I have to admit that performing “Give it to Me” is a nightmare. The lyrics are “don’t need to catch my breath!” However, each time I get to that part I am gasping for air! The choreography is so intense that I am completely out of breath like Amy Winehouse leaving a crack house! Last month one of the new dancers laughed and said, “M, you’re out of breath! Ha ha ha!” I told him that I had several dancers who would love to replace him. He hasn’t made any rude comments since then!
I’d like to remind you all once again that my marriage is going great and I am not having an affair with anyone. Please take note of this. Have a great week!
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Hi M!!This is the first time that I write in a blog..Sorry for my english, but i’m italian..From Venice!!However I don’t think so..I love to watch your new video and i don’t think you’re out of breath..
Hi M!!This is the first time that I write in a blog..Sorry for my english, but i’m italian..From Venice!!However I don’t think so..I love to watch your new video and i don’t think you’re out of breath..
Hi Louise,
Don’t worry Tou can do it…
There are bad moments but YOU CAN DO IT…
Good Luck With The Show… I Thing That i Will be in Rome… So my dream probably will became true… I Hope…
Don’t fire all your dancer before the show. I’ve paid a lot of money to see you performing in paris. And please remember how young they are. They already know that you are the boss. Mes respects Madame
I take note that your marriage is going great, but often, where there is smoke there is fire so I suggest
serving soy beans more often, (besides just soy lattes!).
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zi8KnYlK9yo
If there is no improvement, you may need to take more drastic measures. From recent pictures, it appears there have been some progress, it looks like you could easily arm wrestle things to a successful conclusion in the event of marital discord!
I too get winded when I sing and dance to
“GIVE IT 2 ME” .
I can’t wait to see the show this October at MSG.
To LO(ve) U(nivers) IS E(ssence)!
I love this song and I knew, before, is one of your favourites… and you were amazing in little tour. OMG, you are an amazing woman! Kisses from Bucharest Louise! Love you!
Please M!Don’t be cruel with the dancer!It was just a joke!:)Good luck for the show !will be great like always you do!i’m sure!Smack!
CLIP GIVE IT TO ME its very nice,song is great!!! in GEORGIA (near russia) this song is nomber one
Madonna,
I just recently found your blog and wanted to let you know that many years ago (approx. 20 yrs.) I designed a partial costume for you. I still have it and I never could find an address to ship it to you. I know this sounds a little wacky but I named my design for you and called it, “Crotch Cross”. I am sure that you could still fit into it …would you like me to send it after all of these years? Please don’t publish this post.
Sincerely,
Gloria Brown
Winterport, ME
Madonna you rocks, Mexico loves you
Come to Mexico and over the Borderline
You inspire me to no end!
dear M, this song is brilliant and this music video as well!
i’m completely sure you can get over this performance!
i know that Ukraine is not in your traveling list, but i hope i can your show in Europe somehow.
/i was just singing ’she’s not me’ in my car. thank you for your lyrics!/
I know that you say your marriage is going strong but I just wanted to give you a little advice from my heart. I am the mother of 4 that is recently going through the most difficult period in my life. We are about to lose our business, our home, and the lifestyle that my children have been accustomed to. Through it all I have only prayed that God would give me the strength to keep it together. I pray that you too will have the strength to keep your marriage strong. You are so lucky not to have to deal with financial issues, take advantage of that and enjoy your family. If you made a mistake, you are human, if not just put in 100% to try to make it work. You and you family will be in my prayers. Take care,
Lisa
you are a liar
I have to say that “Give it To Me” is the least of your worries if the setlist floating around on the internet is real… “Music” has been done too many times. “Ray of Light” is boring. “Human Nature” wasn’t good when it was released! “La Isla Bonita”?? How many times are you going to do that song? You say that if you never have to do your old songs again that you would be fine with that but the songs you picked are even boring to your fans let alone you! “Spanish Lesson”?? That was a mistake to be put on the album and you’re going to make the same mistake twice by slipping it into the set list? I’m a fan of your music but to pay so much money to see totally boring songs is ridick!
I think of La Isla Bonita is going to be as good as Live Earth performance with the Russian Punks…I say GO FOR IT!
Music is an anthem…Ray of Light is probably fun to do live. Human Nature? Has this been done live? If not…it could prove interesting. Spanish Lesson? You’re gonna need some flamenco and some Gogal Bordello again. I look forward to this DVD release! I can’t go to the show.
” think of La Isla Bonita is going to be as good as Live Earth performance with the Russian Punks…I say GO FOR IT!”
I’ve got to say, I think that was almost the best thing Madonna ever did live.
Second only to this:
Note the lack of jumping around in that “Justify My Love” thing. If you’ve got something really imaginative you don’t need to jump around.
Is she going to to do that Gogol Bordello routine again? That would be fantastic.
Here’s hoping for less emphasis on those horrible video screens and more of a music show, but I guess the horrible screens will be there agan.
I got bored with the girlie show pretty quickly.
Madonna fire all these new dancers and bring back all the old ones from the Blonde Ambition tour.
Good song. Good Pharell.
) Good you too. Give it 2me…
How about tour in West Europe?
Hello Madonna!
I am just here only to tell you are great!! I think your way of life, your authentic way of life, wonderful. You are a admired person!
Kisses
Claudia
Brasil
You rock girl!!!
<a href=”http://www.freepsychicchatonline.org”] Psychic chat online
If you have to constantly remind people your marriage is fine….then it probably isn’t.
And people please stop posting links that have no relevance to this blog. Nobody here wants to hear about your psychic hotlines or your meditation seminars for a “suggested” $20 donation.
It’s utterly tacky.
DIRTY BITCH
You fucking slut – you dare come close to me again … You’re time is up fucking LIAR!!!!
How do we prevent the destiny of the children? Get rid of you.
Your little tricks aren’t going to work anymore and worse . THE DEMONS WIILL BE WIth ALL OF YOU AND IN CASE YOU ALL HAVEN’T NOTICED – tHIS IS MY SKY AND I DON’T WANT YOU ALL OF YOU WHO DIDN’TY BELEIVE ALL OF YOU WHO THOUGH MURDER WOULD BRING YOU FAME AND FORTUNE – NO MORE OF THAT – LET ALL OF YOU FALL .. MY PEOPLE COME OUT OF THERE SO YOU DO NOT SUFFER THE SAME FAITH AS HERS – FOR GOD HAS SEEN HER DIGUSTING ACTS AND WE HAVE NOT LIKED WHAT WE HAVE SEEN – WE HAVE NOT LOVED OUR LIVES UNTIL DEATH
THE QUEEN OF HARLOTS WILL FALL!
MARK MY WORDS – AS SURE AS THE SKY IS BLUE YOUR SINS WILL DROWN YOU….
MARIE SOLEIL
OK, it’s bugging me. Madonna!!!!
I am so sick of hearing about how u are desperately trying to stay young. I don’t know why??
I grew up in the 80’s. You were my idol. I adored you for your daring, for doing what u wanted when u wanted. For not fearing to have a point of view and say it out load. To get what u set your mind to get. Your father said it best once on an interview. He said u were an achiever. Never truer words have been said.
Go back to classical ballet you sure have the discipline for it. Open a dance school right in your back yard. Perform intimate concerts of music and dance.Things that you grew up on and that inspired you. Music that you love,music that opens your heart. Learn to cook and enjoy watching your children grow. Stop chasing. U’ve done it. I envy all the options that are at your feet. Yet I see u do nothing about them. I wish to see u kicking back. There is no high or low u can’t reach. Let go your age. Enjoy it. Age gracefully. Remember what Kieth Herring said to you? What he taught you? “We’re all made of flesh and blood” It seems like you forgot that.
In a world of Paris Hilton’s’ and Britney Spears flashing, you no longer belong. You’ve been there, done that. You created it but at least you had more class. Why would you wish to continue in an industry you helped built yet has changed so much for the worst.
Get a home in London where your kids belong cause that is what they know and that is where their father is. Just for now. They won’t stay young forever. If u don’t the consequences will be emotionally devastating to you. Your kids will turn against you and think you crazy for constantly chasing youth. What are u teaching them by doing that anyways?? In the western world women think it is NOT ok to grow old, they think that they are not worth much of anything cause they do not look like you at 50. But even u do not look like you do at 50. You have had plastic surgery and you as well as they, are trying hard to stay on top of looking young. Who the hell needs all this pressure??? It gives you wrinkles!! You have the ability to influence so many people inspire so many lives yet you do nothing about it. All the Kabbalah in the world would not help you. It is within that u need to go. Within yourself. Stop caring what others say, think or do. It is killing you. If your rabbi gives a fuck about you he should be telling you this. It seems like it is very convenient that you stay where you are emotionally cause that leaves you needy which gives him the opportunity to make more money off your back. It is so obvious. I can’t believe you don’t see it
If u do this, if u let go, you’ll come out a winner. You’ll achieve so much, you’ll help so many people.
You’ve had kids. I know you’ve loved at least 2 men in your life. You know what love is. What are u so afraid of??? That you won’t shine? That people will actually see that you are like the rest of us?? That you won’t be number one?? That people may actually forget about you??? You always will be Madonna. No one can take that away from you yet you’ll inspire so many if u do, as you have before just in a different way. Evolve! Truly evolve not just with a new hair do or some new dance moves. We know u can do that. We’ve watched you do that for 30 years!!! But enough! I grew out of it and wish to see u do the same. I will love u and adore you forever.
We all get old. You think I have not worried about it?? But I learned to accept it and welcome it cause it is inevitable, it happens to us all.You have the ability to throw in the towel, to point out that the king is naked!! To show that when Gods gives u lemons you make lemonade. If u do so many of us will! Stop escaping. Just Be! These Kabbalah guys are after your money, Kabbalah water my ass. You’ve lived and succeeded many years without it. Trust me girl, water is best from the tap. It’s all a scam
Enjoy who u are and what u have built. If u do not, you’ll regret it. It will hunt you till your last day on this planet. MARK MY WORDS. It all went up to your head. There will always be someone better, more talented, more beautiful, much younger, more fit then you. You did your thing, gained power to influence. In spite your insecurities you climbed to the top. Teach others, your children perhaps, guide them. Use it! What a waist it would be if u didn’t. So many will follow. You posses such wisdom, such courage. Look at the world. It’s a mess. You can truly create a revolution for women all over. Help them feel comfortable with themselves, their bodies and their age. That is what u did back in the day. Move a long to the next message you have for us all. Your message is inside of you. Only you can pull it out only if u stop chasing youth. It is distracting you from your true goal.
Your gurus seem like they enjoy the cash flow. A real friend will tell u the truth. The truth that u may not wish to hear. The truth that may be others wish to point out yet they fear your reaction but regardless it is the truth. I wish I had an hour with you .Best thing is go to your Father. There is nothing greater then family cause blood is thicker then any other circumstance
if you ever get burnt out come seek me out lou.my door is always open to you all you got to do is be a mortal again and i’ll make you sane i can ease your pain and get you on your feet again.(“i seek no fame or fortune to me knowlege is wealth”). xxx
http://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karl_Marx
and easy number like 33
with double
Martha is cooking
communism……..
with the creation of a solar collector sphere which surround the entire sun, truly, Karl is correct, capitalism is extinct by such a time.
the question we need ask is what kind of world do we wish to leave behind?
We are already in a perfect world of sunshine which grows the food we eat for free, does it not?
so why is a child starving to death as we speak?
it is because of the condition of the yet evolving divine child of God’s spiritual BEing of us all, is it not?
so precious and beautiful life is of our tranquility feelings we feel like we do, the tender exceeding gracefulness we feel of our entire bodies, of those who evolved in what they know is of most value in life, YOU!
at this point in time, the human spirit is not fully of it’s full potential, because of many thing, such as the insatialble desire of wealth which is without concern for the wealthfare of the child who will die of starvation today………i’m not saying all rich are of this, but many there are who are only about their focus on boastfulness of wealth, which is a poison to the spirit of the divine child of God, so much so, we see the offshoots of this desire in the form of gun viloence crime in drug dealing for example.
Divine children of God are killing other divine children of God for the soul sake of the greed of wealth snare which has taken captive their heart, mind, body, spirit and soul, obviously so, in all their acts of killing another.
spiritual poverty death is what is of these children of God who are unknowing of the purity depth of the feelings of their own divine child of God’s spirit, pure and true in feeling.
‘Crucial Lack of Desire for Wisdom of the trueness aspects of the divine child of God’, is what plaques this world, not able to be of the priority for such until such a time as wisdom that fully awakens their divine child of God’s spirit of what is our self-taught/teaching self-knowledge self-awareness knowingness certainty, such as the love devoid of doubt feeling we feel and know like we do.
As for capitialism, the full potential of any upstart corporation is able to compete in the world, when of the morale of it’s staff who are 100% owners of the corporation, where all profits are divided equally among it’s staff, which is the only way we can take power away from the handful of powerful rich in the world.
Government can easily create the legal non-profit type of environment for this specific kind of corporation, which does not sell it’s shares on the market, strikly owned by it’s staff, which i already know would knock the competition out of the market within a short period of time.
They would have to be government run in order to keep biased controlling opportunist interests away from the table taking control of the company.
And as for the banks, there will come a day where banks are viewed for what they are, trickery of opportunists, which bleed the potential of the human spirit.
however long it takes, the day will come when society rises up and kicks all you capitalist opportunists of insatiable desire for wealth out the door, which continues to squeeze the life blood out of the working class, who’s average income has not been keeping up with inflation rates of the last thirty years, and now they are looking at ways to legally do away with unions.
i don’t like communism, which is fearfully stifling of the freedom feeling of the human spirit, while at the same time, none of us like these absurd cycles our global economy keeps hitting, all a result of the handful of speculating rich opportunists who draw more and more into their fold worldwide, cutting and running when slowdowns in the market bubbles they create burst.
the potential for wide scale emplosion of the global economy is possible, of which none of the opportunist wealthy care at all about, nor will they, and that is what is the path for the future, of what is the ever increasing wider reaching devastation of these cycles we experience, which are directly proportional to the increasing welcoming of more speculation opportunists into the fold.
