse.
You encourage me every day, and millions of others. So, I implore you all DO NOT SUPPORT CHRISTOPHER CICCONE’s book.
And drugs Chris?? Why is it that so many gay men are overcomb by Chrystal Meth. Why is it that they are trying so hard to self destruct????
ON THE THIRD DAY GOD CREATED MADONNA.
Lo siento tanto su hermano se convertiría en usted después de todo lo que han hecho. He conocido a ambos, y él siempre ha tenido un chipo que nunca tendrá. Se rompe mi corazón.
De continuar para inspirar y evocar nuestra propia exploración de cualquier tema que usted nos proporciona.
Vamos a recordar una cita que una vez hecho, creo que fue durante una prohibición del Vaticano, “Yo no promover una forma de vida que describen una”. El público se puede hacer una mejor educación resonse.
Usted me anima cada día, y millones de otros. Entonces, yo imploro a todos ustedes no son compatibles con el libro de CHRISTOPHER Ciccone.
Chris y las drogas? ¿Por qué es que tantos hombres gays son overcomb por Chrystal Meth. ¿Por qué es que están tratando tan difícil de autodestrucción?
El tercer día Dios creó MADONNA.
Je suis désolé de votre frère se tourner sur vous, après tout ce que vous avez fait. J’ai rencontré tous les deux, et j’ai toujours eu une puce lorsque vous n’avez jamais. Elle me brise le coeur.
Vous continuez à inspirer et à susciter notre propre exploration, quelle que soit la discipline que vous nous accordez.
Souvenons-nous de vous citer fait onze heures, je crois que c’est au cours d’une interdiction du Vatican, “je ne suis pas à la promotion d’un mode de vie, j’ai décrit un”. Le public est alors autorisé à faire une plus instruits responsable.
Vous m’encourager chaque jour et des millions d’autres. Alors, je vous implore tous DON’T SUPPORT le livre de Christopher Ciccone.
Chris et de la drogue? Pourquoi est-il que tant d’hommes gais sont overcomb par Chrystal Meth. Pourquoi est-ce qu’ils essaient tant de mal à l’auto destruction?
LE TROISIEME JOUR, Dieu créa MADONNA.
Mi dispiace tanto tuo fratello avrebbe su di voi, dopo tutto quello che avete fatto. Ho incontrato entrambi, ed egli ha sempre avuto un Chipo che non devi mai. Mi si spezza il cuore.
Si continuano ad ispirare e suscitare la nostra esplorazione qualunque soggetto si dà a noi.
Ricordiamo ancora una volta una citazione fatta, credo che sia stato nel corso di un divieto Vaticano, “Io non promuovere uno stile di vita I descrivere uno.” Il pubblico è quindi consentito di effettuare una più istruita resonse.
È incoraggiare me ogni giorno, e milioni di altri. Quindi, imploro tutti voi non supportano CHRISTOPHER Ciccone del libro.
Chris e la droga? Perché è così che molti omosessuali sono overcomb da Chrystal Meth. Perché è che essi stanno cercando così difficile da sé distruzione?
IL TERZO GIORNO Dio creò MADONNA.
وأنا آسف لذلك سيحول أخيك عليك بعد كل ما قمتم به. التقيت لكم سواء ، وأنه دائما كان الرقائق حين كنت أبدا. غيرت من قلبي.
هل لا تزال تثير يلهم منطقتنا واستكشاف كل ما تقدم لنا هذا الموضوع.
لنتذكر أن أقتبس لكم مرة واحدة ، وأنا أعتقد أنه كان الفاتيكان خلال الحظر “لا تشجع على أسلوب حياة واحدة تصف لي” وبعد ذلك سمح للجمهور لتقديم أفضل تعليما resonse.
هل لي أن تشجع كل يوم ، وملايين آخرين. لذا فإني أتوجه إليكم جميعا لا يؤيدون CICCONE كتاب كريستوفر.
كريس والمخدرات؟ لماذا يوجد هذا العدد الكبير من الرجال هم مثلي الجنس overcomb بها Chrystal المنهجيات. لماذا هو انهم يحاولون جاهدين إلى التدمير الذاتي؟
وفي اليوم الثالث خلق الله مادونا
damn, always has had a chip… I hope that translated?!
M, saw you in NY at dinner 7th Ave@Waverly. You looked amazing and were gracious and kind as always. This was the 5th time I’ve met you and always you have been wonderful.
Everyone, please read the lyrics. Yes, she may have been a shark getting started, but her growth both spiritually and physically is anything but. She continues to inspire us and evoke greatness within our selves. Those who see bitchiness or negativity must reflect within themselves not outwardly.
Madonna has been a target of many, but again let me paraphrase …. “they did not amount to much at all.”
what most do not cognitive fully embrace purely 100%, is the oppressive non-conducive environments today, all stem from the generational ignorant unwise falsehood teachings of all the forefathers before us who were not of sincere earnest desire for self-love wisdom.
when we step away from the world into our quiting of our minds peaceful sanctuaries, it is then that we can see and feel purely the truth i speak of that indeed, the entire past is of affect/effect all around us here today.
i stepped away from the world many years ago, of what has been my life long quest for pure insightful understanding wisdom that is able to fully explain what is of my purity love feelings that we all have life experience of, not as though a small child, no, rather, what i did indeed feel during my earliest years of life a a five year old, only love.
Jesus says, “We are from love and it is thru love that we return”, of what is constant in the kingdom of heaven, love absolutely devoid of the fearful uncertainty doubtfulness seen everywhere in this world, of all controlling absurd egotism over another’s pure spirit.
it is generational oppression that goes way way way back in time.
the divine child is subconscious, asleep, denial of the core of our being 100% intuitive knowingness certainty of PURE HOLY JOYFUL HAPPINESS of only love conducive environment, truth of every divine child of God from the womb of God before us, today, and all unborn yet to come.
blessed are you who truly of pure heart see and feel the truth of your blessed Pure Holy Joyful Happiness Spirit and the obviousness of the oppressive nescience of these generational shallow shortsighted egotism, for sake of your pure Spirit.
it is only thru wisdom that conducive pure environments are able to be brought forth, as in, it is only by BEcoming the purity of ‘that’ which YOU are, the 100% blessed Holy Joyful Pure Happiness Spirit YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we are evolving, generationally, just as Jesus said, ‘It is not this generation that WILL BE of the Kingdom of Heaven yet to come.’
in other words, Jesus was highly evolved beyond his own generation, of his meditative time spent in self-teaching self-knowledge awareness understanding wisdom of the generational evolving process he too is of.
easily, it is absurd to think anything other than only love is good enough for any of us, past, present, future.
only love
only compassionate wisdom of the generational stuggling evolving OUT of the bitter dark untrue, clearly unwise, clearly unaware, clearly not of desire, we easily see of past generations of all war, all wretchedness, all this things that are not of the TRUTH of the Pure Holy Joyful Happiness Spirit YOU of us ALL.
this is the TRUTH of every divine child from the womb of God past, present, future.
the stifling of our 100% Holy Joyful Happy Divine Spirit, sees all frustration, all toxic anxiety manifestions in the world, past, present, future, and this is what is CONSTANT of every second of life, past, present, future.
it is not about amounting to much at all, which is a shortsighted thing to say, rather, it is what it constantly is, at all times, all around us, of every precious child of God in nonconducive unloving environments, past, present, future, sadly, all of the ongoing generational unknowngly unwise oppressions that weigh down the Holy Joyful Happiness Spirit YOU of us ALL.
this is where crucial self-love compassionate wisdom mirroring of the Holy Joyful Happiness Spirit YOU of us ALL is of huge sacred importance, for sake of all today, for sake of the Trillions apon Trillions of unborn yet to come, we, here today, who are BEcoming wise in our not just coming free from the generation deluge ditch of all oppressions of our Spirits set free, indeed, while doing so, in our fearless at ease peaceful sanctuaries, our minds are utterly fearless to explore into massive macro thinking expansiveness that is unending in expansiveness, eternally, just as is the eternal future of all unborn yet to come.
sacred for all today, all unborn yet to come, is our every heart beat, every breath, every step, every word, every passing moment of our mirroring what is the Holy Joyful Happiness Spirit YOU of us ALL, the sacred fearless free Power of the ALL that lifts the ALL(entire future) OUT of what is yet here today, the generational unwiseness oppression that holds captive the divine child of God’s heart, mind, body, spirit and soul of so many, and sadly, so many yet to come.
God welcomes ALL of YOU to the kingdom of heaven all around YOU, of what is constant intuitive core of our BEing knowingness certainty devoid of the fearful doubtfulness that yet stem from the generational deluge, compassionate pure wise purity love devoid of doubt, of Jesus, of ALL, not of the divine child of any of us to turn away from, the radiant brilliant bright self-love light rejoice holy joyful happiness spirit of YOU of us ALL.
AndYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! welcome back biyatch!
lol
that which you do unto another, you do unto ‘me’, as in, that which stems from, and is, sadly, compassionately, unknowingly for many of their unwiseness i observe daily, the false generational oppressiveness of ‘me’ of us ALL, past, present, future.
100%, at all times, ‘that’ which is constantly the truth at all times of every passing moment, past, present, future.
be of the magnitude of God’s undying empowerment, omnipotently constantly knowing, without doubt, the TRUTH, for sake of all today, for sake of all unborn yet to come, for great is the loss of many precious divine children of God yet to come of this yet unwise world.
Light of TRUTH easily casts all darkness doubt from this yet unwise world, where it is our feelings that constantly feel at all times the absurd useless bitter foul tasting generational unwise oppression of the blessed loving pure of heart holy joyful spirit of any divine child of God, do we not?
true of us all
constantly
the truth
unable to fail
rather it is, always has been, always our WILL to wisely descerningly comprehensively BE or not to BE, the generational unwise deluge which fails the truth of the purely loving YOU of us ALL.
“COFFEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!’
“WHERE’s MY COFFEE BOY!”
i love YOU ALL!
Jesus loves YOU ALL!
God loves YOU ALL!
only compassionate wise LOVE is good enough for the ALL!
blessings to ALL
cultivating the Pure Holy Joyful Happiness feelings we feel of our future self, is of present self oppressed, is it not?
in truth is say this in turning towards what i want for you, for ALL, is it not?
overflowing in abundant radiant brilliant bright is the Purity of Holy Joyful Happiness YOU is there within YOU, of YOU, constantly yearning to BE set free, is it not?
while i may not be of much material wealth, dwelling in my heart, pure and true, i feel each stitch of the material, of what is of greater value to me beyond all the riches of the world, of ease in priority, knowingness awareness of my Holy Joyful Happiness bursting at the seams!
“WHERE’S ARE MY SEAMSTRESSES?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“IN BED?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“GET THE FUCK OUT OF BED BIYATCHES, LAZY FUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!” lol
“WAKE UP, we have work to do!”
and if you think i don’t know what it is i know you too feel, well, what is it that i am actually saying in saying this as regards the ‘real’ YOU i know who yearns for that which is of YOU, of ‘me’, just as i do 2?
it is your priority turn towards your own awareness that i value, just as i value what is of my own awareness, where there is no element of doubt between us in saying this, yet, there is the element of doubt between us……
blame trusting emotional safety, true of ‘me’, true of YOU, true of us ALL, when i get alittle scared to Just BE my SELF.
deep breath sigh…..
the other day, while at the waters edge, i felt the ‘real me’ of childhood, who had gracefully walked all this way, 100 miles further up the lakes edge(Lake Ontario), that while it took me 30 years to get where i was standing, i felt exactly the same one who stood there 30 years ago, 100 miles away.
pure authentic genuine self-actualization deep breath sigh…….an incredible length of time, so many souls along the way, so many trials, tribulations and afflictions of my heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, of what was as true of any of us, my aimless haphazard waundering lacking desire of the God’s divine WILL ‘real’ Self-Wisdom i now know, more and more each day passing.
i try to speak of it with many, who trivialize the sacred wisdom words that are of the protective halo construct, realizing their comprehensive macro thinking is nearly none existent, and yet, 100% pure and true, always is the intuitive purity of their Spirit i feel that is there before me, as i take a deep breath sigh of frustration, “fuck, they just don’t get what im saying!”
how could they in one sitting?
so how about this, i take hold your hand forever and ever, day after day, however annoying i too may be at times, and sit with YOU, purely loving of YOU, just as i know too, the LOVE YOU feel just as i do 2?
“GET YOUR HANDS OFF HIM, HE’s MINE damn it! LOL
i jest….
well ok, i jest not….
hey, if after all is said and done in the years to come, God WILLING, do you still want to marry ‘me’ like i do YOU?
or how about this, if i gave my heart, mind, body, spirit and soul entrusted to Jesus and God, then in truth, am i not already married 2 YOU?
“ETERNALLY BIYATCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
………….yawn………..i need another coffee………
beautiful morning, yes?
i miss you
i cryed alot this week, alot of necessary healing.
i don’t i will ever get over Troy……truth is, why would i want 2?
get over my pure love for him he and i had for each other?
ya, sure, it’s in the past, leave it there, reflect from time to time, don’t dwell on it, able to BE and FEEL hear each moment of what is each blessed day among all of you, evolving more and more in coming forth as my pure and true radiant brilliant bright Holy Joyful Happy ‘real’ Self, of Jesus and God’s divine WILL, OUR WILL BE Done on earth, that which constantly is HEAVEN!
my god my god, some of you are fucking adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
truly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Norman says, “I need to love somebody!”
i said, ya, me too, expressing to him i used to wake each day, still half asleep, when my first thoughts of Troy would enter my mind, evoking the beautiful fluttering feelings i loved to feel each waking day like i did the entire time i walked with him.
i need to love somebody
who do i want to love?
well, heterosexually speaking, i think i have sorta conveyed that bi now, yes?
homosexually speaking, *cough*………….let me get back 2 ‘YOU’ on that ONE……………
sitting purely in sorting my feelings, i am not in denial of my feelings, is just, well, everything is sorta fucked up right now, yes…….. LOL
i think they call it(fucked up preanxiety potential happiness partner anticipation unsurrendered uncertainty….
………and crying holy joyful tears yet again, she says to me, “AndYY, shut the fuck up!”
i miss you too
truly, i am not in denial of my feelings for you, always there from time to time, beautifully so, soft and true blessed tears of “Oh how i really do love you!”
it is of our pure Spirit to love like we constantly yearn 2, is it not?
i know, i keep annoying you with my bisexual hints, butt hey, it’s ‘me’, the one you love who constantly loves you….
i wouldn’t trust me neither…….
come 2 of it, your kinda hard to trust 2……..
hey, maybe next year?
somedays i wish you were there, wanting to run away with you forever and ever, just keep running, always there at each others side, having come thru the door in our fearless surrendering to our feelings, no more denial, our knowingness, yes, your the one for me, if only we could, constantly hopeful one day we WILL have to courage, evolve out of what feels at times like a nowhere place for me, a child of God at the waters edge, no pretenses, no agenda, just yearning of ‘i want to love somebody like i did Troy, like i do YOU, like i do Norman, like i do Jesus and God, like they do me, like they do YOU, like we ALL constantly yearn to Just BE the Holy Joyful Absolutely Carefree Happiness YOU of us ALL
it’s only natural to be drawn to someone evolved as much as we are, those yet sadly snared by dreaded dark false depressive oppressive illness of their heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, can get to a person some days, like working in a psyche ward i suppose, of what is the entire world, one big psyche ward……
hey, be without doubt ever again, of the truth, i have always loved you, more than i realized, and yet realize, how much i do want to love you, ok?
if it’s true of you 2, well, surrender before me, apon your knees, and simple hold and kiss my hand, saying what i know you 2 constantly yearn to say, “i want to love you true!”
made you smile
can not stop
WILL not stop
why the fuck would anyone want to stop BEing that which is of God’s omnipotent knowingness of every divine child’s core of our being intuitive seeking of pure emotional safety constant connectivity?
i am………BE Cause………We Are……….a bunch of silly morons! lol
blessings to ALL
boundaries established, for those who want to be around ‘me’, you must be substance FREE!
mirroring bright radiant brilliant light that shines into the darkness for others to find safe passage out of their dangerous afflictions, yes, i am always there waiting outside, away from the unclean dark places they dwell in, the crack houses, the dark hiding places, away from the revealing light of their secret lives, the real lies of the addict personality so easy to hear, do not enable their dangerous ways, yet do disown them, set solid boundaries and wait for them to come away and out of the absurd darkness of their old self afflictions they picked up along the way, frightened within, thinking no one cares, shame, guilt, feeling unloved only adds to their dysfunction inability to escape, ALL are the divine child of God.
and so i wait, unable to turn away, just as it is not within Jesus and God to turn away from us, where truth is unable to ever change from that which we are, blessed purely loving holy joyful absolue carefree divine happy Spirits, binding truth of us all, deeply sadden when ever we see another fall, the unknowingly unwise sweeping away oppressions, destruction, into death, of what is the yet existing generational deluge the forefathers handed down to us, truth of bitter falsehood untruths that serves as wisdom for the divine child of us all.
sadly, many divine childen die unknowingly unwise of the binding progressive snaring pits of death they haphazardly fall into.
children must be taught exactly the nature of these binding deathful snares in the world, knowing fully what they can expect should they play with something they may not know is extremely dangerous, revealing wisdom that replaces blindness inconsideration of the consequences of their decision making, where “How can one consider the consequences of their decision making, when they do not know fully what to expect once they become snared by substances like crystal meth?”