12 Trillion dollars in realestate holding value world wide has vanished in six months.
wow
now pay attention………..these values will restore to previous values within ten years, so hold on to them if you can.
this is what the smart opportunists of the banks know about the realestate holdings they have, of what is now a firesale grab back they welcome, of their knowing speculation of the future market for these cheap investments so many of you have been paying into, of what i call, a manipulated pawn for the banks(opportunists) to build apon their ever increasing financial empire.
increase the number of welcoming more opportunists into the fold, takes away from the working production produced in the world, where in time, the global economy will emplode, by means of the rapid retreating of so much necessary financial capital out of the corporate landscape, dynamics of both instantanious world wide reaction of the global markets, as well as the increasing vast amounts of capital moneys in the global corporate landscape these investors have no concern about, of what is children at play, no sense of responsibility or concern, where in court, it is called negligence.
there is a line that i call a point of no return, that will result in a global economic emplosion, which may be of this cycle, considering the massiveness of the recent six months of 12 trillion dollars in balance sheet adjustment realestate asset holdings literally vanishing.
well, actually, it has not vanished, the buildings are still standing there, so pretty some of these building you people build are.
what has vanished are the fudged market speculation bubble bursting values of these realestate holdings, is it not?
well, every single one of you, i don’t care who you are, or who you think you are, who had investment asset values vanish from your balance sheet portfolios, you are of the fold of opportunists in the world who have no concern for the potential impending emplosion of the global economy of the careless cut and run you all are of, and if it hurts and makes you sad, well, wait till you see what happens when a worldwide emplosion of the economy happens, because of the blinders you all have been wearing, who all naively got led into the fold.
Grass roots is exactly that, you plant a seed in the ground and it takes so many months for it to grow, at approximately the same rate year after year, and some of this force feed produce you all are creating is rather bland in taste, you morons.
may not be this cycle, however, without regulations, the cycle will come that will see a total economic emplosion in going past the point of no return.
insatiable desire increases over time, and is obviously insatiable in how blindly heartless all you rich are for the starving child in the world……….well ok, not all.
in business there are three perspectives, optimistic, realistic, and pesimistic.
realistic is the thinking consideration as regards investment rates of return, where optimistic speculation manipulation of market pricing thinking is linked to inflation rates for the bulk of the population of society, the working class.
honestly, i don’t see a slow down in global spending, maybe budget cutbacks of society spending, luxury items, the first to go.
I view all of society as a creature of habit, where year in and year out, they don’t really change their behaviour.
With that said, who are the pawns and who are the players?
Even the governments are no pawns, who have gotten lured into the fold of seemingly no one sure what is really going on.
as a scientest, i have to laugh, of the smarter monkeys wearing funnier clothing than the ones who don’t, thinking they are some how different than the bulk of the monkey population. lol
oh, sorry, human population………………..Darwin
have you seen the pictures of the hundreds of ships sitting in ports lately?
Shipping of world trade is way down, and hundreds of these ships are sitting there in the water. cool!
back in the times of farming 400 years ago, where the bulk of the population were all farming, we did not have density populations like that of say New York today, where the harshest experience a farmer would experience would be a bad crop year that cycles between bumper crop and bad crop severity which is not that severe, although today’s weather is getting bad.
These market swings are massive simply because of the dynamic lure of insatiable increase appetite, that draws more and more.
fine. we can do that. however;
We have to protect ourselves from ourselves with embracing realistic responsible growth rates!
problem solved
now somebody take me shopping damn it!!!!!!!!!!!
THE END!
this blog is like Naples
Find it strange that ask of your readers to ignore hatefull press concerning, yet throwing around comments about the suffering of Amy Winehouse and therefor her familiy and loved ones. It’s still so that most of the suffering in your life is caused by you yourself it seems as you are still not capabale to apply the wisdom you have achieved in the practise of your life.
the bridge between the male and female brain………..
well, how close is one when you feel as they do?
our egos tend to look for differences, of what is the nature of dominate survival ego modes.
argh………
i just finished a huge dissertation on this and the webpage blanked it during posting………….
ah well, like any dissertation of self-exploration, the truth is our understanding does not end.
for me, the male and female are not different, where all difference stem from the yet generation absurd social norms of boys and girls raised in forefather households we are all born into.
Jesus had more male companions than female companions, where some would say, on, he was gay, and yet, what most don’t know, is Jesus spent more time in comfort with his female companion Mary.
key word, comfort, as in more at ease being ‘real’ self comfortable with a female companions.
society raises boys to be tough, not to cry(boys cry!), to be these macho exteriors and not sensitive delicate effeminate(false, we are just as girls), and when you look apon the gay boys, they are more their ‘real’ self they always were, true to self in being ‘real’ self, of what is their pure feeling oh so delicate effeminate sensitive(to a fault for some) self, to the extent, some boys go thru the widely accepted process of becoming female.
boys naturally feel comfortable boys, and with exploration and time spent, well, some of the boys fearlessly fall into the delicate effeminate ‘real’ self, as though female, genuinely wanting the macho boy left behind(or is that from behind).
this discussion is a serious discussion of what Jesus felt just as we do, of all these countries where males are still of the false forefather teachings of boys in being dominate over inferior girls, or so they think.
To purely understand Jesus, one has to view Jesus from the immortal realm across all time, of his constant observations in descerning of what are all unwise false generational teachings of all children of God born into the forefather households, just as then, just as today.
it’s all a lie
i see both the male and female brain as the exactly the same, and in truth, of the most important thing we can feel about what has been of all this time here, is our feelings of feeling purely the same, not different.
so ya, i want to continue exploring!
can i come over?
You could have at least done it in a Gondola , through the canals of Venice that flow into the river of music, right into the heat of Venice,!
Well at least it wasn’t up shit creek without a paddle !
Viva La Vita, Senorita….
Viva Italia
& No Andy you cannot come over !
i seems awfully like i am working my way down this blog.
backward’s
sometimes forward
but mostly
in the middle
in the Now
who said i wanted 2?
boring boring boring yawn
ah, i slept so good last night!
uhuh!
yes, in the now!
oh sorry, one second……
“hello?”
“ya sure!”
“when & where?”
“ok, see you soon!”
“What did you say your name was again?” lol
get on your bikes and ride biyatches!
i love this remix!
http://www.imeem.com/brunosilva/music/fMbe0_8S/roman-pushkin-fat-bottom-girls-main-mix/
my bike is still sitting in the window on young street………….the most insane bike i’ve ever seen!
all covered in skulls
would love to ride it in the Dyke march!
you should see this bike, looks like it came ’straight’ out of hell! lol
fuck!
i can’t download songs on my mobil when in the basement bathrooms……….
3 miracles so far,
first; M’s hot lover, Jesus
second; The Band Coldplay – arnt’ they just the best ever
third; my eternal friendship.
oh one more
AnDy’s wonderous sincerly awsome wisdom.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=44xirQ55IgA
I love Coldplay yeh.. their sooooooooo cool..
Truly, a pure harmoniousness feeling with my divine child fearless spiritedness of none stop certainty self-confidence self-love feeling, ‘that’ of youthful free spirited joyfulness shining brightly within of love we purely feel like we yet do, of those purely of our eternal love we genuinely sincerely have for them and they us, of no effort at all when they are near, between the delicate pure ‘real’ self of both.
for sure, the opening of the strings in this song instantly open wide the soul of the divine child ‘real’ self there of us all, of what is the divine child constantly listening for the delicate purity soul love of another in likeness and form(awakening mirroring harmony purity love connectedness, 100% pure in feeling) of our own delicate pure ‘real’ self, of what is the constant yearning aspect of the divine child of God’s intuitive knowingness certainty hopefulness yearning to one day always feel in each passing moment the oh so blessed purity love we all feel like we feel, devoid of useless annoying doubtfulness of the falsehood nescient ego masks we sometimes all hide behind(afraidness that stems from the yet unwise divine child of so many of us unknowingly unattended, not yet purely wise of self-love, of what is evolving of the all)
yeah! i love this song, the instant i hear the opening of the strings, always have, still do, of what is eternal love friendship between the divine child of the all eternal.
so blessed is the feeling, yes?
a freeing sensibility of the divine child’s holy joyful spirit of endless eternal summer day happiness of ease at play!
for sure, this song is from a pure place, of where we all need to spend time dwelling, especially the artists of the world that are of purity love wise awakening harmonious evoking affect/effect/direct/indirect of the divine child BEcoming set free from all these useless annoying fearful binding in nature faslenesses that are not true of any divine child of the all, which the divine child of the all constantly is of intuitive knowingness certainty, of what is the core of their BEing that they love to dwell.
set boundaries and take time to purely dwell at ease of your divine child ‘real’ self, and let the purity love flawless healing feelings flow forth in all your devoted works, knowing without doubt, this is what is of God’s divine will of the divine child of the all eternal yet to come.
the divine child of the all is constantly always of the without doubt intuitiveness, and this is what is of the wisdom of the enlightened ones of the world who know without doubt(by means of practice meditative quieting of the mind experience) the light that flows thru the all, lifting of the all out of the generational mad flood, indeed, the light that is constantly flowing at all times in ‘real’ time as we speak, of say one who is there in this moment listening to this very song on the radio, purity love light that does alter and evolve the divine child today, who are of what is their own evolving glowing brightly purity love light of your attending nurturing like you do, that shines brightly into the eternal all future who are right now in this moment(instant jumping thru time), feeling what was of all of your blessed wise efforts of your entire life loved and lived.
cool eh?
ok, so wisely you know then what is of God’s divine will for sake of you, for sake of the eternal all, yes?
mmmmmmm……i am so addicted to English Breakfast tea with ‘real’ rich cream, 18%!
soooooooo yummy
~
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy’s eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
“Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!”
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can’t explain
Once you go there was never
Never an honest word
And that was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn’t believe what I’d become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can’t explain
I know Saint Peter won’t call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can’t explain
I know Saint Peter won’t call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
BE of blessed humble purity love compassion feelings you feel for so many divine children of God who are bound in dark fearlful binding oppression in the world, and be without doubt, your efforts are what is freeing of their blessed spirit eactly like your own.
BE of blessed courage of what you know to be true of your divine child ‘real’ self, in allowing the eternal day light shine within and out of you in your devoted works, of what is the wise divine child’s sacred wise understanding what is of the 1000 stringed instruments of God, where if i ask you, how many people in ‘real’ time in this moment are listening to this very song as we speak?
1000?
well, yeah, hello!
with an ass as cute as his, ya might wanna think abit bigger! lol
it is a blessed song
have not sat with the lyrics, but i purely feel the flowing of the light in the stringed instruments and voice
blessed is the wise understanding divine child YOU!
do you see and feel the wise divine child there dancing and spinning about of holy joyful love happiness they feel of another who is near, smiling brightly apon YOU?
who is the divine child you see and feel there like you do?
is it not YOU?
bless you
be without doubt in knowing it is you who are the wise divine child of God, and do not stray or become distracted from the wise focusing wisdom your divine child purely is without doubt of in all your devoted works yet to come, where each second is sacred unto God of eternal day light shining bright of the divine child of the all eternal
bless you bless you bless you all
when it comes to the no one being able to delay the wise divine child of God coming forth in the world lighting up of not just the world, but of the eternal all yet to come, purely it is the divine child YOU who is without doubt, ‘that’ no shall ever be able to delay what is constant yearning of your divine ‘real’ self, albeit, many there are who are able to delay YOU.
therefore BE the wise divine child of God who is without doubt of what is your focusing ability without doubt of the truth that is YOU in your wisely feeling the truth when you say, ” I am the way, the truth, and the life, of the eternal all yet to come for all eternity!”
truth of the eternal divine child YOU of the all eternal of which none shall ever be able to escape the truth of your wise purity love light shining brilliant radiant bright eternally!
cast all doubt from you that stems from the generational unwise mad flood that continues to drag so many precious loving divine children of God into destructive ruin, spiritual/physical death and oppression of what is of YOU!
for great is the oppression of so many yet to come.
BE wise, earnest, fearless, diligent, determined, dedicated and devoted, of the divine child of God’s holy joyful absolute carefree happiness spirited YOU, firstly, secondly for sake of the eternal all divine children of God, of what is wise understanding of where the BEginning is, there 2 is the end, always of starting with YOU!
and yes, YOU all infuence each other as artists, as well as politicians and leaders who feel the purity love of their own divine child of God.
at all times
where your heart is, there 2 is your treasure and your life, at all times
what you turn towards you BEcome, at all times
COMPREHENDYY?
God’s widom blesses the divine child eternal all yet to come thru YOU of what is YOU of the all eternal!
peace
love
daughter was telling me about YogoBoy she met recently, and this morning i saw a poster of YOGA advertising poster stapled on a telephone pole while out biking, and apon returning to the sanctuary, i introduced her to the Yoga instructor and Rieki master this morning, Catherine McFadden, who has her own studio and website…….
I am encouraging my daughter to cultivate/invite Yoga into her unbalanced life if she wants to get with YogaBoy, otherwise forget it, he is just way more balanced, calm and centered than you are for him, too toxic for him, naturally so, where you are of blessed native blood in your ease of natural greater ability in being in tune with your pure spirit, more so than others, of what is of my observations of most any native indians thruout my life.
i said to her, i believe God presents us with our soulmate(twin) lover in life for sake of both, for sake of the back to back(i always have your back) purity love bonding strength(without doubt) that maintains the sacred mirroring radiant brilliant bright eternal light of divine self eternal all.
and now God has presented you with YogaBoy, an 18 year old, who she does not realize she is too toxic for him at this time, albeit, their soulmate eternal light is what is drawing them towards one another.
she has to learn to purely speak and BEcome YogoBoys language, of where YogoBoy’s pure of heart dwelling place is that he too is cultivating/inviting himself in entering, their divine self-discovery-awareness and how one maintains this blessed pure place we know of, that the chaos limited thinking unwise world is not able to bring harm to our pure spirits, of what is the lacking comprehension ability to purely ’see us’ like we so purely love to do, without effort, at ease in purely consistently BEing our pure of heart divine ‘real’ self.
i said to her, this is it, you have a choice to make between the fucktard swaring all the time fearful gun toting knife weilding assholes you call friends, or YogoBoy who is clearly interested in you, drawn to your exquisite good looks and pure spirit like his own.
you have a choice to make, and you have to make it now, without hesitation.
fortunately, YogoBoy is exceedingly of exquisite good looks as well, truly beautiful, beyond words……….
~
i introduced him to a Yoga instructor and Rieki master this morning, Catherine McFadden, who has her own studio and website…….
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Catherine McFadden;
I am the proud owner and manager of The Holistic Way, which I began in 2003, and graduate of McGill University with a B.A. in Sociology and Psychology. Upon completion of my degree, I traveled extensively throughout Asia and credit this magical journey as the genesis for beginning my career as a Yoga instructor and Reiki Master. I have always had a strong desire to help bring a sense of calm, contentment, and balance to the stress and anxiety people in our society face, and started The Holistic Way as a way to help promote a sense of health, happiness, and well being.
When I began a regular Yoga practice I realized Yoga was a key to relaxation, balance, vitality, and a true connection with the inner self. As a teacher, I find much joy in sharing this practice with others and witnessing the positive transformations it brings to people’s lives. I lead my classes from the heart, and allow my intuitive and compassionate nature to guide me in giving my students a class that is healing, revitalizing, and strengthening. I strongly encourage developing a connection between the breath and movement as a way to let go, be present, and surrender the deeper healing benefits of the practice.
I am a Reiki Master/Teacher and have practiced the traditional Usui Method since 2002. I love the powerful, yet subtle, warmth and strength of Reiki’s healing energy, and take great pleasure in sharing this therapeutic energy with others, both through the treatments I give and the training I lead. To this day, I still marvel at Reiki’s ability to soothe and empower individuals and bring healing to any and all physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual ailments. I truly look forward to the day that Reiki has touched every household in the world.
From my love of the therapeutic qualities of both Yoga and Reiki, in 2004, I created Prana Yoga, a one-on-one healing technique that combines the healing touch of Reiki, with the therapeutic benefits of Restorative Yoga. Along with very deep healing, this modality brings about great clarity and release.
I love learning and look forward to a lifetime of continual growth and study. I give much thanks to my teachers and inspirations for all their wisdom and guidance – Xenia Splawinski, Maureen McBride, Cynthia Funk, Jonathan Austman, Hart Lazer, Kathryn Beet, David Swenson, Darby, and Paul Grilley.
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their are no coinsidences……..
Coincidence is the noteworthy alignment of two or more events or circumstances without obvious causal connection. The word is derived from the Latin co- (“in”, “with”, “together”) and incidere (“to fall on”). In science, the term is generally used in a more literal translation, e.g., referring to when two rays of light strike a surface at the same point at the same time. In this usage of coincidence, there is no implication that the alignment of events is surprising, noteworthy or non-causal.
A coincidence does not prove a relationship, but related events may be expected to have a higher index of coincidence. Probability is the basic tool, or method, to rationally evaluate coincidences. In the field of mathematics, the index of coincidence can be used to analyze whether two events are related. From a statistical perspective, coincidences are inevitable and often less remarkable than they may appear intuitively.
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YogaBoy meet YogaGirl!
~
speaking of witch, you still wanna marry ‘me’ ?
i mean beyond our spiritual marriage, you know, the bumping and grinding of uglies together physical marriage?
ok, i concede, i am not your type, or perhaps i am your more pure type you are so afraid of insecure about.
personally, i feel my arms around your petite body i love so much like i do, of what is my type, slender, trim, perfect ass, perfect tits, perfect fit, why the fuck am i so flipflop, fuck, i need to go drown my ass somewhere, get grounded and centered before i am any good for anyone, including my self…….
[fuck fuck fuck! AndYY grumples as he/she walks away yet again, not knowing if he/she is cuming or going, always yearning to be cuming with someone other than her/his self, which sometimes is better alone than awkward inexperienced others, which he/she senses you are not, a freak in the sheets like 'me']
made ya smile
i do purely spiritual connect love you, and i don’t know what the fuck to do about it…………….
terrifies me somedays, the running away, the inner turmoil i find myself contending with………
there has to be more than sex for two people to purely love being together, where i feel maturity is what is the key.
i keep hoping one day you invite me to your world where i am able to be of what i already am, open minded, welcoming of what you have learned over so many decades of what purely obviously has/is working for you, where we can easily grow together as one of what we constantly yearn to do like we have, obviously the light somedays between us, your pure self-love lover self-esteem like my own, the freak in the sheets who loves sex as much as i do, argh, too much somedays, is there such a thing?
my stream of conscious constant flowing run on sentences are amazing somedays yes?
why not fuck me and decide later?
i know i purely want to, been along long time, getting longer as each day passes………what?
lol
‘that’ 2
you know the average male penis grows one inch every ten years?
hmmmmmm……let’s see, at 16, Mike had a ……………………so today it wood be like………..OMG
argh…………see what i mean?
i trip myself, and yet, i feel purely sexually drawn to you as well.
[scene cuts to Will and Grace,
Jack, "What's behind that door?
Karren, "What door honey?
10 seconds of silence pass as they stare at one another
Karren, "Oh, that's not a door silly!"
Jack, WHAT"S BEHIND THAT DOOR]
LOL
those two should have their own fucking show, who outshine everyone else………..
Best of Karen Walker
utube it
i love that video!
i do see my female self
has a vogue sensibility in the dancing and posing
i like the spirit of the female male equality before one another of genuine pure in feeling sincerity that the dancers vibrate within of their sheer ecstacy joy, so purely spiritually in the moment of their self-love bodies of sweet anticipation sexual exploration building up, no different for either the female or the male in feeling, looking to merely be together, naked, of what is true of both.
i do 100% believe that the female and male brain sex sensual stimulation activity that we feel, is identical for both the male and female……….but how are we ever to know the pure truth of this, scientifically speaking?
100% same
where it has always been the lame brains of previous generations in all their shortsightedness.
no me
i know my body perfectly well
been exploring it along time!
and i do 100% believe BOTH female and male sexual behaviour is primal innate within both male and female brains, however latent one may be, it is there within us all.
and i do think we were once of both sexes at one time, able to reproduce on our own, without having to rely on the lame lover fucking someone else!
LOL
why do i do that?
any time i get an opportunity to jab you, i do!
maybe i really am turning into Karen and Jack?
argh…….
watched the film, ‘friends with money’
has a relaxed ordinary ‘real’ life YOU sensibility to it
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you know, we all came thru high school(ok, most of us), and i look around and everyone is caught up in this or that, and i shake my head, we are like a bunch of idiots in so many ways, with all our dumb attitudes of status quos, all playing some endless mindless game of sorts, seemingly no one of the sacred value purity love within left unattended like they are, their insensitivity with one another, in their professional and personal worlds, so self absorbed to a fault, it’s like, “What is wrong with everyone, so cold, so spiritually distant, asleep, as though waiting on some miracle of sorts, there just under the fearful layers yearning to surface, bubbling up of the sweet fun easy going lovers we all were in high school, calm, at ease, wanna smoke a joint?”
lol
if you have not seen it, watch it, takes ya back
there is underlying seeking sensibility constantly there, yearning to be set free to just be the ever so happy confident fun loving lover souls we yet all are, arn’t we?
i am
my two year sabatical that does not seem to wanna end, growing so pure within each day passing……..
two pure spirits in attendance with me now, Jesus and Mary
feels so blessed their constant love halo knowingness certainty without doubt that i feel between them, of time standing still……….eternally
it’s growing within more and more
i love it
like i always felt before, exactly the same then, now
wanna smoke another one?
nah, i don’t smoke weed, i jest
although i did now and then back then, maybe i…………
nah
i gotta get out of this house, the addicts are using, when they are not supposed to be, acting like pack wolves with me at times, their intimidation with me that i don’t say anything, the drugs subconsciously controling them, not them controlling the drugs, asleep, submerged, the fearful masks……….scares me some days, and yet i am not really afraid of them, seeing thru their self created imaginary fear that grips them like it does, of who ever bashed in their self-esteem along life’s road, so scared over with their behavioural mask manifestions of a frightened child within…………
still, i don’t trust them at all
not when they are using
like trying to make sense with an alcoholic who is drunk………pointless to say anything
i dont know what to say, tranny andy, don’t like to give a man mum advice on how to raise their own kid’s but no doubt if you tell not to do it she will, or she’ll just say well you did it andy ( running around the Getto in a Stiletto) so i can do it too ! what answer you going to give to that one.
Just be loving & honest to her, tell her about the consequences of your own decision’s in life, like abandoning your soulmate 15yrs ago dumping them on the street after the cab ride to fend the world for them self then comming back 12yrs later pony tail between your pride & finding everyother God damn exscuse in the book to abandon them again like hello anyone there ??
hello ??
oh Hi…
Bi
I might be a fairy
but i’m still candy
you are still sweetly pure within, i know
so am i
still processing thru the years of protective layers built up like we all do, all of the constant yearning seeking in purely surrendering with another, friends and/or lovers, of no element of doubt between them, obviously so of their hearts beaming brightly, hand and in hand on a beach somewhere, anywhere, the constant flowing energy between the two wise souls who know what is of seperation between others, between their own divine self and truth, the submerging, the manifesting useless masks, the constant divine trusting child within that wants to trust 100%, an intutitive knowingness certainty within, of the beginning, of the door we all came thru, the womb of God, lacking the wise descerning wisdom, yet all of ability to come fully into the wise divine self-awareness wisdom(light) of God’s divine will that is subconsciously drawing the divine child of God of eternall all, of what has escaped most divine children of God for how long? how many millenia? does anyone know what is going on? the universe so vast, what is it?
what is going on?
what is this place?
none of us know
none of any in the past have known anything about what is this place, the universe we look apon.
we don’t know
of all perplexing curiousity, that is the single greatest one i ponder, knowing i too will likely pass thru this place, not ever knowing……….
getting back to what i do know, well, i am of the Yoga instructor and Rieki master in coming fully into aquaintance with my divine child of God’s eternal light, of that day i was sitting there and 100% felt the pure eternal day light of my divine child of God, still racked with fear, but not bound, his 100% knowingness that all the useless fear he was feeling was all of the unwise world he came into, of God’s divine wisdom that has gradually been freeing his pure spirit out of all the useless back biting annoying unwise words of others, they too asleep unknowingly in the binding ignorances of the unwise world we all entered to from the womb of God, my pure compassion now that i have for all, like your own, your seeking of one who is as wise, a friend and/or lover you too seek comfort with, eternal comfort, devoid of doubt, without doubt, as am i
i want to come free of any doubt of others, including yours, thinking today may be the day, of either coming towards or walking away
and yet, eternal wisdom of God, is exactly that, of eternal patience, not so much in God’s lacking wisdom in self-awareness wisdom, of truth that does not change, eternal patience of Alpha and Omega, exactly the same in the beginning as in the end, as in the end result of the eventual processing that is of………….now make sure you 100% get this……….is of eternal processing, generations of generations, likewise ALL of the gradual awakening into the nurturing protective divine wisdom halo, that is without doubt for me, the kingdom of heaven perspective, of what is the constantly healing feeling love flowing devoid of the unwise afraid doubtful masks we all tend to hide behind, 100% normal for all of what is God’s 100% unchanging compassion, of God’s knowingness of the wisdom light that is drawing the eternal divine child eternal all yet to come fully into the wisdom halo kingdom of heaven.
i’d rather die than lose your purity of love friendship of the pure sweetness i know of, but i cannot starve myself of love with another that is of my constant knowingness certainty seeking like your own, of surrendering to one who is purely comfortable compatibility with me, of us both of the exceeding radiant brilliant bright eternal day light feeling 100% blessed that we met
what to do
what to say
time to go
time to stay
time running out
i want to play
i am done with uncertainty
no way
i know who i am
who i deserve
someone wise like ‘me’
today, tomorrow
it’s an eternal process of eternal all
and i am of God’s wisdom without the unwise world’s useless doubtful seperation fear in the kingdom of heaven wise halo perspective……….100%
i faulter some days, weak and weary at times, but i am growing more and more in the purity confidence, ‘that’ of oneness exact sameness of Jesus
something i have been observing of my divine self for sometime now, the first rays of light i felt as a child of three or four, a vision i had then
i am classmate of eternal all yet to come, a devoted student who gave his heart mind body spirit and soul to Jesus and God, of my own desire to do so
i don’t say this out of spite
no
i say it of what is the surrendering i did alone before Jesus and God, that opened wide my soul to 100% trust Jesus and God, the spirit realm that has opened for me
the angels are teaching ‘me’ about ‘me’
it is a chamber i dwell in unafraid, surround by angel spirits all around, thousands of them, of those who came before us perhaps, i do not know, only that they are all there purely in oneness sameness as i am, of what is purity love introspecting i am of in the macro thinking laboratory of my mind halo perspective that continues to evolve in divine self-awareness truth wisdom
i am not hear to condemn any soul, rather to bring forth what is of the halo perspective wisdom light that clearly reveals the binding unwiseness of another just like me who came into this world from the womb of God, all past present future
yes, i do know who i am, of God’s sacred wisdom that God is wise of the drawing in light that has drawn me to 100% trust with Jesus and God, where Jesus too was merely a student like us all, an adult child who became less and less afraid of the purity love intuitive he too was born with, all of us, 100% harmoniousness within the core of our being.
it is God’s divine will wisdom light that is drawing eternal all into macro thinking halo wisdom perspective…………….
THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
without doubt
i want to be of open minded friendship with you, fun loving and true
but you want to run with others
so what choice do i have
but to walk away and find another
yeah sure, friends we can and always shall be
but like everyone, we have our needs met, intimately with others.
as though i am asking for the world it feels like some days, when in truth, it is the joy within all of us who come into the lovers chamber with one another.
are you standing with me holding my hand yet?
no
you are with someone else, where you want to be, not with me
i feel it with my whole body
the turning towards
the walking away
cannot stay
without lover’s play
all the world a stage
how long to tame a shrew?
how long to say i do?
i am a student
and i have not revealed my entire body of wisdom to any as yet
there is just so much writting done and yet to do
of my on going fearless interpretation ability i came into awareness after surrending to Jesus what belongs to Jesus, my heart mind body spirit and soul, without doubt, the most wise adult child of us all, his spirit i now feel with me, dwells with me daily
i don’t speak of it much, fearing the lunatic back biter annoying useless absurd ego driven nashing of teeth outside the door of the kingdom of heaven halo sanctuary i dwell in
ya, i know who i am becoming
i have for some time now
why i seek wise others in their own realm of exceeding wisdom they invited to themselves, my Rieki masters and such, and you
what to say
go or stay
i don’t really care any more
for the uncertainty that grips anyone
yeah, i am compassionate for them
and yeah, i know their fear binding dark ignorances well
but i am still learning the exceeding grace healing ability of Jesus, that awakens the divine child within all, and i have had the sacred previlige of meeting the most wise minds on the planet, like my therapist, of three university degrees, and entire life spent in the field, who just retired this month, who wants to work for you, alongside me
your invite decision to make, of dear friend along life’s road who likewise has been drawn into the light by God, thru others, eternal others before us all, of what is our without doubt knowingness certainty of affect/effect/direct/indirect that spans across all generations past present future
i am in my sanctuary
a friend who is of dilberation to leave behind my body for work for this world
but here is what i know, of what i have been saying all along, without doubt, i know, what it is Jesus said to reach for that he could not reach, because of the horrific brutal ruling roman empire binding unwise shit for brains generational bound fear mongers that any divine child who entered into this world with the misfortune of being born into an unwise forefather household, like that of the insatiable fire desire of wealth family who too was unknowingly born into a generational forefather household, on and on it goes…………
reaching for what is clearly obvious of the divine child who came before you all this time, in his open expressing intutive certainty he fearless turned toward in fully BEcoming………HOLY JOYFUL ABSOLUTE CAREFREE HAPPINESS SACRED MIRRORING WISE NURTURING PROTECTIVE DIVINE ‘REAL’ SELF ETERNAL LIGHT OF THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN PURITY LOVE WITHOUT UNWISE BINDING DOUBTFUL CHAINS BROKEN!