LURKING DEATH PITS await the divine children of God here in the kingdom of heaven, where by means of MANDITORY COURSE LOAD TEACHING, gives the divine children sight to easily see these black bottomless death pit wells of seemingly no escape.
i pray several times a day for my friend who has fallen into this bottomless pit well of death, unable to leave his side, let go of the rope he holds onto, calming his fears, encouraging growth of his self-esteem, become what he needs to become, utter fearlessness to fight against the foes of those who are not truly his friends, slow restoration of his once fearless Spirit.
Unbendable rules of God established boundaries that teach a divine child “NO!” of any unwise snaring behaviours.
abandoning them leaves them to those who prey apon them, as i fearless march into the dark places they hide, controlling fear mongering and death all around, guns, death threats, i am unafraid of them, unfraid of death, starring them down, as they become aware of who dwells with me, as they shutter and scurry away to their hiding places, not realizing they cannot hide from God’s revealing truth.
their spirits are black, exceedingly dark and fearful, gun toting in my face, a show of force, wondering why i am not afraid of them, not knowing i have bigger friends than they do, protected by God, i come not to judge, but to fearlessly humiliate the egos that fearfully hold captive their divine child of God’s Spirit, these unwise childen of God at play.
blessed is truth which sets free a divine child’s from these unwise dark fearful binding of heart mind body spirit and soul.
forever more
bless you
*correction*
as much as we feel compelled to,
DO NOT disown them
*edit*
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TRUTH WISDOM ‘that’ breaks binding chains of unwise snarings of heart, mind, body, spirit and soul…..
mirroring bright radiant brilliant light that shines into the darkness for others to find safe passage out of their dangerous afflictions, yes, i am always there waiting outside, away from the unclean dark places they dwell in, the crack houses, the dark hiding fearful places, away from the revealing light truth of their secret lives, the real lies of the addict personality ego, so easy to descerningly hear, i do not enable their dangerous ways, yet i do disown them, set solid boundaries and wait for them to come away and out of the absurd fear filled darkness of their old self afflictions, their addict personality ego the foe, that they picked up along life’s road, frightened within, seemingly thinking and feeling no one cares for them, i constantly care, their inner shame, guilt, feeling unloved, only adds to their dysfunction inability to escape, where ALL are the divine child of God.
and so i wait, unable to turn away, just as it is not within Jesus and God to turn away from any of us, where truth is unable to ever change from that which we are, blessed purely loving holy joyful absolue carefree divine happy Spirits, binding truth of us all, deeply saddened, when ever we see another unknowingly into these unwise dark death pits of sweeping away fearful oppressive addict personality egos of binding destruction, into death, of what is the yet existing generational deluge the forefathers handed down to us, truth of bitter falsehood untruths that is able to serve as wisdom for the divine child of any, of us all.
sadly, many divine childen die unknowingly unwise of the binding progressive snaring pits of developing progressive addict personality ego death pits they haphazardly fall into.
children must be taught the exact nature of these binding deathful snaring falsehood egos of heart mind body spirit and soul in the world, knowing fully what they can expect should they play with something they may not know is extremely dangerous, revealing wisdom that replaces blindness inconsideration of the consequences of their decision making, where “How can one consider the consequences of their decision making, when they do not know fully what to descern, what to expect once they become snared by substances like crystal meth, dying unknowingly from ignorance?”
LURKING DEATH PITS await the divine children of God here in the kingdom of heaven, where by means of MANDITORY COURSE LOAD CURRICULUM, gives a divine child sight to easily see and avoid these black bottomless death pit wells of seemingly no escape.
i pray several times a day for my friend who has fallen into a well, a bottomless pit of death, unable to leave his side, unable to let go of the rope he holds onto, calming his fears, encouraging growth of his self-esteem, become what he needs to become, utter fearlessness to fight against the foes of those he gradually is BEcome aware are NOT his friends, slow restoration of his once fearless Spirit, his intuitive seeking of cognitive wisdom i teach daily.
Unbendable rules of God established boundaries that teach a divine child “NO!” of any unwise snaring behaviours associated with the addict personality ego. There are egotisms in life, but none greater than an addict personality ego that strives to justify the existence of it’s false self.
abandoning them leaves them to those who prey apon them, as i fearless march into the dark places they hide, controlling fear mongering and death all around, guns, death threats, i am unafraid of them, unfraid of death, starring them down, as they become aware of who dwells with me, as they shudder and scurry away to their hiding places, not realizing they cannot hide from God’s fearless revealing truth, of ‘me’, mirroring of them, a divine child, their ‘real’ self feels and recognizes who i am, exactly who they are too, however fearfully oppressed they may be, fearlessness mirroring they constantly yearn to BE, once were, yet are.
i am…..BE Cause……..We ARE!
their spirits are black, exceedingly dark and fearful, gun toting in my face, a show of force, wondering why i am not afraid of them, not knowing i have bigger friends than they do, protected by God, i come not to judge, but to fearlessly humiliate the egos that fearfully hold captive their divine child of God’s Spirit, these unwise childen of God at play.
blessed is truth which sets free a divine child’s from these unwise dark fearful binding of heart mind body spirit and soul.
forever more
bless you
*correction*
as much as we feel compelled to,
DO NOT disown them….
blessed is the truth which sets free a divine child’s pure Spirit from these unwise dark fearful binding falsehood egos generationally taught, that hold captive a divine child’s heart mind body spirit and soul, light of wise truth that reveals all false ignorant darkness teachings that are not true of any divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul, untrue of any, never was, nor shall ever be, of what is our peaceful loving at ease ability to compassionately feel and wisely see, our constant unfailing love for all divine children, past, present, future.
forever more
bless you bless you bless you ALL
yoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooookkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
you make me earl
it is easy for a pure of heart to fall than a wise pure of heart.
~ Jesus
Wow. Strange how many people forget that “comment” means “comment about this blog entry” instead of “comment on whatever you want in your endless search to be noticed for more than your blandness”. Attention span much? This is why most of the world thinks Americans are dumb as dirt.
oh for fuck sakes, who left a pen in AndYY’s gage again?
Do you people know what happens when AndYY gets a hold of a pen?
This is a psyche ward people, so please observe the signs.
ANDY IS NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE A PEN! lol
~
Greetings to you. Do you know who i am?
We are from a far away galaxy, more than 50 Billion light years away. We are what you on earth refer to as an intelligent alien life force entity in the universe for billions of years. Just as you too can see into the past billions of light years away, monitoring the past, so too do can we here in the future, observing our recorded observations of the past of you all on earth of past millenia. Our first communications were picked up by one you know as Jesus, more than 2000 years ago, of one who learned of his telepathic abilities, fearlessly hearing our telepathic real time communications we transmitted to him 2000 years ago, of his wise understanding words as regards the future. We are are yet again telepathically speaking to you, directly in real time, thru one you have come to know as AndYY, where we have observed what is yet of your future to come, of the dangers of what some of you refer to as the end times, according to your profhets of long ago. We are here to warn you of what we have already observed of your future yet to unfold, wishing to avert devastation that is of your future. Peace be to you all.
More details 2 follow.
Gene Roddenberry eat your heart out!!!!!!!! lol
lol
very funny Steven……….NOT!
perhaps you like the last post?
oh fuck you, i’ll find someone else to play with!
[AndYY waunders back to the ghetto, his high heels getting caught in a sewer grate, as he trips and does a face plant.]
oh for fuck sakes, boring?
it’s you who are boring lame ass motherfucking wannabes who i have more than once kicked out of my bed biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know who you are…………..
you like my therory on space time warp continuum.
well……….it’s 100% true, right now in this moment, the light from this point in time and space is now arriving 50 billion light years away in the future!
yep, they are observing us in the future from 50 billion light years out, using telescoping instruments bigger than our solar system biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~
see what happens when AndYY doesn’t get fucked for more than a year, he has these delusions of everything BIG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
ANDY IS NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE TO SPEAK WITH YOU!
Please adhere to the rules and do not entice AndYY.
lol
thank you
bland????????
bland tasting foods because of your food industry spiking your processed foods is that desensitize your taste buds, leaving all natural foods tasting bland, keeping you all addicted to these processed money making food industry foods that employs milliosn of peope, their knowingness of intent in the labs everyone, of what is cause for over weight problems so many of you have a hard time reeling in.
ever see a fat chinese poor person with only a staple diet of rice?
point in case……….you are all BUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
bland……….oh, i can think of many things that are truly not bland tasting in my mouth biyatches, that you all love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
ok smart asses…
what is the meaning of these words of Jesus?
“In this world, the slave serves the free. In the Kingdom of Heaven the free serve the slave.”
i know
here is what you can count on, the FDA is not going to shut down your food processing industry.
gee, i wonder why?
let’s see, you have unwise gross materialism ego snaring illness of heart, with spin offs of food industry inconsideration for sake of your life, the insurance companies standing by to assist……………
oh yeah, such a perfect world we have, yes? lol
boring
bland
how the fuck can you call me boring if i’ve not ever fucked you?
fuck
i really need to get OUT more!
In this world is the slave[snared by gross materialism ego] who serve the free(who also can be snared by ego).
In the Kingdom of Heaven the free[ 'real me'] serve[enlighten] the slave[snared by gross materialism ego, or any ego for that matter]
who is free[by means of divine child of God 'real' self wisdom] and who is a slave [crucial lacking of divine child of God 'real' self wisdom, unaware]
whatever biyatches!
who is free[by means of divine child of God 'real' self wisdom] and who is a slave [crucial lacking of divine child of God 'real' self wisdom, unaware]?????????
‘me’
purely, the answer is the same
‘me’
and this is what 100% compassion of Jesus and God purely is, just is our oneness sameness compassion, yes?
whatever
your gonna be mine, la la la la,
just a MATTer of time, la la la la
AndYY trips again in his high heels, as he covers up and yells at the one near, “hey, watch where your walking biyatch! lol
bland?
maybe in your bedroom, not ever in mine, will you find ‘me’ biyatch! lol
Greetings
Come, that i may teach you about secrets no person has ever seen. For there exists a great ad boundless realm, whose extent no generation of angels has seen, in which there is a great invisible spirit.
just my imagination
biyatch
fucking rain………argh
ah, that’s why i have so many spelling errors, the communications are coming in from 50 billion light years OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL
can you hate ‘me’ now?
how about now?
can yo hate ‘me’ now?
how about hear?
now?
yes, NOW DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey, ever wonder if someone is thinking something and you can pick up on it telepathically?
incoming……………
don’t let me cry
don’t let me lie
don’t let me sly
don’t let me die
as veterans we always have to be of the wise mindset there at all times there is someone out there of high risk behaviour.
AT ALL TIMES!
bless you Madonna
every heartbeat is sacred in the eyes of God’s children
every breath is sacred in the eyes of God’s children
every word is sacred in the eyes of God’s children
every step is sacred in the eyes of God’s children
every day is sacred in the eyes of God’s children
everything is sacred in the eyes of God’s children
the truth………by means of wise descerning, where everywhere is constantly………the truth
blessings to all
you are free
oh, i thought you were talking about me
hmmm…..
forgive me Steven, i am trying to extract some sort of intelligence from your post………..scanning……………scanning…………….
nah, nothing, just emptiness that comes from the hypocrisy heart you take delight in dwelling…………someone to avoid.
i look for likeminded forward thinking collaborative high spiritedness of at ease light of heart conversations of openminded discussion.
is that your way of making friends Steven?
is there a point at all to your post, other than fuck off?
how about you lead the conversation Steven, and when you turn around in your endless search of no one there, you can come to feel the truth of what is the emptiness falisfier ego of bitter tasting you.
attention from those like you?
how about get the fuck away from me and stay the fuck away!
why are there so many negative bashers in this world who blindly lead themselves away from divine self?
i am seeking my soulmate lover, so fuck off StevenX, as in the X it door is over there! lol
bland is a good thing, i like bland pleasant smooth manner ‘me’.
but spit in my face and i will set you on fire fuckers!
fucking ego trippers!
you calling God as dumb as dirt Steven?
ok fine, go see how your life unfolds without God Steven, and we shall all bare witness to who is clearly the foolish in the eyes of all the truth of you there.
you can lead a horse to water and not make it drink, but you can drown the fucker fuckers!!!!!!!!!!
argh……..this fucking drowning world somedays ain’t worth saving.
i worked you out
lamo
in the the first 5 mini
LMAO
spell check
Lite my fire,
Be my dirty desire.
that sayin:
my greatest fear, my greatest love..
i’ll take that one to the grave..
the greatest statement of all..
makes it all worth it..
a life well lived / loved
i am feeling so good inside, of the dancing spinning joyfulness so pure inside of delight of just always being there in the moment of every day.
i know where i am running to by means of what is this spinning inner joyfulness sensation of body, the carefreeness delight that comes with good self-esteem of our bodies, not weighed down in heavey uncertainty like so many others.
i want to fall in love
i want to wake every day to joyful delight of being in love
i know where i am going
where i am already standing, in life well lived/loved that reveals to ‘me’ what i am looking for……
‘me’
i lose it somedays, yes?
sexual frustration i guess, coupled with the lame ass fuckers and all their waning dysfunctional shut down fearful excusing blindness state.
where are the exciting fun loving sexual lovers who love love love sex as much as i do?
well, they are not married, because if they got married in the last 20 years with those of the 95% from dysfunctional families like my own past, then they are all yet of familiarity of past comfort dysfunctional in being married with the past dysfunctionals, yes?
oh, hey, that’s a good one yes? lol
i want to fall in love
and already i am in love
we know the feeling bubbling inside so pure in delight of joyful none stop shining smiling faces i feel of many of you, just like you, of our can’t stop: won’t stop, why ever stop being ‘me’
this light is what is of affect/effect of the ALL
and to think ushering the kingdom of heaven as easy as Just BEing our none stop fun loving ‘real’ self!
if they ever start to wane on ya, do them and your self a favour and dump their sorry asses and look ‘me’ up someday, i’ll be there, same as i ever was
same as i ever was
LIVE IN THE NOW!
today
all of it
take it all in
run with those of likeness as YOU
and don’t deny ourself the truth of holy joyful absolute carefree happiness.
i feel the aimless haphazard of so many and all their annoying behavioural lame ass shit, sad for them actually, of their not knowing how simple it is to Just BE happy self-love joyfulness.
nothing else matters
‘that’ is all any of us are within and are looking for within another………the truth
so why waste time with those that weigh us down
in truth, when we do stay in weighed down, who is the ‘real’ enemy?
it is our own afraid self, is it not?
all my life, i would find my self feeling down over a failed relationship, as weeks would go by, and then, around another corner there would be someone of greater joyfulness like my own, themselves having grown tired of the boring lame assers, there standing before me, making me forget the lame ass ones before, relieved to be free to be there in that moment, the magical feeling inside of their drawing near…….on we go, running away from the dysfunctional of yesteryear.
i was happy in the 70’s, as a youth, exceedingly so, and so in that sense i am running to who i was then, where the happiness inside i have not been thus far able to be as i was then, and that is the truth i feel within that is coming thru, of the jump for joy constant dancer i am, just as i was then, now again!
hey, that’s good ya?
made ya laugh
bless you
at times i lose focus of who i know you too are within, so just ignore my occassional banterings of going nowhere feeling that takes hold of me like it does, as it is merely a manifestation of my constant yearning to be where i am, just as i was then, now again running towards, frustrated in the whole slow process.
at least i 100% know where i am running 2
the purity of the joyfulness in feeling of the future is intense, and is seemingly beyond my imagination of what i will actually feel like once i arrive there in the future i am running to.
and i won’t stop or settle for less than what is of purity love intuition i turn towards.
i’ve just done way too many dysfunctional relationships i suppose, this time around, no fucking way lamers, you can all fuck off this time, go annoy the fuck out of someone else, im done, no fucking way! lol
you are infectious Marco!
it’s all your fault
thank you
bless you
i am running full force now, may stumble now and again, but i am so tuned into what i am attempting to articulate, so pure the feeling, healthy ‘me’ of we who know our ‘real’ fun loving self, yes?
oh, i know you
hide all ya want
you are ‘me’
my greatest fear is that i convince my self that you are not my greatest love biyatch! lol
you are the one!
what we tend to forget is that we are all of the intuitive running towards just as i was then, now again, and this self-light is an at the individual level of true self-awareness awakening of what we all sense as true in the mirroring of healthier others, and unhealthier others, yes?
we see them everywhere, the haphazard ones of denial asleep unawareness, sadly, knowing we could easily love so many of them as lovers.
problem is they often find out after we dump their sorry ass that we were indeed the most loving one for them, that they keep looking for the rest of their lives, coming back to us later again, the light in their eyes yet their, compassion flowing they truly do still care, but then their asshole defense shields of attitude go up once again as we waunder out the door relieved we made the right decision then.
lol
i better stop before i start get jaded, just observations of my life, and all the annoying ‘their shit not mine’ truths we all go thru.
when one knows where they are running towards just as we was then, now again, we realize alot of things about others who likewise are intuitively running towards, no matter their egocentric shit, their haphazard aimless stucknesses that bind and hold them in an unhappy relationship, of all their useless bitter excuses they hand us like they do, not really listening, not slowing down enough to come fully into the KNOWINGness we are of that comes from the fearless ‘real’ self finally allowed to articulate what it is we all constantly yearn to say, getting free of all the lamers, the blamers, the refrainers, the containers……..
lol
argh…………….celibacy was the answer for ‘me’, restoration of fearless once before, now again.
it’s not so much settling for just anyone, where in truth, i know i cannot, no matter even denial i allow myself to go thru, when they are lame, well, i feel their lameass approach with ‘me’…….
oh yeah sure, they all wanna fuck ya, they all wanna suck ya, but when it comes to gettin it on, they are like so friggin dysfunctional lame, of not even going thru the motions shut down…….argh!
healthy healthy healthy is the only way!
without substance that always drops their functional natural healthy bodies.
relationships are only as healthy as the 2 who are in it.
if they are not both of the same mindset when it comes to what constitutes functional healthy life approach, well, be prepared for the inevitable fall out that will come when you eventually stop denying yourselves the truth of how your ‘real’ self constantly yearns of once before now again.
i know
what you know
hey, this gives new light to the song, Traveling, yes?
im traveling…………to once before now again!
lame ass biyatches!
not again
argh……i become unglued at times, where in truth, any miminalizing of another is false, of what is of any shortsighted ego driven clashing of minds that occassionally we all slip and fall into……….
the truth is we are all of purity love oneness sameness core of our being intuitivenesses
speaking as such outside of nurturing awakening and protecting of the blessed divine heart mind body spirit and soul and another is always of the stuggling evolving of any individual in our journey fully into the light of only wisdom compassion and love of the divine child of God of us ALL.
over time of study, more and more i became aware of my joyful divine ‘real’ self tossed around like the world unwisely does, all the back biting and such useless nonsense of any and all ego masks of this world.
in truth we all yearn for purity love graceful tenderness of calmness ‘real’ self at ease in loving walking talking, touch, hug, kiss, sex, all of which is purely healthy at all times for us, for another.
staying in the zone though is the difficult struggling and surrendering to what is of constant yearning of us all, where wisdom does not only appear to assist, it is vital necessity when entering into how it is we become of the ability to always remain of the grace with all who come near………………..”im working on it, ok?!!!!!!!”
while any can be of whatever falseness outside of the purity love realm of tender loving graceful self, the truth is always there that within all, constantly is the divine child of God of what is always constant yearning of every divine child of God, to one day stand fully always in loving light as their at ease tender blessed mild divine ‘real’ self.
no more sighing
well, no more sighing is exactly that, is it not, our sigh of relieve in getting away from toxic others, so in truth, no more sighing in the kingdom of heaven is when all these absurd behaviourals are brought to not, and no divine child of God ever has to endure the useless treachery learned false behaviourals of the generational forefathers who did/do not desire to know God, just as is evident of their indicative behaviour that reveals the truth, nor do the desire to know the blessed divine child of God core of their being……………as Jesus said, “Everwhere is the truth.”
so ya, the truth is everywhere that the divine child of God is always of intuitive knowingness by means of feelings, merely lacking the articulate wisdom as to why it is others of the annoying hurtful false generational behaviourals, and this is what is of the wise understanding of ushering the kingdom of heaven of all generations yet to come.
there will come a day in the future of generations when we do finally harness the power of this sun in this solar system, ending all these useless political bullshit battling back and forth, of such prosperity akin to the streets paved with gold, where value of any monetary becomes of no more desire, as all are of the great wealth of an unending renewing energy supply that none need not ever fight over, given the massiveness of supply that goes beyond anything we would ever need as a whole generation.
so in this light, the greatest love of all is for the future generations of the gift we can leave for them all for millenia to come, of where we are today, the technologies to bring to end all feuding in the world with the creation of the solar collecting sphere around the sun, entirely created for free, produced from the power of the sun, once of the constant free flow state of continuous expansion.
getting to the level of constant free flow state of continuous expansion is what will be the downfall.
in this day, so many of us are merely of the joyful delight of gathering together in our dancing and singing like we do worldwide, of no barriers between of wealth status race religion sex orientation political………..and this is what is beautiful of where we are today, already of tomorrow yet to come for all generations of our oneness sameness love for each other like we already do.
so i ask, where is it within any of us that we continue to maintain these useless status quos like we do, when in truth, we already know how much we all love one another like we do, no matter our status in life?
pesimistically i do not see such a device ever being created for the soul sake of generations from now who will benifit from such, of many generations required to bring the device to the constant free flow state of continuous expansion.
optimistically, is the holy joyfulness that is increasing more and more with each coming of new generations who are more and more letting go of the absurd generational forefathers of seperation barriers, where perhaps a global governing body of all the people’s nations do come together one day and vote on the creation of such a device for the eternal generations of the children of God yet to come who we love like we all love one another today, blessedly so.
love of the divine child of God, pure and constantly true, tells me, without doubt, 100% optimistically, future generations will without doubt place whatever small amount of time and investment aside in life, specifically for the eternal generations of the child of God yet to come eternally.
hmmmm….there……….the future is written and revealed, yes?
already here, of what is our awareness of the divine child of God, yes?
ah yes, another beautiful day of eternal discovery of the kingdom of heaven already hear.
i just wanna dance
i just wanna prance
i just wanna love
i just wanna glove
i just wanna play
i just wanna stay
i just wanna tease
i just wanna please
i just wanna………………..
deny the truth that we are all constantly evolving, well, don’t say i did not warn you, yet standing there, wondering, feeling, what is all this holy joyful loving light all around ‘me’?
purely we know
and for those that don’t, well, you’ll get used to us, merely there alongside of we who learned to exactly BE, the divine child of God core of BEing of YOU all.
sacred
blessings to all
Judaism eh?
have not read anything on Judaism, at least not knowingly…………
i suppose i could tear it apart and glue it all back together, of what is of all the fractured scattered religions of this yet useless unloving apathetic unwise world.
it will take ‘me’ some time, no?
you there in the future know just how much time it is these words were written long ago, yes?
and so you know, without doubt, what i knew, what you now know, the truth, of how long these generational behaviourals did affect/effect/direct/indirect the entire eternal future, yes?
the undeniable truth of you of clarity know
bless you all
i feel what it is of most any of the LGBT community of what seems to be forthmost in their daily concern of lifestyle they surrendered to, to enjoy their sexual lifestyles, that has nothing to do with any of the absurd divisional barriers of the world, perdominately so of pretty much all who i have met here.
well, when it comes to our bodies, and self-esteem of our bodies, for sure when one loves our bodies and us theirs, self-esteem is the winfall for us, yes?
especially for those who come together, fall in love, and stay together of the absolute love for each other sexually, daily, their radiant brilliant bright holy joyful absolute carefree happiness shining so friggin bright, off the scale for some, in bewilderment of onlookers, of what is our can’t stop won’t stop why ever stop what we truly love, what is our self-love loving lover bodies.
ever had a sexual escapade with someone where you wanted to spend the rest of your life in bed with them?
ya, that is what i am and what i am looking for, my freak in the sheets!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and they ‘me’
yes?
hopelessly in love forever more leaving ‘me’ wanting only more!
bless you
we’ll stay up till the morning light, of twilight right!
candles, cool air, music without care, you and i, these visions i keep purely feeling so ‘real’ of calmness free ‘me’
the beach, the moon, where what is of most value is time together for loving lovers there.
eternally
‘Purity Love Intuition’ of the divine child of God ‘real’ self is the same within us ALL, where we all know that only blessed holy joyful loving feelings feels good enough for us to constantly feel!
biyatches!
ONE SKY!
ONE WORLD!
ONE WORLD FAMILY!
eternally
hey, what is it with this world and the perfect picture?
honestly, how many pictures have we all seen of ourselves that are some how not flattering?
and what of flattering anyway, of complimenting ‘me’ excessively and often insincerely, especially in order to win favor in order to do what ALL of you want to do?
fuck ‘me’!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
morons
well, it’s true!
not one of you can honestly say every picture you ever saw of yourselves was fucking perfect!
and the only thing perfect is you fucking ‘me’ biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
forever more
and more
and more
hey, where did all these babies come from?
one day, the entire universe will thrive with us, yes?
well, then again, maybe not, i mean, considering of intellect and all yet waning, you wanna fucking lamer blamers who don’t yet know how to love ‘me’!
sadly
hey, i don’t insincerely compliment you excessively do i?
i mean, well, why would i need to when it’s you who wants to fuck ‘me’ and dealing with your already too big ego that keeps getting between us, well……….? lol
could not resist
ya, no one wants to carry someone else bin there done that, time for me, my spirit free , you’ll see … like that
what?
oh come on, i jest!!!!!
fine, walk away, keep running, i’ll meet you there, flowers in hair, without care…………….i know where i am running 2 and why,
cannot stay,
constant pray,
usual fray,
let’s play!
i love you
ya, the whole codependent thing, it just sucks, and lames eventually…………usually.
i love those who are healthy positive their ‘real’ selves without anything necessary of me, to merely share fun loving time together, of the only thing that matters to ‘me’
a loving lover
if i am attracked to delicate ‘real’ self of another who is well in just being their ‘real’ self, then likewise so are they in their attraction to ‘me’, of what has been my observations of all.
and this what is intuitive of the divine ‘real’ self of us all
where when one is of pretentious of exaggerated importance, say, then the intuitive divine ‘real’ self of another naturally feels thru the truth of those who are of whatever pretentiousness, yes?
it goes without saying, this is of global awareness of the all
where are we all running to?
where we came from and are within, purely wise of intuitive purity love feeling, not necessarily of wise articulation of our pure flawless feelings.
there in is the global awareness reaching within grasp
ya, ok, let ‘me’ know when you arrive in Bangkok, ok? lol
a fair ways to go yet!
no pun intended
happiness within is of our love for another, and likewise their obvious love for us that bonds together and explodes in purity love light so bright as though able to light up the entire world.
so what is it that lights up with us all around the world?
left unattended, denied, forsaken, the light dims, yes?
sounds like a mission of God 4 ‘me’!
how can one love another if the other does not genuinely authentically undenialable obviously love us?
fearless surrendering to just being our ‘real’ self is the only way, who is attracked likewise to ‘that’ of our ‘real’ self, provided they too are as healthy as we are, of at ease relaxed ability in welcoming of just being our ‘real’ self, in approach of any.
i have always yearned to constantly feel loved, ‘what i’ve always wanted’
true of the divine child of God ‘real’ self of ALL in the kingdom of heaven.
i still say, the human potential is no where near where it is capable of when love is realized and released, and yet, slowly the realizing of all of us merely of holy joyful fun loving dancing and singing world wide.
how sacred is music in this process?
well, how does one feel in a beautiful trance song with a most loving lover constantly there just for you?
coming or going?
going where i long to be?
of open loving arms, the caress of skin, the warm baths, the showers, the sincere ‘real’ self always of attendance of ‘real’ self of another who likewise has no desire to be anywhere other than where they too have finally found where they know they joyful belong found.
knowing where one is going starts with how one genuinely feels while of another, or likewise not feeling of our yearning to always feel constant loving light shining eternal bright.
so who among us has this ability?
we all do
it is always what you
‘want’
‘need’
‘think’
‘feel’
just don’t deny what you ‘real’ly want need think and feel
and if someone does not genuinely authentically sincerely of emotional honesty want need think and feel it is you, there is alot of fish in the sea, and so beautiful they are!
forever more
eternal
ya, i am finally free too, ex and i finally agree we both want to see others, which he was doing all along, denied it, cannot hide it…………….said my last prayers while there yesterday and left………it ended a while ago actually………emotional letting go is always hard, as he is family to me, and i him, but it ended sometime ago for us, not sure why, other than my own taking ownership that it was my doing, of working too many hours a week(120) that affect/effected his well being.
ya, i am to blame, i own that
question is why?
what was i avoiding?
what was i denying my ‘real’ self?
answer,
‘what i’ve always wanted’
so who among you know ‘what i’ve always wanted’?
blessed is the ‘real’ you of us all who know ‘what i’ve always wanted’
to constantly feel loved and loving with another
blessedly sacredly so
blessings to all
the knowingness feeling as surrendered ‘real’ divine self is 100% pure and powerful, of God
unable to be fall, no matter another’s level of evolving, where compassion replaces desires of recrimination, something i learned along time ago along the road of life everlasting of my loving brothers and sisters here, knowing i was not going to be found anywhere other than where i knew i am constantly loved and loving.
and this grew within, lifting to a platitude of my dream state where i dwell now, pure in feeling, of only loving eyes constantly flowing with love shining bright delight.
true of us all
merely left unattended, unnurtured, unawakened awareness priority beyond riches, unprotected from the generational false snaring ignorances of divine ‘real’ self of us all, of God.
bless you
feels like this, on some secluded beach, of no word necessary or required, surrendered to an eternal knowingness of all
http://www.imeem.com/groups/xMEMQuQr/music/ccvlnHp5/cerrone-wake-the-beach/
i see so many in heaveyness of heart, wanting them to know it’s all imaginary fear that stems from the generational falsehood egos learned and taught yet hear all around us, of a gentle graceful touch, i am there for many.
i see the light in their eyes of the divine child of God ‘real’ self that responds to a pure loving ‘real’ self there, the mirroring i know i am of the all
forever more
http://www.imeem.com/groups/xMEMQuQr/music/ccvlnHp5/cerrone-wake-the-beach/
i just wanna keep dancing and smiling of this loving feeling
so pure of delight,
no desire for fright,
no desire of plight,
you of ‘me’ all night!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
i am future self of past self, present
eternal
Who’s Walking Ha ??
what !!!
you see word’s they dont express fully, true intent… !!!
it’s about respect
for the one,.,,
you
me
all
everyONE
most you but he he..
oK enOUGH WORD’s
show me some ACTIon !
& not just a reACTION…
real life
ACTION…dolls as a kid, ACTION KEN… & BARBIE DOLL
I used to cross dress them, LOL…
no way, yer just to what my sister’s reaction and laughter..
laughter is good…
oh to be a little child again…. well inside us all is a little child the child within hey
lol…
Im no Fool… just a natural born ACTor..
miles ahead..
hey …………………
wait up.
oh my spelling and gramma is so bad, mind if i start over again this time perfectly, ha ha …
perfectly lol..get it .. oh never mind…. ok take two…
marco, on July 30th, 2009 at 8:08 am Said:
Who’s Walking away Ha ?? what ???
word’s they dont express fully,the true intent of ones intent… !!!
it’s about respect
for the one… the self, (& the holy spirit opps thats the catholic comming out, fuck off catholic ha ha find your own place)
the you
the me
the all
everyONE
but mostly you (OF COURSE) he he
oK enOUGH WORD’s
show me some ACTIon !