a spirit that cannot be broken by any, however weary i may appear at times, any wonder why, you need wonder any longer, and i know you don’t, your divine sweet self fearlessly reaching for what i too constantly yearn(ed) for all this time………………
YOU!
you can trust ‘me’
i am not hear to bring harm to your spirit
rather to wisely free it
if once together, it would not ever be me who would betray you
i know my wise self
100%
running towards love devoid of doubt, that comes with the exceeding holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of two blessed divine spirits surrendering between the two, of their intuitive subconscious constant yearning seeking to do so, without doubt of their feelings for the other………..where we both belong, together, either with each other, or another, but stay on the fence, well, it wanes after awhile, horribly so if you must know, tears i cry all the time like i do
knowing you too do at times
you decide for you
i cannot walk away from you
your happiness is my reward
with another or with me
purely free to always just BE
where we intuitively know where we both belong
without doubt
so take time, however long you need, in coming fully into your fearless ‘real’ self and commit to whatever decision for you and i
and even then, who knows what next year may be for either of us evolving
we are friends for sure, without doubt
and both of us are evolving towards fearlessness without doubt in the kingdom of heaven devoid of useless generational unwise doubt
perhaps my body work you have not seen is what keeps us apart
which would take time for one to internalize
not something that can be rushed
my devotion is to all eternal divine children yet to come
beyond this generation yet bound in generational unwise distraction away from divine self-awareness wisdom halo kingdom of heaven perspective yet being ushered in by eternal all generations past present future
the realm where time stands still
is where you can find ‘me’
i could use your assistance
and yet perhaps that would lend to distraction of my ongoing work
i don’t know
and somedays i just want to run and have playful fun with a lover
feeling perhaps that is the most sacred thing of all i can do
or hey, how about both, you and me, lovers eternal set free to just BE what we both have been denying our ‘real’ self to always be
it frightens me to think of how happy i know i would be with you, so i don’t allow myself to think that way often
saving it for a day of tangible certainty of your hand in mine
real
ya, i need real with someone
enough is enough
time for real
got to get real
i am real
this out of body experience is painful for me, the uncertainty that keeps me out of my body, yearning to get back into my body
ya i know, whacked! lol
hey, you should try being me, watching you prance around with who ever
it hurts feeling i have to walk away, cannot stay where i am not happy
you have to let me go
or let me know
what you want need think and feel, same as i do, same as anyone
bless you bless you bless you all
you have been of great assistance for me in getting grounded and centered
this i know
and i want to continue in the direction we have been running 2
bless you
i am accepting that we do have a body type that works for us, or perhaps is what i am trying to convince myself of
where what truly matters is comfort compatibility of surrendered spirits of two in their sancturary of divine self-awareness knowingness certainty devoid of doubt
i ask
what do you want need think and feel as regards ‘me’
i yet want need think and feel you
have not let go yet
i cannot
already tryed
cannot go against truth of divine you
eternal truth
and yet without happiness, my spirit dies
i don’t want to die
and my WILL is not to
not possible
of what is of any shooting arrows at a target in the dark they do not see(comprehend) of who is ‘me’
and so i wait
and so we grow
on and on our spirit constantly flows
into the eternal future that is constantly there
“OH FOR FUCK SAKES, SOMEONE WAVE A MAGIC WAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
poof, you’re a frog! lol
rib it
rib it
hey, every hear the mating call of frogs?
i grew up with a pond behind the house, frogs mating none stop.
it’s the frog in ‘me’
rib it
a frog knows what it constantly wants
even in the dark
rib it
oh fuck, snakes!!!!!!!!!
remember that picture of the moving snake thing?
i found it on my computer the other day
truly amazing we are, so incredibly remarkable we all are hear in what we call a Universe we all entered into from the womb of God, none of us knowing anything about what is this place?
i just enjoy it along side you forever more holding your hand of our combined inner happiness set free to always be where i have longed to be, constantly loved and loving of all exclaiming, “What is wrong with those 2″
that song by coldplay, ‘Fix You’, gets to me, of how i sometimes feel, insecure in not knowing what direction you and i heading in, not wanting go apart, the calm completely surrendered me of exceeding grace standing before you, blessed tears falling of my inner joy that you finally came for what i have always wanted, oh god, how happy i would be that you feel the same as ‘me’
http://www.imeem.com/people/EFCNj-m/music/1jWZPcSd/coldplay-fix-you-remix/
when you love someone purely without doubt like that of your fearless embracing of your own emotional honesty certainty devoid of the useless unwise doubt, well, i say hold on to it, let flow and grow within, until the day comes you do fully surrender to what you want need think and feel for another, who ever they may be
i want you to be happy in this way, love without doubt
just i too know what i want need think and feel within of how i am purely able to love another completely without doubt
this ability is intuitive ability, true of us all, merely of lacking wisdom that is able to break the binding generational chains that sets our pure spirits free for one another
we would make a great team, yes?
so powerful
beyond any yet of this world
i do know it is of God that i came to you
without doubt
and i feel you know more about this than i
in whatever evolving way you have grown wise in
you choice of deliberate words you utter, reveal this to me
also reveals to me the depth of love you have for me
so is it true?
you want need think feel for ‘me’ as i do you?
someone needs to tell me soon
“ROSIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“GET IN HEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE SAYING?”
~ my Karen/Jack moment lol
i love the way the piano opens with that song
so calm and pure
i love piano
as much as guitar
the lifting up of spirit of self, self of another, something i want to learn more how to play and compose
obviously, im scared
of the future
for the future of self, self of all
and yet, intuitively i know where i constantly yearn to belong, where i am, embracing my pure WILL, of Jesus, of God, of eternal truth of all yet to come
ya, i do know, what you too know, of what is growing within, fearless taking over more and more
saw the ex this morning
he moved on with another now
said to him, “Be Happy”
knowing i failed him
as a friend and lover
so precious he was and yet is to me
ya, i did/do love him
always
don’t ever want to see him cry again, of what was my immature irresponsible approach with him, in taking ownership of the truth i was with him, the career path that distracted me away from him, i am the blame, the abaondonment shame, the one without flame, the lover no longer contains, no longer lame, but not without name
lol
fuck, why do i cry so much
still healing after all these years
necessary
i woke up crying Sunday morning
of a dream i was dreaming
so pure the blessed tears feel for me
felt the presence of Jesus so pure within me, 100% in feeling, my oneness sameness compasson with him, the knowingness wisdom centering groundedness that keeps growing, the pure inner grace so calm and true, like before in my youth or rural settings, only now i am wise of so much of the fear binding blinding chains of divine self eternal all, of time stands still across all generations past present future, of what is my channeling connection with the pure spirit of Jesus and Mary
there is more than meets the eye with regards to the invisible spirit realm
and it has opened wide for me, by means of flawless healing feeling is how one sees with clarity into the spirit realm that is constantly there all around us, the generational unknowing snare of so many souls before me all around, i am there purely with them, of their not knowing i am there in a way they cannot comprehend……..yet
it is by means of falling thru fear into fearlessness that one is able to purely feel the flawless healing exceeding graceful feelings of divine self of eternal all past present future
where past meets future in the present
constantly
at all times
of every influence or lack there of towards light or darkness, all of wise descerning truth of both, is what is of Jesus and God’s wise divine WILL wisdom nurturing awakening protective eternal halo kingdom of heaven being ushered in by God thru us all.
trust me when i say, most are not aware of the spirit realm that is constantly there, of God who is with us at all times, of what is lacking spiritual comprehension
just as we know nothing about what is this place?
so too it is with the spirit realm that escapes comprehension
some say imagination
i used to
but then so much revealing has occured over decades, where i stopped denying the truth of what i was feeling, where i was running to, within us all, it is there, intuitively, merely lacking articulation wisdom that is able to assist, awaken, nurture and protect from the generational binding blinding ignroance snarings.
bless you
“Who goes there?”
“Announce yourself before God!”
“What is it you enquire of?”
“Speak the truth before all who have gathered!”
“Do you know who i am?”
“Do you know why i have come?”
“You who think you are so wise in all your obvious unwiseness that is hurtful for your divine self, self of another, cast from you the cup of bitterness they offer you to drink from and drink from the cup that is being measured out for you to drink from in your entering into the kingdom of heaven wise halo perspective!”
lol
i good story teller i know i am
without them necessarily knowing at first what i am saying, or who is saying it
lol
who i am becoming of, who i look to, not a master, no, someone who 100% knows i am of the oneness sameness ability as their own, their faith in ‘me’
“Do you know who?”
“i am?”
“OMG i really am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
“fuck, this calls for a celebraction!”
LOL
i just want someone to love
“Who wants to love ‘me’?
“One at a time please, and no pushing damn it!”
“Children come first in the kingdom of heaven!”
bless you all
cell of re action
lol
the greatest prison of all, the mind
well ok, i guess i should get to publishing the writings
still writing it though
without want of fame or fortune, no, what God warns against, merchants of God who make what is beyond value of all the riches as though worth something of gold or silver, no, what is freely giving of any artist, musician, what they feel purely within in their pure desire to want you to feel what is of them so flawless healing and feeling
that is the true mark of an artist, musician, and writers alike
so many mediums to choose from
all of the same ability to convey
i say combine them all into one like film attempts to do
and yet, there is something no film or art is ever able to convey, do you know what it is?
how Jesus felt during the days he hung apon the cross, of the eternal door surrendering he step thru, out of this physical realm he knew he was leaving behind, setting his pure spirit free, in a wise knowing pure way of sacred mirroring he knew he was mirroring of, the ugliness of the hypocrisy heart constantly there all around him
i saw myself on the cross next to him one day, of us both looking at one another, feeling the truth of all those blindly around us, their apathetic mad flood ignroance
ya, you have no idea how pure that felt with him, an eternal knowingness certainty happy in being beside him, my fun loving spiritedness laughing i am with Jesus at times, the purity love of it all i feel like i do, that is so sacred in wisdom that breaks the generational chains so painfully binding of so many precious souls we long eternally to set free, and do
my intimate meditative relationship with Jesus i don’t speak of much, the purity of visions and dreams i have, my purity love will turning towards Jesus, feeling of no other place i want to ever be found, how much do profoundly absolutely without doubt do love Jesus, and the love Jesus purely has for ‘me’
for us all
ONEness FREEing WISDOM of the divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul eternal all truth
the most humbling feeling of all that i purely have felt and feel, is Jesus blessing ‘me’ for being ‘me’ with others, from beyond the grave, truly i tell you, he is constantly there with ‘me’
without doubt
as i am with Jesus
eternal feelings that span across all generations of time stands still
our without doubt comprehension i continue to internalize that most are obivious to of what we are of faith in all, merely their unknowingness of the unwise world they too entered into like our own, of how others do not purely see/feel the spirit of the adult child Jesus became, that he too eventually grew into divine self-awareness, of his own ability of fearless opening of the channel with God’s spirit that was teaching him along the path he walked, just as all of us are walking apon, the same of all generations in evolving entering into the kingdom of heaven halo perspective God is ushering in thru the eternal all
and for good reason
i mean look at all the wretchedness yet of this world
sickens some days, i have to look away and go dance
love listening to Def Leppard
of high spirited happiness within of a wise child running in knowingness certainty without doubt of others who may not feel what i feel, that only happiness is all any of us purely constantly want to feel at all times.
and it is possible for those who wisely surrender to BEing their divine self, living in the present……….
what were you asking again?
ok, let me get back to you that
~
i dont know what to say, tranny andy, don’t like to give a man mum advice on how to raise their own kid’s but no doubt if you tell not to do it she will, or she’ll just say well you did it andy ( running around the Getto in a Stiletto) so i can do it too ! what answer you going to give to that one.
~
well, DOILY down street Biyatches, but when it comes to unwise decision making suffering consequences of your lameass taking ownership of YOUR DECISIONS that is of YOUR DAY, well, don’t expect mama to feel sorry for you when you do, in staying with you in a stuck fucked co-dependant toxic fucking annoying cycle behavioural that is your shit, not mine……..TAXI!!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously, i don’t enable dysfunctionals
nope
feel your own decision making people
YOUR BLESSED DAY according to YOUR DECISIONS
constantly always YOURS
feel it, grieve it, let go of YOUR unwiseness cup handed to you by others, peer pressure, drink from a healthy cup choice that no one can ever take away from you, the eternal cup Jesus holds out to YOU, who is just like YOU!
no different in any way
other than wisdom
and if not, well, your unwiseness serves as truth of unwiseness before all eternal
TRUTH WITHOUT DOUBT WISDOM in the kingdom of heaven all around Biyatches!
that none are able to escape from
even the fool who thinks(denial) they can, their asleep in ignorance binding blinding they are not aware of like so many
so frightening so many of you have been to ‘me’
well, get ready fuckers, as Jesus and i take to announce to eternal all filling of their cups of what has been and yet is the single greatest common denominator that hinders your pure spirits from BEcoming set free from the illness of heart generational snarings, LACKING DESIRE FOR GOD’s ETERNAL DIVINE SELF-AWARENESS WISDOM HALO NURTURING AWAKENING PROTECTING HEALING WISE PERSPECTIVE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN LOVE DEVOID OF USELESS DOUBT!”
i was sailor, lost at sea…………………..
people don’t comprehend pure light that eminates thru enlightened wise ones who cultivate and turn towards within of their divine enlightening evolving BEcoming divine eternal day light self that does shine as though to light up the entire world………….well, get this everyone, it light’s up the entire eternal future.
so if you are seeking motivational empowerment on par with the sun shining above, then you are of fearlessly turning towards what God’s knows is true within you left unattended of what is God’s divine wise constant knowingness of YOU!
it’s not ‘me’, it’s the eternal day light of God thru ‘me’ as one who gave his life to Jesus and God to have, wisely so, of what was my own evolving awareness path as was of Jesus in his becoming without doubt of the truth all around us of just how obvious all these untruth behavioural masks are and such.
apon a beach where time stand still thinking of you is where you can always find ‘me’, merely of what is true of us all eternal, to constantly BE of our flawless healing feeling divine child of God’s eternal heart mind body spirit and soul
i mean who did you think i was anyway?
God?
no, i am God’s child
we all R
eternally
the divine child of God constantly there in the future who is feeling what was of our entire life path from beginning to end that they are feeling
be without doubt of affect/effect/direct/indirect truth of this
eternal truth
not something one can ever become victorious over
not possible
although we do think immaturely at times away from our divine eternal day light divine self who is not at the helm from time to time, merely of any who are likewise in process evolving BEcoming fully of their divine child of God’s wisdom halo constant yearning wanting needing thinking and feeling as what……………i am
i am……..BE Cause………..we R
only love
and if not, well who has time for you sorry lameass lamer shamer blamer flamer no name containers?
lol
there is relentless and then there is AndYY who has not had sex with a loving soulmate lover in how long?
i don’t know, i don’t feel i ever met my soulmate yet
but i do feel their presence with me as we speak
is that someone YOU?
love waits
for what love constantly yearns and is
LOVE
am i alone in who knows what love constantly is?
i already know i am not
so why hide?
from YOU!
from ‘me’
the one you can easily see andy time you feel like ‘me’
lol
oh great, i put them all to sleep again!
fuck
hey you, wake up!
im trying to make sense of this……..