& not just a reACTION…
real life
ACTION…dolls remmebr those as a kid,
ACTION KEN… & BARBIE DOLL…
I used to cross dress them, LOL…
no way, yer ok i did, but only just to see my sister’s reaction and laughter..
laughter is good…yes
to be a little child again is good yes ?….
inside us all is a little child… the child within
lol…
Im no Fool… just a natural born ACTor..
miles ahead..
hey …………………
wait up.
wait wait.. WAIT..
i aint done yet…
cook me some more
“HEY YOU”
i love that salutation
its so genuine…
it’s like HEY im being real
im say HEY …
Hello is so fake.. people say it a millions times without the true intent ..
Hi how you going ?, or Hello, Hello how are you ?.. fake, fake fake & false… HELL in the HELLo its so evil… (that should be obvious to anyone conversant in english)
“HEY” on the other hand, well its sincere, & so are YOU…
(only a musical genius could come up with that ONE.)
go Madonna…
HEY YOU… ( best song ever created ), i heard the gates to heaven open, when she recorded that ONE..
ONE..
maybe two
maybe three, AnDY…
hey, you know, you are so right, the sincerity of joyfulness of ‘real’ self smiling bright is indeed of those of greeting in words of “hey you!”
hey you, i know who you are miss freak in the sheets!
hey you, how do you suppose i always kNEW?
hey you, who is it that is able to know the ‘real’ you?
hey you, maybe three?
*gasp*
children of our own?
oh, don’t go there unless you mean it, that would be cruel in the end.
so blessed is the issue of my own child(ren) one day, and already, i am a mother/father of all children of the world today tomorrow eternal
hey you!
i figured out what is of the no time contraint eternal realm understanding embrace Jesus was of when he entered into the eternal doorway in surrendering to the cross the beast of ignorance claws nailed him to.
follow me on this laboratory of the mind exploration for a moment, of what are my initial peering into, more later……….
ok, in the eternal realm of understanding, you are hear in the present with understanding that when you draw a line on a piece of paper, it somehow alters the future in real time of the future unfolding, of what is the line before the one looking apon the line drawn on the piece of paper.
this line drawn of course is a metaphor for anything we do, be it poetry, song writing, and indeed, when you walk out on the stage, even if you are not cognisent of it, you are actually of the eternal realm changing in the future in all during that moment, where truly i tell you, the future is changing directly/indirectly/affect/effect of the moment, the line being drawn on the paper, of another unborn yet to come who is feel it.
bless you
for our rather limited attention span, i use this metaphor of the line being drawn on a piece of paper, where one is able to fully grasp understanding of the absolute undeniable of the future is hear in the present.
place a blank piece of paper in front of you
ok, hold the pen ready to draw a line
now, embrace the absoluteness that in the future, there is an unborn yet to come who is there looking at the very same piece of paper before you.
don’t draw the line just yet
now, what the child of God there in future is looking at, is still the blank piece of paper, just as it is now, of your not having drawn a line on it, yes?
ok, now start draw a line slowly, and the child of God now sees the line being drawn in real time constantly of where your pen is at in each passing second, the line is there in the future before them, of where ever or how ever the line is drawn.
what matters is our descerning decision(s) of what line we draw in our turning towards what the divine child of you is allowed to express and articulate purely as your ‘real’ self, and this constantly applys ‘at all times’, just as is the pen slowly drawing the line on the piece of paper.
therefore at all times, each second of each blessed day, is sacred before the children of God yet to come, ALL of affect/effect/direct/indirect, constantly.
and is why it is of utmost sacred importance the divine child you becomes wisely nurtured, awakened, and protected by means of the wise articulate wisdom halo words that do indeed keep focused the divine child of intuitive wise understand, focused away from the false generational distracting falsehoods, thereby, the divine child of God is able to purely express purity love, yes?
you are of wise purity turning towards, this i have always sensed of you, and i am merely here as a true and faithful friend till the end of the all, in speaking with you in clarity, merely of what is able to keep you focused in purity love ability, lest you become distracted by the unwise world, akin to the child within me who slowly connected all the dots on the piece of paper that revealed who was there!
oh, i know who you are biyatch!
and blessedly so, while perhaps not of awareness of those in the future, where it does not really matter who you were, when it comes to the evoking purity love of another, just as you have been all along, with ‘me’, and the all, oh, how truly i am wise, yes?
we serve God
serving the divine child of God of the all when we do, constantly of eternal future of the line being drawn on the paper.
Jesus knew of this constant connectedness of eternal future constant present.
and the value of his stepping into the eternal doorway he stepped thru, knowing without doubt the affect/effect/direct/indirect of the all connectedness with the unborn we here in the present, eternal of the all yet to come.
blessed blessed blessed are you all
forever eternal more
hey, the use of the word hello is actually sincere, depending on the context you are using it in.
for example;
the girlfriends walking down the street when the catch sight of my ass, in the open shouting of them with one another, “HELLOOO!!!
i love it when they do ‘that’
same with the gayboys in the ghetto when ever i strutt thru them, the same sincere heartfelt express that always warms my entire body, “HELLOOO!!!”
or the lesie girls who mistaken me as one them, a leather clad butch dyke who knows they own it, “HELLOOO!!!
same same same
or how about this conversation;
“Hello? Hello? Ya, is Madonna there?”
“Ah………….she’s busy right now, can she call you back?”
“Do you know how long she is going to be busy, as i have been waiting here along time. Tell her i am getting annoyed, she will understand.”
“Ah, ya sure, i can pass the message to her. Does she know you?
“No………….have not met her yet, butt she knows who i am the same way she knows her own divine ‘real’ self, she knows who i am why i hear.”
“Can you wait?”
“Ya sure, i’ll wait.”
Greetings
We are taking this time to explain to you how it is we telepathically communicate across the universe. We realize you are not yet of the comprehension of how it is we communicate in real time across 50 billion light years of dark matter space, of what you refer to as space time warp continum. Just as your mathematicians theroized in the existence of the atom without actually seeing it at the time, hence the splitting of the atomic nuclear reaction, so too have we discovered the properties of what some of you currently refer to as dark matter space. Between all matter in space exist the mathematical constant of gravitational pull thru out the entire universe. Dark matter is what is of existing invisible gravitational pull constantly there thru out the entire universe of all seemingly empty space(dark), when in truth, below the invisible automic level is the even smaller invisible realm of dark matter and it’s constant unchanging properties, just as are the unchanging mathematical constant property understandings you established in boolean algebra manipulation of the elements you use in all your electronics today that you have discovered and now use. Just as is the use of such understanding, so too have we learned to utilize the unchanging mathematical constant properties of dark matter in space in communicating with you telepathically in real time from your distant future, hence the space time warp continuum you are yet theorizing about that is possible by means of your yet understanding dark matter that connects between all matter with all matter of the entire universe, constantly there, of what is the binding together of all galazies, all solar systems and the entire universe as one. Please keep in mind that we are of 50 billion years ahead of you in the future, of our evolving alien intelligence gathering all this time, beyond what is yet of your limited prehistoric intelligence gathering that we too once were of, long before we created you. lol
oh man, now that is some good weed! lol
i jest…………
what?
well, it is plausible you know, as dark matter is of the invisible gravitational pull constant thru out the universe between every atom with every atom.
now there is some calculation limitation, yes?
as vast as the universe
even more vast is the constant changing of the gravitational pull between all atoms with all atoms in real time expanding and moving.
the infinitely small numbers we are unable to calculate or constantly changing, and thus, manipulation of this like ‘that’ of electronic manipulation and boolean algebra, one can easily theorize the plausibility of manipulating the dark matter realm and communicate across the universe, sorta like how whales in the ocean communicate across vast distances.
i know, i know……..i really need to get out more………….
fascinating possibility nonetheless………..and less……………and less…………….”Hey you, where are you guys going? don’t leave me here alone! WAIT UP!!!!!!!!!”
hey, how fast did they estimate our galaxy is traveling thru space? i forget. mind boggling.
MIT here i come………………always wanted to attend that school of thought…………….and no, not to check out all the nice ass!
well, ok, ‘that’ 2………….
hey, can you see the two of us sitting in university classes studing whatever as we get older? argh……what a riot that would be. You could dress like a boy, and me a girl every other day, keeping them all confused in histerics what wacky outfit we would be wearing each day, not ever wearing the same outfit more than once!
argh……….to be alongside you…………trust me, this world would be a different place if i were alongside you.
and already………….i am
eternal forever more
yet to come
im bored
get ‘me’ out of here!
i use music to influence my stream of conscious writting that ebs and flows in whatever direction emotionally pure………
in this song i see one fearlessly running and running out of old doldrum of no desire to stop until a safe less afraid place to stop in the distant future.
i was like this all the time as a teen in my frequent running away emotional storms i often found myself in of trashed relationships with friends and lovers………..
am i the only one who felt/feels this way so pure thru and thru?
it was always helpful for me of my inner emotional acknowledgement that i deserved better, keep running, don’t look back, turn to stone, no way, love is what matters, no matter what, i am deserving of only love, fuck off, all of you…………….
ya, i was an severly intense teen, but if you heard some of the stories, you would understand.
things like my friends, Mike being one of them, would get me high at parties, and then they would make fun of me until i eventually would leave the party running out the door, him telling my girlfriends i was gay, catching me with my mom’s playgirl mags, the whole speal, i would get these panic anxiety attacks, when he got me high, running out the door, down the street, their coming after me, screaming at me to get in the car, her there who would not speak with me like we did before, someone i truly loved, of her playing along with them, my screaming at her, “Who the hell do you think you are?”
Madonna?
oh, ok…………
i’ll wait………..
hurry up damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im getting bored bored bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well ok, if it really is you, take as much time as you need to purely know how much i really have and do love you…………..i have and do trust you too, without doubt, thinking perhaps you know more than you are telling me, of my, “How is this possible? Am i really in likeness of a best friend to you? Is it because of my calmness ‘me’ fearlessness like your own that is comfortable for you and i both, why we are yet here all this time, of absolutely no thinking otherwise of any other place to be, no uncertain when of our meditative wiser ‘real’ self, eternal friends till the end, your light like my own, cannot deny the truth?”
YES!!!!!!!
SHE TRULY LOVES ‘ME” BIYATCHES, SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everybody else just fades away………
i tend to go on and on abit, don’t i?
does that annoy you somedays?
just wondering………
http://www.imeem.com/musse/music/qLdlPlF6/muse-hysteria-remixed/
you’re gonna be mine, all of the time, you’re gonna be mine, ahhhh, im gonna getcha!
we all evolve out of the past we run away from, intuitive knowingness of the divine child of God of us all that constantly knows that only love feels good enough.
eternal forever more
blessed blessed blessed are you all
oh ya, i forgot to mention, when of the meditative drawing of the line on a piece of paper meditative slowing into exploration, is how it is i feel the presence of Jesus constantly there, as though thru an opening, which was abit scary at first, but later evolved into calmness beyond anyone else in life of what i maintain with Jesus who i am there with…………it’s like ‘that’, difficult to explain.
what i do know, is it does not change, and rather only grows in greater comfort love devoid of the annoying doubtful fearfulnesses like that found in the world, perhaps of imagination, like a child creates invisible friends, ya, i know……….crazy
i don’t care what anyone thinks, i really don’t.
my therapist says it is turning towards my delusional imagination whenever real life is too overwhelming for me.
well, ya!
hell ya!
as in heaven and hell collide, past meets future, Jesus and Andy standing there in the gate of heaven, “Nope, you ain’t gettin in asshole! NEXT!!!!!!!!!!” lol
oh man, best one all day! LOL
made ya laugh
hey, there is a new arguement surfacing that drinking alcholol celebratory enviroments are actually healthy for us, in correct quantities, where our 4 happy brain chemicals are released from our brains. It is these happy chemicals which stem off our overly stressing of imagined stressors, where 50% of all terminal illnesses are the result of stress.
truthfully, i have let myself out to play again, of small quantities of only beer, singing all together with those gathered, to some of the songs on my blog, with a live singer piano player at PLAY, so good the feelings of joyful belonging all of us were during each set, the entire club cheering in…………
ya, holy joyful absolute carefree happiness released ‘real’izing ‘real’eyes all around for as far as the heart could feel.
blessings to all
oh, and if that ‘real’ly is you Matt, i’ll wait for you 2
bless you
it’s not like i want to go anywhere i want,
rather, it is i want to go anywhere, so long as it’s with you
oh hey you, ya wanna talk about some potentially paralyzing shit of being a 15 year old teen, of the days to follow that i ran away, hit the streets on my own, goodbye old friends, a new town?
that same day i got in the care with them, and they dropped me off, i picked up a handful of gravel and thru it at Mike’s car, his parents new T-bird, as he sped off with the girls he turned against me.
i did not see any of them again for over twenty years, and when i returned, i had Troy on my arm………..eat this you Biyatch who i know wanted to fuck me all that time!
i mean what boy calls another boy PansYY all thru the halls of high school for two years like he did, unless……………….well, it’s obvious, “He was intimately thinking of me……….DAILY!”
how do i know?
i was 2
lol
Biyatches!
so ya, if anyone can talk about ‘real’ self, good or bad, happy or sad, it’s ‘me’ biyatches, the one who can see all of you, anytime you feel exactly like ‘me’!
first time i ever spoke of this to anyone…………process progress!
keeping it ‘real’
apparently i am not alone when it comes to this 1970’s music i hear playing everywhere in the ghetto……..
http://www.imeem.com/popmusic4/music/RJ-U-_hB/greg-cerrone-feat-claudia-kennaugh-pilling-me-klaas-remix/
ever get the feeling of being glad to be you than others?
i mean this in a good way, of what i know more about others, able to ASSist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
seems my top is in search of some recreational pleasure pleasure pleasure, and no i am not talking about my haulter top biyatches!!!!!!!!
well, ok, ‘that’ 2
looks like someone left AndYY’s cage door open again……………….
hmmmm……..where could he be?
MARCO??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MATT??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MADONNA??!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok, i’ll wait hear
it’s not safe for ‘me’ OUT there!
can we stay in?
we don’t have to go out!
i love love love ‘that’ scene!!!!!
hey you, that would make such a great ‘real’ scene in a film, yes, the gay teen struggling with his homoerotic feelings all thru high school, the girls turned against him, the hurt inner ragging, exploding, as he throws gravel at their car, all fucked up, drunk, high, the isolation tears alone afterwards, betrayed………..
this was one of many events of my early teen years, all similiar in betraying way of Mike and his older friends……
i often find my self pondering the time line of various eventful outcomes that would of altered my future path, like the time i overcame my urges to ask Mike to have sex with me that beautiful day long ago, after hours sexual excitement building within me, the two of us there in the sunshine skinny dipping in the pool all day long, his ‘obvious’ arousal and mine, as i got up and made my way over to where he was laying, my brain flooded with overwhelming sexual desire, heart pounding in my chest, half way there, a car pulls in the drive way, crunching the gravel, “AH FUCK, NO WAY!!!!!!!!!”, as we both raced to get our shorts back on, that were laying in the bottom of the pool……..
picture it……….
ya, my time line altered future path life changed that day………
i did not get aroused as much as i did that day again with Mike alone, and never did decide to come on to him like i always dreamed of doing…………..
he has four beautiful kids now, a loving family home across the street from his parent’s house, and mine next door where we grew up, my wondering how often he yet thinks of ‘me’ sexually.
it was the 1970’s, small town Ontario, not many books and loco rags on homosexuality around then………..
who betrayed who?