“One who bears a lack(ing) does not conceal it because someone possesses what the other lacks.”
ok, one who bears a lack(ing) does not conceal it because they cannot conceal the obvious truth in their body language lacking we see/feel
but what does some possesses what the other lacks have to do with the one who lacks?
sacred mirroring, yes?
ok, makes sense now
ever notice how another becomes their own grace while you are with them, more so than your observations of them when they are with someone else?
sacred mirroring of their obvious lacking that does at first appear have as a fear aura around them that diminish with their processing(unknowingly for some), of what is sacred mirroring affect/effect/direct/indirect
yes?
hmmmm…..makes sense now
wanna dance?
hey, you ever see how some people……….
[AndYY and M walk off arm in arm on the beach chatting endlessly eternally of all their studies and findings they both became well aquainted with of time spent in researching divine eternal self yet left unattended, playful in laughter of them all not knowing what the fuck they are rambling on and on about, all the while about them]
lol :rmgreen:
forever Biyatch!
hey, what’s behind that door?
denied denied access approved
lol
love it
~
Just be loving & honest to her, tell her about the consequences of your own decision’s in life, like abandoning your soulmate 15yrs ago dumping them on the street after the cab ride to fend the world for them self then comming back 12yrs later pony tail between your pride & finding everyother God damn exscuse in the book to abandon them again like hello anyone there ??
hello ??
oh Hi…
Bi
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am
thank you for noticing
what’s behind that door? lol
i did not abandon you, not ever, merely of what you already were that i was for 15 years with family, not believing enough in myself that you might actually wanna have sex with ‘me’ until i eventually became you
i really didn’t know until you said, “i don’t wanna get hurt.”
it all made sense to me after ‘that’
that you secretly did love me all this time
you really should sashayed up to me incognito and chatted me up
please don’t tell me you did
stalker
was that you?
nah, i jest with you
although i did feel you near at times………….stalking ‘me’
Biyatch!
i don’t think the daughter has had enough of her own unwise decision making yet, fearful that she has not gotten of the potential train wreck of the bridge out up ahead for her should she stay on it
pray for her is all i ask
i do truly love her
and she knows it
eternally
but how long can watch a loved one be of their own tormenting unwise decision making that hurts us like it does, like an parent feels for the precious child
mom knows
dad too
brothers and sisters all
bless you
ok, i get what you are saying
i was not wisely evolved at the time 15 years ago to where i am now, without arrogance(yet processing), and i know you know what i am talking about.
it is your purity love like my own that draws us together, yes?
ok, so now what, we are this in each other
no more excuses then
i can wait
and i am yet processing letting go healing of recent relationship that ended, although no relationships ever end in the kingdom of heaven
wanna ride?
love this song
http://www.imeem.com/brunosilva/music/fMbe0_8S/roman-pushkin-fat-bottom-girls-main-mix/
our bike is still sitting in the window
out front in pride we shall ride
you drive
im too sissyfied afraid of the damn thing
you should see this damn bike
covered in crosses and spikes all over it
blue paint
just north of Wellesley street on Yonge st
better get it before it is go forever into the abyss
without doubt hesitation that yet grips YOU, not ‘me’
hey, why not ride up on it to meet with ‘me’ Biyatch, leather clad, thinking you are so butch
well ok, you may be a bit more butch than ‘me’ with those arms, but who inspired who?
we both did
constantly
“COME ON DAMN IT, STEP UP or SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!
this is the last year i am going to wait
if not this year, then it won’t be happening
[AndYY starts building a wall again to hide behind so she cannot see him watching her]
you look awesome in leather bi the way!
hot hot hot
lesbians will be like, “WHO THE FUCK ARE THOSE TWO?”
you dressed like a boy
‘me’, well, a girl of course!
that looks like you!
keep them guessing what we purely are about forever
their lacking
come on, im serious this time, fully commited
you let me down, you let you down
don’t let you down
i am worthy of your constant love
you are worthy of my constant love
where together, “YA BETTER STAND BACK BIYATCHES, CAUSE THESE BIYATCHES ARE FUCKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
lol
skulls are the generational symbol for all deathful unwiseness, spiritually, of who ever they were/are in their fate binding unwiseness past present future unfolding of eternal bound together as one in real time
of time stands still comprehension, ‘that’ of Jesus, God and all those who enter fully into the oneness sameness faith Jesus and God have of YOU ALL eternally there in this moment.
bless you bless you bless you all
come on
i wanna ride with YOU!
God knows i do
and has known for along time
no joking around hear
some days i feel as though i am more fearless than you in my being my pure self
of my wise effort to fearless do so, the product of all my meditation
i am not perfect, tatered abit, the manifestations that come and pass
getting centered grounded is my objective
for sake of ‘me’ first, others second
no good to anyone other’wise’
no pun intended
[AndYY spins around fearlessly singing in front of her, "I don't care, where i go, when im with you.]
do think i am chessy some days?
you don’t laugh when i cry, do you?
we don’t, nor should anyone
not purely true of any heart, is it?
the divine child who need our combined strength of the power of love of the all that is lifting the all out of hell into wise compassionate loving kingdom of heaven love devoid of doubt eternal shining radiant brilliant bright holy joyful absolute carefree happiness eternal day light shining so bright into the darkest hearts who purely awaken and feel the nurturing loving protective divine eternal day light of eternal all there in this moment of the eternal future happiness of all constantly eternally there feeling who we all were and R.
bless you bless you bless you all
i think i pushed you away so that you would feel what you needed to purely feel, praying it is true of love i have, true of you 2
what’s behind that door?
love waits
by means of a pure knowingness of the other
when grace is lacking
it causes our contraction to smallness(es) in a graceless (untrue painful) place(of processing thru)
of what is the finding of the Light of Truth revealing divine self-awareness(meditative awareness eventual surrendering to feel purely within the lacking smallness(es) we may have unintentionally been of, the afraid masks one hides behind)
Light which arises BE Cause it is constant(100% pure energy) that most people are afraid to turn towards within them that is of the constant yearning of the divine child of God within us all, an aspect that does not change with anyone, intuitively born within the core of their being)
you drunk enough yet to go on a date with ‘me’?
on a beach where we belong……….Together, under a full moon, the tranquility of exceeding inner grace and tenderness so pure in feeling blessed like we love to feel
ya, i know you
hmmm…….this has got to be the longest amount of time i have spent in trying to get a date with someone……..a date with ‘me’, the ‘real me’ that has always loved you from afar, always of delight everytime i say you, still am
always
and if are ‘truly’ happy with another, well, i am happy for you both i guess, the boy within who will one day let go of his dreams of you
omg, that is so open of me
may as well reveal my hand
all aces!
GAY LESBIAN BISEXUAL TRANSWHATEVER
lol
and you?
oh, that’s not fair, you stacked the deck
i don’t want to play with you any more
you cheat!
lol
it’s like the last step up i am taking, hoping you are still standing there patiently waiting
why toss in the towel now after all this time?
i have alot you have yet to learn
and likewise ‘me’ of you, that you too can teach ‘me’
come on
on last step and we are there
forever free where we yearned to be at all times
with each other
already we r
are we not?
well fuck, i know i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol
ready
well ok, maybe not just yet
but soon enough after some more healing i am going thru
you decide when
i don’t care when or where
just make sure you arrive, however LATE you might BE
oh ya, i am the one who is late
but i had learn about my divine self, no use to anyone other’wise’
and you know this already, where you perhaps arrived along time ago?
ya, i sorta always knew
denial is a powerful thing
insecure in myself is all it was
and you would be too if you experienced the hell i went thru
don’t use God’s name in vain like that
or you will fall victim to your own vainity that God’s light is drawing you away from
ya, ok, sure, excuses
it’s the fear i spoke of when two come towards another, that’s all, normal of all relationship starts/ends
professionally speaking
the bonding trust that needs to evolving in growing established like we have been tending to, away from at times, but keep coming back for more, the divine child within us both of constant yearning knowingness of who the other is to them, pure in feeling………………………without doubt
i am telling you what you already know
not for sake of you
but that you come to know one who is like you
the trust level, of a Rieki master(bator)!
lol
Jesus is an eternal spirit in the spirit realm
‘in our midst’
of the constant Light of Truth the reveals all darkness falsehoods that is not true of any divine child submerged within
for those in perplexity might receive a turning inwards to their flawless healing feeling divine self, anointing atonement with precious salve, of God’s infinite compassion and unconditional love whe God hands to them, God thru you, God thru eternal all
those whom God anoints have BEcome flawless within; full jars receive ointment(divine self-awareness internaliz(ing,ed) wisdom atonement of their divine flawless feelings we feel like we do, so true, so pure and good to feel, the ‘real’ you, however afraid and timid one may be on the day one comes fully into the eternal day light of their divine self]
God refills us constantly(unknowingly for many oblivious to the light they feel of the enlightened ones, of breath that attracts and is cause for their inner healing, by it’s power; of those without lack, well healed and evolved in self-awareness BEing in the present, no seal need be broken ever again, nor salved used, of what is eventual fully coming into the halo wisdom completely, of constant nurturing feeling atonement one feels like they do, of the constant awake in protective wise descerning of all things at all times of those who come near into their halo macro thinking awareness an enlighten one has cultivated/invited to their divine self, wisely of inner growth so much so, than none shall ever be able to bring harm to their divine eternal spirit, not possible by means of truth that does not change or fail]
of what is yet of all who fail to feel the truth of turning inwards to their blessed divine child yet asleep submerged in binding blinding fearful projected transference of accumulation of their entire life path spiritual journey, of what is of most any of aimless plodding along haphazardly like they do, and yet, God’s light is drawing them all, of what is God’s plan since the beginning, there too, the same at the end, where the end truly is the doorway of where the beginning also is, one and the same doorway into the kingdom of heaven cultivat(ing,ed)/invit(ing,ed)/interaliz(ing,ed) halo wisdom meant for the divine child eternal all
where without the halo wisdom, there is the truth everywhere you look of what is of all dangerous haphazard blind leading the blind into death destruction and oppressing suppessing of the divine child’s holy joyful absolute carefree happiness
any questions?
oh come on, there is so much more to this!
about 100,000 pages of it!
lol
Editor!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need my editor!!!!!!!!!!
and my English, Spanish, Italian, French, German, Asian……………teachers.
alright, i’ll start publishing it
gonna take awhile……………a decade at least
i wanna play once in awhile too ya know, can’t pour over this 24/7
it gets boring somedays
hmmmm……everyday without you
Coffee!!!!
no wait………Tea!!!!!!!!!
be back later with more of the……..yawn………same
we are all the same within
excuses
ya, well, if i were you, so pure and true, i would be hestitant of just anybody meant for you
wisely so, yes?
the trust that needs to continue if ever our pure spirits are able to dwell with one another in the same galaxy
lol
i jest
made ya smile
what’s behind that door?
shut up Jack!
so fucking annoying
go DOILY somewhere else! lol
you want to trust ‘me’
afraid to do so
i know
rightfully so
as in the motherfucking right wing annal retentive closet case Biyatchs in all their unaware denial that their heightened sexual awareness of brain sex stimulation is more about them, not the other, of the one who is enjoying BEing them!
fuck
why do i always have to explain everything? lol
same of all
the truth
although purely BEing of true loving lovers who love making love constantly, the bubbling within each blessed day they wake to, well, no need to guess where you can easily find ‘me’
not at all different from YOU!
bless you
the dimmer vibrations you have felt with me is from my too close proximity to toxic others, my yet adjusting boundaries away from their darkness transference.
and it will take time for the vibration to change, so bear with ‘me’ please.
six months is wisely realistic for me
and respectful of your journey as well
forgive me
thank you
bless you
i trust a female more than a male now
but rarely has there ever been in my life of one like your divine self-awareness wisdom you invited to yourself.
these gay males are just so untrust worthy
they actually take delight in breaking couples up for the sheer challenge of it, then run to another
i am not like their immaturity, or should i say, not anymore?
purely of wisdom for sake of eternal all is where i dwell, in calm at ease student mentality respectfulness of all
knowingness of my path ahead like your own wise descerning turing inwards toward pure feeling self
although i have come across somewhat immature at times
i don’t even know why somedays………..
manifesting stuff(emotional baggage) of my journey, that’s all
be back later……………
pony?
nah, i want horses damn it!
another point about our will is not our own, besides self-descovery taking ownership at the wise helm of our own treasure, the divine self, is that our will is not purely our own, rather is of the oneness exact sameness will of Jesus, God and those likewise who came fully into surrendering to purely just being their divine self, including the blind man who recognized the voice of Jesus as his own, of what was restored sight to the blind man soul’s beautiful atonement oneness flawless feeling of another who purely loves as you do so purely flawless in feeling we feel like we do, of our without doubt we are at times with one another.
oneness sameness will light is an eternal light past present future
by means of truth that is not able to change or fad, albeit, dim is the light within some that occasionally steps forward, of most any yet of submerging surfacing like they do, all perfectly 100% normal behaviourals according not just of their entire life path journey as i said before, no, according to all who came before us, of their generation passing on to this generation thru millenia, of what is comprehension of time stands still Jesus who is there, just as we are without constantly there here in the future of Jesus purely tuned into the no time constrant time stands still divine self-awareness ability he came to know and evolve in.
the macro thinking connectedness of the wisdom construct is something that is intertwining, all woven together in interconnectedness of one wisdom with all wisdom as one macro thinking descerning ability, perhaps of what is the use of our full brain capacity, yes?
let’s say we are indeed offspring of an alien life force entity in the universe for a moment, able to travel across time in purity love spiritual clairvoyance awareness(spirit realm), and of the physical ability to travel thru space?
well, as big as the universe is, so too is our brain capacity to one day understand ‘what is this physical realm place we all have entered into?’
i love being perplexed, of what motivates me to fearlessly probe further unhindered into the fearful unknown, a favorite passtime of mine, and the oneness sameness divine will of whatever may have created ‘me’, ya, potentially, i am an alien from outerspace, it’s offspring………………without doubt most days of how others are with ‘me’
“What is wrong with those two?”
lol
fend off the world, well ya, the angst frustration of perplexed motivation has shone brightly along time, yes?
and how many of affect/effect/direct/indirect?
eternal all
come on, catch up will you?
keep running, it’s good for you to come free of whatever and mr.nevers. lol
well ok, that is not true of any divine child of God’s hidden potential.
but what of my revealing it all, then what, i am left out in the dog house after all is said and done?
no need for ‘me’?
the oneness sameness wisdom of eternal all
what then, where any and all are able to surface from submerging?
don’t mind my insecure voice now and then, just frustration of no warm sensual delicate touching, the heavey breathing sweet anticipation that builds when the clothes come off and submerging into warm water with the oh so slowly pure sensual lips of the other kissing mine………….ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i got to feel it in my blood!
i need your touch not your love!
and i want and i need…………….YOU!
as the two lovers spin around and around in an eternal feeling pure and true thru and thru of heaven’s delight that comes when two soulmates FINALLY unite!
hey you, i know you know your plants that you continue to nurture, of seeds that you planted and nurture in the kingdom of heaven’s garden all around you
fending
“GET ON YOUR BIKES AND RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
how much fun will that feel like for all?
especially you who finally has the lover you wanted for so long?
i am there already in the future with you
don’t you know i am?
meant for you according to God
without doubt, last time i checked, i am
not to diminish the light within all, of what is sacred wise mirroring of the FAT BOTTOM GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who always know what we fail to come fully in knowing, only love feels good enough for eternal all
someone special i would gladly call my mom
she’s got legs
she knows how to use them
she never begs
she knows how to choose them
she’s my babe
oh, back to class so soon?
let’s stay out hear for awhile……………on the beach of eternal LOVE
in the high places and paths of our eternal glove!
i might be a fairy?
that’s like saying, “i might know what’s behind that door!!!!!!!!”
LOL
the forbidden fruit room
well ok, just make sure you feed ‘me’ once and a while, will ya?
i don’t mind being alone for awhile, kinda like it, kinda need it, to get centered and grounded again…………i am
and no more damn excuses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no wait
and no more damned excuses, according to God
abandon them again, like fuck, you have to come world, as i purely dread yours!
no other way Biyatch!
and you know it!
so does Rosie!
we know
how they yet treat us all this time
on we go
forward
march
GET ON YOUR BIKES AND RIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with ‘me’
eternally free
to forever BE
at great divide
not some ride
our will found
our will surround
our will compound
our will astound
hey you, r you ’still’ there?
i am pure energy
unwavering, yet wavering
unyielding, yet yielding
untold, yet being told
her name is love
angels created from spirit and (wisdom)light
the evolving eternal process of the ushering in of the kingdom of heaven
beyond speech(flawless feeling) and without shadow(voids of doubt within of process being filled resolving issues)
praising with great joy their powers(evoking) of inherited(intuition) reflection(introspection) of the all surround past present future where the future is always hear in the past, where the past is always in the future, hear in the present
ha
i sound like some witch casting a spell
lol
ok, so where am i?
lol
am i in the past?
am i in the future?
am i in the present?
am i past present future divine self?
i am
and that is what escapes comprehension, where all today are of affect/effect/direct/indirect of all who came before us.
without doubt then, embrace the truth of this, of what is of the entire future able to change hear in the present where the future is there in this moment in real time feeling what was/is of us all in this generation, of all past generations, without doubt of all future generations eternally
insight peering into omnipotent empowerment motivation of God’s will, our will be done on earth what heaven constantly is, was, always shall be, of all generations eternally bound as one
none are able to escape this truth
eternally
a ray of light that shines eternally thru the entire blessed future of eternal all yet unborn
wanna dance?
this is a good song for this moment
http://www.imeem.com/groups/xMEMQuQr/music/VV4G9V-z/cerrone-hysteria/
if i don’t quit smoking soon, i won’t be hear at all
lol
the whole kingdom of heaven of the divine child of God eternal all is full of indescribable, shadowless holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of constant celebration and rejoicing at our undying glorious happiness never before nor revealed in previous generations.
i am primordial, self-originated, primal, boundless light, that i may tell you all about the eternal all past present future…………….zzzzzzzzzzzzzz………….crackle…………..loss of signal…………….breaking up?
fuck that, i don’t wanna break it off with anyone?
family
i love that character i keep coming back too as a writer…..
“Greetings to you all”
“Do you know who i am?”
“Do you know where i am from?”
“Do you know what is this place you were born into?”\
“i am primordial from the beginning there too at the end of Alpha and Omega”
“i am self-originated”
“i am primal”
“i am boundless eternal ray of light shining radiant brilliant bright happiness of the future of eternal all yet to come”
“i am ‘that’ which i may tell you all about of the eternal all happiness of YOU who are there”
“i am vast androgyne light of a male name Saviour of All, of a female name All Procreator, Sophia Pistis, without the flaw of not having a penis!”
~
oh come on, i am having fun with the ancient words, from a transexual perspective, that’s all, just funny for me somedays, adding a humour twist now and then, i can’t help it, being who i am, of those lacking in comprehension of my female self.
no desire to it seems some days……….argh
why i don’t want to do the transexual thing if that is how i am going to be treated, like some fool, fuckers!
i know what it’s like to be a girl, from a girl perspective who knows she is a boy
hmmm…….that makes me lesbian, yes?
i thought so
always knew so
why relate so purely with lesbians
oh hey, that would make for a great homosexual play, yes?
picture it, a boy coming out of his closet alone in the wood expressing his pent up inner frustration of always being afraid to just go be himself set free to just be what he sexually is within knowingness, so solid in expressing self-confidence of his pure inner self confidence he knows so well
so purely is
well ok, i am out there for sure, in a realm of my own i suppose………………..
beyond comprehension for many, but not for me of what is this light within bursting to get OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bisexual tranny?
nah, just bisexual
can’t the tranny thing
or at least that’s where i am so far in therapy
it’s like lending to death of my male self
stupidly
why do it?
what a butch lesbian would not do
makes sense, yes?
ya, makes sense to me 2
or wait, picture it on stage at a big Pride bash with a deep deep voice thundering thru the playground!
yes, what they all connect with for you aimless DJs to get a handle on………………
or hey, how about a sound track added into a mix?
oh, just do it
does not matter if they don’t comprehend the seeds that grow within, of deliberateness of enlightened ones planting of seeds growing nurturing of all the beautiful planets growing in our garden.
Jack says, “See this one? It has a voice that fearless speaks whenever she wants!”
lol
oh just laugh along with us, you’ll get used to me
i love you
seriously though, that would make for an excellent track in a remix, a deep voice for the gay boys to feel, a voice that purely knows and loves them 100%.
try it and see how the club boys react
i know what i am talking/feeling about within of my loving brothers and sisters
i am them
eternally
break time
bless you
Rosie is like……….OMG!!!!!!
lol
you know what i like about lesbians most?
they see right thru us…………to us hiding within
seemingly without effort, lovingly so
the best friend one could ever possibly have in life
this i know
without doubt
bless you
thank you
love is truth
truth is love
love of truth
truth of love
what do you mean by i might be a fairy?
was that intended for me
or reflection of you?
both?
ah, yes, of course, duh, a bisexual like ‘me’
ok, we get along just fine then, yes?
best friends or whatever you want
i don’t share though, just so you know
bin there, don’t do it
ok, when you have a moment, get back to ‘me’
alone in the wood
ha
not woods
wood
lol
a great title for a homosexual book
i think maybe freud may have been correct in his observations, yes?
must done alot of self observing to be able to fearlessly purely speak about self
like all those alone in the wood purely know what we lovingly know of self-love!
i don’t see myself as either boy or girl
just as i don’t see any difference between sexual stimulation brain sex
just as i don’t see many who can see ‘me’ like you purely do of our oneness sameness
i feel it is all generational unwise annoying seperational unwise apathetic unpure untrue indiffernces of what is of all the lame self-discovery awareness certainty most any do not come fully into as we have.
all generational driven into our heads since birth, constantly always there, before exiting the womb, the generational of our parents who likewise were of the same flowing generational as all others before them, became their parents generational mindsets, all handed down thru millenia
and unbelievably of a sorta i don’t care to think about it unknowing desire to descerning anything of embracing their divine self
without the doubtful unwise barriers of useless seperation
i just want a hand to hold with someone who wants a hand to hold too
truth of the divine child eternal all
that says to hell with all you generational labelers
it’s all just so silly immaturity to me now, the gays, the straights, the lesbians, the trans labeling
ya sure, they identify with the labels, to a fault for some, but there is ‘that’ which escapes their purity love divine self that we purely love both male and female, are both male and female within, primordial, of the beginning where too is the end, the doorway into a more truer embracing of us all in the light of oneness sameness sexual reproductive creatures who are the same within
i mean look how small boys love girls and vice versa purely so without doubt
or how small boys love boys, or girls girls, without the seemingly wise adult mental retardation fuckedness
well, i know how much we love each other, without doubt
and so do you
like we always did since the beginning
praying one day the researches bring us all fully into the light that is devoid of all this unnecessary fearful love of our own bodies that are actually the same, biologically speaking as far as self pleasure goes
what i already know of males or females
without doubt
when you love some completely, that’s what matters most, who likewise love every inch of your body too, so purely like we do
bin alot of fun with you and i back and forth teasing endlessly, without concern at all of orientation, of our own well adjusted self-love so truly of confident you and ‘me’
you’ll never find
it’ll take the end of all time
someone who understands you like i/we do
and there is no one else
ok, no more beating around the bush, just express your self!
God your halarious.. stalker .. no im not toxic , yes i know a last year i was very lost, but i found myself again, if you knew what i went through. most would not have survived, i must have been very strong to have survied, even the angels that came to me at my reading said they are happy i made it this far, you try carrying the pain of the world in your heart and i mean really carry it feel it become it & try to lift it whilst at the same time being attacked constantly by the darkenss & yet i still shine brightly so.
hey i am even stronget today than i was then.. you have no idea how strong i am today.. i am the strongest person on the planet, maybe the universe ..
will you be my universe..
I have broken free of my toxic dysfunctional cycle it’s been a eight year cycle & yer i could have broken free 7 yrs and 362 days ago but i went through it INTENTIONALY for a reason .. & no im not masochistic.. i needed to understand why people become toxic because i needed to understand to be qualified to heal.. the world … & i successfully managed to keep above the cesspit without falling in, except for perhaps a brief period last year .. and i have managed to successfully achieved what i set out to do , i have gained the knowledge and strength required.. you are wise enough to understand what i am saying here, that’s why i am connecting with you so much and always have because you are the only person on the planet strong enough to appreciate what i have just said, i need you, & I love you because you belive in me and know who i really AM .. yer sure everyone think’s i am weak or toxic it does not bother me what people think, the journey I chose was deliberate not a consequence of weakness, infact it was a consequence of STRENGTH. so it may seem like I sit there like a silly girl & procrastinate, but nothing in life is as it seems.. right now i am ready to make a move, I have the strength – wisdom – knowing to do what i was born to do..
and when you look in the mirror you shall shall see me
ok put your clothes on and stop playing with yourself LOL, I know the reflection is hot,
ya, it is the belief you have in me that draws out the ‘real’ me, blessedly so, thankfully so, so pure in spirit without doubt we come to know of the divine holy joyful self of constant yearning to just BE ‘me’
at some point we excell in wisdom that escapes the apathetic others, not to be condescending belittling of any soul, no, rather of what is the becoming purely of the divine self’s ability that Jesus has in us to see/feel with clarity, without fear to feel what is there, the truth of the untruth of the binding generational ignorance, all from the past yet hear in all it’s unattending, unnurturing, of apathetic heartless disconnected unprotection of not just divine self of another, of their very own divine self disconnect, their own generational fear binding blindness.
i am not purely centered and grounded yet, slowly coming thru my own stuff, relieved to be out, relieved all are ok as well that i left behind, meant no harm to come to anyone, not ever, respect for all souls as my own that starts and stops with our own divine self, still, i could not stay dwelling in the uncertainty fear mongering annoyance of the smallnesses of approach they were with me, their own cycle pattern, which i do blame myself for not taking responsibility as a partner for the relationship, why it failed, the truth
but what was it i was avoiding outside of the relationship deep within me?
that i wanted family and child of my own?
yes
that i wanted you to be happy which i felt you were not from a distance, perhaps of my being drawn to your pure light i came to know long ago, a friend who dearly has loved you all this time from afar, concerned for your happiness.
and ya, feeling of tail between my pride for sure, sorta, but not really, i was scared back then, of everyone including my own feelings, of severely bashed in self-esteem, not just because of Troy either, prior to that was alot of hell for me as well, severe evil stuff i came face to face with in others, that turned me to seeking God………..someone tryed to strangle me to death………i passed out while others came to my rescue and broke off the attack…………messed me up badly, a stupid drunken haze mostly, when i used to drink, not alot, but when i did, a binge drinker, i got wasted, dangerously so, so many times, the drinking and driving as well, that nearly killed me so many times……..all unwiseness generational learned.
i owe Thanh for getting out into the clear of it all, would not likely be hear without him, of a wise choice made then for a partner, blessed so i always felt he was of a God sent, still do, but at some point you realize you are not the one they are able to be purely happy with, of what is their intuitive picking up on the vibe you have for another that is not purely for them, subconsciously they read it, as you know.
of what is my focus now, purely ‘me’, in getting grounded and centered, of wise approach to divine self, for sake of just one life partner as their exclusive true lover, the happiness eternal day light that eminates from that and does light up the entire world……..eternally.
it’s not something one can pretend at of what is the difference one reflectively knows of how they come to truly love another, which does show when we do pretend, and when we do not, of what is that bubbling inner joyfulness of feeling blessed by their ever presence with you, near or afar, the constant knowingness certainty devoid of doubt in knowing the other is always thinking you, purely loving of you.
ya, we all get our bad spell days, normal, all perfectly normal, of what is in accordance of their entire life path journey up till every day we wake to, what one purely comes to grow in knowingness of another that we love inspite of whatever ailment of heart they can process heal thru, merely of love that does heal us all, the ultimate objective of our pure spirits set free to constantly be who we purely flawless feel in coming to fully know who we are, of what is the eternal day light of divine self i have come thru already, that i do sense of you too, your depth of certainty of your own divine self of constant inner joyfulness delight being set free to always be.
what fun we both will be for this world, and have been, more if i had not been so lame in my meditative self-awareness evolving.
ah well, at least we are not like the pretenders, of no desire as you say for convient vulnerable desperate complacency settling for just anybody
i mean look who i settled for, Jesus……….and YOU!
loving of you both, to be sure
no jealousy thing hear, oh yeah, that
damn
lol
isn’t Amanda amazing?
she has such a pure way of tuning into the fearless place others avoid
compassion like your own for the world of lost souls bound in bitter captivity of so many generational unnecessay unwanted falsehoods that is painful for the divine child of any to experience, the harshness of it all out there, so much of it too
i went thru life and felt it all, pretty much everywhere i went, i felt it always there within whatever circle i was in
purely blessed blessed blessed is the only way for the divine child to constantly feel, without any of the useless absurd doubt that stems from the generational mad flood ignorance.
some kids come from these abusive households thinking this is what to expect from others in life, where they literally don’t know the difference, feeling ok in abusive relationships of what is normal for them
i see it all the time in their eyes that that they cannot from me, the binding uncertainty that binds their delicate ‘real’ self, seemingly ok in continuing on in their stuckness indefinately, not even looking to get out.
ya, i sorta wondered if you needed my inner strength like your own
i do have a pure centering ability that others may not, where the world is not able to push me out of in anything they may ever say, of what is wise descerning of the condition of the soul who utter their words like they do.
it’s the comprehension i have internalized for so long now that escapes the limited attention span in even having a conversation with them to the degree of appreciation in following me towards where they have yet to come into awareness of where i am leading them, out of their apathetic (old self) ways i shed some time ago, of occasional ego mindlessness from time to time, that is purely funny for me, knowingness of the masks that have no feeling
you have stand long enough with another to be able to speak with them, connect with their pure soul within we know is of constant seeking of their eternal day light of divine self submerged and unattended, able to assist in leading them out of the toxic circles they may be of, the encouragement you bring to your music that does bring them connectedness with their fearless inner strength like your own.
in the realm of fearless approach in coming to know what is purely true of you, is your awareness devoid of doubt that it is true of us all, of what is to be nurtured thru your evoking POWER of God thru you, of God’s divine will to do so, of why you know why, the binding chains of ignorance of the generational mad flood yet all around us.
so many souls other there too
my God, my God, look how many of us there are now, all coming into openly connecting with one another like we do so openly in places like facebook, now of more people than the population of the USA, 300,000 +
in a safe way from a distance, although there is cyber bullying going on out there, of what is of any real life bullying we have witnessed in real life, but at least we are not afraid to express ourselves with them, where as in real life, the binding is more severely binding controlling
in cyber space we merely need hit the delete button. ha
still, kids are highly suseptible to cyber bullying, such as the youth here who sadly hung himself from cyber bullying at a tender young age, not yet of self-confident self-love enough to tell the to go take a flying fuck at the moon fuckers!