Mike betrayed his naturally occuring homoerotic feeling homoself, as did i.
the girls betrayed their heteroerotic feeling heteroself, i suppose, as did i, having not returned to any of them again………….trust destroyed i felt entirely within at the time, my leaving, their hollow feelings, of Andy gone, where did he go?
we were all naive of bisexual self, true of us all, naturally occuring, at least for ‘me’.
so ya, i have journeyed all this way, yes?
for what i constantly yearned for then, as now……
‘what i have always wanted’
to constantly feel loved and loving
already, i know i am, of what i am……….bisexual, yes?
and instead of feeling one way better than the other, i embrace both equally of what i am, no duality like before, an OUT bisexual, perhaps not fullfilled of loving life lived, and yet, i have loved and been loved bi many, settling for the one who 100% accepts and loves ‘me’ without doubt, where without doubt, doubt fucked it all up back then, still the same, why refrain?
it is not a recreation of the old unresolved stage then, projection identification, no, i just want to be held and loved forever more every blessed day i wake to, no running away this time, been waiting here awhile for my soulmate lover to appear, a God sent for ‘me’ you do ci?
if nothing else, for sure, a fearless ‘real’ friend unafraid to speak as and be my ‘real’ self no longer afraid as before.
so say what any of you want to say, won’t bother ‘me’ much, as i have heard and felt it all!
blessings to all
lol
didn’t recognize you with your clothes on….
now if that is not bath house talk, i don’t know what a bath house is!
awesome!
I think you wanna come over, yeah I heard it through the grapevine.
Are you drunk or you sober? Think about it, doesn’t matter
and if it makes you feel good then I say do it,
I don’t know what you’re waiting for
Feel my temperature rising
There’s too much heat I’m gonna lose control
Do you want to go higher, get closer to the fire,
I don’t know what you’re waiting for
Come join the party, yeah
Coz anybody just won’t do.
Let’s get this started, yeah
Coz everybody wants to party with you.
Boy you got a reputation, but you’re gonna have to prove it
I see a little hesitation,
Am I gonna have to show you that if it feels right, get on your marks
Step to the beat boy that’s what it’s for
Put your arms around me
When it gets too hot we can go outside
But for now just come here, let me whisper in your ear
An invitation to the dance of life
Come join the party, it’s a celebration
Anybody just won’t do
Let’s get this started, no more hesitation
Coz everybody wants to party with you
Haven’t I seen you somewhere before?
You look familiar…
You wanna dance? …Yeah.
I guess I just don’t recognize you with your clothes on… (laughs)
What are you waiting for?
Boy you’ve got it
Coz anybody just won’t do
Let’s get it started, no more hesitation
Coz everybody wants to party with you
love it
has EROTICA sound and feel of the fearless Madonna we all know……….She’s back Biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what a perfect song to start my first weekend officially single again, of how being single feels!
and considering most people are single, this should help alot out there looking like we do………..
a fucking mess?
i heard that!!!!!! lol
can’t wait to hear he remixes………alot of fun for them to play with here for sure!
ok, let’s see who comes OUT with the best remix.
on your marks, get set, GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and you fucking lamers can all fuck off with your boring ass shit now, ok?
argh……..
oppss……….did i just post a leak on M’s blog?
hmmmmm……..yep!
hey, it’s my fucking weekend start to the remainder of my life, and i am kicking back where i started and felt so good, no more denying, no more lying, no more crying from all ya slying biyatches……………trust me, i’ll know when ya do!
for sure, not just anyBODY will do……….argh………i wonder how long this one will get stuck in my head?
fucking permanently
oh i get it, that was the idea………..you are such a control freak!
argh………….
i jest……..
moment(s) of truth
“No! You have to run the harness around your legs, not your waist, like this!”
I asked Jesus, “How much do you love ‘me’?”
100% without doubt. BE without doubt fearlessness of what is constant intuitiveness of your divine child of God ‘real’ self set free from all those of the fear mongering controlling ego maniac binding falsehood illness of the heart who do not know, nor comprehend the truth that is constantly there, just as it is hear, of what are these eternal generational false teachings of the forefathers that will not be brought to not until such a time as the divine child of God you comes fully into God’s divine wisdom halo perspective meant for all generations yet to come, where you WILL always find ‘me’ constantly there.”
“Do you not recognize who i am?”
“Am i not the evolved you?
“My journey of life was of the same trials, treachery and tribulation, learning every blessed day with God constantly there teaching ‘me’ about ‘me’ of us all, lest we all continue to fall, of what has been and yet is the single greatest cause for all wretchedness illness of heart yet in the world, “The apathetic crucial lacking desire for wisdom of the divine child of God YOU of the all.”
“It is not i who summon the all to wisdom, rather it is always of God’s willing light constant radiant brilliant bright of truth, ‘that’ which is of the divine child of God, ‘that’ of you all, ‘that’ which naturally draws, awakens, nurtures and protects the divine child of you all, eventual bringing of the all into that which the divine child of God of you all constantly is, known by God, of God, eternally hear in the kingdom of heaven love devoid of all false teachings of the forefathers before you who did/do not desire to truly know and love God, of so many yet obviously bound in blind darkness ignorant illnesses of the heart that lead the divine child of all away from God’s unfailing wisdom, compassion, and undying love of what Heaven constantly is, meant for the all, an eternal day of the divine child of God YOU!”
~
hey, good morning!
bless you
i am seeking that which i purely am, without having to ever endure any more of these unwise useless ego maniac fearful in nature exterior ones and all their back biting annoyances.
i am happiest when my defenses are down and dwelling in the pure pure place we so love to dwell in like we do.
what is of this place is the purity trust level between us and God, of pure meditative knowingness certainty of our divine ‘real’ self there, and with ‘that’, it is clear that the only way for us to be together is of the eternal day surrendered oneness trust……….there is no other way.
you and i have felt this level between us back and forth for some time now, of deliberate in approach with you that have been from time to time, my slow disarming of defense as time went by, the trust building to what is of the eternal day of our divine ‘real’ self.
“well, who among us are able to constantly be of this level of knowingness certainty awareness?”, is what we both as ourselves, is it not?
i am without question i likely will not ever find that with another.
Just as i am of 100% surrendered constant humble with Jesus and God of eternal day, so too am i of constant desire to likewise be with you.
it is not something you can rush apon anyone who open up with us, their not knowing our comprehensive level of priority beyond riches of what is sacred pure eternal day divine ‘real’ self, all the while we are of constant nurturing for sake of the all today and yet to come.
so i ask, why should we ever stop and go seperate ways, deny ourselves the truth we already know………well, ok, what i fully embrace within of how purely comfortable pure loving you and i are at times.
anyway, some food for thought, able to endure across all time, where of a day i pray that you and i finally……………….
Madonna yells, “OH WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT UP ANYY!!!!!!!!!!!”
[Madonna kicks AndYY in the ass out the door of the helicopter as he falls to the mountain below, snow board strapped to his feet..........]
eternal day
come, let’s play
i am hear
to rever
no more guess
please say, “YES!”
Jesus said, “This much.”
as he reached out his arms gracefully hugging ‘me’ like he always did, exhaling his final breath as he died in my arms.
blessings to all
“Whatever you did/do unto one of the least, you did/do unto ‘me’
key word hear is ‘me’
as in the ‘real’ pure of heart ‘me’ of us all
Oneness Exact Sameness of and with Jesus, an Eternal Day of the divine child of God ‘real’ self YOU of us all forever more.
sacred wisdom
come, let’s dance
http://www.imeem.com/popmusic4/music/RJ-U-_hB/greg-cerrone-feat-claudia-kennaugh-pilling-me-klaas-remix/
eternal day radiant brilliant constantly bright light of our holy joyful absolute carefree happiness light shining so bright, as though to light up the whole world, is ‘that’ of the enlightened ones, past present future
forever more
http://www.imeem.com/lithargoel/playlist/w6A0YOc3/who-am-i-music-playlist/
i am truly happy when i know feel you are truly happy
like a magical child
we are
forever more
and more
and more
hey, can we adopt a child from every country of the world, leaving the world to purely feel what we leave for them in the generations to come, of what purely matters most to us?
just asking……….
bless you
projecting transfering controlling imagined fear
across all generations ‘that’ which stems from all the generational taught false behavioural falsehoods, bitter in tasting, of the unknowingly unwise forefathers(sadly unaware, not knowing there were/yet are asleep in binding ignorace of ‘real’ self-love blindness suppressive submerging of divine ‘real’ self left unattended unnurtured unprotected, not yet of the articulation wisdom of what is intuitive of every divine child of God ‘real’ self-love knowing awareness ~ macro thinking comprehensive descerning halo of all truth(s)).
is exactly ‘that’, imaginary
in the kingdom of heaven, there is absolutely no fear and doubt like that found and felt in the world, as evident in the eyes of most any in the world.
the macro thinking extensive comprehensive halo, of God…………..
IS THE ‘KINGDOM OF HEAVEN’
the kingdom of heaven is a ‘PERSPECTIVE’ halo lens one peers thru, unafraid, purely protected once of process internalizing of the wisdom where the divine child becomes exceedingly wise on par with that of God’s omnipotence of what is the no time contraint eternal realm awareness.
i have yet to unveil how one is more able to easily learn and internalize the entire wisdom, of what is ongoing ‘layman terms’ body of work, that even a small child can understand.
where adults for some weird reason cannot……. ha
the binding blindness distracting that comes with all snaring ignorances, where they are actually so blind, they do not know they are blind, of what Jesus refers to, the snaring of say the ego driven businessman, unknowingly of insatiable desire gross materialism distraction, seemingly utterly and completely snared, where without the ‘pure crucial desire’ to truly learn the extensive amount of wisdom, that requires time to process and internalize, it simply is not possible for them without the surrendered humble sincerity of their divine child submerged within, giving permission, to come forth, fearlessly, above the fearful nature of the egos, and humbly learn the extensive halo wisdom.
what to say?
well, it is the Kingdom of Heaven everyone, or the Holy Grail that has eluded everyone till present day, hence why the world is yet of so much absurd bitterness most anywhere the divine child with us all looks and feels the truth like we are do, all capable of coming fully into the fearless realm of the kingdom of heaven where there is no fear, no need for fear, no desire to be fearful, as is of the purity of the divine child of God ‘real’ self YOU of us all, of the entire eternal all yet to come.
i am a devoted monk who gave the greatest gift to Jesus and God at the alter, of what i know Jesus and God are 100% worthy of, my heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, of no desire of any affiliation with any of the fractured scattered incomplete(unknowingly) religions of the world, who do not know Gods’ divine will objective, ease to prove of any religion i have looked apon, of all fractured incomplete conceptualization macro thinking connectedness of what is the halo construct unbreakable shield, a matrix where all the combined wisdoms are as ONE WHOLE, of no seperations or distance between any of the wisdoms, each one connected with each one, all together as one focusing lens of descering ability.
as best as i can describe this day
i have ventured far into the research, to a point where there is no sluffing it off as nonesense, of what is pure pure clarity sense, and thus no doubt continuation in evolving exploration.
when one attempts or even makes notion of selling such understanding, then the profiting merchant of God(the monk(s) becomes what is a distraction from what is purely sacred, in the eyes of God with regards to all the unborn yet to come eternal, and our eventual breaking free of all the handed down ignorances of death, destruction and obvious oppressions yet of this unwise world unattended to.
i know without doubt, my life belongs purely to God, where i am free of desire for the bitter foul tasting fear mongering most any where in this world.
Jesus and God are my diligence, dedication, determination and devotion, where i know the divine will objective purely within, is for sake of the all unborn yet to come, motivational empowerment on par with the sun shining above.
blessings to all
sorry
*correction*
projecting transfering controlling imagined fear
is exactly ‘that’, imaginary *fear*
as Madonna precisely put it and feels this truth in her Hey You video, all imaginary fear stems from the generational false teaching of the forefathers, of what is yet of any and all projecting transfering controlling ego driven fear mongering…………all of our imaginations to be afraid of one another, when in truth, within us all,
IS THE DIVINE CHILD OF GOD
eternal forever more
blessings to all
how many more senseless shootings in our neighborhoods of every city worldwide, of young sadly unwise children led astray by those equally as unwise, the parents of eternal weeping at the funerals………
how many more until a day where we embrace that it is merely sacred comprehensive extensive wisdom that our children are lacking, here and now, where already we are of embracing education with a educational infrastructure the world over.
there is so far to go, of so many generations yet to come, where it is always a race to bring all fully into internalizing of sacred comprehensive extensive wisdom, all become what we are all capable of in Jesus and God’s eyes, an exceedingly wise child of God with fortitude of wisdom to see thru to the frightened afraid divine child of God, hiding and submerged within us all, able to speak directly with the sleeping child within, awakening them purely of what the divine child of the all is intuitively awaiting to hear, the voice of God.
bless you
we see our news cast daily of one or two shootings taking place like it does global, here and there, when in truth, there is vast devastation of large numbers of so many being shot and killed DAILY in all our major metropolitians worldwide.
a website should be established souly for the purpose of bring us all fully into awareness of what is the ongoing war of God against all wretchedness that stems from the unwise forefathers past present future.
truly, we all are in need of just how many families are of devastation each blessed day we all wake to.
we go about with our apathetic attitudes, of no wise leader decry, feeling, “as long as it does not happen to us, we don’t care.”
well, it’s true, we do not care as a whole generation all now capable of networking together now worldwide, in real time statistical data that awakens, shocks us awake daily, of what is actually going on, so easy to do with the advent of the worldwide web.
every police station worldwide should be uploading their stats daily.
i speak on behalf of every eternal weeping parent who have lost their child to senseless death
bless you
come everyone, let us all rise above the wretched unwise generational teachings Jesus spoke of daily in his decry, saying, “Everywhere is the truth.”
http://www.imeem.com/groups/xMEMQuQr/music/ccvlnHp5/cerrone-wake-the-beach/
do you see me standing in the desert there, a beautiful sunny day, of gentle breeze, calmness all around ‘me’, wisely smiling in pure knowingness of all truth?
pina colada in my hand?
no wait
lose the colada, lest they think ‘me’ a drunken fool intoxicated on the wine of reason.
well ok, i am ‘that’ too. lol
God says, “Hault! Sober up from your intoxicating effects in drinking from the wise wine of reason, for this is much more to learn and a long eternal journey ahead as we venture into the universe!”
hey M, if they have a space hotel before we die, can we spend a week or two there?
just asking……….
oh fuck it, if i can afford to go to a space hotel, im staying there, and try and forget all ya back biting fools on earth damn it! lol
can you imagine naked bodies making out floating in space?
so graceful true pure!
you would have to, because any sudden movement in space has an equal an opposite reaction moverment….
hey, that would work good in getting the rhythm perfect, yes?
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
argh…………………….
eternal love does not change, only grows into purity love eternal
Let it be known the ‘grace’ of God is among/of us all
eternal forever more
blessed blessed blessed is the grace of you all
it is God who is running the show everyone, omnipotence of the all across time eternal, at all times.
blessings to all
we need merely slow into our pure exceeding graceful divine child of God ‘real’ and without doubt, without fear, feel our subtle higher intellect constantly flowing purity love feelings, away from the noisy annoying aimless haphazard world in our quiet sanctuary quieting of our heart mind body spirit and soul, exactly ‘that’ of Jesus, eternal truth of the all.
forever more
“What you look for has already come.”
truth at all times always there of all eternal divine child of God constantly purely feeling
“What you turn towards you become.”
truth at all times always there of all eternal divine child of God constantly purely feeling
Where your heart is there too is your treasure and your life.”
truth at all times always there of all eternal divine child of God constantly purely feeling
“Cast from you the false cup of bitterness they offer you to drink from and drink from the true cup that is pure and sweet.”
truth at all times always there of all eternal divine child of God constantly purely feeling.
God blesses all
http://www.imeem.com/lithargoel/playlist/w6A0YOc3/who-am-i-music-playlist/
http://www.imeem.com/artists/tobymac/music/Jzk0-5N_/tobymac-do-you-know/
Andy, “na na na nana na!”
“i have the Holy Grail!”
“and you can’t have it!”
M, “Give it to ‘me’!”