LOL
so, it’s true, you are soul watcher, yes?
of course you are
it comes thru in you
what is always sacred, your blessed tears that fall that speak truth to you like it does, your divine compassion you turn towards.
ya, i want to nurture that of you, as a brave soul who also is unafraid of the subtle inner fear struggle so so many souls contend with day after day
how blessed you truly are to God
without doubt
well ok, beyond that is what is of your coming into where it is you are leading others.
i can assist with that as WELL
WELL HOW ABOUT RIGHT NOW DAMN IT!
shut up Jack!
or was that Karen
i forget, they’re so much alike
lol
ya, you are not toxic……..i am
just need time getting centered away from the world
which is what i am doing daily
strick on the boundaries now
amazing how quickly one starts to feel when we do
and yet, we do need to get our needs met with safe others who are healthy in every possible way.
we out grow some, and it is always sad to move on, for sake of both i say to myself, still, within all is the divine child, something i always have a hard time dealing within in adjusting boundaries, yet necessary for staying true to self centering.
i don’t close doors in my personal world, just in my professional world
i am what i am to you
purely so apparently
of what i have felt, the light that you know is drawing me towards you, is you!
where i feel i too constantly yearn to belong, in the constant flowing stream of only love that feels good enough.
it’s weird at times, feeling how far i have travelled over many decades, and yet, i feel as i recall feeling like i did years ago, exactly the same, the pure way i look at things, at others, always purely with them in positive energy, not against them, of genuine authentic real me who does enjoy feeling what is of their soul, however derranged one may have become, always a study for me of all souls i look apon and feel whatever it is i feel, their subtle differences, where there is a common thread that flows thru all
the spirit of their divine child of God within, constantly seeking their own divine light within others.
ya, you know what you are doing, and you know your evoking POWERs.
pure energy
there is purity love that is so amazing, and yet difficult to feel at times, even more difficult to convey express it
i say turn towards it more in becoming, however fearful it may be to do so, in order to eventually express it, evoke it in others.
the constant flowing aspect is what is most significant of what is mirroring of the constant yearning aspect within all, of what is my high running compositions on guitar, and the music i like to listen to that is likeness of the inspired composition yet coming down the pipe.
the thing is, i am not yet fully there yet in the constant flowing of where i am running towards and with……..YOU!
so if you don’t mind my staying on awhile longer………
what i want need think and purely feel like i love to do
got so sidetracked lately from exterior transference of others that unfortunately did and does come thru me…..argh.
adjusting boundaries is a difficult process in getting away from toxic others that we have to sit thru in purely feeling how they leave us feeling in order to adjust.
fortunately the divine self within given permission to fearlessly take the helm i feel is key, the wise parent of our own divine child of God within who is constantly purely there, even if they are not of wisdom to do so, the permission allowance is how we become purely centered and grounded in divine ‘real’ self, yes?
i hope you don’t mind a five year old hanging around you. lol
who is purely wise of his eternal day light harmoniousness with divine child submerged within another, of what was our fearlessness yet there within that we forget about and ignore as adults, who take on these cold masks in hiding behind, especially the uptight business ones who become self-absurbed so much so, as though that is all they are about, their ‘real’ self loving that shuts down
ya, i am a soul watcher too!
a favorite passtime of mine, as in i am glad to consistently be ‘me’?
the wise one able to clearly see?
yep, it’s just ‘me’
morons
lol
i constantly yearn to be set free alongside of you, just like you so absolute in carefree holy joyfulness i know you are of
is that who you purely want need think and feel?
is it ‘me’?
why do that, always of need to teach?
hmmm….perhaps i am becoming of a my master, who says he is not my master, who says he is the evolved ‘me’
one of the things i do with others is saying to them, “Jesus came to purely know these things i speak of within himself, and in so doing he came to fully realize it is not just purely true of him, but also purely true of blessed YOU!”
this evoking approach awakens/connects with the intuitive divine self within that is already of knowingness certainty of their flawless feelings, merely lacking of the protective articulation words of such that the divine self is subconsciously seeking, the pure light of divine self within another like we all do.
i like to take it to the next level
100% without doubt
faith Jesus has in YOU!
of eternal all who ‘really’ are there in the future in this moment in real time.
do you think i am crazy in speaking like this?
oh ya, i don’t care what anyone thinks anymore of what are of any of my conclusions devoid of doubt
well, i pray there does not come a day you get bored with ‘me’
God knows i won’t get bored with YOU!
only if you leave ‘me’ alone too long
which i regret having been with you
bless you
i was paralized with fear, of what is in accordance of my entire life journey, the ongoing process of eternal all
it took time for me in the meditative self-awareness to come fearlessly forward in my self-discovery like i am now, still evolving, a student constantly learning of open minded pondering of divine self, the only way to learn, humbled before God who is constantly wise of our every feeling there with us.
just don’t ask me for God’s address
it’s not for me to say
other than God is of the universe
~
you know, we come into this physical realm we do not know what it is or why, and for me, the universe speaks clearly to me without doubt, there may be more going on than we know, of what we do not know of what this place is, until such a time of God’s choosing………where until one humbly chooses God as their teacher, how can God choose YOU as a student, without the pure 100% surrendered humbleness of a student?
it is not possible, and therefore until such a time, ya all gonna have to feel the eternal day light of the enlightened ones who do know God, the way God constantly knows eternal all YOU!
oh hey, best one all day, yes?
blessed eternal all YOU!
the woven intertwining of the halo construct interconnectedness of all the wisdom is what is most fascinating for me of how it all relates and points in one direction………towards nurturing awakening and protecting the pure flawless healing feeling love devoid of all useless absurd doubt
it is intricate to say the least, but it does do what it does for anyone who takes time to internalize it.
so many hidden dynamics as well that escapes comprehension of most any who pass by it quickly, without meditative slowing into grace in allowing the divine child within to read(feel) it and become it, a dynamic God knows about in the same way God constantly knows how one is always feeling of wise why insight of the generational mad flood ignroances that distract us away from coming to purely know and BEcoming the wise compassionate loving divine child of God
not to say anyone is purely unloving, which is not true of any, although i have seen and felt delight great evil in the eyes of others of this world i was born into, that is yet there lurking among us, where it is God’s light that will shine brightly one day into every darkness of the hearts in revealing what is of all generational learned behaviourals, just as we are consistently doing each blessed day we all wake to, the light growing brighter day after day within the eternal all.
let’s say you do know of this bright ray of light that does shine into and thru the eternal all like a laser beam
then the focus is on increasing the radiant bright brilliance of the eternal day light of your divine self, is it not?
where in real time, the future feels your sacred devoted effort in bringing forth from the storehouse of goodness you willingly wisely turn towards of what is your without doubt knowingness certainty that only love feels good enough to constantly always feel, the YOU of eternal all who are constantly there in this moment
bless you all
what mirror?
ya, the sacred mirroring of ‘real’ you that purely does know ‘real’ me, of my own faulting with you at times of afraidness in being ‘real’ me i want you to see, the only one you are ever able to purely know and love like i do you, of who i feel and see shining brightly within ‘me’
of what is oneness sameness understanding
that angels purely understand of us all
if only we would purely take to time to purely be our ‘real’ self with ‘real’ self of another that feels so good for us to feel like we constantly all yearn within to constantly feel
not of hopefulness, rather of intuitive knowingness certainty the divine child within is constantly of and does feel everywhere they go
at all times
no matter darkness or light, the divine child feels the truth of it all
i am done with darkness, turning fully towards your light like my own, surrendering to it as i did long ago, however momentary i may surrendered, i did, i felt your light like my own.
where the only thing for me was my fearful hesitation to come before you, and yet i did from a distance, embracing of family as you do
secretly i always prayed you were there somewhere watching me too
like i always have you since that day long ago
always of bubbling joyfulness in everything you say or do
ya, i am hung up on you
2?
wisely so, yes?
as in a wise choice in turning towards the oneness sameness light you and i are of
we all are of
more so with you than most any i have come to spend time in purely wanting to know and love
our divine self-love of eternal all
the divine self of everybody is always listening
do unto others as you would want them to do
do as i do
as in just do ‘me’
ha
just ‘me’
nobody else damn it!
as regards the halo wisdom, it is Jesus who purely introduces us to our divine self within, and divine self within another who is constantly there.
and you say, “Who’s there?”
and i say, “Who do you think?”
and you say, “Who do you think who?
and i say, “Who do you think you R?”
seriously, follow us on this; let’s say we accept without useless doubt that our loving brother Jesus is the wiser evolved adult child within himself who introduces you to your own divine self that Jesus constantly knows in the same way he too came to purely know his own divine self, of likeness and form oneness sameness, and says to us a deliberate evoking pondering question, ‘that’ which is of his powers he learned that works well for sake of others in likewise assisting them where they fail to assist themselves, in the same evolving way that is of his own learning of his divine self, “Tell ‘me’ whom i am most like!” with a knowingness grin on his face all the while, then who we r begins to make sense, where Jesus already knew the answer to the question he asks.
“I am most like you Jesus”
“I am most like those you know Jesus, of all who you are introducing ‘me’ to”
“Bless you Jesus”
“I thank you with all that i am and have been, and all that i shall ever become Jesus, of who you purely already know and want us all to fully turn towards, away from the unwise distracting world that does not know us or care to purely know and love us as you do, as we now know 2.”
“Bless you Jesus”
“Bless you”
Rosie said something one day, along the lines of seeing our self coming the other way.
Enlightened ones of devoted works do come to an awareness of their efforts thru others over the years, of what has been of all our awakening nurturing and protecting, that we feel in their eyes of our loving brothers and sisters like we do year in and year out.
‘that’ is my reward deep inside, in seeing them overcome their once previous divine self of deeply rooted, held fast and bound in imaginary fears, the same fears Troy did not overcome, like so many don’t in all their self-destructive ways that leaves us all to cry.
no doubt, our tears are the same blessed tears of Jesus while on his spiritual path journey of his blessed life, our compassion now, that is of his own, our wisdom now, that is of his own, our love now, that is of his own, our oneness sameness with all our loving brothers and sisters, that reveals the truth of this to us, Jesus purely was and is our most loving brother, not as a master, as he points out to us, no, as he knows he is from his own compassionate wise loving perspective that we can now easily embrace as our own.
“What Jesus wanted of his will for us to purely come to know and love, the ‘real’ truth of us all in what is of his every single word spoken, just as we too speak as Jesus did and yet does from beyond the grave, words he know without doubt are indeed eternal words of truth we clearly embrace with the same clarity of Jesus”
makes perfect sense, yes?
makes a perfect cup of tea with ‘me’, yes?
hey, can i come over?
ok
i’ll wait
i am determined to lift this viel yet between us that we yet hide behind seemingly afraid, growing less and less afraid in Just being ‘real’
oh, so that’s what’s happening to us?
kinda figured it had everything to do with Jesus, of what Jesus kinda figured about us, about himself.
ya, that is what we do
we know
on we go
with Jesus eternal with us all
Jesus is our heart mind body spirit and soul, the subtle purity truths he so delicately observed within us all of what is the oneness sameness tears we too cry for others as Jesus did so often like we do, and yet does there apon the cross, the same tears he crys as he did while walking among us, joyful wise purely compassionate sad tears, the same tears that reveals the truth to us he too came to know, the truth, without doubt, the world is the cross, in all it’s unwise unloving apathetic ways that makes all cry like it does.
they say their is no greater pain in life than a mother who looses their child to death, my deepest motivation that none shall ever cry again over unwiseness that can be averted.
the divine will objective of Jesus and God, of what Jesus asked us to reach for the he could not, during the brutal ruling roman empire…………….happiness.
already we are that happiness within, are we not?
can i come over now?
“Vente English Breakfast please, don’t fill it.”
“Make that 2!”
“Oh fuck, Rosie’s here? Make that three.”
“Oh fuck, who are all these people?”