Andy, “NO!”
lol
there, now every time you sing that song, you have to think of ‘me’!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oooooo
two can play this game!
and you have to sing it without cracking up half way thru the song………..
oh, let’s see now, you have 17 more shows to go!
we’ll just see if you can get thru this one!
hey, what round is this anyway? lol
Indeed, life is the greatest teacher, but only when the divine child ‘real’ self slows into their graceful true self and takes time to purely feel their introspections in meditation, does the soul open wide fearlessly into exploring what is true of divine self and what is of the limited shortsighted fearful falsehoods untrue of any divine self there, including the one who may be snared by such, all of which are indeed of great snaring, as though not able to come free of because of all the exteriour dynamics, as well as what is of contribution of every single day of the individuals life now standing before us, where all of us are of the manifestations of what has been our entire life and of all who we happened apon the entire path we came thru.
the important thing is that we fully embrace that everyone is a divine child of God within, however attended or unattended to, constantly always is the truth of such.
for example, we have all these divine children in prisons worldwide, who all came thru their paths of life and all the ignorances of others which manifested themselves into behaviourals that they are condemned for, all the while, the truth of their entire path was always of everyone else along their path, no matter how subtle the influence, including the social acceptance of say alcohol consumption, where some, depending where they are on the scale of mild, moderate to severe, some individuals are predisposed to their own inability of deal with what is of their progressing problematic behaviour spinning out of control, of little or no fortitude of self-knowledge awareness wisdom their divine ‘real’ self within is left to contend with, without doubt, of what is all unattendance, unnurturing, unprotecting, affect/effect/direct/indirect of the all along their entire path of life, where of the all is yet the generational false teachings handed down thru the millenia of that all.
and this is what is of all the words of Jesus and God’s decry, of divine wisdom that does awaken, nurture, and protect the divine child of God ‘real’ self of us all from all the false generational teachings that do continue to lead in error of so many swept away in the mad flood of death, destruction and oppression of the holy joyful divine child of God of the all.
i am optimistically looking one day that we are able to rehabilitate any divine child of God locked away.
it’s all just so sad for me, compassion of what is of all unwiseness of the forefathers handed down, all yet hear all around us daily of every blessed day we wake to.
blessings to all
DYNAMICALLY, at all times, a constant truth awareness, is ‘that’ of all behaviour of the all, past present future, good and bad, the all is eternally affected/effected/directly/indirectly of what is the fluctating dimming and brightening of the light as we all venture forward into eternal future.
what is sacred, like drawing the line on the paper or not drawing the line that appears(all light/darkness of the all) is our fearless turning towards the storehouse our divine ‘real’ self and descerningly bringing forth to the table what is blessed pure as the divine ‘real’ self, with our constant knowingness without doubt, the entire future of the all is constantly altered according to every single word of every soul of the all, past present future, of what is our no time constraint fearless omnipotence in oneness with Jesus and God.
It is always our WILLINGNESS to turn towards dwelling in our hearts, away from the falsehoods, of what is constant yearning of the divine ‘real’ self to be allowed to come forth as our divine ‘real’ self grace, our egos humiliated and humbled, eventual brought to not.
Ego masks do not have any wise concern for anything other than being the way it is without input of shame awareness from the submerged afraid divine ‘real’ self, and this is part of the challenge in awakening the divine child of God into it’s own intuitive fearlessness, where wisdom does serve in atonement acknowledgement clarity, pure in feeling, of what is the constant yearning of divine ‘real’ self to be allowed to always feel the intuitive flawless feeling a divine child is naturally of when born, lacking articulation wisdom of what is good and bad, albeit, the divine ‘real’ self always is able to feel the subtle bitter or fearful in nature approaching others of ego mask falsehoods.
looking back to the times of WW2 for example, definately a dim time for so so many millions of souls, of those who survived uniting together in their one solemn prayer, “Let us not ever return to this again.”
blessings to all
Hola!!!!!!!!!!
ooppps………..
what country are you in now? lol
i know, i am annoying………
what a beautiful morning, Saturdays/Sundays, always so calm and serene early in the morning, everyone of their pure calmness ‘me’ inner relaxed self, the workweek over, no stressors…………well, ok, not necessarily the case with some individuals personal worlds……….
not ‘me’, i am free, to go where i want, where i feel most comfortable, with who ever i choose, giving my divine child of God ‘real’ self 100% permission to feel and evalute his feelings according to others, and 100% controll as helmsman to steer in whatever direction he ‘feels’ is best!
so becareful whatcha say to ‘me’ biyatches, as i may steer clear.
blessed blessed blessed is the constantly purely feeling at all times divine child of God ‘real’ you of us all
eternal forever more
bless you bless you bless you all
ha ha
remember how purely carefree we all felt back then?
well, that feeling is still there within, shining bright, fearlessly unafraid, purely excited in waking each blessed day to more of the same, running in everlasting life, hand in hand, no feelings of goodbye, or reasons why, to just keep doing what we do, of an endless eternal summer day, c’mon let’s play!!!!!!!!!!!!
my greatest passion in life, the guitar, all day long, i loved jamming with my friends back in the ’80s, no other place to be than the fearlessness so pure in feeling, of no tiring, just more more more, all day all night, whatever.
had seven guitars back then, a 1964 fender strate my favorite………..till it was stolen along with a Tach acoustic.
love love love what you are doing, lifting of spirits of so so many, purely resonating with the fearlessness within the all, of what is our constant yearning desire of the all to run free in joyful unending feeling like we all do, it is there within us all, bright brilliant radiant tall!
holy joy
only love
always happy
we want it all
as in ‘all’ the time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God blesses all
c’mon c’mon everybody c’mon!!!!!!!!!!!!
Let’s keep kicking their annoying lame asses Madonna!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
you know, there is an old saying, when it comes to openly hypocrisy heart putting down of others……….
“Those who have the most to say against us have the most to hide!” lol
it’s true, when it comes to closeted homosexuals and all their ranting and raving anal retention attacking of us, and their secret homoerotice fantasies.
can’t hide from ‘me’ biyatches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am you, and i know everything about you all, ok?
don’t forget it
kids have alot of free time on their hands, poorly spent in ways that are not healthy productive for their self-esteem, such as computer gaming, where instead of gaming, practicing and learning to play a musical instrument, consistently over many years, they are rewarded with greater self-esteem.
they have done studies on kids who learn to play musical instruments and those who do not, and the ones who do, have greater self-esteem development while of their youth, self-esteem that carries them thruout the entire life.
so ya, push your kids to play musicial instruments, and i am not just talking a week, a month here, i am talking years of practicing in wise aloting of their free time well spent.
keep challenging them to do better, telling them all they have to do is practice practice practice, and in time, they will become as good or better than their favorite musicians. Have them take time in exploring and establishing musical mentors to admire passionately, of great passion they feel for particular songs, as passion is the required ingredient that carries a musician to their highest level and beyond the best!
i speak from experience
i am the best biyatches, and i can whip all your sorry asses anytime you want!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
c’mon, i know you want it!
can’t fool ‘me’, butt ya can fearfully fool ya selves into believing something other than you truly want 2 believe!
tic toc tic toc
have a great show M!
keep on keeping it together
bless you
low self-esteem is directly linked to low self-respect high risk dangerous life threatening behaviours they kids consequently are unknowingly predispose to, that they pick up from others like them that they tend to run with, a familiarity dynamic of others in likeness and form of low self-esteem they are drawn to along life’s road.
start them in consistent practicing in building their self-esteem will young, and their entire future is alter in a positive way as a result, as well as the affect/effect/direct/indirectness with all others they come to know thruout their life.
blessings to all
not sure, i think i told you i am a music teacher, yes?
i teach how to read sheet music ~ specifically the guitar.
have a blast out there of none stop fun fun fun
when the student is ready the teacher appears, and this holds true in phsychology, where many are of binding denial of deep seated emotional unresolved issues left unchecked, where until such a time their are fearlessly ready to delve into the emotionally charged deep seated work, the student literally is not ready until such a time in life that they do eventually become of greater self-esteem to do so, in their required healing/grieving of whatever life issue may have come their way.
~ my therapist
it took me all these years to accept finally deal with my lose of Troy, where in the end, the final remark of coming free of my shame and guilt of influencial behaviours with Troy, such as alcohol, “We make mistakes.”
mistakes we all were of thruout our school years, it is ok to make mistakes, so long as we don’t find ourselves in pattern cycle behaviour of making the same mistakes over and over again, of what is known as manifesting psychological stuckness of unresolved issues.
i know without doubt, alcohol is not for me, the healthy me i always was of my youth now restore(d, ing).
in life, there is no greater gift one can give yourself, than the rewarding self-discovery awareness knowledge understanding, beyond all the riches of the world, of what changed my life in breaking the chains of the forefather household i was born into and grew up in.
who is to blame?
God says, “cast ALL blame apon the forefathers who came before us, before Jesus, who did/do not desire to truly know ‘me’.”
eternal forever more
God blesses all
who bought my first guitar?
my Mom
she first hid it in the back of the car(which i found and didn’t say anything, knowing it was for me!)
and then she hid it under her bed(which i found again, and didn’t say anything).
i was so excited about it all, pretended surprised when i opened the gift.
i told her years later i found the guitar hidden in the car and under her bed, and that i faked my surpise birthday celebration.
hmmmmmm…….come to think of it, i found my Mom’s secret stash of Playgirl mags there 2! lol
c’mon c’mon everyone let’s Celebat!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
till the one i know comes strolling along as though we had known each other our entire life.
ya, you are ‘that’ for ‘me’
bless you Mandonna!
hey, how did that ‘n’ get in there between a’n'dy? lol
must be the weather, as in weather or not you call ‘me’, it’s all fair!
argh……….i can’t get away from my self………fuck! lol
i love you
Def Leppard has been my favorite guitar playing of all time, still is
it is my running carefree spirit i have been all this time since i ran away long ago, set free, constantly smiling none stop in confident feeling to not ever allow myself to endure harshness of others, yearning one day to stop running.
so help me to stop running if you dare.
i dare you
i double dare you
or i suppose our pure of heart loving spirits could keep run together as one, eternal forever more, yes?
none stop radiant brilliant bright is how i am feeling right now.
it is who we both are Madonna, where we just did not ever settle for less than we have always known we constantly yearn for and deserve, only love
bless you Madonna
your beloved Andy
eternal
c’mon, let’s make more of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
‘100′ of us purely, ‘i know wood’ could should be! lol
white light
i was running thru the streets then, of pure holy joyfulness running thruout my entire body when this song broke………….spiritual pure connectedness of divine self i was there of none stop running happiness all around ‘me’ and those i was running with at the time.
still, i am ‘that’
yes?
oh c’mon, SAY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and already you have, so many times, have we not?
i know you know i know what we always knew that grew and grew and grew! lol
a whole lotta growing going on around hear!
argh…………hey, do you think i am a sex addict?
or am i addicted to yOUR love of sex?
it’s like the only place i wanna be 24/7
always was
still is
just ‘me’
the one you can see, ‘andy time’ you feel like ‘me’!
well, it’s about fucking time! lol
LOVE LOVE LOVE
only love is good enough for all to be
constantly free
God blesses all
“Hi……….is this Def Leppard?”
“Ya, i was wondering if you guys do a special occasions?”
“YES??!!!!!!!!”
“Extraordinary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Wondrous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!”
ya wanna learn how to dance, do ya?
well, we’ll just see if your lust for life is able to keep UP! lol
where all shall see if you are just like ‘me’!
feels so joyous inside, yes?
argh…………..
i miss feeling this way all the time like before, so carefree pure in feeling, as though not a single person is ever able to say anything to us to ever upset us ever again………..
100%
of God’s will objective, our WILL BE Done on earth as heaven constantly is……………..
bless you bless you bless you and i
eternal forever more
thank you
ya, and i am still here.
it’s all good, i feel purely as ‘real’ me, so good the feeling, no worry of anything whatsoever, like before, only far wiser of sustainable ‘real’ me.
and that is the end result in coming free of all fear binding bullshit whatevers in life, of professional/personal worlds.
the Def Leppard music does something for me like no other music does.
i used to crank it loud in the car with an excellent sound system, and it was like the most pure feeling i had ever felt within then, just as i do now.
it is a holy joyful feeling of constant radiant brilliant bright self-confidence, no matter where, no matter who is there, it is who i am within of zeal for none stop fun loving life energized feelings i feel for friends and lovers, glowing of the chakras?
and this is where you ask me which chakras! lol
oh, if you don’t already know the answer, then you are not the one for ‘me’! ha ha
it is a jumping dance feeling of pure total body self-confidence for me, where all you can think of is holding hands and running with someone of an eternal summer day, where so long as you are together, without any doubt between, the radiant smiling knowing faces of both, so obvious of their being enthralled with one another utterly and completely, it’s like, when are those two going to start fucking??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rosie just spilt her coffee………..again! lol
omg, did i just say ‘that’?
what?
oh, can’t hide from ‘me’
impossible when i am just like you!
perhaps when the tour winds up we can go somewhere in relaxed settings………..like the steps Jesus walked on.
it is so sacred to me to one day sit on those steps, where i am already sitting there spiritually.
feels like you finally found the one for you, and you step thru a door together without and doubt whatsoever that you will always be together, of what is constant obvious yearning smiling bright of both.
ya, an eternal door of love devoid of doubt between, exactly that of my relationship with Jesus all this time.
have not felt this in long time with someone, and certaintly not this degree of intensity.
beautiful and pure, unwavering, calm certainty, of joyfulness between, yes?
“JUST SAY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
oh, you are such a tease!
i can feel the mood you are in when you speak with me, and now, you know i will always want to be there, yes?
no hesitation whatsoever
sweet anticipation pleasure
hey, what was ‘that’ last measure
purity love our endeavor?
no wait
purity love forever
infectious is what it all revolves around
all constantly inspiring the all eternal
“bring forth the overflowing abundance of goodness from the storehouse of your hearts, of all, for sake of the all.”
eternal forever more
‘it’ being the kingdom of heaven eternal
seriously………..i can’t stop laughing
you put this in me
something had happened that day, that others had not fully realized as did some.
the prison doors had all been left open, no one knowing why or how is this possible.
waking from their slumber sleep, some of the prisoners noticed their door was open.
with hesitation at first, the looked outside, no one there, all was calm.
fearfully they ventured out of their imagined prison cell further into the kingdom of heaven all around, as they began to hear msuic, cheering and laughter in the distance, what was going on?
still dased and confused, gripped by their imaginary fear slowly fading, a gentle soft breeze, how is this possible, i don’t understand, what happened, where did everybody go, and why am i suddenly feeling so free?
your immortal beloved AndYY
when it comes to immortal life, the answer is simple………what is it that lives on immortally true of the immortal eternal divine children of God?
what is it that is of the line drawn before them that they see, feel and comprehend about themselves, of the intention of wise others who came before them, fearless in their self-exploration awareness of exactly ‘that’ of us all?
holy joyfulness
absolute carefreeness
fearlessness
wiseness
great is the comprehension ability of the divine child of you all there in the future who we know are exactly as we are in pure of heart flawless purity love eternal
bless you
and what of all these stringed musical instruments, thousands of them that the profits spoke of?
what?
well, that’s what they were, profit merchants of God(mostly), where most were not of comprehension of their blessed pure loving immortal life understanding embrace in their every waking moment, of what we know 100% to be true, our every heartbeat, every breath, every step, and every descering word, is purely sacred, for sake of the all yet to come, and how beautiful all purely and truly are in their hearts we have grown to know and love so well as we do, do as i do.
everywhere the world over is the child of God there, of purity love flawless healing feelings we all feel, blessedly so in our compassion for so many suffering needlessly, the divine child of all merely lacking in crucial desire for divine self wisdom that breaks these bitter false chains around their heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, as is true of all of us hear in the worldwide LGBT community, who came free of the lacking understanding manifestion taboo fear mongering so foul tasting and bitter for us to feel like we did, all the snearing and grearing.
blessings to you all
i love all
those steps, where i am already sitting there spiritually…………………………………….
WAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh…………………………………..
ok, have a great show!
catch up with ya later
bless you
i love you
constantly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AndYY as in,
and why why why why why God, striking of the pen over and over again and again, emotional intensity of the five year old Andy who came forth that day, screaming and screaming, the go masks destroyed, his taking back control over all the insensitive unconcerning bullshit ego masks he too was of till that day, an eternal door of understanding why he stepped thru, of what became his unending eternal quest into understanding the why of all things of us all, past present future, of where have been standing and yet i stand eternal forever more alongside of you all, knowing where the beginning is, at all times, there too is the end of us all, when it comes to Jesus and God’s understanding of us all.
harmless fun of ego masks are fine, and others ‘get us’, know us, harmlessly, where we remain loyal to our ‘real’ self love within, the purity love truth of us all, without ego, ‘that’ of our holy joyful fun loving absolute carefree spirited happiness of constant yearning set free to always be ‘that’, no matter who you are, or who you think you are, within all divine children of God’s ‘real’ heart mind body spirit and soul, constantly there within us all is the truth of ‘that’, ‘that’ which Jesus came to know to BE true within himself, and in so doing, his realization pure and true, without doubt, always true of all YOU!
forever more
God blesses all
the ego masks destroyed, humiliated bY the divine child Andy!
oh yeah, some of you can think you fool ‘me’, ya sure, but in the end, always remember, i know all lies, just as i lied to Troy long ago in haning up the phone, saying goodbye, his suicide death the end/beginning.
beginning with the;
end of no more lyin
end of no more cryin
end of no more slyin
end of no more dyin
an exclusive lover to one, i know i am………..still waiting
an unconditional lover of all, with the unconditional lovers of all, the many in the One and One in the many united as One, of the WorldWide GLBT community.
where the end is always the beginning of the eternal immortal true blue lovers of the all
forever more
blessings to all
When it comes to purely understanding how a bisexual feels, the answer is the same as parents who do not yet know the sex of their unborn child………..does not matter.
without doubt, truly i know, i love ‘real’ Madonna the same way she loves ‘me’.
the same way she knows……………without doubt.
it’s not like a light switch one can simply switch on or off, no, rather it is a constant truth of many constant truths when it comes to purely understanding the human condition.
blessings to all
hey! It’s your move…………..
HURRY UP AND MOVE DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
don’t make me get my DENIED rubber stamp ‘OUT’ and stamp stamp stamp stamp all over you!!!!!!!! lol
ah, another good one!
no wait……..
[Andy picks up another stamp in his hand, ready to stamp]
DENIED : PLEASE RE*TURN
“men who lie with men, will not inherit God’s Kingdom. …yet that is what some of you ‘were’”.
1 Cor. 6:9
1 Tim. 1:10
Which leaves room for such an individual to change. Jesus said, to disown ourselves and pick up our torture stake…(Luke 9:23)
A very simple fact!
If you believe in Christ you follow his words closely and live your life accordingly you would disown yourself…a willingness to say no to selfish desires or personal convenience…a determination to do the will of God, even though this may go against our own imperfect inclinations.
Having God’s favor is what matters.
the spiritual awareness doors we all come thru, no matter any along life’s path, of what is my fortitude of divine pure ‘real’ self of the immortal realm of understanding comprehension, ALL the fucking limited shortsighted so fucking annoying bullshit attitudes of so me many, time and again, so fucking annoying you are all, in my pure of heart screaming exclaimin, “What part of the birth of my own child do you not full heartedly embrace of me to be true?!!!!!!!”
fuck
so much fucking attitude in exiting from all i came to know here, the limited bullshit attitudes of controlling behavior in telling them, “You are not listening to a single fucking word i am saying, of what is your low self-esteem controlling fucked up attitude in the light of which purely embrace of you all in this time and place i am purely standing, of someone you did not purely take time to purely love like i did all of you!”
fucked up, no, check again, i am of concern for the bringing forth the birth of my own child, no matter anything any of you may ever fucking say, you can all fuck off and die now, ok?”
fuck
it is the most sacred thing in life to me for fuck sakes, and none of you fully grasp this at all, of how pure the feeling is, where another does, her name, or anything about anything any of you have come to purely know about ‘me’!
so please, spare my wasted time and effort i realize is purely falling on deaf fucking ears, and fuck off!
leave it to the gayboys and their so short limited understanding of my pure of heart love i am.
fuck
this is a such a fucked up day for me beyond any other day.
i come here before you in purity of heart, praying you grasp the depth of my eternal realm thinking, feeling and comprehension that none of any i know so purely feel like i do, the sacred birth of my own child!
and i am like, how can any of you say a single word of remote desceringing inability of what i purely embrace so sacred pure and true of me for so long.
how dare anyone stand between me and my child i would love beyond any o fo you!
fuck
such fucking assholes so many of them are, their own self-serving bullshit mindsets they became of many years, in my exiting, their seemingly inability to feel a single fucking word i am saying.
well, this is of God and none shall ever be able to convince me against my pure pure feelings i feel like i do, so ya, you can all fuck off and die now ok?
ya, for sure, my love stretches further than your hearts can see.
“men who lie with men, will not inherit God’s Kingdom. …yet that is what some of you ‘were’”.
1 Cor. 6:9
1 Tim. 1:10
Which leaves room for such an individual to change. Jesus said, to disown ourselves and pick up our torture stake…(Luke 9:23)
A very simple fact!
If you believe in Christ you follow his words closely and live your life accordingly you would disown yourself…a willingness to say no to selfish desires or personal convenience…a determination to do the will of God, even though this may go against our own imperfect inclinations.
Having God’s favor is what matters.
ya, well, who ever posted this is one who is of pure understanding of God’s favor of what matters, which you may yet be attempting to embrace, as evident of your need to post such.
God is eternal omnipotence.
of the path ahead for all of mankind.
when you do not purely weigh the magnitude of comprehension of what it is we all seek, then you are like most any of controlling bullshit ego driven annoyance of self serving fucked upness.
when you come fully into the realm of God, as am i, then you fully 100% embrace what is of pure constant yearning of the divine child of God of us ALL.
ALL, ok, not just you, of every divine child of God ETERNAL yet to come, of what and where i dwell in wise comprehension uncertainy i purely know of my own self awareness, true of us all.
forever more
this is turning into some sorta of game of bullshit shortsightedness that i have expected from every single one of you who are not of pure comprehension of where i dwell, eternally with Jesus and God, of every single word you do not weigh purely like those of the future will.
why would i want to dwell to dwell with sceptical others of self serving bullshit like everyone of you are of limited apathetic shortsightedness of lacking desire to purely know anything i am speaking of?
well, here is your reality check………………….i don’t
just as the generation of Jesus, who likewise were not of eternal realm comprehension, so too is the obviously fucked generation of self serving ego.
i know where i dwell, and those who bring to question these shortsighted uncomprehending words of those who likewise were clueless, well, good luck with your lacking desire for the incomprehensible.
here is a hint……………….
i disowned myself when Troy died.
boom…………………….
crashing crashing crashing thru your motherfucking living room walls everyone, i am hear!
question is, what part of me did i purely disown?
when you know the answer purely so within, without doubt, without hesitation, then you may be of the sincerity purity love i have been for so long, in your concern like my own for all yet to come.
if not, well, enjoy your self serving mindless aimless hapharzard lives most any of you are.
a very simple fact…………..
fuck
you speak of this like it is something we all have overlooked, a day of pure awareness i found myself in embracing the death of one i love with all that i am.
you are all a bunch of fucking control freaks of subconscious seeking
of everyone, is the constant pure yearning to always feel loved and loving every waking moment of the day.
the subconscious seeking of the all eternal
take your mindfuck bullshit of men loving men and fuck off
you do not value the one you are speaking with, nor shall any of you who purely sincerely desire to know ‘me’, in what is obvious in feeling of all your shortsighted mindfuck head games of self serving controlling ego driven mindlessness of what is of all aimless haphazard unwiseness of the all past present future eternal.
i do not dwell in the mortal realm
so speak with me as one of immortal realm when you purely know the motivational wise empowerment like my own.
until then, you do not purely know ‘me’
nor do you purely desire to
a wise child of God eternal
if you think i am going to turn against my MOST loving brothers and sisters in the world for you and your obviously lacking of divine self-awareness wisdom, purely i tell you, you are of the aimless haphazard aimless unknowing of God’s divine will objective.
can’t fucking believe i would be contending with these old fucking merchant of God forefather teachings of ignorance who can all fuck off and die, of what is spiritual fucking death.
you are dead if you embrace this scattered fucking useless merchant of God forefather teaching, an futile ego driven attempt to think you may purely know and love ‘me’
assholes
there is AndYY having a bad hair day, and AndYY having a BAD HAIR DAY?
fuck
birth of my child means nothing to you heartless fuckers, and i can find those who are more pure of heart easily.
fuck off
i figured as much
the truth, the only one who will ever value my body of work research…………..my own child
just as i am 100% the child of God
what all of you fail to embrace the truth of the all past present future, all divine children of God.
i mean nothing to you in your haphazard approach with me in your useless mindfuck attempt to turn me against the most loving i have come to know in life of who are my constant loving family in likeness and form of the grace of Jesus, the worldwide LGBT community
fuck off
you do not know the fortitude of the one before you of immortal realm comprehension that you most likely at the end of you life, fail to fully embrace the purity love of ‘me’
i am so fucking tired of the mad flood of those in all their seemingly wise comprehension ego driven know it all mind fucking, that leaves ‘me’ feeling like a freak outcast of society.
well, may i suggest you ALL get prepare for God’s wisdom and grace already here among the most loving on this fucked up anal retentive world.
you do not know ‘me’, nor do you truly desire to purely know and love ‘me’
here is a suggestion of God……………..
do not speak of ‘that’ which you do not purely know what you are speaking of
blessings to all
my torture stake is of all you and your fucking bashing mind fucking you so love and enjoy
oh, and here is another clue for you assholes, the same disconnection of purity love you all run around with, you are the same with those of your inner fucked circle.
fuck off
change to the purity love of the divine child you all are of when you were five years old, only purely loving, and maybe you can talk with ‘me’
unfortunately, like most in life, all you fucked up adults, i most like will not occur until someone purely close to you dies, just as Troy died in my arms.
fuck off
speak against all those who died in my arms from HIV or otherwise, and i will set you on fire
got it?
fuck off
as for believe in Christ, well, what do you know of your own selves in likeness of Jesus, and therein is the faith Jesus has in all of you
you mindless fucking ego maniacs
it’s as simple as hold one’s hand
only love
look, it’s not so much of the correct words to say when it comes to pure articulation of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul, in so much, and i say this on behalf of all you fucked merchant’s of God’s sacred eternal wisdom for sake of the all that averts death, destruction and oppression of the holy joyful divine child of the ETERNAL ALL yet to come, that you all haphazardly are oblivious to the eternal path ahead, in all your useless tossing to and fro seemingly wise, not of pure pure tuned into divine self, ya you, and all your apathetic, oh, we know God bullshit selling of God’s sacred understanding, who sought out the wise words of Jesus from those who gathered, thinking you know God’s divine will objective, obvious clarity of the divine child of most any of you and all your seriously oppressed happy holy joyful divine child, fuck, unbelievable how fucking retarded you clearly are to ‘me’, ya ‘me’ you fucktards who ostracized Troy and in from your bullshit seemingly all wise and omnipotent knowing, truly i tell you, i would rather see you all set yourselves on fire, a result of what is of you all.
and make sure you fully 100% understand, that Jesus God and i purely despise all of your fucked unwiseness
i say let it burn, all of you and all your monstrous disconnected oppressive egotisms.
ya, burn it all up, eternally forgotten, every single one of you who desired hatred of the love between Troy and i, an eternal love beyond most any of you
‘that’ which i purely despise and feel most any day of my yet dwelling among you, that i constantly purely feel at all times.
oh, and just so you know, of God, all your vile willingness of destruction against another divine child of God, WILL be forgotten by all the divine children of God, burried in the ground eternally forever more, not celebrated, and rather……………………disowned, just like you disown ‘me’
so go ahead, push the button you deliriously want to push, and likewise, it is all you who cast your selves out of heaven, and be sure you get this next part……….
ETERNALLY forgotten by all generations of the divine child of God yet to come motherfuckers!
the eternal realm of truth that is unable to change spans across all time eternal, and this is the disconnect of the divisional fucktard leaders yet in this world.
while they may be an unwise divine child of God as we all purely and truely are, should they unwisely come up against us, they will be destroyed, freeing of all divine children of God yet to come eternal from what is their limited shortsighted fucktard wretched mentalities forever more.
ya, many may die, and to be sure, many will die……….in the end, the entire future of those yet to come will be spared these vile forefather teachings forever more forgotten.
and that is the protocal of the United States of America and all the nations now gathered together eternally as one.
so ya, push the button fucktards, so that i can celebrate the end of your fucking absurd unintelligence.
what kind of an idiot stands up and speaks to the world, “ALL of Israel will be wiped of the face of the earth soon!”
?
when we have nuclear submarines offshore load to the fucking tits and their fingers on the button the moment a nuclear device is detonated any where in the free world.
an unwise child of God, that’s who
i mean, what gets me, is he knows full well we have nuclear submarines loaded and armed offshore.
it is the same as watching a drunk driver get in his car, knowing full well he is going to die, along with others.
there is fucked up, and then there is the leaders of Iran
anyway, i am tired of the hostile world, and all it’s mindless ego maniac sex addict control bullshit limited shortsightedness of this anal retentive world everyone.
God bless you all
The words of Jesus, “It is you who casts you out of heaven along side of ‘me’, not ever God.”
of what is all crucial lacking of desire for God;s eternal wisdom of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul…………..ETERNAL
some of you may want to stop and slow into purely ponder this before you run off a cliff in front of you, that you so blind in seeing what is in this moment of time, your next step off the cliff beneath your feet.
fair warning of the inevitable TRUTH that is about to unfold for all eternal generations to look apon of what is CLEARLY all your unwisenesses of all warring factions yet here in this eternal realm of the kingdom of heaven all around.
where all unwiseness of you will eternally serve the unborn children of God yet to come, where even unto your own death, there too will be the truth unwiseness that any of you unwisely embraced, past present future.
fail and avoid to purely embrace the eternal immortal comprehensive truths i speak of, in the end, always the truth of the all is what serves the eternal all yet to come.
men who lie with men………..
ya, i lied to Troy when i hung up he phone on him, the truth God knows of ‘me’, as one who was of unloving egotistic approach in my lying fuckedupness with him, the undenied truth unforgiveable by ‘me’, Jesus or God……………..ever.
only Troy can forgive the pure of heart ‘real me’ of the one he knew without doubt was in love with him eternally, of constant yearning to only be with him.
i failed my ‘real’ self, and all of you, of what was our pure pure constant holy joyful absolute carefreeness the world no long feels the truth of the two immortal lovers who no longer are…………..
i often find myself pondering Troy and i running hand and hand like we always did, had he survived my bullshit lying to him.
in the end, i overcame my unwise ego(mostly) in continued evolving towards the kingdom of heaven dwelling as my ‘real’ self constantly.
i have a sacred statue vessel in my sanctuary, of two males humbled with heads down, their backs to one another on their knees, their arms above them holding the drinking vessel.
it represents the two false egos of both Troy and i which were destroyed, where sadly, they took Troy’s precious life, dying from ignorances.
i have not finished the mother of pearl inlay inside the vessel you drink from(pink of course), and adding coloured stones(rainbow) to the OUTside of the vessel
think Versace
a wise vessel
the Holy Grail?
gee, ya think?
Versace would of loved this art piece
and no, it is not for sale motherfuckers
it is for Celebrations only, of those whose hearts are purely loving like my own, like all those of my loving brothers and sisters of the LGBT community.
i will unveil it when i eventually finish it.
would like to do it in solid gold one day, leaving it behind for all eternity to behold what it represents………God’s wisdom
blessings to all
oh, and it has lesbians on the outside of the vessel you drink from, who for me, have always been the most loyal of all when it comes to speaking the truth for sake of us all, always pure and true that our life is abOUT LOVE
only love feels good enough for the divine child of God ALL
forever more
blessed blessed blessed is this day of atonement with divine pure of heart ‘real’ self you of fearless holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul set free from all binding fearful unwise of the forefathers before us all, truth we embrace for sake of the all yet to come eternal
God blesses all
ya, so lie with ‘me’ motherfuckers and it is always you who kick your sorry lame ass out of my bed! lol
you unwise fuckers of ego mania sex addict control freak fear mongers!
lol
sorry, my ex drove by on the road yesterday with his lover, making fun of me as the drove bye! lol
so i went and got drunk of my sorry ass, pissed of, celebrated with my loving loyal friend Norman, where we both know we will always love one another as friends, not ever foe, of how we always feel, perhaps without a dime to our name, our love is always insane! lol
fuckers
purely i know, my life is of God’s wise divine will objective where i do not need any input from any of you, of what is constant truth of the immortal realm of pure of heart flawless healing feeling of everything at all times, of the all in the kingdom of heaven all around us.
forever more
bless you bless you bless you all
unconditional love of the all for sake of the all yet to come is of the purity love flawless healing feeling primal core that resonates with the divine child of us all as one.
i can’t do ego with someone, of what is my constant desire to purely be the exceeding graceful ‘real’ self at ease, of what is required conditional healthy environments……….true of us all
the constant process of the all are of, according to the light of the wiser healthier enlightened ‘real’ ones, even if unaware, all are primal pure intuitive of the divine child
hmmmm…..
ok, i am seeking that which is purely of the environment of your ‘real’ self.
only you know the answer
i don’t want to go outside?
can we stay in?
oh come on Marco!!!!!!!!!!!
Say it!
“LEAVE IT IN ANDY!!!!!!!!! lol
damn, i always leave myself wide open for you to take your best shot, don’t i?
i love you the way you love you the way two love true
i am ‘that’ which ‘real’ you constantly seeks
bless you all
my daughters are such morons when it comes to setting healthy boundaries, always having to pep talk repair their battle damage……….. lol
they are learning from experience………abit to close to the edge for some of them…………like a mother, who constantly worries, i am
i always loved that song, so pure in feeling of us all.
we have to turn towards us all as one in these trying times of the global coming together, unlike any other time in history, we can safely all navigate the waters in our wise awareness of what held the forefathers to love all, and yet of the forefathers, this world is yet unwisely gripped.
we have huge education infrastructure worldwide, of a society that is not able to fail, our concern purely of love for the all our children yet to come, no matter who you are in the world, we love all
forever more
Where we are in likeness and form of Jesus is in our constant concern for the precious children of today, and as Jesus speaking with us who are the unborn children of tommorrow he was concerned for, so much so, i feel his pure connectedness he felt for the unborn yet to come, all of us, of what compelled him to teach us not to be of any doubt whatsoever, in order that we too not harshly learn of this world as did Jesus in his painful awareness evolving in wise descerning of the obvious generational snaring teachings of the forefathers then, just as we too feel today.
we are not of doubt, and this is where Jesus knew we would arrive at one day as a society he loved and wanted so much for them to feel as he does, of what Jesus knew of himself, true of us all.
blessings to all
Rosie is hilarious, “i now have new OCD behaviors to obsess over”
lol
oh, don’t get me started on ocds……
there is a pure subtle flawless feeling when out walking a bright white sidewalk of those there, of pure music like this, light in step constant radiant smiling light within in of our giving permission to our divine self to be allowed to purely go where ever you want, to listen to what music they love most, allowed to purely feel what is always of constanty yearning there deep within the core of all divine self worldwide……….
and his is where the focus of the wise enlightened artists of the world needs to be, where only by means of fearlessly allowing your divine self out to play in positive environments to fearlessly explore, as you say, ’spiritual’ feeling the divine self loves to feel, the moments of others we feel like we do, where above all he useless annoying noise of the aimless absurd, above all our divisional barriers, the pure pure flawless feeling divine child is there awaiting us all to be allowed to feel what ‘that’ feeling is that purely does unshackle all these absurd doldrum negative residual feelings of the forefathers before all, left behind in passing, the dim light of this world steadily growing bright, but only by means of those who take hold of the wise helm that KNOWS without doubt, what it is the divine child of God all of constantly yearning seeking, bringing forth again and again, keeping the fire bright burning within us all of what is the light of eternal day of divine ‘real’ self you of us all forever more.
bless you
forget about owing it to anyone, we owe it firstly to ourselves, where how can we evoke thru our expressing in others, if we first do not take time in fearlessly exploring what is of the bright radiant brilliant eternal undying light of the divine child of God?
surrendering to feeling the flawless calm at ease fearless pure divine child ‘real’ self of eternal day of our ‘real’ self constantly waiting there is what is of the divine child within the all leading the all, unknowingly.
all is constantly connected to the all at all times past present future.
this is the omnipotence perspective of Jesus and God, and we who are of oneness sameness in coming fully into the eternal day of the kingdom of heaven with Jesus, God and the divine child of the all constantly there, no matter how submerged and afraid any divine child may be, constantly there is the divine child of constant feeling listening, of what is of all manifesting behavioural evident at all times according to what is yet of the generational falsenesses here today, in the year 2009.
without doubt, this is what is our comprehension that surpasses all riches of the world, of what is yet the fully tapped into thriving human potential of the perenial overflowing abundant nurturing freeing protective waters flowing forth across all generations past present future, of what is without doubt, the eternal day of Jesus knew was the Kingdom of Heaven all around us that he knew most could not see, of what we know as submerging oppression of divine child of God ‘real’ self.
ya, the generational bitter negativity is yet hear all around us, and why it is necessary for artists to wisely not allow the bitter tasting unwisenesses in the world in too close, that is able to deminish the wise enlightenment the divine child of all is constantly reaching and seeking for, the sacred mirroring image of the divine child of eternal day standing constantly there in wise radiant brilliant bright eternal day light, looking directly at us, thru the binding chains of the divine child held there smiling in revealing constant light, “You see, it’s just your imaginary fear!”
bless you all
oooo…..this music is so evoking for my writing……..
oh hey, there is some thought provoking for you film script writers, yes?
absolute exceeding pure grace wise pure and bright of your own divine child is of the divine child of the all of the eternal day of all forever more.
wise light is comprised purely of only insightful flawless feeling truths, where the light however dim, continues to build in brightness as we venture into eternal day future.
i have looked apon the eternal day divine child standing there for along time now, not know who the child was who is always.
i have not spoke or expressed what the child looks like and feels like untill now, but i have always feel the presence for years now.
so who is the divine child?
all of you of eternal forever more in you wise growing brilliant radiant bright eternal day light wisdom!
ah, this song is purely evoking, yes?
purely beautiful smiling radiant brilliant bright
forever more
blessed is the divine child you there of eternal day light wise knowingness certainty awareness smiling like we all love to feel with one another.
bless you all
i carry three stones with me, a pink one with he word LOVE carved in it, a dark one with the word FORGIVE carved into it, and a clear glass one, that is scratched on the outside(my soul, my life path, still pure within)
There comes a time
When we head a certain call
When the world must come together as one
There are people dying
And it’s time to lend a hand to life
The greatest gift of all
We can’t go on
Pretneding day by day
That someone, somewhere will soon make a change
We are all a part of
God’s great big family
And the truth, you know love is all we need
[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
Send them your heart
So they’ll know that someone cares
And their lives will be stronger and free
As God has shown us by turning stone to bread
So we all must lend a helping hand
[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
When you’re down and out
There seems no hope at all
But if you just believe
There’s no way we can fall
Well, well, well, well, let us realize
That a change will only come
When we stand together as one
[Chorus]
We are the world
We are the children
We are the ones who make a brighter day
So let’s start giving
There’s a choice we’re making
We’re saving our own lives
It’s true we’ll make a better day
Just you and me
God bless you Michael
ocd’s are ok if you channel them into productivity, instead of eating your fingernails, what happened to Juliet, was waiting for her to jump off the balconly, ohh shit she already did when i turned my back face down flat on the ground, come on Juliet get up, the children are watching you, laughing with you joyfully.
I just had a flash back to a time in a dark place, did it look big in the photo ? , I tried to stand on an angle, but not sure about the lighting anyway I mean if people want a show I say give me a show, concur one’s fear with another, “omg keep that away from me” ha ha, I wish..
How was your day Andy ? I’m so bored I roamed the street’s today, like a cat on heat he he & I found what I was looking for something to do http://magesongs.com/ , the D is silent , but deadly ok it’s not all about the D, but what one does with the D, DAH…
how was my day?
sucks!
one of my daughters is traumatized from a crack addict severe closet case bully who likes to threaten people with knives, you know those jerkoff bully thug skinhead type and all their omnipotence……..or is that impotence……..argh…..
anyway, she is horribly afraid(child within) from the whole experience. They beat him black and blue a few weeks back, of what severe closet cases do when they don’t have enough fear to deal with their homosexual self submerged, expecting the more out ones to be 100% in feeling in their unaware seeking of not knowing how they are supposed to feel, pushing, shoving, attempting to fine where the lines are with another.
i was speaking with professionals one time about a killer on the loose here in our community, of case file particulars in trying to establish what they were looking for, given all the particulars that led up to the killing, and i commented they are looking for a closet case drug addict prostitute who was a drug addict before learning how to prostitute his body, where internal homophobia is on par with emotional intensity of murder…………………i was right, and the killer was found.
my daughter has some battle scares and wounds like most any of us experience from the homophobic afraid other world, but in God’s eyes, always is the light where unwiseness serves the divine child in wiseness by means of what is always the wake up call of where we yet are in this moment and place in time of ushering in the kingdom of heaven purity love wisdom of divine self, where she will be more cautious, i pray, in who she runs with and haphazardly gets caught up with(read: mentally imprisoned by).
what is it? well, it is always the divine self pure in feeling subconscious seeking going on under all these scary masks the divine self creates to hide behind.
hide all ya want biyatches in all your useless scary dysfunction as i pass on bi, knowing what i too already came thru, with wisdom in knowingness of what works for ‘me’, someone just like ‘me’ no longer of immature afraid stuckness dysfunction, my freak in the sheets, she knows who she constantly is to ‘me’, always there smiling and laughing AT ‘me’, not with ‘me’, stumbling along like i do, trying to get out of my cobweb past present into my joyful free future.
my day sucks!
but i am happier to be me than others of where i too once was………of really sucks!
i extend my eternal friendship to my chosen daughters, and their divine self purely feels my certainty grace devoid of fear consistently, of what i feel of the divine child who has been there with me along time, always there spiritually, of what is our evolved divine self of the future coming to this fuckedup world.
“HURRY UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol
some truly amazing song writing out there, of what i feel of all the songs, the divine child intuitively seeking higher articulation of what is their pure flawless healing feeling self.
fearlessness is what i feel is most integral for the divine self to fearlessly be allowed to explore their feelings and be given however long they require to articulate it, and build apon it further, of what is our constant exploration discovery of the divine child of God within us all.
who is the divine child?
all of you
within all the words of Jesus is his obvious knowingness of the divine child of us all, where what we can clearly without doubt come to fully embrace, that the way Jesus came to know us better than ourselves(and all our obvious absurd afraid masks), is that Jesus spent time alone with God in quiet places of pure quieting of heart mind body spirit and soul, to the degree that his uncertainty was of his eventual self-awareness growth replacing of all uncertainty with wise articulate self-awareness knowingness certainty of the divine child of God………………of us all in doing so.
as artists, this too is the correct approach to coming fully into articulation expression of our glimpse of the divine child, and eventually, constantly being the divine child of God without fear among us all, which i think is what ultimately goes beyond our devoted work, such as our pure grace with another that affects/effects/direct/indirect the all.
for sure we are of the magical time ushering in of the kingdom of heaven wise children of God evolving of the highest place thus far in history.
the rocks are slippery, so becareful where you walk and who you walk among, some can be toxic for us.
i am strong for my daughters, where all their annoying shit for brains i don’t put up with, demanding of respect at all times from and as being their divine child(mostly).
they are so gripped by fear that i feel of them, that lessens as time passes by being with me, someone of eternal patience knowingness certainty, by means of what was of the exact same path they are trying to sucessfully navigate without drowning.
i see ocd’s as being merely of unresolved binding useless fear stuckness, sorta like avoiding what we really want to do and just go “GO KARTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“YOU PROMISED TODAY WE COULD GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
lol
and let our divine child out to play without hesitation in purely feeling what they want to do.
sometimes we become stuck in a downer fear binding rut, that may be of whatever description of whatever ocd, like my spending compulsion, but in truth, it is really just our divine child awaiting permission to have fun.
learn to sit with your divine child of clenched hands long enough, and they will speak with us directly of what is fun for them, and what is not fun for them.
as kids we were only of interest in having fun.
as adults we get all caught up in all the status quo bullshit mind traps which bind our fun child in mental prisons, shut down, stiffled, almost futile to try and get a smile OUT of some of you……..argh!
lol
but what one does with the D
hmmmmmmm?
ok, i am total fucking clueless on what one could possibly do with a D and no lube!
LOL
“OH WAIT!”
“THERE’S WIP CREAM IN THE FRIDGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
LOL
lame ass sorry biyatches!
“GET OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
where’s my freak in the sheets?
ok fine, hide if you want, they always come back to what i am, their true blue ‘real’ self!
only love
made ya smile
song writting eh?
well, find the magical child purely feeling in fearlessness of holy joyfulness delight of
‘that’ boy so right,
no matter plight,
tonights the night
of heaven’s delight!
yes?
no?
yes?………………again……………ya wanna go again?
ok
me 2
argh………..tease tease tease
now where did i put the d?
ma’d'ge?
oh, im sure she has a secret stash somewhere!
likely a fucking walkin closet!
hey, what’s that noise coming from her closet?
“SOMEONE LET ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
LOL
oh, did AndYY crawl into her closet and hide?
ya, well, you would 2 if you were ‘me’ out here in these brutal mean spirits of stiffled afraid closet case control freaks who are like i once was, so afraid someone might actually want the same thing i did/do………
someone like my freak in the sheets!
and if it gets too hot we can go outside, sit on the beach under the moon, the ocean breeze, oh, who could possibly say no to my freak in the sheets who makes me feel so blessed pure and true of constant flowing feelings that they ‘real’ly do love ‘me’!
without doubt
ya, i know where i belongggg
where i longggg 2 be
lol
so free!
with thee
i belong on an eternal day night beach, but not alone, that wood be boring….
yes?
oh just say it!
no hesitation
or frustration
of titillation
blueballation
LOL
oh, now that one is funny!
blueballs hurt like fuck, ya no?
you girls and all your titillation salvation, argh, please stop being you!
(rear-verse pyschology)
lol
fuck, i heard the perfect song today of the divine child of constant smiling bright, my future self within, he knows without doubt.
cannot remember it
fucking cobwebs
what photo?
ya, Juliet went out and got shitfaced off her ass the other night, i thought i meantioned it, no, as she finally left her past life behind, drunk off her ass staggering down the street with some cute closet case daughter of hers to help keep her from falling, determined this time not to return……….
it’s hard
no, not ‘that’
fuck, is that all you think about? lol
me 2
ah, found the playlist of the song i heard, ok, one second, let me find it………..
Bubbly, by Colbie Caillat is a nice song, not the one i heard, but i like this song
http://www.imeem.com/people/SWu84x/music/pIsHAnHX/colbie-caillat-bubbly/
AH!!!!
found it!!!!
This is it, a dancing carefree joyful purely enthusiastic spirited child of God of none stop skiping, jumbing, of no desire to ever feel the way they purely feel forever more, running forever more in life everlasting with those in oneness sameness likeness just like them, the pure gracefulness in extending of a hand to another, smiling bright, who is there to join them in dance forever more……………IS the divine child of God there we feel within, the ‘real’ you of us all, of no fear, purely clear in how we all truly yearn to constantly feel and be, the holy joyful absolute carefree happy dancing skipping jumping smiling divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul set free to forever Just BE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so that i can be ‘me’!
oh, i know you! Cannot hide from ‘real me’!
Diamond Sun, by Glass Tiger, a classic from of my youth years.
LOVE IS LIFE + LIFE IS LOVE
wierd, i wrote this on the outside of one of my books, which may have been influenced within way back when this song came out in 1980s.
http://www.imeem.com/artists/glass_tiger/music/-NaOC9GT/glass-tiger-diamond-sun/
When they came to this land
We gave our friendship
Gave them our hands
But it was never to be
Oh! You must bow down
They said, “Fall to your knees”
Oh! Diamond sun has to burn
Oh! Are we never to learn
CHORUS:
Love gives life and life is love
But what have we done
We have walked on this earth
Since the first star was shining
And the moon had its birth
But as with the shadows
Of lonely trees
We are in bondage
But are hearts are still free
Oh! Diamond sun has to burn
Oh! Are we never to learn
Still diamond sun has to burn
Oh! Are we never to learn
Still diamond sun has to burn
In my heart I believe
Someday the sun will shine
And you shall be free
And bless our children as they’re
Put to the test
You’ll hear the heartbeat
Of a nation’s unrest
blessed children of God eternal all forever more we all are
Love gives Life and Life is Love
madonna,you are a bright shinning star the legacy and romance of your life are forever.augaust 24 2009,i had a bowie knife thrown at me in the back at a truck stop in von ormy texas from a ton volvo 18 wheeler and opened the door to eme.i took the blade for a girl named crystal olivia irene rodreguez.long live mieda,mestizo,mantanza,meheclese,meste-sache.