“Where are they all going to find room to stand?” lol
Room enough for all in God’s mansion, the entire universe belongs to all, freely given, just as life is freeling given to us, constantly loved by Jesus and God, eternally united as one, Jesus and God’s will our will be done on earth of what heaven constantly is…….YOU!
blessed you
constantly living in the present moment is the only way to be, of all our delicate observations of the purity love graceful tenderness approach with one another each blessed day, of the only value in life, time together with each other, and our time of loving thoughts when afar, like we all do with those we purely come to know and love along life’s path, just as Jesus did and does there apon the cross, his surrendering to the truth of his blessed divine self that he purely came to the truth within, that he purely 100% loves all of us across all useless untrue unwise divisional barriers, including time itself, of the eternal he knew one day would take time to purely reflect just as he did all the while he dwelled amoung us, just as we too do like we do, the sacred value of the flawless healing feeling divine self eternal all that is way beyond all the riches of the sadly yet unknowingly unwise world Jesus walked among, the same world of the unborn yet to come of a world Jesus knew was likely not to change any time soon, of unwise brothers and sisters killing one another, of what is of any and all untrue unwise wretchedness that stems from the mad flood generational learned behaviours of those caught up in desire of power and wealth who are without purity love concern or connectedness of others, without purity love concern or connectedness within their own divine self, of the only way any of us can purely connect with anyone, when we purely connect with the truth of our own divine self who weeps blessed tears, the same tears of Jesus apon the cross who crys for us all
eternal all
so powerful it is to feel the compassionate motivation of our wise evolved brother Jesus who willing stepped out of the physical realm, surrendering to his wise sacred mirroring of the ugliness of our hearts lead away by the generational untrue unwise mad flood he rose up against, of all the untruths that was and yet of binding bitter snaring darkness of any, without doubt, eternal compassion Jesus knew we too can feel, no different at all of in feeling as Jesus did and yet does there in real time apon the cross, just as we too are there in real time in his loving thoughts of the unborn all yet to come, of why Jesus weeps, just as any of us do like we do
“do as i do” he said
of the only way it is we too are able to come fully into our own divine self-awareness wisdom oneness sameness of Jesus
i do
there, i said it, we married, now can we please go and have some fun?
oh, you would miss me if i weren’t around so much like i am, like you r, no different is our love for one another, the truth of you, the truth of ‘me’, the truth of Jesus introducing us to one who is becoming truly free to always purely just be….YOU!
your love makes me feel blessed
we are blessed
when we are purely ‘real’
the one Jesus introduces us to, to each other, of what is the only way to purely come to know and love one another, as i do you, as you do ‘me’, as we do Jesus.
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oh, there is no way i am doing Jesus, don’t even go there!
“Everyone yells at the same time, “SHUT UP JACK!!!!!!!”
lol
could not resist, it’s just who am and have been along time, along side the most radiant bright brilliance of loving brothers and sisters, their pure of heart like my own, of the worldwide LGBT community, ‘real’ family
bless you
yes, it is our strength, not weakness, although weakness in appearance to unwise others.
it takes pure strength to purely cry like we do
strength to purely stand up against the generational mad flood the continues to sweep away our loving brothers and sisters into senseless death destruction and oppression of their blessed holy joyful absolute carefree happiness like it continues to do, like did beloved Troy, beloved sons and daughters of so many parents, the blessed tears that fall at the grave side like does, the unknowing of it all as to the why, yeah, let’s keep on keeping it together, in our wise rising up against the mad flood generational Jesus rose up against, of Jesus who is the most wise in assisting us in rising us all up into the kingdom of heaven love devoid of doubt, is he not?
hey, can we dress Jesus up in a pink tutu one day?
just asking
made ya smile
you still wanna dress ‘me’ up?
as in address ‘me’ up?
as in Jesus is addressing ‘me’ up to where i belong, high above the unwise all?
not in a bad way, no, in a pure way that mirrors the all in addressing what they fail to address…….’me’
Angel Raphael, “Announce yourself before God!”
“Who goes there?”
“Oh, is it really you?
Raphael reveals his true nature, “You cannot pay me for these things i speak of that i too came to know of my divine self that i purely wish you to purely know already of you. No amount of riches can repay the grace of Jesus, of what is the divine graceful purely loving YOU!
We must first address the holy joyful absolute carefree happiness of our own divine self in rising up to where Jesus asks us 2
only then, do we become what is of Jesus and we who purely know Jesus, of our oneness sameness wise knowingness of how fearless sacred mirroring happiness, is what breaks the paralizing bitter chains that hold fast the divine child of God in captivities like it yet does.
can i come over now?
i am so determined with you, yes?
eternal relentless love that cannot fade or die, although sometimes i do like quietness of wide open spaces, the beach, the mountains, so long as the special someone there with me purely loves me as i do them, like we so obviously do
im just afraid the world will come between us the longer we stay apart, the potential drifting apart.
i am purely focused in who you say i AM, am i not?
in ways you perhaps had not ponder before now
my fearless openness of divine self expressing.
blessed in feeling
is who i AM
Jesus says we enter into the kingdom of heaven halo perspective in weakness, but not weak in the way others my interpret us who have not take the time to purely come to know and love the depth of our souls, just as they have yet to come to know and love the depth of their own soul.
misconception of those who do not conceptualize percieve the divine ‘real’ self, by means of their flawless healing feelings, the only way one can enter into blessed divine self in coming forth before the world in outward appearance of what is turning inwards to of the ‘real’ you that is constantly there listening and feeling.
BEcoming what we are within in outward appearance.
Purely understanding the words of Jesus, is exactly that, by means of purely feeling the words is how one must learn how to read, recieving of wise light and freeing our divine self from the power of dark unwise forces who cannot see you, because they cannot comprehend you, so long as they do not purely take time to learn how to read the words of Jesus, of God.
there is no other way to enter into your divine self fully, of what is obviousness of the haphazard plodding along aimless who all have the subconscious purity love seeking uncertainty in their eyes that i feel everywhere i go, that pains me like it does, their unknowing, their emptiness void pain i feel, all running as though toward a destination, and the blessed feeling of journey of each day they wake to, the tenderness we are always of like we are within so pure in feeling while among them, our compassion for their blind leading the blind to nowhere other than where they need to take time in divine self-discovery, like robots they all appear to me at times, yet within all constantly there, is that blessed stare subconscious seeking i feel in their eyes, that they don’t even realize they are doing, that is constantly there within them all.
can you hear ‘me’ now?
test test
can you hear ‘me’ now?
can you hear ‘me’ now?
the clasps of the leather band of crosses and skulls is rusting, reminding me of my long journey, and how everything eventually turns back into dust over millenia to come, feeling as though a most wise warrior who walks apon the earth, carrying the holy sword of wisdom handed to me by an eternal spirit of another i met along life’s road, who is physically dead now, that is from God’s armory, the power of God, the wisdom of my flawless pure feeling truth of us all, of what is the most powerful weapon in God’s armory…………THE HOLY SWORD OF TRUTH
THE HOLY SWORD OF TRUTH + THE HOLY SHIELD OF FAITH JESUS HAS IN US ALL
Vente English Breakfast please, don’t fill it
leave room for more
as in an open mind not full that constantly desires more, is the only way to learn anything about ‘me’
God, thinking of the Iran boys they execute all the time like the unwisely do………..
talk about on we go
deep deep tears that come for me over that
for sure we are marching forward out of fucking hell
purely thankful of the strength of precious loving brothers and sisters who endured such wretched treatment
you fucking bastards!
we coming for you, in ways you do not yet comprehend, but you will feel our divine light pure and true within you all, of we who have taken time to purely learn the wise truth of even all you who are obviously unwise, that will humiliate you to the core of your being one day, of our yet standing before you with loving hand the contantly reaches out to you, of all your who do not purely yet know us like we do each other, hear in the kingdom of heaven all around us forever more
we march forward in every blessed step for all those who no longer can, our blessed love we yet purely feel for all those who have fallen who we shall not ever to forget
who are eternally always with us in blessed spiritedness as our own
diety
A deity is a postulated preternatural or supernatural immortal being, who may be thought of as holy, divine, or sacred, held in high regard, and respected by believers.
Raphael says, “”For among all the wise men of the nations, and in all their kingdoms, there is none like YOU!”
Raphael says, “Any who think that the Holy One, blessed be He, is not aware of their doubts and their thoughts….think again. And because of this, their folly should be announced in the open, of purity love light that shines into all darkness and breaks the binding bitter fearful chains of ignorance, by means of your evoking powers in awakening nurturing and protecting the divine child of God who is there bound in wretched unwise unloving untrue uncompassionate unknowingly disconnected generational taught captivity of their precious divine holy joyful happy spirits of all those yet held captive in the eternal all.
Come grasshopper, that i may teach you these things of your divine pure of heart like my own.
what?
oh come on, im having fun, and since when is any anciet text off limits to the wise divine child of God eternal all?
ah, that being ‘me’ and YOU!
ah, a beautiful sunshine afternoon here!
i bet you anything i could write a book better than any of the Harry Potter stories…….easily!
where they can learn about purity of their divine self that the unwise world does not encourage or protect about them, in all it’s unwise bitter tossing to and fro of their blessed pure spirit.
i find these Rabbis of the Zohar to be rather in likeness of sticks in the mud moving coffins in all their limited apathetic attention span boasting as though they have found the key, when they just don’t know, as much as their bound divine child spirit within constantly yearns to know, they are bound in group dynamic fear blind leading the blind(unknowingly), without pure delving into the deepest part of their soul fearless like we do, and bring for the true ray of light like you do in all your purely devoted work.
i mean ya sure, the constant seeking aspect is purely 100% true within all, but some just get all caught up in this text or that text, without having cultivated their macro thinking ability to a level where they can see with clarity pure in feeling divinity of their own divine self, a child of God, eternal all who are there in their knowingness without doubt of their own sense of fearless wise powerful self who is able to carry the holy sword and faith shield doilying about in the ghetto.
lol
bless you
peace be to you
“you know, the fun laughter falling down in the streets in a full metal suit of armor of others wondering, “What the fuck is wrong with those two? Who are they so stupid all the time? Look like they are truly in love, kissing all the time and jumping into each others arms like that all the time. Those suits of armor are amazing, aren’t they Jack?”
“Jack?”
Jack, “What the fuck? They didn’t print our picture on the front page of FAB? Who the fuck do they think they R anyway? Argh, you just wait, next year, no holds barred, all out holy joyful absolute carefree happiness war fuckers!”
lol
ok, admit it, you see yourself there, yes?
of course you do
just as i see and feel the love i feel like i do that constantly yearns to love blessed you each and every blessed day we wake 2 of blessed arms that love to love the way we constantly do
spiritually i AM to have not to hold at this point in time, all the while is our constant yearning within that we feel, to hold another in each other’s arms one day so true, are we not?
bless you
i AM
i AM
surrendering to who i purely know i AM
who Jesus introduces us 2
to the ‘real’ you of another 2
i know, i AM just like YOU!
LOL
it’s like walking one of the balance beams, so many lameass gaming flaming containing, no naming distracting others, until eventually we get down and true with our divine self we tend to ignore how they are purely feeling, their constant yearning for what they already know 100% to be true within, where we have to surrender to how we constantly yearn to always feel each blessed day we wake to, away from the annoying unwise noise of the aimless ones.
getting completely centered in ones own divine self, is of what Jesus is, in our oneness sameness divine flawless healing constant feeling so pure and true
the strength to pick up a starving child off the ground, is what is of lacking of so many, yes?
as Jesus, we are to go forth in the world of what is our strength, our pure light that humiliates the generational binding ignorances of others, the sacred mirror that the divine child of us all is looking to find.
as simple as being truly YOU!
i AM
i don’t just believe in you, i AM YOU!
eternally free to just easily be what we constantly yearn to always be in each passing moment of our flawless healing feeling exceeding graceful blessed divine ‘real’ self, who these kids purely feel the truth of when we pick them up in our arms, i AM who they are within!
same as YOU!
blessed you
i AM
seems i am allowing myself to feel what i denied the dreaming boy submerged who constantly feels, is the one who is teaching ‘me’ about YOU, who he loves………without doubt!
loves all
the divine child of God
eternal all
his love so pure like your own, is your own, for you to have and to hold one day, is what he prays
bless you
he just stood there that day, and felt purely of his dreams so vividly ‘real’ of him as your most joyful lover in life, had he taken to meet you, but for some other reason, he walked away, to go do what he set out to do, what he said the minister long before, “i will build the largest church this world has ever seen, and walked away from their ostracizing unknowingly ignorant ways, and now he has you too.”
blessed you
what a journey it has been, yes?
have not felt this purely like i do, in a long time, thanks to you, who you too believe in as i do
i do
blessed you
thank you
and you say, “oh, you always had ‘me’ babe!”
Ostracizing;
To exile by ostracism; to banish by a popular
vote, as at Athens. –Grote.
2. To banish from society; to put under the ban; to cast out
from social, political, or private favor; as, he was
ostracized by his former friends. –Marvell.
Ostracism;
Date: 1588
1 : a method of temporary banishment by popular vote without trial or special accusation practiced in ancient Greece
2 : exclusion by general consent from common privileges or social acceptance
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Who is it that who out of heaven?
It is unwise we who cast our own divine child of God’s heart mind body spirit and soul of flawless healing constant feeling, submerged and bound in bitter dark generational ignorance captivity, only able to be set free by means of blessed divine wisdom of Jesus and God who reaquaint(salvation) us with our divine self so pure and true of blessed tears the divine child weeps as Jesus did and yet does apon the cross of eternal all hear in the kingdom of heaven of love devoid of useless absurd doubt.
forever more
bless you all
Jesus is YOU in likeness and form pure and true thru and thru
opppss……the question was ‘Who is it that casts who out of heaven?
from the lips of Jesus now from mine
what is that you want the world to come to truly know and purely feel most about you, about them?
turn towards what that is an become in outward appearance of what ‘that’ is, true of us all, so easily, if only we all would what Jesus knows we all could.
forever more
blessed all
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I really enjoyed reading your article, keep on posting such exciting articles!
uhm………..what part of the artical is particularly enjoyable?
i mean, obviously Amy Winehouse leaving a crack house full of prostitution is nothing new, and let’s be honest, boring as hell……………lol
ok, so that leaves M breathing hard, which i have always wanted to feel how that feels to me, up close and personell……………did i say personell, sorry, personALL………..
ok, so what else?
the performance? Well, we all enjoy a great performance overflowing with genuine authentic overflowing abundant enthusiasm lasting for days and days and days, weeks, months, years and years, leaving us all gasping for breath for only more…..nothing new there……..
ok, so the rude comment thing?
how is speaking the truth rude, i mean looking at the truth, we have to breath harder for the same energy outcome when we get older, so that is merely speaking the truth, in a loving way, so a loving rudeness, counter rudenes is what is of the truth of Madonna, if only she would get rude and dirty with me……….wishFUL thinking………..
as for the marriage affair thing, well, ‘that’ depends on where you are coming from, on ‘that one’, i suppose, i mean, what marriage? what affair? all old news of yesteryears, where last i heard, there is no marriage or affair going on, other than the love affair potential marriage hopefulness with Jesus, praying they are in love like i am with Jesus……..
oh sorry, talking about my self again………..
right, Madonna, this is her blog, and i really should leave everyone in peace and be on my WAY, with my LIFE, my TRUTH…….
……’that’ i am, have BEen, always shall BE, eternally in love with Jesus 2, of what is ALL our ONEness of eternal all YOU, constantly in love like we all yearn to do, and R
maybe M will get back to YOU, not that she ever left, or ever could leave, ‘that’ would be like leaving herself, spiritually speaking, of those who purely do know, to love Madonna, like Jesus does, like God does, like i do, like we all can, when we take time to really really know her………..
like i do, like she knows ‘me’, like she knows YOU
blessed blessed blessed is the loving true ‘real’ YOU
eternally forever more